Please pray for all urgent intentions.

Messenger:           It is for the sake of souls.

                            Those who cling to the perishable things of
                                this earth find NO comfort —

                            My soul is searching for Thee — Oh my God

                            To be touched by the loving embrace of
                                this moment alone with You.

                            For a person who is a slave to satan knows
                                only misery.

                            And one who is Your steward knows
                                the joy of Your love outpoured
                                on them —
                                knows You my precious Bridegroom
                                    and Savior.

                            For one thing is certain

                                NOTHING SATISFIES THE
                                STALKING SOUL BUT
                                You OH MY God.

                            And one laden with imperfections can
                                lie and justify — excusing their
                                sins and blaming others —

                            But they do not really know You much,
                                my God — for impurity of lies
                                coats a heart like a plastic
                                coffin and such things do
                                not breathe — they are choked
                                by the habitual impure
                                action —

Jesus speaks:            Let your heart be pure — free
                            from the influence of the evil
                            spirit.

                            For one of pride sees themselves
                            without sin many times and
                            when their imperfections come
                            to light in dealing with others
                            and accomplishing an important
                            task for Me — they may lie — habitually
                            they feel they never have performed
                            in an imperfect manner —

                            they may not take responsibility for sinful
                            acts, errors and
                            leading to a trap — set by satan — to
                            work continuously in that false
                            pretense they guard and project —

                            They may habitually lie — rather than
                            admit the truth —

                        For those who want purity and closeness
                            to Me, they are to be obedient to
                            those over them —

                            pure

                            and letting go of candies that drive
                                them away from Me as #1 in
                                their lives.

                            A religious must realize that they will
                                suffer — but in the suffering is
                                the joy when deeply united to Me —

                            I take the Bride in My loving arms —
                                sweep them away to My fiery Heart —
                                and they may suffer deeply for the
                                    imperfections of this world.

                            I sweat Blood for their sins —
                                the self-righteous that pride themselves
                                on perfection while sinning in their
                                lies about the truth.

                            A humble heart is one that knows God.

                            I empower you —

                            I fill you —

                            I spread My Light.

                        A person set in their ways —
                            keeps the trap door open and
                            goes in and in and in —

                        Satan opens the door and soon he crates
                            a soul further and further from
                            truth —

                        A person being led away by satan
                            doesn't see how shallow — real love
                            of God and others become in their lives.
                            They become selfish —
                                                self-focused —
                            Wanting what is not God's will and
                                giving into satan, through
                                passion, addictions to take
                                them away from Me.

                            What is #1 in your life?

                            Are you really consumed with fear?

                            Are you so controlling - you really base
                                everything around you on what
                                may give you your addicted
                                pleasure?

                        When something is evil and a person giving
                            in getting deeper in lies, they
                            know they are going to a poor end.

                        Satan wants souls for hell —

                        Many people caught in a passionate
                            embrace thought they would
                            stop — BUT
                            the fire went on —
                            the passion captivating and
                            next —
                            some had babies —
                            some killed the babies —
                            some ruined their vocation —
                            hurt the whole baby's life —
                            hurt spouses
                            hurt more and more people —

                        How does the story go when you disobey
                            the first commandment?

                        How does the story go for a married man
                            who wants his secretary allows—
                            himself to be controlled by his passions —

                        How do you justify yourself when
                            you are caught with your
                            hand in the cookie jar —

                        In the end there will be NO more lies —
                        You are to move ahead always in
                            the truth —

                        The truth will set you free —

                        People who use passive-aggressive
                            behaviors acting out their pain
                            by hurting others —

                        hurts their relationship with Me —
                        acting out your past pain on innocent
                            others is the devil's playground —

                        I am calling My people to oneness —
                                                          to love —
                                                          to truth —

                        Some people never change —
                            they let satan work in dark
                            controlling habits and they
                            lie trying to project an
                            innocent face with their
                            hand in the cookie jar.

                        Sheila did some little error so she
                            was told don't do it again —

                        Sheila said "I'm sorry — I won't"
                        It was over!

                        Mary Lou didn't like not controlling —
                            when she felt threatened or knew
                            she would be alone — she argued
                            and stalled to hold back others
                            from doing what they should —
                            she was selfish and
                            would not change —
                            It was hard to work with her on
                            anything —
                            She was unpredictable —
                            Her ways were determined by how
                                she felt or was prompted by the
                                devil —

                        When all see God's will as paramount —
                            serving God —
                            obeying as one should —
                            loving as a primary concern —
                            concerned with one's eternal life and
                            helping souls —

                        One is not motivated by getting even —
                            punishing others — giving into
                            dark feelings to dump - like a
                            monkey on somebody - else's back —

                        Loving means helping each other do God's will —

                        No selfish possessiveness

                        Not acting out bad moods on others — hurting
                            others because you don't feel good.

                        Acting out —
                            Marriages where people are silent for
                                long periods of time may not
                                last long — projecting anger
                                at the other and the other don't even
                                know what happened —

                        Projection — "I am angry, I try to make
                            you angry to carry my load."

                        That is very wrong —

                        A married person will want to get
                            out of a relationship when one
                            acts out lots of anger from the
                            past over little things —

                        A person addicted to alcohol, sex etc.
                            is controlled by the addiction.

                        A person married is to be faithful to
                            their spouse.

                        A person that is a religious is to be
                            faithful to their marriage to Me —
                            A person taking a vow or pledge
                                of chastity in religious life
                                is not flirtatious — nor engage
                                in romantic relationships
                                with other partners.

                            A person that is in religious life
                                taking a pledge or vow of
                                obedience, obeys — they do
                                what the superior asks —
                                One who enters religious life
                                    and obeys sometimes and sometimes
                                    doesn't is NOT a good candidate —

                                One who obeys follows the rules of the community.

                            Controlling through other methods can
                                be a sign of lack of docility
                                to really commit to the promise
                                or vows of obedience and chastity.

                            If the dress is part of the religious habit -
                                the sister will not be seen with
                                red socks in public —

                            A sign of lack of obedience to wear
                                the habit can be a sign of
                                not faithfulness to the vow of obedience.

                            A person entering religious order
                                where they are to be celibate —
                                does not have romantic relationships
                                going on — brothers and sisters in religious life
                                acting like married couples.

                            Faithfulness to the marriage to Jesus
                                is paramount for religious —
                                The more you give yourself to these
                                vows in religious life — the more
                                deeply you can prosper in your
                                relationship with Me.

                            A person giving bad example to others,
                                wearing religious clothes in
                                today's world can hurt what
                                others think of religious in
                                general.

                            Wearing a religious garb, habit, should
                                signify holiness and should
                                always show a good example.

                            What good does it do you to call yourself
                                a religious order and even answer
                                the phone in a depressed-angry
                                way.

                            People call to be uplifted. A person
                                at a church, convent should
                                wear a happy voice —
                                This is the same sign as a habit —

                            This is a holy institution —
                                The caller calls and
                                you crab, complain or sound
                                angry, depressed —

                            What does that do to affect people
                                about the declining religious orders —

                            Do you care for the organization?
                            Do you see the big picture?

                            Have you turned your life into
                                a married-single-relationship
                                to do what you want?

Jeremiah 15: 10, 16-21

A disaster for me, mother,
    that you bore me
to be a man of strife
    and dissension for the whole country.
I neither lend nor borrow,
yet all of them curse me.

When your words came, I devoured them:
your word was my delight
and the joy of my heart;
for I was called by your Name,
Yahweh, God Sabaoth.
I never sat in the company of scoffers
amusing myself;
with your hands on me I held myself aloof,
since you had filled me with indignation.
Why is my suffering continual,
my wound incurable,
    refusing to be healed?
Truly, for me you are a deceptive stream
with uncertain waters!

To which Yahweh replied,
‘If you repent, I shall restore you
to plead before me.
If you distinguish between the precious
    and the base,
you shall be as my own mouth.
They will come back to you,
but you must not go back to them.
As far as these people are concerned,
    I shall make you
a fortified wall of bronze.
They will fight against you
but will not overcome you,
because I am with you
to save you and rescue you,
Yahweh declares.
I shall rescue you
    from the clutches of the wicked
and redeem you
    from the grasp of the violent.’

August 2, 2006 message continues

Messenger:           Well I knew Jesus wanted me to go to a
                        certain church where I got the code orange
                        message and other messages during trying
                        times, but I didn't know if I could find
                        it. I began to drive and there it was.

                            I usually sit beneath this picture —

Messenger:       I want to be so one in Him, I want to live
                        deeply this mystical marriage to Him, transforming
                        union, but I remember something Fr. Carter
                        said when we were beginning the Movement —
                        all the trials and different personalities and
                        imperfections of the people, Fr. Carter said
                            "Rita, if I didn't have this transforming
                            union with Our Lord, I could not do
                            this."

                        Then he gave me this prayer or message
                            Jesus gave him.

Messenger:           As imperfectly as I may handle the things
                        Christ wants done — my ultimate concern is
                        doing as He desires to carry out this mission.

                            People may think they can use a building
                        for how they want it, but Jesus has dictated
                        to us what He desires of the building — God
                        the Father allowed the Mother of Jesus
                        to appear on for 7 1/2 years.

                            And now the face of Jesus remains there
                        so clear in the dark night.

                            On September 3, 1994 I had this vision —
                        it was First Saturday.      

Messenger:           I have a mission — the Mother of God
                        appeared to me for over a decade more times
                        than I can count to help to bring to
                        completion the mission Mary began at Fatima
                        and on October 13, 1996 Jesus gave these messages
                        in a rosary Fr. Carter led on Tom's Farm and
                        this hard copy was transcribed from
                        this live tape as I delivered the rosary
                        verbally and Fr. Carter prayed.

                            3 Months later Mary appeared in rainbow color on
                         the building in Clearwater, Florida.

Messenger:         Fr. Carter led the rosary for 6 -
                      13ths — like Fatima — 6 rosaries on
                      the 13ths, Jesus said it was to define
                      the Mission as He helped now to bring
                      to completion — ending in the Reign
                      of the Sacred Heart and Triumph of Mary's
                      Immaculate Heart.

                        Our Lady said at Fatima
                            "Wars are a punishment from God for sin" 

Our Lady of Fatima's Peace Plan from Heaven Tan Books p. 15

Messenger:       When the Angel first appeared to the children
                       of Fatima the angel said

                            "Fear not. I am the Angel of Peace.
                                Pray with me.

                        "Pray! Pray a great deal
                        The Hearts of Jesus and Mary have merciful
                        designs on you. Offer prayers and sacrifices
                        continually to the Most High.
                        Make everything you do a sacrifice, and offer
                        it as an act of reparation for the sins by
                        which God is offended and as a petition
                        for the conversion of sinners. Bring
                        peace to our country in this way ..., I am
                        the Guardian Angel of Portugal. Accept
                        and bear with submission all the sufferings
                        the Lord will send you."

                        Ibid pp. 1-2

"Most Holy Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, I adore You profoundly. I offer You the most precious Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity of Jesus Christ, present in all tabernacles of the world, in reparation for the outrages, sacrileges, and indifference by which He is offended. By the infinite merits of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and [the intercession of] the Immaculate Heart of Mary, I beg of Thee the conversion of poor sinners."

                        Mary then began appearing to the children
                              May 13, 1917 and continued until
                              October 13, 1917.

                        On July 13, 1917 here was her message.

Excerpts from The Spirituality of Fatima

by Father Carter, S.J.

July 13, 1917

    "During her appearance in July, Our Lady, in answer to Lucia's plea, promised that in October she would work a great miracle so that all might believe and know who she was. Again, the Mother of God told the children to sacrifice themselves for sinners and to say many times, especially when making a sacrifice, this prayer: "O my Jesus, I offer this for love of Thee, for the conversion of poor sinners, and in reparation for all the sins committed against the Immaculate Heart of Mary." ⁽¹¹⁾

    "During this same July apparition, Mary showed the three children a vision of Hell. She told them:

    "You have seen Hell, where the souls of poor sinners go. To save them, God wishes to establish, in the world, devotion to my Immaculate Heart. If people do what I tell you, many souls will be saved and there will be peace.

    "The war (World War I, then raging) is going to end. But if people do not stop offending God, another and worse one will begin in the reign of Pius XI. When you shall see a night illuminated by an unknown light [January 2, 1938], know that this is the great sign that God gives you that He is going to punish the world for its many crimes by means of war, hunger, and persecution of the Church and the Holy Father. ⁽¹²⁾

    "To prevent this, I shall come to ask for the consecration of Russia to my Immaculate Heart and the Communion of Reparation on the five first Saturdays. If my requests are granted, Russia will be converted and there will be peace. If not, she will scatter her errors throughout the world, provoking wars and persecutions of the Church. The good will be martyred, the Holy Father will have much to suffer, and various nations will be destroyed....

    "But in the end, my Immaculate Heart will triumph, the Holy Father will consecrate Russia to me, Russia will be converted, and a certain period of peace will be granted to the world." ⁽¹³⁾

11. For background material on Fatima, I am particularly indebted to 
    Our Lady of Fatima's Peace Plan from Heaven (Rockford: TAN 
    Books and Publishers, Inc., 1983). pp.3-4.
12. Ibid., pp.4-5.
13. Ibid., p.5.

Excerpt from the Spirituality of Fatima

October 13, 1917

    On October 13, 1917, there were more than 70,000 people gathered in the Cova da Iria in Fatima, Portugal. They had come to observe a miracle which had been foretold by the Blessed Virgin to three young visionaries: Lucia dos Santos, and her two cousins, Jacinta and Francisco Marto. (1) Shortly after noon, Our Lady appeared to the three visionaries:

    As the Lady was about to leave, she pointed to the sun. Lucy excitedly repeated the gesture, and the people looked into the sky. The rain had ceased, the clouds parted, and the sun shone forth, but not in its usual brilliance. Instead, it appeared like a silver disc, pale as the moon, at which all could gaze without straining their eyes. Suddenly, impelled by some mysterious force, the disc began to whirl in the sky, casting off great shafts of multicolored light. Red, green, blue, yellow, violet—the enormous rays shot across the sky at all angles, lighting up the entire countryside for many miles around, but particularly the upturned faces of those 70,000 spellbound people.

    After a few moments the wonder stopped, but resumed again a second and a third time—three times in all—within about 12 minutes. It seemed that the whole world was on fire, with the sun spinning at a greater speed each time.

    Then a gasp of terror rose from the crowd, for the sun seemed to tear itself from the heavens and come crashing down upon the horrified multitude.... Just when it seemed that the ball of fire would fall upon and destroy them, the miracle ceased, and the sun resumed its normal place in the sky, shining forth as peacefully as ever.

    When the people arose from the ground, cries of astonishment were heard on all sides. Their clothes, which had been soaking wet and muddy, now were clean and dry. Many of the sick and crippled had been cured of their afflictions. ⁽²⁾

---

NOTE:

2. For background material on Fatima, I am particularly indebted to 
        Our Lady of Fatima's Peace Plan from Heaven (Rockford: 
        TAN Books and Publishers, Inc., 1983). pp.7-8.
  

Excerpts from The Spirituality of Fatima

by Father Carter, S.J.

October 13, 1917

    I am the Lady of the Rosary. I have come to warn the faithful to amend their lives and to ask pardon for their sins. They must not offend Our Lord any more, for He is already too grievously offended by the sins of men. People must say the Rosary. Let them continue saying it every day.⁽¹⁷⁾

    While the people in attendance were beholding the great Miracle of the Sun, the three young visionaries, and they alone, were privileged to see striking visions in the heavens:

    As Our Lady had promised, St. Joseph had come with the Holy Family and had blessed the world. Then, Our Lady appeared as the Mother of Sorrows, accompanied by her Divine Son, Who also blessed the world. Finally, Lucy had seen the Blessed Virgin, dressed in the brown robes of Our Lady of Mount Carmel, crowned as Queen of Heaven and Earth, holding a brown Scapular in her hand, with her infant Son upon her knee. However, in none of these visions had any of the figures spoken to the children. ⁽¹⁸⁾

17. Our Lady's Peace Plan, op cit., p.7.
18. Ibid., p.8.
 

Messenger:       On October 13, 1917
                                70,000 people witnessed the
                                miracle of the sun.

                        For several months I heard "feed the
                            hungry" beginning in 1991.

                        At the end of October 1991 I began receiving
                             messages from God —

                            That was 15 years ago since the first messages.
                            I was 45 — a math teacher and mother of 4.

                            On December 17, 1991 I had a vision of the Sacred
                                Heart, burning with fire open
                                wide.

                              5 years later December 17, 1996 Mary
                                 appeared in Clearwater, Florida.

                            On May 13, 1993 - 76 years since Fatima
                                my daughter dictated this message
                                as the sun pulsated in the sky.

Cling to Me

May 13, 1993 

Jesus speaks: My dear child, if you stay close to Me, then I live in you and you live in Me. I am He Who created you and I love you with such an intensity that you will never know. My words are your truth. You must abide in My heart in all things. There is no room for doubt. My ways are steadfast, direct, and without error.

    You must stay rooted in Me to ward off the power of the evil one. His grip is paralyzing and crippling. His power is stronger every day.

    When you live in Me, I am in your heart and he has no power over Me. I am your God. I am your true lover. I want to protect you. I want to guard you from this force. Stay rooted firmly in Me and he will have no power.

    I am He Who comforts you. My hand is upon you. Hold tight to Me, My child. My eyes are fixed right on you. You are My most precious child. I love you as no other can. My arms are about you. My tenderness surrounds you. My love is in your heart. You go not alone. I walk with you.

    I share every aspect of your life with you. Cling to Me, feel My presence. It is warm and secure within your chest. There is no room for fear, for I cast out fear and bring you comfort and joy.

end of May 13, 1993 message

Messenger:      This message was to be the first message
                            in God's Blue Book I Jesus told
                            me —

                         Now look at this message of the Angel of Peace
                            at Fatima at the beginning of the Century
                            1916.

                            O my God, I believe, I adore, I hope
                            and I love Thee. I ask pardon for
                            those who do not believe, do not adore,
                            do not hope and do not love Thee.

                        Another message of the Angel of Portugal

"Most Holy Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, I adore You profoundly. I offer You the most precious Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity of Jesus Christ, present in all tabernacles of the world, in reparation for the outrages, sacrileges, and indifference by which He is offended. By the infinite merits of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and [the intercession of] the Immaculate Heart of Mary, I beg of Thee the conversion of poor sinners."

                            The Blue Books help people to love Jesus
                        in the Blessed Sacrament. Jesus began
                        the Blue Books May 13, 1993 and
                        they continued in this time at the end
                        of the same century Fatima began —

                            Love for Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament.

                         On March 22, 1994 (Lucia's birthday,
                              the main Fatima visionary) after opposition
                              in trying to spread this message from
                              Jesus

                              the corner of the Old Cincinnati seminary
                                  was Mt. St. Mary's fell off
                                  in 3 minutes.

Messenger:               as once again I tried to get help
                                    from those Jesus sent me to.

                                On May 31, 1994 12 years ago —
                          Fr. Carter was told to begin the Newsletter —
                          centered in Consecration to the Hearts of
                          Jesus and Mary.

                                And on July 31, 1994 — the Feast of
                                    St. Ignatius — the co-equal
                                    prayer chapters

Messenger:       In the hand of Fr. Carter
                                July 31, 1994

July 31, 1994

Words of Jesus to Members of
Shepherds of Christ Associates:

"My beloved priest-companion, I intend to use the priestly newsletter, Shepherds of Christ, and the movement, Shepherds of Christ Associates, in a powerful way for the renewal of My Church and the world.

"I will use the newsletter and the chapters of Shepherds of Christ Associates as a powerful instrument for spreading devotion to My Heart and My Mother's Heart.

"I am calling many to become members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. To all of them I will give great blessings. I will use them as instruments to help bring about the triumph of the Immaculate Heart and the reign of My Sacred Heart. I will give great graces to the members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. I will call them to be deeply united to My Heart and to Mary's Heart as I lead them ever closer to My Father in the Holy Spirit."

- Message from Jesus to Father Edward J. Carter, S.J., Founder, as given on July 31, 1994,
feast of Saint Ignatius Loyola, Founder of the Society of Jesus (The Jesuits)

Messenger:     Now look at the message of Fatima
                            July 13, 1917 —
                            the children were shown hell —
                            a vision of hell —

                        From Our Lady of Fatima's Peace Plan from Heaven

                             "As she spoke these words, Our Lady
                        stretched out her hands, and bright rays
                        came forth which seemed to penetrate
                        into the earth. All at once the ground
                        vanished, and the children found themselves
                        standing on the brink of a sea of fire.
                        As they peered into this dreadful place,
                        the terrified youngsters saw huge numbers
                        of devils and damned souls. The devils resembled
                        hideous black animals, each filling the air
                        with despairing shrieks. The damned souls
                        were in their human bodies and seemed to be
                        brown in color, tumbling about constantly
                        in the flames and screaming with terror. All
                        were on fire within and without their bodies,
                        and neither devils nor damned souls seemed
                        able to control their movements.

                        They were tossing about in the flames
                        like fiery coals in a furnace. There was
                        never an instant's peace or freedom
                        from pain.

                            Looking with compassion at the pale
                        and trembling little ones, the vision
                        spoke to them

                        'You have seen Hell, where the souls
                        of poor sinners go. To save them,
                        God wishes to establish in the world
                        the devotion to my Immaculate
                        Heart. If people do what I tell
                        you, many souls will be saved
                        and there will be peace.'"

                        Once on January 19, 1995 Jesus let me experience
                            deep sorrow for my fear of the people
                            to not deliver the intensity
                            of this message He gave me.

                            I cried because I was so full of
                            sorrow for not helping Him more
                            intensely as He asked —

                            He read me this message  — and I
                        heard His words of 12 1/2 years ago.

Sufferings Will Befall You

Messenger:       This message was 2 days after this prayer.

Prayer for Union with Jesus

    Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

    I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

    When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994

Messenger:       And this message
                            January 17, 1994 —   

I Want My Priests to Come Back

Messenger:       Jesus told me to send this message and
                            this message to all the Bishops of the US
                            December 27, 1993.  

Messenger:       We did it — the only one we ever sent until
                            Fr. Carter started the Newsletter —

                        Look at what the Angel of Peace said 1916

 
"Most Holy Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, I adore You profoundly. I offer You the most precious Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity of Jesus Christ, present in all tabernacles of the world, in reparation for the outrages, sacrileges, and indifference by which He is offended. By the infinite merits of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and [the intercession of] the Immaculate Heart of Mary, I beg of Thee the conversion of poor sinners."

 

Messenger:           The Blue Books, the Priestly Newsletter
                        at the end of the Century and beginning
                        of 2006 (continuing) is to spread the
                        devotion to the Sacred Heart and Immaculate
                        Heart and lead people to the Eucharistic
                        Heart of Jesus —

Messenger:           The devil does not want us to do this
                        work of the Shepherds of Christ.

                            I remember Mary appearing every
                        day for 14 months before she appeared
                        in Clearwater —

                            what sign would they believe
                            The Old Seminary corner fell off
                            on Lucia's birthday March 22, 1994.

                        The focus is not on these messages
                        The focus is not on the purpose of the
                            Building of the Two Hearts.

                        The devil presses in getting people
                            to focus on themselves —

                        A person in a religious order — follows
                            Mary's lead to be a disciple of
                            the Lord.

Messenger:       Jesus wants

                            1)  The Priestly Newsletter out

                            2)  Prayer Chapters in all languages
                                 to pray for priests, Church and the world.

                            3)  Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart

Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus

My dear fellow Associate Members,

Jesus is calling special apostles to join a new division of the Shepherds of Christ Movement. Here is a message from Jesus given to Father Carter:

    My beloved priest-companion, I am requesting that a new prayer movement be started under the direction of Shepherds of Christ Ministries. I am asking for volunteers who are willing to pray before the Blessed Sacrament for one hour, twice-weekly. Members of the Shepherds of Christ prayer chapters, as well as others, are to be invited to join this movement.

    These apostles are to pray for the intentions I am giving you. For part of the hour they are to use the prayers of the Shepherds of Christ Associates Handbook. They may spend the rest of the hour as they so choose.

    I will use this new prayer movement within My Shepherds of Christ Ministries in a powerful way to help in the renewal of My Church and the world. I will give great graces to those who join this movement. The name, Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus, is to be given to this movement.

    I am inviting My beloved Rita Ring to be coordinator for this activity.

    I pour out the great love of My Sacred Heart to all. I am Jesus, Chief Shepherd of the flock.

    This is indeed a special calling for us to unite in one heart with His Eucharistic Heart and pray for the following intentions:

1. For the spread of the devotion to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary culminating in the reign of the Sacred Heart and the triumph of the Immaculate Heart.
2. For the Pope.
3. For all bishops of the world.
4. For all priests.
5. For all sisters and brothers in the religious life.
6. For all members of the Shepherds of Christ Movement, and for the spread of this movement to the world.
7. For all members of the Catholic Church.
8. For all members of the human family.
9. For all souls in purgatory.

end of Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart message

                            4)  School Rosary Program
                                 Rosary Making, Consecration
                                 Confirmation — Holy Spirit Novena with scripture

                            5)  A religious order
                                    Servants and Handmaids and Priests

                            6)  Spreading the Blue Books

                            7)  Spreading the Rosary Meditations

                            8)  Tiny Tots

                            9)  Elderly Ministry — Big print — messages

                           10)  Spreading the gifts given in
                                  the Mass, the building —
                                  etc. videos

                           11)  Consecration, individual
                                                       Church
                                                       Family
                                                       School
                                   to the Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart

                           12)  Spread Images of Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart

                           13)  Junior Shepherds of Christ Prayer Groups

                           14)  Retreats in China monthly (10, 11, 12, 13) and Clearwater (5ths)

                           15)  Daily Message — Morning Offering
                                  Daily prayers 6:20 Holy Spirit Novena
                                                              Red Prayer Manual

                            These messages, this Movement, this
                                Plan was given by Jesus
                                "Shepherds of Christ" Movement to help
                                renew the Church and the world.

Prayer for Union with Jesus

    Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

    I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

    When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994

I Want My Priests to Come Back

January 17, 1994 3:40 a.m.

Jesus:  You know I am He Who lifts you up. In one second I can turn your feelings around and lift you up. Constantly pray to Me. You need Me through these times. Remember, I truly died for you on the cross. Remember, little one, I have chosen you to write to Me. Do you think I will ever abandon you? I am a God who truly loves His people. I love you with such ardent love. You must never doubt.

    Look into My face and see My gentleness. I am the kindest of all hearts. I am He who knows how to love with such love. Become totally lost in My arms.

    Do you think Satan will not taunt you? Put him behind you. You are being guarded by God and His heavenly court. Walk in My ways and the angels walk with you on your path. You are escorted on your way and you are never alone. You are guarded as a precious treasure that is being transported to another place.

    You need to put all your cares in My hands. You are developing true trust when you let go and let Me take over. Keep trusting and silence the ugly prompting of Satan who wants you to worry about useless things. Quit worrying and pray and play with your children. I am telling you there is so much peace and grace gained by private prayer with them. I will tend to all the details of your life. Do not worry for one moment. Put your life in My hands. I am here, little one. Read this message and all of them over and over again.

    You need to go to the Blue Book for your answers. Your answers are found there. I never leave your side. God is guarding you. Just continue to have a union with Me all through the day. All the prayer time alone with Me in one day is not enough. I want you in constant prayer.

    Turn to Me and My Blue Book. This will help many priests to come back and sit before Me in private union with Me. When priests come back to the tabernacle, the flock will begin to be led back to His altar. Priests need to read these letters. They are the preachers. If they do not value their own relationship with Jesus, if they are being led away from Me with busyness, they will not preach the intimate love of Jesus. They are so busy, but it is like throwing out the baby with the bath water. I am the center and their relationship with Me is utmost.

    The priests need these messages. They need to have an intimate, close union with Me. They should be preaching "time in front of the tabernacle." They should be preaching My intense love for My people and how I have so much to give. Some sermons are so complicated—yet nothing about union with Me in the Eucharist and in front of the tabernacle.

    I want My priests to come back and pray before My tabernacle. I want them to read these messages and make Jesus the Center of their lives. When they are led back to Jesus, they will lead the flock home. Priests need adoration every day for at least an hour. I don't care how busy they are. None of it matters if they are not spending time in private prayer alone with Me. They need to come and get their supplies. They need to quit thinking they are doing it and turn back to turning their lives totally over to Me, to totally letting their burdens and busy lives off at the foot of My cross and letting Me lead the way.

    There is not one priest who has so much to do that he cannot do private adoration daily. When the priest comes back to the power in the Eucharist and the tabernacle, the congregation will turn to God for their troubled hearts. Satan has led priests away from Jesus. They are so busy they cannot do all their work, but this must all take second place to praying silently before God and reading His words. These letters will help many priests to come back and be intimate with Jesus.

    All the rituals, all the upkeep of the churches, all the little details, and the King of Glory sits alone! You have thrown out the baby with the bath water. You are missing the boat.

    I want the priests to read this message. Where is the reverence after Communion and who has even heard it mentioned in the church? Private union with Jesus! What an honor! I have all you need. Come to Me and I will give you rest. I am all powerful. I have all the power. I am hyper—vigilant over your lives. I guard you. Quit trying to do it yourselves. Become selfless and let Me possess your souls.

    Have the priests spread these messages. Read them in church. I want adoration of the Eucharist back. I want people to know I am God and I am coming to them in Holy Communion. I want the Blessed Sacrament exposed. I want My churches open. Union with Jesus, the love of Jesus, trust, faith, love for one another, love of God—I want all of these preached from the pulpit!

    I am the Alpha and the Omega. I want My people to be led back to the center, which is Jesus. Pray for your priests. They are under attack. If Satan can wreck the family, the priests, the children, he has it made.

    You are under attack, My beloved priests, and you, in your busyness, are being led away from your union with Jesus. Bring yourselves back to Me and let Me give you My love. I am indeed the bridegroom of your souls. I wait for My beloved ones at the altar. I long for private union with all My beloved ones.

    Come to Me, all who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Come and be lifted up to heights you never dreamed possible. I am God. Put your lives in My hands. Let Me run your life. Quit running amok. You have lost your way and are running down the wrong road. Bring your lives back to Jesus in the tabernacle.

    The world is getting farther from God every minute. Read the messages at prayer meetings. Spread them by word of mouth. The time you waste is valuable. These words are not meant to be saved. Spread them here by any means possible. I want them out, I tell you! If someone wants to read some messages, give them to them and let them read them at prayer meetings. There is no secret here. They are from Me and I want them out. I want you to speak. A lot of your discontent is in sitting around with all these messages and not spreading them. Tell your friends to speak. Speak My words here. You don't have to mention the source. Spread the messages. You are not what is important. The messages are. You will be exposed. Don't worry who knows, but don't spread your own story. Spread the messages. Like ripples on a pond, the love of God will be spread throughout the land. I have so much to give to My hurting ones. I am your God. I died for you out of deepest love. I have come in these messages to lead you back home.

    Quit worrying of details. I am He Who runs the show. Pray for guidance every day. Spend one hour in front of the tabernacle. You cannot do in a million years what I can do in one moment. Quit relying on yourselves. You are only pushing buttons. When you are fixed in Me, the right door opens. When you go it alone, you have a hard road to walk. One hour in private adoration. Be silent or read the Blue Book. Your life will become uplifted by My teaching and you will sail a blue sky.

    Spend time in silence and some in reading My words in front of Me. I am talking to you in these letters. What power, to read them in front of the tabernacle! You can't go it alone. You need My help. You need your supplies. But you must come and get them! You are following your tail around if you do it alone. I am He Who can do all this. When you realize My power in adoration, your lives will change. As long as you are too busy you will have a hard time. The soul craves this union with Me.

    Lead the priests back to adoration and the people will follow. Our leaders have become too busy for adoration. This is the key, the key to unlock the doors to the world's problems. It is found in front of the tabernacle, at daily Mass and Communion. Do the priests ever preach any of this? You have forgotten your center, Jesus, in the Eucharist! All the power is found in Jesus. You have all that you need and you walk about and decorate My churches and clean every speck of dust and repair My pews and carpet My house and fix My organs but you walk about and miss the King of Glory who sits there all alone! Spread the messages on the tabernacle. I want them out!

end of January 17, 1994

   Introduction

    April 13, 1994

    Words of Jesus. Read before the Tabernacle.
 

Jesus speaks:  How, child, do I, Jesus, tell you I love you? You hold on to silly things when God is in your midst and is ardently loving you. I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God. I am writing to each precious child this day. I am on fire for love of you. I remain in the Eucharist to be with you with My ardent love. I did not want to leave My beloved ones at the Last Supper. I love you so, My dear and ardently loved children. I remain with you this day in the Blessed Sacrament, the same Jesus Who died a brutal death on the Cross.

    Do you know I am truly present there? Do you know that God waits every day for you in the tabernacle? Do you comprehend even a minute amount of My love? You will never know of how I love you on earth.

    I, Jesus, truly the Son of God, came to earth a man and suffered a brutal death for love of you. I love you so much! I remain with you this day. I long for your love. I want you to come and be with Me in front of the tabernacle. I wait, I yearn for you to come and whisper your love to Me. I am a person and I love you this day, with such an ardent on-fire love! No human could ever compare a speck to My love for you.

    I wait, little ones, in the tabernacle. I wait for you to come and receive Me in Communion. I want you to want Me so much you cannot wait to come and receive Me. I want to be the love, the center of your life!

    I am Jesus. I am the Son of God. I am writing to you this day. I want to possess your very soul and live in you. I have all you need, sweet ones. Oh, you are so blind! I long for your union with Me. I wrote the book of love. I instituted it, yet you go to the world for your love and do not even come to Me! Oh, I love you, little ones. Little ones, beloved of the Father, loved by the Holy Spirit, mothered by My very own mother! What more can I say? The rest is up to you!

    I give you your will with such love and I want your love freely given. I am God. What do you think you could ever need that I do not give you? I am the Savior of this world. I am Jesus, the Son of God. I am waiting for you. I am longing for you. I am yearning for you. I am God. I have all you ever will need!

    Surrender this life to Me. Pray My Prayer for Union with Me. I want to possess your soul and operate from your very being. I am Jesus. I am the Son of God. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I am Who am. I died and rose on the third day.

    Harken to My call, harken to My pleading. Spend your days in love with Me. Nothing matters unless it is rooted in Me and rooted in My love. I am the Son of God. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I love you with the tenderest love. I am waiting this day for just you, My beloved one. Come to Me for I am the tenderest of all hearts. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus.

- God's Blue Book,
Volume 2 April 13, 1994

Messenger:         When Mary appeared every day — the
                                last months January 1, 1995 - September 5, 1995
                                she said "Souls were going into
                                              hell like rain."

                            I am telling the truth about what
                                Mary said to me in 1994 and 1995 and
                                her daily apparitions —

                            Who are the stewards?

                                The ones who do not given into the
                                    temptations of satan to focus
                                    on themselves and give into
                                    their old feelings of wanting
                                    to be filled here below —
                                    who lean on others, while they
                                    do their own wills —

Messenger:             Can't you see beyond yourselves
                                    to the importance of doing
                                    what Jesus is asking us to do.

                                    I appreciate your mail —
                                    e-mail telling me how you
                                    work to do these Ministries
                                    Jesus has asked us to do.

                                info@sofc.org

                                Shepherds of Christ
                                P. O. Box 627
                                China, IN 47250

                                Our new mailing address is
                                    in China — where we have
                                    24 hour adoration and our
                                    retreats —
                                    write to me to tell me how
                                    you are being a Shepherd of Christ
                                    Associate, Apostle —

                                Anyone who has a prayer petition
                                    can e-mail  info@sofc.org
                                    and we will put your prayer request
                                    in a basket under the altar in
                                    China, Indiana —

                                    you can see the basket on the
                                    internet —

                                    We pray every half hour
                                     for the intentions in the basket

                                    We will pray for you —

                                We pray 24 hours a day in our Church
                                    in China, Indiana —

                                    you can come visit and pray —

                                    Our retreat is August 10, 11, 12, 13.
                                    On August 13 it will be the 2 year
                                    anniversary of our 24 hours of
                                        adoration.

                                We pray nightly at 6:20 and you
                                can pray with us — we pray before
                                the Blessed Sacrament for the
                                priests, the Church and the world.

                                We pray live — you can see live
                                on the camera and pray
                                with us.

                                On the 5th — I pray live in
                                    Florida.

                                The retreat is live on the internet
                                    each month —
                                    a priest says daily Mass during the retreat.

Given July 25, 2006

Messenger:     The Priestly Newsletter is to
                            feed the hungry —

                       Feed the hungry.

                       Create a network

                       A family

                       Build up oneness in the body.

Jesus says:

John 10: 11 - 15

I am the good shepherd:
the good shepherd lays down his life
    for his sheep.
The hired man,
    since he is not the shepherd
and the sheep do not belong to him,
abandons the sheep
as soon as he sees a wolf coming,
    and runs away, 
and then the wolf attacks
    and scatters the sheep;
he runs away
    because he is only a hired man
and has no concern for the sheep.
I am the good shepherd;
I know my own
and my own know me,
just as the Father knows me
and I know the Father;
and I lay down my life for my sheep.

Messenger:    The more the Word is known —
                        The more we will live as God desires —
                        living in truth.

                    We spread the love of the Good Shepherd.

                     The Good Shepherd feeds the flock with
                        His Word and the Eucharist.

                     Jesus is the way, the truth and the life.

                     We speak of the riches of God —
                      The precious gifts He gives us

                     The Good Shepherd feeds the sheep.

                     The Good Shepherd takes them in
                        His arms.

                     The Good Shepherd has mercy.

                     The Good Shepherd tells about
                            insight into the hidden mysteries.

                     Holiness comes from rooting out
                            the dysfunction —

                     We will see with the light of
                     seven suns when we are
                     saturated with His grace —

                    The grip of satan is paralyzing and
                            crippling —

                    Satan wants us to focus on
                        ourselves.

                    God can take us into ecstasies —
                        we have our eyes
                        focused on insight into the
                        Divine mysteries —

                    When one steals our shoes and we must
                        walk on rocks — we try to get
                        our shoes back, but —

                    Never have we lost our joy of the
                        soul - gazing on the Divine
                        Mysteries —

                    The Awe of it all —
                    The depth of union with God
                    The burning heart of love —
                    The Words of the Savior.

                    The Study of His Plan

Messenger:    When some people come to help us
                        in the Shepherds of Christ —
                        they may think oh
                        now how shall I do it.

                      This is Jesus' Movement —
                        He has formed it
                        He has set the Plan

                       Newsletter — I AM the Good Shepherd
                                            I feed My flock and
                                            they follow Me.

                       Prayer Chapters

                                            PARAMOUNT  as
                                            Jesus told us
                                            praying for the
                                            priests, the Church
                                            and the world.

                                        — Prayer Manual
                                                in all languages

                                        — Rosary Program

                                        — Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart

                        We must follow Jesus' Plan for His Movement.

                        Fr. Carter was called to implement this
                            Movement begun by Jesus —
                            to feed the starved soul with God's love.

                        To lead the sheep to the depth of union
                            with Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

                        We put materials
                            in the store for
                            this mission.

                                I say Jesus wants Blue Books spread
                          I say Jesus wants Prayer Chapters
                                in all languages —

                         Jesus wants us to love the priests, the Church and the world —
                            so much so you help spread the
                            prayers.

                        Some people say —

                        Oh apparitions — what will
                            God do to chastise —
                            They may focus on dark stuff —

                        What we need to focus on is God —
                            the Mystery of God —
                            the Word of God
                            the Documents of the Church
                            the Wisdom of the Saints.

                         Feed the hungry souls —
                         Get them to do the Morning Offering
                            Go to Mass
                            Do Adoration
                            Pray the Prayers —

                          Let God take over — we should
                            be the creatures relying on
                            His Might —

                          I say God is telling us what to do.

                          Some may say ask more men of the earth

                          I say God has spoken —

                         We must pray —

                          Beg for grace —

                         Ask for His mercy

                        Jesus says feed the hungry —

                        Tell them to pray
                                          go to Mass
                                          do adoration

                       Let us beg for God's mercy —
                            pray for good authorities — holy ones

                       We are interceding and working.
                            God has the Power.
                            Let Him work through us.

                       Plant the seeds that grow flowers,
                            food —

                       Love

                       Dear God, who made the heavens and earth,

                       Mighty God,

                       Help us to be docile,

                        Selfless.

                        We are not to focus
                            on ourselves as the
                            ones to make the change
                            in the hearts of other men —
                            We must rely on His Might.

                        We do all we can, we act according to God's
                            will — loving communicating, eating right —
                            then let go to God, rely on His Might.

                         Let Go and let the Spirit fill our hearts
                            with fire to love the souls of the
                            earth like our brothers —

                        LOVE — LOVE — LOVE

                        Oh I love the Church — I will act
                            like one who loves —

                            Oh I love our
                        priests — I will act as one
                        who loves —

                            Oh I love the authority —
                        even when I may want a willful
                        solution.

                            God works in authority —
                            To form us
                            To teach us.

                        Ultimately I am here to love —
                            to grow to be more perfected —

                        Ultimately I am here as
                            God's ambassador —
                            to tell others how
                            bountiful God's love is.

                         Ultimately I am here as head of the Shepherds of Christ
                            to continue the mission Fr. Carter and
                            I began to spread His wishes to the
                            world —

                         To feed the hungry —
                         To tell them of His love.

                         - Focus on God.

                         - The Mystery of God.

                         - The Wisdom of the Blue Books,
                                                      Mass Book — which came from messages.

                          - Fr. Carter's writings

John 10: 11 - 15

I am the good shepherd:
the good shepherd lays down his life
    for his sheep.
The hired man,
    since he is not the shepherd
and the sheep do not belong to him,
abandons the sheep
as soon as he sees a wolf coming,
    and runs away, 
and then the wolf attacks
    and scatters the sheep;
he runs away
    because he is only a hired man
and has no concern for the sheep.
I am the good shepherd;
I know my own
and my own know me,
just as the Father knows me
and I know the Father;
and I lay down my life for my sheep.

Messenger:        The Plan has been set

                          12 years ago by Jesus —

                          Jesus said He wanted this in the
                                store —
                                the Blue Books
                                the Rosary Books
                                tee shirts with Our Lady of Clearwater.

                           It is up to us to promote the Ministries.

                           DO WHAT JESUS wants at the
                                Centers!!

                                You must do as He
                          desires with the Building of the
                          TWO Hearts.

                           He wants a community building in
                                China to mingle and be social —
                                eat — talk to each other about the ministries.

                            I have learned several things from
                                12 years of visions and messages —

                            When Fr. Carter died in 2000 — it left
                                me in charge —
                                it was God's will for
                                me to be the head
                                of the Movement.

                                My mission is the same —
                            it is Jesus' mission to promote
                            oneness in the world —
                            to be great intercessors
                            to spread the writings of Fr. Carter and Fr. John
                            to do what Jesus wants with the Priestly
                                Newsletter — the main purpose of
                                this Movement.
                            to feed the hungry souls —
                                teaching them about the Eucharist
                                    His Word
                                    the Bread of Life.

                             I let go and let God do
                                it His way.

                            He hires the people — He chooses
                                them — He wants love —

                            I am a mystic and spent much time with
                                Jesus by myself —
                                when Fr. Carter died — God called me to run the
                                community with the President, John and
                                all the Shepherds of Christ as one family —

                            I am to leave these writings —
                            Help form this way of life —
                                I must be one with the
                                    people —

                            LOVE AND FORGIVE.

                            Jesus called His people — the goal
                                is set by Him —

                            I am the captain steering His
                                boat and everyone must grow
                                in greater purity to be one —
                                pray for grace to love their vocation —
                                pray for grace to be committed as Jesus wants
                                pray for grace to be obedient —

                            Servants and handmaids take a promise of chastity and obedience.

                            PRAY FOR THE PRIESTS, THE CHURCH
                                AND THE WORLD.

                            I see His purpose in the Building of
                                the 2 Hearts in Clearwater —
                                I do as He tells me.

                                Some members may not have been
                            as nice as they should have been sometimes,
                            just being a center of love —

                            My focus is on what He wants —
                                attempting to deliver a message.

                                Feed the Hungry with His letters of love.

                            Come to the retreats in China — Be fed —

                            Promote His program —

                            Pray for Fr. John the Newsletter is #1.

                            The Prayer Chapters — co-equal —

                                We must focus with
                            our eyes upward —

                                To build a strong community
                            in China, in Florida.

                                Sub-centers in Texas.

                            When you drop a link in the chain —
                                you do that

                            God called all these people —
                                they can get focused on details —
                                quit because of human weakness —
                                want to be loved by a human person
                                    and looking for human affection —
                                    (more than they should, not keeping God as #1, against God's will)

                              ANY WAY THE devil can
                                    upset an
                                    apple cart
                                    he will try.

                                If satan can come — tap on
                            your arm and blow in your ear
                            and you allow yourself to be controlled by your feelings —
                            satan can try to manipulate your life
                            by aggravating you through
                            other's actions.

                            PRAY - PRAY - PRAY - to be holy
                                NOT Self-focused - you do not want to be
                                crippled by satan's attempts
                                to get you to go off course

                            A person has a
                                BIG MISSION —
                                Jesus calls them —
                                for example if:
                                Mary Lou acts mean after Mass you don't quit.
                            Isn't that a weak commitment to
                                your vocation —
                            What does Jesus want — Mary Lou may
                                have a lump under her arm and
                                suffering and not being
                                nice — means you should
                                pray for her and do what
                                Jesus wants you
                                to do.

                            Mary Lou is imperfect
                                like ALL of US.

                            We all must learn to love
                                and forgive because we
                                are imperfect too.

                            Waiting — every year we wait for
                                Christmas — that is what advent
                                is all about.

                            OUR WHOLE LIFE SHOULD BE A
                                WAITING for the
                                FULLNESS OF LIFE —
                                only found in heaven.

                            When we are impatient —
                                we have missed
                                some lessons —
                                a good part of the
                                time.

                            Some people, though, may be slow
                                and hard to move — wasting
                                lots of precious time.

                            WAITING — I AM WAITING on God's time today to
                                do what God wants.

                            I am praying for His Might to work
                                in my life and the world.

                            - Do what God wants

                            - God wants these prayer chapters.

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Messenger:            Here is an important rosary
                                Fr. Carter led the rosary

                                October 13, 1996

                            Here is a click to the rosary, (the hard copy).
                                It was on yesterday.

                            It was the first 13th.

 
                            A tape is available for you to have.   

Jesus speaks:       Feed the Hungry

                            Feed the Hungry

                            Feed the Hungry

                            From the front of every Blue Book
                                1991 - 15 years ago

                                To the Reader

To The Reader

Jesus wants to share His love with you. He comes in these letters to tell you how you can be in intimate union with Him.

All of us possess everything we need to have an intimate union with Him. He has been giving me messages since October of 1991. For at least a year I sat in front of the tabernacle and begged him to talk to me. I wanted words. I prayed to the Holy Spirit and begged and begged Him to baptize me. After a long and seemingly endless search, trying to hear God, He told me to "feed the hungry." For six weeks this was all I heard. I thought maybe I wasn't feeding my children well or eating well enough myself. What a long wait for three words! At long last one day, as I was writing to Jesus, I received a letter back. He told me, "I am Jesus, Son of the Living God." I did not want to write this but it kept coming-and so did many other messages. I knew nothing of anyone getting messages. I wrote them, reluctantly, and hid my notebooks. The letters kept coming, many during the night. I would be awakened, then given long letters which I felt compelled to get up and write down. I read these letters privately and my life began to change. I felt a new life within me.

He taught me of His fervent love and how truly present He was. He taught me how precious I was to Him. Over and over again He would call me His precious child and tell me how He loved me, how He clothed me with dignity and honor. He told me over and over how He was right by my side always. He is teaching me to give up all fear and to trust in Him. He is teaching me to let go of myself and let Him run my life. I am trying every day to do His will.

He is also telling you in your heart all you need to know. He has all the answers for you there in your heart. You must be silent and go to Him so you can hear His words for you.

Sit in front of the tabernacle and be with Him. Do not pray prayers. Sit and be open and just be with Him. Read these letters there. These are Jesus' love letters to you. Sit in front of the tabernacle and let Him talk to you. Sit silent awhile. Read these letters part of the time. Open any page and He will talk to you. Do not read this like a book, cover to cover. Just open to a page and read that page. That is the way He speaks to you.

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Messenger:            8 months later

                            Another important rosary
                                is May 13, 1997

                            Here is a click. (the hard copy),
                                It was on yesterday.

May 13, 1997 Rosary

                            A video is available for you to have.