The Agony in the Garden

1. R. As we focus on the Sorrowful Mysteries, because that is what Our Lord wants us to think about — They should help us to know more, how truly deeply God loves us. But I would like to also, speak of the wider vision, the Plan of the Father in creation, in creating all of us, in creating the world — in giving to us the gift that Jesus has given to us, in the Church, the unity that God wants amongst men, that God is our Father and we are the human family, that He wants us to love Him and to serve Him, and to recognize Him as the King of Kings. In this rosary we will think about Jesus as the King of Kings, and what He suffered in humiliation and persecution, because of His great love for us, focusing on the mystery of God's love, the mystery that the Divine Almighty God loved us so much to be incarnate in the womb of the Virgin Mary. Awesome! Awesome! And then to suffer such brutality at the hands of the very men that He loved, and God created, because of love for us.

Jesus: And I have watched so many today, that are so prideful, that they will not even say that they are sorry, for the sins and offenses against their brothers. Look at Me, My child. I knelt in the garden, and My sweat became as great drops of blood upon the ground, because of My love for you, and knowing the souls that would be lost, the souls that I would die for, loving them and knowing that they would throw away the great grace, that I wanted to give them, for their foolish, rebellious ways in the world.

    Oh you My precious ones, that I have called in the Shepherds of Christ, to give yourselves more and more, to this mission, of spreading the devotion to My Sacred Heart and the heart of My Mother. I call you to love, first and foremost, to love your God with all your heart and all your soul and all your being, and to love your neighbor as yourself. For you are the witnesses I have called to follow Me, to walk in My footsteps, to be examples of love in the world. I am with you. Do not listen to satan, who wants to make you doubt. Stay close to Me. Go to the Mass every day, if at all possible. Go, for I want to give Myself to you and outpour My richest grace. Oh child, child of My Father, how indeed precious you are to Me. I am Jesus, the Son of the Living God. I speak to you, for it is for love of you and My precious souls that I speak. Do not be afraid.

2. Sing: Come unto Me all who are weary and find rest for your soul.

3. Jesus: To My death on the cross, I loved you, My precious one. Let go now and surrender. Pray for the grace to be strong in your vocation, to be a member of My Shepherds of Christ. Pray to be united — not to give into the tactics of the evil one, who wants you to be divided, to be sad, to focus on yourselves. There are only so many days for you to do My work. Cherish the gift of your life within you, that you will serve with a smile.

4. Sing: Come unto Me all who are weary and find rest for your soul.

Jesus: I love you, I love you, I love you. Come to Me now. Know that you can trust Me.

5. Jesus: And you see your lives every day, little things that seem like big mountains, and as you look back over the memories that you have, you see how I walked with you, and helped you over the little hurdles and the big ones too, and they did not come all at once. But they came one at a time, and steadfastly I stood by your side. I took your hand and I gave to you whatever it was you needed. It is the time now as Fr. Carter said to you, 'the pay back time' that you will make that commitment in your heart, to love Me more and more deeply, and to spread My Blue Books, the message of My love to the souls, that need to know how much I truly love them. I am Jesus. I have written these love letters to the world, about My Eucharistic presence, that there will be adoration chapels all over the world, praying for the priests, the Church and the world, and that they will know how much I love them, as they read My letters of love I have given in the Blue Books.

6. Sing: Come unto Me all who are weary and find rest for your soul.

Jesus: I love you, I love you, I love you, My precious one. Know this — your power lies in this. I love you today, as the day I died on the cross.

7. R. Most Holy Trinity I adore, I love You and I worship You, and I am sorry for the offenses against You, the sacrileges. And I am so grateful for Jesus, truly present in the tabernacles of this world. Oh God, with all my heart and soul, I want these adoration chapels to be out there, so that as they go to the doctors and the fast food places, they will know that the real healing of their hearts will come as they go to You, truly present in the Blessed Sacrament. Help me, please, to spread the Blue Books, the letters of the love of Jesus, to this world, that souls will be loving, will love purely, will be empowered because they know the love of God and will not be afraid to step out, because of the courage that they have, to know how real that love truly is.

And Jesus speaks and He says I love you, I love you, I love you. And I remain with you this day truly present in the Eucharist. Come to Me that you will pray for the priests, the Church and the world, and that you will be strengthened, that you too will be a strong witness as you live your lives in holiness and love. I am Jesus, your beloved Savior, the Savior of the world.

8. Sing: Come unto Me all who are weary and find rest for your soul.

9. R. And Jesus told me during this retreat, that in the Passion from the blows to His Head, that there was so much blood, that He spit blood. I saw Him at the point of death on the cross. It was December the 5th, of 1996, after Mary appeared all the 5ths for 2 1/2 years, Jesus appeared on that particular 5th which was about 12 days before Mary appeared here. And at the point of death, His mouth moved up and down, and I could not believe that in His state, as He was, hanging on the cross in such agony, that His jaw could move as profusely as it did, but it moved up and down, and up and down, and up and down. And later that night on the 5th when I did the rosary, Jesus said that He showed Himself to me that way, because no one was listening. No one was listening to the message that He gave.

    On December 17th, 12 days later, God the Father allowed Mary to appear on this building, and the Red Rosary Book with the rainbow, left the printer — the rainbow of Mary given from a message, on the front of the Red Rosary Book, that same day, from the apparitions of Mary every day before that, and the apparitions in the 6th Blue Book of Jesus.

    Oh my God, it is wonderful to see You and to see Mary, but the words that You have given in the daily messages, and the Blue Books are the words that can lead us so deeply into loving and knowing our Church, the Word of God, the Eucharist, the rosaries, the mysteries of the lives of Jesus and Mary, spreading the devotion to the King and Center of our hearts, our beloved Jesus. Please dear God, help me to do this work and help all who are listening to have the grace to believe, and to help us to spread the priestly writing, the prayers in the different languages, that there will be a network of prayer, and deeper holiness amongst all that receive the writings on the Word and the Eucharist. Oh God, we love You so, help us.

10. Jesus: There was so much blood in My mouth, from the blows to My Head, during My bitter Passion, that I spit blood, for it choked Me.

 

Jesus: I sweat for you, My precious one, My saving blood in the garden, but to know all those that would be lost to the fires of hell. In such agony, I cry out to you this day to hear the message, that your Mother and I have delivered over and over again. For souls are dropping into hell like rain.

  

Jesus is Whipped at the Pillar

1. R. He was whipped for our sins, for our little lies, for the ways that we tell ourselves, 'it's okay', when we know it wasn't okay, for the ways that we say 'no', when we know that God is calling us to do more, for the ways that God is asked us to live our lives, and to be instruments of love and unity and peace, of order, of spreading the devotion to the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary, of praying for our brothers all around the world, and for the priests, the Church and the world, and thanking God, making reparation, petitioning Him to help us every day, to stay united as a body, of members in the Shepherds of Christ, answering the vocation in our lives, through our Morning Offering, and praying for our precious brothers who could be lost to the fires of hell.

    As if it would be maybe, someone in our family, where we know how much we wished that those prayers would go out to them. But God has commissioned us, God has called us to this, to spread the Morning Offering, to try to go to Mass whenever we can, to spread the Blue Book messages so more and more people will go to the Eucharist, and begin adoration, little chapels, or get it in their churches where they can go in and pray. It doesn't have to be exposed. The same presence is there whether we see the exposed Eucharist or Jesus is in the tabernacle.

    Come on. You know. You know you really do love the souls of the world, because the more that we all have grown in that unity with Jesus, the more that we meditate on this mystery of the rosary, the more that we know how much Jesus loved them, and the more one we are with Jesus, the more one we are with our brothers. It's satan that comes in, in the way that the world is, more and more, that we are feeling that we should be cold and isolated, protecting ourselves, protecting ourselves in our prayers for love of the precious souls that Jesus died for. Come on! This is real!

    God is with us and it's not about me being better that you, and you being better than me, and me being the one using the mike and you doing this. It's about God's messages in this building. It's about loving our brothers as I know all that are listening to me really do. And it's about the devil that say 'Ah you can't trust. You don't believe.'

    Look at the Blue Books. Look at Fr. Joe's book. Look at the prayers. Look at the daily message. It is the message of the Catholic Church, born deeply in our hearts, united in pure love, more and more with our Savior, and loving our brothers, to give our lives praying for the priests, the Church and the world, through our Morning Offering, offering up whatever we are going to do anyway, but having that intention as a member of the mystical body of Christ, of being united in love and not wanting one soul to be lost. I don't want souls to be lost. It makes me want to cry.

    It makes me cry when I've seen Mary and have received these messages. These are our brothers. They are the ones that Jesus sweat blood for and was whipped for. Look at Him in that Passion Movie. It's the devil that says you should be isolated. We are all suppose to be one, members of the mystical body of Christ, members in the Catholic Church, members in the Father's family, united to the angels and saints in heaven, and the souls in purgatory. Feel that. That's what we were created for! And then give yourself with genuine, pure love in offering whatever you do every day to serve God and love Him. We can trust Jesus.

2. R. Most Heavenly Father, in the Name of Your Son Jesus, united to all the Masses going on around the world, united to all the angels and saints and the souls in purgatory, in the Holy Spirit through the powerful intercession of Our Lady of Clearwater, we pray as never before that this mission will be a success to spread the devotion to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, that Jesus will be the King and Centers of the hearts of the people of this earth more and more, and that Mary will be the Queen of their hearts, and the children in schools will learn of the Morning Offering and the rosary, and how much Jesus loves them. And we as adults will strongly go about the endeavor of spreading the Blue Books, that people will go to the Eucharist and pray their Morning Offering, so that whatever they are doing right now, can be in that connection with each other and with God, for bringing down great grace in the world. It is not that there is too much suffering in this world, it's just that so much suffering is wasted. We are one body. Let us act like one.

3. Hail Mary

4. R. God has picked this time for us to be on this earth. He put us down here, at a particular time. He gave us the Virgin Mary Building. He called the Shepherds of Christ, to strengthen the priests, and the Church and the world, at this time and what is to come. You can say to yourself 'Well, it's just about whether I do it today.' That's not truth. It's about why God did this, put Mary on this building here, and what is to come in the Church and the world.

    Let our prayers, as a network of prayers, throughout the world, reaching the bishops of the world. Let these prayers make a difference. We are sending the prayers and brochure to the hierarchy and priests in the next mailing. If they do what God told Fr. Carter and Mary at Fatima, in spreading the devotion to the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart, they are following God's plan. He wants man to make Jesus the King of their hearts.

5. R. All those images in the store, that God has given to us to spread. Tell the people that we are here. Send them over. Say — put a picture of the Sacred Heart in your home, and the Immaculate Heart. Consecrate your family to the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart. Make Him the King and Center of your lives and you will know peace. You have teenagers. When you consecrate your home and your family, and somebody in that home in that family, continues that devotion to the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart, there is an increase of peace in that house that you do not know, until you do that.

    Believe me, I have watched Jesus come down on places that we have consecrated. And He comes and He makes His throne there. But you must honor Him, and it doesn't have to be the whole family. If it's the mother or the father, and if it's both, that's tremendous. It's putting pictures of the Sacred Heart up in the churches or statues of the Sacred Heart. It's having people, even say short consecrations to the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart where they are saying to the Sacred Heart, I adore You, I love You and I give myself to You. It's not rattling it and then going and doing what we want. It is really recognizing the fact we were created in the image and likeness of God, and living to grow more and more in that image and likeness, opening our hearts and learning to love more like the Heart of Jesus.

Sing: Give Me Your Heart Oh Jesus

6. Song: Teach Me to Love You with this new heart

7. Sing: Give Me Your Heart Oh Jesus

Song: God's Love

8. And Jesus speaks and He says I love you, I love you, I love you. To My death on the cross I loved you.

Song: A Song from Jesus

9. Hail Mary
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Jesus Is Crowned with Thorns

1. R. See Jesus there on a mock throne, covered with a dirty purple robe. And they give Him a scepter and the men pound into His Head a crown of thorns.

2. Jesus: When I call your name, will you answer Me? Will you be there? Will you be the light? Will you practice loving when you may have old habits of jealousy and anger and envy? Will you pray for the courage to be humble, to admit your faults, that you can grow in greater sanctity? Will you be the instrument that I have called you to be? Or will you give into the ways of satan who wants to enslave you, and wrap you in that pride to say 'I am right. Come and wait on me. I am angry and I lie.'

    I was crowned with a crown of thorns for the pride of the men that give into satan this day, and as they pounded the thorns into My Head, the blood came from within to choke Me. And your pride and stubbornness is the act of your stubborn will. Stubborn. Stubborn - weak and detrimental to you, yourself. If you love yourself, you will change your evil ways and follow Me.

3. Jesus: I have called you to work with one another, that you will become more and more united in My service, that you will become strong instruments together, to help to reach the world with My mission. Do not give into the evil one, who will use every trick. But that is what he does. He deceives you. He tricks you. He wants you to be prideful and angry. When you are prideful and angry, you are already acting impurely and what continues will be greater impurity, unless you change your ways.

4. Jesus: The Mother of God appeared here for 7 1/2 years, and so many have said 'no'. Pray for them, for I have called them by name, and I have asked for their help. And when I knocked on their door, they said 'Go away Jesus.'

5. Jesus: I am calling your name to be committed to your vocation in the Shepherds of Christ Movement, to pray ardently, to say your Morning Offering, to begin prayer chapters, to pray with your prayer chapter, to go to the Eucharist and adoration, and to offer up your prayers for the work of the Shepherds of Christ, for the priests, for the Church and the world, and for your intentions, that are so important that you pray for in your lives.

6. Jesus: Let go now and pray for that grace to grow in your holiness, in your love, in your vocation.

7. Sing: By Name I Have Called You

Jesus: By name I have called you. Come to My Heart and know how I have chosen you, to great intimacy with Me, to spread the love letters that I have given to the world, that more and more adoration places will be begun.

8. Jesus: Look at all the coffee houses all over the world. Could you come and share your chatter with Me?

9. Mary: I am Mary your Mother and I speak to you now, for I have appeared these 16 years, in reaching out to you to listen to the message of My Son Jesus. At Fatima I told you how important the devotion to our Hearts, would be to the peace of the world. So many years later, after they did not heed my warning, Jesus gave the message to Fr. Carter, and I appeared here on this building. How can they ignore such a sign that is given?

    As Mary your Mother, I ask you now, to spread the letters of love, that my Son Jesus has given, that the prayer power that will be needed, for the years coming, and the sufferings that will take place, will not be as great because of the people, that you have reached with His messages, leading them more and more to the Eucharist and to adoration, spreading the prayers as My Son Jesus asked Fr. Carter in all the languages. For what makes you think that it will be better, when God has reached you with this message, now for 16 years, and look at how the world has progressed.

    When there is evil it continues, and it hastens to get worse unless there is a change. The prayers that I have asked you to pray here at 6:20, in China, and the prayer chapters around the world, are the prayers that Jesus has given to you, to help in the renewal of the Church and the world, As the world has gone into deeper darkness and the 16 years since Jesus gave Fr. Carter the message, you would think you would understand, that there will be little change, and that the message I gave in 1917 is pivotal on this message, that Jesus gave to Fr. Carter at the end of the century.

    Why think you, as you continue ignoring the messages, that We have given, that there will be a change, as the evil grows darker, and more and more babies — the blood of these babies are on the hands of the people of this earth. I cry blood for the little ones created by your Heavenly Father, and destroyed through vileness, violence to the child of the womb. I pray with you here, my children, that you will hear the message I give. I am Our Lady of Clearwater, Our Lady of Fatima in the Americas, hasten to my message of love.

10. Hail Mary

 

Jesus Carries His Cross

1. R. As we meditate on this mystery — meditate on the mystery — the mystery is that the Son of God loved us so much, that He allowed Himself to carry a cross with our sins, the sins of the world. And the sins that were heaped on that cross, were the sins of abortion, the sins against the very nature of man, the vileness to boast of it's truthfulness, when in fact, it is evil. We have offended our God, far more than Mary reminded us in 1917. And the message that Jesus gave to Fr. Carter 16 years ago has grown older.

    Why do we not listen when Mary appeared on this building? What other sign would there be when the corner fell off the seminary. Watching the scandal and persecution of the Church because of the priest, when we were told 16 years ago to begin these prayer chapters, the network of prayer for the priests, the Church and the world. Let's all wait for the next scandal and what else can come, that has come in 16 years. Why do we let it keep getting worse and worse and worse, when Mary appeared and told us what to do so many years before, when Jesus gave to Fr. Carter the messages of Shepherds of Christ.

    I have learned this lesson quite well — when one is preceding in the direction of vices and evil, it takes a lot to turn them around. If you see that the way the world is today, why aren't we on our knees praying the rosary, obeying the messages of praying these prayers and spreading prayer chapters around the world? Why aren't we spreading the devotion to the Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart after Mary's message July the 13th, of 1917 when the children saw hell? And she said if you do not listen, then there will be a war, and there was a war. Why don't we listen? What do you want to happen next?

    Hardly anybody comes to this building where the Mother of God appeared for 7 1/2 years. Does it makes any sense? Does it make any sense when God has given us messages, and telling us about going to the Eucharist, going to Mass and the power of it, and the priests doing their hour, while these message are not observed — when Jesus, God is with us and truly present in the Eucharist? How bad do you want it to get and as it gets worse, people get more scanty in listening to the message of Mary who appeared on this building for 7 1/2 years.

    Help me spread the prayer chapters. Offer your days in the Morning Offering, pray for the priests and the Church and the world. Come to China on October the 13th, or tune in on the radio. Unite with the Mass that day at 11:00 and continue to pray for 6 hours, 5 hours till 5 o'clock, so that we can show God that we want to make reparation for our sins, and the sins of the human race. People want to do it their way. That's what's wrong. People do it their way and many don't call sin - sin anymore. And it becomes more washed down, where we say disobedience is obedience, and if you get a direction, don't tell me anything what to do. Let's not obey authority.

    This is God's world, this is the Father's plan. He is the Creator. He has created us, the creatures to be united in love and to serve Him, to love Him. And if we want to go to heaven, it is a reward promised to those who loved and served Him. But the world says it's okay. It's okay that you're prideful and you're angry and you're envious, and you do what you want and you punish people. It's just fine and dandy. It isn't fine and dandy! I wouldn't want to test God and find it out when I get there. How can we disobey the commandments, kill the babies, hurt others when we know that God has told us, that we are to love and then expect to not be punished?

    There is eternal punishment and there is eternal reward. God is a just judge. If what we have done has offended Him, and we have not repented, we are not ready for that eternal reward. It is simple. Deliver the message of love, and as people pray more and more before the Blessed Sacrament, the world will change. The message that God has given is the message of truth. That priests need to spend that hour every day, that we need to pray for our priests, the Church and the world. That these prayer chapters are needed. This is the message of Our Lady of Clearwater, Our Lady of Fatima in the Americas.

    I will not hide more change as the co-founder of this Ministry. Under all of the duress and the problems in being in this building 12 years, God has kept us in here, despite all of this. People and their donations, love the Blessed Virgin Mary and believe in this. Let us be so grateful to God and to them, and to change in our hearts, to be hearts of kindness and love, hearts of trust and unity, hearts that are teaching the world what it is to be members of the Father's family in which God is the ruler of our lives, the Creator of us all. And we recognize that it is His love that keeps us in existence, and our fear is not the fear of the dumb things that are broadcast so often on television, but the fear of God, that we could offend Him and lose our souls. Let's get together. Amen.

2. R. A lie is a lie. The person that lies wants to tell you, they didn't lie. If you lied it's in your heart. If you know that you lied, you should tell God you are sorry. You have offended God. You have hurt others through untruth. Jesus is truth. People that lie are far from Jesus. Jesus is truth. You cannot be united, when you are lying, in a deep union with God, who is truth, when you don't say you are sorry afterwards, and try to rebuild that relationship by the truth. Pray for the grace for sanctity. Pray to start these places of adoration. Spread the Blue Book that people are in there, going to Mass, going and doing adoration, praying the prayers for the priests, the Church and the world.

    We need our priests doing their hour. We need our priests spreading the consecration to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. We need the bishops telling the people that they need to consecrate their homes, and put pictures of the Sacred Heart in there, where He is the ruler of that place, and they give devotion to Him. This is the message of Our Lady of Fatima and the message of Our Lord and Our Lady given to me and to Fr. Carter. It is a message of truth. God is with us, and what we must fear is in offending Him, and beg for His mercy for the offenses against Him. Make reparation to God for the sins committed against Him by us and by the world.

    That is why we are here on the 5th. We are sorry God, for these sins are scarlet red, and we are sorry as members of the human race, we want to help mend that relationship with You, that you will help us do this for the sake of the souls that Jesus died for, for the sake of the souls that You, God our Father created. Help us through the intercession of Our Lady of Clearwater, Our Lady of Fatima in the Americas, we pray. Amen.

3. Jesus: And they heaped on My back the sins of the world, as if I do not know the lies and the things that you do to one another — when you have been called as brothers and sisters in the Father's family. I am your brother Jesus. What you do to your brothers and sisters, you do to Me. Evil is evil. Don't lie to yourselves. Obey the commandments. Know My Word that you will know Me. Go to Confession. Be meek and kind in heart. I paid the price for your sins, and I fell under the cross, and they poked at Me and made Me to get up, when I was almost dead.

4. Sing: Come unto me all who are Weary

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