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June 2, 2007
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June 3rd Holy
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June 2, 2007
To be Wrapped in Love's embrace
I suffered for the division in
the world. Husbands and wives and
children divided because of
selfishness, the lies of satan
in thoughts in parents heads
distrusting their mates.
I had a vision — God looked
down and he saw a man acting on
thoughts he had that was untrue
about another. Then the devil acts
in the other's thoughts telling them
untruths and they listened and acted.
Bingo — satan has division, hatred,
the people give into dominating,
selfish, angry, lies against each
other, when they could have prayed
prayed to know the truth — prayed
to be united — saw the big picture
God the Father wants.
When God asks us to be holy — He
wants us to be focused on Him,
for His honor and glory, to recognize our
faults — to seek oneness — to be
wrapped in the embrace of the
Trinity.
In marriage God makes man and woman
one and they have children. I see
the Trinity — 3 Persons, one God —
I see my mystical marriage to God —
it warms me — I love deeply the
souls, I love deeply all God has
asked me to work with — I know
the power of His grace to unite
souls struggling with division,
impure vision of one another —
to unite for His holy purpose —
Love finds a way —
If God can give a man and woman
a sacrament to procreate children
and this beautiful act of love —
We can see mystically how He
can unite us in His love as members
of the mystical body to produce
fruit in the Church.
It is a miracle of God's grace —
It is unity — deep unity I know
of the Persons of the Trinity —
I am mystically married to God —
I am caught in love's embrace
in my unity with God —
the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.
This is truth —
This is love —
This is to fight the devil's attempts
to divide us and know the Plan
of the Father.
Look at how Jesus spoke of His
unity with His Father —
I know the unity of the Persons
of the Trinity - deep in my
soul —
When a child is sick with a fever
we take their temperature.
The world is sick with disunity
God is harmony
God is one (3 Persons, one God)
God teaches us about Himself
God tells us we were created in
His image and likeness.
Adam and Eve sinned
Division from satan
The more I am like God — the
more the unity of love as
Jesus spoke of in John 17, lives
in my soul —
To the bitter end
Before the passion
Jesus is crying out unity
Look at the Father and me
He is sending the Paraclete
Mary, the Mother is espoused to
the Holy Spirit
Then you come with your divided
heart and say — let me teach you
God's ways.
God's ways are oneness
Oneness in the Mystical Body
Oneness in the Family
Not passion, lust — this is the
devil tempting unmarried
people.
Oneness to be wrapped in love's
embrace with the Trinity
for all eternity.
This is the beatific vision —
It starts here with baptism —
His life so abundantly in the
graced soul
He feeds us with the Eucharist —
gives us His Body and Blood.
He gives us confession to keep
us clean.
He strengthens us with
confirmation.
He gives us the sacrament of
the sick for death.
He gives us Holy Orders and I can
not even describe that gift
He gives us —
A priest chosen by God to be
so one with Him.
He gives us marriage where
by He unites man and woman
in this divided world
to bring forth fruit —
What a gift —
UNITY UNITY
UNITY
Satan wants
DIVISION
DIVISION
DIVISION
God is love
Satan is hate
We want to be like God —
Hell is isolation
Heaven is being wrapped
in God's embrace.
God is love and in Him
there is no darkness.
Satan is a liar.
Jesus is truth —
to be wrapped in the Trinity —
in a mystical marriage
is to be wrapped in truth.
Our religious orders have diminished
so much because of lack of
understanding of the beautiful
mystical marriage of the religious to God.
Marriages fail because the individual
is looking for the love they seek
in another person.
This revelation is profound.
Being caught in love's embrace
the embrace of the Trinity
a mystical marriage
we must seek after.
Song: God's love
What do you seek — you seek the truth
don't you,
but you do not wish to know the truth
about yourself —
Some people lie to cover up deep wounds
and then wound and wound others —
Why did God throw the money changers
from the temple — He didn't want that,
but many just don't care what God
wants — they sell Him for 30 pieces of
silver for themselves.
Why do you think God is so exact —
30 pieces of silver — not 29 or 31
why so many cubits — then you say
oh it doesn't matter what God says.
How long did the people of Israel
wander in the wilderness. God wants
us to obey Him.
Adam and Eve sinned — they did
their own will and every creature
had original sin except the Virgin Mary.
God punished us
for the sin of our parents —
God is a just God.
June 2, 2007
Feed the Hungry
Our union with God here below is our
preparation for heaven —
Men and women in marriage need to put
God first in their lives
to fill their hungry soul.
Priests and religious are espoused to God —
they should love the Eucharist.
We can be like the wandering Israelites
waiting for the Promised Land —
Jesus is truly present in the Eucharist
in His Divinity and humanity
we must seek Him.
The religious orders were filled with
sisters when my sister entered in 1961.
My brother was ordained a priest in 1964
and so many men were made priests
with him.
How is it that we do not understand
even what the beatific vision is all
about, union in the Mass, the mystical
marriage with God (or even ponder it).
How is it at the same time when
religious vocations have decreased and
sister houses closed, the shortage of
priests — that we do not see that marriages
at least 1/2 are ending in divorce or
some are not even getting married who
should.
Look at the Israelites wandering in
the desert for 40 years — how many years
have we been given this great gift of
the sacraments and the angel of Portugal
appeared 1916 when World War I was raging to
tell us about how the Eucharist was not
treasured and Mary appeared as Our
Lady of Fatima telling us to listen or
we would have a worse war —
listen my children and
then Mary showing children a vision
of hell July 13, 1917.
Now 90 years later we celebrate the Fatima
apparitions on the 13th. This 13th —
the feast of St. Anthony — in St.
Anthony's the Eucharistic center of
the world — where the Newsletter is
mailed all over the world to hierarchy
and priests — We will mail the newsletter
on Prayer and the Prayer Manual to
80,000 priests.
It is the anniversary of when
Lucia saw this vision June 13, 1929.
Fr. Carter was 5 months old —
Dwindling of religious orders —
How God must be offended by
the killing of the fruit (a little baby)
when He gives men and women the
power to co-create and they kill
an embryo.
I can hardly stand it.
Mary stood beneath the cross and
watched her Son die.
Adam ate of the fruit of the forbidden
tree.
Jesus says I am the vine — you are
the branches —
God gives us grace — so much in the sacraments.
Luke 13: 6-9
He told this parable, ‘A man had a fig tree planted in his vineyard, and he came looking for fruit on it but found none. He said to his vinedresser, “For three years now I have been coming to look for fruit on this fig tree and finding none. Cut it down: why should it be taking up the ground?” “Sir,” the man replied, “leave it one more year and give me time to dig round it and manure it: it may bear fruit next year; if not, then you can cut it down.” ’
God may outpour His grace to us and
then we test Him, disobey.
We don't know when He may crack
down on us. Look at the withered fig
tree. An individual may hurt others
and keep sinning and then some day get
an unexpected tragedy they have to
deal with.
The understanding of the mystical
body and how powerful our union
praying for the world is not understood.
We must keep reaching to seek
more God's plan — This is my calling
to speak of unity, oneness, the
powerful gift the mystical body is in
the troubled world.
If priests, religious, married people
realized we were created to be so
deeply united to God in a mystical love
union — Jesus the bridegroom of
our soul — we would not have the
hungry ones getting into perverted
sex like they are, divorcing,
not loving our priests. Priests
and religious would be abundant
if they knew Jesus as He is in the
Blue Books, in these writings, if
they knew the embrace of the
Trinity —
FEED the Hungry
Feed the hungry
Feed the hungry — 1991 — then I got these writings —
The culture of the body — God looks
to the earth and people are so focused
on how good they look — the body
withers and dies — to ignore the soul
or be little focused on the spiritual
life is not good for how we are in
our spiritual life determines our
life for all eternity.
I see little children are so cute —
two years old saying "no" — God loves us
so much He created us and gives us a free
will — God the Father loved us so much
He sent His Son —
God wants union with Man. God
gives us the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass
to unite in such unity with Him.
This is our love affair with God —
A priest should be on fire for love
of God because God chose him
to be so intimately one with Him
and serve His people on earth.
A priest should teach the people
about this great act of love of man
and God in the Mass. The act of giving
himself, his life to God —
A Prayer before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass
Let me be a holy sacrifice and unite with God in the sacrament of His greatest love.
I want to be one in Him in this act of love, where He gives Himself to me and I give myself as a sacrifice to Him. Let me be a holy sacrifice as I become one with Him in this my act of greatest love to Him.
Let me unite with Him more, that I may more deeply love Him. May I help make reparation to His adorable Heart and the heart of His Mother, Mary. With greatest love, I offer myself to You and pray that You will accept my sacrifice of greatest love. I give myself to You and unite in Your gift of Yourself to me. Come and possess my soul.
Cleanse me, strengthen me, heal me. Dear Holy Spirit act in the heart of Mary to make me more and more like Jesus.
Father, I offer this my sacrifice, myself united to Jesus in the Holy Spirit to You. Help me to love God more deeply in this act of my greatest love.
Give me the grace to grow in my knowledge, love and service of You and for this to be my greatest participation in the Mass. Give me the greatest graces to love You so deeply in this Mass, You who are so worthy of my love.
-God's Blue Book, December 27, 1995
UNITY — God and man —
Think of the sin of Adam and Eve —
Jesus the New Adam paid the price
for the sin.
The Mass the Sacrifice of Calvary
sacramentally made present.
December 27, 1995 L
IN THE RECEPTION OF THE
HOLY EUCHARIST.
HE GAVE HIMSELF TO US ON THE CROSS. HE GIVES HIMSELF TO US IN THE EUCHARIST.
How great was the act of love, God gave to this world, when He gave Himself and died on the cross. He gives Himself to us this day in the Holy Eucharist.
The greatest commandment is that we must love God with our whole heart, our whole soul, and our whole being. This is a commandment. If we are to enter heaven, we must follow the commandments. They are commands given by God for us to follow.
The greatest act we can do on this earth is an act of loving God. The reason for our existence is to love God. In the sacrament of His greatest love, He gives Himself to us. This is an act of love on His part. We are called to respond by giving ourselves in love to Him.
This is the purpose of the Holy Eucharist: to unite in such oneness with our Holy, Loving God. Our all consuming passion should be that of loving God. How many go to the Eucharist with the sole purpose of giving great love to God? He wants us to love Him. He wants souls to tell Him how much they truly love Him. This is the most intimate act of love when Jesus gives Himself-Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity to man. If it is such an act of love, how are we receiving Him in Communion? We should beg God, in this most intimate union with Him, to help us to love Him with greatest love.
Jesus is a Person. He wants our love. The Holy Spirit wants such intimacy with us. Our Father wants us to love Him. In the Eucharist, we unite with God. In this intimate act of uniting with our beloved God, with Divinity, we must pour out our love to God. We must pour out our heart to the most adorable Heart of Jesus. Jesus is so unjustly treated by many of His beloved souls He loves so much. Let us help make reparation to the Almighty God by loving God with our whole heart, our whole soul, and our whole being in the sacrament of His greatest love. This is the Gift of Himself.
Think of how it is to love someone and give your all for that person, to pour out your heart to him or her and then be treated with coldness and neglect. It hurts our heart so much more when we deeply love someone to be rejected by that person. Jesus loves us with the deepest love. We cannot fully comprehend this love. Let us love Him with the deepest love. Let us love Mary and her Immaculate Heart. Let us love her as the Mother of God. Let us love her as the virgin who bore the Son of God. May we, in the reception of the Eucharist pour out our love to Him, to this adorable Heart. May we pour out our love to His Holy Mother.
Mary said at Fatima that Jesus wants His Heart venerated next to the heart of His Mother. Let us love these two Hearts as we receive the Sacrament of the Eucharist. Then we are so deeply united with God. We see Their two Hearts surrounded with thorns for the injustices against Their Hearts. Let us help make reparation daily as we receive Him in the Eucharist. This is a special time to help make reparation to Their wounded Hearts.
Let us remember how He poured His love out to us on the cross and how He pours out His love to us now when He gives us Himself in the Eucharist, the Eucharist which contains His Heart of burning love. His Heart was pierced with a lance. Her heart was invisibly pierced with a sword. As the wounds in Their Hearts are deep, so too is Their love so deep.
He does not want "surface love". He wants hearts filled with deep burning love.
end of December 27, 1995
Think of Hosea —
He says take her back
God takes us to Himself in such union
in the Mass—
After man sinned —
Exodus 34: 6-7
Then Yahweh passed before him and called out, ‘Yahweh, Yahweh, God of tenderness and compassion, slow to anger, rich in faithful love and constancy, maintaining his faithful love to thousands, forgiving fault, crime and sin, yet letting nothing go unchecked, and punishing the parent’s fault in the children and in the grandchildren to the third and fourth generation!’
Look at the lesson learned —
Man sins — God makes up
God forgives
God gives us Himself in the Mass —
Man sins — God takes on flesh —
He dies to make recompense for
man's sin.
What an awful thing that human persons kill
a baby — the fruit of their womb
Being baptized brings us into the mystical
body of Christ —
God is love
God is giving
God wants man to go to heaven
Vision was dimmed because of the fall —
seeing imperfectly, taintedly — Jesus comes
to make recompense for the sin —
What happens is we are in a spiritual
battle — The devil will attack more and more —
Mary came Our Lady of Fatima to warn the
children. It was at the time of World War I —
Division, disharmony is not God's way.
The Lady of Fatima, the Queen of Peace
was sent to warn the world — And
they jailed little children to shut them
up. This is ignorance, but it is
because of the spiritual battle where
the devil blocks a person to have
an open heart to the truth — the
Holy Spirit brings them truth.
The discernment must go on
(1) Is it from Holy Spirit.
(2) Is it from the evil spirit (devil).
(3) Is it just thoughts.
TRUTH IS WHAT WE MUST SEEK
Greater Perfection — The Father's Plan
Now look at this.
People have experienced a vision (out of body
experiences) when they were dying and recovered
to come back and tell what they saw.
My mystical experience is to deeply know
truth — to be wrapped in the arms
of the Trinity — to know deeper insight
into the mysteries —
The heavens tell the glory of God —
have you sung this in the Psalm
on Sunday.
The heavens know the earth needs to
know it — not the secularism that is
preached.
To me the chastisement from not heeding
Mary's message at Fatima was as she
said — great errors — great errors in this
God-less society — the vision has become
more tainted —
As Our Lady appeared to me — Our Lady
of Light (not the Batavia visionary) She was
the Lady of the Holy Spirit — enlightening
as she led the children into her
Immaculate Heart there to taste the
love of her Spousal union with the
Holy Spirit and wherever He is there is
illumination — light for the poor banished
children of Adam and Eve —
I seek the light of the Holy Spirit to
see with the light of seven suns — to know
deeper insight into the hidden mysteries —
to soak at a feast of insight that
deeply gives me such pleasure and helps to
satisfy my hungry soul.
Oh Jesus cried on the cross "I thirst —
I thirst" for the souls — for the souls who
as Mary says — gives into the world and gives
up the love of her Son Jesus.
Jesus is the mediator. Now my union
with God has grown to where I know that
oneness of God so deeply and know
each Person of the Trinity — I see a
glimpse of what we will be enjoying
for all eternity in the beatific vision —
I never see Jesus, my bridegroom and spouse of
my soul, without deep connection with
the Father and the Holy Spirit and it isn't
a novice approach as I once knew —
it is that mystical marriage to
God — deeply united to each Person and
knowing in that the oneness of God —
always that oneness —
I know the immense love affair I have
with God in the Mass — The Father —
Jesus, the Holy Spirit, but in knowing
each Person so deeply — I am wrapped
in that heavenly embrace of oneness
with God.
"Ah sweet mystery of life — at last
I've found you.
Yes I know at last the mystery
of it all -" — the song says —
No I don't know it all, but
I know heaven's embrace is so
magnificent for I know only a small
taste from these revelations ——
As we approach Trinity Sunday — I wish
I could speak of what I know deeply
inside of me — the Love of Jesus for the
Father and the Father for Jesus as it
speaks in John 17.
And I love it — I love it — how Jesus
says He is sent by the Father — there is
oneness - harmony - love - obedience
things that are being taught to man
who needs to ponder what being
sent by the Father means to Jesus
and us the ones that God created and
loves so much despite our wretched
sins - we lie about and claim "I am
perfect" when God can turn His eyes
away from our lies —
Really — only God is perfect
Mary is sinless
Quit it I want to say —
We are sinners — we act with a wounded
human nature and
despite our sins and
Adam and Eves' sin
Jesus gives us Himself so intimately —
gives us His Body and Blood
And yes — we pack a football
stadium and lock many churches
where the Son of God keeps watch —
waiting for us His beloved to come and
spend a little of our 24 hour
day with Him.
My life is His
My life as a member of the body of
Christ a giving - giving - giving
to spread the message of God —
Jesus giving Himself on the cross —
What is love, but giving
When one is selfish, it's hard to
see
Satan helps to blind the person
in the spiritual battle of
advancing more and more and more
and the blind person just sees
less and less light —
Diabetes can cause blindness
Feasting on sugars of this earth causes
spiritual blindness
Diabetes can lead to a loss of a
limb
Feasting on the sugars of this earth
can lead to the loss of one's
soul
When Our Lady appeared in rainbow
color in Clearwater and her
head (the head of the image was
knocked off) This was followed by
a series of hurricanes on the 5th and
13th in Florida — that same year —
Mary's head knocked off March 1, 2004
the hurricanes followed 2004
The sweetness of love as Mary wanted to
tell us of the love of the two Hearts
can be replaced by broken homes,
competition, argumentation,
seeking dominance where there
should have been security,
love, harmony as it says in the
Our Father.
"... thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven"
Wounded parents can try to even get
attention from their children — proving
to them they are really great — children
need attention they don't need an
adult teaching them the unloving
ways of the world, divorce is more
and more prevalent, broken homes,
killing babies in the womb — all for
selfishness — People seeking love, appreciation
in people and things of the world can step
on others.
When we know and really love God —
know what it is to be a member of the
mystical body of Christ — we are
secure — we are a family of God's
love — We are the body of Christ —
This is my mission to talk about
mysticism — insight into the hidden
mysteries — living as a member of the
mystical body — being Mystically
married to God — preparing us more
deeply for the heavenly banquet.
The self-giving love of Christ on
the cross teaches us about the
love of God — The Church was born
from the pierced side of Christ —
water for baptism
Blood for the Eucharist —
The fountain of life —
The fountain of life — the Church
The gift of the sacraments
What does God teach us - with rain
and water and sun and storms? Is God
always teaching us in His creation?
Do we fail to see the harmony in the
beauty of God's creation?
So sin entered the world —
The spiritual battle —
as things keep progressing in this
secularistic world —
God has sent His Movement Shepherds
of Christ at the end of the century
to tell His love to the world.
The hungry world
Excerpt from To The Reader
All of us possess everything we need to have an intimate union with Him. He has written to me since October of 1991. For at least a year I sat in front of the tabernacle and begged him to talk to me. I wanted words. I prayed to the Holy Spirit and begged and begged Him to baptize me. After a long and seemingly endless search, trying to hear God, He told me to "feed the hungry." For six weeks this was all I heard. I thought maybe I wasn't feeding my children well or eating well enough myself. What a long wait for three words! At long last one day, as I was writing to Jesus, I received a letter back. He told me, "I am Jesus, Son of the Living God." I did not want to write this but it kept coming-and so many other messages. I knew nothing of anyone getting messages. I wrote them, reluctantly, and hid my notebooks. The letters kept coming-a lot in the night-and I would be awakened by long letters which I felt compelled to get up and write down. I read these letters privately and my life began to change. I felt a new life within me.
end of excerpt To The Reader
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The Bridegroom Awaits
December 27, 1993 - 4:00a.m.
Jesus speaks: Dear child, the Son of Man waits and you sleep in the night. I wait for you and you sleep. You know I am waiting and you are dead in your bed. Awake, My little one, when I call. You must not give in to the desires of the body. I care for your needs. Your strength comes from Me. Jump from your bed, sound the trumpet and arise, for your Savior comes in the night to bring you a message for all His children. Ready yourself, for I do not like to wait. Get up and come, child. I am God.
I am He Who made the world, He Who makes the sun shine and the baby in the womb! You make Me wait while you sleep. Rise and run, for the Lord is at hand. God awaits you and beckons you to be attentive to your calling. Sound the trumpet! Arise in the night. I am He Who comes to you. You must harken to the call. Come pronto to My request and do not tarry. I wait and I wait and I eagerly want to talk to you.
I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. Oh, child, I want these messages to reach the ends of this earth. I deliver each with such love. Will you deliver My messages to all My loved ones? They eagerly need to hear My words of love. They need to know how I feel about each one of them. They need to know that I am God. I love each child uniquely and My love is the love of God. What can you get on this earth that can compare to the love of God? You have a message declaring My love for each of My children. They are My love letters to them. Please see that they receive this letter. This is your top priority. It is a love letter to My beloved ones.
I am your Savior. I am not a myth. I am alive and I come to you. I wait in the tabernacle every day as a prisoner. Waiting and waiting in the tabernacle and who comes to be with Me? I await you, My children, to come and realize that God is in the tabernacle. I am Jesus, the Son of God, and I wait for you every day. Come to Me in your busy day. Come to Mass. Make ready your hearts and receive Me in Communion. I am there awaiting you as a groom awaiting his bride. I want to be with you, united in Holy Communion. I am truly present there, but which of you come? I wait for each of you. I am God. I can love you each so intently you do not understand. Your brother does not make up your love to Me. I wait, you little ones. Will you come and receive your love this day?
Ready your hearts and keep them holy. God will enter there. Prepare the way for Me. Do not sin. Do not lie to yourselves and tell yourself that some sins are of no account. Every sin is wrong. I tell you what is right and wrong in your hearts. You know the Ten Commandments. Satan tells you "but in this case, you are exempt", "this is out of date, you are allowed here." No, little ones, sin is sin and your heart knows what is wrong! Keep it pure. The more you lie to yourself about evil, the more right it becomes. Oh, how sad to numb your beautiful heart and accept the things of this world that are evil as okay. Evil is evil and you must guard against any evil the world tells you is okay.
I am the way, the truth and the life. When you abide in My ways, you possess the light of life. Do not be pulled into the world and its evil ways. Ready yourself for My love. I am as a bridegroom awaiting his bride. So pure, so white, so untainted she appears, just for her loved one. Her ways are gentle and kind and she is a picture of holiness, dressed in a white gown. Dress your soul in a white gown for Me. Keep your soul clothed in a cloth of dignity, a white cloth untainted by any sin, pure as the bride who meets her groom. Our meeting is with such love.
You enter My church, you walk My aisle. Your bridegroom awaits you in Communion. I am the bridegroom of your hearts. I come with such love to enter your soul. I am He Who walks with you to be united in Communion. I am Jesus. I am your true Love. I wait for you, My child. Please clean yourself up for My arrival! Think of My coming the day before and eagerly await our union. This is the greatest event of your life, union with God. Anticipate it with such eagerness, as the wedding of our hearts. I await you, little ones. I am God. What could this world ever give you that can be likened to God's entering your soul?
I am God and I come to you in Communion. Do you wait for Me, the bridegroom of your soul? Do you wait as one who is going to one's own wedding? This event far surpasses any wedding. It is you who are missing the significance here. I am here every Mass waiting, just for you. Get dressed, purify yourself, see the priest, go to confession, guard your tongue as the opening to your soul. I enter therein and you receive God, my child. Do you not comprehend this a little?
Read My words here. They are as real as the eyes you use to read them. It is you who blind yourself to all I have to give you. You do not reach with the things of the soul. You look for explanations in bodily things. To see the soul and the things of God you must reach with the eyes of God. You must be opened by the faith I eagerly want to give you. Beg to be open to Me so I can give you all you need to know Me. This world is blurring your Godly vision. It is hard to see through the mask of evil it has created. Every day the mask becomes more dense.
I am here, little one. You must die to this world to see Me. You don't need more of the world. You need less of the world. As the world decreases, your knowledge of Me increases. Take the mask off your face. Make your hearts pure. Pray to the Holy Spirit for His gifts of wisdom, understanding, counsel, fear of God-all gifts that only He can give! Fill your hearts with the gifts of the Spirit. He will remove the blinders from your eyes and dwell in your soul. You will know a new life and I will become so much more alive to you. You, child, need the Spirit!
The way to God is through Jesus. You need the Spirit. You need the Father. You need all three. Pray to be made whole in the Holy Trinity. Pray for union with God. Pray for the things of the soul. When your soul is in order, all else falls into order. You needn't pray for things of the world. Pray to know Me more fully. Pray for unity with God. Pray for opening in your hearts. Pray for holiness. Pray for faith, hope, charity. Pray for knowledge of how to please God. These are the true treasures. All else is of no account. Don't recite prayers for worldly things. Pray for your union with God. This is what it is all about!
I am so eager to make Myself known to you. Our love affair awaits and it depends on you. I am here loving you. It is you who keep us apart. What could you find on this earth that could compare with a love affair with God, child? Your soul was created to know love and serve Me. It craves this union with Me. This appetite is stronger than any other you possess. You hold it back and make light of it because this world has taken God out. This world is messed up. I am God and you are a creature of God. You cannot take God from you or you remain only a creature. What dignity you sacrifice to remove God from yourself!
Prepare for the wedding of our souls. Your bridegroom awaits you. I am Jesus, Son of the one, true, God. I await your union with Me. Child, nothing you ever do on this earth can compare with Communion with God. If you do not behold this as something, you need to pray to know Me more. Go to the Spirit and beg Him for understanding and wisdom. Beg Him for all his gifts to enhance your knowledge of God. Beg the Spirit for His baptism. Let Him shower you with His life and you will become alive and on fire in your heart.
Your bridegroom awaits you. Prepare yourself for the wedding. Come, pure and white, and anticipate this union with eagerness. I love you so, My child. You will never find a speck on this earth that can compare with the love of God. Search, you feeble creature, for worldly satisfaction and you will never satisfy one little part of your soul. Your soul can only be satisfied by the love of God. It stalks your restless heart and is only satisfied in God. It craves God like an appetite except that it is much stronger. What is in your heart that is never satisfied by your worldly way? It is the soul that craves union with God. It constantly keeps you in a state of unrest, of searching, of seeking, of looking for more. The more is found in the Eucharist. It is the answer to the empty heart. It is the love you seek, but cannot find anywhere else. It is Jesus, child. It is your Bridegroom. Come and be in Communion with Him. He awaits you and bids you to come, pure in your heart, to the wedding-the wedding of your soul.
R. I felt as if there was so much I just did not understand and I was overwhelmed by the mystery of God. I opened the Blue Book to this:
Nov. 21, 1993:
Jesus: Oh, what glories I have in store for you when you finally see it all, see all there is to Me! Little glimpses I will give you. These are special treats of My love, but you, in your earthly form, cannot even handle it. My power, My light, My fire would blow you off your feet and you would be out cold.
That is how I am at your side, with a power pack like this, and you worry about a power failure? Oh, how silly, when I am with you. Trust, trust. I am here.
end of December 27, 1993
