April 15, 2021 - 12-3am

R. The love of the Sacred Heart of Jesus is the source of the abundant love we cannot even fathom.
To know this, one must be willing to spend their heart and give love, in loving surrender to God.
He makes known to us His Divine love - not in words, in reality in the heart.
It is a lifting up the heart in knowing love on a supernatural, divinized level.

The Divine Bridegroom shares His loving activity with us.
We love in knowing this reality in Him.

Read the Blue Books.

Jesus' letters of love.
Jesus gave us the Prayer for Union to surrender and be open, empty, ready to be filled in this reality.

It’s not loving - me and Jesus - It’s knowing a little the love of Jesus, the Father, the Holy Spirit has for us and in maturing in this love - our love being divinized, it is the activity of loving others we have toward them, it is in us.

It is Jesus loving as St Paul says - it’s no longer I who lives, but He who lives in me.

Love is surrender - the sacrifice of giving one's heart is immanent in us, Jesus lives in us, operates in us, loves in us in loving others.

It is love - reality – God in us, but we must surrender, let go, spend ourselves and we catch a glimpse of heaven, we see in the Heart of Jesus and we love in Mary's Heart as we love more purely in Him, Jesus is the Sacred Heart of love.

It is reality to me when He gave me the stations February 22, 1995 –
Reality so, I cried so many times as He melted My Heart to write them, to write His songs of love from His Heart.

But to be jealousy of me or this is to block the gift Jesus gives you in these letters. Insights into the divine mysteries,
given to live and love like Jesus more and more.

Song: Teach Me to Love with Your Heart

R. How can He give His love, His heart to a person filled with jealousy?
How can they be filled with God - when filled with jealousy, envy, bitterness, pride, sin –
He can come in only when one surrenders and loves.
We have a free will to love or reject God in control.

To show love we must have a free will to do it.

Love is given freely from the beholder without strings.

Jesus showed us how to love in His life.
Jesus took the nature of a slave.

Jesus loved us to His death.
Jesus gave us a glimpse of His loving us, in those who loved us and freely continued to love us even when we wounded them.

But the man closing his heart in envy and pride and jealousy, anger has chosen to reject God.

God is love.

The devil is hate.
The devil tempts people in shutting down their heart in envy and pride and jealousy and anger.

God knows everything.
God reads the hearts. The interior disposition needs faith, and hope and love to be filled by Him.

We are given these supernatural virtues in baptism.
God elevates our knowing and loving capacity in baptism.

It’s a capacity to grow in God, to be divinized.
Sin offends God.

When we reject the God who loves us and serve Satan without sorrow for sin, or blatant denial of our sins without reparation and a desire to be forgiven, and a firm purpose of amendment, we are rejecting God the source of love and with our free will, choosing hate.

The Prayer for Union is like a bottle cork to more.

Baptism is a gift, confirmation is greater maturity.
We were called in confirmation to follow Jesus even when we were confirmed 60 years ago.

We can follow Jesus with our free will or reject God and lie to ourselves.

Jesus is truth.
Look into His face and see the truth about one's journey of following Jesus.

Satan is the Father of lies, denial of sins against God and others - a desire to bring pain down on others and stop the love and unity and joy God wants.

It’s seeking control to hurt others and Satan wants you to offend God - parade indignantly before His most precious gifts of love in the Blessed Sacrament.

Following Satan blinds the guy to the truth and makes them see reality distortedly because of sin.
Then Satan wants blaming others for your own self-inflicted misery sin causes, when not confessed and repented.

Sin unrepented is a trap for that sinner who turns their back on their own evil and continues willfully, hiding jealousy and pride in their hearts from themselves.

God is love – His arms are open, His touch is real vibrant love, on-fire, trust, unity, truth beyond any thing we can even fathom.

God is the source of love.

We freely love by giving to God and others or we can with our free will - freely reject God and deny it, filling ourselves with pain and darkness.

Song: I am a God of Justice

R. Love is so good!

Love is a gift.
When we give love it’s freely given.

Prayer for Union with Jesus

Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

    I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

    When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994

 

R. We learn about love in trusting God and others.
God created us with the desire that the only thing that truly satisfies us is Him.

Nothing else will do.

If you fill your heart with darkness
and refuse to love and be loved,

nothing you try to fill yourself with will work - nothing.
Addictions numb the sin of freely turning your back on love.

God is love.
Love is real.
Heaven is for lovers.

God’s Blue Books are letters of love from Jesus.

Jesus wants us to know His on-fire love.

We have a freewill to love or reject God, who is love.

 
1 John 4: 20

Anyone who says 'I love God' and hates his brother, is a liar, since whoever does not love the brother whom he can see cannot love God whom he has not seen.
 

R. The price we pay for love is giving ourselves freely to God - surrender, letting go to God, living God’s will.
There isn’t another way.

Jesus showed us how. 

Song: A Song from Jesus

 

Prayer for Union with Jesus

Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

    I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

    When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994

 

R. Love isn’t love until you give it away.

 

                 

                   

                        

                   

 

 

Excerpt from the Mass Book

December 17, 1995

THE EARTH STOPPED AND TOUCHED HEAVEN

    I long to unite in the deepest union with Him in the Eucharist. I long for the Mass. I long for Thee, oh God. My every moment, I join as I did to You December 15 under the cross, where I felt Your presence. You whisked me away, and I was totally absorbed in that moment of celestial union with You. For that time, I existed only in You, in the deepest union, and I was in this moment existing in You. The earth stopped, and I touched the heavens, all my bodily cares were existent in You. I existed in Your Divinity, my being was in You. There was no desire or wish or wanting, for in that moment, I had all I wanted in You. I was satisfied and wanted nothing but to remain in that embrace. You were the Being, and my being existed in You, but I was only as I was in You - merged in You, knowing and being in Your Divinity and being so full as to feel complete in myself.

    You are so enormous, and You surrounded me in a burning embrace, the presence of red fire. I was not little, or "nothing", but existed in this enormous power and being so complete!

    I touched eternity, and in that embrace, I knew all the waiting was worth the glory. You enveloped my being, and I was truly merged in the Divine Presence. I was merged in Your being. I existed IN You, with You, in the highest union with You, although I knew I was still distinct from You.

    I was fused and absorbed in You, feeling complete and satisfied. To describe this union is far beyond any work of my pen and paper. I pray for the reader of this page to receive the grace to share this experience with Him, I will now live for this union-to be forever merged In Him, to be One in Him, to reach higher perfection as I exist in Him, for He takes the lowly and gives to them a sharing in Himself. He merges with us and we exist in Him. The word "in" - I could write pages about. I long for the deepest union with Him, where I am swept up in the heavenly embrace of the Divine God, and I am IN Him.

    This is heaven on earth: to be merged as one with Divinity, although remaining distinct from God, to take our feeble hearts, our lowly status and to unite ourselves with the Divine, Almighty, powerful God and in this union to be meshed with Him, that His power dominates and our humanity reaches its heights of fulfillment in this union, in this oneness with Him.

    The word I have looked for is "oneness." I understand some of the meaning of the words "One in Him." Oneness is the word to describe this union of our humanity with His Divinity. The depth to which we could meditate on oneness with God is incomprehensible. In that moment, the earth stood still, and He, my Divine Lover, the Bridegroom of my soul, took me to Himself, and I knew the embrace of the Divine God.

    Nothing on the face of this earth can describe our union with Divinity. Oh, good God, that creatures are so ungrateful regarding Your divine love. I am so sorry. Let me help make reparation to Your adorable Heart. Please unite with me now that I may more deeply love Thee.

    Oh, Divine Lover of my soul, let me help make reparation to Your adorable Heart for the neglect and indifference against You.

Song from Jesus: I come to you with greatest love. I am your loving Savior. I am your God. I died for you. I come to you this day.

    He allowed me to experience such pain in my heart - wanting Him so badly, so many times-and then on Dec. 15, 1995 - He gave Himself to me in the deepest union.

    Nothing satisfies the soul but Him. He wants the nuns and priests to love Him. He chose them to spread His love.

    Souls are hungry. They will only be fed with His burning love. Priests need to talk about Jesus' love for us from the pulpit. Priests need hearts burning for love of Jesus. This will feed the hungry souls - lip service love doesn't do it.

    He is alive today. He is a Person. He wants us to love Him.

 

   December 18, 1995

IN THE DEEPEST RECESSES OF HIS HEART

    The place Jesus took me was into the deepest recesses of His Heart. I was enveloped in His burning love. It was a red room with heat and an intense glow. I was swept away in this embrace, and I only existed in Him. The power of the Almighty God enveloped me, and I only existed in Him. There was no fear, for I was existent in this Almighty Being. My heart was wrapped in the eternal embrace of this Supreme Being. The security, the power I know was His deep presence in which I existed.

    I knew the room was red and warm. I knew His immenseness, but I felt my own completeness in Him. I did not feel little, as a speck, but elevated and empowered for I existed then in Him in a most special way.

    I was overtaken by the love of God. The fire of the Holy Spirit filled me. I was absorbed by the love of the Father, and I existed IN Him and in the deepest recesses of the Heart of Jesus. Our heaven on earth is these inner chambers of His magnificent Heart - the Heart of the Almighty God, with all the power, with omnipotence, with the fire of the love of God. He took me to the deepest chamber of this fiery Heart, and in that moment, I touched eternity, for I knew what it was to be enveloped in the deep furnace of His love. I now want to exist in this chamber of His Heart, swept away in His burning love, absorbed in my every cell with His love.

    We do not understand the fire of His love. We do not understand what it is to be absorbed by love itself. He took me to the inner, deepest chamber of His Heart, and I felt the heat and knew the presence of love itself, and there was no fear, only a feeling of completeness, omnipotence, all-embracing, penetrating love - a power indescribable in words, a saturation of my being in the presence of God, and I was as I was created to be - living in Him!

    This is how I will forever live my life, saturated with His divine life and love deep within this inner chamber of His burning Heart, living in Him as He possesses my being, and I operate with His power in me.

    Little creatures though we are, we are His, His power, His life, flowing through us. In Him, we are as the Father intended: one in Him, each one of us, dwelling in this fiery furnace of His love. With our fears quieted and our hearts empowered by His life, we live forever in Him - in the Heart of Jesus.

    Let no man separate what God has joined together. I am wed in the deepest love with my beloved Spouse, wed to the Heart of Jesus. As I am, I am one in Him. I live and I breathe in Him. He, Who is love, He Who is our all, He Who is mighty and without limits, He Who is, He Who is God and as I live, He lives in me in this world.

    I am wed to Him, and I shall not fear for He is God - one, complete, loving, God. Heart of Jesus, I place my trust in Thee. As I live, I live in Your most adorable Heart, the furnace of God's love!

end of excerpts

  

 

February 21, 1992 (excerpt)

Jesus: To sit by a quiet brook and listen
to God’s birds chirp in the trees and
smell the freshness of the outdoor and
let go of school, of church, of work,
of the mess and just be with God and
feel the breeze on your face. You can
do that – I want you to – you are
choosing to not be serene –
You are choosing to ignore the
nurturing you need and I will give –
the warmth of the sun, the sound of
birds, the beauty of the trees –

 

Jesus: Love isn’t love until you give it away

R. We know real love when we trust God, others and ourselves.

We know ourselves, not deny the truth.

The more we surrender to God - the more He can give Himself to us - the more He loves others in us.

It is in giving you receive.

Jesus: You have to realize I want you little, like a child in My Father's eyes.

You can give up what you say “this is mine, holding on with clenched fist”.
Giving up, letting go of control, surrendering is what you need, to be closer to Me.
Give Me your heart.

It’s all the heart in Shepherds of Christ - it’s all about surrendering to Our Two Hearts.

There is not another way.
It’s why you were created.
Your little heaven on earth.
Pray for this.
Give your heart to My Heart and Mary's Heart

Your little heaven on earth.
Spread the consecration to Our Two Hearts

Live the purpose of this Movement –
I called you to have a paradise here.

You can live this in joy.

Or fight God - reject God.

Freedom is in doing God’s will in love.
 

From the Pentecost Sequence

"Bend the stubborn heart and will;
Melt the frozen, warm the chill;
    Guide the steps that go astray."

 

 

April 15, 2021 - 3:00 am

Mary: Surrender is found in letting go.

A man wanted to quit smoking, but he never quit.
He quit when he died of lung cancer.

So many of my little children long to hear this message Jesus has given in the Blue Books.

Why do you block it?

My precious children need to read Jesus' love letters.

You don’t know love when you don’t love others.

I am Our Lady of Clearwater.
Don’t reject your precious calling.
Spread this message and the waters.

April 21, 2021

 Glorious Mysteries

 

The Resurrection

1. On the third day Jesus came forth from the tomb.

2. Jesus was buried and a big stone was put at the entrance of the tomb.

3. Jesus rose victorious.

4. Glory, glory, glory Lord.

5. Sing song: Glory, Glory, Glory Lord.

6. Jesus died for our sins.

7. Jesus gives us a sharing in His life in baptism.

8. Our knowing and loving capacity is elevated in baptism.

9. We receive the supernatural virtues of faith, hope, and love in baptism.

10. God created us and loves us so much He wants us eternally with Him in heaven.

 

The Ascension of Our Lord into Heaven

1. Jesus appeared to the Apostles in His glorified Body after the Resurrection.

2. The Apostles were afraid.

3. They hid in the upper room.

4. Jesus took them out to a town near Bethany.

5. Jesus raised His arms and ascended into heaven.

6. The Apostles were awestruck at this sight.

7. They did not really comprehend what was happening.

8. They went to the upper room and prayed with the Virgin Mary.

9. Jesus told them, He would die and on the third day rise from the dead.

10. Jesus did as He said.

 

The Decent of the Holy Spirit on the Apostles and the Virgin Mary

1. The Holy Spirit came upon the Virgin Mary and the Apostles.

2. The Apostles were transformed from fear to fearlessness.

3. There appeared over their heads parted tongues of fire.

4. This is Pentecost.

5. Acts 2: 1-4

When Pentecost day came round, they had all met together, when suddenly there came from heaven a sound as of a violent wind which filled the entire house in which they were sitting; and there appeared to them tongues as of fire; these separated and came to rest on the head of each of them. They were all filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak different languages as the Spirit gave them power to express themselves.

6. Sing: Veni Sancte Spiritus

7. From the Lectionary

                        Pentecost Sequence

Come, Holy Spirit, come!
And from your celestial home
    Shed a ray of light divine!

Come, Father of the poor!
Come, source of all our store!
    Come, within our bosoms shine!

You, of comforters the best;
You, the soul's most welcome guest;
    Sweet refreshment here below;

In our Labor, rest most sweet;
Grateful coolness in the heat;
    Solace in the midst of woe.

O most blessed Light divine,
Shine within these hearts of yours,
    And our inmost being fill!

Where you are not, man has naught,
Nothing good in deed or thought,
    Nothing free from taint of ill!

Heal our wounds, our strength renew;
On our dryness pour your dew;
    Wash the stains of guilt away;

Bend the stubborn heart and will;
Melt the frozen, warm the chill;
    Guide the steps that go astray.

On the faithful, who adore
And confess you, evermore
    In your sev'nfold gift descend;

Give them virtue's sure reward;
Give them your salvation, Lord;
    Give them joys that never end. Amen.
Alleluia.
 

8. Sing: Come Holy Ghost

9. Sing: Come Holy Spirit

10. From the Shepherds of Christ Prayer Manual

Holy Spirit Prayer

Come, Holy Spirit, almighty Sanctifier, God of love, who filled the Virgin Mary with grace, who wonderfully changed the hearts of the apostles, who endowed all Your martyrs with miraculous courage, come and sanctify us. Enlighten our minds, strengthen our wills, purify our consciences, rectify our judgment, set our hearts on fire, and preserve us from the misfortunes of resisting Your inspirations. Amen.

  
 

The Assumption

1. Mary is Our Mother.

2. Sing: Immaculate Mary

3. Consecration to Jesus

4. Consecration to Mary

5. Mary was taken up to heaven body and soul.

6. Sing: See the Eyes that Look at Mary

7. Mary's Heart is One with Jesus.

8. I give my heart to Jesus and Mary with you in love.

9. From the Mass Book

There are five blasphemies against Mary. They are against her Immaculate Conception, against her virginity, against her as the Mother of God, against her images and statues, against her as mother of her children.

10. Spread the rosary and Consecration to School children, Mary says.

 

Mary is Queen of Heaven and Earth

1. Sing: Hail Holy Queen

2. Sing: Ave Ave Ave Maria

3. Mary has powerful intercession.

4. Mary is the Queen of Peace.

5. We consecrate the Church and the world to Mary.

6. We consecrate our family to Jesus and Mary.

7. Mary says the family that prays together, stays together.

8. Mary says Pray the rosary.

9. Mary says consecrate your hearts to her and Jesus.

10. We put our family in the Heart of Mary.

    Amen.