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August 12, 1996

R. The Church, the world and the individual Christian are in the state of becoming more and more in the image of Jesus. The devil is pressing down. I see Adam and Eve sinned. I see them to the extreme left. I see the New Adam, the New Eve. Mary and Jesus to the extreme right. We are on our journey home. We have a tainted, fallen nature, we tend toward sin.

I saw myself pleading to my Mother, pleading and pleading to help me. She was in the Sorrowful Mother statue above me. I was below. I was a little child in my Mother’s house. I visited her. I pleaded. My Mother has appeared to me over and over again, to comfort me and teach me His way. I was looking up and I was begging her to help me. She softly told me I must go to her heart, to her spiritual womb - I would be safe there. I see how the Incarnation goes on in us.

I see how the Incarnation goes on in us. “Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on  he moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars.” Revelation 12:1 Mary was pregnant. Mary is always bringing forth her children. She is the pure one, the sinless one – Eve sinned. We are the little ones in her womb. Life comes from the Father, in the Holy Spirit, through the pierced Heart of Jesus, through the heart of Mary and into us and we act as channels of His life, living in this world today. The more we are saturated with His life, the more He lives in us in the world. The more we are one in Him, the more He lives in us in the world. We must want to be likened to Him.

I have been going through the greatest struggles ever. I look up to Mary as a little child and I see. I am outside, she is above me. I am pleading. She says, “come to my heart.” The last struggles I have gone through have been so intense. I could only find peace seeing myself in her heart, my spiritual womb, all curled up and protected. Embryos in the womb of their mother have no cares, no concerns, no worries. Dwelling in the heart of Mary is how Jesus wants us to be. In heaven there are no worries, all our anxieties are lifted. This is how it is for an embryo. They have no cares no fears, they are supplied their life through their mother. The life flows from God into the womb of the mother. Mary’s Immaculate Heart is our spiritual womb. Mary is bringing us forth in the image and likeness of God through the Holy Spirit. Mary is bringing forth the Church in the Holy Spirit, more and more in the image and likeness of Jesus. Mary is Mother of the Church.

If I remain outside of her womb, the devil presses in on me. I deal with all the problems of my fallen human nature and others. The more a person tends toward the wounded human nature, in vices, the devil has an open door, the more the devil works through them. The more a person tends toward God, in virtue, the more they are likened to God.

If I dwell in the spiritual womb of Mary, the Father sees me as the little child in Mary’s Heart. The more I dwell in Mary’s Heart, I will live more according to God the Father’s will in love. If I unite all of my actions as an offering to my Father, united to Jesus in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, going on around the world, the Father looks down and sees His Son and accepts my sacrifice, outpouring grace, spilled on the earth. How can the Father refuse me His little child when I come united to the Mass in the Heart of Mary.

A Prayer before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass

Let me be a holy sacrifice and unite with God in the sacrament of His greatest love.

I want to be one in Him in this act of love, where He gives Himself to me and I give myself as a sacrifice to Him. Let me be a holy sacrifice as I become one with Him in this my act of greatest love to Him.

Let me unite with Him more, that I may more deeply love Him. May I help make reparation to His adorable Heart and the heart of His Mother, Mary. With greatest love, I offer myself to You and pray that You will accept my sacrifice of greatest love. I give myself to You and unite in Your gift of Yourself to me. Come and possess my soul.

Cleanse me, strengthen me, heal me. Dear Holy Spirit act in the heart of Mary to make me more and more like Jesus.

Father, I offer this my sacrifice, myself united to Jesus in the Holy Spirit to You. Help me to love God more deeply in this act of my greatest love.

Give me the grace to grow in my knowledge, love and service of You and for this to be my greatest participation in the Mass. Give me the greatest graces to love You so deeply in this Mass, You who are so worthy of my love. -Mass Book, December 27, 1995

R. The further I am from dwelling in Their Hearts, the more satan can work. I go to Mary’s heart and she takes me to Jesus’ Heart. I want to be saturated with His grace in me.

Jesus was formed in Mary’s womb by the power of the Holy Spirit. We are formed within her spiritual womb, her Immaculate Heart, more and more in the image of Jesus, through the power of the Holy Spirit.

The Incarnation goes on in us. Mary’s heart dwells most perfectly in the Heart of Jesus. She is the pure one. She is the sinless one. She is our model. We tend toward sin, dwelling in Their Hearts makes a difference. As long as I am outside Their Hearts, the devil will be able to work on me. In the heart of Mary I am held secure and protected by her.

Do we want to be holy? Do we want to love? Do we fall when we do not want to? Do we give into unloving thoughts towards others in our mind? Are we afraid that we will be unloved?

Jesus is the source of all life; Jesus is love. Jesus came to this earth, He lived, died and rose on the 3rd day – We unite to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass — the sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present. Through the pierced Heart of Jesus the Church was born, water for baptism and blood for the Eucharist. We see the blood and water pour out from His pierced Heart. We see that God grants grace and mercies. Life comes from the Father, in the Holy Spirit, through the pierced Heart of Jesus, through the heart of Mary, into us and we act as a channel of His life in the world.

As we dwell in Their Hearts, as we become one in Them, and we unite to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, immense graces are released.

I had three visions: The glistening, reflective, golden light, beyond all description, came from the cross, through the exposed Eucharist onto and in front of the altar of sacrifice, March 26, 1996. The first vision began at 8:00 a.m., with the bell tolling and ended at 9:00 with the bell tolling.

The second vision was on Holy Saturday night, the Vigil of Easter. We hear the readings of Genesis on creation, the readings about Noah, the readings about Abraham and His son, the readings of Exodus, the sea was divided and they passed into the promised land. Isaiah 4:2-6 His Heart is that refuge that shelters us from the rain – He gave me a song. We will be given water to quench our thirst. Isaiah 55:1-11, Romans 6:3-11 and Colossians 3:1-4.

In the second vision: The reflective light came from St. Joseph holding out the child, to the bottom was the Resurrected Lord and grace reigned down on the flowers and the earth. The dawning is upon us. The reign of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the triumph of Mary’s heart is near. It will come when hearts are one in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.

The third vision had began at the consecration of the Mass. The bell tolled exactly at 7:00 a.m. at the consecration. Then it started: the sanctuary was adorned in celestial light and it remained so after the Mass. Again the immense grace looked as if it was spread on the flowers and a fountain (that was there - from Easter). It was now after Easter – the life will flow through the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass when hearts are one in Their Hearts.

The bell tolls, we unite to the sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present in the Mass. Every act that we perform is a heroic deed when we are acting according to the Father’s will and acting in love, dwelling in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, united to the Mass.

“Oh, holy fountain of grace, the Church, the Holy Hearts of Jesus and Mary, the Hearts of greatest love and fountain through which God’s life flows. Divine life flows through the Hearts of greatest love.”

I see myself in the early stages of life. So unformed. I am ready to be molded more and more into His image. I need the life of God flowing through My Mother. When I received the experience on December 15, 1995, my human nature was elevated to such heights. I see myself now on the way. In heaven I will be pure and sanctified, full of grace, wrapped in the embrace of the Trinity.

I see myself in the heart of Mary, my spiritual womb. I see the Holy Spirit surrounding me in a white lacy mist, moving and working in me. I see myself in the Heart of Christ. I could never before put myself with Christ on the cross. I saw myself lined up with Him on the cross, under Him. I see myself, within His Heart as He dies - I die to my selfish ways. I am in His Heart. He lives in me. I unite to Him in the Mass on the cross.

Romans 6:3-11

You cannot have forgotten that all of us, when we were baptised into Christ Jesus, were baptised into his death. So by our baptism into his death we were buried with him, so that as Christ was raised from the dead by the Father’s glorious power, we too should begin living a new life. If we have been joined to him by dying a death like his, so we shall be by a resurrection like his: realising that our former self was crucified with him, so that the self which belonged to sin should be destroyed and we should be freed from the slavery of sin. Someone who has died, of course, no longer has to answer for sin.

But we believe that, if we died with Christ, then we shall live with him too. We know that Christ has been raised from the dead and will never die again. Death has no power over him any more. For by dying, he is dead to sin once and for all, and now the life that he lives is life with God. In the same way, you must see yourselves as being dead to sin but alive for God in Christ Jesus.

Colossians 3:1-4

Since you have been raised up to be with Christ, you must look for the things that are above, where Christ is, sitting at God’s right hand. Let your thoughts be on things above, not on the things that are on the earth, because you have died, and now the life you have is hidden with Christ in God. But when Christ is revealed and he is your life-you, too, will be revealed with him in glory.

R. I must surrender and I must look into the eyes of Jesus. Jesus is suffering and loves us, even when we sin, He still loves us. When we see a person’s eyes, we see a connection to the soul and the heart.

I know so much from Jesus looking into Mary’s eyes. I have been wrapped in love’s embrace when suffering. This is most powerful – to be one with Mary and Jesus. To meditate on the suffering of Mary and Jesus looking into each others eyes on the way to Calvary, can comfort us.

Look into the eyes of the child Jesus, as Mary did at birth. Look into our eyes at birth - our eyes are bright and beautiful. Then, we begin to suffer, and our hearts turn colder, Our eyes show our hearts and our soul. Only in love are our eyes bright and beautiful. Hearts that are pure reflect the life inside. I knew the embrace of Their eyes on the way to Calvary. He has allowed me to experience the embrace of Their suffering Hearts. It was the most comforting love.

Jesus: Comfort My Heart with your suffering I have allowed you to suffer great suffering to comfort My aching Heart.

I loved all, despite any differences or misunderstandings. I loved to My death. So you cannot love those who persecute you, who cause you pain, who reject you and think you are not rooted in the truth? You must model yourself after Me! In love’s embrace, see the love of My Mother and My love when we peered into the eyes of one another on the way to Calvary. This was pure love. Pure love, loves all. Mary loved those men who persecuted Me. Her heart was pierced with a sword, her love was the deepest love. Love that is pierced by an object is the deepest love. Love, love, love, love with a wounded heart and know the depth of My love.

R. In Their loving embrace, in the meeting of the eyes in such sorrow there was such comfort to Their Hearts.