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Excerpt from The Spirituality of Fatima

by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.

July 13, 1917

    "During her appearance in July, Our Lady, in answer to Lucia's plea, promised that in October she would work a great miracle so that all might believe and know who she was. Again, the Mother of God told the children to sacrifice themselves for sinners and to say many times, especially when making a sacrifice, this prayer: "O my Jesus, I offer this for love of Thee, for the conversion of poor sinners, and in reparation for all the sins committed against the Immaculate Heart of Mary." ⁽¹¹⁾

    "During this same July apparition, Mary showed the three children a vision of Hell. She told them:

    "You have seen Hell, where the souls of poor sinners go. To save them, God wishes to establish, in the world, devotion to my Immaculate Heart. If people do what I tell you, many souls will be saved and there will be peace.

    "The war (World War I, then raging) is going to end. But if people do not stop offending God, another and worse one will begin in the reign of Pius XI. When you shall see a night illuminated by an unknown light [January 2, 1938], know that this is the great sign that God gives you that He is going to punish the world for its many crimes by means of war, hunger, and persecution of the Church and the Holy Father. ⁽¹²⁾

    "To prevent this, I shall come to ask for the consecration of Russia to my Immaculate Heart and the Communion of Reparation on the five first Saturdays. If my requests are granted, Russia will be converted and there will be peace. If not, she will scatter her errors throughout the world, provoking wars and persecutions of the Church. The good will be martyred, the Holy Father will have much to suffer, and various nations will be destroyed....

    "But in the end, my Immaculate Heart will triumph, the Holy Father will consecrate Russia to me, Russia will be converted, and a certain period of peace will be granted to the world." ⁽¹³⁾

 11. For background material on Fatima, I am particularly indebted to 
    Our Lady of Fatima's Peace Plan from Heaven (Rockford: TAN 
    Books and Publishers, Inc., 1983). pp.3-4.
12. Ibid., pp.4-5.
13. Ibid., p.5.

  

  

               Given August 22, 2009 - Queenship of Mary

                From Mary

                Oh America — Land of Plenty
                    America — high mountains
                    Come oh America see the sun over
                        your beautiful waters

                    You are blessed America with
                        snows and deserts —
                        sunny skies and moon lighted
                        nights

                America I give you myself —
                    I am the Lady of Clearwater —
                    Your waters come close to the land
                        and the coastlands so
                        beautiful

                    beauty America beneath your
                        oceans and seas, your
                        lakes — your land of love —

                America you are close to my heart and to
                    the Heart of my Son, Jesus —

                America, God the Father allowed me to
                    appear to you —

                Your light houses tell you America —
                    of how powerful light is in
                    a dark night

                America your cities, many have turned
                    dark — turn back America —
                    to the light — see the light against
                    the darkness

                Light America is found in obedience
                    to the commandments of God —

                Oh America — let your light shine
                    to the world —

                America — love — love as God intends —
                    love God and keep His commandments
                    America —
                    See the Light against the darkness
                    and disobedience America

                Hear me, America, I am Mother of America
                I am your Mother of Snow and of Rain
                    and of Clearwater America — rolling
                    hills of green and then golden
                    America —

                    I appeared in sunny Florida for
                you all to see —

  

Mary by day July 5, 2000

by night July 5, 2000

 

                America, God the Father allowed me to
                    appear in Florida — Jesus gives you
                    His special waters

                America — you are richly blessed — America
                Oh the waters of Florida — so beautiful for
                    you, the inlands —

                    CLEARWATER

   

 

                    Oh my children how can you be given such
                beauty as the state of Florida and you did
                not stop to notice me — the Lady of Clearwater —
                the Lady Clothed as the Sun

           

November 6, 2000

 

                    You have been given such beauty in
                your waters surrounding you — the life
                beneath the ocean — the beauty of the
                seagulls and birds in abundance —
                God has given you this clear water —
                the blues and greens the smell
                of the waters —

                    My children, if God has given you
                such beauty — how can you ignore
                Him for your few years here below —

                I appeared by day and by night 

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                How can you ignore this sign given —
                    the lives changed —

                The beauty of these waters surrounding
                    Florida, inlands, sandy beaches,
                    flowers, foliage, birds and fish
                    and corals beneath the sea —

                How do you ignore the Creator of it
                    all

 

 

 

                How my children can you ignore your
                    God —

                    So they ignored my image and March 1, 2004
                my image head was destroyed —

 

 

                    Beginning August 13, 2004 — 5 months later
                the hurricanes came like a belt over
                Florida

                    A belt over Florida —

                    Oh my children

                    Florida is surrounded by water
                    And I appeared there because God
                        the Father wanted you to know
                        the scripture of Noah and the
                        rainbow, but you ignored
                        me, my children

    

Genesis 7: 11-24

    In the six hundredth year of Noah’s life, in the second month, and on the seventeenth day of the month, that very day all the springs of the great deep burst through, and the sluices of heaven opened. And heavy rain fell on earth for forty days and forty nights.

    That very day Noah and his sons Shem, Ham and Japheth boarded the ark, with Noah’s wife and the three wives of his sons, and with them every species of wild animal, every species of cattle, every species of creeping things that creep along the ground, every species of bird, everything that flies, everything with wings. One pair of all that was alive and had the breath of life boarded the ark with Noah, and those that went aboard were a male and female of all that was alive, as God had commanded him.

    Then Yahweh shut him in.

The flood lasted forty days on earth. The waters swelled, lifting the ark until it floated off the ground. The waters rose, swelling higher above the ground, and the ark drifted away over the waters. The waters rose higher and higher above the ground until all the highest mountains under the whole of heaven were submerged. The waters reached their peak fifteen cubits above the submerged mountains. And all living things that stirred on earth perished; birds, cattle, wild animals, all the creatures swarming over the earth, and all human beings. Everything with the least breath of life in its nostrils, everything on dry land, died. Every living thing on the face of the earth was wiped out, people, animals, creeping things and birds; they were wiped off the earth and only Noah was left, and those with him in the ark. The waters maintained their level on earth for a hundred and fifty days.

  

Genesis 9: 8-17

   God spoke as follows to Noah and his sons, ‘I am now establishing my covenant with you and with your descendants to come, and with every living creature that was with you: birds, cattle and every wild animal with you; everything that came out of the ark, every living thing on earth. And I shall maintain my covenant with you: that never again shall all living things be destroyed by the waters of a flood, nor shall there ever again be a flood to devastate the earth.’

   ‘And this’, God said, ‘is the sign of the covenant which I now make between myself and you and every living creature with you for all ages to come: I now set my bow in the clouds and it will be the sign of the covenant between me and the earth. When I gather the clouds over the earth and the bow appears in the clouds, I shall recall the covenant between myself and you and every living creature, in a word all living things, and never again will the waters become a flood to destroy all living things. When the bow is in the clouds I shall see it and call to mind the eternal covenant between God and every living creature on earth, that is, all living things.’

   ‘That’, God told Noah, ‘is the sign of the covenant I have established between myself and all living things on earth.’

   

 

shipped from the printers December 17, 1996

Mary appeared December 17, 1996

   

                I am Mary your Queen Florida —
                    I appeared in sunny Florida in
                        rainbow color surrounded
                        by the waters

                I am Mary, your heavenly Queen
                I am all pure, sinless
                I am the Immaculate Conception
                I am the Mother of Jesus

                See your clear waters America —
                See the waters of Florida —

                America see the bay —

                Know my water — Mary water — from my
                    well

                Know the water of Jesus —

                CLEAR - WATER —

                THE BAY —

                the green road that goes across
                    the bay — like a strip that
                    led to my building

                America on December 17, 1996 —
                    I appeared on a bank building
                        telling you — "you have
                        made money your god"

                America — ignore me no longer —
                    I cannot hold back the hand of
                    my Son

                Pray these prayers Jesus gave Fr. Carter

  

 

July 31, 1994

Words of Jesus to Members of
Shepherds of Christ Associates:

"My beloved priest-companion, I intend to use the priestly newsletter, Shepherds of Christ, and the movement, Shepherds of Christ Associates, in a powerful way for the renewal of My Church and the world.

"I will use the newsletter and the chapters of Shepherds of Christ Associates as a powerful instrument for spreading devotion to My Heart and My Mother's Heart.

"I am calling many to become members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. To all of them I will give great blessings. I will use them as instruments to help bring about the triumph of the Immaculate Heart and the reign of My Sacred Heart. I will give great graces to the members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. I will call them to be deeply united to My Heart and to Mary's Heart as I lead them ever closer to My Father in the Holy Spirit."

- Message from Jesus to Father Edward J. Carter, S.J., Founder, as given on July 31, 1994,
feast of Saint Ignatius Loyola, Founder of the Society of Jesus (The Jesuits)

     

 

 

 

     

 

 

                Southern Florida why did you
                    ignore my messages,
                    Jesus' message to begin
                    prayer chapters there —

                I cry for my little children —

                I am Mary — Mother blue, clothed in
                    the blue of waters and sky —
                    crying for the children being
                    aborted —

                Pray these Rosaries from our Hearts
                    I gave December 17, 1996 the day
                    I appeared in rainbow color
                    on the building

   

shipped from the printers December 17, 1996

Mary appeared December 17, 1996

                America do you know how Florida
                    is surrounded by water —
                    As lady of the seas do you see
                    me appear in Clearwater and
                    see how you ignored my head
                    being broken as any connection
                    to the rainbow, Noah and
                    the hurricanes that followed —

                America —
                    I am the Lady Clothed with the sun —
                        the moon under my feet —
                        I appeared in Clearwater
                        looking like
                        Our Lady of Guadalupe

 

 

 

    

Psalm 27: 1, 4, 13-14

Yahweh is my light and my salvation, 
    whom should I fear? 
Yahweh is the fortress of my life, 
    whom should I dread?

One thing I ask of Yahweh, 
    one thing I seek: 
to dwell in Yahweh’s house 
    all the days of my life, 
to enjoy the sweetness of Yahweh, 
    to seek out his temple.

This I believe: I shall see the goodness of Yahweh, 
    in the land of the living. 
Put your hope in Yahweh, be strong, let your heart be bold, 
    put your hope in Yahweh.

   

                Mary speaks:

                    One week after the Assumption you
                        celebrate my Queenship

                    I am the Queen of heaven and earth
                    I am Mary, full of grace

                    I appeared a lady clothed as the
                        sun

 

 

                    I am Mary, Mother of Jesus
                    I am Mary, Virgin —
                    I am your Queen
                    I am the Immaculate Conception

  

   

Genesis 3: 9-15, 20

But Yahweh God called to the man. 'Where are you?' he asked. 'I heard the sound of you in the garden,' he replied. 'I was afraid because I was naked, so I hid.' 'Who told you that you were naked?' he asked. 'Have you been eating from the tree I forbade you to eat?' The man replied, 'It was the woman you put with me; she gave me some fruit from the tree, and I ate it.' Then Yahweh God said to the woman, 'Why did you do that?' The woman replied, 'The snake tempted me and I ate.'

Then Yahweh God said to the snake, 'Because you have done this,

    Accursed be you
    of all animals wild and tame!
    On your belly you will go
    and on dust you will feed
    as long as you live.
    I shall put enmity
    between you and the woman,
    and between your offspring and hers;
    it will bruise your head
    and you will strike its heel.'

The man named his wife 'Eve' because she was the mother of all those who live.

   

Isaiah 9: 1-6 

The people that walked in darkness 
    have seen a great light; 
on the inhabitants of a country 
    in shadow dark as death 
        light has blazed forth. 
You have enlarged the nation, 
    you have increased its joy; 
they rejoice before you 
    as people rejoice at harvest time, 
as they exult 
    when they are dividing the spoils. 

For the yoke that weighed on it, 
    the bar across its shoulders, 
the rod of its oppressor, 
these you have broken 
    as on the day of Midian. 

For all the footgear 
    clanking over the ground 
and all the clothing rolled in blood, 
will be burnt, will be food for the flames. 

For a son has been born for us, 
a son has been given to us, 
and dominion has been laid 
    on his shoulders; 
and this is the name he has been given, 
‘Wonder–Counsellor, Mighty–God, 
Eternal–Father, Prince–of–Peace’ 
to extend his dominion 
    in boundless peace, 
over the throne of David 
    and over his kingdom 
to make it secure and sustain it 
in fair judgement and integrity. 
From this time onwards and for ever, 
the jealous love of Yahweh Sabaoth 
    will do this.

   

Isaiah 7: 10-14

Yahweh spoke to Ahaz again and said: 

Ask Yahweh your God for a sign, 
either in the depths of Sheol 
    or in the heights above. 

    But Ahaz said, ‘I will not ask. I will not put Yahweh to the test.’
    He then said: 

    Listen now, House of David: 
    are you not satisfied 
        with trying human patience 
    that you should try 
        my God’s patience too? 
    The Lord will give you a sign in any case: 
    It is this: the young woman is with child 
    and will give birth to a son 
    whom she will call Immanuel.

 

Revelation 11: 19

    Then the sanctuary of God in heaven opened, and the ark of the covenant could be seen inside it. Then came flashes of lightning, peals of thunder and an earthquake and violent hail.

 

Revelation 12: 1-6, 10

Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars. She was pregnant, and in labor, crying aloud in the pangs of childbirth. Then a second sign appeared in the sky: there was a huge red dragon with seven heads and ten horns, and each of the seven heads crowned with a coronet. Its tail swept a third of the stars from the sky and hurled them to the ground, and the dragon stopped in front of the woman as she was at the point of giving birth, so that he could eat the child as soon as it was born. The woman was delivered of a boy, the Son who was to rule all the nations with an iron scepter, and the child was taken straight up to God and to his throne, while the woman escaped into the desert, where God had prepared a place for her to be looked after for twelve hundred and sixty days.

Then I heard a voice shout from heaven, 'Salvation and power and empire for ever have been won by our God, and all authority for his Christ, now that the accuser, who accused our brothers day and night before our God, has been brought down.

 

Psalm 45: 11-17

then the king will fall in love with your beauty; 
he is your lord, bow down before him.
The daughter of Tyre will court your favour with gifts, 
and the richest of peoples with jewels set in gold.

Clothed in brocade, the king’s daughter is led within 
to the king with the maidens of her retinue; 
her companions are brought to her,

they enter the king’s palace with joy and rejoicing.
Instead of your ancestors you will have sons; 
you will make them rulers over the whole world.

I will make your name endure from generation to generation, 
so nations will sing your praise for ever and ever.

 

Romans 5: 12, 17-19

Well then; it was through one man that sin came into the world, and through sin death, and thus death has spread through the whole human race because everyone has sinned.

It was by one man’s offence that death came to reign over all, but how much greater the reign in life of those who receive the fullness of grace and the gift of saving justice, through the one man, Jesus Christ. One man’s offence brought condemnation on all humanity; and one man’s good act has brought justification and life to all humanity. Just as by one man’s disobedience many were made sinners, so by one man’s obedience are many to be made upright.

 

Hail Mary

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee; blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the Fruit of thy womb, Jesus.  Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death. Amen.

   

 

Matthew 1: 1-16, 18-23

Roll of the genealogy of Jesus Christ, son of David, son of Abraham: 

Abraham fathered Isaac, 
Isaac fathered Jacob, 
Jacob fathered Judah and his brothers, 
Judah fathered Perez and Zerah, 
    whose mother was Tamar, 
Perez fathered Hezron, 
Hezron fathered Ram, 
Ram fathered Amminadab, 
Amminadab fathered Nahshon, 
Nahshon fathered Salmon, 
Salmon fathered Boaz, 
    whose mother was Rahab, 
Boaz fathered Obed, 
    whose mother was Ruth, 
Obed fathered Jesse; 
and Jesse fathered King David. 

David fathered Solomon, 
    whose mother had been Uriah’s wife, 
Solomon fathered Rehoboam, 
Rehoboam fathered Abijah, 
Abijah fathered Asa, 
Asa fathered Jehoshaphat, 
Jehoshaphat fathered Joram, 
Joram fathered Uzziah, 
Uzziah fathered Jotham, 
Jotham fathered Ahaz, 
Ahaz fathered Hezekiah, 
Hezekiah fathered Manasseh, 
Manasseh fathered Amon, 
Amon fathered Josiah; 
and Josiah fathered Jechoniah 
    and his brothers. 
Then the deportation to Babylon 
    took place. 

After the deportation to Babylon: 
Jechoniah fathered Shealtiel, 
Shealtiel fathered Zerubbabel, 
Zerubbabel fathered Abiud, 
Abiud fathered Eliakim, 
Eliakim fathered Azor, 
Azor fathered Zadok, 
Zadok fathered Achim, 
Achim fathered Eliud, 
Eliud fathered Eleazar, 
Eleazar fathered Matthan, 
Matthan fathered Jacob; 
and Jacob fathered Joseph 
    the husband of Mary; 
of her was born Jesus 
    who is called Christ. 

This is how Jesus Christ came to be born. His mother Mary was betrothed to Joseph; but before they came to live together she was found to be with child through the Holy Spirit. Her husband Joseph, being an upright man and wanting to spare her disgrace, decided to divorce her informally. He had made up his mind to do this when suddenly the angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream and said, ‘Joseph son of David, do not be afraid to take Mary home as your wife, because she has conceived what is in her by the Holy Spirit. She will give birth to a son and you must name him Jesus, because he is the one who is to save his people from their sins.’ Now all this took place to fulfil what the Lord had spoken through the prophet:

Look! the virgin is with child
    and will give birth to a son
whom they will call Immanuel,

a name which means ‘God–is–with–us’.

 

Litany of the Blessed Virgin Mary.

Lord, have mercy on us. Christ, have mercy on us.
Lord, have mercy on us. Christ, hear us. Christ, graciously hear us.
God, the Father of heaven, have mercy on us.
God, the Son, Redeemer of the world, have mercy on us.
God, the Holy Spirit, have mercy on us.
Holy Trinity, one God, have mercy on us.

Holy Mary, pray for us (repeat after each invocation).
Holy Mother of God,
Holy Virgin of virgins,
Mother of Christ,
Mother of the Church,
Mother of divine grace,
Mother most pure,
Mother most chaste,
Mother inviolate,
Mother undefiled,
Mother most amiable,
Mother most admirable,
Mother of good counsel,
Mother of our Creator,
Mother of our Savior,
Virgin most prudent,
Virgin most venerable,
Virgin most renowned,
Virgin most powerful,
Virgin most merciful,
Virgin most faithful,
Mirror of justice,
Seat of wisdom,
Cause of our joy,
Spiritual vessel,
Vessel of honor,
Singular vessel of devotion,
Mystical rose,
Tower of David,
Tower of ivory,
House of gold,
Ark of the Covenant,
Gate of heaven,
Morning star,
Health of the sick,
Refuge of sinners,
Comforter of the afflicted,
Help of Christians,
Queen of angels,
Queen of patriarchs,
Queen of prophets,
Queen of apostles,
Queen of martyrs,
Queen of confessors,
Queen of virgins,
Queen of all saints,
Queen conceived without original sin,
Queen assumed into heaven,
Queen of the most holy rosary,
Queen of families,
Queen of peace,

Lamb of God, who take away the sins of the world, spare us, O Lord.
Lamb of God, who take away the sins of the world, graciously hear us, O Lord.
Lamb of God, who take away the sins of the world, have mercy on us.
Pray for us, O holy Mother of God, that we may be made worthy of the promises of Christ.

Let us pray: Grant, we beseech You, O Lord God, that we Your servants may enjoy perpetual health of mind and body and, by the glorious intercession of the blessed Mary, ever virgin, be delivered from present sorrow, and obtain eternal joy. Through Christ our Lord. Amen.

We fly to your patronage, O holy Mother of God. Despise not our petitions in our necessities, but deliver us always from all dangers, O glorious and blessed Virgin. Amen.

   

Luke 1: 46-55

And Mary said:

My soul proclaims
    the greatness of the Lord
and my spirit rejoices
    in God my Saviour;
because he has looked upon
    the humiliation of his servant.
Yes, from now onwards
    all generations will call me blessed,
for the Almighty
    has done great things for me.
Holy is his name,
and his faithful love extends age after age
    to those who fear him.
He has used the power of his arm,
he has routed the arrogant of heart.
He has pulled down princes
    from their thrones
        and raised high the lowly.
He has filled the starving with good things,
    sent the rich away empty.
He has come to the help
    of Israel his servant,
        mindful of his faithful love
—according to the promise
    he made to our ancestors—
of his mercy to Abraham
    and to his descendants for ever.

   

                Sing: Holy Is His Name

                Sing: Hail Mary Gentle Woman

                R. Think of how much we talk about
                    King ship of God in Mass —

                In scripture

                    KING — KING — KING

                Mary is the

                    QUEEN — QUEEN — QUEEN

                How could we ignore

                    Our Lady of Clearwater

 

Transcribed from a tape entitled

The Blessed Mother 

Archbishop Fulton J. Sheen
Conference given for priests - Conference 18
Ministr-o media, Inc. 1974

 

Lovely Lady dressed in blue,
    teach me how to pray.
God was just your little Boy,
    tell me what to say.

Did you lift Him up sometimes,
    gently on your knee?
Did you sing to Him the way
    mother does to me?

Did you ever try telling Him
    stories of the world?
And oh, did He cry?

Do you think He cares
    if I tell Him things?
Just little things that happen.

And do angels wings make a noise?
    Can He hear me if I speak low?
Does He understand me now?
    Tell me for you know.

Lovely Lady dressed in blue,
    teach me how to pray.
God was just your little boy
    and you know the way.”

      

 

 

 

 

                Song: See the Eyes that Look at Mary —

 

  

13 Years Ago

from the Rosary of August 27, 1996

Mary:  I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light.

end of Mary's Message

  

December 8, 1995

FORMED IN THE WOMB OF MARY

In order to grow more deeply in my love of Christ, I must unite to the heart of Mary. As Christ was formed in the womb of Mary, we are constantly being formed in her heart through the action of the Holy Spirit, she is a Spiritual Mother. I am constantly being formed in her heart through the action of the Holy Spirit.

Divinity and humanity meet in the womb of Mary. She carried the Christ Child under her heart. The union of the two Hearts began when the Holy Spirit came upon her. She was filled with grace. To house the God-made-Man, she must be full of grace.

Do you ponder on our own graced soul? Do we think of our graced soul after reception of the Eucharist?

 

December 8, 1995

THE IMMACULATE CONCEPTION

Written at Mass:

As Father read the Gospel, I was so connected with each word and filled with such emotion. I was so close to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, so deep in His love.

Every thought of Mary radiated in my body. To hear her name made me want to cry. I love her life. I love Jesus' life. I love the rosary. The rosary is alive in me.

 

 

 

December 5, 1995

MARY OUR MOTHER

Mary is the Mother of God. God the Father sent His Only Begotten Son.

Mary is conceived immaculate. To not recognize this is to not realize the magnificence of God. God could not come in sin. God, Who is all good, could not be conceived in the body of a person tainted with original sin.

"'Father,' he said, 'if you are willing, take this cup away from me. Nevertheless, let your will be done, not mine.'" (Lk. 22:42)

I see that God is all-powerful. I am a little piece of the puzzle. I am not the whole puzzle. My love of Jesus and the Mass is why I write this book.

Mary, conceived without sin, is the New Eve. Mary was made our Mother under the cross. Mary is the Mother of our spiritual life. I have felt the pain of Mary under the cross, the pain for her little, lost children.

Mary is the Mother of God. Christ took on flesh. Mary is the spouse of the Holy Spirit. She is Mary Immaculate. Jesus took on Mary's flesh and blood. To not love Mary is to not recognize His great love for us. We miss our own dignity and honor. Divinity and humanity meet in Mary.

There are five blasphemies against Mary. She has asked us to make the first Saturday devotion. Sr. Lucia ask Our Lord why there were five first Saturdays.

He revealed to her:

My daughter, the reason is simple. There are five types of offenses and blasphemies committed against the Immaculate Heart of Mary:

1. Blasphemies against the Immaculate Conception.
2. Blasphemies against Her Perpetual Virginity.
3. Blasphemies against Her Divine Maternity, in refusing at the same time to recognize Her as the Mother of men.
4. The blasphemies of those who publicly seek to sow in the hearts of children indifference or scorn, or even hatred of this Immaculate Mother.
5. The offenses of those who outrage Her directly in Her holy images.⁴⁶

We must make the first Saturday devotion to make reparation to her, for the indifferences against her Immaculate Heart.

I can see the devil pushing man away from Mary! The devil knows that Mary is a link between heaven and earth. There is a great link between God and man in Mary.

We realize more the mystery of God's love for us when we see how God loved Mary.

Act of Incarnation: God unites to man. My greatest pain felt, lately, is under the cross.

Mary knows the great gift given from God to His creatures. She is our spiritual Mother. She experiences the pain of her lost children. She sees before her, her Son covered with blood.

Mary says it is because of pride they do not accept her. It is because of pride, some think Mary cannot be any higher than them. They do not recognize election.

In having this pride, many miss the great messages given from God. In having pride, we miss a major link between heaven and earth in Mary. It is the Father's will that Mary is our spiritual Mother.

We reach a deeper level in the spiritual life only in the heart of Mary. It is His will. She was chosen, sinless, the spouse of the Holy Spirit, and the Mother of God.

We can only go to the deepest chambers of the Heart of Christ through the pure and sinless heart of Mary. We are sinners. She is immaculate.

Besides the messages associated with the major Fatima apparitions, there were other revelations given by Our Lady. Before Jacinta died, she told of other messages given her [during her illness] by Mary:

"Tell them to ask grace from her, and that the Heart of Jesus wishes to be venerated together with the Immaculate Heart of Mary…"⁴⁷

This last message offers us an excellent opportunity to summarize the Fatima message. It tells us "that the Heart of Jesus wishes to be venerated together with the Immaculate Heart of Mary."⁴⁸

Deep spiritual maturity cannot be achieved without going through the heart of Mary. Jesus came into the world in Mary's womb.

This is the Father's will: for His Son to come into this world, for His Son to be formed in her womb. God wants us to be formed more and more into the image and likeness of Jesus in the spiritual womb of Mary. Jesus wants us to grow in Mary's heart through the Holy Spirit to deepest maturity.

Many, in their willfulness and pride, deny the Mother of God, her Immaculate Conception, and the virgin birth. It is pride, for they do not want to recognize how much God loves Mary. They are proud and/or ignorant and will not recognize another creature higher than they are.

This is how it is: the Child Jesus, God-made-Man, was conceived in the womb of Mary. He was formed in her womb. To reach higher levels of spiritual maturity, we must dwell in the heart of Mary. We are formed there through the power of the Holy Spirit to be more like Jesus. We achieve depth in our relationship with God through Mary.

"And Mary said: 'My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord" (Lk. 1:46) All of us children unite in the heart of Mary. I see such oneness between all of us as we join in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. We unite in the heart of Mary. She places us in the Heart of Jesus. There we are united with all Mary's children. He is the Light of the World. His Heart burns - a yellow glow with hot embers. Many are the children of the light. Mary is our Mother. She is calling us to be children of the light. She is Our Lady of Light.

It starts with you and me and with all His holy priests. As we consecrate our hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, we are one in Their Hearts. I give Jesus and Mary my heart, you give them your heart, we are one in Their Hearts. As the Shepherds of Christ Movement spreads throughout the world, we become one with each other as we give our hearts to Jesus and Mary. There will be one flock and one Shepherd. Father Carter is reaching the priests with the consecration in the priestly newsletter. He is reaching the sisters and religious with the consecration in the religious newsletter. He is reaching the lay people with the Shepherds of Christ Associates prayer chapters for adults and youth centered in consecration of our hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

Notes:
In February of 1996, we began a new movement, Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus. In it people volunteer two hours a week in front of the Blessed Sacrament and pray for the renewal of the Church and the world. They consecrate their hearts bi-weekly in front of the tabernacle. We are all joined together to help bring the light to others. This is the center, Jesus in the Eucharist. It is for the renewal of the Church and the world.

Mary is now Our Lady of Sorrows. Her heart was pierced with the willfulness of her children. Her heart is in great sorrow at the loss of her children. She calls us to spread the light to this world, to light up the darkness, to come and be fed by the Chief Shepherd.

The devil has waged a war against the children of the light. Children of the light are richly fed with God's love, given abundantly by Jesus in the Eucharist.

This is the plan of Fatima to reach the world. Hearts must be consecrated to the two Hearts. Fr. Carter is reaching the world in the newsletter for priests, religious, and the associates. All are consecrating their hearts. The children must be reached through the Junior Shepherds of Christ Movement. Children need to consecrate their hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. The first Saturday devotion must be observed and spread from the Center.

The Fatima messages say, that the peace or war in our country depends on our consecrating our hearts to Mary. Children must be reached with the consecration. Satan is so strong.

The Father's plan will unfold. We must live according to the will of God with love. Every one of us is given such talents. God carries out the work of redemption through our humanity. We must pray to the Holy Spirit to sanctify us and make us holy.

This is what I suffered under the cross: the sufferings for the little, lost children. Mary wants us to make reparation to her heart. Mary told Jacinta, "Tell them to ask grace from her, and that the Heart of Jesus wishes to be venerated together with the Immaculate Heart of Mary."⁴⁹ By recognizing her Immaculate Conception, we are recognizing the great dignity and honor He has given to Mary, a human person.

We go to the spiritual womb, the heart of Mary, because He wills it so. The depth of our union with Him can only come about through a deeper union with her. He wills it so.

The Father chose Mary as the Mother of God. The Father chose her, from all woman, to be Jesus' Mother. She is espoused to the Holy Spirit. Such dignity that God unites to her to bring forth a Son! If God comes to us in Mary's womb, we can go to God in Mary's heart.

In realizing the immense love God has for Mary, we can realize more His immense love for us in the Eucharist, to unite with us in such union. She carried Jesus in her womb. He is no less present in us when we receive Him in Communion.

Her soul magnifies the Lord. We see how our soul is raised to such heights through His grace. We, human persons, are raised to such heights in His grace. We are created to know, love, and serve Him. We can't leave out service. For, "…he has looked upon the humiliation of his servant. Yes, from now onwards all generations will call me blessed, for the Almighty has done great things for me. Holy is his name." (Lk. 1:48-49)

Father Carter talked about spiritual childhood: the more we become like a little child, the more the Father gives Himself to us.

46. Frere Michael de la Trinité, The Whole Truth About Fatima, Vol. II, Appendix III.
47. Our Lady's Peace Plan, op. cit., pp. 9-10.
48. The Spirituality of Fatima and Medjugorje, op. cit., pp. 17-18.
 

    

December 3, 1995

MARY BRINGS FORTH THE CHRIST IN ME

Written 5:30 p.m., in the Holy Spirit Chapel:

Mary, bring forth the Christ in me. She is constantly bringing forth the Christ in me. There are different degrees of possessing Christ. He wants us to love everyone as He loves them. It is so hard to love everyone after they hurt us, but sanctity is achieved by genuinely loving all. I cannot do many things…I am willing, but…He must give me the grace!

The Holy Spirit works in the spiritual womb of Mary and is bringing forth the Christ in us. She is the Mediatrix of all grace. The Holy Spirit works in her, transforming us with His grace. The Holy Spirit works wonders in the bringing forth of Christ in us.

"Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars." (Rv. 12:1) She is pregnant. She is the Mother of the Church. She is bringing forth the Church to a greater likeness of Christ through the Holy Spirit. She is the Ark of the Covenant. She is the Mediatrix of all grace. She carried the Christ Child. She brought Him forth through the power of the Holy Spirit. She is bringing us forth to a greater Christ-life. We are being formed in her womb through the Holy Spirit. He performs His wonders in the womb of Mary. God communicates to us through His Son. He is the Word Incarnate. He has all knowledge. In Him, we know.

The more I figure this out through the light of the Holy Spirit, the deeper I partake in this graced life, in this Christ-life, and I will know it for all eternity. I am learning, for all eternity, to deeply partake in the divine mysteries more and more. My God, I worship and adore You in Your Divinity. You have elevated my soul to such heights. To know You a little and long to know You more and more deeply-this is my thirst, my love, my portion, my cup. To know more of You, to love You more and to serve You in this world-this is my quest, to know, love, and serve You!

This is why we must dwell in Mary's heart. The transformation of our likeness to Christ is performed in her heart. It is the spiritual womb in which she brings forth the Christ in us, through the Holy Spirit. She places us in His Heart, the transformation continues. The more we are like Jesus, the more we are led to the Father, because Jesus has said, "No one can come to me unless drawn by the Father who sent me…" (Jn. 6:44)

The fire comes when I am loving Jesus, and I tell the Holy Spirit how much I love Him-it is then I feel this fire inside. Jesus shows us about love. He wants this connection with His Heart and Mary's heart. He wants us to know love is not isolated. Love is joining. Love is communication with each other.

I see the reflection of God in you and I love Him in you. To see Christ in others is to love them deeply. It is easy to love someone who is reflecting Christ. I must see Christ in all others. This is the key to loving others. My spiritual director told me that I have to see the person created by the Father and look for their ideal self, not the false self.

I am not writing a textbook. This is the story of my love relationship with Jesus, like writing a diary. I want a relationship with Jesus-it must have the "person" in it, otherwise it is like a textbook. I search after the deep mysteries of His love, of His being, of His truth, of the Sacraments, of the mysteries of the rosary.

I want to go more and more deeply into the center of His burning love, to penetrate His wounds, and enter so deeply into His Heart, and to love Our Lady. The unseen becomes more real than the seen. I thirst. I hunger. I long. I am empty. I have been experiencing a period of such craving to be filled by Him. To know Him is to want so much more. I understand more fully the driving force behind the hungry souls. I feel He is allowing me to experience this hunger, to know the need for souls to be fed by the love of God!

What feeds this starved soul? It is only the burning love of God. My God, I adore You. My life is spent in search of You, only by You am I fed. I long for the Eucharist and the tabernacle. It is there I find peace, for it is there my soul is fed with Your divine life. Like a dry and weary desert land, so my soul is thirsting for my God.

Incarnation:
"…You see before you the Lord's servant, let it happen to me as you have said…" (Lk. 1:38)

Jesus is co-equal with the Father and the Holy Spirit. He took on human flesh from the flesh and blood of Mary.

The Mystery: God, the Second Person of the Trinity - took a whole human nature. He is God-Man.

Jesus allowed Himself to be bound. He was bound in a human, baby body, He was tied to a pillar. He allowed them to nail Him to the cross. His body was locked in a tomb.

  

 

December 27, 1995

LET US LOVE THE TWO HEARTS OF JESUS AND MARY
IN THE RECEPTION OF THE HOLY EUCHARIST.

HE GAVE HIMSELF TO US ON THE CROSS. HE GIVES HIMSELF TO US IN THE EUCHARIST.

How great was the act of love, God gave to this world, when He gave Himself and died on the cross. He gives Himself to us this day in the Holy Eucharist.

The greatest commandment is that we must love God with our whole heart, our whole soul, and our whole being. This is a commandment. If we are to enter heaven, we must follow the commandments. They are commands given by God for us to follow.

The greatest act we can do on this earth is an act of loving God. The reason for our existence is to love God. In the sacrament of His greatest love, He gives Himself to us. This is an act of love on His part. We are called to respond by giving ourselves in love to Him.

This is the purpose of the Holy Eucharist: to unite in such oneness with our Holy, Loving God. Our all consuming passion should be that of loving God. How many go to the Eucharist with the sole purpose of giving great love to God? He wants us to love Him. He wants souls to tell Him how much they truly love Him. This is the most intimate act of love when Jesus gives Himself-Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity to man. If it is such an act of love, how are we receiving Him in Communion? We should beg God, in this most intimate union with Him, to help us to love Him with greatest love.

Jesus is a Person. He wants our love. The Holy Spirit wants such intimacy with us. Our Father wants us to love Him. In the Eucharist, we unite with God. In this intimate act of uniting with our beloved God, with Divinity, we must pour out our love to God. We must pour out our heart to the most adorable Heart of Jesus. Jesus is so unjustly treated by many of His beloved souls He loves so much. Let us help make reparation to the Almighty God by loving God with our whole heart, our whole soul, and our whole being in the sacrament of His greatest love. This is the Gift of Himself.

Think of how it is to love someone and give your all for that person, to pour out your heart to him or her and then be treated with coldness and neglect. It hurts our heart so much more when we deeply love someone to be rejected by that person. Jesus loves us with the deepest love. We cannot fully comprehend this love. Let us love Him with the deepest love. Let us love Mary and her Immaculate Heart. Let us love her as the Mother of God. Let us love her as the virgin who bore the Son of God. May we, in the reception of the Eucharist pour out our love to Him, to this adorable Heart. May we pour out our love to His Holy Mother.

Mary said at Fatima that Jesus wants His Heart venerated next to the heart of His Mother. Let us love these two Hearts as we receive the Sacrament of the Eucharist. Then we are so deeply united with God. We see Their two Hearts surrounded with thorns for the injustices against Their Hearts. Let us help make reparation daily as we receive Him in the Eucharist. This is a special time to help make reparation to Their wounded Hearts.

Let us remember how He poured His love out to us on the cross and how He pours out His love to us now when He gives us Himself in the Eucharist, the Eucharist which contains His Heart of burning love. His Heart was pierced with a lance. Her heart was invisibly pierced with a sword. As the wounds in Their Hearts are deep, so too is Their love so deep.

He does not want "surface love". He wants hearts filled with deep burning love.

  

 

A Prayer before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass

    Let me be a holy sacrifice and unite with God in the sacrament of His greatest love.

    I want to be one in Him in this act of love, where He gives Himself to me and I give myself as a sacrifice to Him. Let me be a holy sacrifice as I become one with Him in this my act of greatest love to Him.

    Let me unite with Him more, that I may more deeply love Him. May I help make reparation to His adorable Heart and the heart of His Mother, Mary. With greatest love, I offer myself to You and pray that You will accept my sacrifice of greatest love. I give myself to You and unite in Your gift of Yourself to me. Come and possess my soul.

    Cleanse me, strengthen me, heal me. Dear Holy Spirit act in the heart of Mary to make me more and more like Jesus.

    Father, I offer this my sacrifice, myself united to Jesus in the Holy Spirit to You. Help me to love God more deeply in this act of my greatest love.

    Give me the grace to grow in my knowledge, love and service of You and for this to be my greatest participation in the Mass. Give me the greatest graces to love You so deeply in this Mass, You who are so worthy of my love.

-Mass Book, December 27, 1995

   

                Mary speaks:

                    Florida is surrounded by Water —
                    Your Father sent me a messenger

   

July 5, 2000

  

                Help me bring to completion the
                    mission of Fatima, my Son Jesus
                    wants you to

 

Tell My People

  

                Mary speaks:

                    Come to Clearwater —
                    You will get special favors
                        there

                    Obey my messages given here and
                        the messages of my Son

                    I am Mary your Mother
                        Queen of heaven and earth —

                Florida is surrounded by water
                Be baptized —

                Lead people to the Eucharist and
                    the Church —

                Pray the Rosary

           

  
  

December 19, 1996  Message from Mary.  Received by Rita Ring and reviewed for moral and theological errors by Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Mary speaks:  My dear children, I give to you my Son Jesus, born in a stable in Bethlehem on Christmas morn'. He is the Almighty God, the Light of the World.     I appear to you, my children, on a (former) bank in Florida. You have made money your god! Do you know how cold are your hearts? You turn away from my Son, Jesus, for your money. Your money is your god.     I am Mary, your Mother. I do not appear as I once appeared to you. I am asking you today to circulate my message given on a tape on the feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe, December 12, 1996. Please circulate this tape now. Give it to as many people as you can. I am Mary, your Mother. Please circulate my Rosary Book. The tape Mary's Message December 12, 1996 can be ordered at no cost from the address below. We operate on donations. January 23, 1997 Mary speaks:  I appear on the building to draw men to the messages given in God’s Blue Book, Rosaries From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and Tell My People. These books are the messages we give from our Hearts to draw men to our Hearts. They are the messages my Son gives to bring about the reign of His most Sacred Heart.     I ask you to circulate Mary’s Message in Florida and the rosaries (special Marian meditations and messages) of December 13, 1996, and January 13, 1997. These messages were given to reveal insights into His most intimate love. My appearance in Florida and the Shepherds of Christ Movement must be connected. Please work with great fervor to spread my messages and the message of my Son from this location. Do not be afraid. You will make great advances in helping with the completion of the Fatima Message there.     I am Mary, your Mother. Please obey me and help me spread these materials there. I love you, my little children. January 25, 1997 Mary speaks: I am Mary. I am requesting that you continue to pray the rosary novena daily for the following intentions: 1) For the spread of the rosary, circulation and publication of these rosary meditations, for the Rosary Book and Children's Rosary Books, for the Rosary Aves and consecrations to be distributed and used by school children, for the Priestly Newsletter Books, for the Mass Book, for all materials receiving the imprimatur, for its publication and quick distribution, for the distribution of Mary's Message tape and the Rosary Book and the connection with the Shepherds of Christ Movement and the apparition in Florida; 2) For Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center, that the Father's plan will unfold there as He intended; 3) For the new Center, for the new chapel, for the right to reserve the Blessed Sacrament there, for the funding, for the circulation of materials from there, for the beginning of new prayer chapters. January 11, 1997  From God the Father      My plan will unfold despite the willfulness of any of My children. I am the Father...You must circulate the tape, Mary's Message. You must circulate the messages given to you in God's Blue Books and Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary...Mary appeared on the building in Florida as Mother of all. You have made money your god. You have ignored God and made this world your end. To receive the books, tape, and more information call or write: Shepherds of Christ Ministries, P.O. Box 627, China, IN 47250. Phone (toll free): 1-888-211-3041 or 1-812-273-8405, fax: 1-812-273-3182, email: info@sofc.org   Internet: http://www.sofc.org -We acknowledge that final authority regarding these messages rests with the Holy See of Rome.

 

                     From Blue Book 6b — Excerpt from the Rosary of February 21, 1995

 

 

The Coronation of Mary as Queen of Heaven and Earth

1.  R.  Mary now reigns in the courts of Heaven with Jesus, her Beloved Son!

2.  Song:  Eye Has Not Seen

3.  R.  It is in surrender that we will be joined ever closer to Jesus' Heart, that we will grow in our union with Jesus, and that we, someday, will be with Him forever in Heaven.

4.  R.  We will be with the angels and saints — with the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit in such union if we go to heaven.

5.  R.  The intense feeling of oneness, the most wonderful feeling that you feel after Communion, is only a small amount compared to the intensity of union with God: the Father, Son and Holy Spirit that we will experience in Heaven forever and ever and ever. There will be no more longing, no more wanting. We will know the love of God!

6.  R.  Our souls are restless until they rest in You, O Lord!

7.  R.  As a deer thirsts for water, our souls thirst for the Lord!

8.  Song:  May the angels lead you into Paradise. May the martyrs greet you on your way. May you see the face of the Lord this day. Alleluia, Alleluia.

9.  R.  The dropping of a pin, the batting of an eye and our life is ended. But Jesus and Mary are with us today. Jesus remains with us in His Divinity and humanity in the Eucharist, longing and waiting for us with His Divine Love and His Divine Life.

10. R.  Grace is outpoured in abundance through the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus, our Savior.

This rosary was prayed just prior to the beginning of the Shepherds of Christ meeting. Many people were present.

 

 

                    Ruth

 

Readings for today

 

Ruth 2: 1-3, 8-11, 4: 13-17

Naomi had a kinsman on her husband’s side, well–to–do and of Elimelech’s clan. His name was Boaz. 

    Ruth the Moabitess said to Naomi, ‘Let me go into the fields and glean ears of corn in the footsteps of some man who will look on me with favour.’ She replied, ‘Go, daughter.’ So she set out and went to glean in the fields behind the reapers. Chance led her to a plot of land belonging to Boaz of Elimelech’s clan. 

Boaz said to Ruth, ‘Listen to me, daughter. You must not go gleaning in any other field. You must not go away from here. Stay close to my work–women. Keep your eyes on whatever part of the field they are reaping and follow behind. I have forbidden my men to molest you. And if you are thirsty, go to the pitchers and drink what the servants have drawn.’ Ruth fell on her face, prostrated herself and said, ‘How have I attracted your favour, for you to notice me, who am only a foreigner?’ Boaz replied, ‘I have been told all about the way you have behaved to your mother–in–law since your husband’s death, and how you left your own father and mother and the land where you were born to come to a people of whom you previously knew nothing.

    So Boaz took Ruth and she became his wife. And when they came together, Yahweh made her conceive and she bore a son. And the women said to Naomi, ‘Blessed be Yahweh who has not left you today without anyone to redeem you. May his name be praised in Israel! The child will be a comfort to you and the prop of your old age, for he has been born to the daughter–in–law who loves you and is more to you than seven sons.’ And Naomi, taking the child, held him to her breast; and she it was who looked after him. And the women of the neighbourhood gave him a name. ‘A son’, they said, ‘has been born to Naomi,’ and they called him Obed. This was the father of Jesse, the father of David.

   

Psalm 128: 1-5

How blessed are all who fear Yahweh, 
    who walk in his ways! 

Your own labours will yield you a living, 
    happy and prosperous will you be. 
Your wife a fruitful vine 
    in the inner places of your house. 
Your children round your table 
    like shoots of an olive tree. 

Such are the blessings that fall 
    on those who fear Yahweh. 
May Yahweh bless you from Zion! 
May you see Jerusalem prosper 
    all the days of your life, 
and live to see your children’s children! 

Peace to Israel!

  

Matthew 23: 1-12  

Then addressing the crowds and his disciples Jesus said, ‘The scribes and the Pharisees occupy the chair of Moses. You must therefore do and observe what they tell you; but do not be guided by what they do, since they do not practise what they preach. They tie up heavy burdens and lay them on people’s shoulders, but will they lift a finger to move them? Not they! Everything they do is done to attract attention, like wearing broader headbands and longer tassels, like wanting to take the place of honour at banquets and the front seats in the synagogues, being greeted respectfully in the market squares and having people call them Rabbi. 

    ‘You, however, must not allow yourselves to be called Rabbi, since you have only one Master, and you are all brothers. You must call no one on earth your father, since you have only one Father, and he is in heaven. Nor must you allow yourselves to be called teachers, for you have only one Teacher, the Christ. The greatest among you must be your servant. Anyone who raises himself up will be humbled, and anyone who humbles himself will be raised up.

   

                    R. Ruth married Boaz and she conceived a
                son Obed. He was the father of Jesse,
                the father of David —

                    Ruth was a pagan — she was married to
                Naomi's son — the son died — Ruth was
                faithful to stay with Naomi her mother-in-law
                then Ruth married Boaz —
               
                    This is the genealogy of the little King —
                    The is in the genealogy of Jesus —

                In Gospel — they were worried about
                    being recognized for themselves —
                    of being served

                Mary is Queen
                Mary is our Mother
                Mary shows us her example of humility

                    We have been called to serve
                others and not be served —

                    The Kingdom of God is the
                greatest — we have been called
                to serve this — We have heard this
                call and now we follow —
                Response to God's love —

                We live by the Word of God
                Not just talk about it —
                We have the example of Jesus —
                We are to follow Him and
                We have example in Mary and the
                    Apostles

                We pray the Church will be
                    blessed in its willingness
                    to serve the Lord —

                We pray that we will be faithful
                    to God — to live as God wants
                    of us

                God hear our prayers offered in
                    faith —
                    We pray through Christ, Our
                    Lord — Amen

                We offer all we do to the Father,
                    united to the Holy Sacrifice
                    of the Mass going on around
                    the world, in the Holy Spirit
                    with all the angels and saints
                    and the souls in purgatory —
                    Amen

                God the Father —
                    please accept our sacrifice —
                    We offer ourselves, our lives to You —
                    united to the Mass in the Holy Spirit —
                    with all the angels and saints and
                    souls in purgatory —

                Oh Father —
                    We love You so much —
                    Please accept this offering we
                        give Father —
                    We love You, we love You —

                Father thank You for the Mass
                Father thank You for Your gift to us —

      

The Our Father

    Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name. Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen.

  

                Sing: We received the Living God

   

Psalm 107: 23-31

Voyagers on the sea in ships,
plying their trade on the great ocean,
have seen the works of Yahweh,
his wonders in the deep.

By his word he raised a storm-wind,
lashing up towering waves.
Up to the sky then down to the depths!
Their stomachs were turned to water;
they staggered and reeled like drunkards,
and all their skill went under.

They cried out to Yahweh in their distress,
he rescued them from their plight,
he reduced the storm to a calm,
and all the waters subsided,
and he brought them, overjoyed at the stillness,
to the port where they were bound.

Let them thank Yahweh for his faithful love,
for his wonders for the children of Adam!

 

                God hear our plaintiff cry 

  

                It's in a pure heart

                Dwelling in the Hearts of Jesus
                    and Mary

 

 

 

                  end of March 28, 2010

                From Blue Book 11               

 

  

April 18, 1996

Hebrews 5: 1-10

Every high priest is taken from among human beings and is appointed to act on their behalf in relationships with God, to offer gifts and sacrifices for sins; he can sympathise with those who are ignorant or who have gone astray, because he too is subject to the limitations of weakness. That is why he has to make sin offerings for himself as well as for the people. No one takes this honour on himself; it needs a call from God, as in Aaron’s case. And so it was not Christ who gave himself the glory of becoming high priest, but the one who said to him: You are my Son, today I have fathered you, and in another text: You are a priest for ever, of the order of Melchizedek. During his life on earth, he offered up prayer and entreaty, with loud cries and with tears, to the one who had the power to save him from death, and, winning a hearing by his reverence, he learnt obedience, Son though he was, through his sufferings; when he had been perfected, he became for all who obey him the source of eternal salvation and was acclaimed by God with the title of high priest of the order of Melchizedek.  
 

R. The line of grace is this: it comes from the Father, in the Holy Spirit, through the pierced Heart of Jesus in the heart of Mary (pierced invisibly with a sword seven times, through the seven sacraments) and it flows through us and we act as channels of this grace in the world today. Jesus no longer walks the earth, He lives in us. The ones that are dwelling in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary are holy and deeply united to God. We pray to be holy. We say our Morning Offering.

R. What a heroic deed when we perform all action according to the Father's will, in love for we are one with Jesus - we say our Morning Offering. Jesus showed us the way to love as Jesus loved us. Selflessly we give ourselves as Jesus gave His all. We give Him our life. We unite to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass in our Morning Offering. My life has then, the deepest meaning. Mary said when she appeared: Souls are dropping into hell like rain. Grace is raining on the earth Jesus said.

    This is the secret of the Fatima message: to be in one heart in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and to offer everything we do to the Father as a sacrifice, united to the sacrifice of the Mass, the sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present.

    As we conform ourselves to the Father's will, we are living His life, death and resurrection in our lives. Dying to self and growing in our life of Grace. We are His instruments in the world.
 

Luke 22: 19-20

    Then he took bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it and gave it to them, saying, ‘This is my body given for you; do this in remembrance of me.’ He did the same with the cup after supper, and said, ‘This cup is the new covenant in my blood poured out for you.
 

R. We pray the rosary as our Holy Mother has told us, meditating on the lives of Jesus and Mary, that we may model our lives after Their lives, that our hearts may be more and more like Theirs. Mary crushes the head of the serpent. The new Eve stands under the cross, our spiritual Mother; the new Adam gives His life in self-sacrificing love for all.

    Where our first parents sinned and we have original sin, we are given the sacrament of baptism. At Baptism we dedicate ourselves to God. God gives us a sharing in His life.

 

John 15: 13

No one can have greater love
than to lay down his life for his friends.
 

R. In baptism we become a member of the mystical body of Jesus. The Church is the body of Christ. Christ is the head.

    Let us offer ourselves all day united to the Masses going on around the world, offer ourselves with our whole hearts. The Mass is the sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present. The greatest amount of grace is released when I am living according to the Father's will, united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass throughout the world and acting in love. Most Sacred Heart of Jesus, I place My trust in You!

  

 

April 19, 1996

R. Dedication:

    To my dear mother, I dedicate this note to my mother, Alice, for all her prayers for me, for guiding me in the greatest way in my life, from heaven.

    I dedicate this book to Fr. Carter, my best friend, who has taught me endlessly about our beloved God. I have shared these mystical experiences with Fr. Carter. It is in living in one mind and one heart with each other, united to the Mass, in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, in the Holy Spirit, that we will light the world with the fire of God's love.

    The key message from Fatima is to join in one mind and one heart in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and be united at every moment to the Mass. We unite all our sacrifices to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, all over the world.

    We are helping to bring down great grace to the Church and the world when we give our lives as a sacrifice united to the Mass.

    The bell tolls at every moment of our lives and graces and mercies are released through the sacrifice of the Mass.

    My act of loving at every moment united to the Masses going on around the world is an act of helping souls. I offer my life to the Father in the Holy Spirit, in union with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, with all the angels and saints and the souls in purgatory, through the powerful intercession of Mary, our spiritual Mother.

    Grace and mercy will be spilled out on the earth. God calls us to dwell in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and unite to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.

    I thank my daughter Cathy for her endless hours of service. No one can imagine how generously she has given herself to God's work.

    I thank Ellen for her endless hours of typing, manuscript after manuscript, newsletter after newsletter.

My introduction is this:

    I long with my whole heart to hear lips all over the world proclaiming the love of God, to hear a holy priest say at Mass: "Oh, how I love Jesus. I love Him so much", and to hear others say: "Oh, how I love my beloved God - Oh, how I love Mary."

    The greatest act we can do is what we were created for: to love God, but do you hear people say, from their whole heart, "I love Jesus so much?"

    Do we tell one another how much we love each other?

    Many of our hearts have turned numb. The love from His Sacred Heart is a burning fire beyond our human comprehension.

"No fire on this earth can ever describe the burning embers that burn from the Sacred Heart of Jesus. No fire burns like the fires coming from My Heart and hearts filled with the love from the Sacred Heart of Jesus. The Spirit will move in the hearts of all consecrated to My Heart, and you will know how fire truly spreads, for the love of God is a fire. It is vibrant. It is encompassing. It is smoldering, burning deep within and speedily spreading on the outside.

"There will be one flock and one Shepherd and My staff will rule over all. Hearts consecrated to Our Hearts will lead the light across the earth. The fire will wipe out the hatred in the cold hearts and the earth will be covered with My celestial light.

The hearts of men will turn from their sick and desolate ways to hearts gentle as a little lamb." (March 26, 1996)

  

  

April 21, 1996 - Sunday Morning

R. He opens the doors to His Heart, and I thirst for Him.

    I went to Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center. I wanted only Him. I realized God, God truly present and in the tabernacle! To know Him is to want only Him. I love Him so much. I saw Mary appear in the statue.

  

  

April 22, 1996

Jesus: I have spoken to you on the 22nd of the month concerning the Center and the Shepherds of Christ Movement. The Center will light up the darkened world. I ask you to spread the messages of My love in God's Blue Book. I am a burning fire filled with such love for men. My light will shine when hearts are joined in deepest love with My Heart. You will unite in one mind and one heart when all are consecrated in their hearts and are fervently loving My Heart and My Mother's heart.

    Give to Fr. S_____ the message of March 30th. All workers at the Center will join in one mind and one heart when they fervently unite in their consecration to Our Hearts. I love you with the greatest love. See the light spread speedily across the earth. The light will spread as quickly as fire when all are joined in one heart and one mind and united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. I love you. I love you. I love you.

 

 

April 22, 1996

R. Jesus' Heart is a burning fire filled with such love for men. Jesus' light will shine when hearts are joined in deepest love with Jesus' Heart. We will unite in one mind and one heart when all consecrate their hearts fervently to Jesus' Heart and Mary's heart.

    All workers at the Center will join in one mind and one heart when they fervently unite in their consecration to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

    Jesus loves us with the greatest love. See the light spreading speedily across the earth. The light will spread as quickly as fire when all are joined in one mind and one heart and united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. Jesus loves us, Jesus loves us!

 

  

April 23, 1996 - 5:00 a.m.

R. I am consumed with love for God. I am learning each day more and more the meaning of love. He teaches me about love, in all those I encounter. I love God with all my heart and all my soul and I become one in Him. To be one in Him, I cannot help but love all others. I love them with a deeper love, the more I dwell in His Heart. As I am one in Him, I feel His love for them.

    I love deeply those who He deeply loves. My love for them is deeper as I love through His Heart.

    I taught Fr. Carter's class tonight and they were so indifferent, hearing about the rosary and the love of God. This made me want to tell them, with the deepest heart, about His love for them.

    I go to the deepest chamber of His Heart. I first go to the heart of Our Lady. She is so pure and so filled with love and she places me in the deepest, hottest chamber for it is there she dwells. In this deep, deep chamber, I unite with My heavenly Father. All this takes place in an enveloping presence of the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit permeates my soul and I feel the fire of God's love. It is there I pray. I unite to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass and I know graces and mercies are spilled out for it is no longer me praying, but God praying in me. All I ask for, He will answer, according to His will.

    I dwell in this deepest chamber of His Heart, for it is there I am consumed with burning love, love for all. It is there I see with eyes unveiled, see through the eyes of God. I look out at the world and I see through His eyes. I see the people, each special child of the Father and Mary, afraid and in such great need of His love. I feel the pain in His Heart, He wants to receive love from the souls and He is rejected, but His response to them is always - burning love.

    Jesus has placed me here to see through His eyes, to love with His Heart, to pray as He prays in me. It is no longer I who live, but He Who lives in me.

    I am His dear servant. I serve Him best as I am one in Him - one mind and one heart. What a place to be, one in the Heart of Jesus!

    In His Heart there is no division. His Heart is forever filled with consuming, burning love.

    I love as I love through Him. I see as I see through His eyes. I am as I am in Him. I pray as I dwell in Him and unite to the Masses going on around the world.

    I tell Him my love and outpour all the love I have to Him, to help make up for the rejection by so many.

    I am yours, Lord, wholly and completely and I place my trust in You.

Song: Teach Me To Love With Your Heart

  

  

April 23, 1996

Notes:

R. I go to the whitest, hottest chamber of Jesus' Heart. I unite to the Father. I am permeated by the Holy Spirit. I unite to the consecrated host in this deepest center as it is raised during the Mass.

    I hear the burning, raging fire of His love, it is a roar.

    I know You, Jesus, in this rosary

    Jesus said in the Gospel, "you stiff-necked people - you circumcise your hearts."

    I have been praying, going to this deepest center of Jesus' Heart, united to the Father and the Holy Spirit - there in the Heart of Mary.
 

Galatians 2: 19-20

...I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me.

 

  

  

April 24, 1996

R. Yesterday at the Mass I felt the great need to join in one heart with everyone there, to put into my heart every person there, take the whole Church in my heart. See myself one in Jesus' Heart. I see myself united to all in the Heart of Jesus.

    If all of us joined with one another in our hearts we would truly be one.

    The whole key is consecration to the Heart of Jesus. I go to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, you go to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, and we all are one in our hearts.

    Everybody at Church now is so separate - each person sitting in the pew, separate from one another. He wants us united in Church as one Body.

    The Mass is the Sacrifice of Calvary, sacramentally made present.

    The altar is the center - the priest venerates it with a kiss. Petition in the people's name to God the Father, through the meditation of Christ, in the Holy Spirit.

Gospel: Christ is present and speaks.

 

  

April 25, 1996

R. Dear God help me to see. Many times, I do not feel the air as it rushes on my face. I do not hear the birds and walk on the path and enjoy the green grass. I do not spend time with my son, which is such a gift.

    I have begged for signs as I did when I was teaching, and I ran down roads so fast that I never went anywhere.

    I promote myself, many times. I deliver a message for a few. He wants then out. Yesterday was the worst ever. How many Mass cards, prayer for union, how many people can I touch with these cards? Ed was right. He said you are to write, pray and spend time with your family. I have reached the most with the books. People I do not know. If I can talk in front of a group of one thousand I cannot reach as many people as if the books and rosaries are recorded for generations to come.

    I didn't get attention at the Center because Our Lady wanted the rosaries recorded for some other time, for future generations. Marty and Ellen received lights when they typed. My job is to record messages for the future. People are not ready for this work. Jesus has given us in the Shepherds of Christ great graces to understand. Jesus will use each one of us to spread this in His way.

    My house is out of order, my music is a mess, my math books are on the shelf. I have never been able to organize the music since I left St. Phillips. He told me to get rid of some of the music.

    I see the light. I see with wider vision. I go to the Center and no one pays heed. They are not ready. From June of 1993 I have been talking and they cannot comprehend the First Blue Book.

    The young need to be instructed. I need to spend time with my children, my husband, - this is the Father's will. He has sent me many people to carry out the message for the future. Each one has a special role in this plan.

    I talk to one, He wants it recorded in books forever. I want to play and sing and tell the world - He wants it to be recorded. He wants me to pray.

    My life reached its heights of disorder Wednesday. This cannot be His will to run around like a chicken with my head of, talking to 50 people at one time, reaching one person at a time.

    Something is wrong with my plan. These are messages - Letters of His Love from Jesus for the world and future generations. This is the big picture. The recorded messages are top priority.

    Mary does want rosaries and consecration to children. Someone else can totally handle this distribution. It does not have to go through me. They can come here and fold the rosaries.

    The Tuesday night rosaries are teachings for the world and future generations. Jesus has chosen us and given us great graces to comprehend. Jesus wants the young ones He has sent to understand. Jesus said in March, 1994, in the Third Blue Book: Watch the young I send to you - pray over them and their parents - they are important."

    I thought He meant lots of children - ones I didn't know. He meant these children here, now, these are the young He sends.

    Jesus was so strong about teaching about the Mass. Jesus wants me teaching my children every day. I need to talk to them, play with them, be with them. I surely did not understand what He wanted me to do.

Jesus: "To those who have ears to hear, they will hear. To those who remained closed, they will not hear My message given."

    I am giving great graces to all who I have called close to you, to comprehend My message given. The young ones I have gathered about you that they may carry on My message to the world: Cathy, Joe, Emily, Chris, Nick, Brian, Mary, Matt, Phillips, Ben. . . all will be instructed in My ways and carry out the message to this world. There are many I have not mentioned who will fall in line and go forth.

    The members are as they should be. You must help to spread the Junior Shepherds of Christ Movement to the world.

    I have sent My key apostles to you to carry out these messages. These messages are for the years to come and future generations. Your job is to write and pray and do all as I have instructed you. I commission you to organize all materials – these are My teaching tools for the world.

    The Center cannot comprehend the First Blue Book. In their stiff-necked ways, they close their hearts. No group can spread this message without a heart filled with love. All must consecrate their hearts fervently to My Mother and to Me.

    I am Jesus. You are so blind. I give you a wider vision. Pray to the Holy Spirit to give you the knowledge you need to understand more the Plan of the Father. Your eyes are so limited. I am calling the Arlinghaus children in a special way. I am calling them to help spread My love throughout the world. I am calling the family as a whole to help in spreading My messages to this world.

  

  

April 25, 1996

R. I know what God is telling me. I am constantly dealing with others who do not even realize God is delivering messages to them. I am an imperfect instrument. I do not know why He chose me, but He did and He tells me messages for you. I hear Him say it and I tell you. I do not understand why you do not receive it with the same fervor. I receive it, but you do not hear or experience the direct response from God.

    My job then becomes that of a messenger delivering a message from God to you. God is dealing with you. If the message is judged by my reaction to you, how I am acting toward you, you are missing the main focus.

    I have been given messages to deliver to this world and for generations to come. God is using me to deliver the message. What I do is not the message.

    Why He chose me is up to God. Why God chose the Pope or Mother Angelica, or Mother Teresa, and gave them a special gift we do not know.

    In the reading of the scriptures where He gave all an honest day's wage, some were not satisfied, for out of generosity the owner gave the same pay to all. He said you were paid honestly - I am generous - you should not complain.

    God, in His great goodness is the most generous. He has given each one of us an outstanding gift which far exceeds anything we deserve. If God gives us generously, who are we to judge that we should receive more? We are not grateful for the great gifts given if we are looking for more.

    The message is from God to you. You are the messengers. I deliver the best I can. To judge the message by looking at me is to miss the message. You must see the direct link that we are receiving messages from God.

    I have been told my main emphasis is on recording and organizing messages. The rosaries are very important teaching tools for the world and future generations. I have been told to ask Melanie to do the Children's Rosary Book and to get the book published. Jesus would provide the funds. I have been told to circulate the children's Aves in schools to children, to circulate the children's consecrations. I need a rosary person who will always have Aves on hand, consecrations on hand, see to their duplication and sending or giving them to people who will circulate them to children.

    I have been told to work on the Mass Book. I know I need a short Mass Book, explaining the Mass. Jesus has told me to talk to Chris and explain the Mass, to help me to write this book and to help Chris to understand the Mass because he has a key role in delivering these messages to the world.

    The children and young adults are very important to spreading the words and understanding the messages. We are being taught daily in the Junior Shepherds of Christ Movement and mostly in the rosary at the Shepherds of Christ Meetings. We are hearing the recorded messages for future generations, for the Church and the world.

    The recordings of the rosaries, my notebooks and typed material must be secured and kept organized. We are receiving messages that are beyond the understand of the world at the present time. We should not be surprised when we are not accepted.

    He has given us the understanding and love that others will have in the new era. These messages will help the new generation love God with the deepest love. His vision is given to me - April 25, 1996. I was in such pain on April 24, 1996.

    Jesus said: "You are caught in the darkness before the dawning of a great light." The doors open wide and I see into the heavens, the vision is made clear, the anxiety has lifted. I see the blind and stiff-necked and I hear clearly the words of Jesus: "Those who have ears to hear will hear. Many will remain deaf, some deliberately choose to be in darkness for they cannot let go of the things of this world. I have given you the greatest graces and great gifts far beyond your comprehension. I love you so much."

  

  

April 25, 1996

R. I feel the emotions Jesus lets me experience. I am filled with such love for others many times. Jesus allows me to experience overwhelming love for them. It is His love for them. I know a little how His Heart burns for love of His precious souls. I know a little how He could withstand the bitter Passion since His Heart was on fire. I know how a burning heart of love can withstand torture for the one loved.

    I know a little His burning Heart of love. During the Mass and after Communion I experience this love of His for others. It is an overwhelming love, coming from Him for another. It burns in my heart. I rest in His and Mary's heart and I feel this burning flame. It is overwhelming.

    Jesus wants us to love each other with a holy, holy love. Jesus is love. I have felt in my heart the fire of His raging love for another person.

    As I become one in Him I feel His love for others. I have felt at times a fire burning in my heart. If I feel a consuming burning love, He is communicating to me His great love. I feel some of the love He has for men.

    I know now the more I become one in Jesus, the more I experience His love for others in me. I have such love because it is His love.

    Now I can get into the roaring chamber of His Heart and feel the burning fire of His love. I know a little how His Heart roars with love for us.

    It is not a little flame or a flicker, it is a burning furnace, burning and making noise. I hear the roar of the fire of His Heart and I want to be consumed by the fire now and dwell in His burning love.

    This is the key - the furnace burns as a roaring fire wanting to consume all souls in the deepest love. I am expressing God's love in me. The more I surrender myself to Him, the more I become one in the Heart of Jesus and the more He loves others through me.

    Love is not lust, love is loving according to God's will. Love is feeling God's love in our heart for another.

    I know now how burning the Heart of Jesus truly is beyond all comprehension, the Heart of Jesus is a roaring, consuming flame.

    I understand how He gives us a sharing in His love for others. I feel His love for them as He loves through me. I cannot help but love all so deeply now. I can see now how He is living in me and active in me, calling others through me.

    I am a messenger. When I am one in Him, I know His call and I relay the message. I am one heart in Him. I hear the roaring fire and I am consumed in His love. I love with His Heart. I speak with His tongue. I am as He lives in me. This is the greatest vision of all. We are one in Their Hearts in the flame and roaring furnace.

    This is Divine Love - beyond human mind's comprehension. I have merged with Jesus in the mystical marriage, loving as He loves in me.

    Never will I forget this - April 23, 1996. I am married and one in Him. As He loves, my heart roars with love.

 

    

April 26, 1996

(Before the Lady of Grace statue - glowing)

R. I go to the heart of Mary and the Holy Spirit in His permeating actions burns off all hatred, anger, division, and hurt. He cleanses me with a white beaming light (spear of light). I must stay closely connected to those I love. I cannot close myself off from them.

    The devil know this, he tries to create division in our hearts from those we love. Then we are cut off from our heart and feeling miserable.

    To be in a state of love, I must love others. To have anger or division in my heart divides me from God. I know how wretched I feel.

    In the heart of Mary, the Holy Spirit can work - if let Him, to bend the stubborn heart and will. He melts the frozen and warms the chill.

    I must especially feel at peace with those I deeply love or I am disconnected to my heart.

    Jesus has given me a realization of loving more than one person deeply. I am joined in the deepest union with God with all those I deeply love.

    Any division on the immediate front causes me great pain. I see the need to be closely in love with a few. These deep love relationships help me to love deeply the Heart of Jesus.

    Mary loves the Heart of Jesus the most. If I deeply fall in love with Mary I will deeply go to His Heart. The quickest way to fall in love with Mary is to pray the rosary.

    Love relationships with others keeps me in my heart. If they are relationships rooted in God it can help me to love God more. God is the source of love. Sometimes God gives us periods when we must be alone with Him, when everyone else it seems has abandoned us. At these times He fills our hearts with His love. We must be patient and know that God intends us to love each other. When He wishes, we will receive love again from others.

    Periods of dryness helps me realize that we are dependent on God and God loves me always. If love is as God wants, what I feel within me for others and them for me is a reflection of God's love. Love must always be according to His will if it is genuine love. Love is giving of oneself to others for the good of the others.

    We want to receive love in return, but if love is not returned we still love anyway, realizing how much God loves us.

    In order to deeply love others we must be willing to open our hearts to them. To open our hearts to others leaves us open to rejection. If we are rejected we must realize that God always is there with the deepest love.

    God intends us to have deep love relationships with each other. Love is not lust, love is not self-seeking, love is giving, according to the will of God. We must be willing to be rejected when we open our hearts to another. We may suffer ridicule and pain. We should not become paralyzed if others reject us.

    Opening our hearts to another or others in deep love relationships helps us to love all others more deeply, if it is God's will. Having relationships against God's will, opposing God's will is impure and we hurt others, ourselves and do not give in relationships where we are supposed to give.

    Opening our hearts to others teaches us about love and helps us to grow in our love relationship with God, if it is according to God's will.

    His arms were open wide as He gave His all on the cross. We will love according to how willing we are to open up our arms, and give ourselves in a deep love relationship or relationships, always obeying God's will for our relationships.

    We were meant to go through life loving one another. To love an isolated life makes us miserable. To love others against God's will, stops us from giving love where God is calling us to give.

    God is the author of love. He intends us to love Him, love each other and love ourselves. This is the Plan of loving from the Creator. To leave out one part is to miss love. All three work together in His Plan. Loving ourselves and others means we don't engage in relationships inappropriate to what God calls us to do, like incest, homosexuality, adultery, etc.

    So you say, I want a love relationship, but I do not have one. Are you willing to realize that some things we do are unloving? To have a love relationship I must learn that loving is giving for the good of the other. Many love relationships fail because the whole reason for the relationship is to get love for themselves.

    Love gives to the other. Love does not seek self. Love is always rooted in God, doing God's will following God's plan, not love relationships against the commandments. Love does not move forcefully ahead without thought of the consequences. Love is gentle and kind. Love is rooted in God and a great love of self. Love is not slavishly dependent on the other, codependent relationships.

    In a healthy love relationship there must be a balance between giving love and receiving love. We must always realize that if the other chooses their freedom, we yield their choice. In marriage, however, and with children, the people involved have special rights. Love gives the other their freedom. Love is not self-seeking gratification. God is love. We learn about love by modeling our lives after the lives of Jesus and Mary.

    I wanted to be loved. I searched and I found no one to comfort me. At long last I found the love of my life – He was always there waiting. No person could ever feed the craving in my soul but God. I finally realized that only a Divine Love would fill my soul.

    I gave myself to Him and thus loved God deeper and deeper – I loved the Divine God. I wanted only Him and others did not compare to Him. At first I did not like to be around so many others, I just wanted to be alone with Him.

    Then, He sent me a holy soul to love me and teach me His way of love. I couldn't believe that God wanted me to be so close to another. I spiritually loved them with all my soul and I join in deepest love with the Heart of Jesus. My love with Jesus became so much deeper and so too my love with each and every living person.

    There were times when love was tough. I wanted to close in and not love, but I found my love with Jesus was enhanced by loving the other. I was forced to love even when I felt I was not receiving love or sometimes felt rejected. I felt vulnerable. I felt scared sometimes and wanted to close my heart, but Jesus' will for me was to work in this love relationship.

    Through the hard times I grew in my love with Jesus and the other. I love all men more and more because of my relationship with Jesus and the other.

    If I closed myself off, even a little, I was not happy. I learned I had to love to be happy, even when I felt unloved. I learned I can't be angry and love. Love and anger cannot co-exist. I learned if I have division in my heart for any man, I cannot respond in love.

    Then He sent me another to deeply love. I realized so much more that I must model my love after Him. God sends us others, outside our family, to love appropriately according to His will, others to trust, to be united to, to give to others for His honor and glory – it's not selfish, slavish love, it's love for God's Plan.

    I know we are to live in one mind and one heart. The whole world will be one when we let go of the hatred and anger in our hearts and dwell in Mary's heart and Jesus' Heart.

    Jesus is the way, the truth and the life. When I take another person's heart into my heart I let go of anger against them, it can be tough love. I love as God wants me to love. I live in the truth, God is my all. God comes first. God fills me. This is the key to loving others and being one.

    At Mass I take everyone into my heart and love and pray for them. I feel united to all in the Shepherds of Christ Movement all over the world. If I dwell in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and you dwell in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, then we are one in our hearts with each other.

    There will be one flock and one Shepherd and we will live as one in Him: loving one another, as one happy family, with God as our Father, Mary as our Mother and Jesus as our brother, being led by the Spirit filled with the fire of God's love.

 

   

April 26, 1996

R. I have felt like I have suffered so since Tuesday. When I do not feel close to Him, I feel awful. He can let me suffer desolation. It is agony, to know Him and love Him and not feel close to Him. It is an agony when He feels far away. Since Tuesday I have felt all alone as if I had been abandoned.

    How does a soul feel in bitter sin? The bells tolled at the Consecration and it gave me a connection to Him. Then He gave Himself to me after Communion. I never, ever want to be separated from Him.

    The souls in hell have such mental torment to not know God's love and know they will never have it. (It would be feeling like this for all eternity.)

    Why do I think I could not have sufferings? I go to the heart of Mary. She shows us her heart invisibly pierced with a sword. Her heart knew the sorrow. I go to her heart and I unite to her, I unite to Him. I see His face covered with blood, her heart covered with tears, but I am given sufferings and I want it to be easy.

    None of my sufferings are like Their sufferings were. The way to God is in Their Hearts, in Their Hearts were sufferings. In Their Hearts is love. It isn't that saints were free of suffering. They united to Christ crucified. They were suffering as a joy to help souls.

    Oh, Most Sacred Heart of Jesus, I place my trust in Thee.

Note: I understand more and more what it is to be without Jesus for all eternity.

 

 

April 27, 1996 - Good Shepherd Sunday - 10:30

Galatians 2: 19-20

In fact, through the Law I am dead to the Law so that I can be alive to God. I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me. The life that I am now living, subject to the limitation of human nature, I am living in faith, faith in the Son of God who loved me and gave himself for me.
 

Jesus: The rosaries given during the Shepherds of Christ Meetings are My teaching tools for the Shepherds of Christ Associates Chapters. It is through these teachings that My apostles will turn their hearts to Our Hearts. They will be filled with the fire of God's love and the fire will spread speedily across the earth when hearts are one in Our Hearts, united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.

    These messages and rosaries will help bring about the completion of the Fatima message. Many men will be joined in one heart and there will be an era of peace in which they will adore the Almighty God. They will kiss My Heart with the greatest burning love.

    I have called each member in the Shepherds of Christ Chapters to this deep relationship with Me. These teachings will unite all members in Our Hearts. They were given from Me for My Movement.

    I will light the world with the hearts consecrated to Our Hearts in the Shepherds of Christ Movement.

R. I pray to You, Oh God for the souls that are now going down the wrong road.

Jesus: Many hearts will be touched through the prayers coming from the Shepherds of Christ Chapters and the Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus. These rosaries and the Mass Books will help hearts to be one in Our Hearts, united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. The grace and mercy of the Almighty God will flow on this earth through the fervent hearts spiritually fed through these writings.

Mary: I am Mary, your Mother. The Fatima message will soon reach fulfillment. These messages are a key communication for this world. I remind you once again that hearts must fervently unite with Our Hearts and pray the rosary. Every act must be offered as a sacrifice in union with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. These rosaries are a key to the Fatima message. You do not comprehend the great gift given to you.

    I ask you to spread the rosaries and consecrations for children. I ask you to publish the Children's Rosary Book with the Imprimatur for children in schools. Include in this book the children's consecrations.

    I ask you to publish the rosaries given in the Shepherds of Christ meetings as a teaching tool to help all to love fervently the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary.

    You will receive sufficient funds to circulate materials when these messages are circulated in the Movement.

    This is the key to the Fatima message. Hearts must consecrate themselves to Our Hearts. They must love God with the deepest love, from the heart.

    The hearts consecrated to Our Hearts, and living united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, will light up this world.

    Your movement will spread speedily when you use these tools given to help all to grow in the burning love of my Son Jesus.

   As the message of June 26, 1995: "The bloodshed in the Church will continue until the messages of My burning love are circulated." This is the Mighty Medicine for the world, the burning love of my Son Jesus.

    I have given to you Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Your Chapters will grow in numbers and fervor as you give them the teaching tools I have provided.

    The Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph and the Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign. I will send a priest to help with the rosaries. Pray fervently for him and for all members running the Shepherds of Christ Ministries. All key people must spend one hour in front of the tabernacle every day.

Jesus: I am Jesus. I am Chief Shepherd of the flock, the flock will be one when hearts are consecrated to My Heart and My Mother's Heart. The Fatima message is about to reach completion. I am begging you to circulate this material to all members in the movement.

    Your country bears the marks of bloodshed - the murder of the young babies, the violence against so many, the vile and sick behavior of many of the youth. I will assist you in all efforts to circulate Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and the Mass Book.

    Read the messages from Fatima and see how I am giving you the tools for the completion of the Fatima message. Do not tarry - this is pertinent information for this movement.

    I am Jesus, Chief Shepherd of the Flock. There will be one flock and one Shepherd. I come to you with greatest love - I am the Savior of the world. Thank you for your fervor. Many souls will be reached because of your efforts to heed this message.

Mary: The peace or war of the world depends on:
        1) Consecration to Our Hearts,
        2) Praying the rosary;
        3) First Friday and First Saturday devotions, including communal reparation to Our Hearts.

I am Mary, your Mother. I thank you for responding to this urgent message.

Jesus: Grace and mercy will be spilled out on the earth when hearts are consecrated to Our Two Hearts and every act is united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.

    Men will kiss My Heart with the greatest love and there will be one flock and One Shepherd. This is the Feast of the Good Shepherd - this is a very important message for the world.

    Pray to the Child Jesus of Good Health. In the Rosary Book, include special rosaries on the 5th.

    The book should be entitled, "Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary" to draw souls closer to the Heart of Jesus.

 

 

April 27, 1996

R. My head is full of wisdom today. O, Holy Spirit, give to me wider vision that I may comprehend with the mind of God.

    Wednesday, I suffered as never before. I felt so far from God as if I had been abandoned and left alone. This is my greatest torment. Nothing I could do could change the way I felt. I wanted to cry all day. I did not have patience, I did not have the strength to accomplish the smallest task. I complained and cried and knew the feelings of pain deep within.

    I played at the healing service Wednesday night and Sue asked me to speak. I spoke about the key message of Fatima. I could hear a pin drop and they appeared to be sitting on the edge of their seats.

    I knew in all my torment that Jesus was speaking through me and I truly realized people do not talk like this. The message was clear and concise, each aspect put together as if put in a slot by the Almighty God.

    Their attentiveness was overwhelming. I sensed a stillness that was as if He was speaking and they listened. Later, at Frisch's restaurant I sensed again from people at the Center a sense of jealousy. A person spoke of discernment and other things. I knew they were awestruck as I spoke, each thought in perfect order from Jesus, delivering a message from me to them, but now the pangs of jealousy had crept in.

    As He speaks of the Center, they are stiff-necked and closed in their hearts. I saw before me the years I spent trying to deliver His message to the Center, it will be three years in June.

    On April 25th Jesus gave me an insight into a wider vision. The door opened, the curtain went up and the vision became broader. I knew so clearly my role in these messages for the world, but I knew the role of these messages for all eternity.

    I saw clearly as He spoke how the Center is about to be ready for God's Blue Book I. They have closed their hearts and Jesus' messages were not allowed to penetrate their hearts because of their stiff-necked ways.

    I hear Jesus speak now so clearly: To He Who has ears to hear, they will hear; to He who closes their ears, they will remain deaf. The picture being thus, God has sent His messages from heaven to the people. I do not know why He has chosen me to receive such messages, I do not claim to know the mind of God, but He lifts the veil and more and more of the mystery becomes unraveled. To those who listen, He gives a special grace and the treasure they receive is beyond all comprehension.

    My God, I feel You so close. I hear You deliver the message with such force and emotion. You live in me and deliver the messages of Your love.

    I am rejected and ignored and Your words fall on deaf ears. I am looked at and sized up and told by others why the messages are not real. I am talked about, I am told how to live my life, I am analyzed, all by those wanting so much to ignore the message!

    The message demands a change in the lives of all who receive it. It comes from God for the world.

    Jesus said, "This is not for today. Those receiving these messages today and understanding them have been given a great grace from heaven. The veil has been lifted for My chosen few. Others remain in blindness, bolted to the earth, living in a human fog.

    "My veil lifts and the soul is penetrated with My lights. Those in the Shepherds of Christ Movement have been called and given this great grace.

    "Grace and mercy were spilled out on the earth and many lived lives rooted deeply in Their Hearts. Your labors will reap a plentiful harvest. It may not be seen in your life, My sweet ones, many will worship the Great God with the most fervent love because of your labor."

    Jesus has said over and over again: this is a main communication for the renewal of the Church and the world.

    The vision has now become a mission that is carried far beyond the ends of the earth, but a mission until the end of time.

    God sees time as one. As stated in the Holy Saturday message: "I see time as one. You are the children of the light. You live to light up this darkened world. Many hearts will be changed because of the work you do here."

    Thursday I saw as He allowed me to see. I saw time as one. There is not anxiousness. He is our pilot. He is the Shepherd. He is leading the flock. He has chosen us to be His apostles to help them follow. He is opening our eyes.

    He allows me to experience the pains of hell, the wanting for God so strong but He has given me the ecstasies of the other side, in the deep suffering of knowing Him. I knew Him in such depth since December 15th to March 26th. To know the love of God and to feel the pangs of wanting Him and feeling Him so far – it was a pain beyond all pain.

    I have realized the pain of those in hell to want God and for all eternity to know that this pain will never end. The greatest pain for me is when He seems so far away. I can't stand the utter agony. For all eternity, think of being in this pain!

    He gives to us wider vision. We see time as one, souls as being lost and dropping into hell as rain and we see clearly as the vision, grace being spilled out on the earth, falling on the flowers, the most magnificent light beyond all human comprehension.

    The pains of hell are immense torments. The soul does not suffer a fire, it is tormented beyond all human comprehension, knowing the love of God and being unable to ever have it.

    The joys of heaven I have tasted: The joy of feeling one in Him in celestial bliss, the light so radiant, the soul being wrapped in this oneness of God, of wanting for nothing and being taken to the deepest, whitest, hottest chamber of His Heart and uniting to the Father's love.

    I see the vision as this: My life must be spent in this white center of His Heart. I am so wretched, I cannot go to this holy place on my own. I go to the Heart of my Mother and feel the action of the Holy Spirit on my sinful soul. He bends my stubborn heart and will with His spear of light, burning away the debris and making me glistening as a fresh sparkling crystal. The fire is hot, the spear penetrating and it hurts as He burns off the debris. My will is stubborn, like plaque on teeth. It is stuck hard and His spear grinds into the layers of debris so hard as the most stubborn plaque. My Mother takes me to the deepest, whitest chamber of the Heart of Christ and it is there I unite to the Father's love. I have the presence of God. This is instantaneous in His time. We are one in Him, elevated to such heights. In our time we go through the moments of dying and rising constantly in Him. We suffer, we learn, we rise to heights.

    He has treated me this way. Agonies beyond all agonies - then ecstasies beyond all ecstasies. I know the pain of hell to a small degree. I know the joy of heaven to a small degree. I know the presence of a heavenly embrace.

    I know a little His agony and Mary's pain, the agony of Jesus for His beloved priests, but I know the raging love of Jesus for them, for I have felt His roaring Heart within me soar with love for His priests. I have heard Him wail out in utter agony for their unfaithfulness and I have felt His overwhelming, burning love and heard a furnace roar. His Heart is so magnificent, beyond all human comprehension. (This took exactly one hour to write this before the Blessed Sacrament.) I know how He withstood His Passion for I have felt and heard the roar coming from His burning Heart. His Heart is engulfed in flame and the fire of His love for us is nothing we could ever imagine. The body is nothing compared to the fire of perfect love coming from His Heart as He walked the Passion and gave Himself on the cross!

    We see the body, we identify with the body. The Spirit is the power. We are living in the body, He tells us to reach with the Spirit. His Heart was consumed in the deepest, most perfect Godly love. Having experienced the roaring fire, the consumption of His Heart on fire for another, I know how He could withstand the whippings and the beatings, more and more.   

    Satan tries to keep us focused on self, on the body, for pleasure and pain. It is the Spirit that gives the real pleasure. The Spirit embraced by the burning fire from the consuming Heart of Jesus - the body exists for the soul, not the soul exists for the body.

    I know with greatest clarity, a little bit, having experienced in a small degree the consuming love of His Heart, raging in fire, how He could allow His body to be beaten.

    We shy away from the white heat of His love. I see the Heart of Jesus. I go to the deepest, whitest chamber. I am united to Father, Son and Holy Spirit and I unite to the white consecrated host being offered all over the world in the Mass. The white host, whiter and brighter than any sun, more powerful than the sun that looked like it came close to the earth at Fatima - the power of the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus!

 

    

 R. The key to the Fatima Message:

    To be united in one mind and one heart in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.

Diagram:

It appeared as if the sun came converging on the earth. Those who were blind did not heed such a warning and thus what followed was World War II.

    What will follow will be the greatest show of power from the Eucharist, when men are one in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.

Diagram: Heart - heart of endless consuming love.
He sees time as one - the sacrifice of Calvary is sacramentally made present in the Mass.
Grace and mercy is released, members of the mystical body of Christ unite their hearts and are deeply one with the Hearts of Jesus and Mary at the Mass, united to the Masses going on around the world.

Messages of the angel at Fatima –
Holy Saturday Vision: Grace being spilled on the flowers

St. Joseph - Little Child of Good Health
Holy Saturday is a special liturgy.

On June 26th, Jesus said: "Unless messages of His love are transmitted in the Church, the bloodshed will continue."

Mary said in the messages she gave me: Souls are going into hell like drops of rain.
Fire can be destructive or life
 

Deuteronomy 30: 19-20

Today, I call heaven and earth to witness against you: I am offering you life or death, blessing or curse. Choose life, then, so that you and your descendants may live, in the love of Yahweh your God, obeying his voice, holding fast to him; for in this your life consists, and on this depends the length of time that you stay in the country which Yahweh swore to your ancestors Abraham, Isaac and Jacob that he would give them.’
 

R. His grace is His life in us - drops of grace falling to the earth as hearts are united to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and one in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. I heard Mary and felt pain under the cross for her little, lost children.

    We love God as we love others. God is love. God commands us to love Him and love others as ourselves. It is good for me to love. He wants me to love as He loved. He gave His all. Few wants to discuss the interior of the heart - they can focus on the exterior life and ignore the interior life.

    I am always talking to Jesus about the interior of His Heart. I can't talk about this to so many men. Many men are focused on the outside and forget about this interior connection with God. So many stay outside of themselves, to be safe. Many are shut down in their hearts. Afraid to trust others. Afraid to open up.

    I thirst and I long to tell the world what I know about the deepest chamber of His Heart with someone who cares what the great God above is telling the earth about His magnificent love for us.

    My hands are tied so I cannot deliver to those who want to listen and those who I am allowed to speak to, are too busy to hear any of it.

    My insides are bursting with this message: The earth is blind and I am blocked. It is as being tied to a pillar. Oh, my Christ, how You suffered in Your Divine Knowing - knowing all things and prideful men spit on You and bound You to the pillar!

    I am totally Yours. I exist in You. You are truly my only friend to whom I can communicate.

    I suffer such pain in my heart for the souls that will be lost, my every thought wanting so much to pray for those and sacrifice for the sins of all men.

    Oh God, how truly sinful the sins of men and how greatly we offend Thee!

end of July 2, 2013

                Jesus: The Mass is the sacrifice
                of Calvary sacramentally made
                present.

                    I was whipped by those who
                take an innocent situation and
                turn it into a drama to act out
                their anger and unforgiveness and
                hatred inside of them.

                    You were called to be servants
                building My Kingdom – you can
                serve Me in love, being more
                and more in the image and likeness
                of God or you can create a drama
                to watch others fall under your
                traps of power, control,
                manipulation, hatred, anger and
                punishing others for your darkness
                and lack of any kind of love.

                    It was for these acts of a
                person hurting others through
                power and control, My flesh was
                torn, My body beaten, My Blood
                poured. Abuse, holding out to
                make others beg to do what
                God wanted in His Plan. I
                fell under My cross for the men
                who want to create drama and
                abuse those they were called
                by God to obey, to love, to
                help build My Kingdom.

                    I am light. In these messages
                I show you the Mass is the
                sacrifice of Calvary, sacramentally
                made present.

\                    The devil wants a man to
                make the good doing God's will
                suffer. The devil wants to
                bring Cardinals, Bishops,
                priests – to their knees to
                try to do simple acts of
                celebrating Mass, loving homilies,
                hearing confessions, baptizing –
                The devil, through angry people,
                wants them to create a drama
                of a holy priest's life –
                Incriminate him, create a
                drama to discredit the
                authority of a priest –

                    Where – before others –
                the devil wants disorder –
   

                Jesus: The devil wants drama for
                the innocent man promoting
                My Kingdom and the devil
                works from within many times –
                Like Judas – I called 12
                Apostles and Judas was chosen
                and I loved Him so much

                    And behind My back –
                Judas manipulated, lied,
                thought of himself before
                man, convinced himself,
                I, the Son of God, was
                wrong.

                The devil is like this –

                    He wants men to betray
                God, to raise in power
                over God and God's chosen –
                then to stand tall and
                do as satan wanted to
                do to Me –

                    worship him –

                Satan wants you to
                    betray God, God's
                    chosen, authority and
                    force authority to go to their
                    knees –

                    while the evil raises up
                    higher and higher in the world –
                    the sick man in sin - gives
                    power to the evil and helps
                    satan try to reduce the
                    ones I am sending to help
                    renew the Church and the
                    world - to their knees,
                    crying, with bloodied
                    knees –

                    Eve did this in the Garden –
                She wanted to be equal to God –
                Satan wants you to support
                those under to help evil
                rise up – so the ones I
                send –
                    to say Mass
                    to be servants for Me
                    are betrayed by those in
                    the Church who are to
                    support the priests,
                    hierarchy –

                    So I asked Rita to conduct
                Prayer Services and all to
                come on 5th and 13th and
                promised to outpour My
                rich grace for united
                prayer - before the
                exposed Eucharist.

                    I called Rita and God the
                Father sent Mary to
                appear to Rita for 20 years
                giving this message –
                The devil hates the fact
                I have appeared to Rita
                and given these messages
                to send these special
                cards telling priests –
                how you pray for them 8 days
                a month, the 5th and 13th.