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November 4, 2011

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                November 4, 2011

Excerpt of The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius, by Louis J. Puhl, S.J. pp. 141-150  

313. RULES FOR DISCERNMENT OF SPIRITS
I

Rules for understanding to some extent the different movements produced in the soul and for recognizing those that are good to admit them, and those that are bad, to reject them. These rules are more suited to the first week
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314.  I.  In the case of those who go from one mortal sin to another, the enemy is ordinarily accustomed to propose apparent pleasures. He fills their imagination with sensual delights and gratifications, the more readily to keep them in their vices and increase the number of their sins.

    With such persons the good spirit uses a method which is the reverse of the above. Making use of the light of reason, he will rouse the sting of conscience and fill them with remorse.

315.  2.  In the case of those who go on earnestly striving to cleanse their souls from sin and who seek to rise in the service of God our Lord to greater perfection, the method pursued is the opposite of that mentioned in the first rule.

    Then it is characteristic of the evil spirit to harass with anxiety, to afflict with sadness, to raise obstacles backed by fallacious reasonings that disturb the soul. Thus he seeks to prevent the soul from advancing.

    It is characteristic of the good spirit, however, to give courage and strength, consolations, tears, inspirations, and peace. This He does by making all easy, by removing all obstacles so that the soul goes forward in doing good.

316.  3.  SPIRITUAL CONSOLATION.  I call it consolation when an interior movement is aroused in the soul, by which it is inflamed with love of its Creator and Lord, and as a consequence, can love no creature on the face of the earth for its own sake, but only in the Creator of them all. It is likewise consolation when one sheds tears that move to the love of God, whether it be because of sorrow for sins, or because of the sufferings of Christ our Lord, or for any other reason that is immediately directed to the praise and service of God. Finally, I call consolation every increase of faith, hope, and love, and all interior joy that invites and attracts to what is heavenly and to the salvation of one's soul by filling it with peace and quiet in its Creator and Lord.

317.  4.  SPIRITUAL DESOLATION.  I call desolation what is entirely the opposite of what is described in the third rule, as darkness of soul, turmoil of spirit, inclination to what is low and earthly, restlessness rising from many disturbances and temptations which lead to want of faith, want of hope, want of love. The soul is wholly slothful, tepid, sad, and separated, as it were, from its Creator and Lord. For just as consolation is the opposite of desolation, so the thoughts that spring from consolation are the opposite of those that spring from desolation.

318.  5.  In time of desolation we should never make any change, but remain firm and constant in the resolution and decision which guided us the day before the desolation, or in the decision to which we adhered in the preceding consolation. For just as in consolation the good spirit guides and counsels us, so in desolation the evil spirit guides and counsels. Following his counsels we can never find the way to a right decision.

319.  6.  Though in desolation we must never change our former resolutions, it will be very advantageous to intensify our activity against the desolation. We can insist more upon prayer, upon meditation, and on much examination of ourselves. We can make an effort in a suitable way to do some penance.

320.  7.  When one is in desolation, he should be mindful that God has left him to his natural powers to resist the different agitations and temptations of the enemy in order to try him. He can resist with the help of God, which always remains, though he may not clearly perceive it. For though God has taken from him the abundance of fervor and overflowing love and the intensity of His favors, nevertheless, he has sufficient grace for eternal salvation.

321.  8.  When one is in desolation, he should strive to persevere in patience. This reacts against the vexations that have overtaken him. Let him consider, too, that consolation will soon return, and in the meantime, he must diligently use the means against desolation which have been given in the sixth rule.

322.  9.  The principal reasons why we suffer from desolation are three:

    The first is because we have been tepid and slothful or negligent in our exercises of piety, and so through our own fault spiritual consolation has been taken away from us.

    The second reason is because God wishes to try us, to see how much we are worth, and how much we will advance in His service and praise when left without the generous reward of consolations and signal favors.

    The third reason is because God wishes to give us a true knowledge and understanding of ourselves, so that we may have an intimate perception of the fact that it is not within our power to acquire and attain great devotion, intense love, tears, or any other spiritual consolation; but that all this is the gift and grace of God our Lord. God does not wish us to build on the property of another, to rise up in spirit in a certain pride and vainglory and attribute to ourselves the devotion and other effects of spiritual consolation.

323.  10.  When one enjoys consolation, let him consider how he will conduct himself during the time of ensuing desolation, and store up a supply of strength as defense against that day.

324.  11.  He who enjoys consolation should take care to humble himself and lower himself as much as possible. Let him recall how little he is able to do in time of desolation, when he is left without such grace or consolation.

    On the other hand, one who suffers desolation should remember that by making use of the sufficient grace offered him, he can do much to withstand all his enemies. Let him find his strength in his Creator and Lord.

325.  12.  The enemy conducts himself as a woman. He is a weakling before a show of strength, and a tyrant if he has his will. It is characteristic of a woman in a quarrel with a man to lose courage and take to flight if the man shows that he is determined and fearless. However, if the man loses courage and begins to flee, the anger, vindictiveness, and rage of the woman surge up and know no bounds. In the same way, the enemy becomes weak, loses courage, and turns to flight with his seductions as soon as one leading a spiritual life faces his temptations boldly, and does exactly the opposite of what he suggests. However, if one begins to be afraid and to lose courage in temptations, no wild animal on earth can be more fierce than the enemy of our human nature. He will carry out his perverse intentions with consummate malice.

326.  13.  Our enemy may also be compared in his manner of acting to a false lover. He seeks to remain hidden and does not want to be discovered. If such a lover speaks with evil intention to the daughter of a good father, or to the wife of a good husband, and seeks to seduce them, he wants his words and solicitations kept secret. He is greatly displeased if his evil suggestions and depraved intentions are revealed by the daughter to her father, or by the wife to her husband. Then he readily sees he will not succeed in what he has begun. In the same way, when the enemy of our human nature tempts a just soul with his wiles and seductions, he earnestly desires that they be received secretly and kept secret. But if one manifests them to a confessor, or to some other spiritual person who understands his deceits and malicious designs, the evil one is very much vexed. For he knows that he cannot succeed in his evil undertaking, once his evident deceits have been revealed.

327.  14.  The conduct of our enemy may also be compared to the tactics of a leader intent upon seizing and plundering a position he desires. A commander and leader of an army will encamp, explore the fortifications and defenses of the stronghold, and attack at the weakest point. In the same way, the enemy of our human nature investigates from every side all our virtues, theological, cardinal, and moral. Where he finds the defenses of eternal salvation weakest and most deficient, there he attacks and tries to take us by storm.

328. RULES FOR DISCERNMENT OF SPIRITS
II

Further rules for understanding the different movements produced in the soul. They serve for a more accurate discernment of spirits and are more suitable for the second week
  

329.  I.  It is characteristic of God and His Angels, when they act upon the soul, to give true happiness and spiritual joy, and to banish all the sadness and disturbances which are caused by the enemy.
   It is characteristic of the evil one to fight against such happiness and consolation by proposing fallacious reasonings, subtilties, and continual deceptions.

330.  2.  God alone can give consolation to the soul without any previous cause. It belongs solely to the Creator to come into a soul, to leave it, to act upon it, to draw it wholly to the love of His Divine Majesty. I said without previous cause, that is, without any preceding perception or knowledge of any subject by which a soul might be led to such a consolation through its own acts of intellect and will.

331.  3.  If a cause precedes, both the good angel and the evil spirit can give consolation to a soul, but for a quite different purpose. The good angel consoles for the progress of the soul, that it may advance and rise to what is more perfect. The evil spirit consoles for purposes that are the contrary, and that afterwards he might draw the soul to his own perverse intentions and wickedness.

332.  4.  It is a mark of the evil spirit to assume the appearance of an angel of light. He begins by suggesting thoughts that are suited to a devout soul, and ends by suggesting his own. For example, he will suggest holy and pious thoughts that are wholly in conformity with the sanctity of the soul. Afterwards, he will endeavor little by little to end by drawing the soul into his hidden snares and evil designs.

333.  5.  We must carefully observe the whole course of our thoughts. If the beginning and middle and end of the course of thoughts are wholly good and directed to what is entirely right, it is a sign that they are from the good angel. But the course of thoughts suggested to us may terminate in something evil, or distracting, or less good than the soul had formerly proposed to do. Again, it may end in what weakens the soul, or disquiets it; or by destroying the peace, tranquility, and quiet which it had before, it may cause disturbance to the soul. These things are a clear sign that the thoughts are proceeding from the evil spirit, the enemy of our progress and eternal salvation.

334.  6.  When the enemy of our human nature has been detected and recognized by the trail of evil marking his course and by the wicked end to which he leads us, it will be profitable for one who has been tempted to review immediately the whole course of the temptation. Let him consider the series of good thoughts, how they arose, how the evil one gradually attempted to make him step down from the state of spiritual delight and joy in which he was, till finally he drew him to his wicked designs. The purpose of this review is that once such an experience has been understood and carefully observed, we may guard ourselves for the future against the customary deceits of the enemy.

335.  7.  In souls that are progressing to greater perfection, the action of the good angel is delicate, gentle, delightful. It may be compared to a drop of water penetrating a sponge.
    The action of the evil spirit upon such souls is violent, noisy, and disturbing. It may be compared to a drop of water falling upon a stone.
    In souls that are going from bad to worse, the action of the spirits mentioned above is just the reverse. The reason for this is to be sought in the opposition or similarity of these souls to the different kinds of spirits. When the disposition is contrary to that of the spirits, they enter with noise and commotion that are easily perceived. When the disposition is similar to that of the spirits, they enter silently, as one coming into his own house when the doors are open.

336.  8.  When consolation is without previous cause, as was said, there can be no deception in it, since it can proceed from God our Lord only. But a spiritual person who has received such a consolation must consider it very attentively, and must cautiously distinguish the actual time of the consolation from the period which follows it. At such a time the soul is still fervent and favored with the grace and aftereffects of the consolation which has passed. In this second period the soul frequently forms various resolutions and plans which are not granted directly by God our Lord. They may come from our own reasoning on the relations of our concepts and on the consequences of our judgments, or they may come from the good or evil spirit. Hence, they must be carefully examined before they are given full approval and put into execution.

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                November 4, 2011 continues

                Jesus: I have given these tremendous gifts
                for the renewal of the Church and the
                world. The devil wants to stop the
                messages I have given.

                    I am Jesus, I have called this
                retreat, like all of the retreats. This
                retreat I have called is from November
                1st until the end of the 5th —

                Because of the seriousness of this situation
                in the world, I have asked you to
                support this prayer with a gentle
                loving heart. Merely to focus on the
                souls My Mother has told you are
                going to hell.

                    On October 13, 2011 I gave messages
                to you of the austere need for you
                to listen and to help in your
                vocation, as called by God, to do this
                work, to help renew the Church and
                the world.

                    On December 17, 1991, 20 years ago I
                showed Rita a picture of My Heart
                open and on fire for love of men and
                told her she did not know what
                this gift would do for leading men
                to My Heart.

                I called now 20 years later for your help.
                I called October 13, 2011, I call to you today
                November 4, 2011, I am Jesus, I died for the
                precious souls. I ask you to focus
                on eternity and to think of one soul
                that is lost forever. Bring Me souls.
                Help me reach the hierarchy and the
                priests with the writings I gave to Fr. Carter
                45 years ago in Response in Christ. I call
                and My call falls on deaf ears.
                I ask you to suffer for My intentions for
                the disobedience of men to ignore My
                messages and to try to shut down
                My efforts to reach the world with
                the Father's Plan in these messages.
                Souls are at stake and you hear
                nothing I say.

                R. Dear Holy Spirit heal the hearts
                of those who have given into the
                evil spirit.

                Jesus: There is a spirit of hatred,
                a spirit of anger, a spirit to punish the
                just man and the energy of this negativeness
                is so apparent. There is not zeal, love, support
                and a commitment to obedience to Me.

                    My Heart cries for the babies who are
                murdered, the lack of obedience to the
                Father's will — the anger.

                R. I see Jesus whipped raw, a bloody
                mess when He was whipped at the pillar.
                These men whipped the Son of God for
                their hatred inside and their anger.
                They tore the flesh of the Divine Almighty
                God. They dragged Him in such a
                state, chained and He endure this,
                the Son of God willingly for men's
                sins.

                Jesus: I have called you to deliver My
                message in the building of the 2 Hearts —
                to spread the Consecration to Our
                2 Hearts, to pray that the evil
                spirit no longer dominates, so
                My prayer for reparation is the focus of
                these prayers here —
                I have called you, Mary called at Fatima
                to make reparation to Our Two Hearts —
                How do I reach you, in the Building of
                Our Two Hearts with My intentions
                for My prayers of reparation, for your
                country, for the world, for the priests,
                for the Church.

                    My Mother has appeared here, I
                have appeared here.

                This is the Building of the 2 Hearts.
                Mary appeared for seven and a half years

Mary by day July 5, 2000

by night July 5, 2000

                Jesus: and I call out for prayer from
                    My building as Mary and I appear.

                The seeds of time move exceedingly slow,
                    but since the last election your
                    country has suffered more than
                    ever —

                Do you not see that Your Mother
                    appeared, Our Lady of Clearwater,
                    to deliver a message?

                I am God, I am Jesus your Savior,
                you are in need of healing, clean
                your hearts and come clean so
                you, to whom I speak, will no longer
                block the Mission of the Shepherds
                of Christ.

                    Life is not life if your hearts
                are angry and hateful and defending
                yourself when you sin —
                You can sin blatantly and then try to
                get support for your sins turning
                right into wrong and wrong into
                right.

                    When will you win — when will
                the challenge you have presented
                against the Father's will be over —
                Will you not turn from your angry
                vindictive hearts and think
                of why you were called —

                What support for yourself do you
                    want — a wounded dog —
                    caved in — you are to be
                doing the work of spreading My Mission —
                Loving God more than yourself —

                Putting aside the hatred and anger
                    of your own hearts that
                    blind you and hurt My mission.

                I call for prayer —
                I call for reparation —
                I call for love —
                In the depth of your heart united
                to the Mass and giving praise
                and adoration to God who died
                for you.

                I call for support and not challenging
                Me in rebellion that you use
                your life in going out to others
                for the sake of the Kingdom —
                Like a little child building
                    the Father's Kingdom —
                Giving yourself because of your
                love of God and your love for souls.
 

                From Blue Book IV

November 3, 1994

Love Your Brothers As I Have Loved You

Jesus: I am watching you at the Center. My Heart is an endless furnace of love. I am waiting for your time with Me. I love you each so dearly. Your soul craves My love, but I sit alone and you complain about one another. I love you with an open Heart that is ablaze for love of you. Each child there, I love with the tenderest Heart. I died for each person, I would suffer and die for you this day. My Father created each child His special and loving child. You are a child of God! You are so loved. My Father gave you Me for love of you. The Holy Spirit loves you so intently and wants to give you such love. Love on fire! He wants to lead you to such great love of Me and My Father.

My beloved Mother, who suffered so for love of you, who stood by Me and shared in My Life, appears as Our Lady of Light to light your way to the love of her precious Son. She, who suffered and experienced joy with Me, she who from a young girl to an old woman knew the love of My Heart for you, appears to lead you to such love with My Sacred Heart. She wants you to come to her pure Heart and let her place you deeply in My Heart.

My dear children, loved by My Father and My Mother, let the Spirit sanctify you, let go and be led to the most Sacred Heart of Jesus. I am as present this day as the day I died on the cross. I am present in the Eucharist in My Divinity and Humanity. I am waiting for you in the tabernacle. I am waiting to give you My love. I pour Myself out to you.

You go into battle with your hearts filled with My love. I watch you battle everyday this spiritual battle. I cry out to you to return to holiness. I cry out to you to realize the divine love I pour out to you. Come back to love. Make Me the very center of your life. You will not light your city with hearts that are angry. It is only by the love of God that you will light your city. Come to the burning Heart of Jesus. Come to Him for your love.

I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I suffered so for those who neglect Me and My most precious love. I pour out to you Myself. I love you no less than the day I died.

Open your hearts to be hearts that are pure. Rid yourself of all hate and anger toward your brothers. Come from a heart that is pure. You cannot love Me if you do not love your brother, all your brothers. Look to your brother for the Jesus that lives in them. You must love every person. I command you to love God with your whole heart, your whole mind and your whole soul. I command you to love your neighbor as yourself.

I gave the last beat of My Heart for your brother. I live in your brother. Your Father created your brother. How can you say you love Me when you do not love your brother? I am in your brother, I love you all. I watch each of you. I love each of you and many times you hate one another. You are often divided because you are not coming to Me for your strength. You need to operate from love. Love one another. I watch you hate one another and then tell yourself you love Me. I love each person. You cannot light your city without the love of God alive in your hearts. To love God you must love your brother. To love your brother, pray to realize My love for you. Pray for grace. Pray for one another. Say the Morning Offering. You are the city of My love. Love gives, love is kind, love is compassionate, love finds its roots in the Eucharistic Christ.

Come to Me and I will pour My Heart out to you. These are the letters of My true love I pour out to you. I died for you. Why do you not think I would send you a letter of My love for you? I love you — these words are My love letters to you! These messages are My instructions for holiness and love of one another. Love one another as you realize My immense love for you. I talk directly to you and profess My deepest love. I give you songs of My greatest love. LOVE is active, LOVE is from the heart. LOVE is rooted in a pure heart. You cannot hate one person and love Me. LOVE is kind, LOVE is seeing Me in your brother. This is the mighty medicine to light your city of love. Your children are sick and need this medicine. I beg you to circulate these messages. I talk to you every day and give you your answers, so sweetly given. My heart is as Rita sees a heart open and burning with intense white and yellow flames. I came in the grotto to show you I am united with Mary to spread My intense love. I am Jesus, Son of the Living God, these messages need to be circulated. I am sending you these love letters daily. I beg you to listen to me, it is in these letters you will unite in My love.

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Sorrowful Mysteries

                The Agony in the Garden

                1. Isaiah 53: 5

whereas he was being wounded
    for our rebellions,
crushed because of our guilt;
the punishment reconciling us fell on him,
and we have been healed by his bruises.

                2. Jesus: When people sin they hurt others — they
                    add to the evil of the world
                    instead of giving of themselves
                    they contribute to the evil.

                3. Jesus: The man who sins and wants to be forgiven
                    is accountable for the sin — the
                    way satan works is
                    he tempts a man to do evil —
                    the man does the evil, justifying himself —
                        he, if he listens to satan, tries to
                        make wrong → right and
                                right → wrong.

                    He can, to be reconciled to God admit
                        the sin and make amends —
                        take responsibility for his sin

                    Or he can try to get others to agree
                        with him, have sympathy for
                        the man sinning and
                        then the rules are bent against those
                        trying to right the wrong.

                4. Jesus: Satan works in an angry heart — one
                        can have sadness, remorse
                        for what has been done to him —
                        so he can use another situation to
                        act out his anger and other
                        people are used as the ones
                        responsible for his loss —

                5. Jesus: A man can be so angry at others that
                        satan once he gets him to consent —
                        can press on him relentlessly to
                        tear apart what may have taken
                        years to build, love and holiness.

                6. Jesus: The temple was torn down but
                        it was rebuilt.

                7. Jesus: They hung Me on a cross at Calvary,
                        mutilating My body, whipping
                        Me raw, but I rose on the
                        3rd day —

                8. Jesus: The victory I won —

                9. Jesus: I died for your sins —
                        You can admit your sins
                        seek to restore your ruptured relationship
                            with Me and others —
                        or you can stuff the truth and
                            live in lies.

                10. Jesus: I know the conditions of the heart.
                        I know your rebellion when you
                            sin and then want others to
                            justify why you were right.
                        I work in structure — not in one
                            getting together with others
                            to rebel over the one in charge, to
                            take sides, with the man sinning
                            so the rules of structure are
                            a free-for-all and torn apart.

                        They chained the Son of God —
                        They beat the Son of God —
                        They released Barabbas.

                The Scourging at the Pillar

                1. Jesus: The devil is real — do you not see the
                        world — People said abortion was
                        okay, men defended those killing
                        babies. When you fire the one making
                        the rules, in charge for God, the rules you
                        have are not the right rules and there will
                        be consequences.

                2. Jesus: When you don't do God's will and you
                        rebel, the decisions you make
                        are not the right ones and they
                        will have consequences.

                3. Jesus: I show you Judas who held the money
                        purse, the 30 pieces of silver he
                        received meant nothing when it
                        was said and done. You can
                        be in a hurry to get a quick solution
                        that is the wrong one, that is not
                        God's will — then because of pride you
                        fail to let anyone tell you how
                        seriously wrong that decision was.
                        If the wrong cannot be recognized
                        you have turned yourself over to
                        satan who continues to force the
                        wrong to change rules given
                        by God.

                    Thus abortion, which is wrong, is
                        now a rule, it is accepted.

                4. Jesus: The souls in hell are of serious matter.
                        This was Mary's message for the site,
                        do you hear why We are appearing
                        here?
                    The Mother of God appeared here 7 1/2
                        years and you don't understand
                        souls are going to hell —
                        This is Mary's message.

                5. Jesus: I am Jesus, they seized Me, they dragged
                        Me — there was many of them with
                        clubs and sharp instruments.
                    Peter cut off the ear of the man.
                    You cannot live by anger in your
                        hearts.
                    Hearts are to be cleaned out —
                    Hearts are for love —

                6. Jesus: This is the mission of the Shepherds of
                        Christ to teach about the love of the
                        2 Hearts, about unity, obedience,
                        harmony, to bring truth to the
                        world —
                        to show holiness and selfless
                        love amongst the Servants and
                        Handmaids — to draw others
                        into this service of God.
                    You rebel against any leadership,
                       you rebel against the mission.
 

                7. Jesus: Soon the dog returns to its own
                        vomit if they do not change
                        their hearts —
                    Men seeking dominance for dominance
                        sake —
                        disharmony — rebellion —
                        when My Movement was given
                        for the renewal of the Church and
                        the world —
                    When you arrived the challenge began.
                    Harmony means you know the
                        charisma for why the Shepherds of
                        Christ family was begun and you
                        stick to the purpose given
                        to the founder and co-founder,
                        not challenge the whole
                        institution for your dominance

                8. Jesus: Mary's love for the Father was like
                        a little girl.
                    She showed you in the most austere
                        suffering there was no arm
                        wrestling for power and control,
                        sympathy against God's Plan
                        because she suffered.

                9. R. Mary and Jesus loved tenderly —
                        sweetly, giving love to all —
                        going out and doing God's will.

                    Jesus: They whipped My head —
                        you and your little pride —
                        you don't understand the spirit
                        of the devil to tear apart
                        those gifts given to promote unity
                        and love.
                    When Mary appeared you ignored
                        it, acting out your
                        aggression —
                        your life can be a fight against
                            God's will —

                10. Jesus: Doing God's will means — you don't
                        raise up and challenge it —
                        Fr. Carter was the founder —
                        He discerned the Blue Books.
                        He supported the messages.
                    He stood behind Rita he called to
                        handle the people —
                    He said it was a message he received
                        and he stood behind the
                        messages I gave him to read
                        the Blue Books, to spread the
                        Blue Books, to never separate
                        the Blue Books from the
                        writings for the priests.

                    Judas betrayed Me for 30 pieces
                        of silver —
                    Judas worked behind My back.
                    Judas was not one with Me or the Apostles.
                    Judas hung himself.
                    Even though they put Me to death,
                        I rose on the 3rd day.

                The Crowing with Thorns

                1. Jesus: They pounded sharp thorns into My
                        head.
                    For the sins of pride, making yourselves
                        right over God's rules of
                        obedience, love, forgiveness,
                    Admitting your sins and wanting
                        to receive comfort and
                        support for sinning — a contrite
                        heart is what sinners are to have.

                2. Jesus: You are at battle with satan and
                        when you rule over God you
                        have given satan the rule.
                    Who can change an angry man's
                        heart who bases his decisions
                        on himself, his anger —
                    The man who raises up over authority
                        is the man who pounded the
                        crown on My head —
                    Sins of the flesh are any sins
                        where one rebels against
                        the will of the Father.

                3. Jesus: Sadness is from satan — when you
                        are sad and force others to follow
                        your earthly vision —
                    I come to show the world the unity
                        that is to be in the Father's
                        family amongst men —
                    You cannot come out of your angry
                        heart and go out to the world —

                4. Jesus: My gifts have been squandered to
                        act out anger and remorse —

                5. Jesus: I give the Blue Books as a medicine
                        for the hungry souls to know
                        I love them so much —
                        I give you Myself in the Eucharist —
                        I give you love —
                        I want to build hearts of love
                            by people giving themselves
                            to Our Two Hearts of
                            Pure and Perfect Love —

                6. Jesus: I want men to love God so much and
                        know I am a Person who
                        dearly loves you, so you put your
                        trust in Me and do not fear —
                        I want you to do My will —
                        I want you to love My will —
                        I want obedience to the Plan of
                            the Father —
                        I was beaten raw —
                        Crowned with your piercing crowns
                            of disobedience and fighting
                            to never be wrong and be
                            over doing what you want
                            not what I want —

                7. Jesus: I have asked you to spread the writings
                        Rita and Fr. Carter has given on the Mass —
                        On how to participate with a
                        pure heart —

                8. Jesus: The soldiers abused My body, they
                        beat Me unmercifully, they
                        had hard and evil hearts —
                        wanting power —
                        worrying about their image
                            before the people —
                    They crowned the Son of Man —
                        gave Me a purple robe, a scepter
                        and mocked Me as King,
                        mocked Me as the Messiah —
                        They released Barabbas.

                9. Jesus: That is what men do when they
                        support evil and
                        do not recognize the truth
                        and obey just authority —
                        the laws of truth
                        and live under obedience —
                    The challenge is there to question
                        the authority —
                        the commandments —
                        and write your own rules —

                    A contrite man is sorry for
                        his sins — he walks,
                        humbly — not trying to
                        prove the truth as wrong
                        so he is right.
                    He is truly sorry and wants
                        to be forgiven, not
                        prideful and wants comfort.
                    Accountability and Responsibility —

                10. Jesus: The blows they gave Me —
                        they whipped My body —
                        they tore My flesh —
                        the blows, the blows
                        bearing down
                        ripping Me —
                        laughing — a sport —
                        Satan rejoicing to watch
                        men beat the Son of God,
                        Beating Me and Beating Me

                The Carrying of the Cross

                1. June 26, 1995 - The Pain - Naples, Florida

R. He spread His arms, He gave His all, Jesus, the Son of God, the greatest sacrifice, He gave Himself entirely for the good of all men. He opened His arms, He died on the cross.

His arms were covered with blood, His arms so weak and filled with pain, wounded. His arms, the pain shot up His arms and the final blow to each arm a nail through each precious hand.

All the agony He experienced, all the pain, and the crown, to each arm, a nail hammered into the hand.

All the nerves cut and severed by the nail, the pain shooting up His precious arms, the final blow given to His most precious members.

The legs that carried Him, that carried the heavy cross, the legs that were forced and cajoled, that continues to Calvary - the legs weakened, skinned, bleeding, beaten, burned, the legs that knew patience and perseverance, the legs connected to a sore foot that was rubbed and gashed and bleeding, the members of Jesus, filled with such pain and exhaustion, now is crowned with the final glory. The nail that was driven into the foot, the pain shot up this already weakened leg, covered with blood and wounds and pain, the final blow, the nerves severed by the hammered nail.

A blow to each hand, a blow to each foot, a blow to the head, a stamping that pressed down and continued in excruciating pain.

2. June 26, 1995 - The Pain continues

Jesus: They numbered all My bones. They gave Me vinegar and gall to drink. They gave Me a cloth to wipe My blood-covered flesh.

What did they give to Me? Love is giving, My dear ones. How many of you are wounded when you are not given things by your brothers you love?

My members were in such pain, the pain shot up My arms. My legs were so weak I could scarce move them. I was filled with pain within them.

To all who watched, they saw a man, weakened and covered with blood and wounds. They did not see the pain inside that shot up My legs and arms, the nerves inside My body that sent signals of deep pain to My central nervous system. They did not see the nerves inside sending pain signals everywhere.

The final blow being to each hand and foot, the severing of My nerves by the blunt and rusted nails.

An arm extended. A final blow. I beheld a nail pounded into My hand and the pain shot up My arms, unbearable to a human mind.

Do you know of the pain within My body? Signals sending messages of deep pain everywhere. I knew all of these sufferings in the garden. So great were the sufferings to My mind, I sweat blood.

My flesh was covered with wounds. My arms were stretched from their sockets. My body was beaten and bleeding, every inch of My body covered with deep wounds. But, My loved ones, you miss the depth of My love. My wounds were so deep, but the final wound, the pounding of the nails in My hands and feet, a severing of the nerves, an ending of the deepest pain, to experience even deeper pain, beyond your human comprehension, it was done to the Almighty God, a Divine Person, I suffered the final blow to each member.

3. June 26, 1995 - The Pain continues

Jesus: The pounding in the hands and feet, the crown to each member, and they numbered all My bones. My nerves a network of pain running throughout My entire body.

The pain within the body, the pain recorded in My loving head, the pain sent by a network of nerves in My body, now records the final blows, the nails in the hands and feet, the pain being recorded from every thorn that pierced My skull, every gash to My body, the pain, the pain, the pain - a network of signals and pain, running through My body and the final hour, the pains recorded on the cross, arms outstretched - a surrendering to all pain. I surrendered to a body laden with pain.

You focus on your little problems, your little aches and pains. You discuss them and show the world your pin pricks and sufferings.

Do you want to know holiness and love? They gave Me vinegar mixed with gall. This was their offering. They gave Me a cross. They crowned My head with a crown of thorns.

This, My dear ones, is suffering, My beloved souls, I gave My life for and this is their return.

A severing of My nerves, the final blows to all the aches and pains recorded in My nervous system. This was one of the final blows - the rusted nails pounded into My hands.

You will feel little aches and pains in your hands and feet to remind you of this message. Your understanding of the immense pain within will deepen. What was visible to the eye on My battered body was nothing compared to the pains within. I gave My all. I gave My insides, My mind, My Heart, wounded for the love of men.

All functions in the body were stopped.

The final curtain, blood and water pouring out from My Heart, show that all functions of the body had ended.

4. June 26, 1995 - The Pain continues

R. All signals that carried messages of immense pain had ended, the final act of surrender for God to die to this human body and surrender His flesh.

Jesus: And end, a beginning, the water and blood flowed from My Heart, the beginning of My life in the Church, life flowing into your spirit.

R. Come give me life, abundant life. I thirst to be with Thee.

Jesus: My blood was spent. My human flesh and blood offered as the sacrifice, the sacrifice of Calvary is now made present at every Mass.

An end, a beginning, and the grace and life flow through the sacraments in the Church. My life flows to you in the Mass. Mary, the Mediatrix of all grace, stands by the side of the altar and the grace flows from the Father, through My body offered up as a sacrifice in the Holy Spirit, given through the Mothership of Mary to you in the Church.

You stand under the cross with My Mother and you receive the gift given, My Body, My Blood.

R. Man is reconciled with the Father through the Divine Person, Jesus Christ, and you receive His life poured out to you as Calvary is made present in the unbloody sacrifice of Jesus Christ.

Do you feel the graces poured out to you at this sacrifice of the Son of God at every Mass? Do you feel the presence of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit and Mary, all the angels and saints, and the souls in purgatory? Do you feel united as one at the sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present upon the altar through the priest? The priest who now puts on Christ and through Him the dispenser of this life given to man.

5. June 26, 1995 - The Pain continues

Jesus: Oh, My beloved ones, love so dearly your priest. Give him such reverence. He is the chosen instrument of God and you treat him with such ordinariness. You are so blind and so dumb in your ways.

And they numbered all My bones. Each nerve carrying a message of My love of mankind, each member in My Church carrying a special message, all united as one working in harmony according to the Father's will, each carrying a message of love to one another.

The body is many members, you are the messengers of My love. Christ is the head. The message does not flow as it should when some are cut off from the Head.

They nailed My hands and feet and My nerves were severed by the nails, such pain, undescribable in words, the severing of My nerves from the body, the severing of many members from the body of Christ.

My Body given for all on the cross, the network of nerves within carrying the messages of My love to all mankind. My body covered on the outside with blood and wounded, the pain recorded within.

Your Church, covered with blood on the outside, the slaughter of innocent babies, the homosexuality, the sins of the flesh, the members that have severed themselves from the source by their sins, but the pain is carried in the nerves inside. The blood of the Lamb shed for each and every soul, the real pain carried within. The life is weakened in your Church because the love of God is so weak in many members. The messages of love are not being transmitted as they should be. Your body shows the wounds, but your pain within is the root of the problems. The pain is from the messages of love that are not being transmitted.

6. June 26, 1995 - The Pain continues

Jesus: Unless you seek to fill your priests and sisters with the fire of God's love, fill their hearts with burning love for God, your Church will continue to show the marks of the blood shed without. I give to you these letters as a mighty medicine for this world, directed to make men's hearts burn with love of God and love of one another. The rosaries are meditations and messages given from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

These messages will make men's hearts burn with fire for love of God.

You have ignored the importance of these letters.

I send to you the mighty medicine to heal a hurting world.

My priests and religious need these messages. The love of God will be transmitted to the Church from these messages when you circulate these letters.

The devil has blocked the minds of men involved in these messages because of their importance to the world and the Church.

7. June 26, 1995 - The Pain continues

Jesus: I am speaking to you, the founder, to help to get these messages published and circulated as soon as possible. I give to you a mighty medicine for a sick world.

Read St. Thomas Aquinas about the medicine for the sick Church.

You know what these messages have done for you. I am Jesus. I give to you the mighty medicine for a sick world, for a sick Church, rosaries and letters from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

Your Church shows the wounds of bloodshed, abortion, homosexuality, sins of the flesh, murder of little children's minds with sex education in Catholic schools and you hold back the gifts of God's love I am giving to the Church and this world.

My arms were weak and wounded but the final blow as the nail put in My hand. It severed the nerves.

The final blow is the bloodshed in the Church, the slaughtering of children's minds in Catholic schools. My children are pure and innocent. They are not being taught messages of God's love, they are being taught messages of sick sex and coldness.

8. June 26, 1995 - The Pain continues

Jesus: Men's hearts have turned cold. They have been severed from the life of the body. The body is decaying from within. Only with the love of God enkindled in men's hearts will this bloodshed stop.

I beg you to publish and circulate these messages in the Church. I am Jesus. I am giving you the mighty medicine for the world. Your body wears the marks of the bloodshed, only with messages of My on-fire love will it stop.

Mary leads you to Jesus. Never is she the end. The Father has a plan. Mary's messages have led men and will lead men to Jesus. Satan has tried to stop all efforts to publish and circulate these messages. I am the Almighty God. The funds will come when you circulate and publish these messages and rosaries under the Shepherds of Christ Publishing. I am working with the founder and Rita as messenger to renew the Church and the world. Each messenger has a very vital role in the Father's plan. The significance of these messages are being overlooked. You are not studying the messages as a whole and their content. There are five unpublished Blue Books and more than four Rosary Books which I and My Mother have given to this world in the last 14 months. I have also given 15 songs of My love. I am begging you to see to the recording and publishing of this music. I beg you to listen. This is the mighty medicine for the Church and the world to draw men to the burning love of Jesus. Please harken to My call. I will send you the money. You must study and read these messages. This is a fulfillment of Fatima - these messages were given to bring priests to the burning love of Jesus. I am Jesus, your beloved Savior.

 9. From the Red Rosary Book - August 10, 1994 After Mass, Fr. Smith’s Chapel

And Their Eyes Peered Into One Another's Eyes

R. See Mary as she beholds the baby in her arms. She looks at Him so tenderly. His sweet baby eyes look up at the eyes of His loving Mother. Such tenderness between Mother and Son, such oneness to hold her infant Son so lovingly in her arms. Oh, do we ever know the tenderness between a baby and his loving mother?

A life of close union between this Mother and this Son, a life of her looking into His loving eyes. Such silent, but strong and loving communication! Such a strong bond-Their eyes meeting-from one soul to the other soul.

Song: See the Eyes That Look at Mary (Verse l)…

Deep, deep communication, a deep bond, indescribable in words, a touching of the souls! And the peering look between Son and Mother on the road to the crucifixion. What a peering look, what communication between this Son and Mother. Seeing the other suffer was as agonizing as each's very own suffering-suffering and oneness between a Son and His Mother. A peering look, deep into the very souls. Such an intimacy between Them!

How can one describe in words this oneness, this union between the Son and His Mother? The perfect love between Him and her. Total giving of each person in such love to the other. To see the suffering of the other was as agonizing as-if not more than-each's own suffering.

How His passion and crucifixion were intensified by the sufferings of His dear Mother! How her sufferings were such a sharing in our redemption, the swords that pierced her Heart! The eyes of Mary that invisibly bled as she watched such brutality to the beloved Baby she once carried in her womb and held in her arms!

Song: Little Baby Hands and Feet…

Mary held the Child Jesus when He was a baby; she watched Him and cared for Him as a little boy; she was so attentive to the needs of her little Son. Will we ever know this connectedness between Their loving Hearts? Do we know this oneness? The peering eyes on the way to Calvary tell the story. They tell the story of this oneness. They tell the story of her watching this horrid event of her beautiful baby Son and His horrible passion and death.

Her eyes! Oh, Mary, help me to see the love of Jesus through your eyes! You watched Him as a baby, you watched Him as a child. You watched Him grow into the beautiful Man He became and you, Mary, watched Him all through this bitter passion and death. Your eyes saw the love that He gave for us. Now you come, Mary. You appear to tell us to go to this Son. You knew more than anyone His love to suffer so for us. You come and appear with blood in your eyes and tears running down your cheeks. You show me your sorrowful face, your young face, your old face, your joyful face. This was the face Jesus peered at as He walked His walk to Calvary. This was the face that appears now to tell us the story of His love this very day. I see your parade of faces, Mary, old and young, sorrowful and joyful. I see these faces that Jesus beheld. Your face tells the story of His love for us.

10. From the Red Rosary Book - August 10, 1994 continues

Mary: This is my beloved Son. This is my Baby. This is the Child I bore in my womb. He came to give you love. He came to be God-made-Man among you this very day. He is, my children, no less present in the Eucharist than He was at Calvary and you go after such incidental things. My Son loves you. I show you my face so you can tell the world of our love. Live our lives in the rosary. Let our lives live in your day. The way to eternal happiness is to be likened to my beautiful Son.

I watched my Son. I lead you to the ardent love of my Son, Jesus. His Heart burns for love of you. Come to Him this day. Give Him your love. Spend time with Him. He is alive and in your midst in the Eucharist.

R. Note: I smelled roses very strongly throughout this message.

Song: See the Eyes That Look at Mary (Verse 2)…

This is the Son of the Father, the Son of God, born of Mary through the Holy Spirit, and He lives this day in your hearts. Share His love for you. Go to Him through Mary's Heart. She who is so closely united to Jesus! Their Hearts are so close to one another! As their eyes were joined in such oneness, Their Hearts are joined in such intimacy. Go to Jesus' Heart through His beloved Mother, through her who bore Him in her womb, her who watched Him give Himself for love of you.

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                The Crucifixion

                1. From Blue Book II

I Died for You - February 23, 1994

Jesus: I want this emotion in the letter I told you to write. I, Jesus, Son of God, talk to you with such emotion! I am He Who died a brutal death for love of you. I died for you! I love you this much, to give My Life! Yet you couldn't even write when I asked you. You must do exactly as I say. I do not want you ever to say no to Me!

    I have such emotion! I am telling you how I died a brutal death and you, My child, did not write for Me! What more can I do? What more do they want? You put others before Me or you would do as I command. I want you to do as I tell you every moment.

2. I Died for You - February 23, 1994 continues

Jesus: I am the Lord. I am the Son of God. Such emotion I let you feel for My death. I died. I am a person. I was human and I died for you. Think of yourself giving your life for someone and  they do not care. What can I do to shake you? What more can I say? I am here and I am loving you and pleading with you to listen to Me with this emotion that God is telling you. I am Jesus. I died for you. I gave My life for you and do you even listen, My little sweet one? You didn't want to write it for My children. When I give you a command, you write. When I say do, you do. Selflessness! I am pushing you because I need your total surrender. Do not ever deny My writing to My loved ones. You have a responsibility. I don't care where you are when I talk. I am God and I talk to you. I am so present to you.

    Listen. I need your selflessness. I need your surrender. I need your life, given for love of Me and Me alone. I need you to be the light that shines on the hill, that does not go in and out but is constant in My love. I need your commitment. I need your attention at every moment. I am feeding you My words every moment on paper and in your hand. You must obey Me exactly as I command. No questions, only action. I want action. Now! You write when I say write. I don't care where you are. You worry not for others. I am giving you the mighty medicine. Would you tell the doctor to wait? I am God and I do not ever want to wait while you play a safe game with Me. When I say do something, I want you to do it. You are My beloved and I am filling you with fire.

3. I Died for You - February 23, 1994 continues

Jesus: I am pushing you to do that which I need done. Do not ever stop to look around. Keep your focus on Me and My commands for you. I am using you every moment. I must be able to count on your constant consent to do My will immediately! I am calling you to this work and I want you to comply. I love you ardently. I am so full of love for you. Focus on this and this alone. I am Who am. I am God, child. Do not ever hesitate. Do not doubt or think. You must act as I act in you or My work will not be done.

    Be selfless about My commands. You will do My work. You will spread My words of love and create emotion with My songs and I will use you to bring My flock to My love. I love every soul! You must spread My love.

Note: (Meditating on the Crucifixion) Going to Mass at the seminary at 8:00 a.m. was rushed. He said to me, "Where are you going, child. Do you not feel My presence with you?" A calm came over me. Then He started lamenting how He died for us, how He is a true person and He loves us so much. He said, "I died for you."

4. I Died for You - February 23, 1994 continues

R. He gave His life for us. He is the little lamb led to the slaughter out of love for us. He said, "I need you to do this work now and I am pushing you." He was so upset! He died for us. He loves us so much as to give His life.

    He begged me to spread His love, to tell others how He, bloodied, bruised and beaten, gave us His life.

5. I Died for You - February 23, 1994 continues

Jesus: I am God. I am God. I died. Spread My love now! Now! Now! Now! Now! I am begging you not to hold back! Read these letters now, read and learn about My love. I beckon you to speak of My love. Shout it from the high roof. Proclaim it in the cities. Jesus Christ died for love of you and He is risen! I am He Who is God and I died for you!

    Listen and preach My love and emotion here. Priests will create little cities, little cities in each church to spread the light of Christ to this sick world. Each priest can create his own little city, a powerhouse of God's love. God has all the power. His power is endless. It never runs out. It is might. You have no power except through Him. Churches filled with the intimate love of Jesus will be powerhouses.

    I am God, My little ones. God can do all things. I can make your cities light up the darkness. I am the Way, the Truth, the Life. I am the light of life. I am God! I can do all things. I want to act in you. You need to be in constant union with Me. My priests, you need to be selfless. My soul and yours are one. I want to act in you.

    Hold not back. Pray the Prayer for Union with Me.

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