From Blue Book 12

July 13, 1996

R. The devil presses on us. Sometimes we give in easily. The devil does not want us to pray or pray the Morning Offering. The devil does not want us to work together. He tries to create division and tries to stop us, and to keep us at odds with one another.

The Prayer meeting on Tuesdays and the Blue Book meeting are always important. The devil tries to get my mind upset every times I have to do a rosary. The devil wants to stop us.

Jesus: I am telling you, you are being pressed on. Please, I beg you to continue in love. When you are pressed on, give Me yourself and I will help you. Renew your Consecration and dwell in Our Hearts.

You must pray to the Holy Spirit and renew the Consecration. The devil will attempt to divide you. He works in hunger and tiredness. You must pray.

Once he has gripped you, you feel paralyzed and disappointed in yourself. You must ask for forgiveness and continue in love.

I am Jesus. Spray your house and consecrate your hearts. The work you do here is to help souls to get to heaven. Do not give up. Tell Me of your love. Say, “Jesus, Jesus, I love you. Mary, My Mother, protect me from the snares of the devil.”
 

1 John 4:18-19

In love there is no room for fear, but perfect love drives out fear, because fear implies punishment and no one who is afraid has come to perfection in love. Let us love, then, because he first loved us.
 

R. Fear brings punishment. Perfect love casts out fear!

Jesus: The devil works in fear. The devil attacks your minds and your minds are filled with fear. Fear brings punishment. Perfect love casts out fear. When you begin to fear you must respond in love and trust. The evil one works in fear to attack you. I am guarding and watching you. Do not fear! Satan will talk in your minds to divide you. The work you do here will help souls. Do not give in to fear, you must respond in love.
 

1 John 4:7-11

My dear friends, let us love one another, since love is from God and everyone who loves is a child of God and knows God. Whoever fails to love does not know God, because God is love. This is the revelation of God’s love for us, that God sent his only Son into the world that we might have life through him. Love consists in this: it is not we who loved God, but God loved us and sent his Son to expiate our sins. My dear friends, if God loved us so much, we too should love one another.

July 20, 1996

Say: “I Love You” in Your Hearts, to All

Galatians 2:19-20

...I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me.

R. Such a realization of identification with Jesus. Being wed to Him, being one in Him, that He is loving through me, He is acting in me. I want His life to be alive in me. It takes grace - grace filling me.

    His grace fills me. I have life in Him. Life flows from the Father, in the Holy Spirit, through the pierced Heart of Jesus, through the heart of Mary, through me, and I act as a channel of His life to the world. It is Jesus acting in me. We will operate with His life in us when we are filled with Him. How do we get His grace? We can go before the Eucharist.

    I must identify with the Heart of Jesus. Say, “I love you _____” (my enemy). Jesus loves them.

    I must be one with Him at all times. I cannot hate people or want to divide with them. Jesus loves the souls at every moment. He gave His life for every soul. The key to your heart is in loving the person that you feel divided with. “Perfect love casts out fear.” (1 John 4:18). Satan talks in our head and tells us to dislike someone, causing division. I must say to all my brothers, “I love you ____”. Look into the eyes and face of the person you are harboring ill thoughts toward, and say, “I love you, I love you.” Look at each person and say, “I love you.”

    The fear comes from satan. Even if someone has wronged you, talking about the person will not change him. God’s power is mighty. When I identify with Him and pray a heartfelt prayer, it is so powerful. The more I love, the more I unite to Him, the more powerful the prayer, for He is living in me. He is mighty. We must depend on Him. My holy prayer is worth more than anything I can do by myself.

    We must leave it to Him. (I smelled roses.) I must love them, if they love me or not. No matter what they do, my heart is a heart of love for I am identified with Jesus. He loves always.

    Fear brings punishment, in this is love perfected, “perfect love casts our fear.” (1 John 4:18)

    If I continue in my fearful thinking, then I punish myself and all those I talk to. Fear can tear away at my insides. Jesus operates in peace. If God is warning me, He will also take care of me. I want Him to live in me and use me. I identify with Him always in love. When He says He will break the backs of someone, He is God, He can do that. He does not want me to break their backs. If He uses such harsh talk, we must realize that He is saying, “I am going to act when it is necessary.” Jesus, I trust in You.

    Fear brings punishment. I must always love my neighbors, even the ones I find difficult to deal with. If I think I have to control some things by force or anger, I must pray about my actions and do God’s will. God is love. God can break the backs. God is a just God. We must love God and love one another. The greatest Commandment tells us that we must love God, and one another.

    It is an act of the will, to love. We must constantly love our brothers. We must decide to love enemies. I thought God’s grace would change me. I didn’t know what to do because my heart was definitely divided with some of His beloved children. I prayed for grace and asked others to pray for me. He gave me this grace in this letter.

    Loving means I make a decision to love. If my heart is divided every time I have thoughts that are not good thoughts toward that person, I must love them, if they are opposing God’s will, I pray for them. Jesus, I love my brother, help me to love with Your Heart, not only the loving, but the unloving.

    It is easy to love the loving; it is in loving the unloving He can touch their heart with His love through me. I want Him to live in me. He lives in my heart if my heart is a heart of love.

    We have a fallen human nature from Eve, the mother of all the living. We must model our life after our spiritual Mother, Mary. We must go to her heart of pure love and dwell in her heart and Jesus’ Heart. We will be saturated with His life and He will live in us. Are we children of the light? 

Revelation 12:1

Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars.

    In Mary’s peace plan for the world, one of the requirements is to dwell in Their Hearts. We cannot dwell in Their Hearts if our hearts are filled with division and hatred for our brothers and unforgiveness. We cannot have peace and division at the same time. We must resolve to do the will of the Father with love and we will have peace even in struggles. We find peace and love, dwelling in Their Hearts.

    And I say in my heart, “I love you” ... and send this love silently to one of my brothers. God’s love is in this world through my love rooted in Him.

    Vision: Last week at the Farm when I prayed the rosary, on the last Hail Mary, I saw the miracle of the sun. The sun looked like heart tissue that kept dividing. I thought that it was heart tissue. Today He told me that this was a vision of heart tissue, that in the Shepherds of Christ Movement, though we are many, we are one in Their Hearts and we are multiplying rapidly, dwelling in His beating Heart.

Song: Give Me Your Heart of Jesus

   

July 20, 1996

The Sun Looked Like Heart Tissue

R. Last week during Tuesday’s rosary at the Farm, (July 16, 1996) instead of receiving a meditation or message on the last Hail Mary, I saw a miracle of the sun. It began as Fr. Carter prayed the second last Hail Mary. I was in such awe and detached from my surroundings that I could not pray this last meditation or message. It continued for 10 to 15 minutes. I looked at it without any discomfort to my eyes.

    The sun looked like heart tissue. It was dark reddish. It kept dividing. There were red and yellow rays of light coming forth from this heart. It looked as cells dividing. It was pulsating.

    He told me, that it was His beating Heart. That as we in the Shepherds of Christ Movement give our hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, though we are many, we are one in Their Hearts and rapidly growing in His beating Heart, pulsating in this world as He lives in us with His burning love.

    I did not say anything later, because if you look at the sun you can damage your eyes. We are not encouraging anyone to look at the sun, and we are not responsible if you do look at the sun.

 

July 23, 1996

Love is Giving

Message given through Rita Ring

R. This is transcribed from a tape at 5:00 A.M. Jesus wished this message passed out at the Farm.

Jesus: My dear child, I ask you to surrender. When will you come to the womb of My Mother and surrender? It is there that you will receive My life. It is there that the Holy Spirit works in you to sanctify you, to change you from your willful and controlling ways. Love is the gift of self to one another. You must give yourselves. I gave Myself on the cross. Your life is a constant learning process of how to love more perfectly. Your ways of love are imperfect ways. You are molded. You are shaped by the Spirit within the heart of My Mother to My ways of love. As you dwell in her heart and My Heart, you are My work of art, for you are formed and molded into My image through the Holy Spirit. You must die to yourself child, die to yourself that I can live in you. You are resistant to change. You want to hold on to those things that are familiar to you. Many times those things that are familiar to you are not My ways. I am calling you to surrender, that the Holy Spirit can work within you and form you in the womb of My Mother more to My image and likeness. I am Jesus. I come to you to make you holy and loving. I live in you. I minister to this hurting world through you. You are transformed more and more into My image and likeness through the Holy Spirit. The incarnation continues, and you are formed and molded into My image and likeness. I live in this world in you, My beloved ones. You must surrender and let Me possess your soul. Let Me live in you. You are afraid. You are afraid in your hearts that you will be left out. Love is the gift of self to another. You will not give as long as you hold on to your selfish ways. It is in giving that you receive. It is in loving that you will be loved, I loved you first, and I give to you Myself. You must focus on how I love you. You act lovingly when you feel loved. I love you so much. Will you listen to Me and realize that I love you? You are saturated with My love, but your hearts must be open that I can fill you and mold you into My ways. Within the heart of My Mother, the Holy Spirit works to make you holy. It is in dwelling in Our Hearts, the Hearts of greatest love, that you will be saturated with My life and My love. The more I live in you, the more I act in you. You must surrender. It is an act of your will to love one another. I loved to My death. I loved when I was persecuted. I loved when I was beaten. I loved you so much. I came into this world a helpless baby to show you how to love. You must surrender and give yourself. Love is giving of yourself. The key is to focus on the giving and not the receiving. Surrender to Me, and I will give to you My Divine love. And you, My child, will have enough, I provide for all your needs. You act selfishly when you are afraid. It is in fear that you punish yourself and punish all those you touch. My life will flow through you when you are an instrument of love.

R. When I give of myself, I am happy. When I am selfish, I am unhappy. Happiness is a loving heart.

Prayer: I love You, Jesus. I love you, Mary. It is for the sake of the reign of the Sacred Heart and the triumph of the Immaculate Heart I am working. God, come and strengthen me, I want to be one in Thee. Come and live in my soul.

July 15, 1994

The Resurrection

Jesus: I am the Alpha. I am the Omega. I am your all. I come before you and give you My life.

    I rose from the dead to give you a special sharing in My life. Sweet one, feel My wounds, feel My side, I am God. I am the one, true, magnificent God. I want you with Me forever in heaven. You must die to yourself to live in Me. Suffer, sweet one, for this is My life. It was not a life of pleasure, it was rooted in the cross. My teachings have been passed on for all generations. I am Mighty. I am God. I can do all things, in My way, in My time. You will rise to new life in Me. You will be raised from the dead. You will enter into My kingdom if you love and serve Me and keep My commands. Continue your journey toward Me. My precious ones, come to Me and I will give you all you need. You will rise to new life. The passion has meaning. I rose triumphant on the third day. Suffer with Me, My precious one.

 

The Ascension

Jesus: My ascension into heaven, My days were past and the time had come for Me to go to My Father. I raised My arms and ascended toward heaven and a cloud took Me out of sight.

    This is My might, as I died such a brutal death, I, in all My splendor, left in such glory! I am God. You will die in this world, but you will be carried to the home of My Father.

    The apostles were afraid as they watched from below. I promised to send them the Spirit to dwell in their hearts and give them strength. Rita, meditate on this mystery. It is in the resurrection and ascension into heaven you experience such joy. You will go to the Father. You will see the result of all your labors. To stop at the crucifixion is to miss the glory. The glory is found in the resurrection and ascension. That is why these are called the glorious mysteries.

    Oh, sweet one, such glory for those who love and serve the Lord! You may die what seems to be a million slow deaths, but your glory awaits you. Do not stop at the Passion. With your children, pray all three mysteries, they all teach about My life. I will teach you the glory of the Lord.

R. And He ascended into heaven and a cloud took Him from their sight, but He never left them, He lives and dwells in our hearts this very day!

Jesus: I am truly present in the Eucharist. My body ascended into heaven, but My Body and My Blood, under the appearance of bread and wine, remains with you this very day.

    Weep no more, My children, I go to the Father, but I remain in your midst this very day. Come and be with Me in front of the tabernacle. This is the act of greatest love, the Eucharist, My true presence with you this very day!

  

The Descent of the Holy Spirit

Jesus: The descent of the Holy Spirit upon the apostles and Mary: As I promised, the Holy Spirit came upon them in the form of tongues into the room. They had been so afraid. They became fearless. They were filled with the Holy Spirit and they went into the world to preach My gospel.

    Fear not for I am with you this day. The Spirit dwells within your soul. You have been baptized into new life through the Spirit.

    You will preach My gospel as you allow the Spirit to operate from your soul. I am the Lord, your God, sweet one. You open yourself up to the fire of God's love. Enkindled in your heart will be the fire of the love of God.

    It is in this realization of God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit, you realize the immensity of the love of God. This is what warms the troubled soul. The more you are rooted in all three Persons, the more you are steadfast in the love of God.

    God will never abandon you, though the world is cold. His love is a burning flame that roars in your heart. You are protected from the cold night. The glory is found in this mystery when you realize the fire of God's love. There are many cold hearts in this world. You will experience such warmth in your chest from the fire that burns within you from His love. This flame within you does not flicker, it does not wince about, it burns and protects you from any cold on the outside. It is a roaring furnace, a bright flame and it is alive in you when you are in the state of grace.

    Keep your hearts pure and go often to the sacrament of Penance. Be pure of heart and full of My love. I will light your heart on fire with the love of God and the cold world will not harm you. You will operate from the fire that burns within your chest. My love, the love of God is this burning flame.

    You will not be afraid. You will be fixed so in My love, you will run and not get weary because your God dwells within your soul. I am on fire for love of you. This is your strength. I am your true love.

 

The Assumption

Jesus: Mary was taken up into heaven. My beautiful Mother lived many years after My death. She complied, always, willingly to My Father.

    You wander this barren desert in search of water to quench your thirst, but you find none to suffice.

    Your strength is found in the interior union you have with God in your soul.

    You search in vain, you wander. My child, you were created for the love of God and your neighbor.

    You seek, you wander, you roam, but only this interior flame burning within your breast gives you the glow you wear on your face.

    Glory, child, the glory of the God who dwells within your very soul! His fire is a burning ember, burning deeply in your breast. Your union is constant. You never go from the flame. It is the source of His love, deep within your soul.

    Oh, what you feel when you know Our love! It truly is life that radiates from your being, a burning endless flame that goes on despite anything that surrounds you in this world.

    I am the Alpha. I am the Omega. I am your all, My beautiful one. I burn for love of you, in all your precious uniqueness.

    My Mother was taken up to heaven in such happiness. Her days were completed. She lived here to accomplish the work of the Father. Now she lives in your hearts as your beloved Mother.

    She did not leave you, she forever is your loving Mother Mary! Oh, child, if you knew her motherly, undying love for you! You have the ardent love of the sweetest Mother. She is always with you. She was taken into heaven, but remains forever with you as your Mother. Sweet one, you are so loved. One of your greatest glories is the love your great mother has for you. She was assumed into heaven to be with the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. What joy for her to see the face of God.

  

Mary is Crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth

Jesus: Mary was taken up into heaven and she was crowned the Queen of Heaven. What glory for her and for you to have your mother the Queen of Heaven!

R.  Mary is our heavenly Queen. She reins in such splendor in the courts of heaven. It is through her that we receive such graces from God.

    Hail Mary, full of grace,
        the Lord is with you,
        blessed are you among women
        and blessed is the fruit of your womb, Jesus.

Visions from Our Lady:

  A parade of faces, old and young, joyful and sorrowful, always behind her - the cross of Jesus.

  She lived her life, Jesus lived His. The rosary is the many faces from young to old that They wore. She stood by and silently her face showed her life.

  We wear many faces in our journey toward Christ. We are never the same, constantly evolving. Some joy, some sorrow, with the cross of Christ and Him hanging on it, always in the background.

  He is our pillar of strength. He poured out His love for us on the cross. He is our Savior. He is love and He gives us a special sharing in His life through Baptism.

    I saw Mary alive. She wore a parade of faces from young and beautiful to very, very old. I saw her face filled with sorrow and filled with joy. Behind her I saw a cross, it remained there all through the rosary.