I Long For You (excerpt)

December 9, 1993 - 3:30a.m.

Jesus speaks: This is an hour I give to you with My most Precious Heart. My heart is ablaze and full of such love. It is as a hot furnace, on fire for love of you. Can you refuse such intense love from God? Think of this. God waits for you. He is waiting with His heart on fire and His arms open wide for you. No one can take your place. I long for you and you alone. I can love everyone like this because I am God. Do not try to understand the ways of God with your earthly minds. Man cannot fathom that which I can do, so why try? I am God - you do not understand the ways of God. But, you must know I am waiting and longing for you and your soul was created to thirst after Me. So, if you do not come, you thirst. I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. I long to be united with you in Communion. I am here, totally present, body and soul, human and divine. I am God-made-man, of a woman, come to this earth and I want to be united to you in Communion.

March 28, 2005

Jesus speaks:    MY LIGHT IS AT HAND

 
Messenger:    What does this mean - when Jesus said
                            this to me 11½ years ago or so --

                        What does this mean when the world has
                            been in existence for so long
                            for the people of the earth today?
 

                    MY LIGHT IS AT HAND

                        TIME IS SO SHORT 

 
                        Man is imperfect - God tells us this in the
                            Bible at the beginning - Adam and Eve
                            sin -

                            Cain sinned murdering his brother -

                            Look at the story of Joseph and his brothers
                            Look at the story of Christ crucified -
                            Jesus the Divine God -

Jesus speaks:    Oh you of little faith
                            and of little love -

                        You are so thwarted by your lack of
                            truth -

                        I watch you in your jealousies and
                        I watch you project your bitterness
                            on innocent others because of others
                            hurting you -

                        It is your pride that keeps you stuck -
                            your ways of manipulating through
                            passive-aggressive behavior -

                        My ways are the ways of the heart - hearts
                            filled with love, not bitterness,
                            envy, jealousy and control -

                        A man went on a journey and in his suitcase
                            he took all the wounds of the past -
                            a beautiful woman came to him giving
                            him love and comfort and when he
                            saw her he saw his old mistress
                            and all her sordid ways -

                        He rejected the kindness of this young
                            widow approaching him with
                            genuine holy love and opening his
                            bag he took out swords and hatred
                            to hurl at the gift now given to him -

                        He carried his bag of bitterness every where
                            he went looking for someone to drop
                            the load carried inside
                            on -

                    Projection -
                        A child can be abandoned by alcoholic parents,
                            or can be abandoned by work-aholic parents
                            or a parent dying. So the
                            child may have real issues with
                            fear of abandonment. They
                            may be over-possessive of all who show
                            them any kindness. They long
                            that the wounds of the past be
                            healed and they may
                            use others, who are innocent, to try to
                            heal their ugly wounds -

                        Projection - they project the wounds of
                            the past on innocent others.

                        Many go through life inflicting the
                            same patterned behaviors on
                            others - the pride and jealousy,
                            possessiveness keeps them stuck -

                        They see themselves as perfect -
                            They may lie about the bag of hatred
                            they carry - they may lie to themselves
                            about being wounded from the past and
                            then they may project their anger on some
                            innocent other or others.

                        Come to Me and examine your actions -
                            when you create the confusion -
                            the hatred - admit it -

                        Some people, who have fear of abandonment
                            are like babies that will not
                            let others come in and out of
                            the door as is necessary to do God's
                            will -

                        They are possessive, inflicting pain on
                            others for doing the work they
                            must do to promote My Kingdom.

March 28, 2005 message continues

Jesus speaks:    Some have been so wounded that if
                            someone is kind they are
                            so starved because of wounded
                            love they want to possess the other
                            person in an attempt to heal
                            hurts from wounded parental love -
                            hurts from old romantic unsuccessful relationships -

                        It can be very dysfunctional relationships they engage in,
                            it can be a very unhealthy relationship,
                            not a relationship in which people are
                            acting as God desires -

                        This dysfunctional acting is usually
                            coming from one who has not gone
                            through the process of recovery -

                        A person carrying a bag of wounds desiring
                            to find a person to now be the
                            mother, father, husband, wife that
                            will love them and heal
                            those wounds.

                        The games people play are real in
                            relationships.

                        A man went on a business journey -
                            his wife was so possessive having
                            been wounded as a child - she
                            created all kinds of problems
                            while he was gone to get his
                            attention for leaving.

                        Another man went on a journey and he
                            was being suppressed by an old
                            relationship and his children -
                            he controlled events around him
                            to ease his pain of disempowerment
                            from the other relationship by being over
                            controlling and exerting his power on others which
                            was not even a good thing for
                            himself and the other people. He gave
                            directions that hurt his life and the company
                            they worked for.

                        All he did while away was things
                            against the good interest of the
                            company -
                            He acted in desolation to ease
                            the pain he failed to admit to
                            himself existed. His desire to
                            correct his disempowerment in
                            the relationship was
                            dulled by the power he exerted over others
                            which was not the right thing to do for
                            the company.

                        Tainted behavior is tainted behavior.

                        Listen to the discernment of spirits of St. Ignatius -
                            Don't operate in desolation

Excerpt of The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius, by Louis J. Puhl, S.J. pp. 141-146

  

313. RULES FOR DISCERNMENT OF SPIRITS
I

Rules for understanding to some extent the different movements produced in the soul and for recognizing those that are good to admit them, and those that are bad, to reject them. These rules are more suited to the first week
  

314.  I.  In the case of those who go from one mortal sin to another, the enemy is ordinarily accustomed to propose apparent pleasures. He fills their imagination with sensual delights and gratifications, the more readily to keep them in their vices and increase the number of their sins.

    With such persons the good spirit uses a method which is the reverse of the above. Making use of the light of reason, he will rouse the sting of conscience and fill them with remorse.

315.  2.  In the case of those who go on earnestly striving to cleanse their souls from sin and who seek to rise in the service of God our Lord to greater perfection, the method pursued is the opposite of that mentioned in the first rule.

    Then it is characteristic of the evil spirit to harass with anxiety, to afflict with sadness, to raise obstacles backed by fallacious reasonings that disturb the soul. Thus he seeks to prevent the soul from advancing.

    It is characteristic of the good spirit, however, to give courage and strength, consolations, tears, inspirations, and peace. This He does by making all easy, by removing all obstacles so that the soul goes forward in doing good.

316.  3.  SPIRITUAL CONSOLATION.  I call it consolation when an interior movement is aroused in the soul, by which it is inflamed with love of its Creator and Lord, and as a consequence, can love no creature on the face of the earth for its own sake, but only in the Creator of them all. It is likewise consolation when one sheds tears that move to the love of God, whether it be because of sorrow for sins, or because of the sufferings of Christ our Lord, or for any other reason that is immediately directed to the praise and service of God. Finally, I call consolation every increase of faith, hope, and love, and all interior joy that invites and attracts to what is heavenly and to the salvation of one's soul by filling it with peace and quiet in its Creator and Lord.

317.  4.  SPIRITUAL DESOLATION.  I call desolation what is entirely the opposite of what is described in the third rule, as darkness of soul, turmoil of spirit, inclination to what is low and earthly, restlessness rising from many disturbances and temptations which lead to want of faith, want of hope, want of love. The soul is wholly slothful, tepid, sad, and separated, as it were, from its Creator and Lord. For just as consolation is the opposite of desolation, so the thoughts that spring from consolation are the opposite of those that spring from desolation.

318.  5.  In time of desolation we should never make any change, but remain firm and constant in the resolution and decision which guided us the day before the desolation, or in the decision to which we adhered in the preceding consolation. For just as in consolation the good spirit guides and counsels us, so in desolation the evil spirit guides and counsels. Following his counsels we can never find the way to a right decision.

319.  6.  Though in desolation we must never change our former resolutions, it will be very advantageous to intensify our activity against the desolation. We can insist more upon prayer, upon meditation, and on much examination of ourselves. We can make an effort in a suitable way to do some penance.

320.  7.  When one is in desolation, he should be mindful that God has left him to his natural powers to resist the different agitations and temptations of the enemy in order to try him. He can resist with the help of God, which always remains, though he may not clearly perceive it. For though God has taken from him the abundance of fervor and overflowing love and the intensity of His favors, nevertheless, he has sufficient grace for eternal salvation.

321.  8.  When one is in desolation, he should strive to persevere in patience. This reacts against the vexations that have overtaken him. Let him consider, too, that consolation will soon return, and in the meantime, he must diligently use the means against desolation which have been given in the sixth rule.

322.  9.  The principal reasons why we suffer from desolation are three:

    The first is because we have been tepid and slothful or negligent in our exercises of piety, and so through our own fault spiritual consolation has been taken away from us.

    The second reason is because God wishes to try us, to see how much we are worth, and how much we will advance in His service and praise when left without the generous reward of consolations and signal favors.

    The third reason is because God wishes to give us a true knowledge and understanding of ourselves, so that we may have an intimate perception of the fact that it is not within our power to acquire and attain great devotion, intense love, tears, or any other spiritual consolation; but that all this is the gift and grace of God our Lord. God does not wish us to build on the property of another, to rise up in spirit in a certain pride and vainglory and attribute to ourselves the devotion and other effects of spiritual consolation.

323.  10.  When one enjoys consolation, let him consider how he will conduct himself during the time of ensuing desolation, and store up a supply of strength as defense against that day.

324.  11.  He who enjoys consolation should take care to humble himself and lower himself as much as possible. Let him recall how little he is able to do in time of desolation, when he is left without such grace or consolation.

    On the other hand, one who suffers desolation should remember that by making use of the sufficient grace offered him, he can do much to withstand all his enemies. Let him find his strength in his Creator and Lord.

325.  12.  The enemy conducts himself as a woman. He is a weakling before a show of strength, and a tyrant if he has his will. It is characteristic of a woman in a quarrel with a man to lose courage and take to flight if the man shows that he is determined and fearless. However, if the man loses courage and begins to flee, the anger, vindictiveness, and rage of the woman surge up and know no bounds. In the same way, the enemy becomes weak, loses courage, and turns to flight with his seductions as soon as one leading a spiritual life faces his temptations boldly, and does exactly the opposite of what he suggests. However, if one begins to be afraid and to lose courage in temptations, no wild animal on earth can be more fierce than the enemy of our human nature. He will carry out his perverse intentions with consummate malice.

326.  13.  Our enemy may also be compared in his manner of acting to a false lover. He seeks to remain hidden and does not want to be discovered. If such a lover speaks with evil intention to the daughter of a good father, or to the wife of a good husband, and seeks to seduce them, he wants his words and solicitations kept secret. He is greatly displeased if his evil suggestions and depraved intentions are revealed by the daughter to her father, or by the wife to her husband. Then he readily sees he will not succeed in what he has begun. In the same way, when the enemy of our human nature tempts a just soul with his wiles and seductions, he earnestly desires that they be received secretly and kept secret. But if one manifests them to a confessor, or to some other spiritual person who understands his deceits and malicious designs, the evil one is very much vexed. For he knows that he cannot succeed in his evil undertaking, once his evident deceits have been revealed.

327.  14.  The conduct of our enemy may also be compared to the tactics of a leader intent upon seizing and plundering a position he desires. A commander and leader of an army will encamp, explore the fortifications and defenses of the stronghold, and attack at the weakest point. In the same way, the enemy of our human nature investigates from every side all our virtues, theological, cardinal, and moral. Where he finds the defenses of eternal salvation weakest and most deficient, there he attacks and tries to take us by storm.

end of excerpt of The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius

Excerpt of The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius, by Louis J. Puhl, S.J.
    

328. RULES FOR DISCERNMENT OF SPIRITS
II

Further rules for understanding the different movements produced in the soul. They serve for a more accurate discernment of spirits and are more suitable for the second week
  

329.  I.  It is characteristic of God and His Angels, when they act upon the soul, to give true happiness and spiritual joy, and to banish all the sadness and disturbances which are caused by the enemy.
   It is characteristic of the evil one to fight against such happiness and consolation by proposing fallacious reasonings, subtilties, and continual deceptions.

330.  2.  God alone can give consolation to the soul without any previous cause. It belongs solely to the Creator to come into a soul, to leave it, to act upon it, to draw it wholly to the love of His Divine Majesty. I said without previous cause, that is, without any preceding perception or knowledge of any subject by which a soul might be led to such a consolation through its own acts of intellect and will.

331.  3.  If a cause precedes, both the good angel and the evil spirit can give consolation to a soul, but for a quite different purpose. The good angel consoles for the progress of the soul, that it may advance and rise to what is more perfect. The evil spirit consoles for purposes that are the contrary, and that afterwards he might draw the soul to his own perverse intentions and wickedness.

332.  4.  It is a mark of the evil spirit to assume the appearance of an angel of light. He begins by suggesting thoughts that are suited to a devout soul, and ends by suggesting his own. For example, he will suggest holy and pious thoughts that are wholly in conformity with the sanctity of the soul. Afterwards, he will endeavor little by little to end by drawing the soul into his hidden snares and evil designs.

333.  5.  We must carefully observe the whole course of our thoughts. If the beginning and middle and end of the course of thoughts are wholly good and directed to what is entirely right, it is a sign that they are from the good angel. But the course of thoughts suggested to us may terminate in something evil, or distracting, or less good than the soul had formerly proposed to do. Again, it may end in what weakens the soul, or disquiets it; or by destroying the peace, tranquility, and quiet which it had before, it may cause disturbance to the soul. These things are a clear sign that the thoughts are proceeding from the evil spirit, the enemy of our progress and eternal salvation.

334.  6.  When the enemy of our human nature has been detected and recognized by the trail of evil marking his course and by the wicked end to which he leads us, it will be profitable for one who has been tempted to review immediately the whole course of the temptation. Let him consider the series of good thoughts, how they arose, how the evil one gradually attempted to make him step down from the state of spiritual delight and joy in which he was, till finally he drew him to his wicked designs. The purpose of this review is that once such an experience has been understood and carefully observed, we may guard ourselves for the future against the customary deceits of the enemy.

335.  7.  In souls that are progressing to greater perfection, the action of the good angel is delicate, gentle, delightful. It may be compared to a drop of water penetrating a sponge.
    The action of the evil spirit upon such souls is violent, noisy, and disturbing. It may be compared to a drop of water falling upon a stone.
    In souls that are going from bad to worse, the action of the spirits mentioned above is just the reverse. The reason for this is to be sought in the opposition or similarity of these souls to the different kinds of spirits. When the disposition is contrary to that of the spirits, they enter with noise and commotion that are easily perceived. When the disposition is similar to that of the spirits, they enter silently, as one coming into his own house when the doors are open.

336.  8.  When consolation is without previous cause, as was said, there can be no deception in it, since it can proceed from God our Lord only. But a spiritual person who has received such a consolation must consider it very attentively, and must cautiously distinguish the actual time of the consolation from the period which follows it. At such a time the soul is still fervent and favored with the grace and aftereffects of the consolation which has passed. In this second period the soul frequently forms various resolutions and plans which are not granted directly by God our Lord. They may come from our own reasoning on the relations of our concepts and on the consequences of our judgments, or they may come from the good or evil spirit. Hence, they must be carefully examined before they are given full approval and put into execution.

end of excerpt of The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius

Jesus speaks:    When experiencing loss of power in relationships,
                            at work, etc - many try to get back
                            that lost power in other ways -

                        A person not rooted in the truth about past
                            relationships - can carry a bag of
                            bitterness with them, projecting
                            all kinds of unfair things on others.

                        The pride and jealousy and possessiveness,
                            envy, usually keeps the
                            person stuck -

                        Where things could work in one accord for
                            a common good - the person with
                            wounds is always reacting from
                            hidden pain, self-consciousness -
                            lack of power and projecting things
                            not really happening on others.

                        A person with a pure heart, seeks the truth
                            about old wounds in their heart - grieves
                            if grieving is necessary for a short time,
                            but soon recovers so they can act
                            purely in their relationships of dealing
                            with others. A person who lies and stuffs
                            feelings about past wounds inside themselves -
                            usually causes tremendous pain for all those
                            around them. Their real feelings of love
                            are blocked behind layers of wounds
                            they fail to admit to themselves and
                            when pain comes up they can project
                            their pain on the innocent
                            others around them.

                        In the core of a wounded person is usually a
                            suppressed child if one has not gone through recovery -

                        A child can be forced to suffer at the
                            hands of dysfunctional parents -

                        An adult can be severely wounded
                            in relationship by untrust-
                            worthy others - who may have
                            majorly deceived them in love -

                        When a person wakes up one day and
                            their life is changed because
                            of an unfaithful partner, a
                            lost job through injustice,
                            bankruptcy, whatever -

                        The person must be truthful to
                            themselves about the pain
                            inside - to lie to oneself and
                            tell oneself they can handle it
                            and it doesn't hurt is not truthful -
                            one can come to Me - cry - write to
                            Me work through bitterness, but
                            admit the truth and move on to
                            recovery - or one is stuck
                            like a mummy with a black
                            wrap around their heart,
                            their inner core -

                        You connect to Me in the inner
                            core of your heart - if you
                            through pride tell yourself -
                            that something like a hurtful
                            relationship never hurt you and
                            yet punish all around you for
                            the rest of your life for the relationship,
                            in fact, that did hurt you - you further
                            punish yourself creating disharmony,
                            confusion and block the very center
                            of your heart from Me if you lie to
                            yourself.

                        This is not to say it is right for you to work through
                            your problems with your father
                            40 years ago with every person
                            in your life today -
                            this is the other extreme -
                            the person so obsessed by what they
                            call truth they see themselves
                            the perpetual victim and never
                            move onto recovery -

                        A person looking at a hidden door in
                            their life in truth does so to
                            free themselves - to move onto
                            recovery and a fuller life
                            now - being spontaneous in
                            living in the moment, guarded by
                            the rules of the Church and 10 Commandments,
                            My Word - to, thus, live more fully as I
                            desire them to live -
                                loving -
                                doing My will -
                                promoting My Kingdom on earth

Jesus speaks:    There are so many games -
                            Remember the story of the man at
                                work who is hollered at by the
                                boss, comes home, hollers at
                                his wife, she hollers at the
                                children, the children kick
                                the dog

Jesus speaks:    Now look at disempowerment -
                            a man who has lost custody
                            of his children - whether it
                            is his fault or not may feel very
                            disempowered -

                            A woman baring the children loosing
                        custody of the children may feel very
                        disempowered -

Jesus speaks:        Look at your wounded world -
                        the divorces, the split marriages,
                        the law giving the directions how
                        to deal with it.

                            There are a set of rules used to
                        deal with divorces, children
                        split down the middle, one parent
                        receiving custody, a man young
                        on drugs now recovered being told he
                        may not be able to see his children at
                        all or very little. He has great
                        suffering and pain.

                            There are rules people must learn
                        and live with in a divorce, but
                        how does this lend to oneness if
                        the rules are carried over to
                        other things -

The Ten Commandments
 

1.   I, the Lord, am your God. You shall not have other gods besides me.

2.   You shall not take the name of the Lord, your God, in vain.

3.   Remember to keep holy the Sabbath day.

4.   Honor your father and your mother.

5.   You shall not kill.

6.   You shall not commit adultery.

7.   You shall not steal.

8.   You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor.

9.   You shall not covet your neighbor's wife.

10.   You shall not covet anything that belongs to your neighbor.

Jesus speaks:    I give you the 10 Commandments
                        People have had to live in this
                            dysfunctional world,
                            but I give you My
                            Commandments and Word
                            as a measuring stick to
                            live by --

                        Some people who were victims of divorce because of
                            unfaithfulness have great problems
                            because of children from their marriage
                            and have to deal with tremendous suffering
                            every holiday.

Jesus speaks:    I once gave a message years ago -
                            that Southern Florida failed
                            to begin prayer chapters as I
                            desired -
                            this was 1998 -
                            This message was ignored further because
                                one person took offense.

                        The root of many of your problems
                            to do with unity is
                            in the failure of many men and women
                            who could stay married when they could work through
                            problems if they tried to.

                        Children are torn in their hearts what to do -

                        Who is my mom -
                        Who is my dad -
                        Who is the step-dad
                        Where am I going on Christmas
                        Where am I going on Easter and

Jesus speaks:    the fact is many are so blind to
                            the reality of the truth -
                            children from broken, alcoholic
                            homes are wounded soldiers -
                            many projecting their pain on
                            other innocent others in
                            the world -

                        You say - "Oh her mom died when she
                                            was young"

                        A child today may be able to say: "when I was
                            two years old mom and dad got a divorce,
                            I had a step-mom (or dad) -
                            Mom and dad were always angry
                            on holidays and I was passed
                            around like a sack of
                            potatoes and my feelings were
                            confused - they were confused and
                            nobody ever really talked to
                            me about how they felt about
                            it so I felt I had to stuff my feelings" -
                            ...

                             "or mom hated dad and was always
                            in competition when I was
                            with dad for a day or so
                            afterward - talking about him derogatorily and
                            this talk made my heart hurt so bad."
                            ...

                             "or when I was little, dad was always
                            away on trips and
                            mom drank a lot -
                            (or visa versa)
                            I was like abandoned because
                            of alcohol and work and
                            my mom and dad stayed married, but it
                            was so tense and things were full
                            of disappointments and unpredictable."
   

                  Wounded children -
   

                    Wounded adults -
    

 
                        The world is full of many hurt, wounded people suffering from divorce etc.

                        Rules of living with division for
                            people who are divorced.

                        Does it work for promoting
                            oneness in other
                            situations -?

                        Do I carry all these things
                            over to other relationships -
                            division at work - at church
                            because of learned behavior
                            to deal with the rules of the divorce.

                        Do I tell the truth to myself -

                            How often?

                            Do I loose my power with
                                the ex-partner and hurt
                                others because I can
                                work it out there, taking
                                power at work to make up
                                for my inability to control things
                                with my x-partner.

I am the Way, the Truth and the Life.

Jesus speaks:    Many of you have learned ways to live
                            divided lives - they can be
                            very dysfunctional if you
                            try these divided ways and
                            bitterness with others.

                        Oh pray for grace to look into
                            your hearts and admit the truth -

                        Don't be bitter and let the anger ferment
                            so you can project it on others -

Jesus speaks:    The retreats in China are helpful
                            to look into your hearts and
                            learn to love - to meditate
                            on the mysteries -

                        My world will be one and I will
                            Reign in the hearts of
                            the people of the earth -
                            I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus

                        I promise this!

                        How can the world, the schools,
                            the Church operate in oneness,
                            when the very core of the
                            family is being divided by the
                            high divorce rate and people
                            are learning to live divided
                            lives. Children split up down the middle,
                            Holidays, vacations - times of
                            division. A person on a holiday
                            knows they as a mom and dad
                            are left out ½ of
                            the time, many times,
                            because of the
                            divorce.

                            Heart wrenching!

  
                        The division is in the hearts -

                        The heart is the very place you
                            unite most deeply to Me.

                        People who have considered themselves
                            victims go from place to place
                            projecting their pain on
                            new innocent others.

                        Holidays like Christmas and Easter,
                            vacations become times of
                            pain as children are passed
                            around and parents are forced
                            to not spend precious hours
                            with a little one at Christmas
                            because of divorce.

                        Where alcohol played a big part
                            in dividing families -
                            the agony of divorce is so prevalent
                            that those who give up the marriage
                            quickly for another disregarding
                            children usually face heart wrenching
                            situations later with the children involved.

                        Division has become a way of
                            life for many at the core and
                            they may either complain
                            continuously about the
                            other x-spouse or deny any
                            pain at all learning to live
                            the new life of separated families.

                        Satan is division.

                        Satan has attacked the priesthood
                            trying to discredit it
                            hurting many holy priests.

                        Satan wants to divide families -
                            schools, churches -

                            satan wants souls for hell

                        Division and living with divorce has become
                            a way of life effecting many adults and
                            children.

                        How has this affected work, other
                            relationships - how are these
                            learned ways of acting been
                            projected on others in situations
                            unrelated to the divorce.

Eyes Are the Doorways to the Soul (excerpt)

November l1, 1993 - 2:00p.m.

Jesus speaks: The dropping of a pin, and your life is over and all eternity awaits. Do these short moments mean so much to you? Listen to Me, little one. Time is so short. My light is at hand. My time is so precious because it determines your eternal life. So short, indeed. Heed My word and listen to My voice. What you do and how you act is so small compared to eternity. This is no laughing matter. It is your soul that is at stake! It is your life forever and ever. Is a few years of life, holding on to such insignificant "stuff" worth all eternity? My life for you is so simple. Love God, love one another. Put Me first and all falls into line-so simple, but so hard for so many precious little ones! I tell you, until heaven and earth pass away, not one letter of the law will pass away.

Your Time Is So Short (excerpt)

November 9, 1993 - 4:45a.m.

Jesus speaks: Listen to Me, little one. Time is so short. My light is at hand. My time is so precious because it determines your eternal life. So short, indeed. Heed My word and listen to My voice. What you do, how you act, are so small when compared to eternity! This is no laughing matter. It is your soul that is at stake. It is your life forever and ever. Is a few years of life, holding on to such insignificant "stuff" worth all eternity? My life for you is so simple. Love God, love one another. Put Me first and all falls into line! So simple, but so hard for so many precious little ones. I tell you, until heaven and earth pass away, not one letter of My law will pass away.

I Long For You (excerpt)

December 9, 1993 - 3:30a.m.

Jesus speaks: This is an hour I give to you with My most Precious Heart. My heart is ablaze and full of such love. It is as a hot furnace, on fire for love of you. Can you refuse such intense love from God? Think of this. God waits for you. He is waiting with His heart on fire and His arms open wide for you. No one can take your place. I long for you and you alone. I can love everyone like this because I am God. Do not try to understand the ways of God with your earthly minds. Man cannot fathom that which I can do, so why try? I am God - you do not understand the ways of God. But, you must know I am waiting and longing for you and your soul was created to thirst after Me. So, if you do not come, you thirst. I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. I long to be united with you in Communion. I am here, totally present, body and soul, human and divine. I am God-made-man, of a woman, come to this earth and I want to be united to you in Communion.

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