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February 9, 2007

February 10th Holy Spirit Novena
Scripture selection is Day 5 Period I.

The Novena Rosary Mysteries  
for February 10th are Sorrowful.

       

There will be a big Apostle Retreat in February

10th thru the 13th.

The Priestly Newsletter mailing 

will take place then.

 

 

February 10, 12, 13 - Retreat begins at 9:00am

February 10 - Mass at 1:30

February 12 - Mass at 12:00

February 13 - Mass at 12:00

 

 

Given February 4, 2007

Joyful Mysteries

  

The Incarnation goes on in us.

Genesis 1: 27

    God created man in the image of himself,
    in the image of God he created him,
    male and female he created them.

 

    Woman was taken from the side of the man
    The Church was born from the
            pierced side of Christ.

    What flowed out was Blood and water
            Blood for the Eucharist
            Water for Baptism

 

John 19: 31-34

It was the Day of Preparation, and to avoid the bodies’ remaining on the cross during the Sabbath—since that Sabbath was a day of special solemnity—the Jews asked Pilate to have the legs broken and the bodies taken away. Consequently the soldiers came and broke the legs of the first man who had been crucified with him and then of the other. When they came to Jesus, they saw he was already dead, and so instead of breaking his legs one of the soldiers pierced his side with a lance; and immediately there came out blood and water.

 


The Annunciation

    And the angel Gabriel appeared to Mary.
    Mary was conceived without sin.
    The Word become Flesh.

    The children of Adam and Eve are tainted
        because of the sin of Adam and Eve.

    Light, Happiness and Peace
        by Fr. John J. Pasquini    p. 21-29

    Authenticity
        by Fr. John J. Pasquini    p. 16-19

1.  Hail Mary    Prayer   Holy Zeal

2.  Hail Mary    Prayer   Holy Zeal   second part

3.  Hail Mary    Prayer   Journeying into the Depths of Prayer  p. 16

4.  Hail Mary    Prayer   Journeying into the Depths of Prayer  p. 17 second part

5.  Hail Mary    Prayer   Temptations and Consolations   p. 17

6.  Hail Mary    Prayer   I Begin with You  p. 18

7.  Hail Mary    Prayer   Ultimate Goal  p. 18

8.  Hail Mary    Prayer   Pearl of Great Price  p. 18

9.  Hail Mary    Prayer   The Battle  p. 19

10.  Hail Mary    Prayer   The Wounds of Battle  p. 19

     

 


 

The Visitation

1.  Hail Mary    Magnificat

Luke 1: 46-55

And Mary said:

My soul proclaims
    the greatness of the Lord
and my spirit rejoices
    in God my Saviour;
because he has looked upon
    the humiliation of his servant.
Yes, from now onwards
    all generations will call me blessed,
for the Almighty
    has done great things for me.
Holy is his name,
and his faithful love extends age after age
    to those who fear him.
He has used the power of his arm,
he has routed the arrogant of heart.
He has pulled down princes
    from their thrones
        and raised high the lowly.
He has filled the starving with good things,
    sent the rich away empty.
He has come to the help
    of Israel his servant,
        mindful of his faithful love
—according to the promise
    he made to our ancestors—
of his mercy to Abraham
    and to his descendants for ever.

 

     Authenticity  by Fr. John J. Pasquini

2.  Hail Mary    Prayer   The Father's Love  p. 20

3.  Hail Mary    Prayer   The Father's Love  p. 20  second half

4.  Hail Mary    Prayer   Wholeness  p. 20

5.  Hail Mary    Prayer    Love  p. 21

6.  Hail Mary    Prayer   Father, Lead Me  p. 21

7.  Hail Mary    Prayer   Fear Not  p. 21

8.  Hail Mary    Prayer   Backsliding  p. 22

9.  Hail Mary    Prayer   Into the Unknown  p. 22

10.  Hail Mary    Prayer   Gratitude  p. 23

     

 


 

The Birth of Jesus

1.  Hail Mary    -  July 23, 1994 - I am Jesus - 4:00

R.  Love for you, my special, loving Savior! You are the sweetest, the kindest, the most wonderful Savior and I love You with all of my heart.

2.  Hail Mary    -  July 17, 1994 - Spirit, Open Me To The Love Of God Within Me

R: How do you see me? Do you see the Christ that is alive in me? Do you know I am a Christian, Christ-like, by how I act? Do you know I am a Christian by how I love?

Do I love you? Do I complain and not even know it? Do I see myself for the way I am or am I blind and never see at all?

Spirit, open me to the love of God within me. Give me vision into the God that dwells within me. Let me see how I can be more like Christ.

3.  Hail Mary    Song:  A Song from Jesus

4.  Hail Mary    Song:  Little Baby Hands and Feet

5.  Hail Mary    Song:  See the Eyes that Look at Mary

6.  Hail Mary    -  July 14, 1994 - The Rosary

R: The rosary tells us much about Christ and Mary.

How can I be Christ-like if I do not meditate on His Life? My life is to be a model after Christ's life. How can I model myself after how He loved if I am not intimately involved in a love relationship with Him?

Christ shows us the way. Jesus went through His Passion and death for our salvation and for love of us.

The more I meditate on the rosary, the more I see the oneness of Christ and His Mother. They are one in Their Hearts. They shared each Other's pains, sorrows, joys, suffering. They were so connected to each Other.

This is shown all through the Passion, her sorrows, presentation in the temple, finding in the temple, her journey into Egypt, her watching during the scourging, her journey during the Passion when Their eyes met, (this alone could be meditated on to tell Their union and suffering) putting the nails in His hands, standing under the cross, beholding His lifeless body under the cross, and after His death, laying Him in the tomb.

Their Hearts beat as one, as she suffered so silently with Him, always by His side. No mother was ever so connected with her Son.

Sorrow increases intimacy. When I suffer and give it to Christ, I am admitting how much He is truly a Person I depend on. I want to depend on Him, to be so intimate that it is He to Whom I run when my heart is torn.

He loves us so, He knows our every thought and feeling. He loves us with such attentiveness and care, and He waits for us to run to His arms and share ourselves with Him.

He longs for our love, He longs for our time. He wants us to go to Him as our best Friend, a real Person, but what a Person and what He can do for us!

You are my Savior Lord, You saved me from my sins by Your brutal death. You give me life in Your Resurrection. I am born into Your life in Baptism and You live in my heart. God lives within me. Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell within my breast in a most special way when I am in the state of grace. Mary is one with Jesus.

Oh, God, I love You so. I want to know You and love You and serve You.

Spirit, open me to know my precious Lord. I am Yours to possess and I live to do Your holy will.

Father, fashion me, mold me more into the image of Jesus, Your precious Son. "...yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me...(Ga 2:20). I want to be one in You, so that You live and dwell in my heart.

Meditating on the rosary is meditating on much of Christ's Life. How can I be molded more into His image if I do not meditate on Him and His Life?

The First Commandment commands that I love God above all things. What is love? Is it lip service or is it a fire that burns within the soul?

May my love of God be this flame that burns for love of each Person in God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit and for Mary also. May I grow in intimacy with each Person and Mary, and may Joseph be close by her side as he stood close to Jesus and guarded Him.

     

7.  Hail Mary    I Came Silent in the Night

    Jesus was born in a stable.
    There was not a bed for Mary and Joseph.
    They had not a pillow to lay their head.
    They did not have a bed and she just had a baby.
    This is the surrender Jesus calls us to.
    Jesus was born in such poverty.
    Jesus came silent in the night.
    Do not be attached to your bed,
        your sleep, your life.
    Come and be one with Jesus.
    Jesus was born with nothing.
    Jesus died in total surrender.
    Not a place to lay His head,
        a manger for His head,
        nowhere to lay His Head on the cross.
    We cry for our discomfort.
    Jesus showed us the way.
    Jesus lay in a manger at birth,
        Jesus died on a cross.
    Both Bare Wood.
    Total submission to the will of the Father.
    Jesus is God, Jesus was born in silence,
        Jesus was crucified a criminal.
    Jesus is King. Jesus was crucified
        with a crown of thorns,
        Jesus was born on a bed of hay.
    Jesus was crowned King of the Jews.
    What do we want.
    If we follow Jesus should we expect more?
    Jesus' Kingdom is not of this world.
    Jesus shares His crown with us
    We must follow Jesus.

1 Corinthian 2: 9

What no eye has seen and no ear has heard, what the mind of man cannot visualize; all that God has prepared for those who love him;

 

8.  Hail Mary    Blue Book 6 - January 5, 1995 Rosary- The Birth of Jesus

1.  R. God came to this earth, He took on a human nature. He comes with greatest love as a baby in a manger. He comes with such poverty. But the glories of that night: the angels are present and they sing and Jesus Christ, the Son of God, is born a man for greatest love of us. He came to show us the way. God took on the nature of a man because He loves us so very, very much.

10.  R. And Jesus hung from a cross at His death — both bare wood. No where to lay His head. This was Jesus Christ, the Son of God. He came into the world born a man to show us the way. His Father loved us so much that He gave His only Son that we may have life eternal. Jesus calls out to us this day to see the reality that this is His world; that He is here and present with us this day; that He remains with each one of us in a special way when we are baptized and in the state of grace. In such a special way He remains in our hearts. The Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell within us in a special way in our hearts when we remain in the state of grace. But God comes to us in the Eucharist in His Divinity and humanity, the same as the day He was born in a manger in Bethlehem.

9.  Hail Mary    Sing:  Silent Night

10.  Hail Mary    Sing:  What Child Is This

    

 


 

The Presentation of Jesus in the Temple

1.  Hail Mary    Light, Happiness and Peace
                            Prayer   A Hardened Heart  p. 4 & 5

2.  Hail Mary    Luke 2: 22-39

And when the day came for them to be purified in keeping with the Law of Moses, they took him up to Jerusalem to present him to the Lord—observing what is written in the Law of the Lord: Every first–born male must be consecrated to the Lord—and also to offer in sacrifice, in accordance with what is prescribed in the Law of the Lord, a pair of turtledoves or two young pigeons. Now in Jerusalem there was a man named Simeon. He was an upright and devout man; he looked forward to the restoration of Israel and the Holy Spirit rested on him. It had been revealed to him by the Holy Spirit that he would not see death until he had set eyes on the Christ of the Lord. Prompted by the Spirit he came to the Temple; and when the parents brought in the child Jesus to do for him what the Law required, he took him into his arms and blessed God; and he said: 

    Now, Master, you are letting 
        your servant go in peace 
    as you promised; 
    for my eyes have seen the salvation 
    which you have made ready 
        in the sight of the nations; 
    a light of revelation for the gentiles 
    and glory for your people Israel. 

As the child’s father and mother were wondering at the things that were being said about him, Simeon blessed them and said to Mary his mother, ‘Look, he is destined for the fall and for the rise of many in Israel, destined to be a sign that is opposed—and a sword will pierce your soul too—so that the secret thoughts of many may be laid bare.’ 

There was a prophetess, too, Anna the daughter of Phanuel, of the tribe of Asher. She was well on in years. Her days of girlhood over, she had been married for seven years before becoming a widow. She was now eighty–four years old and never left the Temple, serving God night and day with fasting and prayer. She came up just at that moment and began to praise God; and she spoke of the child to all who looked forward to the deliverance of Jerusalem. 

When they had done everything the Law of the Lord required, they went back to Galilee, to their own town of Nazareth. And as the child grew to maturity, he was filled with wisdom; and God's favour was with him.

3.  Hail Mary    Blue Book 6  -  January 5, 1995 Rosary

     R. And a sword, too, shall pierce your heart, O Mary.

4.  R. See the eyes of Mary gaze into the eyes of her Beloved infant child in her arms. Such connection between this Son and this mother all through Their lives. The joining of the two Hearts from the first moment of conception until He ascended into heaven; Their Hearts with greatest love for us, and Their Hearts with such love for us this day.

5.  R. See the young Mary with the infant in her arms. See the old Mary as she was taken up into heaven. In between these two events are the lives Jesus and Mary shared on earth; the mysteries of the rosary that we meditate on. See the mysteries of the rosary; see how Mary and Jesus aged from young to older; how they experienced joys and sufferings; see through Mary's eyes. Jesus Christ, the Son of God, born a human so that He could show us the way.

Sing:  The Rosary Song

6.  R. See through the eyes of Mary as she held Him as a child; as she cared for him; as she watched Him through His public life; through all of His suffering; through all of His sorrows. See through the eyes of Mary as He walked His Passion and died on the cross. See through the eyes of Mary as He rose from the dead. Death has no power over Jesus. Jesus ascended into heaven. If we look through Mary's eyes, if we feel through Mary's heart, we will be so connected to the love that Jesus has for us this very day.

7.  Song:  Little Baby Hands and Feet

8.  R. And Simeon told Mary, a sword, too, shall pierce your heart, O Mary. From the moment she came to the temple and she held her beautiful child in her arms, she knew of the sufferings to come. So as her eyes gazed on Him, through her whole life she knew of the immense suffering that her beloved child would suffer. And her heart was torn in her chest every time she beheld Him from this prophecy of Simeon.

9.  Song:  See the Eyes that Look at Mary

10.  R. The peering eyes of Jesus and Mary on the way to Calvary — in that peering look is what Mary held in her heart as she rocked Him as a baby, as she fed Him as a child, as she watched Him grow, as He was lost in the temple, to the bitter passion. This was her infant child that she once held and she saw Him bloodied, bruised, carrying His cross on His back; and her eyes met His. A sword, too, shall pierce your heart, O Mary. It is through her eyes and through her heart that we will be drawn to the deepest intimacy of Jesus' Most Sacred Heart. How well the heart of Mary knows the Heart of Jesus. More than any human person, Mary knows Jesus and His immense love; that He suffered a brutal death for love of each of us, and He would die for each one of us this very day; that she comes and she appears and tells us to return to the love of her Son. And how her heart was pierced to know all the souls that would reject His love after He gave His very life, His flesh and His blood for them. And a sword, too, shall pierce your heart, O Mary.

 

 

    
 

The Finding of Jesus in the Temple

Blue Book 6  -  January 5, 1995 Rosary

1.  Every year his parents used to go to Jerusalem for the feast of the Passover. When he was twelve years old, they went up for the feast as usual.  Luke 2: 41-42

2.  R. Joseph and Mary left the temple and did not realize that Jesus was not with them.

3.  R. Joseph and Mary, with their hearts in such sorrowing, returned to the temple to look for the child Jesus.

4.  R. After searching for three days, they found Him in the temple teaching the doctors, and all were astounded at Jesus' wisdom and knowledge.

5.  They were overcome when they saw him, and his mother said to him, ‘My child, why have you done this to us? See how worried your father and I have been, looking for you.’   Luke 2: 48

6.  He went down with them then and came to Nazareth and lived under their authority.  Luke 2: 51

7.  R. We do not realize how close Jesus and Mary are to us this day. We see with our limited vision, when Jesus and Mary are so close and within our midst. Mary forever walks by our side as our Most Loving Mother. As she walked by the side of Christ on Calvary, she never goes from our side. Jesus dwells within our hearts in a special way when we are in the state of grace and remains with us in His Divinity and humanity in the Eucharist.

8.  R. Jesus wants us to know how He longs and He waits, and He loves us so very, very much.

9.  R. Jesus thirsts for the love of our soul. He wants us to know that He loves us and He writes these letters of His love. He wants us to read these letters from our heart and know that He is a God that He is in our midst this very day. He is Divine. He outpours to us His Divine Love, He gives us so much grace when we come lovingly to the sacraments.

10.  R. It is the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus that waits for us this day. The same Heart that was pierced with a lance in which water and blood poured forth. This Heart is the Most Sacred Heart. Jesus remains truly present in the Eucharist. Jesus shows us His Heart burning and on fire for love of us.

Song:  Sweet Sacrament

                        Authenticity   Prayer   The Humble Man  p. 23
                                            Prayer   United in Suffering  p. 24
                                            Prayer   Prayer as Covenant  p. 25
 

 

 

From February 4, 2007

Messenger:       Jesus I love You.

                        You called Fr. Carter to write this
                            Newsletter.

                        It is Your instrument to reach the
                            priests.

                        I have walked behind You trying to do
                            what You ask of me.

                        I have seen the letters from the Bishops
                            and Cardinals and all asking for
                            the prayer manuals, the In Imitation
                            of Two Hearts
Book, the Authenticity
                            Book and the Newsletter for their
                            priests.

                        Jesus I have said "yes" to what it takes
                            to keep on believing and loving
                            and forgiving.

                        There are so many people involved in this
                            to send the Priestly Newsletter to
                            the 78,000 priests regularly every
                            two months — so much to do it, but
                            I have relied on You God

                            Believed in You God

                        Thanked You my God — loved You more
                            and obeyed Your will for me —
                            when it has been so very hard to
                            do it.

                        We are dependent on all the prayer chapters,
                            all the prayers of the past 12 years to do
                            this —

                        We are dependent now on you (the members and supporters) to realize how
                            important this is to help strengthen and
                            send this love to our priests —
                            centered in consecration to the Hearts of Jesus
                            and Mary.

                        I remember in these 12 years past — now 13th
                            year — learning to work together to build
                            the Movement — to grow in greater holiness —
                            to beg God through the monthly 4 day retreat
                            we had in China and every 5th since
                            March 5, 1995 when Mary wanted this public
                            gathering in honor of the 5 blasphemies
                            against her Immaculate Heart and
                            5 wounds of Christ.

                        On February 5, 2000 — Fr. Carter was very sick —
                            he went to Florida any way and he blessed
                            the rosary factory —

                        The Rosary factory was there in Clearwater
                            until September 11, 2002.

                        It was hard to close the Rosary Factory, but
                            the people in Southern Indiana took
                            it over and made the kits and rosaries and
                            we supply almost 200,000 rosaries,
                            consecration cards, rosary meditations
                            to schools.

                        On February 5, 2001, Our Lord told me to take a
                            picture of the window and this is what I got.

  

February 5, 2001

 
 

February 4, 2007 continues

Messenger:       From then on - on the 5ths - I always saw
                            Jesus' face in the image window.

                        On March 1, 2004 — the head of the image of
                            Mary was destroyed by someone using
                            slingshot pellets sometime after
                            5:00 AM in the morning.

                        Here is how it looked before and after the
                            image head was destroyed.

  

   

February 4, 2007 continues

Messenger:       Last week the wall was destroyed as you see
                            here. We were there, but don't know
                            how.

  

 

February 4, 2007 continues

Messenger:       It was the day before we got the Eucharist
                            exposed at our church in China, Indiana.

                        I keep on keeping on and the words of this prayer
                            are so important to Jesus.

    

Prayer for Union with Jesus

    Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

    I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

    When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994

     

February 4, 2007 continues

Messenger:       I had the vision of heaven February 2, 2007 and I saw
                            St. Patrick and some sister saints —
                            There was peace and love and joy because
                                people were doing one plan —

                                    God's plan —

                        I pose this plan for the February retreat

                            1) We begin with the 1st principle and foundation of St. Ignatius

From The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius, by Louis J. Puhl, S.J. p.12

                        23. FIRST PRINCIPLE AND FOUNDATION

                            Man is created to praise, reverence and serve God 
                        our Lord, and by this means to save his soul.

                            2) The purpose —
                                            to let go of inordinate attachments 

From The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius, by Louis J. Puhl, S.J. p.11

21.                     SPIRITUAL EXERCISES

    Which have as their purpose the conquest of self
    and the regulation of one's life in such a way that
    no decision is made under the influence of any
    inordinate attachment

 

February 4, 2007 continues

Messenger:       There is a cleaning to go to confession —
                                                    to go to Mass and pray for forgiveness.

                        The first day of retreat February 10 is centered around the Mass and
                            emphasis on the Joyful Mysteries —

                        I see this in the Mass —
                            I let go and I give myself to the Father united to the
                                sacrifice of Jesus in the Holy Spirit through
                                the intercession of Mary with all the
                                angels and saints.

                        God has given us the priest
                        God has given us the Mass — the sacrifice of Calvary
                                sacramentally made present —

                        We want to really be united so deeply to the Mass
                            all day —
                            as members of the body of Christ —
                            we lay our lives down —
                            we live deeply our baptismal vows
                            we remain in the state of grace —

                        What is being a saint?

                            It is saying "yes" in love to what God asks of us.
                            It is doing ordinary things — little things in
                                love for souls and to please Jesus.

                            It is letting go of inordinate attachments —
                                control, manipulation — seeking things
                                for our own honor and glory.

                            It is saying "yes" to Jesus as He hung on the
                                cross — "yes" to offering up our lives
                                united to the Mass for the sake of souls —
                                to be with God in the deepest love
                                for all eternity.

                            When I was little (5 years) my mom died and my
                                dad suffered a nervous breakdown —
                                I felt alone and in that suffering I saw
                                the face of Jesus — always in my heart —

                            I knew the face of Jesus —
                            Being a little girl —

  

 

February 4, 2007 continues

Messenger:           in a big world —
                                eating food your 7th grade sister fixed —
                                not being able to even talk about what
                                happened —

                            But my dad was really nervous after that and
                                again I was alone on my first communion.

                                My dad remarried a wonderful woman who loved
                                    us 5 children and came to my first
                                    communion, but my dad never went and my
                                    mom was dead —
                                    so I saw myself — the little bride of Jesus and
                                    I so deeply loved receiving Him.

                            My dad was so nervous after that, but he took us to
                                Church and saw we went to daily Mass and
                                benediction twice a week and we prayed the
                                rosary every day —
                                in the summer outside at the Carson house —
                                in the other months I had a little book and loved
                                to look at the pictures and think about the
                                lives of Jesus and Mary.

                            My step-mom had a hard job raising 5 children
                                not her own — but she always went to daily
                                Mass and my deceased mom did and that was how
                                they knew each other and my dad asked her
                                because he needed someone fast and she was
                                helping in his office at home at the Carson
                                house. He was a CPA and had his office at home —
                                I was little and she would type on a big
                                carriage type writer and I would crawl under
                                the table and ask her if she would come over
                                and be our mom.

                            She did and they were married on February 11, 1953 — I was
                                6 then. It was the feast of Our Lady of Lourdes.
                                She was alive until November 4, 2005 when she
                                died at 95.

                            She suffered a lot with the trials yet she lived to 95.

                            She brought a piano over and I began playing the
                                piano at 7 — I was really shy my whole life.
                                I have played the piano for 53 years.

                            Why this history —
                                One may say — "oh how sad she lost her mom at
                                    five years old".

                            When I got married my dad was still nervous
                                and my husband's parents were stuck in
                                snow in Virginia so my dad and his
                                parents never went to our wedding.

                            Another cross —
                                no another gift —

                            On the way to Calvary Christ carried His cross —
                                this is the way God the Father willed it.

                            Christ was born in a stable
                                This is the way God the Father willed it.

                            Jesus was beaten for our sins
                                This is the way God the Father willed it.

                            Fr. Carter used to be so upset when I drove home
                                from China late — he would stay on the
                                phone and talk to me, he said he didn't
                                want me to die.

                            Today as I try, without Fr. Carter, to do this
                                work, I miss the deep love he showed
                                to every one of us in the Movement.
                                The Movement is what it is today because
                                of Fr. Carter's love.

                            His books were books about Christ's love —
                            The Christ event
                                He even had written a book about mysticism —

                                He said he had the mystical marriage or
                                    he never could have done this work
                                    demanded of him in the Movement.

                            A man sowed seed and then he died —
                                others were left to its care —
                                should they not show as much care
                                as he who planted it —
                                water it and watch it grow so
                                it will prosper.

                            A little child had one toy — she was poor
                                and it was a little rag doll —

                                Other children came one day while
                                    she was at church and stepped
                                    on it and called it ugly —
                                    they tore its little arm off and
                                    the child cried

                            To much who is given, much is expected —

                            Jesus loved us so much He died for love of us.

                            God is love —

                            If we fail to love —
                                        we fail to do what God is all about

    

1 Corinthians 13: 1-13  

Though I command languages both human and angelic—if I speak without love, I am no more than a gong booming or a cymbal clashing. And though I have the power of prophecy, to penetrate all mysteries and knowledge, and though I have all the faith necessary to move mountains—if I am without love, I am nothing. Though I should give away to the poor all that I possess, and even give up my body to be burned—if I am without love, it will do me no good whatever. 

    Love is always patient and kind; love is never jealous; love is not boastful or conceited, it is never rude and never seeks its own advantage, it does not take offence or store up grievances. Love does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but finds its joy in the truth. It is always ready to make allowances, to trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes. 

    Love never comes to an end. But if there are prophecies, they will be done away with; if tongues, they will fall silent; and if knowledge, it will be done away with. For we know only imperfectly, and we prophesy imperfectly; but once perfection comes, all imperfect things will be done away with. When I was a child, I used to talk like a child, and see things as a child does, and think like a child; but now that I have become an adult, I have finished with all childish ways. Now we see only reflections in a mirror, mere riddles, but then we shall be seeing face to face. Now I can know only imperfectly; but then I shall know just as fully as I am myself known. 

    As it is, these remain: faith, hope and love, the three of them; and the greatest of them is love.

   

February 4, 2007 continues

Messenger:           It is up to each and every one of us to work
                                through old wounds —
                                because we must be likened to Christ —

                                God is love —

                                We must let go of anger, resentment —
                                    to have hearts like Jesus and Mary —

                                In this retreat we beg God to heal us of
                                    past memories that are big wounds
                                    we project on others so we can love
                                    like Jesus wants —

                            Healing grace has been given in these retreats
                                I have watched God change hearts
                                overnight — to hearts living deeply
                                in love according to His will — letting
                                go of inordinate attachments —

                                healing wounds that keep us stuck
                                    like mummies —

                            Look at Christ —

                                born in a stable
                                born on bare wood — no frills —

                            Look at the wounds — all over His body
                                for our sins —

                            Then He hung to His death —
                                shed all His blood —
                                gave the last beat of His Heart

                            And was wrapped in burial cloths —

                                But He dropped them.
                                His body was glorified.
                                His wounds were glorified.

                            I have watched God want us to obey Him
                                and He gives us tremendous grace

                                to do something and

                                then someone can become prideful,
                                    envious — wanting dominance
                                    like Eve in the garden

                                    and the fall —

                                If God is giving us all these gifts —

                                    How come we have to seek dominance

                                    for dominance sake and

                                    then why should God outpour

                                    His grace so we can disobey

                                    and work against His plan.

                            Grace is the answer —
                                Being united in the Morning Offering —
                                    all day — united to the Holy Sacrifice
                                    of the Mass — begging for grace —

                                Going to Mass and praying so deeply united
                                    for tremendous grace for us and the
                                    whole world.

                            What did Christ show us about the

                                Son of God —

                                It is summarized in this prayer —

 

Prayer for Union with Jesus

    Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

    I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

    When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994

                             

February 4, 2007 continues

Messenger:           He went to the cross, Jesus, the Son of God,
                                like one running in a race —
                                His Heart was consumed with so much
                                    love for His precious souls —

                                He wanted the Father's will —

                            I say "yes" to this mission

                            Every priest should say a "yes" in

                                their heart that is heard around

                                the world to the people in the

                                Church.

                            Because I am persecuted I don't give
                                up —

                            Because Christ was beaten — He did
                                God's will

                            Men do not determine our actions —
                                we live to serve God and obey
                                as the Church dictates —

                            We are the sons of God — we love God
                                so dearly —

                            We look up to God to learn about our

                                lives and how we must act —

                            The world may be getting more secular —

                                We follow Jesus —

                            Look at what Jesus gave for us —

                                He planted the seeds —

                                do we rip off the arm of

                                    the precious rag doll to

                                    make room for our plastic trophies.

                            In this retreat we pray for healing

                                Deep healing from the wounds
                                Deep healing from bad habits
                                Deep healing to be able to carry a
                                    flag of victory in this secular
                                    world —

                            Jesus has called us —

                                every time I look at a rosary and see
                                    the crucifix I see Him
                                    hanging to His death
                                    for me

                                He paid a precious price for my
                                    sins

   

From December 7, 2006

 

 

From the cross — Jesus heard me whisper
"I love you Jesus" YES - Yes

Jesus speaks:            As I hung on the cross, I heard
                            the whispering of your voice to Me
                            "I love you Jesus"

                            When others were cold - treating Me
                                without a personal love
                                relationship - I heard your
                                voice to Me.

                            You said
                                "I love you, Jesus"
                                "I love your souls, Jesus"
                                "I want to be with you in heaven
                                    in deepest love, Jesus"

                                Others were so busy, not giving a
                            thought to Me and

                                You came before the Eucharist and
                            I knew how hard you were working
                            trying to love and be good and you looked
                            like crying sometimes and then you
                            looked at the exposed Eucharist and
                            said
                                "I love you, Jesus, help me, Jesus
                                I want Your help" and I saw
                                you - looking tired and feeling
                                so wounded sometimes because
                                you wanted the world to be good and
                                love Me and
                                then you would cry and say

                                "Oh Jesus can't You help us now -
                            I want the world to know You and love
                            You, but Jesus only You can do this" and
                            you would look at the Exposed host
                            and cry some more and say

                                "Oh Jesus I love you so much —
                                    You are everything to me —
                                Jesus - help me do this —
                                    please Jesus help me"

                            and then you would try to do things to
                            help spread My gospel and My love
                            and tell people about the Eucharist and
                            the consecration and people were
                            always in a hurry wanting to do
                            their "busy" things and — sometimes
                            things were hard to do and you tried and tried
                            and talked to me and

                            then I heard you say —
                            "But Jesus, I do it all for You Jesus,
                            I love You so much Jesus, help me
                            please"

                                And I hung on the cross and I saw
                            you there today struggling and sometimes
                            crying in desperation and I heard you
                            whisper "I love you Jesus" and
                            you were faithful to Me and I saw
                            it — I saw and loved your faithfulness
                            and it comforted Me when I was bleeding
                            and so wounded on the cross.

                                I heard you say and never afraid to
                                say it "I love you Jesus, I want
                            to be in heaven with you someday
                            in the deepest love —

                                Help me Jesus I want to do this
                            work for You and I want souls to be
                            good like the Father wants and get to
                            heaven" and I heard you say as I
                            hung on the cross — knowing many
                            would listen

                                "I love You Jesus"

                            And you never stopped trying
                            with enthusiasm you did it —
                            with energy and love — not worrying
                            who rejected you and

                                then some came and argued with you —
                                tried you over and over again and
                                you kept doing it anyway saying

                            "I love you, Jesus"

                            Then you kissed My pierced feet
                                on the crucifix and gazed
                                at My wounded side and

                            No matter what happened — you
                                never quit for the sake of My precious
                                souls —

                                I knew you would do this today
                            in all the sin and rejection and
                            arguments —

                                You would keep on — keeping on,
                            sometimes crying, but saying
                                "I love You Jesus"

                            And to others, many - you were never good
                                enough - you were judged and persecuted
                                but you kept on saying

                            "I love You Jesus, strengthen me, help me
                                give me grace - Jesus I need you"
                                "Not by my might God
                                only You can do this"

                            And I hung to My death seeing
                                My precious souls — knowing
                                you loved them so much too and
                                you would beg Me to help you do
                                what the Father wanted of the
                                human race for the sake of souls -
                                then you cried

                            "I love You Jesus —
                                please help me
                                strength me
                                I love You so much"

                                When you thought you were doing
                            something wrong — you wanted to
                            change it to do the right thing —
                            you prayed for this and

                                I heard you talk. You said to God the Father and
                            to Me and to the Holy Spirit — "I
                            love you so much!!"
                           

 

Mary's Message
from the Rosary of August 27, 1996

Mary speaks:  I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light.

end of Mary's Message, August 27, 1996

end of December 7, 2006

                               

                      

Excerpt from January 29, 2007

Messenger:            I love souls so much — the more I identify
                        with Jesus — the more I love them so deeply —
                        I hear Him as He hung on the cross say
                        "I knew as I hung there — you would love
                        My precious souls so much you would give
                        your all to pray for them and beg for My
                        mercy and run through the town with
                        your precious books and your words resounding
                        on the internet daily, soon, 10 years — every
                        day — every day
                            crying out

                            'Here is your treasure
                            Here is what your starved soul craves
                            Listen to me'.

                            And you fought a battle for My souls
                        and then you came to Me and cried 'Jesus
                        help me' I'm just a little girl, one who
                        loves you so much, help me Jesus' and
                        I knew you as I hung on the cross — I
                        knew you would love My souls more
                        than yourself and would not say "no"
                        ever.

                            And child they hung Me for 3 hours and
                        I thought of you and all My precious
                        souls and I was consumed with love
                        for you and them.

                            White flag come with blood stained
                        borders. Weary travelers from a long
                        hard battle — with love filling your
                        heart - till it bursts so full and feeling
                        as if a lance has ripped your heart.
                        But the joy of the Savior and the white
                        flag stained with Blood keeps you
                        jubilant in the greatest suffering — for
                        a heart loving the souls and spreading
                        the Good News of Salvation — suffers at
                        the hands of men who do not understand,
                        but never fears their actions. (the actions of men)

                            I am your rear guard and your fore guard
                        and never does your weariness fade totally
                        at the hands of any man when you have
                        been clothed in My majestic garb —
                        stained with Blood and fed with My
                        Body and Blood — Never do you falter — cry
                        and try to find your way — but your heart
                        never missed a beat of the extensive
                        widely vision of My Father and My life
                        given for the salvation of souls."

Rita:                     Oh angels do not blush at the sins
                        of the human race — oh choirs of
                        angels in heaven — sing of the Christ
                        child laid in a manger — given to feed
                        the hungry souls — longing for salvation —
                        eternal salvation — life everlasting.

                            The treasure is far greater than those
                        who lived up in the center of town in
                        the hot sun for one little piece of gold —
                        the treasure is the promise of eternal
                        life for those who have lived as God
                        has asked for this reward.

                            Stick rags in my mouth, but my focus
                        is not myself, but on Him and my love
                        for all souls.

                            Until I die, I will carry the flag
                        He gave me — the truth He bid me to
                        declare — the intenseness of His
                        mission — bursting as I walk the
                        cobbled earth as He once did, but
                        I carry not the cross, but a Blood
                        stained white flag —

                            the Victory of the Savior.

                            Shout lest your hearts bleeding
                                with this message burst
                                into tears of jubilation

                        THIS IS THE TRUTH

 

    

Mary's Message
from the Rosary of August 27, 1996

Mary speaks:  I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light.

end of Mary's Message, August 27, 1996

 

End of excerpt from January 29, 2007

    

 

From the Mass Book

January 2, 1997

"In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit, Amen."

"The grace of Our Lord, Jesus Christ, and the love of God and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with you all."

God pours out His grace in this Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. It is the greatest gift when God gives Himself to us.

We share with God His life, given to us abundantly in the Mass.

He gives Himself to us and we give ourselves to Him. The great love affair between God and man: His Holy Mass.

The priest is another Christ to us. It is Christ present, through the priest, celebrating the Mass. We must see Christ in the priest, see Him celebrate the Mass, see His beautiful brown hair, His gentle face, see Him, our Savior. This Jesus Christ that came was born an infant and gave Himself to His death on the cross that we would share His life. See Him now in the Mass, giving Himself in the greatest gift of all. He gives us His divine love and His divine life.

Oh, we thank You for Your life. We know Jesus died and rose and gave us a sharing in His holy life. His life is now abundantly poured, as a fountain to us, especially in the Mass.

Then we hear His word. Let the word of God penetrate our being. Let us feel this Living Word of God. As a two-edged sword, it comes forth with such conviction and love and it penetrates the souls of the faithful with such love. It is food indeed, food for our soul.

He is the Good Shepherd. He speaks to us. He gives us all we want. "Yahweh is my shepherd, I lack nothing." (Ps. 23:1)

He gives us green pastures, and His water pours out and refreshes us. He outpours His grace as a fountain to feed us with His life.

He is a just God, good and kind, all loving, for He is Love. We want for nothing for He outpours His love and His life to us in the Mass. We feast on His Body and Blood and are fed with His Word. We become one in Him and He shares Himself with us.

It is through the Mass celebrated by the hands of a holy priest that we will experience the Mass the way Christ intends. These writings are insights which hopefully will help lead you to the spring of life-giving water, the fountain of love and life He outpours in the Mass.

There will be a new earth when men will see with the light of seven suns. They will know God. A people walking in darkness will see a great light. They will no longer be blind, they will be enlightened, they will love God with the greatest love in the Mass. They will feast on His Body and Blood and will be united as one body in His holy Church through His life given to us in the Eucharist.

We will drink copiously from the fountain of grace which He pours out in the Mass. We will be filled with His love, absorbed with the love of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit and feasting on His divine life.

We see with the vision of God. We partake in such a union with God. We see with the light the Spirit gives to us. The priest celebrates the Mass and we know God with such an intense knowing in this union. We are saturated with His life flowing from the hands of His consecrated priest.

And I look at Him, the priest, and I see Jesus there. I see Him giving Himself to Me. I see the new and Holy City. I see with such clarity the great gift that God gives to us in the Mass!

We learn how to love in the Mass, for we unite to God. He gives us such an intimate sharing in His divine love that we carry His love out to the world. In this union we know His loving to an intense degree and we carry this love out to others. We share in an intense way in His divine act of loving. He, Who is love, gives Himself to us and we are absorbed in His love and we know intensely how God loves. We are filled with love for God and for each other, for, in the oneness He is loving through us. He gives us lights into His loving capacity and we know His loving power in an intensity we did not know before.

We then pray. We offer up our intentions for this Mass. It is now we who intercede to Him to outpour His grace on us and help us with these intentions.

We pray for this reign of peace when the Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign and the Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph and men will fervently love and adore God with burning love. We pray for all souls and the Church and we beg for His help, His love, His grace.

We offer ourselves as a sacrifice. We offer the bread that will become the bread of life.

The priest mixes the water and the wine and we realize how His Divinity mixes with our humanity.

We offer the wine that will become our spiritual drink-His blood.

I give myself to Him and I beg to be cleansed of my sins with the washing of the hands.

"May the Lord accept the sacrifice at your hands for the praise and glory of His name, for our good and the good of all His Church."

We ask Him to accept the gifts we want to give Him, we give Him thanks, we lift up our hearts in thanks and praise and we sing out:

"Holy, Holy God, of power and might…" we sing Him praise and thank Him-oh, God we love Thee so much."

My heart is so filled with such awe. I cry because I love Him so much.

Every word in the Mass, I love. The priest consecrates the host and changes it into the Body and Blood of Christ.

Oh, it makes me cry for I am so struck with awe at what happens at the Consecration. I unite in the oneness with the priest, with Christ and with all present, with heaven and earth. I am one in that moment, united in the sacrifice of Christ giving Himself to the Father.

This is the moment when I unite in such oneness with Christ in the purity of Mary's heart. I give myself as a sacrifice. I offer myself to the Father.

The Father looks down and He sees us united to His Son's Sacrifice. It is in this oneness that His grace is outpoured on us, that we die to that which is not like Him and that the Holy Spirit works in the heart of Mary and fills us with His life.

I am in ecstasy as I realize more and more the great gift of love that God gives us in His holy Mass. I am taken to such heights, being wrapped in the presence of God. It is rapture, this Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.

It is a great gift, experiencing this intense presence of the Almighty God: Through Him, With Him, and In Him.

We pray to the Father the prayer as Jesus taught us and beg, "thy Kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven."

We pray: "For the Kingdom, the power and the glory are yours, now and forever."

We beg for peace in our hearts. We share this peace with one another. Then we beg of the Lamb of God. I want to get down to the ground and beg for His grace, mercy and forgiveness for our sins.

Please, God, I see us as a sinful people. I want the grace and mercy to flow abundantly.

He raises the Host and says: "This is the Lamb of God Who takes away the sins of the world, happy are those who are called to His supper."

We respond: "Lord, I am not worthy to receive you, but only say the word and I shall be healed."

I receive the Almighty God in Communion. All I want is Him. Oh, God, I want you, I adore you, I worship you, I love you.

Oh, for this moment when God gives Himself to me. Oh, God, words do not express this time-this intense presence of You within my being. Oh, sweet Savior, I love You!

You share Yourself so intimately with me. You imprint on my soul a knowing of Your Divine Being that is so intimate in this Communion when You give Yourself to me.

Oh, let our hearts be open to His grace that we may know this great gift more, that we will partake more fully in this greatest act of love with Divinity.

He shares Himself with us, the Almighty God, in such oneness. This is the greatest way to bind us with each other, to unite with each other in the Mass and Communion.

And so I sing the love of God, the love of His Mass. I beg you to pray for the grace that He can teach you in these writings about His most intimate love affair with man, the gift of Himself-the gift He gives us in the Mass.

The Holy Sacrifice, the sacrifice of Calvary, sacramentally-made-present in the Mass when He gives Himself to us with the greatest love!

And what does He ask in return? He asks that we love one another, that we give Him the glory, the thanksgiving, the adoration that is His due as the Almighty God.

He sends us forth with His blessing to share His most intimate love with all. We go forth as other Christs in the world. For He is alive this day and He lives in us and He gives His love to others through us. We act as channels of His life to one another.

The Mass is the richest source of His life. His life flows through the body, the Church, especially through the Sacraments and the Mass.

Oh Jesus, from the fountain of life that pours forth from Your pierced Heart, give us holy priests whose hearts are consecrated to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary to celebrate the Mass-that there is such oneness between the priest and Christ that His grace will flow copiously.

We thirst for the fountain of life pouring forth from the pierced Heart of Christ. It is His life we seek and find in the Church. It is His love we want and we experience the greatest love affair with God in the Mass.

These books on the Mass are accounts of my intimate love affair with our Almighty God. Many experiences were enlightenments I received in the Mass.

I strongly advise all to pray, to say the Holy Spirit Prayer, the Consecration Prayers, and the Prayer before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, before Mass. (These prayers follow this message).

This book is the journey into the red room, the inner chamber of the Sacred Heart of Jesus, through the gateway, the pure and Immaculate Heart of His Mother.

It is in the Mass we give ourselves in such love to our Holy God. He gives Himself to us and we give ourselves to Him.

 

 

  From Blue Book 4

July 16, 1994

My Mother

Messenger:  My mother died when I was five and I missed her all throughout my life. I will now be 48 in a couple of weeks, the age she was when she died. My birthday present was and is the gift I received from her: her old, worn prayer book. The pages torn and yellow where she wore them out from her prayers. She prayed so much they were all torn. I have her crucifix from her rosary, which has her name, Alice, attached to it. I received her prayer book and the cross from the rosary.

    Nothing is an accident. She gave me the greatest gift of all, she gave me my life at birth and I have her prayer book and crucifix from her rosary as her love for me. This is one of the most precious gifts a child could ever have - her mother's prayers! Early on she shared with me her deep love of God.

    I want to lead others to meditate on Jesus' life - His life at birth and Mary's life, lived in the rosary. From the youthful face to the old woman she became, from her joy to her deep sorrow. I see Mary's face alive in the statues. A parade of faces, all the emotions of the heart, for us, relived in every rosary! This is our call: to be likened to Christ. I must meditate on Christ and His life. This will help me grow in my love relationship with Jesus and Mary in the rosary. I love the rosary because it is their lives. His life was given for love of us. He gives Himself to us this day in the Eucharist. We must live their lives to put on Christ. A Christian is one who acts like Christ. They will know we are Christians by our love. To love like Christ, we must meditate on His life with Mary.

    I am called by Mary to lead others to the love of her precious Son. When I live as Christ and Mary did, then I will preach the gospel in my life. Do I act like Christ? Look at our lives and see if we are acting like Him today. Study Him in the rosary. Learn about His love, poured out for us in the Eucharist. Sit with Him in front of the tabernacle and pray the rosary, slowly, from the heart, and meditate on His life and the life of His Mother.

    Sit alone with Him and learn of His love for us, this day. Be silent in front of the tabernacle. He will speak in the silence. We are given such gifts of His love. We should live Jesus' and Mary's lives in the rosary!

 

 

 


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