February 15, 2018

Psalm 52: 9

Psalm 62: 6-9

Psalm 66: 19-20

but in fact God did listen,
attentive to the sound of my prayer.

    Blessed be God
    who has not turned away my prayer,
    nor his own faithful love from me.

                R. The Lord is My Shepherd –
                We are like little sheep and
                we need to be lead to green pastures –
                We can see more and more in the
                world – the more man goes from
                love and unity – disobeying the
                commandments of God – the more
                it leads to his own ruin and
                destruction.

                The first commandment tells us
                God must be first in our lives.
                If we want to resist the influence
                of the world, of others, of the
                devil – we must be rooted in
                the strength of God.

                    This takes time alone with
                God. This takes conversations –
                is this God's will – is this what
                God wants me to do now – am
                I obeying God's law, the laws I
                must obey in life etc.

                    We must have fear of God –
                This is because God created
                us and we are His creatures –
                We are under God –
                We know we are on the stage of life
                at every moment and God is
                watching our performance.
                We are commanded to love God
                and put Him first and love our
                neighbor as ourselves.

                    Praise God, love God, thank God.
                You people, of the earth, how can
                you turn your back to God and
                ignore His commandments?

Psalm 72: 1-7

                R. Joy is in God –

                Justice and peace in the heart of
                    a man serving God.

                God is our King – we are under God.
                God is kind and compassionate and
                    He loves us.

                Create in me, Oh God, a clean
                heart – open my heart to love
                You ever more and to love my
                neighbor as myself. God is
                good and compassionate and He
                shows sinners the way.

                    Only so many days we have
                here. Life is but a breathe –
                like the wind it blows and
                then is gone. So we are called to
                form hearts and souls of love that
                last forever –

                    Let my eyes watch and my heart
                be ever longing for greater strength
                in God. For God is mighty and we
                must be rooted in Him to be
                strong.

                    A foolish man seeks independence
                and division and is looking backward
                in anger and pride, while the man
                of virtue looks ahead in love, with
                faith in his heart and hope for
                eternal salvation. There is not division
                in his heart, but love and unity
                and his eyes are ever on the Lord.

                    He lives by the precepts of God –
                the shield is the banner of absolute
                truth – While the man who walks
                in darkness is caved-in and
                deception is grounds within him –
                he struggles with loving any one,
                but goes into pride and selfishness
                because he doesn't really feel
                very good in his heart at all.

                    Let the light of Christ
                fill you – let the light of
                God be your rear guard
                and fore guard.

                Excerpt from Blue Book 18

The Agony in the Garden

1. R. As we meditate on the mysteries of the rosary, I see more and more how these mysteries merge into one, into the one mystery of God, into knowing Him, for I know Christ in His life, and I know Him now, most intimately, within my heart. And in this mystery of knowing Him, I know Him as an infant, as God. I know Him in the Presentation in the Temple. I know Him in the Finding in the Temple. I know Him in the Agony of the Garden. I know Him in all the aspects during the Passion. It is like how I know you. I know you. I know all of the experiences that we have shared together, and at one time it is as to look into the mystery of you. Each one of us, being a mystery that is unfolded and as we grow more intimately with one another, those parts that are within that are held as a mystery to some are revealed here to each other. This is how it is with God. We know Him in all of the mysteries as we meditate on each one individually. And it takes a great unity which comes together in our knowing God as a Person, as the Holy Spirit fills us with knowledge and understanding.

If you have been my friend for many years, I would know so many things. A mother that carries a child within her womb, knows the child through their whole life and knows them now. It is a summation of all the experiences together. And this is how it is: when I meditate on Christ in the garden, I see Christ the child in Bethlehem. I see Christ risen and ascending into heaven. And I see the Jesus that I know today, the One that I receive in the Eucharist, the One that I love, the One that I am most intimate with. And so to meditate on a mystery, I have so much emotion, for I have experienced this Person of Jesus in the depths of my soul, in my intimacy with Him, especially in the Eucharist. This is the mystery of Jesus Christ as He knelt in the garden, and I know Him in the garden for I have lived this agony in the garden in my life. And I know Jesus in His Word. And I love Him as I love a person, but much deeper, Jesus is God, that I love. Let us meditate on the mystery of this rosary and go deeper and deeper into the mystery of our Divine Lover.

2. R. It was Ascension Thursday in 1995 and it was during the Mass, and I experienced Him in such oneness. All of the mysteries that I knew as I know Him now, not even in an instant, for when you receive a light there is not time in it for He takes me to the other side and it is just existence in Him and not even in a second or a batting of an eye or a dropping of a pin. I know God to a heightened intensity. And this is how it was. It was that summation of everything, the insight into this mystery of God. This is what I long for, these precious moments when He gives these lights and there is no time. There is just this knowing of God to a heightened intensity, and it is that which fills my soul so much, for it is that, that my soul craves. It is the most satisfying, this knowing of God. It is the most satisfying, this intimacy with Him. It was His saving blood that He sweat in the garden to pay for our sins. We see Jesus kneeling there in the garden.

3. R. And so, this is a rosary about our beloved Jesus, the One that we visit when we go to the exposed Eucharist, the One that we know in our heart when we receive Him. This is our Lover.

4. Song: Be Not Afraid - refrain

5. R. Now hear the words of our beloved Jesus as He speaks to us and He says, (singing) “If you pass through raging waters, in the sea, you shall not drown, if you walk amid the burning flames, you shall not be harmed. If you stand before the power of hell and death is at your side, know that I am with you through it all.” And He speaks to us, and He says to us, “Be not afraid, I go before you always, come follow Me, and I will give you rest.”

6. Jesus: No rest for the weary heart. There is only rest in Me. You may feel great turmoil within your heart at times for the world is so unlike you, but you, My beloved ones, are rooted in the truth. For I am alive and I am present, and I am teaching you My ways. I am God. Do not be afraid. Be courageous for I have chosen you from so many to deliver My Word. And it is in great joy that you reap the victory to come. For the men will wear the white robes. You must die to your selfish ways. Long to live more and more in Me. You are in the process of dying to the impure self, that, the true self, as the Father created you, can merge more and more into the image and likeness of God. And so I speak to you, beloved one. Although it may feel very scary at times, I am telling you this day that you must hear the words I am speaking clearly in your heart now. I am God. I am a person and I am with you. I want you to know Me, to know My love for you, and I want you to hear these words. The words are these:

Sing: Be Not Afraid - refrain

Jesus: And so you follow Me and you follow Me, and you seem alone so many times. But it is because the world has gone asunder. They have strayed off the path, and they do not even know the path that they are on. But they run as in a race to get to the end when the end will be their own doom. What is to become of them when they do not even care? For they think that life is life rooted in this world and in the body, when in fact I stated so clearly in My Word, that life is life in Me.

Sing: Be Not Afraid - verse 1

Jesus: Come away with Me. Come into My Heart and I will give you rest for I am your Lover. I am your Spouse. I am the Bridegroom of your soul, the One for which your soul seeks. And you may trod a barren desert, but you only find rest in Me.

Sing: Be Not Afraid - refrain

7. Song: Come Holy Ghost

R. This is the Person that we are singing to. It is the Holy Ghost, the third Person of the Blessed Trinity, and He is alive and He is living within us at this moment. He is alive and filling us with love. Let us sing to the Person, the Holy Ghost, that has been with us for our life and has led us down so many paths and led to great knowledge of God. Let us sing to this Person now and thank Him for the gifts that He has given to us to let us know God as He has allowed us to know Him. Let us sing from the bottom of our heart to our Lover, the Holy Spirit, Who dwells within our heart and waits for our love given to Him.

Sing: Come Holy Ghost

8. R. Jesus told me today that the situation with Bob Elpers was like a parable for us and I don’t know if I remember exactly how He stated it. But life is life in Him. And so many today are so focused on their body. And even in the hospitals, checking the blood for everything but not worrying about the life of the soul at all. Being dead in sin but worrying about every fat cell, exercising, spending all this time and energy, but not worrying about what goes in the mind to feed the soul, watching endless hours of television, that can hurt the soul. And He said that Bob Elpers condition was like a parable. For he went to the doctor and the doctor said, “There’s nothing wrong. Do not come back here.” And he knew it was his heart because all his life he has been breathing, he has been thinking. And these actions were thwarted because his heart was blocked and the blood was not flowing. But Bob was a fighter, and he was trying to cover up all these things so nobody would know. And he kept going to the doctor and the doctor says, “There’s nothing wrong with you.” But all his life he knew how his head worked. He knew how his body worked. He knew how he felt. He knew the pain in his heart. And when he went to the doctor, he said, “There’s nothing wrong with you.” But he went to the right doctor, and the right doctor got to the bottom of the problem and he unclogged the valves and blood could flow and life could get to the different organs of his body.

There are so many hearts Jesus says that are filled with dirt. How do you feel when you’re in love? You are full of life when you are feeling loved and when you can give love. For it is love that we were created for. But it does not stop with the creatures here. God is the Creator with a Divine Plan that created us to love. And life is in Him. And so He says to us in John 15: 5 “I am the vine, you are the branches. Whoever remains in me, with me in him, bears fruit in plenty; for cut off from me you can do nothing.”

9. R. Many in the world today are living with clogged hearts, and so what do they do? They try to compensate by pleasures outside the body and by going to their head. This is our world and it is sick, and He has given the Mighty Medicine. He is the doctor He says in the first Blue Book. He is the doctor that will unclog the dirtied hearts. No matter where we go, the life must be rooted in Him.

Song: We Have Been Told

10. R. And so He works in nature so much in the Bible. God created all those things in nature. It is how God is, a Creator, a Creator of things in nature. And so man sees the trees and the fruit on the trees, and they know that they are being infected by insects, and they know that they must attack in some way, shape, or form or the fruit will get rotten. But they do not know about the snake (the devil). It is burrowing its way into the hearts of men and eating their hearts until they are rotten. God is the vine grower. And He has put us on this earth to bear great fruit and to bring forth the fruit for heaven. People do not get it. He was in the garden, and He was paying the price by the blood on His brow. The new Adam was in the garden.

Song: We Have Been Told

 

The Scourging at the Pillar

1. R. In the video of April the 17th, I was in a garden. And as I read about God’s Blue Book, an introduction, the Sacred Heart statue was directly behind me and I could see His Heart. And when I introduced God’s Blue Book, and talked about Him communicating in the heart, the sun pulsated. We are in this garden. We are in this garden. We are carrying the medicine to the sick children that they will bring forth great fruit - souls for the Kingdom of heaven. We are helping to bring forth the fruit, Christ being the first fruit.

Reference 1 Corinthians 15: 20-28

2. Hail Mary

3. Christ the first fruit. And then it goes down and it says, “As it was by one man that death came, so through one man has come the resurrection of the dead. Just as all die in Adam, so in Christ all will be brought to life; but all of them in their proper order: Christ the first-fruits, and next, at his coming, those who belong to him.” 1 Corinthians 15: 21-22

4. R. I want to live in Him. I want to be one in Him. What happens to the branch that is not attached to the vine? It withers and it dies. He is the vine. We are the branches. What of our brothers that are out there, the ones that think that life is only in the body? It is because their spiritual hearts are clogged. It is because the debris has piled up. And so they are reaching for life elsewhere. But it is like Bob. If he did not go to the right doctor, he would have died because that life support was being cut off more and more and more and more. And that’s what’s happening to our world. All through the Bible it talks about ‘dead’, the ‘dead’ men, the ‘dead’ men are the ones that are dead in their soul.

5. Jesus: Fear not what men can do to your body, but fear only those things that can hurt the life of the soul.

Matthew 10: 28

‘Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul;  fear him rather who can destroy both body and soul in hell.

6. R. And He stood at the pillar, and they beat Him raw to pay for the sins of the men this day that give their bodies to senseless pleasures. The pillar, He is the vine. And then we have the new pillar, the pillar of light. Adam stood by the tree. Eve listened to the serpent whirled around the tree, and Adam did his own will and disobeyed God. Christ was tied to the pillar, they beat His body. Jesus showed us - the body can be beat up – it’s the soul that counts. The lighted pillar of Fr. Carter, for it says in the book of Revelation that the victor will be a pillar.

R. When speaking about the renewal of the Church and the world, it is through the consecration to Jesus’ Heart and Mary’s Heart, reaching the priests, that the light will shine on the dark world. Adam and Eve were cast from the garden.

7. R. We see the sun come up everyday, and we do not see the miracle that it is that God the Creator controls the elements. The sun looked as if it came crashing down to the earth at Fatima, and when He came to introduce those Blue Book messages, the sun pulsated over the Holy Spirit Center, the Light of the world. And then we see Fr. Carter, this pillar of light in the photo. Jesus said that Fr. Carter was a pillar of light to the dark world. And then He talked about the consecration and how He would renew the world through the Shepherds of Christ Movement.

 

 

8. R. Mary appeared as the Lady of Light over 420 times, and after she is ignored and asking the same thing as at Fatima about the rosary, she appeared as the woman clothed as the sun on the building in Florida.

9. Jesus: Oh you senseless world, for you are waiting for a miracle and I have given you so many miracles and signs. This evil world waits for a miracle, but I will not give you more signs. The sign is in the love in your hearts. I am the vine. You are the branches. Those who live in Me will bear great fruit.

10. Song: Come Holy Ghost

 

The Crowning with Thorns

1. R. God made all of these things for us.

Reference Genesis 1: 16-19

2. Genesis 2: 16-17

‘You are free to eat of all the trees in the garden. But of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil you are not to eat; for, the day you eat of that, you are doomed to die.’

3. R. And they wove around Jesus’ head a crown of thorns made from His own creation. God created the crown of thorns.

4. R. And they gave Jesus a cross to carry, and the cross was made from His own creation.

5. Jesus: You test Me with all of your fancy ways, and you think you are so smart in your minds. And I am God. They crowned Me with a crown of thorns, and the saving blood was seen as it came forth from My brow and it fell to the earth. They are so dumb that they do not see that it is God that lifts them high. They are creatures of the soil, and I elevate them to such heights in Me, and they hang on to such feeble things of the earth.

6. Jesus: And what think you that your God asks of you? He asks you to love, to love Him and to love one another. Is this a hard command? Why will you not love Me, for I have given you the good things of this earth? Yet I am despised and hated and treated with the greatest indifference. I come to you, My shepherds, the shepherds of My flock. Will you lead the sick ones to My Heart that they will feast on the glories that I have prepared for them. They will drink of the wine, and they will know that Jesus is truly present in the Eucharist.

7. R. In the valley of darkness, they walk, and they do not care. They continue to walk, and at the end of this dark, dark road, is a pit of everlasting doom.

8. Jesus: Wake, you senseless earth. Wake from your long slumbering sleep, and see Me, alive, before you. I am the God of Abraham and Jacob. I am your God, and you do not recognize Me. Two thousand years later, I come and I give to you My letters of love, and I am treated with such hatred and indifference. They make you run and they will not listen to Me, and I give to them the most sacred letters of My precious love. How I am offended for the way that I have been treated by those that have received the letters but did not recognize the truth that I gave to them. They did not recognize the truth for they do not know Me. But you know Me. That is why you listen, and that is why you have become so intimately united to My Heart. The men that know Me will hear the voice in the Blue Book messages and will turn their hearts to hearts of love.

9. Jesus: Give them the letters of My love. I beg you. I beg you and bid you to give them these letters for they will help heal the wounds in their heart. For the doctors that they go to are not the doctors that will heal their sickened hearts. I give to you My heavenly medicine, the words from My Most Sacred Heart, to heal the wounded hearts. And they scoff at Me and they laugh, and they chase you. Their day will come. For My letters of love, I give, and you are rejected for delivering My letters of love.

10. Jesus: Oh, little one, will you love Me? Will you come to Me and pour your love out to Me? For it pleases My Sacred Heart when you come with your sweet, soft voice and you whisper so gently with tears in your eyes, “Oh, My God, I love You so, if only I could love You more. Give me grace, please, My God.” And I test you, and I watch you fall. But you do not know that the tests that I give to you have drawn you ever closer to My Heart and have helped you to know My love and My ways. It is always in love that I act in your life. For I am a teacher and you are My pupil. And I have instructed you through many trials, in which you suffered. And I saw you, My little one. I saw you struggle, but I did not pick you up, for you would not have learned of My ways and My love. I carried that tree on My back to the top of the hill, and at the top of the hill, they hung Me on the cross. And I bled for the sins of the thankless race. Now what do you expect when I ask you to follow My ways? And you, you whine and complain. It is through your suffering that great grace is released for the brethren, the sick ones that are in this world. I bid you to come to My Heart, to take your sufferings and to love. No matter what you are given, you must love. I love you. I love you. You do not comprehend My love for you. You are wishy-washy, and you do not understand how truly I love you. I am a constant Lover. If you knew My love, you would not be afraid. But you do not know how much love I have for you. You think, at times, you are unloved. And you go to the world to find that which the world cannot give you. It is found in Me. Oh, My little ones, so many simple things you do not understand that would make your life so much easier. You must know that I love you all the time. Tap on My Heart, and ask Me, “Do You really love me, Jesus? Will You leave me, Jesus? Will You be there for me, Jesus?” For many of you are afraid of being abandoned, many of you, you, the chosen ones that I have given so much love. And you are afraid that you will not have enough love, that you will be left without love.

Read the messages of love that I deliver to you for they are from My Heart! If you, the ones that I give the messages to, do not read the messages, how will you tell others of the importance in their lives? And I will allow you to suffer until you turn to the material that I have given to you, My letters, My rosary, My Word given for you, My little ones, that you will spread this word to this earth, that you will give to them the medicine. Do you believe? Then obey. Listen to the messages. Live the messages. And you will live in My love. If your heart is feeling empty, you must turn to the tools that I gave to you, that you will feel My constant love within your heart. You do not read the messages I’ve given to you.

You are so wishy-washy in your love. If you knew My love, you would not be afraid. You feel you do not have enough. Sometimes you are so desolate and so depressed. I have given to you the greatest gifts, and you do not even comprehend the gift I have given to you. How will you tell the world? How will you be the voice crying in the darkness to make ready My coming? You do not believe yourselves. Your belief is so shallow. I am Jesus. I am with you this day. Will you believe Me, or will you continue to go in and out and in and out? You must know My love all day, every second, every heartbeat. I give to you the letters of My love, and I ask you to live by this book, to carry this book with you until you know constantly that I am God, I speak to you, and I love you.

Song: A Song from Jesus

Jesus: I love you. I love you. I love you. Hear the words that I speak to you. Know that I am God. I am a Divine Person, and I love you with a love that you can not receive from any human person. It is this love that your soul craves. The saving blood came through My body that I gave for you. I am the vine. You are the branches. The withered branch falls from the tree dead to the ground.

Song: We Have Been Told

 

The Carrying of the Cross

1. Hail Mary

2. Jesus: At times you are so bolted to the earth, and you are so earthy. I raise your soul to great heights in Me, and you are filled with My life. It is My life that your soul craves. How do you think Bob would be today if he kept going to the wrong doctor. Your doctors in this world today are not giving the souls their medicine. I give to you the Mighty Medicine for the sick world. But you, My shepherds, live according to these words that I give to you.

3. Jesus: I carried the cross to the hill of Calvary, and on My back were the sins of the world. This is the love that I have for you that I would carry the heavy cross and shed My blood for all of your sins, and I would do it again and again for I love you. I love you. I did this for love of you. I gave My life.

4. Song: Come unto Me all who are Weary

5. Song: I Have Loved You

6. Song: God’s Love

7. Mary: I watch my Son that day as He carried the cross on His back, and it made me cry because it was my Boy, the little one that I held in Bethlehem. I watched Him, and He was covered with blood and full of wounds. I watched Him. He gave the saving blood for the children of this earth, and they neglect my Son and they do not love Him. And He loves them so.

8. Mary: What do I say to you my children? For I have told you the ways of my heart and you will not listen to me. And it is the truth that many little ones will die for their mortal sins they refuse to admit. God has a plan for the children of this world, and they are willful. I am Mary, your Mother. Will you help me to reach my little children, my shepherds? If you say ‘no’ to me, who will I send? I want you to help me. Please, I beg you from my holy, Immaculate Heart, the Ark of my children of light.

9. Mary: Tenderness and love in the Heart of my Son. And some hate my Son, and they hate His ways, they sin mortally without being sorry. They will die the death of their soul.

10. Mary: Walk with me as I walked next to Jesus on that journey to Calvary. Look at Him now. Can you see Him? Can you see the love that Jesus has for all the children of this earth? For each child, Jesus gave His life, and many will die, die the death of their soul. Do you see my Son? Look at His face. I looked into His eyes, and I saw His great love for you. Will you love my Son and make reparation to Our Hearts for the sins committed against Him? You must love, my shepherds. It is love that He wants. You can not fight and be divided with one another. You must love. His way is love. Please, please, my shepherds, you are the cream of the crop, the Father’s holy family. If you do not love, if your hearts turn bitter, if they become clogged, who will the holy family be? For you have been given great gifts of His love in these messages. Do you treasure the words that He speaks, the words of greatest love that Jesus gives to you? They are His love letters to you, to you. Read the letters He gives to you and know His love. He loves you so. Will you love Him? Love Him so much. It pleases His Heart so when you love Him.

Mary: I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. The wrath of God will come on this senseless earth, and they will know that God is their God. For they worshiped a molten calf, and when I appeared to them, they would not listen to me. Help my little ones. Spread this.

 

The Crucifixion

1. Mary: Come to me, my little children. I have a place for you in my Immaculate Heart.

2. Mary: You will know the power of God.

3. Mary: And the veil was ripped in two.

4. Mary: He has lifted the veil for you, my shepherds, that you will know Him most intimately. Thank your God, for He is the Light of the World.

5. Mary: It was His saving blood that He gave for you on the cross.

6. Mary: It is your heart He asks for in return.

7. Mary: So senseless are my children, that they look for so many silly things when God is all that will fill their feeble hearts.

8. Mary: You will know a black day and you know His Might, for God is a God of justice and a God of right.

9. Mary: Truth and justice will kiss, and the moon will be no more.

10. Mary: I will put darkness under my feet, and I will crush the head of the serpent. And the children that remained in darkness will be lost forever, my little ones, so loved. Tell them this message. I am most grateful for the work that you have done for my children, for they are suffering and in pain and many will suffer the loss of their souls. My little, gentle, tender ones, I am your Mother, come to help you to find the way. But you will not listen to me, and I love you so. I love you as the most loving Mother, and my Son loves you. Never, my shepherds, are you to feel unloved. You must read the messages that I have given in many rosaries of my love for you in the Rosary Book, and read the messages of my Son. For you will not feel left out and unloved. You will feel confident and unafraid. For if you knew His love, you could not be afraid. He loves you. Every second when you feel fear in your heart, hear Him gently say to you –

Jesus: I love you, My little one. Do not fear. Come to Me, and I will make you My little child.

Song: Be Not Afraid

Jesus: I love you, I love you, I love you. I am Jesus, and I wait for you by day and night to tell Me how much you love Me. Please, My shepherds, give Me your love. I want your love. I want you to love Me.

Jesus: This is a rosary about love, the love that I have for you and the love that you have for Me and the love that you have for one another. For I have molded your hearts together, My shepherds, in My Heart, and you are filled with great love. Go into the world. Always love. I am Love. To be like Me, you must love.

John 1: 1

In the beginning was the Word: the Word was with God and the Word was God....

Jesus: I give you Myself. I want intimacy with you. I give you the Bread of Life, the Word and the Eucharist.

R. Let us go to the Church and fall on our knees, worship, honor, and adore Him and thank Him for the gifts that He has given to us. For we were blind, and He has brought us into His marvelous light, and we see as never before. As on a clear day, we see the greatest brightness of the sun and the glory of the beautiful earth that He created. For the wonder is in His creation. The greatest wonder of all is that God-made-Man came to this earth and gave Himself for sinful man.