Pray for Andrew who has cancer.

Pray for urgent intention and all involved.

December 5, 2005

2 Chronicles 36: 14-16, 19-23

Furthermore, all the leaders of Judah, the priests and the people too, added infidelity to infidelity, copying all the shameful practices of the nations and defiling the Temple of Yahweh which he himself had consecrated in Jerusalem. Yahweh, God of their ancestors, continuously sent them word through his messengers because he felt sorry for his people and his dwelling, but they ridiculed the messengers of God, they despised his words, they laughed at his prophets, until Yahweh's wrath with his people became so fierce that there was no further remedy.

He burned down the temple of God, demolished the walls of Jerusalem, burned all its palaces to the ground and destroyed everything of value in it. And those who had escaped the sword he deported to Babylon, where they were enslaved by him and his descendants until the rise of the kingdom of Persia, to fulfil Yahweh's prophecy through Jeremiah: Until the country has paid off its Sabbaths, it will lie fallow for all the days of its desolation--until the seventy years are complete.

In the first year of Cyrus king of Persia--to fulfil the word of Yahweh through Jeremiah--Yahweh roused the spirit of Cyrus king of Persia to issue a proclamation and to have it publicly displayed throughout his kingdom: 'Cyrus king of Persia says this, "Yahweh, the God of Heaven, has given me all the kingdoms of the earth and has appointed me to build him a Temple in Jerusalem, which is in Judah. Whoever there is among you of all his people, may his God be with him! Let him go up." '

      

Psalm 137: 1-6

By the rivers of Babylon 
we sat and wept 
at the memory of Zion. 
On the poplars there 
we had hung up our harps. 

For there our gaolers had asked us 
to sing them a song, 
our captors to make merry, 
‘Sing us one of the songs of Zion.’ 

How could we sing a song of Yahweh 
on alien soil? 

If I forget you, Jerusalem, 
may my right hand wither! 

May my tongue remain stuck to my palate 
if I do not keep you in mind, 
if I do not count Jerusalem 
the greatest of my joys.

Ephesians 2: 4-10

But God, being rich in faithful love, through the great love with which he loved us, even when we were dead in our sins, brought us to life with Christ—it is through grace that you have been saved—and raised us up with him and gave us a place with him in heaven, in Christ Jesus. 

    This was to show for all ages to come, through his goodness towards us in Christ Jesus, how extraordinarily rich he is in grace. Because it is by grace that you have been saved, through faith; not by anything of your own, but by a gift from God; not by anything that you have done, so that nobody can claim the credit. We are God’s work of art, created in Christ Jesus for the good works which God has already designated to make up our way of life.

John 3: 14-21 

    as Moses lifted up the snake in the desert, 
    so must the Son of man be lifted up 
    so that everyone who believes 
        may have eternal life in him. 
    For this is how God loved the world: 
    he gave his only Son, 
    so that everyone who believes in him 
        may not perish 
    but may have eternal life. 
    For God sent his Son into the world 
    not to judge the world, 
    but so that through him 
        the world might be saved. 
    No one who believes in him 
    will be judged; 
    but whoever does not believe 
        is judged already, 
    because that person does not believe 
    in the Name of God’s only Son. 
    And the judgement is this: 
    though the light has come into the world 
    people have preferred 
    darkness to the light 
    because their deeds were evil. 
    And indeed, everybody who does wrong 
    hates the light and avoids it, 
    to prevent his actions 
        from being shown up; 
    but whoever does the truth 
    comes out into the light, 
    so that what he is doing 
        may plainly appear as done in God.’

  

Messenger:        Jesus was sent by the Father, Our Savior.
                            Here is the song He wants all over the earth.

December 5, 2005 message continues

Messenger:        In the world today we can focus so much
                                on the physical and the body and forget
                                about the rules of God —
                                the commandments
                                the Word of God

                            What is happening in the world today?

                                A person can focus in this day and age so much on
                            the physical appearance they forget about the
                            spiritual aspects of life.

                                The focus is so keen on the beautiful bodies a
                            person can forget about keeping the ten commandments
                            and living according to God's will.

                                The more a person is lured into the aspects of
                            living a good life — proving to others they are
                            really great — they can entirely lose focus of
                            the interior life.

                            Mary is the Immaculate One.

                            Mary says "I am the Immaculate Conception"

Genesis 9: 8-15, 23

    God spoke as follows to Noah and his sons, ‘I am now establishing my covenant with you and with your descendants to come, and with every living creature that was with you: birds, cattle and every wild animal with you; everything that came out of the ark, every living thing on earth. And I shall maintain my covenant with you: that never again shall all living things be destroyed by the waters of a flood, nor shall there ever again be a flood to devastate the earth.’ 

    ‘And this’, God said, ‘is the sign of the covenant which I now make between myself and you and every living creature with you for all ages to come: I now set my bow in the clouds and it will be the sign of the covenant between me and the earth. When I gather the clouds over the earth and the bow appears in the clouds, I shall recall the covenant between myself and you and every living creature, in a word all living things, and never again will the waters become a flood to destroy all living things. When the bow is in the clouds I shall see it and call to mind the eternal covenant between God and every living creature on earth, that is, all living things.’

Shem and Japheth took a cloak and they both put it over their shoulders, and walking backwards, covered their father’s nakedness; they kept their faces turned away, and they did not look at their father naked.

December 5, 2005 message continues

Messenger:         God is still running things even
                                though we are willful.
                            We are still breathing —
                            Jesus is the teacher —
                            He is instructing us in His Word
                            Open up to the Words of the Gospel —
                            Be fed by the Word and the Eucharist —

Jesus speaks:     When night comes people may cry out
                                "Oh how long the darkness."

                            They are missing the light of day.
                            Drinking and Debauchery
                            Sinfulness, Carousing - not
                            heeding My Word, nor My commandments

                            I am the Light of the World —
                            I come to bring Light —
                            You must be a lighted lamp
                                in the darkness.

                            I give you My writings that
                                all will see your light
                                and praise your heavenly
                                Father.

                            I am the Savior

December 5, 2005 message continues

Jesus speaks:     John the Baptist prepared the way for the Lord.
                        

Mark 1: 2-3

...Look, I am going to send my messenger 
    in front of you 
to prepare your way before you. 
A voice of one that cries in the desert: 
Prepare a way for the Lord, 
make his paths straight.

    

December 5, 2005 message continues

Jesus speaks:     Look at the promise of the Covenant to Noah.

Genesis 9: 14-15

When I gather the clouds over the earth and the bow appears in the clouds, I shall recall the covenant between myself and you and every living creature, in a word all living things, and never again will the waters become a flood to destroy all living things.

December 5, 2005 message continues

Jesus speaks:     Water — do you see how I worked with Water —
                                Mary's image —
                                My sign to you is Mary's image.
                                You have ignored My sign —

                            The hurricanes have ravaged the state of
                                Florida —
                            Do you remember the sign made to Noah —

December 5, 2005 message continues

Jesus speaks:         Mary's head was destroyed March 1, 2004.
                             The hurricanes came especially August 13, 2004,
                                 September 5, 2004, September 13, 2004 . . . etc.

December 5, 2005 message continues

Jesus speaks:      Listen to Me —
                            I come to bring you Light
                            My Light Shines on you

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December 5, 2005 message continues

Jesus speaks:     This year Ash Wednesday is March 1, 2006.

                            Sing:  O Come O Come Emmanuel

                            Sing:  A Voice Cries Out in the Wilderness

                            Give thanks to Me
                            Praise Me
                            Petition Me

                            Read My Word that I can teach you

                            Sing:  Sing A New Song

                            Say the Our Father

The Our Father

    Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name. Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen.

December 5, 2005 message continues

Jesus speaks:      I call you to pray as I have instructed
                                This is My Movement

Shepherds of Christ Prayers
      

July 31, 1994

Words of Jesus to Members of
Shepherds of Christ Associates:

"My beloved priest-companion, I intend to use the priestly newsletter, Shepherds of Christ, and the movement, Shepherds of Christ Associates, in a powerful way for the renewal of My Church and the world.

"I will use the newsletter and the chapters of Shepherds of Christ Associates as a powerful instrument for spreading devotion to My Heart and My Mother's Heart.

"I am calling many to become members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. To all of them I will give great blessings. I will use them as instruments to help bring about the triumph of the Immaculate Heart and the reign of My Sacred Heart. I will give great graces to the members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. I will call them to be deeply united to My Heart and to Mary's Heart as I lead them ever closer to My Father in the Holy Spirit."

- Message from Jesus to Father Edward J. Carter, S.J., Founder, as given on July 31, 1994,
feast of Saint Ignatius Loyola, Founder of the Society of Jesus (The Jesuits)

                        Sing:  Save Us Oh Lord
                        Sing:  Here I Am Lord

Luke 1: 26-38

In the sixth month the angel Gabriel was sent by God to a town in Galilee called Nazareth, to a virgin betrothed to a man named Joseph, of the House of David; and the virgin’s name was Mary. He went in and said to her, ‘Rejoice, you who enjoy God’s favour! The Lord is with you.’ She was deeply disturbed by these words and asked herself what this greeting could mean, but the angel said to her, ‘Mary, do not be afraid; you have won God’s favour. Look! You are to conceive in your womb and bear a son, and you must name him Jesus. He will be great and will be called Son of the Most High. The Lord God will give him the throne of his ancestor David; he will rule over the House of Jacob for ever and his reign will have no end.’ Mary said to the angel, ‘But how can this come about, since I have no knowledge of man?’ The angel answered, ‘The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will cover you with its shadow. And so the child will be holy and will be called Son of God. And I tell you this too: your cousin Elizabeth also, in her old age, has conceived a son, and she whom people called barren is now in her sixth month, for nothing is impossible to God.’ Mary said, ‘You see before you the Lord’s servant, let it happen to me as you have said.’ And the angel left her.

December 5, 2005 message continues

Jesus speaks:      Wake from your sleep —
                            Listen to Me
                            I am the Savior

Titus 2: 11-14

You see, God's grace has been revealed to save the whole human race; it has taught us that we should give up everything contrary to true religion and all our worldly passions; we must be self-restrained and live upright and religious lives in this present world, waiting in hope for the blessing which will come with the appearing of the glory of our great God and Saviour Christ Jesus. He offered himself for us in order to ransom us from all our faults and to purify a people to be his very own and eager to do good.

Luke 2: 1-14

Now it happened that at this time Caesar Augustus issued a decree that a census should be made of the whole inhabited world. This census—the first—took place while Quirinius was governor of Syria, and everyone went to be registered, each to his own town. So Joseph set out from the town of Nazareth in Galilee for Judaea, to David’s town called Bethlehem, since he was of David’s House and line, in order to be registered together with Mary, his betrothed, who was with child. Now it happened that, while they were there, the time came for her to have her child, and she gave birth to a son, her first–born. She wrapped him in swaddling clothes and laid him in a manger because there was no room for them in the living–space. In the countryside close by there were shepherds out in the fields keeping guard over their sheep during the watches of the night. An angel of the Lord stood over them and the glory of the Lord shone round them. They were terrified, but the angel said, ‘Do not be afraid. Look, I bring you news of great joy, a joy to be shared by the whole people. Today in the town of David a Saviour has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord. And here is a sign for you: you will find a baby wrapped in swaddling clothes and lying in a manger.’ And all at once with the angel there was a great throng of the hosts of heaven, praising God with the words:

    Glory to God in the highest heaven,
    and on earth peace for those he favours.

       

December 5, 2005 message continues

Messenger:         March 1, 2006 - Ash Wednesday
                            1st Sunday - Noah and floods and covenant
                            2nd Sunday - Abraham & test and Transfigured Lord
                            3rd Sunday - Exodus - the commandments
                            4th Sunday - click
                            5th Sunday - Jeremiah 31: 31-34, 35
                            Palm Sunday
                            Holy Thursday April 13
                            Holy Saturday April 15 - Mark 16: 1-7

May 25, 1995

Messenger: Prayer is a lifting up of our minds and hearts to God. Who am I that I can change any event that is occurring in the lives of another, that I can affect the outcome of any event? I am a child of my Father. My Father is the Almighty God. How I love my dear Father. He is God and He has created me in His own image and likeness. My beloved, dear Father, how I love You that You give me such gifts - that You allow me to share in Your life!

You are the Father of Jesus and You are My Father. Thank You, My Father, for all Your gifts and for Your life. Who am I that I can affect the life of any person?

I am a child of God. I call on my dear Father and He loves me so, He listens to me. I lift my heart to You, my dear beloved Father and You listen to little me and You care for me so much. I call upon God and the Almighty God cares for me with such love that He listens.

Jesus speaks: Such truths have been given to you from My Father because of His great love for you. You are far more precious than the finest pearls, My beloved child. The Father so loved you He gave His Son so that you would have life. He gave His Son as a sacrifice for you. The Father gives to you His life through Jesus, His Son. You partake in His divine life.

I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. My life I give to you, I live in your being, My beloved, I impart to you My divine life.

How many turn their backs on the great gift of this life given from the Father. To know this life and to know all those who have rejected this great gift!

I am the Almighty God, My power is endless. The power and might you felt within yourself is only a small sampling of My immense power.

I am God and I am allowing you to experience what you are experiencing to spread My love to others. Your immense understanding into these mysteries will help you speak and write them for others.

I have chosen you as an instrument to touch many hearts and bring them to My divine love. Great gifts and understandings into these mysteries I am giving to you. You will lead many priests to the love of God.

I am alive. I am God. I long to be loved by man and many have turned their backs on Me and forgotten Me. You must tell them all I am allowing you to experience, these sufferings and understandings into My deep love.

This is the beginning of many days when I will allow you to experience the rejection I felt from those I loved. Your heart is in immense pain for the souls who reject Me despite My love for them.

I beg you to speak and write. Make reparation for souls that have forgotten My love. Spread the love of My Sacred Heart and My Mother's heart, throughout the world.

I love, I love, I love My beloved souls. I beg you to tell them. I beg Fr. Carter to tell every soul on this earth of My love. You will continue to suffer such pain and anguish in your heart. Suffer in silence for souls. I love so deeply and am so gravely offended!

I am Jesus, My dear, little child. I am alive and in this world. I live in the hearts of men, I live in the consecrated Host, I am forgotten and ignored and treated with such dishonor.

Speak for Me, I beg you to spread this love throughout this earth. I am sending you as missionaries into this world.

On this Ascension Thursday, I have given you great sufferings and great joy. I have allowed you to experience the highest ecstasies in My love and plunge you into deep pain in your heart for those who reject Me.

You, I send as missionaries to carry out the work I have begun. Be fearless and pray to the Spirit. This day I am giving you abundant graces to speak, and through this speaking, others are sent into this world as My apostles.

It is through the Shepherds of Christ Movement My love will be spread. Circulate My messages and rosary meditations. The love of the two Hearts will be known throughout this world through these messages and rosary meditations.

You will be fearless, everyone I send to you is a messenger to carry out My love. Circulate these letters with FIRE for I am delivering them to you in FIRE.

I am Jesus Christ, the Living God. I am allowing you to experience My life, alive in you and giving you these emotions to spread My love.

On this Ascension Thursday, I beg you to carry out the message to this world. Live My life in your life, every moment My life living within you.

I am the Way, I am the Truth, I am the Life. I have commissioned you to go out and to carry this message - the message of My immense love for ALL mankind, including My burning love for My priests and religious. Souls will turn their hearts to Me from these letters. This is the mighty medicine to turn a sick, cold world to hearts filled with the love of God.

Prayer, My beloved ones, is the lifting up of your minds and hearts to God. When you intercede to Me through My Mother's heart, I will pour out My greatest mercy.

I will not refuse hearts begging for grace for their loved ones. Pray from your whole being. Let My life live in you.

You can pray and ask God to send help. You do not know the power of a heartfelt prayer. I listen to your prayers. The Father and Holy Spirit are listening to your prayers. The more you unite with God, the greater you intercessory prayer. I am Jesus. I am alive this day. I ask you to spread My messages to the world. I am crying out in your heart on this Ascension Thursday. I ascended into heaven and I have left behind you to carry out what I began. I am with you. I am alive this day. I will unite with you and the earth will know the power of the Almighty God. I am Jesus Christ, Chief Shepherd of the flock. Lead My little ones home - home to the burning embers of My Most Sacred Heart, through My Mother's heart.

Messenger: I cried so hard, I have never been so immersed in heartache. I heard Him shout, "I Am Alive, I Am Alive." I cried so hard, I could hardly write.

I know Him. He is alive in my being. My soul is filled with His love. I live the life of Jesus and Mary in my life. I love His life, her life - their presence forever with me. From this great gift, these rosary meditations, His life has become one with mine. I feel His life in the Mass. I hear Mary under the cross. I hear the cries for the souls going to hell for their willfulness and sins. I hear the laments of Jesus in the tabernacle - how He longs and thirsts for souls and is neglected and ignored. I hear Him tell of the sacrileges committed against the Holy Eucharist.

I heard Him this day. I felt His presence and the presence of the Almighty God as He cries out, "I am alive, I am alive, I am alive."

He is alive. We have the Mass. He gives us Himself in the Eucharist. Mary is appearing, we are given this rosary. We are sent as soldiers by Him in the Shepherds of Christ. We are thirsting for union with Him, sent by Him, apostles to go out to this world and spread His love, one with the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus, one with the Trinity. He will light this earth with hearts on fire for love of Him.

Jesus speaks: I come to you with greatest love, I am your loving Savior, I am your God, I died for you, I come to you this day.

The earth shakes and the Son of Man appears. He lives in the hearts of all. I want hearts on FIRE for love of Me. I want vibrancy and love from My beloved ones. Hold not back My love from this world.

Messenger: I adore you, Oh Lord, I praise you, I worship you, I bless Him with my whole soul. My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord and holy, holy is His name! Jesus wants souls that are holy, on fire with the love of Jesus. Make novenas to the Holy Spirit to have hearts on FIRE with the love of God. Sound the trumpet, sound the gong - Jesus LIVES - He lives this day! Alleluia.

Sunday is a special day to praise Him, to love Him, to pray to Him - His day to be honored and worshipped in a special way. Pray from a pure and holy heart, a heart that sings for love of the Lord. Pray from your whole being.

May 26, 1996
Message given through Rita Ring
Pentecost Sunday
7:45 a.m.

Jesus: I am writing to each member in the Shepherds of Christ chapters, each member in the movement, each apostle in the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus Movement.

On this great feast of Pentecost, I have chosen to deliver the following message to each of you: The Apostles proceeded fearlessly ahead in one mind, in one heart, and thousands were converted. The Church has grown to its size this day from the love and the fervor of the apostles, led by the Holy Spirit.

You are My apostles for the renewal of the Church and the world and for future generations to come. This is not a little task. I am giving to you abundant graces that you will proceed fearlessly ahead.

The Holy Spirit will descend upon you. You must pray fervently for His grace and direction. Before every gathering, business meeting, any time that you are called to meet, I am asking you to pray the following prayers from the Handbook:

Pray always the Holy Spirit Prayer,

Pray always the consecration prayers,

To be joined in one mind and one heart, you must take the consecration to your heart. Praying the consecration prayers together will bind you in one mind and one heart, in Our Hearts.

Pray the consecration prayers as a family. Pray the consecration prayers before the Mass. I am asking that prayer cards be published with the consecration prayers. I am asking that some laminated prayer cards be made available.

The Movement will proceed in one mind, in one heart, led by the Holy Spirit as the plan of the Father unfolds.

I am asking that you circulate the Morning Offering, in which all members offer every prayer, work, joy, and suffering to the Father in union with Me in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, in the Holy Spirit.

You will unite in one mind and one heart in this offering of your lives to the Father, united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, in the Holy Spirit. You will be one in all the Masses offered around the world. The graces will flow and many souls will be saved through this offering.

I am asking you to continue fervently to publish the Mass Book.

I am asking that you pray the rosary fervently, and from the heart, that you circulate the rosary meditations given to you from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. You will be joined in one mind and one heart, in Our Hearts. Our lives will live in your lives from praying the rosary.

I am asking you to publish the Rosary Book and the Children's Rosary Book as soon as possible. I am asking you to publish the Children's Rosary Book with meditations and to receive an imprimatur. The book should not be referred to as children's rosaries only, it is rosaries for children and their parents, given through the Junior Shepherds of Christ's meetings. In the beginning of this book, the messages of Fatima from Fr. Carter's book on Fatima, are to be included.

It is through the Shepherds of Christ Movement that I will greatly renew the Church and the world. You, the members. must unite in one mind and one heart and offer your lives, united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. Then, grace will speedily spread across the earth and souls will be saved through your prayers. You are My apostles this day. I am sending you into the darkness to light the world with the fire of My love.

All members in the Movement are encouraged to read the Blue Books. These are messages of My on-fire love for you. This Movement will flourish with burning hearts filled with My love when you circulate these messages. All members should read the second Blue Book, if possible before the tabernacle. I am talking to you and giving you My tender love letters.

The earth will be lighted and hearts, filled with My love, will sing the Song of Jesus across the land. I beg you to sing to Me the song, I Love You, Jesus. I long to hear you tell Me of your love for Me.

I am waiting for you to unite in deeper and deeper union with Me. There will be one flock and one Shepherd. Hearts united as one in the Shepherds of Christ Movement will spread the fire of My love on this earth.

I am Jesus. I am begging you to publish sheets with the Handbook prayers, to make available the red prayer books with the imprimatur, to circulate tapes with the prayers on them.

The prayers in the Handbook are a key to spreading the Movement. All must have access to these prayers. The prayers should be recited daily by the members.

Encourage apostles in the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus to continue their commitment to pray before the tabernacle twice a week.

When the apostles proceeded fervently ahead in one mind and one heart there was no bumping of heads and many were converted because of the burning love of God in their hearts. Millions and millions of souls are at stake. Millions and millions of souls will fervently love Me and adore My Heart with greatest love because of the work you do.

You are the apostles this day. This is the feast of Pentecost. This is My message for each one of you.

You do not know how I suffered for the loss of one precious soul. Your Mother is calling you in a special way on this feast of Pentecost to help to save her children from going into hell. As you join in one mind and one heart and unite every action to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, many souls will be converted--many souls will be saved and many souls will fervently love Me.

I am Jesus. Please publish the message of March 26 (1996) to Father Carter telling him how the fire of My love will spread across the earth when hearts fervently love Me.

I love you, I love you, I love you. I show you My Heart - My Mother shows you her heart--this is a symbol of Our love for you. I gave My life that you would have life. I want to live in you. Many will be converted as I become one in you. I no longer walk this earth-you are My apostles that I am sending into the world to spread the fire of My love.

                Sing:  This is the Feast of Victory

Revelation 12: 1

Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars.

    

Jeremiah 31: 10

Listen, nations, to the word of Yahweh. 
On the farthest coasts and islands 
    proclaim it, say, 
‘He who scattered Israel is gathering him, 
will guard him as a shepherd 
    guarding his flock.’

Isaiah 35: 4

and say to the faint–hearted, 
‘Be strong! Do not be afraid. 
Here is your God, 
vengeance is coming, 
divine retribution; 
he is coming to save you.’

Psalm 105: 4-5

Seek Yahweh and his strength, 
tirelessly seek his presence! 
Remember the marvels he has done, 
his wonders, the judgements he has spoken.

Isaiah 38: 3

‘Ah, Yahweh, remember, I beg you, that I have behaved faithfully and with sincerity of heart in your presence and done what you regard as right.’ And Hezekiah shed many tears.

December 5, 2005 message continues

Messenger:     17 days before Christmas - Feast of Immaculate Conception

                        13 days before Christmas - Feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe

                        December 13 - St. Lucy - saint of the blind
                            after Guadalupe Feast

December 5, 2005 message continues

Messenger:      Waiting for Savior

                        Christmas

                        Miracles of Jesus

                        Last Suffering

                        Victory Easter

Messenger:             I am always trying to do God's will.
                            I should always pray and trust in God
                            letting Him lead My life.

                                Jesus knows everything — in the 14
                            years I have received messages I have
                            tried to give My life to Him as His messenger.

                                I remember a message I got once, it
                            was how people plan. They think of what
                            they may want — an idea comes in their head,
                            they want the job done, they may like to
                            surf stores and so they do that detaining
                            the work God wishes done. It may be a challenge
                            to do things better and better, wasting time
                            while they detain a job that is required
                            and needed to get done.

                                I remember when my brother would
                            bring his seminary friends home during
                            the summer, I would prepare lunch and
                            I put in lots of "stuff" that wasn't
                            in the recipe, so it would be the greatest
                            meal they ever had. I ruined a few meals —
                            once with too much curry I knew nothing
                            about.

                                It was an impure motive — I wanted to
                            get great recognition for myself, I wanted
                            them to think how great I was.

                                Had the focus been on fixing a great meal
                            for them, rather than myself, I maybe would
                            have followed a tried and true recipe instead
                            of focusing on my cooking skills which were
                            probably better than some others, but I
                            sure didn't know what I was doing with
                            curry — My brother and all his seminary
                            friends had to rinse off the expensive shrimp —

                                But my focus was to be the best cook
                            that had ever prepared their food.
                            Simply it should have been to just do the
                            job the best way I could to get the job
                            accomplished so they had a good meal, but
                            I was a teenager and I wanted special recognition
                            for myself — so they would say

                                "Oh it was the best meal we ever ate and
                                she is so young and such a good cook"

                                How many of us mess up the plans while we
                            seldom do the job purely to do God's will and
                            get the job done as it needs to be.

                                I remember at home, I may have not gotten
                            the recognition for my accomplishments like
                            some kids. I keep revealing myself deeper in
                            these messages as I believe God wants me to.
                            What this leaves me is venerable, while others
                            I work with may not look at how they deal
                            with their interaction with me and others, but
                            I remember when I was told to publish the
                            first Blue Book — the men helping me wanted me
                            to leave in the parts that made me look
                            less than perfect and I went to the Cathedral
                            for Mass in the Blessed Sacrament Chapel and I
                            cried to Jesus — why do I have to put in print
                            my imperfections and Jesus showed me His

December 5, 2005 message continues

Messenger:         arms spread on the cross and from that point
                            forward early in 1994 I surrendered my life
                            to reveal what He wanted to through me to
                            help others. Intimacy is wrought in this — we
                            open our hearts to an intimate other and then we
                            grow deeper in our oneness — they love us —
                            we can grow in this relationship. There are
                            spiritual directors who direct others, this is
                            not mutual, like a husband and wife
                            who compare notes. We open ourselves up
                            in confession to a priest and tell him
                            our selfishness, anger etc. If people
                            go to confession to prove they are perfect
                            and confess other's sins they may never
                            really grow much in becoming more
                            perfected and growing out of their
                            imperfections.

                                I think of St. Ignatius and the three Classes
                            of men. How many of our actions are to be
                            for our own glory and not to simply doing
                            it for the honor and glory of God.

                                I remember a message God gave me
                            in the 2nd Blue Book — it was to do with
                            persecution and glory.

December 5, 2005 message continues

Messenger:             "Be not attached to the persecution or glory"

                            I remember when I got this in March, 94, I
                            did suffer after that.

                                I want God's will. I want things the way He
                            wants. Jesus told me He wanted the crucifix
                            next to Mary's image. I got this message
                            July 15, 1998 that was about the crucifix.

July 15, 1998

                            A person that gets joy out of controlling others
                            may try to just get the upper hand — no
                            matter whether it is God's will or not —
                            If someone says black, they will say white
                            and argue for either side, as long as they
                            win. This type of solution to
                            a problem is not pure. Jesus says
                            argumentation can be from the devil.

                                What extent will someone go to, to
                            get recognition, acceptance, control —
                            they may take time stalling to control —
                            try to make complications so they can
                            rescue.

Jesus speaks:          There are so many ways in which My
                            will is blocked, by people who continue
                            doing what they do through patterned
                            behavior they will not change. Men and
                            women in marriages sometimes give
                            up their marriage because they fail to
                            let go of controlling, prideful behavior.

                                At work, Mary had a job in the mail
                            room — she always did a little something
                            her way that caused a problem, eventually
                            she had to be let go, when she held back
                            important mail just to disobey her
                            superior. Why did she do that — you say —
                            I say, many people do things all day —
                            every day playing games of control with
                            others — emotionally controlling and controlling
                            sucking others of energy while they watch
                            kind people try to deal with their ways
                            of doing adverse behavior and getting
                            away with it.

                                The best policy for getting work done —
                            is acting in purity rather than pride —
                            aiming to do the job the way it needs
                            to get done rather than control for oneself or
                            ways to create problems to come in later
                            and rescue the persons, just trying to do
                            honest work.

                                People manipulating others need to
                            analyze why they need all these ways of
                            controlling and manipulating others.

                                In My Blue Books, I give you My ways
                            of unveiling the workings of satan in your
                            lives, in admitting the truth, in examining
                            your own conscience and in acting
                            purely for the honor and glory of God.
                            In reading My love letters you know
                            My deep love for you and you are
                            empowered from your relationship with
                            Me.

                                Admitting your anger at others, your
                            superior ways of judging others —
                            controlling others trying to get a job done
                            in YOUR TIME and not MY TIME
                            can be the very thing that backs someone
                            against a wall and creates such pressure
                            you force them to quit because it is
                            humanly impossible.

                                Hurting a willing person, by forcing them
                            to act in your timing when they are supposed
                            to be doing something else will cause
                            a person to be pressured against their
                            capability —

                                Then you can walk away with your
                            bad habit and destroy a person's
                            willingness to serve.

                                Hiding the truth from your superior
                            is not going to help an institution to
                            work purely. Because you have learned
                            to act this way because of divorce or
                            divisions at work —

                                Purity, Truth and Love is the way
                            to bring oneness to the world.

                                This is the mission of the Shepherds
                            of Christ to bring oneness to the world.
                            This is My Movement. In following My
                            Plan — you will help to bring peace
                            to the world.

                                I am the way, the truth and the
                            life. I am the Bread of Life.