Mary has requested that the daily message be given each day to the world. It is read nightly at the prayer service from her Image Building in Clearwater, Florida, U.S.A. This is according to her request. All attempts will be made to publish this daily message to the world at 11 p.m. Eastern time, U.S.A. We acknowledge that the final authority regarding these messages rests with the Holy See of Rome.

July 26, 2005

Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus

My dear fellow Associate Members,

Jesus is calling special apostles to join a new division of the Shepherds of Christ Movement. Here is a message from Jesus given to Father Carter:

    My beloved priest-companion, I am requesting that a new prayer movement be started under the direction of Shepherds of Christ Ministries. I am asking for volunteers who are willing to pray before the Blessed Sacrament for one hour, twice-weekly. Members of the Shepherds of Christ prayer chapters, as well as others, are to be invited to join this movement.

    These apostles are to pray for the intentions I am giving you. For part of the hour they are to use the prayers of the Shepherds of Christ Associates Handbook. They may spend the rest of the hour as they so choose.

    I will use this new prayer movement within My Shepherds of Christ Ministries in a powerful way to help in the renewal of My Church and the world. I will give great graces to those who join this movement. The name, Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus, is to be given to this movement.

    I am inviting My beloved Rita Ring to be coordinator for this activity.

    I pour out the great love of My Sacred Heart to all. I am Jesus, Chief Shepherd of the flock.

    This is indeed a special calling for us to unite in one heart with His Eucharistic Heart and pray for the following intentions:

1. For the spread of the devotion to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary culminating in the reign of the Sacred Heart and the triumph of the Immaculate Heart.
2. For the Pope.
3. For all bishops of the world.
4. For all priests.
5. For all sisters and brothers in the religious life.
6. For all members of the Shepherds of Christ Movement, and for the spread of this movement to the world.
7. For all members of the Catholic Church.
8. For all members of the human family.
9. For all souls in purgatory.

end of Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart message

October 13, 1994

    "I wish to share with you part of a message which Jesus gave us on October 13, 1994. The message tells us about the expansion of the Shepherds of Christ movement:

    'My beloved priest-companion, today I come to you with another mission. I am asking you to establish Shepherds of Christ Ministries. At My request you have already begun the priestly newsletter, "Shepherds of Christ", and the prayer chapters, Shepherds of Christ Associates...

    'I am giving you this message on this day, the 77th Anniversary of the Great Apparition at Fatima, because of the close connection between the Shepherds of Christ movement and the Fatima message. The Fatima message is centered in devotion to My Heart and My Mother's Heart, especially in consecration to Our Hearts. Shepherds of Christ Ministries is also centered in devotion to Our Hearts. I will use Shepherds of Christ Ministries as a great instrument in helping to bring about the triumph of the Immaculate Heart and the reign of My Sacred Heart. When this occurs, My Church and the world will be experiencing the great era of peace promised by My Mother at Fatima.

    'Today, then, October 13, 1994, the 77th Anniversary of the Great Apparition at Fatima, marks the birth of Shepherds of Christ Ministries. I pour forth the great love of My Sacred Heart to all. I am Jesus, Chief Shepherd of the flock.'

end of October 13, 1994 message given to Fr. Carter

July 12, 2005 

transcribed from a tape given during the retreat

  

This is a very urgent message given 
before the Exposed Eucharist.

   

 

 

During the Chaplet of Divine Mercy

 

The Agony in the Garden

Matthew 26: 39

And going on a little further he fell on his face and prayed. ‘My Father,’ he said, ‘if it is possible, let this cup pass me by. Nevertheless, let it be as you, not I, would have it.’

 

Matthew 26: 36-46

Then Jesus came with them to a plot of land called Gethsemane; and he said to his disciples, ‘Stay here while I go over there to pray.’ He took Peter and the two sons of Zebedee with him. And he began to feel sadness and anguish.

    Then he said to them, ‘My soul is sorrowful to the point of death. Wait here and stay awake with me.’ And going on a little further he fell on his face and prayed. ‘My Father,’ he said, ‘if it is possible, let this cup pass me by. Nevertheless, let it be as you, not I, would have it.’ He came back to the disciples and found them sleeping, and he said to Peter, ‘So you had not the strength to stay awake with me for one hour? Stay awake, and pray not to be put to the test. The spirit is willing enough, but human nature is weak.’ Again, a second time, he went away and prayed: ‘My Father,’ he said, ‘if this cup cannot pass by, but I must drink it, your will be done!’ And he came back again and found them sleeping, their eyes were so heavy. Leaving them there, he went away again and prayed for the third time, repeating the same words. Then he came back to the disciples and said to them, ‘You can sleep on now and have your rest. Look, the hour has come when the Son of man is to be betrayed into the hands of sinners. Get up! Let us go! Look, my betrayer is not far away.’ 

     

 

Jesus speaks:  And I call to you My beloved priests to spend this hour with Me daily. I call to you to pray for this, that this message will be circulated throughout the land, to the priests,

 

  

Jesus speaks:  especially of the United States where My Mother appeared to tell them. But they did not listen and I go away and I come back and I say "Could you not wait one hour with Me?" Pray that you will not enter into the temptation. And again and again, and I come in My love letters and I say "Can you not wait one hour with Me?" and they say "Oh but I must do this and be about this business and that business and the other business." And I say to you "You are My beloved spouse, the one that I have called to be My priest, to offer the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, to give to the people My Body and My Blood. I give to you the power to forgive sins" and you say "Oh I do not have time today Jesus." And I say "Could you not wait one hour with Me?" 

    I ask you to circulate this message to My priests, "Can you not wait one hour with Me daily before the Blessed Sacrament?" And pray that you will not be held to the test. For the grace that I outpour to you in this hour is the grace that will help you to be the priest that is needed to help the young men to follow the vocation to be the priest in the churches in America. Do you not hear the words I speak to you this day? Can you not spend one hour with Me? I give to you 24 hours a day and you are busy for what?

 

Jesus is Scourging at the Pillar

Matthew 26: 48-49

Now the traitor had arranged a sign with them saying, ‘The one I kiss, he is the man. Arrest him.’ So he went up to Jesus at once and said, ‘Greetings, Rabbi,’ and kissed him.

  

Jesus speaks:  And they tied Me to the pillar and they tore My flesh and I bled for the sins of this world today. And I call to you My beloved priests to hear the words that I speak -- for the little ones will not have the availability of the Eucharist as many do today. And it is because of your lack of holiness and time alone with Me to do holy prayer. And I say to you "Can you not wait one hour with Me" that you will not be put to the test, that you will be the holy priest that will lead the people to My Heart. And they whipped Me and they tore My flesh and the blood ran down from My battered head for My little ones, the souls of the babies, the souls of millions of babies that can be affected by what you are doing in this Movement with the Newsletter and the Prayer Chapters. 

    God the Father has called this code orange that you will pray more ardently, that you will realize that this Movement will flourish through the prayers of the people united as associates and Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart. But if you are not committed, if you think it depends on you alone, the prayer power will not be there. You must pray for your priests, for they are blind and do not see the benefits of the daily hour before the Blessed Sacrament. And in that hour I give to them the grace to be holy priests, I give to them the grace to know the will of God and to live by it. And in that hour they will speak to the people of the gift of the Eucharist, of the gift of the Church - outpour their love to the people of the Church. Oh pray My little ones for it is so important that you pray here today.

Messenger:  And we pray, we pray Father and we beg for mercy and for grace because it is all in Your hands. It is in our hearts etched deep within our soul and we ask You to please hear our prayers for the shortage of the priests to come -- makes us so sad. Hear our prayer God, hear our prayer and help us. We know that our lives given will make a difference to the souls but it is only by Your might that this will happen.

    Dear Father in the name of Your Son Jesus, in the Holy Spirit, with all the angels and the saints and the souls in purgatory, through the intercession of Our Lady of Fatima in the Americas and Pope John Paul II and Bishop Ed and Fr. Carter, St. Ignatius, St. Xavier, Margaret, my mom and sister, and for all the favorite saints that you have, for St. Joseph and St. Anthony, Our Lady of Guadalupe and all Mary's titles, God we want You to help us, we are sinners have mercy on us, but hear our pleading prayers for we just cannot do it. We are totally dependent on You. Please Father for the sake of His sorrowful passion, hear our prayers.

 

Crowning with Thorns

Matthew 27: 28-29

And they stripped him and put a scarlet cloak round him, and having twisted some thorns into a crown they put this on his head and placed a reed in his right hand. To make fun of him they knelt to him saying, ‘Hail, king of the Jews!’

  

Jesus speaks:  And they pounded the thorns into My head and the blood ran down My head.

Messenger:  Oh God we meditate on Your wounds and Your love for souls. And we too love the souls so deeply, please hear our prayer for we believe in this Movement and the Newsletter and the Prayer Chapters and all the things that You have asked us to do with the rosary and the consecration. God it's all in Your hands. For the sake of the babies, dear Jesus, that You shed Your blood for. Help us to be able to do what You have asked us to do in this Movement, for we believe.

Sing:  Jesus we believe, Jesus we believe, Jesus we believe, 
            we believe in You.
          Father we believe, Father we believe, Father we believe, 
            we believe in You.
          Holy Spirit we believe, Holy Spirit we believe, Holy Spirit 
            we believe, we believe in You.
          Mary we believe, Mary we believe, Mary we believe, 
            we believe in you.

Messenger:  Little infant we love You so. The sight of You with Your little crown and Your little sweet cheeks as a King just makes our hearts so happy. Please help us, Jesus in the Eucharist truly present here, please hear our prayer.

 

Messenger:  The words of this message are etched so deeply in my soul that the words are just words, but I speak as Mary spoke through me.

Mary's Message
from the Rosary of August 27, 1996

Mary speaks:  I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, 

(Messenger:  that's what she's talking about, lots of little children that are just not even going to have the benefits that we have with the Eucharist and availability of the Mass)

for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light.

end of Mary's Message, August 27, 1996

 

Mary speaks:  I looked into the eyes of my Son and I saw the blood and the anguish.

And Jesus says:  I looked into the eyes of My Mother and I could have stopped the suffering but I didn't, I did the Father's will. My little ones, carry your crosses and your tears bring to Me, tears for the souls of the little ones for I long for you to pray and to ask for the things that you need for it is by My might that they will be accomplished.

Messenger:  And we pray to you Father and we ask You, please in the name of Jesus for the sake of His sorrowful passion, hear our prayer, please God, please hear us for all the years that we have prayed, for all the apparitions, please God look at our faith and our love and our devotion, forgive us for our sins and failings but look into our hearts and see how much we too love the souls. How can this happen? Why won't anyone listen? Why does the crisis for the priest get worse and worse? Why won't they go to the tabernacle and spend the time? Why is the love not there to be there with God? Please hear us, we are the Shepherds of Christ. You have formed us and given us this Movement but we cannot change the hearts of the people, only God by Your might can their hearts be changed. Hear us, Father we lay prostrate before You and beg, we beg God hear us and help us, please.

 

 

Jesus carries His Cross

John 19: 16-17

So at that Pilate handed him over to them to be crucified.

They then took charge of Jesus, and carrying his own cross he went out to the Place of the Skull or, as it is called in Hebrew, Golgotha,

 

Messenger:  And we sing for the whole world. Sing this song. I have to find it.

    We sing this song, Father, we sing for the whole world, if we pray hard enough, if we love you deep enough, if we tell you we are sorry for our sins, if we give our lives to You, will you hear our prayers - for the little ones Jesus gave His life for, for the ones that Mary speaks of.

Song:  Change Our Hearts

Messenger:  I pray for every soul on this earth that the blood of Jesus will be spread on them, that their hearts will be consecrated to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, that the devil will be cast into the fires of hell, that ugly, evil devil, I am just sick of him. Please God help us?

Song:  Change Our Hearts

Messenger:  Dear God please give us the funds, give us everything that we need to do this, change our hearts oh Father, whatever it is, dear God help us to spread this knowledge of Your burning love in the churches and to the priests, for the sake of the little ones we pray, please Father.

Messenger:  O Jesus, who said, "Ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find, knock and it shall be opened to you," through the intercession of Our Lady of Fatima in the Americas and Pope John Paul II we pray, please help us to do what You have asked us to do and forgive our imperfections, but look at our hearts and how deeply we love You.

Song:  Change Our Hearts

Messenger:  Our dream is Father that the world will be where people love God and do His will, and little children will have priests.

Song:  Change Our Hearts

Messenger:  We cast the devil into the fires of hell and ask that the blood of Jesus be spread on this earth and that the pressure of the evil serpent is no more and we consecrate all the hearts of the people of this earth to the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart, please God. We come to you united to the Mass in the pure and holy Hearts of Jesus and Mary that our prayers will be more pure. Hear us.

Song:  Change Our Hearts

Messenger:  Help us God, please.

Song:  Change Our Hearts

Messenger:  And all the hearts of the people of this earth, of the people that could help us, if its the donors or the priests or the bishops, whatever, just to spread the prayer chapters and to do the newsletter the way You want.

Song:  Change Our Hearts

Messenger:  And help so that they don't keep thinking about stuff in the heads and just disregard the things in the hearts, the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart, the fire of Your love, the Holy Spirit coming upon the people and molding them more and more in Your image and likeness. The devil is just a devil, kick his butt please.

  

  

Crucifixion

Matthew 27: 50-51

But Jesus, again crying out in a loud voice, yielded up his spirit.

    And suddenly, the veil of the Sanctuary was torn in two from top to bottom, the earth quaked, the rocks were split,

John 19: 25-26

Near the cross of Jesus stood his mother and his mother’s sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary of Magdala. Seeing his mother and the disciple whom he loved standing near her, Jesus said to his mother, ‘Woman, this is your son.’

 

Messenger:  Dear Father help so that the whole world will know Mary, the Mother of God, our Mother, that the priests will recognize her as Mother of the Church, that the children of this earth will go to Mary, that Our Lady of Clearwater will be known throughout the world as the Mother who appeared to the children, the Lady of Fatima in the Americas, for the little children. Oh God please send us holy priests, lots of them, that the love of the Eucharist be so attuned in their hearts. God please hear us.

John 19: 26-27

...‘Woman, this is your son.’ Then to the disciple he said, ‘This is your mother.’ And from that hour the disciple took her into his home.

 

Messenger:  Help dear God so that people who have made their heads gods learn Your love, that they will know the scriptures and the gifts in the Church and the wisdom in their hearts. God let us love your life, live in us and your word come alive in our hearts. Dear God we pray so deeply that these words can never express what is in us. Look inside of ourselves and see our lives given and our prayers prayed and hear us for the sake of the little souls that are coming up in the world, God. Send us holy priests, we pray. Help us to do what you've asked us to do, provide for us that which we need to do, this, because it's just been hard. God help us. Amen.

    

    God the Father said to alleviate the shortage

1)      Priests are to celebrate Mass every day (don’t skip Mass)

2)      One hour of adoration before the Blessed Sacrament

3)      Begin Shepherds of Christ Prayer Chapters (Red prayer manual) Jesus asked for 11 years ago from Fr. Carter. This is to center their lives in consecration to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and to help make reparation to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary in the litanies and other prayers praying for the priests, the Church and the world.

4)      Priests must recognize they need a deep union with Mary.

  

From June 23, 2005 message

Messenger:       Please focus on me no longer —
                            look at the fruits of Jesus' Movement 

The purpose of the Movement are majorly
        1) To circulate the Priestly Newsletter to 72,000 priests in 189 countries. Fr. Carter, S.J. sent the Newsletter since 1994. The Priestly Newsletter is the main purpose of our Movement centered in consecration to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

        2) A co-equal purpose is the prayer chapters centered in consecration to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary we participate in ourselves and encourage others to begin who come to the site. Prayers are from the red prayer manual begun by Fr. Carter in 1994 – praying for the priests, the Church and the world.

        3) Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart –
            Our members spend 2 hours weekly before the Blessed Sacrament praying for the pope, bishops, priests, sisters and brothers, for the Church in general, members of the human family, souls in purgatory, members of the Shepherds of Christ Movement, praying for the culmination of reign of the Sacred Heart and triumph of Mary’s Immaculate Heart using the red prayer manual, the rosary and private meditation.

        4) Rosary Program —
            homemade rosaries sent to school children in United States over 100,000 yearly, with meditations with the Imprimatur and consecration cards to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

         5) Morning Offering program encouraging all to say the morning offering with materials given to unite all they do all day to the Mass praying for the priests, the Church and the world.

        6) Consecration of Homes and Families, School Program to the Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart.

         7) Store in both China, Indiana and Clearwater, Florida

providing images and statues of the Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart, rosaries, rosary kits, prayers with the Imprimatur, vestments for priests, bibles, religious goods in general, prayer cards and prayer manual, etc., power point presentation of the rosary for meditation for schools and for tiny tots.

        8) Retreats monthly – 4 days in China, Indiana with daily Mass, the Eucharist exposed for our members, praying for the priests, the Church and the world.

        9) 24 hour adoration from our Church in China praying for the priests, the Church and the world by our members, servants, handmaids and apostles.

      10) Books on meditations of the rosary, Father Carter’s books, books on the Mass with Imprimatur, coloring books on the rosary for children all ages, nursing home books, large print.

July 26, 2005 

Jesus speaks:    Tension - the devil wants
                        tension -

                            Where there could be peace
                        love and joy, people that are
                         not happy in their lives can
                        cause tension where ever they
                        go.

                          They can do things that cause
                      others tension, problems, sit
                      back and watch the other now
                      in a very troublesome state
                      they created.

                          I want peace, love and joy.
                          I went to the cross and died
                      for your sins.

September 2, 1994

Title: I Give Myself to Jesus

R.  I find such comfort in the cross. No matter what is going on, I give myself to Jesus at the foot of His cross. I know Mary is always at my side.

Jesus:  This is My love for you, it is not words, it is action from the heart. I gave the last beat of My Heart for love of you. I love you with the most enduring love. To My death on the cross, I loved you.

    Stand beneath My cross, see Me hanging, see My bodily position, to My death I hung in such agony for you! My blood was spent, My flesh was given, and I cried out My last cry, it is finished! I am your Savior.

    I am the true bread come from Heaven. I give you Myself in the Mass. I give you My Body. I give you My Blood. Oh, child, My life I give to you with such everlasting love. Let your hearts be forever filled with joy. Come to My Mass. You are the favored ones, to be offering such a sacrifice! Praise your beloved God in heaven, He loves you so much, oh you are so favored! 

R.  I love Him so much. I know more and more His great love for me and I count myself so honored to be in His presence before the Blessed Sacrament. He is truly with me here, my beloved Savior, my most precious Jesus, my Beloved.

    Words seem so weak anymore to describe this. My heart knows, my soul is on fire with His love, my soul thirsts and longs for more and more. I crave Him so. I want more time alone with Him, but I have a family and other things the Father wills me to do.  These are most precious moments in my life, when I am at Mass, when I receive Him in Communion. Such precious moments. I do not know how to describe them in words.

    My soul is yearning and longing for more and more each day. I cannot be satisfied. Words are not enough. My heart knows so well what my pen cannot say. I love Him so much, to the point of tears, to always be closer, united, and want more to fill my hungry soul. I love You, Jesus, with such an intense love. I love God and thirst after Him.

    This is the Father's will for me. This is what He wants for me now. To do His will is my striving with much love. I love Him so much, my beloved Father, my most beautiful Spirit. Who am I to be so favored?

end of September 2, 1994

July 26, 2005 message continues

Jesus speaks:   Be one -
                          My way is unity -
                          A man always thought of a
                              different way - do it
                              differently than was asked -
                              say something different to
                              be more intelligent.
                         Heads together you will do My
                              work.

                          I have a plan -
                          So you can be busy you make
                              busy work without asking
                              yourself is this what Jesus
                              wants.

                          You can be running from your
                              aching heart, trying to
                              stay busy, so you never
                              feel the pain -

                          A person dealing with past pain
                              can be in the moment and
                              try always to do God's will -

                          A person running from pain can
                              go to drugs, alcohol -
                              food - WORK, control
                              to deal with disempowerment
                              and pain.

                          If you are upset and then find
                              an agenda at work to ease
                              your pain - you may not
                              be doing what really
                              needs to be done - you are
                              just seeking power to ease
                              the disempowerment you
                                  feel and may be
                              causing problems doing something
                              that should not be done just
                              to ease your tension.

                              People create tension and
                                  then they can do bizarre
                                  things to work it out -

                          My way is oneness

                          My way is love

                          My way is peace -

                          Your life may be lived having
                              an aching heart -
                              you never deal with it -
                                  that is the problem -

                          You feel you should never experience
                              the pain - so you have left
                              a life of disharmonious
                              activities behind you -

                          You stuff the pain like a
                              can stuffed with rubber
                              bands and you are afraid
                              to take off the lid -
                              you may find your heart
                                  your real feelings and
                              quit transferring all kinds
                              of disappointments into
                              bizarre behaviors that
                              effect others -

                              Why won't you see that
                          going around a 2 mile road to
                          reach the chair next to you is
                          the wrong way.

                              You are running like a
                          guy on a tread mill - you
                          are running from your
                          pain instead of facing the
                          truth and getting in touch with
                          the heart you locked away as
                          with layers of skin like a
                          fleshy onion.

                              A person can walk into a room
                          and bring harmony, oneness -
                          or they can walk in and divide
                          things -

                              Look at the greatest commandment.
                          I expect you to walk hand-in-hand
                          in peace. Blaming innocent
                          others for your lifetime of pain
                          you stored can be a real volatile
                          situation -

                              It just gets worse and worse -
                          Some people don't cry - others
                              cry to express frustration -

                          Some think being a man is being
                              tough - closed mouth
                              showing no emotion -

                          What is important is doing
                              God's will -
                              living in the truth -
                              facing the truth about yourselves -
                              the pain of long ago -
                              long stuffed and not
                              acting it out on innocent
                              others today.

                          I give you My strength -
                          I am the healer -
                          I show you My Heart -
                          I write My Messages of love -
                          Wanting your healing to come from
                              other persons is silly -
                              I can heal you -
                              You look around - manipulating
                                  others for your hungry love -

                          You are afraid to open the door
                              of your heart to real
                              burning love with God.

                          I love you so much.

                          I am your spouse - the Bridegroom
                              of your soul -

                          I am your Divine Lover -
                          You were created to long for
                              My love -
                              only My love will fill you -

Jesus speaks:    I give you My Blue Book writings

August 9, 1994

Title: Cradled to Sleep by My Heart

Jesus speaks:        Trust Me My child as a child who crawls
                            into their mother's arms. The child is not
                            afraid of being hurt. The baby is picked
                            up and then ceases to cry. Be as the baby
                            who is held and caressed by a loving
                            parent. The baby is totally at peace. They
                            know the touch of the parent. They totally
                            surrender into their arms.

                                There is no stiffening in their body, it
                            becomes a total release of self into the
                            arms of the loving mother.

                                Release child, total yielding into my
                            arms. I will tuck you forever in my
                            most Sacred Heart. My Heart is warm, My
                            heart has the tender constant beat of
                            My love. This is your soothing balm, to
                            be cradled to sleep by the sound of
                            My beating heart. You rest in me in
                            total peace. Total surrender, total
                            letting go. Be as the baby at the breast.

                                I am the Good Shepherd, I know mine
                            and they follow me. I caress you so closely
                            in My Heart. My Mother places you so gently
                            in the very recesses of My Heart. Be at peace
                            My child.

                                This is peace, total surrender to God.
                            You constantly hear a soft beating of My Heart.
                            It is constantly lulling you to sleep. It never
                            stops, it is plugged into a source of undying
                            love. It never runs out, I am the almighty
                            God with a Heart on fire for love of you,
                            My precious one. Total surrender, total
                            yielding, total trust in the God who
                            died for you, Who gave His very life for love
                            of you.

                                I am the Good Shepherd, I fondle you in
                            My Heart. Total trust to Me. Be at such
                            peace.

                                I am He who ardently loves you, every
                            minute of the day. Come to Me My babies,
                            I call you to My loving Heart.

                                You need to have this total submission, a
                            total release of anything that holds you
                            back. Total trust in me as a loving
                            shepherd.

                                Oh sweet one, surrender your all. Satan
                            constantly wants you to hold back. Release
                            yourselves into the recesses of My Heart. Be lost
                            in the fold of My love and be lulled to sleep
                            by the beats of My Heart.

                                I love you so much My sweet one. Never
                            hold back anything from Me.

July 26, 2005 message continues

Jesus speaks:     Quit it -

                              Pray the Our Father

The Our Father

    Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name. Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen.

 

July 26, 2005 message continues

Jesus speaks:     People who have suffered hurts their
                              whole lives and lied to themselves
                              sometimes stuff their pain
                              so deep - then transfer pain
                              to others in their lives now in tremendous
                              proportions because their
                              pain from the past -
                              TONS of IT is like a
                              bomb inside of them -

                          They carry a ticking bomb -
                              Look at My Sacred Heart -
                              My Heart is surrounded
                                  by thorns, I suffered
                                  for your sins and the way
                                  you have hurt others and
                                  others have hurt you -

                                  But My Heart is ablaze -
                          It was pierced, but I
                          gave My all for love
                          of you -

                          When will you learn you<
                              search a barren desert
                              for love -

                          Only I can fill you -

                          Pray for peace -

                          Get in touch with your heart -

                          I want to comfort you and love
                              you.

                          Quit blaming an innocent other
                              in your life today for all
                              the pain you stuffed your
                              whole life -

                          Let your heart relax and look
                              at My Heart and Mary's Heart -

                          My Heart was pierced with thorns
                              for you

                          Mary's Heart surrounded by
                              flowers.

Exodus 33: 7-11; 34: 5b-9, 28 

Moses used to take the Tent and pitch it outside the camp, far away from the camp. He called it the Tent of Meeting. Anyone who wanted to consult Yahweh would go out to the Tent of Meeting, outside the camp. Whenever Moses went out to the Tent, the people would all stand up and every man would stand at the door of his tent and watch Moses until he went into the Tent. And whenever Moses went into the Tent, the pillar of cloud would come down and station itself at the entrance to the Tent, while Yahweh spoke with Moses. The people could all see the pillar of cloud stationed at the entrance to the Tent and the people would all stand up and bow low, each at the door of his tent. Yahweh would talk to Moses face to face, as a man talks to his friend, and afterwards he would come back to the camp, but the young man who was his servant, Joshua son of Nun, never left the inside of the Tent.

And Yahweh descended in a cloud and stood with him there and pronounced the name Yahweh.

Then Yahweh passed before him and called out, ‘Yahweh, Yahweh, God of tenderness and compassion, slow to anger, rich in faithful love and constancy, maintaining his faithful love to thousands, forgiving fault, crime and sin, yet letting nothing go unchecked, and punishing the parent’s fault in the children and in the grandchildren to the third and fourth generation! ’Moses immediately bowed to the ground in worship, then he said, ‘If indeed I do enjoy your favour, please, my Lord, come with us, although they are an obstinate people; and forgive our faults and sins, and adopt us as your heritage.’

    He stayed there with Yahweh for forty days and forty nights, eating and drinking nothing, and on the tablets he wrote the words of the covenant—the Ten Words.

    

 

Deuteronomy 30: 15-20

The two ways

‘Look, today I am offering you life and prosperity, death and disaster. If you obey the commandments of Yahweh your God, which I am laying down for you today, if you love Yahweh your God and follow his ways, if you keep his commandments, his laws and his customs, you will live and grow numerous, and Yahweh your God will bless you in the country which you are about to enter and make your own. But if your heart turns away, if you refuse to listen, if you let yourself be drawn into worshipping other gods and serving them, I tell you today, you will most certainly perish; you will not live for long in the country which you are crossing the Jordan to enter and possess. Today, I call heaven and earth to witness against you: I am offering you life or death, blessing or curse. Choose life, then, so that you and your descendants may live, in the love of Yahweh your God, obeying his voice, holding fast to him; for in this your life consists, and on this depends the length of time that you stay in the country which Yahweh swore to your ancestors Abraham, Isaac and Jacob that he would give them.’

  

July 26, 2005 message continues

Jesus speaks:   I want you to know joy
                              and peace in your hearts -

                          Let go

July 26, 2005 message continues

Jesus speaks:   Think of those things at the
                              top of the mountain -

Be At Joy In My Hot Air Balloon

December 7, 1993 - 3:30a.m. 

Jesus speaks: Focus on Me and My words here and leave your personal life out. I want My messages to get out. Do exactly as I tell you to do. Do not try to do more than I am telling you to do. You need to place total trust in Me. I will make My messages get out the way I want. I have a plan and I will see personally to its execution. You must obey My will to the letter. Otherwise your life will not make sense. This is all to prepare you for what I call you to do. You must see your end as helping others with My messages. Nothing else matters. Persecution or glory for you has nothing to do with it. You remain selfless and unattached. I am in control and I am working behind the scenes. I will personally assist this operation. These are My letters to My people. You are My servants. You follow, I lead. All details will be worked out with ease. Trust in Me and My power. I can make everything work or nothing work. No one can buck Me if I do not allow it. I want these messages out and I will see to it Myself. Do not fret or fume or think you must wonder. Leave it and your life entirely up to Me. I will be at the helm. I am He Who knows the way. Follow Me and all lights will be "go". Count on My divine wisdom and trust in Me.

Your prayer life and your life with Me is most important. You must do My will to the "t". If you make a mistake, then you learn from that mistake. I am calling you to pray and play with your children. This is a must. One day must not go by without this time with them. You are not too busy ever. Trust in Me, My little one. I make the star shine and the moon give its light. I make the baby in the womb. That alone will tell you of My might. I never slumber. I never fall asleep. I am never off on a coffee break! Trust in Me and know My ways. Follow the Master. Be selfless and yielding to all I send you. Be putty in the hands of the potter. Be ready to be shaped and molded into that which I have planned for you.

Satan is taunting you. He may try to trip you up and distract you, but I am in charge and I have the power. Ignore him and trust in Me. This is a good sign to you. You are on the right path. He doesn't bother with those who are not dedicated to Me. He constantly taunts those who dedicate their life to serving Me. He has no power. Cast him out in My name and be about your work.

I want to tell you about heaven. What is heaven? Heaven is your home. It is a place I want you to be with Me. I want you to see the glory that awaits all those who love and serve Me. The angels sing. There is only peace and joy in heaven. Words cannot describe the beauty and rewards that await you. There is no pain. There is no sorrow. There is only everlasting joy there. All those who served Me await your entry into heaven. They stand as a cheering crowd waiting your way home to Me. This is why you toil, My child. All the sufferings and struggles are so little compared to the reward. You know how good and generous I am to you. Now I am the same good and generous God and your reward is waiting for you. Do not ever fear for one minute. Your service to Me is never unrewarded. You suffer for the souls of your brothers. Your prayer and sacrifices may change a heart tomorrow. I indeed want you to pray to Me at every moment. Your life needs to be a continual prayer.

Pray the morning offering with your children for My intentions. You think too much. None of this matters here if you are doing My work. I lift your load. I carry your burden. Do you feel how simple it is and how you deliberate and make it hard. My burden is light. My light I shine on your path. My comfort I give you on a cold night. I am there with you when you go out one moment alone. Feel My presence with you always. Turn to Me and put doubt, fear, anxiety and worry aside. These are Satan's tools to distract you. You do nothing without Me. All things work for those who love and serve the Lord. It is no longer you acting, but I Who operate you. My burdens are light. Let go, surrender, be selfless. I work, you surrender. You do not do it! And thank God!

When I operate you, you make no mistakes. I carry the load and I know exactly which path to follow. You must remain selfless and let Me possess your soul. You diminish, so I increase until there is so little of you and so much of Me. Die to yourself that you might live in My love. My love conquers all. My love is unbounded. My love sees a way where there was none. I can do in one moment what you cannot do.

Heaven itself shows My might. I am such a good God. Do you even know Me a little? Pray when you are troubled. Put your burden at the foot of My cross and be on your way doing My work. Do not deliberate. I call you to action. I run the show. I lead, you follow. Being with Me is being in a hot air balloon. You sail the skies free and unattached. The wind blows and you surrender to the wind. You do not try to control the wind. You surrender. The wind is the Spirit of God. It blows you about with the greatest love. You do not fret or fume because you have been assured that this course is directed by God. You feel the gentle breeze against your face. You take in the sights. You are free and full of joy because, in My balloon, you never have to worry.

I am He Who directs you, He Who powers you. I am He Who loves you. To My death I loved you. Would I not care for you this day? Embrace Me, My child. I am the God of Jacob and Joseph and your ancestors. All you hold on to here is momentary. Only the things of Me last forever. Let go. Surrender. Let go in your balloon. Smile and be lifted up above the troubled earth. You have the secret. You are powered by My love. My love is endless and unbounded. You I watch. You I protect. You I dote after.

Let go, child. Be at joy in My hot air balloon. You are in the balloon I have picked for you. I blow you about but you never fear. I am guarding you. You fly as on eagles' wings. You run and do not get weary. You are operated by Me and I know what is best for you. It is only in love I give all things to you. You stay fixed in Me and I operate you on your way.

Oh child, be lifted above the earth. Spend time alone with Me. Focusing on Me, not anything else, is what moves you high. The more you look downward to the details of this earth, the closer you get to it. The more you focus upward on Me, the more you sail. Burdens do not carry them. I do the deciding. When you think you are putting yourself in control, cut the lines. Let go entirely. Let yourself float and feel the peace in surrender. I never abandon you. I am at your side. Trust in Me and then you fly!

R. My life with Him is unfolding. It is like having a floor that suspends out into space. I keep walking and He holds me up. Like walking on water, I do not sink. I have dreamt many times I was skimming the water and only on the top. I don't fall in. No fear. It is so free and beautiful. Enjoy the sights!

Jesus speaks: Have no fear for I am with you until the end of time. I make all things work for those who love and serve the Lord. You go and live suspended in mid-air. No props. Does your life feel like this? This summer it was roller skates you were on. The floor felt shaky. Now the floor is gone and you are suspended in mid-air. You are being kept afloat by the fire of My love. I blow you gently. You may get a strong wind once in awhile, but you know that I am close by and you will be saved. Like walking on water!

R. If I try to fish all night, I catch nothing. He comes and He gets nets that are breaking. The more I try, the more I get nothing. When He does it, it is unbelievable.

July 26, 2005 message continues

Jesus speaks:     Tension -

                          Peace -

                          Meditate on the Divine Mercy at
                              the beginning of the Message -
                              look at the pictures and think
                              of My Passion -

                          I give you My life
                          I give you Myself -
                          I love you so much -
                          Focus on My love for you -
                              Be Filled by My letters of love.

                          I am writing to unveil the workings
                              of satan in your lives -
                              Listen to Me -

                          Letting go of anger -
                              getting in touch with love in
                                  your hearts is what you
                                  must do to get close to Me -

                          Do not stand at the bottom of the
                              mountain and be wrapped in the
                              thistles of satan.

Jesus speaks:     Heaven is a place of joy.
                          Heaven is a place of light -

                          The devil presses down -
                          The devil works in memories -
                          The devil wants you to be divided and
                              block My work -

                          The devil gets you focused on your
                              hurt feelings and you forget
                              about forgiveness and My
                              Mission -

                          You are too prideful many
                              times to even open the door
                              to forgiveness.

                          The devil wraps your heart like
                              a mummy -

                          The ways you learn to love and
                              forgive go with you into
                              eternity -

                          You are in My school here to
                              learn to be holy - likened to
                              Me -

                          Not facing the truth about yourselves
                              can block your union with
                              Me.

                          I want to love you and be so close to you.
                          Envision the Ascension

                          Envision the Assumption

                          I ascended into heaven.
                          My Mother was taken body and soul into
                              heaven.

________________________________________________________________________

Jesus speaks:   Your life here may feel as a valley of
                              tears, but the joy of the resurrection
                              should always be with you -

                          Your joy is in Me -

                          Manipulating others because of un-
                              addressed pain - only hurts you -
                              it keeps you stuck in your
                              dysfunctional ways, it hurts others.

                          Unwrap the cloths that bind you -

                          Envision Christ coming and dropping wraps at the resurrection

Jesus speaks:     let the layers of the onion fall
                              off - feel the feelings -
                              when you are angry and don't
                              feel good - don't project
                              your pain on others.

                          don't do work that is not God's will -
                              doing a good act may not be
                                  God's will for you -

                          A woman took care of sick
                              children in the neighborhood
                              her own children she
                              left alone and neglected them.

                          If God has called you to do something
                              why are you doing something
                              else -

                          Some people do their own will
                              so much, they do the opposite
                              of what I want and wonder
                              why they have trouble -
                              They are control addicts.

                          You must want what is My will
                              for you -
                              Think of wearing a shirt
                                  for your pants - how
                                  does it feel?

                           This can give you an idea
                              of how it is to not
                              live according to God's
                              will -

                          Sing song
                                 Come unto Me all who are weary -

                          Live to DO GOD'S WILL,
                                  IN LOVE -

                          LIVE TO PLEASE ME

                          Little children learn to share -
                              some big people can't
                              even listen when they
                              know what they are
                              doing is not My will
                              for them -

                          I give you a free will -

                          Doing one thing at the wrong
                              time can affect millions
                              of others.

Here are new entries from God's Blue Book 4

  
 

September 3, 1994

Messenger: I am realizing more and more the Presence of God at all times. Interiorly, I am constantly aware of this Presence of Father, Son and Holy Spirit. This Presence is so strong that I cannot feel abandoned.

I am as the baby at the breast. I know my loving Father more and more and I know He will care for me. I know that Jesus and the Holy Spirit are forever with me. I feel as if I have a coating on me, between me and the world, and I am so protected by this interior union.

No one can ever touch this union with God. This is why I live to be forever connected as one with Him. The more I become one in Him, the more I experience this protection.

The wind may come and blow, you may be rocked in your place, but the interior life of the love of God is forever in my breast.

I have an awareness more and more that I love my brothers so much as I see them as created by my loving Father. He loves them so much. He is one with them. How can I not love them? I see less their faults and more their beauty as His creation. I know Jesus gave the last drop of His Blood for them and would die for them this very day. How could I hate anyone that He loves so much! To love Jesus is to love my brother. I cannot love Jesus and hate my brother. He is one with them. He is so good and loving. I love Him. I am one in Him and He is one in me. My brother is one in Him. If I am one with Jesus and I love Jesus, then I must love my brother because he is one with Jesus and we are all one, united in Him.

I am constantly aware that He allows everything that happens and I must accept it. If He allows me to suffer, it is with great love He allows this suffering. He forever watches us and guards us and loves us. A little child doesn't stop and think about its mother's care and love. The child knows and operates with the assuredness he will be taken care of.

Lord, give to me the assuredness of a little child. Let me know I am forever loved by You. Let me operate with this certainly of Your love.

God is loving and caring for me.

    

   

On September 3, 1994 - First Saturday

Messenger: I suffered the greatest sorrow within my heart for the sorrows of Mary. I had gone to Mass and the priest had done the peace rosary.

This is what would happen to me at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center. My heart would be in such anguish because of the sorrows of Mary I experienced. I would be buckled over in pain. This day I was before the Sorrowful Mother statue in the back of the main chapel. We were going to the Falmouth, Kentucky Farm, that day to pray. I was so drained and weak from this experience, I thought I could not go. I was weakened, so weakened, the experience lasted about an hour and was so intense. I existed in this intense pain of the Immaculate Heart.

That afternoon we came for the 6:30 p.m. prayers where Our Lady would appear. At 6:00 p.m. I went to the tabernacle in the Rosary Chapel and there was this picture of Jesus to the left of the tabernacle and a candle with the Sacred Heart of Jesus on it. There was sunlight in the room from the rosary windows. I sat before the tabernacle on the altar as I had done so many times, before the picture and left of the tabernacle. I began to experience the deepest agony of His Heart. I knew the sorrow of His Heart for all who do not come before Him in the Blessed Sacrament . I knew His sorrow so deep within me for all the blocks I had experienced in delivering the messages. I was so weakened and I was suffering. Then the lights in the room dimmed and the picture of the Sacred Heart turned black before me. I could very faintly see His outline behind the blackness. The candle of the Sacred Heart went out. I sat on the end of my chair in pain and suffering and a fear shot through me. I wondered what had happened. It remained this way for about 5 minutes.

Then the light in the room returned, the candle went on and the picture became bright, all instantaneously, brighter than ever before. I went to the back of the chapel where Mary would appear, to do the 6:30 p.m. prayers and I cried. I was so shaken from the experience. Father Carter was there for the prayers. I was told to tell Father Smith, which I did.

 

 

September 5, 1994

Messenger:  His greatest commandment: "You must love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind. This is the greatest and the first commandment. The second resembles it: You must love your neighbour as yourself."

    I want to know about God because I crave this greater union with God. To be as steel to the magnet, I am pulled closer to God, the closer I get. It is an attraction, it powers my very being. I am powered, I thirst after, as a dry and weary desert land, my soul is thirsting for the one I love.

Song: "Your Love is Finer than Life".

Jesus:  I am your beloved Jesus. I love you with such an intense love, in your feeble minds you will never comprehend the immensity of this love for you!  I impart to you secrets into My love. I want such union with you. You must realize this intense presence within your being. Remember the vision. Remember the intense light on the picture. My light never goes out. (He refers to the vision of September 3, 1994). Your days may be darkened by the times but My love forever burns brightly in your heart.  The lights dim, the sun ceases to shine, your interior union with Me forever burns brightly. I am Who Am. I am the Almighty God. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. Do not fear for I am forever within you, dwelling and burning brightly. I am one in your soul. You are My precious one. I never go from you, My Heart is forever one in yours.

    My Mother is one with Me, our Hearts beat together in such love. This is union dwelling in the Two Hearts - meditate on your oneness to our Two Hearts. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus, illuminated with the most ardent love for you. I am Jesus, your beloved one. Meditate on your union with the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. It is this protection that gives you peace and keeps you from the scorching sun. This, little one, is the mystery of life: Union with God!

Messenger:  Notes:  I first went to the tabernacle because of my struggles. I prayed more and more. Now I am drawn like a pull so strong and do not want to leave. No matter how dim and dark my life, His love is forever there. Even if I can't attend Mass, no one can take away my union with Him. I am forever free. He is what matters. He allows things to happen. Think of God, truly inside you!

Songs:

     Lady of Light

     Remember Your Love

     I Have Loved You

     You Are Near

     Take and Eat

     Oh Lord, I Am Not Worthy

     Hail Mary, Gentle Woman

R.  When I realize His presence within me, I do not want to hurt anyone. I know how He loves me and how precious I am to Him.

     I am one in God. You are one in God. I cannot love God and not love you!

  

 

September 7, 1994

Title: This Is Reality!

R.  What a feeling! I feel oneness with the Holy Trinity, a feeling of flutters in my chest, as in being in love. I am at peace to know the Holy Trinity dwells within me. I am so filled in my heart to know Father, Son and Holy Spirit. I cannot explain. I love them so much and I feel this constant awareness of God in my heart.

    He gave me intellectual visions in which I was so aware of the presence of Father, Son and Holy Spirit that it felt as if the world stopped, it wouldn't have mattered. I received such awareness of the other side, such an awareness of God's love, there is such peace to know this in my heart, my heart feels so full. I feel the presence of the indwelling of the one, triune God within me!

   It is so clear: why do we worry when this is reality?  Such an awareness of God - I feel His presence within me.

  

  

September 8, 1994

Focus On This, My Presence

Jesus speaks: Be, My child, of a clean heart. I come into your heart in a special way. The interior awareness of the Holy Trinity is what I want you to always have. Such awareness that I, God, am so closely bonded to your heart. This bond is like glue, My Godly glue. I bind Myself to you in your heart. Your interior union with me will light up your chest and your heart will beat as one with Mine.

Focus on this, My Presence. I am united to you in the deepest love. Bonded to your heart, your heart set ablaze by My power and my might. You will have peace and joy when you realize My intense union with you.

I am here, child. I am joined to your heart in such union.  I live and dwell within your breast. Die totally to yourself and live only in My love.

Read and reread this letter. Keep it in your purse. I want this complete union with you. The immensity of the Father's love for you and the love of the Holy Spirit and Mary will forever fill your chest. I am espoused to your heart. I am your most precious Jesus, Son of God. My child, surrender yourself to Me. I love you.

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