The Truth will be in you.
                    Oh Spirit of Truth in this world
                    of fallacious reasoning —
                    I go forward to do thy holy work.
                    Religious orders has dwindled
                    as the world seeks more dominance
                    for dominance sake, as the
                    attacks on authority become ever
                    stronger.

                Where purity of a leader should be
                paramount, the world has put in leaders
                that are not bred on the motto
                "In God we Trust"
                What is the motto — many men base
                their thinking of themselves as gods
                and other men as gods to them.
                Why go to imperfection to base your
                credentials on.
                Where we should be seeking God's truth —
                living to know the truth — trying to
                harness our vision more precisely
                to the vision of God.

                    We search among the imperfections
                of men and we need to be basing our
                lives on the perfection of God.

                    A man went out with a life long
                desire to climb the highest mountain —
                on the way he met a smooth talker
                who tried to convince him to climb
                a lesser mountain. The first man became
                very tired from the journey to the high
                mountain of his dreams and thought
                "what the heck, it is easier and not
                so hard, closer and, the other man
                said just as good"

                    When he started up the mountain
                it was so much easier than the high
                mountain would have been —

                    He ascended it and there were
                trees, flowers, benches — even
                a food stand — there were water falls,
                games and men had turned the smaller mountain
                into a travelers attraction. As he
                went higher there were even lodging
                places and he stopped and said —
                "this wasn't my dream, but what
                the heck, I will abandon my life
                long dream for this because now I
                am frustrated and confused and this
                is how things are now, where once
                I had a vision of the high mountain
                now I have settled for this man-made
                attraction and the fun filled days"
                I trained for I knew it would be
                rigorous, now I live a life of ease,
                tasting allurements and bathing in
                sexual pleasures 'What a life!!'

                    What a sad turn of events —
                A man may be called to priesthood and
                the world so worldly he is led away
                from this precious calling.

                    People are crying in the nursing
                home — "my life is ended" because
                the world has taught them that
                this life is the end.

                    Now here is how it is — the Spirit
                of Truth we want to be in us. When
                I am baptized God the Father, Son and
                Holy Spirit dwell in me — I receive
                a special sharing in God's life in
                baptism.

                    Now in this world with the tainted
                vision — God outpours His grace so
                much when I go to daily Mass and go
                before the Blessed Sacrament — that
                His grace is in me in such an
                abundant fashion and I see more and
                more with the vision of God.

                    In the world today — the devil allures
                men with the attractions of the world
                and the imperfect vision — tainted
                vision the world has.

                    Where man could be fed at the
                table of the Lord — the appetites
                preach out to man to focus on
                the sinful pleasures of the flesh.
                But we can control these appetites
                the more we seek God's grace — the
                more we have sound human
                reasoning. Man can have passions,
                man can give into anger, man can
                be jealous, envious, but in recognizing
                the weaknesses we have - even though
                satan's grip is paralyzing and crippling
                it seems one can choose because
                of the free will and reasoning to do
                God's will rather than give into the
                concupiscence of the flesh.

                    I know that as a man has been
                severely wounded in the past and
                unhealed, because of divorce, betrayal
                one can tell themselves they are above
                pain and stuff the suffering, the
                truth about bitterness and then live
                a lie — consumed with bitterness
                and rage unhealed. As the days go by
                because of the man's deception to the
                truth and lack of being healed —
                man can became enraged — like a
                wind-up doll that is consumed with
                an uncontrolled thing inside —
                Holidays, Birthday's, seeing the betrayer
                can trigger their fight inside and
                since they lie to themselves - saying
                they are above this anger and pain —
                they become triggered, enraged and
                like a bow with an arrow loaded —
                they let the arrow go in momenting
                force toward some innocent victim
                as Jesus says over some particle of
                dust landing on them on the corner.
                Now this injustice committed by
                them - really giving up power to the
                acting out of selfish, rageful
                anger inside becomes quivering —
                which they may explain in all
                sorts of ways.

                    The heart was made for love. Jesus
                is showing us stone hearts can be
                healed by love, forgiveness, truth
                dwelling in His Heart —

                    Years ago a man helped us with the
                prayer books for the Shepherds of Christ in
                southern Florida. Basically no prayer chapters
                in Southern Florida were begun and
                in June, 1998 before we got the
                building in Clearwater (one month)
                the man was upset by this message.
                It was true no prayer chapters were
                started in Southern Florida — even
                though I had been sent there June, 1995
                and did 3 big prayer services—
                one on the gulf side — 2 on the other
                side.

                    We focused on the upset man and then
                I think the men for September 11, 2001 even
                trained in southern Florida, but we paid
                attention to the upset man and not obeying the
                message.

                    I remember another man used to
                get mad when I wrote a message
                because it was his situation.

                    God is giving me messages for the
                world, because the message can be
                used in your life, I did not write
                it for you, God gave me a message for
                the world.

                    Now I know the divorce rate
                is really high in the United States and the
                world and children come from divorced
                homes. Angry parents may share the
                children and be full of bitterness,
                but have to be civil to each other —
                even still love the other trying to
                prove to the other how sweet they
                are and not holding a grudge.

                    Being divorced is a hard thing
                for the children and adults.
                Sharing children on holidays with
                a new dad or new mom when you are
                alive and have to do it can lead to
                so much bitterness.

                    Christmas is to celebrate the
                birth of the Savior — Jesus came in
                the womb of Mary to save a fallen
                human race —
                    so you say — oh "she has the kids
                this Christmas day and they are 4 and 5
                years old" and if you act mad and
                cause trouble the children
                suffer or you can lose custody
                if you become really mean —
                so many may act nice to the x-wife
                or x-husband and tell themselves
                it doesn't hurt them — they are
                tough — then find another host
                to play out pressed down rage
                inside — red rage — watching the
                children and tree and the new
                mom and dad while you say —

                    Oh it doesn't hurt me and the
                rage grows — now the children
                are 5 and 6, now 7 and 8, now 8 and 9,
                now 10 and 11 etc. and you say
                Thanksgiving, vacation, Easter —
                oh it doesn't bother me — and
                yet you quiver with rage —
                after 10 years of this and 365 days,
                holidays — your heart can be like
                stone — oh it didn't matter —
                The holy thing if someone is stuck
                in a divorce is to see all the
                wounds caused — the spiritual
                hurt — how division is taught
                to be a way of life — Holidays are
                divided — vacations etc. and
                pray for the situation —
                If you can't do nothing — you
                have to turn the heart inside
                your body away from the
                vault of rage —
                red revenge —
                sometimes stuffed and stuffed —

                Christmas is a time of love — Jesus
                    came to save a fallen race

                Easter is the resurrection

                We cannot lie to ourselves about
                    wounds and hardened rageful
                    hearts and blame others — like
                    taking the big hate inside us and
                    when we see somebody else —
                    innocent and loving, put this
                    monkey — our hatred on their back.

                    Love goes around —
                    Hatred, anger is an energy.
                    Rage is projected on to innocent
                        others that are nice.

                I remember a situation in the Movement —
                    I tried so hard to help someone —
                    I helped them get an apartment —
                    I paid for a computer for them
                        myself

                    They had been in a divorce
                with several children and it
                was so bitter for them —

                    They were angry and acted angry —
                I tried to help them and they
                did mean things back —

                    The more we in the Movement
                gave love — the more they were
                really mean.

                    A man told me - he was angry
                and after 24 years of marriage
                and the children gone — she left
                one day and never talked to him.

                    He said he was angry his whole
                life and that was why she left — well
                he became more bitter and more
                mean and finally his friends and
                family wouldn't talk to him.
                Finally he had to commit himself
                somewhere to get help with his
                anger.

                    An alcoholic denies he has a
                problem — It is like an elephant
                in the living room — everybody in
                an alcoholic's family can get
                sick — there is the enabler — the
                hero child usually, the scapegoat —
                these things go with people as roles
                they play on holidays when families
                get together.

                    Mary Mother of God brought
                forth the Christ Child — Mary
                is espoused to God the Holy Spirit.
                Jesus is God — Jesus is the Son of
                God —

                God comes at Christmas to save
                    a fallen race.

                When a man has been angry his
                    whole life because of angry
                    parents — he may rage and think
                    this is normal.

                Religious orders have dwindled when
                    we need more of them in this
                    troubled world, strengthening
                    the body of Christ.

                    Men can be miserable because they
                are alone, but they can only live with
                themselves because they cannot get
                along with others and are always
                angry.

                    A person in a religious order is
                to be other-focused married to God
                and yet since they were single and
                isolated all their life — eating alone
                for twenty years — they can enter
                a community and try to live the
                same single life, fighting with
                others to maintain thick walls
                around them.

                    People can fight to set up a
                barrier of walls around them —
                Then nobody will get too close.
                People who want to be isolated and
                    controlling because of hurts can
                    be busy and set up walls —
                    fights to not join in —
                    It is like concrete thick walls —
                    They don't think its safe or
                    They just don't ever mix

                We were created to love God
                We were created to love each other
                As Fr. Carter said —
                    walk hand-in-hand

                Where there is to be a body of
                    people working as one
                    how can one be angry and
                    project bitterness directed at
                    someone all the time

                When they look back at their life and
                    are asked —
                    Were you ever happy —

                    They can only answer — only
                        by myself — constant
                        control —
                        constant isolation

                Well the person was created to
                    love God and
                    love others —
                    to give and receive love —

                    Well how can people, single,
                entering some religious vocation
                get along as a community in
                oneness
                "married-singles"

                Lots of married people today who
                    don't divorce —
                    stay married —
                    but are not really married —
                    They live single lives with
                        no concern for each other —

                But in the Church we need these
                    religious orders of people praying
                    to help strengthen the Church.

                We cannot put out this Newsletter
                    with a bunch of disunited
                    people —
                    people must work as one
                    in love.

                Remember this message

First Friday - December 6, 1996

Jesus: I am calling you as a family. You will be joined in one heart, acting as My Heart beating in this world. All the apostles in the Shepherds of Christ Movement are joined in one Heart.

R. The core leaders will contact the coordinators. The coordinators will contact the individual apostles. All are apostles with a job directed by Jesus to do. Her peace plan was given at Fatima:

1. Until a sufficient number of people have consecrated their hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, we will not have peace in the world.

2. Mary has requested all to pray the daily rosary.

3. We must observe the Five First Saturday devotion:
   - Communion, confession (within 8 days before or after the Saturday), recital of the rosary, meditating for 15 minutes on the mysteries of the rosary. All this is to be done in spirit of reparation.

4. We must make reparation to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

His plan centers around this.

We have heads functioning in the individual ministries. Everything we do leads to consecration of hearts. As the apostles press on the three institutions, the Church, family, and school to help spread the consecration, the strayed ones will be led home to His Heart.

Mary said at Fatima until a sufficient number of people have consecrated their hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, we will not have peace in the world.

The present condition of the world

Peace will come when hearts are hearts of love. The scales must shift. It will happen through the consecration. Mary's peace plan: until a sufficient amount of people consecrate their hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, we will not have peace.

The Father looks to the earth; He sees much darkness.

The Father looks to the earth. There are few hearts fervently in love with God. The hearts of love light up the earth. It is as lights on a Christmas tree. It is sparsely lighted by a few hearts. Therefore, the tree looks dark.

As the Shepherds of Christ Movement spreads (as well as other movements focused on spreading consecration to Their Hearts) the tree is covered with more hearts and the earth becomes more lighted.

The tree is covered with hearts consecrated to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. The tree is illuminated.

As the Shepherds of Christ apostles spread the consecration to the Church, the family, and the school, the tree is covered with lights and the earth is covered with the fire of His love.

The Father looks to the earth now. He is displeased with the hearts of men. The Father wants us to love God and love each other. He wants us to live according to His will in love.

Mary appears at Fatima. She tells us that we are offending God. She tells us what we must do. Mary's peace plan:

1. Until a sufficient number of people have consecrated their hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, we will not have peace in the world.

2. Mary has requested all to pray the daily rosary.

3. We must observe the First Saturday devotion.

4. We must make reparation to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

Mary said there will be an era of peace, no matter what we do, in which the Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign and the Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph.

Man disobeys, the devil blocks the Fatima message. World War II happens just as Mary said.

Mary appeared to me for 14 months daily. She gives us the same message as Fatima. Jesus and Mary give us God's Blue Book and Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. He writes His message of love on our hearts. His life lives in our hearts. The Scripture and the Mass live in our hearts.

In the Shepherds of Christ Movement, our focus is on the priest.

end of December 6, 1996

  

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