April 1, 1995

Such Oneness

R. To be united in prayer with Father, Son,
Holy Spirit, Mary, all angels and saints and
souls in purgatory. Such oneness. When I pray,
I unite myself with God.
Jesus and Mary and all angels and saints,
and souls in purgatory pray with me.
Such power.

Fr. Carter's Mass

R. Yesterday, I had such a realization
of the oneness of Jesus and the Father.
Such immense love for the Father. I can
see myself being led to the bosom of
the Father. I want to be as a little child and
He is my loving Father and loves me so
much and cares for me.

Cried at Mass, realizing the state the
world is in and how simple it
would be and how wonderful, if
all did the will of the Father.
I want to give myself totally to the
Father and unite so deeply with Jesus
in the Mass. Jesus, I am Yours.

 

March 30, 1995 - Fr. Carter's Mass

To Live In Me

R. I was so overwhelmed at my unworthiness
and what was going on at Mass. I cried because
I am so unworthy to receive God.

   

Mark 16: 8

And the women came out and ran away from the tomb because they were frightened out of their wits; and they said nothing to anyone, for they were afraid.

 

R. They said nothing to anyone, for they
were afraid. They fled, trembling and bewildered.
They knew Jesus. They were taught
by Him, but they were filled with fear.

    The enemies had placed
a heavy stone there to seal the tomb. They were
afraid and filled with hatred.

 

John 7: 19

Did not Moses give you the Law?
And yet not one of you keeps the Law!

 

R. His body springs forth glorious and
Jesus is joyous, triumphant, radiant.
His Body is glorified.

   

Luke 24: 26

  Was it not necessary that the Christ should suffer before entering into his glory?’

   

R. He did not take the pathway of joy and pleasure, but
    of sorrow and pain.

The cross He bore and carried. He opened the gates of heaven.

  Mortal sin is death, it is a Tomb in which the
    captive soul sleeps a fatal sleep.

The devil guards to keep it locked. He tries to keep
    the soul blinded.

Christ says arise from the dead.
    Christ will enlighten thee.

For us He died, for us He rose.

How does the soul, put aside their sinful
    ways?

   

1 Corinthians 15: 39-44

    Not all flesh is the same flesh: there is human flesh; animals have another kind of flesh, birds another and fish yet another. Then there are heavenly bodies and earthly bodies; the heavenly have a splendour of their own, and the earthly a different splendour. The sun has its own splendour, the moon another splendour, and the stars yet another splendour; and the stars differ among themselves in splendour. It is the same too with the resurrection of the dead: what is sown is perishable, but what is raised is imperishable; what is sown is contemptible but what is raised is glorious; what is sown is weak, but what is raised is powerful; what is sown is a natural body, and what is raised is a spiritual body. 

   

R. Walk in the newness of life with the
    resurrected Lord.

Rise from the tomb of my failings.
Oh God create in me a new spirit
Penetrate me with Your light
To live for Thee.

    

Luke 24: 26

  Was it not necessary that the Christ should suffer before entering into his glory?’

   

R. Were not our hearts burning within us,
    while He spoke to us on the way and
    opened the scripture to us.

"Peace be with you"
They thought they were seeing a ghost.

 

Luke 24: 39

    ...Touch me and see for yourselves; a ghost has no flesh and bones as you can see I have.’

 

R. He ate some fish.

He opened their minds to understand the
    scriptures. Our minds are closed, we
    need God's grace. 

Ascension

He goes to prepare a place for us.

Love is in the mystery.

Not seeing - intensely joined in such interior union
with Jesus and Mary, crying over Pieta, felt
wrapped in Their embrace. Crying -
wanted to kiss so tenderly His wounds,
crying about His wounds.

My great rapture of intimacy is inside,
    it doesn't have to do with seeing
    and feeling, it brought me out of
    that deep rapture I had with
    Them.

Hard to explain - such union inside
    before, my intimacy is interiorly,
    it was so intense because of the
    mystery, the depth of the inner awareness
    and oneness inside, not in what is visible,
    in what is invisible. Such intense
    connection and emotion, so closely joined —
    so one with God.

Realize more and more oneness of us all, oneness
    with angels and saints and souls in
    purgatory. I know this oneness in my
    realization of deep oneness I have with
    Father, Son and Holy Spirit. This intensifies
    the emotion and experience of intimacy
    with God.

Oneness between one another, such love —
    loved a chosen priest last night, where
    before I felt conflict because of his
    lack of support for me, saw
    how special he is to God. He is the
    special creation of God the Father.
    He has been given a great gift. He was
    chosen by Them to do His work.

  Oh how I intently love You, my beloved Jesus,
     - my Spouse the bridegroom of my soul.

Wounds take me deeper and deeper
    into Him - deeper into His love.

I see myself penetrating the wounds, going
    deeper into His Heart - with Mary.

Wrapped so intensely in His love — almost
    like a power driving us together —
    oneness, such oneness
    seeing that was a gift.

  Pull - power, intenseness —

    Wrap - wrapped in
        rapture

Wrapped in - rapture is
    as a pull, so intense, such a presence,
    such a oneness, burning union.

I think of the power and pull of electricity —
But His power never runs out.

To be lost in Your loving embrace, my Lord.
The embrace of my Lord is rapture whether
sorrow or joy. I share with Him. It
is joy because I share it with Him.
Gripped into this union with
    Him — awareness of the other side.

Your presence pervades my soul

 

   

April 2, 1995

Jesus: I ponder the ways of your heart. I know far
better than you, your every intention. If
no one wants to read these messages, they
are missing My words of wisdom given as
a gift for all.

    You will talk, My beloved one, continue
to write and stay so connected to the sound
of My voice talking within you My precious
child.

    I do not go from you, I am so attentive to
your needs. Second by second, minute by
minute, I ponder your heart. I know your
fear and I comfort you in darkness.

    I never, ever go from you. I am wed to
your soul. So attentive to the beating of
your heart within your breast.

    Stay totally focused on Me for satan
will taunt you and try to talk in your
head. Silence him little one.

    As they poke at your eyes to make you cry,
I stand by your heart with burning love. I
am God, nothing can knock you if you
realize My love for you.

 

April 2, 1995

My Mother Comes on the Fifths 

Jesus: I will tend to the priest, I am attentive
to your needs. These are My letters.
My Mother is coming on Wednesday, April 5, 1995.
(the first public 5th.) Trust in Me and do not fear.

    I have sent to you apostles to go
out to the world to spread these
messages. 12 - you are giving
them My messages. If I thought
only of Myself, I would not have left
the Apostles behind. You are teaching
My messages to them.

    They will carry this message
to the world. Do not be short,
rely totally on Me. You are leaving
behind My teachers.

    Get all your affairs in order.
You are teaching My emotion.
Be prepared as if you may die
tomorrow. Always live each
day to the fullest. Live each
hour, every minute to do
exactly as I have planned.

    No time to think of petty things. Your
days are at hand. I will mold you and
shape you and you will mold and shape
others through Me. I am leading _____ as
an apostle to do this work. ____, ____,
____, all will listen and watch you and be
taught, ____ and ____, as you watch
Fr. Carter and they watch you. You are a pillar
of strength rooted in Me. All who watch
will learn from Me for I am molding and
teaching you My ways. Be an example
of My teaching. You cannot be bowed
down, ever, you cannot complain, as
you are, so do you teach. You must
teach My ways, you are resisting to be
more and more one in Me. Read this letter
over and over. Every thing you do, do with
great love. People are watching you.

 

R. Thank God, He ponders the ways of our heart
    for the devil is trying to tell us how
    awful we are. Jesus knows and sees us
    in our best light. He knows our
    faults and still loves us. The devil
    tells us we are all bad. Jesus says,
    you are not perfect, I love you, but
    I want you holy like saints.
    To be totally focused in our faults is
    to lose our light. We must always
    be lights and act with love.

Saw a statue come up - saw a vision
    like heaven

then people I think, but after a while
    bright statue came up to the
    right - so white —

It could have been Falmouth Statue,
    but I think it was daintier —
    bright white

Saw from the waist up.

 

April 2, 1995 - After Mass Fr. Carters - 9:00a.m.

Shows His Power Over Life and Death

R. He showed them, He had the power to
    raise Lazarus from the dead.
    He called on His Father.

Death has no power over Him, as
    Lazarus was raised from the dead,
    He too was raised up and we
    will be raised up on the
    last day.

Why do we not trust for He truly
    has all the power, over life and
    death.

   

John 11: 25-26

   I am the resurrection.
   Anyone who believes in me,
      even though that person dies, will live,
   and whoever lives and believes in me
      will never die.
   Do you believe this?

   

R. They saw with human minds, they said
    Lazarus would smell, he was
    dead four days. We see with human
    minds.

He has the power, He called on His
    Father.

When He rose from the dead - they were
    afraid. Even though He had told them He would
    rise from the dead.

He explained to the disciples on the way to Emmaus
    the scriptures that pertained to Him from the
    time of Moses and the early prophets.

An insight into our blindness, we need
    His grace to interpret the scriptures.

We see with human minds - word of
    God is living in Him.

Just words if taken literally.

Words are Life!!

Words are vibrant when He
    applies His grace, they come
    alive.

There are all different levels of the Word living in us,
    being enacted in us.

As there is depth to loving Him, there is depth in living in His Word.
It depends on our relationship with Him.

Each Word is so important.

 

April 3, 1995 - 6:00a.m.

My Love is Deep  

Jesus: As I was wounded with many different wounds,
    little wounds, deeper wounds and
    wounds that went entirely through
    My hands and feet, people love Me in
    all different levels. Some love Me
    on the surface, some love Me deeply.
    My love is endless, only in heaven
    will your desire for love be satisfied.

People are on all different levels. My Church
    has barely scratched the surface of
    My deep love. They are going through
    the motions. My love is endless,
    My love is penetrating. You can
    go ever deeper into the abyss of
    My love.

You see with human minds. An ocean of
    love I have to give you. You stand
    by the shore and put your toes in.

My beloved, immerse yourself deeply into
    My Heart.

Come through My pierced side. This is
    My deepest wound for it goes into
    the deepest recesses of My Heart. Deep, deep,
    deep is My love for you. Focus on the wound
    in My side. What flowed out was Blood and
    water. I immerse you in the vat of My
    love. Water washes you clean. Come to
    My Heart ever pure. Only a pure heart
    can unite deeply with My Heart.
    My ways are difficult. I am a fountain of
    mercy and love. Come to My Heart
    through My pierced side.

    Water I give to you to wash you, My
babies, My loved ones, My beloved, Oh
how I want to be ever joined to you in
such oneness. I give to you My body and
blood to eat. Such closeness. You scratch
the surface and settle for so little. You
measure everything you do. My love is
immeasurable. You do not know even
a little the depths of My love.

    Quiet your fears. I am ever attentive to
your every need. Let go, surrender and you
will have peace. You are fighting My
infinite love. You stand on the shore and
stick in your toe, immerse yourself in
the pool of My love. You will never doubt again.

April 16, 1995 - Easter

Intimacy

Jesus: So many are going through motions,
    they do not have the depth of union I want.
    I want an intimate union with you.

Draw people in!! Tell them of My love.
    Many are doing their own things.

They will know My Power when they let
    go and are doing God's will. When they are
    about our love affair.

R. Jesus tells me - His deep love in these writings.

Jesus is speaking to us in the Blue Books —
    Mary is appearing.

Come to me Lord and possess my soul.

Jesus: I have given eight books and My Songs to you.

I want intimacy with you - Union.

    

Prayer for Union with Jesus

Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

    I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

    When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994

 

 

April 16, 1995

Glorious Mysteries
 

This rosary was delivered on Easter Sunday in the Sorrowful Mother Chapel. Jesus came alive in the large Sacred Heart picture. He came out of the picture. Marty saw clusters of angels around the Sorrowful Mother statue. Mary and Jesus moved their eyes.

The Resurrection

1. Jesus: It is in your suffering that you will have immense union with Me.
2. Jesus: As I died and rose on the third day, you, in your suffering, will rise to new life in Me.
3. Jesus: You have come to Me and I am here waiting for you to share this time alone with you. Put your minds at rest and unite ever so closely to My Most Sacred Heart.
4. R. Death has no power over Jesus! On the third day He rose victorious from the tomb, His body glistening in white. He truly rose to bring us new life. We are partakers in His divine life. The gift that we receive is far beyond our comprehension.
5. Jesus: You are as the Easter lily. You come from a narrow place and you grow more and more in this life with Me. You will bud and blossom forth and My life will radiate to this world as you become absorbed and saturated with the divine life that I impart to you.
6. Jesus: My power is endless for I am truly here and present in this room with you. Feel the vibrancy of My presence with you. I am Jesus Christ, the Son of the Living God, the resurrected Lord. I live and am present with you this very day.
7. Jesus: The world has closed off their hearts. They have come, their hearts are hardened, their faces are hard. I am life! You must go out to this world and give the message of My immense love. Tell this world that I am alive and I have risen, that I am in your midst this day, that I live in such an abundant fashion in the hearts of men who are in the state of grace. You, My children, are so blind! I am so present to you! God lives and is in your midst and you do not see. You run down useless roads and look for such foolish things. Oh, how I love you, My beloved. I call you to a state of urgency to spread My message to this world.
8. Jesus: As you are in your hearts, so shall you be in this world. I am Jesus, the risen Lord. I live on in the hearts of men this day. What you do here will affect the lives of so many souls. I beg you to preach the Gospel, to pray for fearlessness to carry this message to the hearts of all men.
9. Jesus: I am totally with you in this room. You do not realize the immense gifts that I give to you.
10. Jesus: In Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity, I am present! The risen Lord is with you, My beloved souls, this very day!

Song between decades: Come, Holy Spirit, fill our hearts. Enkindle in us the fire of Your love. Come Holy Spirit, fill our hearts. Enkindle in us the fire of Your love.

The Ascension

1. Jesus: Before I ascended into heaven, I gave to the apostles the power to baptize and forgive sins. I give to My beloved priests this day this power through the Church. I give to each priest the power to change bread and wine into My most precious Body and Blood. How I love My Church and love My beloved priests-sons, for they are truly called. I live in this world today through My anointed ones.
2. R. See Jesus as He raises His arms and ascends into heaven and a cloud takes Him from our sight. We live on faith. We see the consecrated Host but we do not comprehend the great gift we have that He truly remains with us this day in the consecrated Host. God gives Himself to us! We become one in Him when we receive Him in the Eucharist. He gives us His Body.
3. Jesus: Do you see these mysteries, how glorious they truly are that I died and rose on the third day and then ascended into heaven?
4. Jesus: I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God, come to this earth in such great love to save souls, to lead souls to heaven to be with Me forever and ever. How many souls will be lost because of their willfulness and their ways? Pray, My children, for the souls that are in darkness. They hold on to their foolish ways. They turn their backs and go their own way.
5. R. He went to heaven to prepare a place for us. Heaven is our true home!
6. R. He ascended into heaven and the gates of heaven were opened!
7. Jesus: I send you as missionaries into this world to spread the Gospel of the Lord Jesus Christ.
8. Jesus: You say: "For You, Lord, anything! For You, Lord, I will do anything!" And I call you to speak out in front of people and you say, "I can't do that, Lord!" I call you to pray to the Spirit for the courage to preach the Gospel for there are many who are suffering and in pain. Hear their words: "You helped me get to heaven"!
9. R. See the souls as they ascend into Heaven behind Jesus. See the souls as they are released from purgatory because of our prayers. See the great mercy of God that He loves souls. God the Father loves us so much that He sent His Son into this world so that we might be in heaven some day.
10. Jesus: See the souls of those living this day, and see them, as they die, being condemned to eternal damnation for their willfulness. For sin is sin and I came to give you life!

Song between decades: Come, Holy Spirit, fill our hearts…

The Descent of the Holy Spirit on the Apostles

1. R. Jesus promised before He left the earth that He would send the Holy Spirit to baptize the apostles. Please, dear Holy Spirit, descend upon us so that we have the courage to do all that You are asking us to do. We are fearful and weak and we need Your grace. We need You to live in us, to operate in us, to help us be more and more like Jesus.
2. R. Who is our model? Whom do we model ourselves after?
3. R. Mary was joined in the Upper Room with the apostles and a gigantic wind came and there appeared over their heads parted tongues of fire.
4. R. They were filled with the Holy Spirit and transformed from fear to fearlessness. They went out to preach the Gospel and all understood!
5. R. Holy Spirit, descend upon us! Outpour all of your gifts and please give to us the courage to be able to carry out the mission that the Father has intended for us.
6. R. Where we are, as humans, weak and afraid, saturate us with the fire of God's love so that as we operate, we operate enlightened by You. We receive Your wisdom, Your understanding and Your knowledge to know exactly what the Father is calling us to do.
7. R. Mary, our Mother, help us to unite ever closer to the Holy Spirit that He can work and be active in our being, that we might feel this saturation and penetration of the presence of the Almighty God within our souls.
8. R. Holy Spirit, impart to us Your life so that we may be enlightened to do all that God is asking us to do. Fill us with such a brilliant light that we know the light of the Almighty God.
9. Jesus: I am the Way, I am the Truth, I am the Life! He who abides in Me will have the light of life!
10. R. May we be transformed more and more into the image of Jesus in the Heart of the Virgin Mary and led to the bosom of our Father.

Song between decades: Come, Holy Spirit, fill our hearts…

The Assumption of Mary Into Heaven

1. Jesus: Model yourselves after Mary, My Mother. She was taken body and soul into heaven.
2. Jesus: You must come to our Hearts. Pray from the heart, My beloved ones. As Mary was so united to My Heart, pray to Mary to unite yourselves closer and closer to My Heart.
3. Jesus: The more you live this rosary in your daily lives, the more you will pray from your heart. It is in understanding Our lives that you will be joined closer to Us.
4. Jesus: Our Hearts are a great symbol of Our love for you.
5. Jesus: How is your heart? Is your heart free of all debris to unite with My immense love? Purify your hearts and come ever closer to Me for a heart that is full of sin cannot unite with My Heart. My Heart is pure and filled with love. To unite closely with Me, your hearts must be forever pure.
6. Jesus: How I want to unite with each one of you in deepest love, to unite more deeply with you. The love that I have is immeasurable and the longings of your hearts are the longings to unite ever closer to My Heart. You will be satisfied in heaven, My beloved ones, for your hearts will be filled with My love.
7. R. Mary went to heaven and united closely with the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit in a most intense union.
8. Jesus: Your hearts crave this love that only I can give. Search you this barren desert and you will never satisfy the cravings in your hearts.
9. R. Mary mothers us as she mothered Jesus. Mary is the Mother of the Church. We pray to Mary to lead us to an ever deeper union with God.
10. R. We pray to Mary to lead this Church into deeper union with Her Son, to help the priests and the religious who are our ministers in this Church, to lead the souls to deep and longing love with Jesus Christ, the Son of God.

Song between decades: Come, Holy Spirit, fill our hearts…

Mary Is Crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth

1. R. Mary reigns with her Son in the courts of heaven! The Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign on this earth! The Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph! There will be an era of peace, but many will suffer the loss of their souls for their own willfulness.
   Jesus: You are a big part of the Father's plan to help souls to know of the love of God. I beg you to pray fervently from the heart and to lead others to the love of My Heart.
2. R. How the Heart of Mary knows the Heart of Jesus. How she stands by our side and mothers with the most maternal love. How do we turn to Mary? Do we realize that she is here at every second waiting to take us to the Heart of her Son? She reigns in heaven with her Son Jesus. He loves His Mother so much. Ought we not put our faith and trust and love in His Mother so that she might lead us closer to His Sacred Heart?
3. R. We are the children of God. God is our Father. Let us realize how we must live in connection with the Father, that our every action is to please Him and to do His Will, that Mary is our Mother and by our side with love to lead us to greatest union with God.
4. Jesus: Do you want peace, joy and happiness, or do you want your own wills? Only in submitting to the Will of My Father will you have peace, joy and happiness.
5. R. Mary is there to lead us to the Heart of her Son.
6. R. The Heart of Jesus is waiting to be united with us in such deep love. Help us, Jesus, as little children being held by our loving mother, to realize the immense love that the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit outpour to us. Help us to realize how Mary is our Mother who guards us and protects us under her mantle, how she watches over us and leads us ever closer to the Heart of her Son.
7. Jesus: The glory is in the resurrection! The glory is in the new life! I lead you into glory but you must submit your wills to the Will of the Father.
8. Jesus: This intense union that I want with each one of you far surpasses anything you could find on this earth. Come to Me and sit with Me in front of My tabernacle. Be joined in oneness as I give you My very Body and Blood as your food to eat. I nourish you with My own Flesh and Blood. I become one with you and you become one with Me. As we are united, you become united to the Father, for I am one with the Father and He is one with Me. My beloved ones, the great gifts that I give to you and you are so blind!
9. Jesus: Consecrate your lives to the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary and pray fervently for your priests, for I live this day in the Church. Pray for the priests and the Church. I love you, My beloved ones, and I love My Church.
10. Jesus: Feed the hungry! My love is enough! People do not realize the immensity of My love. They scratch only the surface and I have such deep love to give. If you focus always on My love, you will be fed. You will know struggles and trials, but in all of these struggles, you will be brought to deeper life with Me. As you experience thorns, I give to you a bed of roses. I am Jesus, My beloved ones, and I have spoken directly to you of those things that I hold in My Heart and wish to share with you. Open up your hearts and your souls and ponder the words that I have spoken here. I truly long to be closely united to you, My precious chosen ones. Pray, pray, pray! Men have turned their backs. They have walked away and in their willfulness, they have forgotten God. I come to bring you new life that you might have it to the full.

Song: I am the Bread of Life. He who comes to Me shall not hunger and who believes in Me shall not thirst. No one can come to Me unless the Father beckons. And I will raise you up. And I will raise you up. And I will raise you up on the last day.

Jesus: Pray for My beloved priests and for the Church, My dear ones. Pray for the courage to go out into this world and be a witness of the love of God that you have within your hearts. It is fear that stops you from spreading this message. You, too, will be joined with Me forever and ever in heaven. I ask you to go out into the world and tell all you meet of My great love for them.

Locution Received After
Recitation of the Seven Sorrows

Jesus: I stand at the door of the hearts of mankind and knock. Many close their hearts and walk away. My beloved ones, pray for the souls of your brothers that they will open their hearts and let Me enter. Your prayers are so important for the salvation of many souls. Pray, My beloved ones! Pray as you have never prayed before. Unite ever more closely to My Most Sacred Heart. Pray always in union with Me and My Mother, the angels and saints, and the souls in purgatory. Pray to the Father, in union with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, in the Spirit. Your prayers are so valuable to many souls. Do not underestimate the power of prayer. I call out to you this day to go as soldiers into this world.

- During Easter Sunday (April 16, 1995) Rosary
Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center, Norwood, Ohio

 

 

April 17, 1995 - 6:45a.m.

R. I am wrapped by the warm arms of Mary, my
Mother, deep in my heart. Also I know the presence of
God within me. So deep is my rapture to be joined
in such a union with God.

No words can explain
Such peace and elation, joy, intensity,
    in the Sorrowful Mother chapel.

 

 

R. My gift from Him on the 17th's, Oh
    my God, how I love you, I love
    you, I love you.

   

April 17, 1995

Short Glorious Mysteries

1. Resurrection

Dear God outpour your life to us.

2. Ascension

Jesus has commissioned us to help in the renewal of the Church and the world and pray for the priests.
Priests can baptize and forgive sins, say
       the Mass and administer the sacraments.

3. Descent of Holy Spirit on Apostles and the Blessed Virgin Mary

Dear Holy Spirit come and fill us. Come Holy Spirit fill our hearts
enkindle in us the fire of your love.

4. Assumption

Mary went up to heaven.

5. Mary is Crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth

May the saints and angels lead us into paradise.

Jesus gives us the Church -
God calls us to live the Christian existence,
the spiritual life, within the framework of
the Church, that Jesus has established.

 

Short Glorious Mysteries

1. Resurrection

Jesus came forth from the tomb

Sing: Glory, Glory, Glory Lord.

2. Ascension

Christ ascended into heaven —
the apostles were full of  fear.

3. The Descent of the Holy Spirit on the Apostles and the Virgin Mary

There appeared over their heads tongues
          of fire.

The apostles were transformed from fear to
           to fearlessness

4. Assumption

Mary was taken into heaven body and soul.

Mary is still with us.
 

5. Mary is Crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth

We are preparing ourselves here for
         heaven.

 

April 16, 1995, Easter

The Jews celebrated Passover with a lamb
    in memory of their release from bondage in Egypt.

Jesus was the Pascal lamb — He gave Himself
    as a sacrifice to lead us out of the
    bondage of sin.

Jesus paid the price with His blood.
The Mass is the Sacrifice of Calvary, Sacramentally made present.

 

 

Look at the gift Jesus gave to the Apostles —

   

Luke 22: 19

    Then he took bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it and gave it to them, saying, ‘This is my body given for you; do this in remembrance of me.’ 

   

Slavery from Evil

 

Christ is Truly Present
in the Eucharist today in His Divinity and humanity.

Jesus offered Himself on Calvary to
    the Father —

He was the innocent Lamb led
    to the Slaughter —

Jesus — the Pascal Lamb —

Christ's body was broken for our
    sins —

We are, today, fed by His Body and
    Blood through the hands
    of the priest —

Jesus is Chief Priest and celebrant —

Jesus shed His precious blood on
    Calvary to set us free from
    our sins — slavery to sin —

The Jews celebrated passover as a
    memory of their redemption
    from bondage in Egypt —

The Mass is the sacrifice of Calvary
    sacramentally made present.

Jesus really died on the cross
    on Calvary —

Jesus rose on the third day to
    bring us new life —

Jesus' sacrifice was His offering
    to the Father —

There was the interior offering
    of Jesus Christ —

The priest offers himself to the
    Father in love for the purpose
        of . adoration
            . thanksgiving
            . petition
            . satisfaction for sin

 

Fr. Carter says in his book Response to God's Love

Liturgical Participation (excerpt)

       In Jesus' sacrifice, the same five elements occur, although not exactly in the same order. There is the interior offering; Christ as priest offers himself to the Father in love for the purpose of adoration, thanksgiving, petition, and satisfaction for sin. This interior offering is then externalized at the ritual of the Last Supper. The victim, Jesus himself, is immolated upon Calvary. The Father gives a miraculous sign that he accepts Jesus' sacrifice through the resurrection. Finally, there is the sacrificial meal at the Last Supper.

 

 

Joyful — Jesus came to the earth.

1. Annunciation

    The Incarnation - Awesome

   

John 1: 14

                    The Word became flesh,
                    he lived among us,

  

2. Visitation

     Mary goes to Elizabeth —
                    She tells somebody —
                    John will go before Jesus!

3. Birth of Jesus

     Birth, poverty, on the earth

4. Presentation

      Joy and Sorrow
          Rise and Fall
          Jesus is truly God; Mary and Jesus will suffer.

5. Finding of Jesus in the Temple

      Jesus shows His wisdom as a child
            in the temple —

 

We keep seeing the Father's Plan

The Chosen people — People of God
    were formed.
    They believed in the one true God.
    They had faith.
    They grew —

Time is ready as prophets foretold.

 

Jesus comes quiet —
Jesus on the earth —

We keep seeing people added to the
    picture of the Father's Plan

We are players now - on the earth
    God created —

We have a place in salvation history.

  

Jesus always accepted the Father's Plan
Jesus always accepted the Father's will
Mary and Jesus knew - we are part
    of His Plan

 

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Short Sorrowful Mysteries

1. The Agony in the garden —

    "Thy will be done"

    The angel appears to Jesus.
    Jesus says, if it is possible please
            remove this cup from Me.

2. Scourging

    "Thy will be done"

     Jesus was whipped at the pillar for our
              sins

3.  Crowning with thorns

     See Him crowned
     See the King of Kings
 

4.  Carrying the cross

     See Him carry the cross —

     See the Lamb of God

5.  Crucifixion

      The Lamb is slain for our sins.

 

Short Glorious Mysteries

Resurrection

Jesus rose from the dead

Ascension

Jesus ascended into heaven and leaves the Apostles behind.

Descent of the Holy Spirit

The Father sent the Holy Spirit and they were filled with the Holy Spirit.

Assumption

Mary was taken body and soul into Heaven - but Mary is still our Mother of love.

Coronation

Mary is crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth

 

Mysteries of the Rosary

Short Joyful Mysteries

Mysteries of God

1. Annunciation

The Father has a Plan, the Plan of salvation
for men. The angel announces the plan to Mary,
she complies to the Father's will, her life
is in harmony with the Father, a deep
awareness of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.
How all revolves around His Plan.
Living in His will.

   

Luke 1: 38

Mary said, ‘You see before you the Lord’s servant, let it happen to me as you have said.’

 

Mary is filled with the Holy Spirit.

If we all live in this plan we live in harmony,
    love and peace. He is our loving Father who
    created us.

2.  Visitation

Mary goes to Her cousin Elizabeth. She is filled
    with the Holy Spirit, "My soul doth magnify
    the Lord, My Spirit rejoices in God my Savior"
    Elizabeth carries the child that will
    go before Christ to prepare the way for Jesus.

3.  Nativity

In the Nativity: All is quiet, Jesus is born in poverty —
    God is on the earth — the plan is
    unfolding - with the power of God
    there is no need to fear only to live
    according to the plan. The plan is for the
    salvation of the world.

4. Presentation

Mary takes Jesus to the temple, she is told of
    the suffering to come, the joy of
    the salvation of many souls.

5. Finding in the Temple

Jesus is found in the temple. He tells all, the
    most important thing, is to follow in
    the Father's will. He shows His
    Divinity in His wisdom and answers.
    For 12 years He has lived on the earth and
    has been quiet, He is God in His Majesty.
    He has been quiet - only following the
    Plan, the will of the Father.

See the quietness the surrender, the willingness
    to live by the Plan.

 

April 16, 1995

The Rosary Is Their Lives

These are the mysteries of the lives of Jesus
    and Mary. They followed the plan. They were
    not boastful, they quietly complied to the
    will of the Father.

His plan is unfolding for us. How are we
    living in His will?

 

Short Sorrowful Rosary

1. Agony in the Garden

The plan in the Garden
Jesus sees everything He will suffer.
Jesus sees all the sins of men.
Jesus says: Thy will be done

The plan, we must look at Him in the garden.
We have a free will. This is so hard.
He sees how He will suffer, He also
sees how souls will be condemned to
the fires of hell despite His sufferings.
He sees all the souls He loves and How some
will reject Him and He knows His
sufferings to come, but for love of us
and to please His Father - He complied
to His will.

2. Scourging at the Pillar

Jesus is the lamb, led to the slaughter, the
plan of salvation is at hand. Always the
Father's will.

3. Crowning with Thorns

Jesus is crowned not with a crown of glory.
He is crowned with a crown of thorns,
pounded into His head, always, quiet
surrender, beaten, bloodied, bruised,
spit on — Always the will of the Father.

4. Carrying of the Cross

Jesus carries the cross, the cross that He will be
slain on. He carries His cross. He
came to serve, to give His blood for the
salvation of many, always compliance
to the will of the Father.

Jesus gives to the Apostles the power to change
bread and wine into His body and blood.
The descendants of the Apostles,
the Bishops and the priests they ordain
celebrate Mass, the sacrifice
of Calvary, sacramentally made present.
Jesus was slain, He gave His life, He says, It
is finished — He gave to us His Mother,
She mother's us. She is Mother of the Church.
Mary brought Jesus into the world, Jesus was
born in her womb. The Church
was formed from Jesus pierced side. The
blood and water flowed from the
lamb, His pierced side,
who died on the cross for our sins.

5.  Crucifixion

     Jesus is the Lamb that was
              slain.

     The Mass is the sacrifice of
            Calvary, sacramentally
            made present.

 

Short Glorious Mysteries

1. Resurrection

Jesus is truly present in His Divinity and humanity
in the Eucharist through the hands of the priests.

Death has no power over Jesus.
Jesus rose from the tomb — Jesus came to give us a
sharing in His life. Jesus is the resurrection and the life.
We are given baptism
and nourished in the Eucharist.

2.  Ascension

Jesus ascended into heaven, Jesus gave to the Apostles
the mission to carry on His work. They are
awestruck and fearful. God the Father has a Plan.

The Apostles continue Jesus' work.
We are given the Church. Peter is the pope.

Jesus is the New Adam, Mary is the New Eve.

    

3. The Descent of the Holy Spirit on Mary and the Apostles

    The Holy Spirit descends on them and transforms
        them from fear to fearlessness.

    They go out now to carry out the mission,
        the plan of the Father, to spread
        the Good News.

    The Church is the bride of Christ. Jesus is with us.
        Mary is our Mother, Mary forms us in
        Her spiritual womb through the power of the Holy Spirit
          more and more into the image of Jesus

    The Church carries out the mystery of Christ today.

4. The Assumption

    Mary is taken Body and Soul into Heaven.
        The Apostles are now on their own.
        Jesus and Mary are still with us.

5.  Coronation

      Mary is crowned Queen
      of heaven and earth.

    

     

^{1 Corinthians 2: 9}

"What no eye has seen and no ear has heard, what the mind of man cannot visualise; all that God has prepared for those who love him;"

  

 

     

Excerpt from Response to God's Love by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.

Chapter 7 - Liturgical Participation

                                                                           The Church's existence centers in her liturgy: "The liturgy is the summit toward which the activity of the Church is directed; at the same time it is the fount from which all her power flows" (Vatican II, Constitution on the Sacred Liturgy, no. 10). Furthermore, the Church's liturgical life is centered in the sacraments and, most especially, in the eucharistic sacrifice. We will briefly consider the sacraments in general, and then more extensively develop ideas about the Mass.

       In the previous chapter, we stated that the Church, in union with Christ, her head, helps continue the work of Jesus according to the pattern of Jesus. One aspect of Christ's existence, we stated, was that he was the primordial sacrament of God. We concluded, therefore, that the Church is also sacrament. The Church's sacramentality is then actualized in a special manner through the seven sacraments. In the same way that the Church in general is the visible continuation of Christ's Incarnation, so also can her individual sacraments be considered particular, visible extensions of Jesus.

       It is evident, therefore, why the sacraments are special encounters with Christ. Jesus unites himself with the sacramental sign as he offers his grace to the recipient. In this sense, Christ and his sacraments become one; the sacrament and its minister are merely instruments that Christ employs to give himself anew. The primary sacramental encounter is between Jesus and the recipient.

       Christ offers himself through the Church and her sacraments so that we might become ever more united to him. This incorporation into Christ begins at baptism, through which the Christian becomes a member of both Christ and the Church. What is more, this incorporation into the life of Christ means being incorporated into his paschal mystery because death-resurrection was the summary mystery of Christ's existence. Death-resurrection was the central mystery whereby Christ gave us life, and it is the central mystery that the Christian must relive in Christ.

       Each one of the sacraments deepens our incorporation into Jesus' death-resurrection; each one achieves this in a somewhat different manner according to its primary purpose; finally, and very importantly, each of the sacraments deepens this incorporation within an ecclesial framework. The sacraments, because they are realities of both Christ and his Church, intensify the Christian's relationship not only with Jesus, but also with the members of the Church and, ultimately, with all others.

       The death-resurrection of Jesus, which is encountered in a special way through the sacraments, is most especially renewed in the eucharistic sacrifice. Consequently, we can see the logical connection between the sacraments and the Mass. Indeed, all of the sacraments point to the Mass.

       The eucharistic sacrifice renews and summarizes the Christ-event, and likewise summarizes our participation in this mystery of Jesus. Obviously, then, the Eucharist is a multisplendored reality. All dimensions of the Eucharist are profoundly interlinked with one another; as a matter of fact, all are dimensions of the Eucharist as sacrifice because the sacrificial note is the fundamental characteristic. We say fundamental because we presuppose the idea of Christ's real presence in the Eucharist. These two aspects have always been stressed in Church teaching, as Richard McBrien has pointed out: "Catholic eucharistic doctrine has been focused on two issues: the sacrificial nature of the Mass and the real presence of Christ in the consecrated elements of bread and wine. It is official Catholic teaching . . . that the Mass is a true sacrifice . . . without diminishing the value of the sacrifice of Calvary. Christ is the same victim and priest in the Eucharist as he was on the cross, although the mode of offering is different at Mass. The sacrifice of the cross was a bloody sacrifice; the sacrifice of the Mass is unbloody" (Catholicism, vol. 2, p. 763). Because the idea of sacrifice is so fundamental to the understanding of the Mass, we will begin our discussion of the Eucharist from this perspective.

end of excerpt

 

 

Ephesians 4: 14-16

Then we shall no longer be children, or tossed one way and another, and carried hither and thither by every new gust of teaching, at the mercy of all the tricks people play and their unscrupulousness in deliberate deception. If we live by the truth and in love, we shall grow completely into Christ, who is the head by whom the whole Body is fitted and joined together, every joint adding its own strength, for each individual part to work according to its function. So the body grows until it has built itself up in love.

     

The Mass is the sacrifice of Calvary,
    sacramentally made present.

We live in faith.

 

Chapter 6 - The Christian and Church (excerpt)

                                  God calls us to live the Christian existence, the spiritual life, within the framework of the Church that Jesus has established. This Church is a many-splendored reality; it has many different names, images, and dimensions that variously attest to and manifest this multifaceted richness. All of them, however, speak of one and the same reality; each in its own way emphasizes now this, now that, particular truth or truths of the Church's existence. Each of these dimensions or concepts of the Church has something to say to the individual Christian about his or her spiritual life. Let us briefly consider some of these facets.

       The Church is the Body of Christ. One of the truths that is emphasized by this concept is the idea of community. The communion that binds the members of the Church together is, in turn, connected with that wider idea of community that embraces the whole of mankind.

 

 

April 18, 1995  

These are the Lives of Jesus and Mary lived in the Rosary

R.  It is the story of our
    redemption of the great love of
    the Father to send His only begotten
    Son, Jesus, into this world. It is the great
    love that Jesus and Mary, His mother, have for
    us this day.

    The Symbol of this love is Their Two Hearts.
    Jesus' Heart was pierced with a lance,
    Mary's heart was pierced with a sword.

In modeling our lives after Their lives,
    in realizing the Father's Plan and
    living as little children pleasing
    always our beloved Father, we
    will have peace and joy.

Mary is our Mother, she was a human
person, the Father is our Father, He
is a Divine Person. Who are we that
He loves us so much that He created us
and that Jesus redeemed us with His
blood.

 

April 19, 1995 - 6:15a.m.

Be One with All

R. I offer myself as a little warm child wrapped
in a blanket on a platter to my Father.
I am your little baby Father, mold me, shape
me into the image of Your Son.

  

R. I long to be so united with You, Jesus, and be one with the
Holy Spirit and Mother Mary. To
be so immersed in this union, to know
the immensity of Your love deep, deep
immersion. Constancy, rapture,
depth, forever. My heart
pants for You, oh Lord. How I long and thirst
after Your love. To be wrapped in the
embrace of Your infinite love, a touching
of our hearts.

    I feel the oneness of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit
and Mary, the angels and saints, souls in purgatory and
my brothers. Intense unity, rooted in Jesus
my beloved.
 

            

        from Tell My People

The Holy Spirit

Jesus: "My beloved friend, tell My people to pray daily to the Holy Spirit. They are to pray for an increase in His gifts. My people must realize that the Holy Spirit comes to transform them. The Spirit desires to transform you more and more according to My image. Those who are docile to His touch become increasingly shaped in My likeness. He performs this marvel within Mary's Immaculate Heart. The more one dwells in My Mother's Heart, the more active are the workings of the Spirit. The Spirit leads Mary to place you within My own Heart. In both Our Hearts, then, your transformation continues. The more you are formed after My own Heart, the more I lead you to the bosom of My Father. Tell My people all this. Tell them to pray daily for a greater appreciation of these wondrous gifts. I am Lord and Master. All who come to My Heart will be on fire to receive the gifts of the Spirit in ever greater measure! I love and bless My people!"

Reflection: The Holy Spirit is given to us to fashion us ever more according to the likeness of Jesus. And the more we are like Jesus, the more Jesus leads us to the Father. Do we, each day, pray to the Holy Spirit to be more open to His transforming influence? Do we strive each day to grow in union with Mary? The greater our union with our Mother, the spouse of the Holy Spirit, the greater is the transforming action of the Holy Spirit within us.

 

April 20, 1995

     God is love, Love is a virtue.
Love is a driving force. It propels
one to act with a heart on fire —
the heart of Jesus.

    Love is not sterile, dry and
inactive. Love is how Jesus
lived His life — Giving to the Apostles,
giving to the people —
giving to us.

We see the love of the Holy Spirit —
Love on fire —

We know love in how we live
in the truth.

The more one grows in
humility — the more one
is living in the truth.

To live falsely about oneself
is being unloving to God,
others and oneself.

To deceive, with the intent to
deceive another, when one has
hurt the body of Christ, one
should be sorry and work
to build up where their
actions, have torn down
what the Father wants of
us, in being creatures living
by the law of love.

   The more one knows the
Trinity dwelling in them, the
more they exist in love and truth.
In heaven there is only purity
and holiness.

We in preparing
ourselves for heaven, should want
to wipe out the stain of sin
on our soul — to repent of
sin and make amends for
our sin and to God and others.
God intended us to love
truthfully — to be true in
our presentation of ourselves
to others — not deceptive —
Love is truth and Jesus who
is love is the way, the truth
and the life —

The one more dwells in the Heart
of Jesus and knows the Trinity
in them — the more one is
loving in their ways, for they
dwell in the source of love — God.
One's face is what is true in
their heart. They are authentically
living in love according to the
Father's will.

    If I am one with Jesus,
then I am one in love, I
know what God is calling me
to, in living according to His will
the more intimately one, I am with
Jesus.

Jesus is the Divine Lover.

I cannot unite in deep oneness to God —
Really be one in Him and not
be loving.

 

April 20, 1995  6:20 a.m.

Sorrowful Mother Chapel

R.  I, of myself am impure in some of my actions
because of my fallen human nature from
original sin, but I was created in His
image and likeness. I have been baptized.
He elevates me to such levels,
the more I am penetrated
with His life. My actions become
more likened to His depending on
the more I am saturated with His life.

He has elevated our knowing and loving
    capacity in Baptism and has given
    us a sharing in His life.
He has raised us to such heights.

Oh my God, You have given me out of
    Your great goodness, You have
    lavished my soul with Your divine
    life, my heart sings to know
    You, I adore You, I worship
    You, I love You and in so
    loving You and being united to You
    my being longs to love, to give,
    to be Your instrument to spread
    Your love to others.

    Penetrate my being and saturate my
soul with your life and be patient
with my sinful ways, I Love, I
Love, I Love for You have given
me a sharing in Your life. It is this life I sing
about my God for my being proclaims
Your greatness and my heart is full
of Your goodness. I am alive as I
exist in, through and with You. You
are life and my life exists in You.

Love is not physical, I do not hug Jesus,
    I know Him in my heart, I exist in His love.
    Love is kindness,
    love is caring, love is giving, love
    is rooted in Him, love is Jesus living
    in me. We become one
    with Him, His ways become our ways.
    He is love, we are loving
    more and more because we are united to
    Him.

    We are unique individuals as the
Father created. We want to be saturated with
His life. We want to be all God wants us to be.
   

                April 20, 1995

Fear to Fearlessness

                R. I see the fear in the Apostles. Peter
                denied Jesus 3 times. Now the Apostles
                are fearless — Peter stands up for
                Jesus. Peter cures the cripple
                in the name of Jesus.

                    The Spirit is upon us, let us rejoice.
                Let us beg Him to transform us from
                fear to fearlessness. Alleluia, we
                are His witnesses, Jesus has died, He
                has risen and He will come again.

                Jesus raised Lazarus from the dead. He leaves
                the Apostles behind to carry out His
                work. To carry on what He started. Living
                the mystery of His life, death and
                resurrection in their lives, in the Church.
                They killed Jesus, He rose from the dead,
                now Peter and John heal the crippled
                man in the name of Jesus.

                We too can do wonders in the name of
                Jesus. He is calling us to spread His
                love, we are fearful as the Apostles,
                we need the Holy Spirit to transform
                us from fear to fearlessness. Alleluia.
                Praise God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit Alleluia.

                April 21, 1995 - 3:00a.m. Friday

                R. Waken with terrible cramps in my feet and legs, especially left leg, pulling up from my feet.

                Jesus: Pray for souls, My beloved at this 3 o'clock
                hour, I beg you from My pierced and
                wounded Heart to pray for the souls.

                Pray for the souls in purgatory. I
                beg you My beloved, souls will be lost
                and condemned to hell. Pray at 3 o'clock,
                this is the hour of My greatest mercy.
                How I suffered for My dear ones and
                they were rebellious and willful
                sinning mortally and not repenting.
                I call you at the 3 o'clock hour to pray
                the Divine Mercy, morning and night
                whenever possible, to stop what you
                are doing and call on My Father to
                pour out His mercy at this hour. Meditate
                on My Passion. Blood and Water poured
                fourth from My side, I give to you My
                Church, pray for the priest and all
                those who minister in the Church,
                pray at the 3 o'clock hour, pray the
                Divine Mercy Chaplet, beg the Father
                for Mercy, this is the hour of My greatest mercy,
                pray for mercy for the souls of your
                brothers, those that are lukewarm, those
                that are suffering and in pain for their own
                willfulness, those who resist the light
                I give to them. Pray My beloved ones for it
                is at 3 o'clock I pour out My great
                mercy to souls.

                "For the sake of His sorrowful passion have
                    mercy on us and on the whole world."

                Read December 18, 1993 explain it and
                Say the Divine Mercy.

Take Up Your Cross

December 18, 1993

Jesus: Pain? Oh, how I suffered! The pain was so intense, I could hardly bear it. I was so wounded and so covered with blood. Think of a little gash and how it hurts when it begins to bleed. I bled and I bled all over. Such intense pain. Every time you experience pain, think of Me and how minute your little pain is. There was not a place on My body that was not covered with blood. There were deep wounds all over Me. My head throbbed from the crown they had placed on Me and I was forced to carry a big cross so heavy, I scarce could move it on My shoulder. My shoulder ached so badly I felt as if it was constantly breaking by the weight of the cross. But I carried it and pushed on My way. If I stopped, I was poked and pushed and hit. The crowd jeered and they forced Me on My way. What crime had I committed? Why was I forced to endure such torture? It was out of love of you that I continued that journey. I was God. I could have stopped at any moment. I was obedient to death to the demands of My Father.

Pain, child? I suffered so much for love of you! This is how I love you at this moment. In all that befalls you you must know at every moment that I know exactly what you are suffering. There is nothing that happens in your life without My consent and it comes from Him Who loves you.

Take your crosses and truly endure them. Accept them. Know that everything that happens in your life I have allowed. Accept it with the love with which I give it. You are being taught in that pain. You are suffering for yourselves and others. I endured all that pain. Did I once say, "Father, take it away?" I am your model. I showed you the way. I took it all, every last wound, every kick and smack and vileness. I took My cross and I carried it without a word. This is what I ask of you. Know that when you are experiencing pain or suffering, or being taunted by those around you, look to the Master for your course of action. I took it all, every last wound, and accepted it to My death. I did not say, "Oh, how awful." I did not complain. I walked in silence that bumpy road with a heavy cross, with My mother suffering by My side and I never complained. I accepted it all for love of you.

Carry your crosses, little ones. They are gifts from Me. Do not look for an explanation or a way to get rid of them. I will take them when I think you have had enough. It is in suffering that you experience My life more fully. It is in suffering that I speak to you in a special way. Endure it. I know every ache and pain you are experiencing. I am this close to you! Your pain may save a soul dead in sin or get a soul from purgatory. Accept all I send you and don't complain. A lot of the pain is enhanced by your rejection. A lot of your lessons are lost by your refusal to see that crosses come from Me. I give you crosses to share in My suffering. I love you so much, little ones. Know how personal I am with you: the very hairs of your head are numbered. Come close to Me and look into My eyes. I am truly here with you at every single moment. Think of Me as a person, but I am closer than any person could ever be! I am there and I know your every breath and I care about your every breath. Who could even do this for another? Others would have to sometimes think of themselves.

I am God and I can think of you at every instant. I am so close to you you do not have any comprehension. It is not a myth. I am truly present to you at every instant. Feel My presence. Make Me alive to you. Experience all I have to give you. You will know Me as your personal Jesus the more you read and re-read these letters. I write them to each of you. Only God could love you each this way. Focus on Me and you and how close I am to you. I love you so, little one. Whence you go you never walk alone. I walked a road of torture that led to My death for love of you! When will you realize what I say is true? When will you know how close I am to you and embrace Me as I so desire? You hold yourself back because you do not focus on My love for you. I would walk that path this day for you. I love you the same this moment as I did then. Oh, little one, you want to put your little crosses down so fast. Hold them and walk awhile with Me down the road to Calvary. Be by My side and share a little in how intently I trod out of love of you.

I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. I am alive in this room with you. I am by your side. A toothache, you say-what pain! Accept your pain. I want you to feel that pain now. It will go away.* It is so little. Heartache I know, heartache to love each of My children so much and be ignored or put at arm's length! Do you know how it is to love another and not have their love? I long for your love with Me, but you are busy. You do not have the time to be with Me while I await thee. I am an ardent lover Who waits for each of My children to come and experience this great love. You stay away from Me Who is always waiting and you search this barren desert for that which I have to give you. I watch you in this search and want you to come home to My heart. I am waiting for you, little one. Don't keep yourself from Me. Remember how I suffered for love of you. When you feel a pain, remember the pain I suffered for love of you. That is how I love you this very day. Take your cross and walk with Me. Come and be with Me. I have that which your hungry soul craves.

I am your loving Jesus. I love you, child. You do not know. I wait to be closer to you. You must see Me as this personal and this alive in your life! Oh, sweet one, I love you to My death and I love you this way today. I lament My children lost in darkness. I want to be united to you. Come and make Me the center of your life. I wait for you!

R. *My toothache is gone!

end of December 18, 1993

                Jesus: Meditate on My passion if only for a few moments
                during this hour. Meditations on the Rosary from
                Ash Wednesday

                February 16th last year
                March 14p. 160-161
                February 23, 1994  I Died for You.

I Died For You

 February 23, 1994

Jesus: I want this emotion in the letter I told you to write. I, Jesus, Son of God, talk to you with such emotion! I am He Who died a brutal death for love of you. I died for you! I love you this much, to give My Life! Yet you couldn't even write when I asked you. You must do exactly as I say. I do not want you ever to say no to Me!

I have such emotion! I am telling you how I died a brutal death and you, My child, did not write for Me! What more can I do? What more do they want? You put others before Me or you would do as I command. I want you to do as I tell you every moment.

I am the Lord. I am the Son of God. Such emotion I let you feel for My death. I died. I am a person. I was human and I died for you. Think of yourself giving your life for someone and they do not care. What can I do to shake you? What more can I say? I am here and I am loving you and pleading with you to listen to Me with this emotion that God is telling you. I am Jesus. I died for you. I gave My life for you and do you even listen, My little sweet one? You didn't want to write it for My children. When I give you a command, you write. When I say do, you do. Selflessness! I am pushing you because I need your total surrender. Do not ever deny My writing to My loved ones. You have a responsibility. I don't care where you are when I talk. I am God and I talk to you. I am so present to you.

Listen. I need your selflessness. I need your surrender. I need your life, given for love of Me and Me alone. I need you to be the light that shines on the hill, that does not go in and out but is constant in My love. I need your commitment. I need your attention at every moment. I am feeding you My words every moment on paper and in your hand. You must obey Me exactly as I command. No questions, only action. I want action. Now! You write when I say write. I don't care where you are. You worry not for others. I am giving you the mighty medicine. Would you tell the doctor to wait? I am God and I do not ever want to wait while you play a safe game with Me. When I say do something, I want you to do it. You are My beloved and I am filling you with fire.

I am pushing you to do that which I need done. Do not ever stop to look around. Keep your focus on Me and My commands for you. I am using you every moment. I must be able to count on your constant consent to do My will immediately! I am calling you to this work and I want you to comply. I love you ardently. I am so full of love for you. Focus on this and this alone. I am Who am. I am God, child. Do not ever hesitate. Do not doubt or think. You must act as I act in you or My work will not be done.

Be selfless about My commands. You will do My work. You will spread My words of love and create emotion with My songs and I will use you to bring My flock to My love. I love every soul! You must spread My love.

Note: (Meditating on the Crucifixion) Going to Mass at the seminary at 8:00 a.m. was rushed. He said to me, "Where are you going, child. Do you not feel My presence with you?" A calm came over me. Then He started lamenting how He died for us, how He is a true person and He loves us so much. He said, "I died for you."

R. He gave His life for us. He is the little lamb led to the slaughter out of love for us. He said, "I need you to do this work now and I am pushing you." He was so upset! He died for us. He loves us so much as to give His life.

He begged me to spread His love, to tell others how He, bloodied, bruised and beaten, gave us His life.

Jesus: I am God. I am God. I died. Spread My love now! Now! Now! Now! Now! I am begging you not to hold back! Read these letters now, read and learn about My love. I beckon you to speak of My love. Shout it from the high roof. Proclaim it in the cities. Jesus Christ died for love of you and He is risen! I am He Who is God and I died for you!

Listen and preach My love and emotion here. Priests will create little cities, little cities in each church to spread the light of Christ to this sick world. Each priest can create his own little city, a powerhouse of God's love. God has all the power. His power is endless. It never runs out. It is might. You have no power except through Him. Churches filled with the intimate love of Jesus will be powerhouses.

I am God, My little ones. God can do all things. I can make your cities light up the darkness. I am the Way, the Truth, the Life. I am the light of life. I am God! I can do all things. I want to act in you. You need to be in constant union with Me. My priests, you need to be selfless. My soul and yours are one. I want to act in you.

Hold not back. Pray the Prayer for Union with Me.

                R. Jesus died, He has risen, He sends us now into
                    the world to be His Apostles to spread
                    the Good News. Pray to the Spirit to Sanctify
                    us and transform us from fear to fearlessness,
                    this is our mission. He ascended into heaven
                    He has given us His life, we carry out His
                    life, death and resurrection this
                    day in our lives and in the Church. Mary
                    is our Mother, she mothers us and
                    mothers the Church.

                April 21, 1995 - A Message to Fr. Carter

EMOTION

                Lock between 2 Hearts. How we are being called.

                R. I'll talk about His death, you talk about His
                life and resurrection, how we carry out
                our mission in the Church, in Shepherds
                of Christ — all is rooted in the lives
                of Jesus and Mary, the Incarnation, the life,
                death and resurrection of Jesus.

                How we are being called to go into the world and
                    spread the Gospel Message, we are His
                    Apostles through our prayers we are
                    praying for the priests, the Church and the
                    world.

                Look at the big picture - look at our books
                    as interlocked (Mine and Fr. Carter's).

                The Peace of Christ   Tell My People
                    to have peace, they must know
                    the burning love of Jesus' Heart —
                    Mary leads us to the Heart of Jesus!

                Father's Will - all through the rosary — I was
                    meditating on Their lives, meditating
                    on the Father's will

                Trust in Jesus p.5

                We are selling the love of the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Amen

                The one thing I know was His will, was
                    that I had these children.

                Jesus sent these people to me out of all
                    the people in this world and we are
                    going to go up there and worry about
                    the time.

                I saw Mary, last night, the night before,
                    so beautiful, who cares and
                    who listens, people want things their
                    own way, is that a display
                    of willfulness.

                I See Mary! Marty sees
                    Mary, she gives messages
                    and people say it is too long —

                    the people who come do not care, they
                    want more.

                The people who are watching the clock are
                    not realizing the great gift they
                    are getting.

                The priest here is taking 40 people to Medjugore
                    to see Mary and she is appearing
                    right here and they move the statue and
                    tell me it is too long. He says maybe they
                    should go to another church, that
                    is what they were doing to another
                    Visionary.

                Jesus isn't giving more signs because He
                    is drawing His soldiers that are
                    looking for union with Him in
                    their hearts.

                These are the ones that He will act out of.
                He can only act in them if people surrender and
                    become one in Him.

                These messages and rosaries are leading
                    men to be one in Him, to spend
                    time with Him.

                All these people taking pilgrimages and they
                    won't even let me in a room for too long.

                Only three people were here the night Mary talked
                    for 1 1/2 hours.

                Now Jesus sends me someone on Divine Mercy
                    Sunday at 3 and Jerry says spend 15 minutes.

                Do you want to sell books and get the
                    messages out, then follow Jesus.

                I have Blue Book Meetings planned
                    by Jesus, 8 books, I got in
                    1 1/2 years, songs and no
                    one has time to read the lessons.

                Why should He keep giving us more?

                Call in Visionaries that can't talk in English and
                    Mary is appearing right here and
                    everyone acts as if I am
                    taking too long.

                How Blind!!

                We are given such gifts — No one could
                    write 8 books in 1 1/2 years and songs.

                I am a Math professor

                He has chosen me as His instrument
                    to give to all these great gifts.

                Jesus: The gifts are given to you, My dear
                    ones, you are receiving gifts
                    from Me. If you continue to ignore
                    these gifts you will struggle.

                This is the Father's Plan, the Blue Book
                    is the Mighty Medicine, medicine for the sick world.

                Jesus: No one has gotten so many books of
                    messages. I am giving you these
                    books to spread the love of the
                    Two Hearts.

                You do not listen to My pleadings.
                    Do you not care souls
                    will be lost.

                You will receive the income when you
                    spread the tapes and videos.
                    To keep Rita quiet is to block My
                    messages here. I am speaking in
                    these messages.

                I will not give more signs, I want hearts
                    rooted in deep love. Signs are external.
                    I want deep, deep, deep union to operate
                    from My beloved people's souls. When
                    souls become one in Me, I can work to
                    set the world on fire with My love.
                    Pray the Prayer for Union.

                That was a gift Fr. Carter said
                    that, so you can tell them
                    My wishes.

                Each Soul there will spread your
                    message and your books and tapes.

                Each Soul there is a Hungry
                    Soul.

                I am sending you workers to go out
                    into the vineyard and do My
                    work.

                You must feed the hungry with the
                    Fire of My Love!

                Fire will set their hearts ablaze with
                    My love. Zeal for their calling, not
                    lethargy, slothfulness.

                Do not hold back, I send you into the
                    world, armed with love from
                    the pierced Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

                Go - Go - Go and I will give the grace
                    to those attending to carry out
                    this message.

                The things, the intimate things, the crying, the
                emotion, the experiences with Mary's
                suffering, the deep connection with the
                other side, the presence, the overwhelming
                awareness of things to tears, all sound
                silly and I was afraid to share to some degree.

                Jesus forced me to share these experiences this
                summer, each time we would be going
                somewhere (to pray and have a good time)
                I got an intense insight and experience
                into Mary's sufferings.

                This is what it is all about, union, such
                a oneness with Them that I am sensitive
                to every grace He is giving me. Such
                immense joy to be this immersed
                in Their suffering.

                I see more and more, suffering as a joy to embrace
                the Heart of Christ, the crown of thorns
                Margaret Mary saw around Jesus' Heart
                say this.

                The joy is in the thorns we are given that are
                really great gifts given to those Jesus loves
                very much.

                The thorns take us to the deepest recesses of
                Jesus' Heart for they are indeed insights
                into Jesus' immense love and Jesus'
                suffering.

                As blood and water poured forth from Jesus' Heart
                as a sign of His great mercy for all His
                precious souls, the crown of thorns leads
                to the crown of victory, the thorns leads
                to the resurrection, Mary's heart was
                pierced with a sword, but crowned
                with a gold crown in heaven.
                The way to follow in His footprints
                is to accept all the great gifts we
                are given. Suffering brings us closer
                to Him, it is in suffering we are
                given a great sharing in His life if
                we stay rooted in Him.

                Jesus: There are My children all different levels
                of experiencing My life. The Spirit transforms
                you in the heart of My Dear Mother and
                leads you to deep, deep union with Me and I
                take you to the Father. Pray to the Spirit
                to permeate your soul, pray to
                be ever united to My Mother. I am
                Jesus, your beloved one.

                R. Jesus remains with us, truly present in the
                Blessed Sacrament —

                From the pierced side of Jesus flowed Blood and
                    water, Blood as a symbol of the Eucharist and
                    water a symbol for baptism.

                Rays coming out of the tabernacle.

                He pours Himself out to us in the Eucharist.

                Eucharist a fountain of His grace and mercy.

                His grace to us especially when we go to
                    the Eucharist and do adoration.

                Are you a dedicated Shepherds of Christ member?

                Jesus: "I am the Bread of Life"

                Jesus' body was broken so we might have new life.
                They break the Holy Eucharist at Mass.

                Battered Back — once unblemished
                He was willing to die for us to give us a sharing in His life.

                Help men to open their hearts to be brought
                    back to the fold so we can
                    be united more deeply as a body.

                The Church is the Body of Christ. Jesus
                    is the Head we are the members.

                Help us to realize our mission to go into
                    this world to spread the Good
                    News.

                To answer the commission given in
                    baptism to be His Apostles of the
                    Sacred Heart to do this work.

                To Carry out in our words and our
                    actions what God wants of us
                    dying and rising in Jesus.

                For they will see Christ in us as we put on
                    Christ and witness to Christ in our
                    lives, as we live out His life, death and
                    resurrection in our lives.

                Yes they will know we are Christians by our
                    Love — He is love, to know Him is to
                    be love, to live and act in love.
                    God dwells in us.
                    In our being we are likened to Him.

                Jesus: I am the way, the truth, the life, I am
                    the bread of life, I give to you My
                    Body, My Blood, You are My chosen ones.

                I am present to you, I am forever with you.
                    I live in a special way in those who are
                    in the state of grace and baptized.

                R. Love is a bond, I live in Him,
                    you live in Him, even though we
                    are physically separated we are
                    still united in Love, in Oneness in Him.

                I am united to all men. All men are my brothers.
                    Let us unite for He comes to show us
                    the way. His way is the way of Love.

April 21, 1995

R. Mary suffered, Jesus suffered.

I was crying before tabernacle on Sunday between
    5 and 6 as I had on Sundays.

Sufferings of Mary — so intense my heart felt
    as if it would break inside — no yelling
    and calling out could see Mary's pain.

 

R. The eyes — holding a baby — seeing His blood
    covered face.

For the sake of His sorrowful passion have
    mercy on us and the whole world.

Souls.

Jesus: As My Heart was wounded I was
    comforted by My Beloved ones who
    loved Me so much.

R. We pray for the souls.
Children in the world today.
Schismatic's
Priests and Sisters
Those who do not believe in God
Devout and Faithful souls
Victim souls and contemplatives
Souls in purgatory
Lukewarm - Proud

December 18, 1993 - Blue Book I

December 25, 1993 - Christmas Pain - Such Pain Blue Book I

January 6, 1994 - Blue Book II

 

Jesus: I give you Myself, what more do
    you want.

R. Bare Back
Jesus is the Bread of Life.
Jesus' body was broken.
He gives us Himself in the Eucharist.

 

 

April 23, 1995 - at about 10:30a.m. - went to Delphis

Divine Mercy Sunday
 

How to pray the Divine Mercy Chaplet

  Begin with:

  Our Father..., Hail Mary..., The Creed.

  On the five large beads:

  Eternal Father, I offer You the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity
  of Your dearly beloved Son, Our Lord Jesus Christ in atonement
  for our sins and those of the whole world.

  On the ten small beads:

  For the sake of His sorrowful Passion have mercy on us
  and on the whole world.

  Conclude with repeating three times:

  Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One,
  have mercy on us and on the whole world.

   

Vision: Jesus statue changed, holding a Lamb.
    His mouth moved.

Jesus: Go into the world and spread the love of
    the Lord Jesus Christ.

Each soul I love so dearly, My beloved ones.
    As I walked this earth, I now send
    you out as My apostles to carry on
    the work I have began —

Go into the highways and byways and tell all
    of My immense love and My
    immense mercy. I am a fountain
    of mercy for My precious souls.

Reference: October 31, 1993

When we meditate on the crown of thorns
    this leads to His deep love.

His Heart had a crown of thorns around it —
    Jesus showed St. Margaret Mary His Heart.

We will have thorns and then a bed of roses!

 

John 6: 1-15

    After this, Jesus crossed the Sea of Galilee—or of Tiberias—and a large crowd followed him, impressed by the signs he had done in curing the sick. Jesus climbed the hillside and sat down there with his disciples. The time of the Jewish Passover was near. 
    Looking up, Jesus saw the crowds approaching and said to Philip, ‘Where can we buy some bread for these people to eat?’ He said this only to put Philip to the test; he himself knew exactly what he was going to do. Philip answered, ‘Two hundred denarii would not buy enough to give them a little piece each.’ One of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, said, ‘Here is a small boy with five barley loaves and two fish; but what is that among so many?’ Jesus said to them, ‘Make the people sit down.’ There was plenty of grass there, and as many as five thousand men sat down. Then Jesus took the loaves, gave thanks, and distributed them to those who were sitting there; he then did the same with the fish, distributing as much as they wanted. When they had eaten enough he said to the disciples, ‘Pick up the pieces left over, so that nothing is wasted.’ So they picked them up and filled twelve large baskets with scraps left over from the meal of five barley loaves. Seeing the sign that he had done, the people said, ‘This is indeed the prophet who is to come into the world.’ Jesus, as he realised they were about to come and take him by force and make him king, fled back to the hills alone.

 

R. We are to be one. One bread one body.

Jesus comes to each of us at the Mass.
One bread, one body.

One plan — see it from the beginning to end
    living in the Father's will.

Oneness - all living in His Plan in harmony and peace.

That is why you would not reject one person
    Why would you reject your own toe?

                April 27, 1995

                R. With the way this world is, I find refuge
                in Him. We need to turn to Jesus
                our best friend, without a relationship
                with Jesus you cannot stand the
                pressure the world is putting on us.

                April 26, 1995

                R. Prayed the rosary with the children at
                6:30 in the Sorrowful Mother Chapel.
                Prayed Glorious Mysteries for children.
                I was in an ecstatic state. I gave meditations,
                two from Mary at the end, very slow and
                pretty.

                April 27, 1995 - Mass 2:00

                R. Filled up with the immense realization
                of the goodness of God. How I am such a
                little speck and He infinitely loves us,
                a little drop in the ocean. Oh my God,
                how I want to just be swallowed up
                by You, lost in the infinitude of
                Your immense love. I don't like
                the word speck because it does
                not denote the specialness with which He
                loves us. Words are non-existence for His
                great, big infinite love. Omnipotent,
                what does this mean, I am so little, He is
                so big, but big is not the word either for
                He is Mighty and big and, I just realize my
                smallness and Him how He is, all loving,
                all mighty, all knowing, from all time and
                He loves me. It makes me cry with such
                great joy, He is my beloved lover.

                The more I let go of things, the more I am
                totally His.

                It is in my being I experience Him in His
                magnificence, it is inside, I know my
                littleness, I know my preciousness
                to Him, I do not want to describe myself
                less than I am because of His great love,
                but I feel the magnitude of Him in which
                I know Him and know
                myself in comparison to Him. Words
                do not express what I feel, an awareness
                of Him and me, I want to be tucked in
                a little cell in His magnificent Heart.

                To have you account such things to
                    me would make my heart swell
                    with joy.

                April 28, 1995

                R. Prayed the rosary at noon — said
                    2 memorares.

                I was in an ecstatic state.

                        A Song from Jesus

                Refrain
                I come to you with greatest love
                I am your loving Savior
                I am your God, I died for you,
                I come to you this day.

                (1) You are my precious little one
                    I love you oh so dearly
                    Come close to me my little one
                    I love you to my death.

                (2) Reach out to me and do not fear
                    I want to be so close to you,
                    You are my child
                    My precious one
                    I love you tenderly

                May 1, 1995 - Fr. Carter's Mass

                R. Read the words from a Song from Jesus,
                how beautiful He loves us, He wrote this
                song for us to sing.

                Jesus: Every word My child I write to you My
                precious love, I pour out to you.

                    Every word in My letters are My love
                for you. I truly love you far beyond your
                comprehension.

                R. I realized His deep love more, more and more
                    how deep it is.

                We are taking what He says and does for us
                    too lightly.

                He truly gave His flesh for us.

                Jesus: My dear sweet beloved child, how I love you,
                    I Love You Child!!

                Ponder this deep love that I have for you My
                    dear beloved one, My child, so much tender
                    love for you from My burning Heart for you.
                    Be alone with Me, totally wrapped in
                        this embrace of My love, for you.

                This is My love for you, that I give to you Myself.
                In such union your human mind cannot even
                comprehend the intensity of My love for
                you.

                R. Jesus I am one in You no matter where
                    I am, I am totally wrapped in the
                    embrace of Your endless, boundless
                    love.

                    Constant union in me with You.
                Always before me this intense
                joining to You my precious love.

                    I am joined, to the Father and
                Holy Spirit. Are not our hearts burning
                within us? How can we not
                shout with joy to be joined
                with the Almighty God.

                    Such jubilation radiating from
                our very being for we are joined
                to God.

                May 2, 1995

                R. In front of Exposed Eucharist after they delivered
                    my organ, every time I think of Him
                    I cry because He is so good and I love
                    Him so much and I realize His love —
                    cried —

                In Mass - realized, His presence
                    and that I am receiving God.

                Realize this is really God.
                    Cried!!

                Such a promise of Him and realization
                    of His love at every second.

                Can stay in a state of intense
                    union and get there real
                    quick when I am
                    with others.

                How I adore Him. He is God.

                The Birth of Our Lord

                Humans refuse Him — there is not room
                    for Him in the Inn, He is born
                    among the beasts of the earth.

                Is not this what man does today, God is so
                    good to us, He remains with us
                    and man refuses Him and treats Him
                    with such indifference.

                How His Heart was wounded for the indifference
                    of His precious souls.

                Hear His cries to me, how He pours out
                    His love endlessly and I don't even
                    realize it.

                How much do I give of myself?
                How open am I?

                I see Jesus — they punctured His body
                He gave His Blood in His veins.

                He spread His arms and gave
                His all. His all was Divine Love.
                I give to this world, how much I
                    choose of what is in me.

                What is in my inner world?
                If I am saturated with Christ within,
                    if He permeates my being, what
                    comes forth from me is Christ that
                    lives within me to the world.

                    I fill myself with spiritual food,
                the Eucharist, the Word, Spiritual things.
                If I feed myself violence (from T.V.
                and a sick world that is what is in me —
                sickness from this violence can occur
                in my heart.

                    How deep is my world within rooted in
                Him? I will give accordingly to how He dwells
                in Me. Let go and experience Divine Love.

                Love your enemies
                    Love those who persecute you.

                To be like Him is to
                    Love every man.

                    Love is action, unconditional
                        love, see the Creation of the
                        Father.
                        Jesus shed His Blood for us.

                Love to be the light that shines in
                    the darkness, to bear His love
                    to this world.

                Jesus says: Let your light shine, for you are My
                    chosen ones.

                Jesus: Love all men, you cannot harbor
                    any ill will toward any man —
                    Always Love.

                I call you to a pure heart, a heart
                    deep in such love.

                I am Jesus, the Son of God, I call you
                    to hearts that are clean and pure.

                We can be not truly realizing the great gift
                    God is to us.

                May 3, 1995 - 5:30a.m.

                R. He told me to get up and write this letter.

                Jesus: This world does not know about love. This
                world does not know how tender and kind
                love truly is. Oh My dear ones, I love you,
                love is giving, love is kind, love is
                sharing, love is oneness with each other,
                love is being deeply involved with
                each other.

                    Love has been turned into sex in many
                minds, love has been treated as an
                exchange of time and acts given
                to each other. Love is sung about, it
                is sought after, it is that which propels
                a person to action.

                    But My dear ones, many of you do not seek
                after real love. What is the meaning of
                love? Love is genuine caring for one
                another.

                    You love, you think you love,
                and stay focused on yourself. Love is
                about union, it is seeing the others'
                needs before you. So many love without
                a thought of the others' needs. This is
                not love. Love gives to the other, love
                gives unselfishly of yourself for the
                sake of another. Love sees the
                other first. Love sees God in the other.

                How can you in your godless hearts, love?
                Love involves God. I am the author
                of love, I am love, love is reflected
                in a person rooted deeply in God.

                    You do not know how to love and
                you do not care to learn about real
                love.

                    I am love, My love is a ball of fire,
                My love is burning for you, for men.

                    Love radiates from My very being.
                To see Me is to feel this penetrating
                love embody you. What you feel when
                you experience My presence is the
                burning love given to you. You
                feel My love penetrate your being.
                As a hot wire that you might touch,
                you feel a mighty surge go through your
                body and experience an overwhelming
                presence. I am God, one, true,
                omnipotent, almighty, you cannot
                be touched deeply by My grace and
                not experience this surge of burning love.
                I touch you with My grace, I give you My
                life. The more you are one in Me, the
                more sensitive you are to this touch.

                    I give such graces to My beloved souls,
                they do not reach and they do not
                comprehend about God.

                    I am alive, I am in your midst,
                I am giving to you great graces
                of My burning love.

                    I am the Alpha, I am the Omega, I am
                God, one living and true.

                    Love is a powerful force that insights
                a soul to action. You are missing the
                power that propels you into action.
                There is energy created in a soul that
                is filled with love. The Spirit fills
                the soul, it is energized and emits
                a powerful force. The devil drags a
                body down and the body emits
                a negative force. You must stay forever
                rooted in the Spirit. The Spirit is
                the Fire of God's love.

                    Love is energy, love is vibrancy,
                love is active, love propels a
                being into a state of action. Do you
                love Me that it creates an energy in
                your soul? Oh you tap so lightly at the
                door of My Heart, you scratch and
                stay outside. You do not come to the
                source of the power, you do not
                enter in, you stand on the sea
                shore throwing in little rocks,
                you may occasionally immerse a
                toe. My children, My children, jump
                into the water. I am the source of life
                and love. Come into the burning abyss
                of My love, penetrate My Heart, be
                one with Me.

                    Then you will sing from your souls
                Come Holy Spirit, fill our hearts enkindle
                in them the fire of Your love.

                    Fire, Burning Fire, Vibrancy,
                Life, this is My love for you. It is
                an energy that propels you to action.
                I am Love, it is a mighty force. It is
                being plugged into a burning bulb.
                I am the light to this world.
                You must come and unite with
                Me. I will operate from you and You will
                Love because you will be in a state of
                Love.

                    You are missing the immense power
                behind My love.

                    Touched by My grace, you experienced
                the Almighty God, your state was that of
                ecstasy, your being transformed to
                burning love.

                    To unite to Me, you become love, you
                are love, you see the others with love,
                your heart is filled with love from
                God and your actions are giving
                actions. To be in this state of
                giving you must be filled by My love.

                    How can you give to others when
                you are empty? Many want to love
                their brothers, but they do not come
                to the source.

                    You cannot give what you do not
                have. Give away your attachments
                and come and be filled with My love. My
                burning love, you will be propelled
                into action. Love is Action
                from the Heart, Fire, Power,
                Vibrancy, Life, Divine Love
                is a power, I impart to you a sharing
                in My life in baptism. You are
                set afire and given a new life.
                Come to the Fountain of life
                and love, come to My Heart.
                Come to the pierced Heart of Jesus
                Christ, what flowed from this Heart on
                Calvary was water and blood, water for
                Baptism and blood for the Eucharist.

                R. Jesus' Heart is an endless source
                of love and mercy. Come to the
                pierced Heart of Jesus the source
                of Divine life and Divine love,
                the source of His great mercy for His
                precious souls He loves.

                R. Blood dripping down inside of His mouth.

                Jesus: I tasted the blood in My mouth as it dripped
                down, My blood given for love of My precious
                souls. Red is the color of My blood, red is
                the color of My Heart. I shed this blood for My
                deep love of you. From My pierced Heart
                there flowed blood and water. My Heart a
                symbol of My great love for you. My Heart
                is an endless fountain of love, man
                in his ignorance does not comprehend the
                great gifts I give to him. I am Jesus, I
                am the Son of God, I give to you My life,
                My Divine life, I shed My blood for you.

                My mouth was dry and coated, all the fluid
                had gone from My body, the blood dried
                up and matted in My hair, ran in My
                mouth, in the intense dryness of
                My mouth I tasted My own blood.

                I give you My blood to drink, do you taste My
                love I outpour to you? My mouth was dry,
                but the taste of My own blood was sweetness
                to My Heart for it was this blood that
                would pay the price for My beloved souls.

                Sing: To Jesus' Heart All Burning

                Jesus: I am the way, the truth, and the life,
                I will touch the hardened hearts with the
                Fire of My love, you must obey Me,
                you are My beloved one to spread this
                love of My Heart across this world.
                Satan will try to divide you and Fr. Carter,
                you will know the love of this Heart
                burning with love for My precious
                souls. Each soul I died for, each
                soul I love this much, each soul I
                thirst after, I thirst, I thirst for the
                love of My precious souls. This world is
                in darkness, as My mouth was dry
                on the way to Calvary, the taste of My
                own blood was sweetness to My
                Heart. I came to this earth to die that
                you would have a new life.
                I shed My blood for love of you. My body,
                My blood received at Mass are the
                gifts I give to you. I give you this
                My sweet love. I am Love, My love
                is power and vibrancy in your heart,
                My love I give to you.

                My sweet, adorable, love, I give to you, My
                    precious child, how I love you. I watch
                    your every move, I know far better than yourself
                    the desires of your heart. I want you to desire
                    Me for I desire your love so deeply given to Me.

                I thirst for the love of My precious souls. I
                    thirst, I thirst, I thirst, I am an endless
                    fountain of love and life and mercy. This
                    I give to My beloved souls.

                R. I feel His love, it is as a hot wire, a wire
                    full of power. He gives me an experience
                    and it releases me and I am
                    saturated and bathed in His love. I let
                    go of all the walls and protections and His
                    love permeates me and saturates me.

                It is as if I let down the gates and His love
                    flows in and it knocks me over, I cry
                    from its magnitude.

                May 3, 1995 - Fr. Carter's Mass

                R. Immense love of the Father. Realization
                of Him and how I love Him.

                said:
                        "This is My beloved Son in whom I
                                    am well pleased."

                 Father: I created you My daughter.

                R. At the sound of His name
                    Father, such emotion
                    Father, Father, Father, I
                        love You so much.

                    Saw light after communion
                    immense lightness, just want
                    to sit here and not write.

                Father — Father — Father
                    immense love, such emotion

                Realize the presence of God in the Eucharist                  

                May 4, 1995

                R. I must take time here to speak about my
                    experiences with an agonizing heart.

                May 4, 1995

                R. Jesus and Mary give me little insights into the
                Father's Plan, little pieces of the puzzle, they
                do not tell you everything that will happen.
                In order to understand the plan we need to study all the
                messages and see how the Father's plan is
                unfolding. We are all threads of this great tapestry,
                all little puzzle pieces to the big picture, all
                so important to His plan.

                    We are being called to spread His love to this
                world, each soul so important to His plan. I
                see now so many events as they unfold. I see where
                Jesus and Mary told me many things and I
                at the time did not understand.

                On June 16, 1994 at 3:15a.m. Jesus said to me

                "Soon your burdens will be lifted and you will feel
                some relief. You must be in constant
                prayer. Being with your children is a prayer
                for you. Come to the Center. You feel My
                Real Presence there. I will give you
                miracles there. Pray in the chapel with
                your children."

                (I see little white lights on my notebook.)
                This is the only letter that I received that I saw
                little white lights on the notebook.               

                I was told in June that I would see as never
                before.

                On July 4 I prayed with the children in
                    front of Our Lady of Grace, statue on the altar.

                On July 5 I have accounted our experiences.

                The statue of Mary continued
                    to illuminate and came alive. Jesus
                    and Mary told Fr. Carter to pray with
                    the children and myself on July 10th.

                I would say Mary is "lighting up".
                Several weeks later I realized she was appearing
                    in the statue as "Our Lady of Light."

                She then began to say she was appearing
                    as "Our Lady of Light". She would show
                    me a parade of faces, her clothes would
                    all turn glistening white and her attire
                    would change. She would appear as a
                    parade of different Ladies. Her
                    veils and head covering would change.
                    She has appeared as many different
                    Mary's. Her emotions were varied, her
                    age varied and her clothing varied.
                    She showed me her life in the rosary.
                    The rosary is the mysteries of the Lives of
                    Jesus and Mary from Their young life
                    to their older life, from their sorrows
                    to joys and she takes on many
                    roles as our Mother. Her mantle forever
                    covering and protecting us.

                May 4, 1995

                Jesus: The rosary books need to go out on or
                near the Farm. This is the year anniversary
                of the message I wanted out on the
                Farm.

                    The books need to be distributed on or
                near the Farm. The souls at the Farm
                are hungry for this message. You are
                feeding the hungry souls. The people
                coming to the Farm will act as a
                network to carry these messages to
                the world.

                    Satan has attempted to stop all
                My messages going out at the Farm.

                    The plan of the Father is unfolding,
                My dear children, each messenger has
                a mission, each message fits together
                to make the whole picture.

                    Satan has divided your workers,
                your visionaries, satan has divided
                the Farm from the Center, from the
                Shepherds of Christ.

                    You are willful in your ways. The
                Blue Books need to circulate. My Mother
                is appearing and we are giving you
                Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.
                Mary will give a special rosary on the
                5th of each month at the Center.

                    The answers to the problems at the
                Center are in the second and third
                Blue Books. I beg you to listen to
                Me for souls need the messages I
                am giving to you.

                    So much filth in this world,
                so many children being taught
                filth on television, in schools.
                I love My dear little children with
                a burning love. I want all to read
                My love letters. Every letter I
                write from My Most Sacred Heart.
                Every word My burning love given
                to all. Please, please, please.
                I have given you 8 books, 6 books
                of messages, two books of Rosary
                Meditations, 15 Songs, I want
                these songs recorded, I want
                the music published. I am
                giving you the Mighty Medicine
                for this sick world.

                You will light up this dark world when
                    the love of My Sacred Heart is
                    alive in your hearts.

                Come to the Eucharist, you will light
                    up this world with the love of
                    God alive in your hearts.

                I am truly present in the tabernacle.

                I am making an urgent call for all to
                    come to the rosary. I am giving
                    messages to all who attend.

                I am Jesus, I beg all involved to help
                    to circulate these messages.
                    Please, please, circulate the
                    rosary meditations.

                I want the rosary books published. A
                    small book of rosary meditations
                    will get them into circulation.
                    I want the pictures in the book
                    to be pictures of the windows in
                    the Rosary chapel.

                Publish the rosary meditations already
                    discerned in a book. Include the first
                    rosary meditations, the short meditations,
                    include the children's meditations,
                    include the meditations I tell Rita,
                    include A Song from Jesus,
                    I Love You Jesus,
                    Come Holy Ghost, a few other songs.

                This book should be published as soon as
                    possible. The youth need to pray the
                    rosary.

                These are Rosaries from the Hearts of
                    Jesus and Mary.

                I want the message recorded on tapes
                    with singing in between. I want Rita
                    to read her messages and sing them.

                I want tapes with Fr. Carter reading
                    messages also.

                I am giving you so much to spread. I
                have given 8 books in 1 1/2 years. This is
                your sign that I am truly speaking
                here. Your brothers need these messages.

                All of the messages need to circulate. This
                is for this world. you must pray to
                the Spirit to give you the fearlessness
                to spread the messages and be open to
                Him working to help you.

                    All involved must spend time in
                silence praying every day, preferably
                in front of the tabernacle.

                    I am Jesus. Please publicize the
                rosaries that will be said in special
                places during May. You are not realizing
                the great gifts I am giving to you.

                    I long, I thirst, I want to be
                so close to you. How I love My
                precious souls. Please help Me
                spread My messages. The Lady
                is Calling you, now. My dear
                ones, please answer this
                call. Pray for an outpouring
                of the Spirit upon the Center.

                My Blue Books I want distributed in
                    the Shepherds of Christ Chapters.
                    I want Rita to speak and to lead the
                    rosary whenever possible.
                    Fr. Carter and Rita need to speak
                    to spread My message. Delphos
                    was the beginning of spreading this
                    message to the hungry souls. I
                    will help you schedule events by
                    sending you people to carry out
                    the Movement.

                    I am Jesus, I am speaking. Please
                I beg you, be open to all I am
                sending you, be open to the Spirit,
                be open to the Rosary, this is a
                great gift given from the Hearts of
                Jesus and Mary.

                    When you pray the rosary, I am
                there in a special way and My
                Mother is present. We speak
                to those present in the rosary.

                    I am Jesus and I have spoken,
                I send you as My Apostles into this
                world to spread the love of Our
                Hearts.

                                        Love,
                                            Jesus

                May 5, 1995

                R. Did not sleep most of the night. Jesus was
                talking to me. I had a dream.

                    I love Him so much, I would not want to
                ever offend Him.

                    I see Jesus in the priest.
                Seeing the priest consecrate the host
                and change bread and wine into the body and blood
                of Christ. I see Jesus all through the Mass.
                I love Jesus so much. To His death on the cross
                He loved me.

                I come to you with greatest love, I am
                your loving Savior, I am your God, I died
                for you, I come to you this day.

                    Reflections of Jesus, my beloved, the
                kindness, the peace, the joy, goodness.

                May 5, 1995

                R. We all bring to His supper ourselves. All
                unique all loved. He gives us Himself,
                how do we receive Him, He calls out for
                our love.

                  
                Take and Eat Take and Eat, this is my body
                given up for you!

                Notes Matthew 26

                Father if it be possible let this cup pass from
                    me, yet not as I will, but as You will.

                Second time

                Father, if it is not possible that this cup pass
                    without my drinking it, Your will be done.

                Said the same thing again

                3 times He prayed.

                Then He told them the hour is at hand when the Son of Man
                    is handed over to sinners.

                They came with swords and clubs
                    Sweet Jesus, they came with swords and clubs
                        to apprehend Him.

                Betrayed by a kiss.

                Jesus: I spit you out, you who have betrayed your
                    brothers with false sweetness and fake love.

                All who take up the sword will perish by the
                    sword.

                R: Jesus was silent.

                Jesus is the Messiah — the Son of God —

                Tore His robe.

                Spit in His face and struck Him, slapped Him.

                Peter, I do not know what you are talking about
                    I do not know the man.
                    I do not know the man.

                Shows the humanness of Peter — Peter repented,
                    he was sorry. Jesus forgave
                    him made him head of the Church.

                They bound Jesus. Led Him away and handed
                    Him over to Pilate.

                They released Barabbas.

                Stripped off Jesus' clothes.
                    They said, "Hail King of the Jews"
                    Spat on Jesus took a reed and kept
                         hitting Him on the head.

                They stripped Jesus of His cloak, dressed Him
                    in His own clothes and led Him
                    away to be crucified.

                Humiliation, stripping Him, dressing
                    Him, bounding Him, hitting Him on the
                    Head.

                They divided His garments by casting lots.

                This is Jesus, the King of the Jews.

Matthew 27: 39-40

The passers–by jeered at him; they shook their heads and said, ‘So you would destroy the Temple and in three days rebuild it! Then save yourself if you are God’s son and come down from the cross!’

                Darkness over the land for 3 hours

Matthew 27: 46

And about the ninth hour, Jesus cried out in a loud voice, ‘Eli, eli, lama sabachthani?’ that is, ‘My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?’

 

                    Jesus cried out in a loud voice and gave up His
                    Spirit.

                    The veil of the sanctuary was ripped in two.

                    The Earth Quaked, rocks were split.

                Truly this was the Son of God.

May 5th, 1995, First Friday

                Consecrate the human race to the Sacred Heart of
                    Jesus

                Jesus wants to be enthroned in all hearts, in
                    all homes, in all Churches, as King and Center of our Hearts,
                    to reign and be King of all
                    men's hearts.

                May 5, 1995

                R. I have been feeling totally penetrated with
                    the His Presence, so many times, given
                    such an overwhelming presence.

                I have been given such great gifts and I am
                    so unworthy of His great love and He
                    is so good to me.

                I love you so much, my Sacred Heart.

                Christmas before I had intense pain.

                    It was Christmas, 1994 He just let me slip
                in His Heart and rest in there for a
                long time. At least an hour, maybe an
                hour and half.

                I have experienced such union with Him.
                   

                While reading I smelled roses so strong. So strong right now,
                    Mary let me spread this devotion to your Son's adorable Heart.

                Jesus has allowed me to suffer such emotion so
                    many times in front of the tabernacle for
                    the souls He loves so dearly and they
                    do not even realize His presence and
                    treat Him with disrespect. Let us make
                    reparation to His adorable Heart for all
                    the souls for whom He suffered so much
                    agony all through His passion.

                Are not our acts of love great sweetness
                    to His Heart during His passion
                    in which He suffered such horrible
                    anguish to His Heart.

                He has allowed me in the most suffering times
                    of my life to experience such pain in
                    my heart, I could hardly bear it.
                    I now understand those sufferings.
                    It was as if I had a knife in me, but
                    this is weak to describe the pain.

                Jesus loved each soul so much
                    He died for them and He is ignored
                   

                The sufferings I experienced were the great
                    gifts of His love and experiences to
                    help me understand His deep love for souls. No matter
                    what a soul has done, Jesus loves them with
                    burning love, His mercy is beyond all
                    comprehension, His deep love of each soul.

                He watches us at every minute, every second.
                    His eyes that peered into His loving mother's
                    on the way to Calvary are the eyes of
                    deepest love, How His Heart was torn to
                    see His Mother, His beloved Mother suffer
                    and we take His love so lightly.

                In deepest love of You, Jesus, I vow to lead all souls
                    possible to You in the Blessed Sacrament,
                    to help make reparation to You for souls that
                    have wounded Your Heart with ingratitude,
                    indifferences and sacrileges against
                    your Sacrament of greatest love and to
                    spread the devotion of Your Sacred Heart
                    and that of Your Mother's heart.

                I have discovered the specialness of this
                    Blessed Sacrament. He is with us at
                    every second, but His true presence is here
                    in the Blessed Sacrament.

               I smelled roses all morning.

               The Sacred Heart is the  inexhaustible treasure of graces and blessings.

                Jesus: Console Me, make reparation, I
                    gladly suffered for souls, but they repay
                    Me with their coldness and ingratitude.

                May 5, 1995

                R. First Friday such experiences sitting here
                    in the Sorrowful Mother Chapel in
                    front of the Jesus' statue.
                    I saw Christ look into Mary's eyes.
                    I knew of the suffering He went through
                    to see His Mother suffer.

                Immense realization of His suffering
                    around the Blessed Sacrament.
                    How He longs for the deep 'On-Fire'
                    love of souls.

                Such a morning here, so close, crying.

                Prayed two rosaries, it was the May 5, 1995.
                    Such experiences.

                May 6, 1995

                R. Such a realization of my life and how He
                    has brought me to this. I came into
                    a family of great suffering, always
                    fear, learned to live in fear and
                    to be obedient.
                    Mary my Mother, was there in the
                    funeral parlor when my mother died
                    when I was five. Strong smell of roses.

                All the times I thought I was alone, I know
                    Jesus and Mary were there so close --
                    Mary in the funeral parlor when
                    I was five.

                My first communion with Jesus.

                I am realizing how They were there in
                    such love.

                I am so favored to be getting these gifts
                    from Him. I know when I was
                    blind and He was so close.

                Jesus is so close to me. I feel one with
                    the angels and saints and souls in purgatory.
                    Such immense love of the Trinity.

                I love You Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament
                    with my whole heart, my whole soul,
                    my whole being, every cell in my
                    body cries out from the depth, this
                    immense love for You.

                I know God living in me,
                    in my being, in my heart. I am
                    touched to elation at His presence
                    within me.

                Sing: Your Presence Pervades My Soul

                R. The birds declare the glory of God, how
                sweetly they chirp, what is wrong
                with man that he sees not, that
                he hears not, he has lost his way, his heart
                can wither inside and not respond to God.

                May 6, 1995 - To Fr. Carter

                R. I see Jesus so one with Fr. Carter at Mass
                    I know Jesus, celebrating the Mass.
                    I see Jesus in a vision at the Last
                    Supper. The Mass is the sacrifice
                    of Calvary sacramentally made present.

                I see Jesus in Fr. Carter
                A Priest is a gift from God.

                I am filled with the deepest emotions
                    at the consecration of the Mass.

                I feel the love of the Father poured out in the
                    Mass. The Father gave His
                    Son for love of us, the Mass makes me cry
                     — I am filled up with such
                    emotion for I realize the Father's
                    love.

                It is in the Mass when it is celebrated that
                    I am becoming so joined to
                    my heavenly Father.

                Every word I feel deep in my insides.

John 3: 16

                I realize the oneness between the Father and
                    Son and how much I love the
                    Father because I love Jesus and
                    how much the Father loves me.

                I love the Father so much.
                I love the Holy Spirit.

                I realize the interior oneness with God, I
                    am joined in such unity with God.
                    God dwells in my graced baptized soul.

                Some days the word 'union' makes me cry.

                So much is going on in the Mass.

                I am filled with such Love, deep Love of the
                    Word of God and such emotion.

                I want to dwell on each word of the Mass,
                    the word Father, Son and Holy Spirit,
                    each word of the Mass, I want to
                    be so close to God in the Mass.

                I want oneness with Jesus, I want more and
                    more and deeper and deeper union with Him
                    — so I am forever
                    expounding on the same mysteries with such
                    depth.

                I am filled with such joy and love to know God.
                I am one with God — It is as if I can't stand
                    it sometimes it is so powerful.
                I love the water and wine at the offertory.
                This is so awesome.

                I know how He is worthy, Jesus loves
                    me, I see my relation to Jesus, in all His
                    magnitude and it fills me to tears to see
                    the goodness of God.

                    I realize His great love for me.
                    I realize my preciousness to Jesus and I
                        love Jesus, I adore Him and I thank
                        Him and I praise Him.

                    I want to give to Him all my love.

By the mystery of this water and wine may we come to share in the divinity
of Christ, who humbled himself to share in our humanity.  From the words of the Mass
 

                "Take and eat This is my Body, this is my Blood." 
 

John 3: 16

For this is how God loved the world:
he gave his only Son,
so that everyone who believes in him 
    may not perish
but may have eternal life.

                Father (this word makes me so happy)
                Holy Spirit (I love Him)

                I love to hear the priest at the Consecration
                    of the Mass.

                I hear Jesus say
                    This is My Body
                    This is My Blood

                I hear Him say with such emotion. I have
                    known Him in my soul.

                I feel the words, I experience His letters, they
                    are in my being.

                I have heard and felt Him say "I gave Myself on
                    the cross
                    I give Myself to you" - so strong I have
                        heard it — I feel it in the lining of
                        my stomach, it resounds in my being.

                Jesus truly is giving Himself to me in the Eucharist.

                May 6, 1995 - First Saturday

                R. I have had such presences of the Almighty God.
                He penetrates my soul and permeates my
                being. I am filled with such a
                presence and then He allows me to
                experience insight into some deep mystery.

                There is so many special presences and
                mysteries I have experienced. Jesus laments
                the loss of His beloved souls, those who
                treat Him with such neglect and
                indifference.

                Jesus wants souls to spread these
                    letters and His love.

                I have experienced the sufferings of Jesus and
                    Mary.

                So much in this book is centered around
                    her deep sorrow during the passion.

                Both Jesus and Mary speak of the
                    ingratitude and sinfulness of man.

                I am praying and then I am given so many deep
                    emotions, I cannot explain them in words.
                    He is so present that I am enveloped
                    in ecstasy.

                It is at these times I hear Jesus talk loud and
                    clear, the earth will know His Might
                    and souls will be lost.

                I am so joined to the other side, someone
                    could come and stick me with a pin
                    and I wouldn't care.

                I am so joined to the other side and I know
                    so many things in the experience.

                May 6, 1995

                R. Faith! The whole Gospel was about Faith,
                so aware of faith — Jesus is showing me how
                my whole life He was there. How every second
                He was present, I was aware in little glimpses
                of His presence in my life. The depth to which He
                lets me experience His presence now. Such a gift.

                Jesus present celebrating the Mass, I see the Last
                Supper, I know this deep love of the Father, I
                have this deep presence of Father and Holy Spirit.

                I know the presence of God after communion —

                I don't want it to leave.

                May 7, 1995

                R. Really early morning like 5:00a.m. in the Sorrowful Mother Chapel.

                Jesus: I have called you here to make
                reparation to My Most Sacred
                Heart for all the abuses,
                sacrileges, indifference and ingratitude
                I experience in the sacrament
                of My greatest love.

                Pray for the children making first
                    communion, how this wounds
                    My Heart that others do not tell
                    them of My great love for them.

                Tell little ones of My love for them.

                My rosaries are rosaries of My
                    immense love meant for
                    children.

                My rosaries for children need to be
                    published, give them to Father
                    _____.

                You must promote this rosary,
                My Mother is appearing to you
                    and Marty. Tell all to come to the
                    rosary at the Center.

                Men are blind and have lost their
                    way, I reach out to all.

                These rosaries are from Our
                    Hearts to all.

                Circulate the messages,
                    sufferings are at hand. 

                R. I want you to ask Fr. Carter to
                    listen to the video.

                Record your songs in the chapel
                    on Monday. Ask Rich to make
                    copies of the tapes. Begin taping
                    your messages and songs on tapes.
                    Cathy can use the camera to tape
                    and you can put them on audio
                    cassette. Sell all the tapes at a
                    very cheap price. This is to
                    circulate the message.

                Sell them at the Shepherds of Christ
                    Meetings, ask them to help you
                    circulate these tapes.

                You should make a tape of the
                    Eucharistic messages, of
                    messages on the passion,
                    messages for a lonely heart,
                    messages on the passion.

                I will assist you in this effort.

                In the future you should have a
                    high speed dubber machine,
                    ask Don to make tapes for you
                    and bind the books for the
                    consecration. I am sending
                    you workers to help you.
                    You need a full time secretary.
                    Someone who can handle
                    everyday appointments. I will
                    send you help.

                May 8, 1995 - Fr. Carter's Mass

                R. Jesus comes to us in the Eucharist.
                I behold the host, Awesome —

                Sing: I Love You Jesus

                R. Jesus is truly present in the Eucharist
                        in His Divinity and humanity.

                It is the way He unites with us, interiorly,
                    in great oneness.

                I see so clearly how God communicates to us.
                    Jesus is a Divine Person with two natures,
                        human and Divine.

                Sing: I see the host I know you're here to love
                        and care for me.

                R. I see the consecrated host. Jesus is truly
                    present.

                He communicates to us. Jesus lets us
                    see the consecrated host.

                Faith can move mountains. Staying connected to
                    Jesus who is truly present we tap into
                    His power.

                We receive Him, I know His presence. Jesus
                remains with us. His presence is in the room.
                Jesus is truly present in His Divinity and
                    humanity in the Eucharist.

May 8, 1995 - Nursing Home Message

Jesus: My dear beloved ones in the nursing homes,

Do you know how much I love you? Oh, oh, My beloved ones, I hold you close to My Heart. I wait to talk to you and share your thoughts with you. I wait for you. I wait by your bed. I wait by your table when you eat. I wait and I long to be with you every moment of your day. Will you talk to Me this day? Will you realize that every second I am with you waiting to share each breath with you? You are never alone. As the most attentive lover, I am waiting patiently by you. Everything you do all day, no matter how small, I want to share with you. My Heart is beating in deepest love for you. Look at My Sacred Heart, carry a picture of My Sacred Heart with you. Look at the Heart and know it is on fire for you this very day.

Oh, dear, dear, sweet ones. I am the most ardent Lover. I wait to be so close to you. I wait with burning love. I am your beloved Spouse, I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God, I am the Bridegroom of your soul.

My Father loves you so dearly. His beloved creation, how precious you are to Him.

The Spirit is with you at every second. Pray for the Spirit to fill your heart with the fire of God’s love.

Pray, My beloved ones. How valuable your life is to Me. Pray for the priests. I am Jesus, My Heart is on fire for My beloved priests. Will you pray for them?

Offer up your sufferings and activities all through the day for priests the world over. Offer up your sufferings for the spread of the love of My Heart and My Mother’s Heart throughout this world.

Our Hearts are filled with love for you. I am Jesus, how I love you, and I ask you to pray for all souls. You are My special apostles, My apostles of prayer. Pray for all involved in spreading these letters of love. I love you, you are Mine. I never abandon you. I am with you this moment.

                May 9, 1995 - Fr. Carter's Mass - 8:30 - Rosary about hell

                R. Fire is an energy, it gives light, it insights emotions
                    gives warmth, or destruction.

                    I heard screaming under the cross at the
                consecration. So connected to those under
                the cross, hearing the yells, weeping is
                a weak word. Connected to Mary I feel
                her in my heart, I know it is her, but
                it is so connected to Him, as if the pain
                is one with her and Him. It is a pain and a
                presence together, a joy of connection
                of union with Them, a suffering in the
                pain with Them.

                    I feel a constant ache in my heart for
                the souls that will be lost and a
                constant urge to pursue every second —
                this mission to spread His love. I feel
                an awareness of all souls, souls in
                purgatory, souls living, souls, souls
                He suffered for an awareness of His
                great love to know the loss of souls and such
                urgency and intenseness to spread
                His love.

                    I feel an intense gnawing in
                my heart with this picture and the sounds
                I heard at Mass. The love of the two Hearts
                connected with the loss of the souls to
                hell.

                This is the biggest disaster that souls are lost.
                Mary and Jesus outpour Their abundant love
                to souls and souls reject this love and will be
                condemned to hell for their unrepented mortal sins.

                Mary's pain to see her children in mortal sin paraded into
                    hell despite Jesus' suffering and death and
                    Jesus' love for souls.

                This is the greatest loss, He paid the
                    price with His blood for love of
                    all mankind and it is rejected
                    by the men who choose to live in
                    mortal sin and choose to go to hell, despite
                    His sufferings.

                Song: I come to you with greatest love I am
                    your loving Savior, I am your God, I died
                    for you, I come to you this day.

Fire
Death                                 Life
Destruction                         Warmth
Too hot                              Light
Hell                                    Love

Curse                                 Blessing

Screams of                        Screams of sorrow
   despair
Destruction                        Energy
Devil                                 Spirit

Pain from                           Pain
   sin                                  Suffering

 

 

                May 10, 1995 - Rosary
 

                R. Born in a town in Bethlehem.
                Locked in a tomb. Jesus, the Son of God, comes a baby and takes flesh.
                His will, the will of the Father, He willed
                to come to this earth and give Himself for
                men.

                    God wants to outpour His grace to us.

                    Jesus rose triumphant on the third day.
                Death has no power over Jesus.

                    He is God, one, true, omnipotent,
                mighty, all powerful, God, He humbled
                Himself to share in our humanity. He allowed
                Himself to be led to the slaughter, the Lamb
                of God. He hung bound to a cross to
                His death. They rolled up the stone to the
                tomb, thinking they would lock Him in.

                    The power of the Almighty God will never be contained.
                It is a force, vibrant, that is not held bound.
                To be rooted in Him is to have a glow about us.

                Jesus: My life I give to you, My chosen ones,
                you trod this barren dessert in search of life.
                I am the way, the truth, the life. I am
                the light to this world. I am the almighty
                God. I cannot be contained, I came to give
                you life, that you might have it to the full.
                Let not your hearts be glum, come to the
                source of all life, I am the Almighty God.
                To know me is to live.

                    I came as a little baby, I was locked in
                a tomb, but I rose victorious on the third
                day. You must love and serve the Lord for
                heaven is a reward promised to those
                who love and serve the Lord.  

                R. How silly to see the men that tied Jesus.
                They tied Him to the pillar, they nailed Him
                on the cross, they locked Him in a tomb,
                He came as a helpless baby.

                God cannot be contained!

                Oh death where is thy sting?

                His life in us is a vibrant force within us. 

                God is Almighty, all powerful. Not contained.
                Jesus is truly present in the Eucharist.

                Jesus is truly present in His Divinity and
                humanity in the Eucharist, no less present
                than the day He hung on the cross. 

                R. We must focus on Him, let go of those things
                that hold you bound.

                Jesus: You will grow more and more in
                your life with Me as you die to the things
                of this world.

                "Unless a grain of wheat shall fall upon
                the ground and die, it remains, but
                a single grain, a grain with no life."

                Jesus: Do not be overly focused on the things of this earth,
                I provide for you.

                R. Look to Him for our needs.

                Jesus is the new Adam, Mary the new Eve.

                Jesus ascended into heaven —
                He sent the Holy Spirit who descended on
                    the Apostles and Mary.

                Jesus told Mary Magdalene not to touch
                    Him, but later He told
                    Thomas to touch Him, when
                    Thomas doubted.

                May 10, 1995

                R. Saw a vision of the chalice, it was a heart
                    filled with His blood.

                Behold the Lamb of God, Behold the Lamb of God.

                R. A crown of thorns around His Heart is the
                    pain that man causes Him.

                The burning fire from above the Heart
                    Fire, warmth, love, heat

                    In the Mass I realize more and more how the
                Father sent His only Son.

                    Father's great love - He so loved the world.

                The Mass is the sacrifice of Calvary, sacramentally
                    made present.

                We unite with Jesus in the Holy Sacrifice of the
                    Mass, praying to the Father, in the Holy
                    Spirit, through the intercession of Mary,
                    with the angels and saints and the souls
                    in purgatory.

                Hear the priest breaking bread — Christ's body
                    was broken to bring us life.

                God wants to be loved and not feared — He
                    was born a helpless little infant,
                    not a rich man.

                Jesus wished to be loved, born a little baby (not an
                    adult, not a king)

                It is not a surface love for God I feel, I
                    feel the love deep, deep within.

                I am one with God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit —
                    He lives in my graced, baptized soul.

                I feel the love of the Father in the Mass to
                    give His only begotten Son for love of us.

                Let us offer ourselves with Jesus to the
                    Father.

                He is the little lamb led to the slaughter
                I heard the priest break the bread at the
                    Lamb of God and realized how His
                    body was broken for love of us.

                Jesus: This is My Body, I gave Myself

                R. Jesus gives Himself to us this day.

                Jesus: I give Myself to you.

                You run from My altar. I am truly present in
                    the Eucharist no less present than the
                    day I carried My cross on My back.

                R. Every word in the Mass is so beautiful.
                He feeds the life He gave us in baptism
                    with Himself, He feeds us with His Word.

                Worthy is the Lamb that was slain.
                Jesus' Heart is to be loved.
                His heart is a sign of His love.
                Let us adore His Heart.

                Make reparation to His Heart for the
                    indifferences, neglect, sacrileges
                    against Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament.

                May 12, 1995

                R. So unique are each of God's creatures.
                Every person was uniquely created by God
                for a purpose. To love uniquely. We were
                created in the image and likeness of God.

                    I see all my beautiful friends in Jesus,
                each one so special, each one so unique.
                I love each one for themselves. So beautiful
                each one as I ponder their special gifts
                given by God. What great gifts He has
                given to us.

                May 13, 1995

                R. We did a rosary at Olivia's Bookstore.

                "My God, My God why have you forsaken Me?"

                Mary: The Father's Plan is unfolding.
                    Olivia's bookstore is an important
                    part of this plan.

                She will circulate books to this world.
                All there need to pray fervently for the
                    distribution of these messages and
                    tapes.

                God's Blue Books and Rosaries from the
                    Hearts of Jesus and Mary are key
                    to spreading the love of the
                    Two Hearts.

                The fourth book is about the Two Hearts,
                    you must see to getting it together.

                The Rosary meditations are from Our Hearts
                    burning with love for men.

                How We love you our beloved ones,
                    pray for courage to focus on Jesus.

                Pray to not worry about what people
                    are thinking and focus on the
                    love of my Son.

                Live to do the Father's will — His plan is
                    unfolding and you are all part of this plan.
                    Pray to the Holy Spirit. Pray for His gifts.

                    The Shepherds of Christ Movement is
                the main instrument My Son is
                using to spread the devotion to the
                Two Hearts. Please circulate the
                handbook and the Book Tell My People
                received by Fr. Carter.

                    I am Mary your Mother and
                thank you for responding to this call.

                Jesus: I am life, they are going through the motions.

                Men's hearts have turned cold, their eyes are
                    on a steady gaze, the light of My life
                    is missing from their faces.

                I am Jesus, let your hearts not be glum, I come
                    to you sweet one, this is My work, I
                    am tending to My love letters, you
                    must trust in Me.

                I am Jesus, let your hearts sing and shout
                    for joy, I am mighty. I will raise
                    you to such heights on the third
                    day, I rose from the dead. You too
                    will come shining from the fire.
                    I impart to you My Divine Life,
                    My Divine Love.

                Sing from your heart, your day is
                    at hand, you will sing joyfully for
                    your heart is filled with My life.

                Jesus: There is a soul this moment on the edge of
                    death, will you not offer this suffering
                    for them.

                The devil wants you to give in to him and not
                    do work for the spreading of My Kingdom.

                Rosary is a tool against satan.