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August 16, 2019

Sorrowful Mysteries

The Agony of the Garden

                (1) R. And He took Peter, James and John after
                    they had eaten and He went into the Garden
                    to pray and He saw before Him all
                    He was about to go through and
                    He saw all the sins of the world
                    as only He could see them and
                    know the foolish rejection and
                    evil of men and His Heart
                    was loaded with such suffering,
                    so much pain, so much knowing
                    the results of men hurting others
                    by their sin and He was so
                    filled with all this He sweat
                    blood and His blood fell to
                    the ground.

                (2) R. The Apostles, those He loved and those
                    who loved Him the most did not
                    understand the agony the Son of God
                    was suffering. He felt so abandoned
                    by their lack of understanding and
                    failure to be united and pray
                    as He had asked.

                (3) Jesus: Oh My soul was filled with
                    such an awareness of it
                    all and the ignorance of men,
                    the lack of understanding,
                    the desire of so many to hold
                    onto the perishable things of
                    the earth and abandon their call I
                    gave them, a call to love and give
                    My love to men while they are
                    on earth.

                        So foolish to hold onto their
                    own pity-pots and holding back
                    for fear giving love is not safe
                    for them.

                        Love is giving because you
                    love the other – Love is not
                    love when the giver is selfish
                    and holding back because they
                    are afraid to give –

                        Love sees the other and My
                    love in them goes out to the other –
                    It is a willingness to be an
                    instrument for Me – the Master
                    of love and the Spirit swells in
                    love in the soul of one who
                    loves and they give love because
                    it is in them to want to love –
                    not close down in selfishness –
                    not hold back in fear – not
                    locked in secrets and motives
                    for manipulating events –

SICK, SICK, SICK –
Caved in! !

                (4) Jesus: I teach you of love – I show you
                    love – I give you Myself in
                    the Eucharist – You put on
                    Christ – You live the Christ-life –
                    You see through My eyes –
                    give My love with your heart –
                    Love gives for the good of the
                    other –
                    Love sees and is plentiful
                        in giving.
                    Love is Godly –
                    I saw all the corruption and evil
                    in the Garden and I sweat
                        Blood!

                (5) Jesus: I am love – I want to fill your soul
                    and operate through you – you
                    are not a clogged, shut down
                    vessel –

                (6) Jesus: I am the way, the truth and
                    the life –
                    Love gives for the good of the
                        other –
                    Love sees through the eyes
                        of God –
                    Love is not manipulative and
                        mean, jealous, prideful,
                        envious – angry

                (7) Jesus: Love is seen in the heart and eyes
                    of the beholder –
                    Love gives because one loves –
                    Love isn't focused on oneself –
                        and filling oneself –
                        Love goes out to the others –

(8) Jesus: Love is beautiful –

(9) Jesus: Heaven is for lovers –

                (10) Jesus: Only one thing is important
                    eternal salvation –
                    You are here to help build
                    the Kingdom of God – to live in
                    holiness and love –
                    to be an open pipe-line – so My
                    love can be given through
                    you to others –
                    And the love you are given –
                        really love – is love I
                        give you through them
                        because I love you
                        so much –
                    You are loved child, loved
                        by your heavenly Father –
                        the Holy Spirit wants to fill
                        you with God's burning
                        love –

                    In the sufferings of the bitter passion –
                        in the joys of living, carrying
                        the cross – doing the will of
                        God – I, Jesus, the Son of God,
                        paid for your awful sins
                        and I loved you to My death
                        on the cross.

                    Do not reject the love I give you
                        sending others who love
                        you with My love –
                        Be grateful for those I give
                        in your lives to help you
                        and teach you love and
                        My truth.

I loved you to My death on the cross.

Sing: A Song from Jesus

The Scourging at the Pillar

                (1) Jesus: I am love!! I give love to you.
                    Do not turn Me away!
                    Love is not love unless you
                    give it away.

                (2) R. The Body of Jesus was tied to a
                    pillar and beaten and He
                    bled from His Head to His toes.
                    The men saw through the eyes
                    of hate and a heart of aggression
                    and meanness –
                    the desire in them to laugh
                    and mock and beat the
                    Son of God –

                (3) R. Pride is swelling in a prideful man,
                    He thinks of himself first and
                    what will give him attention,
                    power and glory –

The first commandment is

1. I, the Lord, am your God. You shall not have other gods besides me.

                (4) R. In the eyes of pride a man is always
                    seeking greater power and a
                    desire to be above others for
                    the sake of that power –
                    Their first thoughts are of
                        themselves – their dominance,
                        their control, their
                        manipulation –
                        selfishness –

                (5) R. Look at the docility of Christ at
                    the pillar being whipped –
                    Like a little innocent lamb
                    He was led to the pillar –
                    There they scourged Him,
                    the Son of God and He suffered
                    for their sins, while they
                    beat Him raw!

                (6) R. Christ endured the bitter passion
                    to pay for our sins of
                    hate and meanness and He gave
                    and gave and gave His Blood,
                    His love, His all –
                    Love gives!

                (7) R. I remember Monsignor Fregapane,
                    He came and said Mass for us
                    in Florida –
                    He translated the prayers in
                    Italian –
                    He was so loving –
                    He loved the Eucharist!

                (8) R. Fr. Carter loved Jesus so much
                    He was his best friend –
                    He said he had a constant
                    vision of Jesus in his
                    heart –
                    The mystical life – knowing God
                        and knowing Him operating
                        in your life – the
                        Christ-life –
                    Life in the Spirit –
                    We are not alone – God walks with
                    us and the Holy Spirit helps us to
                    want that oneness with God –
                    I just love God, so much –
                    Our life is about love –
                    Our life is about beauty we
                        see all around us as we
                        see lovingly through
                        the eyes of God –

                (9) R. The other day after I did the
                    13th somebody was just
                    criticizing a beautiful
                    priest and thinking what
                    is wrong with him to take him
                    out because he was old.
                    Jesus said –
                        If all you do is look for what
                    is wrong – you spend your life
                    trying to fix it and never
                    really live –

                (10) R. Jesus shows us the opposite
                    of pride in how He loved
                    and was beaten for our
                    offenses against God
                    and others. Criticizing
                    others to raise ourselves
                    up is pride – not seeing in love.

The Crowning with Thorns

                (1) R. Some priests give and give and
                    give and are criticized by
                    ungrateful others – they
                    never do enough or do it
                    right when someone is
                    in a dark place and looking
                    to put others down while
                    they raise themselves up.

                (2) R. Look what they did to Christ –
                    they stripped Him, beat Him,
                    them mocked Him putting
                    on a dirty purple robe
                    and pounding a crown of
                    thorns into His Head –
                    How awful – He was then spit
                    on and He bled and bled while
                    they abused Him and watched
                    Him bleed.
                    People that are full of pride have
                    a free will - they don't have
                    to slander others or see with
                    eyes that put themselves above
                    and others under their feet –
                    A person of greed – desires
                    to do it and then it
                    becomes a habit – a
                    bad habit – that is how
                    satan works in all the
                    deadly sins.

(3) R. Satan hates – Satan wants people
to hate God, hate their brothers.

                    Satan tempts people and they can
                        give into the deadly sins
                        and their life is a life of
                        debauchery and darkness.

                (4) R. Meditate on Jesus with the
                    crown on His Head and being
                    spit on and mocked
                    by hateful men who
                    are laughing and mocking
                    the Son of God and
                    enjoying it!

(5) R. Jesus sits on a mock throne –
the King of heaven and earth –

                (6) R. Jesus endured such suffering
                    for the sins of pride and
                    the hate in men's hearts –

                (7) R. Jesus loves, Jesus loved us so
                    much to take flesh and come
                    to teach us about His
                    love and He died and
                    rose so we could
                    have baptism and the
                    other sacraments –

                (8) R. Love is giving -- it holds not
                        back, it's not jealous
                        and envious, prideful
                        and angry --
                    Jesus remains with us today,
                        truly present in the
                        Eucharist --
                        He loves us SO Much --
                        God gives us a sharing
                        in His life in baptism and
                        feeds that life with
                        Himself --

                (9) R. I remember such love given to
                    us by Monsignor –
                    He died January 12, 2017 –
                    over two and half years
                    ago.

                    Fr. Carter died almost 19 years
                        ago –
                    Look at all he did for us
                        in the 6 1/2 years he lived.

                (10) R. Look at Fr. Joe, he has
                    given us 13 books
                    of homilies –
                    He said "yes" – He is
                    so loving to us –

                    Fr. Mike has been there before
                        Fr. Carter died –
                        He has helped me for over
                        20 years.

The Carrying of the Cross

                (1) R. We see our lives and day after
                    day God asks us to be His
                    instruments and
                    be good and
                    serve Him as our Master –
                    live virtuously and live
                    by the Gifts of the Holy Spirit.

                (2) R. Can you imagine the sufferings
                    of Christ bleeding and
                    losing water and the
                    pain He endured and then
                    they gave Him a heavy cross
                    laden with the sins of the
                    world –

                (3) R. Pain – Christ knew pain,
                    bleeding, endurance,
                    dehydration, open wounds,
                    whippings, punishment –
                    the heavy cross –
                    And He endured it for
                        love of us.

                (4) Jesus: My neck hurt so bad, My shoulder
                    about to break – My open
                    wounds bleeding and burning,
                    My thoughts were of you
                    My most precious love –
                    I would die for you alone
                    today –
                    I love you so much –

                (5) Jesus: Love gives – Love opens
                    one's heart and wants
                    to give love for the
                    person they love so much.
                    I love you so much.

                (6) R. Jesus saw His Mother – her face was
                    red and her sorrow so great –
                    she could hardly walk –
                    She saw her beloved Son –
                        her heart suffered so
                        much.

                (7) Mary: I saw Jesus. He fell under
                    His cross, His body was mutilated,
                    He kept on – He fell again –
                    the cross was so heavy –
                    My beloved child, Jesus
                        loves you so much –
                        Do you believe this –
                        Believe it – it's true.

                (8) Mary: His face was a bloody mess –
                    His beautiful head wore
                    a crown of awful thorns
                    for all the terrible sins of
                    pride and hate in men's
                    hearts –

                    Oh children, He loves you
                        now, so much –
                        turn your lives to
                        obedience and love –
                        don't live evil lives –

Jesus paid for your hate
with all His suffering.

                (9) Mary: They stripped Him of His
                    Garments and laid Him
                    on the cross –
                    They stretched His arms
                        out of their sockets
                        and nailed His arms
                        through His hands to
                        the cross –
                    Think of what the terrible
                        crimes of abortion does
                        to the baby fetus –
                    Oh children this blood is
                        on you –

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                (10) Mary: They nailed His feet my children –
                    nails in His hands and
                    feet for love of you –
                    Pride is so ugly!
                    Men can be so deceptive
                    lying and mean and Jesus
                    paid for your sins because
                    He loves YOU.

Jesus is Crucified and Died on the Cross

(1) Mary's Message - from the Rosary of August 27, 1996

Mary: I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light. end of Mary's Message

                (2) R. Mary gave this message 23
                    years ago –
                    I could feel the tears
                        in my eyes –
                    My neck was choked and
                        she spoke through me.

(3) R. Jesus' message 26 years ago.

August 23, 1993 - On His Passion

Jesus: My dear child, I was condemned to death, death on a cross. They gave Me a big cross and made Me carry it. They stood around and glared at Me. It weighed on My shoulder and I pulled at it until it finally moved. Every step was almost impossible as I dragged it, weighing so heavily on My shoulders.

    My shoulder felt as if the bones inside would crack and the cross would fall through to the ground. I couldn’t drag it any more. I tried, I fell. I fell and its weight fell on Me. A guard hit Me with something sharp. It really hurt because he wanted Me to move, and fast! People were watching—on with the show! How dare I fall in the middle of the show! He hit Me again and the blow really stung Me. I got up because it hurt so badly. I tried to walk on.

    My Mother was in the crowd. She looked at Me and her face looked red and hurt. Tears rolled down her cheeks like rain and as her eyes met Mine, I was hurt so by her sorrow! She was always by My side, silent and loving. She was My mother of love! She is always there next to you when you suffer.

    I fell again and he (the guard) really hit Me. It (the cross) was so heavy that he and I together could barely move it. It seemed as I walked, heavier with the sins of the world heaped on it. My hands were bleeding. Blood ran from the wounds of My thorns and My head throbbed, seeming to make the wounds in My head bleed even more. Some of the Blood was dried, some of it running all over My Body. I had so many cuts and bruises—and people watched and laughed!

    I am Jesus, Son of the Living God, and they laughed and mimicked Me! Oh, such hardened hearts! How vile can men’s heart become? The devil’s grip is paralyzing and crippling.

    The walk was so long up a hill and over rocks—the cross had to be lifted over the rocks. My Body was bleeding so badly! My heart was pounding. I knew that the salvation of all men depended on My love. Therefore, I went through such agony.

    I thought of My intense love for you—that many would go to heaven because of My suffering—and I continued to the top of the hill. At the top they laid Me on the cross and with a big hammer nailed My hands to it. It was the worst (suffering) yet. My hands were nailed with big nails and the big hammer. Oh, it was unbelievable! Then, as if that weren’t enough, with a big nail they nailed through both feet.

    Then they lifted the cross and banged it into (a hole in) the ground. My shoulders ached from how I hung. My head bobbed and My neck ached and they laughed and said, "Now save Yourself." I hurt so much! I suffered this way for hours—which seemed like forever—and they glared at Me and laughed! My Mother watched in such agony.

    For love of you, to My death I gave you My Body. My child, I shed My Blood and gave you My life that you might be with Me forever in heaven -- not for a day, a month or a year, but forever with Me in heaven.

    I am the true Bread come down from heaven. He who eats My Flesh will have life forever. For the drink I give you is My Blood and food you eat is My Body. Who would lay down his life for a friend? I did, for you. I love you this much, child. Forget about those who reject you. You have My life that I gave you and I give you life eternal.

    I am the One true God. I am the Light of life. He who abides in Me will have life eternal, for the drink I give is My Blood and the food I give is My Body. Drink and eat and have everlasting life.

    My child, that is all you need to know. Love one another and be good that you may enter into My kingdom. end of August 23, 1993

                (4) Jesus: Do you know pain –
                    Study the crucifix –
                    I died for you –
                    I love you so much –

(5) A Prayer for Intimacy with the Lamb, the Bridegroom of the Soul

Oh Lamb of God, Who take away the sins of the world, come and act on my soul most intimately. I surrender myself, as I ask for the grace to let go, to just be as I exist in You and You act most intimately on my soul. You are the Initiator. I am the soul waiting Your favors as You act in me. I love You. I adore You. I worship You. Come and possess my soul with Your Divine Grace, as I experience You most intimately.

(6) Prayer for Union With Jesus

Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling in me.

I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of The Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now. end of January 17, 1994

                (7) Jesus: My throat was so dry as I
                    hung on the cross – I could
                    not hardly swallow –
                    or breathe –
                    "I thirst, I thirst"
                    I endured this for 3 hours
                    for you, My love –

(8) Jesus: I would die for you today –
I love you so much –

(9) Excerpt from Blue Book II

I Died For You

February 23, 1994

Jesus: I want this emotion in the letter I told you to write. I, Jesus, Son of God, talk to you with such emotion! I am He Who died a brutal death for love of you. I died for you! I love you this much, to give My Life! Yet you couldn't even write when I asked you. You must do exactly as I say. I do not want you ever to say no to Me!

I have such emotion! I am telling you how I died a brutal death and you, My child, did not write for Me! What more can I do? What more do they want? You put others before Me or you would do as I command. I want you to do as I tell you every moment.

I am the Lord. I am the Son of God. Such emotion I let you feel for My death. I died. I am a person. I was human and I died for you. Think of yourself giving your life for someone and they do not care. What can I do to shake you? What more can I say? I am here and I am loving you and pleading with you to listen to Me with this emotion that God is telling you. I am Jesus. I died for you. I gave My life for you and do you even listen, My little sweet one? You didn't want to write it for My children. When I give you a command, you write. When I say do, you do. Selflessness! I am pushing you because I need your total surrender. Do not ever deny My writing to My loved ones. You have a responsibility. I don't care where you are when I talk. I am God and I talk to you. I am so present to you.

Listen. I need your selflessness. I need your surrender. I need your life, given for love of Me and Me alone. I need you to be the light that shines on the hill, that does not go in and out but is constant in My love. I need your commitment. I need your attention at every moment. I am feeding you My words every moment on paper and in your hand. You must obey Me exactly as I command. No questions, only action. I want action. Now! You write when I say write. I don't care where you are. You worry not for others. I am giving you the mighty medicine. Would you tell the doctor to wait? I am God and I do not ever want to wait while you play a safe game with Me. When I say do something, I want you to do it. You are My beloved and I am filling you with fire.

I am pushing you to do that which I need done. Do not ever stop to look around. Keep your focus on Me and My commands for you. I am using you every moment. I must be able to count on your constant consent to do My will immediately! I am calling you to this work and I want you to comply. I love you ardently. I am so full of love for you. Focus on this and this alone. I am Who am. I am God, child. Do not ever hesitate. Do not doubt or think. You must act as I act in you or My work will not be done.

Be selfless about My commands. You will do My work. You will spread My words of love and create emotion with My songs and I will use you to bring My flock to My love. I love every soul! You must spread My love.

Note: (Meditating on the Crucifixion) Going to Mass at the seminary at 8:00 a.m. was rushed. He said to me, "Where are you going, child. Do you not feel My presence with you?" A calm came over me. Then He started lamenting how He died for us, how He is a true person and He loves us so much. He said, "I died for you."

R. He gave His life for us. He is the little lamb led to the slaughter out of love for us. He said, "I need you to do this work now and I am pushing you." He was so upset! He died for us. He loves us so much as to give His life.

He begged me to spread His love, to tell others how He, bloodied, bruised and beaten, gave us His life.

Jesus: I am God. I am God. I died. Spread My love now! Now! Now! Now! Now! I am begging you not to hold back! Read these letters now, read and learn about My love. I beckon you to speak of My love. Shout it from the high roof. Proclaim it in the cities. Jesus Christ died for love of you and He is risen! I am He Who is God and I died for you!

Listen and preach My love and emotion here. Priests will create little cities, little cities in each church to spread the light of Christ to this sick world. Each priest can create his own little city, a powerhouse of God's love. God has all the power. His power is endless. It never runs out. It is might. You have no power except through Him. Churches filled with the intimate love of Jesus will be powerhouses.

I am God, My little ones. God can do all things. I can make your cities light up the darkness. I am the Way, the Truth, the Life. I am the light of life. I am God! I can do all things. I want to act in you. You need to be in constant union with Me. My priests, you need to be selfless. My soul and yours are one. I want to act in you.

Hold not back. Pray the Prayer for Union with Me. end of message

(10) Sing: See the Eyes That Look at Mary