Mary has requested that the daily message be given each day to the world. It is read nightly at the prayer service from her Image Building in Clearwater, Florida, U.S.A. This is according to her request. All attempts will be made to publish this daily message to the world at 11 p.m. Eastern time, U.S.A.

We acknowledge that the final authority regarding these messages rests with the Holy See of Rome.

I appear my children on this former bank building in Florida, Our Lady Clothed with the Sun.

August 10, 2005

August 11th Holy Spirit Novena
Scripture selection is Day 1 Period I.

The Novena Rosary Mysteries
for August 11th are Sorrowful.


The retreat will start on the 10th
in China, Indiana
and go through to the 13th.

Mass on the 13th at 11:00 China time


July 11, 1994

Love Me First Above All Things

Jesus speaks: There is not division where there is love. If you love Me you will keep My commands. My commands I give to you, love God, love one another. A person fixed in love of God will do the Father’s will. That which leads to perfect peace and happiness is complying to the will of My Father.

My dear ones, there is no other way. You want your wills, your feelings are hurt, you want to do things according to your plan. I tell you, unless you follow My way, you will not enter into the Kingdom of heaven.

I call you to holiness in all things, to put aside your selfishness and willfulness and put Me first. The greatest Commandment is to love God first with your whole heart and whole soul.

Do you love Me more than you love yourself? Are you putting My will before your own? If you do not follow the greatest Commandment, how do you expect to win the reward promised to those who love and serve the Lord?

I call you to total consecration to Our Hearts. You want it your way.

There is only one road. The road is to love Me first above all things. The road is service according to the will of the Father. Doing "good works" is not necessarily doing Our will. The will of the Father is doing His will even when you do not want to, when you would rather do it your own way.

Open up your hearts. Pray first to the Spirit to open your minds and hearts, beg to serve God, give yourself to God and come. Do as you are commanded. Love of God before ALL things.

Do you love Me before yourself? The first Commandment commands you to put God first. Do you do it your way and tell yourself it is God’s will?

My way is the only way. All other ways lead you to problems. Why don’t you believe that I am Almighty, that I know all things? Why won’t you surrender and do as you are told?

Be as babies at the breast, do as you are told. Beg to know the will of the Father. This is made clear to you in the inner promptings of your heart. Sit with God after Communion and in front of the tabernacle. Your answers are given there. You must learn to listen to God. He has the plan for your life.

My children, My children, My willful children, do you want things done your way, do you ponder and arrive at your conclusions, or are you striving to do My will? The will of the Father is made clear in your hearts in front of the tabernacle, in the silent moments you spend alone with God. Beg the Spirit to give you His gifts, to open your minds and hearts.

Do not be willful, strive to do only His will. I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. I give you the way to eternal life. Give up your attachments to your own ways and follow ME.

I am the Way, I am Truth and Life (Jn 14:6), He that comes to Me will have the light of life. Come and follow Me.



July 12, 2005 

transcribed from a tape given during the retreat


This is a very urgent message given 
before the Exposed Eucharist.




During the Chaplet of Divine Mercy


The Agony in the Garden

Matthew 26: 39

And going on a little further he fell on his face and prayed. ‘My Father,’ he said, ‘if it is possible, let this cup pass me by. Nevertheless, let it be as you, not I, would have it.’


Matthew 26: 36-46

Then Jesus came with them to a plot of land called Gethsemane; and he said to his disciples, ‘Stay here while I go over there to pray.’ He took Peter and the two sons of Zebedee with him. And he began to feel sadness and anguish.

    Then he said to them, ‘My soul is sorrowful to the point of death. Wait here and stay awake with me.’ And going on a little further he fell on his face and prayed. ‘My Father,’ he said, ‘if it is possible, let this cup pass me by. Nevertheless, let it be as you, not I, would have it.’ He came back to the disciples and found them sleeping, and he said to Peter, ‘So you had not the strength to stay awake with me for one hour? Stay awake, and pray not to be put to the test. The spirit is willing enough, but human nature is weak.’ Again, a second time, he went away and prayed: ‘My Father,’ he said, ‘if this cup cannot pass by, but I must drink it, your will be done!’ And he came back again and found them sleeping, their eyes were so heavy. Leaving them there, he went away again and prayed for the third time, repeating the same words. Then he came back to the disciples and said to them, ‘You can sleep on now and have your rest. Look, the hour has come when the Son of man is to be betrayed into the hands of sinners. Get up! Let us go! Look, my betrayer is not far away.’ 



Jesus speaks:  And I call to you My beloved priests to spend this hour with Me daily. I call to you to pray for this, that this message will be circulated throughout the land, to the priests,



Jesus speaks:  especially of the United States where My Mother appeared to tell them. But they did not listen and I go away and I come back and I say "Could you not wait one hour with Me?" Pray that you will not enter into the temptation. And again and again, and I come in My love letters and I say "Can you not wait one hour with Me?" and they say "Oh but I must do this and be about this business and that business and the other business." And I say to you "You are My beloved spouse, the one that I have called to be My priest, to offer the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, to give to the people My Body and My Blood. I give to you the power to forgive sins" and you say "Oh I do not have time today Jesus." And I say "Could you not wait one hour with Me?" 

    I ask you to circulate this message to My priests, "Can you not wait one hour with Me daily before the Blessed Sacrament?" And pray that you will not be held to the test. For the grace that I outpour to you in this hour is the grace that will help you to be the priest that is needed to help the young men to follow the vocation to be the priest in the churches in America. Do you not hear the words I speak to you this day? Can you not spend one hour with Me? I give to you 24 hours a day and you are busy for what?


Jesus is Scourging at the Pillar

Matthew 26: 48-49

Now the traitor had arranged a sign with them saying, ‘The one I kiss, he is the man. Arrest him.’ So he went up to Jesus at once and said, ‘Greetings, Rabbi,’ and kissed him.


Jesus speaks:  And they tied Me to the pillar and they tore My flesh and I bled for the sins of this world today. And I call to you My beloved priests to hear the words that I speak -- for the little ones will not have the availability of the Eucharist as many do today. And it is because of your lack of holiness and time alone with Me to do holy prayer. And I say to you "Can you not wait one hour with Me" that you will not be put to the test, that you will be the holy priest that will lead the people to My Heart. And they whipped Me and they tore My flesh and the blood ran down from My battered head for My little ones, the souls of the babies, the souls of millions of babies that can be affected by what you are doing in this Movement with the Newsletter and the Prayer Chapters. 

    God the Father has called this code orange that you will pray more ardently, that you will realize that this Movement will flourish through the prayers of the people united as associates and Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart. But if you are not committed, if you think it depends on you alone, the prayer power will not be there. You must pray for your priests, for they are blind and do not see the benefits of the daily hour before the Blessed Sacrament. And in that hour I give to them the grace to be holy priests, I give to them the grace to know the will of God and to live by it. And in that hour they will speak to the people of the gift of the Eucharist, of the gift of the Church - outpour their love to the people of the Church. Oh pray My little ones for it is so important that you pray here today.

Messenger:  And we pray, we pray Father and we beg for mercy and for grace because it is all in Your hands. It is in our hearts etched deep within our soul and we ask You to please hear our prayers for the shortage of the priests to come -- makes us so sad. Hear our prayer God, hear our prayer and help us. We know that our lives given will make a difference to the souls but it is only by Your might that this will happen.

    Dear Father in the name of Your Son Jesus, in the Holy Spirit, with all the angels and the saints and the souls in purgatory, through the intercession of Our Lady of Fatima in the Americas and Pope John Paul II and Bishop Ed and Fr. Carter, St. Ignatius, St. Xavier, Margaret, my mom and sister, and for all the favorite saints that you have, for St. Joseph and St. Anthony, Our Lady of Guadalupe and all Mary's titles, God we want You to help us, we are sinners have mercy on us, but hear our pleading prayers for we just cannot do it. We are totally dependent on You. Please Father for the sake of His sorrowful passion, hear our prayers.


Crowning with Thorns

Matthew 27: 28-29

And they stripped him and put a scarlet cloak round him, and having twisted some thorns into a crown they put this on his head and placed a reed in his right hand. To make fun of him they knelt to him saying, ‘Hail, king of the Jews!’


Jesus speaks:  And they pounded the thorns into My head and the blood ran down My head.

Messenger:  Oh God we meditate on Your wounds and Your love for souls. And we too love the souls so deeply, please hear our prayer for we believe in this Movement and the Newsletter and the Prayer Chapters and all the things that You have asked us to do with the rosary and the consecration. God it's all in Your hands. For the sake of the babies, dear Jesus, that You shed Your blood for. Help us to be able to do what You have asked us to do in this Movement, for we believe.

Sing:  Jesus we believe, Jesus we believe, Jesus we believe, 
            we believe in You.
          Father we believe, Father we believe, Father we believe, 
            we believe in You.
          Holy Spirit we believe, Holy Spirit we believe, Holy Spirit 
            we believe, we believe in You.
          Mary we believe, Mary we believe, Mary we believe, 
            we believe in you.

Messenger:  Little infant we love You so. The sight of You with Your little crown and Your little sweet cheeks as a King just makes our hearts so happy. Please help us, Jesus in the Eucharist truly present here, please hear our prayer.


Messenger:  The words of this message are etched so deeply in my soul that the words are just words, but I speak as Mary spoke through me.

Mary's Message
from the Rosary of August 27, 1996

Mary speaks:  I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, 

(Messenger:  that's what she's talking about, lots of little children that are just not even going to have the benefits that we have with the Eucharist and availability of the Mass)

for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light.

end of Mary's Message, August 27, 1996


Mary speaks:  I looked into the eyes of my Son and I saw the blood and the anguish.

And Jesus says:  I looked into the eyes of My Mother and I could have stopped the suffering but I didn't, I did the Father's will. My little ones, carry your crosses and your tears bring to Me, tears for the souls of the little ones for I long for you to pray and to ask for the things that you need for it is by My might that they will be accomplished.

Messenger:  And we pray to you Father and we ask You, please in the name of Jesus for the sake of His sorrowful passion, hear our prayer, please God, please hear us for all the years that we have prayed, for all the apparitions, please God look at our faith and our love and our devotion, forgive us for our sins and failings but look into our hearts and see how much we too love the souls. How can this happen? Why won't anyone listen? Why does the crisis for the priest get worse and worse? Why won't they go to the tabernacle and spend the time? Why is the love not there to be there with God? Please hear us, we are the Shepherds of Christ. You have formed us and given us this Movement but we cannot change the hearts of the people, only God by Your might can their hearts be changed. Hear us, Father we lay prostrate before You and beg, we beg God hear us and help us, please.



Jesus carries His Cross

John 19: 16-17

So at that Pilate handed him over to them to be crucified.

They then took charge of Jesus, and carrying his own cross he went out to the Place of the Skull or, as it is called in Hebrew, Golgotha,


Messenger:  And we sing for the whole world. Sing this song. I have to find it.

    We sing this song, Father, we sing for the whole world, if we pray hard enough, if we love you deep enough, if we tell you we are sorry for our sins, if we give our lives to You, will you hear our prayers - for the little ones Jesus gave His life for, for the ones that Mary speaks of.

Song:  Change Our Hearts

Messenger:  I pray for every soul on this earth that the blood of Jesus will be spread on them, that their hearts will be consecrated to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, that the devil will be cast into the fires of hell, that ugly, evil devil, I am just sick of him. Please God help us?

Song:  Change Our Hearts

Messenger:  Dear God please give us the funds, give us everything that we need to do this, change our hearts oh Father, whatever it is, dear God help us to spread this knowledge of Your burning love in the churches and to the priests, for the sake of the little ones we pray, please Father.

Messenger:  O Jesus, who said, "Ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find, knock and it shall be opened to you," through the intercession of Our Lady of Fatima in the Americas and Pope John Paul II we pray, please help us to do what You have asked us to do and forgive our imperfections, but look at our hearts and how deeply we love You.

Song:  Change Our Hearts

Messenger:  Our dream is Father that the world will be where people love God and do His will, and little children will have priests.

Song:  Change Our Hearts

Messenger:  We cast the devil into the fires of hell and ask that the blood of Jesus be spread on this earth and that the pressure of the evil serpent is no more and we consecrate all the hearts of the people of this earth to the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart, please God. We come to you united to the Mass in the pure and holy Hearts of Jesus and Mary that our prayers will be more pure. Hear us.

Song:  Change Our Hearts

Messenger:  Help us God, please.

Song:  Change Our Hearts

Messenger:  And all the hearts of the people of this earth, of the people that could help us, if its the donors or the priests or the bishops, whatever, just to spread the prayer chapters and to do the newsletter the way You want.

Song:  Change Our Hearts

Messenger:  And help so that they don't keep thinking about stuff in the heads and just disregard the things in the hearts, the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart, the fire of Your love, the Holy Spirit coming upon the people and molding them more and more in Your image and likeness. The devil is just a devil, kick his butt please.




Matthew 27: 50-51

But Jesus, again crying out in a loud voice, yielded up his spirit.

    And suddenly, the veil of the Sanctuary was torn in two from top to bottom, the earth quaked, the rocks were split,

John 19: 25-26

Near the cross of Jesus stood his mother and his mother’s sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary of Magdala. Seeing his mother and the disciple whom he loved standing near her, Jesus said to his mother, ‘Woman, this is your son.’


Messenger:  Dear Father help so that the whole world will know Mary, the Mother of God, our Mother, that the priests will recognize her as Mother of the Church, that the children of this earth will go to Mary, that Our Lady of Clearwater will be known throughout the world as the Mother who appeared to the children, the Lady of Fatima in the Americas, for the little children. Oh God please send us holy priests, lots of them, that the love of the Eucharist be so attuned in their hearts. God please hear us.

John 19: 26-27

...‘Woman, this is your son.’ Then to the disciple he said, ‘This is your mother.’ And from that hour the disciple took her into his home.


Messenger:  Help dear God so that people who have made their heads gods learn Your love, that they will know the scriptures and the gifts in the Church and the wisdom in their hearts. God let us love your life, live in us and your word come alive in our hearts. Dear God we pray so deeply that these words can never express what is in us. Look inside of ourselves and see our lives given and our prayers prayed and hear us for the sake of the little souls that are coming up in the world, God. Send us holy priests, we pray. Help us to do what you've asked us to do, provide for us that which we need to do, this, because it's just been hard. God help us. Amen.


    God the Father said to alleviate the shortage

1)      Priests are to celebrate Mass every day (don’t skip Mass)

2)      One hour of adoration before the Blessed Sacrament

3)      Begin Shepherds of Christ Prayer Chapters (Red prayer manual) Jesus asked for 11 years ago from Fr. Carter. This is to center their lives in consecration to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and to help make reparation to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary in the litanies and other prayers praying for the priests, the Church and the world.

4)      Priests must recognize they need a deep union with Mary.


From June 23, 2005 message

Messenger:       Please focus on me no longer —
                            look at the fruits of Jesus' Movement 

The purpose of the Movement are majorly
        1) To circulate the Priestly Newsletter to 72,000 priests in 189 countries. Fr. Carter, S.J. sent the Newsletter since 1994. The Priestly Newsletter is the main purpose of our Movement centered in consecration to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

        2) A co-equal purpose is the prayer chapters centered in consecration to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary we participate in ourselves and encourage others to begin who come to the site. Prayers are from the red prayer manual begun by Fr. Carter in 1994 – praying for the priests, the Church and the world.

        3) Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart –
            Our members spend 2 hours weekly before the Blessed Sacrament praying for the pope, bishops, priests, sisters and brothers, for the Church in general, members of the human family, souls in purgatory, members of the Shepherds of Christ Movement, praying for the culmination of reign of the Sacred Heart and triumph of Mary’s Immaculate Heart using the red prayer manual, the rosary and private meditation.

        4) Rosary Program —
            homemade rosaries sent to school children in United States over 100,000 yearly, with meditations with the Imprimatur and consecration cards to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

         5) Morning Offering program encouraging all to say the morning offering with materials given to unite all they do all day to the Mass praying for the priests, the Church and the world.

        6) Consecration of Homes and Families, School Program to the Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart.

         7) Store in both China, Indiana and Clearwater, Florida

providing images and statues of the Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart, rosaries, rosary kits, prayers with the Imprimatur, vestments for priests, bibles, religious goods in general, prayer cards and prayer manual, etc., power point presentation of the rosary for meditation for schools and for tiny tots.

        8) Retreats monthly – 4 days in China, Indiana with daily Mass, the Eucharist exposed for our members, praying for the priests, the Church and the world.

        9) 24 hour adoration from our Church in China praying for the priests, the Church and the world by our members, servants, handmaids and apostles.

      10) Books on meditations of the rosary, Father Carter’s books, books on the Mass with Imprimatur, coloring books on the rosary for children all ages, nursing home books, large print.




Stations of the Cross

July 8, 2005 



                            1) Jesus is condemned to death -

Jesus speaks:       Stand your trials -
                               for days will come when you will
                                   be misunderstood and persecuted
                                   for doing My work

                               and you will want to run away and
                                   you will be unable to run away,
                                   but your suffering will be immense.


                        2) Jesus bears His Cross

Jesus speaks:       I took the cross willingly and you
                               too can accept the crosses I
                               give you willingly.

                           Some will come to you with a short-cut -
                               there is no short-cut -

                           You must love your God with your
                               whole heart, your whole soul and
                               your whole being.

                           You must want to serve God more
                               than yourselves.

                           What you do is to serve and love God - to
                               be ambassadors of My Sacred Heart -

                           You must want greater holiness and
                               work on your imperfections -
                               the devil will work through your
                               imperfections - you cannot live a
                               lie, be jealous, prideful, envious,
                               angry, lustful, slothful and
                               survive his attacks alone - you
                               must want only My Will -


                        3) Jesus falls the first time -

Jesus speaks:       I fell under My cross and My chin
                               hit the ground, the cross fell
                               so hard on My Body - I was wounded
                               deeply from the first fall -
                               My Body was a bag of wounds,
                                   My bones crushed, My Blood
                                   was spent - for your sins -
                                   You will be tested as never before -

                           Oh put aside your anger, how can I
                               work through you when all you
                               care about is if your were right -
                               You could go in the corner and cry -
                               "I am right" I watch your motives
                               for behavior, manipulating others
                               because your feelings are hurt,
                               you are wounded -
                               I am disgusted -

                           I show you My Bloody face -

                           I show you My battered body -

                           I got up again and again -

                           Oh I should sing a song to you
                               so you can manipulate others
                               and block My work -

                           You are your focus and your old
                               wounds carry you into a fog
                               in which you operate almost unconsciously
                               blocking My work -

                           You don't even listen to My messages
                               anymore - you have turned
                               these gifts to service for your
                               imperfect ways

                           The Blood poured out every pour of
                               My Body -

                               You cry when you come to the
                                   "Oh poor me"
                                   Satan has a wrap on your
                                   emotions - so you miss
                                   the opportunity to pray
                                   deeply at Mass - you can't
                                   get off yourself and your
                                   angry heart - I fell 3 times -

                                   I got up for your sins -


                        4) Jesus meets His Mother -

Jesus speaks:       I saw her beautiful face - she was
                               covered with tears and her face
                               swollen from her suffering -
                               her eyes were big and her flesh
                               puffed up from her anguish -

                           She looked at Me - she saw the
                               Blood on her child - she
                               looked into My eyes and My
                               Heart being one with her was
                               filled with the greatest anguish
                               of all -

                           I did the Father's will - I could
                               have stopped it for her, but
                               it was God's plan that this suffering
                               continue -

                           The New Adam, the new Eve
                               Did always the will of the Father -

                           See us - see Me carrying the tree
                               they hung Me on -
                               the New Adam, the New Eve

                           See Adam and Eve in the garden under
                               the tree -
                               Eve wanted to be smarter than God -
                               Eve and Adam disobeyed the Father
                               Adam and Eve were prideful
                               Adam and Eve were sinful

                           I watch you give into the weaknesses -
                               I watch your pride, hatred, anger,
                               lust -

                           Mary saw Me - the New Adam pay for
                               your sins

                           I saw My Mother cry -

                           I cried bloody tears -

                           I could have stopped it all,
                               but I watched her suffer
                               and I did it, I always
                               did the Father's will -
                               Mary did the Father's will

                           You are given sufferings and how
                               do you act -

                           Adam and Eve were greedy, prideful,
                               disobedient - THEY sinned

                           I give you the tree in Clearwater -

                           My Mouth is a branch -

                           Your sins -

                           I paid for the sins of your tongue
                               as I hung on the tree


April 5, 2004


Jesus speaks:       I paid for your sins -

                               I am the tree of life -

                               I am the vine - you are the branches





                        5) Jesus is helped by Simon

Jesus speaks:       Today so many think that they
                               don't need any help -

                           They want to be chiefs -

                           They want to be heads -

                           They don't need to be one body
                               working on a mission -

                           My convents, My seminaries
                               are almost empty -

                           Everyone is wanting to be a

Messenger:        Simon was made to help Jesus
                               carry His cross

Jesus speaks:     Why are you even above My
                               mission given to you to
                               help promote My Kingdom -

                           You want to promote your kingdom -
                               you want to be king -
                               they wanted Barabbas
                               they crucified Me -

                           You do this to Me today -
                               you crown My head with thorns -
                               you have taken the gold crown
                                   for yourself -

                           I am the King of heaven and earth -

                           I remain truly present in the Eucharist -

                           Without priests - you will not
                               have the gifts you once had -

                           Why won't you listen to Me and
                               pray My prayers ———


                        6) Jesus and Veronica

Jesus speaks:       My face was covered with Blood -

                           Veronica had a treasure on
                               her cloth



Jesus speaks:       You had a treasure on the
                               window in My garden
                               you do not even recognize
                               the gifts given to you there.


April 5, 2001


Jesus speaks:       The New Adam appeared in
                               the garden -


February 5, 2001


Jesus speaks:       the New Eve - the Lady
                               clothed with the sun


  July 5, 2000


July 5, 2000



                        7) Jesus Falls a second time

Jesus speaks:       Oh I fell again -

                           I was so weaken -

                           The cross fell so hard I could not
                               move under its weight -

                           They hit Me -

                           Poked Me

                           Kicked Me -

                           I watch your world today -
                               how many are even willing to
                               suffer for the gift of the priest -

                           I ask you to pray My prayer manual -

                           Some have removed My little red
                               book from the racks -

                           How sick is this to block prayers
                               in America, praying for the
                               priests, the Church and the

                           And watch your Churches close -

                               your seminaries and convents
                                   like empty tombs -

                           The Eucharist is the greatest gift
                               I give you today on earth and
                               you, many of you, don't care -
                               it is fading fast from you

                           Persecute your priests, talk about
                               the Church, disobey the
                               commandments, I bled, I fell,
                               My Body was torn and it was
                               you who whipped Me at the pillar
                               with your sins of ingratitude -

                           I watch you put yourselves on My
                               throne in My Churches -

                           Our Lady of Clearwater appeared
                               in rainbow color that you
                               would remember the sign of
                               the Rainbow -


Genesis 9: 13-15

I now set my bow in the clouds and it will be the sign of the covenant between me and the earth. When I gather the clouds over the earth and the bow appears in the clouds, I shall recall the covenant between myself and you and every living creature, in a word all living things, and never again will the waters become a flood to destroy all living things.



                        8) Jesus speaks to the women

Jesus speaks:           I spoke to the women who were
                           weeping for Me -

                               I speak to you today - weep for
                           your children America that will
                           have very few priests -

                               This is My Movement - pray
                           these prayers and watch your
                           Churches change -
                               Expose the Eucharist
                               Speak of My Intimate Love
                                   in the Blue Books

                           11 years ago I gave this message


 Picture of the Sacred Heart of Jesus

I Want My Priests to Come Back

January 17, 1994 3:40 a.m.

Jesus:  You know I am He Who lifts you up. In one second I can turn your feelings around and lift you up. Constantly pray to Me. You need Me through these times. Remember, I truly died for you on the cross. Remember, little one, I have chosen you to write to Me. Do you think I will ever abandon you? I am a God who truly loves His people. I love you with such ardent love. You must never doubt.

    Look into My face and see My gentleness. I am the kindest of all hearts. I am He who knows how to love with such love. Become totally lost in My arms.

    Do you think Satan will not taunt you? Put him behind you. You are being guarded by God and His heavenly court. Walk in My ways and the angels walk with you on your path. You are escorted on your way and you are never alone. You are guarded as a precious treasure that is being transported to another place.

    You need to put all your cares in My hands. You are developing true trust when you let go and let Me take over. Keep trusting and silence the ugly prompting of Satan who wants you to worry about useless things. Quit worrying and pray and play with your children. I am telling you there is so much peace and grace gained by private prayer with them. I will tend to all the details of your life. Do not worry for one moment. Put your life in My hands. I am here, little one. Read this message and all of them over and over again.

    You need to go to the Blue Book for your answers. Your answers are found there. I never leave your side. God is guarding you. Just continue to have a union with Me all through the day. All the prayer time alone with Me in one day is not enough. I want you in constant prayer.

    Turn to Me and My Blue Book. This will help many priests to come back and sit before Me in private union with Me. When priests come back to the tabernacle, the flock will begin to be led back to His altar. Priests need to read these letters. They are the preachers. If they do not value their own relationship with Jesus, if they are being led away from Me with busyness, they will not preach the intimate love of Jesus. They are so busy, but it is like throwing out the baby with the bath water. I am the center and their relationship with Me is utmost.

    The priests need these messages. They need to have an intimate, close union with Me. They should be preaching "time in front of the tabernacle." They should be preaching My intense love for My people and how I have so much to give. Some sermons are so complicated--yet nothing about union with Me in the Eucharist and in front of the tabernacle.

    I want My priests to come back and pray before My tabernacle. I want them to read these messages and make Jesus the Center of their lives. When they are led back to Jesus, they will lead the flock home. Priests need adoration every day for at least an hour. I don't care how busy they are. None of it matters if they are not spending time in private prayer alone with Me. They need to come and get their supplies. They need to quit thinking they are doing it and turn back to turning their lives totally over to Me, to totally letting their burdens and busy lives off at the foot of My cross and letting Me lead the way.

    There is not one priest who has so much to do that he cannot do private adoration daily. When the priest comes back to the power in the Eucharist and the tabernacle, the congregation will turn to God for their troubled hearts. Satan has led priests away from Jesus. They are so busy they cannot do all their work, but this must all take second place to praying silently before God and reading His words. These letters will help many priests to come back and be intimate with Jesus.

    All the rituals, all the upkeep of the churches, all the little details, and the King of Glory sits alone! You have thrown out the baby with the bath water. You are missing the boat.

    I want the priests to read this message. Where is the reverence after Communion and who has even heard it mentioned in the church? Private union with Jesus! What an honor! I have all you need. Come to Me and I will give you rest. I am all powerful. I have all the power. I am hyper--vigilant over your lives. I guard you. Quit trying to do it yourselves. Become selfless and let Me possess your souls.

    Have the priests spread these messages. Read them in church. I want adoration of the Eucharist back. I want people to know I am God and I am coming to them in Holy Communion. I want the Blessed Sacrament exposed. I want My churches open. Union with Jesus, the love of Jesus, trust, faith, love for one another, love of God--I want all of these preached from the pulpit!

    I am the Alpha and the Omega. I want My people to be led back to the center, which is Jesus. Pray for your priests. They are under attack. If Satan can wreck the family, the priests, the children, he has it made.

    You are under attack, My beloved priests, and you, in your busyness, are being led away from your union with Jesus. Bring yourselves back to Me and let Me give you My love. I am indeed the bridegroom of your souls. I wait for My beloved ones at the altar. I long for private union with all My beloved ones.

    Come to Me, all who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Come and be lifted up to heights you never dreamed possible. I am God. Put your lives in My hands. Let Me run your life. Quit running amok. You have lost your way and are running down the wrong road. Bring your lives back to Jesus in the tabernacle.

    The world is getting farther from God every minute. Read the messages at prayer meetings. Spread them by word of mouth. The time you waste is valuable. These words are not meant to be saved. Spread them here by any means possible. I want them out, I tell you! If someone wants to read some messages, give them to them and let them read them at prayer meetings. There is no secret here. They are from Me and I want them out. I want you to speak. A lot of your discontent is in sitting around with all these messages and not spreading them. Tell your friends to speak. Speak My words here. You don't have to mention the source. Spread the messages. You are not what is important. The messages are. You will be exposed. Don't worry who knows, but don't spread your own story. Spread the messages. Like ripples on a pond, the love of God will be spread throughout the land. I have so much to give to My hurting ones. I am your God. I died for you out of deepest love. I have come in these messages to lead you back home.

    Quit worrying of details. I am He Who runs the show. Pray for guidance every day. Spend one hour in front of the tabernacle. You cannot do in a million years what I can do in one moment. Quit relying on yourselves. You are only pushing buttons. When you are fixed in Me, the right door opens. When you go it alone, you have a hard road to walk. One hour in private adoration. Be silent or read the Blue Book. Your life will become uplifted by My teaching and you will sail a blue sky.

    Spend time in silence and some in reading My words in front of Me. I am talking to you in these letters. What power, to read them in front of the tabernacle! You can't go it alone. You need My help. You need your supplies. But you must come and get them! You are following your tail around if you do it alone. I am He Who can do all this. When you realize My power in adoration, your lives will change. As long as you are too busy you will have a hard time. The soul craves this union with Me.

    Lead the priests back to adoration and the people will follow. Our leaders have become too busy for adoration. This is the key, the key to unlock the doors to the world's problems. It is found in front of the tabernacle, at daily Mass and Communion. Do the priests ever preach any of this? You have forgotten your center, Jesus, in the Eucharist! All the power is found in Jesus. You have all that you need and you walk about and decorate My churches and clean every speck of dust and repair My pews and carpet My house and fix My organs but you walk about and miss the King of Glory who sits there all alone! Spread the messages on the tabernacle. I want them out!

Prayer for Union With Jesus

Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling in me.

I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of The Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

end of January 17, 1994 message


Jesus speaks:       12 years ago I gave this message


Picture of the Sacred Heart of JesusMy True Presence

December 29, 1993

Jesus speaks: I am the Good Shepherd. I know Mine and Mine know Me. I am one Who goes before you. Pave the way for the Lord. He is mighty and deserving of all praise and Holy is His Name! His might goes from generation to generation on those who fear Him. He raises the lowly to new life and the rich He sends away empty.

Prepare His way. As one crying in the desert, prepare and make ready a path for the Lord. At His name, every knee should bend and all should be attentive to His coming. I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. I come into your midst, not as a king adorned in splendor, but as a helpless little baby. I do not carry My might in front of Me. My might is there without any ado.

I am He Whose boot strap you are unworthy to tie, but I come and give Myself to you. I am a God of might, but one Who loves you so much that I come and dwell with you. I enter into your bodies in Holy Communion. I do not blare the trumpets and roll the drums, but nonetheless am I mighty and nonetheless am I the true King of heaven and earth!

My love for you gives you such dignity, My little ones. Why do you go about wailing for all you're worth when I give you worth. So much worth by My Communion with you. I come and I dwell by your side. I enter your body. I remain waiting for you in the tabernacle and you miss the great dignity that I bestow on you. Wake up, My people! The King of Glory is in your midst. He awaits you in the tabernacle. He waits for you to come and be in Communion with Him at Mass. And you sleep, you follow roads that lead you to empty treasures when the priceless treasure waits you at Mass!

Ready your hearts for the coming of the Lord. Be not numb to this event. Be wide awake and knowledgeable of what transpires at the altar. Bread and wine are changed by the priest into the Body and Blood of Jesus. He is the Savior of the World. He loves you so much that He comes to you every day in Communion and you, little ones, choose other things! Oh, how blind and numb My sick children are. You are missing the most valuable treasure. I await you at every Mass. Why is My church not packed for what transpires here? Concerts are packed. Ball games are packed. Big bucks for the false idols! And what for the King of Glory? An empty church!

My heart is sad, sad, sad, little ones. I come and wait for you here. Tell your brothers about My love for them. You come empty, you leave full. Tell My brothers that Jesus Christ, the Son of God, is present at Mass and He enters your bodies. Many Catholics go to Mass every Sunday and have no idea of the significance of the Holy Eucharist. My heart is aching. They receive Me. Then, with the same tongues, they leave the church rattling senseless things. I am God, you silly children. I am God and I come to you on your tongue. Tell your friends how honored you are. No stars could compare to God. They are mortal beings and their concerts are packed. Ball games are honored as a god.

Your time is not yours. It is My time and I loan it to you to work for Me. America, you have made sports a god! You have made sports stars gods, singers gods! You pack the house and the honor awaits mortal beings, but the Son of God sits in an empty church! For the few who want to sit with Me the churches are locked. Open My churches up. I want My people to come to Me and sit with Me. The few who do know the significance have to drive so far to sit with Me.

Not even My priests know how important the tabernacle is. They need to realize I am truly present there and that I wait for My loved ones to come and sit with Me. To lock Me up is not to treasure Me. To treasure Me is to make Me available to all that want to come.

Preach My love from the housetops and boast My words from every rooftop, "Jesus, Lord, awaits you in the tabernacle. He is in the church, truly present there, waiting to give you His love!" Please do not guard Me so well. I am so guarded no one can come to Me. What a setup! I sit and wait and lament My loved ones' presence with Me and the few who would come cannot get in! I am truly present in the tabernacle.

I do not want to be locked up. I want you to come and let Me pour My gifts out to you. I want to give you supplies for a sick world. Everyone should come and be with Me every day, sit in silence and let Me work in your soul. What might for you, little babies! Jesus waits to shower you with His love.

After Communion people run from the church. They receive God on their tongues and in their hearts and they are out lickety-split. Where do they go so quickly from the Son of Man, Who is God? You turn your backs. You run away like in a race, a race for nothingness, and the bridegroom of your hearts is ignored. Think of a bride running away to K-Mart two minutes after her wedding. "What could be so important?," you ask. "What is wrong with her head!?"

Little ones, what is wrong with the heads of My faithful who attend daily Mass and do not know they still have Jesus, the Son of God, in their hearts when they run to the food stores. There I am going up and down the grocery aisles while they make useless conversation-right outside the church-while I am still actively in their chest!

Tell your brothers about Communion. It has become an insignificant event! I am God and I am in the host you receive. God, God, God. Where is your honor for this King? Where is your head? I, Jesus, Lord, am in your hearts and you run from the church to pump your gas. Such indifference! Such disrespect and irreverence! I am God, My loved ones. I am the bridegroom of your soul and you leave the wedding for a trip to the gas tank. I am so offended. I, in My great love, come to you. God enters you and you run from My altar with such irreverence! Believe Me, nothing you do all day will compare to the Son of Man in your breast. I am God and I enter your body and you are so irreverent. You don't even know what treasure you possess.

Get this message out about My True Presence. Tell them, My faithful ones, that I am very displeased by their indifference to Me in Holy Communion. Stay and sit with Me. Sit in silence after Communion. My magnetic attraction draws you to the altar, then you miss the most important event in your day. It is your union with Me, your silence after Communion, your quiet resting in My arms, that will change your life. I am so loving and I long to dole out My gifts after Communion.

Know, My loved ones, Jesus, Son of the Living God is there the same as He was the day He died on the cross, and you walk away with Him Who loves you so much in your breast.

Sit with Me. Be silent. Spend time with Me after Communion. You do not talk to Him Whom you love. You just melt into each other's arms. Let Me join My heart to your heart after Communion. Don't ever run from the church. I am God, truly present there. All you faithful, become aware of My True Presence in Holy Communion and in the tabernacle. Tell all about this and how I am there out of such love and I have so much to give them.

If I, Who am God, came and was born a helpless baby, a human being; if I, Who am God, died a brutal death for you with full knowledge of all My sufferings before I did it; if I, Who am God, rose from the dead and then ascended into heaven to My Father; if I, Who am God, am present in the tabernacle and Communion and if I love you so much as to go through all this for you, then why do you not realize what I, Who am God, would give to you when you receive Me and sit in front of the tabernacle!

I am God!! What is wrong with your heads! Tell My people the treasure you possess. All else here is empty. I am Who am. I am God! I dwell among you and you run to worship other gods. God is not far off. He is in your midst as a prisoner of love and He awaits you in all your unworthiness. But you are dumb! You look for empty treasures and you find empty treasures. In your emptiness you begin an avid search for the answer to a stalking soul, when the treasure you seek is God and He longs for your union with Him!

Tell your brothers they thirst for God and He is waiting. Quit your idle pursuits, your empty hearts. Crave the Savior. You turn your backs and search a barren desert for that which is right in front of your face!

It is in making known God's True Presence in the Eucharist that much healing takes place. Many starving souls are fed for the first time when they realize that Jesus, God, is truly present there! They have given lip service to Jesus in the Eucharist, but have no idea in their hearts what a treasure they possess. Spread the doctrine of the True Presence. Make My love and My availability known to your blind brothers. Bow yourselves before My altar. Be in awe of God, truly present there. Kiss My sanctuary. Don't ever talk in church about anything. Respect God Who is there. Have reverence for Me in My tabernacle. Kiss the floor. Bow. Be reverent!

You must speak about this every chance you get. When people take time to be with Me, then I can change their hearts. Tell all who go to Communion about what a treasure they possess. Pray for your brothers. It is your goodness that pleases Me. I will hear your prayers, spoken from a good heart. Strive after holiness and strive to please Me every minute. Your devotion pleases My aching heart. Do not falter in your love of Me. Let it grow with Me in Communion and in front of the tabernacle. Silence is the key. Be silent and be with Me, little loved one.

end of December 29, 1993



Picture of the Sacred Heart of Jesus

The Bridegroom Awaits


December 27, 1993 - 4:00a.m.

Jesus speaks:Dear child, the Son of Man waits and you sleep in the night. I wait for you and you sleep. You know I am waiting and you are dead in your bed. Awake, My little one, when I call. You must not give in to the desires of the body. I care for your needs. Your strength comes from Me. Jump from your bed, sound the trumpet and arise, for your Savior comes in the night to bring you a message for all His children. Ready yourself, for I do not like to wait. Get up and come, child. I am God.

I am He Who made the world, He Who makes the sun shine and the baby in the womb! You make Me wait while you sleep. Rise and run, for the Lord is at hand. God awaits you and beckons you to be attentive to your calling. Sound the trumpet! Arise in the night. I am He Who comes to you. You must harken to the call. Come pronto to My request and do not tarry. I wait and I wait and I eagerly want to talk to you.

I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. Oh, child, I want these messages to reach the ends of this earth. I deliver each with such love. Will you deliver My messages to all My loved ones? They eagerly need to hear My words of love. They need to know how I feel about each one of them. They need to know that I am God. I love each child uniquely and My love is the love of God. What can you get on this earth that can compare to the love of God? You have a message declaring My love for each of My children. They are My love letters to them. Please see that they receive this letter. This is your top priority. It is a love letter to My beloved ones.

I am your Savior. I am not a myth. I am alive and I come to you. I wait in the tabernacle every day as a prisoner. Waiting and waiting in the tabernacle and who comes to be with Me? I await you, My children, to come and realize that God is in the tabernacle. I am Jesus, the Son of God, and I wait for you every day. Come to Me in your busy day. Come to Mass. Make ready your hearts and receive Me in Communion. I am there awaiting you as a groom awaiting his bride. I want to be with you, united in Holy Communion. I am truly present there, but which of you come? I wait for each of you. I am God. I can love you each so intently you do not understand. Your brother does not make up your love to Me. I wait, you little ones. Will you come and receive your love this day?

Ready your hearts and keep them holy. God will enter there. Prepare the way for Me. Do not sin. Do not lie to yourselves and tell yourself that some sins are of no account. Every sin is wrong. I tell you what is right and wrong in your hearts. You know the Ten Commandments. Satan tells you "but in this case, you are exempt", "this is out of date, you are allowed here." No, little ones, sin is sin and your heart knows what is wrong! Keep it pure. The more you lie to yourself about evil, the more right it becomes. Oh, how sad to numb your beautiful heart and accept the things of this world that are evil as okay. Evil is evil and you must guard against any evil the world tells you is okay.

I am the way, the truth and the life. When you abide in My ways, you possess the light of life. Do not be pulled into the world and its evil ways. Ready yourself for My love. I am as a bridegroom awaiting his bride. So pure, so white, so untainted she appears, just for her loved one. Her ways are gentle and kind and she is a picture of holiness, dressed in a white gown. Dress your soul in a white gown for Me. Keep your soul clothed in a cloth of dignity, a white cloth untainted by any sin, pure as the bride who meets her groom. Our meeting is with such love.

You enter My church, you walk My aisle. Your bridegroom awaits you in Communion. I am the bridegroom of your hearts. I come with such love to enter your soul. I am He Who walks with you to be united in Communion. I am Jesus. I am your true Love. I wait for you, My child. Please clean yourself up for My arrival! Think of My coming the day before and eagerly await our union. This is the greatest event of your life, union with God. Anticipate it with such eagerness, as the wedding of our hearts. I await you, little ones. I am God. What could this world ever give you that can be likened to God's entering your soul?

I am God and I come to you in Communion. Do you wait for Me, the bridegroom of your soul? Do you wait as one who is going to one's own wedding? This event far surpasses any wedding. It is you who are missing the significance here. I am here every Mass waiting, just for you. Get dressed, purify yourself, see the priest, go to confession, guard your tongue as the opening to your soul. I enter therein and you receive God, my child. Do you not comprehend this a little?

Read My words here. They are as real as the eyes you use to read them. It is you who blind yourself to all I have to give you. You do not reach with the things of the soul. You look for explanations in bodily things. To see the soul and the things of God you must reach with the eyes of God. You must be opened by the faith I eagerly want to give you. Beg to be open to Me so I can give you all you need to know Me. This world is blurring your Godly vision. It is hard to see through the mask of evil it has created. Every day the mask becomes more dense.

I am here, little one. You must die to this world to see Me. You don't need more of the world. You need less of the world. As the world decreases, your knowledge of Me increases. Take the mask off your face. Make your hearts pure. Pray to the Holy Spirit for His gifts of wisdom, understanding, counsel, fear of God-all gifts that only He can give! Fill your hearts with the gifts of the Spirit. He will remove the blinders from your eyes and dwell in your soul. You will know a new life and I will become so much more alive to you. You, child, need the Spirit!

The way to God is through Jesus. You need the Spirit. You need the Father. You need all three. Pray to be made whole in the Holy Trinity. Pray for union with God. Pray for the things of the soul. When your soul is in order, all else falls into order. You needn't pray for things of the world. Pray to know Me more fully. Pray for unity with God. Pray for opening in your hearts. Pray for holiness. Pray for faith, hope, charity. Pray for knowledge of how to please God. These are the true treasures. All else is of no account. Don't recite prayers for worldly things. Pray for your union with God. This is what it is all about!

I am so eager to make Myself known to you. Our love affair awaits and it depends on you. I am here loving you. It is you who keep us apart. What could you find on this earth that could compare with a love affair with God, child? Your soul was created to know love and serve Me. It craves this union with Me. This appetite is stronger than any other you possess. You hold it back and make light of it because this world has taken God out. This world is messed up. I am God and you are a creature of God. You cannot take God from you or you remain only a creature. What dignity you sacrifice to remove God from yourself!

Prepare for the wedding of our souls. Your bridegroom awaits you. I am Jesus, Son of the one, true, God. I await your union with Me. Child, nothing you ever do on this earth can compare with Communion with God. If you do not behold this as something, you need to pray to know Me more. Go to the Spirit and beg Him for understanding and wisdom. Beg Him for all his gifts to enhance your knowledge of God. Beg the Spirit for His baptism. Let Him shower you with His life and you will become alive and on fire in your heart.

Your bridegroom awaits you. Prepare yourself for the wedding. Come, pure and white, and anticipate this union with eagerness. I love you so, My child. You will never find a speck on this earth that can compare with the love of God. Search, you feeble creature, for worldly satisfaction and you will never satisfy one little part of your soul. Your soul can only be satisfied by the love of God. It stalks your restless heart and is only satisfied in God. It craves God like an appetite except that it is much stronger. What is in your heart that is never satisfied by your worldly way? It is the soul that craves union with God. It constantly keeps you in a state of unrest, of searching, of seeking, of looking for more. The more is found in the Eucharist. It is the answer to the empty heart. It is the love you seek, but cannot find anywhere else. It is Jesus, child. It is your Bridegroom. Come and be in Communion with Him. He awaits you and bids you to come, pure in your heart, to the wedding-the wedding of your soul.

Messenger: I felt as if there was so much I just did not understand and I was overwhelmed by the mystery of God. I opened the Blue Book to this:

Nov. 21, 1993:

Jesus speaks: Oh, what glories I have in store for you when you finally see it all, see all there is to Me! Little glimpses I will give you. These are special treats of My love, but you, in your earthly form, cannot even handle it. My power, My light, My fire would blow you off your feet and you would be out cold.

That is how I am at your side, with a power pack like this, and you worry about a power failure? Oh, how silly, when I am with you. Trust, trust. I am here.

end of December 27, 1993



A Prayer before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass

    Let me be a holy sacrifice and unite with God in the sacrament of His greatest love.

    I want to be one in Him in this act of love, where He gives Himself to me and I give myself as a sacrifice to Him. Let me be a holy sacrifice as I become one with Him in this my act of greatest love to Him.

    Let me unite with Him more, that I may more deeply love Him. May I help make reparation to His adorable Heart and the heart of His Mother, Mary. With greatest love, I offer myself to You and pray that You will accept my sacrifice of greatest love. I give myself to You and unite in Your gift of Yourself to me. Come and possess my soul.

    Cleanse me, strengthen me, heal me. Dear Holy Spirit act in the heart of Mary to make me more and more like Jesus.

    Father, I offer this my sacrifice, myself united to Jesus in the Holy Spirit to You. Help me to love God more deeply in this act of my greatest love.

    Give me the grace to grow in my knowledge, love and service of You and for this to be my greatest participation in the Mass. Give me the greatest graces to love You so deeply in this Mass, You who are so worthy of my love.

-God's Blue Book, December 27, 1995



                        9) Jesus Falls a Third Time

Jesus speaks:       I fell again and again -
                               now I could not move -
                               a big guard kicked
                               Me in the side with
                               his boot -
                               another slapped Me with
                               a whip for horses

                           My priest, My priest, do you not
                               care to suffer a little
                               to spend one hour before
                               My tabernacle and to
                               tell the boys how I
                               love them -

                           You do not have priests because
                               you will not listen to
                               Me -

                           I want a love affair with My
                               priests -

                           I want you to tell the people
                               of My intimate love


                        10) Jesus is stripped of His Garments

Jesus speaks:       They tore off My garments -

                           They were stuck to My Body -

                           I was covered with Blood and
                               wounds -

                           I Bled for you

                           I give My priests the gift
                               of celebrating Mass -

                           I give you Myself Body,
                               Blood, Soul and Divinity
                               through the hands of
                               My priest

                           My Father has called a
                               code-orange for you
                               to listen to My messages in this
                               Movement Shepherds of Christ
                               to begin prayer chapters
                               to circulate the Priestly Newsletters



                        11) Jesus is Nailed to the Cross

Jesus speaks:       I was nailed to the cross for your sins -

                           My priest you have the power
                               to forgive sins -

                               what power -

                           My priests - you have the
                               power to change bread and wine
                               into My Body and My Blood -

                           Why do you fight My Movement
                               of people praying for the
                               priests, the Church and the world -

                           Why won't you help them

                           Why won't you listen

                           My babies - My babies will
                               not have Masses - fewer
                               and fewer priests -
                               Churches closing -

                           Why do you fight people
                               who are praying for the priests,
                               the Church and the world


                        12) Jesus dies on the cross

                           Sing Song from Jesus -



Jesus speaks:       I DIED FOR YOU - 

                           Fight for the priests you
                               need -

                           Go to the tabernacle and
                               beg -

                               pray My Prayers

                           Tell all to be Apostles of
                               My Eucharistic Heart and Pray
                               My Prayers -

                           Tell all to Pray My Prayers


Given to Father Carter
on the Feast of St. Ignatius

July 31, 1994

Words of Jesus to Members of
Shepherds of Christ Associates:

"My beloved priest-companion, I intend to use the priestly newsletter, Shepherds of Christ, and the movement, Shepherds of Christ Associates, in a powerful way for the renewal of My Church and the world.

"I will use the newsletter and the chapters of Shepherds of Christ Associates as a powerful instrument for spreading devotion to My Heart and My Mother's Heart.

"I am calling many to become members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. To all of them I will give great blessings. I will use them as instruments to help bring about the triumph of the Immaculate Heart and the reign of My Sacred Heart. I will give great graces to the members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. I will call them to be deeply united to My Heart and to Mary's Heart as I lead them ever closer to My Father in the Holy Spirit."

- Message from Jesus to Father Edward J. Carter, S.J., Founder, as given on July 31, 1994,
feast of Saint Ignatius Loyola, Founder of the Society of Jesus (The Jesuits)

end of July 31, 1994 message given to Fr. Carter



A message for the Earth from Jesus

January 22, 1998

    I am the Good Shepherd, these are My prayers, the prayers I give to help renew the Church and the world, all prayer chapters are asked to include these prayers (found in the Shepherds of Christ Prayer Manual). As My Apostles and Shepherds I ask you to encourage all existing Chapters to try to encourage all existing prayer groups to pray the Shepherds of Christ prayers. Encourage all Churches to pray these prayers. It is most urgent that the people of this earth concur with the Father's wishes to begin Prayer Chapters. This is an urgent request from the Good Shepherd. The flock will become one when they have given their hearts to Jesus and Mary. Encourage all priests to pray the Shepherds of Christ prayers. Your world will be lighted with great light as the people of this earth pray these prayers.

    My promise is this to you My beloved earth: When you give your heart to Me and spread the devotion to My Sacred Heart, I will write your name In My Heart. I promise to give the greatest graces when you pray these prayers for renewal of the Church and the world and take all who pray them deeply into My Heart. The prayers I give will bring about the reign of My Sacred Heart and the triumph of Mary's Immaculate Heart. I am Jesus Christ, this is My message of January 22, 1998, Please circulate this message to your world. I am the Good Shepherd, I know Mine and Mine know Me and they follow Me. Grace My Shepherds, I will give you the greatest graces for spreading these words to this earth and to your Church. I love you, I am Jesus Christ, the Son of Man, it is the Plan of the Father that Prayer Chapters are begun immediately and the Priestly Newsletter is given to all priests. The Voice of the Good Shepherd speaks through it.

end of January 22, 1998


Jesus speaks:       I DIED FOR YOU

                           Sing A priest is a gift from God




                        13) Jesus is taken down from the cross

Mary speaks:      I held His lifeless body -

                           I held His little baby body -

                           Oh listen to God the Father -

                           Your babies will have hardly
                               any priests -

                           You are missing the greatest
                               gift God gives you

                           Jesus truly present in the
                               Blessed Sacrament -

                             given through the hands of
                               the holy priests -

                           I appeared 7½ years to lead
                               the world to My Son's
                               Movement Shepherds of Christ -

                           Begin prayer chapters

                           Circulate the Priestly Newsletter

                           Get the rosary in the hands of
                               the children as I told you
                               11 years ago and you would
                               have your priests -

                           America I cry bloody
                               tears for you -
                               My head is gone -
                               they threw acid on
                                   the image -

                           Your babies will not have
                               the priests they need -

                               do what My Son tells you
                                   in His Movement
                                       Shepherds of Christ


Excerpt from July 7, 2005

                            (1) Priestly Newsletter centered
                                in our relationship with Father,
                                Son and Holy Spirit                                   
                                the Eucharist,
                                Mary as Mother
                                the Mass,
                                the Priest,
                                the Church
                                Consecration to the Hearts of Jesus and

                    This Newsletter

                            Mary and the Eucharist

                                is a summit newsletter

                        (2) To begin prayer chapters all over
                                the world praying for the priests,
                                the Church and the world.

                        (3) A group of people Servants and
                                Handmaids of the Good Shepherd
                                living at Centers doing this
                                work for Jesus.

                        (4) Apostles of the Sacred Heart of
                                Jesus, like-a-3rd order, dedicated
                                to this mission only

                                Some live at the Centers as
                                    live-in apostles.

                        (5) 3 Main Centers
                                and the Cincinnati hub

                        (6) Sub Centers

                                    Toledo, Ohio
                                    Sidney, Ohio
                                    Jasper, Indiana
                                    St. Mary's, Penn
                                    Salina, Kansas
                                    New York

                        (7) Homemade Rosaries

                        (8) Foreign Ministry

                        (9) School Rosary Program

                      (10) Nursing Home Ministry

                      (11) Prison Ministry

                      (12) Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart

                      (13) Videos, discs, books, tapes,
                                Newsletters, statues

                      (14) Stores

                      (15) Associates

                     (16) Prayer Apostles

end of excerpt



                           14) Jesus is locked in the tomb -

Jesus speaks:           I bring you new life -

                               I give you Myself in the
                                   Eucharist -

                           This is My Movement -
                               I want Prayer Chapters
                               as I have directed




Jesus speaks:       You need Apostles of the Eucharistic
                               praying for - 


  1. For the spread of the devotion to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary culminating in the reign of the Sacred Heart and the triumph of the Immaculate Heart.
  2. For the Pope.
  3. For all bishops of the world.
  4. For all priests.
  5. For all sisters and brothers in the religious life.
  6. For all members of the Shepherds of Christ Movement, and for the spread of this movement to the world.
  7. For all members of the Catholic Church.
  8. For all members of the human family.
  9. For all souls in purgatory.


Jesus speaks:       I give you My Priestly Newsletter
                           I give you the Rosary Meditations
                               for the children

                           I give you My Blue Books
                               listen to Me --

                           12 days before Mary appeared
                               at Clearwater - I
                               appeared at the point of
                               death on the cross


Excerpt from April 4, 2003

Messenger:    I saw Him at the point of death on the cross December 5, 1996, after Mary appeared 500 times.

He hung, all battered, greatly weakened. His mouth moved very clearly. It seems that a man in His condition could not move His mouth to that extent.

Later in the rosary that night, He gave messages and said: "No one was listening."


Excerpt from August 8, 1999

Messenger:  Mary had appeared almost every 5th for two and 1/2 years beginning July 5, 1994.

On December 5, 1996, instead of Mary appearing Jesus appeared on the cross in utter anguish at the point of death at Holy Cross-Immaculata Church.

He spoke not a word, but His mouth moved profusely. I was horrified by the apparition.

end of excerpt


God the Father:   This is My Beloved Son
                               listen to Him -
                               Shepherds of Christ is His Movement -

                           Listen to Our Lady of Fatima in
                               the Americas
                               before it is too late

Mary speaks:       I cannot hold back the
                           hand of My Son any longer





August 9, 1994

Cradled to Sleep by My Heart

Jesus speaks:        Trust Me My child as a child who crawls
                            into their mother's arms. The child is not
                            afraid of being hurt. The baby is picked
                            up and then ceases to cry. Be as the baby
                            who is held and caressed by a loving
                            parent. The baby is totally at peace. They
                            know the touch of the parent. They totally
                            surrender into their arms.

                                There is no stiffening in their body, it
                            becomes a total release of self into the
                            arms of the loving mother.

                                Release child, total yielding into My
                            arms. I will tuck you forever in My
                            most Sacred Heart. My Heart is warm, My
                            Heart has the tender constant beat of
                            My love. This is your soothing balm, to
                            be cradled to sleep by the sound of
                            My beating Heart. You rest in Me in
                            total peace. Total surrender, total
                            letting go. Be as the baby at the breast.

                                I am the Good Shepherd, I know Mine
                            and they follow Me. I caress you so closely
                            in My Heart. My Mother places you so gently
                            in the very recesses of My Heart. Be at peace
                            My child.

                                This is peace, total surrender to God.
                            You constantly hear a soft beating of My Heart.
                            It is constantly lulling you to sleep. It never
                            stops, it is plugged into a source of undying
                            love. It never runs out, I am the almighty
                            God with a Heart on fire for love of you,
                            My precious one. Total surrender, total
                            yielding, total trust in the God who
                            died for you, Who gave His very life for love
                            of you.

                                I am the Good Shepherd, I fondle you in
                            My Heart. Total trust to Me. Be at such

                                I am He who ardently loves you, every
                            minute of the day. Come to Me My babies,
                            I call you to My loving Heart.

                                You need to have this total submission, a
                            total release of anything that holds you
                            back. Total trust in Me as a loving

                                Oh sweet one, surrender your all. Satan
                            constantly wants you to hold back. Release
                            yourselves into the recesses of My Heart. Be lost
                            in the fold of My love and be lulled to sleep
                            by the beats of My Heart.

                                I love you so much My sweet one. Never
                            hold back anything from Me.



August 9, 1994

Title: You Will Have Peace In My Heart

Jesus:  Come unto Me, Oh you who are heavily burdened, and place your yoke upon My shoulder and I will give you rest.

I give you rest in My Heart. I give you peace in your soul. The world will never give you this peace, it only comes from union with Me. Your soul is at unrest until it rests in Me.

    Come, children, come and let Me caress your little bodies and hold you in My precious Heart. I am the Good Shepherd. I love you with such an abiding love, yet you wander to other lands and seek other pastures and have such wantings in your souls!

    I fill you with the waters of salvation. I reach into your soul and you are cleaned by My hand. You are made pure and white and you are left in a state of peace and grace.

    I am He Who saves you, Who loves you, Who ministers to your every need and you go off the path and try to find another way! Come to Me, little babies, and let Me caress you in My Heart. Let Me warm you by the fire of My love. Open yourselves up to Me. Pray to the Spirit to be open to all that God wants to give you.

     Oh, little ones, I watch you and you wander other roads. I want to give you such gifts, I want to be so close to you!

    You long for this union with God. You look and look in this world for a closeness that can only be filled by My undying love.

    Little one, little one, it is so simple. Like the hand in the perfect glove, your hearts fit just right when it is tucked in Mine. You wander down the roads that lead you to coldness when My Heart is forever warm and waiting to comfort you. Search and seek no more. Open yourselves up to the love of God. I am He whose bootstraps you are unworthy to tie, but who waits for you with a burning Heart.

    Only in Me, My little ones, do your souls find rest. Only in Me are you satisfied. Only in Me will you have peace. Come and dwell in My Heart, I am in love with you!

R.  I just want so much more of Him, to know and love Him is not enough. I love Him so much, I want more of Him. I long so intently for His deep love and deeper union with Him.





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