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Sidney Rosary Tuesday

March 25, 2003 at 6:20.

March 21, 2003   

Messenger:             I love You so deeply my Jesus.

                                Words do not express the depth of my love.

Jesus speaks:          I have called you to this mission.

Messenger:           Oh I see the host, the consecrated host
                                before me. My love, my all, my God, I am
                                so thankful for the Eucharist.

                                My heart pants to know Him more, to love Him
                                    more.

                                Oh my Jesus, I see You as You appear to me and
                                    Your beauty is a beauty many could not perceive.

                                Oh my beloved You are my spouse.

                                I pray for this deep union between You and our
                                    beloved priests, a bridal union —
                                    You are the bridegroom of our soul —
                                    We are your beloved spouse, so intimately
                                    united in our soul.

                                I am in my being so existent in Him.

                                My life is lived in this deep union.

                                He appeared to me, my beloved, my heart is
                                    quieted by the thoughts of Thee. My heart
                                    burning with love. My heart skips a
                                    beat to remember my experience and
                                    Your apparition of last night to me.

                                God is love.

                                God's love is burning for us.

                                He is love.

                                The Heart of Jesus is a vat of endless love
                                    for His precious souls.

                                Oh it is knowledge of Him I seek,
                                    knowledge of knowing more deeply
                                    of His love, of dwelling more deeply
                                    in His Heart, of sitting with Him
                                    in this quiet love affair and gazing
                                    on Him my beloved.

Jesus speaks:        Oh men of knowledge, lost in your hardened
                                    minds, does the knowledge of knowing
                                    Me as the Divine Lover have room
                                    in your stale thoughts.

                                    Consumed with love I went to the
                                cross, dripping with Blood I gave
                                My all for you —

                                    You count your money, you weigh
                                your thoughts — oh you know so much —
                                you have books you have memorized —

                                    Do you see how I appear and show
                                My messenger how I truly am. I am
                                love. I am light. My Heart is a burning
                                furnace of love. Oh men of "righteousness"
                                you think, it is fair to give every one
                                their say.

                                    Do not try to water down My truth.
                                I am Jesus, the Son of God. There are Three
                                Persons in one God. I have given you
                                My beloved priests and the Mass.
                                "All religions are not the same."
                                Oh My beloved clergy, look at the
                                Eucharist with such loving devotion,
                                tell My people, I am Jesus, the Son of
                                God, truly present in the Eucharist,
                                no less present than the day I walked
                                the earth.

                                    My priests I outpour My grace when
                                people come to Mass and sit before
                                Me in the Blessed Sacrament. I am
                                truly present in the Eucharist in
                                My Divinity and humanity.

                                    Oh you who do not obey the laws of
                                God. Listen to your Father speak to you.

God the Father speaks:

                                    I am God the Father, My Son Jesus gave
                                His life for you, He is truly present this
                                day in the Holy Eucharist. Oh My priests,
                                treasure this gift. Tell My People that
                                God has given them such a gift in the
                                priest. Tell them to pray these prayers
                                given to you by My Son Jesus for the
                                priests, the Church and the world.

                                    Oh My People, I love you so. I
                                created you so special, Love is outpoured
                                to you from your God. You look for
                                empty bottles for your love. Come to
                                the Eucharist and be filled with
                                grace. Oh My people you can be
                                showered with such grace when
                                you pray.

                                    Everyone should ask themselves —
                                What is God's will for me? Do not do things
                                to please others if it is not God's will
                                for you.

                                    Oh My little babies, I love you so very
                                much. I want to shower you with
                                My love. I give you My Son Jesus
                                truly present in the Eucharist. My Son
                                Jesus gave Himself for you on the cross.
                                    I give you a message of hope.
                                    I ask My messenger to wear green
                                        sometimes for hope.

                                Oh My people the glories that await
                                    you who love and serve the Lord.

                                Oh My people Serve Me.

                                I am your Father.

                                I am the One Who created you.

                                    My people the evil one lurks about
                                and tries to stop the work you are
                                doing.

                                    Ask yourself "What is God's will for
                                Me" and do it.

                                    Many give into others when God is telling
                                you to do one thing. Do not give into others.

                                    Oh sweet one, do not worry.

                                    Your Mother Mary appears in Clearwater
                                        the Queen of Peace.

                                Oh My beloved ones, satan is cunning,
                                    he will come to distract you,
                                    people will be insistent.

                                Do what is My will.

                                Pray for this.

                                I am a God of justice.

                                Oh My little ones,

Mary speaks:             I appear to tell you to pray
                                these prayers given by my Son Jesus.

 
God the Father speaks:

                                I am God and I love you so much.

Messenger:            Jesus appeared to me for a long time
                                    last night.

                                I have not seen Him like that for
                                    a while.

                                Jesus told me today to wear green
                                    sometimes as a sign of hope.

Jesus speaks:            Oh My beloved one, I love you so
                                very much. I speak to all My Shepherds
                                do not give into satan to divide you or
                                stop you — do not give in —

                                    Here you are working and satan works
                                through someone who is not one with
                                the group to cause irritations —

                                    Do My will — not your own —
                                    I speak to you here.
                                    I appear to send you a message of hope.
                                    My mailing will bring hope to the
                                        world if priests listen and
                                        begin prayer chapters praying
                                        these prayers.

                                Why do you think Mary appears in
                                    rainbow gold —
                                    Many times in green.
                                    Many times in white.

                                She has appeared green to some —

January 6, 2002
  

                                She has called you in a special
                                    way to respond.

Messenger:            I had a vision and I was walking
                                    out front — Jesus said —
                                    I have given you messages
                                        from Me.

Jesus speaks:             You are My messenger.

                                    Anyone that wants to help you will
                                walk behind you helping you do
                                what I ask you to do.

                                Those that want to run the show
                                    are in competition with Me.

                                This is My Movement.

                                I am directing it.

                                I have sent you a holy priest to help
                                    you with everything. He has
                                    discerned all materials.

Messenger:        On March 20, 1994 —

                                2 days before the corner fell off
                                the old seminary, I got a very
                                strong message.
 
   
 

March 20, 1994 -
before the end of the building collapsed
at the Holy Spirit Center.
(the old seminary in Cincinnati)

Jesus: You don't have to prove the authenticity of these letters. You know they are true. If they doubt, let them get their proof. You don't have to give them signs. If they want the love of God, they will search and know the letters are from Me. Everything else is everybody else's responsibility.

I want you to speak always. I speak through you. I want you to circulate the letters. You do not prove the letters to any man. You write, you talk. Their doubt is their problem. You answer no more than I tell you to. They can turn their backs and lose the true treasure here.

I am Jesus, the Son of God. Say little in your defense. You know they are the fools if they question you. They miss My divine treasure here. I love each child ardently to write to them. Silly to not listen when I speak to you!

You are My messenger. You must only do the delivering. You owe no man any valid reasons why it is true. Publish these messages. I want the book published. What happened to Volume II? I, Son of God, am talking to you and who listens? Now they are holding it up because of the priests. I am Jesus I want all these messages published. If the devil creates enough doubt and confusion as he did, then you deal with that instead of the messages.

I am God. I am so tired with you to publish these letters. You are going to suffer for the souls will be lost while you tarry. Tarry more and do your own thing. Why should I give you any messages? You have not published any that I gave you. If you do not do this work, I will give them to someone who will. I am so tired with you. You are not doing My will and this world is suffering for your delays.

You check, you tarry, and I am God and I am talking to you. You test My messenger. You try her. You want proof. I give you messages, so many messages, and you want a sure thing. You test them on man. Does man know why God tells you here? Why is the world in this state if man is so smart? Why did he not cure it by now? All those you ask, ask them, why are you not curing the world!

I am God. I have spoken. I am so upset with these delays. What do I do to shake you into listening? You want proof. You lack faith. No human being has this knowledge. She is a math teacher and has not even studied theology or the Scriptures. She doesn't even know the books in the Bible. She only loves Me dearly. You test and waste My valuable time. I grow very tired of this.

I am Jesus Christ. I am the Son of God. You are all afraid or you would listen. You are afraid of the priests, afraid of the people, afraid. I have all the power, I am God. I can turn the world upside down. I have all the power. I am tired to give you more messages. You are not publishing anything. You want to be safe. The world is suffering and sick.

You want what you want in the way you want it. I am God and I do things the way I, God, know best. If I did things your way you would have no faith. Man gives into himself. I teach you to reach within your souls to the things and ways of God. You want Me to act like you. I am God and I do not act like the way you want. I am tired!

            end of excerpt from Apostles Manual
 

Mark 12: 10-11
  

Have you not read this text of scripture: 

The stone which the builders rejected 
has become the cornerstone; 
this is the Lord’s doing, 
and we marvel at it ?’
  

March 21, 2003 message continues   

Messenger:        The message I received was so
                                strong I cried to Our Lady
                                on March 20, 1994 and
                                then March 21, 1994 at the
                                old seminary.

                            Here is what she said
    

My Son's Love Letters Must Be Read

March 21, l994
 
Message From Our Blessed Mother

Mary: You hold letters that tell of the intimate, longing love of my Son for His people. Publish these letters so my children will be drawn closer to the Sacred Heart. He waits for their love. He is present and waiting. They will not know if you hold off any longer. Time is short. My children will not heal without the love of Jesus. The world is sick and you contain the medicine. All need to turn their minds and hearts back to my Son. These messages need to be published--now. I am Mary, your mother, and I love you.

Thank you for responding to my call.

end of March 21, 1994 message

March 21, 2003 message continues   

Messenger:        Here is what Jesus told Fr. Carter
  
  

 July 31, 1994 

Words of Jesus to Members
of Shepherds of Christ Associates:

    "My beloved priest-companion, I intend to use the priestly newsletter, Shepherds of Christ, and the movement, Shepherds of Christ Associates, in a powerful way for the renewal of My Church and the world.

    "I will use the newsletter and the chapters of Shepherds of Christ Associates as a powerful instrument for spreading devotion to My Heart and My Mother's Heart.

    "I am calling many to become members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. To all of them I will give great blessings. I will use them as instruments to help bring about the triumph of the Immaculate Heart and the reign of My Sacred Heart. I will give great graces to the members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. I will call them to be deeply united to My Heart and to Mary's Heart as I lead them ever closer to My Father in the Holy Spirit."

- Message from Jesus to Father Edward J. Carter, S.J., Founder, as given on July 31, 1994,
feast of Saint Ignatius Loyola, Founder of the Society of Jesus (The Jesuits)

March 21, 2003 message continues   

Messenger:        Here is what Mary told me when she
                                appeared August 1, 1994.

March 21, 2003 message continues   

Messenger:        Here is a message Fr. Carter took very seriously
 

A Message for the Earth from Jesus
January 22, 1998

Jesus speaks: I am the Good Shepherd, these are My prayers, the prayers I give to help renew the Church and the world, all prayer chapters are asked to include these prayers (found in the Shepherds of Christ Prayer Manual). As My Apostles and Shepherds I ask you to encourage all existing Chapters to try to encourage all existing prayer groups to pray the Shepherds of Christ prayers. Encourage all Churches to pray these prayers. It is most urgent that the people of this earth concur with the Father's wishes to begin Prayer Chapters. This is an urgent request from the Good Shepherd. The flock will become one when they have given their hearts to Jesus and Mary. Encourage all priests to pray the Shepherds of Christ prayers. Your world will be lighted with great light as the people of this earth pray these prayers.

    My promise is this to you My beloved earth: When you give your heart to Me and spread the devotion to My Sacred Heart, I will write your name In My Heart. I promise to give the greatest graces when you pray these prayers for renewal of the Church and the world and take all who pray them deeply into My Heart. The prayers I give will bring about the reign of My Sacred Heart and the triumph of Mary's Immaculate Heart. I am Jesus Christ, this is My message of January 22, 1998, Please circulate this message to your world. I am the Good Shepherd, I know Mine and Mine know Me and they follow Me. Grace My Shepherds, I will give you the greatest graces for spreading these words to this earth and to your Church. I love you, I am Jesus Christ, the Son of Man, it is the Plan of the Father that Prayer Chapters are begun immediately and the Priestly Newsletter is given to all priests. The Voice of the Good Shepherd speaks through it.

end of January 22, 1998 message

March 26, 1996

Very carefully discerned by Fr. Carter

Messenger:  I came to All Saints Church before a beautiful Monstrance of gold that contained Our beloved Savior. He was adorned in light, the altar beneath shone with the brightest light and the cross behind was entirely silhouetted with the same celestial light. I was overwhelmed with the presence of God and cried deeply from the awe of it all.

    To be so aware of the Almighty God truly present in His splendor and glory—to know the presence of God, to see the glistening of the gold and the light and reflection of the cross behind Him—my beauteous love—words do not exist to describe the rapture of a heavenly embrace! I cry because of the immense awe within my being to know Him. God truly present in His majesty and glory and oh, God, I behold the presence of a heavenly court. You opened wide the heavens and lifted up the veil and I knew You in Your splendor and glory. I behold God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.

    "I am the Way, the Truth and the Life." He is the Almighty God. He shows us the celestial lights with which He will light this earth. Many must surrender their hearts to His Heart and Mary's heart. It is in surrendering, the Spirit will move in the hearts of men and the light of God will shine on the darkened earth. Not with a light that you comprehend, but a light that is divinely granted—a light beyond all lights, a vision beyond all visions. It takes the surrender of minds and hearts to God. The Spirit cannot move in us when we are in control. Surrender and give Him our heart and He will make us fishers of men.

    We are His apostles in the Shepherds of Christ Movement. He is sending us out into the world to light the hearts with His burning love. We are chosen by Him and He is giving us abundant graces to grow in our union with Him. He will light this world with His burning love. Our hearts must be open. We must surrender and let go and reach beyond the senses, reach with our hearts. Pray for faith, pray for the vision of God.

Note:  I cried all through this writing, having the presence of God and being in great ecstasy to behold Him. May God touch your heart and may His Spirit move within you. May you be filled with the grace of God to surrender and let Him accomplish a great work within you.

    And I was filled on high with His miraculous light and He reached down and spoke within me. I was filled as never before and knew the presence of God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.

Note:  As I finished, the bells at All Saints Church rang at 9:00 A.M. As I began to experience the immense splendor, the bells of 8:00 rang. Words do not express anything that I saw or experienced or know from this ecstasy. This was the greatest and the first of three visions, which defined clearly to me our role in the Shepherds of Christ Movement. Jesus defines clearly the role of Fr. Carter in this great mission given to him by the Father.

For Fr. Carter from Jesus:

Jesus speaks:  To him who has eyes to see, they will see - not with earthly vision, but with the eyes of faith, and to him who has ears to hear, he will hear with the fluttering of the Spirit moving within him.

    I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life. I am the Almighty God. I say to the rocks to fall and they fall and to the grass, grow, and it grows, and to the sun, shine, and it shines. I give to you My love in these letters. Filled with My love, you will conquer this earth, not with weapons and powder or force, but with fires of My love. The fire will wipe out the hatred in the cold hearts and the earth will be covered with My celestial light. The earth will rock and I will appear in the heavens adorned in power and glory and the contrite hearts will be saved. I came to separate the sheep from the goats, the light from the darkness. I come and no one pays Me heed.

    To you, My beloved son, Father Carter, I have sent you on a mission to spread this fire that will cover this earth. The hearts of men will turn from their sick and desolate ways to hearts gentle as a little lamb.

    There will be one flock and one Shepherd and My staff will rule over all. Hearts consecrated to Our Hearts will lead the light across the earth. This light will be a light of intense brightness, brighter and hotter than any light from a flame. It will be the fire of God's love. The Spirit will move in the hearts of all consecrated to My Heart, and you will know how fire truly spreads, for the love of God is a fire. It is vibrant. It is encompassing. It is smoldering, burning deep within and speedily spreading on the outside. No fire on this earth can ever describe the burning embers that burn from the Sacred Heart of Jesus. No fire burns like the fires coming from My Heart and hearts filled with the love from the Sacred Heart of Jesus.

    I have written your name, Fr. Carter, in My Heart, never ever to be blotted out and this earth will be renewed with the fire of God's love through you. You are My beloved priest-son, forever, according to the order of Melchizedek. Most holy and most sacred are your hands that consecrate the Host and write My precious newsletter for My beloved priest-sons. You are never unguarded. You are held within the deepest chamber of My Heart, and you will spread My love to the priest-sons of this earth.

    I am Jesus. You will spread My love to all souls on this earth. I love you with the tenderest burning love. I am Jesus, your beloved Savior.

end of March 26, 1996 message

                            July  4, 1996 the following message was given.

  April 17, 1994 -- at the old seminary

Jesus speaks:  Oh, the waters will run and the earth will shake and you will suffer and suffer and work your own plan and say it happened before, it is not a sign from God - it is a phenomenon, a happening, no reason to take notice.

And I will shake you on your tree and you will fall to the ground as rotten fruit and all that will remain will be the fruit of heaven.

Jesus speaks:    I am Jesus:        

                                LISTEN TO ME

                                I am the Bridegroom of your soul
  
  

Revelation 11: 1-19

The two witnesses

Then I was given a long cane like a measuring rod, and I was told, ‘Get up and measure God’s sanctuary, and the altar, and the people who worship there; but exclude the outer court and do not measure it, because it has been handed over to gentiles—they will trample on the holy city for forty–two months. But I shall send my two witnesses to prophesy for twelve hundred and sixty days, wearing sackcloth. These are the two olive trees and the two lamps in attendance on the Lord of the world. Fire comes from their mouths and consumes their enemies if anyone tries to harm them; and anyone who tries to harm them will certainly be killed in this way. They have the power to lock up the sky so that it does not rain as long as they are prophesying; they have the power to turn water into blood and strike the whole world with any plague as often as they like. When they have completed their witnessing, the beast that comes out of the Abyss is going to make war on them and overcome them and kill them. Their corpses lie in the main street of the great city known by the symbolic names Sodom and Egypt, in which their Lord was crucified. People of every race, tribe, language and nation stare at their corpses, for three–and–a–half days, not letting them be buried, and the people of the world are glad about it and celebrate the event by giving presents to each other, because these two prophets have been a plague to the people of the world.’
    After the three–and–a–half days, God breathed life into them and they stood up on their feet, and everybody who saw it happen was terrified; then I heard a loud voice from heaven say to them, ‘Come up here,’ and while their enemies were watching, they went up to heaven in a cloud. Immediately, there was a violent earthquake, and a tenth of the city collapsed; seven thousand persons were killed in the earthquake, and the survivors, overcome with fear, could only praise the God of heaven.
    That was the second of the disasters; the third is to come quickly after it.

        

  Rita, Fr. Carter
 

 
Four days before Father Carter's death 

John, Rita, Father Carter

March 21, 2003 message continues  

God the Father speaks:

                          I am a God of justice.

Jesus speaks:    This is My Movement.

God the Father speaks:

                          I have sent Mary as a 

                                messenger to your earth.
  

January 5, 2003
  

March 21, 2003 message continues   

God the Father speaks:

                         This is My Son's Movement.

July 31, 1994 

Words of Jesus to Members
of Shepherds of Christ Associates:

    "My beloved priest-companion, I intend to use the priestly newsletter, Shepherds of Christ, and the movement, Shepherds of Christ Associates, in a powerful way for the renewal of My Church and the world.

    "I will use the newsletter and the chapters of Shepherds of Christ Associates as a powerful instrument for spreading devotion to My Heart and My Mother's Heart.

    "I am calling many to become members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. To all of them I will give great blessings. I will use them as instruments to help bring about the triumph of the Immaculate Heart and the reign of My Sacred Heart. I will give great graces to the members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. I will call them to be deeply united to My Heart and to Mary's Heart as I lead them ever closer to My Father in the Holy Spirit."

- Message from Jesus to Father Edward J. Carter, S.J., Founder, as given on July 31, 1994,
feast of Saint Ignatius Loyola, Founder of the Society of Jesus (The Jesuits)

March 21, 2003 message continues   

God the Father speaks:

                I WANT YOU

                    TO BEGIN THESE 

                      PRAYER CHAPTERS —

                      praying for the priests, the

                      church and the world —

                      I AM GOD THE FATHER

                      LISTEN TO MY SON.

                      I HAVE SENT MARY AS A SIGN
  

March 21, 2003

Making a Movie

Messenger:            Our Lord told me to do a certain errand. 
                            I was to meet another person to give
                            them a package. I told another person of
                            the meeting place who then relayed the
                            message to the person I was meeting. It
                            was a long experience. After driving to
                            the appointed destination I waited
                            anxiously for a very, very long time.

                                Waiting can be a test for our holiness.

                                After a long wait wondering if I should
                            have to go home I decided to drive in the
                            opposite direction looking for the other
                            party.

                                I made several phone calls, feeling irritated,
                            but I knew Our Lord told me to do this.

                                I started to think "whose idea was this"
                            and I wanted to blame them, but I knew in
                            my heart Jesus had been telling me strongly
                            to do this.

                                Finally a connection was made. I called 
                            the party making the arrangements and at
                            the same time the party I was meeting was
                            on another line at a gas station.

                                At least I felt relieved that now I could
                            meet her and get on with my evening.

                                I drove the extra distance still feeling
                            irritated but relieved.

                                When I got there Jesus said "You are 
                            making a movie."

                                It was as if I was outside of myself and
                            could see myself giving the box to the other
                            person very gruffly. Then I could see myself
                            giving the other person the box lovingly,
                            understandingly and kindly.

                                I didn't want to do it the second way so
                            I thought instead of being gruff I could just
                            be matter of fact.

                                But the movies played in my head as clear
                            as video tapes I popped in the VCR one
                            very gruff and cold, the other very loving
                            and understanding.

                                I thought of heaven and how all I live for
                            is for Jesus, to know Him, to love Him,
                            to serve Him, to be so deeply united to
                            Him forever in heaven.

                                I could see that time when I would meet
                            Him and He would let me see my movie.

                                I thought about my movie.

                                I have lots of places I would have cut.

                                I still felt irritated and felt as if I could
                            not make the friendly movie when I left 
                            my car. I heard Jesus again say "You are 
                            making a movie."

                                I got out of the car and the sweet small
                            80 year old handmaid was so frail and
                            beautiful, almost in tears because of her
                            sorrow over the mix-up. She said she
                            wanted to please Jesus but she just
                            couldn't hear too good.

                                I grabbed her and held her so close in 
                            my arms, and it makes me want to cry 
                            now for I didn't want her to be upset and 
                            feel bad.

                                Do you know what? The movie was
                            more like the kind movie that Jesus had
                            showed me.

                                I wanted to be that way but felt that I
                            just couldn't, He touched my heart so I
                            saw the other side.
  

Jesus speaks:          Today you are making a movie,
                  when the days of your life are
                  gone on this earth below how
                  much difference do you think
                  it meant to those you left behind
                  with your gentle love and tender
                  touch.

                     Like ripples on a pond the love
                  you give goes on forever in the
                  hearts you love.

                      Satan is real and he talks in
                  your head. I call you to be more
                  and more likened to Me. 

                       I love you.

                       Jesus
  

                       How is your movie?

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