August 13, 2001

A Prayer for Intimacy with the Lamb, the Bridegroom of the Soul

    Oh Lamb of God, Who take away the sins of the world, come and act on my soul most intimately. I surrender myself, as I ask for the grace to let go, to just be as I exist in You and You act most intimately on my soul. You are the Initiator. I am the soul waiting Your favors as You act in me. I love You. I adore You. I worship You. Come and possess my soul with Your Divine Grace, as I experience You most intimately.

Messenger: Include Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center in 6:20 prayers.

Messenger:  Pray for funds. Pray for Steve and Sheila.

August 13, 2001

Messenger:  Today we prayed for at least five

                        hours in China, Indiana before

                        the exposed Eucharist. 

                        We prayed united as a body for 

                        grace and mercy for the souls of the earth.

                   Today coming home from China

                        a golden - pinkish glow was 

                        on the road, until I reached my 

                        exit off the expressway. The highway

                        looked as if it was in golden light.

                    Emily said when she read the 

                        message before the image tonight in Florida

                        right as she was reading the part about

                        the birds singing a real loud

                        bird sang right as she was

                        reading it and continued to

                        the end of the message.

                    A priest very carefully discerns these messages.
                        I take it very serious that all here is
                        truthful according to faith and morals.

                    Sometimes I want to freely write and be so
                        united to Him. I want to be in an
                        ecstatic union when I write and express
                        it so succinctly. 

August 13, 2001

Messenger:     I want to write of oneness — of existing in

                    Him in a most intimate way — of feeling a

                    flutter in your heart at the mention of the 

                    name Father, Jesus and Holy Spirit.

                        I want to speak of the mystical marriage

                    of a soul to God. Of knowing oneness far

                    beyond anything we have ever imagined,

                    of knowing a oneness with Him that we have 

                    never known before — of being so united to Him 

                    and relying on His might.

                        And you may fault me here for my sentence 

                    structure or the words used, but of what I speak 

                    reaches a scope far beyond words, it is the union 

                    I know exists between me and my Divine Bridegroom, 

                    the Spouse of my soul. It is a flutter I have deep 

                    in my chest to think of the intimacy I know I 

                    have with God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. 

                    It is knowing God, so one in me.

                        And my fear lessens for I know how 

                        He has come to me to possess my soul. 

                        I know I exist and I live in Him. 

                    I know of the mystical marriage Father 

                    Carter spoke of and it is a freedom to 

                    be united to the Almighty God. For the desire 

                    of my heart is to do His will, but it is in 

                    me, it is for Him I live, for Him I exist, 

                    for Him I give my life for.

                        I am tired of worrying about how you 

                    will look at my words or check them inside 

                    and out for truth, for I know how truly 

                    important this is that I write the truth, but 

                    I want so deeply to express the story of my 

                    soul, to go more and more deeply into the depth 

                    of His love, to express as completely as I can 

                    the real treasure I hold within my being —

                    that is — the union with God in the 

                    depth of my soul and yet do words ever 

                    exist for this.

                        And I receive Him, my Divine God. He comes 

                    to me. The long awaited moments of communion 

                    with Him. I am so aware of all Three Persons yet 

                    so aware of God being one. I cannot 

                    write, nor can I explain what I mean or how 

                    deeply I am connected to my beloved. In the ecstasies 

                    I have had there is always this oneness with God. 

                       God is one and yet there is such a deep relationship 

                       I have with each Person. I shutter to 

                       describe that which is so very dear to me for 

                       fear I may phrase a word wrong and yet the reality 

                       of this relationship I have with my God ever 

                       deepens and the knowledge grows more and more as 

                       I live deeper this mystical marriage with my 

                       God.

                        I want to shout and be still at the same time. 

                    I want to be still in the joy of existing in Him and 

                    experiencing Him with depth in my soul and I 

                    want to tell the world I have found in this 

                    place — peace and tranquility.

                        Oh that place which truly exists in my 

                    soul, a place of existing in Him and being 

                    ever present in that place of peace. A place 

                    of strength, a place where the fear goes away. 

                    A place that can only be described as never 

                    ending and the embrace of a love that 

                    is warm and filled with a reddish hue 

                    of golden light that only can be experienced 

                    more and more.

                        I speak of that which cannot be written of 

                    in words 

                    and yet my burning love inside of 

                    me beckons me to write more and more as He 

                    envelopes my soul, 

                    to share this place so very real to me.
 

Jesus speaks:

                        I come and I outpour My grace. 

                        You are filled with light 

                        The shades of darkness seem to fade away 

                                into the sunset 

                        And in the darkest night you experience 

                                the light of day 

                        You know My strength within you

                        You are filled with faith

                        You want to be united deeper and deeper to your God

                    Stopped right in your busy tracks  

                    And I say to you

                    Hear the birds around you,

                    They sing a happy song

                    A song of freedom for that busy man

                    Stop and look at the sky above

                    Smell the fresh air

                    So many in their busy lives do not even see

                    Until the wind almost blows them off their feet.

                    How do I reach you?

                    The air goes in and out of your body

                    And you take it for granted

                    The moments tick away in your life

                    And yet you live to preserve your life here

                    And so often forget about the life to come.

                    Oh foolish ones,

                    I act in your lives.

                    I act so you will take notice of the days

                    Soon to come.

                    Your lives here on earth will end

                    And oh you missed the song of the birds

                    You missed the green trees,

                    The red trees, the snow covered trees,

                    The little brook with such bubbling water.

                    You missed your deep relationship with your

                    Creator, the one who loves you so,

                    He shed His blood so red on the

                    Rose and your head was buried

                    In a sand pile.

                    You reached for the dung heap pile

                    When I gave you the crispness of the 

                    Dew so gently placed on grass of 

                    The new sunny day.

                    You looked into a hollow hole of darkness

                    And you didn't see My hand gently

                    Helping you in your life here blow,

                    You cursed your crosses when 

                    I sent them to you,

                    You saw gray skies

                    When I sent you bright blue.

                    You saw darkness

                    When in fact the light shown

                    So vividly around you.

                    Oh little one,

                    I write to you this way

                    That you might remember

                    My words to you today.

                    I call you.

                    I want you to notice.

                    I want you to see My lady bugs,

                    I want you to hear My thunder,

                    I want you to know My might,

                    I want you to let go,

                    I want you to surrender,

                    I want you to be one in Me.

                    I want you to handle your problems

                    But I want you to know My might

                    And My presence always with you.

                    I want love.

                    I want union.

                    I want harmony.

                    Do you think I send you here to fight?

                    To act like busy bees that miss the flowers?

                    Oh My children, My children,

                    Live to help each other get to heaven

                    Put down the high shoulders

                    Get off your high horses

                    How would the symphony play

                    With all conductors.

                    How do they sound

                    When the flute player plays his own tune?

                    Or when the violinist is on his own

                    And plays in his own time.

                    Embrace the mission I give to you.

                    See that day of glory.

                    See in your heart the day

                    I will be the King and center of My people's hearts.

                    The days to come when I will Reign in their hearts

                    And the heart of My Mother will triumph.

                    Live the liturgical year.

                    Experience depth in celebrating the Feasts,

                    The Assumption

                    The Queenship of Mary

                    Aug 27 Message of Mary

                    Oh little ones.

                    I am God and I love you so.

                    Know My peace.

                    Know Me.

                    I want to be the Bridegroom of your soul.

                    I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus.

                    My Mother is always with you.

                    My Mother is your Mother.

John 19: 25 - 27

Jesus and his mother

Near the cross of Jesus stood his mother and his mother’s sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary of Magdala. Seeing his mother and the disciple whom he loved standing near her, Jesus said to his mother, ‘Woman, this is your son.’ Then to the disciple he said, ‘This is your mother.’ And from that hour the disciple took her into his home.

  

August 13, 2001 message continues

Messenger:

                    I want to speak of oneness

                    I want to speak of being

                    Mystically Married to God.

                    Father Carter knew this.

                    He knew the might of God.

                    God is the initiator.

                    We must let go and 

                    Let Him work in our lives.

                    We are hard, 

                    We don't let go,

                    We want control.

                    Many times we won't work with others.

                    This is God's Movement,

                    We are all players,

                    What happens if we are all conductors?

                    Our mission is defined.

                    I put aside my math books

                    and He spoke to me.

                    He gave me this mission.

December 17, 1991

December 17, 1991 His Burning Heart

Messenger: I was alone in All Saints Church after Mass and Communion, in front of the tabernacle, when I saw the Sacred Heart. It was red around the outside, then a layer of yellow and then the brightest light in the center. I felt heat and it looked like an open furnace.

    I thought about it all day and it instantly gave me peace and warmth in my heart. This is the purpose of these letters--to draw hearts to the ardent on-fire love of Jesus. I received the following message that day:

    "Open your heart to the fire of God's love. He is ablaze in your heart. He wants to dwell in you and love you and others through you. Love God, yourself and one another and experience the fire set aglow in your heart and experience the warmth of His love."

end of writing about December 17, 1991

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Messenger:  Message I received August 16, 1993.

                     I received that message on a plane

Messenger: Dear Jesus, Please come to me and write to me now, I really need to be alone with You and hear Your words, please talk to me.

Jesus speaks: My dear child, put your fear and anxiety aside. You are coming for My truth. I am the Truth. I live in you and you are watered by My words of truth. Deception is very troublesome to you when you live in My truth. On any scale deception is not at all funny. I know you cannot watch a movie anymore, it is not of God. Do not give in to the ways of this world. Feed yourself with only that which is of Me. Turn your entire life over to Me, trust in My ways and make them your own. Read and reread each letter, go back to your old letters, know them by heart so My words and thinking will become engraved in you. You must speak from My truth. You must be filled with My wisdom. You must not falter or wonder, but be confident in these words I write to you. My work for you is to speak My truths. You must study them and know all I have taught you. Those are your lessons. All that is not of Me will become so foreign, you will want only to choose My way, but you must teach yourself with My letters. I am the WAY, the TRUTH and the LIFE and he who abides in Me will have the light of life. The life I give you is not of this world. It is rooted in My words and My truth. Only I can teach you My truths. This world is so full of error. Unless you keep constant in My teachings by reading My words, you will go astray. My words are the food by which you are nourished and fed. My words are your drink, they are your food, they are your all. You will run and not grow weary, you will fly like an eagle. Joy will abound in your heart and you will know that true joy comes only from Me. All other joy is momentary. My joy is everlasting and full to the brim, You, My child, can have this joy if you stay fixed in My words. Savor them and decipher all their meanings for you, this is your truth, this is your victory over Satan’s lies. This is how you will help others to know Me. Your instructions are very clear, My child. STUDY each letter and try to understand all of its contents. They are words meant for you so you can speak these truths to others. It is not by chance you were chosen by Me, My child. You are a teacher, you are convincing in all you believe in. Believe in these letters and memorize My teachings until they flow from you as from your very soul. You must put aside your doubts now. Keep these letters by your side. Your life here will be always put into perspective. You will not get caught up in foolishness, or worry for any reason. I AM HE, I AM here. Your work is clear, study and learn My words so they become engraved in you. Speak of My words to all. I am the Way, the Truth and the Life and you are My messenger. I speak the truth to you that you will speak the truth to all. No time to wait, time is so short. Be busy studying My teachings now. Keep them in your purse, underline and read them again and again. These are not just for you, they are teachings of My love for all My children. Each child needs to be told about My love. Reach as many as possible through your speech. I am by your side, giving you what you need. The crooked ways are made straight, the weary are sent away in rest. Your voice will be My tool to reach many. Make yourself like jello. I will form you into what I want you to be. You must remain formless and be molded by Me. I am this close to you, My child. You will take some knocks, but you will be the key to unlock many doors. Use you I will, let all busy things behind. Focus on Me at every moment. This is My desire for you to speak My truth. I will be with you, little one, do not be afraid. I will tell you the way.

Messenger: Oh my Jesus, how You want me to do this I do not know. Show me how it is to come about or put me somewhere and I will now study Your words for me. For He made me humble and taught me His ways, which are the only ways to go. All other ways are not of any account. His way is the way to victory, the cross that leads us to glory, joy and peace in this life and glory and salvation in the world to come. He bound up my foolish ways and taught me His truths. My tongue was made clean, and my heart was full of His love. He cast away my doubts and fears and filled me with the gifts of the Spirit. His light He shined deep into my soul and He washed me in His Blood and I was made ready to do His work, an honor that I do not deserve, but long to fulfill for Him, my God, my All, my Jesus. Him I love and He has bestowed on me a great dignity. With love and respect He clothed me and made my broken heart and soul whole in Him. I am the fortunate one to know this one, true magnificent God. I bow in awe at all His greatness.

I am in awe at His love for us all. In our lowliness and sin He reached out and clothed us with dignity and showered us with His love and we were like the flowers after the rain, blessed by Him in His greatness. We are His children, Alleluia, Alleluia. Praise the Lord. Amen.

end of August 16, 1993 message

August 13, 2001 message continues

Messenger:

                    He spoke to me.

                    I had to be quiet and listen.

                    We went to an ice show,

                    The skaters were medalists.

                    Some skated together.

                    The precision of the skaters together was so precise.

                    They had to have the same intention.

                    One did not want to steal the show,

                    They were one.

                    They shared the same goal.

                    If they did not,

                    They could not have functioned like that.

                    One twirled the other

                    Their head was down

                    Their body straight.

                    It reminded me of what God was telling us about

                    working together and being one.

                    The skaters acted as one.

                    I thought of what Father Carter said

                    "Our hearts are merged"

                    We can't be ready to run

                    And start a new job.

                    In our hearts we recognize

                    God's calling and we work together

                    To get out the priestly Newsletter

                    To pray for the priests, the Church and the world.

                    We recognize our calling.

                    This is real.

                    Jesus is God.

                    He has called you in some way to help with

                            this mission.

August the 5th prayer meeting - 6:20

August 5, 2001

August 5, 2001

August 13, 2001 message continues

Messenger:

                He calls us to this oneness.

Cling to Me

Excerpt from May 13, 1993 

My dear child, if you stay close to Me, then I live in you and you live in Me. I am He Who created you and I love you with such an intensity that you will never know. My words are your truth. You must abide in My heart in all things. There is no room for doubt. My ways are steadfast, direct, and without error.

You must stay rooted in Me to ward off the power of the evil one. His grip is paralyzing and crippling. His power is stronger every day...

August 13, 2001 message continues

Messenger:

Deuteronomy 10:12-22

Circumcision of the heart

    ‘And now, Israel, what does Yahweh your God ask of you? Only this: to fear Yahweh your God, to follow all his ways, to love him, to serve Yahweh your God with all your heart and all your soul, to keep the commandments and laws of Yahweh, which I am laying down for you today for your own good.

    ‘Look, to Yahweh your God belong heaven and the heaven of heavens, the earth and everything on it; yet it was on your ancestors, for love of them, that Yahweh set his heart to love them, and he chose their descendants after them, you yourselves, out of all nations, up to the present day. Circumcise your heart then and be obstinate no longer; for Yahweh your God is God of gods and Lord of lords, the great God, triumphant and terrible, free of favouritism, never to be bribed. He it is who sees justice done for the orphan and the widow, who loves the stranger and gives him food and clothing. (Love the stranger then, for you were once strangers in Egypt.) Yahweh your God is the one whom you must fear and serve; to him you must hold firm; in his name take your oaths. Him you must praise, he is your God: for you he has done these great and terrible things which you have seen for yourselves; and, although your ancestors numbered only seventy persons when they went down to Egypt, Yahweh your God has now made you as many as the stars of heaven.’

                1)  Pray for urgent intention, a special priest 
                      and all involved.
                2)  Pray for Father Mike and Father Laurentin.
                3)  Pray for special Bishops and Archbishops
                4)  Pray for a special man and son,
                     and family and all involved.
                5)  Pray for all priests, Bishops and Cardinals
                     receiving the Newsletter.
                     Pray for grace for them to respond especially
                     by beginning prayer chapters.
                6)  Pray for the telephone operators.
                7)  Pray for communication and business in
                     general.
                8)  Pray for people to respond to fund letters.
                9)  Pray for money to circulate pictures.

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               10)  Pray for funds and grace.
              11)  Pray for all Shepherds of Christ apostles,
                     handmaids, servants.
              12)  Pray for availability Prayer manuals.
              13)  Pray for second priestly Newsletter Book.
              14)  Pray for documentary and all involved.
              15) Pray for special intentions of our donors.