Please Pray for Fr. Joe & Bob
     

Prayer for Grace for our Country

Dear Father united to Jesus in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, the Sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present, celebrated around the world, in the Holy Spirit. We offer up all we do united to the Mass. We unite in one mind and one heart as members of the mystical body of Christ, with Christ our head in the pure and holy Hearts of Jesus and Mary, through the powerful intercession of Mary with all the angels and saints and souls in purgatory, and we beg for the saving grace, for our country, the United States. Please help us. We further pray for unity to always do the will of God in love. We spread the Blood of Jesus on the leaders and people of the United States and cast the devil into hell. We consecrate our country to the Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart and all our dioceses, and beg for an outpouring of the Holy Spirit. God help us. We pray for our families, the priests, the Church and the world. In the Name of Jesus please hear us, we pray. We pray for our president and leaders. We pray that we are united as one nation under God to work together in love as God wants.  

August 1, 1994 

Focus On Me

Jesus:  The devil is constantly working to get you focused on yourself and bowed down. I am the true bread sent from heaven. I give you such love, My beloved. Do not focus on yourself, focus on Me. Turn your cares over and jump into My loving arms.

  I am the Way, I am the Truth, I am the light. I am Jesus, your Savior. I love you with the most ardent Heart.

Come and be with Me, My precious one.

 

August 1, 1994 - 9:45, Fr. Carter's Chapel

Message For Father Carter

Jesus:  My beloved priest-son, I love you with the most ardent Heart, My beloved one. I have tucked you forever in My Most Sacred Heart. You are so precious to Me, My beloved one. I love you with this most ardent Heart. Know My Heart forever beats with such love for you. You are so precious to Me, My beloved one!

R. At the Gospel at Mass, I heard Jesus speak to me - Jesus said: the priests need to develop a love of the Holy Spirit. They need to grow in their hearts, to make life in the spirit seminars. It is the Spirit whereby they will be led to lead the people to the love of God. The priests must know the Spirit, to have the Spirit alive in their hearts, to lead the people to life in the Spirit.

     Where they were fearful, they will become fearless. The Apostles received the Spirit in the upper room. Pray for the Holy Spirit to come in a special way to transform us from fear to fearlessness. They will preach the Gospel and men will understand the fire of God's love, God's love that is with us this very day.

     Alleluia, Alleluia.

    Jesus gave me this Holy Spirit Novena to pray -  

  

    These are available in 4 languages. 

Holy Spirit Novena

DAILY NOVENA PRAYERS

Opening Prayer

In the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

Dear Father, we come to You in the name of Jesus, in union with Him in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, in the Holy Spirit. We come to You united to the Child Jesus of Good Health and the Infant of Prague. We come to You in the perfect, sinless heart of Our Mother Mary, asking her powerful intercession, uniting ourselves to her holy tears. We come to You united to all the angels and saints, and the souls in purgatory.

Prayer for Holy Spirit

We pray for an outpouring of the Holy Spirit on us, to be baptized by the Holy Spirit, that He will descend mightily on us as He did on the Apostles at Pentecost. That the Holy Spirit will transform us from fear to fearlessness and that He will give us courage to do all the Father is asking of us to help bring about the Reign of the Sacred Heart and the triumph of Mary's Immaculate Heart. We pray for the Holy Spirit to descend mightily on the Jesuits and the Poor Clares on the Shepherds of Christ leaders and members and on the whole Body of Christ and the world.

Protection by the Blood of Jesus

We pray that the Blood of Jesus will be spread on us, everyone in our families, and the Shepherds of Christ Movement, that we will be able to move steadfastly ahead and be protected from the evil one.

Healing

We pray for healing in body, mind, and soul and generational healing in ourselves, in all members in our families, and in all members of the Shepherds of Christ Movement, the Jesuit Community, the Poor Clares, the Body of Christ, and the world.

Prayer for Strength and Light

We adore You, oh Holy Spirit. Give us strength, give us light, console us. We give ourselves entirely to You. Oh Spirit of light and grace, we want to only do the will of the Father. Enlighten us that we may live always in the Father's will.

Eternal Spirit fill us with Your Divine Wisdom that we may comprehend more fully insight into Your Divine Mysteries.

Give us lights, Oh Holy Spirit that we may know God. Work within the heart, the spiritual womb of the Virgin Mary, to form us more and more into the image of Jesus.

Prayer to Be One with God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit

We long for You, Oh Spirit of Light, we long to know God, we want to be one with Him, our Divine God. We want to be one with the Father, know Him as a Person most intimately. We want to know the beloved One, the Sacred Heart of Jesus, and live and dwell in Him at all times, every moment of our lives. We want to be one with You, Oh Spirit of Light, that You move in us in our every breath.

Prayer to Be One in Jesus

Let us experience life in the Sacred Heart of Jesus, so we can say as Saint Paul, "I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me...." Let us live, united to the Mass, all through the day being one in Him. Let us be able to love and know in this elevated state of oneness with our God. We long for Thee, oh beauteous God, we love You, we love You, we love You. We praise You, worship You, honor You, adore You, and thank You, our beloved God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.

Prayer to Dwell in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary

We seek to be one in God, to live and dwell in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, our little heaven on earth, to experience life in the all perfect, pure, sinless heart of our Mother. We want the Holy Spirit to move in us and to be united to Jesus as the Bridegroom of our souls and be a most perfect sacrifice offered to the Father at every moment as we unite in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass around the world to help in the salvation of souls.

Prayer for the Holy Spirit and His Gifts

Come Holy Spirit, come, come into our hearts, inflame all people with the fire of Your love.

Leader: Send forth Your Spirit and all will be reborn.
All:  And You will renew the face of the earth.

We pray for the seven gifts of the Holy Spirit, we ask for perfection in our souls to make us holy, holy souls likened to God.

Dear Holy Spirit, we give ourselves to You soul and body. We ask You to give us the Spirit of Wisdom, Understanding, Counsel, Fortitude, Knowledge, Piety, and Fear of the Lord.

Prayer for the Word Alive in Our Hearts

We know, dear Holy Spirit, the Word in His human nature was brought forth within the womb of the woman. We pray that His word will be brought forth in our hearts as He lives and dwells in us. We want the incarnation to go on in our lives. Dear Holy Spirit, work in us.

Little Prayers to the Holy Spirit

Dear Holy Spirit, help us not to be ignorant or indifferent or weak, help us to be strong with the love of God.

Dear Holy Spirit, please pray for our needs for us.

Dear Holy Spirit, help us to respect God and to avoid sin. Help us to live in the Father's will.

Dear Holy Spirit, help us to keep Your commandments and to respect authority. Help us to love all things as You will us to love them. Help us to want to pray and always serve God with the greatest love. Help us to know the truth. Help us to have the gift of faith, hope, and love. Help us to know what is right and what is wrong.

A Prayer for Intimacy with the Lamb, the Bridegroom of the Soul

Oh Lamb of God, Who take away the sins of the world, come and act on my soul most intimately. I surrender myself, as I ask for the grace to let go, to just be as I exist in You and You act most intimately on my soul. You are the Initiator. I am the soul waiting Your favors as You act in me. I love You. I adore You. I worship You. Come and possess my soul with Your Divine Grace, as I experience You most intimately.

       

August 1, 1994

Pray For The Success Of The Priestly Newsletter - Shepherds of Christ

Messenger: The following is the first official message I received before the statue of Mary at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center. It is a personal message for Father Carter. She was appearing.

Mary:  I am the Immaculate Heart. My heart is glowing for love of all my beloved children. I am your most loving Mother. I am with you this day. Pray for the success of the Priestly Newsletter Shepherds of Christ. I am guarding your way. You will receive such graces to accomplish this task! Grace from God is so abundantly bestowed on you and will lead to the success of this endeavor! Pray for this cause at the Center. The priests will lead the people to the love of My beloved Son. This is no little task. It will take many prayers and graces. Pray hard, little one. Your prayers will change many hearts.

I am Mary, your Immaculate Mother. I bring this message to my beloved priest-son. I am aglow for love of you.

 

 

August 2, 1994 - After Communion, 8:00 a.m.

God Comes to Me

R.  You are alive and inside of me. The one, true, God-made man, Son of the Father. His presence permeates my very being and I, oh God, I am raised to the realms of such life, life in the one true God. Who am I that I can thus be united with the Lord, my God!

    I am but a lowly servant, a mere creature and I am raised to such heights and honored at the presence of the Lord within my very soul. I see only a little of the true honor He bestows on me with His presence. I am a mere creature and my God comes to me!

    Holy is the name of my precious Lord and I am raised to such heights in His presence. Who, who am I to be given such an honor!

    I sing a song of praise and raise my voice in jubilation to this, the Almighty God, worthy of all honor and praise and so little received from His ungrateful creatures.

    Praise God, holiest in the heights and all generations will adore His name and give Him homage. Alleluia, Alleluia.

    What honor do I bestow on such a King? Oh my precious Savior. Do I contemplate what really goes on here or am I blind and dumb?

    You have given us bread from heaven and You will sustain us with Your body. I am but the lowly servant of the Lord. My life is dependent on You, my most giving, loving Lord. Who, I ask, who am I to be given such a great honor to receive You inside of me?

    I am raised to such heights in Him by Your very presence within me and Holy, Holy, is Your Name, You are Most high. You have indeed honored us in our lowliness with Your Divine Presence. We are but mere creatures. You are God. Bow down to Him who humbled Himself to come among us as Man and dwells with us this very day, He is truly present in the Eucharist. He is my precious Savior. He is worthy of all my love and I love Him from the depth of my soul. Is there anything that I can give to my precious Lord? He asks only for my love. Love of Him, love of His beloved ones. 

    I love You, my precious Savior. Honor and praise to the name of Jesus, my Savior, Who sustains me!

(Message for Fr. Carter:)

  Jesus:   And who is this man, My beloved servant and priest son? To him I will give such graces and the hand to lead so many to My Most Sacred Heart.

  My Heart is ever ablaze for love of all of these, My beloved children. To you I impart this special grace to give them the knowledge and ardent love of My Heart beating for them and them alone.

    Such unique love, I do have for each and every soul.

Such fire I have for each of My precious ones and I impart to you the task to spread this devotion to My Heart and that of My most loving Mother.

    To all We are joined with such love for them. Tell them of this vibrant love that We have for each and every soul. Your love for My Heart will lead many to know My precious love for them. I tuck you deeply inside of My Heart in the warmth and love of My Heart and you will teach others about Our beating Hearts.

    Our Hearts are alive with such burning love. This is the fire of My love given for each soul when I gave Myself to My death on the cross.

    I give to you now, Myself in the Eucharist. Tell all of My ardent love and beating Heart, alive for love of each and every soul.

    I love uniquely. I love with fire, I love with vibrancy. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I am on fire for love of My beloved ones. Tell all of My love.

  And, for My religious, I tuck so specially in My Heart.

I call out to open yourselves up and experience this love given so generously to you, My chosen ones. But where do you go while I wait for you? Do you not know I am truly present and waiting for your love in the tabernacle? Where are you, my special, beloved sons and daughters? Where are you when I wait and want to share this love with you?

    Oh, please, My beloved priest son, tell them of My ardent love. Tell My very chosen ones how I am waiting for their love in the tabernacle. Tell them to come and be with Me and share this true love, given for them alone. This is the love of God, one true, magnificent...this is My beating Heart, alive for love of you, My priests and sisters, this very day. I am your Jesus and I wait for you this very day.

    I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I call out with such emotion and love to you, My precious ones. Do you harken to the call or go off to be busy for such incidental things?

    Come to My Heart and experience all you need. I fill your hearts with such love. You will run and not get weary, you will fly on eagles wings, your feet will not falter and you will know the way as you never knew before, for I go with you into the dark night and the light that shines is the fire of My love, deep in your hearts. You will shine in the darkness and your light will be the brightest light that shines. It will be powered by My hand that is forever upon you. You will cast My light from your very being and all will know the power of the Lord!

    I say unto you, Nothing in This World Can Compare to the Might of God! I have given to those who come to Me, My most precious love - the love of God is a burning ember that burns in the darkest night!

    Oh, beloved of My Father, open up your eyes. You have closed yourselves to that which is most important. You are following the sheep that are being led astray and are falling into the pit. Open your eyes, follow the Master! I am the Good Shepherd, I lead, you follow! If you follow other roads, you fall into destruction. Come, beloved of My Father, from whence I have chosen you. I will send you into the highways and the byways and you will find the lost ones and lead them home.

    Open your eyes. Keep your focus on He who leads, He Who is mighty, He Who loves you with undying love. You will lead your brothers home and the sheep will live in the home of your Father. Come home to My Heart, ablaze for love of you. Follow the call of My Mother, she calls you as your most loving Mother.

    This is love: to lay down your life for your friends. I am the Good Shepherd, I know mine and they follow Me. The way to Me is through My mother's heart. I am in your midst this very day. Come to My most Sacred Heart, alive and waiting your return. Alleluia. Oh how I love you, My chosen ones. Harken to My call. I call, will you answer Me?

    Many of My shepherds are not leading My sheep to My burning Heart on fire for love of you -

    The purpose of My Newsletter is to reach the priest shepherds to lead My sheep that have strayed, home to My Heart - tell them My priest son of My undying love for them. The fires of My Heart burn for My priest sons and My sheep - this is My Newsletter to lead them home to My Heart.

 

August 3, 1994

I Give You Myself

R.  It would be so wonderful for me to go to church and hear the priest talk about the love of Jesus from his heart. I knew Jesus wanted us to read a message about His deep love in the Passion. He was aglow and smiling in His picture. This is what warms the cold heart. This is what is so exciting in my heart. Today the priest talked about Jesus' infinite love at Mass and it made my heart warm.

    This will light the hearts of men with the fire of God's love when the priests realize God's love within their hearts. Love of Jesus takes time spent with Him. He as our center, He as a real person, He is in our midst. I keep hearing Him say so strongly after communion, "I give you Myself."

    When He talked about His death, He said the same thing, "I gave you Myself, what more do you want to prove My love?"

Jesus:  Oh, little sweet ones, it is not a story, it is truth. I, Jesus Christ, the Son of God, come to this earth, born of Mary. I lived here and died a brutal death on the cross for love of you. I Gave You Myself! I am a Divine Person with 2 natures, human and divine.

    I give to you this very day Myself, no less present in the Eucharist than the day I died on the cross.

I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God. I gave you Myself that you will have life and have it to the full.

    I give you a deeper sharing in My life this very day in the sacraments - I give to you, this very day, in the Eucharist. I am the same person that walked on Calvary.

I am the same person that called out to My Father.

I am, Who Am. I am the Son of God. I am no less present in the exposed Eucharist in this adoration chapel than when I died on the cross and rose on the third day. I am God truly present in My Divinity and Humanity -

    I come to bring you life to the fullest. Come and be with Me. Let Me give you Myself in the Eucharist and experience this intense union with God. God is present this very day and in your midst.

R.  With such emotion, He says over and over again: "I give you Myself, what more do you want?"

Jesus:  Ponder this My sweet one: I am God and I am giving Myself to you. What an honor for you to be so united with the Son of God and where I am so is My Father and the Holy Spirit.

  Child, you are in intimate union with God. Do you comprehend a minute amount of this fact? Ponder this child, God in all His magnificence and wisdom, comes to you in such love.

    Oh, child, focus on My presence. Focus on My might. Focus on Me and then focus on the fact that I come to you out of greatest love. You will run and not get weary, you will fly on eagle's wings.

    The more you realize these mysteries, you will be filled with My immense love and presence. Will you be My light, My love alive in this world? Ponder, child, My presence, My love, My being here in the tabernacle, present in your heart.

    Your woes will be cast aside and you will know the life of the one, triune God, truly present and in your midst this day. This is the Good News, sweet one: Jesus has died, He is Risen, and He lives this very day. He lives in your hearts.

    Be as the light, shining in the dark world. Put all thoughts of Satan out of your mind. He wants you to worry. Focus only on Me and be at peace.

    I am Jesus Christ, Son of the Living God and I am with you this very day. I love you with an undying, ardent love. I love you, My sweet one, with an infinite love. I love you. Ponder this in your heart and you will know such happiness.

    

August 3, 1994

I Don't Expect Perfection

R.  Before Mass I realized I am a sinner, I make mistakes. He tells me I am not perfect.

Jesus:  Who are you that you expect such perfection of your brothers? Why do you expect perfection of yourself? In all things try to be holy, like the saints. Model your life after their lives, but to expect yourself to be perfect is from the evil one.

    As you grow in your relationship with Me, you see more and more your faults. You have faults, you see them and try to change them with My help. You do not hate yourself for having your faults, you try to get rid of them.

    Satan wants you to focus on yourself and tells you how you are so awful. You are My precious child, the beautiful creation of My Father. In all of your faults and failings, you are intensely loved. You are learning to be more like Christ. You make mistakes, you are sorry, you ask for My help and forgive yourself.

    You must forgive your brothers as you forgive yourself. The truth is that you are not perfect. To think you are, is the work of the evil one. Admit your shortcomings and pray for forgiveness from your heavenly Father.

    The saints were not perfect. You are a human being. You are weak and commit sins. You do not love, when you could have loved. You are full of self and constantly struggle with the ego. Pray to be humble, pray to be Christ-like, meditate on My life and My passion. Live the life of Me and My Mother in the Rosary. Meditate with all your heart and you will be more likened to Christ during the day. Oh, sweet ones, to know how much you need to grow is not a sin, to be blind and think you are perfect is the error.

    Reach with your hearts to know the ways of God. Constantly dwell in My love and you will not be bound by your selfishness. You will run and not get weary, you will fly on eagle's wings. You will be the light of Christ that shines from your soul to this world. The world will be set aglow by the fire of My love.

Alleluia, Alleluia, Praise the Almighty God!

   

August 3, 1994

My Dear Ones, I Wait For You

Jesus: My dear ones, I wait for you. As you see the exposed Eucharist, you know I am present and waiting for you. I am waiting, dear ones, in the tabernacle. I am so happy when you come to visit with Me.

Messenger: Jesus Christ, Son of God, remains with us in such love in the tabernacle.

Jesus: Come dear sweet ones, you know I am here with waiting, longing arms for your time with Me. I pour out to you such gifts of My love. Come, I am a Person. I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God. I wait this day for you in the tabernacle. Come and be with Me. I love you so very much.

Messenger: I feel His Presence so much. He is truly there. I don't want to leave!

    

August 3, 1994 - (On way to Frisch's Restaurant - 1:00 pm)

People Thirst for the Love of God

R.  If I want something so much, then learning about it is a joy, even when it takes effort. If I want something so much, I will ardently pursue and thirst after knowledge about that thing.

    If the priests preached the love of God, people would flock to the church. We were created to know, love and serve God. This is the drive in our being. Stronger than any appetite is the need to love God.

    People are thirsty for the love of God. They are hungry for His love. Their appetites crave His love. If they were given this love in church, it would be a joy to come to hear His Word, a joy to attend Mass, a joy to pray the Rosary.

    Coming from a place of love for God, I want to go to church. I want to pray. I want to be with Him. It is not a chore, it is enthusiasm to come and be with my loved one. I love Him. I want to hear His Word, it is about Him, Whom I love. I want to pray the Our Father, it is my beloved Father, to whom I pray!

    Loving God, reading His Word, attending Mass, meditating on Jesus in the Rosary, are joys because I love Him so much!

Jesus:  The priests need to preach My ardent on-fire love, given for each of My precious ones. They will want to come to My altar, they will want to receive Communion, they will want to pray if they do it for love.

    I come to give you life that you may have it more abundantly. When you experience the love of God it is a life that is vibrant within you.

Song:  New Life

R.  Jesus came to give us new life. He gives us life in our souls. He gives us living water in our souls. His life is joy within our hearts. Jesus' love for us is the Good News. He has died, He is risen, we are raised to new life in Him!

    This is the life in the church: vibrant, full and alive, with the love of God. Love is not inactive, but active. Love of God is a mighty force within our souls that cannot be contained. It is emitted to all those we touch because it is powered by the hand of God.

    We were given this sharing in His life in baptism. God outpours His life to us through His Church. Our union with Him is the fire that is ablaze within our souls.

    Our journey to Him is to forever seek deeper union with Him. He gives us new life. This is life in Christ, it is available to each of us. We keep ourselves from union by being fixed improperly in the world. To live with the Lord, we must die to many things in the world.

    We are on the journey to new life. This life is deepened by our intimacy with Jesus. Our intimacy in heaven, our experiences of knowing God in heaven, depends on our union with Him on earth.

     

August 3, 1994

Mary appeared to me as I received this message from her

Message for Fr. Carter 

Mary:  My beloved priest-son, I come to tell you that you will help save many priests from going to the pit, that you will lead them to the Most Sacred Heart of my Son. I am forever by your side and I am forever attentive to your needs in this endeavor. Come to me and be with me. I am your Mother. My Immaculate Heart will reign and you will know a reign of peace. You, I have chosen for this very important task.

    I am your loving Mother and thank you for responding to this call, my beloved priest-son. You, my chosen one, I have chosen to assist in this task to promote the love of our Hearts and lead the priests to the love of Jesus.

Thank you for responding to my call.

    

August 5, 1994

Mary speaks:          Every thing you do will be by the hand of God.

                            You will be given all that you need to write all

                                of my Son's messages. You will speak from

                                Him, you have been chosen to do this

                                very special work which will bring the priests

                                back to the Sacred Heart of Jesus and

                                I am Mary, I am your Mother, you will

                            be given the graces needed to accomplish each task,

                            you should never worry for you are escorted

                            by a band of angels. I am constantly by

                            your side, you are my beloved chosen one,

                            I will see to the accomplishment of this task

                            and all tasks you are called to.

                                I am Mary your mother and thank you

                            for being my beloved priest-son. I love

                                you, your loving Mother.

Messenger:        She is still appearing to me.

     

August 5, 1994

Mary appeared as I received this message from Jesus

R.    It is no longer I who live, but He who lives in me. 

Jesus:  Make yourselves likened to Me in all your ways.

Do not follow after the things of the world, focus on the Spirit as the Spirit is alive within your soul. I am the Lord, thy God and I am ever present and dwell in your hearts. Come to Me. Let My life live in you. I am the Way, I am the Truth, I am the Life. Come and abide in Me that you might live in Me and I in you. I am Jesus, your precious Savior come to prepare you for your home in heaven.

    

August 6, 1994 4:00 a.m.

My Beating Heart

Jesus:  My little sweet one, all goes according to My plan. Your work will become clearer as I help you publish My messages. Do not fume, do not fret, on eagle's wings I will accomplish this task.

    It was through much of your effort things are as they are down there. You live for love of Me alone. Your peace should not be shattered. Surrender. I love you with a beating Heart. Bring yourself back to My Heart and be with Me, My sweet one.

    Beating Heart.  Beating Heart.  Beating Heart.

   

August 6, 1994 - 7:15 a.m.

We Are Truly Here

R. How many times this day, Lord, will I experience fear?

When, the Holy Spirit descended on the apostles, they were fearless in the upper room - they were no longer afraid. God is God. He is Mighty. He is forever inside of us.

He surrounds us. I am one in Him, then why be afraid?

    Think of Jesus in the agony in the garden. He saw every detail of His brutal suffering, yet in ardent love for us and doing the Father's will, He gave Himself.

    Oh, Lord, what a lesson, what lessons! Could I ever exhaust all the lessons You have so sweetly taught?

    To Your own death on the cross You were obedient to the Will of the Father. How do I try to alter what I think the Father's will is for me to fit my needs? One act of doing Your will pleases You far more than days of mortification, yet my precious Father, doing Your will is what gives me peace and keeps me happiest. You showed us the way with Your whole life how to conform to the Father's will - and this compliance is the way for my own best interest, yet I go to some other road of my own making and try it out!

Before the tabernacle

Jesus:  There is but one way, My sweet, vulnerable child, it is the way of the Father. I come to give you life and give it to you more abundantly. The Spirit leads you to this relationship with God, to know His plan, His will for you. It is this simple, My child. I am the Way, I am the Truth, I am the Life, I am here this very day.

    Do you feel My presence and My Father's and the Holy Spirit? Do you feel your most beloved Mother? Do you see all the angels adoring Me before the tabernacle? Oh, sweet one, you come to this place and Satan said you were all alone, yet you knew I and My Mother were here with you but where you were blind, you now see! You see before you the gates of heaven. Before Me in the tabernacle are choirs of angels that adore Me. My saints surround Me. You are in the midst of a heavenly court. I am here this very second, Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity, no less present than on Calvary, or when I walked the earth. Do you see why I wanted you with Me? Strip yourself of your security, be in an old church with weak locks and Me alone and find out you are in the presence of a heavenly court!

     From fear to fulfillment. The human condition is fearful. The spiritual condition is to see with the eyes of God. Oh, child, how do I remove your own, self-imposed, boundaries from your eyes? Open up your minds, your heart, your eyes, your ears, to the real world. You do not see with your eyes, you see God in your heart. Where you were blind, you now see.

    I am Jesus Christ. I am in your midst this very day. I am the Son of God and child, look at your silly fear! Where on this earth could you be more safe than with God Himself, truly present in My, Divinity and Humanity, totally present before you here in the tabernacle? Do you see how you are so blinded by your eyes? Pray to the Spirit to see as only He can show you. Open your eyes to the ways of God.

     No matter what goes before you, I, Jesus, God, am here with you in My Divinity and Humanity. Do you feel silly to have ever feared? Oh, sweet one, how I love you - I would die for you this very day. I would die for you alone. Do you fear? I am God and I gave My life, My Blood, My Body, for love of you.

     Focus on Me, sweet one and you will have the light of life. All things here are passing and what awaits is the kingdom of the Lord, your true home.

     This is My gift to you, My beloved. Read this note over and over. My presence is here. Do you feel Me the same as when I walked the earth. Focus on Me and never be afraid.

I, Jesus, love you so much. I am God!

R.  Do I wonder how He had the courage? He had to suffer so. His Father loved Him. My Father loves me. Why am I afraid to focus on the love of my beloved Father? He created me. He loves His creation. He gave His only Son for me. I have this love poured out to me from my loving Father.

     He is God. He lives inside of me. He is God. Where Jesus is, so is my beautiful Father.

     This is God's world. I am full of fear. (This church was filled with saints and angels and God!) I have such limited vision. See with the eyes of God. Pray to the Spirit. Where I was blind, I now see.

     You don't cause someone else's lack of peace, you cause your own lack of peace. 

Jesus:  I give you everything you need. If you love Me, you will obey the Father's will for you. Accept what I am giving to you this day, don't throw it back in My face.

    

August 7, 1994 

Forgive Yourself and Go to Confession

Jesus:  You, My child, are not perfect. To think you are, is to be caught in Satan's lair. You must focus on Me and My love. If you are unkind, you say you are sorry, you confess it in confession, you tell Me you are sorry, then you let go of your sin. To think you are perfect is the work of the devil. If he can make you focused on your error, you do not shine in the world. Say you are sorry and learn from your errors.

    You are not perfect, forgive yourself! If others do not want to forgive you, they are at fault. Satan is working on your mind and he is ever present to trip you up. He works on your feelings.

    Pray, sweet one, you will be tested, you must cast him out! I love you.  Jesus

   

August 7, 1994 - 5:00 a.m.

I Love You Through Others

R.   I love You so much, my beloved Jesus.

Jesus:  I am giving you exactly as you need. You are My precious gem. I am fashioning you for My work. Accept the love I give to you through others. I love you through others. I am Jesus, My precious child. Trust Me. The very hairs of your head are numbered, you must trust Me.

How can you love Me whom you do not see if you can't love those who you see?

     I love you through others. You are afraid to trust anyone. Trust Me and My ways. I am there to lift you up. If you trust and it fails, I am always by your side to lift you up. Nothing happens that I do not allow. I am your precious Jesus. Rita, you have one foot on, one foot off the ground. Let go and fall into My loving arms. You have been taught not to get close. In order to trust Me, you must trust others and relate with them. You must get close to others to get close to Me. You always go so far and then you think it is wrong. Love for the sake of living in Me. I am love. He who abides in Me abides in Love. Rita, let go and fall into My arms. I am first in your life. You must learn to love others.

     How can you talk about love to others and love of God when your relationship is lacking trust? You do not trust Me who you do not see, because you do not trust those who you see.

     You do not interact, you are afraid to love, to get close for the sake of love. Love is love, rooted in Me. Love as it brings you closer to God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

  You are afraid to love Me. You can totally let go and trust Me! Love, rooted in God is from God. God's love is infinite, it knows no bounds. Your love is bounded. Let go and experience God's unconditional, infinite love.

     If anyone says, "I love God" but hates his brother, he is a liar, for whoever does not love a brother whom he has seen cannot love God whom he has not seen.  John 4:20.

   

August 9, 1994

Cradled to Sleep by My Heart

Jesus speaks:        Trust Me My child as a child who crawls
                            into their mother's arms. The child is not
                            afraid of being hurt. The baby is picked
                            up and then ceases to cry. Be as the baby
                            who is held and caressed by a loving
                            parent. The baby is totally at peace. They
                            know the touch of the parent. They totally
                            surrender into their arms.

                                There is no stiffening in their body, it
                            becomes a total release of self into the
                            arms of the loving mother.

                                Release child, total yielding into My
                            arms. I will tuck you forever in My
                            most Sacred Heart. My Heart is warm, My
                            Heart has the tender constant beat of
                            My love. This is your soothing balm, to
                            be cradled to sleep by the sound of
                            My beating Heart. You rest in Me in
                            total peace. Total surrender, total
                            letting go. Be as the baby at the breast.

                                I am the Good Shepherd, I know Mine
                            and they follow Me. I caress you so closely
                            in My Heart. My Mother places you so gently
                            in the very recesses of My Heart. Be at peace
                            My child.

                                This is peace, total surrender to God.
                            You constantly hear a soft beating of My Heart.
                            It is constantly lulling you to sleep. It never
                            stops, it is plugged into a source of undying
                            love. It never runs out, I am the almighty
                            God with a Heart on fire for love of you,
                            My precious one. Total surrender, total
                            yielding, total trust in the God who
                            died for you, Who gave His very life for love
                            of you.

                                I am the Good Shepherd, I fondle you in
                            My Heart. Total trust to Me. Be at such
                            peace.

                                I am He who ardently loves you, every
                            minute of the day. Come to Me My babies,
                            I call you to My loving Heart.

                                You need to have this total submission, a
                            total release of anything that holds you
                            back. Total trust in Me as a loving
                            shepherd.

                                Oh sweet one, surrender your all. Satan
                            constantly wants you to hold back. Release
                            yourselves into the recesses of My Heart. Be lost
                            in the fold of My love and be lulled to sleep
                            by the beats of My Heart.

                                I love you so much My sweet one. Never
                            hold back anything from Me.

   

August 9, 1994

You Will Have Peace In My Heart

Jesus:  Come unto Me, Oh you who are heavily burdened, and place your yoke upon My shoulder and I will give you rest.

I give you rest in My Heart. I give you peace in your soul. The world will never give you this peace, it only comes from union with Me. Your soul is at unrest until it rests in Me.

    Come, children, come and let Me caress your little bodies and hold you in My precious Heart. I am the Good Shepherd. I love you with such an abiding love, yet you wander to other lands and seek other pastures and have such wantings in your souls!

    I fill you with the waters of salvation. I reach into your soul and you are cleaned by My hand. You are made pure and white and you are left in a state of peace and grace.

    I am He Who saves you, Who loves you, Who ministers to your every need and you go off the path and try to find another way! Come to Me, little babies, and let Me caress you in My Heart. Let Me warm you by the fire of My love. Open yourselves up to Me. Pray to the Spirit to be open to all that God wants to give you.

     Oh, little ones, I watch you and you wander other roads. I want to give you such gifts, I want to be so close to you!

    You long for this union with God. You look and look in this world for a closeness that can only be filled by My undying love.

    Little one, little one, it is so simple. Like the hand in the perfect glove, your hearts fit just right when it is tucked in Mine. You wander down the roads that lead you to coldness when My Heart is forever warm and waiting to comfort you. Search and seek no more. Open yourselves up to the love of God. I am He whose bootstraps you are unworthy to tie, but who waits for you with a burning Heart.

    Only in Me, My little ones, do your souls find rest. Only in Me are you satisfied. Only in Me will you have peace. Come and dwell in My Heart, I am in love with you!

R.  I just want so much more of Him, to know and love Him is not enough. I love Him so much, I want more of Him. I long so intently for His deep love and deeper union with Him.

   

August 10, 1994 - After Mass, Fr. Smith’s Chapel

And Their Eyes Peered Into One Another's Eyes

Messenger: See Mary as she beholds the baby in her arms. She looks at Him so tenderly. His sweet baby eyes look up at the eyes of His loving Mother. Such tenderness between Mother and Son, such oneness to hold her infant Son so lovingly in her arms. Oh, do we ever know the tenderness between a baby and his loving mother?

A life of close union between this Mother and this Son, a life of her looking into His loving eyes. Such silent, but strong and loving communication! Such a strong bond-Their eyes meeting-from one soul to the other soul.

Song: See the Eyes That Look at Mary (Verse l)…

Deep, deep communication, a deep bond, indescribable in words, a touching of the souls! And the peering look between Son and Mother on the road to the crucifixion. What a peering look, what communication between this Son and Mother. Seeing the other suffer was as agonizing as each's very own suffering-suffering and oneness between a Son and His Mother. A peering look, deep into the very souls. Such an intimacy between Them!

How can one describe in words this oneness, this union between the Son and His Mother? The perfect love between Him and her. Total giving of each person in such love to the other. To see the suffering of the other was as agonizing as-if not more than-each's own suffering.

How His passion and crucifixion were intensified by the sufferings of His dear Mother! How her sufferings were such a sharing in our redemption, the swords that pierced her heart! The eyes of Mary that invisibly bled as she watched such brutality to the beloved Baby she once carried in her womb and held in her arms!

Song: Little Baby Hands and Feet…

Mary held the Child Jesus when He was a baby; she watched Him and cared for Him as a little boy; she was so attentive to the needs of her little Son. Will we ever know this connectedness between Their loving Hearts? Do we know this oneness? The peering eyes on the way to Calvary tell the story. They tell the story of this oneness. They tell the story of her watching this horrid event of her beautiful baby Son and His horrible passion and death.

Her eyes! Oh, Mary, help me to see the love of Jesus through your eyes! You watched Him as a baby, you watched Him as a child. You watched Him grow into the beautiful Man He became and you, Mary, watched Him all through this bitter passion and death. Your eyes saw the love that He gave for us. Now you come, Mary. You appear to tell us to go to this Son. You knew more than anyone His love to suffer so for us. You come and appear with blood in your eyes and tears running down your cheeks. You show me your sorrowful face, your young face, your old face, your joyful face. This was the face Jesus peered at as He walked His walk to Calvary. This was the face that appears now to tell us the story of His love this very day. I see your parade of faces, Mary, old and young, sorrowful and joyful. I see these faces that Jesus beheld. Your face tells the story of His love for us.

Mary speaks: This is my beloved Son. This is my Baby. This is the Child I bore in my womb. He came to give you love. He came to be God-made-Man among you this very day. He is, my children, no less present in the Eucharist than He was at Calvary and you go after such incidental things. My Son loves you. I show you my face so you can tell the world of our love. Live our lives in the rosary. Let our lives live in your day. The way to eternal happiness is to be likened to my beautiful Son.

I watched my Son. I lead you to the ardent love of my Son, Jesus. His Heart burns for love of you. Come to Him this day. Give Him your love. Spend time with Him. He is alive and in your midst in the Eucharist.

Messenger:. Note: I smelled roses very strongly throughout this message.

Song: See the Eyes That Look at Mary (Verse 2)…

This is the Son of the Father, the Son of God, born of Mary through the Holy Spirit, and He lives this day in your hearts. Share His love for you. Go to Him through Mary's heart. She who is so closely united to Jesus! Their Hearts are so close to one another! As their eyes were joined in such oneness, Their Hearts are joined in such intimacy. Go to Jesus' Heart through His beloved Mother, through her who bore Him in her womb, her who watched Him give Himself for love of you.

   

August 11, 1994

I Watched You

Jesus: Oh, how I watched you, child. I watched you as I gave you each little sign of My love. I watched you grow in your faith and trust in Me. I watched you suffer and stood so close you could have touched Me, but you didn't know that this suffering would be that which led you to My tender love for you.

I watched you when you surrendered and turned your will over to Me and I watched you cry, knowing this was the most joyous day of your life. I watched you see visions of doors and knew you would want to go through those doors, but they were not the doors you thought, they were the doors I gave you for greater union with Me. I watched you, child, when you wrote down My first letter to you and I saw your confusion and joy, knowing what these letters would do to touch so many hearts.

I watched you, child. I watched you when I showed you My Heart and you were so warmed by this Heart and so awed by its vision, but you didn't know what this vision would mean for many to draw their hearts to My burning love.

I watched you surrender each time as you let go of each little thing, as you were dying to self. I watched you through this surrender grow closer to Me. I watched you grow in this deep love for Me, step by step. I watched our love grow as you gave more of yourself in prayer. I watched you, child, and I loved being ever closer to you.

I watched you struggle in such trials that you thought tomorrow would never come, knowing that this trial was what would give you more freedom and love for Me. I watched you learn each lesson through hard tests and I was so close while you struggled, but did not remove the struggle, knowing you would not learn your lesson if I had.

I watched you, child, through each joy and pain and I loved you silently, always with you, and you never knew how close I truly was to you.

Song: From the Day You Were Born…

From the day you were born, I watched you. Forever by your side, I guarded you, I loved you. I know the most secret desire of your heart far better than you yourself know. I know the Father's plan for you. I know the Father's love for you. I know the love poured on you from the Holy Spirit and how Mary is forever by your side.

I watch you, child, constantly guarding you and your ways and you do not know the love I have for you. You do not know how My Heart burns for love of you. And, someday, My beautiful child, you will know what I have in store for you, My beloved.

Come and be with Me. Grow in your love with Me. I never leave you, My beloved. Remember, I am forever watching you.

     

August 11, 1994

Rid Yourself of All Coverings

Refer back to July 17:

 R.  He is teaching me about getting close to Him.  Jesus:  I held nothing back, dear sweet one, I gave My all. What do you cover yourself with that keeps you from union with Me.

Jesus:

  Union is not separation, union is one. You cannot hold onto coverings and be close to Me. I come as a bare body, no coverings. See My bare body beaten. See My bare body hanging on the cross. See My bare body given to My Mother. My life given, given to her in total bareness, life and all coverings given up for you.

  What, child, do you cover yourself with that keeps you from union with Me? Do you hold on to food or people or habits that you are obsessed with?

  All your gifts, given in this world, should be used and you should not be obsessed with them. Do you eat for joy or sustaining yourself?

  Do you have relationships where you give love but realize that you never possess the other person? To love, but to be unattached to - to love to draw the other always closer to God?

  Do you hold onto habits that you make little gods? Try to rid yourself of inordinate attachments. They keep you from union with Me. Love others for love of God, eat to sustain yourself and enjoy the food, but be not attached to it.

  I died with a bare body. I gave My life. I gave My all. I gave My dear child, the very blood in My veins, for you.

  This is your way to peace - union with Me. This is your way to peace - to forever focus on the love of God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit, and also to love Mary.

  As the apostles who were fearful in the upper room and their fear was turned into fearlessness, you will evolve into My soldiers for Christ - from fear to fearlessness with the love of God.

R.  Spirit impact on me all I need to be guided to the ever-burning love of God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Help me to surrender myself totally to You and Your loving mother. I consecrate my heart to the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary.

  To get close to Him, I must trust totally in Him. As the baby, I don't holler, I must let go. Not to Worry!

He Has the Whole World in His Hands!

Jesus:

  I am Jesus, your Savior. Oh, dear, sweet one, I do have you tucked in My precious Heart. I love you so very much. Surrender all your cares and hear the beating, gently of My Sacred Heart.

  I never leave you. The very hairs of your head are numbered, even the pores, I tend to. Let go and fall into My loving arms. Securely you dwell in the recesses of My most Sacred Heart.

R.  Alleluia, and they were relieved of their anxiety and fear as their trust in Him grew.

Jesus, I Trust in You!

Song: From the day you were born, I have been here beside you!

(Note: I smelled very strong incense in the whole chapel at noon today. He is truly here!)

   

August 11, 1994 - Before Mass

He Loves Us, No Strings Attached

(Sitting before Mary’s statue)

Messenger: Jesus, You died for each and every one of us. You love us so much. Your love is shown by Your total giving of Yourself, Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity. You gave Your very Blood in Your veins and the flesh of Your very Body. Beaten, bruised, bloodied, for such ardent, burning, undying love for us!

To love us without any strings - just love us! I do not even know how to love someone without any strings. You love us. We constantly offend You and neglect You and sin against You. In Your love for us You paid the price for our offenses!

How many times, over and over again, You pour out Your love to us, especially in the Blessed Sacrament, and You are ignored, forgotten, and You watch us offend our brothers with such hatred.

You, O Savior, showed us the way. You loved those who tore the flesh on Your body. You loved those who spit on You. You loved those who drove nails in Your hands and feet. You loved those who crowned Your precious head with thorns. You, O my precious loving Jesus, loved and love each one of us despite all our sins, to the point of death on the cross. You showed us the way. When they persecuted You and hollered every slander against You, You still loved them.

Oh Jesus, how hard this is to follow Your way. Give me the grace to love as You want me to love all those who persecute me. I, of myself, cannot be like You. Let me realize the love of my Father more fully. Fill me with knowledge of love of God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit so I can more fully act as You want me to.

Realizing Your immense love fills me with such fullness. When the world is cold and mean, the fire of the love of God that burns in my heart keeps me focused on You.

Oh Spirit, open up my heart to the ways of God. I am weak and need Your direction. Jesus’ ways are so loving: Total surrender of His whole self in love for us to the point of bitter persecution and death on the cross.

Jesus: Love, My little child, when they persecute you and holler every slander against you, when they do their vile deeds. See Me as I walked the way of Calvary. See My beautiful Mother, see her suffering, My dear beautiful one, for such love of you. This is your Mother. She is by your side, this very day. When you walk the way of Calvary, she never ever leaves you, she stays constantly by your side. This is your beloved Mother. My child, she truly mothers you as she mothered Me. No mother was ever sweeter than this Mother, whom I give to you this day at your side. She knows your pain. She knows your sorrows. She knows what sufferings are. She watched them, she watched all the horrid events of what they did to Me. She walks with you, this day, little sweet one. She is joined in her Heart with My Heart, ardently loving you.

You, child, need to pray to your Mother this day. You know how I loved you to My very death. You know how I suffered so for you. Did you realize how My Mother walks by you constantly and loves you? Pray to her, sweet one. She is so close to you. She never leaves your side. As she watched My passion and death, she watches you in all your trials. She loves you so much, My little child. Run to her arms and be so close to her breast. This is your Mother, My little child. Such tenderness and love she has for you! Your Mother goes with you on this journey.

   

August 13, 1994

He Is In The Tabernacle

Jesus:

    My dear child, be at peace, I am with you even when you are not in front of the tabernacle.

R. There were two people cleaning the chapel which was in a mall at 7:00 a.m. The music in the mall was so loud. There were glass doors and a glass wall, so everyone in the mall could see the tabernacle. The two people cleaning would not, under any circumstances, allow me to sit in the pew. They were not vacuuming but were washing every window and changing all the vigil lights, lights to adore Jesus, but I could not get in to pray!

    When I miss my time with Him in front of the tabernacle, I want to cry. I feel His presence so strongly in church.

I know He is within me. He is in the tabernacle in His Divinity and His Humanity. He is no less present there in the church than the day He walked on Calvary. God is truly present: Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity in the tabernacle.

Jesus:

    I am the Lord thy God, thou shalt not have any gods before Me. I am the Son of God come to the world to save all from their sins. I am He whose bootstraps you are unworthy to tie, but I come in such love. The world is blind, they do not know that God is truly present. All should bow before Me in adoration. Such indifference, such disrespect. I suffered for all the sins of all time for those who offend Me in the Eucharist! I am, Who Am. I want to be worshipped. I want to be adored and glorified. The angels forever kneel before My altars and adore Me. Oh, this unseen world and they who operate so blindly to the real presence of God!

    I love you so. This is why I remain here. My ardent love for them. Tell those cleaning the church that I loved them so much I died for them and I remain this day in their midst in so much love.

    Such abuse is given to Me by those who work in church. They should be asked if they realize God, God, is truly present there! I am your God. I love each and every soul. It is with such ignorance, I am irreverently treated. Bow before My altar, kiss the ground, give Me the respect that is due to your God. Others will see your reverence. Do not be shy to adore your God. Think only of Me and I am God there, waiting for you in such love. Oh, it is for love I remain. I love you to tell Me of your love. Come to Me and love Me. I love you so much. Love, Jesus.

 

 

August 13, 1994

Be Me To Your Brothers

Jesus: The world is so attached to itself. I am Jesus, Son of God. I am He Who Am. I dwell in your midst this day. Pray for your brothers. Preach the real presence, tell others about God, spread the Good News. So many are in total darkness, they are dying in their hearts. They have made other things their gods. Oh children, you do not know much about the love of God. It is not preached. Many never go to church, they live their lives with hardly a thought of God and they do not hear if someone tells them. Offer up your days for the sake of souls. Pray for them each day when you wake. Offer up your sacrifices for your brothers.

You do not have any time to waste. Time is short and many will be lost. Love your brothers, pray for them. Your hearts should reflect the love of God Who dwells within. "They will know they are Christians by their love." Oh child, what sets you apart from those who do not know Me is your love. The love of God is a mighty force. It cannot be contained. It shines from your eyes and rages burning in your hearts. You must always love. When they are cold to you, you continue to love. It is My love you are giving to them. Oh child, I love each soul. One smile given lights up a room when it comes from the love of God within. I am the Good Shepherd. I know Mine and they follow Me. Please sweet ones, spread My love to My lost sheep. You will do My work in your loving one another. I give you a new Commandment, "Love one another as I have loved you."

My child, there is no time to waste and wonder. You must be about the work of God this day. In your being, be Christ-like. I come to serve. I come to love. I come to give Myself in greatest love for you.

I come to you this day with an urgent plea: to be the light that shines in this dark world. Be My hands. Be My feet. Be Me to your brothers. I come and ask you - will you answer My plea?

I am Jesus, Son of the living God. I am not dead. I am alive and in your midst. Do not be downhearted, My little one, with so much work to do. You have the Good News. You know that I have died and I have risen. Shout it from the housetops that I am Life. I am real Life.

You cannot get bowed down. It is you who will light up the dark world. Every minute of every day is so valuable to the salvation of the world. Love My little ones. Love and let the light of Christ shine from your hearts. Be at peace, be Christ-centered. Be forever about My work, for I am God and I am forever with you. Do not ever be cast down, be about My work. My time is at hand and you are My chosen witnesses proclaiming that I am in your midst this day. I live and dwell in your hearts. To all who listen, they will receive the light of life. This is a vibrant force. It cannot be hidden. A city set on a hill will shine and cast its light to the darkened world and many will turn to the ways of the Lord.

  This is your call to shine in the darkness and remain forever Christ-centered, to operate for love and love alone, love of God and love of one another. All things here must be rooted in Me to have meaning. I go with you, little lambs, you are My soldiers in the cold world. Your arms are your hearts set afire with the love of the Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart of My Mother. I am, Who Am. I am the Almighty God. I have all the power and you will know My might, for I came to save this world from their sins and I dwell in your heart this very day. Shine to this world. I am the light of the world and I shine from your hearts. I live in your souls. You are being called to be My apostles in the dark world and spread the fire of My love. I am the Most Sacred Heart of Jesus on fire for love of you. 

[Jesus told me to open the Fatima, Medjugorje book to page 72, and I began reading: 

    "I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life. No one can come to the Father except through me. If you know me, you know my Father, too. From this moment, you know Him and have seen Him" (John 14:6-7)

Let your light shine for all the world to see. I dreamed I went to heaven.]

     

August 13, 1994 - 10:00 p.m.

Will You Pray for Me?

 R. There are so many souls to pray for: souls who are sinning and need to turn to Jesus and Mary, souls in purgatory that are suffering that have no one to pray for them, for innocent children who are victimized and do not know Jesus and Mary and their love, for all those who do not hear about Jesus and His love or close their hearts and do not hear. These are only a few people that I need to pray for. I must offer up my all, all my joys and sufferings in union with the Mass all over the world for all the intentions of Mary and Jesus' Hearts. What a loss, to not offer up my everything in union with the Mass in the morning offering, to make my living a sacrifice (offering) for the intentions of Mary and Jesus in union with the Mass.

    So many people come to me and ask me to pray for them.

If I offer my whole day up with the Mass going on all over the world, all day - what a prayer! I love Jesus so much, He is beautiful. We are so favored to know of His love for us! This is the greatest gift there is, to know Jesus, know God and know Jesus and Mary love us! Mary is our loving Mother, always at our side. We are grateful heirs to His Kingdom if we know, love and serve Him and keep His commandments. I love You, Jesus, You are the greatest!

   

 August 14, 1994

Jesus speaks:     Sweet child, I have such work for you and Fr. Carter, the devil will attack you. You I have chosen to spread the devotion of Our Hearts to this world.

   

August 14, 1994 - After Mass, 12:30

Their Hearts Merged As One

R.  While praying to the Holy Spirit, I saw a red ball of fire or tongue of fire, then saw a heart, sort of a shadow, it was on a yellow background. I then saw a heart with flowers on the top, same setting, then a plain heart. I then saw a heart made up of white flowers, then the two hearts merged into one.

    I felt so close to Jesus after communion. I had a vision of God. I saw our Blessed Mother holding me as a child. (feeling very close to her.) She put me in Christ's Heart. I saw the Father above, the Holy Spirit to the side.

Note:  I saw the Holy Spirit at the tabernacle once at St. Philip's while praying after Mass last summer. I saw a little white dove. It was immensely lighted and looked like the same material as the Host that came out from behind the real Host when Fr. Carter raised the Host. It was a lighted Host that came from behind and moved into a position above the Host.

    I love You so much, my God. I don't want to leave this place, such warmth in my chest, flutter in the middle of my chest. I love You Jesus.

   

August 15, 1994 - After Mass

Let My Life Flow In You

Jesus:

    They pierced My hands and feet and pierced My head. I withstood this, little one, for you. Let go of your hurt. Words and actions of others should not stop you. Nothing can be compared to how much love I have for you. I give you Myself and I am God. Do you hear, child - nothing can compare to My love!

I am the true bread sent from heaven. I penetrate your heart with My healing. Give not into any thoughts Satan plants in your head to keep you from intimacy with Me.

  Total surrender on My part to give My flesh and blood. If you want union with Me you must let go of these hurts. Holding on to anger can block your union with Me. It is the work of the evil one. Flush out the pipe, let My life flow in you. Pray for your attackers. I love you so.

    I am God. My love cannot ever be measured.

Vision, My child: you cannot even measure the love of God! Focus on My love and the love of the Father and Holy Spirit. Mary loves you so much.

I love you so much!

   

August 15, 1994

Sins of the Flesh

Jesus:

    The sins of the flesh, My child: Those who wear clothes to lure others into sinful thoughts will answer for not only their own sin but also for the sin of leading others into temptation. Woe to you, who, with your brazen ways, lure others into sin! It is not only your own sins you will answer for but for the sin of tempting others. You are not perfect and you sin, say you are sorry, go to confession, but woe to those who wear clothing to cause others to be tempted to sin. Your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit. God lives in you. What honor and dignity is yours!

    Precious one, you are a creation of My heavenly Father. You were created with such specialness and love. Your call in this life is to do God's will, to use your talents to promote the love of God. Oh child, you need to pray constantly. Offer your day for the conversion of your brothers, lest your beloved brothers fall into the pit.

    Child, child, do the will of the Father. His plan is for you to spread My love. Be focused ever on spreading the love of God. Always promote the truth. Satan wants you to sin. The truth will set you free. Go to the priest, go to confession.

    Pray for your priests, promote My Priestly Newsletter. The priests need your constant prayers. Pray to be holy so that your prayers will ascend in much purity to the Father!

    The world is passing and many who dwell here are losing their way. Pray, pray, pray for your beloved brothers. Offer up your deeds in love for their souls.

    Constantly be about the work of the Father. They beat My flesh for the sins of the flesh, it hung from My body.

    I, in such love, gave Myself for you. I held not back. The statements being made with the bodies! Your body is a creation of the Father, it is not a sex symbol to promote sin. Woe, woe to you who lead others into sinful ways. You will be held accountable for the sins of your brothers you tempted and they will be held accountable for their sins.

    My head was beaten and bloodied and bruised. Look at the faces of those who lure others into sin. Their painted faces, their hardened eyes, made up with such ugliness, this is the work of the evil one. To sing songs of luring, vileness, what to do with your Father's gift to you. Your voice was given to sing praises to your heavenly Father, to sing praise, to tell all of Our love. What sin to use your unique talents, given to you, to lure others into sin.

    You will be accountable. How you use your talents given from the Father. You were given talents to do His work. Oh, you special children, you are given such good things from God and you make them into ugly things for sin. Pray for those who are leading others to sin. Innocent children are being subjected to sinful ways. They are not taught about God. Your prayers, your union with Me will preach the Gospel in your ways. There is no time to waste, the Kingdom of God is at hand.

    Heaven is a reward promised to those who love and serve the Lord. Without love and service, there is not a reward. Lead your brothers to the love of God. Do not be shy. Their souls are at stake. You must listen to the Spirit within you that guides you on your way. You must be an empty vessel that God can use to do His work. Your openness will lead many to the gates of Paradise. Do not underestimate what one soul, fixed on God and operated by the Spirit can do. Listen to the inner promptings of your heart.

    Painted faces, luring eyes, luring bodies and I showed you the way to be more likened to Me! You were created in the same image and likeness of God! I was beaten and bruised, I was bloodied. My head was crowned with thick piercing thorns. I showed you the way. When they flaunt themselves before you, in sin, take a stand and do not watch such vileness in any way. Turn off  your T.V., pray the rosary when you know of those that promote violence and sin and pray for your brothers. My day is at hand. I will come and all will know My might. I am a God of Justice. Woe to those who cause others to sin. I have spoken that you take Me seriously. I am the Lord, thy God, and you shall have no gods before Me.

Matthew 5: 18

In truth I tell you, till heaven and earth disappear, not one dot, not one little stroke, is to disappear from the Law until all its purpose is achieved.

    I come to give you life, life eternal and the promise of a kingdom far greater than any of this world for those who do God's will.

    Pray for your brothers. This is your love, given to all, to pray for your troubled brothers and always to love. It is My love, I give to them through you, you need to be an empty vessel. Be not clogged with anger or hatred, be open only to love. Help lead all to the love of God and life eternal.

    I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. I live this very day and dwell among you. Pray for My life, alive within you. I am the Alpha and the Omega. I am to be worshipped and honored and adored. I am Who Am. I am your Savior, come to deliver you from bondage and free you from your sins. Harken to Me and My ways. Follow Me. I am your God. Alleluia. 

  And He gave them new life in their souls and His grace gave them the strength they needed to do His work in this world. Alleluia.

     

August 16, 1994

No One, Nothing Can Ever Stop My Interior Relationship With God And Mary

Jesus: My dear child, if the whole world falls under your feet, if the stars cease to shine and the moon not give its light, I will be your rear guard, your foreguard, your mighty God Who protects you from the enemy.

Messenger: My life is interior. My relationship with God is interior. If the floor gives out, if you hate and persecute me, if anything from the outside befalls me, my life is still with me, the life of God rooted in my soul. No one can ever take away my relationship with Jesus, the Father, the Holy Spirit, Mary and St. Joseph. No one can ever touch this - even if I cannot receive the Eucharist, Jesus is still alive within me. I can spiritually ask Him to be present in a special way to me.

The bottom line is, no one can ever touch my relationship with God and Mary, and nothing else that is taken away matters. If it is happening, He knows it and is allowing it. Jesus, I trust in You! What a treasure to always be assured of my relationship with Jesus. He never will leave me. He will always be there. His love is always with me. I want to shout it from the rooftop - this is my God and He loves me! He will never go, no one, nothing can ever stop my interior relationship with God and Mary. If I have that, what can harm me?

Jesus: Though earth pass away, My love is steadfast, My presence forever within you, every minute of every day. I, God, am with you, child. I never leave you. What else matters?

Little child, little child. I love you so much. Focus on My love, ever present and poured out in such measures to you. I am Who Am. I am Jesus, Son of God. I speak to you, My little one. Open your heart and let Me embrace you. Your oneness with Me is achieved in your heart. You will stand as the strongest pillar against a raging storm, because My might is within you. If the winds come and the rain, if the earth shakes the roots of the trees, the Lord will hold you in your place. You are a mighty tree, standing on the earth. The roots which grow from within the tree are thick and well nourished. The wind can come. The winters with its cold and blizzard can press on the tree. Birds of prey can pick at the tree, but the strength of the mighty oak within will sustain it.

Your life is the life of God's grace flowing in your soul. The Spirit is a mighty force that rages in your soul. You are nourished and fed by My life. You stand strong against the wind and pestilence. You do not falter. My might is within you. If the earth quakes, you are held up by My might. I am, dear one, the Almighty God! The torrent winds cannot harm you. It may blow and blow and you will sway in the breeze but your roots are firm. You are fed My living water. I give you My very Flesh for your food, you drink My very own Blood, and you, child, are sustained by the Body and Blood of Christ.

I am the Almighty God come to give life to this world. I am a force that can withstand any trial. I dwell in you and live in you and you are afraid. Oh, child, pray for vision, pray for the fearlessness of the Apostles. They were in the upper room and full of fear, and the Spirit of the Lord descended upon them and they were fearless.

Pray for the Spirit of God to enkindle in your hearts the love of God. When the earth rocks and moves about, your inner candle never flickers. You are steadfast in His love by your interior union with God and Mary. Be alone with Me, be with Me. Pray to your Father and the Holy Spirit and to Mary. You, child, are never alone, for God lives in your heart. You become one in Him and you operate with this love in a troubled world. And the winds came and blew down some that were undernourished, but he who was fed by the Bread of heaven did not fall. I am the Bread of life. My life I give to you so you will have life and have it more abundantly.

Come and sup with Me. Develop your interior life, not life as this world knows life, but My life alive and in your soul.

   

August 16, 1994

The Invisible Wounds

Messenger: The invisible wounds of Mary: Mary stood by His cross, she had watched what her Son had suffered. She watched this horrible sequence of events that led to this final hour. She did not bleed, she did not have a mark on her body, only the teared, red ridges from her deepened crying. She stood, held up by the arms of her beloved John. This was her precious Son, her Baby at birth, her Baby at His death.

Invisible wounds: The pains of the heart, the sufferings of the mind, the sights seen with her loving, motherly eyes, the knowledge of His love for all!

She appears to me with a face, reflecting the ridges from her deep crying, so sorrowful no words could describe. What can we say for the sorrow of this face? I cannot describe it. It looked as if it was ready to crack! This face tells the story of His love for us.

Her heart was so torn inside that to know her suffering is to tear at my heart.

The invisible scars: To watch Him stripped and beaten and to silently stand by and cry. She appears to tell us of her invisible scars. She appears and shows me her faces, young and old, sorrowful and joyful. She appears to tell us the story of His love for us. Do we listen, do we see?

She saw His Blood all over. I remember seeing one of my children bleed and he had to get stitches -- it was such a horrible sight. He kept bleeding and bleeding. Blood comes from deep inside, it is scary because we have no control over it. If you bleed enough, you die. My child was bleeding, it was very upsetting! Mary watched Jesus bleed and bleed. It was as though He could not have had all the Blood He had. He stood in a puddle of Blood when He was scourged...

...it ran from His face and from His mouth -- from the blows to His head. It was so awful to watch my child bleed, but to watch others beat Him and make Him bleed more and make His body raw! There is such a bond between a mother and her children, such wanting to protect and help them. Mary helplessly watched this horrible massacre of her Son, knowing He did it for love of us. She could not help Jesus. She was not allowed, only to watch more and more bleeding!

Jesus: Oh, you are so senseless. I write to you of My love and no one listens. Mary appears to tell you how much I suffered for love of you. My Passion is My proof of how I love you. I gave every drop of My Blood for you. You don't understand, this is the reality, that I am God and I suffered so brutally for love of you!

Mary: Turn your lives toward my Son. What do I say to get you to listen? Life on earth is only passing. I appear, I show you my face, you will never comprehend how my Son suffered for love of you! This is the real world, this is the truth that He bled and bled for love of you, that He stood there silently in all the beatings. He accepted this awful treatment. He came to show you the way. I watched my precious little One. I watched and my heart was torn in my chest. I experienced such suffering, watching this massacre of my beautiful Son, for love of you!

I appear with blood in my eyes. My eyes shed invisible blood during His Passion, to watch Him bleed and be beaten raw by His attackers.

And what does He ask in return? He asks you to love God and love one another. Do this, for your reward is everlasting life.

Messenger: I just wanted to crawl up in a ball and feel her pain. This is how I have felt before the last letter August 10, coming home from church in the car. Such intense sufferings realizing the pain! The sufferings started when the priest raised up the Blood -- this is what Jesus did, He shed His very own Blood, the Blood in His veins. He gives it to us now so that we may have His life.

I have experienced on many occasions Jesus' and Mary's sufferings. She suffered so watching Him being taken down from the cross. I experienced such emotion seeing Mary hold the Baby Jesus in her arms and seeing her hold His lifeless body under the cross. I experienced such emotions seeing Jesus nailed to the cross and during the Sorrowful Mysteries and Stations led by Father Smith. I feel immense oneness with the sorrow and experience the sorrow.

The depth of her suffering is inexpressible in words. Mary may have cried, but there is not a way that a human being could relieve this immense sorrow. She endured the sufferings by Christ's side. She did not have His wounds, her heart was pierced with a sword.   

Luke 2:34-35

Simeon blessed them and said to Mary his mother, 'Look, he is destined for the fall and for the rise of many in Israel, destined to be a sign that is opposed -- and a sword will pierce your soul too -- so that the secret thoughts of many will be laid bare.  

Messenger: This is the Blood Mary watched Him shed. She watched Him from under the cross. We stand with her and give ourselves with Him to the Father.

Oh, Father, I love You so much, You gave Your only Son for love of us! Please accept my sacrifice with His as my love for You!

It just becomes evident to me -- how He truly gave His flesh and Blood for us! It is so clear to me, like a vision, this is truly His Blood given up for us! I feel this so intensely and He keeps giving me more and more to better realize His Sacrifice.

Mary is so involved with us: We stand with Mary, we suffer with Mary, we give ourselves in an act of love to our heavenly Father. What an offering, to stand under His cross and give ourselves with the Body and Blood of Christ, in union with Mary and everyone under the cross, with the Church! We offer ourselves up with Christ to the Father!

I feel so connected to Jesus and Mary and God through the Passion. It is there I see Their oneness. I see her role as His Mother and my Mother. I see Their immense love for us to undergo such suffering for love of us.

Mary: I am your Mother. I am Mary. I come to bring you so close to my beloved Son. I stand with you at the foot of the cross. Open your hearts to His love for you. This is reality, that He truly died for love of you and has risen so that you will have new life! I am your Mother and I love you so very much, my precious little children. You will never fully know this great love God and I have for you. Meditate on Our sufferings, this will lead you to the life only God can give you.

Messenger: I must understand Their relationship: Baby to young life, joys and suffering. She was a mother in the fullest sense of the word, such a motherly heart -- her love for Jesus is the dearest motherly love! In order to understand the relationship between Mary and Jesus, I must not just look at the individual events of the Passion and her sorrow, but see Their lives together from the Annunciation to the Ascension. It is the relationship, the bond, the joys, the sufferings They both shared during the Passion.

This is truly where Their Hearts are united -- in the meeting of the eyes. The more I meditate on this, the more I am linked with Their immense love for us. The two Hearts -- They are so closely united! The rosary is this journey from the Angel Gabriel to the Ascension. Her suffering and His suffering during the Passion link me so closely to Them. This intensity is forever growing as They give me bits and pieces of this union between Them.

   

August 16, 1994

Focus On This Love. Silence Satan

Messenger: He loves us unconditionally. From Him I do not have to hide. He loves us as we are. He calls us to be as good as we can. He calls us to be humble. He calls us to love.

He calls us to be of the heart, not to be proud, to be kind and loving. He calls us to put on Christ, to constantly die to self. I am a human being. I am growing; I am created in His image, I am learning His ways, I am imperfect.

Oh, Lord, show me Your ways. Let me realize Your love. Let me know You more so I can love more. Help me to focus on You and Your love, to silence Satan who constantly points to my weakness and tells me such things that make me unaware of Your tremendous love for me.

Jesus: Satan is the great deceiver. My child, I call you to love. I call you to a new life. I am forever with you, loving you the same as the day I died on the cross. My Heart is an abyss of endless love for you. You do not comprehend fully My great love for you. I love you this much that I truly gave My life for you.

Focus on this love. Silence Satan. I am not looking at you with condemning eyes, I look at you as the divine creation of the Father. I look at you as My beloved child.

I, child, have watched you and watched you. I see you struggle and I bend low in such love and am right by your side. You need to struggle to grow in My love.

It is in your sufferings that you rise to new life. This is My life in you. To grow in your sufferings is My way, not to become bitter and spiral down to deeper depths of pain, but to rise up as I did on the third day. Realize that there is such life for you in the Resurrection!

You, child, are going to My school. My lessons I teach this day. In your pain you grow in deeper union with Me.

Trust in Me, forever focus on My immense love. Look at Mary hold My body under the cross. I truly love you this much this day. I am the Resurrection, I am the Life. He who believes in Me will never die. I am Jesus your beloved Savior. Come to Me and I will give you such love. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus on fire for love of you. I love you!

   

August 17, 1994 

Messenger:        As Mary appeared when she began appearing daily.

 

August 17, 1994 7:55 AM during apparition

she was aglow

Mary:  I am the Immaculate Heart of Mary, I want you and Fr. Carter to spread devotion to Our Hearts.

    Do not be afraid, I am truly here and I want you to write this message.

    I was so close to you then, I am with you now. Continue your rosary.

    I am the Immaculate Heart of Mary. I come to give you this message. You will experience a realm of peace, but first you will know such trials.

    Do not be discouraged for My Son will be close to you in your anguish.

    You must know that all that happens is for reasons you do not comprehend.

    Do not ask questions of me or Him.

    Give yourself in total surrender to Our Hearts.

    No one can take away Our love.

    If the whole world does not believe you, you will still be steadfast in Our love. These are trials you must withstand to learn lessons you need to learn. I do not want to frighten you. You will sing, you will speak you must be patient and let the plan of the Father unfold as it will.

Do not question — give yourself in total surrender.

Fr. Carter will be persecuted, this is to strengthen him for his great works that are to come. Stay so steadfast in the love of me and my Son. You will give strength to one another. Do not be afraid, stay forever fixed in Our love.

No person can ever take away Our love.

This is your anchor in all storms, We are forever with you, guarding you and protecting you. Do not wander ever from Our love, it is that which sustains you. Your trials are necessary for your advancement. Do not question. I am forever your beloved mother and always by your side.

Pray the rosary every day here at 6:30 this will be the warmth to a cold night. I love you so much. I will continue to come and be with you here in a special way. You will know my presence. I am forever with you both. I love you so very much.

   

August 18, 1994

The Oneness Between Mary and Jesus

Messenger: I see her hold His lifeless body under the cross. I see her tenderness, holding Him as a Baby. I see their oneness in the peering eyes. I see her with the sword in her heart, pierced because of the sufferings of her Son. I see her giving birth to her beautiful Baby.

I see her sorrowful face, her beautiful face, her old face, her young face; all reflections of her life and His life, joined in joy, joined in suffering, joined - Mother and Son - all through Their lives, during the Passion, now joined in heaven. They want to draw us to eternal salvation.

A loving Mother, truly by our sides, waiting to listen to our problems, and Jesus forever with her.

She stands under the cross and places our burdens there with us as we, hand-in-hand with our loving Mother, give up our frustrations, our crosses to Him, our loving Savior.

This is life, to be fixed so closely united with the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, all day surrendering ourselves to Their loving Hearts.

This is warmth and security to me. I realize so very much Their presence. This is the reality of this world. It is God’s world. We dwell here in the hope of achieving everlasting life. Jesus Christ is truly present this day in the Eucharist, no less than the day He walked this earth.

Mary is so closely united to her Son. To love Jesus is to love Mary, to love Mary is to love Jesus.

Mary, help me to love your beloved Son.

Jesus, help me to love Your beloved Mother.

Mary is always leading me to the love of her precious Son. All the meditations on the rosary about Mary lead me to Him. She is our spiritual Mother. To think of His being formed in her womb is so beautiful. I ask Mary to form me in her womb so I can be more closely united to her Son. For nine months He was formed in the womb of His loving Mother. For my lifetime, I am forever formed in her womb to deepen my union with Jesus, the Holy Spirit and the Father.

The protection and security, to be surrounded by Mary’s womb, is so beautiful. She delivers us up to union with her precious Son.

The more I meditate on Their lives in the rosary (I really meditate on each bead), these beautiful mysteries of Their lives, the more I am so closely joined to the union of Mary’s heart and Jesus’ Heart. This is my refuge. This is our life, to be joined so intimately to Their Hearts!

She draws me to her and draws me to praying the rosary, like steel to a magnet. I get such comfort sharing Their lives. It is there I realize so much Their reality. They are truly here, this very day -- we are not ever alone!  I am united to Their lives. This comfort exists all through the day, for They are with me.

I pray in front of the big statue of Mary and she is alive to me.

   

August 20, 1994

Mary speaks:        Dear child,

                                    Do not be discouraged, I am your mother
                                I will not let my Son's messages to you
                                go unnoticed. I will see to their publishing
                                do not worry, do exactly as you are
                                doing. Stay close to Fr. Carter, your
                                work for Us is so interlocked with
                                Our Hearts. You must trust always
                                in God. He has a plan for you and
                                you will be a big part of this plan.
                                Your messages are very important
                                to this world. Your love is paramount
                                for the spread of this message. Trust
                                always that I Mary will see to
                                the distribution of these messages,
                                you are worrying needlessly. These
                                messages are a big part to help souls.
                                Many hearts will turn toward the love of
                                Our two Hearts from these messages.
                                Continue to pray and offer your
                                whole life up for the spread of
                                devotion to the Two Hearts. I am
                                forever your most loving Mother and
                                thank you for responding to
                                this call. I, your mother, love you
                                so much my sweet child.

   

August 20, 1994

A Light Will Come After Your Trials

R.  Every time I think I have it rough, I can remember how I felt on August 16. This was only a foreshadowing of Mary's immense pain at the Passion!

Jesus:

     What will you suffer for Me, sweet one? Do you love Me this much and then say no, not that much? I never gave up My cross, I carried it and held on to it willingly. My thoughts were for My love of you. My Father gave Me strength with His love. I could withstand this because of the will to please My Father, because of the love that exists between My Father and Me, because of My intense love, dear one, for you.

     It is in the pain that you realize why you operate as you do. You operate for love of Me. You operate for everlasting union with Me. You will see a new light in your life, but first the trials, dear one. You have suffered to obey the rules of those who hold your messages. My will is that you comply with them. You will know an opening in the sky soon and a breakthrough in spreading My words.

     Dear one, I talk to you, you know this. Be so steadfast in Me. Trust Me. I am the Almighty God. Trust Me and be with Me now, dear one.

   

August 20, 1994

My Sufferings Were For You, Child

Mary:  I cannot express in words how I suffered. I have given you some experience in my sufferings.

My suffering was so deep, only by God's grace could a human person experience such suffering.

There were not wounds, there was no blood, there was, my child, only the experiences of my heart. My heart was pierced so deeply with a sword. Such deep pain, a sword piercing would not describe the pain I had. Do you wonder how deep did the sword pierce my heart? The depth was incomprehensible. My life was lived in such connectedness with my Son, in such intimacy with Him. I watched my beloved Son, to Whom I was so closely united for 33 years, suffer so dishonorably.

My sufferings were for you, child. I love you as no earthly mother ever loved a child. I am your most loving Mother. If I underwent such suffering for you, do you think I would not be protecting and loving you now? I have not gone. I am with you!

If I could only tell you what I saw: my Son suffering for love of you. If I could let you see through my eyes what He suffered for love of you!

If you meditate on His Passion in the rosary and the Stations, you see His immense love. I will help you to see His love more and more through my eyes.

I appear to tell all of this suffering. This is the key to understanding how much you are loved. Think of what I saw, look through my eyes, hold His lifeless body under the cross, meditate on the Seven Sorrows that I hold deep in my heart. It is there you will know His immense love. Look at my Son through a mother's eyes. Look at Him as He dragged the heavy cross on His way to the Crucifixion. Stand by and watch them pull His hair and drag Him away, and beat His precious bare body. Stand with me, little ones, as I walked with Him and look through my eyes. You will realize more His great love for you.

Go to Him, love Him, He is in the Eucharist this day. He longs, longs for your individual love. He is your lover, on FIRE for love of you. I love you so much.

I am Mary, your Mother.

Emotions (ecstasies):

R.    I experienced great graces and insights into Jesus and Mary's sufferings. The veil was lifted and I felt so deeply the presence of God. It is His presence that saturated my being, a connectedness to Him and this deep intimacy with Him alone. This world seems non-existent and I am wrapped into the experience. Time seems to stand still and I behold the presence of God, deep, deep in my being. On Christmas day after Mass, 1993, I had such immense pain, I could hardly stand it. Pains in the heart, not physical pain, an understanding of agony in my heart. On January 6, 1994, I was elevated to such a high level, saturated in His love, then after Communion such immense agony in my heart. Agony inexpressible in words.

   

August 20, 1994

I Cried as I Knew the Suffering of Jesus and Mary

R.  Praying the peace rosary, I couldn't look at Mary's statue. I instantly started to cry and was so connected to her suffering. Just wanted to cry--it wasn't my tears as I was really happy, but I felt so close to her. Same as when I sat in front of the tabernacle and cried. I just have to wait and feel the sorrow and cry until it passes, and then I am close to Them.

     I remember at a Friday Sacred Heart Mass, Father Carter said "they broke the legs, then they pierced Jesus' Heart and blood and water came out. I wanted to cry. I feel such sorrow every Friday from 12 to 3 o'clock - it is especially awful during these hours.

     It began on December 18, 1993: Jesus said, "I died for you-what more do you want?" I had such presence of Him. It was as though He was sitting there. I felt His emotions in myself. It felt as if He was there with me even though I didn't see Him. I am so united to Him.

     I feel Jesus' or Mary's emotions, they let me feel their emotions.

     The tears that come from my eyes, and I feel this intense pain in my heart, it is deep-seated, deeper than I can express. It is so deep, I cannot get to the bottom of it, but it is a silent, accepting cry, a wanting to scream from the very depth of my soul, but a silent surrender to the will of God and acceptance of this suffering for the greater good, knowing this is coming from God.

     This closeness in the suffering of Jesus, I receive at this point I am in this union so deep in God. An ecstasy involves so deep a connection with God - this is a suffering ecstasy. I am given this emotion--it is from God.

     A total submissiveness to express these emotions. Time stands still. I am removed in a way from this world.

     Knawing pain in my heart, and awareness of my heart. I feel so close to Mary and God now. I feel removed from this place. It is like I have been touched and have seen heaven and I know we are not to worry, only love God and help others to get there.

     My letters have progressed to such emotion when I receive them. He said, "I watched you" - such connection to Him, as if He and Mary are here!

     When I am experiencing this, such intense awareness of their presence to the point the world around me seems non-existent. I am united to God.

    This is real. We are living in God's world. We must love God and one another and help others to get to heaven. Pray constantly.

     I realize how souls are going to hell, how souls need my prayers, how souls all over the world are in darkness and I realize the urgency of this call.

    Jesus told me He wanted me to go through these experiences at His Mother's House (the old seminary where Mary was appearing to me daily). He told me to pray here and I would have such experiences. I have written most of His letters here and experienced so many deep presences of the Almighty God here at His Mother's House (the old seminary).

   

August 21, 1994

Am I Acting Like Christ To My Brothers?

Messenger: We must see Christ's love poured out to us through one another. He operates in our brothers. One of the ways He loves us is through others. We must see Christ in each person.

Am I acting like Christ to my brothers?

Am I the reflection of the Christ Who lives within me?

Christ wants to love His beloved ones through me. Am I loving my brothers as He wants me to?

Did I act like Christ would?

Jesus, help me to let You live through me. Help me to be the empty vessel You use to spread Your love to others.

I love You so, thank You for the love You pour out to me this day. I am Your grateful child and I love You.

     

August 21, 1994

Experience My Love Poured Out To You This Day

Jesus: I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I am the tenderest of all hearts. I love you so much, let go and experience all the love I pour out to you. You do not see the abundant blessing I am pouring on you. I am Jesus and I am forever guarding you. Hold tight to My hand, focus on My ardent burning Heart on fire for love of you. Release all anxieties and fears as you find such shelter in My Heart.

You are surrounded by My enfolding love. You are warmed and cradled by My arms. I am your tender Jesus, gentlest of all hearts, come to love you so ardently this very day.

Let go into My most waiting arms. My Mother will place you in the very recesses of My Heart. She is your most loving Mother. Come to Me through her Immaculate Heart.

I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus, you are My chosen ones. Experience My love poured out to you this day, My beloved ones.

   

August 22, 1994

TYou Search, You Seek, I Am Here!

Jesus:  I am the Way, the truth, the life. I am He Who is ardently loving you. In your loving heart I enter and fill you with the love of God. My sweet one, I am forever on fire for love of you. You, in your busyness, forget Me throughout your day. If I made My presence known at every moment, you would know that you never have to fear for I never, ever, leave you!

    My love is consistently outpoured to you. Every single moment, I am with you in the deepest love. Why do you worry when I love you so much? Why does your heart feel empty when I never go from you? Why do you keep looking for the love your soul is craving on this earth? My love is abundantly outpoured on you every time you breathe. You are missing the great gift that I am with you!

    You search, you seek, and I am here with the same intense love I had the day I died for you. My child, I would die for you alone this day. Come and cling to Me, focus on My presence forever with you. Make your day a day of constantly sharing in our oneness.

    I am Jesus. I am the Son of God. I am He Who ardently loves you and is forever with you. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus, your beloved Jesus. Focus on Me and this ardent love!

Messenger: What did You do, Lord, while they whipped You? What did You do when You knew the next horrifying blow would come?

Jesus: I thought of My love for you. I suffered such anguish, but to know one day you would sit and be with Me in this Church, I loved you so much, I thought of you. With each blow, child, I knew how you would eagerly want to be with Me because you love Me so. I knew you would wait so anxiously to be united with Me in the Eucharist. When I received the blows I thought of you and your love. I knew constantly the love of the Father. I knew this love as I was scourged. This love that exists between the Father and Myself gave Me the strength to withstand the torture. His grace and love is being outpoured to you at every moment. Be forever attentive to such love, constantly within you. The more focused you are on Our Presence, the more you will be one in God!

Mary: The young Life of Jesus grew in my womb. I felt Him as He grew and knew He was God. I felt Him inside of me. I felt Him move in my body. I knew His Life as it grew within me. I loved Him so before His birth from His presence within me. He, child, is alive in your heart. He is present in His Divinity. You are His temple. He loves you so much He chose to live in you. Do you carry this life with such awareness? His presence is forever in your heart. Who are you that the Son of God enters your heart after Communion, that He Who is no less present than the day I carried Him in my womb, enters you in the Holy Eucharist and dwells within your body?

Do you realize what honor is bestowed on you to receive the Son of God inside of you? He is alive. He dwells within you constantly in His Divinity. He is within your heart when you are in the state of grace. Child, He is no less present to you after Communion than when He was inside of me. He comes to you in His Divinity and Humanity, under the appearance of bread and wine.

Oh divine creation of the Father, open your eyes and look at the honor bestowed on you this very day. Today He comes to you with such love in the Eucharist. Shout it from the rooftop, "Jesus is Lord, and He has died and He has risen!" He is alive this day, and He comes to you and dwells in your hearts in the Eucharist in His Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity.

Jesus: Oh beloved of My Father, you are given such honor by God. You are His very own creation, uniquely designed by His own hands and He gave His only Son so you could have life. His Son, He gives to you. I, Jesus, give Myself to you in the Eucharist. I am your beloved God, come to you with such love. Oh I love you so, My dear ones. I am Jesus, Son of God. I come to you. I knew that you would love Me some day.

Messenger: Jesus no more lives in the womb of His Mother. He is our Savior. He has been born to save us from our sins.

Jesus: I am the Way, the Truth, the Life, and was born to My beloved Mother into this world. I came to save you from your sins and give you new life.

What this single event, the Incarnation, did to change the lives of so many! And the Word was made flesh and dwelt among you! You child, this very day, are sharing the benefits from this Incarnation.

Your life in Me is renewed in My Church. You share in My Life in Baptism.

I am the Almighty God. You are My beloved, chosen children. I come to give you new life that you may have it to the fullest.

Messenger: Oh glorious day for this world, the day Jesus, the Son of God, was born to this earth!

Jesus: I am the Almighty God. You are not worthy to behold Me, yet in such love for you I was born and died for you. I remain in the Eucharist awaiting your love today. Do you come little ones? What treasure do you possess that compares to Jesus Christ, coming to you with such love in the Eucharist?

I am the Bread of Life. He who comes to Me will have everlasting life!

 

August 23, 1993

On His Passion

Jesus: My dear child,

I was condemned to death, death on a cross. They gave Me a big cross and made Me carry it. They stood around and glared at Me. It weighed on My shoulder and I pulled at it until it finally moved. Every step was almost impossible as I dragged it, weighing so heavily on My shoulders.

My shoulder felt as if the bones inside would crack and the cross would fall through to the ground. I couldn’t drag it any more. I tried, I fell. I fell and its weight fell on Me. A guard hit Me with something sharp. It really hurt because he wanted Me to move, and fast! People were watching -- on with the show! How dare I fall in the middle of the show! He hit Me again and the blow really stung Me. I got up because it hurt so badly. I tried to walk on.

My Mother was in the crowd. She looked at Me and her face looked red and hurt. Tears rolled down her cheeks like rain and as her eyes met Mine, I was hurt so by her sorrow! She was always by My side, silent and loving. She was My Mother of love! She is always there next to you when you suffer.

I fell again and he (the guard) really hit Me. It (the cross) was so heavy that he and I together could barely move it. It seemed as I walked, heavier with the sins of the world heaped on it. My hands were bleeding. Blood ran from the wounds of My thorns and My head throbbed, seeming to make the wounds in My head bleed even more. Some of the Blood was dried, some of it running all over My body. I had so many cuts and bruises -- and people watched and laughed!

I am Jesus, Son of the Living God, and they laughed and mimicked Me! Oh, such hardened hearts! How vile can men’s hearts become? The devil’s grip is paralyzing and crippling.

The walk was so long up a hill and over rocks -- the cross had to be lifted over the rocks. My body was bleeding so badly! My Heart was pounding. I knew that the salvation of all men depended on My love. Therefore, I went through such agony.

I thought of My intense love for you -- that many would go to heaven because of My suffering -- and I continued to the top of the hill. At the top they laid Me on the cross and with a big hammer nailed My hands to it. It was the worst (suffering) yet. My hands were nailed with big nails and the big hammer. Then, as if that weren’t enough, with a big nail they nailed through both feet.

Then they lifted the cross and banged it into (a hole in) the ground. My shoulders ached from how I hung. My head bobbed and My neck ached and they laughed and said, "Now save Yourself." I hurt so much! I suffered this way for hours -- which seemed like forever -- and they glared at Me and laughed! My Mother watched in such agony.

For love of you, to My death I gave you My Body. My child, I shed My Blood and gave you My life that you might be with Me forever in heaven -- not for a day, a month or a year, but forever with Me in heaven.

I am the true Bread come down from heaven. He who eats My Flesh will have life forever. For the drink I give you is My Blood and food you eat is My Body. Who would lay down his life for a friend? I did, for you. I love you this much, child. Forget about those who reject you. You have My life that I gave you and I give you life eternal.

I am the One true God. I am the Light of life. He who abides in Me will have life eternal, for the drink I give is My Blood and the food I give is My Body. Drink and eat and have everlasting life.

My child, that is all you need to know. Love one another and be good that you may enter into My Kingdom.

   

August 23, 1994

Let Me Lead You To Such Union With God

R.  There was a deep bond between Jesus and Mary. The bond between a mother and son or daughter is so strong because the child grows within the mother's womb.

Mary: I felt His Life grow within my very body. This connection between myself and my Son began from the first moment of conception. For nine months I carried the Son of God growing within me. What joy, what honor to carry the Child Jesus within my womb! The Spirit filled my being constantly.

Carry His Life within your being. Jesus wants to be alive in your very heart. The Spirit wants to be a force alive in your heart. The Spirit wants to possess your very being and make you alive with the fire of God’s love. The Father is present in your heart. Your Father loved you and molded you in your mother’s womb. He cares for you as no father ever cared for his child. You are His loving creation.

You are truly a child of God and my tenderly loved child. I mother you as I mothered my Son, Jesus. Oh little child of mine, turn to me as your most loving Mother. Do not try to go it alone. From the love I have for Jesus, I will lead you to His precious Heart. Come to me and let me lead you to such close union with my Son. The Father is my Father; the Spirit, my Spouse. Come and let me lead you to the unlimited love of God!

He truly guards you every minute of the day. His love is constant. Jesus forever is a burning furnace on fire for love of you. Come to His Heart through my Immaculate Heart. It is truly the love of Our two Hearts that will lead you to such union with God!

I am the Immaculate Heart of Mary. I am your loving Mother. I am here with you this moment. Take my hand and let me lead you to such union with God.

I am your Mother and I thank you for responding to my call.

     

August 24, 1994

Would You Give Your Life For Me?

Jesus:  One lump on your head: they beat My head, they bruised My body, I was red and bloody, they tore My flesh, they hit Me over and over again and they laughed! They hollered such slanderous things at Me. When they holler at you and persecute you, remember what they did to Me.

    Suffer your little crosses, look to Me and what they did. The devil tempts others to speak harshly against you. Many are suffering inside when they persecute you. Pray for them. Anyone who is directing hate at you is allowing Satan to use them. Oh, how they need your prayers! Offer up your trials and sufferings to the Father, along with the Masses being offered at that moment. This is such a pleasing offering to My Father.

    Please, child, stay so focused on Me and My ways. One bump to the head and look how you worry for yourself. Oh, sweet one, you do not know the blows they gave to My head. Without any warning, I was smacked, hit and pierced with sharp instruments. They hit My head with big clubs and laughed.

    My child, for you I suffered! For you, I loved unto My very death! Would you give your life for Me? I love you this much. Your acts of love this day comforted Me during My passion. I love you so very much. I wait to share your love with you this very day. I wait and love you so much. 

    Come to Me, My dear and tender heart. I am your beloved Jesus. My Mother is forever with you, with such love.  Focus on this love in the cold world and pray, pray, pray.

Offer up your life for those in darkness. Your every action is a prayer if you are doing the Father's will. I love you so much, My precious dear one. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus, on fire for love of you!

   

August 24, 1994

This is Reality: Jesus Died and He Has Risen

R.  To see Him and touch His crucifix and know how He died, my precious, beautiful Jesus, I love Him so much! To see Him that way is so painful for me. I keep hearing Mary's song, "I loved Him as a Baby, I held Him as a Child and I stood there on that cold, dark day, the day I knew would have to come."

    Oh, Jesus, I love Your crucifix. I love You so much. I love You and it hurts to look at Your crucifix and think people do not even know what they are doing. They do not know what You did for love of them and they will lose their souls. They will be condemned to everlasting hell, holding onto this world and their sins! This is reality: You have died and You have risen. We must pray constantly for our brothers, offer our day for those who are so blind. So many will lose their souls!

    Mary appears to tell us the love They both have for us and how They suffered.

Jesus:  Spread the word. Time is so short, My precious ones. I died that you might have life and have it more abundantly.

R.   I constantly want a deeper union with Him. It is not ever enough. I want to know Him more and know all about Him and His life. I thirst after this knowledge of Him and I want to be joined closer and closer to Him. I crave this union and I thirst after the knowledge of God and Mary and the Saints. 

    The gospel is so important! We must stand during the gospel. How do we treat the Word of God? 

Jesus:  I give you My word. It is most precious, My beloved one.

You do not write this. I will take care of you. I love you so much. Jesus.

   

August 25, 1994

Before You Were Born, I Knew You

R.  Mary's Father is Jesus' Father and He is my Father. Who am I that I have God as my Father. I was uniquely created by the most loving Father with such love. I was created in the love of the Father. Scripture says,

Jeremiah 1: 5

‘Before I formed you in the womb
    I knew you;
before you came to birth
    I consecrated you...

    We are the unique creation of God. God the Father loves His creation. We are His special, chosen ones!

Jesus: I am Jesus, Son of the living God. I am so present to you, My beloved children of My Father. You were created with such love, the love that is being poured out to you this very day from the hands of My Father. Strive to do His will. His plan is your way to everlasting happiness. You are so abundantly showered with love by the Father, through Me, in union with the Holy Spirit and by your loving Mother. Focus on this love. It is in the interior realization of the love We constantly give you that you will find peace and joy.

 

August 25, 1994

You Are The Unique Creation Of The Father

Jesus: Oh child, how uniquely I love you. You are far more precious than the finest pearls. You were divinely created by My Father. You are the product of His great love. You are the chosen child of the Father. The Spirit breathed into you His life and love and you were given the fire of God’s love. Do not let anything in this world snuff out the love of God that burns within your soul. Keep your heart ever pure and open to the Spirit of God that dwells within your very heart.

You are the creation of My Father. You are so precious to Me, child. You, I so love that I would give My life for you this very day. Oh beloved of My Father, come to Me and I will give you rest. You will be filled with the peace and love of God.

You are far more precious than the finest treasure. You are the unique creation of the Father. See your specialness to Me, oh beloved one. You are so special to God!

Messenger: Alleluia! And He breathed on their soul and the Spirit of God filled their hearts and the burning love of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwelt within their hearts and they were present as His love shining in the darkness and they were called to be His light shining in a dark world.

Alleluia! Praise the Lord.

The Spirit of the Lord fills me. I know not what I write. He guides my hand. I comply to His wishes, as I say: You are the divine creation of Him Who knew you before you were formed in the womb of your mother. Jesus was formed in the womb of His Mother through the Holy Spirit. You are a direct creation of the Father, given to such specialness and given such great and ardent love of God!

You are the temple of God. In Baptism you are given His Life within your soul. The Father, Son and Holy Spirit live in your heart. You must feed this life with the love of God. God is forever in your midst and ready to nourish you. You are the divine creation of the Father. Center your life first on God. Come and be with Him, worship and praise Him. Focus on His presence within you and in the Eucharist. See His love poured out to you in others.

Be as another Christ to one another. Where you were blind, open up your heart and let Christ's life live in your very soul. Operate only as He prompts you to act, living within you. Put on Christ. Strive for the greatest union with Him and with Father and Holy Spirit. Mary is your Mother. She leads you through her most loving Heart to the greatest union with God. Be open. Die to self. Be the empty vessel ready to be filled by the hands of God.

Mary, my Mother, lead me to the most loving union with God.
Spirit, lead me to union with God, through Jesus.

   

August 25, 1994

Mold Me Into Your Instrument To Spread Your Love

Messenger: Jesus, You died for each and every soul. I want to do all I can to lead souls to Your infinite love. You love each person so much and want to give them Your love. Help me to use my life to spread Your love however You wish me to.

You are so beautiful, Jesus. I love You so much. I want others to know Your great love, that You died for them, that this is reality, that You are God. You have died and You have risen and You are in our midst this very day with such love for each and every beloved soul!

Each child of God is divinely created by Your Father and my Father. We are brothers in Christ. How can I not pray for my beloved brothers, the sons of my very own Father? To You, Lord, I lift up my soul and ask for all I need to spread this love to my brothers.

Mold me, fashion me into the instrument of Your most precious love so it is no longer I who live, but You Who live in me. Into Your hands Lord, I commend my spirit.

Spirit of God, fill me with the fire of God’s love so that where I was full of fear, I am now fearless to spread this love of God. I am Yours Lord. Take me, mold me into Your instrument to spread Your love, the love of Your most Sacred Heart and that of my loving Mother, the love of her Immaculate Heart, to this world.

   

August 25, 1994

Pray for Newsletter for Priests, Shepherds of Christ

Messenger:    The most pleasing sacrifice to the Father is the precious Body and Blood of Christ. When the priest, who represents Christ, offers the sacrifice to the Father, we are giving ourselves also as a sacrifice to the Father.

    Many prayers could be magnified everyday if people offered up their lives with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. When you live your daily lives according to the will of the Father and offer them up to Him, with all the Masses being said around the world — this is such a powerful prayer!

Jesus:    I ask you to pray for the success of My Priestly Newsletter, Shepherds of Christ. I am the Good Shepherd, I know Mine and they follow Me. I want to draw all My precious ones so close to My Heart.

    My Heart is ablaze for the love of each and every soul. I love each child so tenderly. I want to spread this burning love to My beloved ones, through My specially anointed priests.

    When the love of My Sacred Heart shines from the hearts of all, the world will be set aglow with My love. I have spoken directly to Fr. Carter in this Newsletter, in a special way, to spread My love to My beloved anointed priests.

    Offer your days in union with the Mass being offered throughout the world for the success of the Newsletter. Pray for the priests who receive this Newsletter that their hearts will be open and they will hear the voice of God speaking to them.

    Oh, children, I love each soul -- I would die this very day for each one! Please pray for your brothers. Do not waste one valuable moment of your day. Offer each moment up as a prayer to your heavenly Father through My Body and Blood being offered in the Masses around the world. Souls will be lost forever. Many souls do not know My most precious love. Pray for the priests. One priest can touch so many of My beloved ones, or one priest can lead so many astray.

    Please pray for this endeavor. I am your precious Jesus, on fire for love of you this day!

   

August 27, 1994 - After Communion - Priests’ Residence Chapel

Her Face Tells The Story Of The Horror She Saw

Messenger:  Mary, so young and beautiful, her beautiful young face, her bright eyes. She looks so tenderly at the Baby Son and His beautiful eyes.

Her face, her horror, her sorrow, looking down at the lifeless body of her Son. Her face tells the story of the horror she saw. Once a Baby, bright and beautiful, His body now bloodied, her beloved Child dead in her arms.

His side a bloody mess where He was lanced. His hands were pierced. His feet were pierced. The nails and the crown, now removed. All that remains are holes and punctures. Her precious eyes behold this sight, the dead body of her Baby.

I keep seeing the faces, the face I saw on the statue, the joyful face, the young face, the sorrowful face that looked as if it would crack, all glistening and aglow to accent the event.

Do we listen? Do we see? Do we feel? Do we know that Jesus is still pouring out His love this very day? This is the same Mother at our side. This is the same Jesus I just received in the Eucharist. He gave Himself then, He gives Himself now to me, in Holy Communion!

When will I let myself feel His true Life within me? When will I hear His plaintive cries that He loves us so much to have died for us? When will my heart be open to this reality? Life is a fleeting moment and the reality is that this same Jesus enters my soul in such love this day!

Do I hear Him? I, who hear His words, take so lightly this tremendous love. Do words even exist to describe this love? Is "tremendous" a word that sums up the love He has?

He says He is a furnace burning for love of us. These are words. These are not sufficient to explain His love. He shows me, in the face of Mary, the reality. He has truly given His very own flesh, His very own Blood. He was human. He gave Himself. He gives Himself to us this day.

I hear His pleading cries after Communion, "I give you Myself. Tell them, tell them."

And they run, they run to do useless tasks and He is still in their bodies.

Jesus:  I am the Way, the Truth and the Life. I am He whose bootstraps you are unworthy to fasten and I, God, come to you in such love and you treat Me so coldly. Tell them My beautiful child, listen to My words, tell them with your whole heart what you experience here. I am God and I love them so much.

It is in meditating on My passion, on My Mother's sufferings, you will know of the intensity of Our love. Love is not described in words, love is felt in the heart. You must feel the mysteries of the rosary in your heart. To love Me is to live in Me. Live in your heart Our love for you. Feel the mysteries of the rosary. This is only a foreshadowing of the love I have this day for you.

     

August 27, 1994

You Must Realize You Are Not Alone

Jesus: I have sent these two people as key persons to lead you to My love. It is in their great love for Me you will be led ever closer to My Heart. The devil wants you to not trust and not get too close. You need intimacy with them.

I am the Lord, thy God. You are shouldering a great responsibility with My letters. Their direction is very important in this task. They both play a very important role in guiding you along greater union with Me.

The devil wants you to go alone and feel you need to be dependent only on Me. I send you Sr. Rita and Fr. Carter as your guides to greater union with Me and to assist you in the success of these letters. They are key to these letters, their absolute authenticity and distribution. You need to develop trust in these two people sent directly from Me to be with you and guide you. 

I am Jesus, forever present and at your side. I love you so much. Fr. Smith is very important to delivering these messages to this city. Your job is to speak whenever possible. Pray, little one. I am forever with you. You must trust your two guides. They will be acting as Me to you. Open your heart to be very close to them. They have spent their whole life being very close to Me.

I love you so. You must realize you are not alone. You are not to deliver this message alone. This message is for the world. My Mother appearing to you is likewise for the world. Do not hold this message back. You are not bragging, you are delivering her message. This is your call, from her, to deliver her message. She appears to you to give this to the world.

Why do you not believe what I write to you? You do not trust Me. You do not want to trust them. You must trust people. You are not alone. To work close with Fr. Carter as your spiritual director is My plan for you, you must trust him.

   

August 27, 1994

I Place My Children in Mary's Loving Arms

Jesus: I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life. My child, do not give in to Satan to taunt you. Trust in Me, I am ever with you! My love for you is your top concern.

Messenger:  I place my children in the loving arms of their Mother. To her I entrust their lives. I love you so much, Mary.

I feel at peace in that I do not have a selfish interest in this work. God is my end.

Jesus: Fear, doubt, confusion, come from the evil one. Be pure in heart always, My sweet one, pure to the sense of truth. I am the Way, the Truth, I am the Life.     

 

Rosary of August 27, 1994

The Sorrowful Mysteries

Messenger:

Agony in the Garden

1. Jesus went with Peter, James and John to the garden of Olives in Gethsemane.

2. ..."My soul is sorrowful to the point of death. Wait here and stay awake with me." (Matthew 26:38)

3. Jesus fell to His knees and prayed, " 'Father,' he said, 'if you are willing, take this cup away from me. Nevertheless, let your will be done, not mine.' " (Luke 22:42)

4. The angel appeared and comforted Him.

5. Jesus found the disciples sleeping and He said, '...So you had not the strength to stay awake with me for one hour?' (Matthew 26:40)

6. Jesus was so alone. He suffered for all the sins of all men for all times.

7. Jesus suffered so for the indifference, rejection, disrespect and lack of love He receives in the Eucharist, the Sacrament of His great love for us.

8. Jesus did not want to leave us. He gives us Himself in the Sacrament of the Eucharist.

9. "... 'This is my body given for you; do this in remembrance of me.' ...'This cup is the new covenant in my blood poured out for you.' " (Luke 22:19-20)

10. Jesus' anguish was so great that His sweat became as great drops of Blood on the ground.

 

Scourging at the Pillar

1. Jesus loved Judas so much but Jesus knew Judas would betray Him with a kiss.

2.  led Jesus away as a common criminal. They pulled His hair, they hit Him on the cheek, they spit on Him.

3. They stripped Jesus and tied Him to a pillar.

4. They scourged Him, whipping Him all over His entire body.

5. Mary knew from the prophesy of Simeon that Jesus would suffer.

6. Jesus' whole body was beaten.

7. Jesus' flesh hung from where they had beaten Him.

8. Jesus stood in His own Blood.

9. Jesus' beautiful back, once perfect, was now so badly beaten and bruised.

10. Jesus suffered so for the sins of the flesh.

 

Crowning with Thorns

1. These ruthless men stripped Jesus and put a scarlet robe on Him and gave Him a reed for His right hand. Then kneeling, they mocked Jesus and called out, ....'Hail, king of the Jews!' (Matthew 27:29)

2. They wove a piercing crown of thorns for Jesus' precious head.

3. They pounded the thorns so harshly into His beautiful head.

4. Blood poured from Jesus' head and trickled into his eyes and ears and His hair was matted.

5. Blood ran from His mouth, from the blows to His head.

6.  they knelt, mocking Him, spitting on Him, and saying, ...'Hail, king of the Jews!' (Matthew 27:29)

7. Jesus suffered for all the sins of the head.

8. Jesus suffered for love of us!

9. When Jesus suffered for the horrible sins, He was comforted by the love that we give to Him this day.

10. Jesus suffered for the indifference to the Eucharist.

    Jesus saw us giving Him so much love when we receive Him.

 

Carrying of the Cross

1. They condemned our precious Jesus to death on a cross.

2. They gave to Jesus a great cross and threw it on His shoulder. It was so immense!

3. Jesus' shoulder felt as if it would crack, the cross was so heavy.

4. Jesus' beloved Mother stood by and watched this massacre of her precious, beautiful Child.

5. She heard the thumping of the cross and the jeers of the crowd.

6. Mary's eyes peered into Jesus' eyes. Their suffering was intensified by the suffering of the other.

7. Jesus never gave up His cross, He collapsed under His cross.

8. Mary walked the walk with Him, always by His side, as she walks our walk of suffering with us this day.

9. They poked at Jesus and treated Him with such dishonor. Our beautiful Jesus! Mary stood by and watched her beloved suffer.

10. They stripped Jesus of His garments and He accepted the abuse.

    He allowed all this to happen.

    He loves us this much!

 

The Crucifixion

1. When Mary reached the hill of Calvary where Jesus was to be crucified, she saw all the instruments prepared for His crucifixion.

2. The men pounded the nails into Jesus' precious hands and feet.

3. Mary's Heart was torn in her chest as she helplessly watched the treatment of her blessed Child.

4. Jesus had given His all for love of us. Battered and bruised from head to toe, He shed His Blood.

5. He hung there in such agony for three hours.

6. Mary stood under His cross, supported by her beloved John.

7. Jesus' last thoughts were for us, when He gave us His own Mother.

8. Jesus gave us the last beat of His Heart, the last drop of His Blood.

9. Jesus is our Savior. He merited the SAVING GRACE BY HIS LIFE and death.

10. Mary held Jesus as a Baby, now she sees His lifeless body in her arms after His death.

     

August 28, 1994 - After Communion, 7:40 a.m.

It Doesn't Matter if the World Turns Against Us 

R.  I want to cry to know how this is truly God and people do not know how gifted they are to receive, the one, true God! I am crying for how thankful I am to receive the one, true God. If the whole world turns against me, it doesn't matter. No one can take this union with God away!

    To know I really and truly hold God within me is such a gift. Who am I that God comes and dwells in my heart? I am so thankful for Him and His great love. Love is not lip service, love is in my heart. Love is action from the heart. The Holy Spirit imparts to me the fire of His love.

Words are words, the Almighty God puts the fire in these words whereby I experience the love of God. Words are only words without the Spirit moving my heart toward the love of God.

    This is what they did to Him. He was abandoned and blasphemed, called all kinds of names, dishonorably treated, condemned to death, scoffed and He remained in total peace.

Jesus:  When they persecute you and holler every slander against you, hold tight to My love. I am forever with you, sustaining you.

R.  He showed us the way. He accepted the most outrageous treatment in perfect peace. When the world turns cold, I look to the Master. Watch them tear His flesh like ruthless men. Watch them spit on Him. Watch them beat Him and what, what did He do? He remained in perfect peace! I do as God prompts me in my heart. I am not perfect. I want to serve Him because I love Him so. It is not what goes into a man that makes him vile, but what comes out of a man.

Jesus:  Keep your hearts pure, My little one. Never, never do I go from you. I want to constantly live and dwell, in you! Do as you think the Father wills. Doubt and confusion are from Satan. You strive always to serve the Father and then your hearts will be at peace. I call you to love, Rita. Love, My child. Satan is the great deceiver. My ways are peace and joy.

    I am the Good Shepherd, I know Mine and they follow Me. I truly love you so very much, My little child. 

R.  (I smelled incense twice).  I love the person inside. I love a part of you I never see. I love your spirit. This is how I love God. I love God and we do not usually see Him. It is a gift when Jesus appears. It is a gift when Mary appears. The Eucharist is a gift.

   

August 28, 1994

Strive Always To Serve The Father

Jesus: Keep your hearts pure, My little ones. Never, never do I go from you. I want to constantly live and dwell inside you! You should do as you think the Father wills. Doubt, confusion is from Satan. You should strive always to serve the Father and then your hearts are at peace. I call you to love. Love, My children. Satan is the great deceiver. My ways are peace and joy.

I am the Good Shepherd. I know Mine and they follow Me. I truly love you so very much, My little children.

     

August 29, 1994 - After Communion

R.  I cried so hard, realizing how much He loves everyone and they are blind. I love Him so much. I just feel so close to Him. God is truly here and in our midst this very day and everyone runs. He loves us so much!

    He told me to read the messages in March and I cried because He loves us so much. I am crying so hard, realizing how He truly loves me and how I have taken His love so lightly. How I have doubted! I cry so hard for this blind world, for He is truly here, I cry for the love He has for them and they do not know!

    My insides hurt to experience this feeling, so deep, like when I felt Mary's pain, and suffering, I just experience it until it goes away, it is real intense. To read my letters makes me cry because He loves us so much and everyone is so blind. I cannot express God's love in words, no words are good enough. Jesus wants us to love Him! This is why He is truly present here in the tabernacle. We should realize the great love He has for us. We should realize Mary's presence with us for she is there at every Mass, she is here in the church with Jesus. Mary and Jesus are one, united in Their Hearts.

    

August 29, 1994 - 4:30 a.m.

Letter from Jesus to Fr. Carter

Jesus:  I am calling you, Fr. Carter, to share in these messages from the Blue Book. I have put you two together to see to the distribution of My messages, centered on My ardent on fire love of My Sacred Heart. You are to share this as a joint effort. The contents are to be used as you see fit to promote the love of My Most Sacred Heart. This is not an easy task. You share these messages jointly to promote this devotion. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus on fire for My beloved ones.

     

May 1, 1993

Love For Mary At First Sight

R.  My first love of the Center came through the Sorrowful Mother statue. I drove up and wanted to see it through the windows. I felt so close to her, as if the statue was alive. I took pictures of the statue just to have them as I loved it so much.

     All through the letters I received about the aching heart, in front of the tabernacle, I experienced somebody else's pain. It was Jesus and Mary's pain! I kept hearing the song, "The Lady is Calling". I heard that song as if on a little tape recorder when I first went to see Fr. Smith. I was awaken in the night and it was playing.

I was sent to Conyers in June and heard the song constantly.

She is calling me to the Center. My experiences are around her statue there.

     At Fr. Smith's Mass, in March, I saw the precious blood outside the cup when I received it. It was July 17, 1993, the first day I went to see Fr. Smith.

    Mary appeared that day in my dining room at home. It is a pail green room.

Jesus: The very hairs of your head are numbered!

   

August 31, 1994

Don’t Be Afraid to Love

Jesus: Don’t be afraid to love. I loved until I gave My insides. Give your all in love, this is My way. I supply you with the love inside of you. My love supply is inexhaustible. This is My way, to love unconditionally and to come to God to refurbish your supply. I am consistently on fire for love of you this day. I never go in and out. Your Father still loves you, your Mother loves you, the Holy Spirit loves you! In all your actions, put on Christ. My sweet one, oh how I love you. Come to Me!

Mary: I am Mary, your Mother. Let me hold you tenderly in my arms and caress your little body. I am your most loving Mother. I never leave you, child. I am caressing you now. Come and be joined in Our Hearts, cradled by Our love. Hear the beating of Our Hearts. I am your Mother and thank you for responding to this call.