R. We seek the will of God first, above
                    our own desires, we want to
                    know the Plan of God for our
                    life and for the world –
                    We do not plan and prod and
                    schedule our life and then
                    decide to put God's will
                    into our plan – this is debase –
                When we do this –
                    we put ourselves above the eternalness
                    of God and His Plan –
                    for why He created us –
                    He first loved us –
                    We are dependent on God –
                        not the other way around –
                        we are to be servants of
                        God's plan –

                The love of God is love that is
                    so generous –
                    it is not petty and even-stephen,
                    as counting money like
                    Judas who sold Christ
                    for 30 pieces of silver –

                One can see the ugliness of sin,
                    the taintedness of brute selfishness,
                    and pride and against the
                    back drop of God
                    who gives and gives so generously –
                    what we have been given are
                    gifts given by God –
                    so why should a man try to
                    prove his greatness before
                    everyone else – over and over
                    and over again

                Jesus: Let your light shine in the Lord –
                    Light may be illuminations that
                    one never sees with their eyes –
                    like purity seen in generosity
                    given from a heart of love –

                For God is generous to you and others,
                    like Betty, chose to give their lives
                    to God in prayer and sacrifice –
                    all day, all night.

                And yet you measure your wealth as
                    far more precious than anyone
                    who chooses the gift of living
                    totally to serve God –

                Senseless men can see their own
                    minds and in denial will
                    not open up even to see from
                    the heavenly point of view –
                    they are too busy being
                    INDEPENDENT and in control
                    prodding and planning their next move –
                    trying to put God's will into their
                    man-made prideful plan –

                    They say "Oh I dole out to You God, what
                I so generously give", when in fact
                I have given to them their life, their
                talents, opened up doors and they
                did it for their glory; Blessed the
                man who lives for the honor and
                glory of God. There is no good
                outside of Me – I am infinite
                Perfection.

                How do you measure the purity
                of the soul of My Mother
                with your money, child –

                how do you measure –
                love given when I died on the cross
                    for your sins –

                how do you measure forgiveness
                    of sin and giving men the
                    reward of eternal happiness –

                in your eyes – you see like a
                    closed door – many of you –
                    you believe that generosity
                    and goodness begins and
                    ends on you –

                You have missed the first cause –
                    the prideful man when he
                    opens his eyes on rising:
                    sees himself the first cause –

                While a man is seeking his will – he
                wastes time and energy in his
                life. He should be seeking God's
                plan and wanting with his free
                will to chose to do God's will
                first – and many times that is
                not doing the things you would
                rather do, but serving God and
                doing what He wants.

                There is the Divine Law –
                You can be united to God's law or
                swim against the current and
                do your own – causing problems,
                disharmony, darkness, independence
                is doing your own will –
                like Eve in the Garden –

                I have given you a free will – to
                    choose if you will seek God's
                    will and serve God –
                    or plan your own plans and
                    kid yourself trying to put
                    God in your plan.

                To seek My will in love is to go
                    out and to want the heights –
                    to pray to the Holy Spirit to
                    guide the unknown and to
                    give you wisdom to see
                    and embrace God's plan –
                    to be ready to seek goodness,
                    truth and operate in love –

                Giving to God what is His due –

                Recognizing God's generosity given
                    to you –

                Love is the best – do you do
                    what you do for Love of
                    God or love of self –

                To Love is the best – to seek to
                    serve God and love Him and
                    love others because God
                    is love –

                The selfish man sees everything
                    from himself – his point of
                    view – the wounded man in
                    denial, judges things from his
                    box of a wounded heart –
                    controlling and shutting down
                    and trying to make others fall
                    in line under him –

                Life is a journey to be lived under God –
                    Man is dependent on God –
                    God has a plan –
                    Man has been given a free will –
                    What does he do with his
                        free will?

                The will of a man can determine
                    his outcome in life – You
                    are to abandon your will and
                    freely choose love –

                    love of God first above your
                        selfish desires –

                    love of others – because I
                        showed you the way –

                    love of self – is living according
                        to God's will –
                        not being independent,
                        but dying to the tainted
                        ways that are impure
                        and rising to greater
                        perfection –

                The greatest of all is love –
                    you seek God, you seek
                    God's will –
                    You seek to know God as He is –
                    You reach up –

                You don't start with your mind and
                    what you desire out of
                    selfishness and woundedness
                    and then try to put God in
                    your plan and make Him
                    down to your size.

                In heaven man will have the
                    beatific vision and see
                    God face to face –

                In heaven you will have the fullness
                    of life –

                In heaven you will be possessed
                    by God.

  

Prayer for Union with Jesus

Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

    I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

    When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994

                Jesus: In heaven you will have
                    eternal happiness –

                You must try to spread these
                    prayer chapters I gave you
                    to spread.
 

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                Jesus: I attach so many graces to these
                    prayers, prayed with a
                    humble heart for the Church
                    and the world –
                    pray the prayers doting on
                        every word from a pure
                        and humble heart.

                I tell you – you were created by
                    God with a plan –
                    Man must advance in the
                        Plan God has for him –

                    A man can tell you he has
                        accomplished this and that
                        by his own plan and
                        measure his worth by his own
                        accomplishments and disregard the
                        plan of God, who created him for
                        His purpose with all the talents
                        he has to serve God according
                        to His will.

                Adam and Eve were created in the
                    image and likeness of God
                    and they sinned against God –
                    They made themselves a rival
                    to God.

Genesis 3: 1-7

    Now, the snake was the most subtle of all the wild animals that Yahweh God had made. It asked the woman, 'Did God really say you were not to eat from any of the trees in the garden?' The woman answered the snake, 'We may eat the fruit of the trees in the garden. But of the fruit of the tree in the middle of the garden God said, "You must not eat it, nor touch it, under pain of death." ' Then the snake said to the woman, 'No! You will not die! God knows in fact that the day you eat it your eyes will be opened and you will be like gods, knowing good from evil.' The woman saw that the tree was good to eat and pleasing to the eye, and that it was enticing for the wisdom that it could give. So she took some of its fruit and ate it. She also gave some to her husband who was with her, and he ate it. Then the eyes of both of them were opened and they realised that they were naked. So they sewed fig-leaves together to make themselves loin-cloths.

Genesis 3: 24

He banished the man, and in front of the garden of Eden he posted the great winged creatures and the fiery flashing sword, to guard the way to the tree of life.

                Jesus: Adam and Eve were given great
                gifts – They chose their own will
                over God's will –

                They were to be the first teachers
                    of the human race –

                Adam was given these gifts to
                    teach the children he would
                    have –

                But Adam and Eve chose independence
                    from God –

                And with the sin of Adam and
                    Eve – disorder entered the
                    world –

                Adam was so gifted, but now the
                    human race would be subjected
                    to death and disorder.

                You have been given so many
                    gifts in the sacraments –

                The gift of your knowing and loving
                    capacity elevated in baptism –
                    to be able to love supernaturally
                    but you can refuse to love
                    as God wants you to love and
                    choose your will over
                    God's will and see things
                    from your tainted, closed
                    down point of view –

                I give you a free will to love God and
                    to seek His will or
                    choose to be independent of
                    God's will and try to live
                    your life – working against
                    the current and try putting
                    God into your plan –
                    which is absurdity!
                   

Hebrews 11: 1-4

                R. Read all of Hebrews
                    Chapter 11

Hebrews 11: 6