October 12, 2017

                Jesus: I am beauty –

                I created an orderly world out of
                    love –

                R. God calls us to love –

                    Love is an act of the will –

                    So much of my life is spent on meditating
                        on the Annunciation –

                    I love the "yes" Mary gave –

                It is such a delight to me to meditate
                    on the "yes" of Mary in this mystery.

                Our life is learning to say "yes" to God.

                God gives us a free will.

                Today I tried to get into the computer and
                    do my e-mail and password.

                It has to be just right –

                If I don't do it just right I can't get in.

                God gives us all these days of our lives
                    to say "yes".

                We learn that God will communicate in our
                    hearts through the power of the Holy Spirit
                    to know His holy will for us.

                We seek the virtues and gifts of the Holy Spirit
                    to help us to grow in greater perfection
                    in the image of God.

                We live virtuously –

                God comes and He can fill our graced
                    baptized soul with greater and greater
                    grace and we say "yes" to what
                    He wants of us –

                Our life is learning to say "yes" to God –

                Our life is learning to make things happen
                    God is calling us to –

                We have a free will –

                The devil is tempting people to live sinfully –
                    to be opposed to God's will –
                    to parade before God and become
                    worse and worse and indignant –
                    adverse saying no to God –

                I looked at the News why would the
                NFL players rebel against the National Anthem –

                We should be loyal to the country we love –

                We should be thankful to God for our lives and
                    the country He gives us to live in.

                We show commitment and care for this
                    Great Country by standing and singing
                    the National Anthem –

                Why would someone protest before God –

                God gives us so much –

                He says "Let your 'yes' be 'yes'.

                Deception and lies come from satan –

                We saw in Sunday's Gospel the parable of
                    the 2 sons –
                    one said he wouldn't do what his Father
                        asked for and then did it

                    and one said he would and refused
                        to lift a finger –

                A person can spend their whole life, full
                    of energy – giving into saying 'no'
                    to God. The devil wants impudence –

                They can try to force their behavior that is
                    evil on others –
                    and then the behavior they have forced
                    becomes what they expect as the
                    accepted behavior –

                So they are full of further impudence
                    parading their adverse behavior
                    before everyone and then take
                    out all emphasis of what is
                    supposed to be happening.

                Loyalty and thanksgiving comes from
                    the heart –

                A person is loyal because they want to commit
                    in their heart –

                God calls us to live the Christ-life –

                When we are baptized we receive a sharing
                    in God's life –

                When we go to the Eucharist – God feeds
                    us. We received God in us. We
                    can put on Christ more and more
                    and be transformed from this
                    great sacrament.

                How can a person have all this negative
                    energy to say 'no' to God, start
                    division, act in opposition, work to deceive
                    others, lie out rightly and parade with
                    indignation before God like He doesn't exist
                    and then fool themselves by saying 'Oh I am
                    shy' I can't be in there working with others
                    in loyalty and love. How much energy
                    it takes to try to force people doing good from
                    the ability to doing it by building horrendous
                    blocks, traps, malicious minds – trying
                    to make what is wrong look right
                    and what is right be discredited and
                    looked on by others so it looks confusing,
                    chaos. The chaos and confusion is
                    coming from the mind of the man giving
                    into satan – being disobedient to directions
                    from authority and setting out watching
                    a good leader try to keep the boat up
                    while God looks on.

                    God knows the heart. The two-faced
                man – who lives his life in deception –
                can live in secrets – he doesn't really
                want anyone to expose the corruption of his
                heart – So he gives himself permission to
                not only act against God and rules – he
                lies to cover it up and refuses to even
                know the truth about himself – his
                disobedience, rebellion and cover up –

                    This leads to greater and greater
                blindness when a man refuses to be
                under anyone and does exactly anything
                he feels like doing – without correction –
                without responsibility –
                without accountability –
                and ignoring any consequences for the actions
                they willingly implement to bring the house
                down.

                We are under God. we are to obey the commandments
                of God. This goes back to Moses. We see the
                rebellion of the Israelites – so they were
                in the desert. We see the disobedience
                of the Pharaoh and his obstinacy with the
                plagues.

                    We see Jonah in the daily readings.
 

                June 23, 2017 - Feast of the Sacred Heart of Jesus
 

October 4, 1993 - Monday

Jesus: I come to you, little one, in the night. My hand rests on your shoulder and you walk not alone. You are guarded by Me, My work is there for you to do. Strive, always, to be doing My work, even if it is just smiling. Smiling is important work. My work waits and if you don't do the work I have planned, it does not get done. My job is top priority - all else falls into line when you give Me My due and all else falls out of line when you cheat Me. Smile that others may know your beautiful Savior. He is alive in each of you if you allow Him to be. 

 

September 28, 1993 - Tuesday

Jesus: You are My precious child, I am so close to you, reach out and you will touch Me by your side. You shine like a morning star because I created you and I love you so. Know your dignity, little lights in this world, you are loved by the one true, God. You are My precious creation. Hold tight to this. Know I am shining bright on you, unworthy though you are, you are the light to the bowed down, the spark to the fire. You are what sets love in motion, by My love generated and alive in your heart, you are My favored children, beloved of My Father. Look upon yourself with dignity and honor. You are clothed so by God. Shine little stars in this dark night. I am your God and I have all the power, don't ever doubt Me little one, I love you so much. Come to Me and let Me shine on you and fill you with My gifts given freely to you. Little lights, light up My world, stay rooted in Me, shine your brightest that I might live in you and help My children through you.

I am God, I am all powerful, I am the light. I am the way, the truth, the light and I am the God of this whole world, tell all of My glorious love for them. Proclaim it from the housetops that they are of dignity because they are created by God. Build My Kingdom. Come close to Me. Let Me touch your lives, I love you so much, little ones.

 

                R. Jonah did not want to obey God.
                Instead of doing what God wanted – he
                    went his own way on a boat.

                There was a storm.

                Jonah went overboard.

                What good does it do a man to be in
                    New York when God is calling
                    him to California –

                The devil tempts men with greed –

                The devil is out to divide and stop the
                    things that need to get done –

                The attitude – never enough –

                Addicted to excitement

                Instead of putting the nose to the grindstone –
                    the man can work against his
                    calling, vocation because he
                    is tempted to do more – abandon the ship
                    God wanted him on – so he sails away
                    and says –
                    "God won't stop me –
                    I can do what I want" –

                Testing God –

                Jonah was in the sea and
                    he was swallowed by a big fish –

                God is our strength –

                When He gives us a job – He gives
                    us what we need to handle it!

                It was God's will Jonah went
                    to Nineveh –
                    Jonah was to do a job –
                    He ended up in Nineveh!

                When you run away from God's calling
                    things get worse –

                If we make decisions on if people
                    like or not like us –

                If we make decisions on if it
                    is our comfort zone –

                If we make decisions on our past
                    bad habits –

                Then we're not making decisions on if
                    it is God's will –

                Some people never get out of the way –
                    they are always focused on themselves –
                    If God calls us to pray with others –
                        it's lifting our minds and hearts
                        up to God –

                It is meditating on Christ's life –

                It is dying to our behavior not like
                    Jesus and rising to new life
                    in Him –

                Loving the other is for the good of the
                    other –

                Praying is uniting to God and lifting
                    our hearts –

                Giving ourselves to God's plan –

                Why do I pray?

                We have the big picture –
                    God, the world, ourselves,
                        our brothers –
                        love – unity – healing
                        lifting up –
                        and eternal salvation

                God wants us to be virtuous,
                    have courage, have faith,
                    give ourselves –

                Let go – go out of the way and
                    let God operate in us –

                What is God's plan for me, to love
                God – to serve God – to know God
                and to love my brothers as myself –

                Our decisions should be made on
                    what is God's will –
                    not if we are afraid or not –

                God wants courage
                God wants faith in Him!

                Do we make decisions on if it is
                    difficult or not –

                Do you make decisions on if you
                    are in control –

                Being afraid is not a reason to do
                    something if it is opposed to God's will!

                Doing God's will means – WE OBEY God!

                We do it the way God wants!

                We do it in God's timing!

                We do it the best we can with His
                    help –

                He must increase, I must decrease –

                This takes praying for God's grace –
                    It takes real, intimate relationship
                    with God –

                    It takes living the Christ-life –

                    It takes being one in the Holy Spirit –

                    It takes dependency on God –

                Doing what God wants –

                Obedience to God!

                Doing it in God's timing –

                Doing it the way God tells us to do it –
                    HOW – God wants it
                    WHEN – God wants it
                    THE WAY – God wants it –

                God wants obedience to His will –
                    It is a life-long process –

                We seek to know God's will every day
                    of our life –

                Obedience to God is the best way!

                God is over us –
                God is the ruler
                God is in control –

                We have a free will –

                A person can oppose God's will –
                    Be independent –
                    See themselves over God –
                    which causes heartache –
                    suffering and problems –

                God is the ruler –

                God made the universe –

                God can rule over us –
                    we must learn to be under God –
                    not oppose Him to do our
                    own will –

                We must have faith to be able to
                    obey God –

                We believe in God –

                We pray for the grace to obey God –
                We pray for the grace we need most –

                Then we get out of the way and let
                    God operate in us –

                A person who does not have faith
                    in God will have an
                    enemy on their hands –

                Living in disobedience – Rebellion
                    has consequences.

                There are wars – disorder etc. –

                Look at salvation history for those
                    who opposed God –

                Look at the prophets who obeyed
                    God and how they led the people –
                    God is the Master –

                All Fr. Carter's Tell My People messages –
                    Jesus started
                    "I am Lord and Master"
                    "I am Chief Shepherd of the Flock"

                God has a plan

                Obedience takes courage –

                You need the virtue of fortitude to be
                    strong –
                    this is a gift of the Holy Spirit

                This is not easy – we need this
                    strength from God –

                God commands us to follow
                    His law –

                To love likened to God
                    we must be strong!

                To be as God wants we must
                    have courage!

                The prophets were given jobs
                    to go to rebellious people –
                    the rebellious people fought the prophets –

                The Israelites disobeyed –

                Moses had a hard job –

                God called Joshua –

                Who would want a job of dealing with
                    rebellious people – fighting
                    them to rule and be
                    disobedient to God –

                Obedience requires courage –

                We have to do things in the WAY
                    God wants –

                We have to do things HOW
                    God wants.

                We have to do things in the
                    Timing God wants!

                Obedience requires courage –

                Wait on the Lord –

                God's timing is perfect

                God knows –

                God knows what He created
                    us to do in our life –

                We can put ourselves on the
                    throne –

                We must go to God before we
                    make decisions –
                    We don't do it - "willy-nilly"
                    to get it done –
                    to get it off our plate –

                We don't listen to satan's timing!

                The best way is doing God's will –
                    in God's timing –

                If we don't listen to God we lose out!

                God gives us His Word –

                We are to live by His Word –

                Think about the Word –

                Obey the Word of God –

                God gives us His Word –

                The Word and the Eucharist is
                    the Bread of Life –

                God gives us a sharing in His life
                    in Baptism –
                    and feeds this life with
                    the Bread of Life –

                It's easy to just do what you
                    want and ignore everybody else!

                God makes His will known to us –
                    We can live by it or
                    reject it and do thing opposed
                    to God's will –
                    Be independent!

                Do we listen to God, authority –
                    those over us – or do we
                    levitate to living
                    everything according to our will
                    opposed to God –

                Living opposed to God's will
                    IS NOT LIVING –
                        NOT THE RIGHT WAY –

                Do we listen to satan – telling us to
                    focus on ourselves – obedience to satan –

                We can pray and God sends a person
                    to help us
                    and we can listen to everybody
                    but what God wants for us –

                Saying
                    "Nobody tells me what to do"

                We have to seek the Holy Spirit.

                Discern the spirits –

                Not formulate an agenda to fit
                    your will – and keep doing
                    the same thing that never
                    worked –

                I taught math – if you couldn't get
                    a problem you did it different ways
                    that were working in right principles –
                    You didn't keep working the same
                    problem over and over and over
                    the wrong way because it was familiar.

                To obey God – we have to not give
                    into sin –

                We can't give into sin – QUIT SINNING

                When a person sins they offend God –
                    they hurt their relationship –
                    they must ask for forgiveness –
                    Say they are sorry –
                    Not do it again –
                    Repent –
                    Deal with what they did –
                    Not deny it and do something worse
                        and stay enslaved to satan –

                God calls us to do what He wants –

                That means we walk in the unknown –

                Look at Abraham, Isaac, Joseph –

                God showed them –

                God showed Jeremiah –

                God works this way – He leads us
                    in the unknown –

                We say "yes"

                God wants us to follow Him –
                God guides us –
                God leads us in the unknown –

                Baby - steps –

                I never knew where God was
                    taking me a quarter of a
                    century ago –

                 

December 17, 1991

Jesus: I am Jesus. I have spoken as never before, you will spread My love to all souls on this earth.

His Burning Heart

R. I was alone in All Saints Church after Mass and Communion, in front of the tabernacle, when I saw the Sacred Heart. It was red around the outside, then a layer of yellow and then the brightest light in the center. I felt heat and it looked like an open furnace.

    I thought about it all day and it instantly gave me peace and warmth in my heart. This is the purpose of these letters—to draw hearts to the ardent on-fire love of Jesus. I received the following message that day:

    "Open your heart to the fire of God's love. He is ablaze in your heart. He wants to dwell in you and love you and others through you. Love God, yourself and one another and experience the fire set aglow in your heart and experience the warmth of His love."

end of writing

 

5 Years Later

 

December 19, 1996 

Mary: My dear children, I give to you, my Son, Jesus, born in a stable in Bethlehem on Christmas morn. He is the Almighty God, the Light of the World.

    I appear to you, my children, on a (former) bank in Florida. You have made money your god! Do you know how cold are your hearts? You turn away from my Son, Jesus, for your money. Your money is your god.

    I am Mary, your Mother. I do not appear as I once appeared to you. I am asking you today to circulate my message given on a tape on the feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe, December 12, 1996. Please circulate this tape now. Give it to as many people as you can. I am Mary, your Mother. Please circulate my Rosary Book.    end of December 19, 1996

 

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                R. God is an awesome God.

                We must pray to recognize our
                    rebellious heart –

                Pray to God to clean our hearts of
                    rebellion against His will –

                Ask for forgiveness –

                Beg for courage to be obedient

                God is faithful to His promise –
                    He will lead us –
                    We must seek His will and
                        get out of His way –

                Beg for His blessings

                What we do has eternal consequences

                God loves us

                Positive Imagining

                Filling our hearts with light –

                Asking the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts

 

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                R. Where would we go if we died today?

                Did we live our lives to prepare
                    for our eternal salvation?

                ARE WE READY?

                What is right in my life?

                What do I need to die to?

                Do we live as servants and
                    handmaids of the Lord?

                Make a commitment –

                Live by your word to put
                    God on the throne in your life.

                Get out of the way.

                Be obedient to the rules –

                Respect authority –

                Learn to give –

                Learn to receive –

                The Lord will rule –

                Jesus is the King –

                Jesus is to be King of our hearts –

                Sin is Bondage, suffering,
                    disorder, darkness.

 

                Given January 10, 2016

                R. Hope –

                The enemy of hope is despair –
                but the person who sees their
                brothers with envy and jealousy
                and acts in pride and slothfulness
                is not focusing on the hope of
                eternal salvation –

                for the person with hope seeks their
                    eternal reward and desires
                    to help all others to achieve
                    their work in God's plan and
                    also have eternal salvation –

                Loving is giving what God wants us
                    to give for the good of the other –

                God is all good, God is all merciful –

                Judas despaired –

                Judas was full of pride –

                Satan wants a man to seek a place above
                    God or equal to God as satan used
                    when he tempted Eve in the Garden.
                    Eve wanted to be equal to God.

                Presumption is when a man assumes
                    God will give happiness to him
                    when he is sinning.

                God is just, but He is merciful to
                    the sinner contritely seeking forgiveness.

                Bishop Sheen says that sin is sin, but
                    what is worse is the man who
                    won't repent or admit he sins –
                    that is a man thinking God will
                    bless him while he refuses
                    to admit his sin and will not repent.

                God has a plan for us –

                    A man is not, really happy, when he
                    makes habits of projecting his
                    jealousy and anger and  envy on
                    innocent men. When he lives
                    pridefully looking down on others
                    he is doing this to Jesus. When
                    we love our brothers we see –
                    we are loving God whom we don't
                    see.

                When a man is not focused on his eternal
                    life and lives in a darkened state
                    of anger and jealousy and envy
                    and hatred – he doesn't feel
                    good inside – he becomes more
                    angry because he distances
                    himself more and more from
                    God the more he gives into his anger,
                    competition, pride, argumentation,
                    envy, jealousy and it really
                    ends in hating others.

                Fr. Carter calls acting unlovingly
                    against our neighbor – SIN.

                God gives us dignity – In baptism
                    we see ourselves as sons of
                    God, we know God loved us
                    and loves us so much – that
                    Jesus died for us – so we could
                    go to heaven someday if we
                    know and love God and serve
                    Him as He desires.

                A man who is angry inside and
                    full of bitterness – makes himself more
                    angry by sinning against the righteous
                    man more and more. The man living
                    in pride and anger and jealousy
                    and envy becomes more and more
                    bitter by his ugly actions projected
                    on innocent men, when he has
                    no sign of repentance and sorrow
                    for his ways. He is putting himself
                    in constant bondage and walking
                    in darkness instead of living
                    in the light –

                Hell is total despair
                Hell is hate
                Hell is total darkness and
                    isolation –

                This constant living in darkness
                    leads to more and more distortion
                    of the truth – living as a
                    prideful, angry, jealous,
                    envious, slothful person
                    leads to a very unhappy journey,
                    a dangerous journey in the one
                    life we have to show God we
                    want to grow the way He wants
                    us to be.

                    It's like flunking the test on
                        purpose.

                    Why? Why?

                God is so Good –

                God is all powerful –

                    This bitterness toward others grows,
                there are also the deadly sins of lust
                and gluttony – in lust a man is
                not respectful of himself and others.

                    We are here to seek purity in our
                hearts and souls. To make God the
                King of our hearts. Making Jesus the
                King and center of our hearts leads
                us to be loving. We pray to the Holy Spirit
                through the powerful intercession of
                Mary to mold us more and more in
                the image of Jesus.

                The man of presumption just
                thinks God will give him a reward
                even though he was sinful and
                didn't repent. A person who
                mistreats others and punishes
                them for their anger may presumptuously
                think God will still give him
                a reward despite his despicable
                behavior.

                The Holy Spirit gives us gifts –
                like fear of the Lord where we
                don't want to offend God with
                the smallest sin. The man of
                presumption can go deeper and
                deeper into his false hope that
                God will ignore his unrepented
                sins –

                A man of false hope is blinded
                many times, by the fact he falsely
                thinks that he can do anything that is
                sinful and God won't hold him
                accountable and responsible for
                his sins.

                When men lose hope they
                can succumb to violence.
                The darkness becomes ever darker.
                How dark is the darkness of
                living in sin and not trying
                to ever change pridefulness,
                envy, jealousy, anger, slothfulness
                lust etc.

                A person does not stay the same
                in the spiritual life. God calls us
                to holiness, but a person can
                oppose God by living in rebelling,
                unloving hateful ways toward his
                brothers.

                We are to seek the vision of God
                To see the vision of God we must
                have hope of our eternal life
                as a reward for living as God
                wants us to live – according to
                His will in love – and
                hoping for eternal salvation for
                our brothers.

                Jesus paid a big price for our
                sins.

                We must return to the love of God
                through faith and hope!!

                Faith is seeing through the eyes of
                the heavenly Father embracing
                God's plan – seeking the vision
                of God

                We seek true happiness in heaven
                because we live as God commands
                us to live according to the Father's
                will in love

                Hope brings happiness to the
                heart of man.

                God is love and God gives us
                the gift of loving us and
                we are to work for our eternal
                salvation in loving according to His will.

I Am in Control

September 16, 1993

Jesus: My child, I am here in all this muck. Yes, you are tried and I spit you out. You know Who has the power. You know whence you are coming. All life is indeed rooted in Me and from Me comes all that is. Do you comprehend this, My child? Do you know that no life is there without Me? People think they have power. Oh, they believe they are in charge. There is no power except through Me. If I choose to forget you, you cease to be. Cling to this power. Cling to Me as you follow the celebrity or the king or the Pope. I am God. I am One, I am True, I am Omnipotent, I am all that is. You must stay fixed to Me like glue, child.

Child, no life exists without Me. Turn your lives to Me, precious little ones. Turn over every minute, every second of every day. You think you have control of your life. You silly, silly children–what control? I make the stars shine, the sun shed its light, the moon light up the night. I make the baby in the womb, the trees grow, the animals live–and you say, "Oh, Yes, I can do all things." Little one, you can do no things unless I give you the power. You cease to be without Me. Oh, how silly you indeed are, little ones, to fret and fume and look for your answers. What are you doing? Live, child! I give you your answers in My times. All works as I have planned.

You and your willfulness! You mess things up and then come to pray. What is in your heads? Let your hearts be directed by My spirit. Come to Me first, every second. Then you never run amok, you do the right thing always. Pray, fast, look for My answers. Spend your time alone with Me, not in deliberation in your heads. Oh, ye children, what, what do you do to yourselves? I am here by your side. I am present truly in the tabernacle and you go to each other and ask your questions. When will you submit yourselves to the will of the father? Why do you wander in blindness in this barren desert?

Come to Me and I will give you rest. I will give you all you need, little ones. You are so silly. Power–you have none, child. You are powerless. You are willful. You must stay fixed to Me and My ways. Oh, oh how do I make you understand when you won't listen to Me? I speak, you don't listen. I love you so. I want you not to suffer your own dilemmas, but you turn your backs and ask your questions of those no smarter than you. Your wisdom comes from Me, the one, true God.

Come, little ones, My will for you is not a secret. You have to break the code. It is here. I make it known to you. "In the silence comes His word to the poor and lowly ones in pain." I am all you need, little blind, scared children. You need not be any of these things. Come to Me, beloved little ones, and I will set your toes on the right road. You will not falter. You will run and not get weary. You will indeed fly on eagles' wings and I will be there telling you all you need to know.

You Are Important To Me

September 17, 1993

Jesus: My dear child, I am not mad at you. You feel such fear in your heart. That is Satan. Focus on Me and My love. I love you intently. All will work out. You have to always see Me as by your side. You are so afraid inside that you are not good enough. You are, My precious child. I love you with My Godly love. You I guard, you I watch, you I wait for and want to be with. Feel your preciousness and value. There is not a time I like you, then I don't. I am not like man. I love you unconditionally. In your bad days, in your darkness, I wait, I watch, I am hyper-vigilant. I never leave your side. Know My presence in all things. Be assured of My fabulous love for you. Whatever transpires, I did it out of love of you. I long to be close to you and see you in heaven. You are My favored child. I watch and wait. Do not doubt yourself, little one. I am pleased with you. Satan would have a field day if he could work on you.

You must never doubt your specialness. You must always know that you are My love. I love you so. All I do is for love of you. Make a list of all the times you felt My marvelous love, when you knew only I could have helped you. Keep this list in front of your mind. When doubt arises, read the list to yourself. Study and memorize this. This will help cast all doubts aside. The more you read and reread these letters, the more true I will become to you.

I am Jesus, the one, true God. I was crucified for love of you and you are still doubting your worth. You are so important to Me. I would die for you. Oh, little children, wake up, see your specialness. Know I love you with the greatest love. Cast Satan and his hatred and doubts aside. Send him back to hell! Let My light shine in your hearts. Be open to Me as loving you at every second. Know I, God, wait to be with you. Never look at yourself with anything but so much value and love. Then your light will shine because you will be filled by all I can give you.

You are My special, special child. Tell all of My intense love for them. It never dies, it does not flicker, it is so bright, it fills the empty heart and makes it radiate with love. Then you can do My work. You cannot work for Me when you are bowed down. It is only when you are filled up that My light shines from you. I, yes, make the crooked ways straight. I am the spark to the cold heart. I am He Who holds you in My hands and warms your troubled soul. I love you, I love you. Realize this so you may love others. See yourself with My light glowing about you. This will make you realize how special you are. You must love yourself, and see your own beauty, to love others for Me. You are indeed beautiful, you are precious, you are My child. I love you, baby. Know this–you are loved by your Father, the greatest Father that ever was. Your Mother is the most loving Mother. I am Jesus. I am your spouse. I love as no man ever could. The Holy Spirit is on fire with the love He gives you.

You are a fireball if you see yourself as such. Now love for Me with this fire. Set your hearts about the job of radiating My embers to all My children. You will shine and all will know I am your God and they are loved by Me.

I love you, children. Listen to Me. This is where your strength lies in this cold, cold world.

I love you. It is food. It is fuel. It is I, on fire with love of you.

Precious you, I love you, I love you, I love you.

 

Love Unlocks the Hardened Heart

September 21, 1993

Jesus: My dear child, I am the bread of life. I give food to the hungry. My life I give that you might have life. Treasure My gift to you and be so attentive to this gift. I am the one, true God and I give My gift to you. You will not thirst. You will run and not get weary. You are coming to My glorious event. All will be beautiful for I am with you in your honor and praise. I love you so, little one.

You scarce can speak when you receive Me. That is because you are realizing My True Presence. I am there, little one. I died for you that you might live forever and the gift I give is My life. What friend would lay down His life for another? This, My dear, is love, love as I teach you to give to your brothers–not only loving those who are nice, but also those who are not nice. To those who hate and scorn and ignore you, My gift I give to you. It is My life that you may live.

Come unto Me, all who labor and are heavily burdened. I give you all you need. I make your ways straight and I set your foot on solid paths. I am the God of all your ancestors. You come to Me and I fill you as I did them. I give you water for your thirst and food for your soul. You are sheltered under My wing as a little bird. I take care of you and protect you from the scorching sun. I give you little worms and protect you. I give you water for your thirst. You live and grow. And who takes care of these little birds? I do. Did you wonder who was watching out for them? Well, wonder no more. Are you not more valuable. Do you not know how precious you are to Me? I am your love and I watch out for you every minute. I pick you up when you stumble and fall. I watch your every move.

Oh, little one, stop fuming and fretting. You are indeed wasting your life away and I need you to do My work. What is My work? It is staying fixed in Me. It is smiling My smiles. It is being gentle. It is being kind. It is being as I am in the world. It is not being like the world. The world is hard, and hardened in heart. Its people wander in hatred and wonder why they feel glum in their hearts. Wander in love and feel joy in your hearts, little ones.

Love makes the little scared child feel unafraid. Love comforts a hurting soul. Love given to all is My way. The world is out for itself. It wants you to step on your brother, get even with him, never give more than you get. Oh, you selfish world, what a terrible agony to carry in your heart–keeping track of all you were given so you cannot give any more to them.

Hard cheeked, stone-jawed, do you feel good? Little hardened hearts, give and you shall receive, seek and you shall find, knock and it shall be opened to you. It is in giving that you receive. Give your smiles, your time, your money. These are your brothers, little one. Do not refuse what is their due.

Walk and not get weary, run and fly, follow Me and your hearts are joyous. I fill you with good things. Your heart is filled to the brim with love. Come, little ones, open your eyes. There is more work done in love than in hatred. Love your enemies. Love those who are mean to you. You will receive more benefits than they. It hurts your hearts to be "even-Stephen". It is a needless task. Fill your soul with My love, little ones. I can do these things with you.

You will only act from love. Love is the key to unlock the hardened heart. Love the child I created and hate the evil the devil does through them. They are My beautiful children. They do evil works. Pray for them, little ones. They surely need your prayers and your love. I love them. Love for Me. I need you to love, little children. Love one another and be there for each other. Minister to the haters. They are still beautiful in My sight. I love them and you.

Come, Be Alone With Me

October 2, 1993

Jesus: I am the Good Shepherd. I know Mine and Mine know Me. I know the inner workings of the heart and your desire to be alone with Me. Forget everybody else. Just let Me talk to you now. I am truly here, just you and Me. I am your precious Savior, even in distraction. Find My peace. Feel My warmth by your side. Let go of every problem, every distraction. See Me looking at you, My eyes gentle, My smile very slight, loving you in My gaze. All else is fuzzy around you. I am with you–you and Me alone. I am standing in front of you, My hands outstretched, dressed in white. You feel My peace surround you. Warmth. It is as if smoke surrounds us and we are encased in this screen of smoke, all by ourselves.

Feel My power radiating to you. You are engulfed in peace. The world could stop and you wouldn't know and you wouldn't care. I am all you need. Your heart stops beating except for My presence. We are so close. There is such peace there that you never want to leave or care about anything else. I am the Lord, your God. I am your all. I am with you and you are filled by Me. It is such a fullness. The light and warmth that surround us are nothing you could describe. Power–waves of power in the air almost like a magnet–nothing else matters. This is how it is in your life. All is insignificant except in Me. You can be with Me in a crowd. You can block out all things around you and feel My presence. This is what you must learn to do–be alone with Me in a crowd. I am all that matters. Anywhere you are, all people, places and things are insignificant if not seen in Me.

Through the day you must have these moments alone with Me. Come and sit with Me now. I am standing in front of you or I can be sitting with you, but think of us all alone, Me clothed in white, a smoke screen about us. My arms are open and I embrace you and you feel engulfed by My love. You are filled with such peace when you come to sit here alone with Me. See this picture. Feel the pull to Me in your heart–a flutter, a magnetism to be drawn to Me. I am all you need. Nothing else is important. I fill you so you will radiate My love to your brothers. I call you to this place with Me that you are filled to do My work. Come alone and be with Me. I wait with open arms at any time to be with you! It pleases Me so for you to stop and sit with Me, even in a crowd. At work, anywhere you are, come and sit with Me and I will give you My peace and love and your day will start anew. You are refreshed and sent on My mission with My love in your heart. I am the Good Shepherd. I know Mine and Mine know Me. I bid you come and sup with Me. I love you, little one. I am your Jesus. I love you.

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ROSARY MEDITATIONS
MARCH 17, 1995 NOON
THE SORROWFUL MYSTERIES
 

        Every Friday at Noon, Jesus gave us a very tender rosary. We always did the Sorrowful Mysteries on Friday at 12:00 noon. This was the first rosary received in the Sorrowful Mother Chapel before the exposed Eucharist. Rita was in an ecstatic state. Marty saw angels around the monstrance and Sorrowful Mother statue.

The Agony in the Garden

1. R. Be with Jesus in the Garden, alone with Him as if you are there and experiencing what He is about to undergo. Think of knowing all that you will suffer. See before you all that He is about to experience. Put yourself with Jesus in the Garden and feel deeply in your heart whatever the Spirit allows you to experience.

2. Jesus: I am an endless furnace of love. My Heart is beating for each one of you here. See My Heart as it beats. Think of this beating. Think of the beating Heart!

3. Jesus: I pour out to you My endless love constantly. I never leave you. I am forever with you, second by second, minute by minute. I am forever present with you in this room the same as the day I knelt in the Garden. Be alone with Me. Empty your mind of any distractions, of any concerns. Be totally wrapped in the love that I am giving to you. Open your hearts wide and let Me unite ever so closely within your heart. I am Jesus, your most ardent Lover, on fire for love of you, My beloved ones. As I knelt in the Garden, I pondered the ways of your heart. My Heart ached for all the souls that would treat Me with such indifference and neglect. Comfort My aching Heart with your love for Me.

4. Jesus: Be with Me as I kneel and see all of the sufferings that I experience. But the sufferings that I experienced to My body were not My greatest sufferings. My greatest sufferings were the agonies that I experienced in My Heart for the endless souls that pay Me no heed, that never come to Me, that stay at such a distance. And I am in love with them, so deeply in love!

5. Jesus: I call out to you to take My plea seriously. My plea involves the salvation of souls. Open your hearts and let Me unite closely to you so that I can live in you. Through you I will touch My beloved ones that I love so dearly. How I love you this day, My precious ones. Be alone with Me, totally wrapped in My embrace. I am Jesus, your Savior, and I love you with the deepest, tenderest love. I pour My love out to you. Harken to Me. Let go!

6. Hail Mary ...

7. Hail Mary ...

8. Jesus: Surrender! Surrender! Surrender! Open wide the gates to your hearts. You are so closed. You tap at My source so lightly when I am an ocean of endless love and mercy that I want to pour into your hearts. You must surrender to become closely united to Me. You think you are letting go. You are not letting go! You are holding on as tightly as you can hold on. You let go of what you want to let go of. I am calling you to more, to be so closely united that I can operate through you. Will you surrender or will you control everything that is in your life that pertains to Me? I want to live with you second by second, to operate in every deed that you do, to be one with you as you perform those deeds. You are My mighty soldiers to go into the war and to do My work. Surrender! Surrender! Surrender!

9. Jesus: Open wide the portals of your heart. Let me penetrate every cell of your being. I want such oneness with you. You do not comprehend My immense love. You must surrender!

10. Jesus: Consecrate yourself totally to My Heart and that of My Mother.

Song between decades: I come to you with greatest love, I am your loving Savior. I am your God, I died for you. I come to you this day.

Jesus Is Scourged at the Pillar

1. R. His body was beaten! His flesh was torn! He was scourged and bleeding!

2. R. He stood in total surrender to His persecutors. He knew the Father's Will. He knew the plan of salvation, that He was dying for the salvation of all.

3. R. He stood in such total submission to these men who treated Him so harshly. He did not answer back, always in compliance with the Father's Will. It is in compliance with His Will that our peace and joy lie. He has a plan for each one of us, His specially loved children.

4. Jesus: They whipped Me! They tore My flesh! They treated Me with such harshness. I withstood all of this treatment. But the greatest agonies were not the agonies of My body but the agonies in My Most Sacred Heart for all the souls in their busy lives that have totally forgotten Me. I am in your midst and with you this very day and how many come to be with Me? A few! So big is this world and so few even realize that I am God and that I am truly present here with you!

5. Jesus: They will persecute you! They will treat you with such anger! Come to My Heart and know the immensity of My love. For, minute by minute, second by second, I am ever attentive to all of your needs. I am the most ardent Lover, waiting to be close to you. If you tap ever so gently, there is so much more!

6. Jesus: I pour My life out to you. My grace is My life. It is divine life that I give. Nothing on this earth compares to this divine life!

7. Jesus: Pray to be sensitive to My touch. Every time that I give you My grace I am touching you in a special way so that you may respond to all the graces that I am pouring out to you this day.

8. Jesus: I give to you My Heart as a sign of My immense love for you. See My Heart beating! See it, each pulse of My Heart! This is how I love you. Second by second, minute by minute, I am always there.

9. Jesus: I want to be one in you, to operate from you! You must surrender!

10. Hail Mary…

Song between decades: I come to you with greatest love…

Jesus Is Crowned with a Crown of Thorns

1. R. They pounded into His head a crown of sharp, piercing thorns.

2. R. Think of how it would be to have someone pound into your head thorns that would puncture your skull. The blood ran from these thorns down His face, into His eyes and into His ears.

3. R. He had seen before Him in the Garden all of these things that they would do. Now He experienced exactly what He had seen. At any time, He could have stopped anything that happened because He was God! But because He loves each one of us with the deepest love, He allowed them to pound into His skull sharp, piercing thorns that punctured His head. He allowed them to beat Him and tear His flesh. He stood in total submission to the Will of the Father, His Heart ever beating, as it beats for us this day, with deepest love. The same Jesus that suffered this agony loves us with this same love this day. So many do not even think of Him. How His Heart was wounded and hurt for all His beloved ones!

4. R. This is Jesus Christ. He is truly God! God took the form of a human being because He loved us so much. He took on our human nature. A divine person took on our human form!

5. R. Who are we that God loves us this much?

6. R. They spit on Him and they hollered obscenities at Him. Think of the things that irritate us this day. Even when people are not cruel to us, how we ponder in our minds things that we think someone may have done that might have been cruel! But Jesus came to show us the way. They pounded into His Head a crown of sharp, piercing thorns and He loves those who did this to Him. He asks us to love one another. His way is always love. He asks us to purify our hearts, not to give in to the ways of the mind, not to give in to thinking ill thoughts of our brothers, but to purify our hearts and focus on Him. His way is love, always love, not sizing up our brothers or ever thinking harshly of them. See them through His eyes, the eyes of love. See our brothers as the creation of our Father. How He loves each and every soul that He was beaten, that His flesh was torn, that He was crowned with thorns because He loves our brothers so much.

7. Jesus: I want to tell each one of you this day of My immense love that I have for you. You do not realize how I am truly speaking here to you. You close your hearts. You cut yourself off from the grace I am giving to you. I truly love with the deepest love. Open up your hearts and surrender. My ways are so simple. My ways are truth! You must release yourselves and come to Me for all your needs. Realize that, minute by minute, second by second, I am dealing with you directly.

8. Jesus: The very hairs of your head are numbered. I am with you at this second and I am providing for every one of your cares and needs but your minds are busy and you think of all that you must do. When will you release yourself and let Me operate with you in every deed that you do? When will you become one with Me so that I can operate through you to do the work that is at hand? You are humans. When I become one with you, the might of God is within you. I can do in one second what a human cannot do in a million years. You must trust. You must surrender. You must let go. Let go now and be totally wrapped in My love, My intense love that I pour out to you, My beloved ones. Let go! Let go! Let go, for I am truly here and working in your heart.

9. Song: Crown Him with many crowns, the Lamb upon His throne. His regal scepter knows no bounds, all kingdoms are His own. All Christians come and sing to Him Who died for thee and hail Him as thy Savior King for all eternity.

10. Hail Mary…

Song between decades: I come to you with greatest love…

Jesus Carries His Cross

1. Jesus: They gave Me a heavy cross that they placed on My shoulder and I carried My cross. I could hardly move but My thoughts were always of you and the immense love that I have for you.

2. Jesus: This world has rejected God! This world crucified Me! Why do you not realize that they will crucify you, that they will persecute you, that they will holler slanders against you? If they crucified Me, why should they treat you any differently when you spread My word?

3. Jesus: You are the soldiers that I send into battle, a battle to spread My love throughout this world. It is in your submissiveness and surrender that I can operate through you to give My love to this world.

4. Jesus: Surrender! Surrender! Surrender! I am calling out to you to take up your cross and go into battle, to battle for Me to spread this love, for souls will be lost to eternal damnation because they do not know My love.

5. Jesus: Time is drawing near. I tell you! I tell you! I tell you! As I spoke then, and many did not listen, I tell you today that I am depending upon you, My beloved ones. You must fight against the godlessness of this world. But you must go on. You must be My warriors that go into battle. Powered by the fire of My love, you can conquer the earth with your hearts filled with the immense love that I pour out to this world through you. You will be the light that will shine in the darkest night. You will be a city set on a hill that will shine to the rest of this world. Come to My Heart and take refuge in My Heart for I am truly God and I call out to you, My beloved ones, with such tender love this day.

6. Jesus: As I walked on and on with the heavy cross on My back, a cross which became heavier as I walked, your crosses seem to get heavier each day. Time is so short! The work you do here will help to lead souls to eternal happiness in heaven. Please listen to Me! Have courage! Pray to the Spirit for the fearlessness to do the job that is at hand. I send you into this world to preach the Gospel. You are My soldiers going into battle. You will light up this world. A city set on a hill will shine to the rest of this world. You are the city. You are My soldiers. I send you into battle.

7. Jesus: In battle there is bloodshed. On My way to Calvary I shed much blood for love of My beloved souls. I ask you to surrender and to do this work for Me this day for I truly gave My life for love of each precious soul. Will you not spread this love to a world that is in pain and hurting?

8. Jesus: Surrender! Surrender! Surrender! It is not by your own might that you will light up the world. It is only through My power radiating through you. It is only in your oneness with Me. The most important thing you can do is to spend time with Me each day, to become one in Me. Keep your focus on Me and all will fall into line for I am truly here and longing to operate from your hearts. I am the Almighty God. My power is endless, My love a source of such love that no human can even comprehend. I am God! I am speaking to you!

9. Hail Mary ...

10. Hail Mary ...

Song between decades: I come to you with greatest love…

Jesus Is Crucified and Dies on the Cross

1. Jesus: I hung for three agonizing hours on the cross. My body was beaten, My head crowned with thorns. I breathed My last breath, My thoughts always of you, My beloved ones. I truly died for you.

2. Jesus: Do you not hear My plaintive cries, the cries that I am giving to you this day, to spread this love throughout the world? You are the backbone. You are the ones that will carry this out. You must be strong soldiers. I am speaking directly to you. You are going into battle. It is a hard battle. Do not be discouraged by the opposition that Satan has created for you. He will try to stop you at every turn, but you must be strong soldiers and you must stayed fixed in Me. Only if you are rooted in My love can you do the work that I am asking you to do. You are human. You, on your own, cannot do this work. This work is the work of lighting up the world with the fire of My love. You must be strong soldiers. You are truly battling a world that hates God. Come to My Heart and receive all that you need to light up this world.

3. Jesus: My Mother stood under My cross. My beloved Mother! How she loves each one of you. Go to the Heart of Mary and reside in her arms. Rest in her Heart. This is Her House. She is with each one of you on your journey. We love you with the tenderest love.

4. Jesus: As she stood by Me all through My life, she stands by your side. Think of that! Where you are sitting now, Mary is right by you. Do you feel her presence? Put yourself on the other side. Be alone with Us now. Let go of this world. Be touched by the grace of God, special grace that I am giving to you alone. The angels and saints are so present here at this Center. They are in the halls. You do not realize because you do not see. You must be alone with Me and let go of your world to be united ever closer and to see these things that I want to show you.

5. Jesus: See Me hanging on the cross. Do you see that? Do you need to see with your eyes? Do you know what you feel when you receive the Eucharist? You must reach more and more beyond your vision. Reach into your heart. I communicate in your heart. Such oneness I have with you in your heart! See beyond your eyes, beyond your ears, and go inside into your heart. Minute by minute, second by second, I am there! Mary is with you. My Father and the Holy Spirit are inside of you. You just do not see. Pray more for grace to partake in the life I want to give you.

6. Jesus: Pray to the Holy Spirit to open your eyes more and more to the things of God. You are all blind men! You do not realize the great gifts that you have. You must be lost in My Heart. Come to My Heart and let Me hold you close to My divine love!

7. Jesus: My love is burning and on fire for you. Do you see Me as I hang on the cross with My arms outstretched? I held on to nothing! I totally surrendered to the Will of the Father. I held nothing back. I gave My flesh and My blood. I was born in poverty in a stable and I died on the cross. I came to show you the way so that you might have life and have life to the full. Life is not life if it is not rooted in Me!

8. Jesus: Let Me pour My life out to you. Feel its vibrancy within you. I am truly with you this day and longing for closer union with you. Let go! Let go! Let go!

9. Jesus: It is in this time that you spend alone with Me that I can work in your heart. Do not look for visions. Do not look to hear things. Go inside of your heart and be alone with Me. Spend this time with Me each day and, through the day, spend short periods, minutes when you just close your eyes and focus on My presence with you, for I am truly present. I will work in your heart when you come to Me in these special moments.

10. Jesus: This time between noon and 3:00 p.m. is so important to Me. Spend this time focusing on being ever more united to Me and think of My passion. See Me as I hung on the cross. See My flesh torn! See the blood as it ran down My body. Spend this time each Friday focused from noon until 3:00 p.m. on My passion. It is in meditating on this passion that you will realize My immense love that I have for you. I truly gave My blood. I gave you My flesh. I give you My body and I give you My blood this day in the Eucharist. Come to Me and spend time with Me after Communion and let Me work in your heart, for I love you so dearly, My beloved ones. I am Jesus. Jesus! I love you so much!

Song after the last decade: I come to you with greatest love…

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