Shepherds of Christ Daily Writing          

April 15, 2014

April 16th Holy Spirit Novena
Scripture selection is Day 3 Period II.

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Pray for Jimmy.

 

 

                April 15, 2014 - Holy Week Tuesday

                R. There were
                white flowering trees
                all over on one side of
                the street and
                trees laced with snow
                    lining the other
                    side of the street.
   

 

                R. Trees with blossoms,
                    bushes laced in snow

                Magnificent –
                    fir trees with snow –
                    blossoms on trees
                    next to the snow
                    laced trees –
                WOW - what beauty

                Outside of the condo
                    big flowing trees and
                    bushes and trees with
                    snow lacing all
                    its branches –

                A wonderland of beauty
                    and white –

                With birds singing gaily –
                A spring wonderland –
                    not a winter wonderland
                    beautiful bunches of
                        flower blossoms
                        on trees –
                        shedding petals –

                Against a sweet snow –

                Was it snow or petals from
                    the blossoms falling
                    daintily to the the ground –

                What a sight!

                Snow and blossoms fluttering
                    together –

                Only God can make a beautiful
                    tree!

                In all the coldness
                    of the night and
                    dark hearts

                God can bring
                    Easter joy!

                Renewal and love 
 

 

Death – Resurrection

 

 

                R. They danced together
                    today April 15th.

                Death / Resurrection

                Darkness / Light

                Jesus: I make all things new –

                R. He paints the earth in white and
                    the sleeping dogs lie under
                    his beauty –

Isaiah 30: 20-22

When the Lord has given you the bread of suffering
and the water of distress,
he who is your teacher will hide no longer,
and you will see your teacher with your own eyes.
Your ears will hear these words behind you,
'This is the way, keep to it,' whether you turn to right or left.
You will hold unclean the silverplating of your idols
and goldplating of your images.
You will throw them away like the polluted things they are,
shouting after them, 'Good riddance!'

 

                R. The pink blossoms lay on the ground
                    next to the snow – so the earth was
                    laced with blossoms and snow!

                And God says
                    "I make all things new"

                    The garbage, old rugs thrown out was
                covered with a blanket of snow – like a
                white robe that made the garbage beautiful
                to the eye –

                    The earth was covered with snow –
                Each little snowflake covered the
                earth – one by one, as if sent from
                heaven to water the land and give it
                a blanket of beauty –

                    It was as a woman choosing
                dresses – Saturday she (the earth here) wore
                a green blanket and the sun shown
                so brightly, the air was so nice like
                a warm wind blowing on our brow.

                    Today as I awake from the night and
                it is April here, the earth was covered
                by a beauty that looked so clean and
                even all the garbage cans and trash
                was swept by the brilliance of a soft
                delicate snow blanket. Some tall grass
                peeked high, but what was seen was a
                very beautiful white blanket and all
                so gently covered that it accented the
                trees, the bushes, the little fence
                posts. All the cars looked too, as if
                sleeping and quiet.

                    All adorned in a little white
                blanket, rural mailboxes – covered
                with snow.

                    And slowly the little blanket
                of beauty fades as the morning passes.
                God has given beauty to the earth with
                such splendor, but I hear the birds,
                it is a time of unrest, a time between
                spring and a cold wind and a blanket
                of snow that was laid – snowflake
                by snowflake, on the waiting earth –

                    Could it be, we are so blind, we
                do not even see the signs God puts
                under our noses?

                    In our busy lives, we walk and run and
                ride and don't even stop to smell the
                roses and see a sunlit day, a day
                laid out in a robe of white, topping
                the trees with dainty snowflakes.

                    We see details in many angry things
                and sometimes are anxious about
                many things that will not happen –
                things we worry about that are not even
                players on the stage, but we miss what
                players are on the stage, by bad habits
                of negative "what-if" thinking.

                    What is reality to me now is what
                is on the stage – the white robe of the
                morning is passed and the dainty snowflakes
                gone. Like the days of our lives –
                we belabored in "what-if" thoughts
                and missed the sun-set!

                We missed the gifts given in baptism –
                the elevated capacity to know and love,
                the ability to partake in God's knowing
                activity and loving activity because
                of baptism and
                we listened to satan paint his dark
                world on our stage and we gave him
                the audience in our hearts, as
                we had darker and darker hearts
                because instead of seeing the
                beauty of love and God's gifts we
                gave into dismal habits that
                perplexed us.
 

                Today's Readings –

Isaiah 49: 1-6

Coasts and islands, listen to me,
pay attention, distant peoples.
Yahweh called me when I was in the womb,
before my birth
    he had pronounced my name. 
He made my mouth like a sharp sword, 
he hid me in the shadow of his hand. 
He made me into a sharpened arrow 
and concealed me in his quiver. 
He said to me, ‘Israel, you are my servant, 
through whom I shall manifest my glory.’ 
But I said, ‘My toil has been futile, 
I have exhausted myself for nothing, 
    to no purpose.’ 
Yet all the while 
    my cause was with Yahweh 
and my reward with my God. 
And now Yahweh has spoken, 
who formed me in the womb 
    to be his servant, 
to bring Jacob back to him 
and to re–unite Israel to him;
—I shall be honoured in Yahweh’s eyes, 
and my God has been my strength.— 
He said, ‘It is not enough for you 
    to be my servant, 
to restore the tribes of Jacob 
    and bring back the survivors of Israel; 
I shall make you a light to the nations 
so that my salvation may reach 
    the remotest parts of earth.

 

Psalm 71: 1-6, 15, 17

In you, Yahweh, I take refuge,
I shall never be put to shame.
In your saving justice rescue me, deliver me,
listen to me and save me.

Be a sheltering rock for me, 
always accessible;
you have determined to save me,
for you are my rock, my fortress.
My God, rescue me from the clutches of the wicked,
from the grasp of the rogue and the ruthless.

For you are my hope, Lord,
my trust, Yahweh, since boyhood.
On you I have relied since my birth,
since my mother’s womb you have been my portion,
the constant theme of my praise.

My lips shall proclaim your saving justice,
your saving power all day long.

 God, you have taught me from boyhood,
and I am still proclaiming your marvels.

 

John 13: 21-33, 36-38

Having said this, Jesus was deeply disturbed and declared, ‘In all truth I tell you, one of you is going to betray me.’ The disciples looked at each other, wondering whom he meant. The disciple Jesus loved was reclining next to Jesus; Simon Peter signed to him and said, ‘Ask who it is he means,’ so leaning back close to Jesus’ chest he said, ‘Who is it, Lord?’ Jesus answered, ‘It is the one to whom I give the piece of bread that I dip in the dish.’ And when he had dipped the piece of bread he gave it to Judas son of Simon Iscariot. At that instant, after Judas had taken the bread, Satan entered him. Jesus then said, ‘What you are going to do, do quickly.’ None of the others at table understood why he said this. Since Judas had charge of the common fund, some of them thought Jesus was telling him, ‘Buy what we need for the festival,’ or telling him to give something to the poor. As soon as Judas had taken the piece of bread he went out. It was night.

    When he had gone, Jesus said:

    Now has the Son of man been glorified,
    and in him God has been glorified. 
    If God has been glorified in him, 
    God will in turn glorify him in himself,
    and will glorify him very soon.
    Little children, 
    I shall be with you only a little longer.
    You will look for me, 
    and, as I told the Jews, 
    where I am going, 
    you cannot come.

    Simon Peter said, ‘Lord, where are you going?’ Jesus replied, ‘Now you cannot follow me where I am going, but later you shall follow me.’ Peter said to him, ‘Why can I not follow you now? I will lay down my life for you.’ ‘Lay down your life for me?’ answered Jesus. ‘In all truth I tell you, before the cock crows you will have disowned me three times.’

   

                R. It may look in this first reading
                as if this man thought he had
                accomplished nothing –

                    We see the life of Jesus, we
                see His love – in the eyes of
                the world – it may look like
                He did accomplish little.
                And yet Jesus came and did exactly
                what He was to do –

                God is love and we are made in the
                image of God –

                So the success of our life is judged
                not according to the ways of the
                world, but is to be determined in the
                eyes of love.

                We are commanded by God –
 

Matthew 22: 34-40

But when the Pharisees heard that he had silenced the Sadducees they got together and, to disconcert him, one of them put a question, 36 'Master, which is the greatest commandment of the Law?' Jesus said to him, 'You must love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind. This is the greatest and the first commandment. The second resembles it: You must love your neighbour as yourself. On these two commandments hang the whole Law, and the Prophets too.'

 

                R. Lift up your hearts – it says
                    at Mass –

                Lift up your hearts, we hear
                    at Mass –

                Our hearts were made for God's
                    will

                We are God's creation –
                We are to be holy –
                We are to be loving –
                Holy and loving –
                More and more like Mary –

                Jesus gives us Himself.
                Jesus gives us His Body.
                Jesus gives us His Blood –

                Jesus: My Body, My Blood –

                R. We have a Covenant with God if
                    we have been baptized –

                We are united in this bond of love –

                I love You God, I give You myself –
   

The Our Father

    Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name. Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen.

 

                R. Dear God grant us peace –
                Give us Your gifts –
                We love Your gifts Oh God –
                We love You, Oh God –
                Love and Peace –

                Jesus is the Lamb of God –
                We eat His Body –
                We drink His Blood –
                Come to the Supper of the Lamb –
   


 

                R. We eat His Body
                We drink His Blood
                Come to the Supper of the Lamb

                Remember the Garden of Eden –
   

                R. Adam and Eve were given such gifts –
                    Eve listened to satan –
                    Eve was tempted by pride and
                        she wanted to be equal to God –

                What stirs our peace and brings us
                    lack of peace, when God
                    is so good to us and gives us such
                    beauty –
   


 


 


 


 

  

 

Excerpt from Priestly Newsletter 1998 - ISSUE FOUR

    Shortly before he was to die from cancer, Joseph Cardinal Bernardin left us these inspiring words about peace: "It is the first day of November, and fall is giving way to winter. Soon the trees will lose the vibrant colors of their leaves and snow will cover the ground. The earth will shut down, and people will race to and from their destinations bundled up for warmth. Chicago winters are harsh. It is a time of dying.

    "But we know that spring will soon come with all its new life and wonder.

    "It is quite clear that I will not be alive in the spring. But I will soon experience new life in a different way...

    "What I would like to leave behind is a simple prayer that each of you may find what I have found—God's special gift to us all: the gift of peace. When we are at peace, we find the freedom to be most fully who we are, even in the worst of times. We let go of what is non-essential and embrace what is essential. We empty ourselves so that God may more fully work within us. And we become instruments in the hands of the Lord."3

Notes:

3. Joseph Cardinal Bernardin, The Gift of Peace, Loyola University Press, pp. 151-153.

    

                R. The days of our lives move on and on
                    and we can miss the sunset –
                    We can miss the beauty –
                    never hear the song of the birds –

                Just be all caught up and busy and
                    never lift up our hearts as it
                        says at Mass –

                Lift up our hearts to God –
                Really lift them –

                God, I think, made quicksand to teach
                    us a lesson –

                Can you image God watching men be
                    so anxious and so focused on getting
                    ahead –

                Can you imagine how it looks –

                When God is with us and in our
                    independence – like Eve in
                    the Garden, we think He
                    isn't seeing us give into satan –
                    watch satan's dark stage and
                    miss the dainty snowflakes
                    He sends us today –

                Awe – we can say – and linger in its
                    beauty –

                Or close our lives and walk right
                    into a pond of quicksand
                    even labeled quicksand

 

 

 

                R. See through the eyes of God
                Not distorted vision –
                See peace and love –
                Jesus died to show us
                He is love –
                He is the Lamb of God
                We are so ungrateful in our
                    busy lives –
   

                From June 5, 2011 Rosary

Jesus: And now let Me speak to you of fear. For the Apostles knew fear in the upper room. It can grip you like a cold hand, and you give into it. When I am guarding and watching you and I am with you now. So many things you allow to parade in your mind, when you can only live and do one thing at a time. Busy, busy, busy, busy, ah child. Why so busy?

    Come now away with Me into My Heart. Think of nothing but the love of God, that God dwells within you child. What keeps you from Me is your busy, busy mind. After the reception of the Eucharist, I want to touch you in a deep way, at the Mass, at the consecration - I am giving to you a grace — busy, busy, busy. Oh child, you will all go out of this life in the same way, when the time comes, when the Father is ready for you to leave. Surrender now. Let Me control your life. Know that the Father has a plan for you, that the Father has given to you all the talents to accomplish great things in the building of My Kingdom. But your busy-ness gets in My way.

    Why so busy child, busy planning, and planning what the Father has planned, and your planning is of your own making. Busy, busy - bzzzz like the bees. Come to Me at Mass. Busy, busy, busy. Will you let go now? Are you planning the next thing? Have you planned tomorrow? How about tomorrow night? How is your schedule? Pull out your calendar or your cell phone or wherever it is that you keep your busy things. Busy, busy, busy. Can you write Me into that calendar? Can I have that little space there? Oh no that's when you wash the dog! — ah-ah — I should have known much better.

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                Jesus: Come and rest with Me. 

                R. Our noses can be stuffed up, but
                    most of the time –
                    they are working real clear –
                    Have we thanked God for
                    our noses that help us
                    breathe all day –

                Life can be like that –

                    It passes us by and we never
                        stop to smell the roses
   


 

                R. Love isn't love until you
                    give it away –

                God measures our hearts –

                The world measures by different
                    measurements
   


 

                R. God will judge us on how we loved.

                We were created in the image and likeness
                    of Jesus.

                Jesus paid a precious price to teach
                    men about love –
                    He came and died for love of us
                    He rose on the 3rd day –
   

 
 

                R. Let us renew our lives by following
                    Jesus!

                Jesus is the way, the truth and the life.

                See the signs of His love before us.

                A baby carried in the womb of
                    a mother.

                What a gift God gives us
 

 

                R. The ability to love and
                    co-create a child.

                He gives us our life –

                It would be a shame to miss
                    all He gives us because we
                    are trying to forget Him and get
                    ahead in the world.

                God measures our lives by
                    how we loved and lived
                    to serve Him –

                Jesus: I was born in Bethlehem in a
                    stable.

                I am the Light of the World –
                I dwell in the graced baptized soul –

                Spread My Blue Books –

                Start these Prayer Chapters centered
                    in the love of Our Two Hearts –

                Consecrate your hearts - your
                    lives to Our Two Hearts –
                    the Hearts of greatest love

                I am the Sacred Heart.
 


 

                Jesus: Your world is busy - running down
                    senseless paths that lead
                    no where.

2 days after Mary appeared

December 19, 1996

Received in a few minutes after Communion
St. Gertrude Church

Jesus:  My Beloved Ones,

You will know a great time of trial and darkness. I have written to you of the great sufferings to come. The sinfulness of this world greatly displeases Me. I beg you to pray for forgiveness and turn your hearts to love.

And darkness covered the earth and the light was cast in little corners of the earth. Those who were willful remained in intense darkness, those who were rooted in God, and giving themselves to consecration, were the children of the light.

And the light shown in the darkness and the darkness grasped it not, but to as many as responded, they became the children of the light and from them His life flowed into the hearts that were cold and dark and slowly, very slowly, the light began to steal across the darkened sky and the moon was covered with blood. The blood was the blood of the Lamb. The blood represented the blood He shed to give us life. But the blind just saw ordinary blood and were scared to death. They responded with the greatest fright and lacked peace, but those rooted in God, those whose hearts were consecrated to Mary and Jesus, knew the sign was from God—that the time of reckoning was at hand. Many were punished and suffered a great chastisement. Many were left to death, but the children of light prayed the rosary and trusted in God.

And the night was no more for the light of day came stealing across the sky and myriads of angels filled the sky and the heavens. Sing Alleluia, Praise the Lord, you saints and angels, show yourselves to the survivors for they walked in darkness and could not see, but the light was alive in their hearts and they dwelt within the furnace of His Heart.

Have no fear now, My people, for you are the children of the light and My hand is forever upon you. You may suffer now a little, but it is nothing compared to the splendor to come.

R. Oh, reign of peace, reign of the Sacred Heart, triumph of her Immaculate Heart, we wait for you anxiously for the nights have been cold and dark and we cried a bitter cry in the darkness but we knew of the glories to come for we forever trusted in You and Your mighty hand.

Your hand is struck with power. The Virgin Mary warned the poor children that died an eternal death to mind their ways and they cried out, "Not me, oh, no, God — your ways are stiff necked and cruel. I want for foolish pleasure now and tomorrow will care for itself."

And the Lord called and called and they marched into the darkness with cold hearts, telling the Almighty God, 'no'.

Mary: Oh, my children, my little children of light, the time is nigh and many will be lost forever. I appeared and warned and told all to mind their ways and come to the Heart of my Son and they said "No, my Lady, not for you or any mother. We are children of darkness and that we remain, for we seek our pleasure by day and feast on sin all night and when you called, mother, we laughed at your Son and ignored Him and His ways." And He called and His call fell on deaf ears.

Please, my children of light, come to my heart now for although you walked next to the children of darkness. I smite the dragon that whirled around you and protected you in my heart and you will now feast on the glories of His Kingdom, my little children of light.

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5 days after Mary appeared

December 22, 1996

Jesus:  Brace yourselves in the Shepherds of Christ. You want to be Christ-like. Is this the true desire in your heart or is it just words like the other words you give to Me?

Brace yourselves. I will lead the way with My rod and My staff, but you must be strong to follow for the way is rocky and the rocks are sharp. They cut through to the soul. They cut through to your heart.

You will be brought to your knees, you will beg for Me, you will be molded and helped with in the abundant grace flowing from My Heart. My little shepherd, so willful and so stupid in your ways, but I love you just the same to My death, child. I love you and you do not see that all I give to you is for your good.

I am not angry with you, My messenger. You must suffer now to write My messages for the world. How could you write had you not experienced My pain in your soul? You are My hand, that I am using to write the messages of My Heart for the world. My Heart was crowned with thorns. So, too, will your heart be pierced and wanting to bleed. Bleed, little heart, My Heart bled for you.

And the moon will be covered with blood. It was the blood of the Lamb and it poured forth on a sinful world to cleanse them of their sin, and I give you My Body and Blood in the Mass and I am ignored.

He slapped their hands and He smite their cheeks and they laughed in their pain and continued their willful ways. But the day of reckoning is at hand and I will separate the sheep from the goats and the sheep I will take home with Me. The goats will know a day as they never knew before for My justice will prevail.

When I warned they would not turn from their evil ways and I could not reach them. They walked as blind men down the path of destruction and who would have thought that the end of the road was so near. And at the end of the road they continued to walk for in the darkness they could not see and they fell into an everlasting pit of doom and suffering.

Justice will prevail. I am a good God. Justice and truth will kiss. When I gave to them My warning they said, "Oh no, Lord," and continued their sinful ways.

The time is at hand. My efforts and yours were in vain. I will wipe their sick smiles from their evil mouths and they will suffer forever the death of the soul.

I will not have mercy on these hard-necked cowards who thought, in their pride, they could smite Me. I will throw the book at them and they will suffer for their sinful ways.

Woe to them who led My children astray. Woe to them. They will burn the eternal death of intense suffering for the murder of My young. And who will help them then? They will know a death beyond all deaths and suffering beyond all suffering. For a few moments of pleasure, they lost their souls forever.

I am a just and merciful God. I give water to quench your thirst, I bathe you in My divine love, but to the evil doers, I will curse their name and wipe them from the face of the earth. I have spoken. Justice will prevail. My hand is struck with power. The senseless ones will know My might.

Who will you call? You said 'no' to God and He struck you for your sinful ways.

All honor and glory be to God for He has visited His people and they cast Him aside. I will light the earth with My love and the dark hearts will curse the night for they will be no more.

And justice will flourish in His time and fullness of peace forever.

I have spoken. The deaf will not hear. My hand is the hand of God and it is struck with power.

I say to the grass to grow and it grows, to the sun to shine and it shines and to you I say, "Be ready for you know not the day nor the hour. I come as a thief in the night to take your soul home to Me. Will you be ready or will you be caught unprepared?"

Prepare ye a way to the Lord. Make ready His steps, My shepherds. I guard you but you will suffer. You must be strong and not caught off guard.

Purify your souls for I am coming and the earth will know My light this Christmas for I will shine in the hearts of the just. I will shine on My shepherds this Christmas. My light will shine in the hearts of those consecrated to My Heart and the heart of My Mother.

Alleluia, a King is born this day. Put aside your silly ways, your bows and tinsel, and praise God. He is in your midst. He reigns this day. You are ignoring the King of Glory. Oh, sinful world, you are in for a weird awakening.

And the light stole across the sky and the light of day shown brighter than seven suns, not to the eye but in the hearts of His faithful ones, the hearts consecrated to God.

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                Jesus: My world - you miss My love –
                    You miss the sign I give.
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                Jesus: So many ignore a beautiful sun
                    lit day –
  


 

               Jesus: I am with you–
                You cover your eyes and walk away.
                I send the snow.
                I send the sun.
                I send you gifts –
                You ignore My signs I give you –
                I send the sweet baby in the womb –
                    many kill the baby and call it a
                    nuisance.
      

Patricia’s Story

Planned Parenthood and the body parts

October 18, 2012

The following story was sent out by the Sacramento 40 Days for Life group on October 13 with this note: “Patricia worked at the Planned Parenthood here in Sacramento and is now helping the Rachel’s Vineyard post-abortion healing ministry.”

My name is Patricia.

I have the best childhood memories. The only thing missing in our family was God. We never went to Mass on Sundays, never read the bible, and I had no idea how to pray the rosary. Since we didn’t have a strong religious foundation in our family, my mother practiced new-age beliefs and my parent’s marriage (and our family) fell apart. My parents divorced and my younger brother and I decided to live with our father. The divorce deeply wounded us all.

As a young girl, I was popular in school. I had good grades, won school recognition awards, and felt confident. I was definitely the apple of my father’s eyes. I noticed when I was 12 (when my parents began to have problems) that I started to pull out my hair when I was anxious or worried. it would actually make me feel better.

My father and I developed a close relationship when he was going through his divorce. We would go to the movies, shop and dine out often. In a way, this filled in the void for my mom. My father meant everything to me.

At 19 I had my first serious boyfriend. He was 5 years older than me and I cared for him very much. We became sexually active, which I was not prepared for. Looking back I think that the security, love and unity that was lost in my family, I tried to find in my relationship with my boyfriend. A couple of months into our sexually active relationship “bingo” I was pregnant. All my dreams and goals just went down the drain.

The one thing that struck my heart the most was the thought of disappointing my father. How could I do this when he is still grieving over his divorce? How am I going to leave him alone and also abandon him? The gossip in our family will humiliate him after he speaks so fondly of me to everyone.

That night I gave my boyfriend the news. He was so happy and joyful to be a father. That gave me a feeling of security and support so we decided to keep the baby. My friends at the time were not too pleased with my pregnancy. One of my best friends at the time did not have the courage to tell me in person how she felt about my pregnancy so she sent me a sentimental letter in the mail. The letter basically said that I was making a complete mistake, I was too young to be a mother and I had a long future to look forward too. Therefore, I should get an abortion before 4 months and a half – before I’m too far along.

Soon all my friends ganged up on me and felt the same way. I knew they wanted the best for me but it was pure ignorance. I was so confused at this point. I decided to proceed with my abortion and I would lie to my mother and boyfriend and tell them I had a miscarriage.

The day of my abortion my girlfriend accompanied me. I was very scared. When I was brought into the procedure room the doctor saw that I was nervous. She tried to calm me down by saying, “Patricia, I had two abortions myself and I performed two abortions on my daughter, she is ok, I am ok and you are going to be ok also. Look at me. Everything is fine. You are not doing anything wrong. This will only take 5 minutes.”

I have to admit I did feel better especially when she told me that she went through the same thing. During the procedure, as the baby was getting sucked out of my womb, I felt disgusted with myself and felt like the biggest traitor to my child. Deep down I knew I was doing something horrible, but, at the same time I felt relieved. The “problem” was taken care of. That night I told my boyfriend the news. I lied and said I miscarried. He cried and was devastated, but I expressed no emotion. The guilt and shamed buried my feelings.

As our relationship continued, my feelings towards him started to change. I was less attracted to him and I was unsure about him. At times I started to feel some depression and inner grief and I didn’t understand why. The clinic where I had my abortion encouraged me to resume my sexual relationship but this time practicing safe sex. They gave me birth control pills, but, I was taking them irresponsibly. 4 or 5 months after my abortion “round two” I was pregnant for the second time. How could I be such an idiot and put myself in this same situation? Immediately I knew I was not going to keep this child. I booked my appointment at Planned Parenthood because it would be embarrassing to go back to the clinic I just recently had my first abortion at. What would they think of me? This abortion was quick, emotion-less and no one knew about it. I still felt ashamed of myself.

The relationship with my boyfriend (on my end) worsened. I had a hard time kissing him or being affectionate. I felt disgusted by him. As my depression and grief increased, I felt more distant from my boyfriend.

6 months later, you guessed it, I was pregnant for the third time. I gave my boyfriend the news again and he was so excited. I gave him all my reason on why we should not have this baby and basically forced him to go with me to the abortion clinic. He did not want to but he was scared I would leave him.

During the third abortion I was very emotional. My boyfriend was terrified for me and he would squeeze my hand tightly. I looked up and saw the tears flowing from his eyes. At that very moment I thought to myself, “What a wicked person I am, he is thinking this is my first abortion when I have already killed two of our children. I am trash. I am a killer, a murderer.” Our relationship after that grew further and further apart but it was mostly me. I couldn’t bare him touching me. I waited a few weeks and I broke off the relationship. He was devastated and completely heartbroken. I had no emotions. He would not leave me alone so I decided to move to Sacramento, California and start my life over.

I needed a job in California. I saw an ad in the newspaper that Planned Parenthood was seeking a bilingual person for back office work. I thought to myself, “This is awesome – I want to work for Planned Parenthood since they were so nice and caring when I had my second abortion – plus, they provided me with free condoms and birth control pills.”

I interviewed with the manager at Planned Parenthood. She said, “Ok – we do about 40 abortions a week, 20 on Wednesdays and 20 on Fridays.” I told her I had no problem with seeing blood and she told me that Hispanic woman and African-American woman were the 2 top ethnicities having the most abortions in their clinic.

I was hired on the spot. My first day was on a Monday. Mondays were consultation days at Planned Parenthood. The manager instructed me, “You must do everything in your power to convince these girls to keep their appointments for their abortions. If you see that they are frightened and want to back out, console them by telling them you had one yourself. Oh, and never EVER call it a baby, a he, or a she. You call their baby an “it.”

When she said these things to me I was shocked. It seemed hypocritical and deceiving. Something inside didn’t feel right. I didn’t think too much about it and began counseling woman and young girls (in English and in Spanish) and encouraging them to have their abortions – giving them my full support.

Wednesday came – my first day assisting the doctor with the abortions. My manager that morning instructed me, “Patricia never ever tell a woman what you see happen in the back office after the abortions are performed. You must never tell the patient that we basically throw their baby away in the garbage.” I was appalled by this. Is she really saying this to me so bluntly? I didn’t know what to think.

With the first patient, I held her hand while she underwent her abortion. Of course she was crying uncontrollably and she nearly fainted. After the procedure was over, my job was to take the bag attached to the machine that was used to perform the abortion, empty the bag out in a back room and dump all the contents out onto a huge glass petri- dish. 5 body parts were to be found in order to give the physician the “ok” that the abortion was successful and the patient was able to leave the procedure room.

When the medical assistant who was training me emptied out the contents from the bag into the petri-dish I couldn’t handle the smell. She then grabbed a pair of tweezers and started searching inside the petri-dish. She then found an arm, grasped it with the tweezers and held it up to the light. She said, “This is one part -it’s the arm.” I could see the detail in the baby’s hand, the knuckles and the fingernails formed. She then found the second arm. I was horrified at what I was witnessing. I tried to act normal like it wasn’t affecting me. She then lifted one of the legs up to the light with the tweezers. I could see the small tiny hairs on the skin, the lines around the knees forming and the toenails. But when she held up the head of the baby, that’s when I knew I had murdered my three children. On the head I could see the nose, the nostrils, the eyelashes and even the eyebrows forming.

I thought to myself “My God what have I done? I was also lied to and deceived.” 20 body parts would get thrown into this bag and at the end of the day the bag is tied into a knot and placed inside this big freezer. It turns into a block of ice. The place looked like a holocaust on abortion days. I was falling into more depression working there. I would cry at my lunch hour in my car almost every day. One day, I left and never went back.

My self esteem was so low and I wasn’t that confident gal I once was. I started dating, what you might say was, a loser who was also a drug addict. I started doing Cocaine. I had experienced it before but didn’t do it habitually. I would tell my boyfriend that I felt a deep grief and depression and he recommended doing Cocaine when I felt those emotions because it helped to numb the pain.

My boyfriend then showed me how to smoke Methamphetamine out of a pipe. The rest is history. I became extremely addicted quickly. I was living a whole different life with different people. I didn’t know who I was; I was so lost. Little by little I started losing my possessions. I lost everything 6 months later. I was severely addicted to smoking speed/crack for about 3 years.

During those three years I would sleep in motels, cars, hung out on sidewalks for the night or slept in the homes of drug dealers or other crack addicts. I was around people who were deeply addicted to heroin, people who possessed guns and people who had warrants out for their arrest. I had so much anxiety especially when I was high. Of course the hair pulling trauma worsened. I pulled so much hair out daily, I soon had bald patches everywhere. I was frail, thin, and my bones where starting to pop out, especially my ribs. My eyes developed dark circles and were sunken in. I looked in the mirror and didn’t recognize the person I was looking at. I would just see an empty person looking back at me. I was a dead woman walking. I completely lost my identity.

Towards the end of my addiction, I would hear voices speak to me and I would speak back to them and argue with them. I was spun. One day while in a motel room with a bunch of drug addicts my boyfriend and I got into a huge argument. He snapped his fingers at me and told me to leave. I didn’t know where to go so I sat down onto the sidewalk in the motel parking lot. I then saw all my “friends” get into a car and leave me. I was all alone – with no food, no water, no friends, no family and no drugs. I sat there all day. I curled up into a semi fetal possession with my head buried into my knees and I sobbed and sobbed. I had nothing. I hit the lowest point I could possibly hit, rock bottom.

At that moment, I felt God’s presence looking down at me. I lifted my head up while still in tears and started to speak to Him. I told Him, “You are all that I have left. I don’t know how I let my life end up this way. I want to thank you for the beautiful childhood and family you gave to me and I’m sorry I ruined my life. Thank You for everything.”

As soon as I finished my short conversation with the Lord, a young blonde girl my age (22) with a name tag that said “Bonnie” knelt down beside me, embraced me with a hug, looked at me in the eyes and said, “Jesus loves you.”  I looked back at her – confused. She smiled and said “I’m a waitress at the restaurant right over there. I was taking an order and the Lord spoke to me. He said, “Look out that window and tell that girl sitting on that curb that I love her and that I will never abandon nor forsake her until the end of times.” So I put my order down to come out and tell you this.”

I couldn’t believe God responded so quickly. I was amazed. Bonnie took me into the restaurant and with the sweetest smile told me to order whatever meal that was on the menu. She was a daughter of a pastor and she told me she would drive me wherever home was. And she did.

After being away from my father’s home for 3 years, there I was standing at his front door. I was so nervous and I shook as I knocked on the door. My father opens the door to see his little princess looking like a skeleton with hardly any hair and deep sadness in her eyes. I started bawling and threw myself to his feet and begged his forgiveness – very much the prodigal daughter.

Years went by and I would hear people talking about Rachel’s Vineyard retreats (for healing after abortion) or I would see a pamphlet from time to time. I would avoid thinking about going because I made the decision that it was not for me. I thought to myself, “No way, I already went to confession. Jesus has healed me and there’s nothing more healing in this area He could possibly do for me.” I admit I was ashamed and I was frightened.

When Valerie Fish, the coordinator of the Rachel’s Vineyard Retreats in Northern California called to help me register for the retreat, the tone of her voice and the love she transmitted made me feel peaceful and at ease.

When I arrived, the staff was so caring and loving. They made me feel extremely comfortable and welcome. That weekend was so powerful and transforming for me. God revealed many things to me and not only did he heal the wounds from my three abortions, he also healed the open wounds I still had regarding my parent’s divorce and my past drug addiction.

The most powerful thing for me that weekend was that I went in the retreat feeling like a murderer a horrible sinner who aborted three children. When I left the retreat, I realized that I was a MOTHER of three beautiful children that Jesus and Mary were taking care of and that they’re waiting to meet me one day in heaven. My heart was so joyful.

My first child, my daughter, is named Marianna in honor of the Virgin Mary. The second child, my son, is named Emmanuel in honor of Jesus. My third child, my daughter is named Rose in honor of the Rosary.

That weekend I made a vow to my three children. Since I terminated their life and didn’t give them a chance to live, in their honor I would do everything I could to stand up and defend life.

God has blessed me to be a part of the Rachel’s Vineyard staff and to share my testimony in front of hundreds of youth in the Bay area. God has also blessed me to be leader in our first Spanish Rachel’s Vineyard Retreats in Northern California beginning in October 2011.

But, the biggest blessing is that God gave me spiritual parents in Valerie and Bob Fish. Valerie has guided me spiritually, and, through her, God has blessed me to be His servant. I thank God for the opportunity to share my testimony. But, my testimony is not about me – it’s about Him and for His glory. Amen.

 

                Jesus: Please spread My letters of love.
 

       

         

          

       

       

      

     

     

      

         

 

 

                Jesus: I am all good –

                These are gifts I send you –
 


 

                Jesus: Look at your children in the schools –
                    Love them –
                    Teach them about the Church
                    Teach them about consecration
                        to our Two Hearts
                    Teach them about Me –
                    Teach them to make and pray the
                        rosaries

                From Blue Book 13

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                Jesus: Please listen to these messages
                    of Mary
                    to spread devotion to Our Two Hearts –

                "Until a sufficient number of people have
                consecrated their hearts to the Hearts of Jesus
                and Mary, we will not have peace in the world."

                Bishops need to consecrate
                    their dioceses to My Heart
                    and Mary's Immaculate Heart

                Life is so short –

                Don't miss the signs I send you –

                You are to love God first and
                    love your neighbor as yourself. 
 

21 Years Ago

 

Picture of the Sacred Heart of Jesus

Cling to Me

May 13, 1993 

Jesus: My dear child, if you stay close to Me, then I live in you and you live in Me. I am He Who created you and I love you with such an intensity that you will never know. My words are your truth. You must abide in My heart in all things. There is no room for doubt. My ways are steadfast, direct, and without error.

    You must stay rooted in Me to ward off the power of the evil one. His grip is paralyzing and crippling. His power is stronger every day.

    When you live in Me, I am in your heart and he has no power over Me. I am your God. I am your true lover. I want to protect you. I want to guard you from this force. Stay rooted firmly in Me and he will have no power.

    I am He Who comforts you. My hand is upon you. Hold tight to Me, My child. My eyes are fixed right on you. You are My most precious child. I love you as no other can. My arms are about you. My tenderness surrounds you. My love is in your heart. You go not alone. I walk with you.

    I share every aspect of your life with you. Cling to Me, feel My presence. It is warm and secure within your chest. There is no room for fear, for I cast out fear and bring you comfort and joy.

end of May 13, 1993

 

                R. Did you ever run from a wasp and
                    run in the street with
                    a car coming that could kill
                    you?

                Or swat a bee while driving
                    only to almost wreck and
                    kill another driver?

                Accidents happen when people
                    do something quickly out
                    of fear like this.

                I was so focused on the things
                    plaguing my mind as I removed
                    my suitcase from the back
                    door of my car coming down so quick
                    and my head going up –

                I got a knot on my head –

                Are we so blind that we don't
                    see –
                    caught up in our worries
                    and God could let us have
                    a knot on our head to
                    get us to listen –

                Can we say I got a concussion because a bee
                    flew by my head and I ran into
                    a wall and fell down the steps.

                In Blue Book 13 – 12 days before
                    Mary appeared in Clearwater –
                    Jesus appeared on the cross
                    at the point of death
                    after Mary appeared to
                    me on the 5ths for
                    2 and 1/2 years

                Jesus said no one was listening.

   

Jesus on the cross at Immaculata Church

December 5, 1996

R. On December 5, 1996, Our Lord appeared to me at Holy Cross-Immaculata Church, after Mary had appeared on most of the 5ths since July 5, 1994. Our Lord now appeared, dying on the cross.

His withered body was horrifying to me. I cried and looked at Him in horror. This lasted about twenty minutes. It looked as if He could exert no effort, but His jaw moved and moved and moved. It was a big movement as His mouth moved. I heard no words. I was sickened.

I was horrified at the sight of His weakness, the vision I saw and I cried from the depth of my soul as I watched I could hardly stand it.

It was in the church, Holy Cross-Immaculata. He appeared on this crucifix. It was horrifying for me. I was in such anguish and tears. I know this experience so well, He implanted it in my soul. This was after Mary appeared for 2 years and 4 months on the 5ths. Jesus appeared on the 2 1/2 year anniversary on the crucifix.

At the traditional rosary (I had done them now for 2½ years of 5ths) that evening at 6:30 with all the Shepherds of Christ people there, He said He moved His mouth because no one was listening.

This was December 5, 1996, after all those visits of Mary on the 5ths when very few came and listened.

Mary did not appear. Jesus is handling it. He is speaking in the rosaries and in the Blue Book messages.

In the year 1996 Mary began to speak less and less in the live rosary messages because she said people were not listening.

I wish you would envision our Lord at the point of death as I saw Him December 5, 1996. See the weakened body, see the body of a full size Man in anguishing pain, see a Man dying on the cross, nailed to the cross by our sins.

   

 

December 5, 1996 Rosary

12 days before Mary appeared at Clearwater, Florida on the building.

Mary appeared on the 5ths for 2 1/2 years. (July 5, 1994 - October 5, 1996) So I went December 5th, 1996. Instead of Mary appearing, Jesus appeared. Jesus appeared at the point of death on the cross at Holy Cross-Immaculata in the afternoon close to 12 noon.
 

Live Rosary with Rita Ring

Song: Come Holy Spirit

R. This rosary is for the spread of the rosary throughout the world, for the publication and circulation of these rosary meditations. Please pray fervently that the rosaries as we receive tonight can be published. For if you could share the rosaries that we are given each day you would see the treasure that He truly imparts to us when He gives us these rosaries. We must pray for this. This is what Mary has asked us to pray for and to help spread the rosaries and the consecrations to the schools, to help to get this children's rosary book published with the Imprimatur, to help the circulation of these live rosaries, especially to the apostles so that they will help carry the message of His love to the world. We also pray for the Holy Spirit Center and we pray for our Centers. We pray especially for the new Center, for the funding. That this will be a Center of circulation in which many people will know the love of God through all the materials that we have. We pray especially for the funding. We ask you that you send to us the people that will give us the money to help us finance the Centers so that we can have days of recollection there, so that we can continue to circulate these messages to the world. We pray fervently from our hearts in this rosary.

Jesus:  I am alive, I am alive. I am alive. My beloved ones, I show you My face. Do you see the body of a man? Do you see Me alive on the cross? I am speaking to you but the world does not hear. They do not hear the message that I deliver to them. You must pray fervently. You must come to Me that I can be one in you and that I can operate through you as you go into the world this day. I love you. I love you with the most tender love. I am Jesus. I am alive. You are My main soldiers that I will send into the world to lead the strayed ones to My Heart.

The days ahead will be dark days. You must come to My Heart and take shelter in My Heart. It is there that you will be rooted on a firm rock. For My Heart is your home. You will not know the terrors of the night if you stay rooted in My Heart.

Division is blackness in the heart. You must not be divided, divided from anyone. You must remain in union with all men. You must see yourselves as part of the Father's family. Each one of you is so important to the Father's plan.

R. Holy Spirit come to us and fill our hearts with the fire of God's love. Help us to unite in this rosary. To unite with one another and with the hearts of Jesus and Mary. Help us to see ourselves as one happy family. The Father's happy family rooted in love in which there is not any bumping of heads but there is harmony, love and respect for each other.

Jesus: I have called you by name My beloved ones. You I have called to this house. You are My chosen ones. You will lead the light across the earth. You must look to this wider vision. Do not give into the tauntings of satan to stop you. I have called you. I have called you by name.

 

Rita: This Rosary was in my house.
   

Joyful Mysteries

 

The Annunciation

1. R. The Angel Gabriel appeared to Mary and asked her to be the Mother of God.

2. John 1: 14

The Word became flesh, he lived among us, and we saw his glory, the glory that he has from the Father as only Son of the Father, full of grace and truth.

3. R. Jesus wants us to be one in Him. The Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit are One.

Excerpt from Response to God's Love by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.

    ... In reference to Christianity, God himself is the ultimate mystery. Radically, God is completely other and transcendent, hidden from man in his inner life, unless he chooses to reveal himself. Let us briefly look at this inner life of God.

    The Father, in a perfect act of self-expression, in a perfect act of knowing, generates his son. The Son, the Word, is, then, the immanent expression of God's fullness, the reflection of the Father. Likewise, from all eternity, the Father and the Son bring forth the Holy Spirit in a perfect act of loving.

    At the destined moment in human history, God's self-expression, the Word, immersed himself into man's world. God's inner self-expression now had also become God's outer self-expression. Consequently, the mystery of God becomes the mystery of Christ. In Christ, God tells us about himself, about his inner life, about his plan of creation and redemption. He tells us how Father, Son, and Holy Spirit desire to dwell within us in the most intimate fashion, how they wish to share with us their own life through grace. All this he has accomplished and does accomplish through Christ.      end of excerpt

R. The Father, Son and the Holy Spirit are One. We are to be one in God.

Luke 1: 35

The angel answered, ‘The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will cover you with its shadow. And so the child will be holy and will be called Son of God.
 

R. For Jesus was in the womb of the Virgin Mary and she is a human person. Divinity unites with humanity in the womb of the Virgin Mary and they are one. God is one with man. Jesus, dwelling within the body of Mary. Jesus is the Almighty God.

4. R. So to show us this concept of oneness we see how God comes within the body of a human person. Jesus, a Divine Person, with two natures - a human nature and a Divine nature.

5. R. How much more intimate can we become than a babe within the womb of their mother? God wants to be one in us. He wants to give us a sharing in His life. Jesus comes into this world. Jesus gives Himself and Jesus died on the cross, and rose on the third day, that we will be able to have a special sharing in His life. God wants us one in Him. God wants unity among His people. We do not see this in our churches for the people sit in the pews and they are so separate from each other. We do not see this in the family as we did on Thanksgiving. For our families are divided and they speak of superficial things. We do not see the connection of the true family, of the oneness, the connection within our hearts as God wants. This is what God wants. He wants us to be in one mind and one heart.

Jesus: And you My beloved ones will lead this light across the earth as you are joined in one mind and one heart in this movement, especially in this prayer group. You are My core leaders to send the messages of My love to the world. There will be unity. There will be one flock and one Shepherd and you will lead this light across the earth to the far corners of the earth. But you must have this vision within you. You must know that I am speaking to you. You must not doubt and give in to any confusion of satan to divide you or to make you doubt. You must believe that you are a part of this vision to send My light across this earth, to help spread unity.

6. R. We are one body, one body in Him. Think of the hand and the foot on the body. The hand does not hate the foot. The foot does not hate the eye. The eye does not hate the ear. It all functions and works perfectly so that the body can operate. We are one body in Him. We cannot have any division within us. He gave me a message this week on December 1st, and He said that the only ones that will remain especially in this group are the ones that remain in love in one mind and one heart. That any division between us would cause such tremendous pain within our hearts, such darkness within our hearts. He is expecting great things of us. He is expecting us to be immensely one. That we will have the strength of dwelling in His Heart and that He will live in us and carry the messages of His love into this world. That His life will flow through us particularly in this Mass on December the 14th. Think of the oneness in this Mass as we all are one in the celebration of the Mass, as Fr. Carter celebrates the Mass. That the immensity of God's grace will flow there and that we will be united in such intensity and oneness. He has called us together on the 13th in a special way to unite. If you cannot be there you must pray fervently and feel connected to us in your heart at that time. For He is giving to us a special grace to be very one with each other. In this oneness rooted in Their Hearts, His grace will flow and we will spread His light across the earth.

7. R. I suffered on Thanksgiving for the families that are so divided. The Father looks to the earth and He wants a family as the Holy Family. Look at Jesus and Mary and Joseph and the oneness between them. Look at our families today. Many do not even talk to one another. They are not rooted in their hearts. We must spread this consecration to the family, that families will be one in their heart as they consecrate their hearts together to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

8. Song: Little Baby Hands and Feet

R. Jesus Christ is nailed to the cross. Do you see that man on the cross? Do you see His hands? A real man. See Him vividly before you. And watch His mouth move. What are the words that He speaks to us? And why did He choose today to do this? For Mary has appeared on the 5th of every month ever since July 5th of 1994. And today she doesn't appear. But Jesus appeared on the cross and He spoke. His mouth moved but no words come out.

9. Jesus: You are deaf and you are dumb for you do not hear the words that I speak, My beloved world. You have clogged your ears and you've turned your head the other way. And your children are murdered in the streets and within the womb of their mother. I am Jesus. I speak and no one hears.

10. Jesus: A baby is a baby from the first moment of conception and no man has the right to take the life that the Father has placed within a child.

Song: Come Holy Spirit

Jesus: I am alive. I am alive. I am alive. And I live in you.

 

The Visitation

1. Song: Spirit Song

R. God so loved the world that He sent His only Son into the world.

2. R. Jesus told me to turn the head of the baby Jesus statue around. You see the profile of the baby. We see the little baby in the arms of His Mother. And we see the profile of the grown man that came and gave His life for love of us.

3. R. A baby, a man, God-made-Man in the womb of a human person. Divinity unites with humanity within the womb of a human person.

4. Jesus: Your feeble minds cannot comprehend My ways but I have imparted to you, My chosen ones, insights into My Divine mysteries. Open your heart and I will fill you with My Divine love.

5. Jesus: You are so limited in your vision that you do not realize that I truly speak to you. You want signs and you want wonders but you know in your heart when you read the Word of God how alive I truly am in those words. for I have given to you My life and I have shared insight into the mysteries of this life in these rosaries. You must thank the great God above for the great gifts I am giving to you. I have given to you these gifts because of My immense love for you, My chosen ones. I give to you great gifts for I am expecting great things of you. I give but you must give to Me.

6. R. Mary carried the child Jesus, within her womb. And Mary went to visit her cousin, Elizabeth. We see the ordinariness of the lives of Jesus and Mary. We see the simplicity in the lives. But look at the world today. Is there simplicity in the lives of the people that are living today?

7. Jesus: I come to you and I give you My love. I give you great gifts and I am rejected. I am treated indifferently and hated. I give to you Myself in the Eucharist. I am longing and I am thirsting for you to come and to look at Me and to tell Me how you love Me. I want to hear the love from your mouth. I want you to tell Me how much you love Me. So few souls come to Me and give Me their heartfelt love. You must pray that you will love Me more and more. I am longing for you. I am a Person. I want to be loved. I came into this earth a little baby. I am love. I want to be loved by you. Nothing will fill your soul but My love. The world has lead so many astray. They do not even come to Me and talk to Me and tell Me of their love. Will you come to Me? Will you give Me love? I want you to love Me.

8. Song: Spirit Song

Jesus: I am alive. I am alive. I am alive. And I am treated as a dead object. Will you go into this world and tell the world that I am alive and I am longing for their love. I give to you My beloved ones My undying love.

9. Song: Little Baby Hands and Feet

R. Today when I had that vision and I looked at Jesus as He hung on the cross, my face I know was grief stricken with pain to watch a real person hanging on the cross.

10. R. But the thing that caused me to just be so absorbed in it afterwards for several hours was the fact that His mouth just kept moving and I didn't know what He was saying.

But we really know what He is saying because He's given us all these messages. This is what He is saying. It's just that people are not hearing Him. So we must be His mouth and we must speak louder for the time is urgent and there are many souls this day that are suffering and are going to hell. And there are many souls that need these messages like the lady that was going to take the plane to go somewhere else to kill herself. And the Blue Book made a difference in her life.

Song: Come Holy Spirit

 

The Birth of Our Lord

1. R. I couldn't figure out if I was to do the Joyful Mysteries on this 5th, why Jesus would show me Himself hanging on the cross.

2. R. At the Holy Spirit Center, I see the windows as I go down the middle aisle. And as I am walking on the one side I see the birth of the child Jesus. And on the other side I see the full grown body of a man ascending into heaven.

3. R. It's the Father's plan that Jesus would come that He would die and that we would receive a sharing in His Divine life. We see the Father's plan in His life. But do we see the Father's plan in our life? For it is in the readings everyday at Mass that I see how this era of peace is talked about in all of the readings. And that it will come. We are a major part in bringing about this era of peace. The Shepherds of Christ Movement is an instrument that Our Lord had planned from all time to lead the strayed ones back to His Heart. He has allowed the world to go to such vileness. He has allowed men to destroy themselves with so many ill deeds. And He will reach down and He will lift them up and He will take them to good grazing ground in the Church where they will be fed with His very Body and His Blood. We are being fed with His Body and Blood today. But so many are blind. They do not even know. They talk in front of the tabernacle. They are so blind. They do not know that the Almighty God is there, that they receive Him. It is in these intimate moments after Communion that He imparts to us this knowledge of Himself, we are one with God. He gives us great love and people run from the church. They are blind. They do not see. And I hear Jesus call this out. But He has lifted the veil for us and He is showing to us things that He has only revealed to the greatest saints. The Reign of the Sacred Heart is now. It is in our hearts because we are rooted in His Heart. The Reign of the Sacred Heart will come soon for the world in this era of peace. But we are the leaders that will lead these people into this era of peace. They are blind. They do not see. They are not receiving the graces that we are receiving. We must be patient and loving and kind and thank the Almighty God for everything that we know truly is a grace because of His goodness and He has chosen us for this special mission and given to us the grace to see far beyond anyone could ever imagine even the greatest saints.

4. R. Abundant grace will be outpoured on the earth. Priests' hearts need to be consecrated to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and celebrate the Mass. This grace is a grace that will flow into men's hearts and will feed them. We must pray for our beloved priests.

5. R. Picture the little Jesus in the crib in Bethlehem, surrounded by the little sheep. Picture Jesus and the star above His bed. He is the light of the world. He comes to light the world with His love. 2000 years later look at our world and see how they have treated the great gift that God has come and given to them. He has imparted to us a wider vision. He has lifted the veil. We are more aware of the great gift He gives to us in the Holy Eucharist. The time is urgent. For Mary says she cannot hold back the hand of her Son any longer. Look at the picture of the Holy Family. This is how our family should be. Families of love. Families rooted in our hearts. Families of gentleness and kindness. Families of caring. But how are our families today? They are separate. They are angry. They are divided. They are not loving families. They talk about the weather and the shoes and the socks and they don't talk about their feelings and what they feel in their hearts. This is not the way of God. God wants us to be one in our hearts.

6. R. We will lead this concept of the family across the earth. That is our mission. He is giving to us this vision. He has given to us a special grace that we can be deeply united in our hearts with one another. When I see the people in this room, my heart is just filled with love. I know this connection as soon as I see someone. This is a great gift that He has given to us. The gift to love deeply. To love each other with this deep love.

7. R. Jesus is the King of all Kings. Jesus came into the world a little Child. Jesus is a King. And the Kingdom of God is at hand. We are to lead people to the Kingdom of God.

8. R. God's Kingdom is not based on gold and silver. God's Kingdom is based on treasures far greater than that. God's Kingdom is based on Divine love. Jesus came into the world in such poverty to show us that the real riches are not the riches of gold and silver but the real riches are the ones that we carry within our heart. The legacy that we pass down to our children to give our children hearts of love not material things, but to give them love.

9. R. We see the Genealogy in the Bible. Jesus makes it quite clear how family is so important. We are the family of God. God is our Father. Mary is our Mother. Jesus is our brother. We are one in Him.

10. Hail Mary

 

The Presentation in the Temple

1. R. The devil tries to divide us. We are the root of this movement. We are the ones that must be one. I got a message that said that the devil would try to divide the core group. I didn't understand it. It can be different things. I don't know what Jesus means. It could mean that the devil would try to make us mad at each other and we would be divided that way. It would mean that we could talk about one another and we would divide that way. Because whenever we talk about each other we divide ourselves. It could also mean that we could be moving around a lot and the devil would try to work that to divide us. I don't know what Jesus meant. But since we are so crucial to the Shepherds of Christ movement, Jesus said that the devil will attempt to divide us. I'm not sure exactly what He means.

2. R. I felt divided in my heart and Jesus was very angry with me that I felt divided in my heart. And He wrote me a message and He told me how we cannot be divided especially in this group. That it tears His Heart apart as a sword severing His Heart apart when we are divided. We must work against division. We must stay one with each other. It is so hard for there are millions of devils that are attempting to divide us because of the importance of our mission. Husbands will be divided against wives. Daughters against mothers because the devil wants to take away the power that is found when we are united in our hearts. Any division weakens us and creates a negative energy that flows through our body.

3. R. Stand beneath the cross as Mary stood beneath the cross and looked at her Son. And a sword too shall pierce your heart O Mary.

4. R. Any division is very displeasing to Our Lord. One time He allowed me to suffer such immense suffering and when I got finished suffering, He said this is how you made Me suffer for being divided with your brother.

5. R. And why is Jesus being our special teacher? Because we are His apostles of love. We can only operate in love. How can we carry love to the far ends of the earth if we are not loving ourselves. We must pray with all our heart that our every action is an action that will be likened to His.

6. R. Jesus is serious. Jesus is really serious. Are we really serious? Do we really want to put aside the pride that's in our hearts? Do we want to put aside the anger that we feel sometimes? Do we want to really act like Christ? God wants us to be Christ in this world to one another. And God wants others to know Him through us. To be the leaders that God is calling in this immense mission. We must be this way. We must go to confession as frequently as possible that we will be pure in our hearts. And we must confess the sins that are giving us the greatest problem. So that we face the problem and we can grow from this.

7. R. It is in this purity of heart that we unite with Him in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass and He shares His immense love with us. And we go forth knowing His love. How He loves us and He wants us to love each other and carry this message out to the world.

8. Hail Mary
9. Hail Mary
10. Hail Mary

Song: Come Holy Spirit

 

The Finding of the Lord Jesus in the Temple

1. R. The greatest agony is division with Jesus. When we are divided with any one person in our heart, we are divided from Jesus for He wants us united. When a house is divided it will fall. Marriages divided can easily end in divorce. Communities divided will never stand, Jesus says.

2. R. Jesus was lost in the temple.

3. R. How many people today are lost? They have lost their way. They are divided from Jesus. They choose to be divided with their spouse, not care about love example given to children. It is easy to divorce because of division and selfishness.

4. R. I read an excerpt from one of the rosaries where I read something from a book that Jesus told me to take. And it talked about the children at Fatima and how they had seen these shriveled brown souls in hell. And it was so vile I couldn't believe how awful it was. But Mary showed that to the children to let them know that hell truly exists. For 9 months Mary cried out how the souls were going to hell because of their sins.

5. From Fatima Peace Plan — Tan Books p.4-5. 

July 13, 1917 - THE CHILDREN SEE HELL

    "During her appearance in July, Our Lady, in answer to Lucia's plea, promised that in October she would work a great public miracle so that all might believe and know who she was. Again the Mother of God told the children to sacrifice themselves for sinners and to say many times, especially when making a sacrifice, this prayer: "O my Jesus, I offer this for love of Thee, for the conversion of poor sinners, and in reparation for all the sins committed against the Immaculate Heart of Mary."

    As she spoke these words, Our Lady stretched out her hands, and bright rays came forth which seemed to penetrate into the earth. All at once the ground vanished, and the children found themselves standing on the brink of a sea of fire. As they peered into this dreadful place, the terrified youngsters saw huge numbers of devils and damned souls. The devils resembled hideous black animals, each filling the air with despairing shrieks. The damned souls were in their human bodies and seemed to be brown in color, tumbling about constantly in the flames and screaming with terror. All were on fire within and without their bodies, and neither devils nor damned souls seemed able to control their movements. They were tossing about in the flames like fiery coals in a furnace. There was never an instant's peace or freedom from pain.

    Looking with compassion at the pale and trembling little ones, the vision spoke to them: "You have seen Hell, where the souls of poor sinners go. To save them, God wishes to establish, in the world devotion to my Immaculate Heart. If people do what I tell you, many souls will be saved and there will be peace."

6. R. God has given to us this great gift to be one in Him in a special way. God has given to us an immense gift, an immense grace that we will be united as some of the greatest saints have been united to Him. But we can only be united to Him in immense purity. We must go to confession frequently. We must confess our sins. And we cannot be divided with one another. For any division, especially when we talk about each other, it divides us from Jesus and it displeases Him so much.

7. Jesus: You are My soldiers of love. I am asking You to look at My face. To see My face. I look to the heavens above to My Father. My Father loves you My beloved ones. You have a Father that loves you. You must live your lives always trying to please Him. You must not be divided from your brothers. You must not give in to the temptations of satan to fill your hears with any bitterness or anger for it will divide you from Me.

8. Jesus: I am pleading with you to love. I spread My arms and I gave My all on the cross. I am asking you to love this much that you would lay your lives down for each other. That you will spread your arms and that you will love one another. I am guarding you. In your every breath I am with you. You must feel sure that I am so close to you. Your must read the Blue Book messages everyday. Read at least one message a day. And listen to these rosaries. For satan will press on you and try to get you to quit. You must not give into him. You must go to the tabernacle and spend time alone with Me every day. If you cannot go to the tabernacle go to your room and spend quiet moments with Me. Go to daily Mass and Communion and pray the rosary. I am calling you to this immense mission. You do not know the immensity of your calling. I have called you by name. I beg you to listen to Me. Do you hear My voice? Do you see My mouth move? So many do not hear for they do their own wills. I will speak through you and I will spread My messages of love to this world as you spread My Blue Books to the world. These are My messages of love. You  must not be afraid. Think of the souls of 18 year olds that are black in sin. The children are the sickest of all for the parents are teaching the children sick lessons. This is serious. Are you serious? Will you help Me spread My message of love to this world. My voice has been silenced. If you do not speak who will speak My words to the world? I am asking you to carry the messages in the Blue Book and the rosaries to this world. This is My Mighty Medicine to heal the wounds on the wounded hearts. I will heal their wounds with My love. I have written the messages of My love on your hearts. This is your calling to help bring about the Reign of the Sacred Heart and the Triumph of My Mother's Heart. I have given to you these messages. You are My messengers. Will you spread these messages to the world? You must live by these messages yourselves. I am alive and I live in you. This is My calling My beloved ones. How will you answer Me? I give to you the Plan of God -- will you answer?

Song: I Have Called You By Name

Jesus: I am alive. I am alive. I am alive. You are My apostles. I have called each one of you by name. Each one of you so important to My Heart.

9. Jesus: I call you to work together in love for the building of My Kingdom.

10. Jesus: Operate to do God's will - not to be willful and selfish – A house divided against itself will not stand. God's will is to obey those over you - to work in structure in love for the building of My Kingdom. I died for the man living to prove he is right when he is wrong, when he should have lived to do God's will and be a servant. The devil works in pride and argumentation. Eve's first sin was to try to challenge God - she was divided with God. Eve wanted to be equal to God. Eve was given a Garden in Paradise. Eve was prideful – she wanted to be equal to God. She listened to satan because she was prideful.
 

Song: From the Day You Were Born

Hail Holy Queen

Memorare

 

Excerpt from Blue Book III - Listen of My Intense Love - April 22, 1994 (excerpt) - At Father Joza's Church

Jesus: My dear child, write to Me. You must write when I call you to write. Put yourself into a smoke screen. We are alone. Feel My presence. Forget the world and let go totally to Me. Do not focus on anyone but Me. See My suffering face. See Me, My child, and know of My love for each person. I am so ardently in love with each and every one. When you focus on My crucifixion you will become closer and closer to Me. See My face, dying on the cross. I am the Son of God. You are My beloved one.

Think only of Me. Block out all those around you and be with Me. This is a place to pray to Me. Any distractions are not your problem. Be alone, be with Me, entirely alone and in union with Me. Block out all that is around you. You can write on a plane-anywhere. You must harken to Me when I call you. Listen to My intense love for you. Be alone with Me now. I love you.

end of excerpt

 

 

R. Life in the Garden was a Paradise!

Work was seen in the garden as a gift of working with God in love and happiness.
In the garden there was "original justice."
The world was in perfect harmony, between human beings, man and woman, man and creation.

God told them not to eat of the "tree of knowledge of good and evil".
Eve wanted to be equal to God - Eve put herself over God - she disobeyed God.
Eve claimed her independence of God.
Eve refused to accept her creaturehood under God.
Original sin shows one's lack of respect for one's dependence on the Creator.

Isaiah 5: 20

Woe to those who call what is bad, good, 
    and what is good, bad, 
who substitute darkness for light 
    and light for darkness, 
who substitute bitter for sweet 
    and sweet for bitter.

R. Humans today choosing what is right and wrong without recognizing God!!

God made man and woman as the crowning glory of creation.
Man was over the animals.
Man talked to God, named the animals.
Man was made as a reflection of God's love.
God made man and woman to love each other and have children - to be help mates.

We see the love between the Persons of the Trinity and
God so loved the world He sent Jesus - the Son of God - our Savior.
 

Excerpt from Response to God's Love by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.

    ... In reference to Christianity, God himself is the ultimate mystery. Radically, God is completely other and transcendent, hidden from man in his inner life, unless he chooses to reveal himself. Let us briefly look at this inner life of God.

    The Father, in a perfect act of self-expression, in a perfect act of knowing, generates his son. The Son, the Word, is, then, the immanent expression of God's fullness, the reflection of the Father. Likewise, from all eternity, the Father and the Son bring forth the Holy Spirit in a perfect act of loving.

    At the destined moment in human history, God's self-expression, the Word, immersed himself into man's world. God's inner self-expression now had also become God's outer self-expression. Consequently, the mystery of God becomes the mystery of Christ. In Christ, God tells us about himself, about his inner life, about his plan of creation and redemption. He tells us how Father, Son, and Holy Spirit desire to dwell within us in the most intimate fashion, how they wish to share with us their own life through grace. All this he has accomplished and does accomplish through Christ.      end of excerpt

 

R. God put Adam in a deep sleep.
Creation is a mystery.
Eve is taken from the rib of Adam.
Woman is a creature like Adam and she is to share and be a help mate to him.
Man and woman are called to marriage - a life of self giving.
   

Genesis 2: 24

This is why a man leaves his father and mother and becomes attached to his wife, and they become one flesh.
 

R. Women and men are to have a special relationship.
In the garden there was no shame.
They were naked. Jesus died on the cross bare.

 

January 5, 1997

R. On January 5, 1997, I was wakened by Our Lord and He was mumbling as He was around my bed as He did on October 8, 1997, when He delivered the "Seedless, Barren, No Fruit on the Vine" message.

I heard Him and He repeated the words over and over again. I had a copy of the all-night message on the floor, I jumped from the bed and began to write around the message, for it was the only paper available and He was speaking very plainly and direct. I wrote this message in the margins of the paper. He kept repeating "BABY, BARE BABY, LAID BARE".

Jesus:  Open yourself, Oh Jerusalem, your time is come you will be a light to the people in darkness, many will walk whence you come and the earth will be shakened and the light will come across a dark sky and enlighten their minds.

Oh stiff-necked people, you are so stiff in your ways, let the spirit envelope you and lead you on your way.

A country of stiffs, a people of planning and prodding, of deliberating and wondering—you lack faith, Jerusalem, you lack faith in God.

Oh walk naked into the cold night, you are cold in your hearts and naked in your clothing—I cloth you with glory, I light your face with light, but you turn your cheeks to the darkness and stay stiff-necked in your hearts. Oh cold and dark hearts, reach for the light that you may know the glory that awaits the sinners and enlightens their minds.

end of excerpt

 

R. Shame entered the world when man fell.
Pride, envy, covetousness, lust entered the world.
These sins are the source of shame.

The devil is cunning.

The devil tries to make good to look evil, and evil to look good.

Adam and Eve disobeyed God's command.

The world was ordered and harmonious.

Now sin entered the world - the world was then, disordered and unharmonious.

Adam and Eve rebelled against God.

Evil is portrayed by satan under the deception of being good.

Adam chose himself over God.

Adam rebelled against a good God.

Adam was seduced by the devil.

Adam wanted to be like God - independent of God.

Sin is wanting to be independent of God, that is
To make decisions independent of God.

Consenting to the temptations of satan – sin is revealed –

There is disharmony in the world and lack of order in the world because of sin.

Now we see the evil, lust, pride, envy, jealousy have entered the world.

Man sees God distortedly –
Man sees others distortedly
Man sees himself distortedly

This distorted vision of man, may cause him to flee God's calling for him –
because of pride and envy and jealousy, man may flee God's will for him.

In the garden, Adam and Eve know they are naked – they know something is terribly wrong.

We are accountable to God for our disobedience to God, for one's sins.

After the sin of Adam and Eve, blame enters the world.

Adam blames Eve –
Eve blames the snake

We see this lack of personable responsibility for sin.

 


 

R. Concupiscence enters the world.

Seeking dominance for dominance sake.

There was harmony between man and woman before the fall.

After the fall, now DISHARMONY between man and woman. TENSION --

There are sins of – LUST
                           – SINS of the FLESH

The ORDER is disrupted after the fall.

R. Man has a tendency to sin because
    of his wounded human nature.

God has all the power.

The devil is a fallen angel.
   

Genesis 3: 15

...I shall put enmity
between you and the woman,
and between your offspring and hers;
it will bruise your head
and you will strike its heel.'

   

R. Adam and Eve sinned.

Mary and Jesus are the New Adam and New Eve.

Men and women will now suffer because
    of the sin of Adam and Eve –

Competition – Some men worse than others –

Competition from Eve – Eve has competition with God!!

Sin upset the order!!

Childbearing will be painful!

Shame and Nakedness!

Men and women, tension between them.

Work will be through labor, tears, sweat.

Jesus, the New Adam, sweat blood in the garden for Adam's sin.

DEATH HAS ENTERED THE WORLD.

God, despite man's sin, does not abandon the human race.
   

Romans 5: 12- 21

Well then; it was through one man that sin came into the world, and through sin death, and thus death has spread through the whole human race because everyone has sinned. Sin already existed in the world before there was any law, even though sin is not reckoned when there is no law. Nonetheless death reigned over all from Adam to Moses, even over those whose sin was not the breaking of a commandment, as Adam's was. He prefigured the One who was to come . . .

    There is no comparison between the free gift and the offence. If death came to many through the offence of one man, how much greater an effect the grace of God has had, coming to so many and so plentifully as a free gift through the one man Jesus Christ! Again, there is no comparison between the gift and the offence of one man. One single offence brought condemnation, but now, after many offences, have come the free gift and so acquittal! It was by one man’s offence that death came to reign over all, but how much greater the reign in life of those who receive the fullness of grace and the gift of saving justice, through the one man, Jesus Christ. One man’s offence brought condemnation on all humanity; and one man’s good act has brought justification and life to all humanity. Just as by one man’s disobedience many were made sinners, so by one man’s obedience are many to be made upright. When law came on the scene, it was to multiply the offences. But however much sin increased, grace was always greater; so that as sin’s reign brought death, so grace was to rule through saving justice that leads to eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.

 

R. God created man in His own image and likeness.
 

Genesis 1: 26-27

God said, ‘Let us make man in our own image, in the likeness of ourselves, and let them be masters of the fish of the sea, the birds of heaven, the cattle, all the wild animals and all the creatures that creep along the ground.’

    God created man in the image of himself,
    in the image of God he created him,
    male and female he created them.

 

 

 Excerpt from Response in Christ - Chapter 4 by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J.

     In schematic outline we have discussed the manner in which the baptized Christian extends his Mass to his daily existence. As he so lives out his Mass, he is becoming more Christlike. He becomes a more perfect priest and victim for his next participation in the eucharistic sacrifice.42 The beautiful cycle which the Mass contains lies exposed before us. As part of this cycle the Christian is intimately involved in the process of continued redemption. The Mass is the center of the Christian life: ". . . the liturgy is the summit toward which the activity of the Church is directed; at the same time it is the fount from which all her power flows."43

42. For a current treatment of the varied richness of the Eucharist, cf. J. Wicks, "The Movement of Eucharistic Theology" in Chicago Studies, Vol. 10 (1971), pp. 267-284.
43. The Constitution on the Sacred Liturgy, No. 10.

 

                November 21, 2013

Jesus: I call you to live your lives as devout members of the mystical body of Christ. I have given these writings that men will realize that they are to live united deeply to the Mass going on around the world. Your lives, given as an offering, a sacrifice every moment in union with the Mass going on around the world. Your life, a sacrifice, offered to the Father, in union with the Mass in oneness with Me, in the Holy Spirit through the intercession of the Blessed Mother with all the angels and saints and the souls in purgatory.

    Your lives given as members of My mystical body can help to bring down great graces for the priest, the Church and the world.

   

Excerpt from Response in Christ - Chapter 4 by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J.

"How does the Christian help Christ redeem the world? (Henceforth the term "world" is to be understood as including both rational and nonrational creation.) As previously stated, the Christian helps Christ redeem the world by reliving Christ's mysteries. The same "events" or mysteries which accomplished the objective redemption further the subjective redemption also. Since at the heart of Christ's mysteries are His death and Resurrection, it is especially these that the Christian must relive. As the Christian dies mystically with Christ through loving conformity with the Father's will, he rises with Christ to an ever greater share in the Resurrection, in the newness of life, in the life of grace. As the Christian in this manner relives the paschal mystery of Christ, he is accomplishing not only his own redemption, but he is also, in a mysterious yet real manner, helping Christ redeem the world."
 

R. Adam and Eve are expelled by God from the Garden.
Adam and Eve need a Redeemer.

God loves us so much –

Jesus said the night of December 5, 1996 –
    that His mouth was moving as He
    showed me Himself on the cross
    because no one was listening –

12 days later God the Father sent
    Our Lady of Clearwater
    December 17, 1996

Pope Francis 60th birthday 

shipped from the printers
December 17, 1996

Mary appeared
December 17, 1996

end of December 5, 1996

  

  
 

               

                Given March 21, 2014

                R. Pray for These Things

                1) Pray for the priests, the Church and the world!
                2) Pray for the spread of prayer chapters,
                    also for the spread of priests doing prayer chapters.
                3) Pray for the spread of Blue Books.
                4) People going to Florida and China.
                5) Vocations to all 7 categories.
                6) Pray for spread of Consecration and Rosary.
                7) Pray for pope helping us.
                8) Blue Book 13 cover; Blue Book 12, Blue Book 13 - all involved.
                9) All intentions on my list, Jerry's list.
              10) Priests getting Fr. Joe's book.
              11) Donors and members and their families.
              12) Healing of the Family tree.
              13) Dan & Melanie, Catherine & mom, Gary, Mary Jo,
                    Jim, Fr. Ken, Monsignor, Tom's wife, Kerry.
              14) All who asked us to pray for them.
              15) All we promised to pray for.
              16) Rita, John, Doris, Sheila, Jerry, Regina, Sanja,
                    Betty, Sophie, Rosie, Lisa, Eileen, Fr. Mike, Jeff,
                    Louie, 2 Dons, Mary Ellen, Fr. Joe, all priests helping us.
              17) 2 babies and moms.
              18) Funds and insurance.
              19) Special intentions.
              20) Jerry's garage.
              21) Spread the Blood of Jesus on all of us here.
              22) Consecrate all hearts.
              23) Cast the devil out of all of us here and all in Movement.

 

 

 

 

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New Parents & Children's Book with the Imprimatur
$8.00 plus postage

Fr. Joe's Cycle A - Steadfast to the Sun - Starts in Advent
$5.00 plus postage

Give the gift that keeps on giving!

Give to your priest.


Fr. Carter's Priestly Newsletters Book II
$6.00 plus postage

     

Special sale statue with glass

27" Statue of Our Lady of Fatima
$175 plus postage

 

Get a canvas print of Mary's image
with a sliver of glass and a little
bottle of Jesus and Mary water.
The glass will be fixed behind the
back of the picture.
$200.00 plus postage

 

Dan called and gave the report to me, when I hung up I saw this rainbow and took a picture for him.

 

 

 

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