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May 13, 1997 Rosary on Tom's Farm

THE GLORIOUS MYSTERIES

The Resurrection

1. Jesus speaks:  Open wide your hearts, My beloved ones, for I am with you in a special way on this day. There are many changes that are occurring in your lives. You must let go and surrender for I am separating the sheep from the goats and you will be a strong body. You will be a body joined in one mind and one heart to help carry the light into the darkness. Do not be afraid for I am here and My Mother is here in a special way. I will guard you.
Song: "I will be with you."

2. Messenger:  And so where does our journey take us. This is the Shepherds of Christ Movement. It is not yet three years old and it has spread internationally all over this world. We have received many messages from Jesus, from Mary, and from the Father telling us how we could advance in spreading the love of the Sacred Heart and helping to bring about His reign and the triumph of her Immaculate Heart. We have been given so many messages that will help renew the Church and the world. We have been given prayers in the prayer manual, that will help to turn the priests hearts to holy priests. And this is our mission, our mission is to help renew the Church and the world and bring about the completion of the Fatima message. The Fatima mission has been oppressed for 80 years. It has been blocked over and over again in the Church and in the world. Do we think that Mary will go away? Do we think that the Father will change His plan because of willful men? Is this not the reason why we are in this state to begin with? For it is that Eve ate of the fruit and Adam and Eve sinned, an act of the will in which they did their will over God's. And it is that the Father is well pleased when we obey His will. How is our world today? Is our world aligned with the will of the Father or are we a willful race? I would like to read to you the message of the Father given on January the 18th. It is most important that you also read this message and the message of the Father from January 11th and study these messages. We must see things as from the Father's perspective as from the I Am. We must see them in their whole view. We are creatures that are walking the earth but we must see that sinful man has disobeyed the Father and that we must make reparation to Him for our sins. Adam and Eve sinned. God came into this world to save us from our sins. Mary appears at Fatima and she tells us, "You must, my beloved children, come through my Immaculate Heart. You must make reparation. You must tell God that you are sorry for your sins," and we ignore her. But she promises to us that there will be a great reign in which the Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign, in which men will know God in this great light similar to before when Adam and Eve had the light, that there will be this great era of intimacy with God, and man will know God. But why, why, should God lead us in to the great era of peace and love? Have we shown God that we recognize the fact that we are sinners, that we are sorry for our sins, that we come to Him as little dependent children, that we love God with our whole heart, our whole soul and our whole being, and that we want to make reparation for our sins? Or do we come with haughty hearts, with willfulness and we do not listen to the Father? Why should we go into this new era? The new era will come about. It will come about peaceably if we do what they have told us to do. The Father is telling us now very strongly exactly what we must do. We must begin these prayer chapters to help to lead the priests to holiness, to help renew the Church and the world, to help to bring about consecration in the hearts of the priests, of the sisters, of the people. The Father is telling us what to do. He gave great gifts at Falmouth. This is what He said, "I gave great gifts to you allowing Mary to appear and because of willful men they did not cherish these gifts and so I used Falmouth as an example of the chastisements to come if you do not obey. And what am I telling you to do, My children? I am telling you to begin these prayer chapters. I am telling you to pray as my Son Jesus has instructed you to pray. I am telling you to spread this priestly newsletter that it will greatly renew the Church and the world." The devil will try to do everything he can to stop us. But the Father has told us over and over again that we must begin these prayer chapters, that we must pray these prayers fervently ourselves, that there will be this era of great peace and love. In December, if you study the all night message, (December 29, 1996) if you study the messages of Jesus and Mary, you see the intensity as it builds. Mary says, "I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any more." October the 5th, "His hand is struck with power." Jesus appears on the cross on December the 5th after Mary appeared for two years and four months and His mouth is moving and He says, later, that no one is listening to Him. Then I received strong messages December the 19th, December the 22nd. December the 19th Mary says that she appears on a building in Florida because we have made money our God. She also says that the time is nigh." And Jesus gives to me a strong message for the first time and He said, "There will be chastisements and the moon will turn to blood and I am telling you what you must do. You must go to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. The grace is outpoured in the Mass." On December the 22nd, He gives another message where He speaks about chastisements. All of these messages in the sequence is very important to the Father's plan. They are in the Apostles Manual. The Father begins to speak in January and He says, "You have ignored my Son and now you will ignore Me?" And so I received the strongest messages all through December and February to where I had knots in my stomach and He kept talking about Falmouth and He kept saying how we did not cherish the gifts that He had given. And then there was the flood. And after this the Father said that this was only a little example of what is to come if we do not do as He has asked us to do. It is so simple. We are children that are willful. We are children that must obey our Father. We must pray. We must tell Him that we are sorry for our sins. The prayers in the prayer manual are the prayers that Jesus gave to us to help to turn the priests to holy priests, to help to renew the Church and the world, and to help to bring about the completion of the Fatima message. The priestly newsletter is written by Father Carter but Jesus is writing the newsletter through him to teach His priests about His burning love, to teach them all that they need to know to be holy priests celebrating the Mass and ministering to all of the people. This is a great gift from God and in all great gifts that are given we experience much suffering as we see in the life of Jesus, for He died but He rose on the third day.

3. The message of the angel from Fatima says this: "The angel came… bearing a golden chalice in one hand and a Host above it in the other. The amazed children noticed that drops of blood were falling from the Host into the chalice. Presently, the angel left both suspended in mid-air and prostrated himself on the ground saying, this beautiful prayer: 'Most Holy Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, I adore You profoundly. I offer You the most precious Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity of Jesus Christ, present in all tabernacles of the world, in reparation for the outrages, sacrileges, and indifferences by which He is offended. By the infinite merits of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and [the intercession of] the Immaculate Heart of Mary, I beg of Thee the conversion of poor sinners.'"(The Spirituality of Fatima and Medjugorje, p. 9)

4. And so He came and He rose on the third day to give us life and we share in His divine life. And He gives to us Himself in the Holy Eucharist. In the Mass, the sacrifice of Calvary is sacramentally made present. It is at this time that we must tell God that we are sorry for our sins, that we want to make reparation for our sins, that we give our hearts to God. For as we unite in this sacrifice with Jesus on the cross to the Father, we make this great act of reparation for our sins. We are a sinful race. We will be blessed and given great gifts when we act as the Father intends us to act. We are sinful. We have as the Father said "run amok". We are doing our own wills. And so the Father speaks on January the 18th and He says, "I am the Father. My plan is unfolding through you, My beloved priest and Rita and the core group in the Shepherds of Christ Movement. I tell you all to read the accounts of Noah. Nowhere in history has God been offended as He is this day by this sinful world. You will suffer a fate for your offenses against God. Mary appeared at Fatima to warn you, the sinful children, how they are offending God, but you did not listen. The war did not change the hearts of many evil men." Eighty years ago Mary appeared at Fatima and she told us what we should do and we did not pay attention. And Mary said, "If you do not do what I tell you to do, there will be a great war." And the whole world suffered from World War II because they did not listen to their heavenly Mother. "I warn you through My beloved daughter, Mary. You did not heed her warnings. Disobedience against the Mother I gave you displeases Me greatly. Mary is the Mother of all children. Mary is a gift from Me, but you are willful and abuse the gift I sent you. You do not make reparation to her Immaculate Heart; you continue to offend her. I will not tolerate the deeds of evil men any longer. My plan will unfold."

5. Jesus came to this earth and He gave Himself as a sacrifice for love of men. I saw Him on the cross with His withered body. I saw Him at the point of death and I saw His mouth move and He said later that no one is listening. Do we not hear the words of our beloved Savior as He speaks to us over and over again in the Mass? How are our minds when we go to the Mass? Are we focused and trying to be in one heart with our beloved Savior in offering the Holy Sacrifice in order to make reparation to the Father? Is this our consuming desire: to give love to the Almighty God? For this is the greatest act of love that God gives Himself to us in the Mass. We are a blind race. We are willful. We are haughty. Jesus has given to us these messages in order that we will turn our hearts to hearts of love, that we will turn our hearts to hearts that praise God, that love God and love one another, that we tell God that we are sorry for the offenses that we have committed against Him, and that we will -- obey Him and love Him     and live according to the Father’s will.

6. And so the Father speaks, “I am the Father, the Almighty God, the Alpha and Omega; you are a sinful people, a chosen race sinning against a loving God.  I am angered at your ways for they are not My ways.  You have run amok.  You have offended your God and You have disobeyed your Mother and My beloved Son Who died for you.”  The Father warned and He has warned again and He has told us what we must do.  The resurrected Lord is here with us this day.  He gives Himself to us in the Holy Eucharist and He is treated with such indifference and such disrespect.  And this is what the angel speaks of in the Fatima message, “I offer You the most precious Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity of Jesus Christ, present in all tabernacles of the world in reparation for the outrages, sacrileges, and indifferences by which He is offended.” (The Spirituality of Fatima and Medjugorje, p. 9)

7. The angel continues and says, “Take and drink the Body and Blood of Jesus Christ, horribly outraged by ungrateful men!  Make reparation for their crimes and console your God.” (The Spirituality of Fatima and Medjugorje, p. 10)

8. And so the Father speaks, “I will act on all who continue in such sin.  The sheep will be separated from the goats; the goats will receive punishment for their deeds.  Heaven and earth will kiss and there will be love in all hearts.  Justice will prevail and My children will be children of light, children that obey as I intended from the beginning.”

9. Let us turn our hearts to our beautiful Savior Jesus Christ, Who gave Himself to His death on the cross and Who rose on the third day.  Let us be the soldiers that He has called us to be in the bitter pain and the suffering that we suffer to go forth and to spread the word of God.  Let us ask for the grace to suffer this persecution, but realize that as Mary promised at Fatima that there will be this great reign of peace in which the Sacred Heart of Jesus will Reign and the Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph, that we have majorly been called by God here this day to hear this message.

   Jesus speaks:  I give to you, My children, I give to you My Sacred Heart.  I am asking you to march into the darkness and to carry the light, the light that comes forth from My burning Heart of love.  You will be pressed on.  You will be stamped on.  You will suffer and be persecuted, for the devil wants you stopped.  You must be strong.  You must know that I am strengthening you for the task at hand.  You will be strong soldiers.  You wear the marks of battle.  You are marching into a world in which many are godless to carry My light.

   Messenger: I see our beloved Jesus before me as I saw Him once at Immaculata adorned in the brightest light and transfigured before my face.  This will be the banner of light that we will carry into this darkened earth.  But we must stay rooted firmly in Him.  We must give our hearts to Jesus and to Mary, that we will be pure, that we will be able to withstand the torture that we will suffer as we go into battle as soldiers carrying the white flag which will lead to victory.

10. Does not Jesus wear the marks of battle?  I see Him now.  When I go to the Eucharist, I see Him as the Jesus on the front of the Apostles’ Manual with His hands outstretched and the blood in His hands.  Look at His wounds; they are glorified wounds.  He wore the marks of battle and He came forth victorious in the end.  We too will come forth victorious, for we will wear a white flag and we will carry the message of our beloved Savior into this world.  Many will know about Him, will know about His love and His Divine Life because we will tell them what He has shared with us.

Song between decades: “I come to you with greatest love…”

   Jesus speaks:  Are you afraid? Are you afraid, My beloved ones, to march into battle?  How are your hearts, are they rooted in Me or are they fearful?  I am the Almighty God.  It is with My might that you will go forth into this world and there will be victory, for I have won and many hearts will turn to hearts of love as you march forth into the darkness and carry My flag of light and the hearts will be lighted with the fire of My love.  Their hearts will be alive with My burning love.  Look at your world this day.  Look at the children, how many hearts are alive with God’s love?  How many children are being told about My love?  How many people this day are focused on so many things, but do not even give Me a thought?  You are the soldiers I am sending.  Will you say “no” when it gets tough? I will weed out the strong ones from those that are not truly committed.  And it will be with this small in number that the soldiers will march forth into this world, and they will carry the flag of victory.

 

The Ascension

1. It is His Might that will accomplish this task, not mine, not yours, but His Might, as we identify more and more with Him.  And so what does He give to us in order that we can unite more with Him?  He gives us Himself in the Holy Eucharist. We share in such intimacy with the divine God.  We walk down the aisle and we receive God within our breast.  Why do we fear when the Almighty God loves us so much that He gave Himself as a sacrifice on the cross, and He remains with us this day and He gives Himself to us in the Holy Eucharist?

2. Song: “I am the Bread of Life…”

   Jesus speaks:    I love you.  I love you.  I love you.  I am with you at this very moment.  No matter how you feel in your heart give all your cares to Me and I will bathe you in My precious love.  I am the Almighty God.  I give to you a sharing in My Divine life and My Divine love.

3. “I offer You the most precious Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity of Jesus Christ, present in all the tabernacles of the world in reparation for the outrages, sacrileges, and indifferences by which He is offended.  Take and drink the Body and Blood of Jesus Christ, horribly outraged by ungrateful men.  Make reparation for their crimes and console your God.” (The Spirituality of Fatima and Medjugorje, p. 9-10)

4. And so He gives to us an abundant sharing in His divine life when we go to the Eucharist.  And how is He treated?  Horribly outraged.  Are we honoring God?  Are we praising God?  Are we giving thanks to God?  Are we loving God? Jesus has given to us the Mass Book. He has given to us the writings of Father Carter in the priestly newsletter in order to instruct the priests more so that they will turn their hearts to hearts of burning love, love for their Savior, that they will consecrate their hearts and give their hearts to Jesus and Mary.  And what about reparation?  Do we even hear about this?  Look at this, the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, the sacrifice of Calvary, sacramentally made present.  I know that I am a sinner.  But I know this, I know that if I go to the Immaculate Heart of Mary that I can unite in deep union with Christ.  And in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, I unite in deep union with Christ and offer myself to the Father and tell God, “I am sorry for my sins, and for the sins of all men.”  We are a nation.  We are a race.  We must make reparation to God for the creatures of this earth.  We must cry out at the Lamb of God, “Lamb of God, have mercy on us, have mercy on us.”  The Father is displeased with the creatures of this earth.  They are our brothers.  This is what is being said in the Fatima message: we must make reparation to God for we are creatures that have offended our God and we must give Him our love and tell Him that we are sorry.

5. We unite in this deep union with Jesus when we give our heart to the heart of Mary.  How many times I am at the Mass and I see my sins before me.  And I just say, “Oh, Jesus I love You so much and I want to be one with You so much, Jesus.”  I say, “Mary, I give you my heart that I can be pure in your heart and unite deeply to the Heart of Christ.”  As I unite with Jesus in this Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, as my sacrifice becomes one with His sacrifice and I offer it to the Father and tell Him that I am sorry for my sins and the sins of all men, this is most pleasing.  We must make reparation to God, for we are a sinful race.  We are offending God.  This is what Mary tells us, she tells us that we must make reparation.  Why should God give us the light?  Why should He take us into the new era?  Men march around this earth with haughty hearts.  They ignore God.  They do not even tell Him that they are sorry for their sins.  They do not even recognize that they have been tainted by the sin of Adam.  They are haughty in their hearts.  And Mary appears and she says, “You are offending God.  You are a sinful race.  You must give your heart to me and when you give your heart to me, you will unite in such depth with my Son Jesus.  Offer a sacrifice to the Father.  Offer a sacrifice united to the sacrifice of Jesus.  Make reparation for your sin, men.  I am your Mother.  I am telling you what to do.”  And so what do we do?  We curse our Mother.  We ignore our Mother.  We do not do what our Mother tells us.  Eve decided that she would do what she wanted.  What is wrong with us that we do not see that we must obey, obey the will of God.

6. Song: “I am the vine.  You are the branches...”

7. And I heard Him call out on Ascension Thursday several years ago, “I am alive.  I am alive.  I am alive.”  How is God treated this day?  He said that He is treated as a dead object and how it offends Him so greatly when people go to the Eucharist, especially, and they do not even talk to Him or give thought to Him.  This morning at Mass the whole front of the church was covered in a celestial light and I saw the altar of sacrifice.  And then Jesus was exposed after the Mass and I had such a realization of how we make great reparation to God when we unite to the sacrifice of Jesus in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass and we offer ourselves as a sacrifice to the Father and we tell Him that we are sorry for our sinfulness.  We must do what God is telling us to do.  We must spread these messages.  We must spread the Mass Book and Father Carter’s Newsletter Book.  Priests need to have hearts that are consecrated to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.  They must give their heart to the Immaculate Heart of Mary that they can be so one in their relationship with Jesus.  The world is in need of renewal.  There is much poison in the Church and the world.  And so we come and we shake our books of prayers and we say, “Pray for the priests.  Pray for the priests.”  We do not have to say. “Jesus said that you should pray for the priests.”  All we have to do is take the book with the imprimatur and say to the people in the churches, ‘This will help renew the Church and the world.  It will help priests to be holy priests.  It is all in prayer.’”  We must do what Mary said at Fatima and consecrate our hearts.  When we pray these prayers, we are doing what Mary told us to do and it will help to bring about the Reign of the Sacred Heart of Jesus.  He is alive and He is treated as a dead object in many cases.  We are the soldiers, the soldiers of light, to carry the light into the darkness.  And as men consecrate their hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, as they are born and brought forth in the womb of the Lady clothed as the sun, brought forth in her immaculate womb, they will be brought forth children of light and will know God with the greatest love, for to know Him is to love Him.  How I long for this great Reign when men’s hearts will be burning and on fire for the love of God.

8. Song: “Oh, burning Heart, oh love divine…” 

    And He speaks and He says, “I love you.  I love you.  I love you. I give Myself to you.”  And the angel said at Fatima how horribly outraged is the Almighty God.  It is up to us to spread these prayer chapters, to do what He wants us to do, to spread the second Blue Book that people will go to the tabernacle and realize the great gift that they are given in the Mass, to spread the Mass Book which is a great gift for it tells us from Jesus’ point of view what is going on in the Mass, but it will have the imprimatur so it can be used by the priests and in the Church, and we will not suffer any persecution and men will know the great gift that God gives to us in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.  It is Himself.

9. Hail Mary…

10. Hail Mary…

Song between decades: “Come Holy Spirit, fill our hearts…”  

        The Descent of the Holy Spirit

1. Eighty years ago today, May the 13^th, 1917, the words of Our Lady, “Do not be afraid.  I do you no harm….  I am from Heaven.  I have come here to ask you to come here six months in succession on the 13^th day, at the same hour.  Later on, I will tell you who I am and what I want.  Are you willing to offer yourselves to God and bear all the sufferings He wills to send you, as an act of reparation for the sins by which He is offended, in supplication for the conversion of sinners?  Pray the Rosary everyday in order to obtain peace for the world, and the end of the war.” (The Spirituality of Fatima and Medjugorie, p. 12-13)

2. On June the 13^th, Mary spoke.  “There were about 70 people present, and the children were the only ones that could see the apparition.  She told the youngsters that many souls go to Hell because they have no one to pray and to make sacrifices for them.  She said that Francisco and Jacinta would soon leave the world for Heaven.  Holding out her heart, surrounded by thorns which pierced it from all sides, Our Lady told Lucia, ‘God wishes for you to remain in the world for some time because He wants to use you to establish in the world devotion to My Immaculate Heart.  I promise salvation to those who embrace it.’”  What a promise!  “And their are souls will be loved by God as flowers placed by myself to adorn His throne.” (The Spirituality of Fatima and Medjugorie, p. 13)

3. In July, she spoke, and she said, “You have seen Hell, where the souls of poor sinners go.  To save them, God wishes to establish, in the world, devotion to my Immaculate heart.  If people do what I tell you, many souls will be saved and there will be peace.  The war (World War I, then raging) is going to end.  But if people do not stop offending God, another and worse one will begin in the reign of Pius XI.  When you see a night illuminated by an unknown light [January 2, 1938], know that this is the great sign that God gives you that He is going to punish the world for its many crimes by means of war, hunger and persecution of the Church and the Holy Father.” (The Spirituality of Fatima and Medjugorie, p. 14)

    And so Jesus spoke in December twice and He told me about chastisements and then the Father began to speak.  And the Father said, “You have disobeyed Mary.  You have disobeyed Jesus.  Now you will disobey Me?  You will suffer a fate.”  And then He spoke of Noah and from that point on until the day of the flood, my stomach was in knots.  And then the day of the flood He spoke that the world has so much poison.  And at the peak of the poison, He will pour down the anecdote in these revelations and they will turn from their sinful ways; but many souls will be lost.  And the Father spoke later and He said, “I gave you gifts at Falmouth and you did not respond.  I gave to you a chastisement.  This is an example of what will happen to the earth if you do not respond.  I am telling you to spread the prayer chapters, to pray the prayers and to spread the priestly newsletter, the Mass Book, and the Priestly Newsletter Book and the Children’s Rosary Book.  All of these things have the imprimatur."  If we do what the Father says, if we make reparation to her Immaculate Heart, He said that He would lessen and/or not give us the chastisements.  But if we do not, He said in several messages that He would wipe off the face of the earth. (Father Carter discerned all of these messages, the following messages are in the Apostle's Manual - January 18, 1997: "Oh indeed My sweet messenger, I look to the earth and see the darkness, I see the disobedience of men against their Mother. I know the deeds committed and the evil in the hearts of so many. Justice will prevail and I will wipe out the earth. Only the children of light will remain, those who have given their hearts to their Mother Mary...") (Also from January 18, 1997: "You are a sinful, willful race, and the devil will vanish from the hearts of the children of light for they will be under the protection of her Immaculate Heart, the other children will be wiped off the face of the earth.") (Jesus said December 22, 1996: "I give water to quench your thirst, I bathe you in My divine love, but to the evil doers, I will curse their name and wipe them from the face of the earth.") (Jesus said March 26, 1996: "Filled with My love, you will conquer this earth, not with weapons and powder or force, but with fires of My love. The fire will wipe out the hatred in the cold hearts and the earth will be covered with My celestial light." All of these messages where discerned by Father Carter.)  The messages are very strong.  I beg you to read the messages in this Apostles Manual.  It is so simple to just do what they are telling us to do.  Do we think that if Mary told us this 80 years ago and we did not obey that the Father will just change His plan because of willful men?  This is the whole course of things.  It is because of the willfulness of Adam and Eve that the Father is displeased.  He is displeased with our sins.  He wants us to make reparation, to pray, to honor the Immaculate Heart of Mary, and to go to the Heart of Jesus.  How can we say “no” 80 years later when He has called us the soldiers of light, the shepherds, that will go out and will help lead the flock into one fold under His guidance?  He has majorly guided us through Father Carter.  We have been very graced that God gave us a holy priest and that He did discern all of these messages, that he was here rosary after rosary after rosary and supported us and told us what we must do, that he is God’s chosen instrument to write the priestly newsletter to renew the Church and the world.  And so, we speak of the descent of the Holy Spirit upon the apostles.  Let us cry out from the bottom of our hearts, “Dear Holy Spirit, descend upon us and turn our hearts from fearful hearts to fearless hearts that we will be the apostles, as the Father intends us to be, to help to usher in this great era.  And we will walk, and as we walk, we will be pressed on and persecuted for the mission that He entrusts to us will help with the salvation of millions of souls, and the devil wants us stopped.  Our beloved Father Carter is here in his heart with us.  We are all joined in this Movement in one mind and one heart to help to renew the Church and the world, especially through these prayer chapters, through the prayers that Jesus has given us, through the priestly newsletter to pray for the priests, and to consecrate our own hearts and to grow in the deepest oneness with our beloved, adorable Savior.

  

   

4. “If my request are granted, Russia will be converted and there will be peace.  If not, she will scatter her errors throughout the world, provoking wars and persecutions of the Church.  The good will be martyred, the Holy Father will have much to suffer, and various nations will be destroyed….  But in the end, my Immaculate Heart will triumph, the Holy Father will consecrate Russia to me, Russia will be converted, and a certain period of peace will be granted to the world.” (The Spirituality of Fatima and Medjugorie, p. 15)

5. “On August the 13^th, “consequently Our Lady did not appear to the children on this particular 13^th.  The authorities fearing reaction on the part of the people, quickly released the children” for they were locked in jail.  “Mary appeared to them on August 19^th near Valinhos.  She told them that she was greatly displeased by the action of the mayor.  As a result, the miracle promised for October would not be as impressive as originally planned.” (The Spirituality of Fatima and Medjugorje, p. 16)

6. If the Fatima message has been held back, if it has been blocked as it has for 80 years, if the children of Fatima were locked in jail, what makes us think that we would not suffer as we are suffering here today?  For it is very hard in my heart that Father Carter is not here.  Our president John has helped us in so many ways, and each one of us are the apostles.  As we read the Acts of the Apostles and we hear the scriptures every day, we know that our lives are very similar to those of the apostles, and we truly live the gospel message.

7. On October 13, 1917, there were more than 70,000 people gathered in the Cova da Iria in Fatima, Portugal… Shortly afternoon, Our Lady appeared to the three visionaries..., what occurred was the miracle of the sun…

    Then a gasp of terror rose from the crowd, for the sun seemed to tear itself from the heavens and come crashing down upon the horrified multitude.... Just when it seemed that the ball of fire would fall upon and destroy them, the miracle ceased, and the sun resumed its normal place in the sky, shining forth as peacefully as ever.”
(The Spirituality of Fatima and Medjugorie, p. 4) 

    A great sign was given, but they still did not respond to the great sign of Our Lady.  And Our Lady spoke and she said, “I am Our Lady of the Rosary.  I have come to warn the faithful to amend their lives and to ask pardon for their sins.  They must not offend Our Lord anymore, for He is already too grievously offended by the sins of men.  People must say the Rosary.”  Our Lady told us we must say the rosary.  “Let them continue saying it every day.” (The Spirituality of Fatima and Medjugorje, p. 16)

    Mary has told us what we must do, but we are not obeying our beloved Mother.  Jesus has given to us signs and told us that we must turn from our ways.  The Father has spoken and He has given to us a great sign in Falmouth, Kentucky.  He is imploring all of us here to be the apostles to help usher in this great era.  And so the apostles went forth and there were thousands converted, for they were filled with the Holy Spirit.  They were not afraid.  And they spoke in foreign tongues and all understood.  It is not with our might that we go forth.  It is with the Might of the Almighty God.  For as we give ourselves to Mary and give ourselves to Him, we unite in deep union with Him and as we become more and more one in Him, He operates through us.  He is showing us in these sufferings that He has given to us.  I have never learned to pray as I have.  I know fervently that I can pray and that God truly is hearing our prayers.  But it is not me, it is His Might that is operating here, that we must surrender ourselves totally and let Him operate through us, that we must try to be more one with Him, that we must intercede to all the saints and angels and the Blessed Mother and beg the Father, in union with Jesus, in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass that this great era of peace will come soon and that men will turn their hearts to hearts of love.

8. When Pentecost day came round, they had all met together, when suddenly there came from heaven a sound as of a violent wind which filled the entire house in which they were sitting; and there appeared to them tongues as of fire; these separated and came to rest on the head of each of them. They were all filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak different languages as the Spirit gave them power to express themselves. (Acts of the Apostles 2:1-4)

    Song: “Come Holy Spirit, fill our hearts…”

9. Jesus has asked us to pray the Infant novena every hour for Father Carter.  But in so doing, it is uniting us at every hour on the hour.  It is as we unite in one body, as we unite in the Morning Offering, in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, with one another, as we say this prayer hourly for Father Carter, and we ask, and we seek and we knock that our prayers will be answered that we ask the Father in the name of Jesus, through the powerful intercession of Our Lady that our prayers will be answered, for He is the Almighty God.  Look at this.  See the Father, the Father above, and He looks down at the earth.  He is the I Am.  He is not as we are.  But He looks down at the earth.  He sees the sins of men.  He sees us as creatures, as a chosen race that is not obeying God.  He sends Mary as a messenger to tell us that we must make reparation for our sins.  We disobey.  He sends her over and over and over again.  Jesus gives to us these messages deep from within His Heart to bring about the reign of His Heart and they are blocked and ignored and treated, not with love, but with much anger, and they are analyzed and people are not treasuring the gift that He gives.  Finally the Father speaks.  He said, “I am the Father.  You have disobeyed Mary.  You have disobeyed Jesus.  Now you think you will disobey Me?  I will chastise the earth.”  So He sends to us the gifts, and He gives to us an example in Falmouth, and then He tells us what we must do.  Will you be His shepherd?  Will you go into the world?  Will you help?  Will you be the one that fervently prays, this day?  He is very disappointed by the prayer life of many of His religious, of many of His faithful.  He has called us to pray fervently.  We are praying fervently for the religious, for the renewal of the Church and the world.  He is calling us to be His apostles.  We will see miracles happen, for it is His Might behind us.

10. Hail Mary…

After the Glory Be:

    He ascended into heaven, but He left behind the apostles to carry out His work.  And He gives to us Himself in the Holy Eucharist, for He is alive and He is truly present in the tabernacle in His Divinity and His humanity.  And so we sing the song that He asks us to sing to remind ourselves.

    Song: “I will be with you that is my promise…”

    And He will weed out the army so that what is left is a strong army in order to march into this world, where there is much willfulness and hatred and darkness and He is covering us with His most precious Blood.  I received a message on Friday.  He called it Bloody Friday and this is what He said.  He was asking us to stop at the hours of 9, 12 , 3 and 6 o’clock and to just say a short prayer for the Shepherds of Christ Movement, to cast the devil into hell and He said at these hours when we pray that He will dress us in His precious Blood.  We are being dressed in His precious Blood, ready to go into battle.  Our arms are the weapons that He has given to us.  They are His love.  Why are we afraid?  We go into battle and we carry our rosary.  This is a great weapon that Our Lady has given to us to help to fight off Satan and she told us at Fatima that we must pray the rosary.

    

   

The Assumption

1. Jesus speaks: Are you afraid? Are you afraid now?  I am telling you that you must pray to the Holy Spirit every day.  Make a novena to the Holy Spirit continually.  The Holy Spirit will transform your hearts from hearts of fear to hearts that are fearless.  I am Jesus, your beloved Savior.  Your might is in Me.  My sweet wonderful loved ones, I give you My Heart on fire and burning for love of you.  Will you carry this love into the world?  Will you tell those that are hurting, that are suffering, that are in pain that Jesus loves you, that Jesus has given Himself for love of you?  

    Messenger:  He is the light of the world.  He shows us that the Almighty God came in the womb of a human creature and He was brought forth.  We too must go to our Mother.  We must be brought forth as children of light through the action of the Holy Spirit and as we go to the womb of the woman, to her Immaculate Heart, we are brought forth into the light and we know God in a different way.  We know God in a way that we can not help but love Him for He opens up the shade and we see.  And what we see makes our heart burn for to know Him is to love Him.  Now we are a people walking as in a fog for we do not see.  We do not know or we would not be offending God.

2. On October the 13^th, 1917, there were more than 70,000 people gathered in Portugal.  They had come to observe the miracle.  Lucia and her two cousins, shortly after noon, Our Lady appeared to them and this is what they said.  

    “As the Lady was about to leave, she pointed to the sun.  Lucia excitedly repeated the gesture, and the people looked into the sky.  The rain had ceased, the clouds had parted, the sun shone forth but  not in its usual brilliance.  Instead, it appeared like a silver disc, pale as the moon, at which all could gaze without straining their eyes.  Suddenly, impelled by some mysterious force, the disc began to whirl in the sky, casting off great shafts of multicolors.  Red, green, blue, yellow, violet - the enormous rays shot across the sky at all angles, lighting up the entire countryside for many miles around, but particularly the upturned faces of those 70,000 spellbound people.  After a few moments the wonder stopped , but resumed a second and third time - three times in all - within about 12 minutes.  It seemed that the whole world was on fire, with the sun spinning at a greater speed each time.  Then a gasp of terror from the crowd, for the sun seemed to tear itself from the heavens and come crashing down upon the horrified multitude….  Just when it seemed that the ball of fire would fall upon and destroy them, the miracle ceased and the sun returned to its normal place in the sky, shining forth as peaceably as before.” (The Spirituality of Fatima and Medjugorje, p. 3-4)

3. “When the people arose from the ground, cries of astonishment were heard on all sides.  Their clothes, which had been soaking wet and muddy, now were all clean and dry.  Many of the sick and crippled had been healed of their afflictions.” (The Spirituality of Fatima and Medjugorje, p. 4)

    On May the 13^th of 1993, we had gone to Conyers and the same thing happened to us.  We were covered with water.  It was so awful I couldn’t believe it.  The umbrella turned inside out and all of our possessions were sopping wet.  It was so terrible - the rain.  I couldn’t believe how awful it was and I started to cry when I got to the car because I had lost my children.  And my feet were wet like they were never wet.  Everything that I had - the cameras were sopping wet.  I put them in the car and it was like instantly, they all dried up and this peace came over me.  And from that time I have felt a difference in my heart for I know what is important are the things that Our Lady is telling us.  Before I was worried about the plaques in the back of the car, and the cameras, and myself and being wet.  But at that point she gave me a greater gift for at that point I knew that what was important was what she was telling us.  She had said that darkness had covered the earth and that we were offending God similar to what Mary said at Fatima.  But no one was listening.  Will you listen to this message that Jesus speaks today?  For Mary called, called, called to so many visionaries and she relayed the message.  This is Jesus’ plan for the completion of the Fatima message.  It began October the 13^th of 1996.  Mary started in May and ended October the 13^th.  Jesus started with me on October the 13^th and has given us the messages in the tapes to circulate, to listen to as candle rosaries and He has promised great gifts because He is telling us what to do to help bring about the completion of the Fatima message for the renewal of the Church and the world.  These tapes are so important to Jesus and He said that when we do the candle rosary that He will give the greatest grace to those people present, the same as when the rosary was given on the 13^th of the month.  He wants us to know the messages He has given.  Will you listen to the messages that Jesus gives today or will the Father have to take action more and more because we are not doing what He is telling us to do, for Mary promised at Fatima that there will be a reign of peace.  How are we going to go from where we are today to this reign of peace?  What sign do you think God should give us to get our attention? For we are stubborn and willful in our ways.  We have not learned our lesson.  We are still willful.  Many are not doing what God is telling us to do and obeying His will.  Many do not obey the commandments.  We do not love God, many of us as we should.  Many do not go to church and do not want to help make reparation to God for the offenses against Him.  We are a sinful race.  We, His people, must make reparation for ourselves and for our brothers.  God sees us as a nation, as a family.  He sees us offending Him.

4. Hail Mary…

5. Miracles are signs given to men in order that they take notice so that they will be obedient to the commandments – so that they will love God and love one another.

6. And so we pray the rosary.  We meditate on the lives of Jesus and Mary.  We see their lives more and more and we see that the angel appeared to Mary, asked her to be the Mother of God.  And Mary said, “Behold, I am the handmaid of the Lord. May it be done to me according to your word.”  We see that Mary always complied to the will of the Father.  We see that Jesus, who is God, always did the will of the Father.  This is most important that we live according to the Father’s will.

7. And Mary was assumed into heaven.  She lived her life according to the Father’s will.  Jesus lived His life according to the Father’s will and He ascended into heaven.  Jesus and Mary are our models. Jesus and Mary teach us how to live. If we want to go to heaven, we must follow Them.  In the world today there are many, many plans, that are not the plan of the Father.  The more we give our hearts to Jesus and Mary, the more we dwell in their Hearts, the more we live our consecration to Jesus and Mary, the more we will be joined in one mind and one heart and the more likely we are to be operating according to the Father’s will. In schools, as the school children pray the consecration, they are united in one mind and one heart.  There is usually not discord and there is greater peace and harmony as Mary has promised.  As we give our hearts to Mary and Jesus and our Father, there is peace.  Mary appeared at Fatima to tell us that we should give our hearts to her and Jesus and then we will have peace for we will be united in one mind and in one heart with one plan, the plan of the Father.

  

8. I want to read a message given to Father Carter from Jesus

    Jesus: "My beloved friend, tell My people to pray daily to the Holy Spirit. They are to pray for an increase in His gifts. My people must realize that the Holy Spirit comes to transform them. The Spirit desires to transform you more and more according to My image. Those who are docile to His touch become increasingly shaped in My likeness. He performs this marvel within Mary's Immaculate Heart. The more one dwells in My Mother's Heart, the more active are the workings of the Spirit. The Spirit leads Mary to place you within My own Heart. In both Our Hearts, then, your transformation continues. The more you are formed after My own Heart, the more I lead you to the bosom of My Father. Tell My people all this. Tell them to pray daily for a greater appreciation of these wondrous gifts. I am Lord and Master. All who come to My Heart will be on fire to receive the gifts of the Spirit in ever greater measure! I love and bless My people!"

9. Hail Mary…

10. Hail Mary…

Song between decades: “Immaculate Mary”

    

The Coronation

1. Hail Mary…

2. Isaiah 30: 19-23
Yes, people of Zion living in Jerusalem, you will weep no more. He will be gracious to you when your cry for help rings out; as soon as he hears it, he will answer you. When the Lord has given you the bread of suffering and the water of distress, he who is your teacher will hide no longer, and you will see your teacher with your own eyes. Your ears will hear these words behind you, ‘This is the way, keep to it,’ whether you turn to right or left.  You will hold unclean the silverplating of your idols and the goldplating of your images. You will throw them away like the polluted things they are, shouting after them, ‘Good riddance!’ He will send rain for the seed you sow in the ground, and the bread that the ground provides will be rich and nourishing. That day, your cattle will graze in wide pastures. 

3. And they will see with the light of seven suns, for we will be brought forth from the woman clothed as a sun as children of light and we will know God in a way that we never knew God before.  We will have such intimacy with the Almighty God and such love for Him.  Now we are as a people walking in blindness.

4. And Mary comes and she tells us that we must go through her Immaculate Heart and we do not pay heed to what she tells us.

5. She is the Queen of Heaven and Earth.  She was chosen by the Father as the Mother of all and the Mother of Christ.  He came into this world a helpless little baby in the womb of a human person.  Why do we think that we do not need Mary when Christ showed us?

6. Jesus speaks:  And so this is My message to you, My beloved ones, I ask you to carry out this message to the world.  I ask you to begin the prayer chapters in churches, if possible.  If not, to start all prayer chapters that are possible in your homes and other places.  I have given to you these prayers that will help bring about the renewal of the Church and the world.  You must pray these prayers fervently.  You are My apostles.  I am asking you to help.  I am not asking you to be anxious and to worry.  If you are unable to do some of the prayers, I am asking you to spend an hour with Me each day.  In that hour, I will instruct you on the ways of My Heart.  I will reveal to you the will of My Father for you.  I am Jesus.  I have called you here this day.  This will help bring about the completion of the Fatima message which began 80 years before.

    

7. And the earth was covered with much darkness but the sun came out and the sun was bright as the light of seven suns and their hearts were filled with great joy for they knew the presence of God within them.  They were close to the Almighty God in their hearts and they did not fear for He gave to them a great grace.

8. Jesus speaks:  How can you refuse the Mother that I gave to you? She is filled with grace.  My little ones, you must give yourself to the heart of My Mother.  She will take you to the depth of My Heart and you will know My burning love.  You must be strong, for you will suffer.  You will suffer very many trials -- but…

    Song: “I will be with you that is My promise...”

9. The greatest gift that He gives to us is Himself in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.  For I see Him when I walk the aisle, I see Him with His arms outstretched and He is filled with such love.  And He gives Himself to me, and I am wrapped in the presence of the Almighty God, and nothing, nothing here compares to this union with Him.

10. And we stand with His Mother under the cross pleading to the Father to have mercy on us.  He is the Lamb of God.  He is the Lamb that is sacrificed, and so at every Mass, we cry out, “Lamb of God, have mercy on us.”  It is as if we should prostrate ourselves to the ground and to beg the Father to have mercy on us, a sinful race, and tell Him that we truly are sorry for the offenses of ourselves and the other creatures against God and that we want to be forever in His light and that we want the Sacred Heart of Jesus to reign and the Immaculate Heart of Mary to triumph.  The new Eve.  The new Adam.  The Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

    He ascended into heaven but He speaks to us this day and He tells us…

    Song: “I will be with you that is My promise...”

    Jesus speaks:  I am Jesus.  I have called you here this day to hear this message.  I am asking you to write a letter of intimacy to Me every day.  I am asking you to live by the Blue Book messages for it will become hard and you will suffer much.  You must go to the Blue Book for I will give you My answer to your trials.  I have written these love letters to you.  You must use the Blue Books.  You will go through tremendous suffering and persecution.  Do not lose heart.  I am strengthening you.  You will be strong soldiers.  Many will be left behind.  You must pray fervently for your leader Father Carter.  He is a great gift to this world.  He is writing the priestly newsletter in order to help renew the Church and the world.  You must pray for Him and for His provincial and for all of the priests that are involved.  I am Jesus.  Pray the novena hourly and unite as close to the hour as possible in one mind, in one heart.  Come, My little ones, I will take you into My Heart.  You must go weekly to your chapter meeting for as you go deeper into My Heart, you will suffer, for many will not understand.  You will be strengthened by those that have consecrated their heart to Me.  They will be your family.  You will be My beating Heart in this world.  This is the core chapter I have called here.  You are the strong ones.  You must pray and do as I have told you.  You must live the messages and study the messages.  It will become difficult unless you go to the weekly meeting and unless you live the messages.  You will not be able to survive this calling for it will become more and more difficult as you assume your role as a leader.  I am Jesus.  Will you answer My call?  Will you be a leader?  Will you live by the messages that I give to you?  Will you pray fervently an hour every day and go to Mass and Communion whenever possible, preferably daily?  You must consecrate your hearts.  If you at this time can not do all of these things, I am asking you to do as many as you feel comfortable with, but to stay close to your chapter.  I do not want you to be anxious and filled with fear.  I want you to come to Me and I will comfort you.  You must do only as you can.  I am not demanding that you do all of these things.  I am asking you to study the messages and try more and more to live the messages and to come closer to My Heart.  I am giving to each of you a special grace to be My apostle.  If you want to answer this call, I will give this grace to you now.  I am Jesus.  This is May the 13th, 1997.  What you do here today will majorly help to renew the Church and the world and to help bring about the completion of the Fatima message.  Will you help?  Will you answer the call of My Mother and yours?  Will you answer My call?  Will you answer the call of your Father?  If you say “no”, who will I call?  

    Song: “I will be with you that is My promise…”

    Song: “Oh burning heart, Oh love divine…”

    Message before the Glory Be:  There was a special prayer intention for someone now that is very dear that’s dying and for those helping him so I would like to include that in the prayers and any of the prayers that are in your heart, for there are prayers that you hold in your heart that you wish special attention from Our Lord, Our Lady and the Father.  We give these prayer intentions to you at this time on this special day and we ask for the grace to help carry out the mission you have entrusted to us, to be strong and to not be afraid.

end of May 13, 1997 rosary

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August 13, 2004

Messenger:        

God paid the 
      price for our
        sins —

March 1, 2004

                            God asked for us to pray deeply in this
                                retreat for mercy for the souls of the
                                earth, for forgiveness for our sins and
                                the sins of the earth.

                            August 13, 2004 (87 years since the children at Fatima were jailed)
 

                                2 hurricanes hit around Tampa
                                same time as children jailed August 13, 1917 and
                                our monthly prayer service on the 13th

Excerpt from The Spirituality of Fatima and Medjugorje
 

August 13, 1917

"Because of the excitement caused by the apparitions, the civil authorities were so alarmed that they kidnapped the three young visionaries and put them in jail. The incarceration period included the day of August 13. Consequently, Our Lady did not appear to the children on this particular 13th. The authorities, fearing reaction on the part of the people, quickly released the children.
 

August 19, 1917

Mary appeared to them on August 19 near Valinhos:

She told them she was greatly displeased by the action of the mayor. As a result, the miracle promised for October would not be as impressive as originally planned. (15)"

                              15. Our Lady's Peace Plan, op cit., p.6.
  

                                Do we keep offending God? 

July 13, 1917

    "During her appearance in July, Our Lady, in answer to Lucia's plea, promised that in October she would work a great miracle so that all might believe and know who she was. Again, the Mother of God told the children to sacrifice themselves for sinners and to say many times, especially when making a sacrifice, this prayer: "O my Jesus, I offer this for love of Thee, for the conversion of poor sinners, and in reparation for all the sins committed against the Immaculate Heart of Mary." ⁽¹¹⁾

    "During this same July apparition, Mary showed the three children a vision of Hell. She told them:

    "You have seen Hell, where the souls of poor sinners go. To save them, God wishes to establish, in the world, devotion to my Immaculate Heart. If people do what I tell you, many souls will be saved and there will be peace.

    "The war (World War I, then raging) is going to end. But if people do not stop offending God, another and worse one will begin in the reign of Pius XI. When you shall see a night illuminated by an unknown light [January 2, 1938], know that this is the great sign that God gives you that He is going to punish the world for its many crimes by means of war, hunger, and persecution of the Church and the Holy Father. ⁽¹²⁾

    "To prevent this, I shall come to ask for the consecration of Russia to my Immaculate Heart and the Communion of Reparation on the five first Saturdays. If my requests are granted, Russia will be converted and there will be peace. If not, she will scatter her errors throughout the world, provoking wars and persecutions of the Church. The good will be martyred, the Holy Father will have much to suffer, and various nations will be destroyed....

    "But in the end, my Immaculate Heart will triumph, the Holy Father will consecrate Russia to me, Russia will be converted, and a certain period of peace will be granted to the world." ⁽¹³⁾

                            Then there was World War II
                                LOOK AT ALL THE DEATHS

                            What about the war that
                                our children are facing —
                                a spiritual struggle inside

                            What about the war in the families —
                                people getting divorces —

                            IS this because we did not obey
                                Mary — the Queen of Peace

Excerpt from the Spirituality of Fatima

by Father Edward Carter, S.J. 

            October 13, 1917

                In her message that day, Our Blessed Mother told the children:

    I am the Lady of the Rosary. I have come to warn the faithful to amend their lives and to ask pardon for their sins. They must not offend Our Lord any more, for He is already too grievously offended by the sins of men. People must say the Rosary. Let them continue saying it every day.⁽¹⁷⁾

---

NOTE:

17. For background material on Fatima, I am particularly indebted to 
    Our Lady of Fatima's Peace Plan from Heaven (Rockford: TAN 
    Books and Publishers, Inc., 1983). p.7.
 

end of excerpts from The Spirituality of Fatima

Before receiving the six apparitions of Our Lady, May through October of 1917, the three Fatima visionaries were visited by an angel on three different occasions during the preceding year. He appeared to them in the spring, summer, and fall. Lucia (now Sr. Lucia) describes the springtime apparition of the angel:

On reaching us, he said: "Do not be afraid! I am the Angel of Peace. Pray with me."

Kneeling on the ground, he bowed down until his forehead touched the ground and made us repeat these words three times: "My God, I believe, I adore, I hope and I love You! I ask pardon of You for those who do not believe, do not adore, do not hope and do not love You."

Then, rising he said: "Pray thus. The Hearts of Jesus and Mary are attentive to the voice of your supplications."

His words engraved themselves so deeply on our minds that we could never forget them (3)

During the summer of 1916, the angel again appeared to the three visionaries. He said to them:

Pray! Pray a great deal. The Hearts of Jesus and Mary have merciful designs on you. Offer prayers and sacrifices continually to the Most High. Make everything you do a sacrifice, and offer it as an act of reparation for the sins by which God is offended, and as a petition for the conversion of sinners. Bring peace to our country in this way.... I am the Guardian Angel of Portugal Accept and bear with submission all the sufferings the Lord will send you. (4)

In the fall of the same year, the angel visited the visionaries a final time:

The angel came...bearing a golden chalice in one hand and a Host above it in the other. The amazed children noticed that drops of blood were falling from the Host into the chalice. Presently, the angel left both suspended in mid-air and prostrated himself on the ground, saying this beautiful prayer: "Most Holy Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, I adore You profoundly. I offer You the most precious Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity of Jesus Christ, present in all tabernacles of the world, in reparation for the outrages, sacrileges, and indifference by which He is offended. By the infinite merits of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and [the intercession of] the Immaculate Heart of Mary, I beg of Thee the conversion of poor sinners." (5)

Sr. Lucia relates how the angel gave them Communion:

Then, rising, he took the chalice and the Host in his hand. He gave the Sacred Host to me and shared the Blood from the chalice between Jacinta and Francisco, saying as he did so:

"Take and drink the Body and Blood of Jesus Christ, horribly outraged by ungrateful men! Make reparation for their crimes and console your God." (6)

Reflecting upon these messages of the angel, we see how much they contain for our spiritual instruction.
 

3. Louis Kondar, SVD, editor, Fatima in Lucia's Own Words (Fatima: Postulation Center, 1976), p.62. Distributed in the U.S.A. by the Ravengate Press, Cambridge, MA.
4. Our Lady's Peace Plan, op cit., pp.1-2.
5. Ibid., p.2 (The words in brackets are my own-added for clarification).
6. Fatima in Lucia's Own Words, op cit., pp.64-65.

August 13, 2004 message continues

Messenger:        It is interesting to note that the hurricane was
                                headed for Clear Water and Jesus has been
                                talking about the rainbow and the covenant
                                the past few days.

August 13, 2004 message continues

Messenger:        And the water was separated to allow Moses to 
                                pass to dry land.

                            God allows things to happen with the weather
                                in His permissive will. Think of the
                                Hurricane scheduled to hit Tampa
                                at the same time as the August 13th
                                prayer service.

                            Mary was scheduled to appear to the children
                                at Fatima on August 13th at 12 noon (the same time).

                            On August 13, 1917 the Fatima
                                children were jailed.

                            Mary did not appear on the 13th of August
                               as she once said she would.

                            She appeared on August 19th instead.

                            I received the very strong message from the
                                Lord yesterday. He told us to pray to tell Him
                                we were sorry for our sins and the sins of this
                                earth. We were told to pray deeply to Him on
                                this retreat and to beg for mercy and to beg God
                                that the earth will be as He desires. He told me
                                about barrenness and fruitfulness. Read 
                                yesterday's message.

                            A rainbow, a covenant, a flood
                                water that has turned to blood
                                at the time of Moses.

                            We have been very careful how we picked
                                the protective construction for Jesus' face.
                                (We were aware of hurricane, etc.)

                            God has talked to us about the displeasure of destroying
                                Mary's face. The reason the 5th was chosen for the
                                apparition and prayer meetings was Our Lady said,
                                because of the 5 Blasphemies against her and 5 
                                wounds of Christ.

                            Destroying images of Mary is one of the blasphemies.
                                How do you think God the Father would rate
                                someone destroying a miraculous image of
                                Jesus' mother?

                            The human race as a whole has failed to honor Mary
                                as she deserves or this would not have happened.

CLEAR WATER

February 5, 2004

One month before Mary's head was destroyed.

(A sign of the rainbow)
(A sign of a covenant God made with man.)

August 13, 2004 message continues

Messenger:        The corner was knocked off the old seminary on
                                Lucia's birthday. 

                                Coincidence maybe but the flood of Falmouth?
                                The people of the Falmouth Farm blocked
                                the work of Shepherds of Christ after Mary
                                appeared there. The city of Falmouth was
                                under water, many homes were destroyed.

        GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD 
        HE SENT HIS SON 
        AS A SACRIFICE.

                            Jesus the Lamb that was slain.
                       Jesus shed His Blood for the sinful race.
                       He paid the price for our sins.

The Ten Commandments
 

1.   I, the Lord, am your God. You shall not have other gods besides me.

2.   You shall not take the name of the Lord, your God, in vain.

3.   Remember to keep holy the Sabbath day.

4.   Honor your father and your mother.

5.   You shall not kill.

6.   You shall not commit adultery.

7.   You shall not steal.

8.   You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor.

9.   You shall not covet your neighbor's wife.

10.   You shall not covet anything that belongs to your neighbor.

December 19, 1996 

Mary: My dear children, I give to you, my Son, Jesus, born in a stable in Bethlehem on Christmas morn. He is the Almighty God, the Light of the World.

    I appear to you, my children, on a (former) bank in Florida. You have made money your god! Do you know how cold are your hearts? You turn away from my Son, Jesus, for your money. Your money is your god.

    I am Mary, your Mother. I do not appear as I once appeared to you. I am asking you today to circulate my message given on a tape on the feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe, December 12, 1996. Please circulate this tape now. Give it to as many people as you can. I am Mary, your Mother. Please circulate my Rosary Book.

end of December 19, 1996 message

Mary's Message
from the Rosary of August 27, 1996

Mary speaks:  I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light.

end of Mary's Message, August 27, 1996

May 13, 1997

The Lamb was slain for our sins.

Lamb of God, you take away the sins of the world,
    have mercy on us.
 Lamb of God, you take away the sins of the world,
    have mercy on us.
 Lamb of God, you take away the sins of the world,
    grant us peace.
    

Excerpt from Response to God’s Love by Edward J. Carter, S.J.

                            4

                            Death and Resurrection

 

                                          Our incorporation into the mystery of Christ at baptism, and the gradual maturing of that life in the process of becoming, is centered in the pattern of death-resurrection. Indeed, the theme of death-resurrection is at the heart of salvation history. Let us briefly consider its place in the Old Testament, in the New Testament, and in God's ongoing self-communication, always remembering that any form of death—that is, any form of suffering—is meant to lead to greater life, greater peace, and greater happiness.

       The theme of death-resurrection is at the heart of Old Testament history. The Jewish people, under the leadership of Moses, experienced death-resurrection as they were formed into the people of the covenant—Yahweh's people. In the great Exodus event, they escaped Egyptian slavery, went on to Mt. Sinai where the covenant was ratified, and then progressed to the Promised Land. As members of the Mosaic covenant—as Yahweh's people—the Jews experienced a religious transition; they passed over to a higher level of religious existence, to a more intimate union with God.

       This religious transition contained death-resurrection. For the Jews to become people of the covenant, to remain so, and to grow in the life of the covenant, it was necessary that they undergo a mystical or spiritual death. In short, the Jews had to be willing to pay a price; they had to be willing to bear with that which was difficult in covenant life; they had to be willing to die to that which was not according to Yahweh's will. This mystical death, however, had a very positive purpose; it was directed at life in the covenant and at growth in that life. This spiritual death, in other words, was aimed at resurrection.

       Christ perfectly fulfilled the Old Testament theme of death-resurrection. In doing so, he, too, was experiencing a religious transition. He was passing over—gradually, at first, and then definitively in his death—to a new kind of existence, to the life of his resurrection, which he achieved not only for himself, but for all mankind. To achieve this new life of resurrection, Jesus was willing to pay the price; Jesus was willing to suffer, even unto death. That it had to be this way—that the only way Christ could have achieved resurrection was through suffering and death—was pointed out by Jesus himself to the two disciples on the road to Emmaus: "Then he said to them, 'What little sense you have! How slow you are to believe all that the prophets have announced! Did not the Messiah have to undergo all this so as to enter into his glory?' Beginning, then, with Moses and all the prophets, he interpreted for them every passage of Scripture which referred to him" (Lk 24:25-27).

       Christ has structured the Christian life by the way he lived, died, and rose from the dead. It is obvious, then, that the pattern of death-resurrection must be at the heart of the Church's life. Individually and collectively, we continually die with Christ so that we may continually rise with him. Thus, we pass over in a process of continued religious transition to a greater participation in Jesus' resurrection. It is true that our participation in Christ's resurrection will reach its completion only in eternity. Nevertheless, we begin the life of resurrection here upon this earth, in the here and now of human life, in the midst of joy and pain, in the experience of success and failure, in the sweat of our brow, in the enjoyment of God's gifts. As Christians, we should have a sense of growth concerning our here-and-now life of resurrection. Some Christians seem to have a rather static view of the Christian life. They do not seem to have a vital and efficacious realization that the Christian life, centered in death-resurrection, should become more conscious, more experiential, more dynamically relative to daily existence.

       We cannot maintain the life of resurrection or grow in it without a willingness to suffer. This does not mean that we need to feel overwhelmed and heavily burdened by the suffering in our lives. The greater portion of suffering for most Christians seems to be an accumulation of ordinary hardships, difficulties, and pains. At times, however, deep suffering—even suffering of agonizing proportions—can enter one's life. During these oppressive periods of suffering, a person's sense of anguish can become so great that the prospect of continuing life becomes an agony in itself. Whether the sufferings of Christians are of either the ordinary variety or the rare and extreme type, Christians must nevertheless convince themselves that to properly relate to the cross is to grow in resurrection—and for an individual Christian to grow in resurrection means that he or she will also have an increased capacity to help give resurrection to others.

       One of the most traditional forms of the experience of the cross—that is, of dying with Jesus—that spiritual masters have always treated is self-discipline or asceticism. All forms of life demand self-discipline: The athlete must subject himself or herself to rigorous training; the musician must endure long hours of practice; the doctor must be willing to order his or her life to the rigorous demands of the medical profession.

       The Christian life, too, has its own form of discipline or control that has as its comprehensive purpose the greater assimilation of the Christian's total being to Christ. Christian self-discipline, or asceticism, allows for the proper development of the Christ-life in all its dimensions. Like all forms of authentic discipline, it is at the service of life; when it is properly exercised, asceticism helps us to grow in our capacity to love God and others.

       This proper, grace-inspired control over the complete person is necessary because the various sense and spiritual faculties do not automatically follow the lead of grace. Because of original sin and personal sin, there are various tendencies within us that, if they are not properly controlled, will lead us away from Christ and our spiritual development. The Christian, therefore, must be willing to exercise a reasonable self-discipline despite the difficulty that is involved. Moreover, this control must extend to all of the person's faculties.

       Regarding our intellectual lives, there are various tendencies inimical to the spiritual life that must be disciplined. There can be a laziness, for instance, that might prevent the proper pursuit of study that is necessary for our own particular role in the Church. There can be an unwholesome curiosity that might lead us to want to know that which is pleasing, rather than, first of all, that which is necessary. There can be an intellectual pride that might manifest itself in various ways; some people, for example, find it extremely difficult to be open to the ideas of others or to admit their own mistakes.

       The will, the decisive faculty of the human person, must receive special attention. It must become both supple and strong: supple in order to be open to the varied movements of the Holy Spirit; and strong in order to guide the entire person, including those forces that can so powerfully lead away from God. Concerning concrete decision making, there are two extremes that must be avoided: On the one hand, we must avoid precipitous action that is devoid of reflection that is rooted in an appropriate openness to the movements of the Spirit; on the other hand, we must not fall prey to the habit of indecision. Some people are prone to spending an excessive amount of time in making decisions about even the simplest matters. Life is short, and we must condition ourselves to make decisions after appropriate reflection, which, in many of our ordinary actions and decisions, is practically instantaneous. Unhealthy fear and other factors that are responsible for indecision must be curbed despite the great pain that this can, at times, cause for certain temperaments.

       The faculties of memory and imagination must also be controlled. These can be of great value if properly guided; if they are not properly guided, however, they can, in their unruliness, become great obstacles to spiritual progress. An undisciplined memory and imagination can, for example, seriously interfere with our prayer life. Similarly, memory and imagination that are not properly controlled can also give rise to numerous temptations against the various virtues.

       We must also properly control the emotions. A considerable portion of past spiritual literature has not given due allowance to the role that God intends the emotions to exercise. When we speak of controlling the emotions, therefore, we are not suggesting either an aggressive repression or an inhuman rigidity; rather, we speak of a control that permits the emotions to contribute to the richness and overall value of our actions. We must remember that the emotions, when they are properly integrated with the movements of the intellect and will, enhance the goodness of our acts.

       It is obvious, however, that we must strive to discipline the emotions' evil tendencies if these emotions are to contribute to spiritual growth. The emotions can cause havoc if such a discipline is lacking. At times, they can reduce a person to an almost brute existence; at other times, they can seriously constrict a person and, consequently, seriously impede the proper exercise and development of the Christian life.

       It is equally obvious that a person's bodily nature should also be the subject of proper discipline. The body is essentially holy, partaking in the holiness of Christ's body; however, the body is also subject to numerous evil tendencies that are at war with the spiritual life and must be controlled with a sound asceticism. St. Paul reminds us of this: "I do not run like a man who loses sight of the finish line. I do not fight as if I were shadowboxing. What I do is discipline my own body and master it, for fear that after having preached to others I myself should be rejected" (1 Cor 9:26).

end of excerpt from Response to God's Love

August 13, 2004 message

Messenger:        The priest is called by God.

                            Christ says
                                "I have chosen you"

                            The priesthood comes from Christ.

                            Jewish and Pagan priests always offered a
                                sacrifice distinct from
                                himself ––
                                a sheep, etc.

                            Our Lord offered Himself.

                            Christ is the Lamb.
  

                        What follows is taken from a tape 
                            by Archbishop Fulton J. Sheen (this was a conference for priests
                            entitled)

                                    The Holy Sacrifice of the Mass
   

                            Archbishop Sheen says
                                Vatican Council says –– the 
                                priest offers the Eucharistic
                                sacrifice of Christ.

                            While the people offer only
                                spiritual sacrifices.

                            The Eucharistic Sacrifice is
                                offered through the priest
                                who is related first to
                                Christ and then to them. (the people)
  

                            Priests are ordained to offer a
                                sacrifice.
 

                            Let us go through that sacrifice.
                            What is the Mass?

                            The Mass is a drama –– not a
                                tragedy because there
                                is a resurrection.

                            In every great drama there is first of all a
                                conception of it in the mind
                                of the artist.

                            Second long rehearsals
                                choosing of characters and types
                                opening night and
                                road companies.

                            The Drama, the Mass was conceived in the
                                mind of the Eternal Dramatist
                                for the Lamb was slain
                                from the beginning of the
                                world.

                            Then there were the types,
                                the rehearsals, the choosing
                                of characters, the paschal
                                lamb, the serpent and
                                the many other instances
                                and prototypes of sacrifice
                                in the old testament.

                            And the opening night, the last supper
                                was looked forward to the cross.

                            (Archbishop Sheen is talking to priests at this conference.)

                            And then the Lord sending out His
                                road companies, which we are, –– 
                                        Do this in memory of Me. (talking to the priests)

                            Same action, same words, same
                                drama, only different characters pronouncing
                                the lines.

                           We offer ourselves
                                under the form of
                                bread and wine.

                            These substances represent
                                unity ––
                                they are used for nutrition.

                            Mass is directed to the Heavenly
                                Father.

                            We offer ourselves to be
                                immolated.

                            Unless we die with Christ
                                we will not rise with Christ.

                            We give God our human
                                nature ––

                            end of talk given by Archbishop Fulon J. Sheen

                            The Mass is the sacrifice
                                of Calvary, sacramentally
                                made present.

                            We offer ourselves as a
                                sacrifice united to
                                Jesus.

                            The Heavenly Father loves
                                His priest so much
                                at the point of
                                Consecration ––
                                He sees them through
                                    this sacrifice at the
                                    Holy Sacrifice of the
                                    Mass.

                            We are dying to the old
                                Adam.

                            We unite so deeply in this
                                Christ life.

                            We are made one in Him.

                            I know God, as I speak here,
                                but no knowledge or words
                                I write can tell you how
                                I know of the oneness
                                of God from these deep
                                encounters I have had in
                                intimate love with Him
                                in the Mass.

                            This knowledge is implanted on
                                my soul.

                            This is in me.

                            This is the greatest to me to be
                                so deeply united to my
                                beloved in the Eucharist.

                            It is love that dictates one's
                                loving attitude toward the Eucharist.

                                How could a priest ever go
                            a day and say I am on vacation and
                            not offer Mass. (if he can help it)

                                What a gift God gives us and
                            allowing the priest to offer
                            the Holy Sacrifice of the
                            Mass.

                            Song: A Priest is a Gift From God

January 2, 1997

"In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit, Amen."

"The grace of Our Lord, Jesus Christ, and the love of God and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with you all."

God pours out His grace in this Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. It is the greatest gift when God gives Himself to us.

We share with God His life, given to us abundantly in the Mass.

He gives Himself to us and we give ourselves to Him. The great love affair between God and man: His Holy Mass.

The priest is another Christ to us. It is Christ present, through the priest, celebrating the Mass. We must see Christ in the priest, see Him celebrate the Mass, see His beautiful brown hair, His gentle face, see Him, our Savior. This Jesus Christ that came was born an infant and gave Himself to His death on the cross that we would share His life. See Him now in the Mass, giving Himself in the greatest gift of all. He gives us His divine love and His divine life.

Oh, we thank You for Your life. We know Jesus died and rose and gave us a sharing in His holy life. His life is now abundantly poured, as a fountain to us, especially in the Mass.

Then we hear His word. Let the word of God penetrate our being. Let us feel this Living Word of God. As a two-edged sword, it comes forth with such conviction and love and it penetrates the souls of the faithful with such love. It is food indeed, food for our soul.

He is the Good Shepherd. He speaks to us. He gives us all we want. "Yahweh is my shepherd, I lack nothing." (Ps. 23:1)

He gives us green pastures, and His water pours out and refreshes us. He outpours His grace as a fountain to feed us with His life.

He is a just God, good and kind, all loving, for He is Love. We want for nothing for He outpours His love and His life to us in the Mass. We feast on His Body and Blood and are fed with His Word. We become one in Him and He shares Himself with us.

It is through the Mass celebrated by the hands of a holy priest that we will experience the Mass the way Christ intends. These writings are insights which hopefully will help lead you to the spring of life-giving water, the fountain of love and life He outpours in the Mass.

There will be a new earth when men will see with the light of seven suns. They will know God. A people walking in darkness will see a great light. They will no longer be blind, they will be enlightened, they will love God with the greatest love in the Mass. They will feast on His Body and Blood and will be united as one body in His holy Church through His life given to us in the Eucharist.

We will drink copiously from the fountain of grace which He pours out in the Mass. We will be filled with His love, absorbed with the love of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit and feasting on His divine life.

We see with the vision of God. We partake in such a union with God. We see with the light the Spirit gives to us. The priest celebrates the Mass and we know God with such an intense knowing in this union. We are saturated with His life flowing from the hands of His consecrated priest.

And I look at Him, the priest, and I see Jesus there. I see Him giving Himself to Me. I see the new and Holy City. I see with such clarity the great gift that God gives to us in the Mass!

We learn how to love in the Mass, for we unite to God. He gives us such an intimate sharing in His divine love that we carry His love out to the world. In this union we know His loving to an intense degree and we carry this love out to others. We share in an intense way in His divine act of loving. He, Who is love, gives Himself to us and we are absorbed in His love and we know intensely how God loves. We are filled with love for God and for each other, for, in the oneness He is loving through us. He gives us lights into His loving capacity and we know His loving power in an intensity we did not know before.

We then pray. We offer up our intentions for this Mass. It is now we who intercede to Him to outpour His grace on us and help us with these intentions.

We pray for this reign of peace when the Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign and the Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph and men will fervently love and adore God with burning love. We pray for all souls and the Church and we beg for His help, His love, His grace.

We offer ourselves as a sacrifice. We offer the bread that will become the bread of life.

The priest mixes the water and the wine and we realize how His Divinity mixes with our humanity.

We offer the wine that will become our spiritual drink-His blood.

I give myself to Him and I beg to be cleansed of my sins with the washing of the hands.

"May the Lord accept the sacrifice at your hands for the praise and glory of His name, for our good and the good of all His Church."

We ask Him to accept the gifts we want to give Him, we give Him thanks, we lift up our hearts in thanks and praise and we sing out:

"Holy, Holy God, of power and might…" we sing Him praise and thank Him-oh, God we love Thee so much."

My heart is so filled with such awe. I cry because I love Him so much.

Every word in the Mass, I love. The priest consecrates the host and changes it into the Body and Blood of Christ.

Oh, it makes me cry for I am so struck with awe at what happens at the Consecration. I unite in the oneness with the priest, with Christ and with all present, with heaven and earth. I am one in that moment, united in the sacrifice of Christ giving Himself to the Father.

This is the moment when I unite in such oneness with Christ in the purity of Mary's heart. I give myself as a sacrifice. I offer myself to the Father.

The Father looks down and He sees us united to His Son's Sacrifice. It is in this oneness that His grace is outpoured on us, that we die to that which is not like Him and that the Holy Spirit works in the heart of Mary and fills us with His life.

I am in ecstasy as I realize more and more the great gift of love that God gives us in His holy Mass. I am taken to such heights, being wrapped in the presence of God. It is rapture, this Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.

It is a great gift, experiencing this intense presence of the Almighty God: Through Him, With Him, and In Him.

We pray to the Father the prayer as Jesus taught us and beg, "thy Kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven."

We pray: "For the Kingdom, the power and the glory are yours, now and forever."

We beg for peace in our hearts. We share this peace with one another. Then we beg of the Lamb of God. I want to get down to the ground and beg for His grace, mercy and forgiveness for our sins.

Please, God, I see us as a sinful people. I want the grace and mercy to flow abundantly.

He raises the Host and says: "This is the Lamb of God Who takes away the sins of the world, happy are those who are called to His supper."

We respond: "Lord, I am not worthy to receive you, but only say the word and I shall be healed."

I receive the Almighty God in Communion. All I want is Him. Oh, God, I want you, I adore you, I worship you, I love you.

Oh, for this moment when God gives Himself to me. Oh, God, words do not express this time-this intense presence of You within my being. Oh, sweet Savior, I love You!

You share Yourself so intimately with me. You imprint on my soul a knowing of Your Divine Being that is so intimate in this Communion when You give Yourself to me.

Oh, let our hearts be open to His grace that we may know this great gift more, that we will partake more fully in this greatest act of love with Divinity.

He shares Himself with us, the Almighty God, in such oneness. This is the greatest way to bind us with each other, to unite with each other in the Mass and Communion.

And so I sing the love of God, the love of His Mass. I beg you to pray for the grace that He can teach you in these writings about His most intimate love affair with man, the gift of Himself-the gift He gives us in the Mass.

The Holy Sacrifice, the sacrifice of Calvary, sacramentally-made-present in the Mass when He gives Himself to us with the greatest love!

And what does He ask in return? He asks that we love one another, that we give Him the glory, the thanksgiving, the adoration that is His due as the Almighty God.

He sends us forth with His blessing to share His most intimate love with all. We go forth as other Christs in the world. For He is alive this day and He lives in us and He gives His love to others through us. We act as channels of His life to one another.

The Mass is the richest source of His life. His life flows through the body, the Church, especially through the Sacraments and the Mass.

Oh Jesus, from the fountain of life that pours forth from Your pierced Heart, give us holy priests whose hearts are consecrated to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary to celebrate the Mass-that there is such oneness between the priest and Christ that His grace will flow copiously.

We thirst for the fountain of life pouring forth from the pierced Heart of Christ. It is His life we seek and find in the Church. It is His love we want and we experience the greatest love affair with God in the Mass.

These books on the Mass are accounts of my intimate love affair with our Almighty God. Many experiences were enlightenments I received in the Mass.

I strongly advise all to pray, to say the Holy Spirit Prayer, the Consecration Prayers, and the Prayer before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, before Mass. (These prayers follow this message).

This book is the journey into the red room, the inner chamber of the Sacred Heart of Jesus, through the gateway, the pure and Immaculate Heart of His Mother.

It is in the Mass we give ourselves in such love to our Holy God. He gives Himself to us and we give ourselves to Him.

end of January 2, 1997 message

  

December 27, 1995

LET US LOVE THE TWO HEARTS OF JESUS AND MARY
IN THE RECEPTION OF THE HOLY EUCHARIST.

HE GAVE HIMSELF TO US ON THE CROSS. HE GIVES HIMSELF TO US IN THE EUCHARIST.

How great was the act of love, God gave to this world, when He gave Himself and died on the cross. He gives Himself to us this day in the Holy Eucharist.

The greatest commandment is that we must love God with our whole heart, our whole soul, and our whole being. This is a commandment. If we are to enter heaven, we must follow the commandments. They are commands given by God for us to follow.

The greatest act we can do on this earth is an act of loving God. The reason for our existence is to love God. In the sacrament of His greatest love, He gives Himself to us. This is an act of love on His part. We are called to respond by giving ourselves in love to Him.

This is the purpose of the Holy Eucharist: to unite in such oneness with our Holy, Loving God. Our all consuming passion should be that of loving God. How many go to the Eucharist with the sole purpose of giving great love to God? He wants us to love Him. He wants souls to tell Him how much they truly love Him. This is the most intimate act of love when Jesus gives Himself-Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity to man. If it is such an act of love, how are we receiving Him in Communion? We should beg God, in this most intimate union with Him, to help us to love Him with greatest love.

Jesus is a Person. He wants our love. The Holy Spirit wants such intimacy with us. Our Father wants us to love Him. In the Eucharist, we unite with God. In this intimate act of uniting with our beloved God, with Divinity, we must pour out our love to God. We must pour out our heart to the most adorable Heart of Jesus. Jesus is so unjustly treated by many of His beloved souls He loves so much. Let us help make reparation to the Almighty God by loving God with our whole heart, our whole soul, and our whole being in the sacrament of His greatest love. This is the Gift of Himself.

Think of how it is to love someone and give your all for that person, to pour out your heart to him or her and then be treated with coldness and neglect. It hurts our heart so much more when we deeply love someone to be rejected by that person. Jesus loves us with the deepest love. We cannot fully comprehend this love. Let us love Him with the deepest love. Let us love Mary and her Immaculate Heart. Let us love her as the Mother of God. Let us love her as the virgin who bore the Son of God. May we, in the reception of the Eucharist pour out our love to Him, to this adorable Heart. May we pour out our love to His Holy Mother.

Mary said at Fatima that Jesus wants His Heart venerated next to the heart of His Mother. Let us love these two Hearts as we receive the Sacrament of the Eucharist. Then we are so deeply united with God. We see Their two Hearts surrounded with thorns for the injustices against Their Hearts. Let us help make reparation daily as we receive Him in the Eucharist. This is a special time to help make reparation to Their wounded Hearts.

Let us remember how He poured His love out to us on the cross and how He pours out His love to us now when He gives us Himself in the Eucharist, the Eucharist which contains His Heart of burning love. His Heart was pierced with a lance. Her heart was invisibly pierced with a sword. As the wounds in Their Hearts are deep, so too is Their love so deep.

He does not want "surface love". He wants hearts filled with deep burning love.

end of December 27, 1995 message

A Prayer before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass

    Let me be a holy sacrifice and unite with God in the sacrament of His greatest love.

    I want to be one in Him in this act of love, where He gives Himself to me and I give myself as a sacrifice to Him. Let me be a holy sacrifice as I become one with Him in this my act of greatest love to Him.

    Let me unite with Him more, that I may more deeply love Him. May I help make reparation to His adorable Heart and the heart of His Mother, Mary. With greatest love, I offer myself to You and pray that You will accept my sacrifice of greatest love. I give myself to You and unite in Your gift of Yourself to me. Come and possess my soul.

    Cleanse me, strengthen me, heal me. Dear Holy Spirit act in the heart of Mary to make me more and more like Jesus.

    Father, I offer this my sacrifice, myself united to Jesus in the Holy Spirit to You. Help me to love God more deeply in this act of my greatest love.

    Give me the grace to grow in my knowledge, love and service of You and for this to be my greatest participation in the Mass. Give me the greatest graces to love You so deeply in this Mass, You who are so worthy of my love.

-God's Blue Book, December 27, 1995

From August 21, 2000

Messenger: Once again I saw the priest as He looks down at the bread soon to be the Body of Jesus and the wine soon to be His Blood and experienced the emotion of knowing the gift God gives to us in the priest.

end of excerpt

~ April 28, 2000 ~

    So good is our God to give us this visible sign. My heart hungers and thirsts for Him in this great gift given.

    Today at the consecration of the Mass the priest consecrated the Host in a silver dish. My heart longs to see the beautiful white consecrated Host so much I could hardly stand it, I desired it so much. He lifted the dish and took out the beautiful consecrated Host and a see-through Host the same size appeared above the Host. I often see a small transparent halo surrounding the top of the Host. This appeared as such:

    I had such a burning in my heart to see the consecrated Host and I heard the words "are not our hearts burning within us."

    My heart ached with joy and wanting to be in this ecstatic state forever, but I was so aware of souls and the Sacrifice being offered, longing to be so one with Jesus as I dwell in Mary’s pure Heart, so that my heart would be so deeply united to Jesus’ in this Holy Sacrifice to the Father.

    I want so much in that moment of consecration. I want my sacrifice united to His so deeply so that grace will be outpoured for our needs. I beg and I cry for the souls in the world, all of us who so desperately need God’s grace and mercy.

    Oh, I want to offer such a Holy Sacrifice from the depth of my soul for grace and help from God. Oh, God, I am so sorry for our sins. Oh God, oh God, help us, I plead and I beg and I cry, I want it so much. I want all souls to love Him as I love Him and to unite in this Sacrifice as holy little children of the Father, pleading to God for help.

end of April 28, 2000 writing  

Excerpt from Priestly Newsletter 2000 Issue 1

How much do we appreciate the great opportunity of participating in the Eucharistic Sacrifice? Here is a story which should inspire us all: "A priest who was in the German prison camp Dachau describes the Mass after all the German guards were in bed. He said, ‘Our lives were in danger if we were ever discovered. A young priest had to memorize the names of all of those who had received Communion. After night call and bed check, we would set our guards, darken the windows, and the lucky one to be chosen to celebrate for this momentous occasion would carefully brush his pathetic garb, put the stole over his shoulders, and by the small light of his smuggled candle begin the commemoration of that great passion... We could understand the Mass. All that could crowd into the room were there, tears of joy running down our cheeks. Christ the Lord, who knew what suffering was, was coming... to bring us strength and consolation. The small hosts were broken into as many particles as possible so that the greatest number could communicate. We had to keep a secret roster of those who received. We missed some of the liturgy perhaps, but I think that God looked down into that prison room and found a particularly refreshing response to his cry of love from the cross, ‘I thirst.’ There was nothing that could keep us from doing all in our power to be closer to God.’ " ¹⁰

10. Through the Year with Fulton Sheen, Servant Books, pp. 99-100.

    

August 13, 2004 message continues

Messenger:        The words of consecration for
                                the priest are an action.

                            What a gift, God gives
                                a man ––

                            A priest can change
                                bread into the Body of
                                Christ ––
                           Wine into His precious
                                Blood.

                            Hold the Host high my
                                beloved priests –– it
                                is the Almighty God.

                            Tell the youth of the gift
                                of the priest.

                            Oh that God gives us this
                                gift for a priest to be
                                able to change bread and wine
                                into His Body and Blood.

                            Oh what a gift God gives to
                                a man ––

                            Tell the men in the schools ––
                                tell the world ––

                            A priest is a gift from God.

Excerpt from September 9, 1998
from the Daily Message Book II

Messenger: When we go to the Heart of Mary and partake in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, the Holy Spirit works more and more to transform us into a greater likeness of God.

The transformation is so powerful in the Mass. The more we become one in Him, which happens through dwelling in Their Hearts through consecration to Their Hearts, the more pure and holy our sacrifice. The more we are united to Him in a deep union in the Mass, the more His wants and desires become our wants and desires and He imprints special knowledge of Himself on our souls in this intense union.

Consecration takes us into deep oneness with Him.

We cannot of ourselves ever unite in such holiness to our divine Lord, but in Mary's Immaculate Heart we can unite in a deep union with Him.

This is when great grace is poured on the earth, when those participating in the Mass offer a most holy sacrifice.

Oh I love the Mass so much, I wish the priests would all consecrate their hearts so they would be so intimately united with Jesus when they celebrate the Mass.

Jesus speaks: My children,

I am Jesus, the priestly newsletter is my instrument to reach My priests with the consecration. I ask you to pray that your priests are holy priests, who celebrate the Mass in great oneness with Me and My Mother Mary. This will make the sacrifice most holy.

Please, My priests and people, begin prayer chapters and recite in the churches the prayers I have given you in the Shepherds of Christ Prayer Manual.

My dear priests, please read the priestly newsletter, consecrate your hearts with the consecration I have given to you in this newsletter and please pray the Shepherds of Christ prayers I have given to you.

Oh My holy priests, how I love you. I have called you and given you this great authority and power to administer the sacraments to My people.

The more you come, My beloved priests, in consecration, the more pure and holy will be the sacrifice you offer and great grace will be outpoured on the earth as the floodgates of heaven open when you celebrate the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.

In this great oneness between the priest and Christ, your earth will experience great renewal with the grace released through the hands of consecrated priests.

Please help Me to reach all priests with the newsletter and the Consecration Prayers.

Oh earth, I love you so, I give you such gifts, they will come to a richer fullness and your earth will be blessed when you consecrate your hearts as Our Lady requested at Fatima.

You must obey the Lady of Fatima. She is the Queen of Peace.

Oh how deeply I love you, I want the deepest union with your soul. You are My beloved,

Jesus.

    

     

September 29, 1998
from the Daily Message Book II

Messenger: My dear God,

You have seen me through so many doors and windows of my life to take me to this place with Thee. I write as I hear the nine o'clock bell toll, my God, so beautiful to my ears for I know at every second of my life the bell tolls, for I help in my life in the act of redemption by pleading for the souls of this earth. Deep in my heart is such joy to be here at Mass for I know of the great grace that will be released. I have the great privilege of helping to release the grace. Oh God, I love in such intensity as You elevate my ability to love and know in You in the Mass.

The word Father has such meaning in my heart and soul for I love Him so. It is He that I live to please. It is my Father I wish to please at every moment by living in His Will.

His dominion is forever. Christ is our King, forever. We gather here to worship, adore, thank and love Him, to beg Him for help in all our needs and that in this great sacrifice He will outpour His abundant grace on the earth. Oh that I could write in the deepest union with my Lover and be as He desires me to be in this Mass. I unite in the depth of union in my soul. He acts on my soul. His is the initiator, I am the soul, willing, waiting and wanting Him. I come to the Mass open and ready and with the burning desire for Jesus to act on my soul. He is the Bridegroom of my soul. It is this spousal relationship our beloved Savior desires to have with the soul. He wishes us to be the spouse of the Lamb.

We do not fully comprehend why our God allows us to struggle and go through many trials, but in living at every second, accepting all He sends to us and living only to please Him, loving Him so deeply in our heart and loving all others, great grace is released at every second of our lives. Our dying plea is that we please Him, love Him and help in the work of saving souls.

We are the children of Eve, but our God raises us to such heights by allowing us to share in His divine life through Baptism. What a gift that God elevates our human nature to this level to share in His divine life. In the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass He outpours His abundant grace on us and on the earth, for it is the sacrifice of Calvary, sacramentally made present in the Mass, and we unite in this Holy Sacrifice.

Should not our hearts be filled with such joy and adoration and thanksgiving that God gives us this great gift of His love?

Oh my God I am overwhelmed with your gift to me. I unite with You and with the grace You have outpoured to me. My very act of existing in You in the Mass is the act of loving and praising and worshipping You. Oh my God, I truly adore You and want You to come to me.

I fall to my face and call out with the greatest emotion Holy, Holy, Holy Lord, I adore You.

Oh my God help me to teach this world of the great gift You give in the Mass.

In the moment of Consecration grace is outpoured on this sinful world. My God, I truly adore Thee and love Thee so intently and thank You for Your gift to us.

My heart pants to receive You and I feel my heart beating so within my breast. For my God, the Almighty God gives Himself to me.

Oh Lamb of God I adore Thee. I want only to love Thee more and more. My beloved Spouse, please come to me.

The little bride approaches the altar and the Bridegroom gives Himself so completely to her.

My Spouse, I write to Thee, I do indeed love Thee so. If we but fully realized that this is truly reality, that God loves us so much that Jesus, our beloved Spouse and Savior, gives us Himself in the most intimate union.

All the petitions are given to Thee my Bridegroom, at this moment I ask You to possess my soul and implant on me knowledge of Yourself as never before, so that I am so intimately united to You that I will be deeply transformed more and more into Thy image and likeness, that my ability to love and know and act like You will be heightened to a great level as I exist in You. I truly give myself completely to You and wish only that this moment with this intense union with You would linger forever until I am united with You in holy wedlock for all eternity. The spouse of the Lamb, this is my mission in life to more perfectly grow in this role, to live every moment to please Him my beloved Spouse. As persons live to please their earthly spouses and those they love, I live to be the spouse of the Lamb, to please Him and to live always to please my Beloved. In the reign of the Sacred Heart there will be harmony and peace as men live at every single second with the burning desire of their hearts to please and love their beloved God. He will be their God and they will be His people. There will be peace and love in all hearts. Men will know God and want to serve and love Him. My beloved Bridegroom, this is my dying plea of my life, to serve You, to worship You, to adore You and to carry the good news of Your gifts to us to the far ends of the earth. I beg You for the grace to help to serve You more.

I love You my Jesus, You are my God.

                                                A chosen soul

   

Messenger: My beloved friends,

Our Lord Jesus has asked me to write to you as the spouse of the Lamb. We share in the heavenly banquet of the Father in the Mass. We are the children that come around the table of sacrifice and give ourselves in holy love to our God. We come to unite in the deepest intimate union with our God in the Mass as He gives Himself to us and we give ourselves to Him. He wishes us to be united to Him in the most elevated mystical marriage. He is our God, we are His bride.

He wishes us to live in this heightened state of mystical union with Him.

Jesus told me this day to begin writing on the Internet as the spouse of the Lamb. Only those accepted in the Catholic Church are permitted to receive the Eucharist through the Sacrament of Holy Communion. This is a gift God gives to us. He wishes all His precious souls to receive this great gift, the Bread of Life He gives to them. It is in receiving this Sacrament that He outpours abundant grace to us. Grace is a gift of sharing in His divine life. The more I go to the Eucharist, the more I go to church and adore our beloved Lord truly present in the Sacred Host in the tabernacle, the more He gives His overwhelming grace. It is from this reception of the Eucharist and adoration before the tabernacle I have grown more and more in my union with Him. It is in these moments He has implanted great knowledge of Himself within my soul. It is in this great gift that I know more the burning love of the most Sacred Eucharistic Heart of Jesus.

God is with us, He is truly present in the Eucharist. He is the Almighty God, as present today as the day he walked the earth. He is the King sitting on His throne in the tabernacles of the earth. He wishes us to come and worship and adore Him and He outpours His grace to us when we come. We are transformed more and more into His image and likeness and He lives and dwells in us more abundantly through this grace.

This is the message I received this day from Jesus for the daily message.

Jesus speaks: My dear daughter,

I wish you to tell all about the spouse of the Lamb on the Internet.

I am Jesus, I write to you this day, teaching you through My messenger. In no way has she reached this perfection of dwelling most abundantly in Me.

She is growing more and more in her intimate union with Me in great struggles and love. I wish to share this account with you that I have written to you through My chosen soul, that you too will pray and live as the spouse of the Lamb. I desire to be the Bridegroom of your soul and unite most intimately to you. I give Myself to you in the Holy Eucharist.

   

John 6:48-51

I am the bread of life.
Your fathers ate manna in the desert
and they are dead;
but this is the bread
    which comes down from heaven,
so that a person may eat it and not die.
I am the living bread
    which has come down from heaven.
Anyone who eats this bread
    will live for ever;
and the bread that I shall give
is my flesh, for the life of the world.'

   end of September 29, 1998 message

September 30, 1998

Jesus speaks: My child I call you to holiness!

I ask you to write from the message May 23, 1998.
I wish to tell you of My favor with your soul. I wish you for Myself. In reading the spouse of the Lamb writings this is an aid to help this bridal relationship to develop more and more. I want you for Myself. Thus in the Prayer for Union with Jesus you ask Me to possess your soul. I want to take you to Myself.

Please include the Prayer for Union with Jesus.

    

  

Prayer for Union with Jesus

Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994

  

Jesus speaks: My dear chosen soul, I will include entries on the Internet from the Spouse of the Lamb material. Some of these entries will be included in the daily messages entitled "Spouse of the Lamb" I wish you to see yourself as the spouse of the Lamb.

There will be a list of Blue Book readings that will help you see yourself as the spouse of the Lamb.

I refer you at this time to Blue Book I, December 27, 1993

   

The Bridegroom Awaits

December 27, 1993 - 4:00a.m.

Jesus speaks: Dear child, the Son of Man waits and you sleep in the night. I wait for you and you sleep. You know I am waiting and you are dead in your bed. Awake, My little one, when I call. You must not give in to the desires of the body. I care for your needs. Your strength comes from Me. Jump from your bed, sound the trumpet and arise, for your Savior comes in the night to bring you a message for all His children. Ready yourself, for I do not like to wait. Get up and come, child. I am God.

I am He Who made the world, He Who makes the sun shine and the baby in the womb! You make Me wait while you sleep. Rise and run, for the Lord is at hand. God awaits you and beckons you to be attentive to your calling. Sound the trumpet! Arise in the night. I am He Who comes to you. You must harken to the call. Come pronto to My request and do not tarry. I wait and I wait and I eagerly want to talk to you.

I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. Oh, child, I want these messages to reach the ends of this earth. I deliver each with such love. Will you deliver My messages to all My loved ones? They eagerly need to hear My words of love. They need to know how I feel about each one of them. They need to know that I am God. I love each child uniquely and My love is the love of God. What can you get on this earth that can compare to the love of God? You have a message declaring My love for each of My children. They are My love letters to them. Please see that they receive this letter. This is your top priority. It is a love letter to My beloved ones.

I am your Savior. I am not a myth. I am alive and I come to you. I wait in the tabernacle every day as a prisoner. Waiting and waiting in the tabernacle and who comes to be with Me? I await you, My children, to come and realize that God is in the tabernacle. I am Jesus, the Son of God, and I wait for you every day. Come to Me in your busy day. Come to Mass. Make ready your hearts and receive Me in Communion. I am there awaiting you as a groom awaiting his bride. I want to be with you, united in Holy Communion. I am truly present there, but which of you come? I wait for each of you. I am God. I can love you each so intently you do not understand. Your brother does not make up your love to Me. I wait, you little ones. Will you come and receive your love this day?

Ready your hearts and keep them holy. God will enter there. Prepare the way for Me. Do not sin. Do not lie to yourselves and tell yourself that some sins are of no account. Every sin is wrong. I tell you what is right and wrong in your hearts. You know the Ten Commandments. Satan tells you "but in this case, you are exempt", "this is out of date, you are allowed here." No, little ones, sin is sin and your heart knows what is wrong! Keep it pure. The more you lie to yourself about evil, the more right it becomes. Oh, how sad to numb your beautiful heart and accept the things of this world that are evil as okay. Evil is evil and you must guard against any evil the world tells you is okay.

I am the way, the truth and the life. When you abide in My ways, you possess the light of life. Do not be pulled into the world and its evil ways. Ready yourself for My love. I am as a bridegroom awaiting his bride. So pure, so white, so untainted she appears, just for her loved one. Her ways are gentle and kind and she is a picture of holiness, dressed in a white gown. Dress your soul in a white gown for Me. Keep your soul clothed in a cloth of dignity, a white cloth untainted by any sin, pure as the bride who meets her groom. Our meeting is with such love.

You enter My church, you walk My aisle. Your bridegroom awaits you in Communion. I am the bridegroom of your hearts. I come with such love to enter your soul. I am He Who walks with you to be united in Communion. I am Jesus. I am your true Love. I wait for you, My child. Please clean yourself up for My arrival! Think of My coming the day before and eagerly await our union. This is the greatest event of your life, union with God. Anticipate it with such eagerness, as the wedding of our hearts. I await you, little ones. I am God. What could this world ever give you that can be likened to God's entering your soul?

I am God and I come to you in Communion. Do you wait for Me, the bridegroom of your soul? Do you wait as one who is going to one's own wedding? This event far surpasses any wedding. It is you who are missing the significance here. I am here every Mass waiting, just for you. Get dressed, purify yourself, see the priest, go to confession, guard your tongue as the opening to your soul. I enter therein and you receive God, my child. Do you not comprehend this a little?

Read My words here. They are as real as the eyes you use to read them. It is you who blind yourself to all I have to give you. You do not reach with the things of the soul. You look for explanations in bodily things. To see the soul and the things of God you must reach with the eyes of God. You must be opened by the faith I eagerly want to give you. Beg to be open to Me so I can give you all you need to know Me. This world is blurring your Godly vision. It is hard to see through the mask of evil it has created. Every day the mask becomes more dense.

I am here, little one. You must die to this world to see Me. You don't need more of the world. You need less of the world. As the world decreases, your knowledge of Me increases. Take the mask off your face. Make your hearts pure. Pray to the Holy Spirit for His gifts of wisdom, understanding, counsel, fear of God-all gifts that only He can give! Fill your hearts with the gifts of the Spirit. He will remove the blinders from your eyes and dwell in your soul. You will know a new life and I will become so much more alive to you. You, child, need the Spirit!

The way to God is through Jesus. You need the Spirit. You need the Father. You need all three. Pray to be made whole in the Holy Trinity. Pray for union with God. Pray for the things of the soul. When your soul is in order, all else falls into order. You needn't pray for things of the world. Pray to know Me more fully. Pray for unity with God. Pray for opening in your hearts. Pray for holiness. Pray for faith, hope, charity. Pray for knowledge of how to please God. These are the true treasures. All else is of no account. Don't recite prayers for worldly things. Pray for your union with God. This is what it is all about!

I am so eager to make Myself known to you. Our love affair awaits and it depends on you. I am here loving you. It is you who keep us apart. What could you find on this earth that could compare with a love affair with God, child? Your soul was created to know love and serve Me. It craves this union with Me. This appetite is stronger than any other you possess. You hold it back and make light of it because this world has taken God out. This world is messed up. I am God and you are a creature of God. You cannot take God from you or you remain only a creature. What dignity you sacrifice to remove God from yourself!

Prepare for the wedding of our souls. Your bridegroom awaits you. I am Jesus, Son of the one, true, God. I await your union with Me. Child, nothing you ever do on this earth can compare with Communion with God. If you do not behold this as something, you need to pray to know Me more. Go to the Spirit and beg Him for understanding and wisdom. Beg Him for all his gifts to enhance your knowledge of God. Beg the Spirit for His baptism. Let Him shower you with His life and you will become alive and on fire in your heart.

Your bridegroom awaits you. Prepare yourself for the wedding. Come, pure and white, and anticipate this union with eagerness. I love you so, My child. You will never find a speck on this earth that can compare with the love of God. Search, you feeble creature, for worldly satisfaction and you will never satisfy one little part of your soul. Your soul can only be satisfied by the love of God. It stalks your restless heart and is only satisfied in God. It craves God like an appetite except that it is much stronger. What is in your heart that is never satisfied by your worldly way? It is the soul that craves union with God. It constantly keeps you in a state of unrest, of searching, of seeking, of looking for more. The more is found in the Eucharist. It is the answer to the empty heart. It is the love you seek, but cannot find anywhere else. It is Jesus, child. It is your Bridegroom. Come and be in Communion with Him. He awaits you and bids you to come, pure in your heart, to the wedding-the wedding of your soul.

Messenger: I felt as if there was so much I just did not understand and I was overwhelmed by the mystery of God. I opened the Blue Book to this:

Nov. 21, 1993:

Jesus speaks: Oh, what glories I have in store for you when you finally see it all, see all there is to Me! Little glimpses I will give you. These are special treats of My love, but you, in your earthly form, cannot even handle it. My power, My light, My fire would blow you off your feet and you would be out cold.

That is how I am at your side, with a power pack like this, and you worry about a power failure? Oh, how silly, when I am with you. Trust, trust. I am here.

 

Jesus continues: Blue Book II, February 11, 1994

 

Your Bridegroom Waits for You

February 11, 1994 4:00 a.m.

Note: This letter was given by Jesus for a talk at St. Clare Convent

Jesus speaks: You are being tested in fire. What comes forth is a sinner or a saint. I want you holy like saints, untainted. Even the smallest sin offends My aching heart.

Messenger: He is calling us to holiness and sainthood.

Jesus speaks: I am the Alpha, the Omega. I am your All. You worry for such needless tasks when I am Jesus and I am in your midst.

The world is being led away from God. It has become a godless society.

Satan gets in in little things and you forget how holy I want you to be in Me. I want you to be saints. I call you to commitment to sainthood. Every action should be seen as "how will this action enhance my love of Jesus and the love of Jesus in others?"

Messenger: I am being called every moment to preach the gospel. I preach His words in my very being. How am I in my life today? When I stand in the presence of others, does my love of God shine from my very soul? I am the preacher of the God Who lives within. Do I preach the word of God in the love I give to all of my brothers? Is God truly shining from me?

Jesus speaks: I, My children, call you to be Me to this world. This world has deceived itself in every way to all sin. They have watched television and movies turn right to wrong and wrong to right.

I preach to you this day: what is right is right and what is wrong is wrong! The world preaches deception and untruth. To be in the world is to become very sick. You can no longer straddle the fence and be of Me. You are either Godly or worldly. To remain fixed to this world, to try to make sense of a sick, godless society, is to become sick and godless yourself.

Yes, My little ones, I call you to sainthood. I call you every waking moment of your day to preach the word of God. My love within you should be a force mightier than any explosion. It is a force that can never be contained.

As you, through the Holy Eucharist and adoration, sit with Me, you bake as in an oven. You receive My power in your baking. You store up, as in a battery, a power that is emitted from your very being. I, little ones, have all the power. In one second I could snatch you from your comfort and take your breath away. What, little ones, is keeping you from your sainthood?

Is it the way you treat your brothers? Do you say, "Oh, it doesn't matter that I am cold"? Is it a hidden sin that you keep ever so slight, but tell yourself it doesn't matter? Do you talk about others and fail to see Me inside of their hearts?

Remember, My little ones, you are My chosen ones. I love you with a burning, ardent love. I never ever leave your side for one second. You are My workers in this cold world. Your brothers may never be touched except as you preach My gospel. Their souls may depend on how you emit My love from your heart.

"But," you say, "Lord, Lord, I don't want to be nice to that nasty person. I will just be tolerant and not nasty back."

I, Jesus Christ, Son of the Living God, say I call you, My chosen ones, to a life of sainthood and holiness. You are the preachers of My gospel. You are My hands. You are My heart. You are Me, dwelling and living in this world.

Those in darkness may never be touched unless you, My special ones, choose first the kingdom of God and choose to love the unloving.

Yes, I say, love the unloving! I call you to sainthood, My little ones. I call you to let Me possess your soul and operate from your very being.

When I died on the cross, My arms were open wide. My whole position on the cross was that of greatest surrender. I call you to this surrender. Hold not back your feeble hearts. Open wide the gates and let My love pour from your very souls. Do not come to Me with your arms closed or open halfway. Come as I came to you. The way to Me is the Way of the Cross.

Feel the love of Jesus deep in your breast. Meditate on Me, hanging so selflessly on the cross for love of you. I am Jesus, Son of God, I loved you to My death. I love you this same way this very day. Sweet one, if you were the only one, I would die for you alone this very day.

I am this same Jesus. I am in your midst. I live and dwell in your brothers. I come to you, Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity, in Holy Communion and in the tabernacle. I am Jesus Christ, Son of the Living God! I am alive in your hearts.

You come to Me in Holy Communion. I wait, I long for your union with Me. I am your ardent lover. I pour out to you the same love I had for you the day I died on the cross.

You come and I shower you with My love. Stay with Me after Communion. Sit with Me. These are My most golden moments to shower My love on you.

You, My little ones, busy yourself with such senseless tasks. I am Jesus, the King of Glory! I am the King of the Kingdom of Heaven and I come to you, My little sweet ones. I humble Myself and come to you. What do you receive? You, in Holy Communion, receive Jesus, God-made-man.

Oh, how are you today? The tongue is the doorway to the soul. How is your tongue? Is it worthy for such a King?

Who are you that Jesus, Son of God, comes to you? You, My child, are My beloved. You are he who is unworthy to tie My bootstraps, but I come to you with such love and longing and give Myself to you. Is your tongue pure? Have you been holy in your speech about others? Have you used your tongue to preach My love? Is your tongue worthy for the King of Heaven?

I give you such honor, such dignity. I, God, long to be united to you in Holy Communion. I came to earth and died a brutal death for you, for love of you. I, in total surrender, holding nothing back, chose to spread My arms in total submission and die for you. Do I love you any less today? I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. I love you today the same as the day I died for you. I spread My arms in total surrender and gave My all for love of you.

Can you refuse Me when I ask you to love one another? How did you preach My gospel today? How was My love given to your brothers?

My sweet ones, My life I gave that you might live and have life eternal. Life here is but a fleeting moment. It is like a billowing smoke, black and thick, and then, poof, it is gone and there is no trace! Such a few years here for such a great reward!

The Kingdom of God waits for you. What a treasure! You possess the keys to the Kingdom. They are found in the love in your hearts. You will inherit a reward far beyond any comprehension. You will be escorted by a heavenly court into My kingdom. You will see the face of God and you will live. This is but a test--a fleeting moment--for such glory!

Messenger: You are being called. This is the school of learning to be Christ-like. You go to school every day. You are given tests all day. The test in Christ's school are hard. Did He do any less for you? He modeled His life for us.

You take the tests, you receive the divine reward, graduation into the kingdom of God.

Jesus speaks: Will you, My little ones, be My soldiers in this cold world? I call you to two things: love of God and love of one another. Will you come to Me with all the great acts of love you gave to your brothers? Will you be My hands to the sick world?

I do not call you to mighty feats. I call you to love one another. Too simple you say? Too hard for too many! The way to Me is hard, but rewarding. Walk My path, follow My direction. To My death I loved you, My little ones. I am the author of love. I showed you the way. When they persecuted Me and hit Me, beat Me, bruised Me, bloodied Me, I loved them. To My death My thoughts were of you when I gave you My sweet mother. I showed you the way to love. Will you follow in My path?

Your job is to love not the nice ones only, but to love all your brothers. Your love will be the seeds that you plant today. Smile the biggest smiles. You possess the life of Jesus within you. You possess the true treasure. You will see the face of God and live!

Your job is clear. Love God and one another. Do not busy yourself with needless tasks. Come to Me. Come to Me in Communion. Come in Adoration. Let Me shower you with My love. You are filled to the brim and you come from a place of giving love rather than needing love.

Oh, My sweet ones, My chosen ones, I wait for you with My love in the tabernacle. I wait for you with your arms for this cold world. Your arms in this cold war are your hearts filled with My love. You cannot be My soldiers of love in this world if you do not first seek your union with Me. It is in the silence before the tabernacle that I minister to you. Come and do not be busy. Let Me fill you with My love.

My Heart is on fire with love of you. I give this to you in the Eucharist and in front of the tabernacle. I am there, Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity. Come and get your arms, get your supplies. You are going into battle in this world. You are battling evil and hate. You need your ammunition and it is found in Me. Come and I will give you your arms--My love.

Oh, how I love you. I ache in My heart for your love. You do not know how I ache to behold each of you. Please come. It is in the greatest love that I am locked up in the tabernacle. Come, please, I beg you. I love you. I want you to come. I am Jesus, Son of God and I am waiting for you this very day.

Come to Me and I will give you all you need. I love you. Jesus.

Do you know that I have all the power? Look at the earth, covered with ice. Do you control such things? Stopped dead in your tracks, are you? Do you still think you have control in your immobility?

What does it take to shake you in your comfort zone? Who will get the message to you? I am Jesus. I am God. God has all the power. Do you pray now in your idleness with this weather or do you busy your mind with more senseless tasks?

Oh, what do you need to turn you from your ways? I come and dwell in your midst and you ignore Me and look for other things to fill the weary soul.

Man, nothing fills your soul. I and I alone am what you seek. You look in all the wrong places and I wait for you in the tabernacle. If you knew of this unseen world! But you are blind and dumb and stay centered as if in a tunnel.

Pray for your sick brothers. They have been blinded by the world and numbed by the TV. Their hearts are cold and their heads are hot. Oh, what a sad state! Pray for them lest they lose their souls. This world is full of evil. Come to Me. Sit in silence and know My love. I am your refuge.

In My church, in front of My tabernacle, there is such peace and joy. I am your King. I am your God. I am your Lord. I am Who am. I am your all. Little ones, little ones, I lament the loss of your love. Come to Me and be wrapped in My arms. I love you. Alleluia

Eye has not seen, ear has not heard, what God has ready for those who Love Him.

Promote yourself? Where do you go when your life is done? You flunk the test when you see yourself as the end. Die to yourself and you will possess life eternal.

I love you so. Such pride, such arrogance! Who do they think they are? They think they are their own gods. This is against the First Commandment.

In all things, turn your lives to God. Give Him full reign. You possess the choice to inherit a kingdom! Oh, such blindness! I love you in all your blindness, just the same. Pray for your brothers that the light of Christ might shine through you and touch their cold hearts.

Be as My saints, holy and untainted. Hold tight to My kingdom. It is at hand and you are its rightful heirs. Alleluia.

Messenger: Jesus, tuck me into the recesses of Your heart and let me live in there with You in Your heart. Swallow me up in a little pocket. I love You so!

I give You my mind. I give You my body. I give You my soul. I am wed to You, my entirety to be Your spouse. I want to be the bride of Jesus Christ. My soul must be as white as the brightest white for such a king. I give myself to You, body and soul. I want to be Your saint. I want to do Your will and Your will alone. I want to be totally united with You in all my thoughts. I want to be pure just for You. Bless me and all those I touch.

I remain in You, ever to do Your work. I am Your temple and You dwell within me with such holiness! I approach the altar of Jesus and behold my beloved. I say to You, "Lord, Thy will be done," yet, when the going gets rough, I do my own will. Let me constantly be connected to You, Jesus, that with every beat of my heart I may never shame You in my thoughts or actions, that I do Thy will directly as I am prompted to do. I love You and You are my beloved. Alleluia.

I have committed myself to the King and I am an heir to the kingdom. It is in this constant walk of faith that I come into His presence, constantly committing my will to do His so only that which is of Him will flow from my soul.

Alleluia. Praise Him, holiest in the heights, for He is all powerful and He sets my feet on solid ground. Seek and you will find. Knock and it will be opened unto you. Make ready your hearts for Him, the King of Glory. He is worthy of such honor. He is God. Alleluia.

    
  

Jesus speaks: I wish you to include here the prayer given on Ash Wednesday February 25, 1998.

A Prayer for Intimacy with the Lamb, the Bridegroom of the Soul

Oh Lamb of God, Who take away the sins of the world, come and act on my soul most intimately. I surrender myself, as I ask for the grace to let go, to just be as I exist in You and You act most intimately on my soul. You are the Initiator. I am the soul waiting Your favors as You act in me. I love You. I adore You. I worship You. Come and possess my soul with Your Divine Grace, as I experience you most intimately.

Jesus speaks: See Revelation Chapter 21:1-4

   

Revelation 21:1-4

Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, the first heaven and the first earth had disappeared now, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the holy city, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride dressed for her husband. Then I heard a loud voice call from the throne, 'Look, here God lives among human beings. He will make his home among them; they will be his people, and he will be their God, God-with-them.

end of September 30, 1998 message

From August 6, 2004

Jesus speaks:            I am calling

                 you to the retreat

                 in China.

                    Tremendous grace

                 will be granted.

Feast of the Sacred Heart
June 18, 2004

               Mass every day

St. Ignatius

            From The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius, 
                by Louis J. Puhl, S.J.  p. 12                     

            23. FIRST PRINCIPLE AND FOUNDATION

                                    Man is created to praise, reverence and serve God 
                                     our Lord, and by this means to save his soul.

p. 11

21.                     SPIRITUAL EXERCISES

    Which have as their purpose the conquest of self
    and the regulation of one's life in such a way that
    no decision is made under the influence of any
    inordinate attachment

 

p. 25

46. PRAYER.  In the preparatory prayer I will beg God
our Lord for grace that all my intentions, actions, 
and operations may be directed purely to the 
praise and service of His Divine Majesty.

August 6, 2004 message continues

Jesus speaks:            I have called for 24 hour
                               adoration in China, Indiana.

                                (1) to pray for the priests, the
                                        Church and the world.

                                (2) to pray for the Priestly Newsletter
                                        and all involved.

                                (3) Always to pray Friday
                                        12:00 - 3:00

                                (4) Pray for little peoples books

                                (5) Rosary Program

                                (6) Retreats in China and 5ths
                                        and priests who help us.

                                (7) Internet Ministry and all ministries

                                (8) All Shepherds of Christ
                                        needs including leaders,
                                        servants, handmaids and apostles.

                                (9) Special Intentions

                              (10) Florida and funds

                                I call you to prayer ––
                                    Servants, handmaids and apostles

                                    a) 6:20 prayers
                                    b) daily Mass and adoration
                                    c) pray hourly

Excerpt from August 2, 2006

Messenger:               I appreciate your mail —
                                    e-mail telling me how you
                                    work to do these Ministries
                                    Jesus has asked us to do.

                                Shepherds of Christ
                                P. O. Box 627
                                China, IN 47250

                                Our new mailing address is
                                    in China — where we have
                                    24 hour adoration and our
                                    retreats —
                                    write to me to tell me how
                                    you are being a Shepherd of Christ
                                    Associate, Apostle —

                                Anyone who has a prayer petition
                                    can e-mail  info@sofc.org
                                    and we will put your prayer request
                                    in a basket under the altar in
                                    China, Indiana —

                                    you can see the basket on the
                                    internet —

                                    We pray every half hour
                                     for the intentions in the basket

                                    We will pray for you —