November 13, 1994

Teach Me to Give Love to You

Messenger: I am so focused on self. I do not even see Jesus’ love. Love is giving. How do I give to Jesus? Do I tell Him with all my heart how I love Him? Do I think of how He is a Person that longs for my love? Do I thank Him for His life, His Sacraments, His Church, for His life given to me in the Eucharist? Do I thank Him for dying for me and tell Him? Oh, Jesus, I am so caught up in myself. Love is giving. Oh, Jesus, I am so self-centered. I do not even see how focused on self I am and how I want so much from You and give You so little back. You gave Your life for me. It is in surrendering myself I give my life to You. Teach me to love You tenderly from the heart, to surrender to You with greatest love for You.

Oh, Jesus, teach me to love You. Just to give to You. This is the way I try to love others, to give just out of love, but how little I have loved You. Just to love! How little I realize how You want just love, no strings attached. Just to love You for You. You thirst after our love. You say how I love You so coldly. How indeed I have loved You, God, with a cold and selfish heart. You, whose heart is open, all giving, giving us our free will, and I come and always love wanting something in return.

Help me to love You, Jesus, with a heart like Yours, love You just to love You. My heart is one of the cold hearts you talk about. I am so caught up in myself and my needs. Teach me to love. So little I know. I want to love You, Jesus, with a heart that gives love back to You. Where I was blind, I now see. But I am still so blind. Teach Me Your ways, Lord. Open my eyes to Your mysteries of love. I am a baby ready to be taught Your ways. It is in You I find my joy. In You lies true, lasting happiness. I love You, my precious Jesus. Open my eyes to Your way of love!

        

 

November 15, 1994

Watch One Hour With Me

Jesus:  My little ones, you do not want to hear so you remain blind. I write here My ways. My ways are the ways to holiness, My way is in surrendering to yourself and doing the will of My Father. 

    I am the way, I am the truth, I am the life. My life I pour out to you. Let your hearts be open that you may partake in My life. My way is in prayer and sacrifice. I ask you to come and pray with your hearts. You do not pray with your hearts because you do not know the ways of love. I am love. You must come to Me to learn My ways. Come and sit with Me. You cannot watch one hour with Me? I gave My life for you!

    I cry out for your love. You look for love in your world when I am ready to give you Divine love! Your soul is only satisfied when your love is rooted in Me. Surrender yourself. I call, I knock, I am present and waiting your life given unreservedly to Me -- you hold back so much of your life!

    If you are to grow in your union with Me, you must die to yourself and your ways. You must allow Me to operate your being. Oh, children, you do not listen to these letters because you want things your way. You do not want to love others when they hate you, you want to be right. You fight with others to make yourself right. You want to take sides and have people that support you. You want to be right.

    I call you to love. I loved those who tore My flesh, I did not argue back. I loved, I loved, I loved, I showed you the way. Meditate on My sorrowful mysteries. Oh, child, you have so much to learn, but you do not listen. You go to the world for your answers about God. Come and be taught by Me. I talk in your heart. I love you. You are missing the love your soul craves because you want to be right. You do not love your brother as your brother. You love him only if he acts the way you want him to act. I call you to see with the eyes of love. See your brother as I see him. See the Divine Creation of the Father. My Father created your brother and loves him. See Me dripping with blood, blood I shed for your brother. I ask you to love your brother as I have loved you. I gave My life for you. I ask you to spend your life loving your brother, caring for him and praying for him this day.

Messenger:  We are all brothers in Christ. God is our Father. He gives us each such gifts. He created us so uniquely, special! 

Jesus:  Love, Love, Love, I give to you this day, your brother, I live in your brother. Do you see Me in him? I ask you to see the Christ in your brother. I ask you to be Christ to one another. Do you hear or will you remain deaf? I showed you the way, I hung, beaten, bloodied and broken on the cross, My life given for love of each soul! I would die for each soul this day. Do you know how I love your brother? He is truly your brother in Christ. Be strong, pray for grace to love as I command you to.

Messenger:  To love with My heart, to be like Him, I must act like Him. He was kind, He was loving. He gave His all for love of us. To love My brothers as I have loved you!

      

 

November 15, 1994

Sainthood Is In Your Reach

Jesus:  I call you to love, love of God, love of one another. Your life is so short. You will be judged by your love shown to each other. I am the way, the truth and the life. The way to Me leads to happiness. I showed you the way to love each other. Love gives, love is not selfish. Love gives for the sake of the other. Love exists to draw the other closer to God.

    Oh children, pray to follow My ways. Pray to the Spirit to sanctify you. Unless you become as little children, you will not enter into My Kingdom. Your hearts must be pure and holy. You can live your lives as the saints did, I ask you to love. I ask you to follow Me. I ask you to meditate on My life and My Mother's life so you will put on Christ in all your actions. Saints followed My Father's will. I call you to holiness. I call you to love. I call you to live My Father's will. You are My special soldiers of My Most Sacred Heart. Do not take your job lightly. You will be formed more and more into My Image by the Holy Spirit if you allow Mary to lead you to My Heart.

    Sainthood is not out of your reach. Sainthood is in your reach. I ask you to be My special soldiers to spread the love of our hearts. I called each person here to this group to love. Come to My Heart and be fed by My love. You will give My love to others the more you put on Christ in all your actions. Meditate on the rosary as we pray here daily. Close your eyes and let go into Our lives. I call you to be My saints to this world. I love you each so dearly. I am Jesus Christ, Son of God. You are My hands, My heart, My love, given to this world this day. Come and be alone with Me. I want to give you My most tender love. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus.

     

  

December 13, 1994

I Run the Universe

Jesus:  Prayer My child, I run the universe, I run all the world and you do not think I can handle your problems. You who I died for. You who are so special I write you all these letters dear heart and now you have wondered from My Heart to your world.

    I am in your world, I am in your heart, I am God, I never ever leave you, though a mother forsake her child, I never, ever abandon you.

    Oh beloved loved one of the Father, harken to Me for as I lived and died, as I came to earth in greatest love for you, I remain forever with you this day.

    Oh dear one, be alone with Me. Satan is causing confusion in your life to keep you from My Heart. Surrender to the moment, surrender to Me, I am with you at this moment within you. I am in you, The Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwelling within you in a special way when you are in the state grace.

    As long as there is any hatred or anger in your heart, you cannot get close to Me. Pray the our Father with your whole heart.

The Our Father

    Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name. Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen.

Messenger:  I am not thanking Jesus for all the gifts, I have this day. My Heart is anxious and at unrest because I am not stopping and being with Him. Union, intense union in everything I do.

Jesus:  I am with you Rita, right now, God is with you, inside of you. Make a spiritual communion with Me and feel My presence as you do after Communion.

Messenger:  I long for You, Jesus. I want You, Jesus. I need You, Jesus.

                  

  

December 13, 1994

See Jesus in Their Eyes

Messenger:  Went to Mass at the Center. I could see Jesus in the priest all through the Mass, as if Jesus was there.

    I saw His brown hair, His face, I saw His body, I saw His love in His face and eyes. I saw Jesus so clear in the priest's eyes.

    Then when I went to receive the blood, it was as if Jesus' eyes looked back at me when the woman gave me the cup. I saw Jesus' eyes in her.

    He is always saying to look into their eyes. There is a reading in the blue book. It gives me chills inside to see His eyes look back at me.

    God lives in us, He lives and dwells in us, we are surrounded by Him in our brothers. There is such an intense love I have for my brothers, because I love Jesus so much and I can't touch him, but I can love my brother. I see Jesus' eyes in them. How can we not love our brother when He is inside of them, see Him in their eyes. Oh Jesus I love you, I love my brothers, they reflect the you that lives within them.

Jesus:  I come to you with greatest love, I am your loving Savior, I am your God I died for you I come to you this day.

    Open your eyes and see My love, I live in your brothers, I am in his eyes, I am in his heart. I come to you this day.

Messenger:  Give me your Heart oh Jesus, give me a heart like yours.

Sing song: Teach Me to Love with Your Heart.

Messenger:  See the priest, Christ gives us the priest. The priest is to be reverenced, he is to be honored as Christ's specially anointed son.

Jesus:  Pray for your priests, how richly I bless you for your prayers and work here. Oh My beloved ones, I am present, I am with you, I am in each of you here, you are so special, God dwells in you. No less present than in Mary's womb, you receive Me in the Eucharist, Kiss the hands of the priest that is with you this day. He is to be reverenced, he is My special servant, He is with you this day.

    My beloved ones, apostles of My love, open your hearts, see My Heart totally open and on fire for love of you. Ask for the grace to let go of anything that is blocking your union with Me. You must love every man, past, present, dead and living.

    Love, love, love. I am love, you cannot unite with My love, if you hold on to any anger or resentments toward any person living or dead. Pray for the souls to enter heaven, love all men. This is My birthday, let your hearts be born to the greatest love. See My eyes in your brother, see the reflection of the God who created him and lives in him.

    Seek and you shall find, knock and it will be opened unto you, I am here and in your midst this day.

    Close your eyes and be with Me. Let Me fill you with My love. Let go, Let go.

    Little child, Let go, Let go you hold on so tight, to the things that are near you, not always right etc.

Sing:  Little Child

Messenger:  Jesus my Lord my God my all, How can I love you as I ought --

    I can love you in my brothers.

    Christmas is Christ's birthday, I must love, that is what it is all about.

    After communion the priest sang Jesus, my Lord, my God, my all, I started to cry, filled up with such emotion, felt His presence -- How can I love God as I should?  He is God. How can I love you as I ought?

    I still feel such a presence, my heart is lingering and longing for His love.

    Sat on my glasses and broke them.

    How can I love you Jesus? I can love you in my brothers.

    

 

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