July 13, 1997

The Sorrowful Mysteries

The Crowning with Thorns

Song: Here I Am Lord

R. And this is what we are doing. Jesus has given us a special relationship, and Jesus has taken us deeply into His Heart through the heart of His Mother, and He is dwelling in our heart too, and our hearts are filled with His love. We are loving to a higher intensity than we have ever loved before because Jesus’ Heart is dwelling in our heart, and we have this greater capacity to love than we ever did before. We may slip and fall, but when He is dwelling in our heart and we are dwelling in His Heart, our capacity for loving is heightened. This is how it will be in the Reign of the Sacred Heart. And so you say, “Well, the world is not like this. I don’t think I want to get in there like this.” That’s where it’s at. It’s like the verse in John in 17: that they will be one as We are one. This is going to go this way. You’re just going to be one of the ones that aren’t in there. You are the leaders that He’s called to be the ones to lead the people to this immense oneness in the Heart of Christ.

Jesus: Relationship – this Movement is to teach people about relationship. How to have relationship with God. How to have relationship with others. How to know yourself and grow to be more perfected in the Father’s love – to tell the truth about your dysfunction and imperfections and to grow to be more perfect as your Heavenly Father is perfect.

R. It isn’t going to be this stiff stuff in the Church where everybody might be separate. It’s going to be warmth, joining, oneness in the Eucharist, where people are loving each other and loving God as the Father intends. So if you are called as the leader and you say, “Ohhh, this is kind of funny. I don’t know if I want to get that intimate now.” You will not be doing the work God wants. It is about the greatest commandment.

Matthew 22: 36-39

‘Master, which is the greatest commandment of the Law?’ Jesus said to him, ‘You must love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind. This is the greatest and the first commandment. The second resembles it: You must love your neighbour as yourself.

R. So here we are - you got your wall, I got my wall and in between us - I got my room, you got your room and then there’s this wall in between us. This is not intimacy: It can be your heart and my heart and they’re not joined at all but I like to do it from the rooms. You’ve got your room and I got my room and our rooms are joined by a common wall. So we interact, and I open up and I let you in, and you might come in or you might close the door and bang it.

He keeps giving me all these discussions on intimacy because this is how it’s going to be, from the tiniest thing with conversation with one another. There was something He said this week. It’s like this: Somebody comes up and they make a simple comment like, “I love the flowers on the deck.” And you say that to somebody. The other person might say, “Oh, I love those flowers too.” The person, when they communicate, opens up a door. If you comment favorably, then the two connect. If the person says, “Oh, I like the flowers on the deck.” And you say, “Ewww, I hate flowers on the deck.” Then you take the door and you whack it shut, and there’s either an argument or the communication between two people stops.

Jesus: Relationship - I called this Movement to teach the world about relationship, unity in Me.

R. This is what’s going on in the world. There’s all these closed rooms and people converse, but they’re not talking about the things of the heart. They’re talking about the things of the head and there is not this connection. They can be selfish, self-centered, envious, angry, prideful and they are not in the right place with what God wants in relationships. Within the Heart of Jesus, we are one. We go into His Heart and He reveals to us secrets about His love. We know what love is. Love is warm. It’s not cold. Love is giving yourself. Love is kind, Love is not selfish, self-centered, angry with your brother, secretive and envious. Love opens doors and one’s heart to God and others. Love is in the right place in relationships with God, others and oneself. Love is reading the Scripture with emotion and care. Think of the feeling words that are used in the sermons in Church. Think of the priest getting up there and saying, “Jesus loves you! He’s giving Himself to you!” Or does the priest get up and talk about football to make a connection? Why do we have to talk about football to make a connection when we’ve got the Almighty God that has given Himself to us?

This is the instruction that Jesus is giving in these writings and Father Carter’s writings - instruction to become intimately one with each other - that we don’t close the door in each other’s face but that we open the door, all living in love according to the Father will. Living according to the Father’s will is the way in which there will not be bumping of heads.

Jesus: This Movement exists to reach the world about loving relationships.

1. R. How do we treat our brother? Do we love our brother? When our brother opens up their mouth, when they open up and give themselves, do we cut them off ? Do we respect those over us – this is love – seeing in the order God wants. 2. R. It is all centered in consecration. We have found this out here exactly by doing what Jesus says. Jesus gives us His Heart. Jesus is our higher power. When we obey Jesus over us – we are in order, when we put ourselves over Jesus and over authority we are in disorder in the wrong place – God is Supreme ...“Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.” If I give my heart to Jesus and Mary and you give your heart to Jesus and Mary, then there’s not this arguing. Jesus’ Heart is meek – not combatal. We’re all doing what He’s telling us to do. If we do not do what He tells us to do here working, the devil is hot and heavy on the trail to cause division, the word devil means division – satan is rebellion. The devil wants disharmony. If you are going to have an argument with somebody, ask yourself if you said the consecration. Saying the Holy Spirit Prayer and the consecration binds you in one mind and one heart and is an immense protection against the devil.

3. R. And so He says: “if you pray those prayers for the priest and the renewal of the Church and the world and the consecration at 3, 6, 9, and 12, then I’m protecting you in My Precious Blood.” What He is doing is also taking us deeply into His Heart, and when we go deeply into His Heart, our knowing and loving capacity is raised to greater heights and so we are loving more like Him. When we don’t consecrate, we are not as deeply into His Heart or maybe not really connected to Him very much at all and our loving capacity may not be very loving, but unkind and unloving. Fr. Carter has a writing on sin. Fr. Carter says being unloving is sin.

4. Jesus: Do you feel sometimes that you are crowned with thorns by those around you that are haughty and nasty and they try to hurt you? I sat and the men surrounded Me and they pounded into My head a crown of thorns. And I felt the first trickle of blood as it ran down My face into My eyes, and then it began to flow and flow and flow. And I felt that warm blood as it came down and as it filled My eyes. My hands were tied and I could not touch My face. These books are a gift I give the world. They teach you about relationship, unity, love, truth in your heart. Not lying about your dysfunction, - dying and rising in Me.

5. Song: I Will be with You

6. R. But the anguish was greater to His Heart than it was to His body, for the hatred men gave to other men and lied about their angry hearts, hugged their anger and nursed it like a trophy, when they needed to be virtuous and not give into the deadly sins. Even though they pounded the thorns into His head and the wounds on His body were laid open and stuck to the dirty purple robe that they had placed around Him and the blood was running under the robe - some dried and some running, His greatest wounds were the wounds to His Heart.

Jesus: This Heart and My love in relationships is the Mission of the Shepherds of Christ, to teach the world about relationships like the Heart of Jesus.

R. And so He said to me December 22nd, “Bleed little heart, bleed. For you must suffer in order for Me to teach you the secrets of My Heart.” Do you know that when we bleed in our hearts, which all of us here have done because He has become so intimately one with us, that He is teaching us the secrets of His Heart? For the secrets of His Heart were to endure immense suffering. Men spit on Him. Jesus allowed men to spit on Him for our sins. They tore His flesh. They pounded thorns into His head. They nailed His hands to a cross. And so to know Him is to know suffering. It is to know ecstasy and joy and love, but it is to have a heart that bleeds many times and we say, “Ohhhh, I suffered so much today.” And He says, “I was teaching you about the inner most secrets of My Heart - the ones that I endured all through the Passion, when My thoughts were of you and how much I loved you.” Jesus’ Heart is true! To be united to Jesus we must seek the truth, not pride and anger.

7. R. To be mistreated by those who rebel against the will of God, in unloving and willful ways, they block Jesus’ message to other souls. Jesus knew all things. See the blind men. See the very men that He loved so much spit right in His face, men that lied to the Son of God and accused Him of all kinds of things. In Jesus’ Heart, Jesus’ Heart of love, consumed with burning love for them.

8. R. Jesus is letting us know about the secrets of His Heart. These are His letters of love for the world to teach about relationship, unity, about God’s love. Adam and Eve sinned and Jesus has given us these messages so the people will be in the right place in relationships.

9. R. I didn’t really realize what was going on but I kept going through these immense sufferings and knowing the sufferings of the heart of Mary over the children that are going to be lost, over the agonies under the cross, under the cross the agonies of the children that would be lost. Mary watched her Son dying on the cross and being taken so deeply into such suffering that it felt as if swords were in my chest for hours. But I figured this out. Mary has taken me, to Jesus. Jesus has given me the deepest ecstasies and agonies into Their Hearts, and that is what speaks in the rosaries, that is what speaks in the songs - the words of Jesus coming forth in Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. And They give to you this great grace and you experience and you cry and you hear the words of Jesus in these mystical revelations that They are giving where you experience the emotions of Their Hearts. So even reading the rosaries in the book make people cry because that is the teachings of His Heart that He gives in Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. The teaching is relationships like Jesus, the Mission of the Shepherds of Christ. Jesus wants us to go deeply in Their Hearts experiencing the emotions that He has taught us. Love dwelling in Jesus’ Heart and Mary’s Heart.

And I know I sat in Immaculata and read a rosary and I cried and cried and cried and cried and cried and I felt as if I could identify with Jesus in the Heart of Jesus, as Jesus went through the agony in the garden, the scourging at the pillar, the crowning with thorns, the carrying of the cross, and the crucifixion, because in these rosaries He takes us in His Heart and allows us to experience, in a special way, the way that men will know God in this new era deeply within their hearts. Jesus’ love in His Heart is the Mission of the Shepherds of Christ.

10. Hail Mary

 

The Carrying of the Cross

1. R. And so Jesus speaks in the Stations to carry the world deeply into His Heart, and Mary speaks too, and the words are this.

1. February 22, 1995 - Stations of the Cross - 1. Jesus Is Condemned to Death

Jesus: My dear child, with angry hearts and hatred on their faces, they poked at Me and condemned Me to death.

R. When I got this, I was in front of the Exposed Eucharist and I was crying so hard I could hardly write. This is what He wants: when someone does the Stations to hear His words, to be in His Heart with Him, and with the grace He has promised to give with these revelations to be touched as if they are within the Heart of Jesus experiencing the emotion He experienced at the time He walked this earth. He said:

February 22, 1995 - Stations of the Cross — 1. Jesus Is Condemned to Death

Jesus: I stood so silent, My hands tied, in perfect peace, because I knew the Father’s love. I knew the Father’s Will. You too will stand your trials in perfect peace, the more you realize the immense love the Father, Son and Holy Spirit have for you. Pray to the Spirit to transform you more and more into My image and, through this transformation, you will be led ever closer to the Father. Oh, how I love you!

R. He is alive and He speaks in these writings the secrets of the love of Jesus’ Most Sacred Heart.

2. Hail Mary
3. Hail Mary

4. R. And so, it is up to us to open our heart that we will be able to go deeply into Their Hearts and we will be able to experience, in Their Hearts, these letters of love - these messages about the love of Jesus. That is why people that do not spend the time in front of the tabernacle do not get the grace they need to understand. We need His life in us to understand His Heart deeply. It is a great gift and a great grace to go within the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and experience, mystically, the emotion that He went through and she went through in Their lives. And in doing this, Their lives become alive in us and we live Their life in our lives which is what it is all about - that our lives are lived modeled after Jesus and Mary’s lives.

5. R. And so the emotion is there because so many times I stood beneath the cross and I went through the agony with Mary, and I cried and my heart felt as if I had swords in it. And so when she delivered this message it came from the heart of Mary through my mouth to you and with the grace that They give, the mystical experience is imprinted in your being as you are in the heart of Mary and you hear her speak the words to draw men to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary to bring about the Age of the Two Hearts in which men will love God with their whole heart, their whole soul, and their whole being and not words spoken rotely from the mouth as if God is not alive. When He is alive in our hearts, we are saturated with His Divine life. God dwells in our graced baptized soul.

And so Mary speaks to the world and the Father allowed her to appear on the building in Florida and she speaks the words on the Mary’s Message tape which say, “I stood beneath the cross of my Son and I cried. My heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes.”

And I saw her everyday for fourteen months and people did not believe. The focus was on me, and I kept trying to deliver the message: “Mary wants rosaries in the school and the consecration in the school! Please listen to me! Mary wants the rosary given to the school kids. They got to consecrate their hearts.” 80 years ago, she said it. And she appeared to me everyday for 9 months saying that. And I can’t get the message out because nobody will listen, and then listen to the words of this message Mary gives when she said she can’t hold back the hand of her Son anymore after she appeared everyday for fourteen months, after she appeared over two years on the 5th of the month and she says this, listen to the words of this because she says in here, she says, “I appear. I appear. I appear. I appear and I am ignored. What more do I do? I cried. I cried. Would you listen to me? Would you do what I ask, Mary says? Would you spread the rosary?” She says at Fatima: you must pray the rosary (October the 13th, 1917). And so Mary speaks:

Mary’s Message - August 27, 1996

Mary: I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried.

R. Jesus came. He taught them, He worked miracles and they hung Him on a tree. Now why would anybody listen to me?

Mary’s Message - August 27, 1996 continues

“I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls.”

R. And they martyred the apostles.

Mary’s Message - August 27, 1996 continues

“How do I make you see for you will not listen to me?”

R. And so if we are an apostle, we will walk the road of ridicule, and the good news is that if we are doing what we are supposed to be doing, we will be persecuted, martyred, whatever, as the apostles were. He probably won’t martyr us. We are martyred in our minds with the suffering many times to know what we know and not to be able to tell the world.

Mary’s Message - August 27, 1996 continues

“What can I do?” Mary says. “I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored.”

R. I couldn’t do this. I was always shy, if you believe this or not. I couldn’t even play the piano in front of people. When I first started to teach piano lessons, I had to stand behind the piano and stoop over because I knew if I sat down and played the piece, I was so nervous I would shake.

But when you’re doing it for God, the self is out of it. The focus is not on the self. The focus is on doing God’s work.

And so I used to play and sing at Church and it would sound like me playing and singing in Church, and I’d be selfconscious. And Christmas was a big ordeal because I was the organist, and Easter was a big ordeal because it was me. That’s how the people get up in the Church so much today - it’s me. I’m in front of the Church. But once Jesus gets your heart, it’s Him that’s in that heart delivering His Word in the readings at Mass, Jesus is singing the song, Jesus is smiling, and you’re not nervous then. It’s Jesus in you that’s preaching His Word, that’s delivering the Word in front of the Church in the scriptures.

So all these people that are Shepherds of Christ people get up and they say, “Boy, you really read good.” You ought to read good. He’s alive in you and when you go forth and deliver the Word of God, the scriptures what comes out is conviction and love from your whole heart, your whole soul, your whole being about the love of God and God speaks in us. You’re not thinking about Ellen when you’re reading the Word of God. You’re thinking about those words and you’re in the Heart of Jesus.

This is what we need in our Churches - life in Jesus, from the heart, from the Heart of Jesus, dwelling within the Heart of Jesus, being one with Jesus, operating as Jesus lives in us in this world! And He is alive! Not a rote word coming forth from the mouth! And so Mary speaks and she says:

Mary’s Message - August 27, 1996

Mary: “I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer.”

R. The more we get these prayer chapters started, the more we spread the Movement, do what Jesus, Mary, and the Father has told us, the Father says He will lessen the chastisements and/or avert them if we do the prayers, if we circulate the Priestly Newsletter, if we make reparation to her Immaculate Heart.

This is your mission to help make reparation to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Nobody else is going to talk about the Shepherds of Christ.

80 years ago, Mary delivered the message and she says, “I cannot hold back the hand of my Son anymore.” Jesus spoke and gave me messages since 1993 in June to deliver at the Holy Spirit Center. And He spoke and He spoke about the Eucharist, and sitting in front of the tabernacle and, spending time after Communion. Mary promised at Fatima. The warnings have been given. They want the prophet to say what they want to hear, but they are not going to hear what they want to hear.

We need devotion to the Eucharist. We need priests that are praying, that are celebrating the Mass being so one with Christ in their whole heart and their whole soul and their whole being, that they are instructing people in the love of God and the Eucharist, that the Mass is a love affair, that God gives Himself most intimately to man in the Mass. This is what this mission is all about.

6. R. Mary says, “I am Our Lady of the Rosary. The Fatima message will unfold around the Shepherds of Christ Movement. I am begging you, please publish these Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.”

I have been getting more and more comments from people how they’re healed during the rosaries. Great graces are being given during these rosaries. You are being touched interiorly - more than an apparition that you see with your eyes if your heart is open, and you cry. There is a mystical transformation within your heart in which you are united in a deeper union with the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

And so she says, “I am begging you, please publish these Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. I appear daily for 14 months and delivered rosaries to the world. Why have these rosaries been held back from the world? Souls are dropping into hell.” Mary appeared at Fatima. She says we must pray the rosary. 80 years later, she appeared over and over again. She says we got to pray the rosary. They give us Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary to help with the completion of the Fatima message to lead people deeply into Their Hearts.

This is a gift - more than an apparition. It’s an interior, mystical gift that unites our heart to the Heart of Christ and we become one in Him in a special way.

If I see a little light that goes across, it lasts a second and then I know some things interiorly, but when God works directly on the heart and the intellect and implants a mystical revelation into the heart and into the soul that changes you in your knowing capacity, in your knowing about God, and your loving about God, it is a much greater gift.

You are in this level where He has given you the grace to hunger after this gift. And it is a gift, indeed, that He gives this grace to be joined so intimately united to us. But there is a great pressure put on you, for with that gift He is calling you to apostleship.

Soon the Movement will spread and so many will be in the Shepherds of Christ Movement. They will be members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. This is what we want. We want it to spread to all the Churches. That’s Jesus’, the Father’s plan for the renewal for the Church and the world to get these prayer chapters in the Churches.

You are the apostles. They are members. Unless, they pray for the grace and He gives them a special grace to be called, this will not happen, if we don’t see the calling to teach about relationships of love in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Mary was chosen by the Father. There are saints that have been given extraordinary graces. Believe me when I say to you: what you are given is a great grace from God to be an apostle. It is a gift God gives when He wants to give a gift. We know He abundantly outpours the grace in the Eucharist.

And so the more I would sit in front of the tabernacle, the more I would intimately know Him and I couldn’t stay away. I wanted it so bad.

7. Hail Mary
8. Hail Mary
9. Hail Mary
10. Hail Mary

R. Mary stood under the cross, Mary appears now in Clearwater, calling us to teach this message of love of the Two Hearts.

Song: See the Eyes That Look at Mary

R. This is Mary, and she is speaking to us. In honor of the 14 months that she appeared daily, we have become numb to the great gifts that God has given to us and to this Movement in the revelation. With all your heart, sing the song of Mary to this world.

 

The Crucifixion

1. R. This is from the Stations.

February 22, 1995 - Stations of the Cross - 4. Jesus and Mary Meet

Jesus: I saw the face of My beautiful Mother. She was weak, her face reddened and full of tears. I saw her tender heart, her love, her anguish, her pain. I saw My dear Mother Mary. My Heart was comforted by the sight of her, but torn by her suffering.

Mary: As I looked into the eyes of my beloved Son, I saw His love. His head, bleeding and wounded. His body weak. His clothes covered with blood. I looked into His eyes and I saw His love for you. I call out to you today. I appear today with a face full of anguish and tears. I appear to call you back to the love of my Son. See through my eyes, as I peer into His eyes, the love He has for you this day to give of Himself for you. Oh, He loves you so much, my little children. See through my eyes the love of my Son. Oh, how He loves you! end of excerpt

2. Mary: And I stood beneath the cross, and I cried for my little children of this world that would be lost forever. And I speak to you this day, my sweet, sweet children on this July the 13th of 1997. And I ask you to go out to the world and to lead my little children home to the Heart of my Son. It is through the consecration. It is through the children giving their heart to their Mother that they will be taken deeply into the Heart of my Son. Please, please, please help me.

You will be met with the greatest opposition. The devil wants to stop the work of the Shepherds of Christ. He has infiltrated within the Movement, with some of the members, trying to stop the Movement. This has saddened the Heart of my Son, Jesus. You do not know, you do not know the workings of satan to try to stop you. You must spend the time, each day, in private time with my Son, preferably before the tabernacle.

You must spend the intimate time after Communion. This is the key that unlocks the Heart of Jesus, that brings you in to the deepest chamber of His Heart. For the greatest grace is outpoured in the Eucharist.

There will not be intimacy with my Son as you desire, the desire of your soul, if you do not come to Him and spend time alone with Him. You are richly blessed with the greatest grace when you come to the Eucharist.

Please, will you help me. Will you help me, my children? Will you be the apostle that He can count on? I am Mary, Queen of Apostles. As the Queen, I ask you to answer this call to help to spread this Movement to the far ends of the earth for my Son, Jesus. For I stood beneath the cross of my Son and I cried for the little ones that would be lost to the fires of hell forever. And the struggle will be a struggle that will be like the walk I walked on the way to Calvary, for I saw Him stooped over with the cross on His back and the blood dripping on the ground. I saw. I saw the straining in His face. I saw Him fall in weakness to the ground and I saw them poke Him and my heart was torn within my chest. For I tried, I tried to help Him but I could not touch Him.

My heart, my children, my heart, I share this emotion with you today, that in my heart, you will go to the world and share my love with those that will be in need of His love. This is the mighty medicine for this sick world - it is the love of my Son, Jesus. He gives to you these love letters.

And so I want you to hear the message that I delivered the day before the building collapsed at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center. I begged and I pleaded so many years ago, March the 21st of 1994. Over three years later, I am begging and pleading still and I am ignored.

Song: Little Baby Hands and Feet

R. And her heart was torn. And she speaks March the 21st:

From Blue Book II - March 21, 1994 - Message From Our Blessed Mother

Mary: You hold letters that tell of the intimate, longing love of my Son for His people. Publish these letters so my children will be drawn closer to the Sacred Heart. He waits for their love. He is present and waiting. They will not know if you hold off any longer. Time is short. My children will not heal without the love of Jesus. The world is sick and you contain the medicine.  end of excerpt

R. And so Mary speaks: we contain the medicine - the antidote for the poison that is in the Church and the world. It is the love of Jesus and Jesus gives His word, His words of love in these personal love letters, and He is offended by how they have been rejected and held back from the souls that need the medicine, the children that need the medicine. For they are searching in this world and they are looking for momentary pleasures when nothing but the love of God will fill the starved soul.

From Blue Book II - March 21, 1994 - Message From Our Blessed Mother continues

Mary: All need to turn their minds and hearts back to my Son. These messages need to be published— now. I am Mary, your mother, and I love you. Thank you for responding to my call. end of excerpt

3. Hail Mary

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5. From Tell My People by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J.

Mother of Our Christian Virtues

Mary: “My beloved priest-son, I wish all my children to come to my Immaculate Heart each day. I cooperate with the Holy Spirit in helping all my little ones to grow in the life of the Christian virtues. As my children dwell within my maternal Heart, the Holy Spirit leads them along the path of the virtues. Faith, hope, love, prudence, justice, fortitude, temperance, humility, chastity, and the other virtues take deeper root in the hearts of my children. Above all, the queen of the virtues, love, increasingly rules the lives of my little ones.

“I am ever at the side of my children to help them grow in the life of the virtues. As I do so, I place them more deeply within the Heart of Jesus, the source of growth in all the virtues. The Holy Spirit, then, desires that my children dwell both within my Heart and Jesus’ Heart. Within Our Hearts He clothes you with growth in the life of the virtues. The more you dwell in my Heart, the more ready you are for my placing you deeply within the Heart of Jesus where the Holy Spirit clothes you more and more with the splendor of all the virtues. Thus you grow in the likeness of Christ, and Jesus unites you more closely to the Father.”

Reflection: Since Mary is our spiritual Mother, she has a special God-given role in helping us grow in the life of the Christian virtues. As she tenderly and lovingly leads us in the life of the virtues, she is our great model in how to follow Christ. She lived the Christian virtues perfectly. She is so eager to help us increasingly put on Christ through a more dynamic living of the Christian virtues, especially the virtue of love.

Prayer: Heavenly Father, we ask for the grace to grow daily in the practice of the Christian virtues — especially faith, hope, and love. And most especially, we ask that love for God and neighbor will more and more dominate our lives. We make this petition together with Mary, through Christ, and in the Holy Spirit.

6. R. Jesus gave a strong message and it was December the 20th, 1993 and He woke me with knocking, and I think this it’s just the same thing that we pray this prayer hourly which is: I seek, I ask, and I knock. Because whenever He had the strongest message of all, He would wake me knocking, and it was a loud knocking a lot of times. And on the 20th of December, the lights were all in my room and I heard, “Angels will Read the Message,” and there was this strong knocking and then He delivered this message. So if you ever read it, He said He was going to give a sign, this was December the 20th of 1993 and He would only wake me with knocking when He had something really, really, really important to deliver. He’d wake me early in the night and then I’d be up the rest of the night with my eyes open wide with this message that He would give.

But Mary gave that message on March the 21st, 1994, the day before the corner of the building collapsed. What went on before that building collapsed down there at the Holy Spirit Center was just absolutely horrible and I’d like to read this.

At the wish of Jesus and God the Father, we deliver these messages to the world. And we will be punished for withholding the information that They wish to be released to indicate the validity of these messages. And so They ask you, this day, to help us to circulate the Falmouth card, to help circulate this message that you will receive to as many people as possible, because Jesus has spoken and He has said:

Jesus: “Great damage was done as far as the progress of the Fatima message because the messages that I gave in God’s Blue Book were immensely blocked through the workings of satan at the Holy Spirit Center and at the Falmouth farm. These are My messages to bring about the Reign of My Sacred Heart. Disregarding all of the workings that satan used to try to block the messages, these revelations must be released to the world. Great damage was done as far as the authenticity of the messages. I gave to you sufficient signs which were suppressed and held back in order that these messages would continue to be blocked.”

R. In a message given from the Father and Jesus, we were told that we must release this information or we would continue to suffer tremendously in the Movement. I see Jesus hanging on the cross and He suffered to His death. And this is the message that He has asked us to release: I am a messenger and the messages given to help bring about the Fatima message were blocked. This is not to indicate any person is responsible for disobeying the messages. I must deliver the message despite any disbelief.

On March the 22nd, 1994 at 10:30 AM, Jesus told me I would be sitting on a chair, the floor would shake under my feet and I would hear the biggest boom I ever heard.

At Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center, about 14 people were praying the rosary in the Rosary Chapel at 1:00. I looked up at the ceiling and said to Jesus, ‘You handle this, Jesus, it is Yours. I have done all I can do to deliver Your messages to promote devotion to the Eucharist and Your love. These are Your messages, You do something.’ Wanting to run and leave, I started to cry. Jesus said, ‘Go to the chapel and pray the rosary.’ I went into the Rosary Chapel and they had said the Creed and a few Hail Mary’s. I sat on the chair feeling so bad inside, holding back my tears. About the 9th Hail Mary or so of the first mystery, I heard the biggest boom I ever heard. It lasted about three minutes, it seemed. The floor shook under my feet as I sat on my chair and I knew it was Him, (because He had said I would be sitting on a chair, the floor would shake under my feet and I will feel the biggest boom and hear the biggest boom that I had ever heard.) For the first time after a month of my stomach being in knots I was relieved. He acted. Everyone got up and was alarmed and I felt comforted for I thought, ‘Thank God, now they will believe.’ We went out of the chapel and I looked down the hall and saw the sky. The entire end wing had fallen off. We ran from the building and outside there was a hole, in the earth surrounded by bricks that looked as if they had been laid neatly around the hole. The cloud of dust in the hole was sky high.

This was March the 22nd of 1994, after one month of messages, daily, that had my stomach in knots. One of the messages was given on March 7, 1994 and is recorded in God’s Blue Book II in which Jesus speaks a couple weeks before the corner of the building fell off. Which is exactly what was going on out there in the hole. The dust was sky high and it was going up in my face when I went out there. Then on March the 13th He spoke a second time, 10 days before the end of the building fell off.

Jesus speaks on August 11th and said, 1996, these were permanent signs that He gave for the validity of the messages. Hours before the corner of the building fell off, He spoke again and He said He wanted the books published. In three minutes, it seemed, maybe it was less, that whole wing of that building fell off. It was like somebody cut it off with a knife.

We have a picture that we will pass out that Jesus wants out and circulated. This is what He is asking us to do. He gave His life for us. We must be fearless soldiers and go forth and spread the messages of His love. He is asking us to spread these cards which tell of the urgency of these messages and that He means business and that the next suffering will be worse than these sufferings if we do not pray, consecrate our hearts, and help to try to spread the Priestly Newsletter.

7. R. Jesus told us this on March the 24th, He said that, “The Shepherds of Christ Movement is My instrument for the renewal of the Church and the world. Its primary purpose is to pray for priests. It is through this Movement that the Fatima message will greatly unfold.” He said on July 11th that, “A house divided against itself will fall.” And this is exactly what happen down there - the end of the building fell off.

8. R. It is 3:00, and at this hour, He asks us to pray the Divine Mercy, which we will pray later since we have been praying so long. The thing that we should note here, especially in this Crucifixion of Our Lord, that God is greatly offended by man. This is the message Mary gave 80 years ago at Fatima. We must tell God that we are sorry. When we pray the Divine Mercy, it is most pleasing to God, for we ask Him for mercy for us and for the whole world.

9. R. At this 3:00 hour, the hour most precious to our beloved Jesus, let us tell Him how we love Him so much and thank Him for the gift of Himself to us in the Eucharist, that we thank Him that He gave His life for us and that we will do all, humanly possible, that we can to spread His love to this world, to help to increase devotion to the Eucharist in any way possible that we can, to pray for the priest and the renewal of the Church and the world. Let this be our gift to Him, at 3:00 on this special day that He has called us, that we will commit to be an apostle to help spread His love, to feed the hungry souls, to give them their medicine, so that we will have a new earth in which the Sacred Heart of Jesus will Reign and her heart will triumph.

10. Jesus: This hour is most dear to Me, My beloved apostles, and I am giving Myself to you in a special way. At this moment, open your heart and receive My love, for I love you to My death on the cross.

I am asking you to help to circulate the pictures of Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center and the Falmouth farm, that the souls that went there will be turned to the messages that they should have received and will go to the tabernacle and be led to the Shepherds of Christ Movement. Mary appeared to lead the souls to My Heart, to lead the souls to the Eucharist and to bring them to the Shepherds of Christ Movement that would bring about the Reign of My Heart and the triumph of her heart.

I ask you to spread these pictures wherever possible - the pictures of Our Lady in Florida and the picture of Mary on Mother’s Day to this world. I will give to you abundant grace to join ever closer in My Heart.

It is only through prayer that men will alleviate the chastisements that are coming. You must go to the people. You must spread these cards. You must tell them that they must pray for the time is nigh, as Mary said December the 19th of 1996.

I am Jesus. The Father will separate the sheep from the goats. My little ones, I have been ignored. My Mother has been ignored. The Father has spoken to you in this Movement. I am asking you and My Father is asking you to circulate these cards, to try with all your heart to pray as fervently as possible, not to be anxious about prayer and to skip your duties, but to spend your time as frequently as you can throughout the day turning your heart to Me.

At this 3:00 hour I ask you, “Will you be My apostle to help bring about the renewal of the Church and the world? Will you pray for your priests and will you help spread the devotion to the Holy Eucharist?” I am Jesus. I am asking you to pray for the Mass Book. The book needs to be circulated to as many as possible. The Mass is a journey into My Heart.

After Rosary:

Jesus: It is most pleasing to Me that you have prayed between the hours of 12 and 3, for it is then that I suffered the agonies on the cross. You have pleased My Sacred Heart in your fervent prayer and in your sacrifices. I love you with the deepest love. Come, I will take you into the deepest chamber of My Heart and I will hold you there until the end of time. I am your God. I am your All. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. And it is through your efforts that many will know the love of My Heart. Will you help to spread this devotion to the world?

R. Jesus just said that He outpoured the most abundant grace to us for praying between 12 and 3. On this day, He wanted us to offer that in reparation for all the years that men have disobeyed especially Mary, Our Mother, in the Fatima message and that it is very important to Him and to the release of grace on the world that we prayed on this July the 13th, 80 years later, during those 3 hours that He hung on the cross.

Jesus appeared at the end of the rosary on clouds at the bottom where His feet would have been seen. Jesus appeared July 13,1997, under the tent at Morrow with lots and lots of people there, I delivered the rosary. He was with a red robe and a white tunic.