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                April 25, 2016

                R. Dear Jesus,

                    We are so sorry for all that we could have
                done to help spread Your love to others.

                    It is our calling to spread Jesus' love
                to others because Jesus loves them so very
                much, more than we can ever understand.
                Jesus loves us and we need to focus on this
                love that is really real.

                    In the Blue Books Jesus tells us how
                much He really loves us.

                    We were created by God to grow in this
                love, to be lovers, to grow in relationship
                with God and with others.

                    Today souls are on the edge of death and they
                will die and move on. What we needed to do while
                we were here was to learn to love more and more
                like Jesus.

                    We are imperfect, we have a wounded human
                nature, we need to be docile and humble and
                recognize the truth of this wounded human
                nature and know we have a tendency toward sin.
                So we need to pray to God to strengthen us, to help
                us live virtuously, we need the gifts of the Holy Spirit.

                    Sometimes a person has a weakness with one
                knee, or a bad back, or something that kicks
                up if we do certain things. We know this and we
                can watch we don't over exert that weak joint
                or whatever.

                    We may have a tendency spiritually to fall into
                certain bad habits that we have known that
                lead us away from holiness and love – may
                begin fights so we let go to God and we don't
                give into the darkness when we are tempted.

                    We need the Holy Spirit to help us to be pure
                and docile and truthful about bad tendencies we
                need to work on and change. We need to recognize
                the truth – we are a work in progress, but
                God has us here to grow to be more perfect –
                He calls us to a particular state in life and
                in that state in life, He uses others to help us
                grow, to help us relate, to help us lead others
                to greater love in Him.

                    The goal is to learn to love, to keep giving
                love. We know how much He loves us
                and we grow more and more one in Him.

                    When things are tough for us – we identify in
                the sufferings of Jesus. We see His bloody face
                and we know He loved us so much He paid
                for our sins with His suffering.

                    We look to Jesus and we follow Jesus who
                gave, who loved, who is the Light of the world.

                    Because of survival tactics learned in
                dysfunctional homes a person may have bad
                habits that need to change. A person may have
                been forced to be a perfectionist and always
                living to prove they were perfect, but in
                reality we are imperfect, if we meditate on the
                sufferings of Jesus and how He died for our
                sins – we know we are imperfect and we
                because of our selfish ways made Jesus
                suffer.

                    We are called to love. If we are focusing on
                how nobody can ever correct us, then how can
                we ever change and get rid of bad habits that
                we have and need to change in.

                    We can think about Mary's message how
                she said souls were going to hell like rain
                and begging us to be children of the light and
                to do the work God has called us to do, to help the
                souls today that could go to hell because of their
                choices, their sins that were mortal and they
                needed to ask to be forgiven.

                    We need to bend the stubborn heart and will,
                to melt the frozen, warm the chill, to taste
                the sweetness of the new day, to hear the birds
                chirp, but to know that we have weaknesses,
                that we must learn to work with and beg
                the Holy Spirit to help us to be converted to
                a more holy life –

                    We see a lot in working in the vocation God
                has put us in – in saying we are sorry when
                we were wrong and asking for forgiveness for
                ways in which we hurt others because of our
                wrong doings.

                    To be a human person with a wounded
                human nature we will have things we need
                to change – and in the Our Father it says –
                forgive us our trespasses as we forgive
                those who trespass against us.

                    Nobody is perfect and God has sent
                us each other to help, to grow – to love – to
                walk in the light.

                    If a person is so caught up in perfectionism
                that they have to be right when they are
                wrong, how can they ever change.

                    So many souls died yesterday that we
                could have touched by going out and
                loving, through our prayers, by efforts
                God wanted from us to forgive and to
                ask for forgiveness of others.

                    A hidden tendency a person may have is to operate
                in conflict and satan can press on a person to
                work in conflict – to make conflict, to be
                only comfortable in conflict.

                    So today God calls you to love – to help
                another in the building of the Kingdom, but
                you have a bad habit to provoke, create conflict
                and turn a beautiful day into a dark ugly
                day while you keep trying to get someone
                to get angry.

                    Wouldn't you want to change a bad
                habit of hurting others if you are maliciously
                prone to starting a fight because you automatically
                start to create conflict with a bad mood and
                press on people to try to provoke them –

                    So your good friend says, let's do this work
                today for God and helping people because
                God wants it and you just start a fight
                and turn the day to darkness while you
                try and try to start conflict and a fight –
                Don't you want to use the precious life
                you have to stop it and give love in giving
                service to others.

                    I see the light comes every day. When
                we walk with Jesus we walk in the light –
                When we hold onto destructive patterned
                behaviors and hurt others and create
                conflicts for making conflicts – it's like
                staying in a dark night and never seeing
                the light of day.

                    How awful it would be to not have
                the sun come up. How awful it is for
                a man who does not recognize the truth and
                keep making conflict and bringing darkness
                to himself and others.

                    A few days ago I talked about life long
                secrets that were hidden in one's past and
                needed to be brought to the light and healed –
                secrets that satan can distort to keep a
                person stuck in darkness and not loving
                themselves as they should. A person can be in
                darkness for years and the darkness grows,
                as they hide these secrets that need to be
                shared with a trust-worthy person God sends
                and helps us to see ourselves in the right
                light to heal from wounded secrets.

                    Hiding the truth about our own wounds
                that we did to others keeps us in darkness.
                When we have sinned we need to recognize
                our faults and ask God to forgive us.
                This keeps us humble to see we aren't
                perfect and it makes a connection with
                those we harmed.

                    We are in relationship – we need to
                recognize when we hurt others and it was
                our fault and say we are sorry – tell God
                we are sorry for our sins.

                    These secrets where we do not examine
                our conscience and see how we have
                sinned and abused others, if we did,
                keeps us living in darkness.

                    Relationships is about being fair –
                trying to understand and build and say
                we are sorry and communicating about
                what needs to be talked about to work
                with others.

                    When a person is addicted to creating
                conflict and conflict feels familiar to them
                so they make it – instead of having a good
                day – they need to change this bad habit –

                    It's wrong to sit around and provoke
                others to see if we can make conflict –
                If a person makes conflict, is unpredictable
                and their bad habit of provoking others
                can come any time –
                    It is like living in a world where
                they remain in darkness and the sun never
                comes up.

                    Fr. Carter examined his conscience two times
                a day – take your spiritual pulse – see if
                you are going from your goal of living
                for eternal happiness and love –

                    Love is the goal – if a person is choosing
                anger and satan is pressing in – then they
                have to pray to the Holy Spirit to help them to get
                out of it.

                    Anger is a deadly sin, pride is a
                deadly sin, envy is a deadly sin,
                jealousy is a deadly sin –

                    These deadly sins keep a person in
                darkness.

                    We pray for grace. The Mass goes on all
                day like a fountain of God's grace being
                poured on the earth. God is there – God
                will help us if we ask Him, but we must
                discipline our unruly weak wills because
                God has commanded us to do so. God has
                commanded us to love – to be truthful –
                to not live lies of how we are perfect,
                but to see ourselves as we are and ask
                for forgiveness, admit the truth, live
                in the truth and forgive others –

                    God intends us to work with others.
                Some of our greatest help to greater perfection,
                to greater holiness is to work in the
                difficult relationships God has put us
                in with those He has called us to work
                with.

                    We are on a journey to learn to love –
                to live in peace – to keep on building God's
                Kingdom –

                    Life long patterned behaviors like creating
                darkness, starting conflict, hurting others
                is wrong.

                    God put us here to work with others
                in our life.

                    The darkness of sin is real!

                    God may be setting up things in our
                lives to build more and more in relationships –
                in doing the work of building His Kingdom –
                Like God calling a meeting, a luncheon,
                a gathering to promote in our case –
                the Ministries to spread the prayers and
                the love of God –
                to further Eucharistic Adoration and
                to help men to say prayers, the rosary,
                to go to Mass –

                Satan is real –

                He will work on the weakest link to
                    create conflict, hatred and stop
                    the work of spreading God's love –
                    of bringing men into the light –

                Satan hates –
                Satan hates God
                Satan hates people getting along –
                Satan wants to bring down the house
                    with angry people – stirring
                    up conflict, division, who
                    don't want to go along –
                    meet, be at peace –
                    help to build the Kingdom of God –

                Satan once he has had his way with a
                    person –
                    presses hard –

                A person must listen to guidance God
                    sends to stop bad habits and
                    realize –
                    working together can be suffering
                    because bad habits of provoking
                    others, being isolated, dividing,
                    creating conflict to stop unity –
                    have to change to make peace –
                    harmony, going along, working with others
                    on a plan that may not be where you
                    are in control, trying to get control,
                    etc. –

                If a person says, oh its Saturday and I have
                    a bad mood on Saturday – that needs
                    to change –

                God is working in our life – in a new
                    day every day – He brings light
                    every day – He has a plan for building
                    the Kingdom of God – Light is the habit –
                    not excuses for why darkness is eminent –

                We have a free will –

                We have to let go of inordinate attachments –
                    We have those things we hold onto –
                    like creating conflict – when we
                    should be going along in love –
                    provoking people to start conflict –
                        division – a ruckus –
                        brings down the house

                And the provoker is walking in darkness –
                    not light –

                Manipulating others in jealousy and envy
                    or in pride is giving into the
                    deadly sins –

                How do you dance through life –
                    Are your doors open to the morning
                        light –
                    Is loving important in your heart?
                    Is Jesus your constant companion?
                    Are you a partner to others – working
                        with them and others –

                Jesus: Do you work for connection and
                    unity or are your bad habits
                    to get people away from you –
                    stop connections –
                    Would you rather bring down the
                        house than get along and
                        work with someone?
                    Do you want control to snuff
                        out all the candles that
                        surround you so you can
                        live in your comfortable,
                        ugly misery –

                I am light –

                A person that walks in darkness is far
                    from Me

                Friendship is being focused on others –
                    working as a couple – working
                    with others –
                    opening a door to trust and
                    love – predictability –
                    Giving and taking

                A person can be so possessive of another
                    person – they want them to
                    put up with their darkness and
                    jealousy –
                    they would rather bring down
                        the house and live in
                        darkness then live in the
                        light and
                        they expect others to join them
                        in their unpredictable
                        darkness

                I do not intend a person to possess
                    another person for fear of
                    abandonment –

                Love gives –
                Love likened to Mine is healthy –
                Love is responsible –
                Love grows in order –
                Love is accountable –
                Love seeks truth –
                Love doesn't live in lies and
                    expects others to dance to
                    your darkness –

                Love communicates and works to
                    bring love to others – reach
                    out in My love to the world –

                Love is giving for the sake of giving –
                    not possessively expecting others
                    to do the work of fixing
                    a dark heart –

                Love is staying connected – not
                    being of the thought – if you
                    leave – you have abandon me
                    love is connected –
                    loving and doing My Father's will
                        means –
                        you do what My Father's will is

                A person prone to darkness –
                    is a push over when satan
                    wants to manipulate work
                    that will help build My Kingdom –

                What is normal to them is
                    manipulating others to stop
                    the light –

                It becomes so hidden in them and can
                    become an art –
                    how to provoke –
                    how to divide –
                    how to tear down –
                    how to stop the Plan of the Father –

                This conflict of their will opposed
                    to the Father's will makes so much
                    darkness inside of them –
                    Life is like living in a room
                    without lights on – it doesn't
                    feel happy –
                    and then the scenario continues –
                    more and more darkness –
                    they orchestrated and
                    it is a waste of time –

                How many souls did you help today
                    to know My love –
                    to see the light –
                    to work positively –
                    to obey My Law of love –

                I command you to love –

                I am love –

                I am light –

                I am connection and unity –

                I call you to be one in Me –

                To be on a roller coaster of going along
                    and then pulling back and
                    distancing in emotional connection
                    through starting conflict –
                    dialogue to hurt unity – to
                    create misunderstandings
                    is sick –

                To create misunderstandings and
                    react in anger then to the
                    misunderstandings you
                    created to drive others away –
                    is so twisted thinking

                Learning to trust God and to
                    trust others comes in
                    doing it –

                A person that never trusts those who
                    I have put in their path
                    makes a mess in their lives
                    who can work with a person
                    that is untrustworthy –

                Reliability is a friend –
                    predictability as a person –
                    working in love in misunderstandings
                        is necessary and can be
                        hard –

                Why would a person make conflict
                    and force misunderstandings so they
                    can be angry –
                    that is darkness –
                    that is pain –
                    that is opposing My Law of Love –

                When a person is full of pain and anger
                    and darkness, it doesn't help
                    to lie about it and think
                    someone on the outside should
                    come down to your level and
                    be your dark companion –

                Love is the answer –

                Consistency in loving relationships –

                Keeping connection when others leave
                    not starting things negative or
                    fighting to try to engage them
                    and keep them at bay –

                Going in and out of doors
                    and being trustworthy –

                Some people who isolate don't
                    want to trust anyone and
                    are so stifled in letting go if
                    some relationship feels good –

                Others are so used to every day encounters
                    they sail like ships in the night –
                    but the person who has failed to
                    learn to relate with others and
                    is so fearful of relationships
                    is living a life of darkness –
                    You are here to do work with
                        others – not have your wall
                        in the way –

		What a strange set up –
	The Father intended men     to work with     each other and love –     God is love – Satan wants this
	I am Light I am Jesus –

                Lighting a candle brings light to
                    a dark room –

                Staying in the dark is not the
                    will of My Heavenly Father –

                I am love!

                I emptied Myself!

                I give you Myself in the Eucharist!

                R. We empty ourselves
                We obey the Father's will
                We walk in the Light –

                We receive the Body and Blood of Jesus –
                    We are transformed –
                    We want unity in Christ –
                    Unity and love –

                We are sorry for all the times we
                    could have spread love
                    to the souls of the earth –
                    Souls will be lost today –

                Dear God have mercy on us for
                    our sins

                We are sorry for our sins –