1978 (eyes open)

In 1978, when I received a gift from God, I saw a shoe and I heard the verse, "Walk in the way of the Light."

 

1980's

Messenger:  One night in the 1980's, I was in my living room. I always had the Sacred Heart picture on a table with a vigil light in front. I was going through so much suffering in my life, I carried the Sacred Heart picture with me in my pocket, under my clothes next to my heart. I knew Him then and knew He would help me. I had a picture inside the kitchen cupboard and I would open it and look at Him. I would be up many nights with my Jesus and when I looked at His picture, the Sacred Heart picture (the picture in the front of the Blue Books), He would glow and look so real. Looking at this image of Jesus and carrying Him with me was my comfort in all my trials.

On this night–and this never happened to me before–I was praying to Him and begging for help. I had a whole wall filled with mirror tiles. I saw a door frame over a door. I do not even know how it happened. The door was dark and then it began, a golden light slowly filled the door, not all at once. It started at one part of the door and then the entire door was filled with light. Soon the wall was covered with light, a shoe was before a staircase. I heard the following and I quote it below. I had written it in the margins of a pocket-size book near me and I saved it. I do not remember writing anything much after that until after September, 1991, when I heard Jesus tell me to feed the hungry.

"I am the light of the world and the light shineth in the darkness. The darkness is filled with the light. If you look for the light you will see the light. Walk in the way of the light. If you go away from the light, it gets darker. The closer you are to the light the brighter it gets. Fear not, do not be afraid, for I am the Light of the world."

end of excerpt from February 7, 1999

   

October 21, 2002

Messenger:     I was told by Jesus to go to a "flea Market" across
                           town and there would be a picture —

                        I saw a vision of the picture, I traveled
                            across the city and under a lot of 
                            old pictures there was the picture
                            of the vision I had seen —

                        Jesus was a little blonde boy with
                            curly hair and on the back it
                            called the picture "The Light of
                            the World."

   

December 17, 1991

The vision of Jesus' Heart on fire I had in the same pew at All Saints Church, December 17, 1991. The heart that is on the 2nd Blue Book. The first vision March 26, 1996, I had in the same pew on the other end of the pew toward the center aisle, the first pew on the right side of the church as I faced the altar.

    

December 17, 1991 His Burning Heart

Messenger:  I was alone in All Saints Church after Mass and Communion, in front of the tabernacle, when I saw the Sacred Heart. It was red around the outside, then a layer of yellow and then the brightest light in the center. I felt heat and it looked like an open furnace.

    I thought about it all day and it instantly gave me peace and warmth in my heart. This is the purpose of these letters—to draw hearts to the ardent on-fire love of Jesus. I received the following message that day:

    "Open your heart to the fire of God's love. He is ablaze in your heart. He wants to dwell in you and love you and others through you. Love God, yourself and one another and experience the fire set aglow in your heart and experience the warmth of His love."

end of writing about December 17, 1991

        

October 6, 1993 - True Presence (excerpt)

R. Note: Early in the morning of October 6 I was awakened by the sound of knocking and the song, "Oh, the Lady is calling, she is calling you now," playing. Then the first reading at Mass that morning was about Jesus knocking.

In the afternoon I went to Adoration at St. Gertrude's Church. The Blessed Sacrament was exposed and, while adoring Jesus, I closed my eyes. I saw an image of Jesus, His face turned sideways. The image lasted about two minutes, then faded away slowly. As it faded an image of a monstrance came into view. This was signifying Jesus' True Presence to me and His calling me to spread devotion to Jesus in the Eucharist and adoration before the tabernacle.

 

February 6, 1994 5:00 a.m. - My Kingdom Is At Hand (excerpt)

R. Notes: At 6:30 a.m. I saw a vision of children, two adults by their side, walking together in a group. One adult in front was wearing a scarf on a tweed coat. She had brown hair which was curled. She turned and had her hand on a child. She was leading them. The other adult was in the back. There were about 20 to 25 kids on a street. They all had their coats and they had just turned the corner.

 

April 26, 1994 On a bus from Dubrovnik - He Is So Close to Us (excerpt)

R. I have been experiencing lots of visions but do not see Him, but I do. He walked all around Dubrovnik after Communion, until we ate lunch, wearing a white tunic and red garb. He was there talking to me the whole time. My chest burned so! On the deck next to the water, He kept talking.

... I saw Jesus yesterday, a little lamb led to the slaughter, such a humble, beautiful face. I cried during Mass.

Nails in the hands…saw it…Blood on the head…beaded! I love Him so much, so close to Him…I experienced Him so alive…I saw Him in a white tunic on our bus…I really know He is here…visions in my heart and He talks to me…I say something to myself and He answers me so sweetly and affirmingly…such a beautiful day…I love Him so much…

   

May 2, 1994

R. The tenderness of Mary, holding the baby Jesus! See her as she looks so affectionately on her beloved Son, her eyes cast down in such love at her precious baby! See her as she holds the body of her Son after his brutal death on the cross. He is her beloved Son, the same beautiful baby she held. Now she looks with such love on Him Whom she once cared for as a baby.

Such sorrow, her Heart in such pain to behold her Beloved One on her lap! Pain, so intense that her Heart is pierced with a sword. Oh, Mary, Mary, I love you so. I thank you for all you suffered for us. You suffer for our sins because of all of your love for us and Jesus. I am sorry that I have made your suffering so much harder.

You, oh Mary, you, beloved mother, you mother us as you mothered Jesus. You mother us as babies and you mother us when we are suffering.

Message from Mary:

I cry for you, my child in your darkness. I cry for the beloved ones of my Son, Jesus. Turn their hearts back to His love. He is suffering for love of those in darkness. Turn their hearts to His intimate love. I am your mother and I thank you for responding to my call.

R. I see that lifeless body of Christ as she holds Him. This has been going on for a month. She holds Him. That must be the optimum of suffering, to hold your lifeless child in your lap, brutally beaten and crucified for loving. He had done nothing. Was this one of Mary's crucifixions? She suffered so! What of her suffering, her steadfastness to behold Jesus, always by His side, watching and suffering? Does Mary suffer by our side as we ignore her and continue to go our way and neglect her Son? She sees her Son and knows how He gave His life. She knows how He suffered. She knows it all, yet she has come and appeared. She begs us to return to Him. What more can she do to draw us to her Son?

What more can He do? He, God, died this brutal death!

How Mary suffered for love of us and love of Jesus!

Mary calls us to her Son. The Lady is calling on behalf of her beloved Son. She suffered the brutal passion, she heard the blows, she walked the walk only by the grace of God. She calls us to her Son. Will we answer?

 

July 5, 1994 6:30 p.m.

I was told to go to Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center to pray the rosary with my children. There were people in the front of the church, so we decided to pray the rosary in the back before the Sorrowful Mother statue. I had the following vision at the end of the rosary.

The statue of the Sorrowful Mother was lit up as if she had fire around her. The light was very bright. Her whole gown was all-white, but the statue's gown is blue and pink. She was all aglow. It looked like the glow that comes off of a fire. Her face kept changing but remained totally sorrowful-the sorrow of an older woman. She was in such pain and sorrow! (It was hard to explain how she looked-extremely pained!) Her face looked as though she was in such pain that she could hardly bear it.

The vision remained like this for about ten minutes, having begun during the last Hail Mary of the Sorrowful Mysteries of the rosary. She was holding something-it was all bright white-the brightest light ever!

 

January 25, 1999

There is a soul on the edge of death at this moment. It is one of Mary’s children. She came to me on that July 5, 1994, and her skin was darkened and her face so sorrowful, I could not explain it. It looked as if her face was cracked - her skin as the color of Our Lady of Guadalupe. She appeared in the beautiful glow as coming from a fire.

Only twice I saw her with this darkened skin, July 5, 1994, and March 5, 1995. Then a month or so after the appearance on the building, I was telling someone this and the person said, "The skin is the color of Our Lady of Guadalupe." and I said, yes, that is exactly it, and it was. I figured later the cracked face was from the tears streaming down her beautiful tender face.

     

August 30, 1994

On the last Tuesday of August, 1994, there took place our first Shepherds of Christ meeting. While at mass at the Cathedral, I saw a vision of St. Margaret Mary reading from a white book. This happened right before the meeting. When I drove into the driveway of Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center, I heard Our Lord speak, "These are My apostles of My Sacred Heart.", or something to that effect.

 

October 20, 1994

Messenger: On October 20, 1994, I had this vision - I account it here from my notebook. That night we had the First Enthronement of the Sacred Heart at my house.

Vision - St. Peter in Chains - Before Mass

I told St. Margaret Mary how much I loved her. I had a vision of a nun to the left of the altar. She was wearing a dark habit with a white collar and in her hands was a white book. Then I thought, "Who is this, St. Therese?" I was trying to see her more clearly. I realized tonight the Enthronement of the Sacred Heart Book had a white cover. I think the nun was St. Margaret Mary. Just as I saw the vision my little son kissed me and told me he loved me. This was after the gospel while the priest was talking. I didn't look at my son because I was seeing a vision.

   

November 19, 1994 - Can you not watch one hour with Me? (excerpt)

Thursday:  day before yesterday, day of Blue Book Meeting

On November 17 I had an interior vision:

    Saw eye after communion, a woman from side of face, IT WAS MARY – (at Fr. Smith's Mass).

then I saw a big tear – it looked like a big plastic, crystal looking tear – see through under the eye on the cheek.

          

January 1995 - (eyes open - no motion)

Messenger: Before the 17^th meeting in January of 1995, I had received the following vision when at Mass at the Cathedral of Saint Peter in Chains. It was either late December, 1994 or early January, 1995. I drew the picture in the notebook.

It looks as follows:

 

The face was a flesh colored, but I could not see the features. The gown was white with a square neck.

The next day Jesus told me it was Father Carter.

This vision along with another vision I had received about the same time appeared on the 17^th book in January 1995.

The other vision was a church that looked similar to our church in China, Indiana, and in the front of the church was a gigantic Host with tremendous light coming forth from it.

On the cover was a Shepherd and the world.

The vision of the church looked like this:

There was a message at this meeting. The message said that THE POWER is in the Eucharist.
 

end of excerpt from January 17, 2000

 

June 8, 1995

R. On June 8, 1995, I had two visions at the Falmouth farm in Kentucky...

    Saw flame as bright brilliant, heard it go puff then it came out of a square box sitting on a hardwood floor that looked like the floor in the Sorrowful Mother Chapel. The Chapel was empty, some things on the floor in the distance. Room was bright. Floor was the center.

  

 

    I saw a river and the riverbanks on both sides were lined with trees. Slowly the water began to rise in the river and the banks were flooded. And then I saw the water was pouring over the treetops (like a waterfall) into the river. The rough sketch enclosed is from my notebook on June 8, 1995...

 

                The vision of the Flooding was followed
                    by Falmouth Flooding 2
                    years later

                And the match on the hardwood
                    floor by the Cathedral chapel
                    which used to have the Blessed
                    Sacrament exposed daily when I was
                    a school student —

                    the chapel burned —
                    the fire started in a confessional
                    on this note worthy day —
                    June 8, 1999. The day of the fire
                    was exactly 4 years after the vision.

      

Excerpt from June 8, 2003

R. The Cathedral of St. Peter in Chains Blessed Sacrament Chapel partially burned on June 8, 1999.

 

 

January 9, 1996

R. On January 9, 1996, I went to pray. The snow was so bad the street was blocked to Holy Cross-Immaculata. I finally managed to find a place to park and trudged through the snow, panting with joy to be with Our Lord in the tabernacle there. When I arrived all I could do was kneel before the Sacred Heart statue and pour out myself to Him.

 

From my writings of January 9, 1996, I write:

"I was engulfed again in my love of God and cried so hard because I love Him so much. In this intimate act of giving myself totally to Him, my whole act was in emptying myself, wanting only to be lost in Him and united forever to Him in this most blissful moment. I turned myself over and was lost in Him, knowing His presence with me and knowing His deep love. The world stopped and I existed in Him, longing to forever stay there, so this moment would never end."

"I touched you, God and in this embrace I knew your unending love. I saw Your Body as if it was transfigured and glowing in light and I was lost in Thee."

This is how it began. I would see a great reflective light, as if from a mirror, on the eaves of the church in the front of Holy Cross-Immaculata and His Body was changed in the most brilliant light before my eyes. I cannot describe what I saw, nor have I ever seen it except in this vision and two that would follow the next two days. He was transfigured for me at least 3 more times in the front of Holy Cross-Immaculata. Right after this in January 1996.

The date of January 9, 1996, when it first happened, was the same date January 9, 1994, when I genuflected before the crucifix and the altar at St. Gertrude's and the Father spoke; Blue Book II-page 18, January 9, 1994: "This is My beloved Son in whom I am well pleased."

On January 9, 1996, I would see Jesus transfigured before me in the statue.

end of excerpt from December 22, 1998

       

                January 4, 2006

                Jesus:  On Good Friday many make these steps as they remember My passion.

                I appeared 4 times transfigured to My messenger in January 1996.

                At the end of the year I appeared at the point of death in the back of Holy Cross-Immaculata Church.
 

         

March 26, 1996 - (open eyes)

R. I came to All Saints Church before a beautiful Monstrance of gold that contained Our beloved Savior. He was adorned in light, the altar beneath shone with the brightest light and the cross behind was entirely silhouetted with the same celestial light. I was overwhelmed with the presence of God and cried deeply from the awe of it all.

    To be so aware of the Almighty God truly present in His splendor and glory—to know the presence of God, to see the glistening of the gold and the light and reflection of the cross behind Him—my beauteous love—words do not exist to describe the rapture of a heavenly embrace! I cry because of the immense awe within my being to know Him. God truly present in His majesty and glory and oh, God, I behold the presence of a heavenly court. You opened wide the heavens and lifted up the veil and I knew You in Your splendor and glory. I behold God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.

    "I am the Way, the Truth and the Life." He is the Almighty God. He shows us the celestial lights with which He will light this earth. Many must surrender their hearts to His Heart and Mary's heart. It is in surrendering, the Spirit will move in the hearts of men and the light of God will shine on the darkened earth. Not with a light that you comprehend, but a light that is divinely granted—a light beyond all lights, a vision beyond all visions. It takes the surrender of minds and hearts to God. The Spirit cannot move in us when we are in control. Surrender and give Him our heart and He will make us fishers of men.

    We are His apostles in the Shepherds of Christ Movement. He is sending us out into the world to light the hearts with His burning love. We are chosen by Him and He is giving us abundant graces to grow in our union with Him. He will light this world with His burning love. Our hearts must be open. We must surrender and let go and reach beyond the senses, reach with our hearts. Pray for faith, pray for the vision of God.

Note:  I cried all through this writing, having the presence of God and being in great ecstasy to behold Him. May God touch your heart and may His Spirit move within you. May you be filled with the grace of God to surrender and let Him accomplish a great work within you.

    And I was filled on high with His miraculous light and He reached down and spoke within me. I was filled as never before and knew the presence of God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.

Note:  As I finished, the bells at All Saints Church rang at 9:00 A.M. As I began to experience the immense splendor, the bells of 8:00 rang. Words do not express anything that I saw or experienced or know from this ecstasy. This was the greatest and the first of three visions, which defined clearly to me our role in the Shepherds of Christ Movement. Jesus defines clearly the role of Fr. Carter in this great mission given to him by the Father.

For Fr. Carter from Jesus:

Jesus: To him who has eyes to see, they will see - not with earthly vision, but with the eyes of faith, and to him who has ears to hear, he will hear with the fluttering of the Spirit moving within him.

    I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life. I am the Almighty God. I say to the rocks to fall and they fall and to the grass, grow, and it grows, and to the sun, shine, and it shines. I give to you My love in these letters. Filled with My love, you will conquer this earth, not with weapons and powder or force, but with fires of My love. The fire will wipe out the hatred in the cold hearts and the earth will be covered with My celestial light. The earth will rock and I will appear in the heavens adorned in power and glory and the contrite hearts will be saved. I came to separate the sheep from the goats, the light from the darkness. I come and no one pays Me heed.

    To you, My beloved son, Father Carter, I have sent you on a mission to spread this fire that will cover this earth. The hearts of men will turn from their sick and desolate ways to hearts gentle as a little lamb.

    There will be one flock and one Shepherd and My staff will rule over all. Hearts consecrated to Our Hearts will lead the light across the earth. This light will be a light of intense brightness, brighter and hotter than any light from a flame. It will be the fire of God's love. The Spirit will move in the hearts of all consecrated to My Heart, and you will know how fire truly spreads, for the love of God is a fire. It is vibrant. It is encompassing. It is smoldering, burning deep within and speedily spreading on the outside. No fire on this earth can ever describe the burning embers that burn from the Sacred Heart of Jesus. No fire burns like the fires coming from My Heart and hearts filled with the love from the Sacred Heart of Jesus.

    I have written your name, Fr. Carter, in My Heart, never ever to be blotted out and this earth will be renewed with the fire of God's love through you. You are My beloved priest-son, forever, according to the order of Melchizedek. Most holy and most sacred are your hands that consecrate the Host and write My precious newsletter for My beloved priest-sons. You are never unguarded. You are held within the deepest chamber of My Heart, and you will spread My love to the priest-sons of this earth.

    I am Jesus. You will spread My love to all souls on this earth. I love you with the tenderest burning love. I am Jesus, your beloved Savior.

end of March 26, 1996 message

                          

April 3, 1996 - (open eyes)

On April 3, 1996, at All Saints Church I wrote:

    I was at All Saints, April 3, at the 6:45 a.m. Mass. At 7:00 a.m. the bells rang at the Consecration of the Mass. The Sacrifice of Calvary rings out all over the world and I can be joined at every moment to this Sacrifice. We unite to this Sacrifice praying for ourselves and our brothers. The bell tolls at every moment I live. Whether I am doing dishes, being with my family, or whatever, I make this my offering united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass being offered around the world. I make my Morning Offering. United to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass being celebrated around the world, I give myself completely to the Father in the name of Jesus in the Holy Spirit with all the angels and saints. I make this offering of my life to help in the salvation of souls. My offering is most pure and holy as I unite to the pure and holy Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

    What is pleasing to my Father is that at every second I am trying to live in His will operating in love. My heroic or mundane tasks are most important as I give them in sacrifice united to Jesus in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.

    I live in this way, always united to the sacrifice of Calvary being made sacramentally present on our altars around the world through the hands of His beloved priests.

    This is the moment of sacrifice. The bells toll all over the earth and Christ, Chief-Priest and Victim, gives Himself in the Mass through the hands of the priest. I give myself in love to help in the work of redemption.

Jesus: It is most difficult to present any description similar to the original mystical vision. The sketches provide a basis for reference. Nothing in words or pictures even comes close to the original experience. I wish these writings and sketches to appear that you will more fully experience my love through these revelations. Pictures are concrete descriptions of true realities. The sketches provided are more to My liking, employing the element of mystery, for nothing here on this earth will ever show even minutely the splendor of a genuine mystical vision. In expressing the visions in concrete pictures, the element of mystery is overshadowed. You must pray for grace to experience that element of mystery in these writings, knowing the infinitude of the mystery of God can never be expressed concretely through words and pictures. It is through grace that one experiences that which I reveal here.

R. God is the ultimate mystery and He reveals Himself to man as He so chooses. Man must be open, soft and supple, ready for His touch.

end of April 3, 1996 writing

 

 

 

April 6, 1996 - (open eyes)

R. Saturday (April 6, 1996, Holy Saturday) I saw the whole wall adorned in the brightest light, St. Joseph was surrounded in this thick light, like comes from a fire, like a celestial mirror. I don't know how to describe it, it is as a mirror with light in it, but no light like our human eyes have seen. I looked at St. Joseph and he was pushing the Child Jesus out at us, the Baby coming out glistening in light. The statue of the resurrected Lord was alive. All the flowers were topped with this light. This is how it was and is now at All Saints Church. It is as if heaven has poured its light on the earth and it tops the flowers. All distinct lines are gone. In their place is light. So all I look at has a splendor.

    

 

                        

April 9, 1996 - (open eyes)

R. I went to All Saints Church - saw with eyes unveiled- such an aura of celestial light. I went to Communion, had the presence of God, wanted to cry so hard from the awe of it all. I was not feeling good and He wrapped me as only He can do in His heavenly embrace. My soul sang out and the vision began. My eyes now are still seeing with this effect. He, as it were, lifts up the hard, defined lines and I see with a celestial aura. This is what I see when I see a vision....

    After Communion I had this immense presence of God. I knew a vision was coming. My vision gets a certain way. The distinct lines I see before me begin to disappear and are smudged with light.

    Then I saw again the celestial lights of heaven. It was as though light was spilled from heaven and landed on the flowers and the corners of everything. The Eucharist took on an immense warmth and I knew God truly present in this room.

    I saw with eyes unveiled in my soul and in the room. The room had a celestial aura, it no longer looked defined and clear. It was bathed in a gentle, celestial film and all I saw I wanted to tell to those around me. But I was so caught in His embrace that my mouth did not want to move.

    Grace is being spilled on the earth. I have seen this celestial light come upon the altar of sacrifice, the monstrance and the cross. The vision on March 26 (1996) I will never forget as long as I live. The light is so thick and so intense as if the heavens open in these cracks of light and there is a depth far beyond that which any mind can envision.

    The sky opened up and it rained down its grace. It opens when hearts are one in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

end of April 9, 1996 writing

 

August 12, 1996

R. I give my heart to Jesus and Mary with you in love.

All of my experiences are recorded in notebooks, rosary meditations and materials spread throughout the Ministry on computers, discs, etc. I do not know how to use a computer.

There are so many things that have happened, but the experiences and dates are engraved in my soul. I write from all I remember of these experiences. On the morning of August 12, 1996, I was told to go to Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center. There in those early morning hours Mary appeared all night. I remember the darkness of the Sorrowful Mother Chapel, black, and I only saw the light of Mary. She appeared in that same glorious light of hers, light like fluorescent, but not like that at all because it is like nothing I have ever seen. I cried out to her and begged the Father to please help me to do what They had asked me, and all of us, to do. I felt I prayed as never before.

The next morning of the 13th of August Mary appeared again in the same place for several hours in the same exact setting in that white light in the darkened Sorrowful Mother Chapel in the corner. In the late afternoon of the 13th, I would go to the Sorrowful Mother Chapel again.

The Eucharist was exposed and the whole front of the chapel was covered with a celestial aura and she appeared again. This time the light and the aura were a golden light, almost like a gold glistening veil across the whole front of the chapel in front of the exposed Eucharist and before Mary. I did not want to leave there. I drove to the rosary at Tom's farm, the mikes for the rosary were missing. The younger shepherds had to go to the store to get some mikes. John Weickert was there for the first time on the farm. I asked him to say the 7 Sorrows of Mary. What appeared to me to be a mixed-up situation without the mikes and equipment turned out to be a night of great grace. I didn't know all what was happening. Here is an account of what happened to two others there at the rosary. It is accounted because Father Carter asked that it be written down.

 

November 18, 1999

Jesus: I have given to My messenger the vision of the beauty of a celestial aura that has covered My sanctuary at certain times.

I give to you this vision. Picture the lights of heaven as a celestial veil of little gold dust, as snowflakes so close together and a veil of dense little mystical snowflakes covering the sanctuary where the Lord is in the Eucharist exposed or at the Consecration of the Mass.

January 7, 2001

R. When I received beautiful visions, many times a golden veil would come down as I described above. It was such a beautiful aura of golden light, like a golden veil and all I could use to describe it was snowflakes. It doesn't look exactly like that either, it is the only way I can think of to describe it.

 

December 5, 1996

R. I saw Him at the point of death on the cross December 5, 1996, after Mary appeared 500 times.

He hung, all battered, greatly weakened. His mouth moved very clearly. It seems that a man in His condition could not move His mouth to that extent.

Later in the rosary that night, He gave messages and said: "No one was listening."

     

August 20, 1997

R. I was in St. Gertrude's Church and I was in the front of the church. I was looking at the crucifix, and I heard the Father speak: "My gift to you is My Son. This is My beloved Son in Whom I am well pleased." 

    On the 20th of August, 1997, I was at St. Gertrude's and the Lord appeared transfigured on the cross. He appeared in the most glorious light. I heard the voice of the Father speak, "This is My beloved Son, in Whom I am well pleased, listen to Him."

 

R. Some time between Ascension Thursday, May 21, 1998 and Pentecost, May 31, 1998.

I saw a vision of an open door, the light within it resembled the light of the vision of March 26, 1996 that can be found in the Apostles Manual (p. 34-36).

The open door was glistening with this reflective golden color mirror-like light. I cannot describe, as I could not describe concerning the 3 main visions, the first being March 26, 1996.

The closest light I can describe to this is the sun reflecting on the water at Tom's Farm but this too leaves an emptiness to its description.

There was a little white sheep at the bottom of the open, glistening door and the little sheep hobbled over a small threshold and went in.

The door was rounded on the top, no corners, like a semi-circle on the top, and the wall surrounding this door was black. The light I describe was within this door and peered out to me in the vision.

I heard our Lord over and over again cry out during this period, "Come out of your tombs, dead, dead, dead, you are dead."

I heard the words similar to the message of May 21, 1998.

I was walled in on all sides – BARS – a prison of my own making. I turned and there was a wall missing and I gaily walked into the free night and the sun followed me as I walked.

I hear Jesus speak: "I am the gateway that leads to freedom."

I know the sea of glass from the vision of March 26, 1996. I know the open door from the vision.

I know the Power, I know the Intimate Burning Heart of Jesus in the Mass.

 

       May 31, 1998

R: On Pentecost, May 31, 1998, I had 3 visions.

1. One was a big dark skinned woman twirling her pearls in front of many dark skinned people, looked like natives from Africa, dressed like Christ as He is pictured on the cross (half-naked). She was proportionally much bigger, she had a big white loose fitting gown. I saw her above her waist. She was in the foreground, the others behind.

2. I saw the dirt moving in little granules and a balcony. It was make clear to me we can focus on the dirt or the balcony.

3. One was a vision looking for the right card. Some were black cards, some were white cards.

 

R: On Pentecost I received 3 visions:

1. I saw granules of dirt moving. Then I saw a balcony.

2. I saw a person outside shopping for cards, some were white, some black.

3. I saw a big dark skinned woman in the foreground with white pearls. She was running the pearls through her fingers in front of her.
   
   What was behind her were much smaller figures. They had a garment on like Christ wears on the cross. They were dark skinned.

Because sin has entered the world, I struggle with dealing with its effects on the family, the Movement, the Church and the world.

I feel our struggle is with the dirt, it keeps us focused on ourselves and the bottom of the mountain.

Yesterday at Mass He lifted me up and gave me experiences and took me into the depth of His Heart. This was "the top of the mountain experience", life in Him, the balcony.

I struggle between these two. My heart craves and wants Him. I want this union with Him in the deepest degree for all eternity.

I am imperfect, my brothers are imperfect. I have to deal with these imperfections to get to this union with Him.

I experience a tremendous battle after I see and experience heaven and want it so much and am here in this imperfect body and have to work through my imperfections and the imperfections of others and deal with sin in the world and all the ways it has contaminated God’s children.

I feel the black and white cards represent a choice to do God’s will or our will. I think it was the day of the Falmouth flood on which He talked about picking white or black berries. Choosing white berries is picking the way which is most likely His will. Choosing black berries is doing things opposed to His will. I feel the cards were another example of doing or not doing God’s will.

  end of May 31, 1998

 

                 February 5, 2000

R. When we opened the Rosary Factory February 5, 2000
Jesus appeared transfigured in the Sacred Heart
Statue beneath Mary's image.
Our Founder Fr. Carter was there. He
blessed the rosary factory.

    

December 18, 2000, 3:00 a.m. Jesus said:

Would you wish to deprive Me of giving a holy soul their reward?

That is what they lived for, that some day they would be with Me in heaven.

R. I saw Father Carter in heaven and I saw the drudgery of the earth here below, then I could see how "dumb" it was to want him here when he could be in heaven with God enjoying his eternal reward.

  

                December 8, 2002

                R. Yesterday December 7, 2002 I had a vision
                of the United States and the whole
                east coast was missing. It looked
                like someone cut it off with a knife.  

R. The remaining portion glistened so much.                           Jesus was up by the Northwest                           part of the map, it was the Blue Book                             Jesus type of face I saw only the                            top of Him like He was looking                            over the United States but He was                           flat and His face straight ahead.

                            It was a very vivid vision and the
                                line was so straight where the
                                United States ended.

                                I don't know what it means —
                                    maybe that is all He showed
                                    me of the United States. What
                                    I saw was a glistening vision.          

                        December 3, 2004 - Feast of St. Xavier

                        R. My dear friends

    Today the Feast of St. Xavier,
First Friday, Jesus appeared to me
as the King on His Throne at the
Cathedral where He told me to go
to Church.  

    Today the Feast of St. Xavier,
First Friday, Jesus appeared to me
as the King on His Throne at the
Cathedral where He told me to go
to Church. 

   He was smiling and His
mouth moved and moved and moved.
He looked happy and the vision was
all aglow. He gave me a message to sit
in the first pew and He appeared
and talked about 20 minutes, He
was smiling.

     

                        December 4, 2004

                        R. Dear Jesus you are the King of our hearts —
                                Again Jesus told me to go to the Cathedral
                                and light flashed from the left side of Jesus
                                over and over again and Jesus' mouth
                                moved as He appeared as Christ
                                the King.

                            He has been making me so aware of
                                His presence in the priest at
                                Mass and today He did not smile,
                                but His mouth moved as the
                                priest said the words at
                                the principle part of the Mass —
                                the Light flashed over to the side
                                of His left hand where He
                                held the keys and Peter knelt.

                            It flashed across the front of Jesus
                                from left to right to His raised
                                hand, but to the side of  where Peter
                                was it was all lit up then
                                proceeded across Jesus to the
                                right side. ...

                                    I see the King, Jesus, appear
                                on His throne on First Friday and
                                First Saturday and First Saturday with flashes
                                of light from the keys in His hand
                                above Peter's head to His right
                                hand.

 

October 19, 2005

                  On October 19, 2005 about 3pm I went to the
                            ocean in Miami and blessed the ocean
                            pouring in again Jesus and Mary water.

(October 19)     I then continued to North Key Largo  about 5PM in the afternoon  putting in Jesus and Mary water and  blessing the area.      In the night October 19, I blessed the  Atlantic Ocean north of West Palm Beach pouring in  Jesus and Mary water about 9PM  blessing the area. Traveling over  70 October 20 morning, I blessed this area   with Jesus and Mary water - I had  the following visions in seconds.

               

July 24, 2007

                Now here was the vision — I
                    saw dense sand moving before
                    my eyes — I cannot even
                    describe it and I could see something
                    light behind it — It then came
                    to clear view, it was the earth
                    covered as with many bodies
                    of water and the terrain was
                    mountain tops — the water was
                    blue and the mountain tops
                    brown with very little dark green —

                I then saw another vision right
                    after that one — this time it
                    was snow — I watched it move
                    in the same direction as the
                    sand — it moved profusely with
                    the same light background
                    under it —
                    again I saw a map of the world
                    with much water and
                    mountain ridges of brown and
                    dark green the only land
                    visible —

                There was lots of blue water — bluish
                    white between the mountain
                    ridges and it looked like a
                    lot of water — more than land or
                    mountain tops — there was no flat
                    land —

                    I would say the land covered 40%
                at very most, but it was not like
                a vast ocean it was land —
                mountain tops peeking out a lot
                amongst many bodies of bluish
                white water —

  

September 8, 2007

                At 4:00 Mass yesterday I had this vision
                    It was like stone, (grey) — like a big natural
                        grotto and a woman was in front
                        moving her baby in her arms —

                    Then there were several women
                        some with babies in their arms —
                        small children standing at
                        their feet

                    The stone-grotto - hill was clear behind
                        them.

 

September 8, 2007

                    On Mary's birthday I had a vision
                at 4:00 Mass of Mary and children on a
                big stone hill and a grotto on the hill where
                she was — It looked just like Stone
                Mountain in Atlanta by Conyers.

                    Jesus sent me to Atlanta this week
                to switch things with Doris and go to Conyers
                and Stone Mountain — I realized the big
                wreck of 2003 was on the same route not
                far from Conyers and the vision I had
                on the Blessed Mother's Birthday was like
                Stone Mountain, but Mary appeared
                where the guys were engraved in the
                mountain with children.

                First Mary was like this

  

baby was facing out

  

                    Mary moved Him from left to right
                    then another woman came in the
                    picture, like dropped down, with
                    a child — then a total of 4 or 5 women
                    in pastel dresses with children — Mary had
                    a white dress —
                    there were then bigger children, tot
                    size at their feet — maybe an 8 year
                    old sitting down at their feet —

                In the message on Mary's birthday I
                    said a stone hill, but when I
                    saw Stone Mountain it looked identical
                    to the vision and the vision was where the
                    engraved men were

Mysteries of Light

January 5, 2003