Prayer Service January 5th
1:30 & 6:20pm
Please tune in & pray with us.
 

Pray for special intentions.
 

Prayer for Grace for our Country

Dear Father united to Jesus in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, the Sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present, celebrated around the world, in the Holy Spirit. We offer up all we do united to the Mass. We unite in one mind and one heart as members of the mystical body of Christ, with Christ our head in the pure and holy Hearts of Jesus and Mary, through the powerful intercession of Mary with all the angels and saints and souls in purgatory, and we beg for the saving grace, for our country, the United States. Please help us. We further pray for unity to always do the will of God in love. We spread the Blood of Jesus on the leaders and people of the United States and cast the devil into hell. We consecrate our country to the Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart and all our dioceses, and beg for an outpouring of the Holy Spirit. God help us. We pray for our families, the priests, the Church and the world. In the Name of Jesus please hear us, we pray. We pray for our president and leaders. We pray that we are united as one nation under God to work together in love as God wants.  
 
   

January 5, 2022

 

In Clearwater. Now January 5, 2022

Please unite. 

Praying for your intentions.

 
 

Mary: I am Mary.

Mother of the Universe.

Pray, my children as you have never prayed before this January 5, 2022,
a New Year for you.

My Son Jesus loves you so very much.
Do not listen to Satan.

He is so strong right now.
This is a special day.

Pray united at 6:20 to me.
I will intercede to your Heavenly Father for your requests,
but you must pray hard.

You must have faith
My little ones.

Pray hard in faith.
Believe in the power of your prayers, here, this day.

Stay deeply united, I will take your prayers to your Heavenly Father, in heaven, who loves you, so much.

I am Mary, your Mother, Our Lady of Clearwater.
    

 

 

R. Her rosary sparkled.

I felt like every bead is us.
 

R. I just read this from a book Fr. Carter loved.

The Holy Spirit puts gifts in our intellect when we ask Him.
The gifts for our intellect are four --
wisdom, understanding, knowledge, and counsel.

These are good habits we want in our intellect.

In understanding we understand more Divine truth.
The others help us judge better.

I just read this from a book Fr. Carter loved.

We want the management of disordered attitudes we are attached to.
These gifts of the Holy Spirit help us.
The Holy Spirit helps us and inspires us, gives us courage and fear of God to move in the right way,
with the right actions.

He gives us piety for greater love, awe and honor of God.

I am thinking of praying to the Holy Spirit hard for these gifts.

We pray to the Holy Spirit to possess our soul.

Isaiah puts these gifts as pairs:

Wisdom and understanding
Counsel and fortitude
Knowledge and piety
Fear of the Lord.
Thus

Wisdom directs understanding,
Counsel directs fortitude, knowledge directs piety
and wisdom directs fear of the Lord which is like the manager of all.

  

January 2, 2022

Sorrowful Mysteries

The Agony in the Garden

1. Jesus took Peter, James and John into the garden after the last supper.

2. The apostles did not understand what was about to happen.

3. Jesus told them to pray and not enter into the temptation.

4. The apostles slept and Jesus went back three times telling them to pray.

5. Jesus saw before Him all that He would suffer, suffer for the sins, the deep dark sins of man from all time.

6. Think of the darkest, deepest sins of men from all time and Jesus saw before Him how He would pay for their sins.

7. An angel appeared to help strengthen Jesus.

8. Jesus’ anguish was so great that He sweat blood.

9. Jesus said to the Father “not my will but thine be done”.

10. Jesus did the Father’s will. 

Prayer for Union with Jesus

Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling in me.

I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of The Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now. end of January 17, 1994

 

The Scourging at the Pillar

1. Jesus knew before the whips came down on His back how His body would be mutilated, by the men He loved.

2. Jesus was bound to the pillar and He could not move while they tortured Him with their whips.

3. Think of being tied to a pillar and beaten by men with whips that tore His flesh.

4. Blood poured out of His wounds when they gouged out flesh from His back.

5. These men were angry men that laughed as they whipped Jesus raw.

6. Jesus paid dearly for our sins.

7. When someone hurts someone else in punishment that is unjust, it does not make them feel good.

8. Oh Jesus, we are so sorry for offending You by our sins.

9. Jesus stood in a puddle of His own blood.

10. Jesus suffered for love of us. He was tortured for our sins.

 

The Crowning with Thorns

1. Jesus was crowned with a crown of thorns, they pounded into His head.

2. Jesus paid to His head for the sins of pride, jealousy, envy, anger, slothfulness.

3. Think of the sins men commit with their minds, their brains, the sins of hatred in the heart.

4. Jesus’ eyes were a bloody mess. Blood ran from His wounded eyes. Blood ran from the thorns pounded into His head.

5. Jesus’ teeth went through His tongue and His mouth bled from the torture done to Jesus’ precious head.

6. Thank You Jesus for suffering, You did for my sins.

7. Oh my God, I am heartily sorry for offending Thee and I detest all my sins...

8. Oh my God, please forgive me for my sins. I am so sorry for offending you.

9. Sing: A Song from Jesus

10. Sing: I Love You Jesus

 

 

Jesus Carried His Cross

1. They gave Jesus a heavy cross laden with the sins of the world. It was so heavy.

2. Jesus: Oh My sweet one, how I suffered for love of you.

3. Jesus: And I love you so much, I was whipped and crowned with thorns for your sins.

4. Jesus: My shoulders felt as if they would crack. The pain was so hard. I struggled to hold this heavy cross.

5. Jesus: My legs hurt so bad. The bones in My legs felt as if they would crack.

6. Jesus: My knees could not support the cross, the sockets felt wrenched.

7. Jesus: My body hurt where I walked. The wounds were wide open all over My body.

8. Jesus: My head-ached as the thorns pressed deep into My skull. I was forced to carry this weight. I was whipped along the way.

9. Jesus: Oh I fell under the weight of this cross. I struggled to get up. They poked at Me and hurt Me more and more as I was down on the ground. Then they laughed.

10. Jesus: Ruthless men. Men I loved. Men who sinned and I suffered for their sins, that very day, I carried the cross for their sins.

 

The Crucifixion of Our Lord, Jesus Christ

1. Jesus: Little ones, I hung for three agonizing hours on the cross, to My death.

2. Jesus: Oh I would give My life for you this day, because I want you with Me eternally in heaven.

3. Jesus: My little one, I love you so much, to My death on the cross.

4. Jesus: I hung on the cross, bloody, beaten, crowned with thorns, nails in My hands and feet and I did this for you.

5. Jesus: Beside Me, were two thieves. One asked Me to remember him when I went into My kingdom. The other thief told Me to save Myself and him, if I was God, this thief was not nice nor was he sorry.

6. Sing: Remember me Lord when you come into your kingdom

7. Mary’s Message from the Rosary of August 27, 1996

Mary:  I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light. end of Mary's Message
 

8. Jesus: I gave you your Mother Mary as I hung on the cross.

9. Jesus: Mary is your Mother, she is pure gift.

10. Sing: At the Cross Her station keeping. Stood the mournful mother weeping. Close to Jesus to the last. Amen

Jesus: I love you to My death on the cross. I died for you, My precious child.

 

November 26, 2021

The Seven Sorrows

The Prophecy of Simeon

R. Mary, you went to the temple with your little baby Jesus, so full of joy and proud of the little baby and Simeon told you
"This child is destined for the fall and rise of Israel, and a sword too will pierce your heart, oh Mary."

You knew of sufferings to come, Mary, joys and sufferings, because to know God, like we do on earth, there are sufferings and joys to know God more and more deeply.

Oh God we know of Your promise to those who love and serve You, and yet we too know we are called to endure suffering daily sometimes, and in our lives here below.

Jesus, You showed us You carried the heavy cross to Calvary, You mounted it and died a brutal death for love of us.
Love of others, bids us to endure the sufferings of this life and to know more joy in knowing God and the everlasting life still to come in heaven.

Oh most Sacred Heart of Jesus Your love for us is a burning flame of endless, enduring love.
Thank You,

Amen

  

The Flight into Egypt

R. Babies today are slaughtered in their mother’s womb in abortion.
We see the slaughter of the innocent that made the Holy family have to flee into Egypt.
Suffering, killing little ones God created in love by evil men.
Oh God, slaughter of children occurred in the Holocaust, brutal, terrible killings of babies and young children, some in the arms of their mother led into gas chambers and showers.
Children separated from parents, watching parents persecuted and some seeing their death.

Slaughter of the innocent.
Slaughter of innocent minds.
Evil done to little children in sex abuse.
Oh God, Oh my Jesus, You and the Holy Family knew the sufferings that love endured.
You taught us - love sacrifices, obeys God’s will and gives - putting God first and obedience to the commandments of God.

Dignity, respect, love, obedience to God’s Law,
Putting God first.
The Holy Family suffered the flight into Egypt.
A sword too will pierce your heart, Oh Mary,
And Mary said "May it be done to me according to your word." Mary suffered so for her children she loved so much. The children of the world - love suffers, Love sacrifices.

 

Jesus was Lost in the Temple

R. Mary and Joseph suffered so looking for Jesus for 3 days.
Three days losing one’s child must have felt like a long time, but they knew on top of this, it was Jesus, The Son of God.

Suffering, think of all the moms and dads that have children lost in their spiritual life.
Is this a big cross?
Mary appeared over and over again at the Holy Spirit Center, crying out about her lost children of the world.

Mary’s message was hard to experience.

Mary‘s Message - from the Rosary of August 27, 1996

Mary:  I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light. end of Mary's Message
 

R. Mary loves us more than any earthly mother.
To Mary old people lost are her lost children.

Mary begs us to take the message of Our Lady of Clearwater seriously.
Last 5th she said, "souls are going to hell tonight" and begged us not to block her message.

Oh, please help us deliver this message of Mary.

A sword too, will pierce your heart, oh Mary.

 

Mary and Jesus meet on the way to Calvary

R. Oh Mary looked into the face of Jesus, His head beaten, bloodied and His head crowned with thorns.
Jesus was in such suffering, His torn body, carrying the heavy cross with our sins.

Jesus saw her red, tear-filled face, her pain so terrible, and Their eyes met in sorrow and joy of deep unity between this Mother and Son.
There is joy in deep suffering. It is unity, many times, deep unity to God.

Oh the eyes of Jesus met Mary, comfort and agony both. Comfort and agony beyond our comprehension.
Love is sacrifice, we see.
Love can be the deep suffering of carrying a cross too, or just daily suffering,
with addiction, loss, disease, heartache, abuse,
and many more...

Mary cries for she knew how much Jesus suffered and she suffered for men who reject God’s love, some losing their souls in serious sin without repenting - in stubborn anger and hatred.
And Mary cried for her children and a sword too will pierce your heart, Oh Mary. Amen.

 

Jesus Died on the Cross

R. What can we say of the suffering there.
Mary said it, crying as she spoke.
   

Mary‘s Message - from the Rosary of August 27, 1996

Mary:  I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light. end of Mary's Message
 

R. Jesus gave us His Mother, as He was dying, His thoughts were of us.
He died for us.

Jesus died for us.

Song: A Song from Jesus

 

Jesus is taken down from the Cross

R. Mary received Jesus’ body under the cross.
Mary touched the lifeless body of her precious Son, Jesus.
It has come full circle, Simeon told her as she brought her little baby there now 33 years later, what Simeon said happened.
A lifetime of suffering and joy, God the Father has allowed Mary to appear 27 years to deliver her message. November 5, 2021 in Clearwater she cried, "Souls will go to hell tonight, do not block my message."

 

Jesus is Locked in the Tomb

R. Imagine the sorrow in Mary’s Heart. Jesus died. Jesus was locked in the tomb.

And Simeon said
"This child is destined for the fall and rising of many in Israel."

And a sword too will pierce your heart, oh Mary.
 

Sing. Little Baby Hands and Feet

  

end of seven sorrows
 

January 2, 2022

Jesus: You must pray to the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of love and life.

I am Jesus your beloved.
You can not be really happy in hurting others, in living in the deadly sins, of pride, anger, jealousy, envy, slothfulness, lust and gluttony.
All these bad habits in your sinning hurts all relationships.
Relationships are based in love and trust, in working in truth as a team.

Satan comes like a snake to choke out, to conquer, to attack the jugular vein.

The wolf comes in the night to tear apart and leave a bloody, shredded mess.
I tell you like a thief in the night, Satan comes to steal your soul. He is the grand deceiver and liar.

I am God, I am Love, I am truth. I love you, My little one, I died for you, do not turn your hearts away from God.

Pray with faith and love. Live virtuously, My little child.

I am your Jesus, oh child I love you, Satan is prowling  the earth, looking for one to devour.
Like a thief in the night, he has nothing but evil to bring to you, deception and lies.

Mary: In my building in Clearwater I bring you protection to fight the evil monster, Satan, who is deceiving and tempting men to do much sin.

Do not block my message from your Heavenly Father.

Souls will go to hell this very night.

Oh children hear your Mother Mary, my children I love and my Son, Jesus, died for.
Oh but some are so stubborn they refuse any help from others or God to quit sinning, they enjoy the power they seek, but it isn’t power, it’s enslavement when they succumb to Satan, lock, stock and barrel, they are so foolish.
Sin hurts all relationships and men who live sinful lives become more and more angry as they move further and further from God.

I cry blood for these souls who become darker and darker, inside full of darkness and self-made pain.
This message is for My retreat in Florida, it must be circulated and read on January 3rd, today, January 4th, and January 5th,
   

January 5, 1997

R. On January 5, 1997, I was wakened by Our Lord and He was mumbling as He was around my bed as He did on October 8, 1997, when He delivered the "Seedless, Barren, No Fruit on the Vine" message.

I heard Him and He repeated the words over and over again. I had a copy of the all-night message on the floor, I jumped from the bed and began to write around the message, for it was the only paper available and He was speaking very plainly and direct. I wrote this message in the margins of the paper. He kept repeating "BABY, BARE BABY, LAID BARE".

Jesus:  Open yourself, Oh Jerusalem, your time is come you will be a light to the people in darkness, many will walk whence you come and the earth will be shakened and the light will come across a dark sky and enlighten their minds.

Oh stiff-necked people, you are so stiff in your ways, let the spirit envelope you and lead you on your way.

A country of stiffs, a people of planning and prodding, of deliberating and wondering—you lack faith, Jerusalem, you lack faith in God.

Oh walk naked into the cold night, you are cold in your hearts and naked in your clothing—I cloth you with glory, I light your face with light, but you turn your cheeks to the darkness and stay stiff-necked in your hearts. Oh cold and dark hearts, reach for the light that you may know the glory that awaits the sinners and enlightens their minds.  end of excerpt
 

Jesus: I am Jesus.
Mary: I am your Mother Mary, consecrate your lives to Our Two Hearts of pure and perfect love.

 

 

December 30, 2021

Sorrowful Mysteries

The Agony in the Garden

1. Jesus took Peter, James and John into the garden.
2. Think of this: they had no idea what was about to happen.
3. We know this, how Peter retaliated and cut off the ear later, of the high priest's servant.
4. Judas betrayed Jesus with a kiss for 30 pieces of silver.
5. The Apostles were shocked at Judas. They were afraid of the men abducting Jesus.
6. Jesus suffered so much for our sins.
7. Jesus loves us so much!!!
8. This shows us how much Jesus cares and is attentive to our needs.
9. The very hairs of our head are numbered.
10. Oh Jesus, I love You, please help me now in these prayers, thank You.

 

The Scourging at the Pillar

1. They abducted Jesus. They bound Him and they whipped Him as He was bound to the pillar.
2. Jesus could have stopped this.
3. The men laughed and laughed while they whipped Jesus, bound to the pillar.
4. Oh Jesus, I’m so sorry, it was us and our sins for why You were whipped, while bound to the pillar.
5. They tore His back and His precious blood gauged out.

6. Oh the sufferings Jesus endured for love of us, beyond our comprehension.
7. God the Father wants us in heaven with Him.
8. We can offer up our suffering united to the Mass for great grace.
9. God loves us all uniquely.
10. Look how precious we are to God.

 

The Crowning with Thorns

1. Jesus’ face was a bloody mess.
2. They pounded thorns into Jesus’ head.
3. Jesus said Yes. He could have ended it.
4. Think of the danger to Jesus' eyes.
5. These men hated!!!
6. Who defended Jesus? Who stood up for Him?
7. They spit on Jesus.
8. They mocked Jesus.
9. Jesus bled and bled and they tortured Him.
10. This was Jesus, the King of Kings, second Person of the Holy Trinity.

 

The Carrying of the Cross

1. They gave Jesus a heavy cross laden with the sins of the world.
2. Jesus was forced to carry this heavy cross. His shoulders felt as if they would break, His legs about to collapse under him.
3. Jesus is the Son of God, second Person of the Blessed Trinity, He could have stopped it all.
4. Jesus came to pay for our sins.
5. Who is the Innocent Lamb led to the slaughter.
6. Jesus fell under the cross three times.
7. The Apostles were so afraid, they left Jesus, except for John, Mary and Mary Magdalene.
8. I am so sorry Jesus, where I see You carry the cross and I know it was heavy.
9. Jesus did not put His cross down, He carried it, He carried it, He carried it and He carried it.
10. Jesus paid the price for our sins.

 

The Crucifixion

1. Jesus suffered for us.
2. Sing: A Song from Jesus

3. Mary‘s Message - from the Rosary of August 27, 1996

Mary:  I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light. end of Mary's Message

4. From The Stations of the Cross - February 22, 1995

2. They Give Jesus the Cross

Jesus:  They gave Me a heavy cross, laden with the sins of the world. They placed it on My shoulder. It was so heavy I felt as if My shoulder would break. I ask you to carry little crosses, to experience little pains. I could not remove this cross from My shoulder. The weight was unbearable. It is through My suffering and death that you receive new life. It is through your sufferings this day that you will grow in your life with Me. Oh, child, I loved you so much that I took up the cross of salvation. I love you. Please realize that I am talking to you here. To My death I loved you. Oh, how I love you!

 
5. From the Seven Sorrows of Mary - February 22, 1995

4. Jesus Carries His Cross
Song: See the eyes that look at Mary, her tender infant child. See the child's Heart beat so tenderly, the Savior of the world!
See the eyes of Jesus and Mary as they met on Calvary. Mary's Heart knew Jesus' Heart so well! From the first moment of conception and throughout His life, Mary was so connected with Jesus and now she peered into His eyes. The crown of thorns adorned His Head! Blood ran down His face! A heavy cross on His back! Wounded, His whole body covered with bleeding wounds! And her whole life flashed before her, the life that she had spent with Jesus. This was the beloved child that she had held in her arms when Simeon told Mary that 'a sword, too, shall pierce your Heart, O Mary!'

 
6. Endurance, endurance.
7. And in His terrible suffering Jesus thought of us.
8. The Mass is a sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present.
 

Prayer for Union with Jesus

Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

    I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

    When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994

 

9. Prayer for Intimacy with the Lamb the Bridegroom of the Soul

     Oh Lamb of God, Who take away the sins of the world, come and act on my soul most intimately. I surrender myself, as I ask for the grace to let go, to just be as I exist in You and You act most intimately on my soul. You are the Initiator. I am the soul waiting Your favors as You act in me. I love You. I adore You. I worship You. Come and possess my soul with Your Divine Grace, as I experience You most intimately.

 

10. December 5, 1996

R. On December 5, 1996, Our Lord appeared to me at Holy Cross-Immaculata Church, after Mary had appeared on most of the 5ths since July 5, 1994. Our Lord now appeared, dying on the cross. His withered body was horrifying to me. I cried and looked at Him in horror.

This lasted about twenty minutes. It looked as if He could exert no effort, but His jaw moved and moved and moved. It was a big movement as His mouth moved. I heard no words. I was sickened.

I was horrified at the sight of His weakness, the vision I saw and I cried from the depth of my soul as I watched I could hardly stand it.

It was in the church, Holy Cross-Immaculata. He appeared on this crucifix. It was horrifying for me. I was in such anguish and tears. I know this experience so well, He implanted it in my soul. This was after Mary appeared for 2 years and 4 months on the 5ths. Jesus appeared on the 2 1/2 year anniversary on the crucifix.

At the traditional rosary (I had done them now for 2½ years of 5ths) that evening at 6:30 with all the Shepherds of Christ people there, He said He moved His mouth because no one was listening.

This was December 5, 1996, after all those visits of Mary on the 5ths when very few came and listened.

Mary did not appear. Jesus is handling it. He is speaking in the rosaries and in the Blue Book messages.

In the year 1996 Mary began to speak less and less in the live rosary messages because she said people were not listening.

I wish you would envision our Lord at the point of death as I saw Him December 5, 1996. See the weakened body, see the body of a full size Man in anguishing pain, see a Man dying on the cross, nailed to the cross by our sins.