December 23, 1994
A Heart of Love - GIVES
Jesus: I gave, I gave, I gave. When you love you give, you do not
hold back, you do not build a wall to fortify the self, the focus is always
on the other. Seeing with My eyes, feeling with My Heart. I give Myself to
you this day. I am with you.
I gave Myself, I showed you the way. Mary went to the hill country to
visit her cousin Elizabeth. My Mother was carrying a child, but she went to
help Elizabeth, total giving. She gave her life, she gave her body, she gave
herself for the other with her great love.
A heart of love - GIVES, do you give or do you hold back. Christmas
is the time of My love given to you. Mary's love given that she brought
forth her beautiful infant and laid Him in a manger.
Giving and love, when Christmas Day is over, remember the Christ
Child. I gave myself to the world so that you would have eternal life. I
humbled Myself and became a man for great love of you. Oh dear little
hearts, how you are loved by My Father and the Holy Spirit. How Mary and I
love you. Soak in this great love being outpoured to you today.
Come with a pure heart, a heart free of any resentments or anger, let
go of hurts, take the walls down around your heart. How can I get in if you
are holding walls around your heart to protect you from others that may hurt
you.
I will never hurt you. I died for you. I was born in the womb of
Mary. I took on a little baby body for love of you. Let go of anything
holding you back from a pure heart.
Open wide your gates and I enter in with My Heart open and on fire
for love of you. I am Jesus the Lord, your beloved, come to give you My
great love this day. Let down your walls, I will sustain you, I will protect
you, the Holy Spirit will transform you into a heart likened to Mine. I will
take you to the inner sanctuaries of My Heart. Go to My Mother and be united
to her love, she will lead you ever closer to My Sacred Heart.
Little one, little one, how you search for such things when I have
for you a Heart of Divine love to fill you. I give to you a sharing in My
life. I give you My Divine love. Let it penetrate your being. Draw ever
closer to My beautiful Mothers' heart and My Heart, We are the Hearts of
such love. Ready and waiting for you.
Tender, tender love, waiting for you. I love you so much, My beloved
ones.
December 23, 1994
My Mom Died
Messenger: Mary teach me to be a mom like God wants My mom died
when I was five I am always learning to be like Mary Mary help me to
love like you love Jesus and all souls.
I smelled roses when I was 5 the whole time in the funeral parlor. I
always remembered the roses.
December 23, 1994
I Walk By You
Mary: Every time you thought you were alone I walked by your
side. As I walked by Jesus on Calvary, I walked by you all through your
little life, all through your adult life.
I walk by you, I am standing by you now my little love. Feel the
presence of your most loving Mother. From this day forth you will know what
it is to have your mom by your side.
As I held Jesus so close to my heart, I hold you ever close to me. I
tenderly caress you and love you with the dearest motherly love.
I am your loving Mother. The more you realize my tender love that I
have for you, the deeper you will love Jesus, with tender love. He is the
tenderest of all Hearts. He loves you with such tender love.
But I, my little child, how I love you with the deepest maternal
love. I have forever cared for you and loved you. I am your loving mother.
This day you will forever blossom and bud forth more and more blooming.
You are my beloved daughter.
I will lead you tenderly to my Son. I am Mary your loving mother and
thank you for responding to my call.
As I watched all the sufferings of my beloved Son, I stood under His
cross and watched my child hang and die. I will not abandon you, I stayed
with Him. This was the most bitter heartache.
I stood under His cross with full awareness of what was happening. I
did not take any pain medication, I stood there and I withstood the
heartache. When your heart aches remember how I endured all the sufferings.
Through God's grace you can endure your trials. If I could withstand such
anguish, you with God's grace can withstand your trials.
Focus on your Father's love for you to give His only Son. Focus on
Jesus' love for you to give His life. Focus on my love for you and how I
forever stand by you, always with you, I never abandon you.
You have a loving Mother, always by your side, as I stood under Jesus
cross and endured all of this suffering, I walk with you, I never leave you
and I hold you up as John held me under Jesus' cross.
Mother you, I do. I mother you, I love you, I call to you to come to
my motherly heart so that I may lead you to the Heart of my beloved Son.
Oh little loved child of mine, you have a mother. I am Mary your
Mother. I stand by you today.
December 23, 1994
Blows at the Pillar
Messenger: After the consecration, I had a strong realization of
Him receiving blows at the pillar. My stomach and my heart ached. I could
hear noise and hear His grunt. I felt as if I could feel His wounds. I
wanted to get so connected to it. I sat down after communion and felt like I
could get totally lost in His wounds and knowing His love for me and for us.
Head down, I wanted to go somewhere and be lost in His passion. I wasn't
thinking about the passion at all and all of the sudden I could hear Him
getting scourged at the pillar. I wanted to cry and buckle in, go off
somewhere and be alone with Him.
Same as when I saw wound in His hand when praying the rosary with Fr.
Carter.
Today prayed rosary with Fr. Carter afterwards I prayed and was so
close to Jesus, felt as if I could go off I had an ecstasy in church this
morning.
December 24, 1994 - 4:00am
Message to Rita on Christmas Eve
Jesus: Dear Child,
I am your precious Savior, from your bed to this letter you are
already talking in your head.
Little one, little one, it is in trusting in Me you will find your
peace.
You do not trust, you are afraid what others think. You are afraid
they will leave you and not talk to you again.
All you suffered led you to where you are at this moment. Oh, how you
have received such gifts from Me, your beloved Savior, but satan wants to
stop you. You must let go totally to Me. You do not fume, you do not fret,
you must totally surrender to the will of the Father.
I am caring for your every need, child. Oh child, child, how you
waste your precious days in planning and prodding when I am guarding you
with My Divine love.
No problems will befall you. Anything that occurs will be handled by
Myself and My Mother. She forever watches you and guards you. She is by your
side, always. Little child, little child, sing My songs of love. I have hand
delivered love songs, love messages, I showed you so many miracles and you
are still at unrest.
Rita, Rita, I talk to you constantly, I watch you and you, fumble
around in your heart. Your heart is so full of fear, all the days you
suffered were in vain child. I am here at every moment, I never ever leave
you. I died on the cross in perfect peace.
Peace is yours. I am so attentive to you and your needs. Let go, let
go, let go, I walk with you, I talk with you. I am forever with you and
guarding you and you child are full of fear and trembling. Oh, dear one,
beloved of the Father, your life is unfolding as He, My Father, has planned.
Your surrender is necessary for this plan to take place. You stumble on your
path. You fight your trials, accept that which happens as that which I
allow. Accept and surrender to the joys, to the sorrows, to the love that is
outpoured to you. Surrender to rejection. Did I not show you how to live in
adversity? Oh little loved one, beloved of My Father, His plan for you is
unfolding, your response will lead you to peace or turmoil. You bump along,
yet you surrender. Surrender. Consecrate your heart to My Heart and that of
My Mother's. I talk, you do not hear. Consecration is surrendering, you
accept, you are then in great peace. I am guarding you. Suffer child for the
child Jesus. I was born in such poverty, I came into this world God made man
in a stable, I died on a cross.
Do you want to follow Me? I was at peace ALWAYS. I knew the Father's
will, I knew His love. You need to take down the wall of protection you are
building around your heart. It is being fortified by your fear and lack of
trust in Me and My Father. Surrender to the will of God. Let the Spirit move
your soul. Surrender and be led to deeper life in Me. I am pouring out to
you My grace.
Surrender, Surrender, Surrender. You fret so about being abandoned.
My child I never abandon you. This is your secret. If I never abandon you,
why do you fear?
You are fearing and not trusting in He who guards you. I guard you.
You do not write this letter at 4:00am to comfort yourself. Oh little one
please let go in your heart to My Heart.
You are fighting My union with you. I want union with you, intense
union at every moment. You are only connected to Me at certain times. You
are a little frightened child.
Take hold of your heart and surrender to My dear Mother's heart and
My Heart. All you know about Our hearts and you fear. Oh little one, your
fear is from satan. He aims to cause you discomfort. I walk with you and
forever guard you.
Let go and come totally into My Heart. My Heart is open and waiting
your entry.
Let go to all I send you. You cannot control the weather, you cannot
control others, you must surrender. This trial will lead you to the deepest
recesses of My Most Sacred Heart. Accept the trials and suffering for they
are the most precious moments when our souls are joined so closely together.
Oh sweet one, how sweet is the union I want to have with you. You are to
savor all I send you with trust and love. I am Jesus, your beloved Savior, I
came to this earth and died for you, why do you worry this morning? Oh I
love you. Come to My Heart, I am your Most Sacred Heart and I love you with
a Heart burning for love of you.
Sweet surrender to My love. Sufferings are the golden gems that lead
you so deeply into My loving arms.
I LOVE YOU. I love you that I came to share in your humanity and you
fret for anything.
Messenger: I saw the Sacred Heart picture at the center turn into
Claude and many Saints. It was all in color and so distinct. The rosary was
so intense and gorgeous. I had heard blows in church at the Cathedral of Him
at the pillar and felt His suffering, I want to go off and be in His
passion. We said the Sorrowful mysteries and the Sorrows, most beautiful. Oh
Jesus how You bless me and how I am so easy to fall into satan's trap to
take my glow away. I saw Mary all aglow, I saw Jesus turn into the Saints.
Oh the Communion of the Saints I pray in union with them in this
rosary and with Mary, praying to Jesus.
We were alone, my two children, Marty, Harold and his wife, Diane and
his son and we were united to the saints as we prayed. We are united to the
saints and Mary when we pray. Though we are little in number the most
beautiful saints are united with us as we pray. Oh I love you Jesus and
Mary, how much I have to learn and how exciting to talk to You and be with
You. God and the saints are my greatest friends. I love you so much.
Take my heart, oh Lord, make it ever true. Take my heart, oh Lord, I
belong to you.
December 24, 1994
Mary: My dear ones,
I want pictures of the rosary and seven sorrows in the rosary book. I
would like meditations on the seven sorrows. I would like the songs that
could be used during the different mysteries of the rosary. I would like
rosary meditations and certain messages that pertain to meditations on some
mysteries. My rosary, prayed as I have instructed, will lead many hearts to
Our Two Hearts. We are so closely united in the rosary. The rosary is the
most beautiful prayer. Singing between the Hail Marys pleases me so much.
Lift up your hearts. Pray the rosary with your whole heart and it will live
in your day. I, your beloved mother, and My Son thank you for responding to
my call.
I
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