We need about $5,000

more for postage for the

priest English mailing.

You can put it on your credit card,

call Morrow.

The Nursing Home Video

January 5, 2003 

will be available.

We urgently, urgently need

funds and volunteers for

the priestly mailing!

Please help us!

We still owe Banta 

$2,000 for shipping 

of the Blue Books

Here is the schedule for our web radio
April 19, 2003.

4:00 a.m. - Mass

4:37 a.m. - October 13, 1996 Live Rosary
               - Songs from Jesus

6:20 a.m. - 6:20 prayers led by Father Carter
                 Holy Spirit Novena
                 Shepherds of Christ Prayer Manual
                 Rosary

7:24 a.m. - Tell My People
                    read by Father Carter

8:55 a.m. - Newsletter 1999 Issue 4 
                    read by Father Carter

10:23 a.m. - Choose Life

11:25 a.m. - Grace by Father Carter
                    read by Father Mike Paraniuk

12:33 p.m. - August 20, 1996 Rosary
                    from the Mass Book

1:45 p.m. - Newsletter 2000 Issue 1
                    read by Father Carter

3:05 p.m. - Rosary of Light from November 15, 2002
                    led by Rita Ring

4:00 p.m. - Mass

4:37 p.m. - Blue Book Reading

                - Songs from Jesus

6:20 p.m. - 6:20 prayers led by Father Carter
                  Holy Spirit Novena
                  Shepherds of Christ Prayer Manual
                  Rosary

7:24 p.m. - Tell My People
                    read by Father Carter

8:55 p.m. - Love Songs and Messages
                    October 1, 1994

9:59 p.m. - Spirituality Handbook
                    read by Father Carter

11:33 p.m. - Mary's Message

12:30 a.m. - November 13, 1996 Live Rosary

1:50 a.m. - Messages from December 12, 2002 
                    feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe

2:37 a.m. - August 20, 1996 Rosary
                    from the Mass Book

3:50 a.m. - Songs from Jesus

4:00 a.m. - Mass

    
April 18, 2003 - between 12:00 and 3:00 Good Friday

Jesus speaks:        My dear people,

                                    I hung on the cross for three agonizing hours.

                                You do not know the power in the Eucharist.

                                I love you so deeply. My Heart is on fire for My

                                Precious souls.

Messenger:                 Oh Jesus, today it is beautiful and the time 

                                between 12:00 — 3:00 are in my heart. I love

                                you so much, I want to cry because You are

                                so good to me.

                                    I long for heaven and completeness in

                                Thee, our lives are so very fragile. I know

                                from this accident how You control my life.

                                Every time I watch the January 5, 2003

                                video I know how much You love us.

                                    Dear Jesus, we give ourselves to You

                                and we love You so much, we

                                thank You for the gift of the Eucharist.

                                Our lives are so fragile, I feel so deeply

                                in my soul, but all the love I

                                have in my heart I cannot touch,

                                I have a body and a broken hand

                                and it hurts and I can touch it —

                                My foot is swollen and I feel the foot and

                                my body is like my house around me,

                                but I cannot touch my love and my

                                vision of You, my Divine God, and my love

                                for all the souls of the earth, my depth of

                                knowing You and loving the Eucharist are

                                not like my physical body parts. My vision

                                is so great for heaven and I see deeply

                                the whole world and all the souls on it —

                                I know the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit

                                so deeply, They live in Me, I am one with

                                God and yet all these things in my

                                soul are not like the physical parts

                                on my body I can touch and feel the

                                pain inside.

                                    I see the whole world and heaven and

                                purgatory and I am aware of hell and the

                                souls that are lost forever.

                                    I feel so identified with Christ in my

                                heart and soul in loving so deeply all

                                the souls of the earth and in purgatory

                                and in heaven. I am one with them. I

                                know them in my soul. I want this

                                oneness in our hearts to be so one

                                with God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

                                I feel my oneness with the Mass going on around

                                the world. I know that God releases grace

                                for souls because I give him my life

                                especially praying for our beloved priests.

                                I love the priests so much and I am so grateful

                                to God for our priests and the Church.

                                    Oh I want to write of this place I know

                                so deeply in my heart and soul. This is where

                                God wants the people of the Church to be

                                in this deep spousal union with Him.

                                I live as the Spouse of Jesus and that means

                                intense oneness in my heart and soul with

                                God.

                                    That means having a wider vision of

                                the Father for the souls of this earth.

  
June 13, 1929

        Excerpt from July/August 1994 Issue
  

Chief Shepherd of the Flock.

I am the good shepherd: the good shepherd is one who lays down his life for his sheep. The hired man, since he is not the shepherd and the sheep do not belong to him, abandons the sheep and runs away as soon as he sees a wolf coming, and then the wolf attacks and scatters the sheep; this is because he is only a hired man and has no concern for the sheep. I am the good shepherd; I know my own and my own know me, just as the Father knows me and I know the Father; and I lay down my life for my sheep. (Jn 10:11-15¹)

He hung upon a cross on a hill called Calvary. Death was near. How much Jesus had already suffered! He had been brutally scourged. Much of His sacred body was a bloody, open wound. He had been derisively crowned with thorns. In a terribly weakened condition, He carried the heavy cross to the hill of Golgotha. There He was stripped of His garments and mercilessly nailed to the cross. After all this brutal and agonizing suffering, Jesus finally died.

Truly, the Good Shepherd had laid down His life for His sheep. That magnificent Heart, overflowing with love for His Father and all of us, had beat Its last:

“It was Preparation Day, and to prevent the bodies remaining on the cross during the sabbath—since that sabbath was a day of special solemnity—the Jews asked Pilate to have the legs broken and the bodies taken away. Consequently the soldiers came and broke the legs of the first man who had been crucified with him and then of the other. When they came to Jesus, they found He was already dead, and so instead of breaking His legs one of the soldiers pierced His side with a lance. And immediately there came out blood and water.” (Jn 19: 31-34).

Indeed, from the pierced Heart of Christ the Church with her sacraments was born. Two of these sacraments, the Eucharist and Baptism, are symbolized by the blood and water flowing from Christ’s side. The sacrament of Orders was, of course, also born from the pierced Heart of Christ. We who are priests can never adequately thank Jesus for allowing us to receive this great and most special sacrament. The best way we can try to thank Him, though, is to utilize our priesthood to the fullest. We priests have the great privilege and the great responsibility of being special companions of the Chief Shepherd of the flock, Jesus Himself.

Jesus laid down His life for His sheep. Being shepherds of the Chief Shepherd we, too, are called to lay down our lives for the flock. Relatively few priests in the course of the Church’s history have been called to lay down their lives in physical martyrdom. All, though, have been and are called to lay down their lives for the flock by giving themselves in loving service according to the Father’s will.

We are effective shepherds to the extent we are united with Christ. Let’s resolve each day of our priestly existence to utilize all the means available to deepen our union with Jesus, Chief Shepherd of the flock.

1. Scriptural quotations are taken from The Jerusalem Bible, Doubleday & Co.

end of excerpt from July/August 1994 Issue

April 18, 2003 message continues

Messenger:                Oh lights of heaven, I long for you. May

                                the light of the video of the Feast of the

                                Epiphany January 5, 2003 dawn in the hearts

                                of the people of the earth.

                                    I reach to speak of the place I know so

                                deeply. I want to tell of the glories of heaven

                                I have known in these deep ecstasies I have

                                had with God. The reality of heaven, the

                                depth of union with God: Father, Son and

                                Holy Spirit. Mary's role in leading us into

                                deeper union with God. Oh to ponder the 

                                Immaculate Virgin, the one conceived without

                                sin, to jump with joy to be united to all of 

                                heaven angels and saints, to know oneness

                                in the Mass, to be so deeply united

                                as the body of Christ.

                                    Oh to know there is always more out

                                there to know.

                                    Oh my heart cries for love — that the

                                people of this earth would grown in greater

                                perfection and so deeply know God.

Revelation 21: 1-8 

Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth; the first heaven and the first earth had disappeared now, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the holy city, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride dressed for her husband. Then I heard a loud voice call from the throne, 'Look, here God lives among human beings. He will make his home among them; they will be his people, and he will be their God, God-with-them. He will wipe away all tears from their eyes; there will be no more death, and no more mourning or sadness or pain. The world of the past has gone.'

Then the One sitting on the throne spoke. 'Look, I am making the whole of creation new. Write this, "What I am saying is trustworthy and will come true."' Then he said to me, 'It has already happened. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. I will give water from the well of life free to anybody who is thirsty; anyone who proves victorious will inherit these things; and I will be his God and he will be my son. But the legacy for cowards, for those who break their word, or worship obscenities, for murderers and the sexually immoral, and for sorcerers, worshippers of false gods or any other sort of liars, is the second death in the burning lake of sulphur.'
  

April 18, 2003 message continues

Jesus speaks:            Oh My people, I cry to Thee to listen —

                                the funds are needed to circulate the

                                mailing to the priests, to publish the

                                Spirituality Handbook in English and

                                Spanish for the mailing and send it to the

                                priests.

                                Please watch the video January 5, 2003 and

                                show everyone, it is My special sign

                                of light for My people — the Lady appears

                                the lady clothed with the sun. Here

                                is the message she delivers to you

                                January 5, 2003 as the sun stays on the

                                image.

January 5, 2003 

Feast of the Epiphany
  

Nursing Home Video
 at Clearwater , Florida 

Messenger: I give my heart to Jesus and Mary with you in love.
Today is January the 5^th, 2003 , it’s the Feast of the Epiphany and today we’re making a nursing home video for Mary image’s site. She is very beautiful on the window and it’s like every nursing home video looks a little bit different in a way that we’ve never seen her before. These videos are available to you and you can take them to the nursing homes or you can just use them for your own personal use to show others how Mary looks on the building or to turn down the sound and pray the rosary with the beautiful picture that you see. Also you can click into the internet and see Mary live at any moment and you check this at our website.  

So today I want to start with a nursing home video in the way that we always start the nursing home video which is a Song from Jesus.   

Song: Song from Jesus  

Messenger:  Our Blessed Mother and Our Lord want me to sing this song.  

Song: Ave Maria  

Mary speaks:  My beloved nursing home ones,  
And I call you children for you are my children and I am your Mother Mary. Oh my beloved people of the earth, oh my beloved elderly, I ask you to offer your days every day — whatever it is that you do that day in trying to do God’s will offer it as a sacrifice and an offering to God in union with the Mass to help to bring down grace for the souls of this earth. Your life is so important. There are so many today that are sinning and in need of healing grace. In your suffering at the nursing home think of the souls of the earth that are crying out because of their pain and how they need to know of God’s love. Offering up your days in the nursing home and the elderly can make such a difference to the souls of this earth when you offer your days as a sacrifice united to the Mass that grace will be released for the souls that are hurting. I am the Mother of love and I want the children of this earth to know the love of my Son Jesus. I appear here on this building in Clearwater and you are given this recording as a special gift to circulate it and to show it to your friends and others so that all the earth will know that I am Mary your Mother and I appear here to reach my hurting children of this earth in need of grace. I ask you my elderly to especially offer up your lives for the souls that are hurting in this world. Your life is so important for the souls of this earth. My Son Jesus gave His life on the cross for the precious souls and He has asked me today to ask you to offer up the little things that you do everyday in trying to do God’s will in union with the Mass that grace will be released for the souls of this earth. I am Mary your Mother. My children are hurting and many are dropping into hell like rain. My children will you help me? Will you hear the plea of my Son Jesus? For He wants them to know that He loves them so dearly and He wants them to love Him in return.  

The prayer has been given to you. It is on a card and it is a very small prayer. Say it every day and throughout the day to remind yourself how important your life is when you offer it up in trying to do God’s will for the souls of this earth. I am Mary your Mother. Will you hear my cry to you today? Will you circulate these videos that my children of the earth will know that I am Mary and I appear here? These videos are not only for the nursing homes. They are for all the souls of the earth that they will be able to see me.  

Messenger:  Mary has asked that her image be visible as much as possible to the souls. And we have a camera on the image at every moment that is live that people all over the world can click into at this very moment and see this beautiful image as it appears right now at this moment. If somebody walks up there, somebody in Hong Kong can see you walking under the crucifix. We are on the internet and there is a radio all the time that is delivering messages such as these. Please tell your friends about this. Please circulate the videos that people will use the videos. They can turn down the volume and pray with the picture or go to the internet and see the picture and pray.  

Mary speaks:  I am Mary your Mother. This is a gift that God the Father has given to this earth. I have appeared on this building every day for over 6 years. I ask you to help circulate the pictures of this image that people will know that I am speaking to them, that my Son Jesus is calling out to the world to obey the commandments.  

My children God loves you. This is the love your heart craves. Your time is so short on this earth. Please hear the words that I speak to you today and see Our images as We appear here before you.  

Messenger:  If you look at the two bottom panes on the left we see Jesus in those panes a lot of times. I see Him now.  

And so with every video we meditate on a special rosary and today is the Epiphany and we are going to meditate on the Mysteries of Light that the Holy Father has given to us and especially the one on the Transfiguration.  

Song: The Rosary Song  

Messenger: And so we just say a few prayers of the rosary. We don’t say the whole rosary.  

Our Father  

Messenger:  And I am going to read a little bit of Matthew Chapter 17: 1-2  

1.     Matthew 17: 1-2  

Six days later, Jesus took with him Peter and James and his brother John and led them up a high mountain by themselves. There in their presence he was transfigured: his face shone like the sun and his clothes became as dazzling as light.   

2.     Matthew 17: 3-4  

And suddenly Moses and Elijah appeared to them; they were talking with him. Then Peter spoke to Jesus. ‘Lord,’ he said, ‘it is wonderful for us to be here; if you want me to, I will make three shelters here, one for you, one for Moses and one for Elijah.’  

3.     Matthew 17: 5-8  

He was still speaking when suddenly a bright cloud covered them with shadow, and suddenly from the cloud there came a voice which said, ‘This is my Son, the Beloved; he enjoys my favour. Listen to him.’ When they heard this, the disciples fell on their faces, overcome with fear. But Jesus came up and touched them, saying, ‘Stand up, do not be afraid.’ And when they raised their eyes they saw no one but Jesus.  

4.     Messenger:  And I remember going to Holy Cross-Immaculata. It was at the very beginning of the year of January 1996 and Mary appeared here at the end of 1996 in December. And I went to Holy Cross-Immaculata and there was so much snow and it was so thick I thought I couldn’t get in and I wanted to get in to be with Jesus in front of the tabernacle because He is truly present in the Eucharist. And it was a real struggle and I finally made my way up to the door and I opened the door and I went in and there was Jesus and He appeared to me transfigured before my eyes. And He did it 4 times in the beginning of January of 96.  

Then when we opened the rosary factory here February the 5^th, of 2000, Fr. Carter was here and he consecrated the rosary factory. And I came down here and there was a TV camera man that was filming me and Jesus appeared in the Sacred Heart statue and He was so bright and covered with light and I kept saying to the camera man, “Oh look at Jesus don’t look at me.”  

I have heard the Father speak the words “This is My beloved Son in whom I am well pleased.” And whenever I hear them spoken I want to cry. God the Father loves us so much He sent His Son Jesus into this world. It is such a gift that God gives to us. God—Father, Son and Holy Spirit love us so much and They want us to love Them most intimately.  

5.     Messenger:  I hope that you get the cards that Our Lord has asked us to pass out. There are two—the one card says this. If you just say this every day it just makes such a difference and think about giving your life because your lives are so very, very important for the souls. “God I give you my life in union with the Mass as an offering for the souls, the Church and the priest. Help us.” Say it after Mass, say it slow “God I give you my life in union with the Mass as an offering for the souls, the Church and the priest. Help us.” And the other card is a short consecration to the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart of Mary that is so important and helps us to be holy. “I give my heart to Jesus and Mary with you in love.” Can you say this? “I give my heart to Jesus and Mary with you in love.”  

And Our Lord likes me to play this song in every nursing home video and likes you to sing it through the day because Mary likes it a lot. It’s wonderful to honor Mary as our Immaculate Mother. Mary is truly a gift given to us. She is a spotless virgin. She, Mary conceived without sin. Oh God thank You for the gift of our heavenly Mother. And if you know this song – sing it. For sure join in on the refrain. I’ll sing it twice, it’s – Ave, Ave, Ave Maria; Ave, Ave, Ave Maria.  

Song: Immaculate Mary  

Messenger:  And there was one song that Our Lord wanted me to play and for you to sing. So if you could sing with this would be great.  

Song: America , the Beautiful  

(My pages are blowing away.)

Messenger:  I have the tremendous help of a tremendous doctor. Thank you. Jesus heals the sick and she helps heal the children with Jesus’ help. And so we end, I going to cry, with the Song from Jesus.  

Song: Song from Jesus  

Jesus speaks:  This is My message to you My beloved Nursing Home ones that I love you. This is the song that I give to you today that you know that I am with you at every moment, that you are not afraid. I am Jesus the Son of God.  

Song: Song from Jesus  

end of January 5, 2003 nursing home video

April 18, 2003 message continues

Jesus speaks:             Oh I ask you to pray for certain

                                people. This is urgent.

                                    Pray frequently for them to receive light and

                                grace and that they cooperate with the grace

                                I am giving them.

2 Corinthians 8: 8-15

I am not saying this as an order, but testing the genuineness of your love against the concern of others. You are well aware of the generosity which our Lord Jesus Christ had, that, although he was rich, he became poor for your sake, so that you should become rich through his poverty. I will give you my considered opinion in the matter; this will be the right course for you as you were the first, a year ago, not only to take any action but also even to conceive the project. Now, then, complete the action as well, so that the fulfilment may—so far as your resources permit—be proportionate to your enthusiasm for the project. As long as the enthusiasm is there, the basis on which it is acceptable is what someone has, not what someone does not have. It is not that you ought to relieve other people’s needs and leave yourselves in hardship; but there should be a fair balance—your surplus at present may fill their deficit, and another time their surplus may fill your deficit. So there may be a fair balance; as scripture says: No one who had collected more had too much, no one who collected less had too little.

  

2 Corinthians 12: 9-10

 but he has answered me, ‘My grace is enough for you: for power is at full stretch in weakness.’ It is, then, about my weaknesses that I am happiest of all to boast, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me; and that is why I am glad of weaknesses, insults, constraints, persecutions and distress for Christ’s sake. For it is when I am weak that I am strong.

  

2 Corinthians 13: 11-13

To end then, brothers, we wish you joy; try to grow perfect; encourage one another; have a common mind and live in peace, and the God of love and peace will be with you. 

    Greet one another with the holy kiss. All God’s holy people send you their greetings. 

    The grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, the love of God and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with you all.

April 18, 2003 message continues

Jesus speaks:         Let Me tell you a story for I am unveiling the

                                    workings of satan in your lives. You

                                    must listen and be taught.

                                A man grew up in a house where violence

                                    was present. The father and mother fought

                                    and said abusive words to one another.

                                    The man never married and went from

                                    job to job dealing with others. When

                                    he wanted those under him to work

                                    he abused them saying terrible things

                                    to them. Name calling, picking on

                                    others physical appearance to get

                                    people to listen is wrong. His family

                                    was full of anger, they shouted, hit

                                    one another, banged doors and made

                                    many exits to get attention.

                                    To him he thought this was normal.

                                Another man was in the company of this

                                    angry man and was shocked, his

                                    family was loving, tried to work things

                                    out lovingly, never banged doors like

                                    that, did not name call, nor degrade

                                    or demean others, they respected others.

                                    He said to the 1st man why did you say

                                    such a thing.

                                    The man replied "Oh everybody does this

                                    to get them going." The second man said

                                    "No they do not, Jesus would not act

                                    this way, Mary would not act this

                                    way, this is not normal."

                                To one man he judged normality from a

                                    very dysfunctional, abusive past,

                                    to another they were struck with

                                    fear and suffered from the abusive

                                    remarks of the other.

                                    What may seem normal to someone who

                                grew up in abusive dysfunctional house

                                is brought to light when they interact

                                with others.

                                    You must be humble. The more you grow

                                in greater perfection, the more it will

                                help you be like Me.

                                    Some people in leadership positions

                                have shocked others under them while

                                they go from place to place handling things

                                in their abusive dysfunctional ways.

                                    A leader in a religious organization must

                                not succumb to the temptation to think their ways

                                of acting are perfect. They will see that others are

                                telling them what needs to be fixed about themselves.

                                You are not here to get ahead on earth, you are here 

                                to grow in your ways of loving.

                                    Some have fought with others every place they go,

                                they always have disharmony and anxiety inside and

                                are always between a battle. Some give into their

                                angry feelings. They should have to be around them-

                                selves for any period of time as others are forced to do.

                                    Doing My work is important, but doing

                                it in love, in peace is essential. Letting

                                out your temper on others, demeaning others

                                isn't normal. You can chase others away by

                                your ways. Look in a mirror, would you like

                                a boss like yourself?

                                    Pray for grace to be Christ-like.

                                    Some people give into temptation by

                                satan. Some think quiet people are thinking

                                bad thoughts about them and then they act

                                out their anger on the other by what they

                                are thinking. This happens very much, people

                                think people are thinking things about them

                                others aren't even thinking, then they get

                                angry at the other because of their own thoughts.

                                    Some people never look at themselves,

                                they lie to themselves and others to always

                                make themselves right.

                                    Let Me tell you a story:

                                    A little boy had his hand in the cookie

                                jar, stealing the cookie when he was

                                caught by his mother who had told him

                                not to eat a cookie.

                                    How would it be if he lied and said the

                                boy down the street did it when he was

                                caught red handed?

                                    Some people are like this, their story is

                                as silly, they are so used to lying as soon

                                as they are caught, they begin making

                                up a fictitious story.

                                    How can people work in oneness when

                                someone is untruthful and lies? And when

                                someone in authority says — this is unacceptable

                                behavior and even after prodding they give in to the

                                one in authority, but go away lying to themselves

                                justifying why they were right against the authority.

                                You are the one with the problem, look at it and

                                change, pray for grace, everyone around you 

                                knows your dysfunctional ways.

                                    I died for your sins.

                                    I died and My wounds were uncovered for

                                        your sins.

                                    I am God — you can't hide your faults 

                                        from Me.

                                    I know how it was.

                                    I know when someone lies.

                                    I want you to say you are sorry and

                                        try to grow in greater perfection and

                                        do all you can to build My Kingdom.

                                If you quit because of your pride who    

                                    would take your place and how would

                                    My work get done, but I must tell

                                    you when you act incorrectly and are

                                    hurting others.

                                    You are to be holy.

                                    You are to be religious.

                                    People look up to you to see how they

                                        should act.

                                    You are to model your lives after Me and Mary.

                                A lot of problems occur because people

                                    don't realize how much I love

                                    them and forgive them and want them

                                    to build My Kingdom.

                                    The devil wants them to feel guilty

                                        and stay bowed down.

                                How would a guy defend himself on

                                    the front line if he was

                                    all bowed down?

                                He better get up and fight.

    After 3:00

                                    If you really realized how much I love you, you

                                would not be afraid.

                                    Are you always looking for love, then you think

                                you will be happy if you know someone loves you.

                                    I love you.

                                    I love you so much — I died for you.

                                    Look at Me hanging on the cross.

April 18, 2003 message continues

Jesus speaks:         You want signs and wonders and I give you

                                        such gifts.

                                    I love you so much.

                                    Focus on how I love you, that I, God,

                                        came to earth and died on a cross

                                        for you.

                                    Oh I love you so much.

                                    I am Jesus, I give you My Love,

                                I am the Divine God.

Matthew 11: 28

‘Come to me, all you who labour and are overburdened, and I will give you rest.

April 18, 2003 message continues

Jesus speaks:         I am God.

                                I love you with a heart on-fire for love of you.

                                Read My Blue Book Messages

April 18, 2003 message continues

Jesus speaks:         Open anywhere and I will speak to you.

                                These are My letters of love.

                                Pray for the souls of the earth.

                                The Blue Books are My letters of love

                                    given to you.

                                The devil is a roaring lion —

                                    He wants you stopped.

                                Pray for grace to not give into his

                                    temptation.

                                The devil is an accuser.

                                He attacks your thoughts many times.

                                Here is how some people help Me —

                                    they bring Me the work to build

                                    up My Kingdom and carry

                                    a snarly snake on the other arm.

Luke 22: 42

‘Father,’ he said, ‘if you are willing, take this cup away from me. Nevertheless, let your will be done, not mine.’

And about the ninth hour, Jesus cried out in a loud voice, ‘Eli, eli, lama sabachthani?’ that is, ‘My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?’ Matthew 27: 46

Jesus said, ‘Father, forgive them; they do not know what they are doing.’ 
Luke 23: 34

He answered him, ‘In truth I tell you, today you will be with me in paradise.’ Luke 23: 43

Jesus cried out in a loud voice saying, ‘Father, into your hands I commit my spirit.’ Luke 23: 46

...Jesus said to his mother, ‘Woman, this is your son.’ Then to the disciple he said, ‘This is your mother.’...  John 19: 26-27

...he said: I am thirsty. John 19: 28

After Jesus had taken the wine he said, ‘It is fulfilled’; John 19: 30

 

April 18, 2003 message continues

Jesus speaks:         I thank you for all your help with the mailing.

                                You are helping to change the face of the

                                    earth.

                                Please keep up the help.

                       I Love You

(Letter for Front of B.B. II)
April 13, 1994

How, child, do I, Jesus, tell you I love you? You hold on to silly things, when God is in your midst and is ardently loving you. I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God. I am writing to each precious child this day. I am on fire for love of you. I remain in the Eucharist to be with you with My ardent love. I did not want to leave My beloved ones at the Last Supper. I love you so, My dear and ardently loved children. I remain with you this day in the Blessed Sacrament, the same Jesus Who died a brutal death on the cross.

Do you know I am truly present there? Do you know that God waits every day for you in the tabernacle? Do you comprehend even a minute amount of My love? You will never on earth know how I love you.

I, Jesus, truly the Son of God, came to earth a man and suffered a brutal death for love of you. I love you so much! I remain with you this day. I long for your love. I want you to come and be with Me in front of the tabernacle. I wait, I yearn for you to come and whisper your love to Me. I am a Person and I love you this day with such an ardent, on-fire love. No human could ever compare a speck to My love for you.

I wait, little ones, in the tabernacle. I wait for you to come and receive Me in Communion. I want you to want Me so much that you cannot wait to come and receive Me. I want to be the love, the Center of your life!

I am Jesus. I am the Son of God. I am writing to you this day. I want to possess your very soul and live in you. I have all you need, sweet ones. Oh, you are so blind! I long for your union with Me. I wrote the book on love. I instituted it, yet you go to the world for your love and do not even come to Me! Oh, I love you, little ones. Little ones, beloved of the Father, loved by the Holy Spirit, mothered by My very own mother, what more can I say? The rest is up to you!

I give you your will with such love and I want your love, freely given. I am God. What do you think you could ever need that I do not give you? I am the Savior of this world. I am Jesus, the Son of God. I am waiting for you. I am longing for you. I am yearning for you. I am God. I have all you ever will need!

Surrender this life to Me. Pray My prayer for union with Me. I want to possess your soul and operate from your very being. I am Jesus. I am the Son of God. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I am Who am. I died and rose on the third day.

Harken to My call, harken to My pleading. Spend your days in love with Me. Nothing matters unless it is rooted in Me and rooted in My love. I am the Son of God. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I love you with the tenderest love. I am waiting this day for you, My beloved one. Come to Me for I am the tenderest of all hearts. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus.

end of April 13, 1994 message

  

April 18, 2003

Dysfunction

Jesus speaks:             From the time of Adam and Eve the people

                                of the human race have sinned. Some teaching

                                others how to behave that behaved very wrongly

                                themselves.

                                    Oh how will the world ever be as I desire

                                it to be as this:

Revelation 21: 1-8 

Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth; the first heaven and the first earth had disappeared now, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the holy city, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride dressed for her husband. Then I heard a loud voice call from the throne, 'Look, here God lives among human beings. He will make his home among them; they will be his people, and he will be their God, God-with-them. He will wipe away all tears from their eyes; there will be no more death, and no more mourning or sadness or pain. The world of the past has gone.'

Then the One sitting on the throne spoke. 'Look, I am making the whole of creation new. Write this, "What I am saying is trustworthy and will come true."' Then he said to me, 'It has already happened. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. I will give water from the well of life free to anybody who is thirsty; anyone who proves victorious will inherit these things; and I will be his God and he will be my son. But the legacy for cowards, for those who break their word, or worship obscenities, for murderers and the sexually immoral, and for sorcerers, worshippers of false gods or any other sort of liars, is the second death in the burning lake of sulphur.'
  

1 Corinthians 15: 20-28

    In fact, however, Christ has been raised from the dead, as the first–fruits of all who have fallen asleep. As it was by one man that death came, so through one man has come the resurrection of the dead. Just as all die in Adam, so in Christ all will be brought to life; but all of them in their proper order: Christ the first–fruits, and next, at his coming, those who belong to him. After that will come the end, when he will hand over the kingdom to God the Father, having abolished every principality, every ruling force and power. For he is to be king until he has made his enemies his footstool, and the last of the enemies to be done away with is death, for he has put all things under his feet. But when it is said everything is subjected, this obviously cannot include the One who subjected everything to him. When everything has been subjected to him, then the Son himself will be subjected to the One who has subjected everything to him, so that God may be all in all.

 Genesis 1: 26-27

    God said, ‘Let us make man in our own image, in the likeness of ourselves, and let them be masters of the fish of the sea, the birds of heaven, the cattle, all the wild animals and all the creatures that creep along the ground.’ 

    God created man in the image of himself, 
    in the image of God he created him, 
    male and female he created them. 

Exodus 34: 4-6, 8-9

So he cut two tablets of stone like the first and, with the two tablets of stone in his hands, Moses went up Mount Sinai in the early morning as Yahweh had ordered. And Yahweh descended in a cloud and stood with him there and pronounced the name Yahweh.

God appears

Then Yahweh passed before him and called out, ‘Yahweh, Yahweh, God of tenderness and compassion, slow to anger, rich in faithful love and constancy,

Moses immediately bowed to the ground in worship, then he said, ‘If indeed I do enjoy your favour, please, my Lord, come with us, although they are an obstinate people; and forgive our faults and sins, and adopt us as your heritage.’

Deuteronomy 7: 6-11       

For you are a people consecrated to Yahweh your God; of all the peoples on earth, you have been chosen by Yahweh your God to be his own people.

God’s election and his favour

‘Yahweh set his heart on you and chose you not because you were the most numerous of all peoples—for indeed you were the smallest of all—but because he loved you and meant to keep the oath which he swore to your ancestors: that was why Yahweh brought you out with his mighty hand and redeemed you from the place of slave–labour, from the power of Pharaoh king of Egypt. From this you can see that Yahweh your God is the true God, the faithful God who, though he is true to his covenant and his faithful love for a thousand generations as regards those who love him and keep his commandments, punishes in their own persons those that hate him. He destroys anyone who hates him, without delay; and it is in their own persons that he punishes them.Hence, you must keep and observe the commandments, laws and customs which I am laying down for you today.

Psalm 80: 1-19

Shepherd of Israel, listen, 
you who lead Joseph like a flock, 
enthroned on the winged creatures, shine forth
over Ephraim, Benjamin and Manasseh;
rouse your valour
and come to our help.

God, bring us back,
let your face shine on us and we shall be safe.

Yahweh, God Sabaoth, how long 
will you flare up at your people’s prayer? 
You have made tears their food, 
redoubled tears their drink. 
You let our neighbours quarrel over us, 
our enemies mock us. 

God Sabaoth, bring us back, 
let your face shine on us and we shall be safe.

You brought a vine out of Egypt,
to plant it you drove out nations;
you cleared a space for it,
it took root and filled the whole country.

The mountains were covered with its shade,
and the cedars of God with its branches,
its boughs stretched as far as the sea,
its shoots as far as the River.

Why have you broken down its fences?
Every passer–by plucks its grapes,
boars from the forest tear at it,
wild beasts feed on it.

God Sabaoth, come back, we pray,
look down from heaven and see,
visit this vine;
protect what your own hand has planted.
They have thrown it on the fire like dung,
the frown of your rebuke will destroy them.

May your hand protect those at your side,
the child of Adam you have strengthened for yourself!
Never again will we turn away from you,
give us life and we will call upon your name.

God Sabaoth, bring us back,
let your face shine on us and we shall be safe.

John 15: 1-10

I am the true vine, 
and my Father is the vinedresser.
Every branch in me that bears no fruit 
he cuts away, 
and every branch that does bear fruit 
    he prunes 
to make it bear even more.
You are clean already, 
by means of the word 
    that I have spoken to you. 
Remain in me, as I in you. 
As a branch cannot bear fruit all by itself, 
unless it remains part of the vine, 
neither can you unless you remain in me. 
I am the vine, 
you are the branches. 
Whoever remains in me, with me in him, 
bears fruit in plenty; 
for cut off from me you can do nothing. 
Anyone who does not remain in me 
is thrown away like a branch
—and withers; 
these branches are collected 
    and thrown on the fire 
and are burnt. 
If you remain in me 
and my words remain in you, 
you may ask for whatever you please 
and you will get it. 
It is to the glory of my Father 
    that you should bear much fruit 
and be my disciples. 
I have loved you 
just as the Father has loved me. 
Remain in my love. 
If you keep my commandments 
you will remain in my love, 
just as I have kept 
    my Father’s commandments 
and remain in his love.

    

The Ten Commandments
 

1.   I, the Lord, am your God. You shall not have other gods besides me.

2.   You shall not take the name of the Lord, your God, in vain.

3.   Remember to keep holy the Sabbath day.

4.   Honor your father and your mother.

5.   You shall not kill.

6.   You shall not commit adultery.

7.   You shall not steal.

8.   You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor.

9.   You shall not covet your neighbor's wife.

10.   You shall not covet anything that belongs to your neighbor.

       
  

April 18, 2003 message continues

Jesus speaks:             You are sinners. Many have been taught

                                dysfunctional ways to act, ways that are

                                unloving. You must pray to be likened

                                to Me. You must not be prideful —

                                pray for grace that the world will see.

                                The more you go to the Heart of My Mother and

                                    My Heart you will be enlightened.

                                The Holy Spirit works in the Heart of

                                    Mary, you will receive special

                                    light when you dwell in her heart.

Excerpt from Tell My People

The Holy Spirit

Jesus: "My beloved friend, tell My people to pray daily to the Holy Spirit. They are to pray for an increase in His gifts. My people must realize that the Holy Spirit comes to transform them. The Spirit desires to transform you more and more according to My image. Those who are docile to His touch become increasingly shaped in My likeness. He performs this marvel within Mary's Immaculate Heart. The more one dwells in My Mother's Heart, the more active are the workings of the Spirit. The Spirit leads Mary to place you within My own Heart. In both Our Hearts, then, your transformation continues. The more you are formed after My own Heart, the more I lead you to the bosom of My Father. Tell My people all this. Tell them to pray daily for a greater appreciation of these wondrous gifts. I am Lord and Master. All who come to My Heart will be on fire to receive the gifts of the Spirit in ever greater measure! I love and bless My people!"

end of excerpt from Tell My People

 Isaiah 30: 19-26

Yes, people of Zion living in Jerusalem,
you will weep no more.
He will be gracious to you 
    when your cry for help rings out;
as soon as he hears it, 
    he will answer you.
When the Lord has given you 
    the bread of suffering
        and the water of distress,
he who is your teacher will hide no longer,
and you will see your teacher 
    with your own eyes.
Your ears will hear these words 
    behind you,
'This is the way, keep to it,' 
whether you turn to right or left.
You will hold unclean 
    the silverplating of your idols
and goldplating of your images.
You will throw them away 
    like the polluted things they are,
shouting after them, 'Good riddance!'
He will send rain 
    for the seed you sow in the ground,
and the bread that the ground provides 
    will be rich and nourishing.
That day, your cattle will graze 
    in wide pastures.
Oxen and donkeys that work the land
will eat for fodder wild sorrel,
spread by the shovel-load and fork-load.
On every lofty mountain, 
    on every high hill
there will be streams and water-courses, 
    on the day of the great slaughter
when the strongholds fall.
Then moonlight will be 
    bright as sunlight
and sunlight itself be 
    seven times brighter
-like the light of seven days in one-
on the day Yahweh dresses 
    his people's wound
and heals the scars of the blows 
    they have received."

John 14: 6

I am the Way; I am Truth and Life.

April 18, 2003 message continues

Jesus speaks:         When you come to My Heart you will

                                    know more the truth.

John 8: 31-32

To the Jews who believed in him Jesus said:

If you make my word your home
you will indeed be my disciples;
you will come to know the truth,
and the truth will set you free.

April 18, 2003 message continues

Jesus speaks:         I am the New Adam —

                                My Mother is the New Eve —

                                the more you follow us and dwell in

                                    Our hearts the more you will

                                    do the will of the Father.

                                It is so important to the children of

                                    Adam and Eve to give their hearts

                                    to Us and dwell in Our

                                    Hearts the New Adam and

                                    the New Eve.

                                You must model your lives after

                                    Me and your Mother Mary.

Revelation 12: 1-2

Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars. She was pregnant, and in labour, crying aloud in the pangs of childbirth.

January 5, 2003

April 18, 2003 message continues

Jesus speaks:         Please get the video and watch it —

                                    or click on the webtv —

                                    show all the people this on Easter.

                                    This is an Easter season video.

                                See Me ascending into heaven.

                                See the Descent of the Holy Spirit on the 

                                    Apostles and the Virgin Mary.

                                See the Assumption.

                                See the Coronation.

Messenger:             Fr. Carter told me there were 

                                    two bodies in heaven

                                    Jesus and Mary.

                                Who are the victors —

                                    the ones who live that life of

                                    consecration to the

                                    Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart —

                                the New Adam and the New Eve.

Revelation 3: 5-6

    Anyone who proves victorious will be dressed, like these, in white robes; I shall not blot that name out of the book of life, but acknowledge it in the presence of my Father and his angels. Let anyone who can hear, listen to what the Spirit is saying to the churches."

Revelation 3: 12-13

  Anyone who proves victorious I will make into a pillar in the sanctuary of my God, and it will stay there for ever; I will inscribe on it the name of my God and the name of the city of my God, the new Jerusalem which is coming down from my God in heaven, and my own new name as well. Let anyone who can hear, listen to what the Spirit is saying to the churches."

Revelation 11: 3-6

But I shall send my two witnesses to prophesy for twelve hundred and sixty days, wearing sackcloth. These are the two olive trees and the two lamps in attendance on the Lord of the world. Fire comes from their mouths and consumes their enemies if anyone tries to harm them; and anyone who tries to harm them will certainly be killed in this way. They have the power to lock up the sky so that it does not rain as long as they are prophesying; they have the power to turn water into blood and strike the whole world with any plague as often as they like.

April 18, 2003 message continues

Jesus speaks:         My people I have given you these writings

                                    of My two Messengers.

December 14, 2000
4 days before his death at his Jesuit residence

received October 7, 1994

Revelation 22: 16-21

EPILOGUE

I, Jesus, have sent my angel to attest these things to you for the sake of the churches. I am the sprig from the root of David and the bright star of the morning.
    The Spirit and the Bride say, ‘Come!’ Let everyone who listens answer, ‘Come!’ Then let all who are thirsty come: all who want it may have the water of life, and have it free.
    This is my solemn attestation to all who hear the prophecies in this book: if anyone adds anything to them, God will add to him every plague mentioned in the book; if anyone cuts anything out of the prophecies in this book, God will cut off his share of the tree of life and of the holy city, which are described in the book.
    The one who attests these things says: I am indeed coming soon.
    Amen; come, Lord Jesus.
    May the grace of the Lord Jesus be with you all. Amen.

April 18, 2003 message continues

Jesus speaks:         Some just do not even see they act as

                                    they were taught, some parents

                                    fought, some hated birthdays —

                                    then many times the child does the

                                    same thing —  

                                I want My priests to live that special

                                    Spousal union with Me and

                                    teach the people about this.

  Please, pray the prayers I will outpour
My grace on your earth.

April 18, 2003 message continues

Jesus speaks:         I will turn Churches who pray them into

                                    little cities of light. I will outpour

                                    My grace on the priests, the

                                    Church and the world.

        I Want My Priests to Come Back

January 17, 1994 3:40 a.m.

Jesus: You know I am He Who lifts you up. In one second I can turn your feelings around and lift you up. Constantly pray to Me. You need Me through these times. Remember, I truly died for you on the cross. Remember, little one, I have chosen you to write to Me. Do you think I will ever abandon you? I am a God who truly loves His people. I love you with such ardent love. You must never doubt.

Look into My face and see My gentleness. I am the kindest of all hearts. I am He who knows how to love with such love. Become totally lost in My arms.

Do you think Satan will not taunt you? Put him behind you. You are being guarded by God and His heavenly court. Walk in My ways and the angels walk with you on your path. You are escorted on your way and you are never alone. You are guarded as a precious treasure that is being transported to another place.

You need to put all your cares in My hands. You are developing true trust when you let go and let Me take over. Keep trusting and silence the ugly prompting of Satan who wants you to worry about useless things. Quit worrying and pray and play with your children. I am telling you there is so much peace and grace gained by private prayer with them. I will tend to all the details of your life. Do not worry for one moment. Put your life in My hands. I am here, little one. Read this message and all of them over and over again.

You need to go to the Blue Book for your answers. Your answers are found there. I never leave your side. God is guarding you. Just continue to have a union with Me all through the day. All the prayer time alone with Me in one day is not enough. I want you in constant prayer.

Turn to Me and My Blue Book. This will help many priests to come back and sit before Me in private union with Me. When priests come back to the tabernacle, the flock will begin to be led back to His altar. Priests need to read these letters. They are the preachers. If they do not value their own relationship with Jesus, if they are being led away from Me with busyness, they will not preach the intimate love of Jesus. They are so busy, but it is like throwing out the baby with the bath water. I am the center and their relationship with Me is utmost.

The priests need these messages. They need to have an intimate, close union with Me. They should be preaching "time in front of the tabernacle." They should be preaching My intense love for My people and how I have so much to give. Some sermons are so complicated--yet nothing about union with Me in the Eucharist and in front of the tabernacle.

I want My priests to come back and pray before My tabernacle. I want them to read these messages and make Jesus the Center of their lives. When they are led back to Jesus, they will lead the flock home. Priests need adoration every day for at least an hour. I don't care how busy they are. None of it matters if they are not spending time in private prayer alone with Me. They need to come and get their supplies. They need to quit thinking they are doing it and turn back to turning their lives totally over to Me, to totally letting their burdens and busy lives off at the foot of My cross and letting Me lead the way.

There is not one priest who has so much to do that he cannot do private adoration daily. When the priest comes back to the power in the Eucharist and the tabernacle, the congregation will turn to God for their troubled hearts. Satan has led priests away from Jesus. They are so busy they cannot do all their work, but this must all take second place to praying silently before God and reading His words. These letters will help many priests to come back and be intimate with Jesus.

All the rituals, all the upkeep of the churches, all the little details, and the King of Glory sits alone! You have thrown out the baby with the bath water. You are missing the boat.

I want the priests to read this message. Where is the reverence after Communion and who has even heard it mentioned in the church? Private union with Jesus! What an honor! I have all you need. Come to Me and I will give you rest. I am all powerful. I have all the power. I am hyper--vigilant over your lives. I guard you. Quit trying to do it yourselves. Become selfless and let Me possess your souls.

Have the priests spread these messages. Read them in church. I want adoration of the Eucharist back. I want people to know I am God and I am coming to them in Holy Communion. I want the Blessed Sacrament exposed. I want My churches open. Union with Jesus, the love of Jesus, trust, faith, love for one another, love of God--I want all of these preached from the pulpit!

I am the Alpha and the Omega. I want My people to be led back to the center, which is Jesus. Pray for your priests. They are under attack. If Satan can wreck the family, the priests, the children, he has it made.

You are under attack, My beloved priests, and you, in your busyness, are being led away from your union with Jesus. Bring yourselves back to Me and let Me give you My love. I am indeed the bridegroom of your souls. I wait for My beloved ones at the altar. I long for private union with all My beloved ones.

Come to Me, all who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Come and be lifted up to heights you never dreamed possible. I am God. Put your lives in My hands. Let Me run your life. Quit running amok. You have lost your way and are running down the wrong road. Bring your lives back to Jesus in the tabernacle.

The world is getting farther from God every minute. Read the messages at prayer meetings. Spread them by word of mouth. The time you waste is valuable. These words are not meant to be saved. Spread them here by any means possible. I want them out, I tell you! If someone wants to read some messages, give them to them and let them read them at prayer meetings. There is no secret here. They are from Me and I want them out. I want you to speak. A lot of your discontent is in sitting around with all these messages and not spreading them. Tell your friends to speak. Speak My words here. You don't have to mention the source. Spread the messages. You are not what is important. The messages are. You will be exposed. Don't worry who knows, but don't spread your own story. Spread the messages. Like ripples on a pond, the love of God will be spread throughout the land. I have so much to give to My hurting ones. I am your God. I died for you out of deepest love. I have come in these messages to lead you back home.

Quit worrying of details. I am He Who runs the show. Pray for guidance every day. Spend one hour in front of the tabernacle. You cannot do in a million years what I can do in one moment. Quit relying on yourselves. You are only pushing buttons. When you are fixed in Me, the right door opens. When you go it alone, you have a hard road to walk. One hour in private adoration. Be silent or read the Blue Book. Your life will become uplifted by My teaching and you will sail a blue sky.

Spend time in silence and some in reading My words in front of Me. I am talking to you in these letters. What power, to read them in front of the tabernacle! You can't go it alone. You need My help. You need your supplies. But you must come and get them! You are following your tail around if you do it alone. I am He Who can do all this. When you realize My power in adoration, your lives will change. As long as you are too busy you will have a hard time. The soul craves this union with Me.

Lead the priests back to adoration and the people will follow. Our leaders have become too busy for adoration. This is the key, the key to unlock the doors to the world's problems. It is found in front of the tabernacle, at daily Mass and Communion. Do the priests ever preach any of this? You have forgotten your center, Jesus, in the Eucharist! All the power is found in Jesus. You have all that you need and you walk about and decorate My churches and clean every speck of dust and repair My pews and carpet My house and fix My organs but you walk about and miss the King of Glory who sits there all alone! Spread the messages on the tabernacle. I want them out!

Prayer for Union with Jesus

    Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

    I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

    When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994

               end of January 17, 1994 message

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