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June 30, 2007
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Thursday, July 5, 2007 is the 13th Anniversaryof when Mary first appeared.Excerpt from Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary
July 5, 1994 6:30 p.m.
Messenger: I was told to go to Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center to pray the rosary with my children. There were people in the front of the church, so we decided to pray the rosary in the back before the Sorrowful Mother statue. I had the following vision at the end of the rosary.
The statue of the Sorrowful Mother was lit up as if she had fire around her. The light was very bright. Her whole gown was all-white, but the statue's gown is blue and pink. She was all aglow. It looked like the glow that comes off of a fire. Her face kept changing but remained totally sorrowful-the sorrow of an older woman. She was in such pain and sorrow! (It was hard to explain how she looked-extremely pained!) Her face looked as though she was in such pain that she could hardly bear it.
The vision remained like this for about ten minutes, having begun during the last Hail Mary of the Sorrowful Mysteries of the rosary. She was holding something-it was all bright white-the brightest light ever!
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June 30, 2007
It is the love I seek to know
God's love and to love each other. We were
created with a desire to love and be
loved.
When one is wounded as a child, in
relationships they may shut themselves off —
be as the guy wrapped in burial cloths,
as a mummy —
What happens then — they do not,
sometimes, want to express feelings
spontaneity is locked in — they can
become a tomb from locked feelings,
but if something triggers in them
the loss of living in love — or pressure
exists for work etc. — they may become
enraged that they have been like
a damsel locked in a high tower —
They themselves as a child may
have escaped to a high tree to
not be in the middle of dysfunctional
parents, alcoholics, anger — a place
to shut off so they were not affected
by what went on around them — so
they become desensitized to events
around them to survive the dysfunction
that went on, raging, fighting, passive
ways that left the air so heavy with
pressure. At least it was not a safe
place, like others may have had where
they were learning to love and trust —
they learned to distrust, escape,
and harden their heart.
As adults they may carry this "shell-
shock" survival mode with them —
they scan the atmosphere and may
have habits that being with others
is not a very safe place — they must
go off to their safe place —
When in fact they are out of a
dysfunctional home — they can, time
and time again, set up the old homestead —
The problem is in them — the survival
skills in them — the running off — away
from healthy contact — in them —
the skills learned for loving entering
and existing in them — clumsy — not
keeping connection —
Now Jesus' call to us to oneness
before His bitter death — the desire
that we be one
John 17: 21-23
May they all be one,
just as, Father, you are in me
and I am in you,
so that they also may be in us,
so that the world may believe
it was you who sent me.
I have given them the glory
you gave to me,
that they may be one as we are one.
With me in them and you in me,
may they be so perfected in unity
that the world will recognise
that it was you who sent me
and that you have loved them
as you have loved me.
We were created to walk hand-in-
hand in love helping each other —
babies look at your eyes, they follow
you — they want connection — they
like that security —
No matter what survival modes
learned we must realize that if
we grew up in a dysfunctional
home — we learned some astringent
survival skills — maybe — that kept
us scanning the atmosphere to see
what was safe or not and when the
atmosphere is safe today we may
be preparing ourselves for the
isolation, unloving ways we may
have had to learn and set up old
homesteads with people who aren't
doing a thing for why we are trying to
survive.
Keeping ourselves locked away for
30 years — surviving in new relationships
like we are in a war zone — can be
like a damsel locked in a high
tower by herself.
"I won't ever trust", she says —
"I may get hurt, disappointed" —
So we can wound ourselves more —
depriving the person created in the
image and likeness of God — and God is
love — depriving oneself of interacting
love and when stress occurs a person can
be like the damsel in the tower —
One key Jesus gave me is this —
in the middle of the night He woke
me to say —
"the key is love"
We were created in the image and
likeness of God and God is love.
So if we get so isolated because
of fear and fail to trust and love others
as we should — husbands, wives,
intimate others — in religious orders
our spiritual director, superior etc. —
we can be as a locked box — a damsel
in a locked tower by herself — depriving
herself — life long of loving interacting
with safe others —
One thing Jesus told me — if Mary
walks into the room — pure and sinless
and a person would use passive-
aggressive measures on Mary, the
sinless one, to project their rage from
locking themselves up — their provoking
ways from wounds past may not be
as big of an issue as how they feel
about their state of life now.
We have a vocation — Married people
must be faithful to their spouse —
Religious are married to Jesus in a
special way — they must love this
spousal relationship — like a husband
and wife have a special relationship
for each other.
God is the most perfect spouse.
Today in this world so centered on
"me" and not real love, trust
etc. — we must have some others
we trust that are close to us — if
we don't trust the people over
us in religious life it is very hard
on us.
If we don't trust our spouse
and we are married it is hard on us.
Strong religious communities will
be formed on love and trust.
The body of Christ should be
rooted in God's love. God is love.
We were not put here alone.
We were put here to walk hand-in-
hand and love our vocation.
Passive-aggressive actions toward
others - provoking — comes from fear,
bad habits, insecurity, evil ways
inside that need to be healed.
Depriving oneself of relationships
can be bad like depriving ourselves
of eating —
God wants holy oneness — that means
seeing God in each other and existing
in Him as a unit —
not like a right and left shoe —
right shoes don't work so good
on the left foot.
Love amongst the brothers —
love as God talks about in the
scripture — love that forgives our
brothers in God's family — not
the sex etc. relationships for our own
personal gain — love because it is God's
will to get along and help each other.
We want order — we want things to
be automatic. God gives us order —
order in the planets, order in how
each animal and bug is so unique,
order in our thinking, order in our
body — i.e. women can have babies a certain
time in life — our eyes get old, our
legs aren't as good as we get old —
numerous examples —
But for me being too detailed can be
a block to the spiritual life — "perfectionism"
God lets us on this earth — not knowing when
we will die, when the baby will come, when
it will rain, who and if we will marry,
etc., etc., etc. — the unknown —
and with the unknown comes the journey
of faith —
I believe even when I don't see
I know God even when I don't
touch Him
I trust some others even though I
am not in their head and inside
of their hearts —
Look at paper dolls —
how is one doll?
not very big — looks pretty lonely
Now see a whole chain connected hand-in-
hand — pretty sturdy
God gave us hearts to love — to stay
connected
Memories to remember good times —
I have so many loving memories with
Jesus, I have built a relationship
with God—
I am existent in Him
Today God wants us to spread the Good
News — to tell the truth
Movies are teaching mighty lessons —
People are made mysterious — some
so untrustworthy
Violence is at an all time high —
making people insensitive to horrendous
evil things.
We can't turn the other cheek when
babies are being taught things at an
early age through cartoons, movies, . . .
aborting babies
right is made to look wrong
wrong is made to look right
Confusion in movies with the
mysteries of Christ —
adding confusion, confusion to
minds
Dark, ugly things in pictures are the
popular ones
The dignity of the human body is
violated —
The beautiful body created by God —
toes are dismembered
gross awful things that are not
pleasing to God
the day of Bambi losing his mother
is long gone
what about singers — wooing girls and
pretty sweet girls — so
beautiful in sweet, light, white
dresses
Women dressed like tough men
There are major messages taught in
TV and computers that have made man
into creatures so hardened in heart. I
have a free will not to watch T.V. If I
do watch lots of TV shows I have
invited myself into the seductive
world of the devil. The devil
wants to use the media to rape
the minds — If I say "yes" to watching
the TV then I allow satan to
try to pull the wool over my eyes.
The TV is so focused on power-over
others for dominance sake — lust,
envy, greed, pride, focus on self —
Not like Mary who said
Luke 1: 46-55
The Magnificat
And Mary said:
My soul proclaims
the greatness of the Lord
and my spirit rejoices
in God my Saviour;
because he has looked upon
the humiliation of his servant.
Yes, from now onwards
all generations will call me blessed,
for the Almighty
has done great things for me.
Holy is his name,
and his faithful love extends age after age
to those who fear him.
He has used the power of his arm,
he has routed the arrogant of heart.
He has pulled down princes
from their thrones
and raised high the lowly.
He has filled the starving with good things,
sent the rich away empty.
He has come to the help
of Israel his servant,
mindful of his faithful love
—according to the promise
he made to our ancestors—
of his mercy to Abraham
and to his descendants for ever.
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