July 20, 1996 - Saturday

Mary Our Model

R. The first reading was about the disobedience of Eve, how she sinned and how it displeased God, then at the Psalm (the Magnificat) I saw the contrast between Eve and Mary, how Mary is entirely pure, chosen by God.

    Then, at the Gospel I saw how Jesus gave Mary to us as our spiritual Mother. Mary is the New Eve; Jesus is the New Adam. I see Jesus on the cross above Mary; she is below. He gives the seed, she receives it, she is all pure.

    Mary is the model. We are tainted by the sin of Adam and Eve, with a weak fallen nature, mothered by the purest human person, Mary. Mary mothers us in her heart. We live in Him in His Heart. His life flows through these Two Hearts. We must stay, dwelling in Their Hearts. I keep struggling between Eve and Mary. I need the grace to dwell forever in Jesus and Mary's Hearts, then the grace will constantly flow and it will be Him living in me. Mary will protect me from the devil.

    The devil tempts us. He works on us. Eve gave into the devil. We go to Mary, she crushed the head of satan.

    We are the children of the Light. There is a constant struggle between light and darkness.

 

July 23, 1996

Love is Giving

Message given through Rita Ring

R. This is transcribed from a tape at 5:00 A.M. Jesus wished this message passed out at the Farm.

Jesus: My dear child, I ask you to surrender. When will you come to the womb of My Mother and surrender? It is there that you will receive My life. It is there that the Holy Spirit works in you to sanctify you, to change you from your willful and controlling ways. Love is the gift of self to one another. You must give yourselves. I gave Myself on the cross. Your life is a constant learning process of how to love more perfectly. Your ways of love are imperfect ways. You are molded. You are shaped by the Spirit within the heart of My Mother to My ways of love. As you dwell in her heart and My Heart, you are My work of art, for you are formed and molded into My image through the Holy Spirit. You must die to yourself child, die to yourself that I can live in you. You are resistant to change. You want to hold on to those things that are familiar to you. Many times those things that are familiar to you are not My ways. I am calling you to surrender, that the Holy Spirit can work within you and form you in the womb of My Mother more to My image and likeness. I am Jesus. I come to you to make you holy and loving. I live in you. I minister to this hurting world through you. You are transformed more and more into My image and likeness through the Holy Spirit. The incarnation continues, and you are formed and molded into My image and likeness. I live in this world in you, My beloved ones. You must surrender and let Me possess your soul. Let Me live in you. You are afraid. You are afraid in your hearts that you will be left out. Love is the gift of self to another. You will not give as long as you hold on to your selfish ways. It is in giving that you receive. It is in loving that you will be loved, I loved you first, and I give to you Myself. You must focus on how I love you. You act lovingly when you feel loved. I love you so much. Will you listen to Me and realize that I love you? You are saturated with My love, but your hearts must be open that I can fill you and mold you into My ways. Within the heart of My Mother, the Holy Spirit works to make you holy. It is in dwelling in Our Hearts, the Hearts of greatest love, that you will be saturated with My life and My love. The more I live in you, the more I act in you. You must surrender. It is an act of your will to love one another. I loved to My death. I loved when I was persecuted. I loved when I was beaten. I loved you so much. I came into this world a helpless baby to show you how to love. You must surrender and give yourself. Love is giving of yourself. The key is to focus on the giving and not the receiving. Surrender to Me, and I will give to you My Divine love. And you, My child, will have enough, I provide for all your needs. You act selfishly when you are afraid. It is in fear that you punish yourself and punish all those you touch. My life will flow through you when you are an instrument of love.

R. When I give of myself, I am happy. When I am selfish, I am unhappy. Happiness is a loving heart.

Prayer: I love You, Jesus. I love you, Mary. It is for the sake of the reign of the Sacred Heart and the triumph of the Immaculate Heart I am working. God, come and strengthen me, I want to be one in Thee. Come and live in my soul.

 

August 12, 1996

Mary Appeared all Night

R. The Church, the world and the individual Christian are in the state of becoming more and more in the image of Jesus. The devil is pressing down. I see Adam and Eve sinned. I see them to the extreme left. I see the New Adam, the New Eve. Mary and Jesus to the extreme right. We are on our journey home. We have a tainted, fallen nature, we tend toward sin.

    I saw myself pleading to my Mother, pleading and pleading to help me. She was in the Sorrowful Mother statue above me. I was below. I was a little child in my Mother's house. I visited her. I pleaded. My Mother has appeared to me over and over again, to comfort me and teach me His way. I was looking up and I was begging her to help me. She softly told me I must go to her heart, to her spiritual womb - I would be safe there. I see how the Incarnation goes on in us.

    I see how the Incarnation goes on in us. "Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars." Revelation 12:1  Mary was pregnant. Mary is always bringing forth her children. She is the pure one, the sinless one – Eve sinned.

    We are the little ones in her womb. Life comes from the Father, in the Holy Spirit, through the pierced Heart of Jesus, through the heart of Mary and into us and we act as channels of His life, living in this world today. The more we are saturated with His life, the more He lives in us in the world. The more we are one in Him, the more He lives in us in the world. We must want to be likened to Him.

    I have been going through the greatest struggles ever. I look up to Mary as a little child and I see. I am outside, she is above me. I am pleading. She says, "come to my heart." The last struggles I have gone through have been so intense. I could only find peace seeing myself in her heart, my spiritual womb, all curled up and protected. Embryos in the womb of their mother have no cares, no concerns, no worries. Dwelling in the heart of Mary is how Jesus wants us to be. In heaven there are no worries, all our anxieties are lifted. This is how it is for an embryo. They have no cares no fears, they are supplied their life through their mother. The life flows from God into the womb of the mother. Mary's Immaculate Heart is our spiritual womb. Mary is bringing us forth in the image and likeness of God through the Holy Spirit. Mary is bringing forth the Church in the Holy Spirit, more and more in the image and likeness of Jesus. Mary is Mother of the Church.

    If I remain outside of her womb, the devil presses in on me. I deal with all the problems of my fallen human nature and others. The more a person tends toward the wounded human nature, in vices, the devil has an open door, the more the devil works through them. The more a person tends toward God, in virtue, the more they are likened to God.

    If I dwell in the spiritual womb of Mary, the Father sees me as the little child in Mary's Heart. The more I dwell in Mary's Heart, I will live more according to God the Father's will in love. If I unite all of my actions as an offering to my Father, united to Jesus in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, going on around the world, the Father looks down and sees His Son and accepts my sacrifice, outpouring grace, spilled on the earth.

    How can the Father refuse me His little child when I come united to the Mass in the Heart of Mary.

A Prayer before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass

    Let me be a holy sacrifice and unite with God in the sacrament of His greatest love.

    I want to be one in Him in this act of love, where He gives Himself to me and I give myself as a sacrifice to Him. Let me be a holy sacrifice as I become one with Him in this my act of greatest love to Him.

    Let me unite with Him more, that I may more deeply love Him. May I help make reparation to His adorable Heart and the heart of His Mother, Mary. With greatest love, I offer myself to You and pray that You will accept my sacrifice of greatest love. I give myself to You and unite in Your gift of Yourself to me. Come and possess my soul.

    Cleanse me, strengthen me, heal me. Dear Holy Spirit act in the heart of Mary to make me more and more like Jesus.

    Father, I offer this my sacrifice, myself united to Jesus in the Holy Spirit to You. Help me to love God more deeply in this act of my greatest love.

    Give me the grace to grow in my knowledge, love and service of You and for this to be my greatest participation in the Mass. Give me the greatest graces to love You so deeply in this Mass, You who are so worthy of my love.

-Mass Book, December 27, 1995
 

R. The further I am from dwelling in Their Hearts, the more satan can work. I go to Mary's heart and she takes me to Jesus' Heart. I want to be saturated with His grace in me.

    Jesus was formed in Mary's womb by the power of the Holy Spirit. We are formed within her spiritual womb, her Immaculate Heart, more and more in the image of Jesus, through the power of the Holy Spirit.

    The Incarnation goes on in us. Mary's heart dwells most perfectly in the Heart of Jesus. She is the pure one. She is the sinless one. She is our model. We tend toward sin, dwelling in Their Hearts makes a difference. As long as I am outside Their Hearts, the devil will be able to work on me. In the heart of Mary I am held secure and protected by her.

    Do we want to be holy? Do we want to love? Do we fall when we do not want to? Do we give into unloving thoughts towards others in our mind? Are we afraid that we will be unloved?

    Jesus is the source of all life; Jesus is love. Jesus came to this earth, He lived, died and rose on the 3rd day – We unite  to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass — the sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present. Through the pierced Heart of Jesus the Church was born, water for baptism and blood for the Eucharist. We see the blood and water pour out from His pierced Heart. We see that God grants grace and mercies. Life comes from the Father, in the Holy Spirit, through the pierced Heart of Jesus, through the heart of Mary, into us and we act as a channel of His life in the world.

    As we dwell in Their Hearts, as we become one in Them, and we unite to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, immense graces are released.

    I had three visions: The glistening, reflective, golden light, beyond all description, came from the cross, through the exposed Eucharist onto and in front of the altar of sacrifice, March 26, 1996. The first vision began at 8:00 a.m., with the bell tolling and ended at 9:00 with the bell tolling.

    The second vision was on Holy Saturday night, the Vigil of Easter. We hear the readings of Genesis on creation, the readings about Noah, the readings about Abraham and His son, the readings of Exodus, the sea was divided and they passed into the promised land. Isaiah 4: 2-6 His Heart is that refuge that shelters us from the rain – He gave me a song. We will be given water to quench our thirst. Isaiah 55: 1-11, Romans 6: 3-11 and Colossians 3: 1-4.

    In the second vision: The reflective light came from St. Joseph holding out the child, to the bottom was the Resurrected Lord and grace reigned down on the flowers and the earth.

    The dawning is upon us. The reign of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the triumph of Mary's heart is near.

    It will come when hearts are one in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.

    The third vision had began at the consecration of the Mass. The bell tolled exactly at 7:00 a.m. at the consecration. Then it started: the sanctuary was adorned in celestial light and it remained so after the Mass. Again the immense grace looked as if it was spread on the flowers and a fountain (that was there - from Easter). It was now after Easter – the life will flow through the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass when hearts are one in Their Hearts.

    The bell tolls, we unite to the sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present in the Mass. Every act that we perform is a heroic deed when we are acting according to the Father's will and acting in love, dwelling in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, united to the Mass.

    "Oh, holy fountain of grace, the Church, the Holy Hearts of Jesus and Mary, the Hearts of greatest love and fountain through which God's life flows. Divine life flows through the Hearts of greatest love."

    I see myself in the early stages of life. So unformed. I am ready to be molded more and more into His image. I need the life of God flowing through My Mother. When I received the experience on December 15, 1995, my human nature was elevated to such heights. I see myself now on the way. In heaven I will be pure and sanctified, full of grace, wrapped in the embrace of the Trinity.

    I see myself in the heart of Mary, my spiritual womb. I see the Holy Spirit surrounding me in a white lacy mist, moving and working in me. I see myself in the Heart of Christ. I could never before put myself with Christ on the cross. I saw myself lined up with Him on the cross, under Him. I see myself, within His Heart as He dies - I die to my selfish ways. I am in His Heart. He lives in me. I unite to Him in the Mass on the cross.
 

Romans 6: 3-11

You cannot have forgotten that all of us, when we were baptised into Christ Jesus, were baptised into his death. So by our baptism into his death we were buried with him, so that as Christ was raised from the dead by the Father’s glorious power, we too should begin living a new life. If we have been joined to him by dying a death like his, so we shall be by a resurrection like his: realising that our former self was crucified with him, so that the self which belonged to sin should be destroyed and we should be freed from the slavery of sin. Someone who has died, of course, no longer has to answer for sin.

But we believe that, if we died with Christ, then we shall live with him too. We know that Christ has been raised from the dead and will never die again. Death has no power over him any more. For by dying, he is dead to sin once and for all, and now the life that he lives is life with God. In the same way, you must see yourselves as being dead to sin but alive for God in Christ Jesus.

  

Colossians 3: 1-4

Since you have been raised up to be with Christ, you must look for the things that are above, where Christ is, sitting at God’s right hand. Let your thoughts be on things above, not on the things that are on the earth, because you have died, and now the life you have is hidden with Christ in God. But when Christ is revealed-and he is your life-you, too, will be revealed with him in glory. 
 

R. I must surrender and I must look into the eyes of Jesus. Jesus is suffering and loves us, even when we sin, He still loves us. When we see a person's eyes, we see a connection to the soul and the heart.

    I know so much from Jesus looking into Mary's eyes. I have been wrapped in love's embrace when suffering. This is most powerful – to be one with Mary and Jesus. To meditate on the suffering of Mary and Jesus looking into each others eyes on the way to Calvary, can comfort us.

    Look into the eyes of the child Jesus, as Mary did at birth.

    Look into our eyes at birth - our eyes are bright and beautiful. Then, we begin to suffer, and our hearts turn colder, Our eyes show our hearts and our soul. Only in love are our eyes bright and beautiful. Hearts that are pure reflect the life inside.

    I knew the embrace of Their eyes on the way to Calvary. He has allowed me to experience the embrace of Their suffering Hearts. It was the most comforting love.

 

Jesus: Comfort My Heart with your suffering I have allowed you to suffer great suffering to comfort My aching Heart.

 

    I loved all, despite any differences or misunderstandings. I loved to My death. So you cannot love those who persecute you, who cause you pain, who reject you and think you are not rooted in the truth? You must model yourself after Me!

 

    In love's embrace, see the love of My Mother and My love when we peered into the eyes of one another on the way to Calvary. This was pure love. Pure love, loves all. Mary loved those men who persecuted Me. Her heart was pierced with a sword, her love was the deepest love. Love that is pierced by an object is the deepest love. Love, love, love, love with a wounded heart and know the depth of My love.

 

R. In Their loving embrace, in the meeting of the eyes in such sorrow there was such comfort to Their Hearts.

 
 

August 12, 1996

The Beating Heart of the Sacred Heart of Jesus

Jesus: I have opened My Heart. It was for the souls and future generations. The picture you present to this world in your writings and the tapes is the Beating Heart of the Sacred Heart of Jesus.

 

August 23, 1996 - After Mass - Glenmary

August 13th at Tom's Farm

R. St. Michael appeared on the 13th at Tom's Farm to 2 women. We had such terrible trouble with the mikes. John Weickert was there.

    Mary appeared to me twice. Mary gave a message in the rosary.

    I begged her for signs that morning - she gave all that.
    I realized how God answered my prayers.

    Mass at Father Carter's was so wonderful, Mass of the Sacred Heart. I cried all through the Gospel about the Good Shepherd.

    I am so weak. So close to Jesus. I cried all through the Mass, between 2 and 3:00.

    Way to contact, be more deeply one with God, is to surrender - give myself to God.

  

August 24, 1996 - 5:00 a. m.

It Takes His Might

R. Mary appeared.

    These are insights from God. Man will not get them out - it takes the power of God, through our prayers. Man will assist God in His work. It is in the most fervent prayers.

    Diagram - little army

    The might of the Almighty God.
    Old Testament - "little in numbers, you have been chosen."

    We have been chosen by God, though little in number, we will spread the love of the Two Hearts throughout the world with His might.

    Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary are a big part of the completion of the Fatima message. I believe.

    I am one with the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. I operate for God. Men cannot do this work; it is the work of God. I realize this totally.

    It is in fervent prayer, it is with God's power. I must beg Him to take over, not go to men. Only God can get these rosaries and books out. This is why we pray. Imagine the joy in Mary's heart to see her Son after He rose.

 

August 25, 1996

Mary's Heart, Our Spiritual Womb

R. Mary took Christ to the temple. It is by dwelling in her heart she takes us to Christ. If we stay outside her heart, the devil keeps taking shots at us. In her heart she crushes the devil and he does not get to us.

    I crawl in our spiritual womb. (her Immaculate Heart). Mary takes me to Christ. I come out for a while and the devil attacks me. I must go back in her spiritual womb right away and let my Mother protect me!

  

August 25, 1996

Children of the Light

R. Thank you, Mary, our Mother, our refuge, our hope. Though we are pressed on, we find shelter in her heart and she takes us to the Heart of Jesus.

    She is our Mother of light. Children of light dwell within her.  "... and there appeared a woman clothed as the sun, the moon under her feet, and there were twelve stars above her head."

    We are the children of light. We dwell in Mary's Immaculate Heart, our spiritual womb. We are protected from the terrors of the night. In her womb we are the children of light. She crushes the serpent with her heel. We are the modern day apostles - that is why there are twelve stars about her head. We will shine as her apostles of light in the darkest night.

    Read beginning of August 25th message and August 13, 1996 message delivered from Mary when she appeared.

    St. Michael appeared on the farm to, two women; Mary was sorrowful in the December 5th message because children of light were disobedient and willful. Those at the Center did their own wills. On August 13, 1996, she sent St. Michael, John W. was surrounded by an aura of light.

    Mary will use the Shepherds of Christ Movement to light up the earth. We are her children of light and Jesus' Apostles of light.

    She is constantly bringing forth her children. As I saw in the sun, the heart tissue dividing, and Jesus said, "We, in the Shepherds of Christ, though many, would be one heart beating in the world." The Shepherds of Christ Movement, centered in dwelling in the Two Hearts is led by Fr. Carter. The sign given on July 2, 1996 and the message of July 4, 1996, calls him the "pillar of light to lead us from darkness into light." Mary appeared when I received the July 4, 1996 message in the Sorrowful Mother statue. Mary appears now, August 25, 1996, in the Lady of Grace statue, adorned in light. The Holy Spirit fills us. The Holy Spirit is the Spouse of Mary.

 

August 26, 1996

Mary Under the Cross

R. The devil keeps taking pot shots at us. We must stay within the heart of Mary. It is in Their Hearts we are protected.

    Mary carried Jesus to the temple. In the arms of Mary we go to Jesus. No matter how we think we have fallen - we can go to Him in her pure heart.

    Mary had to flee to Egypt with Jesus; Mary will protect us from the evil one.

    Mary searches for her lost children as she searched for the Child Jesus.

    We are wrapped in the embrace of Their love. Despite all sufferings of Jesus and Mary on the way to Calvary, They were comforted by looking into each others eyes. Jesus looked into the pure heart of Mary; Mary looked into the pure Heart of Jesus.

    We can look into each other's eyes for we dwell in Their pure Hearts, even though we sin venially. We are protected by dwelling in Their pure Hearts and we can still go to the depth of His Heart.

    We stand beneath the cross of Christ and we are one with our Mother and Jesus in this sacrifice. We offer ourselves to the Father. We beg for grace for mankind to be released on the human race.

    We comply to the Father's will.

    Jesus was locked in the tomb but He rose on the third day. We live His life, death and resurrection in our lives.

    We help in the work of redemption. It is one thing to be one in Their Hearts in prayer, but He wants us to be the lights shining in the darkness. Our whole life must be rooted in Him as we are dwelling in Their Hearts. He lives in us in the world.

  

August 27, 1996

Mary's Message from Rosary

R. Jesus requested that the Shepherds of Christ meetings be on Tuesday nights at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center. The first meeting was held the last Tuesday in August, 1994. As I drove into Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center, I heard Jesus say something like these are My Apostles of My Sacred Heart.

On August 27, 1996, two years later, Mary gave her message. This was the last Tuesday in August. She gave this message on Tom's farm. It was in the rosary that follows in the Assumption, meditation 8, Mary spoke through Rita. She gave this message in the rosary.

Mary's Message from the Rosary of August 27, 1996

Mary:  I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light.

end of Mary's Message

R. We sat there and I remember the words coming from my throat. I felt the emotion, I felt like my whole being was rapt in sorrow, I felt the emotion of tears as I spoke in the rosary, but it wasn't coming from me, she spoke through me, in the rosary, so clearly, to deliver Mary's message.

August 27, 1996

Mary's Message Rosary on Tom's Farm

Jesus: Put aside all of the differences that you feel in your heart toward any person. I am Jesus. I am calling you to come to Me with a pure heart. You must let go of any distractions in your heart at this moment. I am filling you with My love. Satan aims to stop the rosary and these messages. He will talk in your heads and distract you. You must focus on your love for Me, for I long to hear the words from your lips, "Jesus, I love You." I love for you to come and to tell Me, "O, how I love You, Jesus. How I love You." Pray for the grace that you will love Me more. I am waiting for you to tell Me of your fervent love. I love you. I love you so much. I am calling out to you. Come to Me and tell Me how you love Me.

R. This is a rosary of love. It is a time that we tell Jesus and Mary how much we love Them and how grateful we are for all the gifts They have given to us. Let us put aside all of the differences in our heart and ask Jesus to fill our hearts with love, that we may march into this world as His mighty soldiers of love, spreading the fire of this love across the earth, watching the darkness turn into light. As night follows day and day follows night, the dark night that is filling this earth will be turned into the light of day as hearts are filled with His love.

Jesus: I am calling you, My beloved ones, My apostles of love, to go across this earth and to carry this light to the world. As you dwell in Our Hearts, you will radiate this light and many will know My love through you. I love you. I want you to love Me with all your heart.

Glorious Mysteries

The Resurrection

1. R. Do we see the withered body of Jesus on the cross, the death of the Almighty God? And Jesus is locked in the tomb for three days. We have been called on a great mission. We have been tried and tested and we have suffered, but Jesus tells us that in the death, there is the resurrection. In the darkest tunnel, there is the brightest light. We must stay focused on Him, for He will not leave us. He is guarding our every breath and our every heartbeat. There are many tunnels of darkness that we have traveled on our journey to spread His love to this world, but through all of these tunnels, there was the light at the end of the tunnel. We see Jesus, His withered body as He hung on the cross, and we see His glorified body as He came from the tomb. The wounds in His hands and His feet bloodied on the cross. The wounds in His hands, in His feet, in His side, glorified wounds as He rose from the dead. This is how our life is, a constant death and resurrection. We struggle, but at the end of the tunnel, He gives to us a deeper sharing in His life. I love You, Jesus. We thank You for the struggle, for it was after the struggle that You gave to us the great gifts of more abundant life, that You revealed to us teachings about Yourself. We love You. We love You. We love You. Glorified Christ, we see You adorned in white and glistening, and we know that if we stay fixed in You that we too will share more abundantly in Your life.

2. R. See Mary as she cries outside of the tomb of her Son, and think of the joy in the heart of Mary when she sees Him after the Resurrection. O heart of Mary that suffered so many sorrows and so many joys, take us into your heart that we may share more in the love of Jesus as you loved Him.

3. Jesus: I impart to you great graces in this rosary that you will come to My Heart, that you will know My love. You must open your heart and let Me fill your heart with My love. Do not focus on any of the distractions that satan has created in your mind, for I am with you in a special way, and I will touch your heart if you put aside those distractions and focus on My love. I am the Almighty God, all powerful, and I am guarding you, My beloved apostles. Each one of you have been called here. This is an important mission for the renewal of the Church and the world. You do not comprehend the immensity of this mission. I beg you at this moment to come to My Heart and let Me bathe you in My love. I love you. I love you. I love you. This is a special night for our love affair, My dear ones. You will remember this night and how I touched your heart in a special way. I am Jesus, the Savior of the world. I love you, My special, chosen ones.

4. R. How are you in this world today? Are you carrying out the messages of Christ's love?

5. R. I look at myself, and I see myself, so many times, so anxious and worried. I want, My beloved Jesus, to be as You want me to be, but I am realizing more and more that this depends on the grace that You give to me and if I cooperate with Your grace. Give me this grace. Dear Holy Spirit, work within the heart of my Mother to mold me more and more into the image and likeness of Jesus, for I know that I am totally dependent on You. Of myself, I fall and I am wretched. I love You, my beloved God. I want to have a soul that is glistening and white and pure, but it is only through Your grace that I will be this way. I give myself to You. I give myself to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, and I ask the Holy Spirit to work within her heart to sanctify me.

6. Jesus: You will be made holy as you surrender, as you give yourselves to Our Hearts. It is in dwelling in Our Hearts that you are sanctified, that you will be the soldiers of love marching on this cold earth. Many hearts in the world today have turned cold. You will march across this earth, and they will be lighted by the fire of My love.

7. R. There will be the reign of the Sacred Heart and the triumph of her Immaculate Heart. How will this be? Will it come in peace, or will it come with much suffering? As the Shepherds of Christ Movement spreads across this earth, as hearts are consecrated to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, the fire of His love will spread across this earth, and Mary promised at Fatima that if hearts are consecrated to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, if there are a sufficient number of hearts consecrated to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, we will have peace.

8. R. Jesus has risen. He is victorious. This is the good news. The good news is that we have been called here as His apostles, His shepherds in the Shepherds of Christ Movement to carry His messages of love to the world. As hearts are consecrated to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, we will proceed in peace.

9. R. O Heart of Jesus, I give You myself.

10. R. The victory has been won. Let us give our hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. It is in giving ourselves in love to Jesus and to Mary that we will unite with the Almighty God in such great love.

Song: Come Holy Spirit

Jesus: I am alive. I am alive. I am alive, and I live in your heart. Put aside all of the differences in your heart, and let Me live in this world in you.

 

The Ascension

1. R. These are the Glorious Mysteries. The victory has been won. The Almighty God died on a cross, but He rose on the third day.

2. Hail Mary

3. R. Jesus raised His arms and He ascended into heaven, and a cloud took Him from their sight.

4. Jesus: I no longer walk this earth, My beloved ones. I live in your heart. You must open your heart at this moment and let Me fill you with My love. So as you are in your hearts, you will be in this world. I am alive. I am alive. I am alive, and I live in you. Who are you that the Almighty God lives in you?

5. Jesus: Do you come to Me and unite in the Eucharist? Do you come to Me in prayer and unite in your heart? And then you go to the world, My beloved ones, and you forget about Me. You are to carry My light into the darkness. As you operate in this world today, I want to live in you. You must carry My light into the darkness. Do not be afraid to go into the darkness, but My life must be alive in your hearts. Come to Me and I will fill you with My life. When you talk to your friends, you must be rooted in Me. So many of you forget about Me when you leave the church. I am in your heart at this moment. I am in your heart when  you talk to others. I live in you, and My life flows through you. I want to live in this world. You must dwell in My Heart at every moment. The more you come to Me, the more you pray that you will dwell in My Heart, the more I will give you this grace to constantly dwell in My Heart in all of your activities. I live in this world in you. You must talk to Me all through the day, and tell Me how you love Me. Tell Me of your problems. Tell Me of your thoughts. Your thoughts become one with Me. I live in you. I will light the darkness through you.

6. Jesus: Do you fall? Are you disappointed, My dear ones, when you fail? You must realize that you are imperfect. You must come to the heart of My Mother. Her heart is pure. She will place you in the deepest chamber of My Heart. Tell Me when you have sinned. Tell Me you are sorry. The devil continues to tempt you to feel down-hearted. You must admit your error, and come to the heart of My Mother. It is in admitting your error and coming to her heart, that you will constantly dwell in My Heart. For the devil tells you once you have fallen that you should be down-hearted. Say you are sorry and come to the heart of My Mother. She will take you to My Heart, and you will dwell in her pure heart. There is not a reason why you should stay away from My Heart. If you have sinned, if you have fallen, you must say you are sorry and go to the heart of My Mother.

7. Jesus: I am alive. I am alive. I am alive. I no longer walk this earth; I live in you, and you act as a channel of this life to this world that is hurting and in pain. Come and dwell in My Heart.

8. R. Jesus ascended into heaven, and He left behind the apostles to carry out His work. This day, we are truly called His apostles, His apostles to go into the new era for the renewal of the Church and the world. This is a most important mission that He has called us to. You have been called, and you have been chosen by the Almighty God.

9. R. We see the plan of the Father unfold in the life of Mary. We see the angel appear to Mary, and we see Mary crowned "Queen of Heaven and Earth". This is the same plan. We are the apostles of this era. We have been chosen, and He is calling us to follow Him.

10. Song: I come to you with greatest love. I am your loving Savior. I am your God. I died for you. I come to you this day.

Song: Come Holy Ghost

 

The Descent of the Holy Spirit

1. R. And they were gathered in the upper room, and there was like a gigantic wind and there appeared over their heads parted tongues of fire. And they were filled with the Holy Spirit, and they began to speak in foreign tongues as the Holy Spirit prompted them to speak.

2. R. These were the Apostles that were filled with fear, that locked themselves in the room, Peter, head of the Church, that denied our Lord. These were the Apostles. Jesus shows us how they were and how they fell and how they were weak, but when the Holy Spirit descended upon them, they were filled with the fire of God's love. They were not afraid. They were fearless, and they went forth into the world to preach the Gospel message with fire.

3. Jesus: My love is fire, My beloved ones. My Heart is on-fire for the love of you. Will you open your heart and let Me fill you with this fire. It is a burning fire. It is the biggest fire. No one can put out the fire in the Heart of Jesus. My Heart will forever burn with this fire. What have you to fear when I am the Almighty God, and I give to you My heart filled with this fire that will never end. Will the souls of this earth be comforted by this fire, the fire that you will spread across the earth, or will you see the souls of your brother march into the fires of hell? I am Jesus. I am calling you. I am begging you to answer this call, for every moment in your life is so important, for souls are at stake. This is a most important mission, for you are My modern day apostles that will carry the message of My love into this world. And the Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign and the Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph when hearts are on-fire for the love of God. I love you. I love you. I love you. I am alive, and I live this day.

4. Jesus: Do not be afraid, My beloved apostles, for I am counting on you. I have called you here for I knew you would answer this call. I am giving to you a special grace at this moment. Open your heart and let Me fill you with fire. I want to be one in you, to live in you, to love you. I want you to feel My presence within your heart, the presence of the Almighty God: Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, that your heart is on-fire for the love of God. It is presence, My beloved ones. You must come to Me. You must sit after Communion and in front of the tabernacle, and I will give you My love. I am Jesus. I am mighty. I am God.

5. Jesus: Why are you afraid? Why are you afraid; I have all the power, My dear ones? I will let you crawl on your stomach to Me, for you will know that you are dependent on Me. It is in this dependency that you will carry this love to the world, for it takes My might working within you. But I have allowed you to suffer to see that you are dependent on Me. I am God. You are My beloved one. I give you all that you need. You must surrender and give yourself to Me.

6. Jesus: It is in your surrender that I unite to you with such love. I give Myself to you. To have this union with Me, you must give yourself to Me. You hold back, My dear one. I love you so. When you are taunted by Satan, do not give into the tauntings in your mind to divide you. This is to stop you in your work. Each day lost, many souls will be lost because of the importance of this mission. I am giving to you abundant graces that you will join in My Heart. In all of your prayers united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, you will help in the work of redemption. You must, when you are taunted by satan, not give into these tauntings. You must focus on My love, and tell Me how you love Me. Satan will work on you. He will work on you and work on you because so many souls will be helped through your efforts. You are helping in the work of redemption. Each day is a large amount of time, and satan knows this. Do not give in to his tauntings to divide you and to get you bowed down. I am with you. I am so close to you. Do you feel My presence? Do you know I am watching and guarding you? You must come to My Heart. You stand on the outside, and you look up at Me. And satan is attempting to stop you.

7. Song: Fill our hearts with Your fire. Fill our hearts with Your fire.

8. R. I had a vision of the biggest fire against the blackest night, and there was a little fireman in front with a little hose, and he could not extinguish the fire in any way. This was the fire of the Heart of Jesus. It is a mighty force, so powerful that it cannot be extinguished by anything that any man can do. He is uniting us to this fire. Why do we fear when we are united in such oneness to the Heart of Jesus?

9. Song: Give me Your Heart, O Jesus, give me a heart like yours. Teach me to love You with this new heart. O, I know little of how to love You. Create in me, O precious Savior, this special heart.

10. R. And the apostles were filled with the fire of God's love. They were not afraid. They were locked in prison, and they proceeded steadfastly ahead. They got out of prison singing. Fill our hearts, O Holy Spirit, with the fire of God's love, that we will not give in to the tauntings of satan, that when we are pressed on that we will know the fire of God's love and proceed steadfastly ahead, for many, many souls are at stake, and You have given to us a great mission.

Jesus: My dear, dear, beloved ones, I have called each one of you in this room. Do not underestimate what you will do when you dwell in My Heart, for I magnify all of your efforts, and the fire of My love will spread across the earth. The Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign and the Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph. You must come to My Heart, and you will be lead.

 

The Assumption

1. Jesus: I love you. I love you. I love you, and I give to you, My sweet ones, My Mother.

2. R. We look up at Mary, and we say, "Mary, help us. Mary, we beg you to help us. Mary, it is so hard. We want to do the work of Jesus, and it is so hard." And Mary looked down at me, when she appeared to me in the Sorrowful Mother statue, and she said, "My dear child, come to my heart. You stand outside and you plead and you beg, and the devil is there to attack you. When you come to my heart, to my spiritual womb, I crush the devil with my heel. You must come and dwell in my heart. Come to my womb as an embryo in the womb of their mother, for they are not afraid. They are secure. I am Mary, your Mother, and I am waiting for you to come, for I will protect you against the terrors of the night."

3. R. I go to the heart of Mary as a little baby within the womb of their mother, and I know that I am not afraid of anything, for there is no fear. That is how it is in heaven; there is no fear. There is perfect peace. We are free from all anxieties. As the hot air balloon ascends into the heavens, we are free from all those things on the earth below. This is how it is in the womb of our Mother. She truly protects us. It is a matter of letting go. Will we focus on these things that are holding us bound, or will we realize that the Almighty God is really there in our every breath and heartbeat and trust Him. Even though we do not understand and we want to worry, will we let go and let God do it?

4. Jesus: You must surrender, My beloved ones. You must go to the heart of My Mother, for you will be taunted by the evil one. You will be taunted continuously because of the mission that you have been called to. It is only in her heart that you will be protected from the evil one, for her heel will crush his head.

5. R. There appeared in the sky a woman clothed in the sun, and the moon was under her feet, and there were twelve stars about her head. We are the children of light that dwell within the heart of our Mother. It is in her heart, that we are formed into these children of light, for she is clothed with the sun, and the moon is under her feet. The darkness is beneath her as she crushes the evil one with her heel. And surrounding her head are twelve stars.

Jesus: You are My stars. You are My apostles, My apostles that will light the darkness. As stars, you will shine in the darkest night, for you are the children of light. Come to the womb of My Mother and be filled with her light. She is the Lady of Light. You are the children of light. You will march across this earth as a little army spreading the light of the Almighty God, the fire of My love across the earth. And the Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign and the Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph as you carry out the messages of My love to this world.

6. R. The Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign when hearts fervently love Jesus.

7. R. The Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph when we give our hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and fervently love these Hearts. It is in the Shepherds of Christ Movement, when people consecrate their hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, that we will have peace and love on the earth. We have been called to a great mission. It is most important that we see that what we do will help many souls.

8. Mary's Message as Received in the Rosary.

Mary: I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light.

9. Song: O Lady of Light, shining so bright, be with us this day, guiding our way, O Lady, O Lady of Light.

Mary: I appear to you as Our Mother of Sorrows.

10. Hail Mary

 

The Coronation

1. R. We see the angel appear to Mary, and we see the plan of the Father unfold in her life as she complied always to the will of the Father. And we see her taken into heaven and crowned "Queen of Heaven and Earth", but do we see the plan as it unfolds in our own life, from the day we were born how we have been guarded and watched, how He has led us to this point, how He has taught us and given us everything that we need to be able to carry out this mission, for many souls are at stake.

2. R. Do you see how you all fit as pieces into the puzzle, how you have been given the talents from the Almighty God to carry out this plan? Each one of you, uniquely special, you will help in the salvation of many souls.

3. Song: From the day you were born

4. R. And the angel appeared to Mary and she was afraid, but he told her, "Do not be afraid, Mary." And he asked her to be the Mother of God, and we see Mary how her heart was pierced with a sword and how she struggled, but we see how she was taken into heaven and crowned "Queen of Heaven and Earth". Look at our life. We see ourselves as little babies coming into this world. We see all the things that we learned and all that we have been taught, but did we see the hand of God throughout our whole life forming us so that we would be able to carry out this great mission that He has called us to today?

Jesus: You are each little pieces to the puzzle, so important and so precious to Me. Together you make up the whole picture. You must surrender. You will not bump heads, My beloved ones. You must do the will of the Father.

5. Hail Mary
6. Hail Mary

7. Revelation 12: 1  Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars.

R. We are the stars that will shine in the dark night with the fire of His love. We are the children of light. Mary is bringing us forth in her womb. We are saturated with His life and with His light as we dwell in her womb and sanctified through the Holy Spirit with the fire of God's love. We are children of light for we are saturated with the fire of His love. It is the brightest light. It is a fire that will not be extinguished. It is a fire that will spread across the earth, we are His instruments to do His work, as He operates through us, as we become one in Him.

8. R. And there will be that day when we are united in such union with the Father, Son and Holy Spirit, that we know the Almighty God. There will be no wanting. There will be no fear and no anxiety. We will be consumed by the love of God. We will be satisfied and full in heaven.

9. Song: May the angels lead you into paradise

Jesus: Know My presence, My dear ones. Sit with Me and focus on this presence, for I am alive, and I am with you. As you feel united with the person next to you; focus on the presence of the Almighty God within your heart. Focus on My presence as you sit in front of the tabernacle. Focus on God, truly present with you in the Holy Eucharist in communion.

10. Jesus: I am a Person. I am alive, and I love you.

July 28, 1995

Sorrowful Mysteries
      

The Agony in the Garden

1. Jesus: My dear ones, I am Jesus and you must listen to the words that I am speaking to you, for I am telling you that sufferings at this time are befalling this earth and that Satan is pressing down. He is pressing down so hard on all My beloved, faithful ones! As you see the confusion, the doubt, and the troubles mount in your life at this moment, you will know that Satan is busy and his work is at hand. I am molding you as special soldiers to go into this world to spread My love. How dearly I love each of you. I have called you here to pray this rosary with all your heart. Let your heart be open; let your heart be soft.

Let Me fill you with My love so you feel within you My burning love. Although the earth be shaken and not give its light, you will know that the Almighty God dwells within your heart and that you have nothing to fear, for a graced soul is constantly filled with the presence of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. I am Jesus, your beloved Savior. You do not know the tricks and the handiwork that Satan has planned to stop My faithful ones from spreading My love. It is in focusing on My burning Heart, My Heart of deepest love, that you will withstand all the trials with joy in your heart for, minute by minute, second by second, I am present with you. I am with you at this very moment. You are telling every person you meet about the God who lives within you. Let your hearts be filled with joy for I am truly present and in your midst. I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God, in this room with you in the tabernacle, the same as the day I walked the earth and died on the cross. Let your hearts be joyous. Rejoice and give thanks to the Almighty God and praise His name, for you are called, you are favored, you are chosen and you are loved with My deepest, burning love.

2. Jesus: In the garden I knelt with such agony in My Heart, for in My divine knowing I saw before Me all of the events about to happen. I knew of every beating, all of the blood that I would shed, but, more than anything, I knew the rejection and pain in My Heart for the love I had for My beloved ones and how they would reject Me. Look at your world this day. It was in the garden that I suffered for all of the souls that have forgotten God. I cry out to you from the tabernacle to realize My presence with you. You are given great gifts in this room. I want you to unite closely to My Heart, for I am longing and thirsting and waiting for this love affair with you. This rosary will be a time when you will share My deepest love. I am giving you great graces when you come before Me in the tabernacle. I will draw you more and more closely to My Heart. As I suffered in the garden for the souls that beat Me and treated Me with indifference, I was comforted by the acts of love that you are giving to Me this day.

3. R. The eyes of Jesus that cried bloody tears for all of the souls that have forgotten Him! Jesus calls from the tabernacle. Constantly I hear His lamenting cry of how He longs and thirsts to be ever closer to the hearts of men. Many men have turned their backs and do not realize the gentleness and sweetness of His love.

4. Jesus: Love is giving, My dear ones, giving of yourself for the sake of others. Many this day do not know the meaning of love. To love means to give of yourself, to give for the other. Many times it is hard to love and keep giving love for, as you are self-giving, the other continues to be selfish, but I am calling you to love. As you meditate on this passion, focus on My love, given for all, how I was persecuted and suffered and still loved. My way is love. Focus on the meaning of the word love and what it means to you.

5. Jesus: I am vigilant and forever by your side. Unconditionally I love you. No matter what you have done in your life, I love you.

6. Jesus: It is this love that I want you to give to this world. Love is giving.

7. Jesus: My love is gentle. My love is sweet. My love is kind.

8. Jesus: I give to you great graces to help you to love in this world that is hurting and in pain. Satan will cause confusion and division in your lives. He will tempt and tempt you to try to justify your actions. You must be silent many times, and yield and pray, for he is trying to create great division in your lives. You must go to My Heart and take refuge there and focus on My love for you. You are My soldiers that I am sending into this world to spread My love. Will you answer this call? Will you pray for more and more grace to spread this love to a world that is hurting and in pain?

9. Jesus: Think of how it is when you love someone so much and that person walks by and ignores you. Your heart is crying out for union with that person but in his coldness he does not see you and goes his way. My dear ones, his heart is in pain and hurting. I came to show you the way of love. My way is love. When your brother mistreats you, you must realize that within he is hurting and in pain.

10. Jesus: I come to give you peace, peace in your hearts and in your souls. Do not argue with your brothers. When you argue, Satan is there trying to cause division. I am asking you to focus always on the love in My Heart. I am giving you messages of My love. Do you realize the great gifts that you are given, that you are in this room, in this chapel, in the presence of the Almighty God? Focus on the great gifts given to you this day from the Almighty God.

How can you be glum and sad in your ways when you realize that the Almighty God loves you with the deepest love and that He is present. Pray for the grace to see more and more, for many are blind and do not see the great gifts given to them. I am giving to you, My faithful ones, great gifts and the graces to see with much clarity. Open your heart and pray for the grace to love your brothers as I have loved you.

Satan wants you focused on yourself so you will not spread the light to this world that is hurting and in pain. Satan wants souls for hell - souls for hell! Do you realize that? Let go of any kind of selfishness that you feel within yourself and vow to love and to give. Let go, release. If you let go you will feel tremendous freedom and My grace will pour into your heart and you will be filled with My burning love.

     

    

Jesus Is Scourged at the Pillar

1. Jesus: You do not know the extent to which Satan will go to keep you focused on yourselves. He is busy and working hard to keep your hearts set on problems. I am Jesus and I am giving you My abundant love. Focus on My love for you.

2. Jesus: You are My lights that I am sending into this world to spread My love. It is the smile on your face, the look in your eye, the gentleness in your voice, the love that you give to this world in all the little actions that will send My message of love to those you touch. Let go and surrender and pray for grace. Whatever is bothering you, let go and you will feel an outpouring of My grace as it rushes into your heart and you are set free, for minute by minute, second by second, Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell within you and you are never alone. If the earth is shaken and the sun ceases to shine, you will have this presence of the Almighty God firmly fixed within your heart.



3. Jesus: They tore My flesh; they beat My body. See My body, dear ones, covered with wounds and bleeding. See the wounds, deep wounds, My flesh torn open by the angry hearts of these men! I came to show you the way. In all of this torture I loved those who tore open My flesh. I came to show you the way to love. I ask you this day to release anything that is hurting inside of you, and you will feel joy in your heart, for to know Me is to have joy in your heart. Amidst all the sufferings that you are going through, keep your focus on Me.

4. Jesus: Your life is a constant reliving of death-resurrection. My dear ones, as you suffer this day, as you stay rooted in Me, you are brought to deeper and deeper life in Me. You live this paschal mystery of death-resurrection in your daily lives. I came to show you the way. I came to show you the way to love. Love is gentle, love is kind. It is caring for the other. In this world today many hearts have turned cold.

5. Jesus: In the intensity of My deepest love I want you to feel the vibrancy of this love within your heart. At this moment, focus on the presence of the Father, your loving Father who created you with such preciousness and such beauty. He created you, a very unique part of His plan, a plan for the salvation of the world. There is not another person who is like you, and He dwells within your heart. When you are in the state of grace, the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit live within you.

6. Jesus: Come to the Heart of My Mother. Lay yourself down in her Heart and be cradled by her love. As you dwell in her Heart, so too will you dwell in My Heart. Feel this presence, of dwelling within the Heart of your loving Mother and dwelling within My Heart, on fire for love of you!

7. Jesus: The Holy Spirit, who proceeds from the mutual love of the Father and of the Son, is present within you, My dear ones. Do you feel His fire and His vibrancy as He leads you more and more on your way, on this journey to eternity?

8. Jesus: My dear ones, focus now on the presence of the Almighty God within you, of the Father, and His love for you, of the Son and Holy Spirit. Feel the security. You have nothing to fear. The only fear that you should have is for the loss of the life in your soul. Let go, surrender, and feel the freedom of knowing the presence of the Almighty God that lives in a graced soul.

9. Jesus: Tremendous gifts you are given, My beloved ones. Pray for the grace to realize the gifts that you are given. I stood at the pillar and they tore My flesh. The men, with their angry hearts and ugly faces, with hatred deep-rooted in their hearts. I shed My blood for them. I loved these men, these men that put me to My death. See Me wounded, with deep wounds that ripped My flesh. I am with you at every second. You receive abundant graces for loving when others are cold to you. I am with you every second. Let go and surrender. The time is at hand. Many souls will be lost and I am calling you to go into this world to spread My message of love. I am Jesus. I love you, I love you, I love you. From the tabernacle I call out to you with My Heart, yearning with deepest love, wounded for all the souls that have forgotten and treat Me with such indifference. Think of someone you love walking by and ignoring you. I am ignored and forgotten, treated with disrespect. I am, My dear ones, the Son of God! I wait, I wait, I wait for My beloved ones to come and, from their lips, to whisper their words of love. I am a Person and I am longing and thirsting for your love. Open your hearts and come to Me.

10. Hail Mary…

      

    

Jesus is Crowned with Thorns

1. Jesus: The words that wound! Words from your beloved brother! Do you see My body, covered with wounds, wounds all over My body? When your brother treats you with ugliness, My dear ones, focus on the wounds covering My body and pray for the grace to act as I would want you to act.

2. Jesus: My dear ones, let your hearts be in joy as you realize My presence continually within you. During all of your sufferings, I am with you.

3. R. They pounded into His head a sharp crown of piercing thorns. Look at the head of Jesus, punctured by the thorns, the deep holes around His forehead. Focus on these wounds and then think of the little wounds that we receive, the words spoken, the problems that we let press on our minds. Look at Jesus and think of the crown of thorns pressing on His head. He allows us to suffer and in this suffering we are brought to greater and greater life in Him. Do we feel this divine life within us?

4. R. Look at the crowned head of Jesus and see the blood that comes down His face and goes into His eyes and into His ears. His hands were tied. He could not even try to wipe the blood from His brow. He loved those men that crowned Him with thorns.

5. Jesus: You will suffer much mental persecution this day, a pressing down of problems and things in your life that will irritate you. You must focus on My love for you. Come and dwell in the Heart of My Mother and, when you dwell in her Heart, you will dwell deeply in My Heart. You must come for our love. Things will be very hard and you will not be able to withstand the trials without Our love.

6. Jesus: Why do you go it alone when I am here, I am present, and I am outpouring My life, My grace, to you this day. Let go, surrender. When you are backed up against a wall, let go. I am here. Trust. (R. Jesus, I trust in You.) Forever on your lips say, “Dear Sacred Heart of Jesus, I trust in You!”

7. Jesus: Accept all that is going on in your life this day for I am allowing these trials to strengthen you for the days ahead. The trials you are experiencing will strengthen you.

8. Jesus: Praise the Almighty God for the great gifts that you are given in these sufferings for you are growing more and more in My life. They pounded into My head a sharp crown of piercing thorns and in all of this I remained at peace, for I knew that it was the Father’s Will. Surrender and let go. I am with you, second by second, minute by minute. I ponder the way of your heart and I am with you.

9. Jesus: You too can have joy in suffering if you realize the presence of the Almighty God. I am allowing this suffering to help you grow in your graced life.

10. Jesus: I love you, I love you, I love you. Surrender and let go, for I am truly with you.

         

    

Jesus Carries His Cross Up Calvary

1. Jesus: I ask you to carry the cross that you are given this day and to carry this cross with joy in your heart.

2. Song: See the eyes that look at Mary…

3. R. Jesus’ and Mary’s eyes met on the way to Calvary. Jesus looked into the face of His beloved Mother and He saw the tender love, and the hurt in her face. Mary looked into the eyes of Her Son and she knew of the suffering that He was undergoing. She saw His physical strain. She saw Him fall under the cross. She saw His blood and His wounds. She saw, in the meeting of their eyes, the immense love that He has for us this day.

4. R. It is in Mary that we will reach this deep intimacy with the Heart of Jesus. It is in going to Mary’s Heart, in being rocked in her arms and held close to her breast, that she gives to us the milk of salvation. She gives to us life from her Son Jesus.

5. R. It is in knowing the tender love of our beloved Mother that we will join more deeply to the love of Father, Son and Holy Spirit. It is through Mary’s Heart that we are carried to this love of God.

6. Jesus: Release yourself and let go for I am truly present in this room with you at this very moment. Put off all distractions. Focus more and more on My presence with you. All through your day, all through your encounters with others, I want you to be aware of My presence with you, not just when you pray, but all through the day - when you are talking to others, when you are walking, whatever you are doing.

7. R. Be alone in a room and be aware of the immense love within your being of Father, Son and the Holy Spirit. You are touched so deeply within your soul! In this time you sit with the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit and you soak in this presence. Time passes by, but you are unaware, for you are lost in this experience with the presence of God. Time stands still. At this point you rise and walk from the room. As you walk from the room, you know that your heart has been touched deeply by the presence of the Almighty God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit. You walk into a new world, for you are free of anxiety. You have been touched in such a way that you know that the Almighty God is truly present and living within you. You know that you do not have to fear, for the power and might of God are truly within you. You walk from this room and you carry this special touch of grace with you throughout the day. And, although the earth is shaken and the sun ceases to shine, you are steadfast in His love and His presence.

Jesus: My dear ones, things will begin to happen. So much confusion and doubt now in your life! Sufferings are coming. You must know this presence within you. It is in this presence, with the Almighty God within you, that you will have deep joy within your heart at all times for you know what God is telling you. You know that He is inside of you. You can watch things fall down around you, and people stumble in your midst, but you know that, if you stay steadfastly fixed in the love of Almighty God, you do not fear for He is truly present. You walk from this room and, as you walk, you carry this presence with you. Wherever you go, know that you have been touched by a special grace and that the presence of the Almighty God - Father, Son, and Holy Spirit - truly dwells within you. Your greatest fear is to lose the life of God by sin. Everything else will work according to the plan of the Father if you surrender and carry this presence within you. Do His Will.

8. R. And the earth was shaken, and trees fell, and many catastrophes hit the land, but within their hearts there was an inner peace and tranquillity as they walked from the room, for they were touched by Almighty God. Nothing can shake the presence of God within their hearts.

9. R. And He carried the cross on His back. His body was stooped over, and His face was covered with blood, and His head crowned with thorns, and He could hardly move. He fell three times under the weight of the cross but within His Heart was peace for He knew the love of His Father. He knew the Father’s Will. You, too, will go about your life and have peace and joy within your heart, for you will know that as you walk the Almighty God dwells within you.

Jesus: Be one with Me, My precious ones, one with Me. Unite more and more to Me. Say the Prayer for Union with Me. Every day pray this prayer. Let go, surrender and feel the freedom of knowing the indwelling of the Trinity.

10. Jesus: As you see My face covered with blood, see My body stooped down and the cross on My back. I could hardly move. As you look into My eyes, tender, loving eyes, My dear ones, I want you to hear three words from My lips as I look back at you with My tender loving eyes. I love you!

      

    

Jesus is Crucified and Dies on the Cross

1. R. Jesus was raised high on the cross on Calvary. See Him on the hill and see Mary under the cross and hear the wind blow. See the cross against the darkened sky. This is the greatest sacrifice: the Son of God gave His all to the Father for love of us. His hands were pierced, His feet were pierced, His head was crowned with thorns. He surrendered and gave His life that we might have life forever with Him in heaven.

2. R. As you go to each Mass, unite in oneness with the priest, the priest who is Christ present at the Mass. Unite in this oneness and offer yourself in this act of self-giving to the Father. See Jesus at the Last Supper as He offered the bread and hear His words, “…this is my body” (Mk 14:22), for He knew He would give His flesh and His blood for the love of His precious souls. At Mass we offer ourselves, through and with Christ, to the Father, in the Holy Spirit.

3. R. It is in uniting ourselves to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass being offered all through the world at every moment, offering ourselves with this sacrifice to the Father, that this is our most powerful prayer and that our prayers are magnified to such an extent. All through the day offer, with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, to the Father, in the Holy Spirit, through the intercession of the Virgin Mary. Offer up, My dear ones, your prayers - for the souls suffering in this world this day, for the souls in Purgatory that need your prayers - all of your petitions. Unite them to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass going on constantly, the greatest prayer that you can give to the Father.

4. Jesus: This is My Body. This is My Blood.

5. Jesus: My dear ones, I give you Myself this day in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, and you take this so lightly. As I gave Myself as a sacrifice on Calvary, so I give Myself to you this day. Deeper and deeper My union with you grows as you receive Me in the Eucharist. I am crying out to you to realize the great gifts that you are given, for, when you receive Me in the Eucharist, you become so united in such oneness with Me.

6. Jesus: Prepare yourself for this event. Prepare to receive the Almighty God in deepest union in your heart and pray for the grace that this Mass will be filled with meaning for you and that you will unite in such oneness with Me. You pray at the Offertory to the Father that He accept this Sacrifice. Offer your lives to the Father with Me. Put your life in His hands. Let Him run your life and you will be free and good will happen for you, as you grow more and more in your life and unite more and more closely to Him.

7. Jesus: As you unite in such oneness with Me, you unite also with all those present in Me.

R. Let the world unite in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, and all become one in Christ, for we are one body in Him and He is the head.

8. R. Let us all pray in union with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass throughout the world and offer ourselves up continually in this Sacrifice with Jesus to the Father. As we all do this there will be unity in this offering, for we are all one in Him. As we unite in Him, we unite in each other.

9. R. Ave Maria! It is through the pierced Heart of Jesus that the sacramental life of the Church was born. Blood and water flowed forth from His Heart - water, the symbol of baptism, our rebirth in Him, and blood, the symbol of the Eucharist, whereby we are fed by his Body. As the life flows through His pierced Heart, so it flows through His beloved  Mother, for her Heart was invisibly pierced with a sword and she is the Mediatrix of all grace. As she nourished the Christ Child within her womb, so she provides the life to us from her Son Jesus through her spiritual womb.

10. R. I see the life flow from His pierced Heart, through the Heart of the Virgin Mary, and into our hearts. We are saturated with this divine life and divine love. It is from His Heart that all mercy and love flow.

                        End of July 28, 1995 rosary