Mary has requested that the daily message be given each day to the world. It is read nightly at the prayer service from her Image Building in Clearwater, Florida, U.S.A. This is according to her request. All attempts will be made to publish this daily message to the world at 11 p.m. Eastern time, U.S.A. We acknowledge that the final authority regarding these messages rests with the Holy See of Rome.

August 14, 2005

Here are entries from God's Blue Book 4

 August 14, 1994

Jesus speaks:     Sweet child, I have such work for you and Fr. Carter, the devil will attack you. You I have chosen to spread the devotion of Our Hearts to this world.

 

 

August 14, 1994

After Mass, 12:30

Title: Their Hearts Merged As One

R.  While praying to the Holy Spirit, I saw a red ball of fire or tongue of fire, then saw a heart, sort of a shadow, it was on a yellow background. I then saw a heart with flowers on the top, same setting, then a plain heart. I then saw a heart made up of white flowers, then the two hearts merged into one.

    I felt so close to Jesus after communion. I had a vision of God. I saw our Blessed Mother holding me as a child. (feeling very close to her.) She put me in Christ's Heart. I saw the Father above, the Holy Spirit to the side.

Note:  I saw the Holy Spirit at the tabernacle once at St. Philip's while praying after Mass last summer. I saw a little white dove. It was immensely lighted and looked like the same material as the Host that came out from behind the real Host when Fr. Carter raised the Host. It was a lighted Host that came from behind and moved into a position above the Host.

    I love You so much, my God. I don't want to leave this place, such warmth in my chest, flutter in the middle of my chest. I love You Jesus.

 

 

August 15, 1994

After Mass

Title:  Let My Life Flow In You

Jesus:

    They pierced My hands and feet and pierced My head. I withstood this, little one, for you. Let go of your hurt. Words and actions of others should not stop you. Nothing can be compared to how much love I have for you. I give you Myself and I am God. Do you hear, child - nothing can compare to My love!

I am the true bread sent from heaven. I penetrate your heart with My healing. Give not into any thoughts Satan plants in your head to keep you from intimacy with Me.

  Total surrender on My part to give My flesh and blood. If you want union with Me you must let go of these hurts. Holding on to anger can block your union with Me. It is the work of the evil one. Flush out the pipe, let My life flow in you. Pray for your attackers. I love you so.

    I am God. My love cannot ever be measured.

Vision, My child: you cannot even measure the love of God! Focus on My love and the love of the Father and Holy Spirit. Mary loves you so much.

I love you so much!

   

 

August 15, 1994

Title:  Sins of the Flesh

Jesus:

    The sins of the flesh, My child: Those who wear clothes to lure others into sinful thoughts will answer for not only their own sin but also for the sin of leading others into temptation. Woe to you, who, with your brazen ways, lure others into sin! It is not only your own sins you will answer for but for the sin of tempting others. You are not perfect and you sin, say you are sorry, go to confession, but woe to those who wear clothing to cause others to be tempted to sin. Your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit. God lives in you. What honor and dignity is yours!

    Precious one, you are a creation of My heavenly Father. You were created with such specialness and love. Your call in this life is to do God's will, to use your talents to promote the love of God. Oh child, you need to pray constantly. Offer your day for the conversion of your brothers, lest your beloved brothers fall into the pit.

    Child, child, do the will of the Father. His plan is for you to spread My love. Be focused ever on spreading the love of God. Always promote the truth. Satan wants you to sin. The truth will set you free. Go to the priest, go to confession.

    Pray for your priests, promote My Priestly Newsletter. The priests need your constant prayers. Pray to be holy so that your prayers will ascend in much purity to the Father!

    The world is passing and many who dwell here are losing their way. Pray, pray, pray for your beloved brothers. Offer up your deeds in love for their souls.

    Constantly be about the work of the Father. They beat My flesh for the sins of the flesh, it hung from My body.

    I, in such love, gave Myself for you. I held not back. The statements being made with the bodies! Your body is a creation of the Father, it is not a sex symbol to promote sin. Woe, woe to you who lead others into sinful ways. You will be held accountable for the sins of your brothers you tempted and they will be held accountable for their sins.

    My head was beaten and bloodied and bruised. Look at the faces of those who lure others into sin. Their painted faces, their hardened eyes, made up with such ugliness, this is the work of the evil one. To sing songs of luring, vileness, what to do with your Father's gift to you. Your voice was given to sing praises to your heavenly Father, to sing praise, to tell all of Our love. What sin to use your unique talents, given to you, to lure others into sin.

    You will be accountable. How you use your talents given from the Father. You were given talents to do His work. Oh, you special children, you are given such good things from God and you make them into ugly things for sin. Pray for those who are leading others to sin. Innocent children are being subjected to sinful ways. They are not taught about God. Your prayers, your union with Me will preach the Gospel in your ways. There is no time to waste, the Kingdom of God is at hand.

    Heaven is a reward promised to those who love and serve the Lord. Without love and service, there is not a reward. Lead your brothers to the love of God. Do not be shy. Their souls are at stake. You must listen to the Spirit within you that guides you on your way. You must be an empty vessel that God can use to do His work. Your openness will lead many to the gates of Paradise. Do not underestimate what one soul, fixed on God and operated by the Spirit can do. Listen to the inner promptings of your heart.

    Painted faces, luring eyes, luring bodies and I showed you the way to be more likened to Me! You were created in the image and likeness of God! I was beaten and bruised, I was bloodied. My head was crowned with thick piercing thorns. I showed you the way. When they flaunt themselves before you, in sin, take a stand and do not watch such vileness in any way. Turn off  your T.V., pray the rosary when you know of those that promote violence and sin and pray for your brothers. My day is at hand. I will come and all will know My might. I am a God of Justice. Woe to those who cause others to sin. I have spoken that you take Me seriously. I am the Lord, thy God, and you shall have no gods before Me.

Matthew 5: 18

In truth I tell you, till heaven and earth disappear, not one dot, not one little stroke, is to disappear from the Law until all its purpose is achieved.

    I come to give you life, life eternal and the promise of a kingdom far greater than any of this world for those who do God's will.

    Pray for your brothers. This is your love, given to all, to pray for your troubled brothers and always to love. It is My love, I give to them through you, you need to be an empty vessel. Be not clogged with anger or hatred, be open only to love. Help lead all to the love of God and life eternal.

    I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. I live this very day and dwell among you. Pray for My life, alive within you. I am the Alpha and the Omega. I am to be worshipped and honored and adored. I am Who Am. I am your Savior, come to deliver you from bondage and free you from your sins. Harken to Me and My ways. Follow Me. I am your God. Alleluia. 

  And He gave them new life in their souls and His grace gave them the strength they needed to do His work in this world. Alleluia.

   

 

August 16, 1994

No One, Nothing Can Ever Stop My Interior Relationship With God And Mary

Jesus speaks: My dear child, if the whole world falls under your feet, if the stars cease to shine and the moon not give its light, I will be your rear guard, your foreguard, your mighty God Who protects you from the enemy.

Messenger: My life is interior. My relationship with God is interior. If the floor gives out, if you hate and persecute me, if anything from the outside befalls me, my life is still with me, the life of God rooted in my soul. No one can ever take away my relationship with Jesus, the Father, the Holy Spirit, Mary and St. Joseph. No one can ever touch this - even if I cannot receive the Eucharist, Jesus is still alive within me. I can spiritually ask Him to be present in a special way to me.

The bottom line is, no one can ever touch my relationship with God and Mary, and nothing else that is taken away matters. If it is happening, He knows it and is allowing it. Jesus, I trust in You! What a treasure to always be assured of my relationship with Jesus. He never will leave me. He will always be there. His love is always with me. I want to shout it from the rooftop - this is my God and He loves me! He will never go, no one, nothing can ever stop my interior relationship with God and Mary. If I have that, what can harm me?

Jesus speaks: Though earth pass away, My love is steadfast, My presence forever within you, every minute of every day. I, God, am with you, child. I never leave you. What else matters?

Little child, little child. I love you so much. Focus on My love, ever present and poured out in such measures to you. I am Who Am. I am Jesus, Son of God. I speak to you, My little one. Open your heart and let Me embrace you. Your oneness with Me is achieved in your heart. You will stand as the strongest pillar against a raging storm, because My might is within you. If the winds come and the rain, if the earth shakes the roots of the trees, the Lord will hold you in your place. You are a mighty tree, standing on the earth. The roots which grow from within the tree are thick and well nourished. The wind can come. The winters with its cold and blizzard can press on the tree. Birds of prey can pick at the tree, but the strength of the mighty oak within will sustain it.

Your life is the life of God's grace flowing in your soul. The Spirit is a mighty force that rages in your soul. You are nourished and fed by My life. You stand strong against the wind and pestilence. You do not falter. My might is within you. If the earth quakes, you are held up by My might. I am, dear one, the Almighty God! The torrent winds cannot harm you. It may blow and blow and you will sway in the breeze but your roots are firm. You are fed My living water. I give you My very Flesh for your food, you drink My very own Blood, and you, child, are sustained by the Body and Blood of Christ.

I am the Almighty God come to give life to this world. I am a force that can withstand any trial. I dwell in you and live in you and you are afraid. Oh, child, pray for vision, pray for the fearlessness of the Apostles. They were in the upper room and full of fear, and the Spirit of the Lord descended upon them and they were fearless.

Pray for the Spirit of God to enkindle in your hearts the love of God. When the earth rocks and moves about, your inner candle never flickers. You are steadfast in His love by your interior union with God and Mary. Be alone with Me, be with Me. Pray to your Father and the Holy Spirit and to Mary. You, child, are never alone, for God lives in your heart. You become one in Him and you operate with this love in a troubled world. And the winds came and blew down some that were undernourished, but he who was fed by the Bread of heaven did not fall. I am the Bread of life. My life I give to you so you will have life and have it more abundantly.

Come and sup with Me. Develop your interior life, not life as this world knows life, but My life alive and in your soul.

 

 

August 16, 1994

The Invisible Wounds

Messenger: The invisible wounds of Mary: Mary stood by His cross, she had watched what her Son had suffered. She watched this horrible sequence of events that led to this final hour. She did not bleed, she did not have a mark on her body, only the teared, red ridges from her deepened crying. She stood, held up by the arms of her beloved John. This was her precious Son, her Baby at birth, her Baby at His death.

Invisible wounds: The pains of the heart, the sufferings of the mind, the sights seen with her loving, motherly eyes, the knowledge of His love for all!

She appears to me with a face, reflecting the ridges from her deep crying, so sorrowful no words could describe. What can we say for the sorrow of this face? I cannot describe it. It looked as if it was ready to crack! This face tells the story of His love for us.

Her heart was so torn inside that to know her suffering is to tear at my heart.

The invisible scars: To watch Him stripped and beaten and to silently stand by and cry. She appears to tell us of her invisible scars. She appears and shows me her faces, young and old, sorrowful and joyful. She appears to tell us the story of His love for us. Do we listen, do we see?

She saw His Blood all over. I remember seeing one of my children bleed and he had to get stitches -- it was such a horrible sight. He kept bleeding and bleeding. Blood comes from deep inside, it is scary because we have no control over it. If you bleed enough, you die. My child was bleeding, it was very upsetting! Mary watched Jesus bleed and bleed. It was as though He could not have had all the Blood He had. He stood in a puddle of Blood when He was scourged...

...it ran from His face and from His mouth -- from the blows to His head. It was so awful to watch my child bleed, but to watch others beat Him and make Him bleed more and make His body raw! There is such a bond between a mother and her children, such wanting to protect and help them. Mary helplessly watched this horrible massacre of her Son, knowing He did it for love of us. She could not help Jesus. She was not allowed, only to watch more and more bleeding!

Jesus speaks: Oh, you are so senseless. I write to you of My love and no one listens. Mary appears to tell you how much I suffered for love of you. My Passion is My proof of how I love you. I gave every drop of My Blood for you. You don't understand, this is the reality, that I am God and I suffered so brutally for love of you!

Mary speaks: Turn your lives toward my Son. What do I say to get you to listen? Life on earth is only passing. I appear, I show you my face, you will never comprehend how my Son suffered for love of you! This is the real world, this is the truth that He bled and bled for love of you, that He stood there silently in all the beatings. He accepted this awful treatment. He came to show you the way. I watched my precious little One. I watched and my heart was torn in my chest. I experienced such suffering, watching this massacre of my beautiful Son, for love of you!

I appear with blood in my eyes. My eyes shed invisible blood during His Passion, to watch Him bleed and be beaten raw by His attackers.

And what does He ask in return? He asks you to love God and love one another. Do this, for your reward is everlasting life.

Messenger: I just wanted to crawl up in a ball and feel her pain. This is how I have felt before the last letter August 10, coming home from church in the car. Such intense sufferings realizing the pain! The sufferings started when the priest raised up the Blood -- this is what Jesus did, He shed His very own Blood, the Blood in His veins. He gives it to us now so that we may have His life.

I have experienced on many occasions Jesus' and Mary's sufferings. She suffered so watching Him being taken down from the cross. I experienced such emotion seeing Mary hold the Baby Jesus in her arms and seeing her hold His lifeless body under the cross. I experienced such emotions seeing Jesus nailed to the cross and during the Sorrowful Mysteries and Stations led by Father Smith. I feel immense oneness with the sorrow and experience the sorrow.

The depth of her suffering is inexpressible in words. Mary may have cried, but there is not a way that a human being could relieve this immense sorrow. She endured the sufferings by Christ's side. She did not have His wounds, her heart was pierced with a sword.   

Luke 2:34-35

Simeon blessed them and said to Mary his mother, 'Look, he is destined for the fall and for the rise of many in Israel, destined to be a sign that is opposed -- and a sword will pierce your soul too -- so that the secret thoughts of many will be laid bare.  

Messenger: This is the Blood Mary watched Him shed. She watched Him from under the cross. We stand with her and give ourselves with Him to the Father.

Oh, Father, I love You so much, You gave Your only Son for love of us! Please accept my sacrifice with His as my love for You!

It just becomes evident to me -- how He truly gave His flesh and Blood for us! It is so clear to me, like a vision, this is truly His Blood given up for us! I feel this so intensely and He keeps giving me more and more to better realize His Sacrifice.

Mary is so involved with us: We stand with Mary, we suffer with Mary, we give ourselves in an act of love to our heavenly Father. What an offering, to stand under His cross and give ourselves with the Body and Blood of Christ, in union with Mary and everyone under the cross, with the Church! We offer ourselves up with Christ to the Father!

I feel so connected to Jesus and Mary and God through the Passion. It is there I see Their oneness. I see her role as His Mother and my Mother. I see Their immense love for us to undergo such suffering for love of us.

Mary speaks: I am your Mother. I am Mary. I come to bring you so close to my beloved Son. I stand with you at the foot of the cross. Open your hearts to His love for you. This is reality, that He truly died for love of you and has risen so that you will have new life! I am your Mother and I love you so very much, my precious little children. You will never fully know this great love God and I have for you. Meditate on Our sufferings, this will lead you to the life only God can give you.

Messenger: I must understand Their relationship: Baby to young life, joys and suffering. She was a mother in the fullest sense of the word, such a motherly heart -- her love for Jesus is the dearest motherly love! In order to understand the relationship between Mary and Jesus, I must not just look at the individual events of the Passion and her sorrow, but see Their lives together from the Annunciation to the Ascension. It is the relationship, the bond, the joys, the sufferings They both shared during the Passion.

This is truly where Their Hearts are united -- in the meeting of the eyes. The more I meditate on this, the more I am linked with Their immense love for us. The two Hearts -- They are so closely united! The rosary is this journey from the Angel Gabriel to the Ascension. Her suffering and His suffering during the Passion link me so closely to Them. This intensity is forever growing as They give me bits and pieces of this union between Them.

 

 

August 16, 1994

Focus On This Love. Silence Satan.

Messenger: He loves us unconditionally. From Him I do not have to hide. He loves us as we are. He calls us to be as good as we can. He calls us to be humble. He calls us to love.

He calls us to be of the heart, not to be proud, to be kind and loving. He calls us to put on Christ, to constantly die to self. I am a human being. I am growing; I am created in His image, I am learning His ways, I am imperfect.

Oh, Lord, show me Your ways. Let me realize Your love. Let me know You more so I can love more. Help me to focus on You and Your love, to silence Satan who constantly points to my weakness and tells me such things that make me unaware of Your tremendous love for me.

Jesus speaks: Satan is the great deceiver. My child, I call you to love. I call you to a new life. I am forever with you, loving you the same as the day I died on the cross. My Heart is an abyss of endless love for you. You do not comprehend fully My great love for you. I love you this much that I truly gave My life for you.

Focus on this love. Silence Satan. I am not looking at you with condemning eyes, I look at you as the divine creation of the Father. I look at you as My beloved child.

I, child, have watched you and watched you. I see you struggle and I bend low in such love and am right by your side. You need to struggle to grow in My love.

It is in your sufferings that you rise to new life. This is My life in you. To grow in your sufferings is My way, not to become bitter and spiral down to deeper depths of pain, but to rise up as I did on the third day. Realize that there is such life for you in the Resurrection!

You, child, are going to My school. My lessons I teach this day. In your pain you grow in deeper union with Me.

Trust in Me, forever focus on My immense love. Look at Mary hold My body under the cross. I truly love you this much this day. I am the Resurrection, I am the Life. He who believes in Me will never die. I am Jesus your beloved Savior. Come to Me and I will give you such love. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus on fire for love of you. I love you!

 

 

August 17, 1994 

Messenger:        As Mary appeared when she began appearing daily.

    

August 17, 1994 7:55 AM during apparition

she was aglow

Mary speaks:  I am the Immaculate Heart of Mary, I want you and Fr. Carter to spread devotion to Our Hearts.

    Do not be afraid, I am truly here and I want you to write this message.

    I was so close to you then, I am with you now. Continue your rosary.

    I am the Immaculate Heart of Mary. I come to give you this message. You will experience a realm of peace, but first you will know such trials.

    Do not be discouraged for My Son will be close to you in your anguish.

    You must know that all that happens is for reasons you do not comprehend.

    Do not ask questions of me or Him.

    Give yourself in total surrender to Our Hearts.

    No one can take away Our love.

    If the whole world does not believe you, you will still be steadfast in Our love. These are trials you must withstand to learn lessons you need to learn. I do not want to frighten you. You will sing, you will speak you must be patient and let the plan of the Father unfold as it will.

Do not question — give yourself in total surrender.

Fr. Carter will be persecuted, this is to strengthen him for his great works that are to come. Stay so steadfast in the love of me and my Son. You will give strength to one another. Do not be afraid, stay forever fixed in Our love.

No person can ever take away Our love.

This is your anchor in all storms, We are forever with you, guarding you and protecting you. Do not wander ever from Our love, it is that which sustains you. Your trials are necessary for your advancement. Do not question. I am forever your beloved mother and always by your side.

Pray the rosary every day here at 6:30 this will be the warmth to a cold night. I love you so much. I will continue to come and be with you here in a special way. You will know my presence. I am forever with you both. I love you so very much.

 

 

August 18, 1994

The Oneness Between Mary and Jesus

Messenger: I see her hold His lifeless body under the cross. I see her tenderness, holding Him as a Baby. I see their oneness in the peering eyes. I see her with the sword in her heart, pierced because of the sufferings of her Son. I see her giving birth to her beautiful Baby.

I see her sorrowful face, her beautiful face, her old face, her young face; all reflections of her life and His life, joined in joy, joined in suffering, joined - Mother and Son - all through Their lives, during the Passion, now joined in heaven. They want to draw us to eternal salvation.

A loving Mother, truly by our sides, waiting to listen to our problems, and Jesus forever with her.

She stands under the cross and places our burdens there with us as we, hand-in-hand with our loving Mother, give up our frustrations, our crosses to Him, our loving Savior.

This is life, to be fixed so closely united with the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, all day surrendering ourselves to Their loving Hearts.

This is warmth and security to me. I realize so very much Their presence. This is the reality of this world. It is God’s world. We dwell here in the hope of achieving everlasting life. Jesus Christ is truly present this day in the Eucharist, no less than the day He walked this earth.

Mary is so closely united to her Son. To love Jesus is to love Mary, to love Mary is to love Jesus.

Mary, help me to love your beloved Son.

Jesus, help me to love Your beloved Mother.

Mary is always leading me to the love of her precious Son. All the meditations on the rosary about Mary lead me to Him. She is our spiritual Mother. To think of His being formed in her womb is so beautiful. I ask Mary to form me in her womb so I can be more closely united to her Son. For nine months He was formed in the womb of His loving Mother. For my lifetime, I am forever formed in her womb to deepen my union with Jesus, the Holy Spirit and the Father.

The protection and security, to be surrounded by Mary’s womb, is so beautiful. She delivers us up to union with her precious Son.

The more I meditate on Their lives in the rosary (I really meditate on each bead), these beautiful mysteries of Their lives, the more I am so closely joined to the union of Mary’s heart and Jesus’ Heart. This is my refuge. This is our life, to be joined so intimately to Their Hearts!

She draws me to her and draws me to praying the rosary, like steel to a magnet. I get such comfort sharing Their lives. It is there I realize so much Their reality. They are truly here, this very day -- we are not ever alone!  I am united to Their lives. This comfort exists all through the day, for They are with me.

I pray in front of the big statue of Mary and she is alive to me.

   

 

August 20, 1994

Mary speaks:        Dear child,

                                    Do not be discouraged, I am your mother
                                I will not let my Son's messages to you
                                go unnoticed. I will see to their publishing
                                do not worry, do exactly as you are
                                doing. Stay close to Fr. Carter, your
                                work for Us is so interlocked with
                                Our Hearts. You must trust always
                                in God. He has a plan for you and
                                you will be a big part of this plan.
                                Your messages are very important
                                to this world. Your love is paramount
                                for the spread of this message. Trust
                                always that I Mary will see to
                                the distribution of these messages,
                                you are worrying needlessly. These
                                messages are a big part to help souls.
                                Many hearts will turn toward the love of
                                Our two Hearts from these messages.
                                Continue to pray and offer your
                                whole life up for the spread of
                                devotion to the Two Hearts. I am
                                forever your most loving Mother and
                                thank you for responding to
                                this call. I, your mother, love you
                                so much my sweet child.

 

 

August 20, 1994

Title:  A Light Will Come After Your Trials

R.  Every time I think I have it rough, I can remember how I felt on August 16. This was only a foreshadowing of Mary's immense pain at the Passion!

Jesus:

     What will you suffer for Me, sweet one? Do you love Me this much and then say no, not that much? I never gave up My cross, I carried it and held on to it willingly. My thoughts were for My love of you. My Father gave Me strength with His love. I could withstand this because of the will to please My Father, because of the love that exists between My Father and Me, because of My intense love, dear one, for you.

     It is in the pain that you realize why you operate as you do. You operate for love of Me. You operate for everlasting union with Me. You will see a new light in your life, but first the trials, dear one. You have suffered to obey the rules of those who hold your messages. My will is that you comply with them. You will know an opening in the sky soon and a breakthrough in spreading My words.

     Dear one, I talk to you, you know this. Be so steadfast in Me. Trust Me. I am the Almighty God. Trust Me and be with Me now, dear one.

 

 

August 20, 1994

My Sufferings Were For You, Child

Mary speaks:  I cannot express in words how I suffered. I have given you some experience in my sufferings.

My suffering was so deep, only by God's grace could a human person experience such suffering.

There were not wounds, there was no blood, there was, my child, only the experiences of my heart. My heart was pierced so deeply with a sword. Such deep pain, a sword piercing would not describe the pain I had. Do you wonder how deep did the sword pierce my heart? The depth was incomprehensible. My life was lived in such connectedness with my Son, in such intimacy with Him. I watched my beloved Son, to Whom I was so closely united for 33 years, suffer so dishonorably.

My sufferings were for you, child. I love you as no earthly mother ever loved a child. I am your most loving Mother. If I underwent such suffering for you, do you think I would not be protecting and loving you now? I have not gone. I am with you!

If I could only tell you what I saw: my Son suffering for love of you. If I could let you see through my eyes what He suffered for love of you!

If you meditate on His Passion in the rosary and the Stations, you see His immense love. I will help you to see His love more and more through my eyes.

I appear to tell all of this suffering. This is the key to understanding how much you are loved. Think of what I saw, look through my eyes, hold His lifeless body under the cross, meditate on the Seven Sorrows that I hold deep in my heart. It is there you will know His immense love. Look at my Son through a mother's eyes. Look at Him as He dragged the heavy cross on His way to the Crucifixion. Stand by and watch them pull His hair and drag Him away, and beat His precious bare body. Stand with me, little ones, as I walked with Him and look through my eyes. You will realize more His great love for you.

Go to Him, love Him, He is in the Eucharist this day. He longs, longs for your individual love. He is your lover, on FIRE for love of you. I love you so much.

I am Mary, your Mother.

Emotions (ecstasies):

R.    I experienced great graces and insights into Jesus and Mary's sufferings. The veil was lifted and I felt so deeply the presence of God. It is His presence that saturated my being, a connectedness to Him and this deep intimacy with Him alone. This world seems non-existent and I am wrapped into the experience. Time seems to stand still and I behold the presence of God, deep, deep in my being. On Christmas day after Mass, 1993, I had such immense pain, I could hardly stand it. Pains in the heart, not physical pain, an understanding of agony in my heart. On January 6, 1994, I was elevated to such a high level, saturated in His love, then after Communion such immense agony in my heart. Agony inexpressible in words.

 

 

August 20, 1994

Title:  I Cried as I Knew the Suffering of Jesus and Mary

R.  Praying the peace rosary, I couldn't look at Mary's statue. I instantly started to cry and was so connected to her suffering. Just wanted to cry--it wasn't my tears as I was really happy, but I felt so close to her. Same as when I sat in front of the tabernacle and cried. I just have to wait and feel the sorrow and cry until it passes, and then I am close to Them.

     I remember at a Friday Sacred Heart Mass, Father Carter said "they broke the legs, then they pierced Jesus' Heart and blood and water came out. I wanted to cry. I feel such sorrow every Friday from 12 to 3 o'clock - it is especially awful during these hours.

     It began on December 18, 1993: Jesus said, "I died for you-what more do you want?" I had such presence of Him. It was as though He was sitting there. I felt His emotions in myself. It felt as if He was there with me even though I didn't see Him. I am so united to Him.

     I feel Jesus' or Mary's emotions, they let me feel their emotions.

     The tears that come from my eyes, and I feel this intense pain in my heart, it is deep-seated, deeper than I can express. It is so deep, I cannot get to the bottom of it, but it is a silent, accepting cry, a wanting to scream from the very depth of my soul, but a silent surrender to the will of God and acceptance of this suffering for the greater good, knowing this is coming from God.

     This closeness in the suffering of Jesus, I receive at this point I am in this union so deep in God. An ecstasy involves so deep a connection with God - this is a suffering ecstasy. I am given this emotion--it is from God.

     A total submissiveness to express these emotions. Time stands still. I am removed in a way from this world.

     Knawing pain in my heart, and awareness of my heart. I feel so close to Mary and God now. I feel removed from this place. It is like I have been touched and have seen heaven and I know we are not to worry, only love God and help others to get there.

     My letters have progressed to such emotion when I receive them. He said, "I watched you" - such connection to Him, as if He and Mary are here!

     When I am experiencing this, such intense awareness of their presence to the point the world around me seems non-existent. I am united to God.

    This is real. We are living in God's world. We must love God and one another and help others to get to heaven. Pray constantly.

     I realize how souls are going to hell, how souls need my prayers, how souls all over the world are in darkness and I realize the urgency of this call.

    Jesus told me He wanted me to go through these experiences at His Mother's House (the old seminary where Mary was appearing to me daily). He told me to pray here and I would have such experiences. I have written most of His letters here and experienced so many deep presences of the Almighty God here at His Mother's House (the old seminary).

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