From Blue Book 11

April 22, 1996

Jesus: I have spoken to you on the 22nd of the month concerning the Center and the Shepherds of Christ Movement. The Center will light up the darkened world. I ask you to spread the messages of My love in God's Blue Book. I am a burning fire filled with such love for men. My light will shine when hearts are joined in deepest love with My Heart. You will unite in one mind and one heart when all are consecrated in their hearts and are fervently loving My Heart and My Mother's heart.

 

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                Jesus speaks:

I have called you in these troubled times in this world to be My Apostle of My Sacred Heart.
Tell the people these messages given by Me for all these years.

The first Blue Book was given in 1993, the others were given while Mary appeared many times.
This is a great gift from your heavenly Father allowing Mary to appear for 19 years to Rita.

Do not ignore this message any longer.
Mary has appeared  in Clearwater for all these years.
The daily message has been given for 15 years.

You have been in the building in Clearwater, Florida for 15 years
where Mary appeared for 17 years.

You know what happened with World War 2, 
be Apostles of My Sacred Heart.
I beg you to spread these messages now,
spread the Blue Books.

Miracles in healing will occur – physical and spiritual if people follow My directions given in these writings and in the Shepherds of Christ.

I am Jesus, the Son of God
Listen to My call
Help spread these Blue Books and the directions I have given you.
Join in the retreat July 3, 2013 to July 5, 2013 in Clearwater, Florida and they will be praying in China.
This retreat is for reparation behind where Mary's image head was.
The Mass will be at 2:00 on July 5th and the prayer service and procession starting at 6:20.
Come to Clearwater, Florida for this anniversary and retreat.
I am Jesus, the Son of God.
Mary has delivered her messages at the direction of God the Father.
I have delivered My messages sent by My Father to the world - Spread the Blue Books.
Spread My letters of love.
I love you so, I died for you and I remain with you in the Holy Eucharist this day.
This is the Mighty Medicine.

I love you, Jesus

 

Jesus gave me a message:
I want Blue Book 10 published and the
Parents and Children's Rosary Book reprinted.

The Blue Book 10 and the
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should be presented together as a unit
because they are from January 1st, 1996 to March 31, 1996.

I would like the Parents and Children's Book
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Dan called and gave the report to me, when I hung up I saw this rainbow and took a picture for him.

 

 

July 3, 2013 Rosary

Clearwater, Florida

Transcribed Live from a Tape

Songs

R. So Our Lord asked us to help make reparation, to sing the songs that He wants us to sing. Our time here is really short and yet we know that we don't do everything perfect and so we have a lot of work to do. But He loves us so much, and when you love somebody, you just want to keep helping them and be close to them and want them to say yes and be close to you too.

Song: You'll Never Walk Alone

R. When you walk through a storm hold your head up high. What happens if you are walking through a storm and it's really, really, really a bad storm, and it's dark at night, and you bury your head in your chest and a big car goes by – what happens? So if you have a problem you want to see where you go, don't you? If you got a problem you should lift your head up and try to work the problem out, but what satan does is, he tries to come through, and he tries to make you mad, or he tries to make you frustrated, or he tries to make you blinded through jealousy or anger, or envy, all the other things, thinking you are not enough, right? God created us and He has a special plan for us. So if we have a problem why would we bury our heads in our chest, isn't that kind of stupid. We should raise our head up high to see where we are going.

Song: You'll Never Walk Alone

R. Wouldn't that be right? If we could just trust in God the whole time and see that lighted tunnel. So that even though we get older, even though we end up having problems, and we wrote the story of our lives, we would go back and could see all the problems that we really went through and guess what, we came through them didn't we? So we see the lighted tunnel because we always know that God is there and we can trust in Him and we know that this is part of our trial here. This is part of what He is putting us through, or allowing us to suffer, either to die to something and rise to be more likened to Him, or He may be putting us through it, because we made our own mess. Whatever the case is, we keep our eyes on Him, that means keeping your head up, and keeping your eyes on Jesus, not being afraid of the dark, but realizing that in the tunnel it's always lighted, because God is always there and we can trust Him, even though we don't know what tomorrow will bring, we can still trust Him. That's what hope is all about, at the end of the storm is a golden sky. Wow!

Song: You'll Never Walk Alone

R. As long as we go through life and think we know it all, guess what? We are not going to learn nothing, right? Any of us think we know it all? We walk through life and we know that we are suppose to keep our focus 'out' and we are going to be learning some stuff and we are ready to hear, ready to listen. Are we ready to join our brothers, and to be all that God wants us to be in the building of His Kingdom.

Song: What the World Needs Now is Love

Songs

Excerpts from August 19, 1996 Rosary from Blue Book 12

Jesus: I am with you in a special way. This is the 19th of August, 1996. On August 19th, 1917, My Mother appeared to the children at Fatima. I am glad that you are here, that you have come to venerate Our Hearts. It is through Our Hearts and through you that many hearts will turn their hearts to the love of Our Hearts. Do not underestimate the importance of this meeting here. Each of you were uniquely selected by Me to participate in this plan of the Father to help spread the love of Our Hearts throughout this world. Come to My Heart now. Come into My Heart and feel the warmth in My Heart, for this period in time will be a time of refuge for you, for you will be comforted by My love and the love of My Mother. I am Jesus, how I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

R. For Faith, Hope and Love

R. Let us focus on the gentle and tender heart of the Virgin Mary. Let us think of how pure and how loving is her heart. This young, young girl and an angel comes and appears to her and asks her to be the Mother of God.  end of excerpts

R. For Hope

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R. For what will it be for any of us if we did not have that focus on knowing that, if we serve God, that we will receive a reward for what we do. There are many people in the world today, that are not focused on God, that are not focused on Him at all, that do not think about Him and everything that they do, that have suffered, so many things because they have put God out of their life. One of the saddest things was continually over the 19 years that Mary appeared to me, and it will be 19 years July 5th, 2013, that she appeared - one of the saddest things, is to see the Blessed Mother and to hear her say that souls are dropping into hell like rain.

R. For Hope

Excerpt from August 19, 1996 Rosary from Blue Book 12

R. Oh Mary Immaculate, Mary most pure, Mary most holy, Mary our Heavenly Mother.

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R. We come to you and we know always that you did the Father's will, that you were the servant of the Father, that you served Him, that you lived to serve Jesus, that you raised Him and you loved Him. You were the perfect handmaid of the Lord.

Excerpt from August 19, 1996 Rosary from Blue Book 12

R. We thank you and we love you, for giving us this rosary. Help us to model our hearts after Your heart. Help us to be closer to you and closer to your Son in this rosary. Come Holy Spirit and fill our hearts with the fire of Your love.   end of excerpt

R. For Hope

July 3, 2013 Rosary continues

And He (Jesus) says: I call you to be in the right place at the right time, to do what it is that I ask you to do, to give your heart as you should give your heart, to be focused on what is going on now, these prayers that I have asked for, for reparation, the prayers that are so deserving for all of the years that you were given this building, for all the times when the 5ths and the 17ths and the others meetings in which I called were called to focus on the prayers, to do as I ask you to do, to say 'yes' as Mary said 'yes'. Her whole life giving herself as the perfect handmaid of the Lord, to be attentive to what is asked, and to answer that call, to be a handmaid, the servant of the Lord, to love as Mary loved, to love with her pure and Immaculate Heart, to follow.

Excerpt from August 19, 1996 Rosary from Blue Book 12

R. Who are we that God has given to us these great gifts of His love, that He outpours to us His abundant grace, that He gives to us this grace that we may unite more and more closer to the heart of Mary and the Heart of Jesus.   end of excerpt

July 3, 2013 Rosary continues

Jesus: Put yourself in the place that I want you to be in now, the place of serving God, of loving God, the place of examining those special places that you need to examine, where you did not follow, where when the prayer service was called, where was your focus? For I ask you to see through My eyes, to do the will of the Father, to be servants and handmaids of the Lord, to be obedient, to listen for what God is asking you to do. For this is a retreat that I have called because of the 15 years that you have been allowed to be in this building as a gift of God the Father, that you were called to serve, to love, to give, to follow, as Mary followed, as Mary did the will of the Father, as Jesus did the will of the Father. When great gifts are given, much is expected, but you must abandoned yourself to your own wills and to be sensitive to what God is calling you to do, now; as Mary appears, now; as I appear, now; as I lead you in this prayer service and ask you to surrender, to not focus on yourselves, but to focus on God in eternity. And the souls that are out there right now on the edge of death. You can see some souls that could go to hell for all eternity. How many times your Heavenly Mother has appeared over and over and over again, speaking of the souls at the edge of death. Do you hear? Do you know why Mary appeared here? To be docile, to listen, to circulate the messages I have given, to not try to control things, to listen – for those plans are those plans of human minds, wounded in a tainted human nature. This is a heavenly plan to help in the renewal of the Church and the world. It is where you follow Me, your Master, your God, your all.

Excerpt from August 19, 1996 Rosary from Blue Book 12

R. Who are we that God has given to us these great gifts of His love, that He outpours to us His abundant grace, that He gives to us this grace that we may unite more and more closely to the heart of Mary and to the Heart of Jesus. We do not know why we have been chosen, why we have been called, but we have been called. We have been called by God, and He called the light and there was light. For He calls and they answer; call and response, following, knowing He is the Master and who is the servant. And she said: Be it done unto me according to thy word.  end of excerpt

 

July 3, 2013 Rosary continues

The Annunciation

1. R. To be all that God wants us to be, for out of all the possible people that God could have created, He picked us, He chose us. He gave us the talents to be able to be the person that He wants us to be. We see that the Father chose Mary from all women to be the Mother of God. We see how special Mary is in the eyes of the Father. Do we not see how special we are in the eyes of God? That He has delivered to us these messages and given to us a special calling, that He has chosen us, that He wants us to be close in our hearts to Him, that He is giving to us this special grace because of His immense love for us. Do we not see that He gave great gifts to the saints, but that He is giving such grace to us. Let us help make reparation for all the times that we followed our own agenda, when God called us to prayer meetings, to be holy in prayer, to focus on the work at hand, the prayers devoted to the priest, and to the Church and to the world, the prayers pleading and begging for grace, of knowing that this is real, that Mary, the Mother of God, really did appear, and that these are the words that Mary has spoken over and over again about the souls at the edge of death, about souls that are going into hell, that she is crying out, our Heavenly Mother. But her call falls on deaf ears, so many times, because we fail to really listen and see what God is calling us to hear. Do we not see that He gave great gifts to the saints, but that He is giving such grace to us, that He is communicating to us, that God is teaching us in this rosary, to know Him and to love Him more, great gifts that even the greatest saints did not know. He has called us, we are special to Him. Mary was so special to the Father, that He chose Mary, conceived without sin. He is giving to us a grace, now, because He loves us, because we are special to Him. We are called and we are chosen to pray here as He wants us to pray, to focus on Him, to be obedient, to not let anything that the evil one wants to parade before us, to stop what the will of God is for us, and has been made very clear for weeks.

2. R. And so we see that Jesus came, the Divine Almighty God. He came in the womb of the Virgin Mary. He came as a little baby. He came because He loves us.

Excerpt from August 19, 1996 Rosary from Blue Book 12

3. Jesus: You have been called and you have been chosen by Me, My dear ones, and I will give to you this special grace. Open your hearts and let Me comfort you this night. Let Me fill you with My love. I am Jesus. I am here and I want to love you in a special way.    end of excerpt

July 3, 2013 Rosary continues

R. Oh Blessed Heart of Jesus, I pray for healing in body, mind and soul and for all of us, that we will be docile, that we will be servants, that we will learn to obey as You have asked us to obey, to follow the will of the Father in peace and love and joy. Do not be ready to focus on ourselves, but to listen to You, to let You dictate what You want us to do and to be happy to comply to the will of God in love.

Excerpts from August 19, 1996 Rosary from Blue Book 12

4. Jesus: My dear ones, the times ahead will be hard and will be dark, You must listen to these to words that I speak to you. You must come and dwell in Our Hearts, for it is there that you will find refuge from the cold and dark world. I am giving to you this great grace that you will be joined in My Heart. This is My little army that I am sending into the world. Look around you at one another. I have joined you in one mind and one heart in a special way.

5. Jesus: And the hearts will shine across the land as you give your heart to Our Hearts. You are My stars that go by in the darkness this day, and it is through you that My light will shine to all those you touch. Give Me your heart. I am waiting for you, and I will fill you with the brightest light, and you will radiate against the darkened sky and shine as the brightest lights in the night. I am Jesus. I am all powerful and almighty. You, My dear ones, will be molded into My image and likeness, and the world will know My life and My love through you. I am alive. I am alive. I am alive, and I live within your heart. My way is peace, and My way is love. You must come and dwell in My Heart. I want you to love Me, My dear ones, all through the day to tell Me of your love, to share with Me all your thoughts that I may be one in you, that I may live in you, that I may operate through you, that I may touch others. As you go about this world, I will touch My beloved souls, and this world will be lighted with My love.

6. Jesus: Do you know each other, My beloved ones? Do you know that I live in you and in your brother? I am calling you to love each other with such love, to join in one mind and one heart, to be kind and loving to one another, for the job will be accomplished. The Father's plan will unfold. Your job, My dear ones, is to love, not to be busy and to run around, but to love, to love first, to love God first, and to love one another. I will work through you, and the work will be accomplished in love - love, love, love. I call you to love, to quiet your heart at this moment for you are anxious and afraid, but I call you to quiet your heart and to turn your heart to thoughts of love, to release all anxiety that you feel at this moment in your heart, to be lifted high in this hot air balloon, to let go of all of the cares in your heart and in your mind, to feel peace wrap you securely in it's embrace, to feel love in your heart, to know this peace. There is no fear. There is peace and love in God. I am Jesus. It is My peace I give to you. I am guarding you, and I am watching you at every moment. Release and surrender to My loving care.

7. Jesus: My way is love, love of God, and love of one another. You are busy in your mind for many things, but I am calling you to love, love, love, love. Release your minds and let Me carry the burden. I will walk beside you and guard your every move.

Jesus: It is joy, My beloved ones, that I ask you to carry in your hearts, joy, peace, and love. Let go of the burdens that you hold in your heart, for My way is love and this is My job. It will be accomplished. You must surrender and let Me work in you. Do not busy yourselves with the papers and the work. Surrender and go to Me, and I will carry the load. Your job is to love.

8. Jesus: I am alive. I am alive. I am alive, and I live in the hearts of men. Open your heart that I may fill you with My life, that you will be the reflection of this life in the world this day. Surrender. Let go of all of those things that hold you bound, and come to Me as the little, dependent child of your Father.

9. Jesus: I am with you. I am not far away, but I am close to you. Do you feel Me this close to you? Surrender and let Me touch your heart. Let Me fill you with My love.

10. Jesus: My beloved ones, I come to you and I ask you for your love. I want you to love Me with gentle, tender love. I came into this world a little baby. I was laid in a manger, a little, little, tiny baby. Will you love Me? Will you give Me your love, for I am waiting for this love from you? I am Jesus. I am alive, and I am with you. Come, My dear ones. Come into My Heart and tell Me of your love.

 

Jesus: You do not understand the great mission that I have called you to, My beloved ones. You must come to Me. You must beg for purity in your heart for you will be the leaders that will carry this love into this world. You underestimate the importance of this mission to this world and to My Church. You must be born in your heart to a heart that is gentle and loving and kind.

 

The Visitation

1. Jesus: My dear, sweet ones, satan is pressing down on My beloved apostles, for he aims to stop you. You will carry the messages of My love to this world. You must pray for strength. You must pray to St. Michael to help you to battle against these forces that are coming against you. I am Jesus. I am protecting you and guarding you. I am allowing you to be tested and to fall that you will know how dependent you are on Me.

2. Jesus: You must not waver. You must not give in. You must be strong. You must come to Me. You must pray the rosary all through the day, for the rosary will give you strength against the evil one. I am Jesus. I am guarding you, and I love you.

3. Jesus: You are My little army that I have called here. I have formed you. I have guarded you, and I have given to you this special grace to come to Our Hearts. As you dwell in Our Hearts, you will be saturated with Our love and you will be the reflection of this light in the darkness.

4. Jesus: You do not comprehend the immensity of this mission to which I have called you, My beloved ones. I am begging you to pray, pray fervently that you will know the importance of this mission. You have been called, and you have answered this call. Listen to Me for I speak to you. This is an urgent message that you come to Me and give yourselves to Me, and you will be My army marching with hearts of love in the darkened night.     end of excerpts

Excerpts from August 12, 1996 from Blue Book 12

5. R. I saw myself pleading to my Mother, pleading and pleading to help me. She was in the Sorrowful Mother statue above me. I was below. I was a little child in my Mother's house. I visited her (and she appeared all night August 12, 1996.) I pleaded. My Mother has appeared to me over and over again, to comfort me and teach me His way. I was looking up and I was begging her to help me. She softly told me I must go to her heart, to her spiritual womb - I would be safe there. I see how the Incarnation goes on in us.

6. R. I have been going through the greatest struggles ever. I look up to Mary as a little child and I see. I am outside, she is above me. I am pleading. She says, "come to my heart." The last struggles I have gone through have been so intense. I could only find peace seeing myself as the embryo in her womb, all curled up and protected. Embryos in the womb of their mother have no cares, no concerns, no worries. This is how Jesus wants us to be. In heaven there are no worries, all our anxieties are lifted. This is how it is for an embryo. They have no cares no fears, they are supplied their life through their mother. The life flows from God into the womb of the mother. It is not hard, then, to understand how Mary, our spiritual mother, is the Mediatrix of all graces. Mary is bringing us forth more and more in our spiritual womb, her Immaculate Heart in the Holy Spirit. Mary is bringing us forth in the image and likeness of God. Mary is bringing forth the Church in the Holy Spirit, more and more in the image and likeness of Jesus. Mary is Mother of the Church.

The Church, too, is in the state of becoming. We see Mary, Mother the Church. We see the Holy Spirit working in this oneness with Mary, helping the Church to be more and more holy, more and more as God wants it to be.

end of excerpt

7. Excerpts from July 2, 1996 Rosary from Blue Book 12

R. This is a rosary about the love of Jesus and Mary for each of us. This rosary comes from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary to our heart. We must open our heart and let the love of Jesus and Mary flow into our heart, that we will receive the messages and the love that They wish to give to us in this rosary. The rosary is the story of Their love, for we meditate on Their lives, the lives of Jesus and Mary, love given to us. God so loved this world that He sent His only begotten Son into this world that man could be saved and could be with Him forever and ever in heaven.

Be there with Mary, a young woman in a room. And the angel appeared to Mary and she was afraid, and the angel says to Mary, ‘Mary, do not be afraid; you have won God’s favour. Look! You are to conceive in your womb and bear a son, and you must name him Jesus.' (Luke 1: 31)Think of how you would feel, loving God as Mary loved God with her pure and tender heart, and seeing the angel appear to you. Think of how your heart would feel. This is the Father's plan.

Mary said "yes" to the angel. She always complied to the will of the Father. As we meditate on the rosary, let us meditate on how Mary always obeyed. Let us think of Mary all through her life, how she always did exactly what God asked her to do. As an obedient daughter to the Father, Mary always obeyed and trusted in God.

We are so silly in so many ways, how we get caught up in so many incidental things in our lives. If we look at the life of Mary, we see the angel appeared to Mary. This is the Father's plan. And we see the 15th mystery of the rosary where Mary is crowned 'Queen of Heaven and Earth'. Mary was always in such peace for she followed the Father's will perfectly. It is in following His will in our lives that we will have peace and joy, for we are being guarded at every second of our lives by the Almighty God, help us to know what the Father's will is for us. He has a plan for each one of us to help us to help souls and to get to heaven ourselves.

Jesus: I have a divine plan for you. I created you with special gifts and talents to be used to do My work. They are not for your own self-promotion. You, My child, are nothing except as I created you. Why try to promote yourself? It is none of your own doing. I gave you the talents you are using. You had nothing to do with it. These talents were given to you to do My work. To use these talents to make yourself feel better than your brother is indeed a sin. You must realize they are loaned to you to work for Me. As you give someone a car, or loan them a place to stay, I loan you your talents to use to work for Me. If you do not work for Me and use them to make yourself better than your brother, you are offending Me. Likewise, if I give you talents and you do not use them because you think you are not as good as your brother, you are not being thankful to Me for My gifts to you. You are not using My gifts and that offends Me greatly. Each person was created by Me to do My work. Each person has all he needs to do My work. To be envious of others is fruitless. They have their job. You have yours. You are not supposed to do their work. That is why you were not given their talents.

R. We see the plan of the Father as it unfolds in the life of our beloved Mother. This is the same plan that the Father has for each one of us uniquely created with such talents and gifts. We cannot even imagine the talents that the Father has given to each one of us. Each one of us are so important to the Father's plan. Let us pray to the Holy Spirit that we will be led always to do the will of the Father, for so great are we that He has given to us such gifts.

"And the Word was made flesh and dwelt amongst us."

8. R. Mary made haste to the hill country to be with her cousin Elizabeth who also was with child in her old age. Mary goes to tell one person the good news. At the Holy Spirit Center, across from this window that shows this rosary mystery, there is the Assumption of Our Lady window. We see how the plan of the Father unfolds. Mary always complied to the will of the Father. Mary was always in peace within her heart.

Next to this window, at the Holy Spirit Center, is the Descent of the Holy Spirit upon the Apostles which is close to across from the Visitation window. The Father said that the windows at the Holy Spirit Center were very important to His plan, we meditate on the lives of Jesus and Mary in the rosary. Jesus lives in us. God operates through us in the world.

9. R. In the Visitation Mary tells one person, and across the chapel the window which is the Descent of the Holy Spirit upon the Apostles and the Blessed Virgin Mary, we see how the Church grew as the Apostles went out and carried this message. Mary went to visit her cousin Elizabeth. Today, we are being called in this room, the apostles in the Shepherds of Christ Movement, to go out into this world to carry this message, the message of God's love to this world, the message that this world needs for we see the hungry souls. We see the pain and suffering in this world. We see. We see and we are upset within ourselves at what we see on the television and in the world, but the answer is the burning love of Jesus. Only the burning love of Jesus will satisfy the hunger in the souls, the hunger that God put into the souls for love of Him and love of one another. This world is in a sick state, and the mighty medicine Jesus says, is His burning love. We are being called in this room, this night, to hear from Jesus, how He is asking us to go into the world and to carry His love to all those that are suffering and in pain. The world is in need of this medicine. Nothing but the love of God will satisfy the starved souls.

How does Christ live within us as we visit others in our lives? Do we carry His love in our actions? Are we motivated by this love in our hearts? Mary said at Fatima, "Until a sufficient number of people have consecrated their hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, we will not have peace in this world." We are being called in this rosary and the Shepherds of Christ Movement, to give our hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, and in so giving our hearts to Them, our hearts will be consumed with love. When we visit others in this world, when we interact with all those who come into our lives, it will be the love coming from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary that will flow through us and touch the world that is suffering and in pain.

We see Mary carry the Child Jesus within her womb. She is filled with the Almighty God within her. We think, "how graced is Mary that she carried Jesus within her", but Jesus, this day, gives Himself to each one of us in the Eucharist. We receive Him within ourselves, no less present than the day that Mary walked to Elizabeth's, the day that she walked the earth, and how are we? Do we show our gratitude to God that He gives Himself to us? We carry the same presence within us that Mary carried when she carried Jesus within her womb.   end of excerpts

July 3, 2013 Rosary continues

Mary: And so I call you to do this prayer here. As your Heavenly Mother I have called, and I have called and I have called for 19 years. I have called the 5ths, that the 5ths be a time of deep holiness and prayer, that you listen to the messages that I have given to you, that you take this seriously, that you spread the message to the people in the world, for you have been chosen to do this. This is the will of the Father, that He has called you to spread this message to the world. And so satan will come and he will get you to focus on yourselves, and to not think of what I am saying. It is almost impossible for me to reach you with the real message that I have delivered to you over and over and over again. For the focus constantly is in yourselves as satan directs you, you listen to him. How many different words do you want me to speak to you, that you will understand the seriousness of a soul on the edge of death, that will go to hell for all eternity. How would that be if that was one of your relatives, someone that is very dear to you. As your Heavenly Mother, I cry for my little ones, that are being lost this day. God the Father has given to you this building for 15 years to help to spread this message with a fervent heart, that the youth will pray the rosary, that men will come and pray here, that they will spread the Blue Books, that you will listen, as I appear, to the messages that I have delivered, and time and time again, the same focus, the focus that drives you from so many pensive moments, where God wishes to use your whole prayers in unity and in obedience, to help to bring down the great grace that is needed for those souls now that are on the edge of death, for my children that will be lost forever, for I stood beneath the cross and my heart was in such anguish for my little ones that would be lost forever, and yet you do not hear the words that I speak to you.

Busy, busy, busy Jesus says, busy, busy, busy, and all the 5ths that were challenged in this building, busy, busy, busy. When people came and wanted to feel that holiness, My presence as I appeared. You are to be other focused, that means that you are searching to comprehend what the purpose of this building is. In the course of salvation history and the plan of the Father, that you do not listen to satan to block the very message that you have been called by God the Father to deliver. Souls are at the edge of death at this very moment, and you focus on yourselves.

Mary: The 5ths, the 17ths, the retreats – you have been called by God to deliver this message to the world. You have been called by God to deliver this message to the world. You have been called by God to deliver this message to the world. That is why this building exists. Do you follow? Or do you have another agenda that is always going on? When you are called to pick up the books, you pick up the books. When you are called to end up going to the retreat, you do the retreat. When you are called to do a message, you do a message. When there is a group you are there to support whatever it is that God wants accomplished. In all my apparitions, there has been so many challenges, from the people that have been called by God, and so few are left. If God calls you, why are you getting your answers from what other people do? When you stand at the edge of death, it will be you and God.

R. Pray for healing in body, mind and soul. Pray for obedience that you will be following the plan of God the Father. So that we can spread the messages to help the Church and the world and the individual Christian to be more and more in that image of Jesus, who obeyed the will of the Father perfectly, who shows us how much is accomplished when we do as God has asked us to do. In all the 5ths that Mary has appeared to me for 19 years, having listened to the cry of our Heavenly Mother, there has been so much wasted effort because of self-focus. How will others know why this building exists, why we have been called by the Blessed Mother here, why God the Father allowed her to appear here, if the focus is on ourselves?

    All these rosaries from 1996 are rosaries in which God spoke to me about the world. He spoke to me about His love. He spoke to me about the Eucharist. He spoke to me about the Church, the focus was what God was giving, the focus is to listen to God, the focus is to be obedient, the focus is to know what a honor this is that we have been in this building for 15 years, and Mary appeared here as she did for 7 1/2 years. Always something else going on. God tells us to do this, you do that. When God calls us to do this, you do that, there's an issue. Stop it. If He calls to pray on the 5th, we pray on the 5th, if they call us to pray on the 4th, we pray on the 4th. If they call us to fix the well, we fix the well. If they call us to fix the lock, we fix the lock.

    You create the issue by opposing the very way that God has given to us, over and over and over again, to discredit whatever it is that God is trying to accomplish and ignore what needs to be done, with a challenge, of you being right when you do something wrong. That's satan. Mary says that satan wants to change what is wrong and show it as right and take what is right and show it as wrong. Nothing can be accomplish when we support satan. When you support satan, you get satan. When you are a follower, when you are the person who is listening to what God wants, then we will have the strength of God behind us, and not the self-focus of satan.

R. God gave to them so many gifts in the garden and they opposed the will of God. They disobeyed and in that disobedience, they were sent away from the garden. In weakness of a human nature is to seek dominance for dominance sake, and satan will play with that over and over and over again. Let your hearts be pure. As Handmaids of the Good Shepherd, as Servants of the Good Shepherd, live to follow, that others will come and know the stability of the movement. Who wants to give your life when everybody has their own agenda? Some of the most difficult things for people to do is to go to work, when rules are not enforced. There are rules in every walk of life, and that when one is a leader disobeys the rules or bends the rules, they teach a bad example to everyone around them, and they lessen the caliber of what it should be, in order for something to function efficiently as is needed. You have all seen families where a child that is so rebellious hurts the rest of the family. This movement has been given and these message as great gifts given to the world, that men will follow these teachings and find the truth in the peace and the light.

Glory Be

R. And I pray to You God that we will be able to help make reparation for not recognizing the great gifts that were given here, at the Lady of Clearwater – and in China, great gifts were given. In focusing on God and what He wants and not ourselves and how we need to mold things, but being open as a key, that opens a door to the Heart of Jesus, that wants to be in the hearts of the people of this world. This is a key to open men's hearts to the Heart of the burning love of Jesus Christ, who was born in a stable in Bethlehem, who took flesh, the Divine Almighty God, giving Himself completely to His death on the cross in love. Why hold on to this hardness of heart and the ways in which we hold on to certain things that are of no account but hurting ourselves and others.

 

The Nativity

1. Jesus: A crippled man cannot walk, and one without a voice cannot speak, and ears that are clogged with wax, do not hear; but as you remain use to these problems in your lives, they can become a matter that you accept. I have called you to go out and to reach the people of this earth with the message that your heavenly Mother has delivered at the direction of your Heavenly Father for 19 years - 19 years of 5ths. Where were you in your heart when she appeared? Did you listen? Did you carry the message? Were you in your heart after she appeared all the times she appeared and then appeared here on the building? When a miracle is given, a great gift of healing, do you not rejoice and thank the Lord ,or are you like the lepers that were healed and never thanked God? What you have been given is a gift to share with others so that it can continue when you are gone, not to hoard gifts, because you are in competition with your brothers. The gifts that are given to you are to be passed on. If you miss this lesson, you will hurt many others.

2. Jesus: Were not the talents given to you, given to you to be used to promote My Kingdom? Is not your life a gift that you are breathing now at this moment, that you are serving and loving Me? Is not your health a gift that you have been given, to love and to serve others? Why the selfishness of taking of what I have given to you, to think it is for yourselves alone.

3. R. And I pray for healing in body, mind and soul, generational healing. Pray for Tom's intentions. Pray for John's brother-in-law. Pray especially for Melanie and Dan and for Catherine and her intentions. I want to pray for my own healing. Pray for Jack and Sue's sister and the people that have asked us to pray for them. I want to pray for Gary, and especially that if it is God's will he can be healed and that he will help us with the priest house, so that we will be able to do what God has asked us to do.

Jesus: For the talents that I have given to you have been for the building of My Kingdom, and yet so many hoard their talents, and even try to disguise them while they are hurting so many, hurting the souls that need your service, that need you to live your vocation as I have called you to. That you need to develop, more and more, into that ideal self, as you were created by the Father, not to turn away to the other side, to think that there is not enough to go around, to be worried that you will be cheated, to be in competition with your brothers, to not focus on what you were called to do. This is an important mission in the Father's plan to renew the Church and the world. You have been called and you have been chosen. Do not waste time hurting the very plan that God has called you to develop.

4. Mary: And I have appeared to you over and over again, as your heavenly Mother and the cry is the same, for the souls of my children that will be lost. For there are many that are so willful, and the opportunity given here, in China, and in this Movement, can majorly impact the whole world. But if you are not obedient, if you are not pure, if you are not living as Jesus has told you for all of these years, your prayers will be tainted, your motives impure, your attitude selfish. When great gifts have been given to you, and gratitude is in order to your Heavenly Father, and the gifts that God has given to you, why are you so stingy in your ways?

R. And she is appearing.

Mary: I am your Heavenly Mother. Let the next 15 years in this building be years in which you follow Jesus and you live to build His Kingdom. Do not turn your face to the darkness, but turn your face to the light.

R. And she is like so beautiful, and her face is covered with light.

5. Mary: You have been gifted by God that Jesus came and took flesh, that He was conceived in my womb, He was born a baby to teach you about humility and love, to teach you what love really is, that it is sacrifice and giving, that the Divine Almighty God so loved the world that He came as a baby. And God gives to you the talents, how can you hold the talents that God has given, for the use of the spreading of the Kingdom, at bay? No longer, for He knows all your ways. There are souls that are on the edge of death, at this moment. As your Heavenly Mother, I ask you to pray for docile and pure hearts, to be obedient to the call of Jesus, to live your vocation in love - love of God and love of one another. For what good does it do you to do, if God has you to work with another, and your whole way of life in working with them has been in competition and argumentation against the plan of the Father. Do not oppose Him my children, for when you do, you bring in the evil one, who will implement his plan in any way that you allow him. Open up your heart to Jesus. Give Him your all. Serve Him as He deserves to be served. And if He gives you others to work with, work in docility and love and unity and harmony. The effects of the garden was disharmony, disorder, disrespect, violence. Jesus has blessed you. Live your life as He wants you to. Oppose Him no longer.

6. Mary: And so Jesus came a little baby and He lived a quiet life. If you were here, you would have had an agenda for Jesus, you would have had Him doing what you wanted Him to do, right? Do you understand that? Do you need to understand the ways of God? Or are you to be obedient to the ways of God? He could have given to you a little shack with a window on it, and put a little image on that shack, but He gave you a big building with 45 rooms, to do His plan. With human minds, you get human answers. Do you comprehend why God the Father allowed me to appear here for 7 and 1/2 years on this big bank building, why He chose this place? Why do you interfere with His plan?

7. Hail Mary
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10. Jesus: The world was created and it was completely harmonious, with such gifts given, and despite the gifts that were given, Eve disobeyed the will of the Father because she listened to the evil one. This is the message that has been given to the world, the message that I give to you this day, is to pray as you have never prayed before, in reparation for the offenses that have offended My Heart and My Mother's heart, when such gifts have been given.

 

The Presentation

Mary: And my heart was invisibly pierced with a sword. I followed the will of the Father exactly without complaint, with a heart of love and obedience. I am Mary, the Handmaid of the Lord.

1. R. A bell is to be rung.

2. R. You are part of the plan of the Heavenly Father and as you can see, that many of your mothers and fathers, and grandpas and grandmas are gone, that they played their part, they had you, they did what they did in their life, and then they were taken through death. So you know that there was a time before and you know that there is probably a time after. Why would anybody take a talent that God has given for the furthering of His Kingdom and try to hoard it?

3. Jesus: You can see something suspended from a hill and if a big wind comes, it can just blow it right off. So are the days of your lives. You were put here in time and in space, to serve your Heavenly Father and to teach to others those things that are necessary so that the world, the Church and the individual Christian in the state of becoming, will become more and more in the image and likeness of Christ. This is the calling in baptism to spread the Good News. It is not to think that you own this or that, and to use it for power against others. I ask for reparation for the offenses against the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

4. R. And so few have been given life. Why do you act like it isn't a gift? If you have been loved into existence, if you have been held into existence, by the Almighty God, if you were given this life and suspended in this time, to serve God and to teach what God has asked you to teach for the future generations, why would you not see the price that you have been called to pay, to help souls now and in the future to go to heaven? You are a member of the Catholic Church and have been given great gifts because of the sacrifices of those that when before you that held not back, some that were martyred for their faith – Jesus that died on the cross and rose on the 3rd day, Mary, who suffered those 7 sorrows, willingly and lovingly for us, as our heavenly Mother – why would we think, in the mentality of the world, which says, that you just think about yourselves. Why does that mean that through baptism we are commissioned to spread the Good News? What does that mean that God has uniquely created us to a mission and it is up to us to say yes or no? Or to forget about the fact, that heaven is a reward, a reward promised to those who love and serve the Lord or that the Our Father says, "Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven". We are to be the teachers of these truths called by God in our vocation to spread the Blue Books and to get out of the way, that we are channels of this magnificent message that the Blessed Mother has given to me and to all of us in Clearwater, and she has given it to me on these 5ths for 19 years and we are still in the building.

5. R. So why are we in this building, or why are we in China? Because the retreats are called and He asked especially for this retreat to be a retreat of reparation. Reparation for the offenses that we in the Shepherds of Christ have committed in this selfish attitude, of using anything that was His that blocked the work that could have reached souls while Mary is appearing constantly saying, "Please, I beg you, my children reach the souls. Reach my little ones that are going into hell like rain. Please, I beg you." Being holy means we do the will of God in love, that doesn't mean that we pick our own will, that we disobey when we want, and then we say that this is the will of God, because it fits into my will. It's not like we pick God's will to fit into our will. We do God's will and we submit our will to God's will. He has called us. He has called us to be in this time, to spread this message that will go on when we are gone, and if we don't end up doing it, we are not only not doing it now, we are not doing it for those that are coming in the future, that need to be touched because we are tired today or whatever else, in competition. I don't know, whatever it is. These are the things why God has called this retreat, to make reparation, to no longer ignore the conditions of this world, the Fatima message, the message of Our Lady of Clearwater, which is consistently for 19 years, that "please help me, souls are going into hell like rain, spread the consecration, spread the Blue Books, listen to me, come and do the retreats, pray as one on the 5ths, pray on the 13ths." Not to be a distraction, to follow what God has asked us to do with love and with joy because it is our vocation and that is what Our Lady has said and she has appeared here for 7 1/2 in which the whole world could see her, to know that this is a real message from Mary, our Mother.

6. R. Mary says too much focus is on what other people think of us and not choosing the will of God, when He asks us simply and purely to be this vehicle, to bring this message into salvation history, gladly, lovingly. It's not about us getting power or being satisfied ourselves. It is about exerting ourselves. It is about doing what God is asking of us. How many people said no to the message of Fatima, to watch the violence of World War II, to be here to know the violence of today that a priest was beheaded the other day with a kitchen knife. Our Heavenly Mother has appeared to me for 19 years - 19 years of 5ths. That's a serious message.

7. Mary: I come to you as your heavenly Mother, the Lady of Clearwater, to know that the work that you give with a pure heart will be magnified through the hand of God and that many souls will be reached. Do not fall short of giving God what He deserves as Handmaids of the Lord. Live your vocation with dignity and honor.

8. Mary: And so I speak to you. Do you know the story of the three pigs? Of the ones that built their house of straw and sticks and yet the one pig built his house of bricks. How will you help to contribute to the building up of the Catholic Church, unless you sacrifice by doing the will of God and not your own wills?

9. R. And on that final day He will say, "Well done, good and faithful servant, because you have been faithful in these things that I have called you to, welcome to the Kingdom of the Lord." Heaven is a reward promised to those who love and serve the Lord. When God asked us to work with somebody else and we oppose that relationship, that taints everything that needs to be done. That is not love. That is opposing the will of God. So you are at work and you don't like the person that sits next to you, what do you do about it? Do you keep an attitude, so that finally they end up firing you, because you are a detriment to what needs to be accomplished, because of the attitude of your heart and the differences that you feel with the other? Or if you want to keep your job, do you bend the stubborn heart and will, and try to get over that and accomplish the work that is expected of you? Why is it different? Why is it different when God has called us to this relationship in this movement to tell ourselves, that it is okay to not work with these specific persons that He has called, because of our attitude. He has called us all, each and every single person here, has been called by Him.

    And in all the things that has happened in this movement over the 19 years of 5ths - I have said yes, yes, yes to all the people, yes, unless God gave me a different direction, I said yes. When God calls a person, it is not up to me to decide that I can terminate their vocation. He is calling us. He didn't put the Blessed Mother on this building for 7 and 1/2 years and then not call enough people to end up building up the order that we want to form, with the servants and the handmaids. Everything that is going off in this world today, stems around that disobedience to God, and the devil is having a fanfare. It just goes more and more and more and more in homes. This movement needs to get out there. Those messages that Mary gave in 1996 need to be published. They need to be the history is this movement just like Fr. Carter has been dead for 13 years, that can help to renew the Church and the world. This is a big mission. The Mother of God appeared for 19 years, 7 1/2 years on this building.

    When they didn't obey the message of Fatima, there was World War II. How little was that my friends, when 11 million people were killed, exterminated? Armies were wiped out, towns were destroyed, family life torn in violence, that was so violent, you can hardly whisper it. What about the children of today that are being torn, their limbs. Mary comes at the end of the century delivering this message, giving us this sign in Clearwater. Let us make reparation for that attitudes that we have had, that needed to be changed, when we needed to follow the instructions and to pray and be obedient, having our own agenda. If it is a mailing or whatever else it is, let's just do it guys.

10. Mary: And so I have called you to this vocation and I have asked you to do this and so you decide that you will do something else or not work with those that you have been called to work with. That is from satan, my children. If I have called you to do something, you can work with each other, in love to accomplish it for the building of the Kingdom. You don't want to look at your hearts and tell yourself the sinful things that need to be changed, starting with working with your brothers that God has called you to work with.

R. You say that's for the others, let them work it out, I'm going to do my own thing. It just is - the seeds you sow are the seeds that you will reap. When you sowed division, unloving ways, deception, disorder, disobedience, the only thing that you are going to reap is stuff that is not good.

 

The Finding in the Temple

1. R. I stood beneath the cross of my Son, that's not an old message. Why did she tell it to me for 19 years, all through every year, if that's an old message, that you think has been out there, so we don't have to circulate it. This building exists for that message. But we are too busy deciding. I was reading the things in Blue Book 11, because they were blocked because of the willfulness of a man for 15 years. He did everything he could, to challenge everything under the sun and they were blocked for 15 years. So Blue Books 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13 and all of them never got out because of him. And he challenged, and he challenged and he challenged, and drove Fr. Carter crazy, and then he wanted to divide me from Fr. Carter because the priests would not listen if the messages were involved. He had all his own ideas. They were the wrong ones, but he had a lot of ideas.

    So when the devil wants us to hold on to something then he makes a battle. I'll hold on to this and fight. What is obedience? I don't understand that, out of everything that has been put out here, since the movement started in 1994, it majorly came through all the messages that God has given to me. So God picked me to do this. Fr. Carter has been dead for 13 years. Challenge after challenge, challenge after challenge. Did the Queen of Peace go away when she gave the message at Fatima, and so then down in 1939 or 1941 whatever it was, then the World War II starts. Did it go away? No it didn't go away! She warned and she said that there is going to be this era of peace and they didn't pay attention. And wow - what happened was violence that nobody could even fathom could even happen. And so we forget what happened. And so we just keep waiting, 19 years - since 1994 Our Lady has delivered this message - souls are going into hell like rain.

2. Mary: Is it about you or it is about the message that I deliver that you are here this night? Then why make the focus yourselves and ignore the message I deliver concerning souls that are being lost this very day for all eternity.

3. Mary: I stood beneath the cross of my Son and my heart was in such anguish, for my little ones that would be lost forever. Help me, my children. I am Our Lady of Clearwater.

4. Hail Mary
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Hail Holy Queen

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