Jesus Speaks:
 

I am knocking at the door of your heart

Please let Me come in.

 

Excerpt March 27, 2006

Messenger:            I love this time of year
                                liturgically —
                                Let's roll back the fog.

 

Song of Songs 2: 10-12

My love lifts up his voice,
he says to me,
‘Come then, my beloved,
my lovely one, come.
For see, winter is past,
the rains are over and gone.

‘Flowers are appearing on the earth.
The season of glad songs has come,
the cooing of the turtledove is heard in our land.

 

April 13, 2004

       

 

 

 

     12 Years Ago Today

Jesus: After Mary appeared on the 5th for 2 1/2 years
          I appeared at the point of death.
            My mouth was moving
            no one was listening.
 

December 5, 1996

R. I saw Him at the point of death on the cross December 5, 1996, 
     Mary had appeared on the 5th for 2 1/2 years.

He hung, all battered, greatly weakened. His mouth moved very clearly. It seems that a man in His condition could not move His mouth to that extent.

 

 

Later in the rosary that night, He gave messages and said: "No one was listening."

 

 

God’s
BLUE BOOK

1991 - 1992

 

Messages received by

Rita Ring

 

18 Years Ago

 

 

September 14, 1991

R.  I dreamed Jesus put His arm around me and I felt so secure.
Feed the hungry, I have been getting this
for the last 6 weeks.

 

October 28, 1991

Letter to Jesus

R. I played at Mass yesterday and I heard everyone
singing and praising God - I was thrilled
at all of them praising You. I kept
playing from the heart. I felt Your presence
and I felt it last week in Communion -
like a pressure on my chest knowing You are
this close to me. I know You are with me.

Jesus, help me to find Your light deep inside
me, a light only You can give. I can flounder
around inside for years in darkness, but
You can turn the light on and fill me
with your peace, only You can fill me with
Your peace.

God speaks: Peace, I leave My peace. I give peace
to you.

R. Peace for me? Lamb of God, You take
away the sins of the world, grant us peace.

Breathe in the richness, the fullness
of God, the richness, the fullness of God.
 

Psalm 91: 2

saying to Yahweh, ‘My refuge, my fortress,
my God in whom I trust!’
 

R. Jesus, here is my heart, please put on Your
spiritual bandages. And as You place a
spiritual bandage on each scar, the scar
is healed by the power of Your grace and the
bandage disappears.
 

Psalm 91: 2

saying to Yahweh, ‘My refuge, my fortress,
my God in whom I trust!’
 

R. And You are here, Lord. You stand
across the room from me and You come
close to me clothed in white. Your
body is surrounded by
a beautiful light and You come near me with
Your power and Your love. Your strong but
gentle hand You place on my head and
through my body is a feeling of warmth,
joy and peace, and I know I am
touched by Your ever present love.   

 

October 29, 1991

Jesus:  I have sent a shower of grace healing and
    nourishing you.

You are My child and you are precious in My eyes,
    I love you.

Breathe in the goodness, the richness of God.

R. I will not cease praising Him, my God.

Matthew 11: 28-30

‘Come to me, all you who labour and are overburdened, and I will give you rest. Shoulder my yoke and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. Yes, my yoke is easy and my burden light.’

 

R. Glory and praise to You, Oh Lord Jesus Christ.
 

Psalm 66: 1-2

Acclaim God, all the earth,
sing psalms to the glory of his name,
glorify him with your praises,

 

R. You have touched our hearts and now we listen to Your word.

My heart is on fire with Your love deep within me.

Fill me, LORD.

Oh, Spirit of God, guide my going out and my coming in - for You have touched my heart and You will show me the way of the Lord.

R. With a contrite heart for my sins I beg of You to shower Your grace deep in my soul.

I don't want to leave, I want this peace and love to linger and be there with me all day, I want this warmth inside to continue with You Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit and God the Father. My Father, Who made me special, my Father, You created me as Your child. I have a divine lineage. My Father is God. I am His precious child.

God speaks: I have healed you and you will be set free - go in the mercy of God.

R. Permeate my heart with Your love so I may know You more and more.

As a child of God, I have dignity, I am somebody - what would God not do for His child?

   

 

                1991  

                Dear Jesus Keep my heart pure and free to
                    love, and show light to others.
                    I am knowing Your light in me.

                    I know your love Jesus —
                    I am washed clean —
                    Bathed in Your precious Blood.
                    Fill me with love, God —
                    Fill me with grace.
                    Let me know the warmth of
                        Your love.
                    Bathe me —
                    Let the Holy Spirit move in me.

                Jesus is the real spiritual doctor —
                    Jesus takes away our pain —
                    Jesus helps us forgive and let go —
                    Jesus fills us with His truth —
                    Jesus gives us His healing —

                Jesus can remove the hurts if
                    I let the lid off —
                    so His grace and healing pour
                    inside.

                God I thank You for Your healing
                    hand —

                You can do all things —

                I thank You for what You are
                    doing in my life today —

                All praise and honor to my God

                    Love,
                            Rita

 

                Sing:  Spirit Song

                Sing Song:  Healer of our Every Ill

                    Beg for grace to be healed
                    Beg for grace to forgive
                    Beg to know the truth about
                        ourselves and not project
                        our past hurts on others —

 

                R. Dear Jesus
                    I put my head on Your lap
                    I ask for Your presence
                    I ask for Your peace
                    I ask for your love

  

                                                                   Matthew 11: 28

‘Come to me, all you who labour and are overburdened, and I will give you rest. 

 

              1991

                    JESUS
                    JESUS
                    JESUS

                I put my head on your lap —

                Jesus my Lord and my God

                Pray to all who have died and we
                    think are in heaven and love
                    us very much —

                Litany of those I love who I think are in heaven
                    Mom pray to Jesus for me.
                    Catherine intercede to Jesus for me

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                    Jesus You know my problems
                        help me —
                    Jesus You know    this    problem —
                        help me —

                I called on the Lord and He heard me —
                    He sent me a blessing
                    God loves me so much

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                    I rest in the Lord
                    God dwells in me
                    God has all the power —
                    Men cannot harm me

 

                                                         Matthew 25: 34-40

Then the King will say to those on his right hand, "Come, you whom my Father has blessed, take as your heritage the kingdom prepared for you since the foundation of the world. For I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me drink, I was a stranger and you made me welcome, lacking clothes and you clothed me, sick and you visited me, in prison and you came to see me." Then the upright will say to him in reply, "Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you drink? When did we see you a stranger and make you welcome, lacking clothes and clothe you? When did we find you sick or in prison and go to see you?" And the King will answer, "In truth I tell you, in so far as you did this to one of the least of these brothers of mine, you did it to me."

  

                Jesus fill me with Your blessings
                Jesus fill me with light
                Holy Spirit - help us get funds
                    for this mission

                FIGHT MY FIGHT GOD

                I plug into God's unending power

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                        God, children are taught
                                        isolation
                                        many - they aren't important
                                        selfishness
                                        cruelty
                                        hatred
                                        genuine love from a truthful heart
                                        deception —
                                        how to be angry
                                        how to not forgive

                God, I pray parents recognize
                        it is through example they
                        teach many lessons

                Help parents to be like
                        God the Father wants
                        Mary our Mother would mother

                Instruct them in the spiritual
                        life

                    Help them to love

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                Go to confession —

                Great grace comes from
                        confession

                Song: Why do we Hurt the Ones We Love

 

 

1991

                Jesus says

                    Forgive others as you wish Me
                        to forgive you

                    You are a human person —
                    You sin —
                    You are imperfect
                    Ask for forgiveness for your
                        sins from God —

                    Move on

                    Go to confession and tell God you
                        are sorry for your sins —
                        not your brothers

                    Focus on your imperfections
                        in confession

                    Trouble yourself not for the
                        wrongs of yesterday
                        forgive

                    Busy yourself for the joys of today
                    Every moment is golden in My eyes
                    Many are wrapped in shame
                    Your moments are golden

                    Do what God intends you to do
                        today
                    Render to others their just do
                    Make recompense for your
                        sins —
                    Take responsibilities for past
                        offences

      

                                                  Matthew 18: 1-5

At this time the disciples came to Jesus and said, ‘Who is the greatest in the kingdom of Heaven?’ So he called a little child to him whom he set among them. Then he said, ‘In truth I tell you, unless you change and become like little children you will never enter the kingdom of Heaven. And so, the one who makes himself as little as this little child is the greatest in the kingdom of Heaven.

‘Anyone who welcomes one little child like this in my name welcomes me.

 

    

                Jesus:  I love you —
                I forgive your sins
                I died for your sins and lies
                You are precious to Me
                You are wounded
                You are broken
                You are still My love

                R. We need to see the whole picture
                    of life — what is important
                    what is not

                God give me the gift of wisdom

 

                                           Wisdom 14: 1

Wisdom builds herself a house; with her own hands Folly pulls it down.

 

                Jesus:

                    My child — I come and I harken to
                        your call — I can protect
                        you from the evil one —
                        pray for My grace

                        I give you a land flowing
                    with milk and honey. I send the
                    Holy Spirit to fill you —

                    The devil wants you to suffer —
                    People making others suffer for
                        dominance are sinning

                    You will beheld accountable for
                        your sins

                    The devil wants to hurt you
                    The devil wants you to do his
                        evil work and block My work

                    Don't deviate from My Father's Plan
                    Don't give into satan

                    I stand before you clothed in
                        white and beams of light are
                        flowing from My hands —
                        I have all the Power
                        I am there, Rita, I am here —
                        I am your God and I have rescued
                        you and your children, in
                        your pain — I have outpoured
                        My light, My love, My grace to
                        you and your children.
                    I fill you with My life
                    You will have trials.
                    You will be My light for the
                        world

                    You will see My light brighter
                        and brighter than ever before —
                        I have all the power —
                        I wrap you in the arms of
                            your mother —
                        Be not afraid —
                        You should not be frightened, child
                    I love you all, I will be there
                        in your every trial —
                        I am all powerful —
                    I am your light

 

        Psalm 27: 1

Yahweh is my light and my salvation, 
    whom should I fear? 

  

                    You cried unto me and I heard your
                        pleading and your cries —

                    Others may be blind
                    Others may be deaf

                    You suffer for their deaf ears —
                        their blind eyes —
                        I speak to you —

                    Those closed in heart have a
                        trial — and much unhappiness —

                    Open your heart wide to My love

                    A person with a cold heart is
                        closed like a wall — they
                        become lifeless — they are
                        locked in a rock wall

                    A person who has closed off their
                        heart is locked in a cave of
                        darkness, they lack spontaneity —
                        their hearts become hard and cold.

                    Those whose hearts are open — know
                        life and spontaneity inside —

                    Your heart is red with the fire
                        of My love — your heart is
                        warm, your touch gentle
                        to know My letters of love —

                    Satan will attack to block My letters
                        of love — through jealous others
                        working for him

                    You are open - to My golden light —
                        I pour My light on each one
                        of your hearts —

                    You are surrounded by My halo
                        of light — You know the
                        miracle of God's love —
                        you are open to receive healing —

                    My strength is upon you.

                    Rays of light and warmth penetrate
                        your troubled souls and
                        the fire of the Holy Spirit
                        fills you —

                    I come to heal your wounded
                        heart.

                    Soak in My warmth, My
                        love,
                        You will know My power —

                    This healing is the real
                        healing that will help you —
                    I want you to know I heal
                        you and fill you —
                    You are dependent on Me
                    Soak in the light —
                    Breathe in Peace

                    Know that Jesus loves you
                        so much —

                    Live in My love —

                    I give you your special
                        children to serve Me
                        I have gifted them

                    I love them
                    I bless you in all your trials —
                    I love you
                    I am your God and I live
                        in you
                    I am with you every minute
                    Be not afraid
                    Cast out satan
                    You are blessed
                    You are the apple of My eye.
                    I stand at your bed
                    I watch you day and night
                    I never sleep
                    I am there

                    I love all of you

                                Love
                                    Jesus
 
 

                How do you feel?

                        tired
                        exhausted
                        angry
                        overwhelmed
                        scared
                        bored
                        surprised
                        shocked
                        loving
                        cautious
                        ashamed
                        afraid
                        smug
                        disgusted
                        confident
                        sad
                        frustrated
                        lonely
                        shy
                        anxious

                    get in touch with your
                            feelings

                Don't let them rule you —
                Satan can work in feelings  

   

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                    (1) Love and Forgive
                    (2) Live in truth - not deception
                    (3) Don't judge things in
                            extremes when they can
                            be gray - don't judge
                            all white or black
                    (4) Don't manipulate
                    (5) Don't control others to be dominant
                            for dominance sake
                    (6) Don't sit on a pity-pot
                            and be SELFISH

    

        Prayer for Union with Jesus

    Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

    I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

    When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994

  

                    (7) See the big picture
                    (8) God will fight our fight
                    (9) God will heal our wounds
                  (10) Rely on God's grace
                            ask for it
                  (11) Don't get addicted to
                            excitement or misery
                  (12) Get unstuck from
                            stuffed feelings —
                  (13) Look at traumas that may
                            have you stuck
                  (14) Be truthful

 

                Ask yourself

                    (1) Am I self-centered
                    (2) When I am wrong do I admit it
                    (3) Am I jealous, resentful,
                            envious
                    (4) Do I know God loves me
                            so much
                    (5) Do I have fear of abandonment

                When you make a mistake say you
                    are sorry — don't lie
                    say "Oh I made a mistake, I'm sorry"

                Other forces besides me affect
                    others' lives 

                Gratitude

 

November 8, 1991 - 4:00am

R. Waken from sleep at Grandma's (Carson House)

    

November 1991

R. Dear God,

    I am drawn to You like steel is to
a magnet — drawn to You as being plugged
in — I must touch You — there is a
pull within my soul to You, You are
the power and I am filled up again by
You. I give You my will and My life, plug
me into You Jesus —

Jesus: Your strength and
courage comes from the Lord. Alleluia.
For you were hungry and I fed you —
I plugged you into My power, I took
your burdens and made your weights
light, and you walked on the path
I made ready for you. For your
strength and your courage comes from Me.

R. Alleluia, Alleluia, Lord Jesus, Father
Son and Holy Spirit — I was empty and
alone and scared and You filled my heart
with Your love, Your fire was planted
in my heart to burn for those around
me. Grant me your good graces that
I may not be tempted by the devil to
think of my unworthiness — my
heart is your temple, you designed
it as a place for You to live and You
want to dwell there in, there is not
room in my heart for hatred and conflict
only for love of you, that is why I
place these burdens, Lord Jesus, I place
the problem with them on your shoulders
and ask You to carry the load
for me — for I need to keep my
heart open with Your love.

    In the midst of confusion You
were calm, in the midst of chaos
You knew Your way — show me Your
way in the midst of chaos, please
help me to do what You want — Take
each load and fill my heart with the
fire of Your love. I was hungry and You
gave me to eat, naked and You clothed
me. You set my feet on solid ground
and made my enemies my footstools —
You put a new song in my mouth and
taught me Your ways and I listened
and found serenity and peace and joy in
my heart. My eyes were opened and
I was no longer afraid and confused,
but knew what was your way.

    Teach me Your way that I may
show others Your truths, especially
my children that I will give to them
the truth and that I teach them about
faith in You and faith in Jesus, Your
Divine Son, Jesus. Give to me
oh Lord the seven gifts of the Holy Spirit
Wisdom, Counsel, Understanding, Fear
of the Lord, Piety, Fortitude, Knowledge.

    Give me Your love, so I may love my
fellow beings with this gift. To
see in each human being Your
eyes, Jesus, and Your Heart oh Jesus
in each person. Please help me
to see each person's specialness.

Jesus: You are My daughter
and I love you. You are special,
I want to dwell in you — I have
all the power. I give you My gift —
My light, My flame of light and
love burning in your soul. I have
all the power. You are plugged
in as to an electric plug and
you are aglow with fire
of this love.

    I am your God and you shall
have no other gods before Me.
Listen to Me, pray. Talk to Me
and I will make you fishers
of men. I will warm the cold heart,
I will cast out all fear and I will
be with you forever —

R. Oh God, You are my light —
You give me courage,
You give me strength. You are Almighty.

Jesus: I will ward off all confusion, because
you will only have to ask and I will lift
your burdens and see you through. Have
faith My child — listen for My direction,
I will be with you all your days
I neither slumber or sleep. I am
awake and I live in your heart.
You need only speak to Me and
I am attentive to your call.

R. The Spirit of the Lord dwells
within me, in my heart.

Jesus: You are a temple of the
Holy Spirit — You are My temple,
I am in you. Respect and care
for yourself because this is My
temple. I will be with you
forever more. I AM IN YOU!

    I will be with you that is My promise,
I will be with you forever more.

    Go in the peace of harmony of
Jesus Christ.

    In the midst of confusion,
be the light shining in the darkness,
be life to those who are down-hearted.
I have the power to do all things and I
am within you, so you have the
power to be My light to the world.
You are plugged into an
undying source. I am there.
I want to love, I want to give,
I want to comfort and strengthen.
I will do these things to My
brethren through you, if you
let Me. Love your family — I
have given them as gifts to
you, to love and care for. Treat
each member as a gift that
I give directly to you. I will
bless you for watching over
these little hearts. Teach them
My ways — they are children who
need to be full of My love to
have peace. Teach them love,
so they will know I live in them.
Give them a good example and
strive to be more perfected as your
Heavenly Father is perfect. Grow in
holiness. LOVE each other and be My light
to the world and I will strengthen you and give
you unending peace. My peace is not of
this world. Peace is in Me — Ask
for peace and I will give it to you.

R. This is peace, this is joy, this is love,
this intensity of knowing you are my God and
You live within me. You have chosen to
live in my imperfect self. I do not want
to leave Your presence. It is warm
inside. It is good and I am filled with love
and goodness. Thank you for this.

  

November 15 or 16 or 17, 1991

Jesus: You are precious in My sight — I have
carved you in the palm of My hand —

By name I have called you —

R. Unto you I lift up my voice, Lord. Lord
hear my prayer and be attentive to my
voice and my pleadings. Counsel me
and teach me your ways that I might dwell
in Your house forever. Be with me God
my God.

  

November 1991

Jesus: Dear Child,

    I will fill your heart with the love
you seek, I will answer your call.

I am with you now — you are
precious to Me — you are God's
child, you are My temple, I live
in you. You can be sorry, but
you are okay — tell Me
you want to do the right thing and wait
for My guidance, My love — I am
there ready to give to you —
you have a right to just be —
you are good.

Song:

    Come unto Me all who are weary and
find rest for your soul come to
Me all who are burdened — I will
comfort thee.

    Place Your yoke upon My
shoulders — do not be afraid —
for I will gently show you of
the ways of the Lord.

    Come unto Me all who are weary
and find rest for your soul — come
to me all who are burdened I
will comfort Thee.

  

    Breath in the richness
the goodness of God.

   

November 1991

R. Dear Jesus,

Jesus: I am the way, the truth, and the light —
I am there to comfort you and
be with you in your trouble. You are
My child and I love you.

    Listen to Me be attentive for My
voice and I will speak and you will
know it is Me. I will give you
your direction and you will not be
afraid and you will know what to do.

    I love you, now and forever.

   

November 1991

R. Dear Jesus,

    Help me Oh God, I love You, please
be my courage and my strength. Dear Jesus
please come and dwell in my heart, when
I was hungry You gave me to eat,
 when I was naked you clothed me.

I will be with you forever more,

R. Stay with me and be my God —.

    Jesus I give You my will and my
life, I give you my life, please be with me
dear Jesus — my strength and courage
is the Lord. Thank You for helping me
with that lady. Please Jesus I leave
it up to you. Please Jesus talk to me
in this book —

Jesus: Love one another and be kind to
those who hate you.
You will be more perfected in love
likened to your heavenly Father. In the
midst of confusion pray to God
with all your heart for strength
and courage and He will give it to
you. Your strength and your
courage is the Lords — Alleluia
Alleluia and you were hungry and I gave you
to eat, naked and I clothed you —

R. My strength and my courage is the Lords,
Alleluia, Alleluia.

 

November 8, 1991 - 4:00 a.m.

Jesus:  From this day forward, you will have love, peace and joy.

You are drawn to Me like a magnet - come home to Me and feel the inner joy in your heart.

I am with you always to the ends of the earth.

I am your God and you shall not have other gods besides Me.

I will be with you - that is My promise. I will be with you forever more. Cling to Me for I am strong.

Do not be afraid, for I will gently show you the way of the Lord.

^{Matthew 11: 28-30}

‘Come to me, all you who labour and are overburdened, and I will give you rest. Shoulder my yoke and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. Yes, my yoke is easy and my burden light.’

R. Jesus, save me from the snare of the devil, from his seed. Plant me on solid ground so I can prosper and be full and follow the ways of the Lord.

For You have gently touched my heart and I am warm and cuddly inside.

Your wish is my command. I must follow the ways of the Lord in all things and follow His path, doing His will.

You will show me this path, if I am open to You. All I need do is ask, and I will be answered.

Open my heart and my will to Your direction, Lord Jesus. You are with me in the night, in the rising of the sun and during the day. In all my trials, You are there. Open up my heart to Your word.

The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak. Give me Your direction so I might know what path You want me to take.

If I open my heart and listen, all will be revealed to me in His time. For the honor and glory of You Jesus Christ I ask these things in Your name and open my heart to Your direction.

Please help me to put aside the ways of the flesh and follow Your direction, Lord Jesus, this day and always to dwell in the house of the Lord.

Song: All My Days

R. Today is one of those days. Sing praise to God our Father, Jesus, His Son, and the Holy Spirit. Honor and glory to You, GOD.

Thanks for this letter, You wake me from my sleep. I thought I heard a noise, but it was You waking me to talk to me.

Your word is the word of God, and all honor be Yours for Your direction. It came from God and I must heed these words.

God speaks:  Put your anger aside, and make room in your heart for Jesus' love I pour into you right now. Replenish yourself with My love and My grace and be still, for I am with you this day. I will watch over you, and comfort you, and bring you into the land flowing with milk and honey. Listen to My word and be glad so that all might see your good works and praise your Father Who is in heaven.

I bless you and keep you ever in My Heart. Be ready to do My will and be blessed by Me. Listen and be glad, for I am with you until the consummation of the world.

Go now and live My word, My child. I love you.

Jesus: In the midst of confusion, be the light shining in the darkness, be life to those who are down-hearted. I have the power to do all things and I am within you, so you have the power to be My light to the world.

You are plugged into an undying source. I am there. I want to love, I want to give, I want to comfort and strengthen. I will do these things to My brethren through you, if you let Me.

Love your family, I have given them as gifts to you, to love and care for.       

 

November 8, 1991

Jesus: Fight a good fight: wage a good war, for God will bless you in the days of battle.

  

November 17, 1991

Special Day of Your Life

Jesus: You are precious in My sight. I carved you in the palm of My hand. By name, I have called you.

R. Unto You, I lift up my voice, Lord. Lord, hear my prayer and be attentive to my voice. In my pleading I embark upon this special day of my life. Console me and teach me Your ways that I might dwell in Your house forever. Be with me, God, my God.

Song: From the Day You Were Born

   

 

  

December 17, 1991

Jesus: I am Jesus. I have spoken as never before, you will spread My love to all souls on this earth.

R. When I received this message and saw the vision on March 26, the bells tolled at 8:00 a.m. and at 9:00 a.m.

The vision of Jesus' Heart on fire I had in the same pew at All Saints Church, December 17, 1991. The heart that is on the 2nd Blue Book. The first vision March 26, 1996, I had in the same pew on the other end of the pew toward the center aisle, the first pew on the right side of the church as I faced the altar.

  

December 17, 1991

His Burning Heart

R. I was alone in All Saints Church after Mass and Communion, in front of the tabernacle, when I saw the Sacred Heart. It was red around the outside, then a layer of yellow and then the brightest light in the center. I felt heat and it looked like an open furnace.

    I thought about it all day and it instantly gave me peace and warmth in my heart. This is the purpose of these letters—to draw hearts to the ardent on-fire love of Jesus. I received the following message that day:

    "Open your heart to the fire of God's love. He is ablaze in your heart. He wants to dwell in you and love you and others through you. Love God, yourself and one another and experience the fire set aglow in your heart and experience the warmth of His love."

       

December 1991

    R. Please my sweet Jesus, help me, my sweet
Jesus.

 

About December 31, 1991

    R. Please help me my God to know thy holy
will, now Lord Jesus, I am your child, you know
my hurts, you are my God and I place
my trust in you, I will follow Your law,
show me Your way, nothing is too great
for You, I my Lord, place my Trust and
my heart in You, You have created me in
Your image likeness. You have lavished
me in Your love, with dignity and honor
you clothed me, given me rule over all, your
sun and your moon give me light and guide me in
this very night and I am indeed alive with thy holy
except for this conflict. Thank you for Your love
and your peace. I am Your child, I am blessed and gifted
by You. My children are indeed great gifts.
You are my light, you are my strength
when I am bowed down, you are my hope and my rock, your
sun and your moon give me light this very night, I will love
because others need me. You are indeed my shield, my
fortress, my army against the wicked one and You will
not be shattered by any attempts to tear me down I will
be fortified and strengthened by You and filled. God is as alive in
me as me sitting here. I feel his presence, seeing God all in white
in eternity his arms outstretched and saying, "My child come to
me for I will give you rest", I see God and feel His presence in my
heart — he is as alive. I see Jesus standing His arms outstretched — saying
"Come to me, come to me, all who are weary of heart, place your
yoke upon my shoulder and I will give you rest" weed out my unrest and
fill me with the peace and joy that only you can give, why go there when
I know my undying source comes from You my God — my Father,
my Savior, my sanctifier and you live in me now — I am your
child, I am blessed, you have carved me in the palm of your hand. You
have called me blessed and holy and you dwell in my heart because I asked
you and you come, I am your servant, I am Yours, God.
Bless and keep your servant forever. I want to love others
through you, I want to do Your will, I love you, God.

 

January 1992

R. I called and He answered me, He comforted
my oh so sad heart and hugged me with
the warmth of His love, He heard
my sad songs and listened and answered
me. He gave me His strength to
wash my soul to fill my heart —
And I come to You and You heard the pleas
of my heart, You gave me a clean heart and
renewed my spirit and I was made whole.
You washed me of my pain and entered
my heart with a thundering bolt and
washed me from my sins. I am sorry
for my offenses against You and I ask
Your pardon for my sins. With love
and dignity you washed my
heart and gave me Your forgiveness
that I may ask the Lord for His
blessings on my soul and heal me of
my offense.

 

January 8, 1992

R. Dear Jesus,

    My heart cries out to you, Oh Lord
hear my prayer, for I was hungry and you
gave me to eat, naked and you clothed
me, for in my desperation, I cried
out and the Lord heard my pleases, he
made my enemies your footstools and
gave me love and peace and joy and pardon.

   

January 1992

Dear Jesus,

    Jesus: Come to Me, come to Me, all of you
who are weary. Put your yoke upon
My shoulder, for My Heart is merciful, My
burden light. I have heard your prayer
and am working with My light in their
heart. My light to dispel the darkness and
cast out fear and wash the pain away,
to just let it go entirely.
I am your God and you are My most
precious child, I love you in your
suffering and your pain and I am close
to you. I am the God of your
children, they are My children, you
needn't worry, I am there for them. I am
their Father and brother and I love them as much
as I love you and I am watching out
for them. They will be okay. You are
not their sole responsibility. I am
working in you, make yourself
putty, make yourself able to be
molded and I will do the work. I am
your most merciful Jesus, in My
merciful Heart, I see their pain,
I will guide you — be loose, be
attentive, listen and pray. Your life
is unfolding and I am your God, I
am with you and your children every
step of the way. I created all my children,
I love them all, you do not have to be god to anyone,
live your life, I am watching out and carrying for you,
I want to carry you, to
nurture, love and work My light in you
to dispel any darkness and your fear —
My light is a beam in your heart —
feel its warmth and love and in ever
surrounding closeness, you are indeed
not alone. I go with you with My
light and My rod and staff, savor the moments
of your life with the joy, as I intend you
to do. I love you. I am with you,
a voice cries out in the wilderness
prepare ye the way of the Lord.

You are on the lighted
path — follow it — surrender
to its beauty — it is there for
you.

   I love you.

      

January 17, 1992

Come to Me in Your Pain

Jesus: Do not go only to man, most especially come to Me. I am the only One Who can completely minister to you when your heart is broken. The worst pains are the pains of the heart. Stay plugged into My source. Know I am here with you every minute, every second of your life, and I will be there always.

Come unto Me all who are weary and I will comfort you. Do not be afraid for I will gently show you the way of the Lord.

I will be your rock. I will be your fortress. I will not leave you ever. I am there. My Heart is an undying source of fire and warmth and power.

I am your power. I am your strength. I am your God. I am there every instant of your life.

R. I can never live the moments of this day again. When I go to bed, today is gone forever. I must choose to treasure each moment because it is the only moment I have and it only lasts one moment.

 

January 17, 1992

R. Dear Jesus,

                    I want to be close to You and feel Your
                presence in my heart. I ask You to open
                my heart to the fire of your love and know
                Your promptings at this moment in my
                life. You are my God and I am your child and
                my way in life is useless without Your
                direction. My life would be so full of fear
                without having the relationship that You
                have given me with you. The devil tempts
                me to think I am unworthy. Most Sacred
                Heart of Jesus I put my trust in Thee.
                No matter what day and what
                minute it is you will always be there because
                you do not slumber or sleep.

                Jesus: I am your rock, I am your strength,
                I am your Savior. I am the only one who can minister
                to you when your heart is broken. I know
                your pain and your distrust and your hurt
                and your numbness and fear not to trust
                again. I have been offended so many times
                by so many. The worst is pains of the
                heart. Stay plugged into my source, know I am
                here with you every minute, every second,
                of your life, and I will be there ALWAYS —
                I died on the cross for you.
                Come to Me all who are weary and I will
                comfort you. Place your yoke upon My
                shoulder and do not be afraid for I will
                gently show you the way of the Lord.

                    I will be your rock, I will be your
                fortress, I will not leave you, I am there.
                Pray for your friends — many are
                suffering and will not open their hearts to
                Me or you or anybody. Many say "yes"
                to satan and "no" to Me. Pray hard for
                them, go to daily Mass and Communion and
                pray for them.

                I have all the power. All power
                    comes from Me —
                My heart is an undying source
                of fire and warmth —
                I have all the power.
                I am your power —
                I am your strength —
                I am your God —
                I am there with you now
                I will always be ready to help you
                    if you turn to Me.
 

             Jesus

 

January 17, 1992

                Jesus: I am all powerful
                    I am your strength
                    I am your God
                    I am there every breathe you take!!
                    You must stay plugged into My Power.
                    Without Me life is void, empty and
                        unproductive.

                    They wander a valley of pain,
                        hiding —
                        they give their power to satan —
                        they think they are in charge and
                            yet they can be enslaved
                            to satan —
                            because of their pride

                    As "you" stay plugged into My power —

                    "They" give into satan

                    They weave a web of their own making —
                        a web they are caught in
                        fallacious reasoning from the evil
                            one
                        impurities keeps them stuck.

                    They want power because they feel a
                        loss of power — so they want
                        power over innocent others

                    How can you trust a liar —

                    What is a promise from a man
                        who rocks with untruths —
                        full of sin

                    Some seek power over others so
                        they like watching others
                        suffer.

                    You are plugged into My source —

                    You are plugged into an endless
                        source —
                    You know My light —

                    You know the fire of My love,
                    You know My warmth,
                    You know My ever vigilant heart —

                    My Heart is burning for love of you —
                    I am your God —
                    You should have no gods before Me

                    I am here with you now in your
                        heart —

                    I love you so much —

                    Come Holy Spirit
                    Beg for the gift of Wisdom —
                    Beg the Spirit of God to fill you —

                    The devil wants your power —

                Some people want to be over authority,
                        but authority under God
                        is to be respected —

                    People who seek power over
                        authority — seek problems —
                        they are challenging structure —
                        God has put in place —

                DISORDER —

                Where I put order —

                Fallen man

                    DISORDER

                My power never runs out!

                It is an endless source of power

 

 

 

 

 

January 27, 1992

Jesus: My child listen to My voice, heed My
direction, days are coming when there will
not be a stone left on a stone, but you
have nothing to fear, trust in me and know
I am your God and I will watch out after
you. I love you, you are My child. Go to
bed.

             I love you
                   Jesus

R. This was the message I fell asleep at the end.
 

                                                                 Luke 21: 5-11

When some were talking about the Temple, remarking how it was adorned with fine stonework and votive offerings, he said, ‘All these things you are staring at now—the time will come when not a single stone will be left on another; everything will be destroyed.’ And they put to him this question, ‘Master,’ they said, ‘when will this happen, then, and what sign will there be that it is about to take place?’

But he said, ‘Take care not to be deceived, because many will come using my name and saying, "I am the one" and "The time is near at hand." Refuse to join them. And when you hear of wars and revolutions, do not be terrified, for this is something that must happen first, but the end will not come at once.’ Then he said to them, ‘Nation will fight against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be great earthquakes and plagues and famines in various places; there will be terrifying events and great signs from heaven.

 

R. After this I lost my voice until I quit all my jobs
    and wrote the Blue Books —
    His voice came in me in rosaries and writings.
           
                  

R. Got this saying from Jesus

    I CAN NEVER LIVE THE
        MOMENTS OF THIS DAY
        AGAIN

    WHEN I GO TO BED
        TODAY IS GONE FOREVER

    I MUST CHOOSE TO TREASURE
        EACH MOMENT BECAUSE
        IT IS THE ONLY
        MOMENT I HAVE AND
        IT ONLY LASTS ONE MOMENT.

Song: Live This Day

 

January 1992

R. And I called and He answered me,
He comforted my oh so
sad heart and hugged me
with the warmth of His love,
He heard my sad songs
and listened and answered
me. He gave me His strength to
wash my soul — He wiped
each tear away with His
love and bathed me in His blood and I
felt His warmth and comfort deep
in my cells as a burst of love
washed through my sad body.

    He filled me with His grace.
He restored my shattered heart —
His Spirit filled me. He breathed life into
my tattered soul and washed
me with the waters of comfort
and He said to me "Yes My child
beloved of My Father, You
are oh so precious and oh so
special to me and I am Divine.
I see your little bouncy girl,
your beauty and your innocence and
I watch your tears and sorrow and
I know the pain and trials of
your heart, I share in your
grief and I really love you,
turn to me and feel My presence and
comfort in your heart, I will
take care of you, My graces and
support are endless, I love
you, you are not alone. I am
here and I hold your hand, know
it My child, you are indeed
My precious child.

    Cling to Me and be not afraid, though you
go in raging waters, I am there with
you, My rod and my staff guide your way and
My light is there to illuminate your path
Oh ye, beloved of My Father, friend and lover
let the Holy Spirit embrace you. God loves
you, I am your God.
I listen to your cries and comfort you, I
turn not away, I love you, I know
you and I want to be with you at every
moment.

    I made your tears as a way
to release your sorrow and cleanse yourself
of your pain. I am in touch with you
and I walk with you at every turn of your
path — know Me — you are not alone, I am
here with you now, in this silence,

I speak to you, no whisper, these are
My words to you, I am here in this
room and in your heart and I love you with
My love. My love is Divine Love. Feel My presence, warm
and close in your heart. I am your
God, I am alive. I
neither slumber or sleep. I know
your sadness deep in your heart.
I am He who comforts you and I say again,
be not afraid, I love your every cell and I
am forever within you — Cry out to
Me and I hear each cry and I free you
from your loneliness and pain. Don't
be afraid and lonely, I am here with you.
I love you.

 

 

February 21, 1992

My dear Jesus,

Jesus: LET GO! RELAX — I am there
to run the show. Your most important
job in life is being the light to the
world — no tension, no anxiety —
look at your jaw, look at your
voice — pulled taunt like a
string pulled too tight — you
have pulled your throat tight
you are so tensed — you are GOOD
ENOUGH — LET GO — enjoy what
you do — no anxiety — do the same thing
without the pressure — walk and ride
the bike, it is good for you.

    You are creating your own
anxiety and tension and taking it out
on your throat. What ever you
do is enough.

    You have not taken the time
to write to Me because you have
not wanted to. You are being anxious
I can do more things in a minute
than you can in a week.

    LET GO - TRUST in ME — be
with Me and turn it over — I will
not leave you orphaned. I will
be with you that is My Promise.
By name I have called you —
You don't need a doctor for your
throat — you need to relax and
let go — what does it profit a man
if he gains the whole world and
loses his soul.

    I have worked miracles in your
life — LET GO — BE YOU —
love everyone around you and
take time for them. I will help you —
just take it slow, steady, and relaxed.
When you are tired rest — don't push
you are important. I will help you —
I love you. LET GO.

    To sit by a quiet brook and listen
to God's birds chirp in the trees and
smell the freshness of the outdoor and
let go of school, of church, of work,
of the mess and just be with God and
feel the breeze on your face. You can
do that — I want you to — you are
choosing to not be serene —
You are choosing to ignore the
nurturing you need and I will give —
the warmth of the sun, the sound of
birds, the beauty of the trees — these
visions are alive in your mind — go
there, be there for a little while and
enjoy these things — they will nurture
you. See your children and spend the time
with them — these moments are gone
forever. LOVE them. I will
help you — I heal your chest —
your throat — if you want it
healed, let go, you are attacking
yourself — SO TIGHT are you —
LET GO and LOVE and RELAX —

              Love

                  Jesus
                                

 

February 21, 1992

R. He told me - let go, relax, and let Him run the show. My most important job is being a light to the world - no tension, no anxiety.

 

 1992

R. At the end of January, 1992, I was given a message from Jesus that I would suffer.

Next, I lost my voice and I had trouble breathing. It was the key that helped me let go of my teaching jobs in colleges, my position in a special choir, and my job as organist and choir director at a small church.

Here is a letter I began to write to Jesus and the message God gave back to me.

My first letters with Jesus were a lot of dialogue. I would write and He would speak to me as I opened up my heart to Him.

Many times He woke me in the night with a lengthy message.

This is a letter I wrote to Him March 17, 1992, when I was having a lot of trouble breathing and talking.

He was working in my suffering to help me let go of all I was doing so I could be His messenger. It was a great time of trial when I couldn't breathe very well or couldn't use my voice very well. All my jobs depended on it. It was from this cross that I was given my voice to do what I am doing today. I had to surrender to His plan-I couldn't use my voice as I had done in the past.

When I finally quit most everything about 1 1/2 years later, I had my voice to do His work, to do this job.

In this suffering, He led me to do His will.

St. John the Baptist's father lost his voice.

St. John the Baptist's mother was barren.

St. John the Baptist was the 'VOICE OF ONE CRYING IN THE DESERT'.

I prayed to do His will and He helped me find His will. Through great suffering and surrender I was given greater life in Him.

The story of my struggle in doing His will and losing my voice is accounted in an entry in Blue Book III which appears at the end of this message.

Jesus wanted the message of March 17, 1992, presented today, that we can carry it with us and live by it. We must surrender and let Him run our lives and do His will. Some of the greatest trials are the way He leads us on the right path for us.

end of 1991-1992 writings

 

 

Today's Readings

Romans 4: 13, 16-18

Not justified by obedience to the Law

For the promise to Abraham and his descendants that he should inherit the world was not through the Law, but through the uprightness of faith.

That is why the promise is to faith, so that it comes as a free gift and is secure for all the descendants, not only those who rely on the Law but all those others who rely on the faith of Abraham, the ancestor of us all (as scripture says: I have made you the father of many nations). Abraham is our father in the eyes of God, in whom he put his faith, and who brings the dead to life and calls into existence what does not yet exist.

Abraham's faith a model of Christian faith

Though there seemed no hope, he hoped and believed that he was to become father of many nations in fulfillment of the promise: Just so will your descendants be.

This is the faith that was reckoned to him as uprightness.

     

Psalm 98: 1-4

Sing a new song to Yahweh,
for he has performed wonders,
his saving power is in his right hand
and his holy arm.

Yahweh has made known his saving power,
revealed his saving justice for the nations to see,
mindful of his faithful love and his constancy
to the House of Israel.

The whole wide world has seen
the saving power of our God.
Acclaim Yahweh, all the earth,
burst into shouts of joy!

   

Luke 12: 8-12

    'I tell you, if anyone openly declares himself for me in the presence of human beings, the Son of man will declare himself for him in the presence of God's angels. But anyone who disowns me in the presence of human beings will be disowned in the presence of God's angels.

    'Everyone who says a word against the Son of man will be forgiven, but no one who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will be forgiven.

    'When they take you before synagogues and magistrates and authorities, do not worry about how to defend yourselves or what to say, because when the time comes, the Holy Spirit will teach you what you should say.'

 

 

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                I had a dream — so clear —
                    falls — coming so beautiful
                    going into ocean

                    Such force

                    Such beauty

                There was a big clear glass
                    separating us from falls
                    before us —

                Inside the place I was —
                    everybody was busy
                    looking for more worldly attachments
                    games that stimulate
                    more business
                    more goods
                    more pleasure

                Here is Our Lady of Clearwater.

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Mary by day July 5, 2000

by night July 5, 2000

     

                When your priorities are straight

                When your vision is not severely
                    distorted, more and more by sin,
                        you see —

                    CLEARLY

                    CLEAR  WATER

                    Falls —

                    Grace pouring from the altar —

                    The Church giving us the
                        opportunity for greater
                        life in Him

                What is life —

                    LIFE IS IN HIM

                CLEARLY

                CLEAR - VISION

                CLEAR  WATER

                Rooted in Him

                Living by the 1) Commandments
                                    2) God's Word
                                    3) God's will in love

                HARMONY

                PEACE

                LOVE

                Fruit for the Kingdom

                God is with us

                Are you missing the
                    vision He gives —

                Dream of CLEAR - WATER
                Dream of Heaven

                We are on a trip - here —
                    to get to heaven —

                We will answer —

                We have a choice

                    1) Follow God —
                        virtuous living —
                        open your hearts and eyes

                    OR

                    2) seek the world and its
                        perishable treasure
                        that fall like sand
                        through a clenched
                        fist.

                AMEN.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Given January 25, 2008

                Mary: My children should hear my message

                (1) Pray the rosary
                (2) Consecrate their hearts
                (3) Spread the Prayer Manual in different
                    languages
                (4) Go to Communion
                (5) Do adoration
                (6) Spread the Priestly Newsletter
                (7) Start Prayer Chapters
                (8) Spread my Messages
                (9) Spread Rita and Fr. Carter's writings
              (10) From Fr. Carter —
                      With regard to Fatima        

  

              (11) Consecrate your homes, schools, churches
              (12) Be Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart
              (13) Spread School Rosary Program
              (14) Spread Nursing Home Program
              (15) Put Images in homes

 

  

                    I usually don't account dreams, but
                this dream was so very real I feel I am supposed
                to write about it.

                    A person had left Shepherds of Christ and there was a
                wrecked car, it was tan — all wrecked in, in
                the drivers door on the side — it went deeply
                in and a little to the back of the door. The
                car was Tanish-white and not a model I recognized — The
                person was at the Carson house and drove it
                under the porch next to the front door and there was
                a pole on one side of the car — which held the
                porch up and then the house was the old color
                of brown — The car was like so tightly put in
                there — the car touched the house. The person
                got out and I said — "I can't believe it - why
                did you do that?" They never went in the
                front door or even opened the door of the house
                I was somehow able to get the car out of there
                I couldn't believe it. The car was right up and touching
                the house by the front door.

                 

    

                    Next I tried to give a talk and a big
                bushy tree was off a little ways with
                another lady from the Red Rosary Book with
                John under it — socks or pouches hung
                low and they were under this bushy tree which
                hung like a gigantic big umbrella, but
                green with these pouches or socks (white) all over
                the tree and hanging down —

                    I went into the house up in what was
                my brother's, who is a priest now, room and I
                couldn't see to call John. I quit talking because
                everybody ignored me and there was some
                noise or distraction blocking me — nobody
                cared — they weren't listening outside —

                    I was absolutely unable to see the numbers
                on the phone when in the bedroom — trying
                to call John and tell him — nobody was listening
                so I went to this upper room, but I couldn't
                see the numbers on any phone and couldn't dial —
                even though I tried and tried and tried —
                I went by the window and tried to call and couldn't
                see — it overlooked the yard to the side
                where everybody was, I went to the door and
                tried and couldn't see, but I tried and tried
                and tried —

                    I had first had to encounter a wrecked
                car somebody had wrecked when in the
                Movement and showed up to wedge it
                under the porch, next to the house touching the
                house by the front door — after they did this
                atrocity they got out — leaving me to try to
                move the wrecked car next to the door (the big
                front door)

                    Next another lady who had got messages
                and tried to steal the rosaries from Fr. Carter
                and me — now in the Red Rosary Book
                and Blue Book 6 showed up
                (she had said Fr. Carter and I were from the
                devil, 1995 and she took the rosary tapes
                and wouldn't give them to us — after over a
                year — we got them back)

                    She stood under the very green bushy
                tree with John while I tried to talk to
                the first girl who had left and some others,
                but no one listened —

                    I then went to my priest brother's old bed
                room upstairs and by the window and door
                was unable to use my phone or contact John
                to tell him where I was — I was unable to
                see the numbers on the phone and I tried and I tried
                and couldn't make it work —

                    Then I went down the stairs and I saw the
                face of a girl who was 40 now whose dad had
                abandoned the family after many years of
                marriage and none of the children knew where
                he was. He was in the casket and I saw her
                face — so red and crying. The first girl who
                left walked around the casket at the
                bottom of the steps

                the floor was hardwood

                there was a fire place and windows high to
                    the left and far to the right —
                    the casket was at the bottom of the
                    steps as I walked down

                The girl who had left the Movement, looked
                    so small and just walked around
                    the casket in horseshoe fashion

---

                I felt I was to tell this experience to
                    you —

                My inability to talk

                My inability to reach anyone

                The wrecked car while someone in the
                    Movement — and they came back to
                    stick it in a rut, by the door —
                    unable, I thought to move it

                The walking of one, small around a
                    casket of a man who abandoned
                    his family and they walked and walked
                    on 3 sides of the casket in
                    the open room

                The other person that left — missing the
                    talk — under a tree with John
                    tying him up — when she said
                    Fr. Carter and I were from the devil and
                    4 priests said so and stole the rosary
                    tapes in the Red Rosary Book with
                    the rainbow and Blue Book 6

---

                    I remember Jesus on December 5, 1996
                appearing on the cross at the point of
                death His mouth moving — 12 days
                later Mary appeared in Clearwater in
                Rainbow Color and the Red Rosary
                Book left the printer that same
                day Mary's image appeared on
                the building in Clearwater in
                rainbow color —

                Jesus said after Mary appeared everyday
                    for 14 months giving me the rosaries
                    in Blue Book 6 and the Red Rosary Book —
                    when He appeared December 5, 1996 and
                    Mary had also appeared for
                    2 1/2 years on the 5ths at the Holy Spirit Center
                    and Holy Cross-Immaculata —

                    Jesus said December 5, 1996 12 days before
                Mary's image appeared in Clearwater
                nobody was listening.

                    If we ignored Jesus about
                5 million Priestly Newsletters from
                that point would not have reached
                the hierarchy and priests of the world.

                    Take your Private Revelation off and
                if you die and only then it may be
                published a priest told me —

                    Put it all in one book like Sr. Faustina
                he said.

                    God has led the world to greater holiness
                through the mission Jesus gave to
                Fr. Carter and me —

                    He circulated the Priestly Newsletter
                every other month from July, 94
                until December, 2000 almost to his death day.

               
                    He gave me instructions for continuing
                the Newsletter —

                    The same priest said — rent out
                the Clearwater building — there are
                billions of buildings on this earth and
                have been —

                    Jesus wants this building for prayer and
                we have had it for 9 years —
                only by the grace of God, but it is
                hard, for very few help us to pay
                the bill.

                    When I got message after message —
                other messengers came from the devil
                trying to stop Mary's apparitions —
                giving messages to Fr. Carter —
                he wouldn't listen —
                He said "Rita your messages and my
                messages are the only valid messages
                for the Shepherds of Christ — Jesus told me that —
                I always want you to obey me."

  

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                Too much light can impair vision
                Too much noise can damage ears

                The soul cannot be destroyed
                    if one destroys the body.

                The soul of man can be separated
                    from the body by death of
                    the body.

                The soul is immortal.
                The soul lives forever.
                God gave us our body.
                God gave us our life here
                    to grow closer to Him.

                We are in control of our
                    actions — we are to become
                    masters of them —

                We hear, we taste, we smell,
                    we know.

                We have intelligence and will.
                We  must be truthful about ourselves,
                    our wounded human nature —
                    this takes courage

                We must control ourselves —
                    control passions —
                    control food
                    control alcohol

                We were given our faculties to help
                    us to see more clearly God's
                    vision, to live by His Plan —

                Mary and Jesus called me to be a messenger —

                When the world becomes worldly —
                    St. Thomas said God sends a messenger

                I deliver a message

                Mary appeared to me —

                Mary appeared at Fatima delivering
                    the message for unity —
                    love, consecration to Their
                    2 perfect Hearts

                Mary said to reach the priests with
                    this message with the
                    Priestly Newsletter

                Jesus told us to pray for the priests,
                    the Church and the world —

                When Mary appeared on the 5ths for
                    2 1/2 years —
                    Jesus appeared at the point of
                    death December 5, 1996

                I begged and begged God to help me
                    August 12, 1996
                    Mary appeared all night, I talked
                        to the Father —

 

Excerpt from August 12, 1999

Messenger:  On the morning of August 12, 1996, I was told to go to Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center. There in those early morning hours Mary appeared all night. I remember the darkness of the Sorrowful Mother Chapel, black, and I only saw the light of Mary. She appeared in that same glorious light of hers, light like fluorescent, but not like that at all because it is like nothing I have ever seen. I cried out to her and begged the Father to please help me to do what They had asked me, and all of us, to do. I felt I prayed as never before.

    The next morning of the 13th of August Mary appeared again in the same place for several hours in the same exact setting in that white light in the darkened Sorrowful Mother Chapel in the corner. In the late afternoon of the 13th, I would go to the Sorrowful Mother Chapel again.

    The Eucharist was exposed and the whole front of the chapel was covered with a celestial aura and she appeared again. This time the light and the aura were a golden light, almost like a gold glistening veil across the whole front of the chapel in front of the exposed Eucharist and before Mary. I did not want to leave there. I drove to the rosary at Tom's farm, the mikes for the rosary were missing. The younger shepherds had to go to the store to get some mikes. John Weickert was there for the first time on the farm. I asked him to say the 7 Sorrows of Mary. What appeared to me to be a mixed-up situation without the mikes and equipment turned out to be a night of great grace. I didn't know all what was happening....

    Mary spoke in the rosary. She gave the following message at the beginning of the mystery of the Visitation.

Mary had been rather silent in the rosaries for much of the year since about February, except for a rosary she delivered April 25, 1996, for the youth at a Junior Shepherds of Christ Meeting.

It was a gift when Mary spoke that evening August 13, 1996, (she would deliver Mary's Message of August 27, 1996, two weeks later on Tom's farm.

Mary's Message is the message she wishes circulated with her image in Florida).

The message that follows is the message Mary delivered August 13, 1996 on the farm after some silence in the rosary. Very soon John Weickert became our President.

end of August 12, 1999
 

   

Mary appeared the next day
    August 13, 1996

 

Excerpt from November 18, 1999

Jesus:  You see a wooded land covered with spring trees of glorious beauty, you see the fall days of beauteous color, you see the snow-capped trees with a soft white lustrous touch.

And My children, you do not control such things, it is the hand of the Creator that paints the field with a mystical brush of love.

I have given to My messenger the vision of the beauty of a celestial aura that has covered My sanctuary at certain times.

I give to you this vision. Picture the lights of heaven as a celestial veil of little gold dust, as snowflakes so close together and a veil of dense little mystical snowflakes covering the sanctuary where the Lord is in the Eucharist exposed or at the Consecration of the Mass.

See the wind blow and in the spring the petal flowers are blowing as little flakes of snow in a wooded part of the land.

See the little white snowflakes come down creating this aura of mystical beauty.

See the little leaves from Aspen trees blowing down from above as little snowflakes to grace the beautiful land.

Oh My children, I show you the lights of heaven, I describe here the aura which appeared in two of the great visions I gave to My messenger. The last of the three visions in April 1996, and the vision of August 13, 1996, before the rosary at Tom's farm.
 

Excerpt from August 12, 1999 Daily Message

The next morning of the 13th of August Mary appeared again in the same place for several hours in the same exact setting in that white light in the darkened Sorrowful Mother Chapel in the corner. In the late afternoon of the 13th, I would go to the Sorrowful Mother Chapel again.

The Eucharist was exposed and the whole front of the chapel was covered with a celestial aura and she appeared again. This time the light and the aura were a golden light, almost like a gold glistening veil across the whole front of the chapel in front of the exposed Eucharist and before Mary. I did not want to leave there. I drove to the rosary at Tom's farm...

^{(end of August 13, 1996 description)}
  

Jesus speaks: I show you a mystical veil of light, looking as little minute golden snowflakes, an aura of mystery, a beauty beyond words, a veil to cover the hard cold reality of a hardened world so straight and hard, almost seemingly unable to bend or surrender. The hard must bend to the soft, the darkness must give way to the light.

end of excerpt from November 18, 1999

 

                Mary then appeared in Clearwater when
                    the Red Rosary Book went out

                    December 17, 1996.

                Mary began appearing at night in
                    rainbow gold as I did the
                    5ths —
                    Fr. Carter was in a hotel sick when
                        John took this —
                        the night of the 5th

    

Mary by day July 5, 2000

by night July 5, 2000

                   

                On January 5, 2001

                    The image of Mary appeared in
                        rainbow color and gold
                        before gold

Another priest came

     

  

                     

                    February 5, 2001

                        Jesus told me to take this
                            picture

  

  

                On May 5, 2001

                    My Archbishop cousin told
                        me to ask for a sign

                    I got this one

 

Pictures taken on May 5, 2001 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                On January 24, 2006

                    Jesus sent me to a priest I
                didn't know —

                    we circulated 1,800,000 Priestly
                        Newsletters in 1 1/2 years and
                        100,000 of his books

                On December 12, 2007

                    Mary appeared to me in China
                        on the Feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe
                        and gave me this message

                    Mary's image in Clearwater resembled
                        Our Lady of Guadalupe

                 

    

December 12, 2007 - Feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe     

  

From the Retreat December 12, 2007

 

 

R. Mary appeared in China, Indiana while I received this message and she was so beautiful. This is the third visit in 3 days. She appeared every day of the retreat.

    Day 1 for 45 minutes at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center.

    Day 2 during the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, all through the Mass in China, Indiana.

    Day 3 about 4:30 pm after the third day of prayer and this is the message transcribed from a tape.

  

 

Mary:  I am Mary your Mother and I have come to deliver this message on the Feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe that my Son Jesus has called this Movement to majorly help to bring to completion the mission that I began at Fatima. And it is displeasing to Him that more have not answered the call for I appeared in Clearwater for all those years. And although they knew that there was something that was so important that God the Father allowed me to come there, there was the resistance to try to make the apparition into what men wanted of it.

    The apparition was given there to lead the men more and more to the prayer, the prayer in the prayer manual for the priests, the Church and the world and to the instrument given by my Son to help lead the hierarchy into consecrating their dioceses more and more to the Sacred Heart and to my Immaculate Heart.

    It is in great sorrow, for it has affected many of my children in schools and in nursing homes who could have helped, but I come to you today with a joy of my Immaculate Heart to thank you for the fervor with which you have responded to the call of my Son Jesus over all these years. I am Our Lady of Guadalupe, Our Lady of Clearwater, Our Lady of Fatima, Our Lady of Fatima in the Americas.

  

  

Mary: I am asking you again to help me with all your heart through your prayer, through your committedness, with your yes to the call of my Son Jesus to serve this Movement as the leaders. Satan will press down more and more and it is in your fervor to do your adoration and your attendance at daily Mass that you will have the weapons to fight for satan does not like the work of the Shepherds of Christ. He will press down and you must fight him. You are at battle my little children and you have answered the call of my Son Jesus.

    I am Mary your Mother, please publish this message that others will pray the prayers and tremendous grace will be granted for healing in your families, for the priests, the Church and the world, for the parishes that pray the prayers and spreading the glass from my image face and praying the prayers you will know special favors from Jesus my Son.

    As you pray the prayers and you meditate on the promises given to St. Margaret Mary you will know more and more how important it is to your lives, to your families, to the souls of this earth, to the places to consecrate all persons and places to the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart.

    In the end the Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign and my Immaculate Heart will triumph and there will be a certain period of peace granted to the world. You must not lose hope, not for one moment for my Son Jesus is so close to you and guiding you and I am always by your side.

    Pray to the Holy Spirit that He will fill you more and more with His grace, that you will see, that you will be enlightened, that you follow the will of the Father, that you will not give into the tactics of satan to divide you or to lead you from your path. Go to the Eucharist and be filled with a greater love for God. This will be your pillar of strength in a cold night when you are tired and weary, Jesus will be with you forever.

    I am Mary your Mother, Our Lady of Guadalupe in the Americas speaking to you as Our Lady of Clearwater and Our Lady of Fatima, listen to me and publish this message that others will pray the prayers and help you to spread the Priestly Newsletter and the writings as my Son Jesus has asked you. I love you my children so very much, please answer my call.

  

 end of December 12, 2007

    

 

                    Before she appeared I did this
                        Divine Mercy during
                        a retreat December 12, 2007

 

The Feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe

December 12, 2007

The Divine Mercy
    

Eternal Father, I offer You the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your dearly beloved Son, Our Lord Jesus Christ in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.

First. R. During this first mystery of mercy we want to meditate especially on Jesus in the garden, how Jesus knelt in the garden and the Apostles slept. We see that same situation when Jesus hung on the cross and Mary was underneath and John was underneath, but where were the Apostles. God calls us to do things and we have lots of fervor and love for God, but many times satan presses down. Or we can just become tired like the Apostles in the garden, but at any rate we're not where He wants us to be at the right time and He may want us there in order to perform some work. Where were they when Jesus hung on the cross - where were they, Mary was there, John was there. What was going through Peter's mind when he was so focused on himself, and they said to him "You surely were one of them" and he denied that he was.

    What happens when we get consumed with fear even worrying about what other people are thinking of us? And we know that Jesus wants us to do something and so the devil can work lots of times in just tapping us on the shoulder and getting us to focus on ourselves and worry what somebody is thinking about us and Jesus is saying "You know I wanted you to do that, you were working to do that, you were all set up to do that" and then something at the last minute gets you flustered and why weren't you there.

    God knows all things and we cannot even imagine what that would be to be able to know as God knows and yet He gives us little glimpses and in meditating in the magnificence of God's knowing and loving capacity we can understand more and more about Him a Divine Supreme Being. But we really do have lots of problems when we're down here and we try to limit God in our thinking about how He really is and He says so clearly to us "I AM the I AM" - "I AM the I AM". 

    One thing that I really think is such a gift in God's Blue Book that He gives to us, is He gives to us His vision, succinctly and clearly, in a few words we can open up God's Blue Book and it can help us to see very clearly where we may have had some difficulty because of the imperfections in the world. I remember too when I use to go to Mass all the time before the messages even became public and I would go to Mass and sometimes I would be thinking about God talking to me and worrying and then going to Mass and saying "Oh as I heard the Word of God read, this is exactly how Jesus is talking to me. There was that same truth that is in the Blue Book messages that was in the scriptures, that same vision, the same reality, the vision of the Father.

    And so in opening up the scriptures we can be confused sometimes because of all the different visions that are in the world, some of them could be right, but so many of them can be very tainted and wrong, and so therefore we can open up the scriptures in just reading a little bit or recalling the story of what is said about the Good Shepherd or the blind man — we can be brought back to that vision of God in sending the priestly newsletter to the far ends of the earth to all the hierarchy. It is in trying to send them like a kiss of our love rooted firmly in the vision of the Father based on the scriptures, the wisdom of the saints, the writings of the popes, and the very renowned theologians that it is right on, not right or not left but really purely in the vision of the Father.

    And so when we begin with a quote that says "I am the Good Shepherd and the Good Shepherd lays down His life for His flock" and then we know that it says in scriptures that they hear the voice of the Good Shepherd and they follow him, that because we've sent the newsletter to all the hierarchy and they have written back to us, we know that they're hearing the voice of the Good Shepherd and that beautiful presentation, the instrument as Jesus calls it, that we have sent to the hierarchy and to a total of, many times, 80,000 priests. We've been able to send this almost every other month for over a year now and I think to the tune of 8 or 9 newsletters which is a lot to send that with that frequency and to like hammer down the message of Our Lady of Fatima and consecrating our hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary firmly rooted in the Eucharist and holiness and magnificence of the priesthood in the Church.

    I know that in a 1,800,000 newsletters that we have sent just recently, that we must have impacted many of our priests and hierarchy for them to write such lengthy letters back to us and tell us how pleased they are and especially of our prayers that we pray for them.    During this retreat we pray for our priests, the Church and the world. We pray especially this day on the Feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe. We see Our Lady as Our Lady of Guadalupe bringing forth her children of light, our Spiritual Mother, children of the Church.

     We are a big part of this because Mary said at Fatima that as we give our hearts more and more to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary we will know peace in our hearts and in the world. It is so beautiful to ponder the words of the Sacred Heart of Jesus given to St. Margaret Mary about how Jesus will write our names in His Heart and there will be peace in our homes from spreading this devotion and the priests can touch the most harden hearts. The promises are so beautiful but it is the reality - it is the whole story is it not, the story of how much Jesus loves us that He did sweat His Blood in the garden, He sweat His Blood and we are kind of blind because we do a lot of things, a lot of times, that really work against His plan.

    And yet He loves us so much, even Peter, who was not under the cross, who slept in the garden, who wanted to build some tents, who wanted to be washed all over. In His gentle and tender love that Jesus has for us, He condones so many of our stupidities and returns to us even greater grace when we humbly tell Him how much we truly love Him. Oh pure and gentle loving Heart of Jesus as we meditate on this particular mystery please outpour Your mercy for the souls of this earth especially Your grace to the souls that could be lost and give us the capability to do the work that You have called us to.

    We pray oh precious God, oh heavenly Father, for the sake of souls, we love You, for our priests, for our Church, for our children, for all of our families and friends. On this special Feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe, please help us God, help us to do the work that You have called us to do.

    1. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    2. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    3. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    4. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    5. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    6. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    7. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    8. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    9. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
  10. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.

Eternal Father, I offer You the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your dearly beloved Son, Our Lord Jesus Christ in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.

 

Second. R. In this second mystery of Jesus' passion, we see the body of a man so perfect and beautiful, a young man, a man in His 30's, early 30's - so beautiful the body of Jesus, so beautiful the Heart of Jesus, so consumed with love for you and me that He allowed them to whip Him at the pillar. The Divine Almighty Son of God with all the power could have stopped this at any moment and yet because of His love for souls He stood at the pillar and they whipped Him and they tore His flesh.

    In the world today we see the focus on the body and yet the more that I know that God is calling me to do this, the more I can't even believe sometimes what I see in the airports in the different places. And I don't want people to lustfully crave the flesh and to teach others by the display of this nudity and other allurements on magazine stands and in other places.

    It is for this that I pray in this mystery that God will give to men on this earth the light to be able to see the beauty in the human body and its purpose to help them to get to heaven. Think about this, think of how they whipped the precious flesh of Jesus and He allowed this. God help us to be docile and humble, to realize how precious indeed every soul is to You, that Your love for them so great that You withstood a terrible battering at the pillar. Just help us to do this mission, God - for our beloved priests, for the Church and the sake of souls. We love You and thank You.

    1. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    2. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    3. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    4. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    5. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    6. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    7. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    8. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    9. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
  10. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.

Eternal Father, I offer You the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your dearly beloved Son, Our Lord Jesus Christ in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.

 

Third. R. You know its really interesting the senses, think of the senses and how important the head is - the head that we see with our eyes, and we hear with our ears and we taste with our mouth. The head and the face is really important. It is really important because it houses the brain and we think with our brain. Jesus is the head of the Church and we are the body. The more that we realize how important it is that He is the head rather than just kind of thinking about what's going on with us but recognizing that headship - the mystical body of Christ.

    Adam was the head - from him came the seed, all of us came from Adam's seed. And Christ the head of the Church, the head of the mystical body is so important in our spiritual life. Through one man's sin we all suffered the effects of original sin (but Mary). Christ the Divine Almighty God, the head of the mystical body, the Church, comes to outpour His life to us, His sharing in His Divine life. From the seed of Adam we received life and from the gift of Christ, head of the mystical body (the Church). As we are baptized and become members of His Church, we received a special sharing in His life and the Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell within us. Jesus is the Savior of the human race.

    Now let us think about Christ in His passion. Eternal Father I offer you the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity - That's really important isn't it? That it is the sacrifice of God Himself that is offered in the sacrifice of Calvary. Eternal Father I offer you the Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity — the Sacrifice is the Sacrifice of the Divine Almighty God, Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity.

    In the Mass, it is the sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present in our lives as members as the mystical body of Christ. Our sacrifice as we offer everything that we do as members of the mystical body of Christ united to the Mass, to the Sacrifice of Calvary, sacramentally made present, everything that we do, can help in the work of redemption - the fact that I am here, the fact that I am driving home, the fact that I am sleeping, the fact that I am eating. But how few really realize what it is to be a member of the mystical body of Christ and how deeply connected we are to Christ our head, how we receive this special sharing in His Divine life and how we can be a great strength to the other people of the world just because we are members of His mystical body and this is one of the missions that God has asked me to write about and to talk about — is that, members of the mystical body of Christ will realize how every breath that we take can be helping in this work of redemption for our beloved brothers that are in the world.

    To me it's depth, it's depth of knowing deeper into the mystery, it's depth of realizing more how precious it is to be this member of the mystical body of Christ, how we have this great capacity to be able to help others by our very life lived as members of the mystical body of Christ united to Christ so deeply as our head that as we spread the Mass Book and all of the information that was given over and over again on the 13ths, it may seem like a little thing to some people, sort of like when Fr. Carter wrote His Spirituality Handbook and His Tell My People messages.

    I didn't understand the intricacies and the depths and the purpose that God was giving to us this vision and 13 years ago, it is this vision that I impart to you as one that carries the vision out for Fr. Carter and for the Shepherds of Christ Movement. It is the frustration to know more and more the purpose of Our Lady's message at Fatima and yet to realize the rejection of the messages having note worthy by so many and the striving in my soul planted there from these gifts given, to know how majorly we are helping to bring to completion the mission that she began at Fatima.

    Today in this mystery I want us to meditate on the head of Christ, how He showed us that it was thorns that they pounded into His head that made Him bleed, that disfigured His precious scalp and head and yet by the saving blood that Christ shed we are saved. In our sufferings, our daily sufferings of trying to do what God is calling us to, in the joy within our hearts of realizing how a family is formed that is very united and has precious unique gifts that may not even be in other groups in the world.

    I ask you to look at the head of Christ and to say "For love of me Christ allowed them to pound into His head a sharp crown of piercing thorns." In His omnipotence, in all of His Might, His power He endured this - looking like He was helpless as they ridiculed Him and spit on Him, as they mocked Him. There's nothing worse than having somebody mock us, is there? The Divine Almighty God allowed human creatures to mock Him as His saving Blood came forth from His precious head.

    I know that I am not perfect by a long sense in all the ways that I have tried to do this work, but God has given to me the vision to not give up no matter what, to have the strength and the love for souls that nothing else makes sense to me, having called me to do this. But He has called all of you to help, and although I may carry the responsibility, He's called us all to be team players.

    So Peter was not there under the cross. Peter was sleeping in the garden but He still made Peter the head of the Church - "upon this rock I will build my church", in all of our imperfections. It is in our love that we can do the greatest work for He shows us more than anything, love and that He endured the crown that led to blood being shed for you and me.

    1. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    2. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.

    Oh God how, how precious indeed are the gifts that You give to me and the human race and You are not even recognized today. When we ponder how You suffered in hanging on the cross, some may say "Well how could they have hung Jesus on the cross?" And yet we can say today - how can we treat each other the way that we do or murder a baby in the womb, God showed us a lot of things when He walked the earth and the more we meditate on this the more the Holy Spirit will bring to light those mysteries in which He reveals Himself so profoundly to us, not in words and writings, but written in our soul in the depth of His love for us. How can we ever measure that?

    3. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    4. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    5. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    6. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    7. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    8. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    9. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
  10. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.

Eternal Father, I offer You the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your dearly beloved Son, Our Lord Jesus Christ in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.

 

Fourth. R. And He carried the cross on His back but He never stopped, even when He fell and the cross went on His back, He kept going the Divine Almighty God shed His most precious blood and He kept going and He kept getting up and He kept going and He kept getting up. And I can hear in that, that little tiny voice "You did it grandma." We can do some of the most profound things with the might of God but it takes a heart that is consumed with love that is pumped strong with His love alive in us. Never, never, never underestimate what we can do when God is so one with us. And His love is what empowers us and all of our imperfections and all of the things that satan can say, we know the truth, we try and we try and we smile and we frown and we garble and we do all these things and yet the propelling force within us is how deeply He has filled us with so much love.

    1. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    2. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    3. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    4. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    5. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    6. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    7. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    8. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    9. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
  10. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.

Eternal Father, I offer You the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your dearly beloved Son, Our Lord Jesus Christ in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.

 

Fifth. R. And I think of what St. Paul says - "I have been crucified with Christ but is no longer I who live but He who lives in me." - and it is in this that we must recognize that God has outpoured His abundant grace in us, that He has filled us more and more with His life, that we are saturated with His life alive in us.

    1. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    2. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    3. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    4. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    5. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    6. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    7. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    8. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
    9. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
  10. For the sake of His sorrow Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.

 

Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and on the whole world.

September 4, 2004

end of December 12, 2007 Divine Mercy

  

Mary appeared in a little room in
   Clearwater December 17, 2007
   during the prayer service

   I got this message —
   transcribed from the tape

  

December 17, 2007 Rosary 

It was transcribed from a tape.

 

Joyful Mysteries

Jesus: If I ask you to go inside of yourselves and to look into the deepest layer of your heart and to say - how are you right now My child. Do you know My love? Has the struggle been very hard? Has it been easy? Have you held tight to the love that I wanted to give you to the reason for why I called you to this building this day that you would know special grace that is being granted to you right now in order for you to help to bring to completion the mission that My Mother began at Fatima and to you I have called YOU by name and I have asked you over and over and over again, and I have given to you the grace in your heart that you will know more and more the mission that the Father has given to you.

    Oh precious child of Mine, how truly I love you and your Mother Mary is with you this night in a very special way and the Holy Spirit is gracing you and giving to you the things that you need - and to you, you are being called to let go, to say yes, to say, "Oh God I love you so" and Mother Mary it is such a gift that you are our Spiritual Mother, so beautiful indeed you are - oh precious lady, Lady of Fatima, Lady of Clearwater, Lady of Guadalupe, the Mother of God, the Mother of Jesus, the one conceived without sin, the one chosen to bring forth the Son of God.

    Oh little lady where is your heart today, is it open, is it closed, is it jealous, is it mad, is it happy, is it seeking to do My work? Mary is with you now but you must let go. You must let go and know more and more the purity of which I speak for why I have given the world this building. For if you close your heart and you give in to the pressing down of satan, do you think he will press less tomorrow? Well how about the next day, will the press be less? As you give in to him, as you allow yourself to be tempted, as you do not seek to discipline your mind and your will, turn yourself more to prayer, to temperance - realizing how you can control your free will and your thoughts. Do you think it will become easier tomorrow, as you give in so rapidly today?

    And what are you living for if you are not living to help to build My Kingdom? Why do you come to this building if you do not want to help with the mission that Mary began at Fatima? Pray ardently that you will not be put to the test but will receive the special grace that I want to give to you this night for you have been chosen by Me and I love you so. But the mission has been given in the messages that I have presented to you and it is in obedience to the mission that you will be able to accomplish great things. I love you and My Mother loves you so very, very, very much.

 

The Annunciation

1. Mary:  When little children come to me at my building, my Son Jesus gives to them special grace for I love the little children so very much. And my little army of children is very weak today and yet you must have faith that Jesus is calling you in this mission and helping you to do it. Follow the words that He has given through the messages and you will watch great success. I am Our Lady of Fatima in the Americas, Our Lady of Clearwater. I am your Mother Mary, I am with you today. I appear to you to tell you this message.

2. R. The angel appeared to Mary, Mary said yes.

3. Hail Mary

4. Mary: I am Our Lady of Guadalupe, Our Lady of Fatima in the Americas.

5. Mary: Do not be afraid for I stand near you to help you in this mission. My Son Jesus will outpour His grace for the newsletter, for the hierarchy, for those receiving these writings. It is your job to circulate them and to pray fervently. Do not lose hope, do not be afraid, let go and know My peace and My love always with you. I am Mary your Mother.

6. R. And she just looks like the Mary of all the different nationalities in such beauty and light and her mouth is moving as she speaks and she prays with us being the Lady of different nationalities, Mother of the Universe and Mother of the World, Mother of the Church and Mother of the priest and Mother of the children, Mother of the families, Mother of the schools and the churches. Her Mouth is moving as she speaks. What have we to fear when Our Lady is with us?

7. Mary: How precious indeed are my children. My little ones, do not turn your face away or turn a deaf ear to my call, but listen and help me. I am Our Lady of the Americas, Our Lady of the Universe.

8. Hail Mary

9. Hail Mary

10. Hail Mary

   

The Visitation

R. Oh beautiful lady, so sweet indeed is the love of your heart and the Heart of your Son in a world that is so cold and has forgotten that we are here to love, that God is love. Created in His image and likeness, we are not like Him when we are not loving and our hearts are hard. What is it to do anything at all if it is not to please Jesus who has been so good to us, who has chosen us and blessed us and loved us despite all of our imperfections and all of our weak ways in His gentle touch He says, "Come I will guard you, I will give you tremendous grace that you will be made ever holier."

    Yet the devil presses in, and he wants us to give into him but will it help? Will it help the day tomorrow, for tomorrow he will be more aggressive, and more and more even as the day itself progresses, he is relentless in the way in which he leads a soul into darkness that it is almost appalling to even think that someone would give in to such a temptation to go to hell for all eternity because of such gravity to sin and yet satan the great deceiver of lives moves ahead aggressively, relentlessly working more and more in his temptation to lead a soul away from God.

    Oh precious Lady of Fatima you appeared to the three children and the sun looked as if it would crash to the earth and yet are we not being shown how ignorant we are to ignore the Eucharist, Jesus truly present with His power and His Might. Oh Lady of Fatima intercede to Jesus that we can spread the messages of His love in the Blue Books, the messages in the Rosary Meditations, the messages that you have given to us from this site here - your building in Florida.

    For the nights are long and the devil is relentless in trying to stop us many times and yet so much has been accomplished as we have spread the newsletter and the books around the world. Oh Lady of Fatima intercede for us to your Son on this December 17, 2007, 11 years after the image first appeared here. Ask God to hear us and help us, we are the poor banished children of Eve and we can struggle with imperfections but within our heart is the call that you and Jesus have given to us in the Shepherds of Christ and this is our life for we love you and Jesus so much.

1. R. Oh night richly blessed when the Son of God was born — oh God help us to see, see by the light of Your star, the truth.

2. Hail Mary

3. Hail Mary

4. Mary: And to your families Jesus will outpour His grace for as you give more and more to the service of His Sacred Heart and my Immaculate Heart, He will bless you and your families and He will take them into His Heart - therein they will find peace, love and joy. Jesus wants you to spread this devotion as He has asked you in the Shepherds of Christ. He'll listen, He will bless you abundantly, He will take you ever deeper into His Heart.

5. Hail Mary

6. Hail Mary

7. Hail Mary

8. Hail Mary

9. Hail Mary

10. Hail Mary

   

Birth of Jesus

1. R. Jesus was born.

2. R. Conceived of the Holy Spirit in the womb of the Virgin Mary, the Savior of the world, God-made-Man.

3. Hail Mary

4. Jesus: And I want you to let go. I want to work in your heart but you stop Me with your stubborn controlling ways and I have outpoured My grace to you so many times and you said "Go away Jesus, I don't want to change" and yet your life is so short and your days are numbered hour upon hour and you walk around in misery as you stay locked in the past and the patterns that lead you down the path of irritation, anger and unhappiness. And I say "Reach, reach, reach" and you say "Not today Jesus, come another day. I want to be miserable." And I say "Reach, reach, reach, reach today, today let Me have control of your heart for you will not surrender and you are locked in a vault that keeps you stuck. I want you to give Me your heart that I can transform your heart into a heart of deepest love.

5. Jesus: For what is it - this age of the Two Hearts but to spread My burning love to this world and yet the devil will attack you and you give in, that your heart is not soft and supple as it should be, but cold. How can you tell them of My love if you act in selfish ways? How can you tell them of peace if you do not have peace yourself?

Mary: I am the Lady of Fatima, the Queen of Peace in the Americas, to those who believe they will receive special gifts from Jesus.

6. Hail Mary

7. Hail Mary

8. R. I remember long ago when Mary appeared every day, they called a big meeting with several priests and a big table and Fr. Carter was there and they were all around the table, maybe 30 people. And a man said to me, "Why do you keep going in there because nobody believes you." And I said "Because Mary is appearing to me." This was in '94 and '95.

    Today the Mother of God appears here to me as she did 3 times and she spoke last week. Does it matter? What matters only is that I continue to deliver the message that I got 16 years ago that led this Movement to this place and God has called you and Mary has appeared to me to tell you of her beauty and her light and to ask you to help with the mission that God has given to me to obey the messages, to not do it a different way, to do it as Jesus has designated with the structure of helping to renew the Church and the world through the newsletters, the prayer chapters, the prayer groups, the Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart, the Nursing Home Program, the School Rosary Program, the Prison Ministry, the books and writings of Fr. John and Fr. Carter, the Mass Book, all of the gifts that God has given to help to spread the devotion to the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart, the love of Jesus and to lead priests to daily adoration. Mary appears to tell us this in her building where she appeared for 7 1/2 years and we have kept for 9 years. This is the message of Our Lady of Fatima in the Americas.

9. R. And I wish you could see the beauty of the Mother of God for she is not static her image is changing before me. A Mother of love for all of the different countries, a Mother of youth, a Mother of beauty, a Mother of goodness, of holiness not the rebellion of the world, a Mother crying out for the children, her children that will be lost to the fires of hell.

10.  Hail Mary

   

The Presentation in the Temple

1. Hail Mary

2. Hail Mary

3. Hail Mary

4. Hail Mary

5. Song: A Song from Jesus

6. Sing:  I have Called You by Name

7. Hail Mary

8. Hail Mary

9. Hail Mary

10. Hail Mary

  

The Finding of Jesus in the Temple

1. R. I remember when Mary appeared every day as she did for 14 months in '94 and '95 before she appeared here. And I did this mystery of the rosary especially in '95 when she really pressed down telling me about reaching the school children and she would cry out in this mystery of the rosary and she would say how the souls were going into hell like rain and how we had to reach her little lost children and how important the School Rosary Program was.

    And I didn't know John then but I know that it was really hard. We use to get the rosary aves and run them off in my basement and we had folding machines and trying to print the consecrations. And we were reaching almost nobody and then somebody became in charge of the School Rosary Program and their messages became their focus rather than helping. And I would go over to Holy Cross-Immaculata and I would just cry over the pew and I'd just say "You tell me this every day and you appear to me and how am I suppose to do this."

    And yet I delivered the message in the best way that I could and then finally when John came then he started sending out like the school rosary book to all the schools in the United States, then we had the rosary building here - making the rosaries, and then finally we had to close that because that didn't work, then the Indiana people took over and that has really worked. And they may think that it is important to Mary but the message that Mary gave me every day was drilled so deep in my soul.

    But it is hard to even deliver the message with the intensity that you know it with the words that come out of your mouth and so you depend on God's grace and His calling and then I could see how even the people in Texas were called to do the coloring books because I didn't even know them and really the people that God has called are people that He has called in their hearts that I didn't even know. And they were really committed - like Kathleen, I don't know how she got here. How did these people show up? I was teaching college math, this has little to do with hyperboles and derivatives.

    The miracles that God has given to us I feel can be manifest more and more if we pray to God for the faith and the grace that we will have as Fr. Carter prayed every day at Mass, when I went, for new vocations for all 7 categories.

    There has been too much time Mary says in giving into satan because we are at war and our hearts are battling this war while God is outpouring the grace in our daily adoration and attendance at Mass for we would not even be in this building or would the Shepherds of Christ exist without the weapons that God has given to us in greater saturation of His grace to help us do the mission.

    I feel like so many times that I couldn't say more and yet God keeps revealing more and more things into His plan but it takes the faith, and if your faith is waning right now look around the building and the image of the Virgin in front of you on the screen and for the times when we have wasted time or focused on me - whatever temptation that satan puts in there don't do it anymore. For the sake of souls, help us, in your prayers, in your suffering, in temptation, in negative thinking. We have to be people that are can do people, that are team oriented, that are growing in greater oneness to spread the unity and the oneness to the whole world.

    It's not in our little backyard anymore. It's not me in my own house with the center at my house as it was for a long time and Fr. Carter used to laugh and he would say "I can't believe this." And yet God has blessed us in every single step of the way in leading us to the houses that we bought and selling the houses so that we could send the newsletter around the world. How many times with Fr. Pasquini - 8 — 80,000 newsletters 8 times - 100,000 books, statues with the glass of Mary where people run up to me in tears and say "I pray the Shepherds of Christ prayers in front of the statue and my husband is building a shrine with the statue, my brother came back to church -  I've been praying for him for years, my kidney was healed." I have stories that I can tell.

    If you were me wouldn't you be sick of proving yourself after 16 years with all these blessings. The proof is in the fruits, the proof is in how many people have responded to the Shepherds of Christ and that it still exists. The proof is in the holiness of the people that have given their lives, I didn't call them - they just showed up for work. Under the pressure of satan trying to fight this warfare of doing the Fatima mission, we endure in the face of pain because of God's grace. Alleluia, Alleluia, Alleluia.

2. R. And I obey what God has told us. It is so important the timing — how we do it, the way that we do it. How could you even do this without His direction, but it's a team effort. If one person is not there it majorly affects the rest of us because He has made us so much like a body dependant on each other and He has blessed us for our unity.

3. Hail Mary

4. Hail Mary

5. Hail Mary

6. Hail Mary

7. Hail Mary

8. Hail Mary

9. Hail Mary

10. Hail Mary

end of December 17, 2007

  

On January 5, 2008

I got this message — again transcribed
                  from a tape

Mary appeared

  

 

 

On January 13, 2008
    Mary appeared
    the monstrance turned — the whole
        Church saw it —
    this was the message

    

January 13, 2008 Rosary - Glorious Mysteries

The Assumption

Mary's messages as she appeared

7.  Mary:  I am Mary your Mother and I have called you here that you will help to spread the devotion to my Immaculate Heart throughout the world. For many of my children are suffering so and they do not come to me. I am their spiritual Mother, the more that they come to my heart the more that the Holy Spirit will work in my heart and will show them the light that they will not be afraid in the darkness of this world. For they are confused and they are turning, many of them, to others that are leading them down the roads of greater and greater darkness. The devil is very strong this day, bring them to me and I will crush his head with my heel. Oh my children do not be afraid, be empowered. Come to Our Hearts to the Heart of my Son Jesus and my Immaculate Heart.

8.  Mary:  And I have given to you my Peace Plan in the rosary of January 5, 2008 but it is so important that you understand that the rosaries are placed in the hands of the little ones in the schools for you can never under estimate this importance to their lives. I am their spiritual Mother and it is important that they are praying the rosary. I will protect them with my mantle. I will take them to my heart and I will teach them of the love of my Son. Spread the consecration to Our Two Hearts in the homes and the families and the schools.

    Do not think this is a little mission for I have appeared now for 14 years with this message to this messenger and you are part of this mission called by my Son to help me in these efforts that the world will know greater peace as they give their hearts to my heart and the Heart of my Son and pray the rosary as they are led to the gifts given to them in the Eucharist. Do not be afraid, my precious ones. Know that I will be by your side strengthening you in trials and difficulties but you must endure. Do not give up. For the sake of the children do not give up.

9.  Mary:  Satan comes as a roaring lion looking for one to devour and in one second you can be turned in a way that is not favorable to the work of Jesus. Why do you stay there wallowing in your discomfort? Come to the Eucharist and my Son will give you His love, outpour grace and strength to you. Do not stay stuck in a trap that satan sets. For this is his way through some form he twists something and you give in. You are then in his trap. Let go! Come out! Come out I tell you! Come to the light. You are engulfed, many times, in a darkness of your own making, in misery he leads you as one being pulled by a string on the nose, and you say, "Okay, okay" and my Son stands by and watches as His Heart bleeds for you.

10.  Mary:  Oh discomfort you will have, for he will take you down the darkest road as far as he can take you. He will never turn to the road of light. Listen to me, Mother of the Eucharist, my Son is giving Himself to you. Why do you come with a dark heart rather than one open to soak in the gifts given. How it offends Him when His way is love and He wants to shower you with His love and you are stubborn in turning away. My Son gave the last drop of His blood for you my precious one.

     

Song:  Hail Holy Queen

 

Mary is Crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth

1.  Mary:  Oh my children, if you knew even a small amount the beauty that God has waiting for you, the gifts of the heavenly embrace, you would be so happy in your hearts and joyous to serve Him, but you walk now in the valley of darkness and you think and you ponder. But your vision is not clear and you must listen to me as your heavenly Mother for there is such a gift ahead for those who love and serve God.

2.  Mary:  Many have made this world their end and they are discouraged. They do not know why they are so unhappy. It is only in reaching for God as your goal will you attain the happiness that your heart desires. And even then you will not be satisfied. You are here for a short time and eternity lasts forever. Oh precious ones if I could give to you a picture of what the heavenly Father has planned for you, your joy would be enormous. You would say "Yes Father, Master, gladly I serve You for I know that some day my home will be with You in heaven."

3.  Song:  May the angels lead you into paradise. May the martyrs greet you on your way. May you see the face of God this day Alleluia! Alleluia!

4.  Mary:  Eye has not seen, ear has not heard, my children, what the Father has planned for those who love and serve Him. Do not be discouraged, but encouraged for I am Mary your Mother and I appear and I speak to you that you will be strengthened in this battle against the evil one who wants souls for hell. But you must say "I will not give in for I know my heavenly Father is with me at every moment, that Jesus is in me and the Holy Spirit counseling me in the ways of God."

5.  Jesus:  A little boy 10 years old went out one day and he walked down the street. But his mother had told him, "Son do not go wandering around, I have told you to stay in your yard." But he said to himself "Who does she think she is? I will go when she is not watching." And so the little boy went down the street not far from his home. There was an evil man and he grabbed the young man and he suffered for he was kidnapped. Oh no! Such a tragedy you say.

    Oh my children, you do not see, the tragedy of your own spiritual life as you wander down the little roads, like the 10 year old little boy, whose mother says, "Don't go there now." And you go and there you are. He entices you, the evil one. He tempts you with his fallacious reasoning and his ways and you stand there and you look as Eve in the garden and Adam. Hisss-sss — come — hisss-sss. It doesn't matter - hisss-sss

    Mary: It is in obedience to the Father's will and obeying the structure and living as God intends you to in following the magesterium of the Church that you will have the happiness that your heart desires. And the devil takes you from holiness to rebelliousness, for seeking dominance for dominance sake, for giving in and being more miserable than you ever were in your life. When you operate against the will of the Father, there is misery my child. There is lack of harmony, there is anguishing suffering that you want removed and you have dug your own hole and crawled in. Children, there is but one way, it is the way of the Father. It is to follow His vision. It is to seek it with all of your heart, to love with all of your heart. To be like my Son, you must love. He is love. To be flippant, abusive, argumentative, seeking vain glory will lead you to a life of misery.

6.  R. Oh lights of heaven, how beautiful indeed you are — and the birds that obey the rule of the Father. And yes the trees grow when they are suppose to — and the stars shine in the sky and the sun comes and goes as it is suppose to, run by the hand of God. And yet man with all of his gifts and his free will thinks he is free, when in fact, he has chosen enslavement from the evil one. Oh God counsel us in the way that we will be children of the light giving our hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, that the Holy Spirit will work transforming us more and more from our blindness to vision, the vision of the Father, the one and only way that our lives are to be.

7.  Song:  Hail Holy Queen

8.  Song:  Ave Maria

9.  R. She crushes the head of the serpent and wherever Mary appears the devil will try to press down with His evil grip, fallaciously working through reasoning that one will stray from their path. And yet it is in realizing more and more the power in the Eucharist and how important to the peace of the world is the consecration to her Immaculate Heart and the Sacred Heart of Jesus that we will be able to withstand this but we must be committed always striving for greater holiness.

Song:  Holy Is His Name

10. Song:  Immaculate Mary

Mary:  I am Mary your Mother, Our Lady of Light, Our Lady of the Eucharist. You must come to my heart and I will protect you with my precious mantle of love.

Song:  Be Not Afraid

Mary:  Do not be afraid my children for He is with you, but pray united as a family, as the great gifted family. God has called each and every one of you, the Shepherds of Christ family, but you must support and love one another and support this mission. Be united and pray for protection with the Blood of Jesus always on the mission, for wherever I am satan will be pressing down around you. I am Mary your Mother. Pray my children and do not give up for my Son is with you now.

Hail Holy Queen

R. Oh heavenly Mother, oh Sacred Heart of Jesus — how truly we love You and we desire to serve our beloved God. We give ourselves this day, the Shepherds of Christ Movement and we believe that you are with us in a special way in this church here and that You will outpour Your grace and help us. Please dear God give us all that we need for the sake of souls, for the love of the priests and the Church and the world. Oh precious Jesus, spread Your blood, consecrate these hearts, cast the devil far away and we ask for a special outpouring of the Holy Spirit on all in the Shepherds of Christ Movement and all that touch them and our families in healing in body, mind and soul, for all of those special intentions that I have and for the people in this room to do this work, for the funds that we need.

    Oh Jesus how beautiful indeed You are and so very, very, very good to us. With all of our hearts we love You as a body, as this Movement and we give ourselves in commitment to the service with this love. We love You, we love You, we love You our beloved God. Thank You and for all the years we have in this church and for all the years in the Movement and for all the things that we've been able to do. And through our prayer we want to make reparation to Your precious Sacred Heart and the heart of Your Mother, for the offenses against You. Help us God with all of our hearts to spread this devotion to the whole world for we are ready.

Song:  Here I Am Lord

R. I love you, I love you, I love you. Amen.

end of January 13, 2008

  

  

On January 21, 2008

    Jesus appeared in mural —

 

Excerpt from January 21, 2008
       

                    When Jesus appeared to me in the mural
                over the altar in China — light was on
                Him — like a bolt of lightening coming
                down  

                First I saw this light as if it came
                    upon Him, His whole body shown
                    lighted — so brightly, but it was
                    as if a light came as a beam from
                    the direction shown — from
                    above

                LIGHT, LIGHT, LIGHT

                Jesus spoke through me then —

                Then the blackest, black around
                    the left arch particularly the
                    left side

  

  

 

 

Given September 8, 2010 - The Nativity of the Blessed Virgin Mary

                Darkness and light —
                Time — we live in time
                Marriage is based on the teaching of Jesus Christ
                Marriage was instituted by God —

                The beauty of the ocean
                A busy city there below
                Summer skies turn into fall —
                The leaves fall from the trees
                After a display of royal beauty
                God the Creator

                God the Creator of marriage —
                If God can give us so much beauty
                A baby, so sweet, little fingers and toes —
                How beautiful the mystery of love —
                God in His Plan for marriage and in friendship —

                How do you describe the sun —
                The beauteous ocean
                A fall day with trees seen reflecting on waters
                    below —

                How much more then, you must agree
                    is love, relationship, harmony,
                    fruitfulness — the mystery of that
                    which is eternal —

                Oh men you see like blind men and a milky
                    glass —
                The clouds are white —
                The sky is blue
                The stars are studded —
                How beauteous far more love —
                    that God gives to us —
                    Why can't we be students to learn
                    from Him and learn to love —

                Stiff-necked — Walls — Blindness
                These are from men's hearts —

                God is love —
                Everlasting love —
                God is faithful
                God is trustworthy
                God is forever

                Man can make a mess and still want to
                    make others live by ice cold, unforgiving,
                    hateful hearts —

                You would think he would want to learn from
                    God about eternal love —
                    What a fool to make an ice-cold-cube and
                        crawl in it and try to force others
                        to live by this coldness —

                God is love —

                    Stubborn are many who 'hate' instead —
                    Who weave a rug of mud and doom —

                Look into my heart —
                Look into the Heart of Jesus —
                Thirst after knowledge of His love for us —
                Read the Blue Books and know His love for us —
                Reality knowing God's Plan.
                How soft is the snow God created —

                How beautiful the snow covered earth, the
                    trees —
                    the beauty of a lantern in the night
                    where it is softly going toward
                    evening and the snow lightly falling
                    past its light —

                How beauteous it is when one sees the
                    light of more and more what is real
                    as created by God where once he
                    was caught in his own blindness —
                    darkness by his own prideful
                    making —

                One who is wise is open and ready to be taught —
                    seeking insight into the hidden mystery of God —

                One who spends their life trying to teach
                    themselves they know it all —
                    misses the mystery of discovery and
                        insight into the hidden mystery of God —

                Oh God let me know more and more of Your
                    perfect love — more and more about Your
                    interior life —

                The Love of God —

   

Excerpt from Response to God's Love by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.

1 

The Mystery of Christ and Christian Existence

... In reference to Christianity, God himself is the ultimate mystery. Radically, God is completely other and transcendent, hidden from man in his inner life, unless he chooses to reveal himself. Let us briefly look at this inner life of God.

    The Father, in a perfect act of self-expression, in a perfect act of knowing, generates his son. The Son, the Word, is, then, the immanent expression of God's fullness, the reflection of the Father. Likewise, from all eternity, the Father and the Son bring forth the Holy Spirit in a perfect act of loving.

    At the destined moment in human history, God's self-expression, the Word, immersed himself into man's world. God's inner self-expression now had also become God's outer self-expression. Consequently, the mystery of God becomes the mystery of Christ. In Christ, God tells us about himself, about his inner life, about his plan of creation and redemption. He tells us how Father, Son, and Holy Spirit desire to dwell within us in the most intimate fashion, how they wish to share with us their own life through grace. All this he has accomplished and does accomplish through Christ. St. Paul tells us: "I became a minister of this Church through the commission God gave me to preach among you his word in its fullness, that mystery hidden from ages and generations past but now revealed to his holy ones. God has willed to make known to them the glory beyond price which this mystery brings to the Gentiles—the mystery of Christ in you, your hope of glory. This is the Christ we proclaim while we admonish all men and teach them in the full measure of wisdom, hoping to make every man complete in Christ" (Col 1:25-28).

   

                Some days are not as beautiful as others —
                    the beauty of a warm day and the ocean waves —
                    the blue sky —
                    The white of snow - falling in the near
                        night against a lantern and
                        the covered ground - the snow
                        coated trees —

                But there is the barrenness of winter
                    the gray skies —
                    the coldness —
                    a really bleak day

                Is not life like this, the death, the
                    resurrection —
                    the ups, the downs —
                    but I know Him —
                    the Victory is won
                    the rock rolled away from the tomb —  

                But reality is God's reality —

                Snow white Christmas' are memories
                    we have deep in our hearts —

                But it is love in our heart that brings
                    us joy —
                    Love for our Creator —
                    Love for His Goodness

                I see the night just beginning — not yet
                    dark, but the lights show through
                    the windows —

                So it was October 31, 1991 — darkness
                    against light because Jesus spoke
                    to me that early evening while
                    the tricker-treaters went about their way —

                Light for me against darkness
                Early morning when Jesus woke me and gave
                    me His letters of love in God's Blue Books —
                    Letters of love for all to know reality —
                    The love of His Heart —
                    His Intimate Love — Reality
                    Reality — The Love of the Father, Son and
                        Holy Spirit for us —
                    Reality — The Love of the 2 Hearts for us —
                    Reality — The foreverness of eternity —

                    Can you really not take the leap to
                        trust God —
                        to love God as He commands us to —
                        to love our neighbors as ourselves —

                    When love is according to the Father's will
                        it lasts forever —

                    Love — real love as God desires —
                        never dies —

                    We choose to not love when we do not
                        LOVE because we have a free will to love or not love.

                We are to be just and
                Give God what is His due as well
                    as give others what is their due —

                Save yourself for what?

                When God commands us to love Him and
                    love others as ourselves —
                    for our eternal reward —

                At any moment a cancer can come
                    and snatch us from our life
                    here below —

                Life is promised to no man —

                God calls us to love so we will be
                    more and more one in Him —

                Jealousy, envy, superiority, anger,
                    etc. — come from giving into
                    our wounded human nature —

                Live - Life —

                Don't give into the impurities that
                    rob us of life —

                I never thought Fr. Carter would die and
                    He died in his body, but
                        he moved on —

                Jesus said to me
                    "Would you have me deprive a soul
                        of his eternal reward"

                Let's live now with what we are given —
                    Why live stubbornly and deprive
                    ourselves of instruction and
                    life —

                God calls us to a vision of Himself —

                Oh God open our eyes and our hearts to
                    not waste our precious gifts
                    in blackness and remorse —
                    bitterness and pain —

                The Victory is won — Jesus rose from the dead

                Song: A Song from Jesus

                God calls us to love Him — NOW
                    to give ourselves to Him — Now
                    To serve Him now —

                The devil doesn't want us to serve God —
                The devil wants us to be unloving —

                God gives us Himself in the Eucharist to
                    teach us about love

                God has given us this Movement to teach
                    the world about the love of the
                    2 Hearts —

                We have light today —
                We have love today —
                We have the gifts God gives us today —

                God be before me —
                        beneath me —
                        in me
                        Help me to love, my God —
                        Help me to serve

                Life is promised to no man —
                God wants our gratitude for the gifts
                    He has given us —

                It is God's love for us that keeps us in
                    existence —

                The more we are likened to Christ —
                    the more we are great lovers —

                A lover is being one likened to Christ —

                Jesus endured pain out of love for us —

                Jesus teaches us about service —
                Jesus teaches us about suffering
                Jesus teaches us about love —
                Jesus teaches us about Victory!!

                Christ died on the cross for our sins —
                We can say 'yes' to darkness —
                We can say 'yes' to slothfulness —
                We will be accountable for our
                    days and what we did to do
                    or not do God's will —

                We are to live to be what God wants us
                    to be —

                We are created by God, He gives us a free will —
                    We can choose to turn away from Him —

                It is like walking in a black night —

                When we could have the light of day to guide us.

                Song: I Am Your Sacred Heart

 

                  What is love?

                God is love —
                The more we are likened to Him —
                The more we love —

                Finally we will surrender —
                    When we die — we have to surrender —

                What a pity to live your life to
                    hurt yourself, to punish others,
                    to be bitter and to think
                    God will reward this 

 

                The road was dark and the gray
                    skies pressed in
                    trees looked like dead men
                    standing —

                Life is full of ups and downs,
                    but joy is found in seeking
                    God on dark days and
                    on sunny ones —

                Love is learned by men who
                    are wise —

                Those who close their hearts —
                    stay where they are —
                    man has a wounded human
                    nature —
                    He was created to know, love
                        and serve God —

   

From The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius, 
    by Louis J. Puhl, S.J. p. 12

                        23. FIRST PRINCIPLE AND FOUNDATION

                            Man is created to praise, reverence and serve God 
                        our Lord, and by this means to save his soul.

                 

                Parents are the first teacher of
                    most children —

                What they do that's not pure they teach
                    to their children —
                    God is the ultimate teacher —

                It is awful to lose someone we are
                    close to and love, but we know
                    about eternal life —
                    We know that for those who love and
                        serve the Lord they live forever —

                Life is short —
                We have a job to do here for God
                We keep growing older —
                That alone can make someone angry —
                This is God's world —
                This is God's Plan —
                If we are angry at God we need to look at that —

   

From The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius, 
    by Louis J. Puhl, S.J. p.11

21.                     SPIRITUAL EXERCISES

    Which have as their purpose the conquest of self
    and the regulation of one's life in such a way that
    no decision is made under the influence of any
    inordinate attachment

   

 

Litany of the
Most Precious Blood of Jesus

(For public or private use.)

Lord, have mercy on us.
   Christ, have mercy on us.
Lord, have mercy on us. Christ, hear us.
   Christ, graciously hear us.
God the Father of Heaven,
   Have mercy on us.
God the Son, Redeemer of the world,
   Have mercy on us.
God the Holy Spirit,
   Have mercy on us.
Holy Trinity, One God,
   Have mercy on us.

Blood of Christ, only-begotten Son of the Eternal Father, save us.
Blood of Christ, Incarnate Word of God, save us.
Blood of Christ, of the New and Eternal Testament, save us.
Blood of Christ, falling upon the earth in the Agony, save us.
Blood of Christ, shed profusely in the Scourging, save us.
Blood of Christ, flowing forth in the Crowning with Thorns, save us.
Blood of Christ, poured out on the Cross, save us.
Blood of Christ, Price of our salvation, save us.
Blood of Christ, without which there is no forgiveness, save us.
Blood of Christ, Eucharistic drink and refreshment of souls, save us.
Blood of Christ, river of mercy, save us.
Blood of Christ, Victor over demons, save us.
Blood of Christ, Courage of martyrs, save us.
Blood of Christ, Strength of confessors, save us.
Blood of Christ, bringing forth virgins, save us.
Blood of Christ, Help of those in peril, save us.
Blood of Christ, Relief of the burdened, save us.
Blood of Christ, Solace in sorrow, save us.
Blood of Christ, Hope of the penitent, save us.
Blood of Christ, Consolation of the dying, save us.
Blood of Christ, Peace and Tenderness of hearts, save us.
Blood of Christ, Pledge of Eternal Life, save us.
Blood of Christ, freeing souls from Purgatory, save us.
Blood of Christ, most worthy of all glory and honor, save us.

Lamb of God, Who takest away the sins of the world,
    Spare us, O Lord.
Lamb of God, Who takest away the sins of the world,
    Graciously hear us, O Lord.
Lamb of God, Who takest away the sins of the world,
    Have mercy on us, O Lord.

V.  Thou hast redeemed us, O Lord, in Thy Blood,
R.  And made of us a kingdom for our God.

Let Us Pray

   Almighty and Eternal God, Thou hast appointed Thine only-begotten Son the Redeemer of the world, and willed to be appeased by His Blood. Grant, we beseech Thee, that we may worthily adore this Price of our salvation, and through its power be safeguarded from the evils of this present life, so that we may rejoice in its fruits forever in Heaven. Through the same Christ Our Lord. R.  Amen. 

   

Spiritual Communion

Dear Jesus — we want to make a spiritual
communion, we cannot receive You
now, but we want to know Your
presence deep in our heart —
deep in our soul — Oh God fill us
with Your presence that we can
just focus on You and Your love
for us now — Love deep in us —
Oneness with You —
Quite surrender to be alone in
this moment with You in our heart
in deep love —
We love You so much our beloved
God —

   

Prayer of St Ignatius

Soul of Christ, sanctify me
Body of Christ, save me
Blood of Christ, inebriate me
Water from the side of Christ wash me
Passion of Christ, strengthen me
O good Jesus, hear me
Within Thy wounds hide me
Permit me not to be separated from Thee
From the wicked foe defend me
at the hour of my death call me
and bid me come to Thee
That with Thy saints I may praise Thee
For ever and ever. Amen.

 

 

 

August 9, 2000
 

     Oh, there is not one so fair as thee, my beloved Mother Mary.

     Of all the maidens that God could have chosen it was you, oh shining Star of Heaven.

     Oh Mary, Mother of us all.

     She doth appear as a wonder so fair indeed,

     A permanent sign of God's love.
      A Woman clothed in gold.
      One that glistens with the radiance of a golden tone,

     Her beauty dancing in the sunlit hours of every day.

     In morning splendor, in dancing light at noon day as the sun glistens on her rainbow glow and at night she has appeared on special dates in golden splendor and light.

     Would you quote the Scripture for Mary so fair.

     "Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars. She was pregnant, and in labour, crying aloud in the pangs of childbirth." (Revelation 12: 1-2)

     Would you see her as she appeared in little villages in the 20th century, tucked in hills and out of the way places.

     If you missed these enormous signs from heaven, of one so fair, she appears there clothed in the golden sun of the day, reflecting her radiant beauty painted by the hand of the Father. She is His chosen maiden so fair.

     She appears daily, she is there by day and beneath the black shadows of night, she does not slumber, but calls to her children of light to come through her golden doorway and let the light of Christ shine in their souls.

     She appears one so fair, by day and sometimes by night clothed in radiance and golden, her garment hemmed with glistening sunlight. She once appeared to a few and her visits fleeting in remotest places, she remains a Woman Clothed with the Sun, the sun dancing on her garments of rainbow color on a busy, busy corner for all to see, in the state of the sun, sunny Florida. She is a Woman painted by the brush of God.

     And do you know the wonder of one who calls the children far and wide, to hear the voice of her Son, Jesus, Chief Shepherd of the Flock.

     Mary, the heavenly maiden, to call them home to His Heart.

     Oh, of one so fair, do we not boast and praise our God and thank Him for such a wonder.

     Oh, to Mary, Queen of Heaven and Earth, we cry, help us to do what you asked for at Fatima and help us in our mission of telling the world of your Son's desire to spread His Movement so men will be Shepherds of Christ.