September 21, 2017

                From 1993 - Not in Blue Book I

November 13, 1993 - Conyers 5:30 am - Saturday

Jesus: My ways I make known to You. My ways are not your ways, I come that you might have life and have it more abundantly. I am Jesus, Son of the Living God, now - you know - you answer, anywhere, when I call. You do not say “NO” to the one, true God.

    I am your Savior and I come to deliver a message to you. Listen and be told of My most perfect love for you. You tried not to write; I want you to never ignore Me. This is My time to tell you I am indeed here. Your proof is in My presence here.

    I am here in the weariness. You will know Me that I am speaking to you. Holy, Holy is My Name!

    Before the throne of God all knees must bend and I grant you your peace. Peace as only I grant you, not as the world does - but only as I can.

    Get your directions straight: Do as I command – you know where peace and direction lay - My answer is: only in Jesus, are you restored to new life – more abundant life in Me.

    Open wide the gates and ask God to fill you. Do not go a day without attending Mass and Holy Communion.

R. Jesus operates in me. I surrender to Him. I act as a channel of His love – Power is in Him.

Jesus: Oh, go to bed, little one. I am giving you a fountain flowing with milk and honey and you are a dry well. Soak up My Presence to you.

 

November 13, 1993 - Saturday

Jesus: You have come and I desire to fill you. Come and open yourself so I can do My work in you. Be close with Me in this crowd and let Me possess you: let Me fill your soul. Die to yourself and let Me live in your soul. I am the same Jesus. Will you come and receive all I give? I surround you now. Focus on Me and forgive yourself for being irritable and tired. You are not perfect, little one, you are human and you give in to irritations. Be patient with your children and listen with My Heart. This world confuses your children and you are not very patient with them. Be an example of My love to them.

    I am Jesus, Son of God and I long to be with you here. I missed your time this morning. Your bed time is getting very bad. Do not talk on the phone after 11:00 for any reason. Satan wants you tired. Focus on teaching your children - the letters I give you will work on others: they must read them. You do not have to correct them. It is their job to love Me and want to serve Me and to change their evil ways. You provide the seeds. You must cast all this distraction out and focus on Me. Calm yourself and be alone with Me. You are angered and irritable because of satan and being tired. You must focus on Me and be filled by Me now. Calm yourself; you will drive home and be fed if you focus on Me now! Come to Me and feel My closeness to you. I am attentive to your every need. Put your trust in Me.

Say: Jesus I put my trust in You.

R. Dear Jesus, My Lord and My God You are my all. Come to me and let this be an experience for your children. Immaculate Heart of Mary, I want to dwell in you. You are so beautiful. Thank You Lord for letting her come. Oh, You are so good to us. Jesus, Jesus, come unto us!

Jesus: I am the way, the truth and the life - you are at unrest in your heart. Let go of yourself, your tiredness, and get in touch with your soul. Be one with Me in a crowd; feel Me touch your soul, reach with your soul. Close your eyes: let Me possess your soul. I am here. I am here with you, I am here with you. Close your eyes and block out all around you - feel Me here with you! Know My presence in your heart. I want to live and dwell in you.

    I am with you. Directions I give you; you have the directions I give to you. Listen and follow. I am Jesus – I am the way, the truth and the life.

 

November 14, 1993 - Sunday

Conyers - (in car coming home - 5:00 pm)

Jesus: Let go of people who trouble you. Satan uses whoever, to get to you. Trust in Me. I am close to you at this very moment. So close - you will never know! Don't fret; don't fume. Come to Me and I will give you peace - REAL PEACE - peace that is everlasting; it doesn't last for a minute or an hour; it isn't a false peace; it is peace - My peace is true peace!

R. Dear Jesus,

    My heart is at rest in You, Oh Lord. You make the sun rise and the sun set; You make the baby in the womb; You make all things; You have all the power. Why do I fear when You are this close to me!

Jesus: Fear not, My little one. No one has more power than Me. Your job is to love everyone at all times; they cannot hurt you. Satan tells you things to make you fear. Fear not, I am at your side - in adversity and joy. I am constantly with you and you never need to fear. Fear, dear child, is from SATAN, NOT from ME! Fear or worry are his doing. Open up your heart, let Me comfort your weary soul. Your heart is full of fear, nothing will harm you. I am God and I am this close to you. Stay fixed in Me - do My will and when you trudge the raging waters, you do not fear. You are in total peace.

    Girl, I have all the power - all I tell you, you are so close to Me – I am ever there! Keep doing My will and living for God and you will not fear. If you do, you are choosing a needless task. My Heart is ablaze for love of you and I am God, put Me first. Do you believe, girl? I should hope so.

    Oh, how I love you. You please Me even in your struggles; you want to do My work, keep begging to be selfless -­ the more you die to self, the more I operate you. Pray for greater faith, hope and love. My results are always successful. I want to use you to do My work. I want to possess your soul. My Mother is always where I am and she is your mother. You are surrounded by love and power.

 

November 14, 1993 - Sunday

(Trip to Conyers - 5:10 am in Motel)

Jesus: I love you, child. You have come in this night and it pleases Me. You have not had the time; I want to be with you. Your day was awful yesterday because you didn't spend time with Me. I told you, if you don't it will be a disaster and it was. Satan is waiting to trip you up. He is waiting and without Me you cannot handle things. I fill you with light, energy, peace, and love and when you do not spend this big block of time every day with Me, satan moves in. His grip is a grip; he is paralyzing and crippling - he works hard to get to you. When you are fixed in Me he does not have a chance - when you haven't spent your time with Me, he grips and you are tortured by him all day. You must spend this time, no matter where you are or what you are doing. I come first and you have an important mission. When you don't spend the time with Me, you are open and he works on you all day. He works on you in others, especially when your routine is broken. He moves in when you are tired and tries you through others. You can't be tired and hungry; it is there he works on you. Don't fast now – it makes you too vulnerable. I need you in the night and an hour a day, at least, in church if possible, to come to Me. Your mission and this relationship require a lot of time - you need to make ME your top priority.

    Conyers is nice, but not over ME. If you do anything, you do not sacrifice My time ever, for any reason - nothing comes before Our time - nothing is ever more important. I want about two hours alone every day and prayer, Mass and Communion. That is it - you can't ever skip one or the other! Satan will torture you if you do not come, if you do not spend time all through the day, coming when I call, he will move in and try you through others. You are wed to Me; I want your time every day, during the night and during the day in front of the tabernacle; during the day at home for short periods when I call you.

    I don't want you getting fixed on anything. When you get too occupied I will call you – FOCUS on Me! I want to be your top priority - to live your life for Me. You are asking for trouble from satan when you don't spend this time. DON'T make small talk with others; spend your time with Me. You can't write these messages and spend time chit-chatting. If you aren't doing My work, don't do it. Watch the phone - no late hours. You must go to bed on time. I will call you every night; this is not what is making you tired.

    Your life is not yours anymore, you can't surrender to Me and then have time for chit-chat. If you are being used to teach about Me; that is different – talking about incidentals is not part of My plan for you. Time is too short - others can find someone else to shoot the breeze with. Tend to your children; be available for them always, unless they interfere with My private time with you, prayer groups, etc. Where you sit or pray for two hours is nice, but not necessary unless you are finished with all I have for you to do and you have tended to your children's needs. Anything else will cause you a big problem.

    I have a plan for you and I want your total surrender. I cannot possess your soul when others have big blocks of your time. I need to be so much in your life; you do not have time for others - chit-chatting and when you do something I have planned for you suffers. You must tend to My work and time alone with your kids; you must eat right, sleep right and be calm and at peace. You are being used by Me and this work is demanding. You must spend your time with Me and your children. There isn't time left. If you try to find it, it will infringe on your sleep time and that makes you tired - and satan moves in.

    This is a mission for you - you must take up your cross and follow Me. Doing this every day as I plan is easy for you. What I give you is so much more than what the world gives. You will be used to talk to many; talk in a group; you are making yourself worn out doing what you want. When I want you doing music - to do a message - I will lead you. If it is hard you are doing extra stuff I do not want.

    I want My time - - If I don't get it, satan will harass you. You have to stay fixed to Me, like a spouse - very close all day. You need time all day to come and be alone when I call. Short periods of time and I call you when you are most caught up in something else - I want you in constant union with Me. You must be so close to Me - then your family - then you need to care for yourself. That leaves no time for other things. The more time you chose private time with your family and not with others it pleases Me greatly. People need to read these messages; not socialize with you. You don’t have time. If you do, you will wear yourself out. My time is so demanding of you and your children need you. You can have a little time to do other things, but not much.

    This is your calling: To be alone with Me and be with Me!

 

November 15, 1993 – 4:45 - Monday

Jesus: My child, take it easy – Focus on Me. I will give you all you need. You must learn to be patient now and put your trust totally in Me. Stay close to your children in all things and ask for My direction. I will tell you all you need. Come to Me and do not get caught up in anything, but what you need to, with your children. Give them to Me. I love you and them so much. Do not worry, satan uses worry.

    I am your guide. I constantly am with you. I do not want you to do anything but trust. Stay so close to your children - they need you right now. They need your love and your instructing them about Me. I love you all so much. I am what matters: life is but a breath in this world. It passes so quickly. Focus on Me. How have you loved? Sit still and watch your life unfold. Let everything be My Father’s Plan for your life. Do not ask questions. Do not fight. When your heart is troubled, turn it over to the Divine Master, for I will never forget you. I am hyper-vigilant and attentive to your every need. I love you so much - that is really all you need to hear - is how I love you. I am God. I have all the power and I love you.

    Stay steadfast in Me, My little one. I never leave your side. I will tend to distributing My letters. You must do as you are doing. Get Ellen to type. Do My will - the most important thing for you to do is My will. Wait on the Lord and I will grant your heart's request. You are free for greater union with Me. The cares of the world are My concern. You must be ever obedient to Me. Come when you are called - do as I tell you - leave all details up to Me. Pray and be as a shadow. Do not promote yourself. Pray and tend to your children. Be selfless.

    I want to be united with you - so close - you must totally surrender to self! I will make your life work. Trust in Me, ALWAYS. I love you so.

    Come unto Me all who labor and are heavily burdened and I will give you rest. Your closeness to Me is so important; your obedience to the will of the Father is so important. You are to obey Me. When I call you are to come to Me. I call - you come. You do exactly as you are told. I am first; I am last. I am your all. Know this, 1ittle one.

 

November 17, 1993 - Wednesday

Jesus: I am Jesus Son of the Living God. I am truly present in the Eucharist.

R. Turn an ear to me, oh Lord. I watch, I wait - turn an ear to me oh, Lord. Listen, to the voice of my supplication as one crying in the desert - make way the way of the Lord. He is Mighty; He is deserving of all honor. He is to be praised, at His Name - all knees must bow and He is our God – One, True, magnificent and holy.

    What can man do for God? Who are we that He should bother with us lowly creatures? But He bids us to come and sup with Him. He bids us to open wide our hearts and let Him in, and do we dare say nay to such an offering, or do we open up our hearts and let Him possess our souls? Oh, Jesus I am open to hear God’s will for me. Let my mind be opened to all Your messages. Let the wisdom and understanding of the Spirit come into my soul so I may know You more and more.

    You, Oh Spirit, You are He who fills me. You fill me to the brim and I am overflowing with Your goodness and Your works. I want to be Your empty vessel; permeate my soul and dwell there in that I hear all You speak. To You I must remain selfless and unattached to this world. Give me all the strength and grace I need to grow on this path to You. It is in the Eucharist that my weary soul is made whole. It is in You that my heart is opened and I am filled with Your great light. As one crying in the desert my heart is opened and You penetrate my soul and I am filled to the brim with Your works. Your works, indeed, oh Lord are so good.

    Let me open myself and let You in - body and soul - to dwell in me. I beg of You in Your goodness to open me more and more to You. I am Yours - body and soul - to do with as You wish. In all my sinfulness and flaws, I am in awe of Your presence to me.

    Come, Lord Jesus, I want to dwell in You. You are the living God. I am opened by You. I only need be willing to let You do Your work. The Spirit of God is upon me and God, the one true God has come among the people in their brokenness. We have a sharing in His life in baptism. Oh Lord, You are so great. I bow before You and kiss Your altar. Come into our hearts, flow in our souls as a bubbling creek washing out our impurities and cleaning us by Your greatness. May the Spirit of God dwell in our soul and may we be as He calls us to be – we are not worthy! In His goodness and mercy He comes and dwells in us.

    Alleluia. Praise God for all He has done for us. Alleluia.

Jesus: The devil keeps you fixed on your flaws and problems. Jesus says. Be united to Me. Do not focus on your unworthiness, Unite to Me. You must focus on My presence and how I am with you. FOCUS ON ME. Be selfless. Focus on My presence in you. I am with you NOW. I am truly present in the Eucharist, Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity. I am your beloved Spouse. Focus on the marriage of Our souls.

    Looking at the Divine Mercy Picture:

    I stand at the door of your heart. Will you let Me in and be in your soul?

    Hold not back, for I am great and I can change your heart to be more like Mine. The more you come and plead with Me, the more I will fill your soul with all My gifts for you.

    “You were hungry and I fed you - I gave you manna in the desert. I fed your starved soul and your ways were directed on my path.”

R. Glory to the Lord who loves us this much - to come this close to us - He is alive and present in us. Come Lord dwell in us! Alleluia.