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                August 16, 2015

                R. Healing is a process. If a man
                burns his skin – how deep is it –
                how will he heal the blisters and
                the skin that needs to be healed –
                it takes time.

                    Man has a wounded human nature –
                he was taught by men with generations,
                of generations of how to make things
                work with other men and God and how to
                love himself. Babies are taught the
                rules in that house. We are here to
                die to those unwanted tendencies,
                behavior patterns and defects in our
                character to be able to relate in
                unity with God, with others and with
                ourselves. To see through the pure eyes
                of God, the vision He has for us. To
                live communally in mind and heart
                where it is love that permeates all our
                relationships so we can come to what
                God wants of us.
 

                R. An old car was in a wreck and it
                had dents and was pretty much a mess.
                Next door to the man with the old car
                was a "body man" his job was refurbishing
                cars that had been wrecked. The man
                with the wrecked vehicle didn't want
                any help fixing his own car.

                    God has a vision for our lives. We
                are here to live for the honor and glory
                of God. We are to seek the vision of God
                and hope to one day be with God in
                the beatific vision eternally, to share
                in His life – to be full of life eternally
                in heaven. Did you hear – dead in
                sin – dead –

                    The world is struggling with dead – So
                many deaths in shows, murders, seeing
                the instantaneous murders in shows is
                shocking to a gentle soul. And yet we
                know for brute power and aggressiveness
                of men – there were about 66,000,000
                lives lost in World War II. We can study this
                war and see the mind of Hitler and others
                that lied to gain power for themselves at
                the expense of killing others, with the most
                brutal deaths.

                    God intends us to grow – to live – to be
                likened to Him, to die to selfish ways that
                need healing and to live the resurrected
                life.

                    A man can be full of self and take
                classes how to sell himself before
                others, Actors, Actresses take classes
                how to act.

                    But God gives us His Word, the Sacraments,
                He wants men to be one in Him. This doesn't
                take a mask like the person learning to
                act – all focused on himself –

                    It takes a man with a heart like
                Jesus, dying to pride and anger and
                jealousy and envy – A man not focused
                on himself, but on God – being an
                instrument of God, taking off the
                mask, living in a pure heart consecrated
                to Jesus and Mary – being in one mind
                and one heart in love with the body
                of Christ and dwelling in love in
                the pure and holy Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

                    The more one is wounded, selfish,
                caved-in, jealous, envious, prideful,
                the more he is full of self. God intends
                us to grow – to let go of our hateful,
                prideful, envious, jealous hearts –
                to come to a place of healing – of
                loving, of order under Him, of
                being under God, in the right place
                with God, of having the vision of God.

                    God takes man and woman from
                different homes to build a family and
                gives them an act of love they share
                to show love physically between
                husband and wife. Women carry
                babies in their bodies and babies
                nurse at the breast. God intends
                love of husband and wife in
                married love – different than
                love of father for daughter,
                son for mother, brother for brother –
                this love is not a sexual attraction
                like the love of husband and wife.
                All these relationships are learned
                in a family and God has a plan
                built in how they are to be.

                    God's will is we learn to love in
                our families and we learn to love others
                outside the family and we see love of
                God, others and ourselves through
                God's eyes.

                    We learn trusting others in love
                outside our families. We have a
                lifetime to learn to love.

                    What is in the negative tapes
                about oneself that a man plays
                all day – year in and year out
                in his head?

                    How is the interior life becoming more
                and more like the purity of the Virgin
                Mary? In baptism we receive a sharing
                in God's life. Man's knowing and loving
                capacity is elevated. Man can with
                the grace given by God (since love is
                a theological virtue) love on a supernatural
                level, can perform God-like acts
                as he is filled more and more
                abundantly with God's grace – His
                life in us.

                    A man that has lived his life under
                a mask, not working and trusting others
                outside his family, hurt in love and
                not healed, can force unwanted family
                tendencies on others so he doesn't
                have to change. Behavior patterns such
                as – "I am perfect, I don't want any
                correction, I want to rule, my way
                is the way, I am not wounded,
                I do not need to change – all I need
                is to rule and I can operate"

                    Any man, you would think, could
                get along with himself and his
                rules – The trick is - seeing the vision
                God wants and doing it His way –

                    A man who uses punishment to
                enforce dysfunction and then shuts
                down a place can be so blind
                because he ruled with an iron
                hand from his own vision which
                was not the vision of God at all.

                    We are here to see the vision
                of God and to seek it and to live
                according to it. To put aside trying
                to be the power and the glory ourselves,
                to realize that we all need interior
                healing and to seek correction God
                is giving us – not punish those
                around us to rule because we
                don't want to change.

                    Life is about correction, change,
                growing in the image and likeness
                of God. Being docile to the Holy Spirit
                leading us in this vision of God –
                filling us more abundantly with the grace for
                greater faith, hope and love, and cooperating
                with this grace so we can say as
                St. Paul 

                R. Life in Christ

                The Christ-life

                Christ paid a big price for our salvation –

                Jesus died to give us new life.

                Jesus took flesh – came as a little
                    docile baby –

                The man who thinks about himself
                    and raising himself up to
                    be okay among men because
                    he wears a mask is
                    masking what needs to change
                    interiorly with taintedness
                    in the heart.

                Mary said at Fatima that the
                    Hearts of Jesus and Mary are attentive
                    to our supplication –

                We are the poor banished children of
                    Adam and Eve –

                    If we tell ourselves we have arrived
                        and live our lives to implement
                        our program of pride and anger
                        and jealousy and envy –
                        we have stopped living –

                    These are deadly sins.

                    They distort our vision of God,
                        of others and ourselves.

                The right hand of God is struck
                    with power –

                Who has all the Power?

                God is All - Powerful.

                    Even Christ suffered tremendously
                because of those who were mean
                and who would not listen – they
                didn't care what they did to
                seek their own tainted ways.

                    Deadly sins are deadening –
                they dull the man, they are
                bad habits – A man sees himself
                and others under him and if they
                raise up he can stand on their
                head.

                    A man (by a man, I am meaning
                man or woman) can loose his power
                and then find another in which
                he tries to always keep under
                him – so he can act out all
                the power he lost in his life on his
                victim he holds down.

                    A man can play a game in
                a pool, dunk another, hold
                them down and then let go
                eventually. To me this is an
                unholy game.

                    Why would a man play tricks
                on others and then reveal his
                deviousness with important
                documents – POWER

                    God will judge us – we are
                accountable for our actions
                and responsible for how we
                lie, (are untruthful) cover
                things up – deny dialogue,
                hold out as punishment.

                    Fr. Joe has said a few things
                in short morning Masses –
                about anger – when a person
                is angry they are to pray to
                get over it. Anger is a deadly
                sin. He said the person that nurses
                it – holds out to hurt others,
                won't get over it, usually
                has been abused in the past
                and many times sexually abused
                that needs to heal. A person that
                uses anger as punishment to
                force their power and carries
                a title, and has a
                responsibility is acting Bishop
                Sheen says.

                When a person is to do something
                and it is God's will and
                they do nothing: they are acting,
                they are choosing to not do what
                God wants. Playing games with
                God is a bad thing to help grow
                in the interior life.

                    When a person reads the Word
                of God, it isn't a show
                so men think they are dynamic
                and go "Oh isn't he good"

                    Reading the Word of God
                at Mass is to come from a
                man, pure in his interior
                offering, focused on the honor
                and glory of God and the
                Word is a two-edged sword
                in which he is so one
                with God delivering his Word –
                focusing on God –
                loving God –
                letting the Holy Spirit use him as
                    an instrument to be
                    as St. Paul says

                R. Life in God

                Faith is seeing through the
                    eyes of God –

                This Movement is about dying to
                    self and being pure and
                    holy like the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

                This Movement is about relationship
                    with God, with others,
                    with oneself.

                This Movement is about growing
                    in the vision of God, about
                    praying to love supernaturally
                    like God – in a pure
                    disposition in our hearts –
                    filled with the love of the Holy Spirit –
                    burning up in the delivery of Mass
                    where one's interior disposition
                    is more and more pure as we
                    die to our selfish, unwanted
                    ways, bad behavior patterns
                    and rise to purer ways, humility,
                    love, joy, sincerity, trust
                    in God.

Most Sacred Heart of Jesus I place my Trust in Thee
Most Sacred Heart of Jesus I place my Trust in Thee
Most Sacred Heart of Jesus I place my Trust in Thee

                R. Confessing our sins and begging
                    God for mercy.
 

                Jesus: Do you see the blindness of the
                    man doing deeds with a heart
                    of stone. He is far from Me.
                    Effectiveness without affection
                    of heart is not like Me –
                    He used My work for his own
                    dysfunction and he closed
                    the house.
                    My dear man do you see a
                    house divided does not stand?

                Who follows the line when a man
                    is cold in their hearts and
                    calls themselves holy?

                Love is like a bubbling brook –
                    it doesn't need to make a
                    statement – it is.

                A pure heart is – it's not a
                    farce, one who wears a
                    mask is a fool –
                    You are here to give honor
                    and glory to God –
                    to use God's work to give
                    honor and glory to yourself
                    makes Me sick!

                Like a man thinks he can fool God.

                How blind is the man who lies
                    before God and doesn't think
                    God knows his heart –
                    How uninformed is he of
                    the Might of the All - Mighty.

                Why lay your swine before the
                    King when they are slimy
                    and ill - kept –

                Bring gifts of gold, frankincense
                    and myrrh to lay before
                    the King of Kings –

                Oh you blind man – you are so
                high up in your pride – you think
                you can fool God with your
                foolish impurities.

                    I am the God of Justice –

                    I know the workings of your
                        hearts –

                    A man proclaiming himself
                        Supreme is a fool –
                        He is under the influence
                        of the evil one –

                You can be wretched in your
                    deception and you are
                    throwing away your days
                    on earth – made to grow
                    more and more in My image and likeness.

                Pride, anger, jealousy, envy are
                    far from Me.

                I am the way, the truth and the
                    life.

                Your battle ground in My camps
                    in not unseen by the
                    eyes of God.

                The man who lives to fight those
                    I send as My witness –
                    fights with Me –

                Fool, Fool – Fool

                Today's Readings

Proverbs 9: 1-6

    So be very careful about the sort of lives you lead, like intelligent and not like senseless people. Make the best of the present time, for it is a wicked age. This is why you must not be thoughtless but must recognise what is the will of the Lord. Do not get drunk with wine; this is simply dissipation; be filled with the Spirit. Sing psalms and hymns and inspired songs among yourselves, singing and chanting to the Lord in your hearts, always and everywhere giving thanks to God who is our Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.

 

John 6: 51-58

    I am the living bread 
       which has come down from heaven.
    Anyone who eats this bread
       will live for ever;
    and the bread that I shall give
    is my flesh, for the life of the world.’

      Then the Jews started arguing among themselves, ‘How can this man give us his flesh to eat?’ Jesus replied to them:

    In all truth I tell you,
    if you do not eat
       the flesh of the Son of man
    and drink his blood,
    you have no life in you.
    Anyone who does eat my flesh
       and drink my blood
    has eternal life,
    and I shall raise that person up
       on the last day.
    For my flesh is real food
    and my blood is real drink.
    Whoever eats my flesh
       and drinks my blood
    lives in me
    and I live in that person.
    As the living Father sent me
    and I draw life from the Father,
    so whoever eats me
       will also draw life from me.
    This is the bread
       which has come down from heaven;
    it is not like the bread our ancestors ate:
    they are dead,
    but anyone who eats this bread
       will live for ever.

   

                Jesus: You are what you eat –

                I give you My Body and Blood
                    to eat –

                I take you to the altar of
                    sacrifice –

                But your interior disposition
                    must be pure –
                    a man feasting on deception
                    and pride is not in
                    union with Me.

                They came to the altar of the Lord
                    like a hypocrite – not knowing
                    their place and
                    one more time they prided themselves
                    on seeking dominance for
                    dominance sake and
                    I cried to them
                    wake up you fool –
                    the road is easy to go,
                    but your stubborn heart
                    wants no one over yourself –

                So you come as a king and
                    I say I am the King and
                    you say: "No man is
                    above me –
                    I am Supreme, my God" –

                And I say – you are a sinner
                    and need to make repentance –
                    I have called My 5th and
                    13th for repentance –

                Your world is exploding and
                    you have not come to My
                    altar to pray, but to
                    prove yourself again –

                Do not deceive your own
                    heart – I tell you My
                    ways and you argue
                    with God's Plan –
                    then you want to be reconciled –

                My ways are quite clear –

                You don't listen at all –
                    you are the King on your
                    throne and you say:
                    "I will have no one above
                        me – all men are under
                        my feet" –  

                Silly man study the commandments!

                I am love and somehow you
                    missed it and your heart
                    is cold and what you do is like
                    what happened at World War II –

                    he built a palace around
                        him –
                        he killed babies and all
                            to honor himself

                I have warned and you sit
                    on your throne on My
                    warning –

                The men will suffer and
                    the earth will be
                    cleaned –

                I tell you to listen to this
                message and do what I say and
                    you come with anger
                    to prove your anger
                    isn't anger!

                May 13ths are for reparation
                    for 66,000,000 killed

                And I warn and tell you
                    what to do –

                Call people to come

                Spread the prayers to
                    Nursing Homes, School Children,
                    Priests, Married Couples,
                    Families –

                The Virgin Mary building is to
                    call the world to come
                    to the Queen of Peace
                    to pray –

                Mary has appeared Queen of Peace
                    in Clearwater for 19 years –
                    Do you come in peace
                        to My centers to
                        spread My message?

                Healing is a process. A man who
                    decides he can transform the
                    world like him and acts
                    like what happened in
                    Word War II is a good example
                    of how corrupted things
                    can be –

                The murder of the innocent
                    babies, the selling of
                    baby's body parts –
                    what is left

                I am God and I know all
                    things

                Pray and Cleanse your hearts
                    so you can offer a
                    holy sacrifice –
                    You are full of self and
                    lying to yourself
                    about order
                    You can sit on your
                    throne and on My message
                    and the world is about to explode –

                It's like blocking the Fatima
                    message –

                At Fatima 66,000,000
                    were killed –

                You fool