Mary has requested that the daily message be given each day to the world. It is read nightly at the prayer service from her Image Building in Clearwater, Florida, U.S.A. This is according to her request. All attempts will be made to publish this daily message to the world at 11 p.m. Eastern time, U.S.A.

We acknowledge that the final authority regarding these messages rests with the Holy See of Rome.

I appear my children on this former bank building in Florida, Our Lady Clothed with the Sun.

May 19, 1999

A Prayer for Intimacy with the Lamb, the Bridegroom of the Soul

Oh Lamb of God, Who take away the sins of the world, come and act on my soul most intimately. I surrender myself, as I ask for the grace to let go, to just be as I exist in You and You act most intimately on my soul. You are the Initiator. I am the soul waiting Your favors as You act in me. I love You. I adore You. I worship You. Come and possess my soul with Your Divine Grace, as I experience You most intimately.

Jesus speaks: I want the rosaries acted out live. I want the Masses to be alive with the children of the earth united in one body pleading to the Father for help.

God the Father speaks: I want that connection between all peoples of the earth praying actively together as a body with the angels and saints and the souls in purgatory, united to the Virgin Mary and Jesus in the Holy Spirit, praying to Me, the Father.

I want action, heartfelt prayer.

You live your lives, but your prayer is not alive in deep, loving communion with Divinity.

I want plays acted out in TRUTH to teach the word. I want live rosaries as We have given recited by children, singing, standing and saying the meditations with emotion as they play the roles of Jesus and Mary.

The children do not experience God’s love as you have in these mystical revelations. There needs to be this experience. The live tapes, the newsletter tapes, the tapes of rosaries bring in that emotional aspect.


I want heartfelt prayer.

God the Father speaks: What you are given is the LIVING WORD OF GOD!!

May 19, 1999

Messenger: Last year on Ascension Thursday I received the message, "Come Out of Your Tombs", that appeared September 24, 1998.

Between Ascension Thursday and Pentecost, I received the vision of the open door.

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Messenger: On Pentecost I received 3 visions:

  1. I saw granules of dirt moving. Then I saw a balcony.
  2. I saw a person outside shopping for cards, some were white, some black.
  3. I saw a big dark skinned woman in the foreground with white pearls. She was running the pearls through her fingers in front of her.

    What was behind her were much smaller figures. They had a garment on like Christ wears on the cross. They were dark skinned.

Because sin has entered the world, I struggle with dealing with its effects on the family, the Movement, the Church and the world.

I feel our struggle is with the dirt, it keeps us focused on ourselves and the bottom of the mountain.

Yesterday at Mass He lifted me up and gave me experiences and took me into the depth of His Heart. This was "the top of the mountain experience", life in Him, the balcony.

I struggle between these two. My heart craves and wants Him. I want this union with Him in the deepest degree for all eternity.

I am imperfect, my brothers are imperfect. I have to deal with these imperfections to get to this union with Him.

I experience a tremendous battle after I see and experience heaven and want it so much and am here in this imperfect body and have to work through my imperfections and the imperfections of others and deal with sin in the world and all the ways it has contaminated God’s children.

I feel the black and white cards represent a choice to do God’s will or our will. I think it was the day of the Falmouth flood on which He talked about picking white or black berries. Choosing white berries is picking the way which is most likely His will. Choosing black berries is doing things opposed to His will. I feel the cards were another example of doing or not doing God’s will.

Concerning the African or what I think is African, I don’t know. I know we need to correspond with foreign countries to get prayer chapters started, especially in churches.

Jesus said to look for persons that will begin the prayer chapters in churches and take the Imprimatur material to schools. But He doesn’t want them giving personal theories, messages, or other visionaries' comments. He wants prayer chapters in churches, to pray for priests and the renewal of the Church and the world, a renewal centered in consecration. He also wants us to reach the school children. He wants us to make contacts, especially with willing priests and sisters who would pray the prayers themselves and try to spread them.

May 19,1999

Messenger: This will be my greatest writing, for I am consumed with the emotion given to me by God as His messenger.

Jesus speaks: I wish to write through this messenger to you on this 19th day of May 1999.

Recently there took place the 82nd anniversary of your Mother’s first visit at Fatima and you have not obeyed her. You have missed your visitation. One century later you await the wrath of My Father. The unity will be found in hearts consecrated to the New Adam and the New Eve. You spite the Woman Clothed with the Sun. It is emotion I wish you to feel for your God, that He is in your whole being and that He lives in you. Your hearts have turned cold. Most emotion is rooted in bitter passion, some in disobedience to God’s love.

My messenger, the pain I allow you to experience is the pain I felt in My Heart on the way to Calvary for the senseless children of the earth. I have taken you to the heights of heaven in the Mass of yesterday May 18, 1999. There you experienced profound unity, oneness in the All-Perfect, Divine God as you were united to the Immaculate Heart of Mary, the gateway to unity with the Trinity. No matter what man thinks he will be able to do, he will have to enter her Immaculate Heart to have profound unity with God.

My children, you are imperfect and sinners. She is the ONLY SINLESS human person. My Mother is the Queen of Peace. I wish the love to permeate the souls so that they sing the Mass from their hearts filled with love for their Creator, so that the words spoken come from a body united in such oneness to the Sacrifice of Calvary. I want it, My children.

I address those who feel the Spirit moves freely in the children. Never do I send a messenger that is not under the authority of the Church through a theologically competent priest. Never, but you have attacked this messenger and made her cry and suffer. You block her from helping the Church I have sent her to in order to help renew it. You have ignored every message I have sent and persecuted My messenger. I will not change My plan for those who have held back the hand of God. I desire to move in My Church to unveil the Scriptures and renew the Church which is so sluggish in spirit regarding the ways in which My life will become much more alive in the body of Christ, the Church.

I am GOD! I am in the Eucharist!! How do I shake you? Communion cannot be distributed to anyone not prepared and not a member of the Catholic Church. It is a Sacrament given to those who are members of the Catholic Church.

I further state that to be free in the Spirit does not mean an individual can act in a way that is not in accord with the authority of the Church. The Pope is Head of the Church. The Commandments are to be obeyed, the word of God is to be lived.

There is control in the Church. It is My Church, the Church is My Spouse. The Holy Spirit is present in the Church. All must live according to the authority of My Church.

I give men a free will, they are under Me. They must obey Me freely. I do not force. I love them, I expect them in love to obey Me and My Church. When they disobey Me it causes confusion and hurt to My body, the Church.

You cannot say, "I do not want control." You are making yourselves gods. You are under Me. You are under the authority of the Church. I am Head of the Church, you act in My name, not according to what you think or feel if this is against the authority of the Church.

A priest never has the right to change any teaching of the Church’s Magisterium.

Eve wanted her own will.

Feeling there should be no control in your life is not according to God’s will. You are under Me. You are in My Church. The Church governs you, you must take this seriously.

Your authority is always under God.


YOU HAVE A FREE WILL, but you are governed by God.

Messenger: I was taken into the depth of ecstasy in the morning Mass, knowing profound oneness with the Divine God. There was unity as I existed in Him and in union with the Blessed Mother, all the angels and saints, the souls in purgatory and the souls of the earth. I was embraced in God’s love to the most heightened degree. I knew completeness, everything was in synch, there was perfect harmony. Every word in the Mass, every song, I experienced in the depth of union with God, experiencing such lights and knowing every word in my whole being as I existed in Him. I was at the heights of completeness in God experiencing such oneness, such unity, filled in my soul, knowing God so deeply. The experience is so much greater than any words I could write on this page. I tried to account this profound experience in yesterday’s message, but to write on the page with pen I would have to dig so, so deep into the page to even show a little of the depth and breadth and width of the experience I had. I existed in Him in such oneness in this Mass. every word was a symphony of deep emotion and a depth of expression of His love, that I beg God to help me write, but my words seem so inadequate. Even last evening as I reviewed the message of Mary, my heart cried so deep within, for I had lost the glow of that fleeting experience and had been thrown back to this disharmonious earth with people wishing their wills and wanting to act in their own names. I saw the words on the printed page, I felt I was bleeding inside because the way I knew the depth of Mary and Jesus’ message was not there. The deep expression, the emotion, the heartfelt love, the begging, the pleading all seemed flat and little characters on the page, but I still heard the words of Mary and Jesus with such oneness with Them in the deep emotion I experienced. I could hardly bear it that it just wasn’t there on that page for the reader to see. I have been given messages to tape the message with the emotion in the voice as I receive it. If I could write a word like "Come Out of Your Tombs" in the emotion and expression I felt in my "guts" in my being as He delivered it, a 20-feet-high building would not be big enough on which to write the words.

The emotion He gives me is so great. The emotional heartfelt love He wants in the Eucharist is so much and yet people receive Him - The Almighty God Who remains about 20 minutes in His Eucharistic Presence as He says - and run, literally run, from the church. Oh God I pray, help me.

I want the priests to be so united to Him as one, as His spouse. I want them mystically married to Him with burning fire for Him in their hearts, linked to Him as mystically married. Oh the power, oh the grace, oh I cry. I cannot even contain my emotion for how I experience the Mass in such celestial lights when He saturates my soul with His grace and I exist in Him in a profound unity, in ecstasy in the Mass. He opens up the heavens and I see more clearly than with the light of seven suns.

And then it happens, it is over until He decides to act on your soul again. I feel so wretched, for after I am taken into this experience, I search for oneness with the souls of the earth and I feel so isolated. I thirst, I cry, I want it back and it seems everyone has their own agenda. The topic of the day is colored shoes and napkin rings, computers and movie stars and I scream inside, for I want the world to honor and live for Him and serve Him and unite in Him according to the Father’s will, and I experience a hellish state.

Oh, if I speak of heaven, I also speak of hell. Hell is total disharmony, no community, total isolation, hatred, no one to comfort, no one to understand, no one to share with. Everyone is at odds. All in hell are consumed with hatred and evil and for all eternity they will suffer a fate far worse than any we know, a thirst, a longing for God, for love, for unity and not even a drop of any consolation will be given.

Why do you suppose Mary showed those little children of Fatima on July 13, 1917, a vision of hell and then told of the war if we disobeyed her?

Today the children of this earth have suffered from the devastating effects of the chastisement that occurred to men’s hearts after World War II. The men became focused on themselves as gods, on their achievements, on the rationalizing aspect of explaining everything with logic.

The Almighty God is the ultimate mystery. We can’t completely understand Him.

He does, however, give us a special share in His knowing and loving activities through the life of Baptism. Our knowing, and loving capacities are elevated so that we can know and love Him much more.

I cannot write what I know. I try with His grace. I feel engulfed in a sea of suffering since yesterday’s Mass.

God acts on my soul when He so chooses. I am in a certain state of willing surrender, wanting so deeply His favors, but I in no way control God’s actions. He acts when and how He so chooses.

I am open to Him. He acts most intimately, especially in the Mass, especially when I receive Him at Holy Communion.

There is no effort. He possesses my soul and He takes over and I know so much in the blinking of an eye that I could write until the day I die. I could write volumes.

This is why our work is fruitless when we are teaching young children about Scripture in the wrong way. This interferes with God’s efforts to act on their souls when the word is planted in their hearts at Mass.

I never studied the Scriptures, I didn’t know any of the books in the Bible. I never read the Bible. I taught math, and when I had to plan the music at church, I used a planner because I never understood the Scriptures.

At one point in time, the more I went to Mass and received Him in Holy Communion and sat before the tabernacle, the more I became intimately one in Him through the Eucharist and consecration to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. I just knew Him, my Lover. The word of God from Genesis to Revelation became one to me. It was alive in my heart and I knew Him and I knew Him, my Lover, in His word.

Oh why won’t you listen to Him in the Blue Books and stay after Communion? In those 20 minutes He implants deep knowledge of Himself on our souls, not in words alone, but also in a deep mystical union in which we just know Him and His word.

It is God’s call. He acts on the soul. If only we believed and surrendered to Him. Our world has suffered far more than we know from the devastating effects of World War II on men’s hearts and souls.

Jesus speaks: Oh My little blind men, I speak.

Consecration to Our Hearts binds you in one heart and you operate in My will.

In the Mass you are mystically united in the greatest depths to your God.

Consecration and the Mass worthily offered will unite the world as never before.


Messenger: Mary Immaculate, Mother most pure, help me as a messenger to reach the world with the message of God’s love.

You can’t keep ignoring the pain inside by telling yourself it is okay. It isn’t okay. We are not living as God intends us to live, and the pain in some hearts is so great that they live an earthly existence outside their hearts, reaching for every painkiller to kill the heart longing for God. The heart was created for God. The heart was created by the Creator.

Many people just take a drink, a drug, a pill, kill a baby, buy a house, eat some food, play video games, do immoral acts, all to numb the pain inside their hearts and have a meager existence rooted in earthly pleasure.

Oh God, have mercy on us.

Question for married couples and others in intimate relationships:

Q:  What can I do to help us be more united?

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