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November 4th Holy Spirit Novena
Scripture selection is Day 6 Period II.The Novena Rosary Mysteries for November 4th are Joyful.
Please pray for Rita's Mom really hard.
Pray for Jim who had heart surgery.
Pray for Andrew who has cancer.
Pray for urgent intention and all involved.
Sunday, July 31, 1994
Title: How Beautiful Are the Consecrated Hands of the Priests
R. When I am loved, I feel good inside and can give to others. This is reality. To experience His love makes me feel good inside. Jesus has this love for me. The more I realize my oneness to Jesus and how He truly loves me, the more I can love you because He truly loves you.
I see the beautiful creation of God the Father in you. You are His unique child. I love you. He created you. You are His beautiful creation. I am created by God the Father! Oh, I love You, Father, You are so good.
One day at Mass I was overwhelmed at the thought that Jesus came to this earth for love of us. What a gift of love from the Father, to send His only Son into this world.
Every person I look at looks so beautiful. They are the creation of my beautiful Father, they are so beautiful!
I love Jesus so much in the Eucharist. I saw a picture of the broken Host above the cup and kissed it and cried. Jesus in the Eucharist, is the true bread come down from heaven, this is truly Him, the Consecrated Host is what I receive and it is truly Jesus Christ, the Son of God! I know Him in the Eucharist. This is the closest I become to Him, this is so dear to me, it makes me cry.
This is my Jesus. He is truly present in the Host when it is consecrated. I receive Him, my love, and I am so close to Him. This is my precious love, my Jesus. I love the Eucharist, this is truly Jesus!
I cry to write this, I love Him so much. He is truly Jesus Christ who walked as a man on the road to Calvary, who was born of Mary. Jesus is the Son of God, who died a brutal death for love of us. This truly is Jesus in the Eucharist and I love Him so much.
People should kiss the hands of the priest. The priest's hands are so beautiful, so blessed - kiss the consecrated hands of the priests.
At the same time, unknown to me, Father Carter received this message:
July 31, 1994
Given to Father Carter on the Feast of St. Ignatius
Words of Jesus to Members of Shepherds of Christ Associates:
"My beloved priest-companion, I intend to use the priestly newsletter, Shepherds of Christ, and the movement, Shepherds of Christ Associates, in a powerful way for the renewal of My Church and the world.
"I will use the newsletter and the chapters of Shepherds of Christ Associates as a powerful instrument for spreading devotion to My Heart and My Mother's heart.
"I am calling many to become members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. To all of them I will give great blessings. I will use them as instruments to help bring about the triumph of the Immaculate Heart and the reign of My Sacred Heart. I will give great graces to the members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. I will call them to be deeply united to My Heart and to Mary's Heart as I lead them ever closer to My Father in the Holy Spirit."
- Message from Jesus to Father Edward J. Carter, S.J., Founder, as given on July 31, 1994,
feast of Saint Ignatius Loyola, Founder of the Society of Jesus (The Jesuits)
August 1, 1994
Title: Focus On Me
Jesus: The devil is constantly working to get you focused on yourself and bowed down. I am the true bread sent from heaven. I give you such love, My beloved. Do not focus on yourself, focus on Me. Turn your cares over and jump into My loving arms.
I am the Way, I am the Truth, I am the light. I am Jesus, your Savior. I love you with the most ardent Heart.
Come and be with Me, My precious one.
August 1, 1994
9:45, Fr. Carter's Chapel
Title: Message For Father Carter
Jesus: My beloved priest-son, I love you with the most ardent Heart, My beloved one. I have tucked you forever in My Most Sacred Heart. You are so precious to Me, My beloved one. I love you with this most ardent Heart. Know My Heart forever beats with such love for you. You are so precious to Me, My beloved one!
R. At the Gospel at Mass, I heard Jesus speak to me - Jesus said: the priests need to develop a love of the Holy Spirit. They need to grow in their hearts, to make life in the spirit seminars. It is the Spirit whereby they will be led to lead the people to the love of God. The priests must know the Spirit, to have the Spirit alive in their hearts, to lead the people to life in the Spirit.
Where they were fearful, they will become fearless. The Apostles received the Spirit in the upper room. Pray for the Holy Spirit to come in a special way to transform us from fear to fearlessness. They will preach the Gospel and men will understand the fire of God's love, God's love that is with us this very day.
Alleluia, Alleluia.
Jesus gave me this Holy Spirit Novena to pray -
These are available in 4 languages.
Holy Spirit Novena
DAILY NOVENA PRAYERS
Opening Prayer
In the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.
Dear Father, we come to You in the name of Jesus, in union with Him in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, in the Holy Spirit. We come to You united to the Child Jesus of Good Health and the Infant of Prague. We come to You in the perfect, sinless heart of Our Mother Mary, asking her powerful intercession, uniting ourselves to her holy tears. We come to You united to all the angels and saints, and the souls in purgatory.
Prayer for Holy Spirit
We pray for an outpouring of the Holy Spirit on us, to be baptized by the Holy Spirit, that He will descend mightily on us as He did on the Apostles at Pentecost. That the Holy Spirit will transform us from fear to fearlessness and that He will give us courage to do all the Father is asking of us to help bring about the Reign of the Sacred Heart and the triumph of Mary's Immaculate Heart. We pray for the Holy Spirit to descend mightily on the Jesuits and the Poor Clares on the Shepherds of Christ leaders and members and on the whole Body of Christ and the world.
Protection by the Blood of Jesus
We pray that the Blood of Jesus will be spread on us, everyone in our families, and the Shepherds of Christ Movement, that we will be able to move steadfastly ahead and be protected from the evil one.
Healing
We pray for healing in body, mind, and soul and generational healing in ourselves, in all members in our families, and in all members of the Shepherds of Christ Movement, the Jesuit Community, the Poor Clares, the Body of Christ, and the world.
Prayer for Strength and Light
We adore You, oh Holy Spirit. Give us strength, give us light, console us. We give ourselves entirely to You. Oh Spirit of light and grace, we want to only do the will of the Father. Enlighten us that we may live always in the Father's will.
Eternal Spirit fill us with Your Divine Wisdom that we may comprehend more fully insight into Your Divine Mysteries.
Give us lights, Oh Holy Spirit that we may know God. Work within the heart, the spiritual womb of the Virgin Mary, to form us more and more into the image of Jesus.
Prayer to Be One with God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit
We long for You, Oh Spirit of Light, we long to know God, we want to be one with Him, our Divine God. We want to be one with the Father, know Him as a Person most intimately. We want to know the beloved One, the Sacred Heart of Jesus, and live and dwell in Him at all times, every moment of our lives. We want to be one with You, Oh Spirit of Light, that You move in us in our every breath.
Prayer to Be One in Jesus
Let us experience life in the Sacred Heart of Jesus, so we can say as Saint Paul, "I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me...." Let us live, united to the Mass, all through the day being one in Him. Let us be able to love and know in this elevated state of oneness with our God. We long for Thee, oh beauteous God, we love You, we love You, we love You. We praise You, worship You, honor You, adore You, and thank You, our beloved God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.
Prayer to Dwell in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary
We seek to be one in God, to live and dwell in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, our little heaven on earth, to experience life in the all perfect, pure, sinless heart of our Mother. We want the Holy Spirit to move in us and to be united to Jesus as the Bridegroom of our souls and be a most perfect sacrifice offered to the Father at every moment as we unite in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass around the world to help in the salvation of souls.
Prayer for the Holy Spirit and His Gifts
Come Holy Spirit, come, come into our hearts, inflame all people with the fire of Your love.
Leader: Send forth Your Spirit and all will be reborn.
All: And You will renew the face of the earth.We pray for the seven gifts of the Holy Spirit, we ask for perfection in our souls to make us holy, holy souls likened to God.
Dear Holy Spirit, we give ourselves to You soul and body. We ask You to give us the Spirit of Wisdom, Understanding, Counsel, Fortitude, Knowledge, Piety, and Fear of the Lord.
Prayer for the Word Alive in Our Hearts
We know, dear Holy Spirit, the Word in His human nature was brought forth within the womb of the woman. We pray that His word will be brought forth in our hearts as He lives and dwells in us. We want the incarnation to go on in our lives. Dear Holy Spirit, work in us.
Little Prayers to the Holy Spirit
Dear Holy Spirit, help us not to be ignorant or indifferent or weak, help us to be strong with the love of God.
Dear Holy Spirit, please pray for our needs for us.
Dear Holy Spirit, help us to respect God and to avoid sin. Help us to live in the Father's will.
Dear Holy Spirit, help us to keep Your commandments and to respect authority. Help us to love all things as You will us to love them. Help us to want to pray and always serve God with the greatest love. Help us to know the truth. Help us to have the gift of faith, hope, and love. Help us to know what is right and what is wrong.
A Prayer for Intimacy with the Lamb, the Bridegroom of the Soul
Oh Lamb of God, Who take away the sins of the world, come and act on my soul most intimately. I surrender myself, as I ask for the grace to let go, to just be as I exist in You and You act most intimately on my soul. You are the Initiator. I am the soul waiting Your favors as You act in me. I love You. I adore You. I worship You. Come and possess my soul with Your Divine Grace, as I experience You most intimately.
August 1, 1994
Pray For The Success Of The Priestly Newsletter - Shepherds of Christ
Messenger: The following is the first official message I received before the statue of Mary at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center. It is a personal message for Father Carter. She was appearing.
Mary speaks: I am the Immaculate Heart. My heart is glowing for love of all my beloved children. I am your most loving Mother. I am with you this day. Pray for the success of the Priestly Newsletter Shepherds of Christ. I am guarding your way. You will receive such graces to accomplish this task! Grace from God is so abundantly bestowed on you and will lead to the success of this endeavor! Pray for this cause at the Center. The priests will lead the people to the love of My beloved Son. This is no little task. It will take many prayers and graces. Pray hard, little one. Your prayers will change many hearts.
I am Mary, your Immaculate Mother. I bring this message to my beloved priest-son. I am aglow for love of you.
August 2, 1994
After Communion, 8:00 a.m.
Title: God Comes to Me
R. You are alive and inside of me. The one, true, God-made man, Son of the Father. His presence permeates my very being and I, oh God, I am raised to the realms of such life, life in the one true God. Who am I that I can thus be united with the Lord, my God!
I am but a lowly servant, a mere creature and I am raised to such heights and honored at the presence of the Lord within my very soul. I see only a little of the true honor He bestows on me with His presence. I am a mere creature and my God comes to me!
Holy is the name of my precious Lord and I am raised to such heights in His presence. Who, who am I to be given such an honor!
I sing a song of praise and raise my voice in jubilation to this, the Almighty God, worthy of all honor and praise and so little received from His ungrateful creatures.
Praise God, holiest in the heights and all generations will adore His name and give Him homage. Alleluia, Alleluia.
What honor do I bestow on such a King? Oh my precious Savior. Do I contemplate what really goes on here or am I blind and dumb?
You have given us bread from heaven and You will sustain us with Your body. I am but the lowly servant of the Lord. My life is dependent on You, my most giving, loving Lord. Who, I ask, who am I to be given such a great honor to receive You inside of me?
I am raised to such heights in Him by Your very presence within me and Holy, Holy, is Your Name, You are Most high. You have indeed honored us in our lowliness with Your Divine Presence. We are but mere creatures. You are God. Bow down to Him who humbled Himself to come among us as Man and dwells with us this very day, He is truly present in the Eucharist. He is my precious Savior. He is worthy of all my love and I love Him from the depth of my soul. Is there anything that I can give to my precious Lord? He asks only for my love. Love of Him, love of His beloved ones.
I love You, my precious Savior. Honor and praise to the name of Jesus, my Savior, Who sustains me!
(Message for Fr. Carter:)
Jesus: And who is this man, My beloved servant and priest son? To him I will give such graces and the hand to lead so many to My Most Sacred Heart.
My Heart is ever ablaze for love of all of these, My beloved children. To you I impart this special grace to give them the knowledge and ardent love of My Heart beating for them and them alone.
Such unique love, I do have for each and every soul.
Such fire I have for each of My precious ones and I impart to you the task to spread this devotion to My Heart and that of My most loving Mother.
To all We are joined with such love for them. Tell them of this vibrant love that We have for each and every soul. Your love for My Heart will lead many to know My precious love for them. I tuck you deeply inside of My Heart in the warmth and love of My Heart and you will teach others about Our beating Hearts.
Our Hearts are alive with such burning love. This is the fire of My love given for each soul when I gave Myself to My death on the cross.
I give to you now, Myself in the Eucharist. Tell all of My ardent love and beating Heart, alive for love of each and every soul.
I love uniquely. I love with fire, I love with vibrancy. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I am on fire for love of My beloved ones. Tell all of My love.
And, for My religious, I tuck so specially in My Heart.
I call out to open yourselves up and experience this love given so generously to you, My chosen ones. But where do you go while I wait for you? Do you not know I am truly present and waiting for your love in the tabernacle? Where are you, my special, beloved sons and daughters? Where are you when I wait and want to share this love with you?
Oh, please, My beloved priest son, tell them of My ardent love. Tell My very chosen ones how I am waiting for their love in the tabernacle. Tell them to come and be with Me and share this true love, given for them alone. This is the love of God, one true, magnificent...this is My beating Heart, alive for love of you, My priests and sisters, this very day. I am your Jesus and I wait for you this very day.
I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I call out with such emotion and love to you, My precious ones. Do you harken to the call or go off to be busy for such incidental things?
Come to My Heart and experience all you need. I fill your hearts with such love. You will run and not get weary, you will fly on eagles wings, your feet will not falter and you will know the way as you never knew before, for I go with you into the dark night and the light that shines is the fire of My love, deep in your hearts. You will shine in the darkness and your light will be the brightest light that shines. It will be powered by My hand that is forever upon you. You will cast My light from your very being and all will know the power of the Lord!
I say unto you, Nothing in This World Can Compare to the Might of God! I have given to those who come to Me, My most precious love - the love of God is a burning ember that burns in the darkest night!
Oh, beloved of My Father, open up your eyes. You have closed yourselves to that which is most important. You are following the sheep that are being led astray and are falling into the pit. Open your eyes, follow the Master! I am the Good Shepherd, I lead, you follow! If you follow other roads, you fall into destruction. Come, beloved of My Father, from whence I have chosen you. I will send you into the highways and the byways and you will find the lost ones and lead them home.
Open your eyes. Keep your focus on He who leads, He Who is mighty, He Who loves you with undying love. You will lead your brothers home and the sheep will live in the home of your Father. Come home to My Heart, ablaze for love of you. Follow the call of My Mother, she calls you as your most loving Mother.
This is love: to lay down your life for your friends. I am the Good Shepherd, I know mine and they follow Me. The way to Me is through My mother's heart. I am in your midst this very day. Come to My most Sacred Heart, alive and waiting your return. Alleluia. Oh how I love you, My chosen ones. Harken to My call. I call, will you answer Me?
Many of My shepherds are not leading My sheep to My burning Heart on fire for love of you -
The purpose of My Newsletter is to reach the priest shepherds to lead My sheep that have strayed, home to My Heart - tell them My priest son of My undying love for them. The fires of My Heart burn for My priest sons and My sheep - this is My Newsletter to lead them home to My Heart.
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August 3, 1994
Title: I Give You Myself
R. It would be so wonderful for me to go to church and hear the priest talk about the love of Jesus from his heart. I knew Jesus wanted us to read a message about His deep love in the Passion. He was aglow and smiling in His picture. This is what warms the cold heart. This is what is so exciting in my heart. Today the priest talked about Jesus' infinite love at Mass and it made my heart warm.
This will light the hearts of men with the fire of God's love when the priests realize God's love within their hearts. Love of Jesus takes time spent with Him. He as our center, He as a real person, He is in our midst. I keep hearing Him say so strongly after communion, "I give you Myself."
When He talked about His death, He said the same thing, "I gave you Myself, what more do you want to prove My love?"
Jesus: Oh, little sweet ones, it is not a story, it is truth. I, Jesus Christ, the Son of God, come to this earth, born of Mary. I lived here and died a brutal death on the cross for love of you. I Gave You Myself! I am a Divine Person with 2 natures, human and divine.
I give to you this very day Myself, no less present in the Eucharist than the day I died on the cross.
I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God. I gave you Myself that you will have life and have it to the full.
I give you a deeper sharing in My life this very day in the sacraments - I give to you, this very day, in the Eucharist. I am the same person that walked on Calvary.
I am the same person that called out to My Father.
I am, Who Am. I am the Son of God. I am no less present in the exposed Eucharist in this adoration chapel than when I died on the cross and rose on the third day. I am God truly present in My Divinity and Humanity -
I come to bring you life to the fullest. Come and be with Me. Let Me give you Myself in the Eucharist and experience this intense union with God. God is present this very day and in your midst.
R. With such emotion, He says over and over again: "I give you Myself, what more do you want?"
Jesus: Ponder this My sweet one: I am God and I am giving Myself to you. What an honor for you to be so united with the Son of God and where I am so is My Father and the Holy Spirit.
Child, you are in intimate union with God. Do you comprehend a minute amount of this fact? Ponder this child, God in all His magnificence and wisdom, comes to you in such love.
Oh, child, focus on My presence. Focus on My might. Focus on Me and then focus on the fact that I come to you out of greatest love. You will run and not get weary, you will fly on eagle's wings.
The more you realize these mysteries, you will be filled with My immense love and presence. Will you be My light, My love alive in this world? Ponder, child, My presence, My love, My being here in the tabernacle, present in your heart.
Your woes will be cast aside and you will know the life of the one, triune God, truly present and in your midst this day. This is the Good News, sweet one: Jesus has died, He is Risen, and He lives this very day. He lives in your hearts.
Be as the light, shining in the dark world. Put all thoughts of Satan out of your mind. He wants you to worry. Focus only on Me and be at peace.
I am Jesus Christ, Son of the Living God and I am with you this very day. I love you with an undying, ardent love. I love you, My sweet one, with an infinite love. I love you. Ponder this in your heart and you will know such happiness.
August 3, 1994
Title: I Don't Expect Perfection
R. Before Mass I realized I am a sinner, I make mistakes. He tells me I am not perfect.
Jesus: Who are you that you expect such perfection of your brothers? Why do you expect perfection of yourself? In all things try to be holy, like the saints. Model your life after their lives, but to expect yourself to be perfect is from the evil one.
As you grow in your relationship with Me, you see more and more your faults. You have faults, you see them and try to change them with My help. You do not hate yourself for having your faults, you try to get rid of them.
Satan wants you to focus on yourself and tells you how you are so awful. You are My precious child, the beautiful creation of My Father. In all of your faults and failings, you are intensely loved. You are learning to be more like Christ. You make mistakes, you are sorry, you ask for My help and forgive yourself.
You must forgive your brothers as you forgive yourself. The truth is that you are not perfect. To think you are, is the work of the evil one. Admit your shortcomings and pray for forgiveness from your heavenly Father.
The saints were not perfect. You are a human being. You are weak and commit sins. You do not love, when you could have loved. You are full of self and constantly struggle with the ego. Pray to be humble, pray to be Christ-like, meditate on My life and My passion. Live the life of Me and My Mother in the Rosary. Meditate with all your heart and you will be more likened to Christ during the day. Oh, sweet ones, to know how much you need to grow is not a sin, to be blind and think you are perfect is the error.
Reach with your hearts to know the ways of God. Constantly dwell in My love and you will not be bound by your selfishness. You will run and not get weary, you will fly on eagle's wings. You will be the light of Christ that shines from your soul to this world. The world will be set aglow by the fire of My love.
Alleluia, Alleluia, Praise the Almighty God!
August 3, 1994
My Dear Ones, I Wait For You
Jesus speaks: My dear ones, I wait for you. As you see the exposed Eucharist, you know I am present and waiting for you. I am waiting, dear ones, in the tabernacle. I am so happy when you come to visit with Me.
Messenger: Jesus Christ, Son of God, remains with us in such love in the tabernacle.
Jesus speaks: Come dear sweet ones, you know I am here with waiting, longing arms for your time with Me. I pour out to you such gifts of My love. Come, I am a Person. I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God. I wait this day for you in the tabernacle. Come and be with Me. I love you so very much.
Messenger: I feel His Presence so much. He is truly there. I don't want to leave!
August 3, 1994
(On way to Frisch's Restaurant - 1:00 pm)
Title: People Thirst for the Love of God
R. If I want something so much, then learning about it is a joy, even when it takes effort. If I want something so much, I will ardently pursue and thirst after knowledge about that thing.
If the priests preached the love of God, people would flock to the church. We were created to know, love and serve God. This is the drive in our being. Stronger than any appetite is the need to love God.
People are thirsty for the love of God. They are hungry for His love. Their appetites crave His love. If they were given this love in church, it would be a joy to come to hear His Word, a joy to attend Mass, a joy to pray the Rosary.
Coming from a place of love for God, I want to go to church. I want to pray. I want to be with Him. It is not a chore, it is enthusiasm to come and be with my loved one. I love Him. I want to hear His Word, it is about Him, Whom I love. I want to pray the Our Father, it is my beloved Father, to whom I pray!
Loving God, reading His Word, attending Mass, meditating on Jesus in the Rosary, are joys because I love Him so much!
Jesus: The priests need to preach My ardent on-fire love, given for each of My precious ones. They will want to come to My altar, they will want to receive Communion, they will want to pray if they do it for love.
I come to give you life that you may have it more abundantly. When you experience the love of God it is a life that is vibrant within you.
Song: New Life
R. Jesus came to give us new life. He gives us life in our souls. He gives us living water in our souls. His life is joy within our hearts. Jesus' love for us is the Good News. He has died, He is risen, we are raised to new life in Him!
This is the life in the church: vibrant, full and alive, with the love of God. Love is not inactive, but active. Love of God is a mighty force within our souls that cannot be contained. It is emitted to all those we touch because it is powered by the hand of God.
We were given this sharing in His life in baptism. God outpours His life to us through His Church. Our union with Him is the fire that is ablaze within our souls.
Our journey to Him is to forever seek deeper union with Him. He gives us new life. This is life in Christ, it is available to each of us. We keep ourselves from union by being fixed improperly in the world. To live with the Lord, we must die to many things in the world.
We are on the journey to new life. This life is deepened by our intimacy with Jesus. Our intimacy in heaven, our experiences of knowing God in heaven, depends on our union with Him on earth.
August 3, 1994
Mary appeared to me as I received this message from her
Title: Message for Fr. Carter
Mary: My beloved priest-son, I come to tell you that you will help save many priests from going to the pit, that you will lead them to the Most Sacred Heart of my Son. I am forever by your side and I am forever attentive to your needs in this endeavor. Come to me and be with me. I am your Mother. My Immaculate Heart will reign and you will know a reign of peace. You, I have chosen for this very important task.
I am your loving Mother and thank you for responding to this call, my beloved priest-son. You, my chosen one, I have chosen to assist in this task to promote the love of our Hearts and lead the priests to the love of Jesus.
Thank you for responding to my call.
August 5, 1994
Mary speaks: Every thing you do will be by the hand of God.
You will be given all that you need to write all
of my Son's messages. You will speak from
Him, you have been chosen to do this
very special work which will bring the priests
back to the Sacred Heart of Jesus and
I am Mary, I am your Mother, you will
be given the graces needed to accomplish each task,
you should never worry for you are escorted
by a band of angels. I am constantly by
your side, you are my beloved chosen one,
I will see to the accomplishment of this task
and all tasks you are called to.
I am Mary your mother and thank you
for being my beloved priest-son. I love
you, your loving Mother.
Messenger: She is still appearing to me.
August 5, 1994
Mary appeared as I received this message from Jesus
R. It is no longer I who live, but He who lives in me.
Jesus: Make yourselves likened to Me in all your ways.
Do not follow after the things of the world, focus on the Spirit as the Spirit is alive within your soul. I am the Lord, thy God and I am ever present and dwell in your hearts. Come to Me. Let My life live in you. I am the Way, I am the Truth, I am the Life. Come and abide in Me that you might live in Me and I in you. I am Jesus, your precious Savior come to prepare you for your home in heaven.
August 6, 1994
4:00 a.m.
Title: My Beating Heart
Jesus: My little sweet one, all goes according to My plan. Your work will become clearer as I help you publish My messages. Do not fume, do not fret, on eagle's wings I will accomplish this task.
It was through much of your effort things are as they are down there. You live for love of Me alone. Your peace should not be shattered. Surrender. I love you with a beating Heart. Bring yourself back to My Heart and be with Me, My sweet one.
Beating Heart. Beating Heart. Beating Heart.
August 6, 1994
7:15 a.m.
Title: We Are Truly Here
R. How many times this day, Lord, will I experience fear?
When, the Holy Spirit descended on the apostles, they were fearless in the upper room - they were no longer afraid. God is God. He is Mighty. He is forever inside of us.
He surrounds us. I am one in Him, then why be afraid?
Think of Jesus in the agony in the garden. He saw every detail of His brutal suffering, yet in ardent love for us and doing the Father's will, He gave Himself.
Oh, Lord, what a lesson, what lessons! Could I ever exhaust all the lessons You have so sweetly taught?
To Your own death on the cross You were obedient to the Will of the Father. How do I try to alter what I think the Father's will is for me to fit my needs? One act of doing Your will pleases You far more than days of mortification, yet my precious Father, doing Your will is what gives me peace and keeps me happiest. You showed us the way with Your whole life how to conform to the Father's will - and this compliance is the way for my own best interest, yet I go to some other road of my own making and try it out!
Before the tabernacle
Jesus: There is but one way, My sweet, vulnerable child, it is the way of the Father. I come to give you life and give it to you more abundantly. The Spirit leads you to this relationship with God, to know His plan, His will for you. It is this simple, My child. I am the Way, I am the Truth, I am the Life, I am here this very day.
Do you feel My presence and My Father's and the Holy Spirit? Do you feel your most beloved Mother? Do you see all the angels adoring Me before the tabernacle? Oh, sweet one, you come to this place and Satan said you were all alone, yet you knew I and My Mother were here with you but where you were blind, you now see! You see before you the gates of heaven. Before Me in the tabernacle are choirs of angels that adore Me. My saints surround Me. You are in the midst of a heavenly court. I am here this very second, Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity, no less present than on Calvary, or when I walked the earth. Do you see why I wanted you with Me? Strip yourself of your security, be in an old church with weak locks and Me alone and find out you are in the presence of a heavenly court!
From fear to fulfillment. The human condition is fearful. The spiritual condition is to see with the eyes of God. Oh, child, how do I remove your own, self-imposed, boundaries from your eyes? Open up your minds, your heart, your eyes, your ears, to the real world. You do not see with your eyes, you see God in your heart. Where you were blind, you now see.
I am Jesus Christ. I am in your midst this very day. I am the Son of God and child, look at your silly fear! Where on this earth could you be more safe than with God Himself, truly present in My, Divinity and Humanity, totally present before you here in the tabernacle? Do you see how you are so blinded by your eyes? Pray to the Spirit to see as only He can show you. Open your eyes to the ways of God.
No matter what goes before you, I, Jesus, God, am here with you in My Divinity and Humanity. Do you feel silly to have ever feared? Oh, sweet one, how I love you - I would die for you this very day. I would die for you alone. Do you fear? I am God and I gave My life, My Blood, My Body, for love of you.
Focus on Me, sweet one and you will have the light of life. All things here are passing and what awaits is the kingdom of the Lord, your true home.
This is My gift to you, My beloved. Read this note over and over. My presence is here. Do you feel Me the same as when I walked the earth. Focus on Me and never be afraid.
I, Jesus, love you so much. I am God!
R. Do I wonder how He had the courage? He had to suffer so. His Father loved Him. My Father loves me. Why am I afraid to focus on the love of my beloved Father? He created me. He loves His creation. He gave His only Son for me. I have this love poured out to me from my loving Father.
He is God. He lives inside of me. He is God. Where Jesus is, so is my beautiful Father.
This is God's world. I am full of fear. (This church was filled with saints and angels and God!) I have such limited vision. See with the eyes of God. Pray to the Spirit. Where I was blind, I now see.
You don't cause someone else's lack of peace, you cause your own lack of peace.
Jesus: I give you everything you need. If you love Me, you will obey the Father's will for you. Accept what I am giving to you this day, don't throw it back in My face.
August 7, 1994
Title: Forgive Yourself and Go to Confession
Jesus: You, My child, are not perfect. To think you are, is to be caught in Satan's lair. You must focus on Me and My love. If you are unkind, you say you are sorry, you confess it in confession, you tell Me you are sorry, then you let go of your sin. To think you are perfect is the work of the devil. If he can make you focused on your error, you do not shine in the world. Say you are sorry and learn from your errors.
You are not perfect, forgive yourself! If others do not want to forgive you, they are at fault. Satan is working on your mind and he is ever present to trip you up. He works on your feelings.
Pray, sweet one, you will be tested, you must cast him out! I love you. Jesus
August 7, 1994
5:00 a.m.
Title: I Love You Through Others
R. I love You so much, my beloved Jesus.
Jesus: I am giving you exactly as you need. You are My precious gem. I am fashioning you for My work. Accept the love I give to you through others. I love you through others. I am Jesus, My precious child. Trust Me. The very hairs of your head are numbered, you must trust Me.
How can you love Me whom you do not see if you can't love those who you see?
I love you through others. You are afraid to trust anyone. Trust Me and My ways. I am there to lift you up. If you trust and it fails, I am always by your side to lift you up. Nothing happens that I do not allow. I am your precious Jesus. Rita, you have one foot on, one foot off the ground. Let go and fall into My loving arms. You have been taught not to get close. In order to trust Me, you must trust others and relate with them. You must get close to others to get close to Me. You always go so far and then you think it is wrong. Love for the sake of living in Me. I am love. He who abides in Me abides in Love. Rita, let go and fall into My arms. I am first in your life. You must learn to love others.
How can you talk about love to others and love of God when your relationship is lacking trust? You do not trust Me who you do not see, because you do not trust those who you see.
You do not interact, you are afraid to love, to get close for the sake of love. Love is love, rooted in Me. Love as it brings you closer to God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit.
You are afraid to love Me. You can totally let go and trust Me! Love, rooted in God is from God. God's love is infinite, it knows no bounds. Your love is bounded. Let go and experience God's unconditional, infinite love.
If anyone says, "I love God" but hates his brother, he is a liar, for whoever does not love a brother whom he has seen cannot love God whom he has not seen. John 4:20.
August 9, 1994
Cradled to Sleep by My Heart
Jesus speaks: Trust Me My child as a child who crawls
into their mother's arms. The child is not
afraid of being hurt. The baby is picked
up and then ceases to cry. Be as the baby
who is held and caressed by a loving
parent. The baby is totally at peace. They
know the touch of the parent. They totally
surrender into their arms.There is no stiffening in their body, it
becomes a total release of self into the
arms of the loving mother.Release child, total yielding into My
arms. I will tuck you forever in My
most Sacred Heart. My Heart is warm, My
Heart has the tender constant beat of
My love. This is your soothing balm, to
be cradled to sleep by the sound of
My beating Heart. You rest in Me in
total peace. Total surrender, total
letting go. Be as the baby at the breast.I am the Good Shepherd, I know Mine
and they follow Me. I caress you so closely
in My Heart. My Mother places you so gently
in the very recesses of My Heart. Be at peace
My child.This is peace, total surrender to God.
You constantly hear a soft beating of My Heart.
It is constantly lulling you to sleep. It never
stops, it is plugged into a source of undying
love. It never runs out, I am the almighty
God with a Heart on fire for love of you,
My precious one. Total surrender, total
yielding, total trust in the God who
died for you, Who gave His very life for love
of you.I am the Good Shepherd, I fondle you in
My Heart. Total trust to Me. Be at such
peace.I am He who ardently loves you, every
minute of the day. Come to Me My babies,
I call you to My loving Heart.You need to have this total submission, a
total release of anything that holds you
back. Total trust in Me as a loving
shepherd.Oh sweet one, surrender your all. Satan
constantly wants you to hold back. Release
yourselves into the recesses of My Heart. Be lost
in the fold of My love and be lulled to sleep
by the beats of My Heart.I love you so much My sweet one. Never
hold back anything from Me.
August 9, 1994
Title: You Will Have Peace In My Heart
Jesus: Come unto Me, Oh you who are heavily burdened, and place your yoke upon My shoulder and I will give you rest.
I give you rest in My Heart. I give you peace in your soul. The world will never give you this peace, it only comes from union with Me. Your soul is at unrest until it rests in Me.
Come, children, come and let Me caress your little bodies and hold you in My precious Heart. I am the Good Shepherd. I love you with such an abiding love, yet you wander to other lands and seek other pastures and have such wantings in your souls!
I fill you with the waters of salvation. I reach into your soul and you are cleaned by My hand. You are made pure and white and you are left in a state of peace and grace.
I am He Who saves you, Who loves you, Who ministers to your every need and you go off the path and try to find another way! Come to Me, little babies, and let Me caress you in My Heart. Let Me warm you by the fire of My love. Open yourselves up to Me. Pray to the Spirit to be open to all that God wants to give you.
Oh, little ones, I watch you and you wander other roads. I want to give you such gifts, I want to be so close to you!
You long for this union with God. You look and look in this world for a closeness that can only be filled by My undying love.
Little one, little one, it is so simple. Like the hand in the perfect glove, your hearts fit just right when it is tucked in Mine. You wander down the roads that lead you to coldness when My Heart is forever warm and waiting to comfort you. Search and seek no more. Open yourselves up to the love of God. I am He whose bootstraps you are unworthy to tie, but who waits for you with a burning Heart.
Only in Me, My little ones, do your souls find rest. Only in Me are you satisfied. Only in Me will you have peace. Come and dwell in My Heart, I am in love with you!
R. I just want so much more of Him, to know and love Him is not enough. I love Him so much, I want more of Him. I long so intently for His deep love and deeper union with Him.
August 10, 1994
After Mass, Fr. Smith’s Chapel
And Their Eyes Peered Into One Another's Eyes
Messenger: See Mary as she beholds the baby in her arms. She looks at Him so tenderly. His sweet baby eyes look up at the eyes of His loving Mother. Such tenderness between Mother and Son, such oneness to hold her infant Son so lovingly in her arms. Oh, do we ever know the tenderness between a baby and his loving mother?
A life of close union between this Mother and this Son, a life of her looking into His loving eyes. Such silent, but strong and loving communication! Such a strong bond-Their eyes meeting-from one soul to the other soul.
Song: See the Eyes That Look at Mary (Verse l)…
Deep, deep communication, a deep bond, indescribable in words, a touching of the souls! And the peering look between Son and Mother on the road to the crucifixion. What a peering look, what communication between this Son and Mother. Seeing the other suffer was as agonizing as each's very own suffering-suffering and oneness between a Son and His Mother. A peering look, deep into the very souls. Such an intimacy between Them!
How can one describe in words this oneness, this union between the Son and His Mother? The perfect love between Him and her. Total giving of each person in such love to the other. To see the suffering of the other was as agonizing as-if not more than-each's own suffering.
How His passion and crucifixion were intensified by the sufferings of His dear Mother! How her sufferings were such a sharing in our redemption, the swords that pierced her heart! The eyes of Mary that invisibly bled as she watched such brutality to the beloved Baby she once carried in her womb and held in her arms!
Song: Little Baby Hands and Feet…
Mary held the Child Jesus when He was a baby; she watched Him and cared for Him as a little boy; she was so attentive to the needs of her little Son. Will we ever know this connectedness between Their loving Hearts? Do we know this oneness? The peering eyes on the way to Calvary tell the story. They tell the story of this oneness. They tell the story of her watching this horrid event of her beautiful baby Son and His horrible passion and death.
Her eyes! Oh, Mary, help me to see the love of Jesus through your eyes! You watched Him as a baby, you watched Him as a child. You watched Him grow into the beautiful Man He became and you, Mary, watched Him all through this bitter passion and death. Your eyes saw the love that He gave for us. Now you come, Mary. You appear to tell us to go to this Son. You knew more than anyone His love to suffer so for us. You come and appear with blood in your eyes and tears running down your cheeks. You show me your sorrowful face, your young face, your old face, your joyful face. This was the face Jesus peered at as He walked His walk to Calvary. This was the face that appears now to tell us the story of His love this very day. I see your parade of faces, Mary, old and young, sorrowful and joyful. I see these faces that Jesus beheld. Your face tells the story of His love for us.
Mary speaks: This is my beloved Son. This is my Baby. This is the Child I bore in my womb. He came to give you love. He came to be God-made-Man among you this very day. He is, my children, no less present in the Eucharist than He was at Calvary and you go after such incidental things. My Son loves you. I show you my face so you can tell the world of our love. Live our lives in the rosary. Let our lives live in your day. The way to eternal happiness is to be likened to my beautiful Son.
I watched my Son. I lead you to the ardent love of my Son, Jesus. His Heart burns for love of you. Come to Him this day. Give Him your love. Spend time with Him. He is alive and in your midst in the Eucharist.
Messenger:. Note: I smelled roses very strongly throughout this message.
Song: See the Eyes That Look at Mary (Verse 2)…
This is the Son of the Father, the Son of God, born of Mary through the Holy Spirit, and He lives this day in your hearts. Share His love for you. Go to Him through Mary's heart. She who is so closely united to Jesus! Their Hearts are so close to one another! As their eyes were joined in such oneness, Their Hearts are joined in such intimacy. Go to Jesus' Heart through His beloved Mother, through her who bore Him in her womb, her who watched Him give Himself for love of you.
August 11, 1994
I Watched You
Jesus speaks: Oh, how I watched you, child. I watched you as I gave you each little sign of My love. I watched you grow in your faith and trust in Me. I watched you suffer and stood so close you could have touched Me, but you didn't know that this suffering would be that which led you to My tender love for you.
I watched you when you surrendered and turned your will over to Me and I watched you cry, knowing this was the most joyous day of your life. I watched you see visions of doors and knew you would want to go through those doors, but they were not the doors you thought, they were the doors I gave you for greater union with Me. I watched you, child, when you wrote down My first letter to you and I saw your confusion and joy, knowing what these letters would do to touch so many hearts.
I watched you, child. I watched you when I showed you My Heart and you were so warmed by this Heart and so awed by its vision, but you didn't know what this vision would mean for many to draw their hearts to My burning love.
I watched you surrender each time as you let go of each little thing, as you were dying to self. I watched you through this surrender grow closer to Me. I watched you grow in this deep love for Me, step by step. I watched our love grow as you gave more of yourself in prayer. I watched you, child, and I loved being ever closer to you.
I watched you struggle in such trials that you thought tomorrow would never come, knowing that this trial was what would give you more freedom and love for Me. I watched you learn each lesson through hard tests and I was so close while you struggled, but did not remove the struggle, knowing you would not learn your lesson if I had.
I watched you, child, through each joy and pain and I loved you silently, always with you, and you never knew how close I truly was to you.
Song: From the Day You Were Born…
From the day you were born, I watched you. Forever by your side, I guarded you, I loved you. I know the most secret desire of your heart far better than you yourself know. I know the Father's plan for you. I know the Father's love for you. I know the love poured on you from the Holy Spirit and how Mary is forever by your side.
I watch you, child, constantly guarding you and your ways and you do not know the love I have for you. You do not know how My Heart burns for love of you. And, someday, My beautiful child, you will know what I have in store for you, My beloved.
Come and be with Me. Grow in your love with Me. I never leave you, My beloved. Remember, I am forever watching you.
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August 11, 1994
Title: Rid Yourself of All Coverings
Refer back to July 17:
R. He is teaching me about getting close to Him. Jesus: I held nothing back, dear sweet one, I gave My all. What do you cover yourself with that keeps you from union with Me.
Jesus:
Union is not separation, union is one. You cannot hold onto coverings and be close to Me. I come as a bare body, no coverings. See My bare body beaten. See My bare body hanging on the cross. See My bare body given to My Mother. My life given, given to her in total bareness, life and all coverings given up for you.
What, child, do you cover yourself with that keeps you from union with Me? Do you hold on to food or people or habits that you are obsessed with?
All your gifts, given in this world, should be used and you should not be obsessed with them. Do you eat for joy or sustaining yourself?
Do you have relationships where you give love but realize that you never possess the other person? To love, but to be unattached to - to love to draw the other always closer to God?
Do you hold onto habits that you make little gods? Try to rid yourself of inordinate attachments. They keep you from union with Me. Love others for love of God, eat to sustain yourself and enjoy the food, but be not attached to it.
I died with a bare body. I gave My life. I gave My all. I gave My dear child, the very blood in My veins, for you.
This is your way to peace - union with Me. This is your way to peace - to forever focus on the love of God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit, and also to love Mary.
As the apostles who were fearful in the upper room and their fear was turned into fearlessness, you will evolve into My soldiers for Christ - from fear to fearlessness with the love of God.
R. Spirit impact on me all I need to be guided to the ever-burning love of God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Help me to surrender myself totally to You and Your loving mother. I consecrate my heart to the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary.
To get close to Him, I must trust totally in Him. As the baby, I don't holler, I must let go. Not to Worry!
He Has the Whole World in His Hands!
Jesus:
I am Jesus, your Savior. Oh, dear, sweet one, I do have you tucked in My precious Heart. I love you so very much. Surrender all your cares and hear the beating, gently of My Sacred Heart.
I never leave you. The very hairs of your head are numbered, even the pores, I tend to. Let go and fall into My loving arms. Securely you dwell in the recesses of My most Sacred Heart.
R. Alleluia, and they were relieved of their anxiety and fear as their trust in Him grew.
Jesus, I Trust in You!
Song: From the day you were born, I have been here beside you!
(Note: I smelled very strong incense in the whole chapel at noon today. He is truly here!)
August 11, 1994 - Before Mass
He Loves Us, No Strings Attached
(Sitting before Mary’s statue)
Messenger: Jesus, You died for each and every one of us. You love us so much. Your love is shown by Your total giving of Yourself, Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity. You gave Your very Blood in Your veins and the flesh of Your very Body. Beaten, bruised, bloodied, for such ardent, burning, undying love for us!
To love us without any strings - just love us! I do not even know how to love someone without any strings. You love us. We constantly offend You and neglect You and sin against You. In Your love for us You paid the price for our offenses!
How many times, over and over again, You pour out Your love to us, especially in the Blessed Sacrament, and You are ignored, forgotten, and You watch us offend our brothers with such hatred.
You, O Savior, showed us the way. You loved those who tore the flesh on Your body. You loved those who spit on You. You loved those who drove nails in Your hands and feet. You loved those who crowned Your precious head with thorns. You, O my precious loving Jesus, loved and love each one of us despite all our sins, to the point of death on the cross. You showed us the way. When they persecuted You and hollered every slander against You, You still loved them.
Oh Jesus, how hard this is to follow Your way. Give me the grace to love as You want me to love all those who persecute me. I, of myself, cannot be like You. Let me realize the love of my Father more fully. Fill me with knowledge of love of God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit so I can more fully act as You want me to.
Realizing Your immense love fills me with such fullness. When the world is cold and mean, the fire of the love of God that burns in my heart keeps me focused on You.
Oh Spirit, open up my heart to the ways of God. I am weak and need Your direction. Jesus’ ways are so loving: Total surrender of His whole self in love for us to the point of bitter persecution and death on the cross.
Jesus speaks: Love, My little child, when they persecute you and holler every slander against you, when they do their vile deeds. See Me as I walked the way of Calvary. See My beautiful Mother, see her suffering, My dear beautiful one, for such love of you. This is your Mother. She is by your side, this very day. When you walk the way of Calvary, she never ever leaves you, she stays constantly by your side. This is your beloved Mother. My child, she truly mothers you as she mothered Me. No mother was ever sweeter than this Mother, whom I give to you this day at your side. She knows your pain. She knows your sorrows. She knows what sufferings are. She watched them, she watched all the horrid events of what they did to Me. She walks with you, this day, little sweet one. She is joined in her Heart with My Heart, ardently loving you.
You, child, need to pray to your Mother this day. You know how I loved you to My very death. You know how I suffered so for you. Did you realize how My Mother walks by you constantly and loves you? Pray to her, sweet one. She is so close to you. She never leaves your side. As she watched My passion and death, she watches you in all your trials. She loves you so much, My little child. Run to her arms and be so close to her breast. This is your Mother, My little child. Such tenderness and love she has for you! Your Mother goes with you on this journey.
August 13, 1994
Title: He Is In The Tabernacle
Jesus:
My dear child, be at peace, I am with you even when you are not in front of the tabernacle.
R. There were two people cleaning the chapel which was in a mall at 7:00 a.m. The music in the mall was so loud. There were glass doors and a glass wall, so everyone in the mall could see the tabernacle. The two people cleaning would not, under any circumstances, allow me to sit in the pew. They were not vacuuming but were washing every window and changing all the vigil lights, lights to adore Jesus, but I could not get in to pray!
When I miss my time with Him in front of the tabernacle, I want to cry. I feel His presence so strongly in church.
I know He is within me. He is in the tabernacle in His Divinity and His Humanity. He is no less present there in the church than the day He walked on Calvary. God is truly present: Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity in the tabernacle.
Jesus:
I am the Lord thy God, thou shalt not have any gods before Me. I am the Son of God come to the world to save all from their sins. I am He whose bootstraps you are unworthy to tie, but I come in such love. The world is blind, they do not know that God is truly present. All should bow before Me in adoration. Such indifference, such disrespect. I suffered for all the sins of all time for those who offend Me in the Eucharist! I am, Who Am. I want to be worshipped. I want to be adored and glorified. The angels forever kneel before My altars and adore Me. Oh, this unseen world and they who operate so blindly to the real presence of God!
I love you so. This is why I remain here. My ardent love for them. Tell those cleaning the church that I loved them so much I died for them and I remain this day in their midst in so much love.
Such abuse is given to Me by those who work in church. They should be asked if they realize God, God, is truly present there! I am your God. I love each and every soul. It is with such ignorance, I am irreverently treated. Bow before My altar, kiss the ground, give Me the respect that is due to your God. Others will see your reverence. Do not be shy to adore your God. Think only of Me and I am God there, waiting for you in such love. Oh, it is for love I remain. I love you to tell Me of your love. Come to Me and love Me. I love you so much. Love, Jesus.
August 13, 1994
Be Me To Your Brothers
Jesus speaks: The world is so attached to itself. I am Jesus, Son of God. I am He Who Am. I dwell in your midst this day. Pray for your brothers. Preach the real presence, tell others about God, spread the Good News. So many are in total darkness, they are dying in their hearts. They have made other things their gods. Oh children, you do not know much about the love of God. It is not preached. Many never go to church, they live their lives with hardly a thought of God and they do not hear if someone tells them. Offer up your days for the sake of souls. Pray for them each day when you wake. Offer up your sacrifices for your brothers.
You do not have any time to waste. Time is short and many will be lost. Love your brothers, pray for them. Your hearts should reflect the love of God Who dwells within. "They will know they are Christians by their love." Oh child, what sets you apart from those who do not know Me is your love. The love of God is a mighty force. It cannot be contained. It shines from your eyes and rages burning in your hearts. You must always love. When they are cold to you, you continue to love. It is My love you are giving to them. Oh child, I love each soul. One smile given lights up a room when it comes from the love of God within. I am the Good Shepherd. I know Mine and they follow Me. Please sweet ones, spread My love to My lost sheep. You will do My work in your loving one another. I give you a new Commandment, "Love one another as I have loved you."
My child, there is no time to waste and wonder. You must be about the work of God this day. In your being, be Christ-like. I come to serve. I come to love. I come to give Myself in greatest love for you.
I come to you this day with an urgent plea: to be the light that shines in this dark world. Be My hands. Be My feet. Be Me to your brothers. I come and ask you - will you answer My plea?
I am Jesus, Son of the living God. I am not dead. I am alive and in your midst. Do not be downhearted, My little one, with so much work to do. You have the Good News. You know that I have died and I have risen. Shout it from the housetops that I am Life. I am real Life.
You cannot get bowed down. It is you who will light up the dark world. Every minute of every day is so valuable to the salvation of the world. Love My little ones. Love and let the light of Christ shine from your hearts. Be at peace, be Christ-centered. Be forever about My work, for I am God and I am forever with you. Do not ever be cast down, be about My work. My time is at hand and you are My chosen witnesses proclaiming that I am in your midst this day. I live and dwell in your hearts. To all who listen, they will receive the light of life. This is a vibrant force. It cannot be hidden. A city set on a hill will shine and cast its light to the darkened world and many will turn to the ways of the Lord.
This is your call to shine in the darkness and remain forever Christ-centered, to operate for love and love alone, love of God and love of one another. All things here must be rooted in Me to have meaning. I go with you, little lambs, you are My soldiers in the cold world. Your arms are your hearts set afire with the love of the Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart of My Mother. I am, Who Am. I am the Almighty God. I have all the power and you will know My might, for I came to save this world from their sins and I dwell in your heart this very day. Shine to this world. I am the light of the world and I shine from your hearts. I live in your souls. You are being called to be My apostles in the dark world and spread the fire of My love. I am the Most Sacred Heart of Jesus on fire for love of you.
[Jesus told me to open the Fatima, Medjugorje book to page 72, and I began reading:
"I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life. No one can come to the Father except through me. If you know me, you know my Father, too. From this moment, you know Him and have seen Him" (John 14:6-7)
Let your light shine for all the world to see. I dreamed I went to heaven.]
August 13, 1994
10:00 p.m.
Title: Will You Pray for Me?
R. There are so many souls to pray for: souls who are sinning and need to turn to Jesus and Mary, souls in purgatory that are suffering that have no one to pray for them, for innocent children who are victimized and do not know Jesus and Mary and their love, for all those who do not hear about Jesus and His love or close their hearts and do not hear. These are only a few people that I need to pray for. I must offer up my all, all my joys and sufferings in union with the Mass all over the world for all the intentions of Mary and Jesus' Hearts. What a loss, to not offer up my everything in union with the Mass in the morning offering, to make my living a sacrifice (offering) for the intentions of Mary and Jesus in union with the Mass.
So many people come to me and ask me to pray for them.
If I offer my whole day up with the Mass going on all over the world, all day - what a prayer! I love Jesus so much, He is beautiful. We are so favored to know of His love for us! This is the greatest gift there is, to know Jesus, know God and know Jesus and Mary love us! Mary is our loving Mother, always at our side. We are grateful heirs to His Kingdom if we know, love and serve Him and keep His commandments. I love You, Jesus, You are the greatest!
August 14, 1994
Jesus speaks: Sweet child, I have such work for you and Fr. Carter, the devil will attack you. You I have chosen to spread the devotion of Our Hearts to this world.
August 14, 1994
After Mass, 12:30
Title: Their Hearts Merged As One
R. While praying to the Holy Spirit, I saw a red ball of fire or tongue of fire, then saw a heart, sort of a shadow, it was on a yellow background. I then saw a heart with flowers on the top, same setting, then a plain heart. I then saw a heart made up of white flowers, then the two hearts merged into one.
I felt so close to Jesus after communion. I had a vision of God. I saw our Blessed Mother holding me as a child. (feeling very close to her.) She put me in Christ's Heart. I saw the Father above, the Holy Spirit to the side.
Note: I saw the Holy Spirit at the tabernacle once at St. Philip's while praying after Mass last summer. I saw a little white dove. It was immensely lighted and looked like the same material as the Host that came out from behind the real Host when Fr. Carter raised the Host. It was a lighted Host that came from behind and moved into a position above the Host.
I love You so much, my God. I don't want to leave this place, such warmth in my chest, flutter in the middle of my chest. I love You Jesus.