From Blue Book 11

April 22, 1996

Jesus: I have spoken to you on the 22nd of the month concerning the Center and the Shepherds of Christ Movement. The Center will light up the darkened world. I ask you to spread the messages of My love in God's Blue Book. I am a burning fire filled with such love for men. My light will shine when hearts are joined in deepest love with My Heart. You will unite in one mind and one heart when all are consecrated in their hearts and are fervently loving My Heart and My Mother's heart.

 

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                        June 30, 2013 - Jesus speaks:

I have called you in these troubled times in this world to be My Apostle of My Sacred Heart.
Tell the people these messages given by Me for all these years.

The first Blue Book was given in 1993, the others were given while Mary appeared many times.
This is a great gift from your heavenly Father allowing Mary to appear for 19 years to Rita.

Do not ignore this message any longer.
Mary has appeared  in Clearwater for all these years.
The daily message has been given for 15 years.

You have been in the building in Clearwater, Florida for 15 years
where Mary appeared for 17 years.

You know what happened with World War 2, 
be Apostles of My Sacred Heart.
I beg you to spread these messages now,
spread the Blue Books.

Miracles in healing will occur – physical and spiritual if people follow My directions given in these writings and in the Shepherds of Christ.

I am Jesus, the Son of God
Listen to My call
Help spread these Blue Books and the directions I have given you.
I am Jesus, the Son of God.
Mary has delivered her messages at the direction of God the Father.
I have delivered My messages sent by My Father to the world - Spread the Blue Books.
Spread My letters of love.
I love you so, I died for you and I remain with you in the Holy Eucharist this day.
This is the Mighty Medicine.

I love you, Jesus

 

Jesus gave me a message:
I want Blue Book 10 published and the
Parents and Children's Rosary Book reprinted.

The Blue Book 10 and the
Parents and Children's Book
should be presented together as a unit
because they are from January 1st, 1996 to March 31, 1996.

I would like the Parents and Children's Book
in Spanish printed with the Imprimatur.

                August 12, 2013

                From Blue Book 10

February 20, 1996

Tuesday at Our Lady of the Woods
Before the Tabernacle

Sorrowful Mysteries

I Am Love! Do Not Divide with Your Brothers.

The Agony in the Garden

R. The Heart of Jesus - the Heart of Jesus is the gateway to the love of the Almighty God. In order to unite in deepest love with the Father, Son and Holy Spirit, to know that presence within, we must go and dwell in the Heart of Jesus, the Heart of endless love.

1. R. The Heart that was wounded so greatly in the Garden, filled with such pain, buckled over for the love of His precious ones - that is rejected this day by so many, but He gives to us such abundant love in this rosary. Let us meditate on the love of the Almighty God through the Heart of Jesus, the Heart of burning love.

2. R. Let us see the Heart of Jesus within His chest as He knelt in the Garden. Let us see the Heart, (the vision of the Heart as I saw this Heart on December 17, 1991 - the picture of which is on the front of God's Blue Book II.) Picture that Heart in your mind. See the red around the outside, the layer of yellow and inside this very Heart, the most intense white – the white heat of His love.

3. R. God so loved this world that He sent into this world His only begotten Son that all who believed in Him might be saved. It is through the Heart of Jesus that we unite in such oneness with the Father, feeling the permeating action of the Holy Spirit. Let us pray for the grace in this rosary to be joined ever closer to this Heart of endless love, to be surrounded by this love of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit as we go through the gateway of this Heart to the infinite love of God. This is what our soul craves - this burning love. His love is burning and on fire. It is we who close our hearts, that keep ourselves from realizing the full intensity of this love, for we think that the love that He gives to us is words, lip service love, but Jesus comes and Jesus shows us His Heart. He shows us the love that He has for us, that He gave Himself and we do not understand.

    Let us pray for the grace to understand that Jesus is love and Jesus wants to give to us His love now.

4. R. As we all unite in this Heart of Jesus in the deepest center, in the white heart of His love, we will be one with each other. We know more fully the love of God as we love each other and we love each other more fully as we know the love of God. Let us open our hearts and let Jesus speak to us in this rosary, that we may be joined ever closer to this burning furnace of endless love.

5. R. Jesus gave to us His holy Mother. Mary is the Mother of our spiritual life. Mary leads us closer and closer to this burning furnace of love. Who are we, with all our sins, that we could dwell in Jesus' Heart? If we go to the pure and holy heart of Mary, if we give ourselves entirely to her heart, she places us deeply within this Heart of burning love. How Jesus suffered so much in the Garden – so much anguish to His Heart for the rejection, for the indifference, for the neglect of so many souls that He loved so dearly, that He came into this world and took on a human body and gave Himself for us!

6. Song: I Love You Jesus

7. R. Envision kneeling next to Jesus in the Garden and see Him as Jesus' sweat became great drops of blood on the ground. We do not even realize a small amount the deep love that He has for us. Let us envision in our minds clearly a man, stooped over, sweating blood for love of us. This is the love that Jesus has for each one of us and He is as present in this room in the Holy Eucharist, as He was that day that He knelt in the Garden when Jesus sweat His most precious blood.

8. R. It is in dwelling in the heart of Mary and giving ourselves to Mary in the act of consecration, of giving ourselves to Mary, that the Holy Spirit begins to work in us, sanctifying us more and more. Know the Spirit in us. The Holy Spirit works to transform us more and more to be like Jesus and Mary. Mary places us in the Heart of her Son and it is there, in that deep inner chamber of Jesus' Heart that we unite in such oneness with our Father. This is what heaven is - to be embraced by the love of the Almighty God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit. To know the burning love of God, this is truly what our souls crave, but we shy away from the white heart of His love. Why do we not open our hearts when this is what our hearts are craving? Nothing feeds the starved soul but the love of God.

9. R. See the agony and the pain on the face of Jesus. See Him humped over and watch the blood as it drips to the ground, for Jesus tells us in this rosary of His deep and burning love. We shut ourselves off and we continue to look elsewhere for that which will feed the starved soul.

Song: I Love You Jesus

10. Hail Mary

   

The Scourging at the Pillar

R.  Who is My Mother? Who is My brother? Who is My brother – anyone who does the Will of My Father! You do not understand that God has a plan for us and it is only in living according to His will that we will be happy. Jesus shows us in this sorrowful mystery that He did the will of the Father to His death on the cross. Jesus, the Son of God, shows us He obeyed the Father's will. Why do we try to do our own will when we know that the real way to happiness is to follow His will?

1. R. The greatest commandment of all commands us to love God with our whole heart, our whole soul and our whole being and to love our neighbor as ourselves. It is in living according to the Father's will and with greatest love that we please the Father. Jesus gave His life to please His Father. Jesus shows us the way. Why are we so willful in our actions that we do not surrender and do as He asks us to do, for it is the only way that we will find true happiness?

2. R. Jesus places His hands on both sides of His Heart and gives us His Heart and we tap so lightly on this Heart of burning love. He invites us to enter deeply into His Heart but we stay on the outside and look in.

3. R. We must give our hearts to the heart of our Mother. Mary will place us deeply in her heart, for her heart dwells within Jesus' Heart. I see Jesus at the pillar, bound, whipped and covered with blood. The Almighty God, at any moment, could have released Himself but He always complied to the will of God the Father.

4. R. Jesus shows us this Heart. Let us look at this burning Heart of love. Let us see the picture on the front of the second Blue Book and see the intense furnace of burning love. It is in the center of this Heart that we unite to this deep love with the Father. Let us go to the Heart of Mary and dwell within the Heart of Our Savior.

5. R. Jesus was scourged for the love of all our beloved brothers. Jesus loves each and every person with the deepest love. I cannot unite to this fiery furnace of burning love if there is any hatred or anger in my heart for any person, for to be in the center of His Heart, my heart must be filled with love.

6. R. Do we want to truly know the love of God? To be wrapped in His loving embrace? To dwell in the hottest white center of His Heart that leads to such union with our beloved Father and the Holy Spirit? If we want this union with the Almighty God, if we want to be permeated by His Divine Love and His Divine Life, then we must live to love, always love, to not give into any taunting by Satan to divide us from others, for to be divided with any person that Jesus loves is to divide ourselves from Jesus. The devil tries to get us focused on thoughts of division toward our brothers. Jesus shows us His Heart burning and filled with love. To be united to this Heart we must give up thoughts against our brothers. In the center of His Heart is the deepest burning love. It is only in love that we will dwell there. To be divided with those Jesus loves divides us from the Heart of Jesus.

7. R. Feel the freedom of letting go and forgiving. Ask the Holy Spirit to come and fill us with the fire of God's love, to transform us from all those things that are not like God so that we may be more deeply united to the Heart of Jesus.

8. R. I see Jesus standing at the pillar and Jesus is whipped so harshly by those angry men and His blood flies into the air. This is the love that Jesus has for every soul, that Jesus suffered this persecution, that He allowed His body to be beaten and bloodied. How can I love God and not love my brother? We are one family. In order to be united, we must go to the Heart of Jesus and in our heart have love for all men as Jesus loved all men - that He gave His life for them!

9. R. We see all children of God. God is our Father. Mary is our Mother. Let us all dwell in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and unite in the deepest oneness in the center of Jesus' Heart.

10. Hail Mary

 

The Crowing of Thorns

R. Let Jesus take us to the deepest chamber of His Heart. Let us feel the presence of the Almighty God. Let us be surrounded by this endless love. It is not a lip service love, it is a love that Jesus suffered so that He was beaten with deep wounds, that His head was crowned with piercing thorns, that the blood ran all over His face, that He gave Himself for love of us! This is what He asks of us - to give Him our heart. Let us give our heart to Jesus and Mary that we will be joined in such oneness with all of our brothers and sisters in this world, as we dwell within the Heart of Jesus.

1. Hail Mary
2. Hail Mary
3. Hail Mary

4. R. Bloodied, bruised and beaten - this is the love that Jesus has for us and He asks us to love one another.

5. R. Why do we hold onto the resentments and the anger within our heart toward our brothers when Jesus loves them so much that He suffered, was beaten - His flesh torn, His head crowned with thorns - for all of our brothers? He loved those who tore His flesh. If I want to be united in this deepest love with Jesus, I must pray for the grace to forgive and love all as He loved all to His death.

Jesus: You are the lights that I am sending into this world, into the darkness, to show the world My love. You are called by Me. I am Jesus, your beloved Savior. I have called you to this rosary to give this message to you. My way is the way of love. Come to My Heart - My Heart is burning and on fire for love of you. Feel deeply the love that I have to give you. Share your love with each other. I give to you one another to love. Satan wants to divide you. You must not give in to any thoughts that turn your hearts against your brothers.

6. Jesus: Guard your tongues as the doorway to your hearts.

7. Jesus: Let all words that you speak be words of love. Do not be angered at your brother. Do not judge or criticize your brothers. My way is the way of love. You are My apostles that I have called and I am sending into the world to spread the messages of My love. You must be loving in your ways. Come to My Heart and I will fill you with My burning love. Let go. Do not think tainted thoughts - let Me teach you in your heart, My way.

8. Jesus: Do not go to this world to learn about love. You must come to Me for I will teach you My way, in your heart, let your hearts be pure, like Mary, not jealous, envious, prideful or angry.

9. Jesus: Love is kind, love is giving. Love is caring. Giving because of a loving heart. I am Jesus. I give to you Myself. Come to Me and I will fill you with a heart of love.

10. Hail Mary

 

The Carrying of the Cross

R. As Lent progresses, let us have the Passion of Jesus forever before our eyes, for it is in suffering according to God's way, that we experience new life.

1. R. Let us unite all of the struggles, all of the problems, everything in our life, to the life of Jesus. Let us walk with Him each day as He walked during His life. Let us identify everything in our life with Him.

Our every breath, our every action - united to Jesus - all for the glory of God.

2. R. Let us take everything that He gives as a gift that He is giving for us to grow deeper and deeper in our love relationship with God. We must be grateful for His grace to us to help us be loving and be all God wants us to be.

3. R. Let us study the relationship between Jesus and His Mother - the deep love between Jesus and Mary, between Divinity and humanity. Let us see the joining of Their Hearts in such oneness, that we will love one another more like the love of the Two Hearts. Let us join in the heart of Mary and the Heart of Jesus, to be one with them in deepest love.

4. R. Mary stood by Jesus' side and Mary walked with Jesus through all of Jesus' struggles, through all of His heartaches. Let us model our lives after our beloved Mother. Let us live as Christ would live in us.

5. R. We see the coldness and the pain in the faces of those we encounter each day. They do not even look up to talk, they walk and they do not even see the persons that are close to them. Let us be the lights that go out into the darkness, our hearts filled with Jesus' love and let Him operate through us to love in this world as we unite in deepest union to Jesus.

6. R. Are our hearts cold and embittered? Are our hearts warm and loving? Let us look to the Heart of Jesus. As we see this vision on the Second Blue Book, Jesus' Heart is burning with endless love. Let us love one another with this love. The love that gives the love that cares, the love that sees, the love that is focused on God for Jesus asks us to do two things – He commands us to do two things: To love God with our whole heart, our whole soul, our whole being, and to love one another as we love ourselves.

7. R. How do we respond to the love that God gives to us? Are our hearts cold and embittered or are our hearts filled with deep love for each other?

8. R. Jesus carried the cross on His back, covered with blood, and they poked at Him and they pushed Him and He fell to the ground - and Jesus loved all those that tore His flesh.

9. Song: Teach Me to Love with Your Heart

10. Hail Mary

 

Jesus is Crucified and Dies on the cross

R. Oh, beloved Jesus, truly present in the tabernacle, give us the grace to realize this great gift we are given to cherish every single moment that we are in the presence of the Almighty God, to never take this for granted, to thank You endlessly for the great gift You have given to us: the gift of Yourself, that You are truly present. The gift that You give us in the Holy Eucharist and Your Heart was in such anguish in the Garden, Your Heart of deepest love for all the souls that would treat You with such ignorance.

    My Precious One, let me help make reparation to Your most adorable Heart for what You suffered for Your beloved souls who have forgotten You. Jesus cries out to us. Jesus wants us during this Lent to come ever closer to His Heart. To see Him as He hung on the cross. To carry this cross with us wherever we go, to look at the wounds in His hands and His feet and the crown of thorns on His head. To see His blood covered face and the wound in His side. Jesus wants us to carry His life within us, to be one in Him, to die to all of those things that are not like Him that we may live more and more as He lives in us.

1. R. Let us unite all through the day with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass and unite ourselves with such oneness with Jesus and give ourselves to the Father as He gave Himself on the cross. Let us surrender our lives to God.

2. R. If we want to dwell deeply with Jesus' Heart we must give ourselves to Him. We must give ourselves, give our heart to Mary and give our heart to Jesus and what we will receive in return is a deeper and deeper relationship with this Heart of burning love.

3. R. Mary said at Fatima, "until a sufficient number of people have consecrated their hearts to the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary, there will not be peace in this world." Let us give our hearts to Jesus and to Mary and let us live deeply in Jesus' Heart that our every act will be an act of love toward our beloved brothers for we are one family in Him.

4. Song: Let there be Peace on Earth

5. R. At every Mass let us offer ourselves to the Father and tell Him that we want to die to those things that are not like Him and ask the Spirit to sanctify us more and more to be like Jesus, that we will unite deeper and deeper with Jesus in His Most Sacred Heart.

6. R. It is in the deepest recesses of Jesus' Heart that we unite to our beloved Father. Jesus and the Father are one. We want to be one with God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit. The more we dwell deeply in the Heart of Jesus, the more we are one with God.

7. R. Let us focus all through the day, focus on Jesus and taking refuge in His Heart when others are around us and they do things that disturb us. When Satan wants us to think thoughts of division, let us go to the Heart of Jesus and ask Him to let us know His burning love.

8. Jesus: I call you to love. I call you to come to My Heart. You are My beloved ones that I am sending into this world in this Shepherds of Christ Movement. I am giving to you abundant graces to grow deeper in your union with Me. Will you answer this call? My beloved ones, who will I send if you turn away?

9. R. Let us feel the permeating action of the Spirit within us as we unite deeper and deeper to the Heart of Jesus and let us be the little dependent children of the Father, always living in His will, living to please Him as a little child.

10. Jesus: This is My message to you, My beloved Shepherds in this movement: I am calling you to My Heart, to the deepest recesses of My Heart. It is there that you will have peace and joy in your lives. Come to Me and consecrate your hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

R. Let us study the love between the Hearts of Jesus and Mary for love is kind. We want to love more and more like Jesus for love that is rooted in Him is beyond all comprehension. Let us give our hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and feel this love as it grows in our hearts.

 

Seven Sorrows in honor of the Blessed Virgin Mary

1. The prophecy of Simeon

R. Feel in your heart as Mary felt when she took Jesus to the temple and Simeon told her of the sufferings to come and he said, "And a sword too shall pierce your heart, O Mary."

2. The flight into Egypt

R. Feel as Mary felt in her heart during the flight into Egypt.

3. The loss of the Child Jesus in the temple

R. Feel as Mary felt in her heart, the loss of her Son.

4. Jesus and Mary meet on the way to the cross

R. Feel as Mary felt in her heart as she looked at the face of her beloved Son, crowned with thorns, covered with blood, and carrying the heavy cross on His back.

5. Jesus dies on the cross

R. Feel as Mary felt in her heart as she stood beneath the cross and watched the shriveled body of her Son covered with blood and wounds, die before her very eyes.

6. Jesus is taken down from the cross and laid in Mary's arms

R. Feel within the heart of Mary as she felt when she touched the skin of her Son, knowing that He was dead.

7. The burial of Jesus

R. Feel as Mary felt when she saw her Son locked in a tomb.

Message after Sorrows

Jesus: My beloved ones, I want to tell you how satan is pressing down on the earth causing such confusion, doubt in your lives. I am Jesus. I am giving to you great graces. Know that you will suffer much confusion for satan aims to stop you on your path. You must come to Me every day and be strengthened. Live each moment of the day dwelling in our hearts. Be humble and kind, not prideful. I am Jesus, you are My beloved apostles. I love you, I love you, I love you.

     

February 20, 1996

The Center of His Heart

R. We meet Father, Son and Holy Spirit in the white center of His Heart where there is such oneness with the Almighty God. It is there we are one with God! The center of His Heart is where there is the white heat of God's love, where the action of the Holy Spirit permeates our being. It is where we meet in deep love in God. This is where we see the beauty of God reflected in each other, where there is not division, where God's light and love are in us.

    As we dwell in such oneness in this burning love, we live in this world.
 

Galatians 2: 19-20

...I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me.

R. Oh, beautiful creatures, do not be afraid to love, for God is love and He is alive in us. Open your hearts and let His love pour out into this world through our hearts full of God's love.

    See the beauty and uniqueness of each creature, created by Him and love them as our brothers, for we are all members of one family. God is our Father. Mary is our Mother. We live through Him, with Him and in Him in the unity of the Holy Spirit. This is life deeply rooted in the white heat of His love.

    I must love. There must be an awareness on my part, about how Jesus loves my brother so much and how He wants me to be united to my brothers in Him. Jesus said that when we love our brothers we are loving Him.

   How can I love Him who I don't see when I can't love my brother who I see. Why can't we genuinely love our brothers? Why do we not realize that He is giving us all we need? We are feeling empty inside when we hold back our love.

    We must pray for the grace to know His great love for us. It is in knowing this love that we will love as He wants us to love.

    Come, Lord Jesus, come and live in me - deeply so that I love as You love, through me. I want to be like You. How far I am from being like You and loving as You love! Only with Your grace will I love more like You. I love You so much!

    I cannot harbor judgment or hatred in my heart in injustice to my brothers and dwell in Their Hearts for God is love. I want to be in the center of Jesus' Heart. I want to be one with Father, Son and Holy Spirit. I give myself totally to Jesus and my Mother, Mary. If I dwell deeply in Mary's pure heart, I will dwell deeper in Jesus' Heart and unite more and more to the Father and Holy Spirit. Make me pure, O adorable Lord, that I will be one in you.

    I want to be in the deepest, deepest, hottest center of His love, united to God - all three Persons. To be there I must be pure. To be there I must be loving. To be there I must love God and love all others as I love myself. To be in the center is to know His love and to be loving all His creatures with deep love.

    I am not in the center if I am not loving, and if I am not loving God and loving all men. The hottest part of the fire is in the white center. It is there I am purified. I am in the white heat of God's love. I am as He intends me to be, living in Him.

    This is the vision, this is the wish of our Mother at Fatima, this is the wish of Jesus when He shows us His Heart. He says, "Come unto me all who labor and are heavily burdened and I will give you rest."

    We walk along burdened with our problems and Jesus says, "Come to My Heart, My load is light, My fire is warm and comforting." We stand on the outskirts of His Heart. We scratch the surface and struggle and He opens His Heart and tells us to dwell deeply in the white heat of His love.

    To enter His Heart we must give our heart to His Mother. Mary is the purest heart. To enter into Jesus' Heart deeply – Mary helps us – the Holy Spirit works with Mary to make us more holy – I must be holy. I go to Mary and ask the Holy Spirit to sanctify me that I may dwell deeply in this Heart of infinite love. I want to dwell in the center. I want it all. I want the union with the Father and Holy Spirit. I want to be close to Mary. I want deep, deep union with God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit. I want to be possessed by God, I must seek holiness.

    Immaculate Heart of Mary, I consecrate My heart to you. Sacred Heart of Jesus, I consecrate my heart to You. I want to dwell deeply in the deepest, hottest chamber of the Heart of Jesus. It is with this love I will love as He lives in me.

    The more I love others, the greater my union with Him. I want the deepest union Him. Jesus loves all His creatures, I want to be deeply united in the center of Jesus' Heart so I must be united to those Jesus loves.

    To love others deepens my love with Him. To leave others out of my life, that Jesus wants me to work with and love, can act to separates me from Him. To love Him is to love others more as Jesus loved them to His death. The more I love others, the more I love Him. Jesus wants me to genuinely love others.

    O, Immaculate Heart of Mary, I give you my heart. I want to love you. I want to love Jesus and love this world through Your Two Hearts. Please, my beautiful Mother, lead me into the deepest love with Jesus, your Son. I want to love Jesus as you loved Him. I want to know Him as you know Him. I want to serve Him as you did.

    My dear Mother, I place myself in your heart. I know you will care for me in all my needs. I give myself to you, Mary, my Mother. I love you so much.

    O, dear Sacred Heart of Jesus, I give You my whole heart, my whole being and my whole mind. I see Your Heart on fire for love of me. I want to be in this fiery furnace and know the love of God. Take me, Jesus, use me as Your little servant to spread Your love to this world. I give myself entirely to You and I ask the Holy Spirit to make me more like You. I want to be a little child of the Father. I give You my heart. Keep me in Your Heart and teach me Your way to love.

    Dear Holy Spirit, You are my best friend. I give You myself. I ask You to move inside of me and make me holy. I want to know the fire of God's love. I want to love God with all my heart.

Consecration for Little Children:
 

  

R. Mary has asked us to consecrate our hearts to her and to Jesus every day. We should, as a parent take time each day to pray with our children. It is very important for all children to have a loving relationship with God and Mary.

    Each child should pray the Consecration to the Holy Spirit and the Consecration to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary every day. Mary has asked, at Fatima, that we pray the rosary every day.

    Let us, as parents, teach our children about the most important part of our lives: our relationship with God.

    When hearts are joined in deepest love with the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, when we realize we are one family under God and love one another, we will have peace in the world.

    Mary, I give you my heart and I ask the Holy Spirit to make me holy. I ask Him to fill me with the fire of God's love. When I am in the heart of Mary, in deep love and when I am in the Heart of Jesus in deep love, I will love my brothers. We will all be joined in Their Hearts in deep love for each other. We will be one family with Mary as our Mother and God as our Father, all brothers in Jesus in union with the Holy Spirit.

    Dear God, I love You so much. Thanks for creating me and giving me Your love. Help me to love You more and more and love all others with Your love as You live in me.

 

February 22, 1996

The Body of Christ

R. We join in this oneness with all others in the reception of the Holy Eucharist. Jesus is the Head of the body, the Church, we are members of the mystical body of Christ. We join in such oneness with one another, all dwelling in Their Hearts. The Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell in our graced baptized soul. Such power in the joining of our hearts.

Excerpt from Response in Christ by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.

e) Relationship with Members of the Church

There is but one true Church of Christ. Yet this one Church has three different states of existence. There is the pilgrim Church, the Church of this world, composed of members who have received the grace of Christ and strive for its development. They have not yet obtained the goal of their efforts, as have the members of the heavenly Church, who enjoy God in eternal happiness. The Church suffering is an intermediate state of existence necessary for those who had not achieved the required purification as members of the pilgrim Church. Although there are these three phases of the Church’s existence, there is a profound union existing between all the members. All these members possess the same basic life of grace in Christ, and this common life establishes the most intimate bonds of love. In our preceding chapter, we discussed the pilgrim Church. Let us now consider the Church suffering and the heavenly Church.

The members of the Church suffering are those who have departed from this life in an incomplete state of Christian development. Their development is incomplete in the sense that grace has not fully taken possession of them, and, as a result, they are yet closed in upon themselves to a greater or lesser degree. They as yet cannot open themselves out in complete love to the Triune God in the beatific vision. They must undergo a further purification, a purification which could have been achieved upon earth with merit. Now the purification must be achieved with no merit attached. The pain of this purification is mixed with the certain expectation of achieving the vision of God. We can hasten the advent of this vision for this people by the offering of prayers and other good works. Scripture itself refers to our action on behalf of those in purgatory in Chapter 12 of the Second Book of Maccabees beginning with verse 38.

The members of the heavenly Church are those in whom the life of grace has taken full possession and has reached its completion in the life of glory. Faith now is unnecessary, as the light of glory gives the human intellect a new strength and capacity for seeing God face-to-face. While the Christian was a wayfarer, he received the imprint of the indwelling Trinity as he shared in God’s own life. Now in heaven that grace-life and possession of God reaches its completion—the absolute completion is not achieved, however, until the resurrection of the body. The divine persons give Themselves to the beatified in a profound union far surpassing that of the indwelling of the Trinity experienced here below.

This life of heaven is still the Christ-life, for just as we possess a share in Trinitarian life here below as mediated by Christ, and exercise this grace-life as structured by Him, so also in heaven is the mediation of Christ present. In the words of Rahner, "One always sees the Father through Jesus. Just as immediately as this, for the directness of the vision of God is not a denial of the mediatorship of Christ as man."¹⁴ And not only does the humanity of Christ unite the blessed to God, but also, in some way, to the whole of creation. This is merely a completion of what is begun here below, namely, the union with Christ in His humanity establishing the Christian in a special relationship with God, with other men, and with the whole of creation. We have a glimpse, therefore, of the fullness of life which members of the heavenly Church possess.

The heavenly Church, as St. Thomas says, is the true Church.¹⁵ The Church of this earth and the Church of purgatory are, each in its own way, reaching out in loving hope for the heavenly Jerusalem. Vatican II puts it very simply: "The Church, to which we are called in Christ Jesus, and in which we acquire sanctity through the grace of God, will attain her full perfection only in the glory of heaven."¹⁶

The members of the heavenly Church can help us in living our life of grace until we too share its fullness with them. Their power of intercession on our behalf is but another ramification of the communal aspect of Christianity. We are meant to help others grow in Christ. We, in turn, are intended by God to receive aid from others—yes, from members of the heavenly Church, as well as from those with whom we dwell here below.

Not only can we be aided by the saints’ intercession, but the example of the canonized saints can also be of great value to us. They have concretely proved that full holiness is possible. Such an inspiration is of real worth when we are tempted to think that Christian sanctity in its higher degrees is impossible of attainment. Moreover, the canonized saints, in their diversity, teach us that there are many authentic versions of Christian holiness. They can be innovators in showing us that there are numerous possibilities in assimilating the mystery of Christ, although the basic assimilation remains the same for all Christians of all times. In the opinion of Rahner this is one of the chief roles the canonized saints exert in the life of the Church.¹⁷

 

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NOTES:

 ¹⁴Karl Rahner, Theological Investigations, Vol. III (Baltimore: Helicon, 1967), p. 44.
 ¹⁵ Cf. St. Thomas Aquinas, In Ad Ephes., c. 3, Lect. 3.
 ¹⁶Second Vatican Council, Constitution on the Church, No. 48.
 ¹⁷Cf. Karl Rahner, Op. cit., pp. 100-101.
 

R. We pray to the Father united to the Sacrifice of Jesus, in the Holy Spirit through the powerful intercession of Mary, with all the angels and saints and the souls in purgatory.

We unite so deeply at Holy Communion. We want to help make reparation to the Two Hearts for our sins and the sins of the world. I want to help make reparation to His Heart for the injustices and blasphemies against Mary.

We need to feel as a family with all people of the world.

Matthew 12: 46-50

He was still speaking to the crowds when suddenly his mother and his brothers were standing outside and were anxious to have a word with him. But to the man who told him this Jesus replied, 'Who is my mother? Who are my brothers?' And stretching out his hand towards his disciples he said, 'Here are my mother and my brothers. Anyone who does the will of my Father in heaven is my brother and sister and mother.'

        

February 22, 1996

The Mightiest Messages I Preach in My Being

R. I reach to be so intimate with Him and I want to see through the mind of Christ. In the experience of December 15, 1995 at Holy Cross-Immaculata Church - I was wrapped in the Trinity, time seemed to stand still.

    It is in the lifting of the veil and I am existent on the other side. Oh God give us grace, lift the veil - give us grace - so we see with eyes unveiled. The heart open - or closed: When I am open in my heart I love, when I say the little things my heart tells me to say.

    Jesus is love. Do I look at my brothers through His eyes? Do I tell them the little words Jesus puts in my heart that He wants to say to them?

    Jesus is talking in our hearts to those around us. Am I focused on what He is saying or am I focused on my thoughts - What I want to say to make myself look good? "Gee, that is a pretty dress - you really do that job good." If we live His message, He will do the work. The mightiest messages, I preach in my being.

    If this Movement is to proceed ahead, it must be rooted in love. Every act must be delivered in love. I am one in Him. We were uniquely created by Him to help carry out the plan of spreading the love of God to the world.

We must say to Jesus:

    Jesus, I love You. I give You my heart. Mary, I love you. I give you my heart. We must unite every action all day with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, to the Father, united to Jesus in the Holy Spirit with all the angels and saints and the souls in purgatory - through the powerful intercession of our Mother Mary.

         

February 23, 1996 - Friday - 12:00 - 3:00 p. m.

Jesus Appeared

R. I saw Jesus alive in the statue at Immaculata. I sat for one hour and was just with Him. I had a wonderful experience at Mass. I realized my sins, I am so far from Him, but I see the greatness of what is going on.

    I see the constant merging of my heart with Theirs (Jesus and Mary) through the Mass, despite my sinfulness. I go to the heart of Mary.

    I long for this union with Him. I kept hearing how He took me to the deepest recess of His Heart. I kept seeing the white center - knowing the Father's love and wanting to die to all that is not of Him.

    I have felt close to Him for a long time but I feel different, though, at this moment. I see so clearly, my beloved brothers and I know God's love so intently, love for all.

    I pray for this oneness with my brothers, that all will love Him with the deepest love and give God what He deserves.

    I want to help make reparation to His Heart and Mary's heart for all of the neglect and blasphemies against Their Hearts.

    I pray for the priests and religious that they will be deeply united to Him, that we will be one with each other in this Movement, that we will unite to spread this devotion across the world.

 

February 23, 1996

He Remains with Us, Truly Present

R. God sees us as one family, His beloved creatures. He loves us each with the deepest personal love. He sees us united. It is our love for one another that pleases Him. There is not division in God. He loves each of us and knows our uniqueness. He loves all of us as His creatures. We are all members of His holy family. He wants all His children to inherit the Kingdom of God.

I find refuge by dwelling within His most precious Heart. I feel the inner glow, the heat. I feel the calm beating of His heart. It is there I am wrapped in His burning love. It is there I am united deeply to my most beloved Father. It is there I am joined with the permeating, moving action of the Holy Spirit.

It is my refuge, in this dark and troubled world. It is my heaven on earth, to be joined in love with all He has created, to have perfect peace and know God's chamber of peace and love.

I see the darkness, the vileness of this world, and I go to His Heart. I see, with rose-colored glasses. I see as He wants us to see with eyes of love. I want to love and see as He sees. It is in this deepest chamber of His Heart that I have found the Kingdom of God on earth, for He has said, the Kingdom of God is within you. The Kingdom of God, our little heaven on earth, is in dwelling deeply within Their Hearts. In His Heart is love and in His Heart is peace, in His Heart we are all one as He intends us to be. "But to the man who told him this Jesus replied, 'Who is my mother? Who are my brothers?' And stretching out his hand towards his disciples he said, 'Here are my mother and my brothers. Anyone who does the will of my Father in heaven is my brother and sister and mother." (Matt: 12:48-50)1 We draw in our beloved sisters and brothers by the love that radiates from our eyes, our gentle touch, our loving concern.

Strip yourself of the attachments to this world. Find peace in the freedom of living according to His will, living *In Him, *in this magnificent Heart.

He came, He walked the earth, for love of us. He took on a human body. He gave His adorable Heart that we could live *In Him. He no longer walks this earth, He gives us Himself in the Holy Eucharist. He gives us a human *heart, pierced with a lance, crowned with thorns and holding the cross. The way to this fiery furnace, the way to life in Him, is through much suffering and pain. We identify with Him in all our actions, all our joys and sufferings, united to Him as we live our lives in Him. We walk the Passion, we feel the joys, the deep love in His Heart for His Mother, for all His beloved creatures. We carry out His life in our life.

I am Yours, my Lord. I love You with my whole heart, my whole soul, my whole being. I have found the Kingdom of God on this earth. I have found life in You. When I see the darkness in this troubled world, I go to the deepest, hottest chamber of Your Heart and I am bathed in your abundant love. I take with me my troubled brothers in my heart and I plead for their return to their God who is all worthy of all honor and love and adoration.

I am Yours, Lord, I consecrate my heart to You to live forever in this holy place. I want to die to all that is not of You, that I can be united in the deepest way to You, that my heart will know Your love, that as I live in this world I can truly say, "It is no longer I who live, but He who lives in me."

O, Most Sacred Heart of Jesus, I give You my all. I come to You surrounded by the pure and loving heart of Your Mother. I know You won't refuse me in my wretchedness when I come to You in the heart of Your beloved Mother.

The Holy Spirit permeates the very depth of my soul and I enter into the deepest chamber of His fiery Heart. It is there I feel so little, as a little child, and I unite to my most beloved Father. I feel in Your fiery heart the presence of God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, in the deepest, whitest chamber, in the center of the deepest love. I unite with God and I know my dwelling in You is truly a little heaven on earth.

The Kingdom of God is at hand. There will be an era of peace. We will all be one in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. We will be one happy family where there will only be love: love of God and love of one another.

And the city shone with the brightest light for within their hearts they knew the love of God and it radiated into the world. There was no longer darkness that covered the earth, but light, radiating from those dwelling within the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. And the star shone over His bed at Bethlehem. He is truly the light of the world and the light shone in the darkness and all who came to this light lived in the light and lived according to the light.

It is in this that we trust, that in all the darkness of the world that the light will shine when men are dwelling in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

And, He says: I am the way, the truth and the life. He who abides in me will have the light of life. He came, He was born a baby, He died on a cross, but as He hung on that cross on Calvary, He was the light that shone as the brightest light to the world, withered, beaten and bloodied. He was the brightest light in the darkened sky. It was through His death all men were promised a chance for real life, for eternal salvation.

And the light came forth from the tomb in power and glory, adorned in bright, glistening light. He stood before them with His glorified wounds: His pierced Heart of endless love and He gave them the newness of life-life in Him. The light shone in the darkness. He gave them a sharing in His Divine Life through Baptism and ascended into heaven to prepare a place for us, but He remained with us, truly present, in His Eucharistic Heart. He feeds us with His own Body and Blood. He gives us the Bread of Life. He is the Savior of the World and we live in newness of life because God first loved us!

    

        Song: A Song from Jesus

John 6: 32-35

Jesus answered them: "In all truth I tell you, it was not Moses who gave you the bread from heaven, it was my Father who gives you the bread from heaven, the true bread; for the bread of God is the bread which comes down from heaven and gives life to the world."

"Sir," they said, "give us this bread always." Jesus answered them:

"I am the bread of life. No one who comes to me will ever hunger; no one who believes in me will ever thirst."

 

John 6: 48-58

"I am the bread of life. Your fathers ate manna in the desert, and they are dead; but this is the bread which comes down from heaven, so that a person may eat it and not die. I am the living bread which has come down from heaven. Anyone who eats this bread will live for ever; and the bread that I shall give is my flesh, for the life of the world."

Then the Jews started arguing among themselves, "How can this man give us his flesh to eat?" Jesus replied to them:

"In all truth I tell you, if you do not eat the flesh of the Son of man and drink his blood, you have no life in you. Anyone who does eat my flesh and drink my blood has eternal life, and I shall raise that person up on the last day. For my flesh is real food and my blood is real drink. Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood lives in me and I live in that person. As the living Father sent me and I draw life from the Father, so whoever eats me will also draw life from me. This is the bread which has come down from heaven; it is not like the bread our ancestors ate: they are dead, but anyone who eats this bread will live for ever."

       

R. I feel His love in the hearts of holy priests. God has given to the priest such a gift and they are another Christ to us. My soul is fed because of His holy priests. I feel fed when a priest loves Jesus so much.

    I must see the hearts of men and join with them in one heart, love them deeply in my heart. There will be an era of peace when hearts are one with the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Jesus and Mary, I give You my heart.

    God wants unity among men. I must join in my heart to all, immediately knowing how Jesus loves them and I too want my heart to love as Jesus loves. Seeing their heart as soon as I look at them, I feel Jesus' love in the hearts of holy priests. Jesus has anointed them and they represent another Christ to us.

 

February, 1996

Message from Jesus to Father Edward Carter, S.J.

    This is your special calling from Jesus to pray for the Church and the world. The power is in Him. He is truly present in the Eucharist. He ascended into heaven, but He remains with us in greatest love. He calls out to us, "I am alive, I am alive, I am alive. Come to me and I will give you rest. Can you not watch one hour with Me?

    "I am Jesus. I call you My beloved ones to be Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus. I love you, I love you, I love you."

 

February 24, 1996

About the Shepherds of Christ Movement for the Convention

R. The Shepherds of Christ Movement is a Movement to help in the renewal of the Church and the world. This Movement is centered in the Consecration to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Our primary goal is to pray for the priests.

    Fr. Carter is the Spiritual Director for this Movement. Fr. Carter writes a Spirituality Newsletter which presently is being sent to 70,000 priests in the world. He also writes a newsletter for Sisters and Brothers.

    We have prayer chapters all over the world, praying for the priests and religious. We have prayer chapters reaching the children, called Junior Shepherds of Christ. These children pray the rosary and consecrate their Hearts to Jesus and Mary.

    In this Movement we have started a movement called Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus. In this movement people volunteer to spend two hours a week before the tabernacle, praying for the Church, the world, and the Shepherds of Christ Movement from the prayers in the prayer manual that Jesus gave Fr. Carter.

 

February 25, 1996

Be Like Jesus

R. My most intimate love is Jesus. I know Jesus, all the times we have been alone, the hours and hours spent with Him in such deep love. Jesus is my Divine Lover. No love on this earth can compare to the love given from our Divine God. Jesus fills my being with His presence and I feel deep union with all Three Persons of the Trinity. It is beyond words to describe the presence of My God. I want to be, just to be with Him, alone with Him and spend time with Him, my dates with my beloved Jesus. My day centering around the time I am alone, just Jesus and me in being with each other. These are the greatest moments of my life.

    The times I was with my beloved Jesus before the Blessed Sacrament, I scarce can breathe to realize how much God loves me in all my wretchedness and comes inside of my tarnished soul. I want so much to be like Him. Jesus is so beautiful. Jesus Who loved even when He was whipped and beaten at the pillar. I want to love Jesus. It is so hard sometimes. I want Jesus' light to be alive in me so Jesus will live through me and shine as the brightest light in this world. I want a soul that is as filled abundantly by Him. I love His fiery Heart. I am so far from the perfection and He still loves me so much. I go to Mary's heart and she takes me to Jesus' Heart on fire for love of me, little me. The Holy Spirit permeates my soul with the fire of God's love, transforming me more and more into the image of Jesus. I love Him so much and I want Him alive in me.

    I give myself in total surrender to You, my beautiful God, realizing how dependent I am on You for everything. I am so willful, so afraid, so full of self - the self that wants to rule and not to be ruled, the self that feels the pain and does not love many times as I should, the self that wants human recognition, the self that wants to be satisfied here in so many little things, and does not realize the great gifts and the great love I am given from You, God.

    I see my ungratefulness to You for all Your goodness to me. I see my lack of love for so much love You give to me. I see my ungratefulness for the love and kindness given to me from others, through You. I see a little scared child, the little child that stands by the tree in the darkened, rainy night and cries when there is shelter in Your burning Heart. I see and I want to be better but I see my total dependence on You to be sanctified and I beg for Your grace.

Song: I Am Your Sacred Heart

R. Oh, I see the human part of me that needs to be saturated with Your Divine grace. I want to be divinized by You. I want to share in Your life, deeper and deeper. I want You, God. I want oneness with You, to be so united to You that I live in You. I know this completeness. I know what I experienced on December 15th. You gave me such a grace and I knew You so intimately. This is my goal, God, to be like this but it takes Your grace. I want this mystical marriage with You, at every second to feel one in You. Mary is the key to dwelling deeply in Your Heart.

    Negativism and shaming is not from God. We should be elated to discuss the great gifts You have given us.

    How would Jesus handle the problem? How would Jesus treat those who followed Him? How did Jesus speak to the Apostles? Jesus was concerned with their spiritual life.

    I want to be filled by the Holy Spirit – to live in vibrancy in God. If adoration and time is not spent with Jesus, you get human minds working on a divine plan.

    Words can build up, words can tear down. A condemning, shaming remark can tear down a vibrant spirit. The Word of God is so powerful. Anger comes from deep inside; anger surfaces in incidental matters.

    If work is done for the love of God, if love is the primary concern, if building of spirits is the main focus of the words spoken, they will be delivered in love, even when they are criticism.

    If criticism is delivered with anger, the anger can tear down. Never should one use ways to provoke anger and control in others. Never should one use passive-aggressive ways to attack passively. Anger comes from deep within the soul. It surfaces in incidental matters. Many times the matters are created to vent the anger built up inside. A person can have an unpeaceful heart and not feel comfortable in groups – so they come to a place where people are at peace, praying, working and start provoking or attacking in passive-aggressive ways to build the wall they feel comfortable with.

    If in the case of a person: I am angry, you are the reason. I find you guilty, I vent the anger. I am relieved. Three days later it surfaces again. You are responsible again for my anger. It will not go away until the person looks deep inside and owns the anger and gets rid of it.

    Alcoholism has generations of angry people. Until the person 'owns' the anger, they will continue to blame others for how they are feeling. As long as they are justified and find a scapegoat to vent it on, they will continue to vent it on that person and the 'anger can' come out in rage. Anger is from deep within – it can be like an 'anger can' which has been sprayed on that family – Perfectionism, stiff, I rule – you get under me – selfishness – unloving, envious, jealousy - centered in pride. It is like a pressure cooker – from generations of angry people.

    See diagram - anger - blame somebody – after attack - relieves anger a little – 3-4 days later, anger is back and needs to be relieved - blame somebody for my anger and once this happens, continue to blame them. Anger - relieved.

    Three or four days later - never goes away - anger is deep within. Anger keeps surfacing. Anger is relieved. Many people have a bottomless pit of generations of anger. It comes out as hungry dogs in the basement. It subsides for a while and it comes out again.

    Must look at the source of the anger. Deep in the person - they must own it and deal with it. Can't blame somebody else for your anger. When you don't feel good inside, you look inside and see why. You don't blame somebody else for angry emotions inside of yourself. This is projection: I don't feel good, it is this other person's fault. If you react with anger instantly, then it can be something in your past you are reacting to.

    You must own the anger as within yourself and see what turned on the switch inside that made you angry. Cycles of abuse where a person constantly provokes and gets away with it. God intends us to be responsible and accountable for our actions, we are to operate in love – come and be with people in love – not come to have a fight, challenge, start trouble because of anger inside. You must look at relationships with all significant others in the past. Did my father criticize me - usually the problem is in childhood. Angry parents pass on angry children.

    Children watch parents get angry. They learn to be angry. They store up a lot of emotions that were not vented as a child – a lot of needs that were not met.

    When a person is violated by another to the point of anger, it is usually something to do with childhood. Anger is stored and continues to build. It is in purifying the heart that we learn to love.

    We must go inside our heart and clean out all the debris – not provoke another to get away with our darkness inside of us. We will have peace, if we are at peace with God. God calls us to love. He commands us to love. People challenging those over them to get control or discredit authority are not working under the structure God wants men to work under – God blesses obedience to those over us.

    The more we clean out our heart of all that is not like Him, the more He can fill our heart with Hs love. Anger is stored up emotions from the past. It can be a volcano inside to a little anger.

    Anger comes out in accordance to how it is built up inside. A person can provoke another, abuse another, in front of others, so they look good and the authority looks discredited. This can happen over and over again – the person comes to discredit those in charge. It is not God's way of love and obedience. Anger can be acted out by passive-aggressive attacks – provoking, lying, challenging and it can be acted out over and over again with no validation to the secret passive-aggressive attacks. This can be called acting-out, where the person is trying to resolve loss of power from their family life and now turn an innocent situation is into a battlefield.

    It has nothing to do with the person it is projected at, they are the scapegoat. Once a person finds a scapegoat, they continue to use that person if they get away with it. They genuinely believe it is the other person's fault that they are angry. Until they see anger as their emotion, they continue to blame others for the darkness and unloving hatred inside of them. Division in their soul.

    People use alcohol, or other outlets such as work, to relieve the pain from the wounds of childhood. Until they look at the wounds and their relationship with others, they continue to act out their childhood problems on others, trying to once and for all, end the problems deep within.  They are trying to resolve unfinished business with others from the past – like loss of power. Until they own their problems with others as their own and quit looking to others for answers, they will continue to have problems with others.

    If I have a problem with you, I must look inside and see how I am acting that is causing it. Passive-aggressive ways are hidden.

    I should express myself, not promote myself and make myself better than you, but to do God's work, to use the talents He gave me to accomplish His work for me.

    We are as the lights on a Christmas tree, if we are plugged in, the whole tree lights up. If it is a single circuited strand of lights, a few may be broken but the tree basically lights up.

    God looks to this earth and sees much darkness. Darkness has covered the earth. Mary appears as Our Lady of Light to plug our hearts into her Son. Our hearts are our bulbs that light the tree of God's children. All light flows from the heart and the soul.

    Mary has spoken, she has told us how to light this world. It is the burning Heart of her Son. We do not listen to her. The earth remains in darkness. Mary says, "Until a sufficient number of people have consecrated their hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, we will not have peace in the world." When we have consecrated our hearts to Jesus and Mary, we will light the world.

    It is as the Christmas tree – when many lights are shining, the tree is lighted. When many lights are in darkness, the whole tree looks dark, but the few that are lit stand out against the darkness.

    We must stay rooted in Him. We must plug our heart into Mary's heart and she will plug us into her Son. Jesus is the power source. Only in Him will the light shine.

    Mary, our Mother, I give you my heart. Place it in the Heart of your Son that we will be one body in Him, that we will light up the earth. And the light shone as the brightest light and it covered the earth. The light to this darkened world is the fire of His love.

 

February 26, 1996

See and Know and Love

R. See and know and love humanity as with the mind of Jesus.

    Reflection on December 15th. During all of these mystical experiences, there is not time - time stands still. In a moment I was satisfied. I wanted for nothing. I knew God as I never knew Him before. This is what I aim for in this white center of this union with Him where I unite to the Father.

    It is in the lifting of the veil I see and know more as the veil is lifted of love. All of these mystical experiences are experienced when They lift the veil.

    I have had such a presence of the Trinity - as in the summer of 1994 in my study room. Someone could have stuck a pin in me and I would not have felt it – where I exist in this way. So one in God.

    I should express myself, not promote myself and make myself better than you, but to do God's work, to use the talents He gave me, to accomplish His work for me.

    Focused on God!!

     

February 28, 1996

Help Make Reparation to God for Sin

R. God wants us to love our brothers. I am to help make reparation for my sins and the sins of the whole world. Many of God's children are offending God. God wants us to tell Him we are sorry for the sins of the world. God gives us the Mass, the sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present. We unite with Jesus, giving ourselves to the Father, in the Holy Spirit, through the intercession of Mary – to help make reparation for our sins and the sins of the world.

    We unite with the angels and saints and the souls in purgatory and all at Mass - praying at Mass in reparation for sins, in love to God, in petition and thanksgiving to God and praising God the Almighty. The Mass is giving ourselves in love to God. God opens the flood gates of heaven and outpours His grace to the Church and the world.

    Why does God give us these references in the Bible? Why do we have to read them? We are in the Father's "family". We are brothers in Christ.

    Adam and Eve sinned. Eve is the mother of all the living; Adam is the father. We have original sin. Jesus is the New Adam, Mary the New Eve.

  Exodus 34: 6-7

Then Yahweh passed before him and called out, ‘Yahweh, Yahweh, God of tenderness and compassion, slow to anger, rich in faithful love and constancy, maintaining his faithful love to thousands, forgiving fault, crime and sin, yet letting nothing go unchecked, and punishing the parent’s fault in the children and in the grandchildren to the third and fourth generation!’ 

R. I see the family relationship between myself and my neighbor. I deal with my neighbor as a brother. I plead to the Father for my family, my beloved brothers.

    I saw through the eyes of God on February 22nd. He gave me clear vision to see His family of creatures. He took me to a little spot. He revealed this to me.

    We must pray to see more and more the mystery of God. We pray to be open, not closed down and stiff-necked.  If I am having a problem with my brothers, I take the problem to my Papa, to my Mother and give it to my brother Jesus. I put it under His cross. Jesus paid the price for our sins.

    I remember before I received messages (before 1991) one Saturday morning, I went to my study and I heard this story: Suppose a little boy was bad and the school was going to expel him for his conduct. His big brother stepped in and said, "Don't expel my brother, let me pay for the offense, expel me instead, give my brother another chance. I love him."

    This is what we do to God. We say Papa, this is my brother and I love him. Let me help make reparation for my sins and the sins of my brother, through Jesus. I take my burden to the foot of the cross. I know my brother Jesus paid for our sins.

    Mary is the Mother of our Christ-life. I must go to her. I must go to my Father as a little, little child, with all my problems. We are brothers. We tell our Father we are having a problem. We say, "Father, look at what our brother Jesus did for us. We ask You, Father, through Jesus, to have mercy on us and our brothers. We want to help make reparation to You, Father, through the wounded Heart of Jesus." The Father will hear our plea.

    Jesus is Divine. Our sins are paid for through His death on the cross. Mary is sinless - we want to help make reparation to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. We are sinful children. Mary pleads our case to the Father through her sinless heart.

    Jesus took me to a place, to let me see more and more clearly through the eyes of God. I pray to know the mind and heart of God. I pray to the Holy Spirit to enlighten me. I could see my relationship with others as my brothers. I know more how God loved us as a family. From this moment on I call Him "Papa", My beloved Father, my beloved Mother, my beloved brothers and sisters in Him. That is why reparation at Communion is so important. It is when I am in the deepest oneness with Jesus, My Divine mediator.

    Jesus took me to the inner chamber of His Heart and I knew the love of God as never before. It was there, I united so deeply to the Father, it was there the Spirit of God gave me wisdom and knowledge, understanding and counsel.

    I begged for knowledge of God and my dearest friend, the Holy Spirit, gave me an insight into the Divine Mystery of God's love, God's plan for all men. The Father's Plan will unfold, despite all of the willfulness of men.

    Thank You God, how I love You, I worship You and I adore You.

    Who is My Mother. Who is my brother? Anyone who does the will of my Father. I dwell in the Heart of Jesus. Jesus shed His Blood for the sins of all men. Perfect love casts out fear. We tell God we are sorry for our sins. We must strive to please our heavenly Father. All of a sudden I have such peace for the Father told me His plan will unfold despite our willfulness. We must be in one mind and one heart, pleading our case to the Father, united in the Mass, the sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present.

    Mary said at Fatima, "Unless a sufficient number of people have given their hearts to Jesus and Mary, we will not have peace in the world."

    We will have peace when enough are giving their hearts to Jesus and Mary's heart.

    There will not be any "bumping of heads" amongst this brethren. Who is my Mother? Who is my brother?  Anyone who does the will of the Father.

    I look at Jesus on the cross and I know He paid the price for our sins with His Blood. Jesus paid the price. Jesus is the Savior of the world.

Song: A Song from Jesus

R. I offer myself as a sacrifice with Him to the Father. The sacrifice of Calvary is sacramentally made present now at every Mass. I unite myself to Jesus to plead for mercy from the Father in the Holy Spirit, through the intercession of Mary. My every action is united in union with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass throughout the world.

    The Father sees my offering as a sacrifice offered to Him united to Jesus for my sins and the sins of the whole world. The more I am one in Jesus, the greater my intercessory prayer.

    Man has sin; man is sinning. The Father wants us to help make reparation to God, for God is offended by our sins.

    God is about to strike the earth. Mary, our Mother pleads and who pays heed? We must go to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

    Take shelter from the wind and the storm in the Heart of Jesus.

Song: I Am Your Sacred Heart.

    If we are not attached to the vine we wither and die. The life of the body is fed through the Heart of Jesus. Jesus gives us His Body and His Blood. They pierced His Heart and what flowed out was blood and water; water, a symbol for Baptism, whereby we are given a sharing in His life, Blood, a symbol of the Eucharist whereby the body is fed.