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Prayer for Grace for our Country

Dear Father united to Jesus in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, the Sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present, celebrated around the world, in the Holy Spirit. We offer up all we do united to the Mass. We unite in one mind and one heart as members of the mystical body of Christ, with Christ our head in the pure and holy Hearts of Jesus and Mary, through the powerful intercession of Mary with all the angels and saints and souls in purgatory, and we beg for the saving grace, for our country, the United States. Please help us. We further pray for unity to always do the will of God in love. We spread the Blood of Jesus on the leaders and people of the United States and cast the devil into hell. We consecrate our country to the Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart and all our dioceses, and beg for an outpouring of the Holy Spirit. God help us. We pray for our families, the priests, the Church and the world. In the Name of Jesus please hear us, we pray. We pray for our president and leaders. We pray that we are united as one nation under God to work together in love as God wants.  

My Bridegroom,

    I wanted You so much, my main focus was desire for You, wanting You, I felt so strongly through the Mass the glory that must be given, by a soul, to You, but to write and to have to think about glory is not it at all. The soul is in such a state of knowing God that glory is what it gives, the whole being wants to glorify God, it is the natural course of action considering the state of the soul in being possessed by God and knowing His presence in their soul.

    The being, the soul becomes so one with God that the state of the soul is giving glory, it is a grace given, a light that is given, a place of being, existing in Him and in that is the state of the soul worshiping God.

    We are as blind men with our minds that we think, we act, with God He possesses the soul and the soul is existent in Him. The state of the soul is praising, thanking, loving, wanting God.

    Today after Communion the desire of wanting more and more of Him as He absorbed my being, wanting this with the deepest desire to never end, realizing the temporariness of it and wanting it forever and completely being so absorbed in Him. My heart really hurts now as a sword within it wanting completion and satisfaction, feeling elated and ecstatically united to Him, but oh the sword that feels as if it is piercing my heart because of the ending of this rapture. I desire more. I want Him completely forever. I see myself in my present state in life as living in an endless desert thirsting for this union with Him.

    God comes to me. He possesses my soul. I am caught up in Him, all He is, His immense state of loving, every capacity within me is intensely heightened.

    God possesses my soul and I feel the intense love He has for others. I felt intensely His love for the handmaids and the Elpers and Melanie Noe, for Ellen, when I now think of a person I am absorbed with His love for them, the way He loves them. I feel overwhelming love, just love. My state is love in Him.

    My being is united to those I intimately love. Loving as He loves in me, loving this state of rapture and purity, of freedom from the dark side of myself, all is pure love in Him, overwhelming pure love, not coming from a tainted fallen nature.

    To be absorbed immensely in Him. This is our desire, for nothing on the face of this earth compares to this presence of God within my soul, when He acts on my soul and finds favor with me.

    Man misses the boat in this world wishing to control their relationship with God.

    It is the Lamb that is the Initiator, that gives the grace and floods the soul with this grace and the soul is absorbed and possessed by the presence of God.

    To explain this in my imperfect state with pen and slate is beyond any means of expression. When the Bridegroom, the Almighty God finds favor with a soul, He acts uniquely on that soul and they share in the love experience of God loving an individual soul most intimately. Each soul is uniquely precious to Him, each one giving Him a unique pleasure, each relationship with each soul is between the infinite God and the particular soul.

    He can be the Bridegroom of each soul and each is its own pleasure for Him.

    Each soul is created in His image and likeness uniquely fashioned to give Him great pleasure by loving Him.

 

April 9, 1998 Holy Thursday

This is a Spouse of the Lamb Entry

My Spouse,

    I have walked through Lent with You by my arm as a Bridegroom. Yesterday was the most fantastic experience where I knew that in the depth of that union, nothing here is like it. There is nothing to fear Your Might far surpasses all else, if I but surrender and let You act in me.

    I surrender myself totally to You. You have brought me to the anniversary of the Last Supper. One other day last week at the Mass, I saw You as one at the Last Supper, I saw Fr. Carter celebrate the Mass, time stood still, all time was one, but the presence of You celebrating the Mass at the Last Supper was there. It was one moment, then and now, all time as one, all together in the hands of the priest and I cried from the experience of seeing You with the bread and the wine. The bread became Your Body. The wine became Your Blood. I was so aware of the great miracle taking place, so aware of Your love.

    I am now so aware of Your love for all I love. I want Your love for others to permeate my being. Few words being spoken, only love. I want to be filled with love, there is overwhelming love. This is how I wish to love my brothers, with overwhelming love despite any flaws. This is how I feel You loving me when I am so one with You in the Mass, all I feel is intense love for others.

    Anything that is not right or good or veering from the truth must be handled in a community, but the love of Jesus is always there. Jesus’ overwhelming, unconditional love that permeates the heart, but the Lord who is the Way, the Truth, and the Life, acts always to bring forth truth in a soul. We are to be a most perfected religious community. We are to be the spouse of the Lamb. We are to live in the deepest holiest love in the TRUTH following His way, not veering to the right or left and operating with an abundance of His life permeating our very being. He is the Way, the Truth and the Life. I love You my Bridegroom, I have sinned.

 

April 9, 1998

This is a Spouse of the Lamb Entry

My Dear Spouse,

    A priest’s heart should be likened to the Heart of Jesus, his virtues should be like the Virgin Mary, his soul should be married to the Lamb, his model the Virgin Mary and her intense love union with Christ.

    Mary is the highest human person. Mary is Immaculate. Mary loves Jesus. Mary stands beneath the cross. Mary is the most perfect handmaid of the Lord.

    The earth would be a different place if all priests consecrated their hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

    The Priestly Newsletter is a binding force between Jesus and the priests. He is writing His message for the priests to take the priests to His Heart.

    At every Mass we ascend the mountaintop. The priest is Jesus’ instrument. The Mass is the sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present.

    We must guard our hearts before Mass and pray together fervently.

    We act in such oneness with Christ in the Mass. We act as victors on the mountaintop.

    We are victorious over the tauntings of satan and all the grace flows on the world.

    We go into battle. How do we come to Mass. Before the Mass is a battle. The victory is won with hearts filled with love.

    Our disposition is so important at Mass. Satan wants to divide hearts before Mass. Division in the hearts helps separate a soul from God.

    We are to be deeply one with Christ and others at Mass – Not divided!

    When we are one, the graces flow copiously.

    Souls are to be one – not divided, not full of unrepented sin – pride, anger, jealousy, envy etc.

    We approach the altar of sacrifice, our hearts must be filled with love. These are our arms to fight the battle.

    The more our heart is consumed with love for God and others, the more the grace will flow.

    Christ’s heart is consumed with love for souls. He loves, He is love.

    Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the Life. Jesus is absolute truth - we must love abundantly as He loves. If we are one in Him, we love.

    Any division and bitterness in our hearts effects the amount of oneness we have with Him. Thus effects our intercessory powers.

    Help me spread the Consecration to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary to the Priests. Great grace is outpoured in the Mass. The Mass is the sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present.

    I ascended the mountain of God and I was changed, He showed me Himself, I ate His Body, I drank His Blood and I was transformed.

    Jesus: I am the Way, the Truth and the Life.

 

April 12, 1998 Easter Sunday

Sing: Hosea

 

April 13, 1998

At the Rosary

    Jesus: I am asking you to pray for healing on Tuesdays at the Morrow Center and to use the Holy Spirit Novena I have given as the format. I ask you to ask Fr. Carter if it can be read by one person before the Tuesday prayer meeting.

    It is not necessary to do everything when you are weary. Some others must assume the responsibility. Some are working so hard.

    I am very appreciative for all your work. I ask you to continue working if at all possible.

    I cannot tell you how pleased I am, but some need to give more. Do not be anxious. Pray for direction and it will come to you.

    Your main focus is always doing the will of God with love. Thank you, My holy ones. I love you so much!

 

April 16, 1998

The Good Shepherd

R. Our Father is the Father of the human family and Mary is the Mother. God created all of these children, some are willful and in sin.

    The sheep are the ones who hear the voice of the Good Shepherd and they follow Him. The goats do their own will. Yes, there will be peace when men realize they are sons of the Father, that Jesus, our brother, was sent by His Father to show us the way, the truth and the life. Jesus is the Son of Justice. Jesus sits at the right hand of the Father.

    Reference 1 Corinthians 15: 20-28

    Jesus answered, ‘...and all who are on the side of truth listen to my voice.’ ‘Truth?’ said Pilate. ‘What is that?’ John 18: 37-38

    R. Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the Life.

    Judas raised his heel against Jesus.

John 13: 8

I am not speaking about all of you: I know the ones I have chosen; but what scripture says must be fulfilled: ‘He who shares my table takes advantage of me.’

    Jesus: I am the Good Shepherd. I know Mine and they follow Me. They will not follow a stranger’s voice, they will follow My voice.

    Harken to Me, My Shepherds. You are the flock that will lead the world into oneness. Do not question. The confusion will become greater and greater, a person wishing to adhere to the truth must have the truth within them. This will happen when men are living according to the Word and the commandments, and are dwelling in the Heart of Jesus. The truth is found when one surrenders themselves to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, there must be that constant presence of the Trinity living and dwelling in the soul.

    R. I know more and more oneness, in great love in my heart for those I love so much. I am profoundly connected to them in my heart. I declare my love for God and my love for my fellows.

    God gives to us our freedom, yet He loves us with the greatest love. He no longer walks the earth but He is with us, and He is truly present in the Eucharist and alive in our hearts. We must have a high spiritual, mystical union.

    Jesus: You once were babies at the breast, now you have matured to Christians in which Christ lives and dwells within you.

    R. The Reign of the Sacred Heart will come to this earth when Christ truly lives and dwells within the hearts of men.

    Jesus: I am the Good Shepherd. I know Mine and they follow Me.

John 10: 1-6

‘In all truth I tell you, anyone who does not enter the sheepfold through the gate, but climbs in some other way, is a thief and a bandit. He who enters through the gate is the shepherd of the flock; the gate-keeper lets him in, the sheep hear his voice, one by one he calls his own sheep and leads them out. When he has brought out all those that are his, he goes ahead of them, and the sheep follow him because they know his voice. They will never follow a stranger, but will run away from him because they do not recognise the voice of strangers.’ Jesus told them this parable but they failed to understand what he was saying to them.

John 5: 1-9

After this there was a Jewish festival, and Jesus went up to Jerusalem. Now in Jerusalem next to the Sheep Pool there is a pool called Bethesda in Hebrew, which has five porticos; and under these were crowds of sick people, blind, lame, paralysed. One man there had an illness which had lasted thirty–eight years, and when Jesus saw him lying there and knew he had been in that condition for a long time, he said, ‘Do you want to be well again?’ ‘Sir,’ replied the sick man, ‘I have no one to put me into the pool when the water is disturbed; and while I am still on the way, someone else gets down there before me.’ Jesus said, ‘Get up, pick up your sleeping–mat and walk around.’ The man was cured at once, and he picked up his mat and started to walk around.

    R. Many are laying around, but don’t really want to be healed. Jesus always asked if they wanted to be healed. Being healed means we can suffer. They do not know it is so hard. They think it should be easy. To follow the way of Jesus we must pick up our cross and follow Him. His way is suffering many times. His way to Calvary was the way of the cross.

    To enter the pierced Heart of Jesus we had to carry our cross and follow in His bloody footprints.

    The way of the world is to take a pill and relieve the suffering. His way was to follow the Father’s will.

    On Good Friday He gave me an urgent message for leaders and apostles.

    This was my calling all through Lent to be the spouse of the Lamb. On Good Friday I graduated - it was to stand beneath His cross and know more fully the mystery into His love. In order to go to the depth He calls me to, I must die to the old self and put on the new self, the one that will live the Father’s will in love.

    Jesus: No marriage will survive if there is not special time for intimacy with the bridegroom. There must be that time alone with Jesus. Too much time with others ruins the marriage.

    R. We can’t be busy all the time and have an intense, deep relationship with Jesus. It takes time with Him.

 

April 18, 1998

Contemplatives in Action

    Jesus: I am teaching you to be contemplative in action. All of My apostles must be rooted in Me and be active helping to bring about the Reign of My Heart.

    I have taught you about the importance of hourly prayer. I have taught you about the Mass. You know the power of the Eucharist. What is it all for? It is to bring the light to a world that is walking in darkness. You are praying all through the day for the renewal of the Church and the world and the coming of My Sacred Heart. You act in My Name. You must be rooted in Me.

    Walk, apostles, in the darkness and spread the light, My love vibrating from your hearts. You are as a two-edged sword for I have made My Word alive in you. I have planted the seed that has germinated.

    Focus on the good life, life is not life if it is not rooted in Me. Action or selfishness. Some of your apostles focus on themselves. The Movement is not existent for their self-improvement only. The movement is that, they, will spread the Good News. Some work until they drop, they produce great fruit. Some live to cause trouble. Some think this movement lives for their life alone. I have called you to this life as a contemplative in action. If the action is missing, you are not producing the fruit I wish. I live in you and you are to bear great fruit. Some have horrendous problems because they continue to miss the whole cycle. The seed is planted, it brings forth fruit. You are in labor bringing forth the children into the light. Some are wailing in pain. Others just wail and hold the movement back. This is how many are in the Church. People are in boxes, they go for their own personal development and do not see that they are to lay down their lives for one another in prayer and work.

    Your prayers are helping already to renew the Church and the world. Your works are good works for they are rooted in Me.

    I ask you to circulate this message to leaders and apostles. Are you selfish or serving? Do you wait while others wash your feet?

John 13: 34

I give you a new commandment: love one another; you must love one another just as I have loved you.

    R. The Lord showed us how to be the person in authority - He washed their feet. In the end, all authority will be under Him.

    Jesus: So much work could be accomplished if some of the apostles in your Movement would get out of their selfish ways and realize I give great gifts here because much is expected of them. Spread the Good News to the ends of the earth.

    You must have time with Me, your Divine Lover. I want to live in you. If you are too busy you lose your connection to Me. If you are totally focused on your own self reform you do not bear the fruit I wish you to bear.

    You are contemplatives in action. I will live and dwell and act in you and you will bear great fruit.

    Get off of the pity pot and realize the world is changing because of the Shepherds of Christ Movement. Pray and produce good fruit.

    You must be rooted in Me. I call you to action. Not so much action, you are busy slaves; not so much prayer, you are only focused on your own renewal.

    Prayer apostles are asked to pray for the intentions of the Shepherds of Christ to bring about the renewal of the Church and the world. Prayer apostles are praying for the Ministry.

    The handmaids are contemplative in action. The Lay Apostles are contemplative in action.

    The priests and brothers will be contemplative in action. I will hear you say, “it is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in Me.” (Galatians 2)

    The victor is the one who gets water from the springs of life-giving water.

    The tree of life is Christ hanging on the cross of Calvary and the life-giving water pouring forth from His pierced Heart.

    R. In my heart I am connected to the Pope.