June 24, 2019   

                Excerpts from Blue Book 19

We began to lease the Virgin Mary Building the next week and we moved in.

June 28, 1998

Morrow, Ohio

Song: See the Eyes That Look at Mary

R. I want to read a writing that I got this morning, and it’s kind of all written up. Our Lord really wants the Priestly Newsletter to be written with many references He gives me in the Mass.

    I got all the Spouse of Lamb material, and it was wonderful! And I know that it was the grace that God gave, and I know I am not in control of when He gives it, or how much He gives, or how deeply He takes me into His Heart. And then we released that material.

    And then it was like, I just kept suffering in the Mass. And I’m thinking, “What’s going on here?”. So then I go back to what Jesus said.

    Jesus said that there was to be silence before the Mass, and that I wasn’t suppose to talk to people. And all these things are good in themselves, but because... and I’m just speaking of myself, because I’m imperfect, and this is for all of us. He’s not just talking about me. But because I have imperfections, the devil can work in those imperfections, to keep us focused on the events that are around us.

    So the devil was keeping me focused on the events that were around me, when all I wanted to do was to go back to the altar of Sacrifice and get to the heights of heaven with Jesus again. And I was having just an awful time doing this.

    And it was just tremendous suffering which taught me a lot. He can let you experience immense love. We can experience immense love, He can let you experience extreme isolation and lack of love, being intensely united in the presence of the Trinity; elevated, high levels of saturation and dwelling in that Presence. So He can take you that way, or He can let you experience this immense isolation where you are experiencing the lack of love. In hell you have no connection with anybody, absence of love - hate.

    So there’s tremendous connection likening to that of the Trinity, between the Persons of the Trinity; Father, Son and Holy Spirit and perfect love, united in oneness. This is the goal of the Shepherds of Christ to help to bring the world into this oneness.

    Or on the other end of the spectrum, is disharmony, division, isolation, everybody having their own will, everybody doing exactly the opposite of what God intends for them to do.

    So knowing the two spectrums and knowing what is this about. This is about a great gift that He gives to us in the Mass, to approach the altar of Sacrifice with the most presence of God in our hearts and deep unity to the Almighty God. God outpours His grace in the Mass.

    When I’m in the Mass and He gives me a special grace, and I am elevated in Him, I know His love - we are to give glory to God, ask for grace and mercy.

 

 

Through the Eucharistic Sacrifice Christ the Lord desired to set before us in a very special way this remarkable union whereby we are united one with another and with our divine Head, a union that no word of praise can ever sufficiently express. For in this sacrifice the sacred ministers act not only as the representative of our Saviour, but as the representative of the whole Mystical Body and of each one of the faithful. Again, in this act of sacrifice, the faithful of Christ, united by the common bond of devotion and prayer, offer to the eternal Father through the hands of the priest, whose prayer alone has made it present on the altar, the Immaculate Lamb, the most acceptable victim of praise and propitiation for the Church’s universal need. Moreover, just as the divine Redeemer, while dying on the Cross, offered Himself to the eternal Father as Head of the whole human race, so now, ‘in this clean oblation’ He not only offers Himself as Head of the Church to His heavenly Father but in Himself His mystical members as well. He embraces them all, yes, even the weaker and more ailing members, with the deepest love of His Heart. (Pope Pius XII, Mystici Corporis AAS. XXXV, 232-233) ⁷

 

R. God please outpour Your grace to us. Help us spread these books on the Mass.

    I know Father Carter has this intense union with God, which is real constant, and that’s his role. In order to be an instrument to lead the priests into this intense union with God, He has given him whatever he needs.

    We want the greatest participation in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, that great grace will be released, that the world will be joined in oneness with one another. We want to go to heaven and souls to go to heaven.

    The Lord has chosen each and every person here for this special mission to help to bring the oneness about, on this earth. Each one of us come to the place this day, from immensely different places. And the individuality which we were created, is magnified in this institution, because there is not any two of us that are the same. The world takes this body of people and tries to make them all like a cookie cutter, so that they’re all real similar to each other.

    Shepherds of Christ is teaching us about the Mass. Shepherds of Christ is teaching us about Consecration of the Two Hearts.

    That is the age that is coming, the Age of the Two Hearts in which men will have this tremendous love. The Mass is the sacrifice of Calvary, sacramentally made present.

    Let us go to the Mass and be one in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Let us say the Prayer before Mass --
 

A Prayer before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass

    Let me be a holy sacrifice and unite with God in the sacrament of His greatest love.

    I want to be one in Him in this act of love, where He gives Himself to me and I give myself as a sacrifice to Him. Let me be a holy sacrifice as I become one with Him in this my act of greatest love to Him.

    Let me unite with Him more, that I may more deeply love Him. May I help make reparation to His adorable Heart and the heart of His Mother, Mary. With greatest love, I offer myself to You and pray that You will accept my sacrifice of greatest love. I give myself to You and unite in Your gift of Yourself to me. Come and possess my soul.

    Cleanse me, strengthen me, heal me. Dear Holy Spirit act in the heart of Mary to make me more and more like Jesus.

    Father, I offer this my sacrifice, myself united to Jesus in the Holy Spirit to You. Help me to love God more deeply in this act of my greatest love.

    Give me the grace to grow in my knowledge, love and service of You and for this to be my greatest participation in the Mass. Give me the greatest graces to love You so deeply in this Mass, You who are so worthy of my love.

                                               -Mass Book, December 27, 1995

R. And immensely as Father Carter writes the Newsletter, they are being instructed of the way in which the Mass is to be offered to bring about this intense union, this oneness, between the Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit, the Blessed Virgin, the angels and saints, and the people of the earth, all worshiping and honoring God in great love and begging God for the forgiveness of their sins, and thanking Him for all that they are given. I come in petition, in adoration, thanksgiving to the Mass -- praising and loving God and begging for grace and unity.

    Please help me spread the Mass Book, Blue Book 15 and Fr. Carter's Priestly Newsletter.

    So all of us here are like the symphony that Our Lord said in a message that He gave. We’re all here playing this symphony and the piece we’re playing is, “The Will of God”. And if one of us is a little bit off, there’s some sour notes that come off and those are like our imperfections, and the piece is not too pleasing to the ears. And so we have to get fine tuned.

    And He keeps fine tuning us, and giving us messages, so that we go more and more toward the center, in which there will be this harmonious earth, in which men will operate as a well-oiled machine, where there will be peace, and joy, and love, and everybody living according to God’s will.

    So He’s fine tuning us all the time. That’s what is going on in the messages a lot. If there is a problem, He gives us just a little key, how to end up getting ourselves back, so that we’re going to be united doing God's will in love.

    In the world people are playing different tunes - Mary had a Little Lamb, 3 Blind Mice. Many have their own little tune, and so the world comes together and it’s just making a tremendous clutter of noise and disharmonious acclaim, contrary to the way the Father has intended this plan of His to unfold. And it is through consecration which Our Lady said at Fatima, that will bring all this in to this center of living in peace and harmony according to the Father’s will.

    A big function in the Shepherds of Christ is to lead the world into this consecration, and help bring about the completion of the Fatima mission.

    The Priestly Newsletter of Fr. Carter's is so important.
 

 

R. So if you look at Lucia’s vision, what you end up seeing is the Father in the top; the source of Life that flows through the Spirit, through the pierced Heart of Jesus, through Mary; the Mediatrix of grace. The two perfect Hearts. And then it flows to the people below. We see the altar of sacrifice - we see the Mass - WOW.

    How can we most perfectly participate in the sacrifice of Jesus, so great grace is released in the Mass?

    We see the picture of the Sorrowful Mother under the cross. We see the picture of the Sorrowful Mother under the cross, the perfect spouse of the Lamb.

    Look at Mary in Lucia’s vision in 1929. We see the Trinity. Lucia saw this vision.

    Jesus refers to the picture of Himself on the cross, in China, as the Father’s thumbprint.

    The Virgin Mary appears as a bride, Our Lady of Fatima, spotless, pure, the new Eve, showing her Immaculate Heart, the Ark by which we enter this most holy covenant with our God. Mary is standing by the altar of sacrifice in the vision.

    Mary, it is the Lady of Victory, the Lady of Peace and Joy, the Lady Clothed with the Sun. Mary is crying to her children.

 

Mary's Message
from the Rosary of August 27, 1996

Mary:  I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light.  end of Mary's Message

 

R. And the Lady comes, and she appears to children. For it is the children that must come to His altar. Little ones, wishing to be taught, learning the insights into the Divine Mysteries. She comes to the little ones. Mary comes to us her children.

    Jesus did not come with a text book and a hard-heart. His shoulders were not high and stiffly placed beside a stiff neck. They were hung over and aching, broken with suffering, hanging on a cross. This is the position of Jesus, as He mounts the sacrifice of the cross.

    Jesus is the suffering servant. He is love - He died, He rose victorious. He gave the last drop of His Blood, the last beat of His Heart.

Song: Give Thanks and Remember

R. Jesus is teaching us to know these mysteries deep in our hearts. And it’s just a great gift, that God had really given us insights that goes deep in our hearts, that penetrates our whole being, so that we can say, as He wants us to, that we love God with our whole heart, our whole soul and our whole being, not with lips only, but to be saturated, to be filled, to be living in Him, as He lives through us, operating in this world.

Galatians 2: 19-20

...I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me.

Sorrowful Mysteries

Song: I Am the Bread of Life

Agony in the Garden

1. R. God is giving us His Plan. There has to be obedience. We have to pray the hourly prayers. The Father is watching us to see if we are doing it. The funds are going to come, because we obey, because the only way this Movement is going to go to the far ends of the earth is by Him running it. And the more we get in there with our little plans, the more it’s not going to go.

    Now everybody knows there is no way we can supply the world with Newsletters to ninety countries, and do all that He is asking us to do. God has given us the Virgin Mary building to take care of in a few days.

    And He said it over and over again. If you want the funds, you must obey the messages. He is going to teach us obedience, because in the end, that is what is going to bring the world into oneness, conformity to the will of God, as perfectly as possible. People living according to the Father’s will.

    Whatever the case is, there are a lot of people out there that are being called that are not being contacted and are not, if being contacted, are not responding to God’s Plan.

    Mary told us what to do at Fatima and men disobeyed and there was World War II.

    So we have to keep doing everything that we can do, and know that in the end, our goal is; that the priests are celebrating the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass and this grace is being released and everybody is just immensely saturated with God’s grace and loving Him and knowing Him.

    This is the Reign of the Sacred Heart, when everybody’s focus is living in God’s will, obeying the Commandments and living by the Word of God, with their every thought focused on God, living in Him. I guess it’s not even a thought, it is; you are living in Him.

    Jesus just permeates our whole being. Everything we are doing is for the honor and glory of God. We seek His presence in us. This is truly beautiful, wonderful, great! This is living in the Light. And we thank Him for the gift that He has given to us, today, to have called us to this mission, to help to bring about the Reign of the Sacred Heart of our beloved Savior, Jesus. 

2. R. Pray through the intercession of Jacinta and Francisco. Let us be focused on this mission. Stay united to the Mass.

3. Excerpt from The Spirituality of Fatima - by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.

Sr. Lucia relates how the angel gave them Communion: Then, rising, he took the chalice and the Host in his hand. He gave the Sacred Host to me and shared the Blood from the chalice between Jacinta and Francisco, saying as he did so:

"Take and drink the Body and Blood of Jesus Christ, horribly outraged by ungrateful men! Make reparation for their crimes and console your God." Fatima in Lucia's Own Words, op cit., pp.64-65.

R. Dear Francisco and Jacinta, please help us that we will be able to bring about great devotion, love and honor to our Almighty God, the Lord of Hosts.

4. R. We are filled with fear, many times, we must live in love and do what God asks for. Say "yes" like Mary, perfect handmaid of the Lord!!

5. Excerpt from The Spirituality of Fatima - by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.

The angel came...bearing a golden chalice in one hand and a Host above it in the other. The amazed children noticed that drops of blood were falling from the Host into the chalice. Presently, the angel left both suspended in mid-air and prostrated himself on the ground, saying this beautiful prayer: "Most Holy Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, I adore You profoundly. I offer You the most precious Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity of Jesus Christ, present in all tabernacles of the world, in reparation for the outrages, sacrileges, and indifference by which He is offended. By the infinite merits of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and [the intercession of] the Immaculate Heart of Mary, I beg of Thee the conversion of poor sinners."  Our Lady's Peace Plan, op cit., p.2. (The words in brackets are my own-added for clarification).

6. Song: I Am the Bread of Life

R. I saw Him there before me that day, in early January. It was the transfigured Lord and I cried with deep tears that came from the depth of my heart, for He was in such beauty before me. But the presence of the Almighty God permeated the very depth of my soul and it was in that moment of grace that I was filled with such immense love for God, that all I wanted was to love, adore and worship Him. And I cried, for I couldn’t express even the great feeling and the love within my soul, as I wanted to. The Almighty God stood before me transfigured in the greatest light and beauty.

7. R. So many priests went to the seminary at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center.

    Father Carter said this, the birth of the Shepherds of Christ Movement came forth from within that Rosary Chapel because Mary appeared in there, our Lady Clothed with the Sun, for two hundred and sixty-five days which is the length of a normal pregnancy. And then we left that Rosary Chapel and went down to the Sorrowful Mother Chapel.

    In this same building so many priests were brought forth. God has given us the birth of the Shepherds of Christ from there.

8. Sing song: A Priest is a Gift from God

9. R. I see Him in the garden. I see Him stooped down! You are present there and you are seeing the Almighty God in all His sufferings, bent over and in such anguish and you see that the sweat on His brow are drops of Blood that fall to the dirty ground below.

10. R. And what did the Heart of Jesus experience in that garden? We all know a little bit of the suffering, of knowing what God has allowed us to suffer. We have suffered trying to help in the Fatima Mission. We try to spread the Newsletter. We want to spread His love to all.

    Division is suffering. We identify in suffering with Jesus because some are so blind. Jesus sweat blood for those who are so sinful mortally and won't repent, but continue in darkness.

    God is showing us the picture through His eyes. And it makes us suffer greatly inside to think of the souls, any of His precious souls to be lost forever to the fires of hell.

    God gives us a sharing in His life in baptism and He feeds this life with Himself.

Song: I Am the Bread of Life

R. I just want to say for anyone that is listening to this tape, that we are at the Morrow Center on Sunday afternoon and Our Lord has told me how immensely He is grateful for the hours that we spend in prayer, and that great grace is released on this world for our prayers and our love of God, and that satan does not like us to come together as a body and pray as we pray here, because it does affect the souls of many when we pray because He is giving us great grace, through our prayers.

    It is very hot and we are here on a Sunday afternoon the last Sunday in June for the first rosary of the year under our red and white Shepherds of Christ tent.

 

The Scourging at the Pillar

1. Sing: A Song from Jesus

2. R. We unite in one mind and one heart to the Mass and pray here. We pray through the Holy Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

3. R. Jesus is the Lamb of God. The Lamb, the Lamb, the little Lamb led to the slaughter.

    Mary is the perfect handmaid of the Lord. Mary stood beneath the cross of Jesus on Calvary and watched her Son die for our sins.

4. 1 Corinthians 15: 20-28

In fact, however, Christ has been raised from the dead, as the first-fruits of all who have fallen asleep. As it was by one man that death came, so through one man has come the resurrection of the dead. Just as all die in Adam, so in Christ all will be brought to life; but all of them in their proper order: Christ the first-fruits, and next, at his coming, those who belong to him. After that will come the end, when he will hand over the kingdom to God the Father, having abolished every principality, every ruling force and power. For he is to be king until he has made his enemies his footstool, and the last of the enemies to be done away with is death, for he has put all things under his feet. But when it is said everything is subjected, this obviously cannot include the One who subjected everything to him. When everything has been subjected to him, then the Son himself will be subjected to the One who has subjected everything to him, so that God may be all in all.

5. R. In order for the world to operate the way that God wishes it to operate, there must be the proper lines of authority, and they must be obeyed. We see Christ as He hangs on the cross in Lucia’s vision. We see the Father above, we see Jesus on the cross, we see the altar of sacrifice. We see the Holy Spirit and Mary's Immaculate Heart.

6. R. In the Movement, in the Church, whatever the institution, in the family; there must be the proper lines of authority, and they must be obeyed. All goes out the window if obedience is not followed. We live to do the Father's will in love.

7. R. We see that Jesus obeyed His Father to His death on the cross.

8. R. The fruitful garden is the Heart of Jesus. It is there that we go to bring forth the great fruit.

9. R. It is there in the Heart of Jesus that He suffered the greatest anguish for His precious souls that would keep sinning mortally and not repent.

10. Song: I Love You Jesus

R. A reading from the letter of Paul to the Galatians:

Galatians 5:1

Christ set us free, so that we should remain free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be fastened again to the yoke of slavery.

 

Galatians 5: 13-18

After all, brothers, you were called to be free; do not use your freedom as an opening for self-indulgence, but be servants to one another in love, since the whole of the Law is summarised in the one commandment: You must love your neighbour as yourself. If you go snapping at one another and tearing one another to pieces, take care: you will be eaten up by one another. Instead, I tell you, be guided by the Spirit, and you will no longer yield to self-indulgence. The desires of self-indulgence are always in opposition to the Spirit, and the desires of the Spirit are in opposition to self-indulgence: they are opposites, one against the other; that is how you are prevented from doing the things that you want to. But when you are led by the Spirit, you are not under the Law.

R. Freedom is in living according to the Father’s will.

Song: O Sacred Head Surrounded


The Crowning of Jesus with Thorns

1. R. Christ freed us. Man takes on the yoke of slavery when he does his own will, which is opposed to God’s will. The peace and joy will be found in following the Son of God, and living according to the Father’s will. Life flows from the Father in the Spirit, through the pierced Heart of Jesus, through the Heart of Mary to us. Mary stands beneath the cross by the altar of sacrifice.

Matthew 11: 25

At that time Jesus exclaimed, 'I bless you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, for hiding these things from the learned and the clever and revealing them to little children.

    R. In the Eucharist we receive Him and we become transformed more and more in His image and likeness.

2. R. I see Him, His arms outstretched, not His shoulders high in high recognition of Himself, but in an obedient position. An obedient Son offering Himself, selflessly on the cross.

3. Song: Give me your heart Oh Jesus

4. R. Christ hangs in Lucia’s vision under the Father. The daughter, Lucia modeling her life after the perfect spouse of the Lamb, the handmaid of God. Mary holds her Immaculate Heart, Mary is Mother of the children, the Virgin, the pure, the Immaculate one, she has an Immaculate Heart. Mary stands beneath the cross, the perfect servant of the Lord, the perfect handmaid.

5. Song: See the Eyes That Look at Mary

6. R. Freedom is in doing God's will.

7. R. The King mounted His throne, but He shows us how the King lived. Jesus obeyed His Father's will to His death on the cross.

8. R. It is in studying Jesus, our beloved Savior, that we learn about authority, as He did the will of the Father and as we are to be subject to Him. This is what must be taught in this Church and the world, that the proper lines of authority are followed. For there is authority and the person in authority must act in His Name. All of this is necessary for there to be peace and joy on this earth.

9. R. In this institution He will set up these great lines of authority in which every leader and apostle will be given more freedom as the Spirit moves in them. But they must be subject to the ones that are above. In the Church, the person in authority is acting in God’s name for the Kingdom of God.

10. R. Jesus is the New Adam. Mary is the New Eve.

Song: Crown Him With Many Crowns
Song: Only This I Want, But to Know the Lord


The Carrying of the Cross

1. R. There are lines of authority. God is Father. Christ obeyed Him to His death of the cross. Mary stands beneath the cross, a handmaid to serve the Lord.

2. R. How did He come? Jesus came a Baby from Mary's womb.

3. R. How did He leave? A Son obeying the will of the Father. Jesus died and Jesus rose on the 3rd day.

4. R. Thus, this is our lesson here. The lesson the teacher teaches to us. Jesus and Mary are our models.

5. R. Jesus is the Lamb of God, the One that was sacrificed. He teaches us to be one in that sacrifice. At every moment of our lives, He teaches us that we must model our lives after the life of the Good Shepherd.

6. R. The world is not like us. They are different in many of the ways that they are acting. Jesus has given us this body of knowledge that we will circulate the way in which He wishes them to come and follow Him.

7. R. Like a little Lamb, Jesus was led to the slaughter.

8. R. Jesus came to this earth, and Jesus followed always the Father’s will.

9. Song: Only This I Want, But to Know the Lord

10. R. And so our life comes in intense states of illumination and in states where it seems that we are troubled and struggling and walking in very much darkness sometimes, but within our heart there is the light always of being one in Him, whether He allows us to suffer or if He takes us to the top of the mountain. This is reality. What He teaches us here is the truth. And in the end this is what we will have; life deeply rooted in Him.

Song: Unless a Grain of Wheat



The Death of Jesus

1. Song: You Are the Voice of the Living God

R. And He speaks to us.

2. Song: You Are the Voice of the Living God - verse 2

3. Hail Mary

4. Song: You Are the Voice of the Living God - verse 3

5. Hail Mary

6. Song: City of God

7. R. It has been a long, hot muggy day. It has been a long cold winter. But at the end of the day there was always the glory of the day that followed even if it felt like it would never come. The time has been this, time of waiting, for the Sacred Heart of Jesus to Reign in our hearts. It has been a long time since the first apparition of Our Lady on July 5th, 1994.

    But with the grace of God and the love in the hearts of many here, on next Sunday we hope that we will be with Our Lady Clothed as the Sun in Florida to receive another rosary from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. 

    Immensely at the Mass I receive the greatest lights. And He takes me to the heights of ecstasy. And in that time, He illuminates my capacity of knowing tremendously and it’s like you just know all these things at once. And I want to write them all down and I cannot write at Mass. And even if I could write I could only write one little tiny thing because it takes a while to write down things.

    But this is how it will be. He will take men to the heights of the mountain in the Mass, when this great grace is released through the hands of the priests and they will know God most intimately. They will have insights deeply into the Divine Mysteries.

    This is what He is doing to us when He takes us deeply in to His Heart. Jesus tells us about Himself. We know Him most intimately.

    And it is a battleground to get to the foot of the altar for the devil wants to put up a black wall in our minds, that what we are thinking, are about the things of the earth. When behind that wall are many insights into the Divine Mysteries.

Jesus: And you hold on tight before you approach the altar of sacrifice, My beloved ones for you must be likened to Me in your hearts. And I have allowed you to fall to the ground and to skin your knees, not that you will stay there, but that you will get up as I got up on the way to the cross of Calvary, and you mount the altar of sacrifice and the grace is outpoured, and you comprehend more fully the insight into the Divine Mysteries.

R. This is a gift that the Father has given to the children of the earth. It is through the Priestly Newsletter that priests will know and love their God in this deep intimacy, Jesus says!

Jesus: I am Jesus. I am God, child. Why are you afraid when you are in the army of Jesus Christ, the Son of God. The battle is here below with the evil one. For since sin has entered the world, the hearts of many are in sin. And I am calling My children home to My Heart, that they will know Me most intimately. I have revealed Myself in these messages as never before. Come to the top of the mountain with Me and I will give you the Bread of Life.

8. Song: City of God

9. Revelation 21:1-4

Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth; the first heaven and the first earth had disappeared now, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the holy city, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride dressed for her husband. Then I heard a loud voice call from the throne, 'Look, here God lives among human beings. He will make his home among them; they will be his people, and he will be their God, God-with-them. He will wipe away all tears from their eyes; there will be no more death, and no more mourning or sadness or pain. The world of the past has gone.'

10. Revelation 21:5-8

     Then the One sitting on the throne spoke. ‘Look, I am making the whole of creation new. Write this, "What I am saying is trustworthy and will come true." Then he said to me, ‘It has already happened. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. I will give water from the well of life free to anybody who is thirsty; anyone who proves victorious will inherit these things; and I will be his God and he will be my son.  But the legacy for cowards, for those who break their word, or worship obscenities, for murderers and the sexually immoral, and for sorcerers, worshippers of false gods or any other sort of liars, is the second death in the burning lake of sulphur.’ 

 R. This is Chapter 11. It’s called two witnesses.

Revelation 11: 5-6

Fire comes from their mouths and consumes their enemies if anyone tries to harm them; and anyone who tries to harm them will certainly be killed in this way. They have the power to lock up the sky so that it does not rain as long as they are prophesying; they have the power to turn water into blood and strike the whole world with any plague as often as they like.

R. What are the spiritual plagues that inflict the earth at this time? How does He say in the Book of Revelation that they conquered the devil? They conquered him by the Blood of the Lamb. The more this grace is outpoured upon the earth the more men can be filled with His grace and know God. And they will not wish to go to these polluted things that lead them away from Him.

    We must work harder than ever in this Movement, the Shepherds of Christ that we will reach the priests with the Priestly Newsletter, that they will know more and more about celebrating the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass with the greatest love in their hearts for God, that they will have consecrated hearts, that the peoples’ hearts will be consecrated to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, that the children in the schools will be consecrated, that all will be praying the rosary, that they will unite in one fold in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, offering sacrifice to the Father, in that oneness with Christ, Our Lord and Savior, Chief Priest and Victim.

    And the greatest grace will flow from the highest mountain to the thirsty earth below. And then I heard the sound of rushing water.

Song: City of God
Song: A Song from Jesus

Revelation 22: 12-21

Look, I am coming soon, and my reward is with me, to repay everyone as their deeds deserve. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End. Blessed are those who will have washed their robes clean, so that they will have the right to feed on the tree of life and can come through the gates into the city. Others must stay outside: dogs, fortune–tellers, and the sexually immoral, murderers, idolaters, and everyone of false speech and false life.’

I, Jesus, have sent my angel to attest these things to you for the sake of the churches. I am the sprig from the root of David and the bright star of the morning. 

    The Spirit and the Bride say, ‘Come!’ Let everyone who listens answer, ‘Come!’ Then let all who are thirsty come: all who want it may have the water of life, and have it free. 

    This is my solemn attestation to all who hear the prophecies in this book: if anyone adds anything to them, God will add to him every plague mentioned in the book; if anyone cuts anything out of the prophecies in this book, God will cut off his share of the tree of life and of the holy city, which are described in the book. 

    The one who attests these things says: I am indeed coming soon.

    Amen; come, Lord Jesus. 
    May the grace of the Lord Jesus be with you all. Amen.

Jesus: I speak this message to you, My beloved ones. This is My Movement for the renewal of the Church and the world. You are under attack by the evil one for he wants you stopped.

    You must obey the lines of authority in the Movement. This is a warning before the bomb. I am telling you if anyone is disloyal to the Movement you must bring such information forward to the proper authorities. It is your love for this Movement because it is the Movement that I give to this world to help renew the Church and the world, that will help the Movement flourish. I am asking you at this moment to obey the messages given.

    The fires in Florida are a way that the Father has allowed this earth to be chastised for ignoring their Mother appearing on the building in Clearwater, Florida. They have their heads buried in the sand and do not even come and are awakened to the fact that God is speaking to them. Pray for the state of Florida. If they ignore the Mother any longer your world is on a fine line.

    I am the Almighty God. Do not be afraid. Proceed fearlessly ahead. Pray as I have instructed you. Pray the rosary, go to Mass and Communion. And all leaders and apostles must spend one hour before the tabernacle or in the case of some who have small children or unable, one hour in private everyday. If this is impossible, it is truly impossible for you to be a leader, an apostle in the Movement for you will be attacked by the evil one and you can not withstand his attempts to arrest you.

    Do not be afraid, be strengthened for I am speaking to you. It is your faith, My beloved ones. You must pray for faith. You must follow the lines of authority. You must study the words that I speak to you here. Study the words of the Scriptures and the Ten Commandments. I ask you now to read the Ten Commandments.

 

The Ten Commandments

  1. I, the Lord, am your God. You shall not have other gods besides me.
  2. You shall not take the name of the Lord, your God, in vain.
  3. Remember to keep holy the Sabbath day.
  4. Honor your father and your mother.
  5. You shall not kill.
  6. You shall not commit adultery.
  7. You shall not steal.
  8. You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor.
  9. You shall not covet your neighbor's wife.
  10. You shall not covet anything that belongs to your neighbor.

R. I have seen the Ark that Noah mounted and the earth below was a waste land.

    The Almighty God comes and His justice is felt by the inhabitants of the earth. It is in following His Word and the Commandments that the Almighty God is pleased.

    This earth is on a very fine line for many do not adhere to the Commandments.

    The beast which is the television which is on constantly in the homes of so many, teaches those things that are vile and sometimes blasphemes the word of God. This is the teacher in many homes.

    There are two, two and a half hour movies. There are movies that depict the gravest, depraved circumstances of man’s intellect, black things that are blackening the hearts of innocent, young children.

    I ask you to study the Book of Revelation Chapter 13.

    There are video games some, that are not good. How can a mother compete with a television that is being fed into the minds of the young? The innocent sit before the television sets of this world. What is to become of them? Before they are even at an early age some children have learned so many vile and decrepit things, things that are against the Ten Commandments. How can they check with their conscious when they have been fed poison and garbage from their own homes and their parents are not standing behind the Ten Commandments themselves?

    What is to become of us when the Lady appears on the building in Florida and we do not find the funds that are necessary for us to maintain or secure this building?

    Our Lord has given to us these messages. The messages that He gives in the Priestly Newsletter for the priests are to lead them to the mountain tops, that they will celebrate the Mass and the grace will be released on the world abundantly.

Jesus: Pray with me as never before, but do not fear My beloved ones, for I am God and I am Almighty and I will rescue you. I have taken you to the depth of My Heart.

    I tell you these things that you will proceed fearlessly ahead. See Me before your eyes speaking to you and asking you, will you help your brothers?

    With all your heart, will you give your heart to Me? Will you let Me move and operate in you? My leaders, more and more you will move in the Spirit in the Movement to take the position that is necessary in order to run this Movement. But you must always, always check with the authority when making decisions that you feel are not your authority to do.

    The building in Florida is a great advancement forward. The devil does a dance around the building in an attempt to stop you.

    You must continue your prayers constantly doing all that I have asked you to do. The Father is watching you to see that you will obey the messages that He has given to you. It is by His Might that you will proceed fearlessly ahead. Do not be afraid. Pray hourly, pray the rosary. Be in your heart, in love. Do not ever operate from your heads to get the job done with force or with anger. If you are frustrated within your heart, know that you must always, always obey the line of authority.

R. I see Jesus on the crucifix as He died on the cross and He obeyed the will of the Father.

Jesus: It is the will, the will, the will of My heavenly Father, My beloved ones, that you must obey.

R. And so I see that the devil has attacked to take leaders, and I tell you this, My beloved ones, it was made very clear to me this morning that this is a concerted effort of all of us. Each one of the persons that are here have been called. Each one with their own individual talents. God has trained us for this mission, He has called us and we can say no. So many have said no.

    But this is a great calling. If you say no, the Movement will suffer because He has trained you for this mission from the day of your birth.

Jesus: I call you, My children to this mission in order to help to bring peace to this world. Do not be afraid, for I stand behind you. Do not look to the world for your answers. Come to Me and find your answers.

    The world is on a sinking ship and it leads into the depths of the sea. The time for My justice is at hand. The hand of the Lord came down on a thankless people and He smited them with an ax that cut the tree dead to the ground.

    How is it with the souls of so many? The souls of so many that will not know heaven above.

    I am Jesus, your beloved One. I say to you one more time, will you say yes when I call you? How will I prompt you and get your attention? I may allow you to suffer or may allow you to go your own way, but within your heart you will feel the craving to always want more and to answer the call that I have given to you. I have called each and every person here this day under this tent.
 

 

Jesus: And those who have listened to this tape I call to you. Will you hear My voice and will you answer Me?

    The time is at hand, My young ones. The time is at hand and many will suffer the loss of their souls. If you turn your head and look the other way, soon the ax will come down and the men will fall from the trees to the ground and they will be sorry but then it will be too late.

    And many of your own children will suffer because when I called, you would not help me with the children of this earth. I am not threatening you, I am calling you and I am giving you your free will.

    But the time is here. Please respond to Me, My beloved ones.

    My Mother stood beneath the foot of My cross and she cried for her children. She could see them as they dropped into the everlasting abyss of doom and gloom. And she calls to you. The Lady Clothed with the Sun appeared to this body of messengers over five hundred times. At this time, will you still say, “No” to the heavenly Mother that beckons you?

    You are each individuals. You are each the ones that I have called. I call to you. Hear Me, answer the cry.

    I gave to this world the saving medicine for the sick souls. Will you too, turn away and say “No”?

    Every person here is important to the Father’s Plan. Every person! Every person.

    When you ignore the call that I give to you it makes the load so much heavier for those who are trying to do God’s will.

    Will you please pray for those that you know are crucial in the Movement and the devil has infiltrated their minds? For they are crippling the efforts that we put forth here.

    It is in prayer. You know who they are. You know the ones that God has called. There are several now that are giving in to the whims of satan, and they are suffering within themselves, ones that are most important to our Movement. They have been trained and taught by Me.

    Please help Me, My Shepherds. Live by the messages. Pray hourly if only for a moment, pray and your life will change. Your life will be abundantly blessed.

    I am really with you, My chosen ones. I call, I will call to you from My place in Florida. You must pray fervently that the devil does not block this mission. Pray for the funds. It is in prayer, it is in My Might. It is out of your hands, My beloved ones, it is in My hands.

    If the people of the earth do not respond to the mission in Florida the fires will continue, and I will punish the earth vehemently for My anger blazes now as I speak to you, and I wish this world to be put over My knee that I could whip them and shake some sense into them.

    Little huffy ones that will not obey the Ten Commandments. So silly they are. They put out a little fire in their back yard, but I am the God that controls the elements.

    I am God and I shall have no gods before Me.

Song: A Song from Jesus

R. I see the Sorrowful Mysteries and I see the way that He walked to the hill of Calvary and I see as He mounted the cross and He spread His arms, and He gave His All to His death on the cross to obey the will of the Father.

    This is the lesson that He teaches to the earth below but they want their own will, and so they ignore Him and they do not respond to the great gifts that He has given.

    And what will happen to them the little ones that are taught before the TV’s every day, the TV’s that tell them of sinful ways? And the children do not even learn for they have been taught by the evil one, who is lurking behind the screen in their own living room.

    Many do not see. Many are blind and dumb in your ways.

    Look at the Lady of Fatima. She is the one who stands beneath the cross victorious. She carries a message and the message is this.

Mary: You must give your hearts to God. You must give your heart to the Sacred Heart of Jesus and My Immaculate Heart. Pray the rosary. Tell God that you are sorry for your sins and go to Mass on the First Saturday of the month. I am telling you there is not another way, for God gives grace the way He so chooses. He gives grace that the earth below will do as He wishes them to do. If He chooses to do this, this way, is it up to you to try to change the mind of the Lord? What good is it to do this for God, if it is not that which He is asking of you.

Jesus: I am calling you here, this day. If you want peace and joy in your heart you will spend the time alone with Me, and listen to the small voice deep within. For I am calling you and you are plugging up your ears and listening to the voluminous noise of the crowd below, the ones that play their own music and do not play the composition entitled: “The Will of God”.
 
 

 

May 13, 1998

                Mass celebrated with Father Edward J. Carter, S.J. - May 13, 1998 in China, Indiana

May 14, 1998 

On May 14, 1998, I had such an experience at Mass. I knew this heightened level of oneness between the Father and the Son from the point of Consecration onward in the Mass.

I experienced the most profound unity of my existence in Him, Jesus, united in such a profound unity with the Father, that I cannot explain. I experienced very profound oneness.

I know this place and that experience and I long to settle in it. I can reference back to this experience. This helps me to understand the deep, profound oneness between priest and people united to God and all of heaven and earth at that point of Consecration.

                May 16, 1998

This was a month before we got the building in Clearwater.
 

June 2, 1998

R. Dressed in His Blood - wounds all over - Go through the Sheep gate - you take up your cross and follow Him - In the End Comes the Victory.

All played as they entered the Titanic.

The great city that could not sink.

They boarded it with luggage and riches.

So much went down to the belly of the earth.

They had all that baggage to watch it go to the earth. The flesh was eaten by the fish of the sea.

She was ripped by an iceberg, she went down quickly April 14 - 15 in 2 1/2 hours.

2228 people boarded the vessel.

She sunk for sure. 

Genesis 1: 27 - 28

God created man in the image of himself,
in the image of God he created him,
male and female he created them.

God blessed them, saying to them, ‘Be fruitful, multiply, fill the earth and subdue it. Be masters of the fish of the sea, the birds of heaven and all the living creatures that move on earth.’

 

R. The Lord gave man dominion over the fish, and yet for some of these people, that went to the deep on the Titanic, they became the prey of the fish of the earth. They were the food that fed the black abyss of the sea.

Jesus: Can you see that your dirt is not the saving bread?

Life comes in Me, The Master of the Sea, The Master of man.

Your master was your gods and I smite you, silly senseless earth. I smite you, as with the sinking of the Titanic, the men who lost their lives in the War. Children of the earth would not listen to Me. A disaster instead, you do not see the writing on the wall.

You pierced Me, you made Me cry, now child, My messenger, you cry in My stead.

You are meant to be held in the arms of the Woman, held by her, the Ark of the Covenant, the Ark that contains the morning star. But you do not board it. You go to the sinking ship.

Money is your god, oh senseless earth. Money, money, money and more money. It angers Me more, because I gift you with My Precious Blood and you refuse Me. I give more, you take little, I give, I give, I give, I give, I give, you eat the cotton candy. Did you taste cotton candy it tastes as if it would make you sick, but you eat it anyway.

Your earth is based on a sinking ship.

Watch it go down like the Titanic, for she sunk for sure, no matter how man trusted in her. It was disaster. Oh My people of Zion, come to the mountain, Israel. Know the glory of the morning. Do not wrongfully seek a few pieces of gold or silver, or a fanciful whim, a pleasure of the body. I give you a treasure in earthen vessels. I give you life in the Master, life in Me and yes, you smite Me for your candy, the fillings of the earth.

STOP before it is too late, help Me, My shepherds, sacrifice for Me. Your world is on that ship that leads into the depth of the dark sea, into the abyss of everlasting doom.

My child, I am God and I speak to you, let Me embrace you, a hundred, a million times. Little one, I have swept you up in My Heart and you do not treasure My gifts to you. You worry for the power of men, when in fact no one has the power but Me. When you suffer I allow it for My own end. Your journey is not a weak journey, it is rooted in the Master.

I take you to the balcony, you run to the dirt, you picked the ugly card. Would you stand there and pick the ugly card to send yourself. Pick the pretty card and address it to the heavenly center of My Heart. It is there you wish your address, not a dung heap pile. Would you write Mary Smith 104 Dung heap pile, Earth, USA or Mary Smith 10000000... Heavenly Pike, All Eternity, Forever and ever Amen.

Would you board the Titanic, too, My child, and listen to the men of the earth with their calculations and money? They were indeed bedecked with finest pearls and they took them to their grave in the sea.

Come out of your tombs I say, come out, look around, the bars are missing on the starboard side. You are born a star in the womb of the Woman. It is there and there alone you see the morning star. On the other craft the dark night is never over. Noah entered the ark and was saved because he loved his God first.

The people on the Titanic boarded a sinking ship, they were festive, they danced and dined with the finest jewels until the ship sunk in the sea.

My light is dawning in this world and they smite you, oh children of Zion, they smite you.

I am simple, your world has boxes that fit into boxes. Neat you say, I make an ear, a baby in the womb of a parent, I create human life and you destroy it.

I cry for thee, My earth.

My Heart is open and bleeding. The drops falling on the earth below. The sins of man washed by the Blood of the Lamb.

The Ark is ready and waiting. You stand at My Mother's place in Florida. The Ark floats in Clearwater to the Heavenly Home, the Temple, the Sacred Heart of the Savior.

You have so few to man the forces, and the children call from home. The devil has created snares for your apostles with their children. Do not think I speak to you alone. I speak to many at this time who are being called back because of the "kids". I do not call you back, have you prayed your prayers as I have told you and dressed them in the Blood of Jesus at 3, 6, 9, 12, Oh you were busy.

My shepherds, read My messages and do it.

I am God, you are man. I am the Creator, you are the creature, I have the plan. You, I ask to follow. Many do not even know there is a plan. Oh, I am sorry for their souls.

Stand at the door of My Heart and go in, you will have to pick up your mat and follow Me.

Man, thou are dirt and unto dirt thou shall return.

Is your ship one that is sinking or are you coming to the ship of the Lady Clothed with the Sun?

She is waiting for you. And from that spot will flow streams of life-giving water. The grace I wish to give and men refuse Me and smite Me and block My plan to help lead the souls to salvation.

You understand the sinking ship, don't you? People died, they died, they knew not the day nor the hour, they were caged in a cage of their own making.

The cage is the cage you make when you choose death for your soul instead of life.

The souls dead in sin are walking cages. They may look free and easy, but if I hit them today with a lightning bolt they will be locked in that cage for all eternity, and they will go down as a sinking ship, into a dark sea.

I give life, I give you the victory. I give you Myself in the Eucharist and you smite Me. They spit on Me and hung Me on a tree.

They smite Me when they smite you My messengers. They gag My mouth, they throw acid at the Lady.

Do you think I will let this go unpunished? These gifts I give and you don't care.

Oh, I hurt so for your earth.

The Lady appeared at Fatima. She appeared as the bride of the Lamb, dressed in white and bedecked with jewels. She appeared in the sky, the picture of purity and light.

She appears Our Lady of Fatima in the Americas to bring your children home, that they will board the Ark.

Singular vessel of devotion.

Mystical Rose.

Tower of David.

Your state of Florida sits as a foot on the sea and she crushes the head of the serpent with her heel. She is the Lady Clothed with the Sun and on her head she carries her children of light as stars in the dark night.

The Statue of Liberty carries her torch, the Lady Clothed as the Sun carries the children of light. They will be numerous as the stars in the sky.

They chose the balcony, they had the vision, they looked upward and not downward, they chose the pretty card, in which was written your address 1,000... Heavenly Pike Forever and ever and ever. Amen.

June 13, 1998

R. I felt an immense connection to Our Lady in Clearwater, as I have often experienced from China, Indiana. Mary is present in a special way there, and I have had very many special gifts and intimate experiences with Mary there. On June 13, 1998, the front of the church was filled with the fragrance of roses when a tape was played of Father Carter singing.

 

June 18, 1998

Jesus: My beloved ones,

Let Me tell you a story. There was a wise man, and he planted a vineyard, and in the night a thief came and sowed weeds to choke out the vines, and when the morning came the weeds had run out the good seed.

The weeds grew up and choked the vine and the vine produced sour grapes.

I am the vine grower, I plant the vines, your world has sown weeds around the vines and has choked out much of the fruit of heaven. The more weeds, the less chance of any good fruit.

Do you see the barren land that thirsts for water and there is not a drop to drink? Why would I give your pompous earth special gifts? It makes Me sick in My Heart, the Heart I give to give you life. I was buckled over in the garden, sick to My soul with pain and suffering for you, My barren earth. You hate Me and I am the carpenter, the One with the plan, the One Who creates, the One Who makes, the One Who is. I am God and I have spoken to you in these writings and you won't listen to My voice. I do not like your worldly ways, but I love you, and you reject Me. What to do now, why should I wait any more and watch you squander My gifts I give you, gifts of glory, taken and thrown on the dung heap piles of the earth?

You have choked out much of the good fruit coming forth from your vines.

My Blood comes from the fruit of the vine, you have used the vines to bear bad fruit and the Blood I give is not treasured.

You will mark your doorposts, oh faithful ones, with Blood, My Blood, the Blood of the Savior and the angel of death will spare you. 

I am so, so sorry for you, oh naked earth, you have clothed yourselves with dirt, not with glory.

Oh, I do not like your ways, you have become debased and evil, and I spit you from My mouth. 

Oh, My messenger, help Me to reach them.

I speak to you as a body of messengers that I have addressed as one. I have taken you (all of you) under My wing and formed you as the Father's family for the days of wrath, when I cleanse the earth of their crimes and make them pay for their deeds. Vengeance is mine, says the Lord, you have contaminated My youth with the vilest pleasures. It makes Me sick in My Heart, for I am consumed with love for thee and you have poisoned yourselves, (given yourselves dung) to eat.

What is that dirt that is despicable but dung? Would a man eat his own vomit? You have eaten your own waste and your children have been fed on garbage.

You do not even see the light at the end of the tunnel. You walk now, My messengers, in a tunnel, dark, dingy, cold, and wet with tears. You carry the books and tapes I give you, the medicine for this sick world. You bump against the walls and they feel slimy and ugly and you say "oh for relief, My God, I see the lighted door beyond, but do we ever reach it?" Instead it gets harder and harder to walk, and the friends you once had now become so worldly, or so it seems, but it is because I have advanced you in the spiritual life and My ways for you, and you feel alone being surrounded by a world that does not know Me.

Oh, My pitiable ones, pity is what you need, a time is here for a royal cleaning and clean up. Tidy up and make pretty I will do. You have dirtied My world with your catastrophic sins, and I spit you from My mouth, and let you go to the doom, the hole of death and doom, to wail aloud a cry of black death forever.

Who has helped you? Oh, they hung on for themselves, they hung on for themselves and what will I do? Your generations have had their day. Now the end is approaching and their eyes will see the great and terrible things of the Lord. But first I will strip your earth and make you bleed a pitiable death and then the end will come and the glory of the bright and shining day, one that will never end, for the victory will be won for the faithful ones, the ones who endured the day of My great wrath.

You think I write for you alone, I write for your pitiable earth as a warning and you hide the letters in your notebook. You have not gotten it out. I am so sorry for the money. So many you implored spit on you with their uppity tongues, and said despising things to My messengers and walked away gaily trodding the road to doom.

Oh, please, My children, help Me, for My wrath blazes above the buildings you have built and in one second I could destroy your earth with fire, but the Lady of love holds Me from you. But My hand now is raised and I do not act because of your prayers, My holy ones. The devil has an all-out attack going for every rosary and every Mass that your beloved priest would celebrate for the Movement and the earth. Analyzing yourself My messenger, why waste your time going deeper into a hole, you are battling and are at war against the evil spirits that want the Mass and the rosaries wiped out. You must keep faithful, it is holding back the hand of a very angry God. I am hurt by your priests that do not love Me. I am indeed hurt by it all. You, My messengers, have been attacked. I give you the prayers and My rosary to help you, I give you My Blood to protect you and My angels to go to battle for you in this evil, evil age.

That day comes, it is soon approaching, and I will clean the decks and no one that has plugged up his ears will survive. Your churches cannot ignore the Voice of God. Many of them continue in their sick ways of acting. Oh, have the vision of God, men, you do not see, and you do not care. How do I act on a world that has ignored their Mother when she appeared one last and great time to save you and you threw acid on the face of the lady? You see not, you know not, you are not acting as God wishes you to act.

A garden I build in Florida to bring forth great fruit and no one will help you even then, I want to wipe out your sinful earth, they are debased and proud, pompous, arrogant and worshipping false gods.

Read the Commandments, men, you do not obey them.

 

 

June 18, 1998

A Vision of God.

My Plan for this earth -

God the Father speaks:

That there would be a family as I intended from the beginning, a family of children living according to the Blue Book messages. You could not even reproduce the books, the blueprint I give for your pitiable earth. Read "The Carpenter" June 12, 1994.

I am the Carpenter, I have a plan, that the earth be one body living in love under the Father's Plan. The vision is Ours, you have clogged up your minds and hearts with dirt and now you wallow at the bottom of the mountain. I give this parable.

There was a family, a father, a mother and children, and from the beginning the children were taught of power and sick things. From the time of Adam and Eve your parents were defective and filled with sin. There was Cain and Abel, one who gave a gift pleasing to God, one who lived for his own gain and the things of the earth. The evil one smited the good one and wiped him out. And so it goes, one evil seed, one good seed.

And one comes who is pure and from her the Son of Man, the Son of God is born to this earth. The Pure, the Holy One of Israel, to save the sick and depraved children of Adam and Eve.

Now here is the parable, the story.

A father, a mother, a father who has been taught dysfunctional rules from generations passed. He is indeed a man of power. He learned this from his ancestors, but his power comes not from the Blood of the Son of Man. His power comes from the evil one. He wishes vain power and not love. He is hungry to feel accepted and loved and looked up to. He sees himself as a ruler with men under his feet. He sees as the devil looks out behind his eyes and lurks in his heart.

A wife he takes, a child is born, and his little empire begins. He has the power of election, of loving one child more than another, of raising one to the top, of persecuting another. It is a game of power. He sees the earth and what gives him power on the earth is money and buildings, talents and fame. He attempts to secure all of these to build a temple for himself. One made of gold and silver in which he will reign and all will be under his feet.

From the earliest ages a child learns of the glory of brute power for the satisfaction of lording oneself over others.

And so it goes, "my kingdom, my god, my self".

And if it isn't for power alone, it is indeed that the man be accepted by his peers and fellows of the earth.

The focus becomes exterior, the players play a game of glory, when the glory and the power belong to the Son of Justice.

He comes to inherit the land and they kill Him. He comes to claim the Kingdom for the One true God and they put Him to death.

He leaves behind His rules and the apostles. The power mongers have their own rules, and they are taught at an early age from sick families that have passed their ways down to innocent babes as they suckled at the breast.

You have fed the flock, all right, you have fed them garbage, when I gave you a treasure. You fed them with "stuff" that made them sick and then you fed them generation after generation after generation, until you came to the present age of power, hatred and self-pleasure. You have taught My children about self indulgence, you have taught them about putting themselves ahead of everyone for brute power and authority. You have trained them to seek for themselves affirmation and glory, that they would be honored. You have taught them to be gods of their own.

And in the garden the serpent said to the woman, ... 'No! You will not die! God knows in fact that the day you eat it your eyes will be opened and you will be like gods, knowing good from evil.' (Gen 3: 4-5)

You have made yourselves gods. You have acted in your name and not in My name.

You have made yourself the end, and you have taught your children to act in the same way.

Your children, like olive plants about the table, have been taught to eat garbage and not the Bread of Life.

You have taught them to make this world their end.

You have usurped My throne and put yourselves on the throne.

I am the King, I am He Who deserves worship and glory. There is no power except in Me. Other power, that which is for its own end, is false power that leads to doom and gloom.

You have made your children afraid of you, taught them to always look for power and glory for themselves. You have not taught them My ways. You have made your children focus on your sick rules and forced them to learn the silly things that you deemed important in your houses, and you have left their spiritual upbringing go to the dung heap pile.
 

June 12, 1994

The Carpenter

Jesus: You are he who goes to a carpenter to learn to make a cabinet. You know nothing. You do not have any idea of what you are to do. The carpenter knows exactly. He has a procedure whereby his plan will be accomplished. Every detail must be observed. He is the Master. You do not have the talent. You need talent to do woodwork. If you were given the talent and the directions, you could accomplish this task with such beauty.

I am the carpenter. You are he who needs to be taught. You lack the talent. You need the gifts of the Spirit to accomplish My task! You come to Me in total ignorance. You are open, the Spirit fills you with the gifts. You have everything you need to do My work. The Father created you to accomplish His tasks. You are perfect. You must come open. You must know the plan. The plan is His Will for you. If you do not follow the plan, the cabinet will not be built correctly.

I am the Master. I guide you. I love you. I give you all you need. I walk you through every move. If you try on your own, you have a problem. You know not the way to build cabinets. You know not the way to Me on your own. You must come to Me to be taught. To go it alone is to your own detriment.

Oh, little one, it is so simple. You, in your will, want to work your own plans. You know not how to do it. Only I can teach you what you need to know. Oh, please come to Me. I have all you need. The Spirit fills you with the gifts to know, love and serve God. To go it alone is like trying to build the cabinet with no knowledge of woodworking. Oh, little ones, I love you. Come to Me. Let Me teach you. The Will of the Father is the happiness for your life.

I am Jesus Christ, Son of God. I am God. I, God, long to be with you and teach you. Go not off on your own. Come to Me. I love you so!

end of June 12, 1994