We really need money for the building

and money for the Priestly Mailing.

 July 5, 2008 is the 10th Anniversary

for the Shepherds of Christ

being in the Virgin Mary Building

in Clearwater, Florida.

June 26, 2008

                    Oh Jerusalem — you suffered
                    Jerusalem in ruins

2 Kings 24: 8-17

Jehoiachin was eighteen years old when he began to reign; and he reigned in Jerusalem three months: and his mother's name was Nehushta the daughter of Elnathan of Jerusalem. He did that which was evil in the sight of Yahweh, according to all that his father had done. At that time the servants of Nebuchadnezzar king of Babylon came up to Jerusalem, and the city was besieged. Nebuchadnezzar king of Babylon came to the city, while his servants were besieging it; and Jehoiachin the king of Judah went out to the king of Babylon, he, and his mother, and his servants, and his princes, and his officers: and the king of Babylon took him in the eighth year of his reign. He carried out there all the treasures of the house of Yahweh, and the treasures of the king's house, and cut in pieces all the vessels of gold, which Solomon king of Israel had made in the temple of Yahweh, as Yahweh had said. He carried away all Jerusalem, and all the princes, and all the mighty men of valor, even ten thousand captives, and all the craftsmen and the smiths; none remained, save the poorest sort of the people of the land. He carried away Jehoiachin to Babylon; and the king's mother, and the king's wives, and his officers, and the chief men of the land, carried he into captivity from Jerusalem to Babylon. All the men of might, even seven thousand, and the craftsmen and the smiths one thousand, all of them strong and apt for war, even them the king of Babylon brought captive to Babylon. The king of Babylon made Mattaniah, Jehoiachin's father's brother, king is his place, and changed his name to Zedekiah.

                Jesus said to Peter

                    Upon this rock I will build my Church

Matthew 7: 21-27

‘It is not anyone who says to me, "Lord, Lord," who will enter the kingdom of Heaven, but the person who does the will of my Father in heaven. When the day comes many will say to me, "Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, drive out demons in your name, work many miracles in your name?" Then I shall tell them to their faces: I have never known you; away from me, all evil doers!
    Therefore, everyone who listens to these words of mine and acts on them will be like a sensible man who built his house on rock. Rain came down, floods rose, gales blew and hurled themselves against that house, and it did not fall: it was founded on rock. But everyone who listens to these words of mine and does not act on them will be like a stupid man who built his house on sand. Rain came down, floods rose, gales blew and struck that house, and it fell; and what a fall it had!’

                Oh Jesus you came a King to redeem
                    Your people

                Oh Jesus You reign forever

                God's way is to happiness, to prosper,
                    to love —
                    when we don't do God's ways
                    we have a mess

                Many Kings in the Bible were unfaithful
                    to God — going away from
                    what God commanded —
                    debauchery
                    human sacrifice

                We can do all kinds of things, but
                    if we don't do what He
                    wants — we
                    can say as in today's Gospel

                Every one who says
                    Lord, Lord - will not enter the
                    Kingdom of God

                Our mission in the Shepherds of Christ is to help
                    to bring about the Reign of the
                    Sacred Heart in the hearts
                    of men on this earth —

                We must obey God and His teachings —
                We must be obedient and loving to
                    help bring this Reign of the
                    2 Hearts

                Adam and Eve were rebellious —
                Adam and Eve were disobedient

                Jesus gives us His marvelous
                    teaching in the sermon
                    on the Mount

                Jesus is with us truly present
                    in the Eucharist
                    He is the King of Kings —
                    The Blue Books give us
                    His letters of love

I Want My Priests To Come Back

January 17, 1994 3:40 a.m.

Jesus: You know I am He Who lifts you up. In one second I can turn your feelings around and lift you up. Constantly pray to Me. You need Me through these times. Remember, I truly died for you on the cross. Remember, little one, I have chosen you to write to Me. Do you think I will ever abandon you? I am a God who truly loves His people. I love you with such ardent love. You must never doubt.

Look into My face and see My gentleness. I am the kindest of all hearts. I am He who knows how to love with such love. Become totally lost in My arms.

Do you think Satan will not taunt you? Put him behind you. You are being guarded by God and His heavenly court. Walk in My ways and the angels walk with you on your path. You are escorted on your way and you are never alone. You are guarded as a precious treasure that is being transported to another place.

You need to put all your cares in My hands. You are developing true trust when you let go and let Me take over. Keep trusting and silence the ugly prompting of Satan who wants you to worry about useless things. Quit worrying and pray and play with your children. I am telling you there is so much peace and grace gained by private prayer with them. I will tend to all the details of your life. Do not worry for one moment. Put your life in My hands. I am here, little one. Read this message and all of them over and over again.

You need to go to the Blue Book for your answers. Your answers are found there. I never leave your side. God is guarding you. Just continue to have a union with Me all through the day. All the prayer time alone with Me in one day is not enough. I want you in constant prayer.

Turn to Me and My Blue Book. This will help many priests to come back and sit before Me in private union with Me. When priests come back to the tabernacle, the flock will begin to be led back to His altar. Priests need to read these letters. They are the preachers. If they do not value their own relationship with Jesus, if they are being led away from Me with busyness, they will not preach the intimate love of Jesus. They are so busy, but it is like throwing out the baby with the bath water. I am the center and their relationship with Me is utmost.

The priests need these messages. They need to have an intimate, close union with Me. They should be preaching "time in front of the tabernacle." They should be preaching My intense love for My people and how I have so much to give. Some sermons are so complicated--yet nothing about union with Me in the Eucharist and in front of the tabernacle.

I want My priests to come back and pray before My tabernacle. I want them to read these messages and make Jesus the Center of their lives. When they are led back to Jesus, they will lead the flock home. Priests need adoration every day for at least an hour. I don't care how busy they are. None of it matters if they are not spending time in private prayer alone with Me. They need to come and get their supplies. They need to quit thinking they are doing it and turn back to turning their lives totally over to Me, to totally letting their burdens and busy lives off at the foot of My cross and letting Me lead the way.

There is not one priest who has so much to do that he cannot do private adoration daily. When the priest comes back to the power in the Eucharist and the tabernacle, the congregation will turn to God for their troubled hearts. Satan has led priests away from Jesus. They are so busy they cannot do all their work, but this must all take second place to praying silently before God and reading His words. These letters will help many priests to come back and be intimate with Jesus.

All the rituals, all the upkeep of the churches, all the little details, and the King of Glory sits alone! You have thrown out the baby with the bath water. You are missing the boat.

I want the priests to read this message. Where is the reverence after Communion and who has even heard it mentioned in the church? Private union with Jesus! What an honor! I have all you need. Come to Me and I will give you rest. I am all powerful. I have all the power. I am hyper-vigilant over your lives. I guard you. Quit trying to do it yourselves. Become selfless and let Me possess your souls.

Have the priests spread these messages. Read them in church. I want adoration of the Eucharist back. I want people to know I am God and I am coming to them in Holy Communion. I want the Blessed Sacrament exposed. I want My churches open. Union with Jesus, the love of Jesus, trust, faith, love for one another, love of God--I want all of these preached from the pulpit!

I am the Alpha and the Omega. I want My people to be led back to the center, which is Jesus. Pray for your priests. They are under attack. If Satan can wreck the family, the priests, the children, he has it made.

You are under attack, My beloved priests, and you, in your busyness, are being led away from your union with Jesus. Bring yourselves back to Me and let Me give you My love. I am indeed the bridegroom of your souls. I wait for My beloved ones at the altar. I long for private union with all My beloved ones.

Come to Me, all who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Come and be lifted up to heights you never dreamed possible. I am God. Put your lives in My hands. Let Me run your life. Quit running amok. You have lost your way and are running down the wrong road. Bring your lives back to Jesus in the tabernacle.

The world is getting farther from God every minute. Read the messages at prayer meetings. Spread them by word of mouth. The time you waste is valuable. These words are not meant to be saved. Spread them here by any means possible. I want them out, I tell you! If someone wants to read some messages, give them to them and let them read them at prayer meetings. There is no secret here. They are from Me and I want them out. I want you to speak. A lot of your discontent is in sitting around with all these messages and not spreading them. Tell your friends to speak. Speak My words here. You don't have to mention the source. Spread the messages. You are not what is important. The messages are. You will be exposed. Don't worry who knows, but don't spread your own story. Spread the messages. Like ripples on a pond, the love of God will be spread throughout the land. I have so much to give to My hurting ones. I am your God. I died for you out of deepest love. I have come in these messages to lead you back home.

Quit worrying of details. I am He Who runs the show. Pray for guidance every day. Spend one hour in front of the tabernacle. You cannot do in a million years what I can do in one moment. Quit relying on yourselves. You are only pushing buttons. When you are fixed in Me, the right door opens. When you go it alone, you have a hard road to walk. One hour in private adoration. Be silent or read the Blue Book. Your life will become uplifted by My teaching and you will sail a blue sky.

Spend time in silence and some in reading My words in front of Me. I am talking to you in these letters. What power, to read them in front of the tabernacle! You can't go it alone. You need My help. You need your supplies. But you must come and get them! You are following your tail around if you do it alone. I am He Who can do all this. When you realize My power in adoration, your lives will change. As long as you are too busy you will have a hard time. The soul craves this union with Me.

Lead the priests back to adoration and the people will follow. Our leaders have become too busy for adoration. This is the key, the key to unlock the doors to the world's problems. It is found in front of the tabernacle, at daily Mass and Communion. Do the priests ever preach any of this? You have forgotten your center, Jesus, in the Eucharist! All the power is found in Jesus. You have all that you need and you walk about and decorate My churches and clean every speck of dust and repair My pews and carpet My house and fix My organs but you walk about and miss the King of Glory who sits there all alone! Spread the messages on the tabernacle. I want them out!

Prayer For Union With Jesus

Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling in me.

I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of The Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

end of January 17, 1994

                We can seek all the things of this world —
                    We can make ourselves king
                    We can have so much pride to try to make
                        ourselves dominant over the
                        authority —

                Jesus is King of heaven and earth
                Jesus is the eternal King

                Men are willful

                All through salvation history —
                    men have given into their wounded
                    human nature — trying to rule

                In the Shepherd of Christ —
                    Jesus wants us to spread devotion
                        to His Sacred Heart —
                        so He will be recognized as
                        the Sacred Heart of Jesus,
                        by the men of this earth —
                        Jesus King of heaven and earth

                How does the liturgical year end
                    with Jesus

                    Christ the King

                The King comes as the Good Shepherd

Psalm 23

Yahweh is my shepherd, I lack nothing.
In grassy meadows he lets me lie.

By tranquil streams he leads me
    to restore my spirit.
He guides me in paths of saving justice
    as befits his name.

Even were I to walk in a ravine as dark as death
I should fear no danger, for you are at my side.
Your staff and your crook are there to soothe me.

You prepare a table for me
    under the eyes of my enemies;
you anoint my head with oil;
    my cup brims over.

Kindness and faithful love pursue me
    every day of my life.
I make my home in the house of Yahweh
    for all time to come.

                Sing: Valleys of Green

1 Corinthians 15: 20-26

                God is Supreme

                God is over all

                Men are willful

                The image head was destroyed in
                    Clearwater of Mary's image —
                    then we had a sink hole —
                    tons of concrete was poured
                    under the very place
                    where Jesus' face was

February 5, 2001

                This was right after Fr. Carter died —
                    I was able to get this picture
                    of the face of Jesus

                Now the image building sits on tons
                    on rock under where the face
                    of Jesus appeared

Matthew 16:18

So I now say to you: you are Peter and on this rock I will build my community. And the gates of the underworld can never overpower it.

Revelation 21: 1-2

Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth; the first heaven and the first earth had disappeared now, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the holy city, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride dressed for her husband.

Revelation 22: 20

    The one who attests these things says: I am indeed coming soon.
    Amen; come, Lord Jesus.

 

                The Song from Jesus - I got on the
                    Feast of the Holy Rosary
                    October 7, 1994
                    Jesus said He wanted it sung
                        all over the earth

                    Song from Jesus —

                Jesus came a little baby
                    from the body of Mary
                    through the power of the Holy Spirit

                Jesus was conceived in the womb
                    of Mary through the Holy Spirit

                Today the incarnation goes on in us —
                    we are being molded more and more
                    in the image of God

                The writings in the Bible are about salvation
                    history

                Man rebels — he is renewed
                Jesus came the Savior of the World
                At the end we see the Victor  Speech
                    in Revelations

                Jesus is born a baby
                The star shines over His bed

                Your God is King —

                Not the defiled kings of the earth —

                Men seeking dominance for dominance
                    sake, filled with pride and
                    using force, anger to make
                    their reign — manipulation saying
                    to God  
                    "get down from Your throne and
                    kneel to me God —
                    I manipulate to be king"

                But God is a mighty King

                God is all - in - all

                Men of every generation giving
                    into their willful tainted, human natures
                    have tried to dominate and
                    be a ruler over even
                    God and His ways

                Little men seeking greatness for their
                    reign of at most 80, 90 years
                    on the earth

                God is the King — eternal
                    without a beginning
                    without an end
                    fear fills the hearts of men
                    the devil presses in
                    the man says

                    "I will win, I will use force,
                    manipulation, power —
                    my anger will rattle the
                    meek ones seeking God the
                    eternal King —
                    I want to reign"

                Jesus:

                    Oh Jerusalem — the story ends and I
                        am the Victor —
                        Spreading the Consecration to our
                        2 Hearts will help to bring
                        about this great era of love and
                        peace —

                    You smite Me

                    I am your maker

                    You little feeble men — from the
                        seed of Adam — it is
                        easy to fight for your
                        own will —

                    If you loved Me and your Heavenly
                        Father — you would go
                        to My Word, to the Eucharist
                        and beg to have grace filling
                        your graced baptized soul —

                    Oh little men
                    I see you
                        trying to put out the
                        fire of My Sacred
                        Heart for your
                        evil ways and
                        stone hearts 

                You can never win —
                    (in putting out the fire of My Heart)
                    you little men —
                    I watch your dominance —
                    over what?

                I have all the power —
                In the end — all the darkness of
                    your hearts will be revealed —
                    Some made themselves little
                    gods — using anger and force to
                    fight My Plan

                The man who helps Me is one who
                    fights for the Reign of My
                    burning Heart on fire for
                    men —

                Seeking dominance for dominance
                    sake, controlling — combat is
                    not likened to My meek and tender
                    Heart of love —
                    You smite Me and
                    try to sit on My throne

Hebrews 1: 1-6

At many moments in the past and by many means, God spoke to our ancestors through the prophets; but in our time, the final days, he has spoken to us in the person of his Son, whom he appointed heir of all things and through whom he made the ages. He is the reflection of God's glory and bears the impress of God's own being, sustaining all things by his powerful command; and now that he has purged sins away, he has taken his seat at the right hand of the divine Majesty on high. So he is now as far above the angels as the title which he has inherited is higher than their own name.

To which of the angels, then, has God ever said: You are my Son, today I have fathered you, or: I shall be a father to him and he a son to me? Again, when he brings the First-born into the world, he says: Let all the angels of God pay him homage.

                Jesus:

                I want My Churches, My families
                    to be places of love
                    A father and mother marry and have
                        a baby —
                        they live in love —

                You come with a stone heart, some
                    of you — you produce
                    stones — Not love likened to My Heart

                Let the eyes of the blind be opened
                Let the ears of the deaf hear

                I am your Savior
                I am the Savior of the World
                I will Reign with peace

                I have called you to be in
                    My court to help Me —
                    not establish your stone hearted
                    reign for yourselves —

                Did you see the sinkhole in Florida
                    after Mary's image head was
                    destroyed —

                I told you then to fix the sinkhole —

                Your world is based on a sinking
                    ship —

                I come to establish My Reign
                Adam and Eve sinned
                I am the New Adam
                Mary is the New Eve
                Mary comes

Revelation 12: 1-2

Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars. She was pregnant, and in labor, crying aloud in the pangs of childbirth.

                I established the earth
                    founded on the seas and rivers

                You do not see the disorder of the
                    elements — you deal with the
                    flood and rain like happenings —
                    the earth cracks —

                Into the abyss of hell many souls
                    are falling —

                Be grateful you were chosen to this
                    mission

                Our Lady of CLEAR - WATER

                Mary golden and beautiful

                Mary — the New Eve

                Who can ascend the mountain of
                    the Lord —

                Be humble —

                You want your stone hearts to
                    rule for your pride —

                I am blessing those and their families
                    who help Me in the Shepherds of Christ

                Be as Paul says

  Galatians 2: 19-20

...I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me.

Isaiah 60: 1-6

Psalm 72: 1-2, 7-8, 10-13

God, endow the king with your own fair judgement,
  the son of the king with your own saving justice,
that he may rule your people with justice,
  and your poor with fair judgement.

In his days uprightness shall flourish,
  and peace in plenty till the moon is no more.
His empire shall stretch from sea to sea,
  from the river to the limits of the earth.

the kings of Tarshish and the islands
  will pay him tribute.

The kings of Sheba and Saba
  will offer gifts;
all kings will do him homage,
  all nations become his servants.

For he rescues the needy who calls to him,
  and the poor who has no one to help.
He has pity on the weak and the needy,
  and saves the needy from death.

Ephesians 3: 2-3, 5-6

    You have surely heard the way in which God entrusted me with the grace he gave me for your sake; he made known to me by a revelation the mystery I have just described briefly—

This mystery, as it is now revealed in the Spirit to his holy apostles and prophets, was unknown to humanity in previous generations: that the gentiles now have the same inheritance and form the same Body and enjoy the same promise in Christ Jesus through the gospel.

Matthew 2: 1-12

                Sing: We Three Kings

                The Kings brought gifts to
                    Jesus the King of Heaven and
                    Earth —
                    a star shown above His bed —
                    Jesus the King of the Jews

                When I had the vision
                    January 21, 2008 in China, Indiana —

                I saw Jesus adorned in the brightest
                    light — He came forth
                    in splendor and

                I heard the voice of the Father
                    "This is My beloved Son" —
                    The Father told me to be like Him —
                    He is our model

                To the left side of the crucifix
                    it became darker and darker and
                    blacker and blacker and
                    God let me know the awfulness
                        of one soul being lost to hell —

                I cried 3 days to think of hell and
                    even one soul being lost

Isaiah 8: 23 - 9: 3 

For is not everything dark as night 
    for a country in distress?

As the past humbled the land of Zebulun and the land of Naphtali, so the future will glorify the Way of the Sea, beyond the Jordan, the territory of the nations.

The people that walked in darkness 
    have seen a great light; 
on the inhabitants of a country 
    in shadow dark as death 
        light has blazed forth. 
You have enlarged the nation, 
    you have increased its joy; 
they rejoice before you 
    as people rejoice at harvest time, 
as they exult 
    when they are dividing the spoils. 

For the yoke that weighed on it, 
    the bar across its shoulders, 
the rod of its oppressor, 
these you have broken 
    as on the day of Midian.

                Jesus:

                    Listen to Me

                    Consecrate your hearts to My
                        Sacred Heart and Mary's
                        Immaculate Heart

                    Listen to Me —
                        Pray the Prayers I give and I
                            will bless you abundantly

                R. We are sinners
                We must come to God and tell
                    Him we are sorry —

                Bow down before the King
                Give God His due

                Jesus:

                    I have called for these 8 days
                        of prayer a month —
                        worshiping Me, praising God —
                        singing, reading the Word

                    You are to give praise and worship and
                        love to your God —

                    You are to make recompense

Matthew 17: 1-9

Six days later, Jesus took with him Peter and James and his brother John and led them up a high mountain by themselves. There in their presence he was transfigured: his face shone like the sun and his clothes became as dazzling as light. And suddenly Moses and Elijah appeared to them; they were talking with him. Then Peter spoke to Jesus. ‘Lord,’ he said, ‘it is wonderful for us to be here; if you want me to, I will make three shelters here, one for you, one for Moses and one for Elijah.’ He was still speaking when suddenly a bright cloud covered them with shadow, and suddenly from the cloud there came a voice which said, ‘This is my Son, the Beloved; he enjoys my favour. Listen to him.’  When they heard this, the disciples fell on their faces, overcome with fear. But Jesus came up and touched them, saying, ‘Stand up, do not be afraid.’ And when they raised their eyes they saw no one but Jesus.

As they came down from the mountain Jesus gave them this order, ‘Tell no one about this vision until the Son of man has risen from the dead.’

John 4: 13-14

Jesus replied:

    Whoever drinks this water
    will be thirsty again;
    but no one who drinks the water
        that I shall give
    will ever be thirsty again:
    the water that I shall give
    will become a spring of water within,
        welling up for eternal life.

 

                R. God has chosen us

                We can answer and be obedient or
                    do our own will

Ephesians 5: 8-14

                Jesus:

                    I watch you argue to prove you
                are right when you are wrong and
                I cannot teach your stone heart and
                you block My work —

                    Pray for grace to be the leader
                I called you to be — don't give
                into your wounded human nature
                to dominate, angry, fierce and then
                deny your sin —

                I am the Light of the World —
                The man who walks in darkness
                    stumbles and falls

                I give you grace to do this work —
                    you want to control My Plan —
                    be humble and watchful —
                    live your lives doing the Plan
                    of the Father

                I rose Lazarus from the dead

                Jesus:

                    I am the King of Glory
                    You smite Me
                    You block My Plan
                    Harken and be wise
                    Lest you fall into the pit yourself
                        trying to control everything —
                        being angry —
                        when I have blessed you abundantly —
                        Don't give into anger, pride,
                            jealousies, don't be
                            rebellious, willful —

                    Obey My Law
                    Live By the Word
                    Don't smite Me 

                Then God created sky and waters —
                Then God created dry land

                R. The disorder came from the fall —

                Jesus:

                    Look at how Abraham was tested
                    I test you and you show Me your
                        disobedience —

                    I reach to strengthen your faith and
                        you fail. You do not let Me work in you.

                    "Abraham - Abraham — do not lay a
                        hand on the boy."

                    How precious is your holding My building?

                    But you want to be a hero —
                        and you want to be safe —
                        and you want to hold onto the kitty —

                    Help Me —
                    You see My ways —
                    The Victory is mine, says the Lord —
                    Listen and be taught —

                    Remember when I divided the Red Sea and
                        Moses stretched out his hand
                            over the sea and the water flowed
                            back upon the Egyptians —
                            upon the chariots and charioteers —

                    The Lord triumphs once again —
                        His works are seen!!

                    CLEAR - WATER

                    Nothing is an accident

                    Are you thirsty?

                    How will I reach the people
                        if you say no?

                    Spread the devotion to My Sacred Heart,
                        My consecration
                        This is a major part of the mission
                        Mary began at Fatima —

                    You focus on yourselves —

                    Help Me

                My Jesus water is a gift for healing --

                Haven't you kept one foot on
                    and one off long enough?

I Want Both Feet Off The Ground

 

January 18, 1994 4:40 a.m.

R. Dear Jesus, I am ready for Your work. I love You. I am sorry I didn't get to Mass because of the snow. I love You, Jesus.

Jesus: You mustn't feel that I am displeased because you stayed home. You need to be with Me at home just as you are in church. Focus on Me and My love for you and keep making Spiritual Communions. I am Jesus. I am present. I talk, you write. I am He Whose bootstraps you are unworthy to tie. I am He Who loves you intently. If you only knew a little of My love, you would be preaching about Me from a high mountain.

You are he that wants one foot on the earth and one foot in the air. One foot will let go, but the other is not willing. I want both of your feet off the floor. That extra security you hold on to, just in case--that is what makes you worldly. I demand you let go entirely. You will then be free in My love. You will soar! As long as you think you are doing any of it yourself you stop yourself from the total freedom of letting go.

So here you are and I am telling you in your heart to do something and you decide to ask someone else, or you procrastinate, or you want proof. I don't give proof! The beauty of total surrender is to have no proof and total trust in Him Who truly loves you! "Well, Lord, I know you are telling me this." Then, do it child! Let go! Feel the freedom of flying. You are totally free. I am running the balloons. You, child, let go. You totally surrendered to Me and at first you were afraid, but here you are flying and it is such freedom! Take in the sights. Be lighted on your way. Do you trust Me like that? If you don't, you are still in control.

The will of The Father I make clear to you. You want that security the world says you should have. The world is not secure. It is built on a sinking ship. It may look secure, but in one instant your ship could sink and if you are counting on yourself, what will you do?

I sail your balloon to heights you never dreamed possible. Let go. I run the balloon. There may be a little wind, but the freedom of sailing, of knowing you will never lose your way because Jesus is holding you up, what power Jesus has over all and He holds you up! If you go out on a limb for Him, He supports the limb. "Scary," you say? "Freedom," I say! When you trust your interior promptings this much, when you know God is this close that you will do whatever He calls you to, despite the world, that is freedom. You are My special messengers. The world is teaching some awfully sick messages. People are getting literally sick. Become selfless, let Me possess you so I can do what I need to through you.

The world wants you to have security, insurance, jobs that they consider safe. "Be sure you have all these things to be sure." Sure of what? That in one minute there can be an earthquake and it all is destroyed? You are not sure! I have all the power. You are so silly to think you are sure of anything in this world.

There is only one thing you can be sure of: I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. Put your trust in Me and then you are sure. You may not receive a reward in this world, but you, for sure, will receive a golden reward in the next.

Let go, My children. Seek after only the things of God. Do not store up earthly treasures that wither and fade. Store up heavenly treasures that never die.

Let go, My children. I am waiting for you to let go with both of your feet. Jump into the arms of Him Who saves you. You let go, I catch you. God is there to hold you up lest you stumble and lose your way.

You walk the road to My love. It does not go down the solid roads the world has built. It is a road suspended in the sky. To know Me is to let go. Get off that road that appears to the world as solid. You know an earthquake can split that road in half. Walk My road with Me. That may mean the road seems to be missing at times. But you do not have your ducks in a row. Minute by minute you follow a road supported by Me. What freedom! To trust in Me, to do My work with support from Me is so free, but so uncertain for your earthly minds.

I tell you in your hearts. The world wouldn't even hear that which becomes to you a command to obedience. I tell you to do such things. The more I possess your soul, the more it becomes Me acting out of you. You know you are doing things you would not have done before.

This is Me. When you beg Me to possess your soul, you let go and I take over. You don't need security here. You only need the inner promptings and the trust in your heart that God has spoken and you follow His command.

How can I minister to this sick world if you choose to keep one foot on what the world calls "solid ground"? I want to possess you. I want to operate from your very being. I want to be in constant communion with you. I want you to hear the pipeline to Me every second you breathe. You will do this when you let go. I need to have full reign to operate from you as I see fit. Believe Me, I will not be doing what you would do.

When you see yourself moving selflessly ahead, doing My work, no questions asked, when you are listening to your information from within instead of from without, then your pipeline is open and working. Your answers are in your heart. You search for your answers in a senseless world, while you cover up the answers in your heart. Let Me possess you. Be selfless, be unattached. Operate as I am telling you in your heart.

"But," you say, "Oh, how do you test it?" That is the world. The more you know Me, you do not even think. It is I Who operate you. You do not even deliberate. I just work through you and you see that what you did was a vital move in My plan. But you did not even deliberate much. You were pushed in that direction and you knew you had to do it.

Child, listen to your heart. I am calling you to quiet union with Me. Silence with Me. Let Me change you and make you open. Say the Prayer for Union with Jesus, then let go and let Me do My work. I need your total submission. Your security is not found in thinking. It is found in your heart, in being so attached to Me that it is I Who live and act from your soul.

I operate you like a little windup doll. You don't worry and fret. You just go. You ask no questions. You are selfless and unattached and what you achieve is the work of the Son of Man.

I am Jesus. I am God. I am He Who wants to possess you and use you. When I do something, I do not make mistakes. Quit trying to do it yourself. Let Me operate you. Let Me do it all. Get both feet off the ground and say, "Lord, Lord, I give you My all. You use me, You run me, You possess me. I am Yours." Die to yourself and all the things of the world. You are he whom I want to possess and use to do My work. If you continue to do it your way, it is your doing a so-so job. Let go and let Me do My work as I want it done!

Don't ask questions. Don't jump back to the ground and say, "Oh, but it got scary out there with nothing under my feet. I just wanted to stand on solid ground." My ground is all that you must walk. You do not have a choice. My life in you is like being suspended in midair. It only feels good when you have decided that you will let go, that you know in your heart that trusting in Me is the only way. What freedom, to sail the sky and never ever look for security!

This is life in Me. You can't go to the world. Life with Me is like this. Life in the world is sick. You can't go there. You don't let go so you are not fully here. So, there is discontent in your heart. One foot on, one foot off. Surrender, My child. Let go with both feet and don't question! I will lift you up and lead you on your way. I need you to do My work in this world. If you become selfless and let Me possess you, you will operate just as I want you to because I will be doing the work.

Don't look for security! Pray constantly. I am as close as your breath. I am He Who powers you. You will not falter for I will catch you on your way. Your only job is to let go and trust. Know I am truly here and you are never abandoned. I love you so. You are doing My work with all your heart and I am powering your heart. Let go. Living in Me is not the security that the world preaches. It is like being in midair and knowing I am by your side and will catch you. If you feel your life is like this, being in midair, you are doing a great job. But it is not you at all. It is I Who sustain you. It is I Who act from you. You are My precious ones. You, I love to My death! Trust Me. I died for you. I am your beautiful Jesus. I am your spouse. I am ever by your side and I love you with a heart on fire for love of you. Surrender. Let go and you will be free in the Lord!

R. Alleluia. And He made them His workers and they acted as He did in them and the world knew His love in mighty proportion through those who chose to serve the Lord. Alleluia. Our hearts are lifted to such heights in Him. His ways are secure!

end of January 18, 1994

Isaiah 12: 2-3

Look, he is the God of my salvation:
I shall have faith and not be afraid,
for Yahweh is my strength and my song,
he has been my salvation.

Joyfully you will draw water
from the springs of salvation

 

                Song: I Am Your Sacred Heart

Romans 6: 3-11

You cannot have forgotten that all of us, when we were baptised into Christ Jesus, were baptised into his death. So by our baptism into his death we were buried with him, so that as Christ was raised from the dead by the Father’s glorious power, we too should begin living a new life. If we have been joined to him by dying a death like his, so we shall be by a resurrection like his: realising that our former self was crucified with him, so that the self which belonged to sin should be destroyed and we should be freed from the slavery of sin. Someone who has died, of course, no longer has to answer for sin.

But we believe that, if we died with Christ, then we shall live with him too. We know that Christ has been raised from the dead and will never die again. Death has no power over him any more. For by dying, he is dead to sin once and for all, and now the life that he lives is life with God. In the same way, you must see yourselves as being dead to sin but alive for God in Christ Jesus.

                The Victory is won

Psalm 118: 2-4, 13-15, 22-24

Let the House of Israel say, 
‘His faithful love endures for ever.’ 
Let the House of Aaron say, 
‘His faithful love endures for ever.’ 
Let those who fear Yahweh say, 
‘His faithful love endures for ever.’

I was pushed hard, to make me fall, 
but Yahweh came to my help. 
Yahweh is my strength and my song, 
he has been my Saviour. 

Shouts of joy and salvation, 
in the tents of the upright, 
‘Yahweh’s right hand is triumphant,

The stone which the builders rejected 
has become the cornerstone; 
This is Yahweh’s doing, 
and we marvel at it. 
This is the day which Yahweh has made, 
a day for us to rejoice and be glad.

John 7: 37-39 

On the last day, the great day of the festival, Jesus stood and cried out: 

    ‘Let anyone who is thirsty come to me! 
Let anyone who believes in me 
    come and drink! 

As scripture says, "From his heart shall flow streams of living water." ’ 

    He was speaking of the Spirit which those who believed in him were to receive; for there was no Spirit as yet because Jesus had not yet been glorified.

John 3: 16-18

For this is how God loved the world:
he gave his only Son,
so that everyone who believes in him 
    may not perish
but may have eternal life.
For God sent his Son into the world 
not to judge the world,
but so that through him
    the world might be saved.

                Sing: The King of Glory

Zechariah 9: 9-10

Romans 8: 11-13

                We see and don't really see
                We hear and don't really hear
                Our eyes need to be opened to
                    the truth

                In receiving the Blue Books and spreading
                    them — leading people to the
                    Eucharist —
                    we are helping people to see and
                    hear

                The light was dimmed in the garden —
                The more people do as we were told
                Consecrate our hearts to the
                    Hearts of Jesus and Mary and
                    go to the Eucharist —
                    the more we will see

                We can conquer —
                We must keep our eyes on God
                Spreading His Kingdom
                Walking hand-in-hand

                Think of how when Peter doubted
                    he began to fall in the water.

                Jesus take our hand and lead us to
                    You and to our home

                We must do what is right
                We must do what is just

                We are to unite our lives to the Holy
                    Sacrifice of the Mass going
                    on around the world —
                    The Mass is the sacrifice of
                    Calvary sacramentally made
                    present.

                    We are doing the Father's will
                        always as best as we can
                        acting in love —

                    Our lives are an offering to God —

                Jesus the Son of God gave His life
                    as a Sacrifice offered to the
                    Father —

                We empty ourselves

                We give Our Father what He
                    wants in love.

                Always in love —

                Always focusing on the Father's
                    will.

                R. God has put us on this earth —

                We are tenants of His —
                We don't take anything with us
                    when we die.
                    We are to love —
                    Our love goes on

Philippians 2: 5-8

Make your own the mind of Christ Jesus: 

Who, being in the form of God, 
did not count equality with God 
something to be grasped. 

But he emptied himself, 
taking the form of a slave, 
becoming as human beings are; 
and being in every way 
    like a human being, 
he was humbler yet, 
even to accepting death, 
    death on a cross. 

                Jesus is the bridegroom of our soul —

                We are His bride

                He gives us the heavenly banquet

                Jesus feeds us with Himself

                Jesus gives us the Word to
                    feed us.

Psalm 96: 7-10

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