Come to the 5th in Clearwater, Florida

Schedule for June 30, 2003

4:00 a.m. - Mass

4:37 a.m. - Handbook

6:11 a.m. - Mary's Message

6:20 a.m. - 6:20 prayers led by Father Carter
                 Holy Spirit Novena
                 Shepherds of Christ Prayer Manual
                 Rosary

7:24 a.m. - A Blue Book Reading or Two and a Tribute
                    to Mary on Mother's Day - May 11, 2003

8:44 a.m. - Tell My People

10:15 a.m. - Songs & Messages - October 1, 1995

11:19 a.m. - Mary's Message, talk by Rita Ring,
                    talk by Father Carter - February 13, 1997

12:15 p.m. - February 13, 1997 Live Rosary

1:38 p.m. - Response to God's Love chapter 3 (Becoming)

2:26 p.m. - Nursing Home #2

3:03 p.m. - Sorrowful Rosary Aves

3:35 p.m. - Mary's Message

3:41 p.m. - Songs from Jesus

4:00 p.m. - Mass

4:37 p.m. - Newsletter 1999 Issue 2 (His Body, the Church)

6:09 p.m. - Songs from Jesus

6:20 p.m. - 6:20 prayers led by Father Carter
                 Holy Spirit Novena
                 Shepherds of Christ Prayer Manual
                 Rosary

7:24 p.m. - Talk about Shepherds of Christ - June 29, 2003

8:42 p.m. - Response to God's Love chapter 2
                    (The Christian's Personal Uniqueness)

9:25 p.m. - Rosary of Light from November 15, 2002

10:19 p.m. - Joyful Rosary Aves

10:48 p.m. - Nursing Home #15

11:27 p.m. - Response to God's Love chapter 1
                    (The Mystery of Christ and Christian Existence)

12:25 a.m. - Mary's Message

12:31 a.m. - Glorious Rosary Aves

1:03 a.m. - Tell My People - Read by Father Carter

2:34 a.m. - Songs & Messages - October 1, 1995

3:38 a.m. - Songs from Jesus

4:00 a.m. - Mass 

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    Oh Lamb of God, Who take away the sins of the world, come and act on my soul most intimately. I surrender myself, as I ask for the grace to let go, to just be as I exist in You and You act most intimately on my soul. You are the Initiator. I am the soul waiting Your favors as You act in me. I love You. I adore You. I worship You. Come and possess my soul with Your Divine Grace, as I experience You most intimately.

BIG ANNIVERSARY

JULY 5, 2003

Come on the 5th

Please join us July 5, 2003 
in Clearwater, Florida
for the prayers and live rosary
at 6:20 pm.

It will be broadcast live on
the internet.

      

Mary by day July 5, 2000

by night July 5, 2000

June 29, 2003

Messenger:         We never know how things can change. Even

                        in a calamity things do not remain the same.

                        Things do not remain the same if someone has

                        a wreck. In an intervention a person who has

                        lived a drug related life for many years

                        may change.

                            A calamity can bring good. Sometimes

                        it is a shock that gets us moving in a

                        different direction.

                            It seems very sad when a baby is born and

                        is struggling with a health problem and

                        yet very many are killing healthy embryos

                        in the womb.

                            God reads the hearts. He knows our

                        motives, He knows exactly why we act —

                        good or bad.

                            The Church is in the state of becoming.

                        Some times things that happen can help to

                        purify us. Some of the pain we have

                        gone through in the Church can lead to priests

                        that are more holy.

                                Jesus gave to Fr. Carter to put in the

                                Shepherds of Christ prayer manual.

Prayer for Priests

"Lord Jesus, Chief Shepherd of the Flock, we pray that in the great love and mercy of Your Sacred Heart You attend to all the needs of Your priest-shepherds throughout the world. We ask that You draw back to Your Heart all those priests who have seriously strayed from Your path, that You rekindle the desire for holiness in the hearts of those priests who have become lukewarm, and that You continue to give Your fervent priests the desire for the highest holiness. United with Your Heart and Mary’s Heart, we ask that You take this petition to Your heavenly Father in the unity of the Holy Spirit. Amen."

Matthew 16: 18-19

So I now say to you: You are Peter and on this rock I will build my community. And the gates of the underworld can never overpower it. I will give you the keys of the kingdom of Heaven: whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven; whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.’

   
 

June 28, 2003 message continues

Messenger:       Jesus showed in the scriptures some

                            things Peter did wrong, but

                            he made him the head of the

                            Church.

Matthew 26: 34-35

Jesus answered him, ‘In truth I tell you, this very night, before the cock crows, you will have disowned me three times.’ Peter said to him, ‘Even if I have to die with you, I will never disown you.’...

 

Acts 9: 1-9

The conversion of Saul

Meanwhile Saul was still breathing threats to slaughter the Lord’s disciples. He went to the high priest and asked for letters addressed to the synagogues in Damascus, that would authorise him to arrest and take to Jerusalem any followers of the Way, men or women, that he might find.

    It happened that while he was travelling to Damascus and approaching the city, suddenly a light from heaven shone all round him. He fell to the ground, and then he heard a voice saying, ‘Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me?’ ‘Who are you, Lord?’ he asked, and the answer came, ‘I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting. Get up and go into the city, and you will be told what you are to do.’ The men travelling with Saul stood there speechless, for though they heard the voice they could see no one. Saul got up from the ground, but when he opened his eyes he could see nothing at all, and they had to lead him into Damascus by the hand. For three days he was without his sight and took neither food nor drink.

   
 

June 28, 2003 message continues

Messenger:       Look at all the writings of Paul and all he did.

     

Psalm 110:4

Yahweh has sworn an oath he will never retract, 
you are a priest for ever of the order of Melchizedek.

The Priest Messiah

Yahweh declared to my Lord, ‘Take your seat at my right hand, 
till I have made your enemies your footstool.’ 

Yahweh will stretch out the sceptre of your power; 
from Zion you will rule your foes all around you. 

Royal dignity has been yours from the day of your birth, 
sacred honour from the womb, from the dawn of your youth.

Yahweh has sworn an oath he will never retract, 
you are a priest for ever of the order of Melchizedek.

June 28, 2003 message continues

Messenger:       Sing: The Church Is One Foundation

This excerpt from Response to God's Love 
    will be on the internet radio tomorrow at 1:38 p.m.

      

Excerpt from Response to God's Love

 by Edward J. Carter, S.J.

3 

Becoming

        Our incorporation into the mystery of Christ at baptism initiates us into a life that God intends to develop into full maturity. Our life in Christ as guided by the Spirit is not a static given, a life that is received in baptism and then simply clung to. It is not a life that we are merely to avoid losing through serious sin. Rather, it is our task to develop this life through a process of evolutionary growth. God has truly placed us in a situation of becoming. Our personal uniqueness is meant to gradually unfold into its full stature in Christ as we increasingly fulfill God's will in deepening faith, hope, and love.

       For each individual, the process of becoming is intertwined with God's plan of growth for all creation. To understand the individual Christian's situation as one of process, of becoming, it is obviously helpful, then, to realize that he or she is part of a larger picture of becoming. Consequently, let us consider three aspects—the world, the Church, and the individual Christian—all of which are in a state of becoming.

       The swirling pace of today's rapidly changing world is unavoidably evident. If we were tempted to think all this change might be an illusion, however, there are statistics to assure us that today's world is indeed undergoing change—or process—at a phenomenal rate. Some of these statistics include the following: Before the year 1500, Europe published 1000 books per year; by 1950, the rate had swelled to 120,000 per year; by the mid-1960s the overall world figure was 1000 titles per day. This affords us some idea of the vast knowledge explosion that has characterized our times and, indeed, is one of the most important influences in our fast-changing society. The following is another statistic: A period of 5000 years elapsed between the first shoeing of a horse by a blacksmith and the first guiding by an engineer of a different kind of horse—the iron horse, or locomotive; only 170 years elapsed, however, between that first locomotive engineer and the first jet pilot who shattered the sound barrier. These are a few of the numerous statistics that could be cited to demonstrate that our world is in rapid process.

       The Church herself attests to a world in a state of profound becoming. Vatican II has stated: "Today, the human race is passing through a new stage of its history. Profound and rapid changes are spreading by degrees around the whole world" (The Church in the Modern World, No. 4); and, "Thus, the human race has passed from a rather static concept of reality to a more dynamic, evolutionary one" (No. 5).

       God has called mankind to collaborate with him in the unfolding of creation. The fact that God has placed a creative urge deep within mankind is evidenced by the myriad achievements of the human race in the areas of science and technology, the humanities, art and culture, government, and so forth. Men and women constantly surpass themselves in what they are capable of achieving. Not too many years ago, landing a man on the moon was not even considered a serious possibility; now, however, it is just as possible as a jet flight to Paris. Contemporary mankind's capacity to develop the material world and other aspects of the temporal order is such that it staggers the imagination and makes one almost dizzy in an attempt to keep abreast of the latest advances.

       This evolutionary process of the world, and the human capacity to increase its almost torrid pace, cannot be questioned. The fact that this capacity is a God-given talent likewise cannot be questioned. What can be questioned, however, is whether contemporary men and women will properly use this gift and thereby assist the temporal order to evolve to the authentic good of all mankind.

       Today's Christian must take inspiration from the following words of Scripture:

       Jesus replied, "Scripture has it:
              'Not on bread alone is man to live
       but on every utterance that comes
              from the mouth of God.' "
                                             —Mt 4:4

Jesus reminds us that we must keep material progress in proper perspective. The material universe is a gift from God that is intended to serve men and women in the quest for their temporal and eternal destiny, a destiny that is centered in mankind's spiritual nature. To say this is not to falsely dichotomize humanity or to deny the bodily dimension; it is merely to insist that the total person is meant to be controlled by his or her spirit and, from this spiritual nature, is actuated to be—and to become—what the Creator has designed.

       Human history is replete with examples of how men and women have, at times, abused material progress. An ungodly desire for the material has been the cause of unjust wars, murders, thefts, cheating in business, and the destruction of families by greed. The list could be extended, of course, but one final observation is sufficient, namely, that men and women have often allowed the inordinate desire for material gain to quench their innate desire for spiritual values. As often as men and women have done so, they have sold their souls for swine husks.

       Christians can be a force in properly shaping the temporal order in its state of becoming. By carrying Christian principles into the marketplace, Christians can help correctly direct the material world in its evolution. Christians cannot afford to be thwarted by temptations such as, "What's the use? What difference does it make what I do or don't do?" The contemporary examples of certain groups or individuals who have had a profound influence on society by bringing to light injustices and deficiencies in the present structure of things have become legion. What is more, the efforts of these groups and/or individuals in actually achieving a change for the better is also a matter of record. Likewise, each Christian, in some way or another, can also be effective if he or she is willing to pay the price. The fact that his or her influence may often remain a very hidden one does not make it less effective.

       The Christian, in fact, has a duty to help properly shape the temporal order in its process of becoming. The Christian also has a duty to witness to the ultimate point of destiny toward which this process is evolving—the omega point who is Jesus himself, the center and culmination of all human history. Through the Christian's proper encounter with the world in process, he or she is supposed to be a reminder, as Christ himself was, of the world's ultimate outcome in its evolutionary thrust. This final point of the world's development will be the entrance of the temporal order into the eternal age of things; the world will be swept up by Christ in his second coming and will remain, for all eternity, in the transformation that it will receive at this parousia.

       In giving this particular kind of witness to the world in process, the committed Christian is a reminder, however silent, that, despite mankind's greatest genius, the secular order cannot develop into a Utopia on earth. People have so often had the false expectation that a secular city can be established that will amount to a heaven on earth. So long as people persist in such unrealistic expectations, they will be disappointed. It is interesting to speculate whether those who are living today, surrounded by the material comforts and advantages of an incredibly advanced technological age, are really any happier than those who had lived in ages when these material advantages were absent. If present material progress has not brought men and women closer to God and to one another, then it surely has not made them authentically happier. Yes, the temporal order is surely meant to evolve for the sake of our greater happiness; however, the temporal order can only evolve properly and thus achieve its true purpose, if it refuses to be closed in upon itself in an attitude of absolute autonomy. Rather, the temporal order can only achieve its true purpose if it opens up in evolutionary process to its God and to the God-intended completion of its evolution that is in the eternal order of things.

       As we turn our attention to the Church, we again encounter the reality of becoming. In the post-Vatican II Church, we are all well aware of a Church that is in process, a Church that is reaching out toward that which is yet to be achieved, toward that more perfect realization of the ideal that Jesus has delineated for it. The Church is a mustard seed that is meant to gradually evolve into that full stature which Christ intends: "He proposed still another parable: 'The reign of God is like a mustard seed which someone took and sowed in his field. It is the smallest seed of all, yet when full-grown it is the largest of plants' " (Mt. 13:31-32).

       The concept of the Church as a pilgrim Church is closely allied with the idea of the Church in the process of becoming. The pilgrim Church is the fulfillment of God's people from Old Testament times. Under the leadership of Moses, the Jewish people traveled through the desert toward the Promised Land. The journey was, however, not always a smooth one; there were sufferings, both physical and spiritual, as well as numerous infidelities against God—which, occasionally, were extremely flagrant violations of his covenant law. Good prevailed, however, sufficiently for the promised goal to be achieved.

       God's people of New Testament times are also on the way; their Promised Land is the heavenly Jerusalem. The distance thus far traveled, however, presents a mixed picture. There has been a dark and ugly aspect of the Church's history; there have been jealousies, for example, as well as power politics in high places, and material greed; disloyal popes, bishops, and priests; laity who have, in numerous ways, betrayed the name of Jesus in the marketplace; apathy and a lack of concern for the world's problems.

       This evil dimension of the Church's history would be tragically disheartening if there were not a brighter side, but, through the grace of God, the good in the Church has been more powerful than the evil. There have been numerous martyrs who are definite proof that Jesus' love for an individual, and that individual's love for Him, can take such deep possession of the person that death, even a death that might be exacted through the most horrendous torments, can be deemed a privilege and even eagerly embraced as the passageway to complete and eternal union with Christ. There have also been many men and women of all vocations who wholeheartedly dedicated themselves to Christ and lovingly gave themselves in service to mankind. It is true that the good they accomplished was supported by both Christ's love and others' love for them, yet it was not always easy. Disappointments, misunderstandings, periods of agonizing suffering—these were also indelibly woven into the accounts of their lives.

       The Church cannot content herself with the good that her members have accomplished. The Church is still in the process of becoming; she is still a participant in an ongoing pilgrimage. Her members must have a spirit of openness, a venturesome attitude; they can never afford to settle down in a posture of self-satisfaction. There is still so much good yet to be accomplished. But how is it to be accomplished?

       We cannot be sure of all the future possibilities for achieving the work that Jesus has entrusted to the Church. Not too long ago, for example, how many would have thought that the principle of collegiality would today be such a dynamic element in the Church? That it is so is evidenced in many ways—through synods of bishops; priests' senates; diocesan councils composed of laity, religious, and priests; parish councils; and a more democratic process at work in religious orders and congregations. This is not to say that the principle of collegiality is being implemented in a perfect way; however, it is apparent that, relatively speaking, the Church has made giant strides toward the ideal. As for projecting into the future, however, we must be aware that there may be completely new experiences for which the Spirit is preparing us. We cannot, therefore, harbor a too static view of the Church. We should not think that the more unchangeable the Church is, the better she serves her purpose. There are both unchangeable and changeable dimensions of the Church. While we loyally hold true to the unchangeable aspects, we must at the same time give proper attention to the changeable dimensions. To do otherwise would actually be to refuse to be open to the Spirit in a proper fullness. A Church in the process of becoming—a pilgrim Church—must, then, balance her concern for both the changeless and the changing aspects of her existence. Only in this way can she be both stable and flexible enough to properly serve her own members and the entire human race.

       In discussing both the world and the Church in a process of becoming, much has already been said about the individual Christian's state of becoming, because the Christian's life is inevitably caught up in the world's and the Church's existence. It is well, at this point, to more directly consider the individual Christian as a person who is in the process of growth, of becoming more what God destines him or her to be.

       We are meant to be in a continuing process of becoming through a deeper radicalization of faith, hope, and love. True, one dimension of the grace-life is the fact that it is a stable given. It is not, however, a static given. We have to thrust toward that which is yet to be achieved. We are meant to be in a process of becoming the "more."

       Full maturity in Christ is not suddenly achieved. Even after a relative maturity is attained, this maturity can always take deeper root. This gradual achievement in spiritual maturity can be viewed as a process of self-encounter, a process whereby we gain the proper, graced self-control amid many struggles. It is a becoming through an encounter with the true self, through a gradual achievement of that self-identity and uniqueness that God intends. This becoming is achieved through a path of progress that is not always perfectly upward: there is the reaching out for good, but also the succumbing to evil; there is the discovery of strengths and talents, but also the painful awareness of weaknesses and limitations. There are, in short, successes and failures. There is joy—sometimes intense joy—over what is achieved in personal growth; however, there are also periods of discouragement—sometimes moments of near despair—because further growth seems impossible. All this happens because the process of becoming has inherent within it a constant newness that is linked to a certain sameness. We are always the same persons, but always different persons, too.

       Moreover, the process of becoming through a proper encounter with the true self takes place not in a vacuum, but rather, within the framework of an encounter with the material world, with human persons, and with God. The encounter with the material world—and, indeed, with the entire temporal order—is meant to be characterized by a correct use of creation, by periodic renunciation, and by a spirit of creativity. The correct use of material things enables the person to grow by respecting the fact that the bodily aspect of his or her being has situated him or her in a material world that is meant to serve the person's needs. The fact that persons are in part material beings means that one aspect of God's plan for men and women intends that they grow, that is to say, that they become, through the proper encounter with, or use of, the material.

       As long as men and women are on this earth, there will always be in them both a sinful tendency and a thrust toward good, and, consequently, they do not always properly relate to the material. For an individual to achieve a correct use of material things and other temporal values, he or she must periodically renounce them. At times, becoming means not becoming in a certain way, not encountering this thing or this value.

       Also, the material and temporal order offers wide possibilities for individual creative instincts. By shaping the raw stuff of creation through the various uses of one's creative forces, a person can become that which he or she was not. The imprint of one's creative image where it did not previously exist is a reflection of a certain development, or becoming, within the individual person.

       As significant as the encounter with the material world may be, however, it is obviously not as important as the encounter with human persons. God intends that so much of our spiritual growth occur as a result of our proper encounter with others. So much of our growth toward mature personhood occurs in the give-and-take of personal encounter. Until rather recent years, spiritual teaching placed a great emphasis upon the correct performance of certain practices. That appeal, however, did not always properly emphasize the fact that those practices were important only to the extent that they deepened the Christian's personal relationship with God and his or her fellow men and women.

       The selflessness that is required for authentic relationship to the other readily points out why encounter with persons is such an important contributing factor to true becoming. The Christian life is primarily a going out of ourselves to God and to human persons. This transcendence of self is not always easily achieved, however, precisely because it involves a process of overcoming the strong thrust of selfishness. Although going out of self to God is obviously the primordial relationship for the Christian, it is interesting to note that, through the words of Scripture, God tells us that our relationship to our neighbor is the criterion by which we are to judge our love for him:

              If anyone says, "My love is fixed on God,"
              yet hates his brother,
              he is a liar.
              One who has no love for the brother
                     he has seen
              cannot love the God he has not seen.
                                                               —1 Jn 4:20

       Going out to others, serving them, being for them, and loving them is a dynamic process. There is no set pattern that can perfectly serve all this. Surely there are certain established Christian principles and truths that govern our encountering and serving others; however, these truths have a certain flexibility built into them so that they can be assimilated to meet the particular situations of unique individuals. Our encounters with others—whether it be a case of relating to a partner in marriage or to a friend or to those who are recipients of our service or whatever—give proof to each of us, according to his or her own experience, that there can be no question of a static pattern of behavior to govern personal relationships. There is always the new, the unexpected, the surprising, or the significant change in behavior that must be considered along with the more stable elements that comprise personal encounter. Becoming by going out to the other truly is a dynamic process.

       If an individual person grows toward Christian maturity through a proper encounter with material creation and other facets of the temporal order, as well as through encounters with others, individuals must especially grow, or become, through an encounter with God. Growth through encounters with both material creation and other persons is rooted in our maturing through the relationship with the great source of all becoming—namely, God himself. He himself is infinite being, and he constantly wants to communicate himself to us so that, drawing from his infinite source of life, we might become more what we are meant to be—more of what he desires that we become.

       God draws us on to greater fulfillment according to the pattern of Christ's example and teaching. There is no other way according to which we progress to spiritual maturity. There is no Christian perfection that we can acquire, no possible development of our Christian personalities unless it occurs through Christ Jesus. The Spirit, however, does not superimpose this pattern of Christ upon us in an artificial way. The Spirit does not shape us according to the image of Christ without deep concern for our uniqueness; we are all different, and the Spirit supremely respects this fact. Furthermore, if the Spirit is of such an attitude, so must we be; we must not box ourselves in, all trying to fit into the exact same mold and maintaining that this is necessary because we must all follow the same Christ. The pattern of Christ is the creation of an infinitely wise God. He has arranged that the one pattern of Christ is also a pattern that has as many possibilities for unique assimilation as there are individual persons.

       We all follow the one and same Christ and we must all have an attitude of complete openness, of expectancy concerning the unpredictable, an attitude that will allow the Spirit to lead us according to his way of forming us in the image of Christ. At times we might have a too minutely preconceived idea of how we will become in Christ and we are, therefore, somewhat rigid about the whole process. Although the following of Christ is basically the same for all, how can we be sure what particular path of imitation—mapped out in rather complete detail—the Spirit has prepared for each of us? We can certainly be tempted to think that we know with considerable certainty the way in which our becoming in Christ should logically evolve. We must learn, however, to balance an attitude of stability that is rooted in a certain way of life, a certain way of following Christ, with a spiritual freedom that makes us really open to what the Spirit wants of us, however surprising, novel, or unusual this may seem.

        end of excerpt from Response to God's Love

June 28, 2003 message continues

Messenger:           Mary is the Mother of the Church.

                        We went to see a priest yesterday and

                            he said

                            Put Mary back in America.

                            This is what the priest gave me.

June 28, 2003 message continues

Jesus speaks:       Ask yourself America why God allowed

                            Mary to appear in America.

                            500 years later Our Lady of Clearwater

June 28, 2003 message continues

Messenger:       Father Carter always said unless priests

                            have that relationship with

                            Mary, they won't have that

                            deep intimate relation with

                            Jesus.

                        Here is what Bishop Sheen says:
     
  

Excerpt

Transcribed from a tape entitled

The Blessed Mother 

Archbishop Fulton J. Sheen

Conference given for priests - Conference 18

Ministr-o media, Inc. 1974

"The Church then has had a virgin birth. And as we lose our respect for the virgin birth of Christ, we lose our respect for the virgin birth of the Church. We no longer understand it as the bride of Christ. And when we get to heaven what are we going to assist at? Nuptials, the marriage of the Lamb. And in the 12th chapter of the Book of Revelation, we have another image and picture of the Blessed Mother in the constant struggle of the Church or the bride with the devil.

'And there appeared a great portent in heaven, a Woman robed with the sun, beneath her feet the moon and on her head a crown of twelve stars. She was pregnant and in the anguish of her labor she cried out to be delivered.'

In the original Greek, that is in the present tense. Even in the Book of Revelation, the Blessed Mother is always bearing children, bringing forth children. That's the Church."

end of excerpt from Archbishop Fulton J. Sheen

June 28, 2003 message continues

Messenger:       Father Carter at the direction of Jesus

                            tried to lead the priest in that

                            deeper life of consecration to the

                            Immaculate Heart of Mary.

                        I want to quote from the experience

                            I had yesterday.

                        Mary is the singular vessel —

                        Mother of our Christ-life.

Excerpt from June 28, 2003 - Feast of the Immaculate Heart of Mary

  
Messenger:     Today Jesus sent me to a Mass at
                        St. Care's convent.
                            I was wrapped in the arms of my Mother's
                        love. In all the times Mary has appeared
                        to me I never felt such love for Mary
                        and from Mary and from this was so
                        deeply connected to Jesus and His love.
                            I deeply knew the intimate love of
                        the Two Hearts as never before.
                            In this experience I realized so deeply
                        how Mary's love and my union with
                        Mary can take me so deeply into union
                        with God. It was a place I wanted to
                        stay, of peace and joy wrapped in the
                        intimate love of God, but knowing
                        deeply the love of my beloved Mother.
                        It reminds me of the message Jesus
                        gave to Fr. Carter on the feast of St. Ignatius
                        July 31, 1994. 

June 28, 2003 message continues

Messenger: Oh Immaculate Heart of Mary let me
                        dwell so deeply in your heart and then
                        be so intimately united to Our Beloved Savior,
                        Jesus.

                    I know love with God, in the past day I
                        knew so deeply my desire to love
                        God and I prayed so deeply to be able
                        to unite to God at Mass giving Him
                        such deep love, loving Him because
                        I just love Him so much, loving
                        Him because He deserves my love,
                        wanting to give Him deeper and deeper
                        love, just to give Him love.

                   Then today I was wrapped in the Heart of
                        Mary and I deeply knew the place
                        of love in union with the
                        Two Hearts.

                    Oh how to write, I do not know how to
                        express in words.

                    My heart burns for love of the
                        Two Hearts and I know Their
                        love, I know that place of peace,
                        I know God and I want Him,
                        I know He exists - I know this
                        is the place my heart longs to be -

                        wrapped in the love of Our Mother and
                            in deepest union with God.

                        She is the singular vessel.

                        I knew her purity and her love so
                            deeply in my soul
                        And in that I knew the burning
                            on fire love of her Son Jesus -
                        And in that I more deeply knew
                            the love of God.

                            Jesus is God.
                            Jesus is one with the Father and
                                Holy Spirit.

                        This love is real to me.
                         I  know my Mother.
                         I know the Mother of the Eucharist
                            and what that means more than
                                ever before -
                        It is a love wrapping me in a 
                                blanket of peace and joy -

                        To be so connected to God as this knowing
                            the love of my Mother is a place
                            of loving surrender, a place I 
                            long to be, embraced by my God
                            and knowing the vessel to that
                            love as Mary is, for she is -
                            pure and Immaculately conceived -

                        She is a vessel to deeper and deeper love
                            with the Divine God.

                        Oh burning Heart of Jesus, I understand
                            more fully why You want Your
                            Heart venerated next to Your
                            and my Mother Mary.

                        And how did all this happen to me -
                            In a light, an experience God
                            gave me, an outpouring of
                            His grace where I so deeply
                            felt the love of Mary and
                            the love of the Divine God.

                        It is revelation that God gives 
                            to me when He outpours His
                            grace in my soul.

    Oh Lamb of God, Who take away the sins of the world, come and act on my soul most intimately. I surrender myself, as I ask for the grace to let go, to just be as I exist in You and You act most intimately on my soul. You are the Initiator. I am the soul waiting Your favors as You act in me. I love You. I adore You. I worship You. Come and possess my soul with Your Divine Grace, as I experience You most intimately.

June 28, 2003 message continues

Messenger:     I pray for a deeper love of Mary and
                            
                            for me to be flooded by this

                                love again.

                       I pray to know that deep connection

                            between me and love of the Two

                             Hearts.

                        Oh I love the Immaculate Heart of Mary.

                        Oh I love Mary, my Mother Immaculately

                            conceived.

                        I love the connection of Mary and

                            the Eucharist.

                        My heart will long remember the

                            joy and peace of closeness I

                            experienced with these Two Hearts.

                    Love is not a bookish thing -

                        it is a joy in the heart -

                        it is God acting in my soul and

                        revealing His love to me -

                        it is seeing more clearly how Mary

                            loves her little children -

                        More than any earthly mother and

                            her desire to lead them into

                            the deepest intimacy with

                            her Son Jesus.

end of excerpt from June 28, 2003

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