December 12, 1993 2:40a.m.
Jesus speaks: I love you very much. I am glad to be with you. I am the way, the truth, the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me and the gift I give you is My life.
R. Oh, Jesus, help me do Your will. I love You, God. You are so great. Alleluia. Praise You, Father, Son and Holy Ghost. Praise Your Name forever!
Jesus speaks: Whom are you running from? Where are you going? I am He Who powers you like a power boat. I pass you in the night in your busy lives. Most are too busy to come to Me. I lament their busy lives. If they only knew the whole picture, but I give you a free will. What men do with that freedom! I could at any second snatch it back and then they would know they better mend their ways! What good is love if it is not freely given. I give that you might have life. And the life I give you is My Son.
R. Praised be Father, Son and Holy Ghost!
Jesus speaks: I come to you and you are made whole. How do you separate Me from the Father? We are there as one. You want us each in a neat little package. There isn't a neat little package. We are three in one and you cannot comprehend this! When I act, the Father and Holy Spirit act with Me because We are all God. We all love you this intently. We all loved you intently when I died on the cross. The Father gave you His only Son out of love for you. I, Jesus, died a brutal death. The Holy Spirit was there. We are all God. How do you separate Us? You might try to, but We are not separate. We are one in the same God, Father, Son and Holy Ghost. It is not clear, My little one, because you cannot understand this now.
I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. I am here with you in the bathroom of this motel, you ask? Yes, if you write here, because your children are asleep in the next room, I come in the bathroom. That is why every place is sacred, for I come to you where you are. Don't go to places that are not holy because I go with you. You carry Me in your hearts. If you do not belong where people are sinning, do not go for you carry Me in your hearts. You should remain holy at every instant. You do not get a night or afternoon off to indulge. You are to remain holy always in Me, as My little saints. Try to be saints, My children. In honoring Me, you too can become My saints. It is you who say no to sainthood. I want to call each of you to this special order. How do you commit yourself? Just this much, then the world takes over. Commit your whole heart to Me. Be attentive every moment. I am with you all at every moment and I talk to you. You don't listen. You say, "Oh, He wouldn't be talking to Me." Yes, I am. You are the one who remains at arm's length. You are the one who opens your heart just this much and then holds on to the world this much. Surrender. Let Me in to do My work in you! I will turn you into My saints. You are all chosen by Me for this mission. You say no and turn away and back to your world. I call and you give this much, like a measuring stick. You say, "This much, Lord" and then that is all. Then you run back to the world. Your world is a dry, barren desert. It is out for itself. It does not give freely. It gives to you and expects an exchange of equal value for what it gives. The world is stingy. It does not give out of love. Men in the world love you with hearts likened to Mine, but the world as a whole holds back and does not give when I ask. Most want an even exchange for all they give. Their hearts are hard and guarded and many have big brick walls around their hearts to guard against a thief trying to steal their love. They hold their hearts as an armed guard watches a bank at night. Love is not love unless you give it away. To guard your heart is to guard your love and who wants love that is guarded and doled out like money at the bank.
Guard your heart against those who seek honest pay for a little love given. A true lover gives and never expects anything in return. A true lover is one who does not demand his way, but gives for love of the other. A true lover is a person who, for the sake of the other, lays down his life for his friend. I am that lover. My heart is never guarded. It is radiant and on fire for love of you. I give and I do not ask a price for My love. I give freely, 24 hours a day. I am attentive to you and ready for your call. I love everyone this much! I love all, even in their sin! I am loving them this much even in their darkest sin! I never measure your love and then decide to love this much in return. I, God, love you as you are. I love you any way. I forgive you for any sin you have committed. I love you in good times and in bad. In your deepest sin, I am there, still loving you. I hate your sin but I love you. You are a creation of My Father. You are a temple for Me to dwell in. It is you who have moved from Me, not I Who moves from you.
My love is unconditional. It is always there! My heart is real and I blush for love of you. If you see Me this way you know the true Jesus. I watch you and I radiate love from My beautiful heart. I am all powerful and I am ablaze for love of you. Do you believe Me, My little girl? You should look at My picture. See Me in My brightness loving you with this power. If you realized My intense love for you it would knock you off your feet. How do I make you understand? Come to Me, My babies. I wait for you day and night. My love is always there in your deepest need. I am available to wrap you in this love. It is you who stay away when you most need Me.
I am here. You are not. The devil tells you God wants you away when you are troubled and in sin and it is then I am calling your name the loudest. Come to Me all who labor and are heavily burdened and I will give you rest. Not as the world gives it, but as only I can give it!
I write all these letters and then the devil says,"You never had any real love" and you believe him? Oh, if I could only make you know! I watch you with such love, little one. It is you who say you aren't enough and I think you are beautiful. I love you, just as you are, flaws and all. Like a mother who loves her children even when they are being good or have been naughty. A parent sees their beauty and still loves them. I see your beauty. I see you as the Father's creation. I see the good you do. I see you as a little child and not always obedient and without sin, but you I love anyway. I think you are cute and I love you.
Oh, dear little girl, how I love you. Don't ever think again that no one has loved you as you want. I have loved you to My death. I am waiting with My arms open wide to embrace you. It is you who do not feel and do not believe. Believe Me, I love you in a way no earthly person could ever do! I am God and I am mighty. I have made you and the most powerful thing you can think of on your earth. I am loving you with this power. It is no less the same power I have to make all things on the earth and all the people in it. I am this keen with My love. Power. Love. Open up, child. Feel it. It is you who shut down and then cry, "Nobody loves me." You do not know My love or you would never cry for love again. I pour out My love and then you overflow to others. Be open. Ask for My help to open your guarded hearts. Let My love pour into you, especially in the Eucharist. Oh, I could knock you over with My love, it is so intense.
Read this letter over and over again and make your heart open. Ask for help. I love you, little one. Power. Love. You are looking in the wrong place. This is not a joke. It is real and I am here at every moment, not like a lover who leaves and is there sometimes. I am always there, 24 hours a day. Come and open wide your gates and let Me permeate your heart and soul with this love!
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