Mary has requested that the daily message be given each day to the world. It is read nightly at the prayer service from her Image Building in Clearwater, Florida, U.S.A. This is according to her request. All attempts will be made to publish this daily message to the world at 11 p.m. Eastern time, U.S.A. We acknowledge that the final authority regarding these messages rests with the Holy See of Rome.

August 9, 2005

The retreat will start on the 10th
in China, Indiana
and go through to the 13th.

Mass on the 13th at 11:00 China time

July 1, 1994

I Accept Myself - I Am The Father’s Creation

Messenger: Dear Father, I do not know You as well as I want, but I love You so.

You are one with Jesus. He is one with You. I love Jesus so much, Father. I come to You through Jesus to love You. I love You so because I love Jesus so. I know how You love me because You created me and gave Your only Son that I might get to heaven.

Oh, Father, to pray Your "Our Father" is such a delight!

"Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed by Thy name, Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven."

(Smelling strong scent of flowers - none around.)

Oh, Father, I love You so much.

"Give us this day, our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us." Amen.

Father, Father, Your love is so immense! You created this whole world and all that is in it. Holy Spirit, help me now to know the Father more. Jesus, help me to love Your Father more. Mary, help me to love the Father more. I want to be close to You, my Father. I love You, my beautiful Father, so very much. My Father, my Father, my beautiful Father!

If I am loving the Father, I am loving Jesus, so to love the Father is to love Jesus because He is one with the Father.

When I pray to the Father, I feel more the immenseness of God. How truly great He is - limitless! I feel warm and good in my chest to realize I have a Father Who loves me so much. I have a loving Father and I love Him so. Such warmth in my chest for my Father!

I praise You, Father. I praise You, Son. I praise You, Holy Spirit. Such fullness in my heart to love God, all three Divine Persons. What joy I feel to be united to God through the Immaculate Heart of my loving Mother. Oh, Mother, I love you. Such honor and praise to my God and love given to all three Persons and to you, my Mother, and St. Joseph.

I can accept myself now, knowing I am the creation of my beautiful Father. All that I am was created by Him. My feet are as He designed them, my nose is perfect, since He made me. I am His creation.

So, too, is my brother, His creation. My brother is perfectly designed by my Father. We are truly brothers, created by the Father, we are brothers through Jesus.

Oh, God, what a work of love to create such things for us. We are Your beloved sons and daughters, created by the hands of our loving Father. Such love poured out to us!

My Father is your Father. We are brothers in Him. Oh, Jesus, I love You so. Thank You for leading me to Your Father and my Father. We are brothers in Christ.

"My God, my God, why have You forsaken Me?" To His death on the cross, He loved us all, our Brother Christ. This is how He asks us to love our brothers, that we would lay down our lives for them. He loved us to His death. Can we do any less for our brothers? Christ is our Brother. God the Father is our Father. Jesus is the Son of God and we are heirs to the Kingdom through the salvation achieved for us by Jesus.

Jesus speaks: Come, oh come, My chosen ones. Do you see the love of your Father to give His only Son for you? Do you see the love of the Son to die for you? Oh, how you are loved, My little chosen ones! Come to Me and experience such love. I Am Who Am, I am God. I come to you in the Eucharist and you do not adequately know the true treasure you possess. Oh, little ones, come to God and be fed. I am the one, true God, come down from the Father. I come to you, chosen ones, in the Eucharist. I am He Whose bootstraps you are unworthy to tie and you run away with such ignorance. Spread My love, read and publish this letter, for I am God and I come to you to love you and be loved by you. Do not cast Me off. I am God, My Heart cries out for your love. Love Me through My beautiful Mother. Our love is your answer to your hurting souls. Do not go to this world, come to the God Who loves you. Receive Me in Holy Communion and where I am, My Father and the Holy Spirit are. Mary is with you also.

Such foolish ones, to ignore such treasure given freely to you! Oh, you blind ones! Pray to the Spirit to open your eyes to what you possess. You are so blind, My children. It is here you find your strength. Come to Us for the love of God, one in three Persons: Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Come and be united in your hearts to God and your loving Mother. Your peace is found in union with Jesus. Consecrate your lives to our Hearts. Consecrate your hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Such love you will find here. My little ones - such love to fill you! Oh, I love you and long for your love, My beautiful children.

I am your loving Jesus.

  

  

July 2, 1994

The Holy Spirit

Messenger: Hot air balloons filled with air set afloat by fire. We are filled up by His Spirit and set afloat by the fire of His love. We become weightless and float in the sky above. We are floating, letting His Spirit take us about. We are united with the heavenly powers. It is the power of His mighty love.

Come, Holy Spirit, fill the hearts of Thy faithful and enkindle in them the fire of Thy love. Send forth Thy Spirit and Thou shalt renew the face of the earth.

As I die to my false self, God lives more in me. Help me to die to myself. You, Lord, love my brothers, You gave the last drop of Your Blood, the last beat of Your Heart for them. The more I die to self, the more the God Who loves my brothers lives in me and He ardently loves my brother.

The more I think of myself, the less I love my brothers. As the false self diminishes, the God Who is united to me operates in me more and more.

Help me to love as You love. As I surrender to You, I become in greater union with You and it is You Who operates in me more and more. You loved my brothers to Your death. You love my brothers, all my brothers this very day. You would die for each brother this day. It is God Who loves through us that loves our brothers with His love. It is He Who operates my very being.

We die to the false self, we increasingly receive His living water. We remain alive in Him. He fills us to the brim, we are vibrant in Him. He is Life. We are made anew, like the clean water. We are filled with clean, living water. We operate with vibrancy, force and spirit.

Jesus speaks: I came to this earth out of such love for you, My beloved ones. I was born a mere human and I came to love you and they persecuted Me. Those whom I loved, they persecuted Me! They tore My flesh. They numbered all My bones. They were My beloved ones. How it hurts to love and be rejected and persecuted by those you love.

I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. I know the pain of torture. No matter what they do to you, they did it to Me.

To My death I suffered for intense love of you.

When they persecute you and holler every slanderous thing against you, pray to your heavenly Father for strength to deal with your attackers. It is in your sufferings you are drawn closer to Me.

  

  

July 4, 1994

The Father, Son And Holy Spirit And Mary Love You

Jesus speaks: I am the Lord, thy God, I am Jesus, Son of God. I came that you might have life and have it abundantly. I will hold your hand and be forever with you.

My Mother is your very own Mother. She loves you and Mothers you as she Mothered Me.

My Father is your very own Father. He created you and loves you so much He sent His only Son to be a living Sacrifice so you might partake in His life.

I give Myself to you totally in the Eucharist, Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity. I wait for you to come to the tabernacle, I love you so.

The Spirit loves you so and in Him you have the life you need to be united to God. Pray to Him for this life, beg Him for the gifts whereby you will grow in your love and union with God.

This is My Commandment to you: Love God above all things and love your neighbor as yourself.

Be united to the one, true God, for He is truly present and lives in your hearts.

  

  

July 5, 1994

Live Our Lives In The Rosary. Experience Our Sufferings.

Mary speaks: My anguish I felt to watch them persecute my beloved Jesus! He Whom I loved so dearly, my own, very own Child and they stripped Him, beat Him, hated Him, tore His tender beautiful flesh, everything that they did,...

This was my beloved Son. My Heart was torn in my chest, my sorrow so great! No yelling or other human expressions could capture the torments of my Heart.

My little Baby, to watch such brutality DONE to my precious Child.

Do you know the torments of the heart?

Do you know the pain to behold such vileness done to your own child?

Pain in the heart, I know, I know His love for you, my dear children. I know what He suffered for you. Put yourself there during the Passion. Meditate on His suffering for love of you. Meditate on His love. This is love, to suffer as He did for you. It is so simple, He loved you to His very own death. This is what He would give for you this very day, my little ones. Go to Him and be alone with Him. Turn to Him, love Him. He waits for your love. Praise this good God Who loves you so much to shed His very own Blood for you. Oh children, be present to Him. Live His life, pray the rosary, meditate on His sufferings for you. This will draw you close to Our Hearts. Live Our lives in the rosary. Experience Our sufferings.

Love one another, do not give in to Satan. You cannot accomplish my Son’s tasks if you do not put your differences aside. You must love each other.

Go to Him in the Eucharist. Give your whole hearts to Him. Consecrate yourselves to Us. We will be ever with you, guiding your every step. I am the Immaculate Heart of Mary. I love you as the most loving Mother. Come and find refuge in Our Hearts. We will protect you from the scorching sun. We will hold tight to you and you will never lose your peace.

Jesus speaks: Oh My child, peace I give to you, not as the world gives you peace, but as only I can give you peace. Come and let Me hold you in My Heart, deeply placed there by My loving Mother. You will find your joy inside of My Heart.

I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I want to be united to you, My little babies. Become as the baby at the breast, total submission, total trust, total yielding to Our ways. Yield to Me. My time is perfect. My ways are set. Yield to Me and I will handle your cares. I love you My sweet ones. Yield. Pray constantly, consecrate yourselves to My Heart and My Mother’s Heart.

Let go! Surrender to Me. Let go and come to My Heart. You have been experiencing such turmoil, let go and let Me bring it to you. I have not forgotten you. You need peace. Do not be worried, I will tend to My letters, My sweet one. I want them published. I want the second Blue Book out. Surrender to Me.

  I am God. I will handle My work. You love Me. Read My letters and obey them. Obey them. You know your job.  Dealing with others is My job. Be at peace and let Me work around you. I love you so. I thank you for this work. Feel joy. My joy I give to you. Let Me work, no matter how hard it is. Stay off the phone, be with your children.

  My job is easy, My burden light. Let go now and be at peace. Be my spouse. I miss your attentiveness to Me. Let go of all this foolishness. Let Me work. I am the Lord, your God. I will do My work. I am God. I have spoken.

Be united to the one, true God, for He is truly present and lives in your hearts.

(Blue Book August 31st, I Died in Peace)

 

     

July 5, 1994

How the Rosary Meditations Began at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center

The message below is from June 16, 1994. Jesus told me to pray the rosary everyday with my children at the Center. When I received this message, there appeared little sparkling lights on my notebook, lights that are like the lights I saw surrounding Mary. I am including this message of June 16, 1994 at 3:15 a.m.

Jesus speaks: Soon your burden will be lifted and you will feel some relief. You must be in constant prayer. Being with your children is a prayer for you. Come to Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center. You feel the Real Presence there. I will give you miracles there. Pray in the chapel with your children. They will become closer to Me through prayer as you spend time praying with them. You need simplicity in your life. Live only for love of Me.

Note: Little white lights on my notebook.
 

An Explanation of What Is to Follow

Jesus and Mary give me little insights into the Father's plan, little pieces of the puzzle. They do not tell everything that will happen. In order to understand the plan, we need to study all the messages and see how the Father's plan is unfolding. We are all threads of the great tapestry, all little puzzle pieces of the big picture, all so important to His plan.

We are all being called to spread His love to this world. Each soul is so important to His plan. I see now many events as they unfold. I see where Jesus and Mary told me many things and I at the time did not understand. I was told in June that I would see as never before.

On July 4, 1994 I prayed with the children in front of the Our Lady of Grace statue in the sanctuary. On July 5, I recorded our experiences. The statue of Mary continued to glow and come alive. Jesus and Mary told Fr. Carter to pray with the children and me on July 10.

I would see Mary glow. Several weeks later I realized she was appearing in the statue as "Our Lady of Light." She then began to say she was appearing as "Our Lady of Light." She would show me a parade of faces, her clothes would all turn glistening white, and her attire would change. She would appear as a parade of different ladies. Her veils and head coverings would change. She has appeared as many different Marys. Her emotions have varied, her age has varied and her clothing has varied. She has shown me her life in the rosary. In the rosary, we meditate on the lives of Jesus and Mary, from Their young lives to Their older lives, from Their sorrows to Their joys. She takes on many roles as our mother, her mantle forever covering and protecting us.
 

  

July 5, 1994 6:30 p.m.

The Statue Of The Sorrowful Mother Was Lit Up

Messenger: I was told to go to Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center to pray the rosary with my children. There were people in the front of the church, so we decided to pray the rosary in the back before the Sorrowful Mother statue. I had the following vision at the end of the rosary.

The statue of the Sorrowful Mother was lit up as if she had fire around her. The light was very bright. Her whole gown was all-white, but the statue's gown is blue and pink. She was all aglow. It looked like the glow that comes off of a fire. Her face kept changing but remained totally sorrowful - the sorrow of an older woman. She was in such pain and sorrow! (It was hard to explain how she looked - extremely pained!) Her face looked as though she was in such pain that she could hardly bear it.

The vision remained like this for about ten minutes, having begun during the last Hail Mary of the Sorrowful Mysteries of the rosary. She was holding something - it was all bright white - the brightest light ever!

  

  

July 6, 1994 6:30 p.m.

She Was Aglow, All In White

Messenger: Vision (in front of the Sorrowful Mother statue): I was told by Mary to go alone at 6:30 p.m. to Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center. I prayed the Sorrowful Mysteries again, saying a sentence at each Hail Mary. She was aglow, all in white. She remained like this for at least 10 minutes.

    

  

July 7, 1994 - After Communion

Feel Wrapped In the Love of Mother and Son

Messenger: The vibrancy of this Heart of our Savior!

I had a vision in my heart of His Heart: big and red (not bright red, more of a dull red) and firm, surrounded by thorns that were red and blended in, almost unnoticed. His full red Heart, long and slender, a round, very firm Heart, with a flame above it.

This Heart beats with ardent longing love for each of us and my heart skips a beat at the mention of the name of God. I feel warmth in my chest for Him, my God.

Oh, how I love You so, my precious Jesus, God. How I love the Father and Holy Spirit! After Communion I am so filled with such fullness of this love of my beautiful God! Oh God, You are so good. To be with Him and our Blessed Lady! I love her so.

Oh beautiful Lady, Mother of my precious Jesus, you are so united with One another. I feel wrapped in this love between Mother and Son, and Son and Mother. My heart is overflowing with such fullness of love of God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Oh Father, my Father, I love You so. The intimacy I feel with the Spirit Who lives in me! I love You so, my precious God and Mary.

It is through this sinless Heart of Mary that I beg to be united to Him, my precious God!

At the mention of His name my heart skips a beat. He is my most precious love. I love His name. I love Him. To speak of Him fills my heart with such joy. He is my Savior. He loved us to His death. Oh Mary, how you suffered for us! How you loved us and love us now! Oh, dear Mary, my Mother, there is such fullness I feel in my chest because of the love of God. To Thee I sing, Thee I praise, Thee I honor and love, My God, my precious One!

Jesus speaks: Do you really think I would leave you, child? My Heart is ablaze for such love of you. My Heart is burning for you. Speak of this love. I love all My precious ones, dear one. I love you so. Focus on My love for you and you will be set free of all worries. Focus on this feeling you experience in your chest, the love of God, so full for you!

Preach the gospel in your being. Stay united to Me this very day. Every moment, think of this burning, ardent love I have for you. Experience this feeling and you will run and not get weary, you will fly on eagle's wings. Your heart will love those you touch.

The secret is to stay in union with Me constantly. I am here. I am on fire for love of you. I am the Heart you see, red and vibrant, solid and firm. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I live today. I am the ardent lover of your soul. Does your heart skip a beat at the mention of My name? This delights My Heart to know how you love Me deeply. Focus on Our love for each Other, feel this deeply in your heart. This is the fire that will light the cold heart. This is the love of God, without limits, without bounds. Such vibrancy, such power, such might! This is the love I give to you. Join in oneness with My Heart and that of My Mother's Heart. We will be so united in such intimate love. I love you so, My sweet one.

Read this letter over and over again. Focus only on our love and our union and you will light the dark world through My most Sacred Heart.

You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill will shine in the darkest night. Let your light shine to this world so all can praise your heavenly Father.

Messenger: Alleluia, Alleluia, and they were made the beacon lights that shown bright in a dark world. It was the light of Christ that shown deeply from their hearts. Alleluia, Alleluia.

Jesus speaks: You must prepare for My Mass. When you spend time being with Me for long hours, the Mass is so full! When you are with Me and being close to Me for a long time and then go to Mass and Communion! Prepare yourself to receive Me. Come with your hearts united to Me in deep prayer. It is intimacy I want with you in Communion. To be close and spend time together, to be together, then to go to Mass and Communion, such intimacy! My relationship with you takes much time. To be close to Me, you must have uninterrupted time alone with Me - this means you free your mind of all distractions. You must let go of your world to be united to Me. You must let go.

Take time to be with Me. Focus on letting go of all distractions and giving them to Me. Trust Me, little baby. Be as the little baby who gives his cares to his loving mother. Give your cares to Me and be free. Then come to Mass and Communion. Such union, such intimacy. Oh, you need time alone, not just in body but time alone in your heart and your mind with Me. No distractions in your heart.

Pray to let go. Let there be total surrender, trust, consecration to the Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart of Mary. We will be united in Our Hearts. Oh, how I truly love you, My beloved ones. To My death, I loved you ... what more can I say?

  

 

July 9, 1994

I Must Forgive All To Have Peace

Messenger: My lack of peace is coming from lack of forgiveness. I am living to love God and my brother.

To have anger toward my brother blocks the flow of God’s love operating in me. I must forgive all to have peace.

Any lack of love for my brother diminishes peace.

Say you are sorry and forgive.

I must come from a place of love rooted in Him Who first loved us.

  I realize how I must forgive. I must give up angry thoughts. I reflect my emotions within when I talk to people. I must stay rooted in Christ's love. I must put on Christ. I must show love. He was silent and accepted all they did to Him!

  I must love. I must realize my brothers are dearly loved by Jesus. They are a creation of God the Father. Jesus shed the last drop of His blood for them. Would I talk about my very own brothers? God is our Father, we are brothers in Christ!

  I must stay rooted in love, love of God, love of my brothers. I can pray when problems occur. I must trust in God and talk about our problems from a place of love. If I act angry or talk about someone in anger, I am not spreading Christ's love.

Jesus speaks: Trust in Me, My child. I will give you peace, not as the world gives you peace. Your job is to love Me and love one another. How can I spread My love if you are upset with your brother? He who angers you is he whom you need to love. Will you love for Me this day or will you focus on yourself and how you have been wronged? Reach for the Kingdom of God. It is won in holiness, in love. Love always. When they persecuted Me, I loved them.

    My child, My child, do you know I know best? Pray - come to Me before the tabernacle.

    Pray for strength to love as I have loved you. You, child are so precious to Me. I am always by your side guarding you. Let go and pray. I will make the crooked way straight. I will restore peace and love in your hearts. Be with Me alone, let go, sweet one, come to Me. Meditate on My immense love for you and the love of the Father, Holy Spirit, and your Mother Mary. I love you, so much!

R.  I was so filled after Communion with the love of God, especially the Father. I felt I could hardly breathe. The immensity of God's love and Mary's love! My heart overflows with such joy for the love of God!

 

    

July 9, 1994 6:30 p.m.

Mary's Statue Became Illuminated

Messenger: Vision: I was going to Dayton to a party. I stopped at the Center around 6:25 p.m. and prayed the Sorrowful Mysteries with my children. I prayed on each bead. Toward the end of the third mystery, Mary's statue became illuminated. Her face was brilliant, so bright! Her gown was white. Her face was beautiful! I could hardly talk for the next two mysteries. She stayed like this for a long time afterwards.

   

Explanation of Rosary Meditations and Visions

On July 10, Jesus and Mary told Fr. Carter to go to Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center and pray the rosary with my children and me. He came to the Center every day and led the rosary. Mary told me to say a meditation on every bead.

On July 14, I prayed a meditation on every bead as Fr. Carter led the rosary. During the middle of the fifth mystery, Mary started to change faces. I saw all different expressions, all different ages - older, sorrowful, young, beautiful, mostly joyful. The faces would first be old, then young. Lights would flash on and off.

 

     

July 10, 1994 - After 7:00 Mass - All Saints Church

Love God, Love Your Brother

Messenger: Oh, how I love you, Jesus and the Father, the Holy Spirit and Mary!

Jesus speaks: My child, feel My love constantly. This closeness you feel after Communion does not have to diminish. I remain forever in your heart and ardently love you every moment.

Do you comprehend some of My love, My sweet one? I speak to you here with such an abiding love. Open your heart and listen to the words of your Savior. Do not ever question Me, read every letter and know I am speaking to you. Tell My beloved ones how I ardently love them. Tell them I speak in every letter in God’s Blue Book with such love. Tell them to see Me speaking to them. Do not doubt My letters, you miss My sweet love for you. Focus on every word delivered to you from Me, your Jesus, Who loves you so. This produces that loving awareness in your chest.

Oh, I tell you over and over again of My love. You are not listening with sincerity. Believe this is truly Jesus speaking to you. Oh, dear ones, I love you! This is why I write this day, to give you such ardent love. Listen to Me here and experience My love for you. Oh, I love you with an abiding love, a Heart on fire with love for you. You are My beloved ones.

Alleluia, I love you. I am Jesus and I speak to you. Alleluia!

Messenger: The devotion to the Eucharist is just not what it should be.

Eucharistic Ministers should be instructed how Jesus, the Son of God, is truly present. (Ex: I heard two Eucharistic Ministers fixing pyxes for the nursing homes discussing incidental matters.)

Oh, my Jesus, I bow before You in such worship. You are the Savior of the world. I feel the indifference of many toward the Eucharist deep in my heart and beg You to help me to preach Your word and Your true presence. You are God, truly present in the tabernacle. You are the Savior of the world. I worship You. I adore You.

Jesus speaks: I love you so much, My precious child.

Note: At 11:30 p.m. I had a dream: I was holding the hand of Jesus’ statue and Jesus held my hand, then He began to tell me about the wounds in His hands.

Birds chirping.

  

July 11, 1994

Love Me First Above All Things

Jesus speaks: There is not division where there is love. If you love Me you will keep My commands. My commands I give to you, love God, love one another. A person fixed in love of God will do the Father’s will. That which leads to perfect peace and happiness is complying to the will of My Father.

My dear ones, there is no other way. You want your wills, your feelings are hurt, you want to do things according to your plan. I tell you, unless you follow My way, you will not enter into the Kingdom of heaven.

I call you to holiness in all things, to put aside your selfishness and willfulness and put Me first. The greatest Commandment is to love God first with your whole heart and whole soul.

Do you love Me more than you love yourself? Are you putting My will before your own? If you do not follow the greatest Commandment, how do you expect to win the reward promised to those who love and serve the Lord?

I call you to total consecration to Our Hearts. You want it your way.

There is only one road. The road is to love Me first above all things. The road is service according to the will of the Father. Doing "good works" is not necessarily doing Our will. The will of the Father is doing His will even when you do not want to, when you would rather do it your own way.

Open up your hearts. Pray first to the Spirit to open your minds and hearts, beg to serve God, give yourself to God and come. Do as you are commanded. Love of God before ALL things.

Do you love Me before yourself? The first Commandment commands you to put God first. Do you do it your way and tell yourself it is God’s will?

My way is the only way. All other ways lead you to problems. Why don’t you believe that I am Almighty, that I know all things? Why won’t you surrender and do as you are told?

Be as babies at the breast, do as you are told. Beg to know the will of the Father. This is made clear to you in the inner promptings of your heart. Sit with God after Communion and in front of the tabernacle. Your answers are given there. You must learn to listen to God. He has the plan for your life.

My children, My children, My willful children, do you want things done your way, do you ponder and arrive at your conclusions, or are you striving to do My will? The will of the Father is made clear in your hearts in front of the tabernacle, in the silent moments you spend alone with God. Beg the Spirit to give you His gifts, to open your minds and hearts.

Do not be willful, strive to do only His will. I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. I give you the way to eternal life. Give up your attachments to your own ways and follow ME.

I am the Way, I am Truth and Life (Jn 14:6), He that comes to Me will have the light of life. Come and follow Me.

 

  

July 11, 1994

I Want My Letters of Love to Circulate

Jesus speaks: You are the light that shines in the darkness.

If you put Me first, you will not get caught in such turmoil. Operate from love of Me. Do the will of the Father. Put aside your selfish promotion, be humble and live for God.

Oh, My little ones, if you knew it all, how fast you would change your ways and listen. You hold on to your life to find such discontent. These things you hold on to drive you further from My Heart. My Heart is so close and you go everywhere but to Me.

Listen, My children, to My letters here. Souls will be lost because they did not hear about My love. I want My letters to circulate. To hold on to them is to deprive many souls of My ardent love.

I am Jesus. I am speaking here to you. I am pleading with you to circulate these letters. To silence My messenger is to silence Me. I love My beautiful children. You will receive such blessings for doing as I ask. I am Jesus, Son of God. I am speaking here. Please heed My pleas. Please take Me seriously. I Am.

  

  

July 11, 1994

Put God First

Messenger: If I live to do what God wants, if I live to love God, this should be my measuring stick as to how I act.

Do I act to impress you? Who are you that I judge my actions by you? God is my Master. He is the King. It is He for whom I operate. I must always act out of the love of God. What does God want me to do? When I talk to you, I must operate to do the will of the Father. The end result is that I operate for love of God.

When I am talking to you about any matter, we are sharing the love of God that powers each of us. If you are in authority, you are in authority, but I still operate from the love of God within, to do His will and do my work. If you tell me not to do something, if you are my superior, I must obey you (unless you tell me to do something sinful) because God tells me to obey my superiors, but my actions are directed by His love and to please Him, not to please you and impress you.

People are changeable, God is consistent. We should operate for love of God. This is such freedom! I must be kind and loving as Christ is loving, I operate to do His will.

God, help me to always follow You. You are my God and I shall have no other gods.

SAY TO GOD:

My God, You are truly present in the Eucharist. You are the same Jesus that died on the cross. You are as present in the consecrated host as You were the day You died on Calvary. My precious God, help me to spread belief in Your true presence. Help me to always reverence You and never offend You when I receive You or touch the Sacred Host! You are truly Jesus Christ, the Son of God. Give us vision to live for the love of God, to put Him first in our lives, to not make other persons and things gods, but to realize You are God and treat all others with the love and respect they deserve as Your creation. Open our eyes, O Holy Spirit, so we can see where we are so blind, so we can know the truths that God wants to reveal to us.

Help me to live to put God first in my life and love my brothers as myself. You are God. To You I bow and give You praise. Who am I that God comes to me in the Eucharist and waits for me in the tabernacle? Who am I that God dwells in me in my heart? Oh, I love you so, my precious God.

  

    

July 12, 1994

1:49 a.m.

Title: The Very Hairs of Your Head Are Numbered

Jesus:

    Oh, little one, you write for love of Me this day. I will tend to My letters, I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God. These letters are My love letters for My beloved ones. No job is too big for Me, sweet one. Trust in My Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart of My dear, sweet Mother.

    I miss such times in the morning with you. I want your attentiveness to Me. Come every morning and be with Me. Such moments of My love poured out to you, My beloved. You need My precious love given for you.

    Oh, little one, the very hairs on your head are numbered. Do not doubt my attentiveness to you, to whom I write and ardently love. Trust Me in all things. Dear loving sweet one, I am the Alpha, I am the Omega, I am your all! Listen and be taught by Me. My Heart is ablaze for love of you, oh, little one. Do I need to tell you more? I am God. I am watching you. Just be with Me in love.

 

  

July 12, 1994 1:49 a.m.

Pray The Rosary At 6:30

Jesus speaks: I am the Way. I am the Truth. I am the Light of Life. My candle is a candle that shines bright in the darkest night for love of all. I shine with warmth and joy and love for you. Come in the night. I miss you, every day. Continue to pray the rosary at 6:30 at the Center. No questions asked. The gifts of God have unfolded upon you.

Suffer little one, suffer for Me, I am Jesus, suffer that you might partake in the cup of My Salvation. Pray always to the Holy Spirit for strength to give your all in love to do as God wants you to do.

I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus a flame with this love for you in My Heart. Do not be afraid to be drawn so close to the flame that is shining brightly in My Heart for you and you alone. I love each precious child with this unique love. The same love that led Me to die a brutal death for you. Oh child I am God and you worry, let go, see the vision of the magnificence of God and see such little obstacles in the path of God are not obstacles at all. I allow you to go through certain testing. I am teaching you. It may be part of My plan. I am mighty, I am a force, I am God and you shall have no gods before Me.

Messenger:  Forever blessed is His name and He gave such love to them, they scarce could speak.

His love is alive, it is a flame of ardent love burning brightly for love of each soul.

Jesus speaks:  Oh child I AM GOD, My power, My might. I have all the Power, I bestow such blessings poured out on you My beloved one. Come into My Heart and that of My beautiful Mother and dwell there and find your peace. I am peace, you are My chosen ones. Dwell within Our Hearts and you will find refuge from the scourging sun. You are the light to this darkened world. Come to Me and I will enkindle this flame ablaze in your heart. This flame of My ardent love. I love you so much. I am Jesus, Son of the Living God, come to give you such love. Harken and you shall know such love poured out to you.

Messenger:  P.S. So half asleep I couldn't see, didn't want to get up.

Every letter I have ever written at home has been before my big Sacred Heart picture and Our Lady's Immaculate Heart. I carry them from the bed to the study.

I bought the big pleading Jesus statue with Sacred Heart and Sorrowful Mother with pierced Heart. I was told to buy both, they sit on my table where I write letters. I always wrote with the two Hearts.

There were 5,000,000 things on the table!

     

 

July 13, 1994

4:11 a.m.

Title:  Be Unattached

Jesus speaks:  Dear sweet one, you are learning to trust. You must free your mind. Leave your cares to Me. I am the Alpha. I am the Omega. I am your God, living and true and I guard you. You will have peace because you are learning My most valuable lessons. You operate for love of Me and love of Me alone. Be most attentive to your children, they are My precious possessions.

    I am God. Let all you do lead you to My Heart. Come and dwell in My Heart now and do not be afraid. I am so close to you. I love you with the dearest love.

    Play with the children, they are your joyful assets. Look at each moment with them as so precious. These are indeed precious moments.

  Let go to Me as never before. I am the Lord, thy God. You shall surrender to My ways and be forever in My peace.

Your main focus comes in being in a relationship with Me.

I am Jesus, the Son of God. I love you.

  Love to you, My favored one. I love you.  Jesus

R.  What is of most importance is my love of Jesus. This is freedom. My relationship with Him comes first. This is freedom for me. These are His letters. He will take care of them. My peace is most important.

--We must have the Holy Spirit as our guide on our journey.

--We must have peace.

--We must love one another.

We surrender to the Spirit through Mary and grow more and more into the image of Christ.

 

 

July 13, 1994

Title: You Are the Reflection of the God That Lives Within You

R.  How He loves us - that He gives us a free will.

He is the Almighty God. He has all the power, but He gives us our free will. He watches us gently. He watches us with love. We do our willful things and pay Him no heed.

    It is indeed through the Spirit whereby our eyes are opened to see that which we may never see. He is our God. He leads us on our path if we come with our heart open. Implant in me, oh Spirit, vision to see where You are leading me.

   He is so pleased by a single act of mine to please His holy will! Father, help me to know Your will. Spirit, give me the strength to follow it. Jesus, let me walk in Your footsteps to be more like You. Jesus, make my heart likened to Yours in all things. Make me meek and humble in my heart, open and sinless. Let me see with the eyes of God and feel with Your gentle Heart, all that You so graciously teach me. Open me to the gifts of the Spirit.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I am Yours. I consecrate my life to Your Heart and that of Your Mother. Father, mold me, fashion me into the image of Christ, Your Son, so I no longer hold onto the perishable things of this world but live to please You as You created me to do. I love You so, dear God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit. I come to You through the Immaculate Heart of my Mother. I lay myself prostrate at Your feet. I am Yours Lord. I am Yours.

Jesus speaks:  You are My instrument to reach many. Do not worry, pray, pray to the Spirit always before you begin anything. Let Him fill you with His grace. You are to be a humble servant, to live to serve God. You live to serve Me in all things. This is My life for you, one of service. You must be humble to do this work. Put desires of the self aside and work with your relationship with Me. I operate you. I give you all you need. Live to serve Me. Live to love your brothers and help lead them to Heaven.

     I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. I have spoken to you here. Heed My word, be attentive to My promptings. I am your God and you shall have no gods before Me. Be selfless, be unattached. I live in you. Be ready to do always the will of the Father, to be busy about the work of the Lord.

R.  Alleluia, they received new direction in their lives, their hearts were open to the power of the Spirit and His life was within them.

Jesus speaks:  For you, My child, were hungry and you were nourished by God Himself, Who comes to feed you and warms you in the furnace of His most tender Heart. Alleluia, Alleluia, Praise the Lord. Pray for strength. It is in this strength from God that My work will be accomplished in you. You are but a servant come to serve the Lord. Look at yourself as one who serves God. You do not function for any self-promotion, you function for love of God.

R.  And He came and imparted to them His strength and they knew a new dimension in their life, it was the life of God so alive within their soul and they were a vibrant force in the lives of all they touched. His might shown forth like a raging lion, but their manner was that of the gentle lamb, for He was present in them and He acted from them and all knew this God that lived within their breasts.

Jesus speaks:  My child, I live in you in this world, I am in you. You are the reflection of the God that lives within you. Open yourselves up and let Me permeate your souls. Let me possess your being, let Me operate in your hearts. Be My light to this world. Be as one who lives to spread the life and love of this one true, magnificent God. Be Me to your brothers. Live to serve and love Me.

    I am God and I have spoken to you, My little scared ones. I come to strengthen you. Pray for this strength and open your hearts to Me and the will of the Father.

 

 

July 13, 1994

Title: Do Not Be Anxious Or Hurried, Your Savior Loves You

R. Forgive me Jesus, Father and Holy Spirit for all the times I focus on myself, especially to think I am in any way better than my brother.

    Help me to see the beautiful creation of God the Father, in each person, to respect and love them as you, God, love them, to realize we are brothers in Christ. God is our Father and we are brothers. To not love my brother is to not love God. How can I hate my brother whom I see and love my God whom I do not see?

    I want to love as You want me to. I am self-centered. Please give me all I need, Spirit of God, to love as God wants me to. Please remove the blinders from my eyes to see God, the Father's loving creation, in each brother.

    I am Yours, Lord, I consecrate my life to Your Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart of Mary. I am not going anywhere. I must be in the moment as You choose me to be. Whatever You ask of me is what I should be doing. Getting anxious is useless. Just live to do what You are asking me to do and do it the best I can, whether carrying groceries or playing with my children.

   My time is Your time. You loan it to me to work for You. I must do the best job I can for You with Christ acting out of me.

Jesus speaks:  My child, don't be anxious or hurried. I am your precious Savior and I love you. You want for nothing if you know My love. I give My love to you abundantly. Ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find, knock and it will be opened unto you. Stay fixed to My Sacred Heart and that of My Mother's heart. I am your all. Put things in perspective. Live to serve Me - I come first. Operate and love - this is your job. To show the love of God in your actions. Your actions must flow from your love for Me. Do not be anxious, be forever steadfast in My precious love.

Alleluia, Alleluia.

 

 

July 13, 1994

8:46 p.m.

Jesus speaks:  I have chosen you for this work and you cry, My child. Do you know how special you are to Me? I am speaking to you and I am God. I am your refuge. I am your love. I am your light.

 

  

July 13, 1994 After Mass

Title: I Came Silent in the Night

Both Bare Wood

Jesus speaks: I was born in a stable.

There was not a bed for My Mother and Joseph.

They had not a pillow to lay their head.

They did not have a bed and she just had a baby.

This is the surrender I call you to.

I was born in such poverty.

I came silent in the night.

Do not be attached to your bed, your sleep, your life. Come and be attached to Me, little one.

Look how I was born with nothing.

Look how I died, in total surrender.

Not a place to lay My head, a manger for My head at birth, nowhere to lay My head on the cross.

You cry for your discomfort.

Did I show you the way? I lay in a manger at birth, I died on a cross, BOTH BARE WOOD.

Total submission to the will of the Father.

I am God, I was born in silence, I was crucified as a criminal.

I am the King. I was crucified with a crown of thorns, I was born on a bed of hay.

I was crowned King of the Jews--

What do you want? If you follow Me do you expect more?

My Kingdom is not of this world. Your crown is not the crown of glory, My child, it is the crown I wore and I share this with My precious ones.

Share My life, follow My way. I am God. What no eye has seen and no ear has heard, what the mind of man cannot visualize; all that God has prepared for those who love him; (1 Cor 2:9)

  

   

July 14, 1994

Jesus Died That We All Might Live

Messenger: He has created us in His own image and likeness. He loved us before we were born. Who are we that He cares for us? We are His creation, the creation of Him Who loved us first. Ought we not love Him with all our heart and love one another, who are ALL His children?

Jesus died that we all might live. He shed the last drop of His Blood. He gave the last beat of His Heart for each and every person. Help us to unite as brothers in Christ. God is my Father. He is your Father. He is Jesus’ Father. He is THE FATHER.

Mary is our Mother. We are His blessed children and He loves what He creates.

The rosary tells the lives of Christ and Mary. How can I be Christ-like if I do not meditate on His life? My life is to be modeled after Christ's life. How can I model myself after "how He loved" if I am not intimately involved in a love relationship with Him?

Through the sorrowful death of Jesus, we are raised to new life. His Resurrection and Ascension is that by which we are given this life. The descending of the Holy Spirit upon the Apostles gives us the Spirit so alive within us!

To stop at the Crucifixion is to miss the glory. The glory is found in the Resurrection and Ascension. That is why these mysteries are called the Glorious Mysteries. This is Glory!

   

   

July 14, 1994

The Rosary

Messenger: The rosary tells us much about Christ and Mary.

How can I be Christ-like if I do not meditate on His Life? My life is to be a model after Christ's life. How can I model myself after how He loved if I am not intimately involved in a love relationship with Him?

Christ shows us the way. Jesus went through His Passion and death for our salvation and for love of us.

The more I meditate on the rosary, the more I see the oneness of Christ and His Mother. They are one in Their Hearts. They shared each Other's pains, sorrows, joys, suffering. They were so connected to each Other.

This is shown all through the Passion, her sorrows, presentation in the temple, finding in the temple, her journey into Egypt, her watching during the scourging, her journey during the Passion when Their eyes met, (this alone could be meditated on to tell Their union and suffering) putting the nails in His hands, standing under the cross, beholding His lifeless Body under the cross, and after His death, laying Him in the tomb.

Their Hearts beat as one, as she suffered so silently with Him, always by His side. No mother was ever so connected with her Son.

Sorrow increases intimacy. When I suffer and give it to Christ, I am admitting how much He is truly a Person I depend on. I want to depend on Him, to be so intimate that it is He to Whom I run when my heart is torn.

He loves us so, He knows our every thought and feeling. He loves us with such attentiveness and care, and He waits for us to run to His arms and share ourselves with Him.

He longs for our love, He longs for our time. He wants us to go to Him as our best Friend, a real Person, but what a Person and what He can do for us!

You are my Savior Lord, You saved me from my sins by Your brutal death. You give me life in Your Resurrection. I am born into Your life in Baptism and You live in my heart. God lives within me. Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell within my breast in a most special way when I am in the state of grace. Mary is one with Jesus.

Oh, God, I love You so. I want to know You and love You and serve You.

Spirit, open me to know my precious Lord. I am Yours to possess and I live to do Your holy will.

Father, fashion me, mold me more into the image of Jesus, Your precious Son. "...yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me...(Ga 2:20). I want to be one in You, so that You live and dwell in my heart.

Meditating on the rosary is meditating on much of Christ's Life. How can I be molded more into His image if I do not meditate on Him and His Life?

The First Commandment commands that I love God above all things. What is love? Is it lip service or is it a fire that burns within the soul?

May my love of God be this flame that burns for love of each Person in God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit and for Mary also. May I grow in intimacy with each Person and Mary, and may Joseph be close by her side as he stood close to Jesus and guarded Him.

     

 

July 15, 1994

Where Are You Going?

Messenger: Where are you going? Did you see the accident, the woman on the stretcher? She was very pretty and young. How is her soul? Is she still alive? Did she think only of her hair, her shape, her clothes or did she have a relationship with God? Where is she going?

Jesus speaks: I am the Way, I am Truth and Life. (Jn 14:6). It is only through Me that you will gain eternal salvation.

Are you busy for your earthly lives? Where do you go when you are called so suddenly? I come, you know not the hour nor the day. A continuation of life is promised to no man here. You will be called, you will have no choice. All that goes with you is how you were in your heart.

Did you put God first and love Him with all your heart, did you love your brother as yourself?

Where are you going, if you are called this day?

Live My life with Me, be united with Me in My suffering and death on the cross. Live Our lives in the rosary. Make the rosary a prayer that is so alive in your hearts that you grow in such love of Mary and Jesus from praying it.

Re-enact Our lives in the rosary, feel Our sorrow and Our joy. Be united to Our lives in the rosary.

The rosary is not just a prayer to say, it is a prayer to live. Live your life as We lived Ours.

There are so many distractions in this world. Be totally lost in the life of Jesus and Mary when you pray the rosary.

 

 

July 15, 1994

Title:  Resurrection

Jesus:

    I am the Alpha. I am the Omega. I am your all. I come before you and give you My life.

    I rose from the dead to give you a special sharing in My life. Sweet one, feel My wounds, feel My side, I am God. I am the one, true, magnificent God. I want you with Me forever in heaven. You must die to yourself to live in Me. Suffer, sweet one, for this is My life. It was not a life of pleasure, it was rooted in the cross. My teachings have been passed on for all generations. I am Mighty. I am God. I can do all things, in My way, in My time. You will rise to new life in Me. You will be raised from the dead. You will enter into My kingdom if you love and serve Me and keep My commands. Continue your journey toward Me. My precious ones, come to Me and I will give you all you need. You will rise to new life. The passion has meaning. I rose triumphant on the third day. Suffer with Me, My precious one.

 

The Ascension:

Jesus:  My ascension into Heaven, My days were past and the time had come for Me to go to My Father. I raised My arms and ascended toward heaven and a cloud took Me out of sight.

    This is My might, as I died such a brutal death, I, in all My splendor, left in such glory! I am God. You will die in this world, but you will be carried to the home of My Father.

    The apostles were afraid as they watched from below. I promised to send them the Spirit to dwell in their hearts and give them strength. Rita, meditate on this mystery. It is in the resurrection and ascension into heaven you experience such joy. You will go to the Father. You will see the result of all your labors. To stop at the crucifixion is to miss the glory. The glory is found in the resurrection and ascension. That is why these are called the glorious mysteries.

    Oh, sweet one, such glory for those who love and serve the Lord! You may die what seems to be a million slow deaths, but your glory awaits you. Do not stop at the Passion. With your children, pray all three mysteries, they all teach about My life. I will teach you the glory of the Lord.

R.  And He ascended into heaven and a cloud took Him from their sight, but He never left them, He lives and dwells in our hearts this very day!

Jesus:  I am truly present in the Eucharist. My body ascended into heaven, but My Body and My Blood, under the appearance of bread and wine, remains with you this very day.

    Weep no more, My children, I go to the Father, but I remain in your midst this very day. Come and be with Me in front of the tabernacle. This is the act of greatest love, the Eucharist, My true presence with you this very day!

  

Descent of the Holy Spirit

Jesus:  The descent of the Holy Spirit upon the apostles and Mary: As I promised, the Holy Spirit came upon them in the form of tongues into the room. They had been so afraid. They became fearless. They were filled with the Holy Spirit and they went into the world to preach My gospel.

    Fear not for I am with you this day. The Spirit dwells within your soul. You have been baptized into new life through the Spirit.

    You will preach My gospel as you allow the Spirit to operate from your soul. I am the Lord, your God, sweet one. You open yourself up to the fire of God's love. Enkindled in your heart will be the fire of the love of God.

    It is in this realization of God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit, you realize the immensity of the love of God. This is what warms the troubled soul. The more you are rooted in all three Persons, the more you are steadfast in the love of God.

    God will never abandon you, though the world is cold. His love is a burning flame that roars in your heart. You are protected from the cold night. The glory is found in this mystery when you realize the fire of God's love. There are many cold hearts in this world. You will experience such warmth in your chest from the fire that burns within you from His love. This flame within you does not flicker, it does not wince about, it burns and protects you from any cold on the outside. It is a roaring furnace, a bright flame and it is alive in you when you are in the state of grace.

    Keep your hearts pure and go often to the sacrament of Penance. Be pure of heart and full of My love. I will light your heart on fire with the love of God and the cold world will not harm you. You will operate from the fire that burns within your chest. My love, the love of God is this burning flame.

    You will not be afraid. You will be fixed so in My love, you will run and not get weary because your God dwells within your soul. I am on fire for love of you. This is your strength. I am your true love.

 

The Assumption

Jesus speaks:   

    Mary was taken up into heaven. My beautiful Mother lived many years after My death. She complied, always, willingly to My Father.

    You wander this barren desert in search of water to quench your thirst, but you find none to suffice.

    Your strength is found in the interior union you have with God in your soul.

    You search in vain, you wander. My child, you were created for the love of God and your neighbor.

    You seek, you wander, you roam, but only this interior flame burning within your breast gives you the glow you wear on your face.

    Glory, child, the glory of the God who dwells within your very soul! His fire is a burning ember, burning deeply in your breast. Your union is constant. You never go from the flame. It is the source of His love, deep within your soul.

    Oh, what you feel when you know Our love! It truly is life that radiates from your being, a burning endless flame that goes on despite anything that surrounds you in this world.

    I am the Alpha. I am the Omega. I am your all, My beautiful one. I burn for love of you, in all your precious uniqueness.

    My Mother was taken up to heaven in such happiness. Her days were completed. She lived here to accomplish the work of the Father. Now she lives in your hearts as your beloved Mother.

    She did not leave you, she forever is your loving Mother Mary! Oh, child, if you knew her motherly, undying love for you! You have the ardent love of the sweetest Mother. She is always with you. She was taken into heaven, but remains forever with you as your Mother. Sweet one, you are so loved. One of your greatest glories is the love your great mother has for you. She was assumed into heaven to be with the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. What joy for her to see the face of God.

  

Mary is Crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth

Jesus:  Mary was taken up into heaven and she was crowned the Queen of Heaven. What glory for her and for you to have your mother the Queen of Heaven!

R.  Mary is our heavenly Queen. She reins in such splendor in the courts of heaven. It is through her that we receive such graces from God.

    Hail Mary, full of grace,
        the Lord is with you,
        blessed are you among women
        and blessed is the fruit of your womb, Jesus.

Visions from Our Lady:

  A parade of faces, old and young, joyful and sorrowful, always behind her - the cross of Jesus.

  She lived her life, Jesus lived His. The rosary is the many faces from young to old that They wore. She stood by and silently her face showed her life.

  We wear many faces in our journey toward Christ. We are never the same, constantly evolving. Some joy, some sorrow, with the cross of Christ and Him hanging on it, always in the background.

  He is our pillar of strength. He poured out His love for us on the cross. He is our Savior. He is love and He gives us a special sharing in His life through Baptism.

    I saw Mary alive. She wore a parade of faces from young and beautiful to very, very old. I saw her face filled with sorrow and filled with joy. Behind her I saw a cross, it remained there all through the rosary.

 

     

     

July 16, 1994

Be Grateful My Child, for the Blessings I Send You

Messenger: God is giving me everything I need.

Jesus speaks: The very hairs of your head are numbered, I allow all that is happening to you. Do you look for that which you do not have? Look for that which I am giving you. Do you seek love and miss the love that is given? Do you want things given the way you want, or are you accepting the way they are? This is willfulness. You think things should be this way, yet they are that way and you become frustrated. I give you all you need. It is in your acceptance of all things that you grow in your relationship with Me. Do not be willful and expect things the way you think they should be. You are receiving so much love in your life today from others, and you are looking for love the way you want it. I love you and I love you through others. Look at the love I am sending you. Accept all others the way they are. I give to you according to your needs. Do you love Me?

    I give you so much love in your world and in all those around you. Take the blinders off of your eyes and see the gifts I am pouring out to you this day. Pray to the Holy Spirit for vision. God loves you so. God is caring for your needs this day. In your willfulness you want things your way. Accept the love I pour out to you. Accept all others as they are. Strive to give love as I give to you. I am your God and I love you with an undying love. You are Mine, child, I love you so.

   

   

July 16, 1994

Our Father Loves What He has Created

Messenger: The soul thirsts after love. I have a loving Father Who created me. I am hungry for the love of God.

Jesus speaks: Do you stalk this barren world in search of love and find none? The Father is ever vigilant in His love for you. He created you and loves you as the most loving Father.

Come, My children, come and sit and pray. Pray in silence, pray to your Father. "Our Father, Who art in heaven..." Sit and focus on His love for you. He loves what He has created. You are so precious to Him.

Come and be with your Father.

 

   

July 16, 1994

Love All Persons

Jesus speaks: Do you have trouble with your brothers? Do you know they are as they are? Love all of God's creatures as persons created by God. Genuinely love all persons. I would die for them this very day. Can you offer less to your loving brothers?

Pray to love, children, as I have loved you. Pray to know how to love. Be humble, see your faults, admit your failings. This will lead you to correction of these faults. If you hide your faults, you will never correct them.

Pray to the Spirit to see what needs correcting. Pray to the Spirit to open yourself to the faults that are blocking your relationship with God. Pray to be open to the faults that constantly trip you up and allow you to be caught in Satan's snare. Know your faults child. Know your weaknesses and pray for help to overcome them.

I am Jesus, I love you so. In your pride you overlook your weaknesses, in humility you accept them and try to correct them.

Pray for vision, little one.

   

    

July 16, 1994

Title: Live Our Lives In the Rosary

Mary:   My blessed daughter, I do not ever abandon you. I am your loving Mother, your other mother is in heaven with me. Come and know I mother you constantly, my child. No one will give you the motherly love you crave but me. Your mother in all her holiness could not mother you this day as I mother you.

  Come to me, my child and know I am truly by your side. I love you so, my dear, sweet one.

Jesus speaks: Live to love Me. I know how far you are from being perfect and I love you anyway.

When you see your faults beg to be given the graces to overcome them.

Messenger:  When I speak of my love for You Lord, let me come from a place of love and not pride, ever, ever.

Teach me Your ways.

Jesus speaks:   Strive to be Christ-like My child. All your actions should be rooted in love.

VISION

Messenger:  The bare skin, being beaten, the bare skin when He was stripped, the bare skin on the cross and taken down in His Mother's arms.

He comes to us as He was born, no coverings, He comes and gives us His all, they beat His precious skin, they pierced His tender skull, they pounded nails through His body. They tore His flesh and it hung.

He gave the last beat of His Heart, He gave the last drop of His Blood, no coverings, He gave Himself.

Jesus gives us Himself in the Eucharist, He gives Himself to you, His Body, His Blood.

What more do we want from this beautiful God to give His all for love of us.

    Yet we do not even know what He is giving us, we are so blind, we run after foolish things and He, the Son of God, waits for us to be with Him, out of deepest love for us.

    His head was pierced, His back was torn, He was beaten down to His ribs, His flesh hung from His body.

Jesus speaks:  I GIVE you My BODY and BLOOD for love of you and you cry for love.

    God gives His very own Body and Blood to you.

    I am the Savior of this world, I come to save you from your sins the price I paid is My life, given for each of you. I held nothing back.

Will you love your brothers this way for Me?

I am the Alpha, I am the Omega, I am God, yet I give you Myself because I love you.

Do not ever go from My love.

Messenger:  How can I be likened to Christ and model myself after His actions, if I do not pray the rosary. This is Christ and Mary's life from His beginning to end and the Ascension into heaven. It is her life from the Annunciation to her crowning in heaven.

    The love They had for us, the love we need to have for one another. We are truly brothers in Christ.

Jesus speaks:  I am the way, I am the truth, I am the life. I am Jesus come to love you this day with My ardent love.

 

 

July 16, 1994

My Mother

Messenger:  My mother died when I was five and I missed her all throughout my life. I will now be 48 in a couple of weeks, the age she was when she died. My birthday present was and is the gift I received from her: her old, worn prayer book. The pages torn and yellow where she wore them out from her prayers. She prayed so much they were all torn. I have her crucifix from her rosary, which has her name, Alice, attached to it. I received her prayer book and the cross from the rosary.

    Nothing is an accident. She gave me the greatest gift of all, she gave me my life at birth and I have her prayer book and crucifix from her rosary as her love for me. This is one of the most precious gifts a child could ever have - her mother's prayers! Early on she shared with me her deep love of God.

    I want to lead others to meditate on Jesus' life - His life at birth and Mary's life, lived in the rosary. From the youthful face to the old woman she became, from her joy to her deep sorrow. I see Mary's face alive in the statues. A parade of faces, all the emotions of the heart, for us, relived in every rosary! This is our call: to be likened to Christ. I must meditate on Christ and His life. This will help me grow in my love relationship with Jesus and Mary in the rosary. I love the rosary because it is their lives. His life was given for love of us. He gives Himself to us this day in the Eucharist. We must live their lives to put on Christ. A Christian is one who acts like Christ. They will know we are Christians by our love. To love like Christ, we must meditate on His life with Mary.

    I am called by Mary to lead others to the love of her precious Son. When I live as Christ and Mary did, then I will preach the gospel in my life. Do I act like Christ? Look at our lives and see if we are acting like Him today. Study Him in the rosary. Learn about His love, poured out for us in the Eucharist. Sit with Him in front of the tabernacle and pray the rosary, slowly, from the heart, and meditate on His life and the life of His Mother.

    Sit alone with Him and learn of His love for us, this day. Be silent in front of the tabernacle. He will speak in the silence. We are given such gifts of His love. We should live Jesus' and Mary's lives in the rosary!

 

July 16, 1994

Meditation on His Agony

Messenger:  He was pressed on, from all sides, His head crowned with thorns and bleedings, His face open wounds from being hit, His shoulders so hurt from carrying the cross and His flesh torn on His back, His hands pierced all the way through with nails, His head and neck ached, His feet pierced all the way through with nails.

Think of a pin prick in your fingers, His head was pierced and His hands had big nails in them, likewise His feet.

 

 

 

  

 

Live the rosary, meditate on the mysteries during the day.

If one little sore hurts we complain, think of these things, thorns and nails piercing His body.

It wasn't enough they beat up His exterior flesh, they pierced His insides.

Did He give His all?

We wonder how we are violated, how someone hurts our feelings with words.

He underwent such torture to show us the way to surrender.

Jesus speaks:  They went inside My body Rita, I gave My insides for love of you. I gave the blood in My veins.

    Do you want more proof of My love?

Messenger:   Agony:  His greatest agony was the suffering He experienced to His loving Heart. He, who loved each soul so dearly and they would reject Him and treat Him indifferently! He saw before Him all the souls that would go to hell, despite His sufferings.

 

 

July 17, 1994

Would Christ Act As I Am Acting

Messenger:  I see You Jesus. Through the passion, scourged, I see You hanging on the cross, I see You taken down from the cross. I see Your flesh, You gave Your all for us.

    Nothing covering Your skin and they beat Your very own flesh. They whipped You -- nothing was between You and the whipping.

    You want my all, no coverings to cover me, to give myself totally and unreservedly to You.

    This is Your act of love for us,
    This should be my act of love for You.

Looking at Your bare body during the passion reminds me how much You dearly love us. There is nothing You hold back, there is nothing You use to separate Yourself from us.

You give us Yourself in the Eucharist. You hold nothing back. You give us You.

Oh, how I love You my precious Savior.

    This is how close He is to us. He is not afraid to get close, He gives Himself. What an act of love. What do I cover myself with to keep me from loving as He asks me to? 

    We are called to model ourselves after Christ. I think of Christ and how He was. Total peace, always. Peace to His death on the cross. He did not talk about anyone. He always was loving and giving of Himself in service.

If I am to try to act like Christ, I must meditate on how He was.

Being a Christian is to be Christ-like.

Would Christ act as I am acting? I preach the gospel in my very being. I preach His word by how I am. I must be rooted in Him and His love so that I act as He wants me to act. I still will fall short. But I must try to be likened to Christ in all things.

     

     

July 17, 1994

Spirit, Open Me To The Love Of God Within Me

Jesus speaks: You were born to new life in Me.

Messenger: How do you see me? Do you see the Christ that is alive in me? Do you know I am a Christian, Christ-like, by how I act? Do you know I am a Christian by how I love?

Do I love you? Do I complain and not even know it? Do I see myself for the way I am or am I blind and never see at all?

Spirit, open me to the love of God within me. Give me vision into the God that dwells within me. Let me see how I can be more like Christ.

Jesus speaks: The more you realize the indwelling of God within you, the more you will be rooted in My peace. Peace comes from knowing God and His love. No matter what occurs around you, remain at peace. This only comes from God.

Messenger: I see constantly how far I am from Him. My son wanted my keys and wanted them now. I must remain in peace.

His will is for me to be with my son at church and to write this letter. I must constantly act as He would have me act.

I see now how He outpours His love to me in others and how I in my willfulness wanted the love given as I wanted it.

How am I when I am in your presence? Am I loving you, my brother, do I receive so much love and don’t even notice because I want it my way?

God in His goodness is sending me such love constantly. It is outpoured to me, and I am so blind I do not see.

Jesus speaks: Pray children, you are children who need to be taught. You are human, to think you are perfect is to be blind. Work against your faults and grow in union with Me. Pray for vision, pray to the Spirit. Open yourself to the new life that I give you as you grow in love with God.

Your life in God is ever evolving. It does not remain the same. You are to grow in your likeness to Me. Pray for vision, pray to see. You may wander the same valley for so many years and never find your way. You need the vision of God to see your way. Pray for His light to shine in your hearts. Pray to see, where you were blind, you now see.

When the Spirit dwells within you, you grow in vibrancy. With the descent of the Holy Spirit, the Apostles were fearless - they were on fire.

Messenger: When Mary was filled with the Holy Spirit, she spoke in a loud voice, the Magnificat.

When the Spirit is enkindled in our hearts, we will shout out with a loud cry the Good News, that Jesus is Lord, He loves us, He is in our midst this very day and we are His chosen ones.

We are called to spread the Good News.

The Lady is calling. She is calling you now.

May we be on fire with His love.

       

    

July 18, 1994  4:10

Stay Close to Me, Love Me

Messenger:  My Savior, I will let go and trust.

Jesus speaks:   Trust Me now. Live only to love, when you are attacked by satan, let go.

    Have only love toward every man, if you go from Me satan will work on your mind. Stay close to Me and never wander from your love of Me.

    I am your God, you shall not have any gods before Me. I AM JESUS LET GO!

Messenger:  I am attached to the car because I can't find the key and I want so terribly to get to Church in the morning.

That is so precious to me to go to Church. I love the morning, I love to go in front of the tabernacle, I love to be with You Jesus.

I want to go to Mass.

Jesus I trust in You, Jesus I give You myself Jesus, I am Yours.

This is not mine, this is not yours, this is the message, this is the good news. My heart jumps to speak His name. He is my Savior. He is God. He is my love. I LOVE GOD.

    I love You, I love You, I love You.

     

 

July 19, 1994

This Is My Body Given Up for You

Jesus speaks:  I give you My Body, sweet one, flesh and all, I give you Myself, do you see now, do you see the blood in My veins I pour out to you. This is My true blood given up for you. I shed this blood, I give you My blood this very day.

Do you see how I give Myself to you in My entirety -- My very flesh, My very blood, I give it to you.

Messenger:  I feel Him and hear Him say this so to us. His words are clear and direct, pleading to tell all of this wondrous mystery and what they truly share here with Him.

Jesus speaks:  I am the bread of life, He Who comes to Me will have eternal life and the bread I give is Myself.

I AM THE BREAD OF LIFE. HE WHO EATS OF ME WILL LIVE FOREVER AND THE GIFT I GIVE IS MYSELF.

Messenger:  Jesus gives us His FLESH. THIS IS THE ACT OF TOTAL GIVING giving your very own flesh and blood.

Like the little innocent lamb led to the slaughter, He is total surrender, He let them do as they did to Him and He could have stopped it.

Think of what others do to me, do I accept my silence in suffering and love of Him.

Jesus speaks:  This is My Body given up for you...

Song:   TAKE AND EAT TAKE AND DRINK
            THIS IS MY BLOOD GIVEN UP FOR YOU.

  

  

July 20, 1994

5:00 a.m.

Title: Though The Earth Be Shaken, I Will Sustain You

Jesus:

  Dear sweet one, do not worry for I am with you and you are My child. Though the earth be shaken and the sun not give its light, the heavens fall from the sky, you shall be steadfast in My love. You will progress steadfastly in the love of God.

    I am your God. You shall not have any gods before Me and the powers of heaven and earth will not fall in on you for you are shielded by the hand of God. It is in your union with Me that you will be drawn ever closer to the Father.

    The might in the heavens and the earth will not come against you for you are held by the power of God and His Might is your shield. Amen, Amen, I say unto you, not one letter of the law will ever be broken or cast aside. My words are truth, indeed. They are precepts to be studied and fixed to your minds. You are but a bubbling brook. You are filled with God and He dwells within your very soul. Come and let Me make a home in your heart. Let Me dwell there. My life I have given for you. You will not be shaken for you realize the power of My Might.

    I am your God. I am Almighty. I am to be honored and blessed from all generations and My hand is the hand of God, one, living and true. 

R.  If the world falls around me, I will be untouched, for I am living for the love of God.

Jesus:  Though heaven and earth pass away, not one letter of the law will pass away. Let your lights shine so all may see your good works and praise your Father Who is in Heaven. For the weak are made strong in Me! My power is the power. You are My chosen one. I am writing to you. Do not worry for these creatures, worry that you do not conform to the will of the Father, for He is mighty and He is ready to be praised. He is your God. You are His people. He loves you with an endless love. Let not your hearts be troubled. In Him you have found your peace.

    Amen, Amen, I say to you, not one letter of the law will ever be broken or cast aside. My words are truth indeed, they are precepts to be studied and fixed to your minds. You are but a bubbling brook. You will be filled with God and He dwells within your very soul.

    Come and let Me make a home in your heart. My life I have given for you. All power is Mine.

    I am your God. I am Almighty. I am to be honored and blessed from all generations and My hand is the hand of God, one, living and true.

    Though heaven and earth pass away, not one letter of the law will pass away. Let your lights shine so all may see your good works and praise your Father, who is in Heaven. For the weak are made strong. You are made strong in Me. My power is the power.

    You are My chosen one. I am writing to you, do not worry for these creatures. Worry that you do not conform to the Will of the Father, for He is mighty and He is ready to be praised. He is your God. You are His people. He loves you with an endless love. Let not your hearts be troubled. In Him, you have found your peace!

   

  

July 21, 1994

4:45 a.m.

Title:  Live to Love

Jesus:

    Dear Rita, do not be afraid, but be comforted for I am truly with you. When you feel afraid, run to My waiting arms. I will tuck you securely in My Sacred Heart and you will never be afraid.

    It is in coming to Me you find such peace. Do not get angered at your brother. Love always as I have loved you. Do not get angered, pray for the person, they are in need of many prayers as are you.

    Live in love. Time is too short to hate. Play with your children, sweet one. Be attentive to their needs. Love each child and care for them.

    I am the Alpha. I am the Omega. I am your precious Savior. Just let go and accomplish your tasks. No time to waste. My time is so important. Live for Me. Pray for holiness. Are you being holy?

 

     

July 21, 1994

His Precious Hands and Feet

Messenger: How did it feel to have the nails pounded into Your precious hands, to be bound and a nail pounded into the other hand and then to have both hands nailed down and have them nail the nails through both feet?

Oh, my Jesus, was this done for all the sins of our hands and feet? We use our hands for food, drink, to use telephones and videos, and many things we handle lead to sin.

Oh, Jesus, were Your feet nailed for all the places we walked that led us into sin? Our feet can lead us to You or lead us away from You.

What pain You experienced all the way through inside Your body! How does deep pain feel?

This is how Your Heart and Mary's Heart were wounded, with deep pain, clear through, so deep. Who can express the anguish You felt for all the souls that would be lost, despite Your love? It hurts to see those we love suffer, but to see souls condemned to eternal fire!

You saw so much, my precious Jesus. Thank You for becoming a man and suffering for me. Thank You for the gift of redemption with its new life.

Oh, Savior, I love You with the most longing heart. I want You so much more. I want to be closer to You. Help me to grow in my love for You.

Mary, place me in the innermost recesses of His most Sacred Heart. I love you so much!

(Vision: Before Mass I saw a bright light, so bright, eyes were closed, but a big light - so big and bright, like a ball of fire! I had been praying to the Father and opened my eyes and saw the tabernacle in the chapel. I smelled a very sweet smell. I heard, "Jesus is Center, God is Father, Holy Spirit helps us to know God.")

Jesus speaks: My little loved one, do you worry for this life? Be not afraid. I care for the lilies of the field.

Your life is so important to Me. Put your cares aside and come and love Me. If I suffered such brutality with the wounds, do you not think I would care for you?

Oh, little one, I care and love you minute-by-minute. Do not fear, for I never abandon you. I am forever with you guarding you. You are so precious to Me.

Come to My Heart and live in Me. Dwell inside My Heart. I am in you, you are in Me. We are One in the Father Who sent Me.

The ball of fire is to show you My might. Do not ever worry. I am with you. I love you!

  

  

July 21, 1994 - 4:00 AM

Do You Know How Close I Am To You

Jesus speaks: Dear child, do you know I am this close to you? You suffer such fear, for you have fallen into another trap Satan has set. When will you learn that his whole purpose is to discredit you and get you bowed down? He is a master of deceit. He knows what will get to you.

You are suffering for souls, offer up your torments. Your life is given to Me. You will suffer. I ask you to comply to the will of the Father. Act for love of Me. I suffered for you, My beloved. I ask you to suffer for Me in love.

What are you doing? Do you know I have wrapped you in a blanket and am now holding you tightly in My arms? I am so full of love for you.

Relinquish your anger at any person. Live to love. Do not fear when you act for Me.

Messenger: Jesus said, when I went to Communion: "Do not be hard on yourself." Jesus said, "Be gentle with yourself."

Jesus speaks: Be gentle on yourself, sweet one, be gentle. I have chosen you for this work because you are willing to suffer for Me. I love you dearly. In every trial, it is a rose, given to you, My sweet one. This is a rose I give to you. I know every act ever done to you and I know your anguish. This anguish I ask you to suffer with joy, joy because you love Me. Be alone with Me. Meditate on how they hollered slanders at Me and I remained silent. In a jeering crowd of people, they hollered every insult and injury at Me, then they spit on Me and laughed at Me. I was attacked by so many. Satan works in secret. I gave My all. Everything should be in the open. I love you so dearly. I am protecting you.

"You will know they are My disciples by how they love one another."

 

 

July 23, 1994

After Communion

Title:  We are One in Him

Jesus:   Dear little one, do you not know I give you just as you need? Do you not know you are constantly growing deeper in your love for Me? What on the face of the earth can compare with your union with Me? I become even more present to you in every moment of your waking days. You long to be so closely united to Me. This is the heartache, to only have this limited union with Me.

  I love you, dear one, and nothing here is even a taste of the glories to come. In your closest union with Me, it is only a foreshadowing of all that is to come.

  I love you to long for Me and want Me so much! My Heart is a burning flame, an endless fire, that does not ever falter, a roaring flame for love of you. My Heart is on Fire, My sweet one. Focus on this burning flame that burns for you and you alone.

  R.  (Vision of His bare back)  Your bare back, I have seen for days, Jesus. This has kept me in such union with You!  I see Your back, willing to be scourged. I see Your bare body given to Your Mother under the cross. I see You hanging bare on the cross and feel so close to You, so intimate with You. You held nothing back. The nails penetrated the interior of Your body. The gashes, the nails in Your feet! You gave all the blood in Your veins, You gave this for ardent love of me. You are my beautiful Savior. You gave this love for each individual brother. They are so dear to You. You are love, Jesus. The Father gives us such love that He sent His only Son into the world to save us from our sins and make us heirs of heaven!

Jesus:  This is My life given up for you. This is My Body, My very own flesh, the very Blood in My veins, given up for love of you.

R.  Such closeness I feel to know Jesus loved us and loves us this much. In meditating on His passion, I realize His great love for me.

Jesus:  My little one, I am your precious One. I am in you and you are in Me. The Father sent Me. This is the union I call you to, such oneness, such intimate union in Our Hearts. 

  My Mother is forever placing you in the innermost recesses of My Heart. The Holy Spirit is the fire of the love of God. Such union fused together securely by the fire of the Spirit!

  Meditate on union with Me. Come close to Me through Mary's sinless heart. Be united to God - all three Persons. Focus on the indwelling of God within your very breast. God is alive within your heart. Such fullness in your chest to realize this presence within you!

  This is what protects you from the world. The more you realize the immenseness of God's love within your breast, your union with God, the less anything on the outside can penetrate your spirit. You are burning with My love. Let the love of God radiate from your being, be forever fixed on this intimate union you share in God.

  I never abandon you. I lead you to the courts of heaven where we will forever be united in such love. 

R.  The love of God within, the love of God outside us, the love of God in our brothers, the love of God poured out to us in the Eucharist!

Jesus:  I give you exactly what you need. It is in acceptance of all I send you, you grow in your relationship with Me.

  Do not look to your brothers and wish you have what they have. You have what you need. I pour My love out to you in the exact proportions needed. There is so much love in those who surround you. Do not in your willfulness wish for that which you are not receiving.

  See all the gifts and love I send you this very day and praise your heavenly Father and thank Him for these gifts.

You, My child, are so abundantly blessed. Praise and thank God, the giver of all, for the great gifts given to you. Do not be willful and wish for that which you do not have. Know that He gives you according to your needs and be grateful for the gifts you are given.

  Praise God and Thank Him. You are so favored, My precious child. You are guarded by My very own hands.

  Look to the heavens and count the stars and thank Him who gives you such good things.

R.  He suffered for me. To think He suffered for me! He is God. He suffered for each of us. In focusing on how He suffered for me and would do it this very day, I am in awe of Him. He walked the walk to Calvary. He was beaten. He was bloodied. He did this because He loved me. He was crucified so I can get to heaven and be with God and Mary and the Saints forever. He did this for ME!

  Do I ask, Lord, do You love me? I cry and complain and do not meditate on how He gave His all for me and would do it today. He is this personal with each of us.

  Mary is my mother. She mothers me as she mothered her Son. She was given to me under the cross. God loves us so much. Mary loves us so much. I accept this on faith. I am so blessed to have this love and Mary as my mother.

Mary is your mother too, which unites us so closely.

  Intimacy can only be achieved in dealing with Christ as you would with a lover. He loves me. God loves me. I achieve union within, but He loves you so we achieve union In Him and we personally unite with Him. We unite with each other because we are one in Him. He can unite with us individually and unite with all of us as one. This is a mystery, but I know it in my heart. I am so united to you because we are one in Him!

  The more I understand the love between God and me, the more I understand His love for you. I will love you better if I love Him. I realize better how much He loves you. How can I not love you when He loves you so much. We are one in Him! This is a mystery and not easily explained.

  My love for you is deepened by understanding my own unique relationship with Him, because as He loves me, He loves you and we are brothers. We are sons and daughters of the Father. If He loves you, I must love you because I am one with Him. You are one with Him and we are one in Him together.

  The more I realize your oneness with God, the more I must treat you with love because He loves you so much. I don't want to ever offend Him or you, you are His love.

  I realize this, then I feel so wretched for I see how far short I am of loving this way.

 

 

July 23, 1994

Title: I am Jesus

4:00

R.  Love for you, my special, loving Savior! You are the sweetest, the kindest, the most wonderful Savior and I love You with all of my heart.

Jesus:

  I am Jesus. I am Son of the Living God. I truly come to you, My sweet one. I give you My love. I am the Alpha. I am the Omega. I am He whose bootstraps you are unworthy to tie and I come to you with such ardent love. Your life is to be lived for Me and Me alone. Do not worry about anything, for I am guarding you.

 

 

Sunday, July 24, 1994

After Communion

R.  I am filled with the immensity of God's love, the unity of being one with Jesus, but one with the Father and Holy Spirit and Mary. It is hard to explain, to feel such intimacy with Jesus, a oneness with all three Persons. A closeness to Mary. It is in feeling this closeness with Jesus that I am one with the Father and Holy Spirit, I love each Person. My soul craves greater union with God!

Jesus:

  I am the Alpha, I am the Omega, I am He Who ardently loves you and wants such union with you. Pray to the Father and Son and Holy Spirit, to be closely united to God through the Immaculate Heart of Mary. Meditate on this union with each Person of the Trinity. You, My child are so loved. The Father so loved Mary, He chose her among all women to be the Mother of His Son. Jesus loves His Mother so much and wants us to love His Mother. Mary is the spouse of the Holy Spirit.

R.  Mary will lead us to closer union with God.

Speaking to Jesus:  When I think of You and the nail prints in Your hands and feet and the piercing thorns in Your head, I am overwhelmed with such joy because You loved us this much. Your side was lanced, Your Heart pierced. What flows to us in the Church is Your grace. You give us the hope of salvation. I love You so, my beautiful Savior. I love You with all my heart. Mary lead us to closer union with the Father, Son and Holy Spirit! Mary is our spiritual Mother. As Jesus was formed in the womb of Mary through the Holy Spirit, may we be formed more and more in her heart, through the Holy Spirit. May this transformation in her heart make us more like her Son Jesus and lead us to the Father.

Jesus:  I am Jesus, My beloved ones. You were created in such love by the Father. You were created in His own image and likeness. Model your lives after the lives of Jesus and Mary. Meditate on the rosary. Pray to the Spirit to carry out this transformation in the heart of My beloved Mother. The more you become likened to God, the more you will be filled with His love. To know God is to love, for He is love. Pray for this transformation in Mary's Immaculate Heart.

 

 

July 25, 1994

After Communion

R.  My dear dear Lord,

  I long to be with You, so close. I miss the tender moments. I do not get to be with You and this morning am overwhelmed with sadness, instead of joy to be with You! I want to spend my hours with You and when I do not, I miss that time so! I squandered my time. I talk on the phone or go out some nights and miss my morning prayers with You. I want to be with You for hours in front of the tabernacle. I miss You and love You so much, to tears!

  I long so for You. I want greater union with You. I thirst after knowledge of You. I long to be with You. You are my all, Lord. I long so to be with You in front of the tabernacle.

  I am sad for all the hours I missed today and yesterday. I miss my intimacy with You. I miss You. Nothing else can be likened to being with You. I love You so! Now I know the sorrow of my heart, the joy to behold You now, bitter sweetness, sorrow and joy, love and pain, You are my all!

  During Mass I wanted to cry. I could hear Jesus say, "this is My Body, My flesh, this is My Blood." I saw the little lamb led to the slaughter. I look at the crucifix and I realize His immense love. It saddens me so to know many who do not know this love and how He loves them so. It is painful to know this and watch people miss His beautiful love.

  The readings were exciting. I love to hear His words. It just excites me to hear the readings, the psalm and the gospel. I wanted to cry today because I love Him so and He is truly here. This is no myth. The readings at Mass are alive in my life today.

  The Mass is so beautiful. I love it more every day. What a gift to go to Mass. Oh, Father, how little I am, but I give myself in my entirety to You. The more I know You, the more I want to get lost in Jesus, to be hid away in His tender Heart. I love You so, my precious Savior!

  

 

July 25, 1994

Title:  My Beating Heart

Messenger: I went to the altar at the Center. My heart felt like it would beat out of my chest and I knew that this was of God. Jesus said: "My dear daughter, My Heart beats as one with yours." Then He told me to sing Like a Shepherd three times, and the picture was lighting up.
(The picture of the Sacred Heart was illuminated.)

Jesus speaks: My dear child,
Do you realize how much you must ponder My love for you? My Passion is the key for you to understand this love. Pray for the gift to realize this love. I would die for you this very day. For you, My sweet one. Think, "Jesus and Mary love me this much." This will increase your closeness to Me. It is in this personal love I pour out to you that we will be ever closer. My Heart is ever beating for you in such oneness.

I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I am your Jesus. I love you with this love. Meditate on My Passion and see how I loved you.

I am your most loving Jesus, tenderest of all hearts and I am in your midst this very day.

 

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July 26, 1994

Title:  Believe that My Mother Mary and I Love You!

Jesus:

     My dear sweet one, I am the Son of God. You know I am longing for your time spent with Me. You awake and you wish to continue sleeping. Do you ever want to get up? You need to go to bed at night, do not get on the phone, do not talk to people - just come to Me and be with Me.

     I am the Alpha and the Omega. Satan is trying to block your union with Me with many distractions.

R.  I can't believe Mary or Jesus would love me.

    I can't believe that Jesus truly loves me so much that He died for me. I can't believe that the same Mary that bore Christ and stood beneath the cross at His death is ever by my side and loving me as such a loving mother!

Mary:

     My dear child, I have come to you with such tenderness and love this morning to tell you of my great love as your loving mother. Believe all I say to you. I love you as the most dear mother.

     Love can only exist if you trust. You must realize your own preciousness and know I never leave you. I am guarding your very way. Trust in my Son Jesus. He truly laid down His life for love of you and would die for you this very day.

     Love is given to you, my child. Look to the uniqueness of this love poured out to you. Pray to the Holy Spirit for the gift of understanding to understand all I am teaching you here.

     In your heart, you will know a new love of Jesus and myself as you let yourself experience Our love, given to you.

     Center on the uniqueness of this love. It is in realizing this personal love you will be able to give His love to others.

     He loves you, so dearly. He would suffer every beating, every thorn, every laceration, every ugly word, His most bitter death, this very day for you and you alone.

      Meditate on His passion and know this is the love He has for you.

     My precious little one, thank you for responding to this call. I am calling you to wrap yourselves in the arms of my beloved Son and experience His love - His life, His flesh, His blood, given for you.

     I am your most loving mother, Mary.

Jesus:

     My dear child, do you realize how much you must ponder My love for you? My passion is the key for you to understanding this love. Pray for the gift to realize this love. I would die for you this very day. For you, My sweet one! Think: Jesus loves ME this much! This will increase your closeness to Me. It is in this personal love I pour out to you that we will be ever closer. My Heart is ever beating for you in such oneness. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I am your Jesus. I love you with this love. Meditate on My passion and see how I loved you.

     I am your most loving Jesus, tenderest of all Hearts and I am in your midst this very day.

 

 

July 26, 1994

Title:  He Is In Our Midst This Very Day

After Communion

R.  Do I realize how Jesus loves us? Do I realize how Jesus loves you? Do I think and ponder how Jesus loves me?

He is not far off, He is inside of me right now. He is truly present in His Divinity and Humanity, in the Eucharist, in the tabernacle. Do I realize that He is truly present to me in front of the tabernacle?

    We are so fortunate to be in the presence of God. We are so fortunate to have Him in a special way within ourselves when we are in the state of grace. We are indeed blessed, to be in your presence, Lord. God dwells within us. Do I realize this presence? How can I not love you when I realize He dwells within your very soul?

     Oh, my brother, I have so much to learn on this journey and how little I see! I am sorry for not seeing the God who created you, His special creation and He loves His creation!

I am sorry for not seeing the special creation of God the Father. I am created in such love by God the Father!

I am sorry for not realizing His special presence within me when I am in the state of grace. I am sorry for the moments lost when I did not recognize God's presence in my very own midst. Open my eyes, oh Spirit of God, to see You as You are present in me and my brothers. Help me to become more and more aware of Your existence surrounding me and within me. God is truly in our midst this very day. Jesus is in His humanity and divinity in the Holy Eucharist. What words can we say but that He, God, is alive in us!

    My personal journey to greater union with Him depends on my pondering how He loves me personally. The more I realize how He loves me, the more I realize how He loves you. I am one in Him. You are one in Him. How can I not love you if you are this close to Him?

    To love you, my brothers, I must busy myself about developing my personal love affair with God. The more I love Him, the more I love you. You are His creation, His child, His precious one, His beloved. I must see myself as His creation, His child, His precious one, His beloved.

    I must ponder this love poured out for me. This is the key to my loving. God first loved us and sent His only Son that we might have life. From His love given to me, I can love Him and you, but I must first realize and know His love. He first loved us! Open my heart, Lord, to know Your love for me so I can love You and others as You call me to.

    Mary, guide me to know the love of your Son. Spirit open my heart. Father, help me to see the love You pour out to me. Jesus, Jesus, my precious love, open my heart to the immense love of God and let me feel this love poured out in such abundance so I can love You more fully and love my brothers as You want me to.

Jesus:  Open your heart to the love I pour out to you every day in the Eucharist. I come to you, Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity. I give you, My child, Myself. This is love: to lay down your life for your friend. I give Myself to you this day in the Eucharist, in My Divinity and Humanity. I enter your heart. My child, My child, ponder this love that God comes to you, a mere mortal, because He loves you so much. This is the secret to your life, to ever ponder the love of God and His presence with you this very day.

R.  He is truly here. He is in our midst. He ardently loves us with a burning fire. He loves me personally. He loves you personally.

    This is the "Good News". Shout it from the housetops, raise the roof: Jesus is Lord and He Is With Us This Very Day with an abiding Love, given for me, given for you!

    Mary is my most loving mother and she is ever by my side. I love You, Jesus and Mary. I love You Father and Holy Spirit. This is the Good news! Jesus Has Died and Has Risen to New Life and we are sharers in this New Life!

    Come one, come all to the altar of the Lord. Praise, Honor and Worship for God is truly present and He is worthy of all Honor and Praise.

Alleluia, Praise the Lord, Alleluia. Praise Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Love to our most wonderful Mother. We are the chosen ones. God has visited His people and is in our midst this very day!

  Do I think God really does love me?

  Jesus loves me so, He died for me, He gave His Blood for me!

  He dwells within me. I am a temple of the Holy Spirit.

  How do I treat this temple? Do I treat it with such honor because God is present there?

  I am the creation of the Father. He loves me. He loves what He creates.

  Do I realize He loved me first. God loved me before I was born! He sent His only Son to save me from my sins so I can be with Him forever in Heaven.

  Our Father Who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy Name. Thy Kingdom come. Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us, and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen. 

  I consecrate myself to Your most Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart of Mary, in total surrender to be the creation You want me to be.

  Thy Will Be Done...

  Father, my Father, You who dwell within my breast, I am Yours. God, take me, mold me into the image of Jesus, Your Son.

Song:  On Eagles Wings

    

Psalm 91: 1-2, 14-16

You who live in the secret place of Elyon,
spend your nights in the shelter of Shaddai,
saying to Yahweh, ‘My refuge, my fortress,
my God in whom I trust!’

‘Since he clings to me I rescue him,
I raise him high, since he acknowledges my name.
He calls to me and I answer him:
in distress I am at his side,
I rescue him and bring him honour.
I shall satisfy him with long life,
and grant him to see my salvation.’

 

Christ has risen to bring us new life! 

Song: Night Is Over

Song: New Life

The Lady is Calling, She is Calling us Now.

Note:  I was filled up with such sorrow and crying, unexplained, all the way home from church.

  This is a fact, Christ is truly present and in our midst this very day.

  Souls will be lost. We are being called to spread His love. We are being called by Our Lady.

  What is more important? (I was filled up with such intense sorrow could hardly drive.)

  This is reality. All this about Jesus, God and Mary is real. His life and death were real. The Mass is real. He is truly present in the Eucharist and the tabernacle. This is reality. This is true today. [The tears were as always, unexplained after Communion, sitting before the tabernacle as I experience such sadness for the blindness of men to not even know Him. She is calling us now! Mary allows me to experience her sadness.

(Before the tabernacle I had a vision of Our Lady holding Jesus' body after He was taken down from the cross.

On the bus when I was in Medugorje, a priest recited the sorrowful mysteries of the rosary..on Mt. Krucivec (Medugorje) - nails in Jesus' hands..also the priest did the stations of the cross, he also talked about Mary and how she suffered.) I have experiences, deep crying, experiencing the sufferings of Jesus and Mary. The veil is lifted and I am so close to the other side. I experience such joy to be so close to Them.]

  Mary held the lifeless body of Jesus under the cross. We have Christ inside of our body when we receive the Eucharist. He is no less present in us than He was in Mary's womb.

Jesus:  I come to you in such a special way and many do not even know what a treasure they possess. This is My Body you receive. This is My Blood you receive. I come inside of you to be so closely united to you.

  Do you see the love I want to share with you. I give you the sacrament of My greatest love. I come to dwell, Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity, within your very breast! 

  I am love. I give My love to you in this most sacred mystery. I am so full of love for you, My sweet ones.

R.  Mary held the Son of God within her body. She felt His life within her body and she knew that life was God's own Son. The baby she carried would save the whole world. Jesus is a Divine Person with two natures - a human nature and a Divine nature. Jesus was a little baby formed in the womb of His sweet Mother Mary.

  What an honor for Mary that the child Jesus was formed in her body. Mary was so joined to Jesus from His beginning of life on earth. He was formed from her body. Mary was there at His death and received His lifeless body, taken down from the cross. As she delivered His tender body at birth, she held His battered, bruised body after His death on the cross. Such anguish for her tender heart - this is her beloved Son, the Lord Jesus Christ!

 

 

July 28, 1994

Title:  Study His Passion

R.  Think of how we ponder and look at our wounds. Oh, a splinter in my finger! Look what they did to our Savior during the scourging: raw flesh, unexamined. Such harsh treatment to our Savior God! Does my brother hurt my feelings with a word? What a baby I am to hold on to it forever and months later to still be harboring the hurt!

    Christ showed us the way, He was brutally beaten and not a whimper. He was led away, His head and eyes cast low, His crown of thorns penetrating His head, with the trickling of blood surrounding His face and head. He went as the innocent lamb, led to the slaughter. He showed us the way to accept our crosses. He carried His, even when He fell under it. He did not throw it back or try to relieve Himself, He collapsed under it, still holding on.

     How do I carry my cross? Do I complain and try to alleviate the pain by giving it to you, do I try to get out of it completely, or do I realize that He is allowing me to experience this and accept it as He did?

    He left with each of us the story of His passion. It is in meditating on this I learn about my beloved Master, and how to be more like Him. Study His passion and death. No one gave Him bandages for His wounds. I am receiving the fruits for meditating on His wounds. One wound, what a story, what a lesson for my life: He was battered from head to toe, not to mention the mental suffering, the heartache. So much to meditate on, to learn more about my precious lover. This is His love given for us, each wound graciously accepted out of such love for me.

     No little love does He have that He, my precious Savior, my most ardent lover, suffered every wound, every slander, every heartache, everything done to Him to His death on the cross for love of ME!

    How does He love me? He loves me this way: He loves me in His aching shoulder. He loves me as He carried His cross. He loves me so much He carried the cross until He literally collapsed under its weight. His love is undying. His love is enduring. His love is the love of God, beyond all human comprehension. His love is. He showed us during His life and resurrection His undying love. His life, given for love of me!

Jesus:  To My very death, I loved you, My sweet and faithful child. This is not a myth, this is reality. Tell them. Tell them all, for love of them I died so they would rise to new life and be forever with Me in heaven!

    The battle is done, the victory is won. Your life lived for love of Me gives you pass into My kingdom. Spread the good news. Shout it from the rooftops. Hold not back one word from your lips that Jesus is Lord and He is truly risen!  You will rise to new life if you love and serve the Lord. It is in your preaching of this Gospel, you will help others to go to heaven. By My death and resurrection, you will live forever.

    I am the Good Shepherd. I know mine and mine know Me. Follow Me. Meditate on My ways. My ways are the ways to peace and love in your hearts. My ways are the ways that lead to everlasting life.

    It is in meditating on My passion you realize more fully My immense love given for you. I Love You, Child, to My Very Own Death! Ponder My life, My ways, pray the rosary, meditate on My passion, My life given for love of you!

 

 

July 28, 1994 - Pounding Heart

Messenger: To embrace you, my Lord! I want to be united as one in my soul. I want to be united as one in my heart. My heart beats with ardent love for my Savior. Such an honor! I cannot even fathom my heart being united to Yours. If You would but tuck me in a little part, a little pocket, and let me be there, let me hear the beating of Your most tender Heart. Let me feel the warmth of Your love, poured out for me!

Jesus speaks: Oh, my precious one, do you know this is reality? The reality of My Heart and that of My Mother’s joined to your heart in such union? This is reality. My Heart beats as one with you in such love!

Meditate on the abyss of My most Sacred Heart, it is a mighty furnace burning with such a roaring fire for love of you. Think of this union. My Heart gives the fire that burns in the hearts of those who open themselves up to Me. It is this fire that burns with love in your eyes, that is emitted from you when you are with others.

Your oneness with Me is of importance to your life on this earth and the life hereafter. Strive for deepest union with Me in the burning furnace of My Heart. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus, ablaze with love on fire for you. Be so intimate with Me, My precious child. This intimacy I crave with every soul. Speak of My Heart ablaze for love of each soul. I want their love. Tell them I wait for them with such yearning!

Messenger: I saw a heart that looked like it was a furnace inside. It was bright yellow, white in the center. I am experiencing pounding in my heart.

His Heart is truly beating for love of us. I felt my heart beating so hard in my chest. I knew it was from Him. Hearts don’t do what the mind is doing. This morning my heart was pounding, heart racing, I got this letter:

Jesus speaks: This is My love for you. The pounding in your heart is from Me. Every second My Heart is beating with  intense love of you. Even when you forget about Me, I am loving you with My intense love. I love you with a beating Heart, on fire for love of you. When you are lonely think of My Heart beating so strongly for love of you.

 

 

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July 30, 1994

After Communion
St. Gertrude's Church

Title:  I Receive the Same Jesus That Died For Us

Messenger: I love Jesus so much. After Communion I wanted to be so close to Him and for Him not to leave. I was filled up with such longing, intense longing, wanting more.

Oh, how, sweet Jesus, do I ever tell You, God, that I love You? You are truly God and You come and dwell inside of me. I am filled with such emotion to realize You are here and to know Who You are.

I realized this is truly Jesus Who died on the cross and called out from the cross to His Father. This is He, inside of me. God inside of me! Filled with such emotion, wonder, excitement, longing for more knowledge of Him, to the point of tears, I could hardly stand it to realize this is truly the same Jesus Who was on the cross.

I felt the consecrated Host on my tongue and knew it was Jesus Who died on the cross. I could hardly stand it. I love You, Jesus, so much. I love You, I love You, I love You!

    My heart pants for love of God. He is truly God. Mary is so close to Him. I feel her union when I say His name.

    The more I pray the rosary, the more I see them so united. To be united to Jesus is to be united to Mary.

    This, I feel so intensely in my heart. I can’t even put it on paper. I love her so much that when I get near her statue I cry.

    She is truly calling us to her Son. To pray the rosary is to unite in a special way with Them. The rosary lives in my day, the mysteries of Their lives are in my thoughts. It is so wonderful to be united to Them in my life. I love Them so much.

    They are truly with us. Realizing this presence is drawing me ever closer to Them. I run to Them when I want to cry or express my joy, They are so real to me. They never ever leave. They love us so much. I love Them so much, my pen is unable to write even a minute amount of my heartfelt feelings.

 

  

July 31, 1994

After Communion 7:45 a.m.

Title: Do Not Judge, Love Your Brothers

  

Matthew 13: 24-43

He put another parable before them, ‘The kingdom of Heaven may be compared to a man who sowed good seed in his field. While everybody was asleep his enemy came, sowed darnel all among the wheat, and made off. When the new wheat sprouted and ripened, then the darnel appeared as well. The owner’s labourers went to him and said, "Sir, was it not good seed that you sowed in your field? If so, where does the darnel come from?" He said to them, "Some enemy has done this." And the labourers said, "Do you want us to go and weed it out?" But he said, "No, because when you weed out the darnel you might pull up the wheat with it. Let them both grow till the harvest; and at harvest time I shall say to the reapers: First collect the darnel and tie it in bundles to be burnt, then gather the wheat into my barn." ’

He put another parable before them, ‘The kingdom of Heaven is like a mustard seed which a man took and sowed in his field. It is the smallest of all the seeds, but when it has grown it is the biggest of shrubs and becomes a tree, so that the birds of the air can come and shelter in its branches.’

He told them another parable, ‘The kingdom of Heaven is like the yeast a woman took and mixed in with three measures of flour till it was leavened all through.’

In all this Jesus spoke to the crowds in parables; indeed, he would never speak to them except in parables. This was to fulfil what was spoken by the prophet:    

I will speak to you in parables,
 unfold what has been hidden
 since the foundation of the world.

Then, leaving the crowds, he went to the house; and his disciples came to him and said, 'Explain to us the parable about the darnel in the field.' He said in reply, ' The sower of the good seed is the Son of man. The field is the world; the good seed is the subjects of the kingdom; the darnel, the subjects of the Evil One; the enemy who sowed it, the devil; the harvest is the end of the world; the reapers are the angels. Well then, just as the darnel is gathered up and burnt in the fire, so it will be at the end of time. The Son of man will send his angels and they will gather out of his kingdom all causes of falling and all who do evil, and throw them into the blazing furnace, where there will be weeping and grinding of teeth. The the upright will shine like the sun in the kingdom of their Father. Anyone who has ears should listen!

    

Jesus speaks: I am the Way, the Truth and the Life. He who abides in Me will have the light of life. I love all My beloved children. It is not for you to judge, "you are more loved - they are less loved by Me." I love everyone unconditionally. I love them despite their faults. You have faults, yet I love you. Never look to your brother and judge where he is with Me. It is not your place to judge and to measure. It is your place to love. Love all, be a witness to Me in all that you do. The seed you plant may germinate into a mighty oak with My water and sunlight. I constantly provide in the lives of My beloved ones.

Child, I tell you, you must love. You cannot love God, Whom you do not see, if you fail to love those you see. Each child was uniquely created by the hand of the Father. You are loved more greatly than you could ever imagine! Focus on this love, not on your brother’s faults. The love of God is abundantly poured out to you in your life. Seek after this love and not your selfish pursuits. My love will sustain the lonely heart and it is ever available to you. Look not to the right nor to the left, look to your Heavenly Father above. He is ever with you and loving you.

I am Jesus Christ, Son of the Living God. It is through Me you are saved. Come to Me all who labor and are heavily burdened and I will give you rest. Oh, blessed of My Father, need I say more? Love God and love one another. Do not judge. Do not measure. Do not criticize your beloved brothers. Love them despite all their faults. The Father loves you. You will know a treasure far greater than anything this world could give you. You are the beloved creation of My Father. See yourself and others as such. These words I have spoken to you that you will have peace and love in your hearts. Hold onto Me and you will not be led astray. I am your precious Jesus, Savior of the World. I love you with the love that bid Me lay down My Life for you. Heed My words that you will know peace, love and joy in your soul.

    

      

Sunday, July 31, 1994 

Title: How Beautiful Are the Consecrated Hands of the Priests

R.  When I am loved, I feel good inside and can give to others. This is reality. To experience His love makes me feel good inside. Jesus has this love for me. The more I realize my oneness to Jesus and how He truly loves me, the more I can love you because He truly loves you.

    I see the beautiful creation of God the Father in you. You are His unique child. I love you. He created you. You are His beautiful creation. I am created by God the Father! Oh, I love You, Father, You are so good.

    One day at Mass I was overwhelmed at the thought that Jesus came to this earth for love of us. What a gift of love from the Father, to send His only Son into this world.

    Every person I look at looks so beautiful. They are the creation of my beautiful Father, they are so beautiful!

    I love Jesus so much in the Eucharist. I saw a picture of the broken Host above the cup and kissed it and cried. Jesus in the Eucharist, is the true bread come down from heaven, this is truly Him, the Consecrated Host is what I receive and it is truly Jesus Christ, the Son of God! I know Him in the Eucharist. This is the closest I become to Him, this is so dear to me, it makes me cry.

    This is my Jesus. He is truly present in the Host when it is consecrated. I receive Him, my love, and I am so close to Him. This is my precious love, my Jesus. I love the Eucharist, this is truly Jesus!

    I cry to write this, I love Him so much. He is truly Jesus Christ who walked as a man on the road to Calvary, who was born of Mary. Jesus is the Son of God, who died a brutal death for love of us. This truly is Jesus in the Eucharist and I love Him so much.

    People should kiss the hands of the priest. The priest's hands are so beautiful, so blessed - kiss the consecrated hands of the priests.

  

  

At the same time, unknown to me, Father Carter received this message:

July 31, 1994

Given to Father Carter on the Feast of St. Ignatius

Words of Jesus to Members of Shepherds of Christ Associates:

"My beloved priest-companion, I intend to use the priestly newsletter, Shepherds of Christ, and the movement, Shepherds of Christ Associates, in a powerful way for the renewal of My Church and the world.

"I will use the newsletter and the chapters of Shepherds of Christ Associates as a powerful instrument for spreading devotion to My Heart and My Mother's Heart.

"I am calling many to become members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. To all of them I will give great blessings. I will use them as instruments to help bring about the triumph of the Immaculate Heart and the reign of My Sacred Heart. I will give great graces to the members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. I will call them to be deeply united to My Heart and to Mary's Heart as I lead them ever closer to My Father in the Holy Spirit."

- Message from Jesus to Father Edward J. Carter, S.J., Founder, as given on July 31, 1994,
feast of Saint Ignatius Loyola, Founder of the Society of Jesus (The Jesuits)

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