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December 18, 2007

December 17, 2007 Rosary

in the Clearwater building.

It was transcribed from a tape.

Here is the Rosary of December 17, 2007.

It was transcribed from a tape.

Joyful Mysteries

Jesus: If I ask you to go inside of yourselves and to look into the deepest layer of your heart and to say - how are you right now My child. Do you know My love? Has the struggle been very hard? Has it been easy? Have you held tight to the love that I wanted to give you to the reason for why I called you to this building this day that you would know special grace that is being granted to you right now in order for you to help to bring to completion the mission that My Mother began at Fatima and to you I have called YOU by name and I have asked you over and over and over again, and I have given to you the grace in your heart that you will know more and more the mission that the Father has given to you.

    Oh precious child of Mine, how truly I love you and your Mother Mary is with you this night in a very special way and the Holy Spirit is gracing you and giving to you the things that you need - and to you, you are being called to let go, to say yes, to say, "Oh God I love you so" and Mother Mary it is such a gift that you are our Spiritual Mother, so beautiful indeed you are - oh precious lady, Lady of Fatima, Lady of Clearwater, Lady of Guadalupe, the Mother of God, the Mother of Jesus, the one conceived without sin, the one chosen to bring forth the Son of God.

    Oh little lady where is your heart today, is it open, is it closed, is it jealous, is it mad, is it happy, is it seeking to do My work? Mary is with you now but you must let go. You must let go and know more and more the purity of which I speak for why I have given the world this building. For if you close your heart and you give in to the pressing down of satan, do you think he will press less tomorrow? Well how about the next day, will the press be less? As you give in to him, as you allow yourself to be tempted, as you do not seek to discipline your mind and your will, turn yourself more to prayer, to temperance - realizing how you can control your free will and your thoughts. Do you think it will become easier tomorrow, as you give in so rapidly today?

    And what are you living for if you are not living to help to build My Kingdom? Why do you come to this building if you do not want to help with the mission that Mary began at Fatima? Pray ardently that you will not be put to the test but will receive the special grace that I want to give to you this night for you have been chosen by Me and I love you so. But the mission has been given in the messages that I have presented to you and it is in obedience to the mission that you will be able to accomplish great things. I love you and My Mother loves you so very, very, very much.

 

The Annunciation

1. Mary:  When little children come to me at my building, my Son Jesus gives to them special grace for I love the little children so very much. And my little army of children is very weak today and yet you must have faith that Jesus is calling you in this mission and helping you to do it. Follow the words that He has given through the messages and you will watch great success. I am Our Lady of Fatima in the Americas, Our Lady of Clearwater. I am your Mother Mary, I am with you today. I appear to you to tell you this message.

2. R. The angel appeared to Mary, Mary said yes.

3. Hail Mary

4. Mary: I am Our Lady of Guadalupe, Our Lady of Fatima in the Americas.

5. Mary: Do not be afraid for I stand near you to help you in this mission. My Son Jesus will outpour His grace for the newsletter, for the hierarchy, for those receiving these writings. It is your job to circulate them and to pray fervently. Do not lose hope, do not be afraid, let go and know My peace and My love always with you. I am Mary your Mother.

6. R. And she just looks like the Mary of all the different nationalities in such beauty and light and her mouth is moving as she speaks and she prays with us being the Lady of different nationalities, Mother of the Universe and Mother of the World, Mother of the Church and Mother of the priest and Mother of the children, Mother of the families, Mother of the schools and the churches. Her Mouth is moving as she speaks. What have we to fear when Our Lady is with us?

7. Mary: How precious indeed are my children. My little ones, do not turn your face away or turn a deaf ear to my call, but listen and help me. I am Our Lady of the Americas, Our Lady of the Universe.

8. Hail Mary

9. Hail Mary

10. Hail Mary

   

The Visitation

R. Oh beautiful lady, so sweet indeed is the love of your heart and the Heart of your Son in a world that is so cold and has forgotten that we are here to love, that God is love. Created in His image and likeness, we are not like Him when we are not loving and our hearts are hard. What is it to do anything at all if it is not to please Jesus who has been so good to us, who has chosen us and blessed us and loved us despite all of our imperfections and all of our weak ways in His gentle touch He says, "Come I will guard you, I will give you tremendous grace that you will be made ever holier."

    Yet the devil presses in, and he wants us to give into him but will it help? Will it help the day tomorrow, for tomorrow he will be more aggressive, and more and more even as the day itself progresses, he is relentless in the way in which he leads a soul into darkness that it is almost appalling to even think that someone would give in to such a temptation to go to hell for all eternity because of such gravity to sin and yet satan the great deceiver of lives moves ahead aggressively, relentlessly working more and more in his temptation to lead a soul away from God.

    Oh precious Lady of Fatima you appeared to the three children and the sun looked as if it would crash to the earth and yet are we not being shown how ignorant we are to ignore the Eucharist, Jesus truly present with His power and His Might. Oh Lady of Fatima intercede to Jesus that we can spread the messages of His love in the Blue Books, the messages in the Rosary Meditations, the messages that you have given to us from this site here - your building in Florida.

    For the nights are long and the devil is relentless in trying to stop us many times and yet so much has been accomplished as we have spread the newsletter and the books around the world. Oh Lady of Fatima intercede for us to your Son on this December 17, 2007, 11 years after the image first appeared here. Ask God to hear us and help us, we are the poor banished children of Eve and we can struggle with imperfections but within our heart is the call that you and Jesus have given to us in the Shepherds of Christ and this is our life for we love you and Jesus so much.

1. R. Oh night richly blessed when the Son of God was born -- oh God help us to see, see by the light of Your star, the truth.

2. Hail Mary

3. Hail Mary

4. Mary: And to your families Jesus will outpour His grace for as you give more and more to the service of His Sacred Heart and my Immaculate Heart, He will bless you and your families and He will take them into His Heart - therein they will find peace, love and joy. Jesus wants you to spread this devotion as He has asked you in the Shepherds of Christ. He'll listen, He will bless you abundantly, He will take you ever deeper into His Heart.

5. Hail Mary

6. Hail Mary

7. Hail Mary

8. Hail Mary

9. Hail Mary

10. Hail Mary

   

Birth of Jesus

1. R. Jesus was born.

2. R. Conceived of the Holy Spirit in the womb of the Virgin Mary, the Savior of the world, God-made-Man.

3. Hail Mary

4. Jesus: And I want you to let go. I want to work in your heart but you stop Me with your stubborn controlling ways and I have outpoured My grace to you so many times and you said "Go away Jesus, I don't want to change" and yet your life is so short and your days are numbered hour upon hour and you walk around in misery as you stay locked in the past and the patterns that lead you down the path of irritation, anger and unhappiness. And I say "Reach, reach, reach" and you say "Not today Jesus, come another day. I want to be miserable." And I say "Reach, reach, reach, reach today, today let Me have control of your heart for you will not surrender and you are locked in a vault that keeps you stuck. I want you to give Me your heart that I can transform your heart into a heart of deepest love.

5. Jesus: For what is it - this age of the Two Hearts but to spread My burning love to this world and yet the devil will attack you and you give in, that your heart is not soft and supple as it should be, but cold. How can you tell them of My love if you act in selfish ways? How can you tell them of peace if you do not have peace yourself?

Mary: I am the Lady of Fatima, the Queen of Peace in the Americas, to those who believe they will receive special gifts from Jesus.

6. Hail Mary

7. Hail Mary

8. R. I remember long ago when Mary appeared every day, they called a big meeting with several priests and a big table and Fr. Carter was there and they were all around the table, maybe 30 people. And a man said to me, "Why do you keep going in there because nobody believes you." And I said "Because Mary is appearing to me." This was in '94 and '95.

    Today the Mother of God appears here to me as she did 3 times and she spoke last week. Does it matter? What matters only is that I continue to deliver the message that I got 16 years ago that led this Movement to this place and God has called you and Mary has appeared to me to tell you of her beauty and her light and to ask you to help with the mission that God has given to me to obey the messages, to not do it a different way, to do it as Jesus has designated with the structure of helping to renew the Church and the world through the newsletters, the prayer chapters, the prayer groups, the Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart, the Nursing Home Program, the School Rosary Program, the Prison Ministry, the books and writings of Fr. John and Fr. Carter, the Mass Book, all of the gifts that God has given to help to spread the devotion to the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart, the love of Jesus and to lead priests to daily adoration. Mary appears to tell us this in her building where she appeared for 7 1/2 years and we have kept for 9 years. This is the message of Our Lady of Fatima in the Americas.

9. R. And I wish you could see the beauty of the Mother of God for she is not static her image is changing before me. A Mother of love for all of the different countries, a Mother of youth, a Mother of beauty, a Mother of goodness, of holiness not the rebellion of the world, a Mother crying out for the children, her children that will be lost to the fires of hell.

10.  Hail Mary

   

The Presentation in the Temple

1. Hail Mary

2. Hail Mary

3. Hail Mary

4. Hail Mary

5. Song: A Song from Jesus

6. Sing:  I have Called You by Name

7. Hail Mary

8. Hail Mary

9. Hail Mary

10. Hail Mary

  

The Finding of Jesus in the Temple

1. R. I remember when Mary appeared every day as she did for 14 months in '94 and '95 before she appeared here. And I did this mystery of the rosary especially in '95 when she really pressed down telling me about reaching the school children and she would cry out in this mystery of the rosary and she would say how the souls were going into hell like rain and how we had to reach her little lost children and how important the School Rosary Program was.

    And I didn't know John then but I know that it was really hard. We use to get the rosary aves and run them off in my basement and we had folding machines and trying to print the consecrations. And we were reaching almost nobody and then somebody became in charge of the School Rosary Program and their messages became their focus rather than helping. And I would go over to Holy Cross-Immaculata and I would just cry over the pew and I'd just say "You tell me this every day and you appear to me and how am I suppose to do this."

    And yet I delivered the message in the best way that I could and then finally when John came then he started sending out like the school rosary book to all the schools in the United States, then we had the rosary building here - making the rosaries, and then finally we had to close that because that didn't work, then the Indiana people took over and that has really worked. And they may think that it is important to Mary but the message that Mary gave me every day was drilled so deep in my soul.

    But it is hard to even deliver the message with the intensity that you know it with the words that come out of your mouth and so you depend on God's grace and His calling and then I could see how even the people in Texas were called to do the coloring books because I didn't even know them and really the people that God has called are people that He has called in their hearts that I didn't even know. And they were really committed - like Kathleen, I don't know how she got here. How did these people show up? I was teaching college math, this has little to do with hyperboles and derivatives.

    The miracles that God has given to us I feel can be manifest more and more if we pray to God for the faith and the grace that we will have as Fr. Carter prayed every day at Mass, when I went, for new vocations for all 7 categories.

    There has been too much time Mary says in giving into satan because we are at war and our hearts are battling this war while God is outpouring the grace in our daily adoration and attendance at Mass for we would not even be in this building or would the Shepherds of Christ exist without the weapons that God has given to us in greater saturation of His grace to help us do the mission.

    I feel like so many times that I couldn't say more and yet God keeps revealing more and more things into His plan but it takes the faith, and if your faith is waning right now look around the building and the image of the Virgin in front of you on the screen and for the times when we have wasted time or focused on me - whatever temptation that satan puts in there don't do it anymore. For the sake of souls, help us, in your prayers, in your suffering, in temptation, in negative thinking. We have to be people that are can do people, that are team oriented, that are growing in greater oneness to spread the unity and the oneness to the whole world.

    It's not in our little backyard anymore. It's not me in my own house with the center at my house as it was for a long time and Fr. Carter used to laugh and he would say "I can't believe this." And yet God has blessed us in every single step of the way in leading us to the houses that we bought and selling the houses so that we could send the newsletter around the world. How many times with Fr. Pasquini - 8 -- 80,000 newsletters 8 times - 100,000 books, statues with the glass of Mary where people run up to me in tears and say "I pray the Shepherds of Christ prayers in front of the statue and my husband is building a shrine with the statue, my brother came back to church -  I've been praying for him for years, my kidney was healed." I have stories that I can tell.

    If you were me wouldn't you be sick of proving yourself after 16 years with all these blessings. The proof is in the fruits, the proof is in how many people have responded to the Shepherds of Christ and that it still exists. The proof is in the holiness of the people that have given their lives, I didn't call them - they just showed up for work. Under the pressure of satan trying to fight this warfare of doing the Fatima mission, we endure in the face of pain because of God's grace. Alleluia, Alleluia, Alleluia.

2. R. And I obey what God has told us. It is so important the timing -- how we do it, the way that we do it. How could you even do this without His direction, but it's a team effort. If one person is not there it majorly affects the rest of us because He has made us so much like a body dependant on each other and He has blessed us for our unity.

3. Hail Mary

4. Hail Mary

5. Hail Mary

6. Hail Mary

7. Hail Mary

8. Hail Mary

9. Hail Mary

10. Hail Mary