December 1991

                    Please my sweet Jesus, help me, my sweet
                Jesus.

                About December 31, 1991

                    R. Please help me my God to know thy holy
                will, now Lord Jesus, I am your child, you know
                my hurts, you are my God and I place
                my trust in you, I will follow Your law,
                show me Your way, nothing is too great
                for You, I my Lord, place my Trust and
                my heart in You, You have created me into
               Your image likeness. You have lavished
                me in Your love, with dignity and honor
                you clothed me, given me rule over all, your
                sun and your moon give me light and guide me in
                this very night and I am indeed alive with thy holy
                presence which I would not have experienced
                except for this conflict. Thank you for Your love
                and your peace. I am Your child, I am blessed and gifted
                by You. My children are indeed great gifts.
                You are my light, you are my strength
                when I am bowed down, you are my hope and my rock, your
                sun and your moon give me light this very night, I will love
                because others need me. You are indeed my shield, my
                fortress, my army against the wicked one and You will
                not be shattered by any attempts to tear me down I will
                be fortified and strengthened by You and filled. God is as alive in
                me as me sitting here. I feel his presence, seeing God all in white
                in eternity his arms outstretched and saying, "My child come to
                me for I will give you rest", I see God and feel His presence in my
                heart — he is as alive. I see Jesus standing His arms outstretched — saying
                "Come to me, come to me, all who are weary of heart, place your
                yoke upon my shoulder and I will give you rest" weed out my unrest and
                fill me with the peace and joy that only you can give, why go there when
                I know my undying source comes from You my God — my Father,
                my Savior, my sanctifier and you live in me now — I am your
                child, I am blessed, you have carved me in the palm of your hand. You
                have called me blessed and holy and you dwell in my heart because I asked
                you and you come, I am your servant, I am Yours, God.
                Bless and keep your servant forever. I want to love others
                through you, I want to do Your will, I love you, God.

                January 1992

                R. I called and He answered me, He comforted
                my oh so sad heart and hugged me with
                the warmth of His love, He heard
                my sad songs and listened and answered
                me. He gave me His strength to
                wash my soul to fill my heart —
                And I come to You and You heard the pleas
                of my heart, You gave me a clean heart and
                renewed my spirit and I was made whole.
                You washed me of my pain and entered
                my heart with a thundering bolt and
                washed me from my sins. I am sorry
                for my offenses against You and I ask
                Your pardon for my sins. With love
                and dignity you washed my
                heart and gave me Your forgiveness
                that I may ask the Lord for His
                blessings on my soul and heal me of
                my offense.

                January 8, 1992

                R. Dear Jesus,

                    My heart cries out to you, Oh Lord
                hear my prayer, for I was hungry and you
                gave me to eat, naked and you clothed
                me, for in my desperation, I cried
                out and the Lord heard my pleases, he
                made my enemies your footstools and
                gave me love and peace and joy and pardon.

                January 1992

                Dear Jesus,

                    Jesus: Come to Me, come to Me, all of you
                who are weary. Put your yoke upon
                My shoulder, for My Heart is merciful, My
                burden light. I have heard your prayer
                and am working with My light in their
                heart. My light to dispel the darkness and
                cast out fear and wash the pain away,
                to just let it go entirely.
                I am your God and you are My most
                precious child, I love you in your
                suffering and your pain and I am close
                to you. I am the God of your
                children, they are My children, you
                needn't worry, I am there for them. I am
                their Father and brother and I love them as much
                as I love you and I am watching out
                for them. They will be okay. You are
                not their sole responsibility. I am
                working in you, make yourself
                putty, make yourself able to be
                molded and I will do the work. I am
                your most merciful Jesus, in My
                merciful Heart, I see their pain,
                I will guide you — be loose, be
                attentive, listen and pray. Your life
                is unfolding and I am your God, I
                am with you and your children every
                step of the way. I created all my children,
                I love them all, you do not have to be god to anyone,
                live your life, I am watching out and carrying for you,
                I want to carry you, to
                nurture, love and work My light in you
                to dispel any darkness and your fear —
                My light is a beam in your heart —
                feel its warmth and love and in ever
                surrounding closeness, you are indeed
                not alone. I go with you with My
                light and My rod and staff, savor the moments
                of your life with the joy, as I intend you
                to do. I love you. I am with you,
                a voice cries out in the wilderness
                prepare ye the way of the Lord.

                You are on the lighted
                path — follow it — surrender
                to its beauty — it is there for
                you.

                            I love you.

                January 27, 1992

                 Jesus: My child listen to My voice, heed My
                direction, days are coming when there will
                not be a stone left on a stone, but you
                have nothing to fear, trust in me and know
                I am your God and I will watch out after
                you. I love you, you are My child. Go to
                bed.

                                        I love you
                                            Jesus

                R. This was the message I fell asleep at the end.
 

 Luke 21: 5-11

When some were talking about the Temple, remarking how it was adorned with fine stonework and votive offerings, he said, ‘All these things you are staring at now—the time will come when not a single stone will be left on another; everything will be destroyed.’ And they put to him this question, ‘Master,’ they said, ‘when will this happen, then, and what sign will there be that it is about to take place?’

But he said, ‘Take care not to be deceived, because many will come using my name and saying, "I am the one" and "The time is near at hand." Refuse to join them. And when you hear of wars and revolutions, do not be terrified, for this is something that must happen first, but the end will not come at once.’ Then he said to them, ‘Nation will fight against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be great earthquakes and plagues and famines in various places; there will be terrifying events and great signs from heaven.

                R. After this I lost my voice until I quit all my jobs
                    and wrote the Blue Books —
                    His voice came in me in rosaries and writings.
           
                  

                R. Got this saying from Jesus

                I CAN NEVER LIVE THE
                    MOMENTS OF THIS DAY
                    AGAIN

                WHEN I GO TO BED
                    TODAY IS GONE FOREVER

                I MUST CHOOSE TO TREASURE
                    EACH MOMENT BECAUSE
                    IT IS THE ONLY
                    MOMENT I HAVE AND
                    IT ONLY LASTS ONE MOMENT.

                Song: Live This Day

                January 1992

                R. And I called and He answered me,
                He comforted my oh so
                sad heart and hugged me
                with the warmth of His love,
                He heard my sad songs
                and listened and answered
                me. He gave me His strength to
                wash my soul — He wiped
                each tear away with His
                love and bathed me in His blood and I
                felt His warmth and comfort deep
                in my cells as a burst of love
                washed through my sad body.

                    He filled me with His grace.
                He restored my shattered heart —
                His Spirit filled me. He breathed life into
                my tattered soul and washed
                me with the waters of comfort
                and He said to me "Yes My child
                beloved of My Father, You
                are oh so precious and oh so
                special to me and I am Divine.
                I see your little bouncy girl,
                your beauty and your innocence and
                I watch your tears and sorrow and
                I know the pain and trials of
                your heart, I share in your
                grief and I really love you,
                turn to me and feel My presence and
                comfort in your heart, I will
                take care of you, My graces and
                support are endless, I love
                you, you are not alone. I am
                here and I hold your hand, know
                it My child, you are indeed
                My precious child.

                    Cling to Me and be not afraid, though you
                go in raging waters, I am there with
                you, My rod and my staff guide your way and
                My light is there to illuminate your path
                Oh ye, beloved of My Father, friend and lover
                let the Holy Spirit embrace you. God loves
                you, I am your God.
                I listen to your cries and comfort you, I
                turn not away, I love you, I know
                you and I want to be with you at every
                moment.

                    I made your tears as a way
                to release your sorrow and cleanse yourself
                of your pain. I am in touch with you
                and I walk with you at every turn of your
                path — know Me — you are not alone, I am
                here with you now, in this silence,

                I speak to you, no whisper, these are
                My words to you, I am here in this
                room and in your heart and I love you with
                My love. My love is Divine Love. Feel My presence, warm
                and close in your heart. I am your
                God, I am alive. I
                neither slumber or sleep. I know
                your sadness deep in your heart.
                I am He who comforts you and I say again,
                be not afraid, I love your every cell and I
                am forever within you — Cry out to
                Me and I hear each cry and I free you
                from your loneliness and pain. Don't
                be afraid and lonely, I am here with you.
                I love you.

                January 17, 1992

                Dear Jesus,

                    I want to be close to You and feel Your
                presence in my heart. I ask You to open
                my heart to the fire of your love and know
                Your promptings at this moment in my
                life. You are my God and I am your child and
                my way in life is useless without Your
                direction. My life would be so full of fear
                without having the relationship that You
                have given me with you. The devil tempts
                me to think I am unworthy. Most Sacred
                Heart of Jesus I put my trust in Thee.
                No matter what day and what
                minute it is you will always be there because
                you do not slumber or sleep.

                Jesus: I am your rock, I am your strength,
                I am your Savior. I am the only one who can minister
                to you when your heart is broken. I know
                your pain and your distrust and your hurt
                and your numbness and fear not to trust
                again. I have been offended so many times
                by so many. The worst is pains of the
                heart. Stay plugged into my source, know I am
                here with you every minute, every second,
                of your life, and I will be there ALWAYS —
                I died on the cross for you.
                Come to Me all who are weary and I will
                comfort you. Place your yoke upon My
                shoulder and do not be afraid for I will
                gently show you the way of the Lord.

                    I will be your rock, I will be your
                fortress, I will not leave you, I am there.
                Pray for your friends — many are
                suffering and will not open their hearts to
                Me or you or anybody. Many say "yes"
                to satan and "no" to Me. Pray hard for
                them, go to daily Mass and Communion and
                pray for them.

                I have all the power. All power
                    comes from Me —
                My heart is an undying source
                of fire and warmth —
                I have all the power.
                I am your power —
                I am your strength —
                I am your God —
                I am there with you now
                I will always be ready to help you
                    if you turn to Me.
               

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