Excerpt from Blue Book 19

April 1, 1998 

This is a Spouse of the Lamb Entry

My Bridegroom,

    I love You my Bridegroom, give us what we need to make Your light known on the earth, my Bridegroom. Please I plead from the depth of my soul for this, my Bridegroom, my Bridegroom, my Bridegroom. Please help us.

 

April 2, 1998

This is a Spouse of the Lamb Entry

My Bridegroom,

    The model is the all perfect heart of the woman clothed with the sun. Mary is the beauty, she is the pure and Immaculate one. This pew indeed is a gift, I have been close to Him in this pew. I thank You, for today, today I see the sun shine, tomorrow I may see a dark and cloudy day, today You have given me the gift of Your life within me. When I receive Him I receive His Body, His Blood, my desire to be most like Him. The desire of my heart is to be pure and holy like the Lady clothed with the sun. So today it is shining, this sun, in my heart, the Holy Spirit has filled me with His light and I can see into the dark corners of my heart as never before. I see the pride and the selfishness, I see that constant focus on the self. I see the selflessness of the Savior, Jesus. I see the woman clothed with the sun and she speaks, “Thy will be done.” I see Eve in the garden, Eve said, “My will be done.” I see Mary the New Eve, standing tall adorned in a crown of 12 stars and she speaks, “Thy will be done.” I see the angel and I see the handmaid of the Lord, the angel speaks, “Do not be afraid, Mary.” Mary says, “Not my will, but Thine be done.”

    Harmony you say, this will be the days of peace when the wills of men are conformed to the will of the Father. But let us look at the will. He commanded us to love God, love one another, yet we see the woman in the garden chose her own will. God gives us freely our will. He wants our love willingly. Would it be love if we were forced. He teaches us that love gives freely, He gives us our freedom.

    In no way is a person in the Shepherds of Christ Movement forced to stay. A child in a family is taught about God the Father’s will by the way the child is taught to obey the earthly father.

    A little family - our family.

    A bigger family - the family of God the Father, a life in the spirit in which we are children of God.

Genesis 3: 20 The man called his wife Eve, because she became the mother of all the living.

    A physical mother, our mother, too, tainted by sin, we learn from our mother about God.

    Many families today, do not teach the ways of God. Many do not see what they should see.

    We see birds, we do not see the Creator. We watch the seeds increase and multiply. The Word must be planted in the hearts of men.

Our job is to lead children to God. To bear fruit for the kingdom.

    We see the married couple, the olive plants about the table, we do not see the royal banquet, the Father’s table in which He feeds us the banquet for our souls the Body and Blood of Jesus.

    I say this to you my beloved brothers and sisters. We live in families with fathers and mothers and brothers and sisters but we do not see and learn about the kingdom of God. The Bible teaches us the plan of the Father.

    The Father is the Father of this family, we are one family living according to the Father's will. Our Mother is our heavenly Mother Mary, she is all pure and Immaculate.

    The rules given to live by are given in the ten Commandments and His Word.

    I am the Lord thy God thou shall not have any gods before Me.

    Remember thou shall keep holy the Sabbath day.

    Honor thy father and thy mother.

     "My mother and my brothers are those who hear the word of God and act on it." (Luke 8:21)

   

April 3, 1998 Friday 2:45pm

This is a Spouse of the Lamb Entry

My Beloved Spouse,

   

    I give myself completely to Thee, my most precious Savior and I want only Thee, that I can most beauteously serve You and bring forth Your truth.

    I give this problem to You and I trust in Thee.

    I surrender totally to You my Bridegroom.

    I write for service of You for I would rather sit and be with Thee.

    From the depth of my soul I cry out to You, all for God’s glory, give me direction, fearlessness and peace.

    I do not wish to do this task. I want clarity in thought and direction to do Thy holy will.

Song: A Song from Jesus

 

April 4, 1998

This is a Spouse of the Lamb Entry

My Beloved Spouse,

    It is You I love, that You will live and dwell in me and I will be Your instrument. That we will know oneness in You. Tender love I feel in You now, the tension is gone, I dwell in Thee.

 

April 5, 1998

This is a Spouse of the Lamb Entry

My Bridegroom,

    My desire my Bridegroom is to feel good. Today it is Passion Sunday. It is the 3rd year anniversary of the 5th prayer meeting when the public were asked to come.

    So what is Your desire for me and Fr. Carter today. This is what You want for us today to share in Your Passion. It was the will of Your Father that You suffered and died. It is the will of the Father that we have suffering in our lives today. It is His will that we find acceptance to His will in suffering and in joy. So the question becomes, what is Your will for me today Father, help me to live it, in suffering and in joy.

    To identify with Jesus, we live as He lived. My heart is united to all in our core group. Unity is found in the heart, not in the physical placement of my body. I love You Jesus, You are the Bridegroom of my soul.

My Bridegroom,

    I wish to be Christ-like. I opened the Blue Book III to this:

     “You must look to Me for your lessons on being Christ-like. I love every single person. I love every soul today. I would die for each precious one today. I exclude no man. You waste so much time doing senseless tasks that are so unloving. Pray to have Me open up your hearts.

    “You do not even know how you offend Me. Pray to be Christ-like. Pray to love as I call you to love. Love is the key. You will learn to love from Me and Me alone. Come to Me and let Me open your hearts to the love of God. There is no club. You are all My chosen ones. I would die for each of you. I shed My blood for your brothers. Love them, all of them!” (April 25, 1994)

 

April 6, 1998

This is a Spouse of the Lamb Entry

    My intense love for Thee my Lamb, to see the Lamb I have seen since childhood, but to know what this image means to my soul, how the word Lamb is so precious to me. How I have seen myself through this Lent assume the role as a spouse to Thee. This is what I crave, it is the things of the Most High, life with Thee and Thee alone, oh my Beloved. This is life, it is life in You.

    I was overwhelmed with the love of God and I broke out silently in my soul in tongues and the fire within me just burned for love of Jesus, the Father and the Holy Spirit. In knowing God and knowing the 3 Persons – God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit. It was as if the fire filled my heart. I see the golden hollow hew of the flame, experiencing this overwhelming oneness of God and the joy of each Person with this yellow, whitish, tannish beautiful color I cannot describe. I see like the inside of a flame on a fire, but I cannot describe it, it is not anything that exists here. It is as if I was inside the fire which came from the tongues. I was speaking silently within myself to the Holy Spirit, but it was with no concentrated action on my part, it was flowing from within me as He possessed my soul and did it within me.

    Is this not what tongues are. They well up in the love that is felt for the Divine God and they are expressed flowing from the being with a rhythm of the Spirit, action in the soul. The soul is open and willing at the out set of the grace wishing only to experience the Divine, begging in the soul’s heart for this mystical favor that the Divine will find favor with the soul and act on the soul.

A Prayer for Intimacy with the Lamb, the Bridegroom of the Soul

     Oh Lamb of God, Who take away the sins of the world, come and act on my soul most intimately. I surrender myself, as I ask for the grace to let go, to just be as I exist in You and You act most intimately on my soul. You are the Initiator. I am the soul waiting Your favors as You act in me. I love You. I adore You. I worship You. Come and possess my soul with Your Divine Grace, as I experience You most intimately.

    It is indeed a mystery, for each experience is so unique flooding the soul with the greatest secrets into the mysteries, none of which would be accounted by pen and paper for the experience is such a gift from Thee.

    Yet in my feeble heart wishing to please Our Lord and express a minute part of the happening I attempt to describe a one second particle of the experience.

    Oh that I could play it on a violin as it truly happened, but who can describe the beauty of the Carpenter as He graces a soul with His presence and makes me cry.

Jesus: I act in the soul of the just as I see fit. I am indeed the Initiator, the soul is the recipient of My favor. The experience I gave to you is a one second experience of the eternal flame that will burn in the hearts of men. You will exist being one in the presence of God all three Persons in unending love. Go now My child I will act in thee.

R. My Dear Bridegroom,

    I want only to be so one with You as I feel You now enter my soul. I want union with You.

    I did not want to write for others surround me. I want only to be alone and in Your presence. I write for you my beloved ones at the request of our Bridegroom.

    I am where I am, of late I have felt sufferings and this Passion week of Lent, what would we expect when we know how He our Bridegroom suffered for our sins. We should have a time of remorse knowing how much He loves us and how we take all His gifts for granted.

    Oh He wants love and He wants us to want Him. I want to love Him this is my greatest delight to be forever one with the Sacred Heart of Jesus.

    We do indeed take even our health, the beautiful weather, he air, the water, the functioning of our body for granted. Do we see how our Divine Master lets all things work for our good to draw us closer to Him.

    I saw yesterday, my delight, how I struggled intently with suffering in division between me and one I love that God has called to help in this mission.

    I see that the devil wants to stop us and our job here, all of us who are diligently working to spread His love and pray for His priests, our Church and the world.

    My Bridegroom, I love You and I love what You love so I want to please You. I want to be in harmony with You.   

My Bridegroom, You are one with the Father. I want oneness with God. I must live in Your will, this is my happiness, my Bridegroom, happiness is found only in You, my Beloved, living in the Father’s will. Eve thought eating the fruit would bring happiness, when in fact we suffered for her act of willfulness.

    The fruit looked good, she reasoned no harm would be done by eating the fruit. The devil tempted her in her head. Is it not that we must listen to the promptings of our hearts to dwell in His Heart and Mary’s heart. My Bridegroom, it is in living in the Father’s will. God wants us happy, happiness is achieved in being like Him. This is our all consuming desire to LOVE and to be like Him. My Bridegroom I give this prayer to You -

    Please give me the grace to love. Please give me the grace to know Your will and to do it. Please help me through this moment of uncertainty by flooding me with Your grace. I really want to be like You Lord. I want to live always for the honor and glory of God. Help me in this moment of uncertainty to choose the way that will please You the most. Not my will, but Thine be done.

    I love You Jesus, let me feel You now inside my heart. Let me feel Your presence with me. Holy Spirit guide me. Father, I am Your little child. Mary Immaculate place me in your pure heart and intercede for me to the Father in the name of Jesus. I love you. Amen.

 

April 7, 1998

A letter to Jesus from China

This is a Spouse of the Lamb Entry

My Bridegroom,

    I want You. I want my friends too. You have confined me to time alone with You, not talking needlessly on the phone. You have made me realize now my commitment is to my son. He is 13 almost 14, if I am busy with others who will teach him what I am supposed to. This world has run amuck. It has veered so far from the truth. I see You are the Way, the Truth and the Life. My son needs me. Your movement needs Your messages and needs You. I can go back to a message, November 5, 1993 Blue Book I when You told me to care for my children and tear the phones from your walls and plug them in Your Sacred Heart. There are those in our lives we need to be intimate with. I can give the world Your messages, I cannot take care of all of my friends as a private messenger. This causes me great suffering because I love my friends so much. They are holy people and I see You in them. I can only do so many things in a day. I have certain people our Lord wants me to be most intimate with.

    God is giving us a great gift in these messages. I cannot be a messenger and busy outside of myself with too many people. I must do His will, no matter how hard it is. I am but one person, confined within a body, with so much time in everyday. God in His might and with His grace acts through me. There are so many apostles You have called, they must assume their role as apostles. That is why they must follow the Apostle’s schedule. Nothing is of any account if we are praying heartless prayers and praying so hard we drop over. The Spirit must flow in each person. Their primary purpose in the Movement is love of God. If the main focus of any member is not a personal relationship with Jesus, that person is a threat to the Movement. It must be that each person lives first for love of God, second love and service of one another. Look not to the deeds accomplished, but to the love given according to the Father’s will. All is to live according to the Father’s will giving glory to God. If the main focus is self-promotion, to make myself feel good, to feel good as a person because of my great task I have accomplished, we will have tremendous problems in the Movement.

    This is Jesus’ Movement, Jesus is the Chief Shepherd of the flock, no one is in control but Jesus, all authority is under Him.

    The main focus is to love God first and love others always living in the Father’s will.

    Many times we give ourselves false messages telling us God is telling us to do something when we want to do something.

    All good deeds are not God’s will. If they were, I would be playing the organ at daily Mass and teaching school.

    God’s will is found in the quiet moments we spend alone with God when we can hear Him speak softly in our hearts. If we are too noisy, always talking to others on the phone, we are stopping the flow of the Spirit to act on our soul and communicate to us. Enough talk is enough talk, needless talk leads a soul away from God, not enough talk may hurt our children.

    What is God’s will for me? There are only so many hours in the day. I cannot be a best friend to every person physically. In my heart, I can be most intimately connected to as many in the Movement I love so dearly.

    It is with the desire to walk in His footprints that I say God is truly with us. He wants us to pray the consecration at the hours of 3, 6, 9, 12, at these hours we unite most profoundly to Him and to the Mass. At the other hours we stop and pray for a few moments, thus again we are invisibly connected in a most profound way in Their Hearts.

    It is time to put aside the busy talk, to quit focusing on satan, to love and trust each other, to go to Jesus and get our messages from Him, to ask Him for the grace to be like Him, to love like Him, to do the will of God.

    He calls us to be imitators of Him. This is our goal to be Christ to others as He lives in us.

    This takes sacrifice and discipline, it takes putting aside those messages we give ourselves that promote our will and not God’s. It takes holiness. We must pray with all our hearts to know, love and serve God. This is our focus, to be as Christ wants us to be following in His footprints, for He is the WAY, the TRUTH and the LIFE.

    We must put aside our selfish ways and serve Him as He wishes us to serve Him in selfless, undying, love, rooted in living in the Father’s will.

    We truly praise, honor and adore You our Savior, we give You our wills and surrender ourselves to You. Thank You for the gift of Your life. Amen.

    I must state clearly, older children and others can put a guilt trip on us to get us to serve them, younger children are truly our responsibility. We must pray for discernment to do God’s will.

   

Song: I love you, Jesus

Glorious Mysteries

Song: I will be with you

Jesus: My dear beloved ones, I have called you to this place this day that you will hear the messages that I deliver to you. For I am the Bridegroom of your soul. Do not be afraid. Open wide your heart and let Me come into your heart and possess your soul.

And so we say to you, Prayer for Union with Jesus

R. And so we gather this day, May 24th, 1998 as Our Lord has called us to come to this place in Morrow, Ohio to do a special rosary, to feed our souls with His precious love. We are here because He has called us and it is indeed a great gift that He gives to us.

Song: Come Holy Spirit

R. And so we come to You in one mind and one heart and we say together, I give you my heart, Most Sacred Heart of Jesus. I give you my heart my Blessed Mother. And I unite in oneness with all gathered here in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary in great love.

Jesus: Put aside all of the anxiety, the fear, all of those things in your heart that will hold you back from this intense union with Me. For I have called you to My Heart and it is there that you will be a major intercessor in order to help to bring the Reign of My Sacred Heart and the Triumph of My Mother’s heart to this world.

R. And so I say to You Father, by the precious Body and Blood of Your Son, Our Lord Jesus Christ, we cast satan into hell. We wish to be free, to be united in the deepest union with our Master and our Lord. He is the Bridegroom of our soul.

Song: I am with you.

R. And so we pray this rosary for the following intentions and we cast the devil into the fires of hell away from us and we ask for the protection of St. Michael and for all the angels to be with us. And now we say to You Father, in the name of Your Son Jesus in the Holy Spirit with all the angels and all the saints and the souls in Purgatory, in union with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, come and possess our soul.

    We ask God for forgiveness for all of those things inside of our hearts that we know that we have done and that we have failed in being like You. And we want to be free at this moment and put aside everything. That we can just be one in You. That we can be the great intercessor pleading in union with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. So before my eyes I see somewhere in this world at this moment the priest raising the Host at the Consecration of the Mass and I want to be there in the deepest union united in the heart of that priest, united in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary in such oneness with Jesus in that Sacrifice that God the Father is in such oneness in me. I feel as one. I feel the union of myself in the Sacrifice with the priest. I feel the union of myself in this Holy Sacrifice of the Mass with Jesus that I am one in this Sacrifice offering myself to the Father and in this I feel the oneness of myself to the Father for He has united my soul to my Beloved Jesus, to God the Father, to the Holy Spirit in such union that I am one with God. And I know that in this great oneness that the petitions that we pray here will be heard. Can I ask everyone here to see themselves united in this Holy Sacrifice wherever it is being offered at this moment uniting in oneness to Jesus in the Sacrifice and the Father in that oneness that we know exists between Jesus and the Father in the Holy Spirit. And with all our hearts realizing that the prayers that we pray here, despite our sinfulness, when we go to the Immaculate Heart of our Mother which we wish to be in the Immaculate Heart of our Mother, that the prayers that we pray here will make a difference to this world. That He is leading all of us here especially in the Shepherds of Christ into such intimacy with Him that we exist in Him in an elevated state that when we intercede to Him that great grace will be released no matter where we are. We know because He has taught us of the great grace that is released in the Mass when we attend.

    But it is wherever I am in that quietness that whatever is going on around me, that may be disturbing to me or I feel the need to pray, that I can go to this place and be united in the deepest union with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass and intercede in this oneness with the Father. Do you feel the presence of God within you? For He lives and dwells within our hearts when we are in the state of grace. Do you feel that oneness between the Father and Jesus and the Holy Spirit within our feeble hearts? I feel very united to God and I know that when I pray that those prayers are answered, for with my whole heart as Jesus said in the Scriptures, if we pray to the Father in the name of Jesus that He will answer those prayers, because He knows that we love Jesus, and we do love Jesus. He knows our faults, we are sinners. We cry within our heart for the Reign of the Sacred Heart and the triumph of Mary as Queen of our hearts. And this is what I have found. It is so beautiful because the more that I go to the Holy Eucharist that there is this intimate time I know with Him after I receive the Eucharist when He imprints knowledge of Himself on my soul. And that knowledge of Himself is that I become more one with Him and I want what He wants and what He wants is to be the King of our hearts.

    What He wants is the salvation of souls. And what is so beautiful is that we do not even know this is happening inside of our soul. But because we are united to Him, our Bridegroom, in this intimate way, His desires become our desires. Not an exchange of words that may occur when I receive Him at the Eucharist, it is: we become more one in Him. And His desires are the desires of our heart. His love for His Mother is helping us to love His Mother more because we are becoming one in Him.

    And more than the things of the earth that we used to crave, since we are becoming intimately united to Him, the things in our heart that we crave, are the things that God wants for this earth. Now look at yourself. He wants us to be interceding to the Father for the graces that we need for our family. We pray united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. So before my eyes I see somewhere in this world at this moment the priest raising the Host at the Consecration of the Mass and I want to be there in the deepest union united in the heart of that priest, united in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary in such oneness with Jesus in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass pleading to God the Father for grace.

    I feel the union of myself in the Sacrifice with the priest. I feel the union of myself in this Sacrifice with Jesus that I am one in this Sacrifice offering myself to the Father and in this I feel the oneness of myself to the Father for He has united my soul to God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit. I am one with God. And I know that in this great oneness that the petitions that we pray here will be heard.

    We are one in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass going on right now. The prayers that we pray here, when we go to the Immaculate Heart of our Mother, will make a difference to this world. That He is leading us here, especially in the Shepherds of Christ into such intimacy with Him. That when we intercede to Him that great grace will be released, pray united.

    I pray for the Reign of the Sacred Heart and the triumph of Mary’s heart and for the souls. We pray united to the Mass. I want the Father’s will on earth as it is in heaven. This is His message. We consecrate our hearts to Jesus and Mary. We are becoming more one in Him and He is living in us in a more intimate way. We have put on Christ and we can say more and more as St. Paul says,

...I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me. Galatians 2: 19-20

    I would like to read what He gave to me on Ascension Thursday but I’ll wait until that mystery. And then I would like to read what I got this Ascension Thursday, three years later from Him shouting out loud “I am alive. I am alive. I am alive.” And He is treated as a dead object in many cases. We have gone to Him in the openness. We have laid ourselves bare. We have shown Him our faults. We have shown each other our faults in this Movement. We have skinned our knees. But it is in the desire to please God, we have tried to let God work within us to change us.

    We are merging more in oneness as we die to our imperfections. We can all lay our arms open as Christ did on the cross and say, “We are sinners but we want to be like Him.” We come here to serve. We come here to love. We know that we are imperfect indeed. We know that we can go deeply into the heart of our Mother and then go into the Heart of Jesus. We have been trained by Christ that we can say,

...I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me. Galatians 2: 19-20

Song: Be Not Afraid

R. And so we really know that what we do here, our prayers, our fervor, our love of God is making a difference to this whole world. And last night Joe and I went to church and I went to the back of the church and here’s the usher, he’s laying flat on the ground and I’m looking over there and they’re wiping blood away from him. I don’t know what happened but it held up the Mass about 8 or 9 minutes. Do we know when the time would be? And you see this all through the Old Testament that these people are doing these horrendous things and God has to do something to get them back in line. They don’t even think about the sin. Look at what is on the television that’s being piped into our children’s minds, the murdering of little babies. What you do today as far as your seriousness with striving more and more to live as Christ is alive in us, will make the difference to the whole world. And I hear Him say, “My shepherds you are making the difference.” And Mary says, “His hand is raised and you are making a difference.” I know this. I went to church last night and I have experienced this over and over again. And I consecrate the people’s hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. And then pray and consecrate the priests as far as I am able. And then pray that the Holy Spirit will come upon the priests so that when he does the homily, that the Holy Spirit will work through him. And then I pray that the Holy Spirit works in all the singers and all the readers.

    Pray to the Father in the name of Jesus through the intercession of the Virgin Mary in the Holy Spirit and we can help change things. We go to the heart of Mary, we are sinners. This is what it says in John, when you pray to the Father in the name of Jesus, He will help us. I got the Father’s Prayer. And they were going to lock the church and I had to go out into the car. And I went out into the car and I’m getting this and Joe’s sitting there and he’s tapping and I said, “Joe, I’ve got to do this.” So then I was going to go over and sit on the steps. So he finally realized that I was really serious. So I wrote this prayer and it took less than 15 minutes. This is how Jesus wants us to live. He wants us to live this prayer in our daily life. Realizing that our union with Christ at every moment to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass will make the difference to the peace in the world, in helping to bring about the Reign of the Sacred Heart and the triumph of Mary’s heart. It will make the difference in begging for mercy. And so we all unite to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass wherever it is going on around this world, at the Consecration of the Mass. We unite in oneness. The Father looks and sees His Son in the Holy Sacrifice and we are one with Him.

    I know that oneness now between the Father and Jesus so intent in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. And everything was one at the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass at the Consecration. Everything was one, all the angels, all the saints. Everything was united. I was one with Jesus, but I was so one with the Father, that I knew that He would hear these prayers. That’s what we have to realize in the Shepherds of Christ, the power is in Him. And so let us pray this prayer together: Now get to that place, that place of union with Jesus in the Mass and united to the Father and pray to Him because this prayer was given to me and I heard it very clear.

May 16, 1998 - Prayer to the Father

My Father,

    With my whole heart I desire to consecrate the whole world to the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary. I wish with my whole being for the salvation of souls and that man live according to Thy Holy Will. I pray my Father that we may be one in You and Your Son Jesus and the Holy Spirit that we may intercede to You for this cause.

    It is this burning desire within my soul to spread the consecration to the far ends of the earth, that the cries of Your children are cries of glory and honor and adoration, praising God as their God.

    My Father, at this moment a soul hangs on the edge of death. For all eternity they will go to a place. It is not the plot of this soul as it trods this barren land to decide on the edge of death. You created us that we would grow in our oneness with God, that we would mature more and more in our image and likeness to God.

    And so My Father, I pray with every cell in my body for this earth. In the name of Your Son Jesus I consecrate all the souls of this earth to the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart of Mary in the Holy Spirit in union with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass with all the angels and saints and the souls in Purgatory.

    I beg You Father for mercy.

    I beg You Father for assistance.

    I beg You Father to help us to spread this consecration to the far ends of the earth.

    Please help us. We are helpless little ones coming in the heart of our Mother, bleeding from our wounds and our sins.

    Your Son, Jesus Christ, shed the last drop of His Blood for the salvation of mankind. We wish to unite in this sacrifice, sacramentally made present in the Mass all over the world at every moment. Help us to make reparation to You for the sins of men.

    Please my Father, help us. Held in the heart of Mary and the Heart of Jesus we come as the children of Eve to beg for the Reign of the Sacred Heart and the Triumph of Mary’s heart. Look upon our love, Your shepherds in the Shepherds of Christ, our sacrifices and devotion to You Our Beloved Father. Come by the means of the Holy Spirit and sanctify us and make us whole, that we are one in Your Son Jesus, praying to You, Father, in the name of Your Son Jesus in the Holy Spirit united with all the angels and saints, in the heart of Mary. We beg for help for special intentions concerning the Movement. We beg for help to reach the Churches to give these prayers of Jesus to them, to reach the schools and the family. Help we cry as poor banished children of Eve. Help us Father to do this work the Good Shepherd has entrusted to us. Help us to be one in You that we act as intercessors to help this world to be turned to God as their God, loving, honoring and adoring Him as the Lord of Host is truly present on His throne.

    We are Your children Father, we implore You to answer our prayer.

    We love You, we worship You, we adore You, we thank you and we sing from the bottom of our hearts.

Song: Holy God we Praise Thy Name Alleluia end of prayer

R. And so we pray Father for all the intentions that we have all prayed for all day, all the intentions that are on the list, the intentions in Fr. Carter’s heart, all the intentions in all the hearts of all the people here and for special intentions. We ask Father, in the name of Jesus, for special intentions. Thy will be done Father, in the name of Jesus through the intercession of Mary, in the Holy Spirit, united with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. We offer our prayers, works, joys and sufferings of this whole day for all these intentions in the Shepherds of Christ Movement and all that we have just mentioned. We love You so much and we thank You for the great gift that You have given to us, that You have given us a sharing in knowing You most intimately and in knowing so much about Jesus in the Eucharist. We love You. We love You. We love You. Amen.

    This is the key to be one in our hearts. And this is what our whole role is in the Shepherds of Christ, to be one, that we have to put these people that we have any kind of problem with into the heart of Mary, that we cannot feel division in our hearts, that we have to turn problems we can’t solve over to Him, putting them in the heart of Mary and wanting to be united even with our enemy. That doesn’t mean that we have to go after them. Put them in the heart of Mary and love them as Christ loved them and pray for them. This is what we are all about here. As it was in the gospel today. This is truly our day and I know why Our Lord called this rosary here that they will all be one, the Prayer of Jesus.

    We lay in bed at night and it is a great time to be alive in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, bringing all of our problems and all the people we love and our children and anybody that was in the Movement before, all of them, bringing them in the heart of Mary and seeing them filled with love and doing the Father’s will. And then going to sleep and just being immensely united to God the Father, Son and Holy Spirit and the Blessed Mother and all the angels and saints and to one another. For there is a great gift that God has given to us that we do have this family. And satan may try to divide us in our hearts to think things about each other. But we have a great gift for we truly have family members that we are united to in the depth of the Heart of Christ. And this is how it’s going to be all over the world. We must see ourselves as so one with the pope. He dwells in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Let us see ourselves as one with him, one with all these priests that we pray for. See them doing the Father’s will. See them holding up the Host and loving God with the deepest love. And put them in the heart of Mary and the Heart of Jesus. We will know oneness in our heart as the Father wants it to be, oneness in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. And that is our prayer. Amen.

Song: The Rosary Song

Our Father - (We pray for the pope.)

Song: Be Not Afraid

 

The Resurrection of Jesus from the Dead

l. Hail Mary

2. R. I think I should read this now. This is from May the 25th of 1995. And that Ascension Day, I just love the Ascension because of these experiences that I had. Joe was born on Ascension Thursday. May 25, 1995, I had just so many experiences. I had a lot of experiences at Mass, Jesus’ whole life was one inside in this experience in the Mass. I just can’t even describe what happened. And I could hardly walk after I got out of the Church because I was just so weak from what I had gone through.

    But it was like I saw all the mysteries of the rosary all as one. And I knew the Jesus I knew in the Eucharist as one, the Jesus that I know now and everything I ever knew about Jesus all in one. And it was all one in vivid detail which is what ends up happening when the shade goes up and He gives me a light like this. I just know so much of all this and it’s not even in a split second, it just is. You’re knowing all this. So I know the baby Jesus, I know Him ascending into heaven, Jesus dying on the cross, Jesus in the Eucharist. I just had the knowledge of knowing God in this intense illuminated state, all as one. And that was during Mass. And then when I walked out of the place I could hardly walk and I remember that I got in my car and I drove down and I bumped some guy at the stop sign. And then it shook me and I was going on because he got out of the car and luckily he didn’t do anything.

    And then I went home and then I started having these other experiences. And at that time I wasn’t real connected to the Father. I had these experiences of really knowing that when you pray to the Father and I was crying because I was overwhelmed with the love of the Father which at that time of the stage my union was deeper with Jesus, I existed in God the Father and Son. It was different from what I knew. It was a more mature relationship of what I had at that time and so I just had this overwhelming love of the Father and I was crying because I knew the light that He gave me that when I prayed to the Father that it could really change the course of things. And so I was just crying because I was so filled with the love of the Father and this light that He gave me about knowing the Father really, really answers the prayer. We can affect the things that are going on, in the earth, by the fact that we pray. This was the writing that I got. 

May 25, 1995

R. Prayer is a lifting up of our minds and hearts to God. Who am I that I can change any event that is occurring in the lives of another, that I can affect the outcome of any event? I am a child of my Father. My Father is the Almighty God. How I love my dear Father. He is God and He has created me in His own image and likeness. My beloved, dear Father, how I love You that You give me such gifts - that You allow me to share in Your life!

You are the Father of Jesus and You are My Father. Thank You, My Father, for all Your gifts and for Your life. Who am I that I can affect the life of any person?

I am a child of God. I call on my dear Father and He loves me so, He listens to me. end of excerpt

R. I’m writing this and that’s the thing when I write it’s like my hand goes over the page. So if I just ever had to rewrite something it would take me so long to rewrite it because it’s like I’m really not writing this when I’m writing. I’m crying all over this page sometimes while I’m writing it, so you know that it’s unbelievable that it comes out like this because I’m in this elevated state. I am gliding over this page and I am crying sometimes in this elevated state. So the way that this came out is:

May 25, 1995 continues

R. I lift my heart to You, my dear beloved Father and You listen to little me and You care for me so much. I call upon God and the Almighty God cares for me with such love that He listens. end of excerpt

R. So then I had this experience and I don’t know where it splits. But then after I was elated in this immense love with the Father, then He started giving me this immense suffering and I was buckled over as He was calling out, “I am alive. I am alive. I am alive.” And that suffering that He allowed me to experience, for the fact that He’s alive but then He’s treated the way He’s treated.

Jesus: Such truths have been given to you from My Father because of His great love for you. You are far more precious than the finest pearls, My beloved child. The Father so loved you He gave His Son so that you would have life. He gave His Son as a sacrifice for you. The Father gives to you His life through Jesus, His Son. You partake in His Divine life.

    I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. My life I give to you, I live in your being, My beloved, I impart to you My Divine life.

    How many turn their backs on the great gift of this life given from the Father. To know this life and to know all those who have rejected this great gift!

    I am the Almighty God, My power is endless.

R. This is another thing. I keep being taught about His power so this is something that I think He‘s going to give us more insight into this mystery of His power. And it’s His power that’s going to do it all through this intercessory prayer. It’s His power. We do as He acts in us, but it’s His power.

May 25, 1995 continues

Jesus: The power and might you felt within yourself is only a small sampling of My immense power.

I am God and I am allowing you to experience what you are experiencing to spread My love to others. Your immense understanding into these mysteries will help you speak and write them for others.

I have chosen you as an instrument to touch many hearts and bring them to My divine love. Great gifts and understandings into these mysteries I am giving to you. You will lead many priests to the love of God. end of excerpt

R. Now He said when He gives these messages He’s speaking to all of us. So in this message we are His messengers. And that was one thing too with me being removed. It was so that the people here would assume this responsibility that they realize that these messages are given to them. And they’re the messengers.

May 25, 1995 continues

Jesus: I am alive. I am God. I long to be loved by man and many have turned their backs on Me and forgotten Me. You must tell them all I am allowing you to experience, these sufferings and understandings into My deep love.

This is the beginning of many days when I will allow you to experience the rejection I felt from those I loved. Your heart is in immense pain for the souls who reject Me despite My love for them. end of excerpt

R. So all of us should identify with this writing because this is how its been for all of us.

May 25, 1995 continues

Jesus: I beg you to speak and write. Make reparation for souls that have forgotten My love. Spread the love of My Sacred Heart and My Mother’s heart, throughout the world.

I love, I love, I love My beloved souls. I beg you to tell them. I beg Fr. Carter to tell every soul on this earth of My love. You will continue to suffer such pain and anguish in your heart. Suffer in silence for souls. I love so deeply and am so gravely offended!

I am Jesus, My dear, little child. I am alive and in this world. I live in the hearts of men, I live in the consecrated Host, I am forgotten and ignored and treated with such dishonor. end of excerpt

3. May 25, 1995 continues

Jesus: Speak for Me, I beg you to spread this love throughout this earth. I am sending you as missionaries into this world.

On this Ascension Thursday, I have given you great sufferings and great joy. I have allowed you to experience the highest ecstasies in My love and plunge you into deep pain in your heart for those who reject Me.

You, I send as missionaries to carry out the work I have begun. Be fearless and pray to the Spirit. This day I am giving you abundant graces to speak, and through this speaking, others are sent into this world as My apostles. end of excerpt

4. May 25, 1995 continues

Jesus: It is through the Shepherds of Christ Movement My love will be spread. Circulate My messages and rosary meditations. The love of the two Hearts will be known throughout this world through these messages and rosary meditations.

You will be fearless, everyone I send to you is a messenger to carry out My love. Circulate these letters with FIRE for I am delivering them to you in FIRE.

I am Jesus Christ, the Living God. I am allowing you to experience My life, alive in you and giving you these emotions to spread My love. end of excerpt

5. May 25, 1995 continues

Jesus: On this Ascension Thursday, I beg you to carry out the message to this world. Live My life in your life, every moment My life living within you.

I am the Way, I am the Truth, I am the Life. I have commissioned you to go out and to carry this message - the message of My immense love for ALL mankind, including My burning love for My priests and religious. Souls will turn their hearts to Me from these letters. This is the mighty medicine to turn a sick, cold world to hearts filled with the love of God. end of excerpt

6. May 25, 1995 continues

Jesus: Prayer, My beloved ones, is the lifting up of your minds and hearts to God. When you intercede to Me through My Mother’s heart, I will pour out My greatest mercy.

I will not refuse hearts begging for grace for their loved ones. Pray from your whole being. Let My life live in you.

You can pray and ask God to send help. You do not know the power of a heartfelt prayer. I listen to your prayers. The Father and Holy Spirit are listening to your prayers. The more you unite with God, the greater your intercessory prayer. I am Jesus. I am alive this day. I ask you to spread My messages to the world. end of excerpt

7. May 25, 1995 continues

Jesus: I am crying out in your heart on this Ascension Thursday. I ascended into heaven and I have left behind you to carry out what I began. I am with you. I am alive this day. I will unite with you and the earth will know the power of the Almighty God. I am Jesus Christ, Chief Shepherd of the flock. Lead My little ones home - home to the burning embers of My Most Sacred Heart, through My Mother’s heart. end of excerpt

8. May 25, 1995 continues

R. I cried so hard, I have never been so immersed in heartache. I heard Him shout, “I Am Alive, I Am Alive.” I cried so hard, I could hardly write. end of excerpt

9. May 25, 1995 continues

R. I know Him. He is alive in my being. My soul is filled with His love. I live the life of Jesus and Mary in my life. I love His life, her life - Their presence forever with me. From this great gift, these rosary meditations, His life has become one with mine. I feel His life in the Mass. I hear Mary under the cross. I hear the cries for the souls going to hell for their willfulness and sins. I hear the laments of Jesus in the tabernacle - how He longs and thirsts for souls and is neglected and ignored. I hear Him tell of the sacrileges committed against the Holy Eucharist. end of excerpt

10. May 25, 1995 continues

R. I heard Him this day. I felt His presence and the presence of the Almighty God as He cries out, “I am alive, I am alive, I am alive.” He is alive. We have the Mass. He gives us Himself in the Eucharist. Mary is appearing, we are given this rosary. We are sent as soldiers by Him in the Shepherds of Christ. We are thirsting for union with Him, sent by Him, apostles to go out to this world and spread His love, one with the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus, one with the Trinity. He will light this earth with hearts on fire for love of Him. end of excerpt

Song: A Song from Jesus

 

The Ascension of Jesus

1. May 25, 1995 continues

Jesus: I come to you with greatest love, I am your loving Savior, I am your God, I died for you, I come to you this day.

The earth shakes and the Son of Man appears. I want hearts on FIRE for love of Me. I want vibrancy and love from My beloved ones. Hold not back My love from this world.

R. I adore you, Oh Lord, I praise you, I worship you, I bless Him with my whole soul. My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord and holy, holy is His name! Jesus wants souls that are holy, on fire with the love of Jesus. Make novenas to the Holy Spirit to have hearts on FIRE with the love of God. Sound the trumpet, sound the gong - Jesus LIVES - He lives this day! Alleluia.

Sunday is a special day to praise Him, to love Him, to pray to Him - His day to be honored and worshipped in a special way. Pray from a pure and holy heart, a heart that sings for love of the Lord. Pray from your whole being. end of May 25, 1995

R. This is from the Apostles Manual, May 25th, 1995, pp. 418-421. I Am Alive.

2. R. My God told me to write to Him. After searching for a pen that writes, I write, thus as He stated.

Ascension Day, May 21, 1998

Jesus: (with great emotion) COME OUT OF YOUR TOMBS, COME OUT I CALL YOU!!!! I have imparted to you knowledge of myself, transforming your heart and soul to be more likened to Mine.

I give you messages after the reception of the Eucharist for it is then I am most one with you. Put aside the thoughts of burgers and what have you in your minds and listen to Me you earthly beings. end of excerpt

R. It’s just the way He said it and then He started hollering.

Ascension Day, May 21, 1998

Come out of your tombs, come out I call to you who slumber and sleep and do not hear the voice of the Mighty One. Your are like the dead that need to be raised. A trumpet horn blaring would not waken a man who is blind from birth. Only the Lord will unlock the minds of the senseless men, so foolish, but oh how I do indeed love them so.

3. R. And then He continued to shout, and He was shouting.

Ascension Day, May 21, 1998 continues

Jesus: Come out I tell you, I call you, in your sleepy state with scales in your eyes you do not see. If these scales were removed and a fresh lense graphed on the already existing eye, the men may see then clearly that I speak in these messages to bring about the Reign of My Heart and the triumph of the wailing woman’s Heart on the earth.

I came, I gave the gifts and the world slept. My little ones, the apostles slept in the garden when my hour was at hand.

Oh my shanty little town, you are stuck indeed, in your ways. You walk the streets as blindmen and I shout to you.

My earth, come out of your tombs, come out and live a life rooted deeply in My Heart.

4. Ascension Day, May 21, 1998 continues

R. I was in the cage, it was a prison held on all sides by bars, I cried, I screamed, I felt no way to escape and low and behold I turned and where I had thought I was totally enclosed, a whole wall was not even there and I gaily walked into the free night and the sun followed me as I walked. end of excerpt

R. So I thought I was enclosed with bars. And then all of a sudden I turned around and there was a whole wall that wasn’t even there. So it was like you thought you were in these bars but you really weren’t in these bars. There was a whole wall that was out. You just had to turn around and look.

Ascension Day, May 21, 1998 continues

R. And I gaily walked into the free night and the sun followed me as I walked.

5. R. And Jesus speaks and He says.

Ascension Day, May 21, 1998 continues

Jesus: Your earth is enclosed in a wall of their own making. They have put up walls to enclose themselves. They have traveled around in their little boxes and spit at the freedom that I wished to give them.

Freedom is in living according to God’s will. Freedom is in Me.

Talk of chains, for you have some. You have bars and are enclosed in your stone or brick houses. A mighty fortress is your dwelling, you think. A mighty fortress is in the walls of My Heart. I am the gateway that leads to freedom. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus, the Holy One of the Virgin Israel.

I am the gateway to heaven. I am God!

6. R. Then I speak.

Ascension Day, May 21, 1998 continues

R. As I unite with Him in the most intimate experiences in the Eucharist, I become one in His desires and what He wants, I become more as He is. He is the life, He is the resurrection, He is God.

I become more in Him, His desires are my desires, the Father’s Plan is imprinted in my soul during the Mass and the reception of the Eucharist and before the tabernacle. I am transformed immensely in those moments after Communion to being alive in Him.

7. R. Then the Father spoke and He said.

Ascension Day, May 21, 1998 continues

God the Father: I am God, you are man, I have given My Son Jesus to you to unite your soul to Me. I am the Father, He is the First Born from the dead. Life will abound in heaven and on earth.

God has visited His people and now He Reigns. He has ransomed them with the Blood of the Lamb.

8. Ascension Day, May 21, 1998

Jesus: Your earth is enclosed in a wall of their own making. They have put up walls to enclose themselves. They have traveled around in their little boxes and spit at the freedom that I wish to give them.

9. Ascension Day, May 21, 1998 continues

Jesus: Freedom is in living according to God’s will, Freedom is in Me.

Talk of chains, for you have some. You have bars and are enclosed in your stone or brick houses. A mighty fortress is your dwelling, you think. A mighty fortress is in the walls of My Heart.

I am the gateway that leads to Freedom. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus, the Holy One of the Virgin Israel. I am the gateway to heaven. I am God.

Come out of your tombs, I am alive, I am treated as a dead object. Sing a new song, the dead shall be raised.

They conquered the devil with the Blood of the Lamb.

Pray to the Holy Spirit to come mightily on you.

10. Song: A Song from Jesus

R. And so I kept hearing Him call this out over and over again. He kept saying, “Come out of your tombs. Come out. I call you.” And He kept saying that, “Come out, I tell you, I call you.” And He kept saying this all through this to come out of our tombs.

Song: Glory, Glory, Glory Lord

 

The Descent of the Holy Spirit upon the Apostles

l. R. And then it reminded me of this, I read this, this morning.

This is from Ezekiel.

Reference Ezekiel 37: 1-14

2. R. And this is from the Psalm this morning.

Reference Psalm 97: 1-2, 6-7, 9

R. The Lord is King, the most high over all the earth.

3. R. And the second reading from Revelation.

Revelation 22: 10, 12-14

This, too, he said to me, ... Look, I am coming soon, and my reward is with me, to repay everyone as their deeds deserve. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End. Blessed are those who will have washed their robes clean, so that they will have the right to feed on the tree of life and can come through the gates into the city.

4. Revelation 22: 16-17, 20

I, Jesus, have sent my angel to attest these things to you for the sake of the churches. I am the sprig from the root of David and the bright star of the morning. The Spirit and the Bride say, ‘Come!’ Let everyone who listens answer, ‘Come!’ Then let all who are thirsty come: all who want it may have the water of life, and have it free. The one who attests these things says: I am indeed coming soon. Amen; come, Lord Jesus.

5. Song: A Song from Jesus

Jesus: Come out I tell you. Come out of your tombs.

6. Jesus: I am alive. I am alive. I am alive.

Song: Glory, Glory, Glory Lord - verse 1

7. Song: Glory, Glory, Glory Lord - verse 2

8. Song: Glory, Glory, Glory Lord - verse 3

9. Song: Glory, Glory, Glory Lord - verse 4

10. Song: Glory, Glory, Glory Lord - refrain

A reading of the Holy Gospel.

John 17: 20-26

I pray not only for these
but also for those
who through their teaching
will come to believe in me.
May they all be one,
just as, Father, you are in me
and I am in you,
so that they also may be in us,
so that the world may believe
it was you who sent me.
I have given them the glory
you gave to me,
that they may be one as we are one.
With me in them and you in me,
may they be so perfected in unity
that the world will recognise
that it was you who sent me
and that you have loved them
as you have loved me.

Father, I want those you have given me
to be with me where I am,
so that they may always see my glory
which you have given me
because you loved me
before the foundation of the world.
Father, Upright One,
the world has not known you,
but I have known you,
and these have known
that you have sent me.
I have made your name known to them
and will continue to make it known,
so that the love with which you loved me
may be in them,
and so that I may be in them.

 

R. This is the gospel of the Lord.

Praise to You Lord Jesus Christ.

Song: Glory, Glory, Glory Lord

 

The Assumption of the Blessed Virgin Mary into Heaven

l. R. Mary appeared on July 5th of 1994 and towards the end they had moved the Sorrowful Mother statue and put her into the Sorrowful Mother chapel. On March the 21st the understanding was that the Shepherds of Christ would go in there and do the rosary and Jesus said, “I don’t want you doing the rosary in there. You have to pray in front of the Pieta.” So this is in the Rosary book. On March the 21st.

“This rosary was said by candlelight during the Tuesday Shepherds of Christ meeting. Jesus told me to pray this rosary in front of the Pieta statue in the back of the Rosary chapel. Rita was in an ecstatic state. Some present at the rosary saw Jesus alive in the statue and blood running from His wounds. During the Crucifixion His face was white and Mary was seen crying.”

So the time was not right then on March the 21st. She appeared at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center in the Rosary chapel on July 5th, 1994 and continued to appear every day until I believe it was this March 30th of 1995. So when they thought that I would go into the Sorrowful Mother chapel Jesus said “no, you have to pray in here”. Then the next Tuesday we prayed in front of the Pieta again because the time wasn’t right. So then on this March 30th there were three of us there. It was me and Marty and Jenny.

“And the Blessed Mother appeared over two hours. So this is what it says in here about this. Mary appeared in the Sorrowful Mother chapel for 2 hours. The whole corner was adorned in the most brilliant celestial light with a pink hue. Marty and I will never forget the experience of this evening, Jesus illuminated in the Sacred Heart statue during the litany and the promises in the Sacred Heart. Jesus requested this rosary be given to all.”

R. (I was having a lot, a lot of opposition at the time and He wanted it given to everybody. So Fr. Carter says, “Well, we’ll just publish it, and you can put it out like that on the paper.” So I said all right. But when I received the rosary the Blessed Mother was like hollering through me with this force that I had never heard before. I mean it was just so forceful. And Mary sounded mad and I never knew the Blessed Mother to be mad. And I’ve never heard the Blessed Mother like that since.

But she was so strong and it was like it was just flowing out of my mouth with all this force. She said there were going to be these sufferings and the children and so forth. (Well then that April 19th was when they had that Oklahoma bombing out there and those children, something happened to them out there.) But the point that I want to make here is that it was that night on that March 30th that I started to do the rosaries in the Sorrowful Mother chapel. And I had done one, once before at noon on a Friday. But we hadn’t gone in and done any of the rosaries until then.

Mary was appearing to me. Who am I to just decide I’m going to go some place else just because they decided to move the statue. Am I suppose to follow the statue? Or stay in the place? I mean what am I suppose to do? So I stayed in there because Our Lord told me to. It was about (and I’m not saying this exactly) 267 days I believe that she appeared everyday. The average length that it takes to have a baby it says, in the encyclopedia, is about 265 days.

Mary appeared to me in the Rosary Chapel everyday for 267 days. Then on the 30th I was told to go down there in that other chapel. And the birthing of the Shepherds of Christ Movement there, that’s us, we were brought forth like little babies. And learning to mature more in His life with the message alive in our hearts. And then we went down there and then Mary told me in this rosary on March 30th, Mary said that we should go into that Mother of Sorrows chapel the next night, then at 6:20. I felt like when I was praying the rosary last night when I realized this, I felt like she was the wailing woman that was bringing forth the children at the end of that 267 days. We were the first children of Light that she was bringing forth in the Shepherds of Christ Movement.

2. R. And so I want to read this from Revelation 12 in the light of that.

Revelation 12: 1-2

Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars. She was pregnant, and in labour, crying aloud in the pangs of childbirth.

3. R. And then there’s things in the Scriptures that talk about one year, two years, and two years and one-half. And Mary first appeared on July 5th of 1994 and then Mary appeared on all the fifths except one. And then on December the 5th of 1996 which was exactly two and one-half years later instead of Mary appearing after all these fifths, Jesus appeared on the cross at the point of death.

4. Revelation 12: 13-14

As soon as the dragon found himself hurled down to the earth, he sprang in pursuit of the woman, the mother of the male child, but she was given a pair of the great eagle’s wings to fly away from the serpent into the desert, to the place where she was to be looked after for a time, two times and half a time.

5. Revelation 12: 10-12

Then I heard a voice shout from heaven, ‘Salvation and power and empire for ever have been won by our God, and all authority for his Christ, now that the accuser, who accused our brothers day and night before our God, has been brought down. They have triumphed over him by the blood of the lamb and by the word to which they bore witness, because even in the face of death they did not cling to life. So let the heavens rejoice and all who live there; but for you, earth and sea, disaster is coming-because the devil has gone down to you in a rage, knowing that he has little time left.’

6. R. The sinking of the Titanic was in 1912 and that was to be this boat that was the biggest boat I believe that they ever made. It was to be unsinkable. They thought that nothing could ever do anything to this boat. And so that’s why I passed out that picture. It kind of looks like the people that went on that boat, all decked out and all focused on their worldly things and they’re going on the boat. And this boat is absolutely secure. And then I hear Jesus say in this January 18th message of 1994 that nothing is solid. Maybe He didn’t say it there but He has said it before. That you know, what is it that puts both of our feet on solid ground because there could be any earthquake. So anyhow now look at this. So you see all these people going on this boat in 1912 and they’re all focused and they look like those people in that picture. They really do and there’s Christ tied to the pillar. That’s 1912 and then that boat was sunk. And then there’s 1917 which is five years later. And then Our Lady who is the Ark she appears at Fatima. So I thought this was interesting. On December 12th of 1996 it was 7 days after Jesus appeared dying on the cross, after Mary appeared for two and one-half years, almost except less one month because Jesus appeared. So then after that, 7 days afterwards, then on December 12th I’m told to make this Mary’s message tape. Then on December 17th, they discovered Mary on that building and that was 5 days later. To me it was like the sinking of the Titanic in 1912 and then in 1917 Mary comes, the Queen of Peace, we need to consecrate our hearts to Jesus and Mary. I just want to read you something out of the October 8th message.

7. Hail Mary

8. R. This is from the October 8th, 1997 message. He’s talking about Mary.

Jesus: ...you will still shine as a beacon light, a light of intense brightness no matter how dark the night. You will not die for your refuge is the fire of the Sacred Heart and you gave your heart to the New Eve, the pure and Immaculate One and she took you to the Heart of your Savior. She took you home and you dwelt within the chamber of My Heart and you were protected from the evil one in these last days. You tried to spread this consecration.

It is the key that leads to the place of refuge. So many camps the devil told men to prepare and they labored in vain, for the Word was had in dwelling in Our Hearts. You would find refuge and they missed the message and busied themselves with the work of the evil one.

I say to you what refuge survived when Noah built his ark? Only those on the ark survived the great flood. You prepare your earth. When My Word was to prepare your hearts. Then again, they worshipped the church building, the grounds and the wood and their hearts were left as cold vaults. end of excerpt

R. In the Titanic they ran into an iceberg and He called their hearts as cold vaults on October 8, 1997.

October 8, 1997 continues

Jesus: I beg you, My beauteous ones, to beg the men to prepare their hearts before it is too late. Only the Ark of the Covenant will be the means of survival in this dark age. When the moon turns to blood they will run away frightened and their buildings will be like cold vaults - only the hearts consecrated to Our Hearts will survive. end of excerpt

9. Jesus: And so it is that I say to you. I give to you My beloved Mother and I ask you, My treasured friends to come to the heart of My Mother. For she will take you into My Heart. It is there you will find peace and you will be conformed to the will of the Father. It is there the Holy Spirit will give you great lights and you will know God most intimately. And so I say to you as you lay in your bed at night go to the heart of My Mother and dwell forever in Our Hearts. I give to you the place of refuge in this dark cold world. You will have peace. You will have strength. You will survive all of the trials that are in your way. Come to the Ark. Come to the heart of My Mother.

10. R. This is from the October 8th, 1997 message:

Jesus: You were willful and too busy to know the story. The story is this: There is but one home; it is the Heart of the Sacred Heart of Jesus. My Mother is the gatekeeper. It is through her Immaculate Heart you enter. She is the singular vessel, a New Eve, a Woman Clothed as the Sun, a doorway to the everlasting abyss of Light, end of excerpt

R. She appears on this window.

October 8, 1997 continues

Jesus: a doorway to the everlasting abyss of Light, the Light of the World, end of excerpt

R. And that’s what she wants. She wants the Eucharist exposed behind her image on the window. So it says here

October 8, 1997 continues

Jesus: a Woman Clothed as the Sun, a doorway to the everlasting abyss of Light, the Light of the World, the Sacred Eucharistic Heart of the Son of Man.

There was not room for Me in the Inn and there is not room for Me in the hearts of many and what can I say - they will die. I gave them the book of life. I gave them the Man who hung on a tree to save them. I gave them Myself, truly present in the Eucharist, the Eucharist and My Word I gave them. I gave to them My Mother - the way to enter into My Heart and they were haughty and proud. I was born in a stable in Bethlehem for you, My men. I am the Light of the World. The foolish virgins had no oil for their lamps and they went out. And you could hear the wailing cries of her children being slaughtered in the dark night. Oh, the Lady Clothed as the Sun warned them to come to her heart and the Heart of her Son (the Light of the World) and they went to the molten calf and they died a brutal death. end of excerpt

Luke 2: 34-35

‘Look, he is destined for the fall and for the rise of many in Israel,...and a sword will pierce your soul too ‘

 

The Coronation of Mary as Queen of Heaven and Earth

l. Song: Hail Holy Queen

2. Song: Immaculate Mary

3. Mary’s Message - from the Rosary of August 27, 1996

Mary: I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light. end of excerpt

4. R. This was the last time she appeared on the 5th. She appeared once quite awhile later on the July 5th anniversary. But she didn’t appear anymore until I went to Florida on May 5th and she appeared on the building as Our Lady clothed as the sun with a pulsating red circle in her neck. It was like bulging. And then the whole building went away and all I saw was Mary appearing like she was in the sky.

October 5, 1996

Mary: I am Our Lady of the Rosary. The Fatima message will unfold around the Shepherds of Christ Movement. I am begging you, please, publish these Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. I appeared daily for 14 months and delivered rosaries for the world. Why have these rosaries been held back from this world? Souls are dropping into hell. Do you comprehend the importance of these rosaries to the Fatima message?

I have appeared as Our Lady of Light and Our Lady of Sorrows delivering these rosaries.

I am now delivering this message as Our Lady of the Holy Rosary. end of excerpt

5. October 5, 1996 continues

Mary: A great mission I give to you, my beloved apostles in the Shepherds of Christ Movement is to live these rosaries and spread the messages to the world. You must reach the world with these teachings I am giving in the rosary.

On this October 5, 1996, I beg you as your heavenly Mother to not ignore the importance of these rosaries. I have appeared, I have begged, I have warned you. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. His hand is struck with power.

Today is the 5th of the month, first Saturday. I beg all to study this message and to tell all that come on October 13th, 1996 the importance of these live rosaries and the completion of the Fatima message.

I am Our Lady of the Holy Rosary. This is the key to watching the Movement spread. I am assisting you in publishing and circulating these rosaries. Anyone who stops the rosary messages and meditations will deal with my Son, Jesus! end of excerpt

6. October 5, 1996 continues

Mary: Souls are at stake and souls have been lost because of the delays to hold back the messages in God’s Blue Book and Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Any negative references in the Movement to these messages displeases my Son for you have been given the greatest gifts in these revelations. I am asking all to help in the circulation of these rosaries and messages. We are communicating to the world majorly in these messages. The completion of the Fatima message is greatly dependent on these messages. Do not give into Satan any longer to block these messages. You are dealing with my Son, Jesus. This is a great gift given to the world. It would please my Son greatly if you expressed to Him your great thanks for the gifts He has given to you. Your answers are found in these messages. They must be studied and recognized for the great gift they are. You were chosen by God to deliver this message to the world. The ingratitude of many displeases my Son greatly. It is now time for the leaders of the Movement and all apostles to support these messages. It is now time to study the content in its entirety. You are missing the key directions because you do not even read the messages. I am Mary, your Mother. You will be rewarded with the funds needed when you publish these messages and rosaries. end of October 5, 1996

7. Excerpt from December 6, 1996

R. As the Shepherds of Christ Movement spreads (as well as other movements focused on spreading consecration to Their Hearts) the tree is covered with more hearts and the earth becomes more lighted.

The tree is covered with hearts consecrated to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. The tree is illuminated. end of excerpt

8. December 6, 1996 continues

R. As the Shepherds of Christ apostles spread the consecration to the Church, the family, and the school, the tree is covered with lights and the earth is covered with the fire of His love.

The Father looks to the earth now. He is displeased with the hearts of men. The Father wants us to love God and love each other. He wants us to live according to His will in love. end of excerpt

9. December 6, 1996 continues

R. Mary appears at Fatima. She tells us that we are offending God. She tells us what we must do.

        Mary’s peace plan:

1. Until a sufficient number of people have consecrated their hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, we will not have peace in the world.2. Mary has requested all to pray the daily rosary.
3. We must observe the First Saturday devotion.
4. We must make reparation to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. end of excerpt

10. R. I think it is very interesting that in a late date in May of 1994 the first Blue Book went out. And at the same time we think it was Fr. Carter’s Fatima Medjugorje book and the two of us signed these books down at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center. I didn’t really understand the word Fatima at that time. And when He used to talk about the Hearts I didn’t  get it. And I think it’s really something that here we are sitting in the hall signing these books. I am signing God’s Blue Book I and Fr. Carter is signing the Spirituality of Fatima Medjugorge. And I didn’t really understand Fatima, when he’d get up and talk about the Hearts I never understood what he was saying very much then. Until Our Lord gave me the light to know, unlocked my mind and know so that it would be in the writings. He didn’t want it in those first two Blue Books obviously. I just thought that was really interesting. That we’re sitting here today and we don’t know what we’re doing today. But what we’re doing today is going to make a big difference tomorrow. And I had no idea about the Fatima mission then. I just didn’t really understand it. With His light it just takes a second. It doesn’t even take that.

Song: Glory, Glory, Glory Lord

Mary: My little children, I am your Mother Mary and I have called you to this rosary that you will know more the plan of the Father to help in the salvation of souls. I ask you to pray the prayer that the Father has given to you and to live this prayer in your lives. That your daily life be lived in order to bring about the Reign of the Sacred Heart and the triumph of my Immaculate Heart. I ask you to go to my Son Jesus in the Eucharist and to faithfully spend the twenty minutes after Communion that He can imprint on your soul great knowledge of Himself that you will know and love more as He knows and loves. My Son Jesus, the Father, the Holy Spirit and myself, your Mother, is greatly pleased with the work of the Shepherds of Christ Movement. It is through your intercessory power that many will be touched and will know God. I beg you to continue to work with the greatest fervor for I am Mary, your Mother and I have called you. You have greatly pleased my Son Jesus and the Father in heaven. I love you. You are the Spouse of the Lamb of God.

R. This is a reading from the Book of Revelation.

Revelation 22: 10, 12-14, 16-17, 20

This, too, he said to me, ... ‘Look, I am coming soon, and my reward is with me, to repay everyone as their deeds deserve. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End. Blessed are those who will have washed their robes clean, so that they will have the right to feed on the tree of life and can come through the gates into the city.

I, Jesus, have sent my angel to attest these things to you for the sake of the churches. I am the sprig from the root of David and the bright star of the morning. The Spirit and the Bride say, ‘Come!’ Let everyone who listens answer, ‘Come!’ Then let all who are thirsty come: all who want it may have the water of life, and have it free. The one who attests these things says: I am indeed coming soon. Amen; come, Lord Jesus.

Song: A Song from Jesus

John 17: 20-21

I pray not only for these but also for those
who through their teaching will come to believe in me.
May they all be one,
just as, Father, you are in me and I am in you,
so that they also may be in us, so that the world may
believe it was you who sent me.